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Satsuki Yumizuka Route - tsukihime quest

-----What would be the point in lying now?


I should just tell her the truth, as it'll lead to less complications later.


Then-----





"The truth is, Akiha---- I chose this for myself."


"Wha----"


Akiha's brows rise momentarily in surprise, but she soon regains her composure of quiet anger.


"Please, explain yourself, Nii-san."


"Ugh-----"








I can already tell that she won't be satisfied with my answer.


She already isn't satisfied with my answer.


Though, I can't say I really expected her to be.





But, I already decided to tell the truth.


There's no turning back now----








"Actually, a friend of mine, was turned into a vampire---- she doesn't know who did it to her, though. But, since I didn't want her to be alone, I let her make me a vampire, too-----"





Akiha's eyes narrow dangerously, and I actually take a step back this time.


"You didn't want her to be alone? So, you're saying that for the past five days, you've been living with this---- woman----"


Maybe I shouldn't have said it was a woman? Akiha would have found out eventually though, I'm sure----


"----just the two of you, might I add, and even went so far as choosing to become a vampire, just because this woman was lonely? Is that what you're saying, Nii-san?"


Well-----


"Yeah, that's about right, Akiha."








Akiha's expression softens somewhat into one of sadness.


"So, it was alright for you to leave me all alone, Nii-san---?"


"What----? I mean, I do feel bad about that, Akiha, but you at least have Hisui and Kohaku-san---- my friend didn't have anyone else but me to turn to."


Akiha's visage explodes into anger once again.


"Do you think I really care about that, Nii-san!? What good are Hisui and Kohaku without you here----! Ah------"


Akiha's expression softens again.








She sighs, attempting to regain her composure.


"In any case, you'll be staying here from now on, Nii-san. I trust you have no objections to that?"


Akiha keeps her eyes focused on me.


I'm not sure what kind of response she's expecting.








But, I'm afraid I can't accept her offer.


Or rather, her ultimatum----


"-----I'm sorry, Akiha. But, I can't stay here."


Akiha turns a fierce glare on me.


"And why not? This is your home, after all."


-----I can feel the sharp thorns in those words.


But, I can't back down on this-----





"I'm sorry, Akiha. But, I can't leave Satsuki-chan by herself. I have to go back to her. The only reason I came here in the first place was to try and find some way to become human again--- or at least to find some sort of information to help us. So, I need to ask you some things, Akiha----"








Akiha, still with that fearsome glare on her face, turns her back to me.


"Make no mistake, Nii-san--- you will live here again."


"Akiha---- I just told you, I can't leave Satsuki-chan alone----"


Akiha's shoulders shake slightly; from anger, or sadness, I don't know which.


"I can tell you won't budge on this, Nii-san. Then, you can bring her here, if you must."





I can bring her here----?








I hadn't even though of that possibility.


But, it's perfect.


Ciel-senpai might be expecting me to investigate my family, but I don't think she would ever suspect that Satsuki and I would start living here.


This mansion is probably the last place she would expect to find us.


And, a wealthy family like this will have access to the best medicine.


This way, Satsuki should be able to heal much faster and easier than she would otherwise----








Even though Akiha is still facing the other way, I bow deeply to express my gratitude.


"Thank you, Akiha. Then, I'll be back as soon as I can."


"Ah---- wait, Nii-san---!"


She starts turning toward me, but stops for some reason.


I have no intention of waiting, though.


"You---- should probably just go to sleep, Akiha. I'll be back soon."


Before she can change her mind, I quickly run past her and into the hallway.


As I pass by her, I think I see a few small tears running down her cheeks----


If that's not just my imagination, that's probably why she didn't turn to look back at me.








But, I shouldn't worry too much about that now.


I'll see Akiha again in the morning.


For now, I have to go get Satsuki-----


I'm so glad I was able to get help, just like Satsuki wanted.


This should give us both some peace of mind, at least----








I quickly make my way out of the mansion, no longer caring if the floor creaks in protest from my passage.


I go out the front door, and quickly clamber over the gate again.


I then dash off into the night.


I mean, I want to be together with Satsuki again as soon as possible.


So, I quickly make my down the hill leading to the mansion.





It doesn't feel as melancholy as it did before-----








This is certainly an interesting turn of events.


I still don't like that I had to reveal myself as a vampire to Akiha, and I also feel pretty uneasy about seeing Kohaku-san and Hisui tomorrow, as I undoubtedly will----


Then, there's the part where I have to introduce Satsuki-chan to my family at the mansion----





But, it's all okay.


I mean, these aren't things I can just forget about, and I still feel a bit apprehensive about the whole thing, but-----


Protecting Satsuki comes first and foremost, and this is the best way to do that.


Thinking of her again, I hasten my pace.








When I finally reach the house where I left Satsuki, I throw open the door and dash down the stairs.


When I reach the large basement room, I see Satsuki standing in the middle of the room, looking towards me with a sharp glare, holding her side.


When she recognizes me, however, the glare softens into a more easygoing expression, though I can tell she's in slight pain.


"Are you okay, Satsuki-chan?"


I immediately ask.








"Yeah, thanks---- I was just surprised when I heard someone come into the house so loudly, that I thought it might be an enemy. So, I quickly readied myself, just in case---- But, I think I aggravated my wounds when I did so. In any case, though, I'll be fine."


"Oh---- Sorry, Satsuki-chan."


Satsuki shakes her head as she sits down.


"No, it's alright. I was just surprised, is all. So, how did it go?"


How did what go?








Oh, of course.


I was so focused on Satsuki that for a moment I forgot everything up until now.


"Yeah---- about that, Satsuki-chan. Um---- I talked to my sister while I was there."


Satsuki immediately looks up at me with a look of surprise spread on her face.


"Oh? And----?"


"Well------"





How, exactly, should I put this?








But, I guess the best way is to just come out and say it.


"----The truth is, it's just like you said---- the Tohno family really isn't normal. And, uh-----"


Why am I feeling strange over this now?


I mean, this is the best way----- and it's not like there are really any disadvantages with living at the mansion, especially compared to how we've been living up until now.


But, that doesn't change the fact that it's an awkward situation-----





"What is it, Shiki-kun? You can tell me."








Of course, I can----


So, I will.


"Yeah--- starting tonight, we'll be living at the mansion, Satsuki-chan."


"Oh-----"


Satsuki looks surprised, as I thought she would, though not as surprised as I'd imagined.


"Hmmmm-----"


After the initial look of surprise, Satsuki appears to be deep in thought for several moments.





"-------------"








Finally, Satsuki's gaze returns to mine.


"I'll admit, Shiki-kun, I am a little worried that Ciel might be watching that place after telling you to investigate your family, but we really need any help we can get at the moment. Also, since your family, isn't normal---- they probably have ways to protect themselves, too. Plus, Ciel is after you, so I don't think she would harm you family…. So, I think it's a good idea, all in all. But---"


Satsuki's face turns a little red.


"----I must admit, it's kind of exciting for another reason. I can't believe I'm going to meet Shiki-kun's family already!"





-----I must say, that's a little embarrassing.


Plus, shouldn't she be worried about other things right now?








But, I guess that's just how her priorities work.


----It makes me blush a little to think that I'm right at the top of that list.





Actually, who am I kidding?


It's not just a little embarrassing, it's really embarrassing.


-----But, I can't say I'm not happy, too.








"So, in that case, Shiki-kun, we shouldn't waste any time."


Saying so, Satsuki stands up and stretches a bit.


"I'm still injured, so could you carry the blood, please?"


"---Yeah, of course."





It seems Satsuki is ready to leave right away.


Well, she's right---- There's really no point in wasting any time.


So, I go over to the refrigerator and grab the box of blood.


"Then, let's be off."


"Yeah."


We nod to each other, and walk out into the cool night.








Of course, I keep a close eye on Satsuki, just in case her wounds open back up or something, though for now, I don't even see any signs of bleeding.


I guess, being a vampire, Satsuki just heals that fast----


"Oh? Shiki-kun, you sure are keeping a close eye on me. Am I that pretty?"


Satsuki does a cute little pose for my benefit.


"-----------"





1. Of course, you are. (SS8i)


2. I just wanted to be sure you're okay. (SS8j)
 
[x] Of course, you are. (SS8i)

I mean, everyone there does look good. Even Nero is fairly rugged.
 
What is she doing, acting so silly at a time like this?


But in that case, I guess it's okay if I tease her a little bit.


"Of course, you're pretty. I mean you were always real popular with everyone in class; not just the boys, but all the girls thought you were pretty, too. I mean, most of the guys probably would have loved to have you as a girlfriend, except for them, you probably felt a little hard to reach----"


"Oh----"


I look over and see Satsuki blushing at my words.


"Did that, include you, Shiki-kun----?"


"Hmmm? Did what include me?"


"I mean---- Would you have loved to have me as a girlfriend, Shiki-kun?"


"-----------"








Oops.


I didn't really mean for it to, but is this going to turn into a serious conversation, now?


"Well----- We never really talked until recently, right? I mean, I didn't really get close to any of my classmates, so---- it's not like I wouldn't want you for a girlfriend, but more like I wasn't interested in having a girlfriend at all----"


"I see-----"








Satsuki, seems a little sad.


Should I have lied about it to try and make her feel good----?


But, I don't think it's good to lie about things like this.


That's my policy, anyway, and it seems to have worked out so far.


----Though, it's also true that I've never had a girlfriend.





And, not only that, but Satsuki probably would have seen through any lies I made anyway----


So, it's better this way.








"Anyway, let's keep going, Shiki-kun. We shouldn't stay outside for any longer than we need to."


"----Yeah."


I nod, and we continue on our silent way through the cold night.









"------------"


By the time we reach the final hill before the mansion, the silence has been drawn out for long enough that it begins to be oppressive.


Only the sounds of the night, and our own thoughts, accompany us as we doggedly march up the hill leading to the mansion.





In a way, it's like Satsuki and I are going to begin a new life, now----


I'm finally returning back to my family, and Satsuki---- well, I have no clue what she thinks about this.


I just hope that Akiha treats her kindly----








As for the hill itself, it feels much less lonely climbing it with somebody else, even in silence.


I guess it was just too lonely walking home alone every day, though I am used to it.





That's right.


I've basically become used to being alone----


But, I feel like----


----I wouldn't want to be alone anymore.


I feel like----








----I want to be with Satsuki for as long as I can.


I mean, I didn't want to separate with her more than anything, right?


When choosing between Satsuki, who I made a promise to but am bound in no other way, and my family, who have done so much for me, and I also owe them for the fact that I left without a word-----


I immediately chose Satsuki.





Though, in the end, I somehow got both---- which is more than I deserve.


Even in the face of everything that's happened, I'm really fortunate right now----








Finally, we reach the mansion gates.


Satsuki walks up and looks at the lock.


"Hey, Shiki-kun. How are we supposed to get in?"


"Hmmm? We can just climb over; we're vampires, after all."





For some reason, Satsuki's face tinges a faint shade of red.


"Climb over---?"


"Yeah. Is something wrong?"


"No---- You first, Shiki-kun."








"--------?"


I don't get what she's embarrassed about, but if she wants me to go first, I don't mind.


I quickly clamber over, deftly taking the box of blood with me, and then look up to see how Satsuki is doing-----


And I understand, at the same time Satsuki notices my gaze.


"Ah! Don't look, Shiki-kun!"


"Sorry! I---- wasn't thinking."


I say so as I quickly look away.





Obviously, Satsuki is wearing her school uniform, which is her only set of clothes----


I think she's been keeping it as clean as she can through various means, and even most of the blood has somehow been washed out, but that's not the point.


Just like most school uniforms for girls, Satsuki's has a skirt----








I saw them-----








In any case, Satsuki lands gracefully next to me, and in our embarrassment, we both walk toward the front door without a word.





When we reach the door, I feel obliged to break the silence----


"Anyway, Satsuki-chan, welcome to my home."


I open the door wide for her and invite her in.


"Um---- my room's this way, so you can just follow me---- though, we should stop by the kitchen first to drop off the blood."


"Ah---- are you sure this is okay, Shiki-kun? I mean, everyone's asleep, right?"


"----Yeah, but it should be fine. I mean, Akiha---- that is, my sister told me to come back tonight, and that I could bring you as well---- So, we should probably just get to sleep for now----"








Honestly, I'm a little surprised that Akiha isn't waiting for me to return right here in the lobby.


I hear nothing from the sitting room, either----





Hopefully, though, she went to bed like I asked.


After all, I kind of want to get to sleep myself.


I don't feel like I could really handle dealing with Akiha right now, for all sorts of reasons----


I mean, I treated her pretty coldly before.








In any case, I'm sure I'll see Akiha in the morning, so I shouldn't try to worry about it too much right now.


Soon, we drop off the blood, and make our way towards my room.


"Ah----! That reminds me, Shiki-kun. Will your room protect from the sunlight?"


-----Oh.


I have to admit, I didn't even think of that.


We are vampires, after all-----


"----Well, we can probably find something thick enough to cover the windows. In any case, we'll figure something out. Let's go---- I'm feeling really tired for some reason."


Probably because of the mental stress I've been feeling-----


I guess now that my mind finally has some rest, by body must be wanting some of the same----








"Anyway, here it is. Welcome-----"


Again, I open the door to invite Satsuki in.


Now that I think about it, this is the first time I'm inviting a girl from my class into my room like this----


And she's even going to spend the night----


What little is left of it, anyway.


I feel my cheeks warming a little, despite the fact that we've been sleeping near each other every night.








"Ah-----"


Mine and Satsuki's voices overlap as we look into the room.


It seems, that Akiha has already thought of everything----


Not only are the windows already covered, but there's an extra futon lying on the floor as well-----


I should have known Satsuki and I wouldn't have to worry about a thing, with Akiha's methodical personality.








"Then, I guess I'll take the futon---- you can have the bed, Satsuki-chan."


"Um-----!"


"Yeah-----?"


I look over to Satsuki, and see that faint tinge of crimson on her cheeks again----


Wait a minute, just what is she thinking----!?





"You know, Shiki-kun-----"


She fidgets around a little in a cute way for a few moments before continuing.


No, don't tell me-----


"That bed is pretty big, Shiki-kun----- We could sleep together, if you want……"


Her blush deepens as her voice trails off.








"--------------"


I, can't believe my ears.


It was one thing when we laid our futons out next to each other, but now Satsuki wants to sleep on the same bed---- together----





----You know, I should really be ashamed about what I'm thinking right now, for various reasons.


I mean, our situation is still a serious one, as we still have no clue as to how to become human again, even if we do have some hope now----


And then, I should also be ashamed, for----- other reasons-----








Anyway, that's neither here nor there.


I have to make a choice, right now!


The bed, or the futon-----


The bed, or the futon----!?





1. Bed. (SS8l)


2. Futon. (SS8m)
 
"---------"


I guess, I should choose the bed, right?


That's okay, right?


I mean, it's not like I'm expecting anything----


This isn't that different from sleeping on futons next to each other----- right?








"Uh---- yeah, ok---- Satsuki-chan."


Satsuki smiles and nods at me, both of our faces being a little red.


"Then, come on, Shiki-kun."


Satsuki climbs into the half of the bed furthest from me, and pats the other half, indicating I should lie down.


So, I grab the blanket from the futon, and move to lie down.





And, Satsuki throws the bed's blanket aside as I approach.


"Let's share, Shiki-kun."


"---------"








Despite myself, I start to sweat.


I don't really have a reason to refuse her, though-----


So, I climb into the bed and throw the blanket over us.


Carefully keeping to my side of the bed of, course.


And, I lay there, fully intending to go to sleep----








But, of course, I can't.


I just can't get to sleep easily in this kind of situation----


I mean, I'm about the same distance right now from Satsuki as I have been any of the previous nights-----


But, it feels so different right now.





First of all, we're in the same bed.


Second, it's my bed, in my room-----


And not only that, but the situation doesn't feel as tense as it has the past several days, since we finally have some glimmer of hope-----








"Hey, Shiki-kun. Are you awake?"


I look over to where Satsuki-chan is staring at the ceiling, resting her head on her hands.


"Yeah, I am. ----What is it, Satsuki-chan?"


-----I'm kind of afraid to ask, but if there's something wrong, I want to know about it.





"Um-----!"


Satsuki turns to me, clenching her cute little fists in front of her face as if in determination.


I can tell she's blushing as our gazes meet----








She tries to keep eye contact, but ends up looking aside, just a little.


"You know, I really, really love you, Shiki-kun-----"


----Uh oh.


All sorts of warning bells go off in my head.





But, I'm trapped.


This bed is pretty big, but with two people-----


There just isn't any space for me to run to.








"So-----"


Satsuki continues, a bit hesitantly.


"----It's okay, Shiki-kun….."


And with that, she slowly moves closer to me, with a look of longing in her eyes-----





At this point, there's not really any mistaking what she wants.


The only thing I wonder about, is just how far she plans to go with this----








Now, the question is, what do I want to do?


Right now, I'm in bed with a beautiful girl, who just said, "it's okay----"


Obviously, some part of me wants to follow through with this and see where it goes.


No, a large part of me wants to follow through with this.


"Satsuki---- chan-----"





Now, she's only a few inches from my face, and her lips continue to close in on mine----








"I'm sorry, Satsuki-chan----"


"Huh?"


Satsuki stops, and looks at me.


She looks a little confused right now.


"I'm sorry---- but, I'm just not ready for any of this."


And, feeling a little bad, I roll over, facing away from her.








I wasn't sure how she would react, but I feel Satsuki pressing herself against my back after I turn away from her.


"It's okay, Shiki-kun---- I can wait, if that's what you want."


Then, I feel her weight roll away from me.





I do feel a little bad.


I mean, going that far just to be rejected must be mortifying----








But, I don't regret my choice.


It would be unfair to take advantage of her when I'm not even sure exactly how I feel about her.


I mean, I think I really do love her, at least to some degree----


After all, I've given up so much, and worked so hard, for her sake----


But, I still don't know how far my love extends.


I only want to do--- those kinds of things with her, if I really, truly, love her as a woman------








In any case, right now, I want to concentrate on making us human again, as has been my goal all along.


Now that things seem to be shaping up to be a bit more peaceful than they were days ago, it's easy to conveniently forget about the painful things like that----


But, I can't afford to do that now.


Now that we have some hope, it's more important than ever to focus on our goal----





In order to do that, though, I'm going to have to make sure I'm well rested, else I won't be able to focus on anything at all.


So, I should get to sleep.


Satsuki's breathing, so near to me, is still distracting me a bit, but I eventually find myself drifting off into the most peaceful sleep I've felt in days----









9/Gentle Chill Breeze


9th​ Day/October 29 (Fri.)








I awaken in my room, as usual, to the sight of light streaming in through the window----


No, that isn't right.


I awaken in my room, but it's something I'd almost given up hope on, and of course there's no light coming in through the covered windows.





For a second, I'm a little lost as to what I'm doing here, or how I got here in the first place.


If I would have awoken in an alley, that would be fine.


If I would have awoken in a parking garage, that would be fine.


If I would have awoken in some strange place, where I don't even know the name---- that would have been fine.


But, in my own bed----?








I can vaguely remember, that I am supposed to be here right now---- though I can't remember why.


So, I at least feel in place, but I can't put my finger on this other unsettling feeling-----


To try and get a bearing on my situation, I look around-----





And see her.


Satsuki, with her perfect face attractively framed by her soft hair, is lying---- right next to me.


In fact, she's almost on top of me-----


Her eyes are closed, and her breathing is even----


"Shiki-kun-----"


Presumably in her sleep, she whispers my name, just like that-----








Then, I hear a knock at the door.


"Shiki-sama, have you awoken yet----?"


For several reasons, I instantly feel dread welling up in my chest.


That is, without a doubt, Hisui's voice----- Even after all that's happened, is she planning to wake me up just like usual?


Does she even know, Satsuki is here----?








Of course, at this point, I've finally woken up and have managed to recall everything that happened last night.


What will Hisui think if she sees me and Satsuki sleeping together like this----?


And, will she tell Akiha about it?


Does it even matter either way?





No, I'm forgetting something even more important.


What is Hisui thinking right now, coming to wake me up after I've not only been gone so long, but have become a vampire as well----?








In any case, I have to say something, or she'll probably just open the door on her own-----


But, what can I say?


I, can't think of anything-----





And, it's already too late.


The door, slowly creaks open-----


"Forgive my intrusion, Shiki-sama."








Sure enough, it is Hisui.


The door opens, and light trickles into the room.


Of course, despite it being daytime yet, the light coming in from the hallway is all artificial light.


There, isn't a trace of sunlight mixed in.


I guess, all the windows in the hallway are probably covered by now too-----








Hisui, seeing me awake, bows deeply.


"Good morning, Shiki-sama."


She doesn't react strangely at all-----


In fact, her greeting is just the same as it was six days ago.


Doesn't she think this is strange-----?


"Shiki-sama---- If you'd like to eat, I can have Nee-san begin preparing breakfast for you, right away. Of course, breakfast would be prepared for---- your guest, as well."


"Ah-----"





I look over to Satsuki, still lying peacefully next to me.


"Shiki-kun----"


Whispering my name again, she rolls a little closer to me.


Is she dreaming about me or something----?








I turn my attention back to Hisui.


She is staring at me, awaiting my answer----


What is going through her mind right now, anyway----?


Of course, her expression is just like always, and I can't read it at all----


She is acting just like the perfect servant of a prestigious household.


Of course, that also means that affairs like this are none of her business----


But, that doesn't mean she doesn't have her own opinions about it.


I really wish, I had some clue as to what those opinions are----








But, she is still waiting for me to answer her.


Of course, there's really no reason for me to refuse.


It's been a while since Satsuki and I had some decent food---- or, for that matter, since either of us has had anything besides blood, really.





"Yes, of course. We'll be down soon, to eat."


----Honestly, I'm surprised I'm able to say it so calmly.


Right now, my heart is pounding-----


Of course, my voice does shake, just a little.








Hisui bows again.


"I understand, Shiki-sama. I will tell Nee-san."


Then, Hisui turns to leave.





But, she then looks over her shoulder once more.


"One more thing, Shiki-sama. Is it safe to assume that you will be staying here from now on?"


That, in itself, makes me feel really bad.


I guess, despite everything, I can't ignore the fact that I ran away, and must have caused everyone here to worry----








"----Yeah, that's fine."


The shaking in my voice is much more noticeable this time, but there isn't much I can do about that.


Hisui bows once more, but only slightly this time.


"Then, please excuse me, Shiki-sama."


Saying so, Hisui walks out, gently closing the door behind her.








"----hah."


I let out the breath I'd been holding with a sigh.


Hisui acted so normal----


Usually, I'd really appreciate it.


No, I do appreciate it.


But still, it would have been okay if she got angry at me or something-----


Though, I guess I can't expect a perfect servant like Hisui to do something like that.








In any case, I should wake Satsuki up, so we can go eat.


"Satsuki-chan----"


Turning my attention back to her, I call Satsuki's name.


She doesn't move, so I try again.


"Satsuki-chan, it's time to wake up now."


"Shiki----- kun-----"


"----Hmmmm."


Her voice sounded a little strange.


Did something happen to me in that dream of hers?








Anyway, I want her to wake up now, so I playfully poke her in the forehead.


"----Mmm----"


"-----------"


I stop for a second, and then place my palm on her forehead.


I didn't really notice until now, but she's sweating really bad, and her forehead is really warm----





"Satsuki-chan----!?"


"Ah------"


Satsuki lets out a painful sounding gasp, and I really start to worry.


On a hunch, I pull back the covers draping over her body.








"-----!"


All my thought processes stop in a screeching halt, and then grindingly start up again.


Why----?


Why----!?


Why, is Satsuki's body covered in blood once again----!?









No, I have to remain calm.


I'm exaggerating, after all.


Her body isn't "covered in blood", but it is true that she's bleeding again.


So, I have to try to remain calm, and think about what I should do-----





I need to get help quickly.


The dining room.


I should be able to find someone, at least, in the dining room-----








That's right.


Kohaku-san should be making mine and Satsuki's breakfast right now, not in the dining room, but in the kitchen.


I remember Hisui saying before, that she would run to get Kohaku-san when I wasn't feeling well----


Wasn't Kohaku-san supposed to be medically inclined----?





In any case, it doesn't matter that much.


What matters is getting Satsuki any kind of help I can, as quickly as possible.


So, I sprint towards the kitchen.


I don't really want to leave Satsuki-chan alone, but if I move her, I might make things worse----








I run through the hallways.


All the windows and such are completely covered, throughout the whole mansion, and the lights are on everywhere.


It is just like the mansion is shrouded in night.


And, it's not like that's a bad thing, but it could get depressing after a while, especially for the non-vampires living here-----








Before long, I burst into the kitchen without any warning.


Kohaku-san, who was sprinkling some sort of powder (probably a spice) into some broth, spins to look at me with a surprised look on her face.


"Oh, Shiki-san----- what is it?"


She regains some control of her features and looks at me with something of an uncomfortable look on her face.


"Kohaku-san-----"





Satsuki-chan needs your help!


But, even if I said that, it's not like she knows who Satsuki is.


So-----








"Um, the guest whom I brought with me---- She's bleeding. She needs medical attention right away----"


I'm actually surprised I'm able to say it so calmly.


Kohaku-san, for her part, regains complete control of her features and looks at me seriously.


"She is in your room, correct?"


I nod.


"Then, go back there, and at least apply pressure to her wounds. Try to use the cleanest thing you can find---- An unused part of the blankets would probably be sufficient. I'll be there with my medical supplies soon."


"Right."





Wasting no time, I immediately turn on my heel and run to do as Kohaku-san said.








But, there's one thing I just don't understand.


Why is this happening to Satsuki again, now----?


It's true that her bleeding doesn't seem as bad as yesterday, but still-----


I mean, she seemed almost completely recovered last night.





"Last night----?"


Of course.


Satsuki, is a vampire----


So, naturally, she would be stronger at night, than during the day.


Does that mean, this is going to keep happening every morning----?








Again, it doesn't take long for me to reach my room.


After all, I'm running as fast as I can manage in these hallways----


I burst into the room-----





No, I shouldn't.


I don't want to agitate Satsuki any more than necessary.


So, I stop in front of the room and enter as gently as possible.








Satsuki is, of course, still bleeding.


She is also quietly, but painfully panting, and she doesn't appear to be conscious yet.


Following Kohaku-san's instruction, I grab a relatively unused blanket from beside the futon and begin applying pressure to Satsuki's wounds, just like I did yesterday.


-----Of course, her uniform is in the way again, so I remove it.





Now that I think about it, wasn't it stupid to let Satsuki go around wearing that unclean uniform in the first place?


I mean, from the looks of it, she must have cleaned it as best she could while I was gone, but still-----


Then again, it's not like she really had anything else to wear.








Before long, I hear the door creak open, and Kohaku-san enters.


She sees Satsuki's discarded uniform lying next to the bed, but doesn't say anything about it.


I'm sure that she realizes why it was necessary, after all.


While I continue applying pressure to Satsuki's wounds, Kohaku-san brings in a cart full of all sorts of medicines and medical devices, as well as the box of blood Satsuki and I brought with us.


She brings it close to the bed, but then stands there for a few moments, staring at Satsuki and me, apparently considering something.








Soon, she looks directly at me.


"I'm sorry, Shiki-san, but you should probably wait outside. I should be able to handle everything from here."


"But-----"


Kohaku-san shakes her head at me.


"No buts, Shiki-san. I know what I'm doing. Listen, if you just wait outside the door, I can call you in if I need anything, alright----?"


"I------"


"Every second counts, Shiki-san."


I think it's kind of unfair to put it like that.





But, of course she's right.


If I waste time like this, I'll only be hurting Satsuki in the end.


So-----








"Alright, Kohaku-san. But please, call me if I can do anything at all to help."


She nods to me, and I walk out, gently closing the door behind me so Kohaku-san can work.


Of course, it's not like I don't trust Kohaku-san.


I just really wanted to be there-----


That's how worried I am about Satsuki.








But, wow.


Both Hisui and Kohaku-san sure seem to be taking this unusual situation quite easily.


I guess that's what happens when they both knew about the Tohno family's unusual history right from the start----





It's kind of mortifying to think that I was the only one who didn't know.


I wonder why they wanted to keep it a secret from me, anyway----








Even as I think these thoughts, though, my mind keeps drifting back to Satsuki.


I mean, I understand that yesterday was worse, but she still got through it just fine----


And, the day before that must have been even worse than yesterday.


So, I understand, that Satsuki should be able to get through this alright-----





But, that doesn't change the fact that I'm still worried.


Nothing can change that----








After a while, I don't really know how long, I hear Kohaku-san's voice from inside the room.


"Shiki-san!! You can come in now."


Without any hesitation, I immediately stand up and open the door.


As I do so, I notice a strange smell----


No, stench is more like it.


This, is the smell of blood, sweat, various medical supplies-----


It's not a pleasant smell, but I guess it's not really too different from what I expected.





Of course, opening a window to air the place out isn't an option, so I at least leave the door open.








The blankets with spots of blood on them are piled in a corner, while a fresh blanket drapes over Satsuki's body.


Satsuki's uniform also lies atop the pile of blankets.


The box of blood lies next to the bed, with a few empty packets lying on Kohaku-san's cart.


And Satsuki lies on the bed, still looking sickly, but at least she's breathing pretty normally.


"How is she, Kohaku-san?"





Kohaku-san looks over to me.


"Well---- I can tell just from looking that she's very strong. I don't think there's any danger at all to her health, as long as she rests properly and gets good nutrition. Also, she'll need clean clothes, as you should get, as well. I'll have Hisui-chan wash both your clothes, and bring food to your room. As for you, you should probably just watch over her for now, and feed her---- some of that, every once in while."


Saying so, she points over to the box of blood.








"Other than that, I gave her some medicine to help her sleep more soundly, and she should probably be waking up around the time the sun sets. After all, at that time her body should be stronger anyway, right?"


I nod.


We both know it's true, so there's no point in denying it, right?


"Well, in that case, Shiki-san, I'll go finish making your breakfast, and have Hisui-chan bring it up to you. Alright?"


"Yes, I understand."


"Then, if you'll excuse me."


Kohaku-san makes a small bow once and leaves with her cart, leaving the door open behind her.


With nothing else to do but wait, I sit down next to Satsuki so I can keep an eye on her.








Apparently, Satsuki will be waking up around the time the sun sets, so---- It'll still be a few hours.


Well, of course, I'll be spending those hours right here by her side----


I certainly don't intend to leave her alone while she's still unconscious if I don't have to.


I mean, I did yesterday, but---- we both needed blood, then.





Speaking of which, it's not a bad idea to feed her some blood if she'll drink it. Besides, I'm a bit thirsty myself.


So, I tear open one of the packets, lift Satsuki from the bed-----








And immediately lay her down again..








Well, maybe not immediately, but I soon come to my senses and lay Satsuki down again, replacing the blanket which had fallen from her shoulders.


Kohaku-san could have at least warned me----


Though, I guess if I thought about it a little, I would have realized myself.





First of all, Satsuki's clothes are lying on the pile of laundry in the corner, in plain site.


Because they're dirty, with blood and whatever else.


Was there any reason to believe that the same didn't hold true for her undergarments----?








To help regain my composure, I down about half of the packet of blood.


Of course, just this is no reason not to try and get Satsuki to drink, so-------





Being careful to keep the blanket around her shoulders this time, I lift Satsuki up again, and put the packet to her lips.


I carefully pour the blood into her throat, and coax her to drink.


You know, this is kind of like an indirect kiss-----








Why am I thinking about such stupid things, anyway?


What an amateur I am, getting all comfortable just because I'm back in the mansion.


After Satsuki drinks down the rest of the blood, I carefully lay her back down and sit on the ground again.


With nowhere better to put it, I toss the empty packet of blood back into the box from whence it came.


I guess, right now there's nothing really left to do but wait for breakfast, which should be coming any moment now----








Speaking of something coming any moment now, I wonder why I haven't seen Akiha yet----?


Well, it's true that there's school today, but, I guess I half expected she might just skip----





But, of course, I shouldn't be so self-satisfied.


She is the head of the Tohno family, after all.


It's not like she can just skip school on a whim.


Plus, she may have other duties to attend to.


So, I shouldn't think for a second that she might take time off just because I've finally come home----








I hear a knock from the door, and look up.


----Well, to put it more accurately, I hear a knock from the wall next to the door, since it's still open.


Hisui is standing there in the open doorway pushing a cart with my and Satsuki's breakfast on it.


Of course, that's assuming that Satsuki will be able to eat it----


There is an assortment of dishes across the cart, including the soup that Kohaku-san had been working on when I burst into the kitchen.


I guess, I'll at least be able to feed the soup to her----








"Forgive the intrusion, Shiki-sama."


I nod to her, and she pushes the cart into the room.


She sets everything up, and even begins dishing up a plate for me.





Done like a true servant, of course.








"Shiki-sama."


Hisui speaks while still working at my plate.


"If you'd like, I could feed your guest."


She could feed Satsuki, huh?


I think, that's actually a pretty good idea----


I mean, I can't help but remember what just happened a little bit ago, when I tried.





"Yeah, that would be really helpful. If she'll eat it, please feel free to feed her all the soup, since it'll probably be the easiest for her to eat in her---- present condition."


Hisui bows slightly.


"As you wish, Shiki-sama."








So, after setting me up with my meal, Hisui brings over a chair so she can feed Satsuki.


Luckily, it isn't too difficult to get Satsuki to eat like that, so I don't think she'll have any problems.


She also has the box of blood nearby, and she pulls a packet over.


So, I guess she's going to feed Satsuki some blood, as well----?


Well, it's convenient that Hisui and Kohaku-san are so willing and able to take care of Satsuki.


It helps put my mind at ease-----





So, with that in mind, I concentrate on my own food, since there's no need to watch Hisui feed Satsuki.


Especially if something happens again like earlier-----








The food is, of course, delicious as always.


Having not tasted Kohaku-san's excellent cuisine in almost a week, I hungrily chow down on all the food, drinking a packet of blood to go with it.


It isn't long before I finish my breakfast, leaving all the soup for Hisui to feed Satsuki, of course.





Soon after, Hisui finishes as well.


She then pulls a fresh set of clothes for me from the bottom of the cart.


"Please, change into this, Shiki-sama. I'll wait outside the room for you."


"Oh---- okay."


Hisui walks out, closing the door behind her.








I look over to Satsuki.


Well, I don't think there's any reason to not feel free to change in front of an unconscious person, and apparently Hisui feels the same way----





So, I quickly change without incident, and then call Hisui back into the room again.


Hisui looks straight at me again as she reenters the room.


"Then, if you're ready, Shiki-sama, Akiha-sama is waiting for you in the sitting room."


Akiha is---?


"Is it that late already? I didn't think Akiha would be back from school, yet."








Hisui looks at me kind of strangely.


"Of course, Akiha-sama did not attend school today. She has been waiting for you to awaken all this while. In fact, she wanted to wake you up sooner, but Nee-san and I persuaded her otherwise."


"I---- see."





I guess I should have known better.


This is the first time I've returned home in almost a week, after all.


If something like this happened to Akiha, I certainly wouldn't have attended school----


"Alright. Then, I guess I should go see her."


"Yes, please do. I will take care of your guest, Shiki-sama."








Nodding, I leave the room.


Of course, I have no reason to refuse this audience, especially when Hisui has offered to take care of Satsuki for me.


I mean, Hisui has given me every reason to trust her, so----








I make my way towards the sitting room.


Apparently, Akiha was waiting for me----


I wonder what kinds of things she's going to say to me?


Of course, I have to get my own questions answered, as well.


As for Akiha's questions---- I guess there's really no point in lying to her at this point.


Though, that doesn't necessarily mean I have to reveal the whole truth, either---


I guess it all depends on what exactly she asks me, anyway.








I reach the lobby, but stop for a moment before entering the sitting room.


It can't be helped right now that I'm a bit nervous----


So, I want to take a moment to compose myself.





The truth of the matter is, I saw and spoke with Akiha just last night.


But, it feels more like I haven't done either for years---- I mean, during our conversation last night, I was kind of in a hurry, so----


The truth is, it felt kind of rushed.


When Akiha told me I could bring Satsuki here, that was pretty much all I could think about.








But now, it's time for us to have a real conversation, again.


No interruptions, or anything of the sort.


Just me, and Akiha----


Well, Kohaku-san will probably be there, too.


But, in any case, there are many things both Akiha and I want to know, I'm sure----


I sigh to myself.


Trying to organize my thoughts so I don't forget anything, I decide to stop wasting time.





Resolutely, I step into the sitting room.








Just as I predicted, both Akiha and Kohaku-san are present.


For some reason, though, Kohaku-san seems a little surprised to see me----


Akiha, however, doesn't look too happy.
"Um---- good morning, you two."


I try my best to greet them as normally as possible.





Her usual smile returns to Kohaku-san's face.


"Yes, good morning, Shiki-san."


Akiha's expression, though, doesn't change.








"Morning, Nii-san? It would have been nice if you had awoken in the morning."


"Uh-----"


Well, I guess that's how it is.


But, I think in my present condition, I actually awoke pretty early----


Though, I don't want to say anything about it, in case I would anger her any more.


"Well, then, Nii-san. May I ask what you were doing these past six days?"


"----------"





That's a pretty open-ended question.


So much happened over those days, that I have a hard time remembering all the details myself----








But, I try to explain it as best I can.


I tell Akiha about how I snuck out to find Satsuki, and about how we took care of our----- bloodlust.


I'd like to think, that she looks a bit relieved when I tell her that I haven't killed anyone---





I gloss over the detail about the girl whom I thought I might have killed in the parking garage, though.


And I don't tell her about Ciel yet, either.








I tell her about how we eventually decided to try stealing blood from hospitals, and how we've been living in a parking garage.


Since it's related to Ciel, I don't mention the other house, but I think it doesn't really matter anyway---- We only lived in it for one night, after all.


It goes without saying that I don't mention a single thing about Roa----








Throughout it all, Akiha's expression doesn't really change much.


She just listens, with that serious look on her face.


Well, at least I know she's listening to me closely----





On the other hand, Kohaku-san actually looks a little uneasy----


I wonder why?








After I finish, Akiha sits for a few more moments before speaking.


"I see."


She says finally.


"I think I understand the situation, Nii-san. Basically, you ran off with this girl from your class, let her make you a vampire, and hid around town without even bothering to contact anyone?"


"Well----"


It sounds pretty harsh when she puts it like that, but I guess she's basically right.


"I guess you're right. But, did you really expect me to contact you in that situation? I mean, given the circumstances----"








"Of course."


There is no mercy in those words.


"This is your home, and we are your family. Of course, there was no reason not to contact us. I trust that you will refrain from such unseemly behavior in the future, Nii-san?"


Her tone doesn't really brook any kind of argument.


So, I just nod obediently.


"Yeah, okay. I'm sorry, Akiha."


"It's fine as long as you understand. Though, if something like this happens again, I'm afraid I won't be able to let things go so easily----"








Akiha says something scary before calmly sipping some tea.


Well, I think at this point I won't have to worry about something like this happening again, anyway.


I hope.





Anyway, it's about time I asked Akiha my own questions.


Like, just what is unusual about the Tohno family----?








"Akiha."


"Yes, Nii-san?"


She answers, but she doesn't favor me by looking up from her tea.


Despite myself, I feel like I start to sweat a little-----


"Well----- I, wanted to know more about the Tohno family, Akiha."


"I see. Well, didn't you see for yourself? You had father's journal in your hands, after all. So, why don't you start off by telling me what you know, first?"


"----------"








Even though I'm supposed to be the one asking the questions at this point, it seems that Akiha has taken control of the situation anyway.


I guess, I won't get anywhere without answering her question first.


"Um----- When I opened the journal, I was able to read that "Evil resides within the Tohno blood" before I saw you in the doorway. And, before that, I saw in the family tree that all the heads of the family died strange deaths at early ages----"


I stop, seeing Akiha's narrowed gaze fixed on me.


"Well, that's pretty much all I know. But, I can say for certain that the Tohno family is obviously unusual, right?"








Akiha seems to consider for a moment, before nodding seriously.


"You're absolutely correct, Nii-san. At this point, I think there's hardly any reason to hide that much from you. The truth is, demon blood really does run in our family's bloodline."


The blood of demons----


"Wait a second, Akiha. Why did you hide all this from me in the first place?"


"Because I wanted to stop a situation like this from happening!"





Akiha raises her voice as she says so, but she soon calms herself again.








"In any case, Nii-san. I don't think it would have benefited you to know all this from the beginning anyway, would it?"


Well, I certainly can't argue that if my life had continued peacefully, it wouldn't have been something I would have needed, much less wanted, to know.


But now, things are different----





"That's true, Akiha. But now, I need to know; is there some way that Satsuki and I can become human again? Or if not, are there at least any clues as to how it might be possible---"





Akiha, however, is already slowly shaking her head.


"I'm afraid there's none that I know of, Nii-san."


"I, see-----"








A complete denial.


Needless to say, I'm disappointed.


Not that "disappointed" really sums up how I feel----


"In that case, I guess I'll just have to study it on my own---- Then, I'd like free access to the old man's study, Akiha."


"Of course. Kohaku."


"Yes, Akiha-sama?"





As soon as I make my request, Akiha calls on Kohaku-san, who is still standing nearby.


"Call Hisui here for me, Kohaku."


"Yes, Akiha-sama."


Kohaku-san walks off, leaving me and Akiha alone in the sitting room.








"Now then, Nii-san. May I ask what you plan to do with your guest----?"


What, do I plan to do----?


To me, it's obvious.


I wonder how Akiha will take it?





"I plan on keeping her here, for the time being. We both need a safe haven in which to live, and I won't leave her alone. That means, I plan to keep her here until we both can become human again---"


"And then, what will you do with her, Nii-san?"


It almost seems as if Akiha is speaking about Satsuki as if she were property----


"Then, I guess she should return home."








"Do you really think everything is going to be so simple, Nii-san?"


"Well-----"


Certainly, I realize that things will still be difficult from here on out.


First, there's the fact that despite everything, we still have no idea how to return to our human forms.


Then, even if we do manage, we don't know how difficult it will be to return to our normal lives---


We have no idea how Satsuki's parents will react to her suddenly returning home after running away, not to mention we can never tell them the truth of what really happened to us.


Thus, we'll either have to come up with some story, or just never tell them anything----





Obviously, it'll be easier on everyone involved if we can find a way to restore our humanity sooner, rather than later.








But, still.


Despite my hopes that Akiha might be able to help with this, she's only told me that she knows nothing; has no leads.


Of course, it isn't going to be easy from here on out.





But, that doesn't mean I won't try my best.


"Of course, I don't think it'll be easy."


I finally respond to Akiha's question.


"But, I'll still try my best. One way or another, I'm going to make this work."


I look Akiha confidently in the eyes.


She, of course, doesn't flinch, even slightly.











"Well, Nii-san, let me say this. I'll allow this girl to live here for now, since it's what you want---- But, she can't live here forever. I suggest you think this all over, and find a solution to your predicament soon-----"


Of course, that's what I plan to do---- but, before I can respond, Hisui sweeps into the room.


"You called, Akiha-sama?"


Hisui introduces her presence with the simple elegance befitting the perfect servant.





In response, Akiha looks up at her and nods.


"Yes, Hisui. I'd like you to clean my father's study, as Nii-san wishes to use it."








For a moment, Hisui looks at me with an unsure expression on her face.


I wonder what's wrong----?


"Do you understand, Hisui?"


Akiha's voice seems to bring Hisui back to reality, and she bows to Akiha with her usual expression.


"Of course, Akiha-sama."


Hisui stands tall again and leaves the room, presumably to clean the study----





But, wait. Isn't that strange?


After all, the study is spotless----








"Then, Nii-san, I have other matters to attend to. So, if there's nothing else, I believe this conversation is over. Your guest is not well, correct? When she's able, I would like to meet her. When the time comes, feel free to send Hisui or Kohaku to get me, so the three of us can talk."


With that, Akiha gets up to leave.


I guess, this audience really is over.





But, before that, I do have one more thing that I'd like to ask right now----








"Wait, Akiha."


"Yes? What is it, Nii-san?"


Akiha turns back to me before she passes through the door.


Now, is my best chance to ask her that one thing that has been bothering me so strongly----





"Who, is Nanaya?"








At my question, Akiha doesn't even bat an eyelash.


"I presume you saw that name in the family tree, Nii-san?"


I nod.


"Well, it's just as you saw. Nanaya is a boy whom our father adopted years ago, but passed away soon after. I believe you only met him briefly, so it isn't that strange if you don't remember him."


"I see, so that's it-----"





Truth be told, I'm not really satisfied with that answer.


After all, there's still the matter that the knife I have, is inscribed with that same name----








But, I can tell from Akiha's tone that she doesn't plan to say anything more.


And, it's probably just as she says anyway, and I'm reading too much into this----


"Well, if there's nothing else, Nii-san, I'll be leaving now."


Satisfied enough for the moment, at least, I nod to her.


"Then, I'll see you later, Nii-san."


Nodding back to me, Akiha gracefully sweeps out of the room.








Well, I guess in the end, that wasn't too painful.


I seem to be slipping back into life at the mansion surprisingly easily----


I'm a bit surprised at myself.





In any case, right now, I need to wait for Hisui to finish cleaning the old man's study.


So, I should find something to do while I wait----





1. Check on Satsuki. (SS9d)


2. I'll find Kohaku-san. (SS9e)


3. Go help Hisui. (SS9f)
 
[x] I'll find Kohaku-san. (SS9e)

Shiki has the characteristic defensive mechanism of the common harem protagonist it seems!
 
"Hmmmmm….."


Thinking about it, I still haven't thanked Kohaku-san for attending to Satsuki earlier.


So, I decide to find her.


While I'm at it, maybe I can help her with some of her work, to properly show my gratitude.





Though, I can't say I have any idea what kind of work Kohaku-san might be doing at this time of day----


It might be a bit early, but maybe she's preparing supper in the kitchen-----?








I head to the kitchen, but there's nobody there.


Well, then---- I believe that cleaning the inside of the mansion is Hisui's job, so---- Perhaps she's cleaning outside?


If that's true, I won't be able to meet with her right now, since the sun is still up----





But, Kohaku-san is also Akiha's personal servant, so maybe she's with Akiha right now?


It can't really hurt to check---- I mean, I just want to thank Kohaku-san for earlier, anyway.


So, I head off to Akiha's room.








When I reach the room, I reach out to knock, but stop short, as I hear voices from inside.


Then, I notice that the door is cracked open slightly----- Not even really knowing why I do so, I peek through the crack.





Inside, I see Kohaku-san standing in the middle of Akiha's room, and Akiha herself is sitting facing Kohaku.


Since I'm just peeking through a tiny crack, it's unlikely that either of them will notice me----








Akiha just sits, looking at Kohaku with something of a severe expression.


And Kohaku-san, seems to be fiddling with her kimono----


Just, what---- is going on here?


My brain just won't make sense of it.





That is, because---- of this burning in my brain----








Unerringly, my gaze focuses on Akiha.


It's true, that Kohaku-san seems to be removing her clothing----


But, I don't even care.





Because, that thing, has to die----








"Just forget it, Kohaku."


Akiha speaks in a severe tone, and Kohaku-san stops what she's doing.


"Yes, Akiha-sama----"


I barely notice, but for some reason, Kohaku-san looks downtrodden-----





*pant*-----*pant*-----*pant*


I tear my gaze from the room and lean against the opposite wall.


What, was I thinking----?


That feeling, I've only had for Satsuki until now---- just focused itself so strongly onto Akiha.


What, does that mean-----








"Hah------"


But, as soon as she spoke, it started to calm down again.


Now, I'm pretty much back to normal----


I wonder what that was?





I guess, maybe I shouldn't worry about it too much?


No, I can't afford to forget about this----


Then, I should probably talk it over with someone----








Of course, I only really feel comfortable talking with one person, about something like this.


That is, the girl who has known about this since the beginning----


Yumizuka Satsuki-san.


Plus, I was wondering if she's awoken yet, anyway----








(SS9d)


I decide to check up on Satsuki for the time being.


So, I head back to my room, where Satsuki is, presumably, still sleeping.





I quickly reach the door, which is still open.


I knock softly on the wall nearby as I enter----


The room smells fine now, so I decide to close the door behind me.








It seems that Satsuki is, indeed, still asleep.


I walk quietly over to her, and see that she's breathing peacefully.


Of course, I trust Kohaku-san knows what she's doing, but---- it's still nice to see that Satsuki's okay with my own eyes.


This time, I carefully lower the sheets, to see if Satsuki's wearing anything----





To be honest, I'm a little surprised.


She's wearing what appears to be her school uniform---


But, could it really have been washed that quickly?








In any case, with the knowledge that Satsuki is properly clothed, I pull back the sheets to see how her body is doing.





"Hah----"


I release my held breath, as I see that Satsuki actually----- isn't bleeding at all.


Rather, she looks completely fine.


Her chest rises and falls with her regular breathing, and there isn't a trace of her previous pain anywhere on her beautiful body.





She looks so, peaceful---- and pretty-----








In any case, she looks fine for now.


Kohaku-san said she would wake up around the time the sun set, so I guess I should just wait until either that happens, or Hisui finishes cleaning the old man's study----





So, I sit down next to the bed, watching Satsuki as I wait.








(If SS9e, SS9g)


(If SS9f, SS9h)


(Else, SS9i)


But, really----- What was that I just saw?


Kohaku-san was---- but, that didn't even bother me.


I felt that strange impulse---- it didn't last long, but it was definitely directed at Akiha.


It was just like, when I feel it towards Satsuki----





Then, what does that mean?


Why am I feeling such a strong urge to kill, towards the people I care about the most----








But, maybe that's it.


I don't want to admit it, but maybe I just want to kill those close to me----





No----- if that were true, I would feel it towards Hisui, and Kohaku-san, as well.


It certainly wouldn't make sense to only feel it towards some of the people I cared about, but not all.


Also, I have to think about when I first started having this feeling----








If I think back, it was around when I first met and acknowledged Satsuki as a vampire.


I don't remember having the feeling anytime before then, despite having seen Satsuki before.


So, that means something must have happened in between those times-----





Well, obviously, Satsuki-chan became, a vampire.


When I think about it, there's a pretty obvious correlation.


That would suggest that I want to attack her because she's a vampire----


Of course, it's a very sound theory.








But, when I think about Akiha, that theory doesn't really hold together.


After all, Akiha isn't a vampire-----


"---------but, she's------"


-------When I think about this, isn't the answer still, pretty obvious?


I mean------ but, what does that even mean-----?





"Hmmmmm? What did you say, Shiki-kun?"








I look over to Satsuki, who is rubbing her eyes as she sits up.


I guess she just woke up----


It's still a bit before nightfall, too. So, to be honest, she's waking up a little earlier than I expected.





Not that I have any problem with that.


"Um, sorry, Satsuki-chan. I was just thinking aloud. How are you?"


Inwardly, I curse myself a little.


It's not as if I just lied.


But, despite the fact that I was talking to myself, I really need to talk to Satsuki about it, too----








"Well---- I'm feeling pretty good, actually. Did I make you worry again, Shiki-kun?"


"Um, yeah----"


Although, Kohaku-san's expert help made me feel much more at ease.


"What about you, Shiki-kun? You look like something's wrong----"





An expert eye, as usual. Of course, she's right.


I just don't, want to follow this thought too far-----





But, I have to.








"Yeah, you're right. You know, how sometimes I just get that strange urge to----- attack you, Satsuki-chan?"


Satsuki-chan's face turns very serious at the mention of it.


"Of course. What about it?"


"Well, I think I figured out why I have those urges."


"Go on."


Satsuki keeps staring at me with an intense expression, her gaze beckoning me to continue.








Of course, why I have these urges should probably be obvious by now.


First of all, it's clearly removed from any vampiric impulses I've felt.


In fact, the urges to kill I've felt towards Satsuki, and now Akiha, are much stronger than my impulses to kill for blood.


In other words, they're stronger than the basic need to feed-----





It's obviously not directed towards women, because then I would have felt it in all sorts of situations.


It's also not directed towards people I care about, or I would have felt it towards Hisui and Kohaku-san.


Not to mention the fact that I didn't feel it toward Satsuki and Akiha at first, either---








And it's not even directed at people who might be threatening towards me, either.


First of all, I've felt it in completely unthreatening situations, and I didn't feel it toward Ciel-senpai even once, despite how dangerous she is.


So, logically, there must be one trait unique to both Satsuki, and Akiha.


Of course, I wouldn't feel an urge to kill like this toward myself, so it doesn't matter if I possess the same trait, too-----





Or, does it?


I, really don't want to follow this thought any further than I already have----





But, I will inevitably be forced to in just a few moments, I'm sure.


After all, someone with Satsuki's intelligence will reach the forgone conclusion immediately----








I explain what I felt at the door to Akiha's room to Satsuki.


Her face falls a bit as she hears what I'm saying


After I finish, she looks aside a bit, seemingly considering what to say next, as her mouth opens a bit a few times, only to close again.





After a few moments more, she finally speaks.


"Well, you've probably already realized at least this much, Shiki-kun---- It sounds like your intent to, kill--- is targeted exclusively at nonhumans, like me and your sister. Of course, you wouldn't want to kill yourself, so you don't feel that way, despite being a vampire----"








Her voice trails off. It seems, that she doesn't want to say what comes next.


Finally, though, her eyes turn to gaze directly into mine.


"I want you to understand that this is only a theory of mine, Shiki-kun. Do you understand that? There's really no way I can be sure right now of what I'm about to say-----"





And, just what is it she's about to say?


I almost tell her that I don't want to hear it, but I have to face it.


Though, I can feel that it's something I really don't want to face----





In any case, I nod to her, indicating that I understand, and that I'm ready for what comes next.








"Alright, Shiki-kun. Well, the thing is----"


Satsuki takes one last deep breath to prepare herself.


"------I don't think you're a part of the Tohno family."





Hearing those words, I break out into a cold sweat.








I guess I'm shocked, more than anything.


Satsuki, seeing my pained face, looks aside, but doesn't say anything.


I guess she wants to give me a little time to absorb what she said----


But, all this time, feeling that I was a part of the Tohno family, only to find out I'm not---?





Then again, was I ever really a part of this family?


I guess----- I haven't really felt like a part of it my whole life.


I've never felt like I really belonged, anywhere----





I guess realizing that, was the most painful thing.








Anyway, it's not like I hadn't guessed that I wasn't a part of the Tohno family on my own.


After all, the Tohno family are inhuman---- So, it's not like a nonhuman like a Tohno would have violent impulses toward his own kind.





Though, humans still want to kill other humans, right?


So, maybe it wouldn't be that strange-----





No, I'm just trying to console myself.


Like Satsuki said, it's only a theory---- but, there's a very high chance I am not Tohno.








But, then----- what am I?








I look back up to Satsuki, who is now staring at me, with a sympathetic look on her face.


I look strongly, straight into her eyes.


"Alright. But, if I'm not a Tohno, then who am I, exactly?"


Satsuki looks down, thinking.


"Well---- I guess it might not be necessarily true to say you're not a Tohno----- Just that you're probably not a Tohno by blood. I mean, you were probably adopted, right? So-----"





Adopted-----








As if to reassure myself, I feel the tips of my fingers unconsciously feeling for the cool metal of my knife.


But, hearing the word, adopted----- I quickly pull out my knife and look it over.


"Nanaya-----"


"Shiki-kun-----?"





If, I'm adopted, then-----








It's then that Satsuki and I hear a knock at the door.


"Shiki-sama, may I come in?"


Of course, it's Hisui, meaning she must have finished cleaning that room now.





Then-----


"Yes, Hisui."


"Forgive the intrusion-----"








Hisui enters.


"Shiki-sama, I have finished, so you may begin at any time. Did you need anything else, Shiki-sama?"


"No. Thank you, Hisui. I'll begin right away."


"Then, if you'll excuse me-----"


Bowing again, Hisui politely leaves, as I'm sure she has other work to do as well.





"What was that, Shiki-kun?"








Of course, Satsuki doesn't know what's going on.


"I've asked to research our problem in my old man's study. And, now, we can research this as well----- If you're feeling alright, we might as well go."


"Yeah, you're right---- I'm fine."





Nodding to one another, Satsuki and I exit the room and head to the study.








When we reach the study, we see that the door is unlocked.


So, for the sake of politeness, I knock once before entering---- But then, when there is no response, I quickly open the door and walk inside----





As far as I can tell, the only difference between the room now, and the room last night, is that the desk has been cleared off---- except, for the family tree, and the old man's journal, which are lying right on top of the desk.


Hmmmm-----








"Satsuki-chan, you should take a look at this."


Saying so, I hand her the family tree.


"And in the meantime------"





I pick up the old man's journal, and open it.


Of course, I know exactly what to look for-----


Any mention of the old man's adopted son, or for that matter, his real son.


And, especially---- Anything about the two son's relations to each other.





And, any mention of the name, "Nanaya-----"








----It doesn't take long to find something related to these subjects.


The old man writes, that with the help of the Kishimas, he was able to eradicate the Nanaya clan--- And, at that time, he also took in one of their children; name, Shiki, like his own son's name-----





"Shiki-kun, look at this."


"---Hmmmmm?"


I barely hear her, but I take a look at what Satsuki is pointing out.








"---Look. AKIHA is your sister's name, right? But, this SHIKI-----"


----Well, it obviously says Shiki. But, I think I see what she's getting at. I quickly pull up the journal and look at the adopted child's name.


Just like mine, it is written with the characters, 'Intention' and 'Esteemed'.


Whereas, the name of Akiha's brother, is written as 'Four Seasons'…..





"Yeah. I think this is a different SHIKI, Satsuki-chan."


---What a coincidence that both I and Tohno SHIKI would have such similar names.








I turn my attention back to the journal.


If I'm not Tohno SHIKI, but am Nanaya Shiki, instead---- then, what happened to the real SHIKI?


I delve deeper into the old man's journal----








----I read.


The Nanaya is a family which produces killers.


However, simply calling them killers is an oversimplification----- They feel the strongest kind of homicidal impulses, but only towards those with mixed blood, like the Tohno.


In that fashion, against us, they are the most brutal kind of monster----





So, at last, I finally understand what these killing impulses really are----


I guess, it all makes sense now-----








So, it's almost like my destiny to kill everyone in this house.


----Well, not Kohaku-san and Hisui.


If they were nonhumans, I would have already wanted to kill them, too-----


But, I only felt this way towards Akiha, after I found out.





So, isn't it appropriate to start with the nonhuman nearest me-----?








"Ugh-----"


I fall to my knees.


It, hurts-----


My body feels as if, it is being pulled in several directions at once.


I want to kill her, but I don't.


I want to cure her and myself, yet that would be such a waste-----





I just want to find someone right now, and drain them of every last drop-----!!








"Shiki-kun---!"


Satsuki immediately kneels down to support me.


"Shiki-kun---- is it your anemia----?"


-------Of course not.


Something like that, isn't even an issue right now-----


The only thing that matters is what I need to do, right now----!








For a single moment, I experience clarity.


Almost as if by magic, my knife appears in my hand and plants itself against Satsuki's neck.


----You know, I'm really getting tired of these kinds of situations-----





Apparently, I am not the only one who has grown tired of this endless play.


Satsuki thrusts her hand right onto the blade, in such a manner that it becomes stuck, and wrenches the knife free from my grip.


Damn her, taking advantage of my weakness like this-----








My mind breaks into fragments.


It's simply pitiful, seeing a single mind divided so cleanly into opposing factions----


I guess he wasn't as strong as I thought, for his mind to break this easily.





But, I guess it's to be expected when someone wakes up so many lions at once.


After all, not only will they pull you in so many directions all at once, but they'll try to tear each other apart, too------






10/Lunar Flare


10th​ Day/October 30 (Fri.)








"Shiki-kun----- are you awake?"


I am---- but, I'm not. In any case, I'm not able to answer.


"Shiki-kun----- your eyes are open---- why can't you answer me---?"





It's true. I can see the room around me, but I find myself completely unable to interact with it---


Satsuki-chan is looking down at me, with a look of concern writ on her face.


She looks pretty calm, but after all the time we've spent together recently, I can tell that she wants to panic. She, just won't allow herself that luxury, is all----








Well, I wouldn't blame her, even if she did.


I'm just laying face-up, with my eyes open---- I must look like I'm dead, since I'm not moving at all.


I mean, at least I'm still breathing, but my body won't do as I command it.


My body, won't do anything at all----





"Shiki-kun-----"


Satsuki-chan gently strokes my face.


It feels good----








"Excuse me."


I hear Kohaku-san's voice from the doorway, and she enters.


"Has he awoken, yet, Yumizuka-san?"


"No---- not really. For some reason, I thought he had awoken, but he's still just the same as before----"


"I see----"





I wonder how Satsuki-chan noticed that I did, actually awaken---?


I mean, before, I didn't even know what was going on--- it was just like I was asleep.


But now, at least I can tell what's going on around me.


Even if I can do nothing about it----








I start to feel a bit worried.


At first, I was just trying to assess the situation, and I didn't really understand what was going on---


But, now, what am I supposed to think about this?


I can't even make the slightest twitch.


Something must be seriously wrong with me, then----


I can think clearly, but no matter what commands I send to the rest of my body, nothing reaches, anywhere.


So, it's as if, there is something blocking my brain off, from the rest of my body----








Kohaku-san walks over to me, and peers closely into my eyes from point blank range.


There's something discomforting about seeing those amber eyes from so close---


She lifts my eyelids, and carefully inspects my eyes.


After she's satisfied, she checks my pulse, and counts out my heart rate.





Of course, it's normal, and she doesn't say otherwise.


My breathing, too, is normal.


And, she probably noticed that my eyes were responsive to her movements, as well.








In other words, she probably knows that I'm conscious----


And, I think Satsuki knows, too.


"Yumizuka-san---- if you don't mind, I'd like to administer something to Shiki-san in order to help his body relax."


"Shiki-san---- as a maid, shouldn't you at least call him 'Shiki-sama', like your sister does?"


"I am sorry, Yumizuka-san. But, Shiki-san did not want for me to call him by that name, so I don't."








"Hmph---- Well, I understand. In any case, you said you wanted to give him something to help him, 'relax'?"


"Yes, if it isn't a problem-----"


"Hah-----"


Satsuki sighs, loudly.


"Look, Kohaku-san. I'm in a strange, new place. I've never been in a mansion before, and I'm just here to take care of Shiki-kun. I want you to understand that I only have the best intentions. I don't want to interfere with your way of life here, and I certainly don't intend to overstay my welcome. I just want to find a way for Shiki-kun and I to become normal again as soon as possible---- Well, as normal as possible, anyway. Since, this family was never normal to begin with, right? Well, that's why I came here for answers----"








"Yes, I understand, Yumizuka-san. Is there something wrong?"


Satsuki sighs again.


"Then---- I just want to ask, exactly how 'relaxed' are you planning on making him?"


Asking that strange question, Satsuki-chan points over to me.


"----I'm sorry, Yumizuka-san. But, I don't think I understand what you're asking."





Kohaku-san is looking away from me now, but for some reason, her stance seems pained--- I don't know why it should, though.








"Well, I at least want to taste it, before you feed Shiki-kun anything. Is that alright, Kohaku-san?"


I wonder if it's because I'm detached from it all, but I can almost tell how Kohaku-san and Satsuki-chan are feeling right now.


For example, Kohaku-san seems off-balance, and unsure of herself at the moment, whereas Satsuki-chan seems pretty confident----





It's actually kind of exciting, seeing what's going to happen next.


For a moment, I forget the awkward situation I'm in, and I just watch.








"---It wouldn't be good to drink the medicine if you aren't sick, Yumizuka-san."


Kohaku-san's voice is as friendly as ever, but her voice is a little off.


It's almost as if she's talking to some sort of enemy, of hers---- But, that doesn't make any sense---





"Kohaku-san. You probably don't know this, but your sister fed me all of the soup you prepared, yesterday. I know about it, because I asked her herself what I ate, and who made it. It was you, right?"


"Yes, it was----"








Satsuki doesn't even let her finish.


"Well, because of that, I know that you tried drugging Shiki-kun. It was a pretty strange drug--- the person under the effects would be open to suggestion, right? It's not even that dissimilar to the effects of these eyes of mine----"





What---- is Satsuki-chan talking about?


Kohaku-san, has been drugging me---?


She, would tell me about something like that----- Though, if she didn't want me to know about, obviously she wouldn't mention it.





"Oh. So, you knew about that, Yumizuka-san?"


Worse, Kohaku-san even confirms it----








"I don't know why you're doing this. And, I don't feel it's my place to ask you that. But, I'm afraid I can't tolerate you drugging Shiki-kun any more than you already have. I'll be tasting everything you feed him, from now on. Understood, Kohaku-san?"





Kohaku-san bows, gracefully.


"Of course, Yumizuka-san. I am only here to serve, after all."








So, all this time, Kohaku-san was drugging me---- What would be the purpose?


Am I the only one she's been drugging in this house, or is she drugging the others, as well?


Or, maybe this was the first time she tried it---- But, if I think about it rationally, that seems unlikely. If only I could ask her about it---





But, in my current state, there's no way to do so.








Which brings me full circle, back to reality.


Basically, I'm trapped, unable to move an inch, in my own body.


I'm aware of everything around me, but how long before I fall asleep again?


I mean, there's nothing else to do, so what's to prevent me from just falling asleep, unintentionally?





I look around again, and only Satsuki-chan remains in the room.


She seems to be lost in her own thoughts right now----


She's probably thinking of how to help me.


She, cares about me so much----








Ugh---- for some reason, I start to feel pretty sleepy, already.


And, the fact that there's nothing going on doesn't help.


Honestly, it's boring.


So, I just feel more and more, sleepy----


It feels like I'm being drawn into some sort of trap, as my body gets more and more tired.


And, it feels like something is trying to claw it's way out, from deep within me-----








"Roa----"








Satsuki mumbles to herself in the corner, but because of my heightened sense of perception, and the complete silence in the room, I am able to hear her clearly.


Of course, Roa-----


I wouldn't be surprised at all, if he's the cause of all this.


Why my body won't move on it's own, why I feel so lethargic----


And, this thing trying to erupt from within me----





That, must be Roa himself.








Black spots, start to appear before my vision.


Roa has to be stopped.


And, if anyone is going to stop him, it has to be me.


It, can only be me----





Not even Satsuki-chan can help me with this.


And, with that thought-----








Somehow, Satsuki-chan senses what is happening to me.


"Shiki-kun---!?"


She immediately turns to me, and calls for me with panic in her voice.


She really is impressive, being able to tell that I'm about to go unconscious, again----





I mean, nothing changes---- I look just the same as I did a few moments ago, right?


So, how does she know?





But, I guess it doesn't matter, since with that thought, I black out.






I awaken, with a start.


But, that's strange, since I just passed out----


Well, I guess the first thing I should do, is find out where I am.





I sit up, and take a careful look around.


I'm in my room at the mansion, and everything looks normal.


It's dark outside, though, and there's nobody around.


If I just slept a while, I guess that wouldn't be strange----


But I don't think Akiha and Satsuki-chan would have left me alone in the condition I was in.








And then, I realize something important.


I'm able to move around just fine, as per the normal---


In fact, I'm sitting up in my bed right now, and taking a look around my room, like I normally would when I wake up.


Considering the state I was just in, something so simple, is actually a pretty big deal.





I stand up.


It seems, I've slept in my clothes.


I even still have my glasses on, and my leg aches slightly from having slept with my knife in my pocket, the metal pressing up against my thigh.








Well, it won't bother me for long.


Either way, I have other things to worry about right now, over my aching leg.





First, I should take a look around the mansion, and see if there's anyone else here.


So, I leave my room.








The hallway is dark, but not because there are any covers on the windows.


Actually, all the windows are clear, with soft moonlight streaming in.


I take a look outside, and see a full moon shining out, over everything.


"----A full moon, huh?"


I guess, that's actually convenient, isn't it----?





I turn to continue on my way down the hallway, but something catches my eye.








There's a mirror nearby, and by the light of the moon, I can just barely make myself out in it.


The slim, fit body, the dark hair, my dark eyes----





I stop for a moment, and look at myself more closely in the mirror.


These eyes of mine----- they shouldn't be a dark brown, but a bright crimson----


Which means, right now, I'm not a vampire-----?








But, this time, I know this isn't a dream.


Or, at least, this isn't just a dream.


I'm not sure what leads me to that conclusion, but I know it's true.


And, I still know that everything that happened with Satsuki, has been all too real, as well----





So, in that case, what's going on----?








I should continue searching the rest of the mansion----


I break my gaze from the mirror, and continue down the hallway.


At first, I just walk fast, but I soon break into a run, searching for any signs of life.





I run around the whole mansion, paying special attention to key areas.


Kitchen, dining room, bedrooms, sitting room-----


No one is to be found, anywhere.








It appears, that the mansion is devoid of life.


Still, I decide not to give up, until I've search every inch of the premises.


I start searching the less inhabited parts of the mansion, such as all the locked rooms----





I am surprised, to find none of the doors locked, as they were before.


I find many of the rooms to be almost completely similar to one another, and they all seem to have been built in more or less the same ways.


I am a bit disappointed, but I'm not searching for something exciting right now, nor do I really care what is in all these locked rooms.


I am only looking, for whoever else might be inside the mansion, right now----








Finally, I come to the end of a hallway, where there is one final door.


Of course, I open it----


---but, I can't.


Because, this door, is still locked.





I'm a little surprised.


Why, if all the other doors are unlocked, why would this one remain so?


Perhaps, there's actually something very important behind this door----?








I'm intrigued.


And, of course, I have to get beyond this door.


Naturally, it isn't a problem---- At least, I don't believe it should be.





First, I reach into my pocket, and draw out my knife.


This, isn't a problem.


But, next, I have to remove my glasses----








I tenderly, carefully, slowly lower my glasses.


And, everything looks the same as always, when I can see the 'lines'.


The world around me must be real, because it isn't weak at all.


Or, at the least, whoever has created this world, is able to keep it strong and stable----





So, I cut the lock, and replace my glasses.


Then, I step carefully inside----








Within, I find steps leading down, and I can faintly, distantly, hear something coming from the bottom.


I should investigate, but carefully----


So, although I keep my glasses on, I also keep my knife drawn, blade extended.





It's dark, and dank down here.


The steps continue ever further into the belly of the mansion, leading into a darker and drearier basement.








It should be impossible to see down here, and in my state now, normally it would be.


But what my eyes shouldn't be able to, and truthfully can't see otherwise, is illuminated by candlelight.


It's rather convenient, in many ways.


It's almost as if these candles were placed here only for my convenience, else they wouldn't still be burning, most likely.





Or, maybe they're for whatever is hidden at the bottom of these steps?








There's only one way to find out.


I continue ever downward.





Finally, still dimly illuminated by the slowly burning candles, I come to an uninviting steel door---- It really looks like some sort of prison.


I feel a bit uncomfortable, but the sound is coming from the other side of this door, and I can't turn back now.


I, should just open it.


Then, I will be able to find out what this dull, rhythmic banging, could be----








Unsurprisingly, the door is locked.


Of course, once again, this is no problem for me.


I lower my glasses, and cut the lock with the knife still held in one hand.





And, the door slowly opens-----








I come upon a room.


No ordinary room----


I take a look around the room----- the cell.


Iron bars, and the word 'help' written in blood across the walls---- a dish of half-eaten slop in the corner, and no bedding whatsoever. A chamber pot in the corner opposite the slop.





But, I only take a perfunctory glance around the room.


What my gaze focuses on, is the------ creature, inside the cell.








Wretched, crazed, crimson eyes.


Talon-like claws, dripping with red.


Gashes torn from its own body, and a mess of overlong, dirty dark hair.


A firm, but still slim body, worn with lumpy, discolored bruises from banging itself against the cell bars.


Gruel, and drool, dripping from its lips.


Its body, torn, and torn again, with hatred.


Not for itself, but for its imprisoned----





And, now that I'm here, in front of it, it only bangs itself against the bars even harder than before, though they don't budge an inch.








"It's----- me."


There's no point in denying the truth.


The creature before me, is me.


Only, it is a complete vampire, with not a shred of humanity left---- the very thing I have sworn to myself not to become.





But, this proves it is still a part of me----








Still, I can be reassured by the fact of its imprisonment.


And, its imprisonment is strong---- the bars don't look like they've budged at all, in all the time this, thing---- must have been trying to escape.


In any case, I can now start to understand, exactly where I am----





First, I know that I have to confront and destroy Roa, otherwise he will only become stronger and stronger, until the day he is able to finally overpower me.


I--- have to stop him, before that can happen.








But, it's unclear, as to how he is able to be destroyed---- after all, he is a part of me now, just like this---- thing.


So, wouldn't destroying Roa, be almost like destroying myself---?





Outwardly speaking, that's certainly true.


Destroying the body that we both share, would destroy both of us; Roa, and myself.


It would also destroy the thing in front of me.








But, inwardly speaking, things aren't necessarily the same.


Inside myself, there are separate entities----- as evidenced, by the thing in front of me.


I, am inside myself----





Because, it's the only place, I can hope to destroy Roa, while keeping myself intact.


I, in this world, have to find Roa, and kill him----








I consider for a moment destroying the thing in front of me, which would end my nightmare of vampirism forever.


But, I can't step within Satsuki-chan's psyche, as I have, apparently, my own.


Basically, I would be able to destroy my own vampirism, but not Satsuki's.





Mine is, at the moment, safely locked up.


And, it's still too important to me to destroy.


I do not yet know how to cure vampirism in another subject, and it will be easier to research if I am still a vampire myself.








After all, isn't that one of the reasons I became a vampire in the first place?


Though, at the time, I have to admit I wasn't thinking about that at all.


All I wanted, was to do what Satsuki-chan wished for me to do----


Because, I simply care about her, at least that much.





Still, in any case, this discovery should go a long way towards finding the answer we seek.








For now, though, I should find and destroy Roa.


Unfortunately, I don't really know where he is.


But, he has to be somewhere in this world.





I consider for a moment, how best to find him.


In the 'real' world, Roa and I are part of the same being, so his thoughts, and memories, are mine as well----


If I were in that world, I might be able to discover likely places where he would hide, even within me.








However, in this world, me, Roa, and even the vampire within me, are separate beings.


I can only access my own thoughts, ideas, experiences, and memories.


I have to survive in this world, completely on my own----


And, if I lose to Roa, he will take my body, for himself.





I can't allow something like that to happen, just as I can't afford this, beast---- in front of me, getting loose.


Roa and I will probably always be separate beings, one eventually killing off the other, sooner or later.


But, this thing---- if it got free, it could integrate itself with me, and we would become one in the same, ever more completely----








I shake my head.


I won't allow that to happen, so there's no point in worrying over the 'what ifs'.


Right now, I should concentrate on finding, and destroying, Roa.


So, I leave the creature behind in its cell, and start back up the stairs.








I've already searched the entirety of the mansion, so there's no point in remaining here.


Decidedly, I head outside.





Now, inside the mansion is one thing, but the mansion grounds, are another thing entirely.


So, it may be prudent to search the grounds.


Of course, I also have to consider time---- I know that the time here might not necessarily pass at the same rate as in the 'real' world, but if it does, I can't really afford to waste any time.


So, I need to try and predict, where Roa could be-----





1. I'll search the mansion grounds. (SS10k)


2. I could check the school. (SS10l)


3. Perhaps, the city---? (SS10m)
 
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Thanks justinkal, fixed the door. The if else is to just advertise that there are other routes.

At this point, I have no idea where Roa could be.


So, it would logically follow that since I am here already, I should probably check around the mansion grounds.





By moonlight, I am able to see well enough, even in my current state, to search sufficiently.


So, I start searching, systematically.








When searching, if you have no idea where to start, it's usually best to search as much area as you can, bit by bit.


You can't afford to leave anything unturned, when searching for something as difficult to find as my target was likely going to be.





Of course, it didn't help that my target had the ability to move around, too-----








However, I did have one advantage.


Not only was I out for my target's life, but he was out for mine, too.


This meant, that my search had to bear fruit, eventually----





Basically, it meant that he would be looking for me, too, and it was only a matter of time before one of us found the other.





Then, it would just be a matter of who found the other first.








Naturally, I wanted it to be me, but I remained wary.


At this point, and at any point, I couldn't afford for Roa to catch me off-guard.


I was simply out to protect my own life, but he was out to claim mine for his own, as he couldn't really exist any longer, simply preying off of it, while it remained in my possession.





So, by different means, and for different reasons, both Roa and I were out to protect our own existence.


It was up for debate, which of us was more desperate-----








First, I search all around the mansion itself, starting near the actual building itself.


I glance around the open space, and through the gardens basking in moonlight.


But, there's really nothing out of the ordinary to be found.





Soon, I come upon a detached, Japanese style building, near to the mansion, and of course, on the grounds.


I, recognize it-----





But, it doesn't really matter, right now.


With only a moment's hesitation, I step inside.








At first, I would think walking inside this building would be a new experience for me.


But, it's not. Not at all.


Through some faint, but stark glimmer of memory, I am able to tell that this is where I, that is, the real me, lived.











It's a bit too dark inside the building to see clearly, so I try turning on the light.


Fortunately, it works, despite its age.


So, I look around.





The building consists mainly of a single, Japanese room; small, but comfortable in its own way.


Maybe it is that much more comfortable, because I feel oddly at home, here?


Or, at least, I feel certainly more at home here, than in 'my' room at the mansion.








There's also closet space, for the futons and the like.


Besides that, the room is basically bare, and there's really nothing else to this building.





It seems almost as if, it was made to keep a pet----


Is that, perhaps, how the old man saw his adopted son?





It doesn't matter now, anyway.


This, isn't my room any more, and the old man is dead.


Rather than brooding about the past, I need to concentrate instead, on the present.


And, that means finding Roa----








I take a final look around the room, but of course nothing's changed.


So, with a final pang of longing, unable to be fulfilled, I walk back outside.





I look back, into the dense foliage acting as a rearguard to the mansion.


Roa, could certainly be hiding back amongst the forest.


I should check back there----- but, carefully.


There are too many hiding places among the trees, and the reassuring moonlight can only pierce the leaves and branches so much.


If I make a mistake now, I could lose more, than just my life----








Keeping a careful eye out, even in the relative darkness, I step carefully into the trees.


I can't help but feel a bit uncomfortable, despite my eyeful watch.


There are simply too many things, beyond my eyeshot---- too many places to hide.





But still, that makes it only more likely that Roa will be hiding in such a place.


For someone deceitful enough to hide within someone's body, without that person even knowing, would certainly feel at home in any place that provided plenty of unassuming cover.








Of course, there's no guarantee at all that Roa is actually back here, hiding somewhere.


I need to stop thinking around myself, in endless circles----


Instead, I should concentrate on continuing my search----------





Suddenly, without any conscious thought, I spin around and look up.


I hear a faint click of tongue against teeth, as a human-like form disappears into the dark.


"Dammit----"


I take off running, trying to follow the darting form.








I realize too late, that I shouldn't have talked.


But, I think it hardly matters, since my quarry was clearly already watching me, and thus had evidently already zeroed me.





What matters now, is keeping track of my target.


I can't afford to lose sight of it-----








But, this brings up something important.


My target, is flying relatively effortlessly through the trees, where it appears only as a humanoid silhouette.


It jumps, lands gracefully, and jumps again.


And, I can only run blindly after it----


If my enemy can do something like this so casually, do I really have a chance of winning---?





But, in this case, I think it would be better to die trying, than to just give up without a fight.


Besides, I always have my special trump card----








The form breaks from the trees, and runs quickly toward the mansion gate, illuminated, finally, by the moonlight.


It's a fair distance away, but I can faintly make it out----


The person running from me is thin, and appears to be a male around my age.


His dark hair reflects lightly in the light of the full moon, and his four powerful limbs pump smoothly as he quickly crosses the grounds.








He reaches the gate quickly, and climbs smoothly over in a matter of seconds, landing lightly on the other side, and instantly runs off again.


I have to follow him, and quickly---!





I jump, and grab onto the gate.


As quickly as I'm able, I clamber over the gate, and jump over the top.


"Ungh---!"


The landing is a little rougher than I anticipated, but I ignore the slight creaking in my joints, and unfold my body from its crouched, landing position.


I smoothly unfurl into a running stance, and sprint off after the form just disappearing down the hill.








I run recklessly down the hill, gaining enough momentum from the slope to see the form dart around a corner.


I don't even care at this point, but I don't encounter anyone else as I run, though this part of town is usually quiet anyway, especially in the dead of night like it is now.





Then, I start to notice something.


Every time him and I take a turn, I barely catch a glimpse of him as he does so, but I still somehow manage to keep up.


Some corners are farther away from the corners before them, while others are closer to their initial.








Still, every time, I manage to see him, just barely, no matter how near or far the next turn is.


That must mean, he's letting me follow him-----





But, what does that mean?


Probably, that he is luring me into some sort of trap---- otherwise, he would either lose me completely, or allow me to catch him, so we could finally have it out.


Well, he would do anything other than what he is doing----


Then again, he could be doing something I can't fathom.








In any case, I increase my guard even further.


If I'm right, or even if I'm wrong, I'll have to be extra careful.


I can't afford not to pursue him, but I can't afford to fall into a trap right now, either.


I just have to be careful----


But, since I don't know yet what to be careful of, I just have to rely on my senses and reflexes to keep me alive----








We turn at the crossing, of which I'm so familiar.


We even take the same exact turn that I always do, amusingly enough.


And, just like that, we arrive at the school.





My quarry again hops the gate, and I again follow.


Then, he disappears inside the front door of the school, which is, curiously, open.


Now that he's inside the school, I get the feeling that he won't be leaving, without settling things first.


So, I stop for a moment to contemplate my situation.


Roa is now inside the school, and there's no reason he would have come here, and put himself within a confining structure, if he did not intend to have it out, first.


If a trap has been laid, which I feel confident that it has, it will be inside the school that it is sprung.





Unless of course, this is just some sort of decoy maneuver----


Very possible, for someone as deceitful as Roa.








In any case, I can be quite confident that Roa did not simply come here in order to flee, or else he would have given me the slip a while ago.


No matter what, I have every reason to believe, that the final battle will take place, right here, right now----





But, before that, I should catch my breath.


The front area of the school is nice and open, so I won't be caught unawares out here too easily.


It's a good place to rest, though surely Roa is watching me even now----








It doesn't matter.


The end won't begin, until I willingly walk into Roa's trap.


So, I can rest as long as I want----


Though, I shouldn't take too long, either.


I still don't know how time passes here, compared to the real world.


So, if I take too long, who knows what might happen while I'm away?








I relax my body, and take a few deep breaths, clearing my head and mind.


By now I've caught my breath, and I feel confident enough to step inside the building, though carefully-----





I can't rule out the possibility that Roa might even be waiting for me, right inside the door.


I doubt it, since it's such a painfully obvious ambush spot, but just because of that, it makes it all the more likely.








Carefully, carefully-----


I put my foot within the door, and then my whole body; listening, searching to the sides with my eyes; if I could, and it would help, I would taste the very air----





I notice, but all too late.


From above; in the ceiling! My quarry pounces on me, aided by gravity, and strikes me against the ground.


He then lifts me, and spins me to the side, somehow bringing us both into a standing position, and, using the blade he takes from my hand, pins me against the wall.








"Ung---!!"


The wind is knocked out of me with the force of the blow, and my assailant covers my eyes with his arm.


Dammit---- I try struggling, but it's useless.





For some reason, I am allowed to catch my breath---- I haven't been stabbed, at least not yet.


I've yet to feel that cool metal, ripping through my flesh---- though it could happen at any moment.








Then, strangely, the arm is removed from my eyes, and I am allowed to look at my assailant.


It is like----





Looking in a mirror-----





Though, not quite.


Rather than my dark eyes, his are a bright, sparkling blue-- and his poise suggest that he has some fundamental thing that I lack, or perhaps---- it's the other way around.








"Who---- are you?"


I manage to gasp out.


I don't let my guard down at all---- not that he's stripped me of it anyway.


This--- thing looks exactly like me, except for the aforementioned differences.


But, it could still be Roa---- and even if it's not, this man is still something dangerous.





So, I still have to be careful---- though the fact that he hasn't killed me yet, is still a reassuring sign.








"Tch---- I'm you, of course. The real you, the one who should be in control of that body---- you're even using my knife, you selfish brat. I'm older than you, you know."


"Nanaya----?"


I almost whisper the name questioningly, and the man---- I, nod.


"Yeah. I'm that part of you, who existed before you were even brought into being. Though I have to say, for a fake, you're remarkably real-----"








A fake---?


Well, I can get what he means.


I'm living the part of Tohno Shiki, but that isn't truly me.


I, am Nanaya Shiki---- without a doubt.





Though, this proves, that him and I are also separate.


I can't even tell anymore who the real me is-----








"What's going on? What do you want, anyway---!?"


I demand answers, but Nanaya shoves me, quietly, into the wall and covers my mouth.


"Quiet, idiot. Roa really is in this building, you know--- well, that's why I brought you here. And also, to offer you a deal----"





He releases my mouth again, and I speak quieter this time.


"----What sort of deal?"








I'm actually a bit surprised at how calm I'm able to remain---- but, I don't think someone like Nanaya will aim to harm me.


After all, he does have violent impulses to kill, but only towards nonhumans, right?


Here, more than ever, I am completely human---- well, I still have these eyes, but even humans can have supernatural ability.





I've seen that for myself.


So, if he's not here to kill me, what does he want---?








"---Well. Let me begin, then."


Nanaya speaks in a more relaxed tone, but doesn't loosen his grip on my body at all.


He has me expertly pinned---- there's no room for escape.


Though, since endangering my existence would undoubtedly endanger his own, I wonder why he doesn't go a bit easier on me.








"Roa is a vampire. You, are an ordinary human. Well, I am too---- but, we're different. The only advantage you have over me, is those eyes of yours---- since you're the one who's already died once, I didn't acquire the eyes that you--- did."


He doesn't have my eyes?





That, I find curious.


If he doesn't have the eyes himself, then why does he even know about them?


I guess that we are just simply that enmeshed, together----








Though, clearly not enmeshed enough, to only be one being in this world.


I would think, we would actually be one in the same---- especially, since my very existence, is really just a fake.


I guess that this proves testament, to my own existence---- the fake has grown so strong, that I've actually taken on a life of my own, despite everything.





And, I have the eyes---- which, in a way, makes me even more powerful than the original.








It's a strangely broken existence, within me.


I have the eyes, and he has the drive----


Basically, he has the job, and I have the tools.


Together, we would be more than perfect, in exterminating nonhumans---- but, I don't want that.


I never asked for these eyes, though just like Sensei taught me, I can't, and won't live in denial of their existence.


They are a part of me, and I accept that-----








Nanaya continues.


"Basically, even with your eyes, Roa has an advantage over you. I don't think you'll be able to beat him on your own---- and when you finally die, I'll step in and take your place. I'll kill Roa, and I'll finally have my body back, as it should be. But, I'm going to offer you a choice."


"Hmmm?"


I'm intrigued, and listen carefully.








"Shiki."


For some reason, Nanaya clicks his tongue when he calls me that.


"You don't have the desire necessary to destroy non-humans---- You even let yourself---- become one."


Nanaya spits in disgust.


"But, you have the eyes---- they're simply perfect. And, I want them for myself. Which is why, it would be ideal to let Roa kill you, and take them for myself----"








I gulp.


Though he won't kill me himself, he'll let Roa kill me---?


And he's totally convinced that's what Roa will do, too----





"But----"


Nanaya speaks up again.


"---you're a pretty interesting study yourself, so I don't really want you to die. Thus, the deal; if you'll let me borrow those eyes of yours, I'll kill Roa for you. If you don't want to, though, I'll just let him kill you, like I've said. Of course, if you beat him, I'll let you do things your way---- otherwise, this wouldn't be a very interesting gamble."








"Still, it's your choice. I highly doubt you'll be able to defeat him, so I of course suggest allowing me to kill him for you. And, I'll only borrow your eyes for a short while---- once I'm done, you can have everything back. Well? Make your choice, Tohno Shiki. And, please do so quickly."





Make a choice?


Quickly?


But, I have too much to consider----


As if to speed up my decision, Nanaya presses his arm more tightly against my throat, leaving me little space to breathe---- or think.





1. ---I'll let him do it. (SS10o)


2. These eyes are mine, and mine alone. (SS10p)
 
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I am wary of trusting him. While often Flanderized as memetic weirdo lolicon (toward Miyako and White Ren) post-Melty Blood, Nanaya is a murderous killer with extreme murder boner for non-humans, a category that includes our love interest(s) and now us.

EDIT: [x] These eyes are mine, and mine alone. (SS10p)
 
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Yeah, don't trust him. Also routes that easy never turn out well in Nasu.

[x] These eyes are mine, and mine alone. (SS10p)
 
Also, this is not like Ryougi and SHIKI. Nanaya is what we could have been, but he is not our ally, or even like us.
 
[x] These eyes are mine, and mine alone. (SS10p)

Too many of our loved ones are his prey. The eyes are ours because of our near death experience. They are on our soul, and should die if our soul does.
 
----Clearly, by pressing me up against the wall harder and harder, Nanaya is attempting to influence my decision.


He's physically letting me know how much stronger he is than me, and thus further influencing the fact that Roa is stronger than me too, though weaker when compared to Nanaya.


He wants me to tell him, he can borrow my eyes---- And, he's being awfully pushy about it.


By steadily, inexorably, cutting off the flow of oxygen to my lungs, and thus to the rest of my body, he'll slowly force the fear of death into me, giving me all the more reason to avoid a confrontation with Roa----








But, since I realize all this, it won't affect me, and I'm able to make a calm, rational decision on my own.


There's no way Nanaya will kill me---- though, he is pressing against me rather hard, and it does hurt quite a bit.





Still, even thinking about this rationally, Nanaya's offer is tempting, to say the least.


When faced with a choice to enter into a life-threatening battle, or to avoid it, the natural choice would be the latter, right?


Even when weighed against the price, which seems rather small, actually, the choice is obvious, isn't it?








"----I---- won't do it…"


I gasp out these words, despite Nanaya strangling me.


Of course, he left just enough room for me to speak, so it isn't hard to gasp it out---- even if it does hurt a bit.





"-----Very well."


Nanaya releases me, and I slump to the ground.


Despite myself, I do cough a little----








"I'll be here to pick up the pieces, Shiki."


Then, without saying another word, Nanaya simply---- disappears.


*cough*


Standing up, and rubbing my throat, I look forward.


Not a trace of Nanaya remains, so I should concentrate of finding Roa.


Well, at least now I know that if I fail, Roa will still be taken care of---- right?








Still, that situation is bad, too.


If I lose against Roa, and Nanaya has to step in to kill him, Nanaya can, and will, take control of my body---- and use it forever, for his own ends.


His sole quest, as I understand it, is to destroy non-humans----


Well, I don't fully understand, and won't pretend to fully understand, exactly how he thinks.





But, still.


If he takes my body, I have no reason not to think that he will kill not only Akiha, but Satsuki-chan, as well.








Above all else, I cannot allow that to happen.


That's also why, I couldn't possibly agree to his 'deal' earlier, either----


The only reason he would borrow these eyes, is to use them to kill.


Akiha, Satsuki, and anyone else he could find, that he deemed worthy of being killed-----





So, really, in order to stop Nanaya from doing those things-----


It only gives me another reason, why Roa has to be stopped at all costs.


In theory, that should make me stronger, right----?






I face forward.


For the moment, I can't allow myself the leisure of thinking of anything else.


For all I know, right now Roa is watching me.


Or, maybe he isn't.


I have no way, yet, to know.


Either way, the only thing I can think about right now, is destroying him-----





I chase all other thoughts from my mind, and find a singular peace, in my singular purpose.


This is it.


Soon, it will all come down to kill, or be killed-----








I'm still just inside the door of the school.


I should start looking around, searching for any sign of my enemy----





I think for a moment on where to go.


If Roa's lair truly is here, then I doubt it is hidden anywhere too public, like a classroom.


There's just no way----


A vampire's lair, hidden in a school, would have to be in one of the remotest places possible.








For example, an out of the way storage room, a largely abandoned shed on the school grounds----


But there's no way it would be located somewhere people will be passing through too often.


And, even if he was, I think I would have heard about it, before I got myself mixed up in all this----





It is true that this isn't the real world, so Roa's lair might not be in the same place----


But, this is a reflection of the minds of the people here, so---- I think it is a reflection of our real world, too.








Anyway, I begin searching the most likely places I can think of, the most desolate places in an otherwise lively area.


Plus, there is one more reason why searching these places, is the best option right now----





Basically, I think the darkest places, with the best protection from the sun, are the most likely places for a vampire to hide, right?


So, even though the moon is bright and full right now, even that moonlight won't easily reach the places I want to search.


So, if Roa is aware that I am looking for him, and has already found me himself---- He won't be able to resist the urge to attack me while I look through those dark places, using the element of surprise to his advantage.








And, since I will be able to predict when he is going to attack, I will be able to turn that advantage around, using it to my favor----








I begin searching through storage rooms, starting first with the places I think he will least likely be found.


I decide to work my way up to the more remote areas, where he will more likely have made his home---


Just in case he is watching me, I want to throw him off his guard as much as possible.


He will want to ambush me at the first opportunity, but he also won't be stupid about it--- If he thinks the opportunity isn't good enough, I don't think he'll take it.





So, he'll wait, and wait, until he thinks the conditions are good enough----








As we do this strange dance, my situation will steadily become more and more dangerous, as the likelihood of Roa attacking me becomes more and more probable.


However, Roa probably feels he is in little peril, or none at all---- and as I make my way towards the darker areas of the school, his sense of danger will dull itself even further.





This way, I will be forcing myself into steadily increasing danger, and allowing Roa to meld himself into a more comfortable situation as time goes on---- If this works the way I want it to, my sense will begin to steadily sharpen as I prepare more and more for the attack that is yet to come.


And Roa, will relax more and more---- and hopefully, I will be able to dull his senses enough, that he will slip into too comfortable a rhythm, and end up making a fatal mistake.








After all, Roa is starting the battle with more power than I am.


Besides my eyes, of course----


So, I need to make use of every possible advantage I can.





Either way, I don't think he'll be able to take out this body of mine in one blow, even if he does land that first surprise attack---- thus, I believe it's a gamble worth taking.


Still, if I'm not careful, he could manage it----








No. There's no point in worrying over something like that now.


I just need to stay alert, to prevent that from happening.


Everything will be fine, if I just make sure to not get caught off guard.





I've already searched through most of the places that only have a relative amount of danger, and I haven't been attacked yet.


I decide for now to go outside and check out some of the storage space out there, starting with those that are used often, and degenerating into those that are hardly ever used.








Walking across the school grounds seems to be a safe endeavor, as the bright moonlight shines down on everything, thwarting any opportunity to creep up on someone stealthily.


I enter a storage room on the side of the school building---- this particular room is used by many of the major school clubs, so I doubt I'll find anything here.


Still, I can't rule out the possibility that Roa will attack at any time, so I don't let my guard down at all.





I open the door, and moonlight floods in.


Just from the door, I can see most of the room because of the strong light outside.








Still, I walk inside, and investigate every corner of the deep room.


I don't find a thing, however---- at least, nothing out of the ordinary.


So, after I've satisfied myself that Roa is neither here, nor going to assault me by surprise here, I leave.





I walk across the grounds a little further, and come to a lone storage shed.


If Roa is going to ambush me, I think the chances of him doing it here are high----


This building is all on it's own, and what's more, it's very dark inside, since there are so many things piled around to block the moon, or sun, light.








The school uses this shed exactly as it was designed---- as a storage shed.


Numerous things get thrown into piles here, and then forgotten.


Besides the occasional throwing of some additional junk within it's walls, this shed is hardly used, for anything.


Lots of useless records get thrown in here too; since they can't just be thrown away, this is the next best thing.





There's even stories that this shed is haunted, or something----








Well, now is the perfect time to see if those rumors are true.


Perhaps, this shed really is haunted----- by the spirit of a several time's dead ghost named Roa….





I walk inside, but am still bathed by the moonlight---- however, once I step a bit further inside, that comforting shower of light will stop almost completely, since all the junk in this shed will block most of it.


More than ever before, I prepare my body and mind, for a sudden attack, at any moment----





And, I step further inside, plunging myself into relative darkness.








It's hard to see, but the light still leaking into even these dark depths means it's not impossible---- I find myself still able to discern shapes, at the least.


My eyes are adjusting nicely, so little by little, I am able to discern more and more----if left alone, I should be able to see, even in this darkness, just fine.





"-------!!"


But, I am not allowed that luxury.


I can feel it----








I can feel the sudden, strong intent to kill.


Roa, or at least someone, is attacking me, right now---!


It's just as I predicted---- this place is probably as good as any, to launch a sneak attack.





Luckily, I predicted it, and steadily sharpened my awareness, so I would be able to react to this attack----


Still, I'm not sure where it's coming from, though I have to react instantly----


So…..





1. Dodge forward. (SS10r)


2. Dodge backward. (SS10s)
 
If I think about this logically, Roa will probably be coming from behind, through the open door back there----


Thus, I should probably dodge forward, to avoid the attack undoubtedly aimed at my flank.





However, that seems so obvious, as to seem almost suspect.


If I can think of something like that so easily, then Roa must have been able to think of it too.








I don't have much time----


Reacting more on instinct than much else, I dodge backward, towards the only place where Roa could have entered from.





And, I win my gamble.


Claws appear as if mist from in front of me, and swipe the area where I had just been standing.


I do not, however, get a good look at the face behind those claws----








I refuse to hesitate.


Now more than ever, it could be lethal.


So, I bring my knife out to the ready, and, uncaring for anything at the moment except for this battle, I recklessly throw my glasses aside, so they can't interfere.





Now, I can see through the shadow of these 'lines', the shape of my attacker as he attempts, in vain, to disappear into the dark upper corner of the shed.


However, I am easily able to follow his flowing 'lines' with my sight, and there's no escape for him as long as he doesn't manage to leave my vision.








I advance toward my quarry, confidently now that I've pinpointed his location.


He sees that I see him, and, realizing he has completely lost his sense of surprise, launches toward me.


I manage to step aside fast enough, despite his blazing quick attack.


He flies past me, but I keep my eye on him.


He crashes into some of the stuff stored away here, knocking it all over into a messy heap.





Then, he runs out the door.


"Dammit----"


Swearing under my breath, I run out after him.








Now that I've found him, I can't really afford to let him get away.


He ambushed me once, and I have no reason to believe that he won't try to do so again.


In fact, if I were him, I would probably try to do the same.


Only, the second time around, I would be much more careful to make sure I could kill in one shot-----





And, that's precisely why I have to make sure I don't lose him---- or else that might really happen.








I step outside again into the night; though it's so bright out here, that if it weren't for the strange pallor of the sky, I'd almost think it were daytime.


Well, that and the fact that there's a vampire running around out here----





But, I'm surprised to see, that the target I followed out here, isn't running around at all.


And, I'm even more surprised to see who exactly, I'm following----








"Ciel--- senpai--?"


The face before me isn't Roa's, but senpai's. Then again, I don't know what Roa even looks like---





I'm suspicious.


From what I've seen so far, anyone outside of me, can't interfere with this world.


So, Ciel shouldn't be here---- though, I can't completely rule out the possibility yet---- or can I?








"You--- aren't Ciel. Who are you?"


"Oh? Of course I am. Don't be silly----"


This fake Ciel starts walking toward me.


"No, you're not her."


Saying so, I too take a step forward, holding my knife at the ready.





I can tell it isn't her---- and this time, it isn't just some small feeling.


Ciel hunts vampires---- specifically, Roa.


So, if she came to kill me in the real world, it wouldn't be unusual at all----








But, here, it's more than a little unusual.


Because, as I've already seen, the vampire me, is completely disjointed from the actual me---- we're separate here, and Roa and I are separate, too.


So, even if Ciel somehow made it here, she wouldn't have any reason to attack me.





"How did you figure it out? Perhaps this face would better suit me?"


Without bothering to wait for a reply, the figure who can only be Roa changes his appearance effortlessly, and makes a lunge at me.








My awareness heightens even more as I get attacked.


Because of that, I manage to step aside, and cut through the 'line' on the arm that lunged toward me first----


But, something about the way Roa looks, throws me off balance---- he lunges forward with his remaining hand, and manages to rip deeply into my left arm, causing a rush of pain to flow there.





"Ke ke ke!!!"


Laughing maniacally, Roa leaves me with both my, and his bleeding arm, and runs off toward the school building.








"Ugh----"


Holding my largely ruined left arm, and trying my best to ignore the biting pain, I run off after him.





But---- why did he take that face?


And, why did it affect me----?


It's as if that face, is some distant echo of my past---- and, no matter how I try, I can't recall where the echo originated.








Still, I can't let it bother me right now----


I can't let anything bother me right now---!





Whatever that thing is, I have to kill it as soon as possible.


Though, I shouldn't just ignore this wound, either----


I at least rip off a piece of my clothing, and press it up against my wound to help stop the bleeding.


It won't be good if I lose too much blood---- I could start to feel light-headed, or worse, during a crucial moment in the battle yet to come.





And, even though I managed to completely sever my opponent's arm---- I can't count on that to give me a definite advantage.


I mean, he's a vampire, while I'm only human---- that fundamental difference, could still make all the difference in the battle to come.








I dash into the school building, but Roa has already disappeared somewhere.


This is more than a little inconvenient---- by now, he could be headed to any spot in the school.


This is exactly the kind of situation I wanted to avoid---- there are plenty of dark corners, only faintly illuminated hallways, and pitch-black rooms in this building where Roa could be lying in wait.





However, it seems he's made what could be a fatal mistake---- or, it could be some sort of trap.


The blood----- he's still bleeding, from losing his arm.


All I have to do, is follow this trail, and it should lead me straight to him---- it really could be a trap, but it's the only lead I have, so I decide to follow it.








I follow the small spatters of blood, up a flight of stairs.


Then, they crisscross through the hallway---- and arrive at another stairwell, where they again wind up the stairs.


Those faint red spots then travel all the way down to the opposite end of the hallway yet again, before dripping into a classroom, with an open door.





I cautiously look inside---- and see Roa, still wearing that same face, looking expectantly at me---- and, with a new arm to boot.








"Ah, you've arrived."


Roa speaks to me with an eerily calm tone of voice.


He stretches the fingertips of his new hand, reaches out as far in front of himself as he can, producing a cracking sound.





"So, your name is Shiki? You're an interesting specimen, you know---- for some reason, I wasn't able to simply re-grow my severed limb----- so, I had to create a new one, from scratch. Of course, with my power heightened by the lovely moon I've made sure to place up in the sky, it wasn't as difficult as you'd think."








I stare at him, carefully calculating his vulnerability, based on the network of 'lines' and 'points' across his body.


Of course, with my limb still aching and bleeding, and his now fully functional again, the advantage has again left my court----





"Who are you?"


I ask him again, but he raises his brows in surprise.








"Don't you know, already? I couldn't be anyone other than Roa, could I? Or, are you asking the face I'm wearing, who it represents? But then, it's rude for a mere copy not to recognize it's original, no?"


"My---- original?"


What could he mean?


After all, I am just Tohno Shiki, right----?





But, of course, that only makes it all the more obvious.


I am not originally Tohno Shiki----- but am Nanaya Shiki.


Still, I've taken over the life of Tohno Shiki, utterly and completely.


In that fashion, I'm just a copy----- and, in a way, doesn't that make me the same as Roa?








I am sickened by that thought.


Roa enters a person's body like a parasite, and eats them out from the inside, devouring, feasting---- until there's nothing but an empty shell, which he then comfortably slips into.





But, in retrospect, did I even have the decency to do that?


I am not the real Tohno Shiki---- but, not even bothering to destroy him first myself, I eradicated his existence from the outside---- by replacing him.


Does---- that make me even worse than Roa?








Still, I didn't choose for this to happen.


Which brings up an important point---- how did all of this happen in the first place?





"You know, Shiki----"


Roa speaks as he walks through the room, changing his position, but still remaining about the same distance from me----


"----over time, even I have a tendency to feel some sort of bond with my hosts. I was with my previous host, the real Tohno SHIKI, for much longer than I've been with you----- and, he held such a grudge against you, that it was actually rather admirable."








"----Why?"


It isn't just idle curiosity that prompts me to ask that honest question, of such a treacherous snake---- but, I really do want to know, what put me in the strange position I'm in now.





Roa just shakes his head at me, and shrugs his shoulders.


"It's not important now, Shiki. What matters now is that, for the sake of my old host, and for me, of course-----"


Roa stops walking, and turns his body towards mine, putting his hand idly on a desk.


"-----I'm going to kill you, Shiki!!"








Roa, with seemingly no effort at all, picks up the desk, and hurtles it at me.





It's fast--- so fast, that there's no time to dodge.


Fortunately, my glasses aren't in my way right now---- and a single 'point' on the desk, is flying straight toward my face.


Flashing my knife arm up in a single instant, I pierce that 'point'.








The fabric of the desk's being, disintegrates before my very eyes.


As the desk breaks apart, Roa's form is revealed from behind it, hurtling toward me at a similar speed---- his outstretched hand, clawing for my face.





There's a 'point', right on the underside of his arm----!!


In the hopes of ending this battle right now, I take aim, and attack.








Did he sense life-threatening danger at the last instant?


Roa places his hand on a desktop, and gracefully changes his direction, mid-air.


Rather than a 'point', I hit a 'line'----- so, I too adjust myself, and again lop off his arm.





The whole scene appears to unfold in slow-motion---- after his arm severs itself from his body again, Roa lightly pushes off with his remaining arm from the desk, and bounds over me, to land on his feet in the hallway.


I should have closed the door---- though it's too late to regret it now.


At least, I've managed to narrow the gap between us again---- now, I just have to stop him from widening it, again.








Roa begins moving down the hallway, and I run out of the classroom to follow him.


As I reach the hallway, I spot Roa---- jumping out the window.


I run over, and look out.


On the ground floor, he runs again into the building----





"---Damn."


I sigh as I swear.


It would be unwise to jump after him in my current state, so I should just head for the stairs.








Still holding my arm, I make for the stairs.


Luckily, the bleeding has mostly stopped---- though, not completely.


And, besides this dull ache in my arm---- I feel mostly fine.


I guess this body of mine, really is tough---





I quickly reach the stairs, and go bounding down them, several at a time.


When I reach the next flight, I immediately make my way down those, too.


Wasting as little time as possible, I reach the ground floor, where Roa should be----








And, he is.


He glares at me, again with a new arm.


If he's able to grow back his limbs so quickly, how am I to beat him---?





But, if I can just hit one of his 'points', this battle will be over in an instant.


That's all I have to do, but---- if Roa lands a good blow, he could finish this battle pretty quickly, too.


The odds are still in his favor---- how can I possibly even them, if he keeps regenerating so quickly?








But, then I notice something.


*pant* *pant* *pant*





It isn't me who is panting so heavily…. rather, it's Roa.


Though I am starting to feel the first signs of fatigue, it seems that Roa is already well under the effects----- shouldn't he have a lot more stamina than me?


This way, it seems like he has less---








"Tch----"


Roa makes an annoyed sound, and lunges at me from several feet away.


I steady myself, and prepare for the collision of his attack----





We clash.


He attacks the same area, my neck, with both claws---- I tried dodging, but he was just a bit too fast, and I was forced to block his hands with my knife.


Still, if I redirect my force, maybe I can cut through the 'lines' on his hands-----








It doesn't work the way I want it to.


I had expected Roa to try and reach past my knife, towards my throat or head, in an attempt to kill me once and for all---- and during that moment, I had planned to sever his hands, at least.


My theory was further strengthened, by the fact that he can grow his limbs back---- so I thought that losing his hands would be an acceptable gamble to Roa.





But, he surprises me, by grabbing onto the knife itself, with both hands.


I am only grabbing onto the knife strongly with one hand, and loosely with the other---- grabbing the blade, Roa actually has more of a length to hold onto, as well.


Because of all that, he is actually able to wrench the knife free, from my grasp-----








This, more than ever, tips the odds in Roa's favor.


Now holding onto my knife, Roa dances a few steps away, and looks closely at his new treasure.


"Hehe---- now that I have your weapon, Shiki, you don't stand a chance----"


He looks up at me again.


"Why don't you just stand there, and allow yourself to be killed?"


He says that, as if mocking me.





Of course, I won't simply allow myself to be killed----


Even though things have turned out this way, I have to win this battle no matter what.


So, in order to do that----





1. I have to retrieve my knife. (SS10t)


2. Is there some other way to beat him---? (SS10u)
 
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