Cinder
Cinder remembers the day that she first lay eyes upon the crimson lady and the rose. She remembers this because its the day she unlocks her semblance. The day she tastes power for the first time, and the day she fails to finish her tasks for the day before the Madame and her awful children barge into the washroom looking for fresh towels.
She remembers the way they speak to her, the way their words crash into who she is, the way that the Madame's eldest, Iris, pulls her away, and slaps her with the glove she always wore.
"Gutter rat! Where are those towels!? We have huntresses in the lobby and you still haven't finished?"
She no longer really feels the pain, its there, of course, but… it is deadened, dull. It is the mention of huntresses that has captured her full attention.
Even Iris and Clove, daughters of the madame, find huntresses fascinating and terrifying. They're so far away from Cinder, from who she is, but they're heroes; Powerful heroes that can go anywhere and do anything. They are free in a way that even Cinder finds hard to imagine, the thought of your job being to hunt the shadowed monsters that took her family, the things that claw in the dark at all of faunus and man. The things that are to blame for her situation, for her powerlessness and lack of freedom.
"Ugh, can't even hear us. Madame, Cinder's disrespecting you again, can you deal with her?"
Cinder flinches as her body remembers what being "dealt with" by the Madame feels like. Bowing her head, knowing the agony that will come her way, knowing the pain she will have to endure as a result of her failure. She can see already see Madame advancing on her. That pale, sour hand raised.
She can see the spite, the hatred, twisting and stretching the face of the madame. Her waggling lips turned up in a mocking simile of a smile. She reaches out for Cinder, and the girl does something she would have thought unthinkable a day ago.
She ducks.
Madame's hand passes over her head, and Cinder staggers backwards as the rush of air flows past her. She feels something akin to shock spread across her face, as her small orange eyes look first to Iris and Clove, stunned near the back, then to the madame. In that small, infinitesimal moment of surprise, Cinder moves instinctually. Before either Clove or Iris can do something to stop her, before she even fully processes the Madame's face turning red. Before she can be hurt again, she runs from the washroom, through the storage, into the hotel itself, and there she slows.
They can't do anything to her here, in public. Others will stare, especially the noblewomen and men from Atlas, the people who stink of alcohol, of scandal, and of the kind of disgust that only one born with silver for blood could have. They will stare, and whisper, and certainly, they whisper at her now, but they do not move to intercede. Why should they? She was just the help, just the staff.
Just like clockwork, by the time Cinder threaded her way through the lobby to the second floor, where she could get a look at the huntresses. The bluebloods smelling a scandal had dispersed, disappointed that she would not provide the entertainment they so desperately sought. The Glass Unicorn wasn't supremely busy, its opulent, marble halls and floor lain out in spiraling patterns depicting the legendary deeds of Atlesian heroes.
Cinder watched from the second floor as the two huntresses walked through the doors, either arguing or bickering amongst themselves. One was tall, with a forest of hair the same shade as hers tied back into a messy ponytail mixed with a bandanna. Piercing, wrenching red eyes were currently filled with a soft, crackling warmth that blazed at her partner. The other woman was shorter, dark hair highlighted with red, and bore a simple white and red cloak wrapped around her shoulders.
With a narrowed gaze, Cinder noted their weapons, the immense bulk of the red and silver pole strapped to the shorter woman's back, and the massive sheathed sword at the hip of the taller. They had to be huntresses, had to be! Cinder's eyes widened… had they noticed her? No, surely not, she was just the staff, and they would never pay attention to anyone who wasn't a threat.
She watched the shorter woman break off, moving towards a different corner of the lobby, leaving the tall one alone. Cinder remembers the way they moved, like the enormous cats that she saw on the television late at night. Always stolen glimpses after Iris and Clove had fallen asleep. She remembers being enraptured by their grace, by their beauty and viciousness. She sees the same thing in the way the women move. The tall one is lithe, powerful, she reminds Cinder of the shadowy stalker, the jaguar, all precision and grace that defies explanation. The shorter one is all strength, each step of hers measured and confident, the kind of confidence that Cinder wishes she had. She sees that lazy smile on the face of the smaller woman, sees her turn around, and realizes that she is marking exits and entrances. Even the service ones, why? Is she expecting a fight? Here?
Cinder wants to look for more details, but her gaze remains firmly on the shorter woman as she approaches the taller, leans in, and whispers something. Straining hard, Cinder tries to hear what they say, but its lost as the tall woman whirls on the short, a hand rushing to her scabbard. For a moment, Cinder thinks they might draw blades on each other, that this lobby might be defaced by the aftermath of a huntress fight.
She sees the taller woman relax in a single motion, her hand departing from the handle of her weapon as Iris approaches the two. She speaks to them, likely about the room that Cinder failed to prepare for. Given the slight tint of rose color in the cheeks of the other girl, she likely was steaming towels and linens up until a few moments ago. Cinder almost allows herself to smile, but doesn't give in. The last time she'd dared to smile at the expense of one of her "sisters" had been the worst experience of her young life, and she was not eager to repeat it.
The two huntresses turned to leave, and Cinder found herself following them, stealing towards the stairs to the lobby, her eyes following them until she reached the end of the columns. Cinder wanted to look down, wanted to follow the huntresses deeper into the hotel, into their wing.
Then the shadow of the Madame appeared, and Cinder turned tail and ran for the stairs at the opposite end of the floor. Certainly, she would hurt for this, but better that then the Madame knowing how much the huntresses had affected her.
Her feet carried her into the service stairs. A thin, small space that only she and Clove could really fit into now. Given the disrepair and general lack of need, in addition to the Madame's swelling waistline and Iris' refusal to go into a place where her hair could possibly be dirtied.
This place was quiet, recessed into the walls, she'd once thought Clove hadn't known about it, retreating to small spaces in the walls to sleep or nap whenever she could. But that had changed when Madame and Iris had taken sledgehammers to the wall she was hiding behind, exposing her hiding place amidst peals of Clove's laughter.
She still had the scar on her upper arm, when one of the metal blocks had cut her bad enough to bleed, and she'd fled from that point on everytime she'd seen Clove. Until Madame had put the collar on her and used it to force her to be around them. Forced her to be obedient.
She'd assumed Cinder couldn't get into these spaces anymore, and while it was a tight fit… she could manage it. She squirmed deeper, fighting her way up the tiny, rickety stairs and towards the roof. One of the places only the contractors, when Madame hired them, would go.
She climbed higher, her thoughts enraptured on the huntresses, on their freedom… on how happy they were. On how the taller one had looked at the shorter one. There was something there that made Cinder's heart ache. She hated that feeling, hated that she wasn't… complete. Her small fists pounded on the walls, pounded and slapped and hit against the hardwood, and she felt those awful tears slowly crash from her eyes to her face. The lukewarm liquid tasted of salty betrayal as she curled up in the darkness and sobbed. She felt her body shake and sigh, and a spike of hateful jealousy burned through her. The awful emotion transforming into a wish, a single tear soaked wish that she could fly the skies like they did, that she could go to the world itself, into that bountiful outside space.
That she could be looked at in the same way as the huntresses, with nothing but awe at the power she wielded. That she could be seen in such a way, as above, as removed, as…
free. like those women in the lobby.
She sniffled, wiping at her eyes in the darkness, and wishing desperately that just this once, the brother gods could hear her. that they could listen to her and grant this simple wish of hers.
Why couldn't she be free like those two…?
Time crawled forwards, and Cinder wiped at her eyes again, finally laying exhausted as the last of her tears soaked into the sawdust covered stairwell. She'd heard no one, and that meant… perhaps her "sisters" were simply too preoccupied with the upcoming event. Cinder didn't really know what it was, just… the consequences were always the same. Madame would entertain and drink the night away, and then she'd barge in when Cinder was cleaning, and, flushed from alcohol, electrocute her for any conceivable thing worthy of punishment.
She wrinkled her nose, the small gesture of defiance a careful secret. She hated festivity nights.
All it ever meant was more work, more strain, more pain when she couldn't keep up as Iris and Clove danced through the kitchen, making messes that she couldn't clean fast enough.
"Cinder, this needs to be done!"
"Cinder, did you forget to do laundry?"
"Cinder, what about the food for the guests!"
"Cinder!"
"Cinder!"
"Cinder."
Madame, and her remote. Madame and her lash. Madame and her open palm. Madame and the red marks carved into Cinder's cheeks and wrists.
The litany of voices shook Cinder out of her corner, and out of her place as the small doorway into the stairs was wrenched open, and Clove's brown haired head mockingly called up.
"Ciiiinnnnndeeerrr~"
She giggled, those green eyes full of nothing more than malicious and sadistic pleasure as she saw the smaller girl up the stairs, standing to her full height, she moved up, moved after Cinder, and then called back.
"Oh mother~ She's in the walls again~"
That singsong tone, the face of a tormentor twisted up like a shrew, her expertly done makeup and beautiful appearance as wrong of a characterization as anything else, and then… then the pain began.
Cinder felt every single muscle in her body stiffen and refuse to move, until they all moved at once and the agony began soon after. Every fibre of her body twitched and spasmed and sprained itself out, spittle flying from her dry lips as amber eyes widened into her skull until she thought her eyes might burst free from bone. Even trying to move was completely impossible, and more to that end it only made the agony worse.
Cinder can't even hear the laughter, her body twitching and bending and splaying across the sawdust covered ground. She's fairly sure she can taste wood and blood in her mouth, has she bitten her tongue in the spasming? She's not sure, all she knows is the agony that burns away at who she is. She's fairly sure that she can see Clove, but the chips of jade that Cinder is fairly sure represent her eyes aren't full of a single desire to help.
They're full of sadistic enjoyment.
Cinder can't think anymore, and as her eyes roll back into her head and darkness comes to claim her, a small, traitorous part of her whispers that if she was just a huntress, if she was strong and powerful… they'd never be able to treat her this way.
If she could hold an entire lobby of nobles' attention because of fear and awe, no one could possibly ever hurt her again
Cinder does not remember when she is hauled free of the wall and she does not remember when she awakens, only that her bleary eyed gaze is only barely there for a scant moment when the pain hits her again, sharp, stabbing…
Clove's heeled foot.
"Wake up gutter rat. You've got work to do."
Cinder staggers to her feet, the sense of immediate nausea striking at her core, Madame's shocks hurt, hurt badly. They were even worse when she tried to move, painful secondary shocks ran through her muscles, the utter exhaustion coursing through her. Half lidded, barely conscious eyes only half functioned as Cinder tried to go forwards. Clove's mocking, nasally voice informed her of just what she was supposed to do.
"Madame wants Iris to clean the skylights, but she's busy studying for college. I'm fully aware that you don't really understand how important that is. But you need to do her job, have fun~!"
The mocking, singsong tone accompanied the twisting fear in Cinder's gut. The
Glass Unicorn was a gorgeous establishment, and the lobby itself was dominated by a truly vast domed skylight that not only let in copious amounts of Atlesian sunlight. But also provided gorgeous views of the open sky. The lights were normally cleaned by a group of contractors, some of them using esoteric motions, grace, and in one case, feathered wings to soar across the glass like dancers. Cinder loved watching them, the joy they took in their work and the smiles they wore never truly failed to make her just a little happier. It felt special to watch them in their efforts, and sometimes, they'd even leave her small gifts or bring her treats if she was washing the main floor. Cinder didn't know why they did this, only that those small treats, those small bits of food made her feel warm in a way that made the hole in her chest feel just a little lighter.
But, those skylights were terrifying when one looked down at the lobby, some 90 feet below. Those contractors had always been sure to warn both her and anyone nearby that the skylights were dangerous. That they were never to approach the glass or stand on it, that it was a risky place only they were trained for. Cinder had never doubted them, she knew how fragile Madame's glassware could be, how even those cleaners worked quickly and smoothly, minimizing the time they could possibly spend up there.
"Th-the skylights...?"
Her voice is trembling, small, and she hates it. she hates it more when she hears Clove's retreating footsteps, once quieter, turn around and click clack right back to her. She hates the way her chest feels tight, the way she feels weak.
"Yes. The skylights. Get on it."
The kick hurts and knocks her to the side, but the fear, the paralyzing, all consuming fear remained in her chest. She knows that to stay down only encourages Clove to hurt her more, but she can't move. She can't bring herself to stand up, to force herself to move, to do anything that would make Clove wander away but she is weak.
Clove tires of kicking her after a time, stalking away, and Cinder coughs harshly as she struggles to her feet. Her muscles no longer tremble and spasm, and she flexes a hand and leg experimentally to make sure. While she is bruised and battered, and she can feel the awful chafing of the collar hung round her neck on the burns underneath. She is hurting, and her side feels like the ice in Madame's freezers. But she can move again under her own power. She can move somewhere where the others will not see her.
She moves to the roof, to hide away and deny it would only make any punishment worse. Madame's shocks are bad, but Iris likes to hit her with small chunks of metal in her hand. Her fists, thus leave deep marks where her knuckles impact, and yet those same pieces of metal are easy to hide away in a dress or bag.
The door to the roof opens with a blast of cold air to Cinder's face, and the girl finds her teeth almost chattering already, her breath fogging the late evening air as she makes her way to the edge of the roof. She will need to do the skylights, but Madame will not expect her back inside until first light, when her duties in the kitchen necessitate her presence. For now, she has time, time to recover, time to look to the last, dying rays of the sun, and time to watch the tall huntress she saw earlier leap from the 3rd floor window and transform mid jump into a large black bird.
Cinder has to rub her eyes to convince herself that she is not, in fact, dreaming. But no, the beautiful creature lets out her wings and soars high above the city. Is that her semblance? Cinder has heard of these mystical powers, those often only in positions of danger discover theirs. When she was a girl, Cinder dreamed of having a power like the half remembered bedtime stories the voices of her memories read to her once. Back when her bed was warm and her worries were only what the next day would bring her to see and explore.
"She's beautiful, isn't she?"
The voice shocks her so much she nearly falls, but arms, strong arms wrap around her stomach and pull her back from the edge of the roof. The voice is warm, kind and high in pitch. Cinder turns, feeling her spine stiffen as her orange eyes meet the liquid silver pools of the other huntress. The shorter woman with the enormous pole of a weapon. She is staring into Cinder's eyes, and so close that the girl can feel her rapidly cooling breath as it gently rushes against her face.
"What's your name?"
The question catches her off guard, and Cinder does not realize she is holding a breath in until she releases it in one single swoop. Her voice, thin, weak, and trembling emerges a moment later.
"C-Cinder."
She stutters, hating her voice's stutter even as her body refuses to move away, there is something about this woman. Something about those silver eyes that makes Cinder feel as though she is capable of immense danger. This is not Madame, who inspires terror through threat of punishment. This is someone who maintains a vast capacity for violence, and her being sings that out. Every breath is measured, and every single expression on her face is thought out. Yet she closes her eyes and smiles evenly, cocking her head to the side as she replies to Cinder in one light, beautiful tone.
"It's nice to meet you Cinder, my name is Summer~! Summer Rose."
She opens them again, and Cinder is trapped in front of her eyes again, she can't move, can't even think, until Summer steps backwards, and there is suddenly space between them, standing to her full height, she looks down at the small girl and moves her head to one side.
"Are you alright, Cinder?"
Her hands tilt Cinder's head up, and Cinder's valiant efforts to avoid her gaze, to avoid those eyes that speak of so much experience and so, so much violence fail immediately.
Cinder tries valiantly not to rub at her neck, tries incredibly hard to stand up straight, to not show she's hurting. She knows what will happen if she does, Madame will find out and she will be shocked into compliance once more. This woman is kind, she is beautiful, but Cinder knows its an impossibility for her to take her. This woman is a huntress, and she will not want little Cinder. she will not want a tagalong.
Something must have given it away. Cinder tries to look away, and finds that she is unable to move, as Summer's fingers gently touch the collar. She wrenches herself free, sinking to her knees and clasping her hands against her ears. Her body trembles, she remembers what happened last time she tried to remove it, remembers the pain and punishment that Madame inflicted for such a transgression.
"Cinder. Who did this to you? Is it the-"
"Don't. Please."
Cinder shocks herself once more, shocks herself at the sheer strength in her voice as she speaks. She is surprised to hear that, surprised that her voice is not trembling. She shrinks away again, and hears a soft sound, opening her half closed eyes, she finds Summer Rose's eyes looking back into hers. But they are big, and there is water in them.
Cinder does not like it when others cry, she always expects pain for such a sin, and yet as this woman closes her eyes gently and a few tears drip from her face. Cinder tries to shift her feet away, until the woman speaks once more, and this time, her voice is somehow even softer. Her voice is so warm, so kind, and so clear, that Cinder freezes like a deer in the headlights.
"Cinder, its okay, I won't ask anymore questions. But, if you are willing, I would like to tell you a story."
Cinder should say no, she should politely refuse this warm huntress and turn away to the hotel. She should not talk to strangers, she should not speak to this woman who smells of strawberries and sweetness and all the kindness of the world.
She should say no, and yet, she does not.
She nods her head, and Summer Rose pats the roof next to her. Cinder sits down, and she stares at the woman, waiting for her to begin to speak.
"You know I'm a huntress, and based on the way you froze up when I started speaking with you, you're scared of me. That's entirely fair, but do you know who else is scared of me?"
Cinder shook her head slightly, ever so slightly, but it was there. Summer laughed, the first time that Cinder had heard such a sound, and it was a rich, bubbling laugh that poured freely from the red haired woman's lips.
Cinder had never heard such a sound in her life, this woman's laughter was free, it was given to the world, not as a reward for something done, but simply because she had decided to do so. Madame defiled the world with her laughter for two reasons. One was that she was hurting Cinder, and she dearly loved that, and the other was that awful fake laugh she put on for the guests she entertained in the salons and central rooms of the hotel.
Summer didn't laugh because she was hurting someone, she laughed because she was remembering something, because she was here and present and... alive.
Cinder's eyes are shadowed by the time she looks down, and Summer continues to speak after just a moment.
"Raven, that bird, the woman you saw jump into the air and fly, she's scared of me."
Cinder is taken aback, certainly, she is scared of Summer, but she is scared of every single huntress and most adults! For huntresses it is not hard to be scared of them. They are nigh immortal demigods capable of violence that makes even Atlas' often paraded military might feel weak by comparison. Cinder is aware that for all their posturing, for all the fancy armor and even fancier guns, they are the last to jump in, it is the huntsmen and huntresses who are the first in and the last out.
She admits, somewhere internally, that she idolizes them, but it is hard not to idolize them. Everyone and everything around her does the same. From nobility fawning over the latest exploits, to the newspapers proclaiming more victories than not.
"Did you hear that, Cinder?"
It is with some fear that Cinder realizes she has lost track of who she was sitting nearby. She believes it is entirely unfair to judge herself too harshly, because nominally she would never be so open, so unguarded... so vulnerable in front of another person. Especially an adult, and yet with Summer it is so easy to simply let go and focus on just her words.
"I'll say it again, Raven's been scared of me ever since she challenged me to a fight and I kicked her butt."
That shocks Cinder, Raven, the crimson woman, is taller, stronger, and physically bulkier than Summer. Her face must communicate that, because Summer laughs that wonderful sound into the world again, before saying.
"It's true!"
She pauses for only a moment before continuing.
"Raven's a lovely partner and a very good friend, but she can be the most stubborn blockhead I've ever met. That and before we were actually friends, she was a real fan of using brute force and pure intensity to get through every challenge that ever came for her. Much like, I suspect, your Madame is."
Cinder freezes, her hand moving away from her neck, Summer's gaze is less full of mirth than it was a moment earlier. It is very clear to Cinder that this woman has once again seen clear through her attempts to hide it. A minor flare of anger flashes through her body, her tiny fists clenching tightly as she curses the Madame for making the marks so obvious, so clearly something that anyone could see. Is she flaunting that Cinder's state is never going to change?
"However..."
Cinder looks back up into those silver eyes, and this time, she finds herself able to think, able to actually speak. Yet she does neither of those things, as Summer continues to speak.
"Something tells me that she has contingencies in place for if you were to try to leave, no?"
Summer speaks to the sky, her eyes holding Cinder's gaze as her voice takes on a confusing mix of emotions that are worn on her sleeve. To Cinder's ears, it feels as though she is regretful and simultaneously angry, and that anger terrifies her. Yet it is to a great deal of surprise that Cinder finds herself speaking quietly, confirming Summer's thoughts.
"Yes."
She does not know what a "contingency" is, but assumes from the context of Summer's words that it means methods of tracking Cinder down and punishing her if she tries to leave. Cinder does not need to tell her about the 3 prior attempts, the days spent shivering on the streets, the days starving before Iris found her squatting in an alleyway and dragged her by her hair back to the
Glass Unicorn. She does not have to tell Summer any of this, and she has a vague sense that despite that, the woman seems to know and understand without words.
"Then, let me do some research, ok? I think I have an idea about something that will help you."
Cinder nods her head, a tiny flicker of something resembling hope in her core being crushed behind inevitability. Summer will not save her, she knows this, and to hope for any other outcome is pointless. But as her face falls, Summer speaks again, returning to her earlier topic.
"Raven tried to bull all over me, she thought she was better than everyone and would crush all in her path if she felt like they were in her way."
Summer smiles again, but this time it is not aimed at Cinder, instead, Summer is staring off into the distance, casting her gaze out across Atlas itself. She is remembering something, remembering a memory of the past shared with Raven. Cinder wonders, internally, what it would be like to have those memories, memories she could actually see clearly, not half remembered shapes and small impassioned pieces.
"To be fair to her, she was probably one of the strongest students in our year, and she had a reputation for fighting dirty. But I didn't need any of that to beat her, she tried the strength thing on me. She tried to walk all over me with brute force, and... it didn't work."
Summer laughs again, a real belly laugh, her body shaking in the cold air as Cinder listens. She is so enraptured that she doesn't feel the cold anymore, at least, not until Summer pulls the small girl in and wraps her cloak around Cinder.
"Strawberries. She smells like strawberries." Is the only real thought Cinder has in her mind as she is crushed against the side of the older woman. It is... warm. Warm in a way that makes Cinder's chest feel tight, feel... full.
"But, like I said, Raven's a bit of a blockhead, so she couldn't think that tiny little Summer Rose was capable of actually standing up against her! So she tried to push me, and I pushed back. Raven didn't expect that, she didn't expect me to use strength to defy her, she only ever saw me as weak. So for her, it was impossible that I could be strong."
Summer is warm, affectionate and kind. There is no doubt in Cinder's mind that she is genuine. She has seen false kindness on both Iris and Clove before, even the Madame is capable of putting on airs when she wishes. But for some reason, Cinder believes that Summer Rose might be genuinely incapable of hiding her emotions.
"I beat her there, simply by not being walked over, and then she treated me like a cornered animal, avoiding me, trying to hide away like a big scared cat. It took me and her brother, our teammate Qrow, to stop her from leaving."
She paused, and Cinder found the words tumbling from her lips before she could stop herself.
"What happened next?"
Cinder claps her hands to her mouth, genuinely shocked that she's spoken with something akin to eagerness in her tone. Wasn't she supposed to avoid indicating anything? Wasn't she supposed to not entreat this woman?
"Hah, there she is, the eager girl who wants to hear more, so... should I continue, Cinder?"
Cinder flushes brilliantly, her cheeks heating up and the blood rushing to her head. She shyly, bashfully nods her head, and... for once, she realizes that she isn't punished by expressing something she genuinely wants. She wants to hear the rest of the story, she wants to see what happened, wants to know what Raven did next.
"Raven tried to fight, and she took care of her brother first, by knocking him out a 4th floor window with a single punch. Shattered the glass in all 4 windows next to the one she threw him out of!"
Summer pauses, sucking in a breath, her animated nature so clear, so immediate, she's enraptured herself into the story.
"Then it was just me, little Summer Rose, against the fury of Raven Branwen. She struck at me, and something just... snapped in me."
Summer smiles, wiping a slight tear from her eye, she is laughing hard enough to cry, and Cinder realizes she has never seen someone do that before, unconsciously, she reaches out, and places a single cold hand against the other woman's cheek, as if she could catch that single tear in her hands and keep it forever.
"Oh... its ok, Cinder, I'm not actually sad, just... remembering."
Cinder doesn't know why that single sentence makes her feel better, but it does, and she's not sure why, a small flame spreading its wings in her chest. She feels warm, and that simple motion is stunning to her.
"In that moment, I needed to be behind her, and my semblance activated for the first time, I remember a rush, and appearing behind her with dozens of white petals swirling around me. When I hit her from behind, I don't think she ever expected me to hit her like that. The look of shock on her face will live in my head forever."
Summer trails off, staring into the distance, and Cinder finds herself gently tugging at the sleeve of the woman's blouse, her voice... plaintive and gentle.
"What... happened after?"
Summer looks up, startled, and smiles at little Cinder, ruffling her head gently. Cinder isn't sure why, but she likes this simple thing, she likes feeling the other woman do this.
"She was beaten, and she learned that I was made leader for a reason, she learned to be as tricky as I ever could be, and... she took that lesson to heart. Now she fights with her head, not her muscles, and... for you, Cinder."
Cinder looks up at the huntress, this woman who is so warm, so wonderful, and so clear.
"Fight smart, you may not be able to get out yet. But you will, and you'll teach Madame and those awful daughters of hers that you're better than them. So, choose the battles you fight carefully, learn your opponents dance moves, and then, when they're weak and unable to counter you..."
Summer pauses for a moment, and flashes a smile that is cunning and sadistic, like the jungle predators in the books at Cinder. Cinder feels a shiver run through her, but that is not targeted at her, or against her, it is meant to reassure her, and it... for some strange reason does just that.
"You go for their throats."
Summer smiles and gets to her feet, tugging Cinder up with her, and then she speaks gently once more.
"I'll do some research, and tomorrow, if you'd like, I can tell you another story."
Cinder nods, her voice failing her once more as the huntress turns away from her. She watches Summer stand, watches her entire form smoothly move from sitting to standing with none of the creakiness or slowness she's used to with adults. Madame does not look her age, but she is slow to get up, a fact that has saved Cinder from her ire on more than one occasion. In this case, she has no doubts, if she tried to run from Summer, the other woman would have no issues catching her.
But Summer stood and left her alone on that roof. That roof that Cinder now realized was much, much colder without the other woman. She turned to face where Summer had gone, almost about to call out to her, and found nothing but a swirling cloud of white flower petals swarming around her. Cinder's eyes widened… this must have been the woman's semblance… and it was beautiful.
She wondered if hers would ever be as beautiful as that, before she trudged back towards the door, already, the faint touches of cold against her bare forearms communicated the imminent threat of snowfall perfectly.
As Cinder made her way inside, the door shutting behind her nearly silently, she thought back to what Summer had said to her, about fighting smart, not fair. She needed to take her opponents into mind carefully. So she would do so. Immediately, Cinder rules out Madame, she not only has the remote to Cinder's collar, she sleeps with cords around her door, to mark if someone interferes.
Cinder's path takes her into the kitchens, wherein she begins her work for the night, Clove and Iris are long gone, both having "other things to do" than help out the younger girl. She supposes she should be angry about this, but she cannot, mostly because this environment is now silent. She can think clearly in the silence, even as her chores fade into the monotonous background, she can think and consider and evaluate plans.
Attacking either Clove or Iris directly was out. Both were not only taller and stronger than she was, but Iris had the beginnings of training to be a huntress, and Clove wore heels that really hurt. She was also taller than Cinder by enough to truly have a reach advantage, much like her older sister. Cinder grimaced, physicality was out, and she could not fight quite like them. Iris' huntress training, while delayed and frankly quite worthless compared to the two, no, one fully fledged huntress she could tentatively call "on her side". If Summer was actually on her side…
Cinder shook her head, and concentrated harder on scrubbing the floors, her thoughts wandered, first to Clove, then Iris, and then the Madame, and she felt herself getting angry. The flaring rise of the emotion common in her, but… never in such a way as it was now. It felt boiling, raging, almost corrupting, and deep beneath it there was a part of her that felt something
shift in her core.
Then her world erupted into pain and the smell of searing flesh as white clouded her eyes.
By the time Cinder could see again, the rush of heat had faded, she looked around in utter shock at her surroundings. The cloud of fading steam, the pinkness on her arms and hands and face, and the painful tingling of burning sensations across her skin. When she looked down at her hands, they pulsed briefly an orange color, and she felt the brush under them crackle and bristle, before abruptly, it flashed orange and disintegrated into ash in her bare hands.
Cinder's eyebrow rose, and on her pink, slightly burned skin, she felt that rush run through her once more. That inexplicable feeling coursing through every single part of her felt like a rush, like an addictive, powerful rush. She saw and felt the ash in her hands, that smooth, velvet feeling rushing through her. Cinder does not know the dangers of an unlocked semblance without aura. She has never had experience with semblances, only hearing tales of them in the books she steals when Clove throws them out.
But… if she could destroy… What else could she do?
Chores were done in record time, and Cinder found herself sitting down in the early morning and staring at the dusty floor in her room. Her eyes narrowed, and she concentrated once more. Willing out that reserve was the goal, but what she could do with it she wasn't certain of. Cinder looked inwards, willing the ground under her hands to do what the brush had done, willing it to heat and melt and crumble away.
She was much less enthused when, a solid 30 minutes later, she had failed to get even a single spark from within her hands or onto the floor.
Why wasn't it working?
Frustration boiled within her, she snapped her hands outwards, flinging them and even swearing softly.
"Work! Burn! DO SOMETHING!"
There! She'd felt it, for just a second, for just a fleeting moment, at the exhalation of that near shout, she'd felt that power again. She drove her focus inwards, forcing her thoughts to remain on that tiny sliver, like a barely cracked open door, it remained just barely out of reach. Just ever so slightly there, but she couldn't open the door… or, could she?
Cinder sat back on her haunches, thinking, but now calmly and much more composed. She thought back to the exact moments that her semblance had activated, the precise feelings and emotions that had run through her, and she realized it right there.
Strong emotions. That was what it caused it, the first was anger, rage, and hate towards Madame and her awful children. The second was frustration at her semblance not working as ordered.
She sat back and chuckled softly, her lips parting in a smile so wide it cracked them and caused a bit of blood to drip down her face. But even though they hurt she didn't care, Cinder knew one thing, and one thing only.
She had power.
Even Iris hadn't discovered her semblance yet, and Cinder had! In that small moment of joy, she felt the door, the gentle current flowing out of her, and warmth surged through her fingers. This time, she placed her right hand into the sand and dust on the floor, wrapped her left around it and concentrated.
Her first inclination that something was wrong came quickly, as she wrenched the left hand away from her right as searing pain rocketed up the inside of her wrists. She resisted the urge to scream, and in that moment poured her pain away from her, away and into the shape she often imagined herself being free of in her dreams, she felt it no longer weighing on her neck, the tines that pressed into her skin like thorns free of that same flesh. She felt the heat depart her hand in a sucking rush, and felt something bubble away under her fingertips as she yanked both arms away from the sharp increase in temperature.
The soft tinkling of glass comes a moment later, something coming to rest on the soft dirt floor of her room alerted her gaze to where she'd placed her hand. And as Cinder looked down, she felt her cracked, slightly bloody lips turn up an even smirk.
There, laying on the ground, was a shattered collar, like her own, but made of transparent, still solidifying glass in a dusky grey.
Cinder felt a small, tiny piece of herself twist in satisfaction, as Summer Rose's voice rang through her head once more.
"Go for the throat when they can't possibly fight back."
A/N: Chapter 1, hope you enjoy! Discord is linked below!
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