Goddamned Belkans (Ace Combat 5 Self Insert)
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Randomly exploding
- Location
- Singapore
Everything was a blur. My thoughts were sluggish, and every movement of my body felt like moving through highly viscous jelly. At the bare edges of my vision, I could see a dim, orange light, and hear just the slightest hum. Or was I simply just imagining it all?
Was I asleep? It certainly felt like a dream. Everything about this seemed somehow…unreal. As if everything had been filtered through a screen, somehow. I felt my (gloved?) hands grasp something and press at various buttons, just outside of my field of perception. Time seemed to pass at a snail's pace. How long had I been trapped there? What was happening?
I stayed in that state…for who knew how long. Weeks? Months? Time had no longer any meaning.
And then I heard it.
<<Control tower to Wardog, intercept the bombers. Don't let them attack the runway.>> A tinny voice buzzed in my ear.
Instantly, I was awake, the fog of confusion thrown off of me as a burst of adrenaline flushed my body before my mind had fully understood the situation. I looked around myself through a tinted pane of plastic. My helmet visor. I watched myself automatically adjust a dozen control knobs and buttons, something ingrained in me acting autonomously. As expected. Yuke bogies were everywhere. Moments later, I finally realised where I was.
I was in the cockpit of an F-15 Eagle. I'd recognise those panels anywhere. Years of trawling online forums had burned the image into my skull. More specifically, an F-15 STOL/MTD variant, a little mental voice piped up. Wait, what? Why?! How?! I looked out of the glass – the canopy – and saw the distinctive canards of this particular Eagle variant.
How was this possible? Where was I? As far as I knew, no more than a single such jet had ever been built, and I was most certainly not a NASA pilot. Numbers flickered in the back of my brain – wait, how many? Seven hundred? How had I missed seven hundred ACTIVE Eagles? Suddenly, my body suddenly turn painfully rigid as images – no, memories? – flashed in my mind's eye. There was a distinctly odd…taste? Tinge? Flavour to these memories. In mere seconds, I found what I was looking for.
Ah.
I…I was Lieutenant Colonel Arthur Ford, of the-
I swallowed as another collection of images flashed again, though these images seemed more…intimate?
No, I was M███ K███, young █████████ student, in his final year at █████ ██████ High School–
No, I was Arthur Ford, senior OADF officer, thirty-seven years old, and I graduated valedictorian from flight school-
My mind quickly cut across the mental haze. I had two sets of contradicting memories. How?!
I felt myself rapidly flip through my mental libraries, evaluating everything I knew. I was – or still am? – Arthur Ford, Osean born-and-bred, but I was simultaneously M███ K███, rabid fan of Ace Combat and a dozen other things, having…gone to bed last night. I felt the realisation slap me in the face.
Goddamnit. I was in a SI-type situation, wasn't I? Damn it. How did I get here? Did I die in my damn sleep? Did ROB put me here? Also, why Ace Combat 5? Why couldn't I have landed, in say, Hyouka or some other slice-of-life series? Do you even understand how many things that can kill me exist in this blasted world? I felt dizzy just thinking about it. Even more dizzy than that time I had concussed myself as a-
I quickly silenced that train of thought. No need to confront my memories right now. Still, was I Ford or M███ K███? I felt fear creep up my spine and my stomach churn uncomfortably, because – was any of this real? Oh God, I'd finally gone full schizo and was in a padded cell somewhere, wasn't I?
I was snapped out of my reverie from a harsh buzz inside my helmet. I blinked as I realise I had triggered a radio call on my own. I hadn't noticed. A brief mental flash revealed to me that I – or was it Ford? – had made calling the radio almost instinctive. Also – I consulted my memories again – wasn't I supposed to be in a Phantom? Nevermind. I had to speak up now, or get mistaken for a Yuke.
<<This is Wardog Leader, Lieutenant Colonel Ford, TAC name Badger. Approaching Sand Island. What's your current status?>>
I felt a brief sense of relief. At least, I had Ford's muscle memory. For now, blending in shouldn't be too hard, and I could worry about my identity and existence after making sure I wasn't shot down trying to approach the base. Hopefully, no one the island knew who I was. Except Davenport. I felt myself exhale noisily through my nose just thinking of the joking troublemaker.
Whatever. Battle now, worry later. Can't forget about the swarms of Yuke jets, now can we? Also, what the fuck was 'Badger'? Why the hell did I have that callsign?! Why not something cooler? I always had a habit of 'badgering' my subordinates to get things done on time, Ford's memories helpfully supplied. Oh. That makes more sense. Didn't make it any less embarrassing, though.
A tired, stressed voice replied, <<This is Base Control. We are under air attack. I say again, we are under air attack.>> The voice sounded suspiciously like he'd been drinking far too much coffee than was strictly healthy, and hadn't seen a wink of sleep in ages.
<<Copy that, Base Control. Vector me in to Wardog Squadron. Tally how many bandits?>> I said in my practiced 'commanding officer' voice, so as to speak. Now then, the million-dollar question. Could I dogfight in this jet? I knew that M███ K███'s only experience with jets had been the medium of Ace Combat, and Ford…
I quickly perused my memories for an answer.
I sat in the faux cockpit, grasping false controls, but did so with all the gravitas of being in an actual flying jet. The virtual jet was responsive, and I felt a calm settle over me as I 'shot down' another classmate. Jones, I believed, was his name. Idiot never paid attention to anything outside of the girls in the class.
"Good flying, Badger!" said a voice in the faux-radio, in the cheerful tones of Captain Benson, my flight instructor. I could almost imagine the happy glow on his face. For now, though, I had classmates to teach a lesson to.
I banked the virtual jet sideways, and slammed the throttle forwards. I had a title to win.
I blinked as I felt the memories recede. O-kay…so I could dogfight, and was even above average, if what my scores had indicated. I had even seen a little bit of combat in the IUN and in the Belkan War, of all things. I felt a sense of calm and confidence fill my chest. I now knew that I could – and was damn well able to – fly and not get shot down, and even give the enemy a black eye in the process.
<<Roger that, Badger. 3 B-1 Lancers inbound, escorted by 6 F-16s. I've marked the location of Wardog on your radar screen.>>
<<Thanks, Base Control. Flying now.>>
I mentally tallied what weapons I had with me. A few missiles, and a fully loaded autocannon. This would have to do.
I banked my jet in the direction of Wardog Squadron. In the distance, I could make out a F-5 marked with a [FRIENDLY] tag take off from the runway. Grimm just took off, then.
I slotted my jet into Wardog's formation – which was loose and barely existed. No matter if they were aces, it turns out that rookies like them didn't know how to coordinate with each other. A fatal mistake that might cost them their life.
<<Wardog, I am your new commanding officer, Lieutenant Colonel Ford, but you can call me Badger. Who's in charge here?>> I radioed in my 'authoritative officer' voice. I saw a F-5 pull up next to me in level flight and its pilot wave at me.
<<Badger, this is First Lieutenant Williams, callsign Blaze. I've been elected flight leader by the rest of Wardog.>>
<<Alright then Blaze, give me a sitrep.>>
<<Of course sir. Wardog's been tasked to handle this part of the island. Most of us are nuggets still, especially Grimm. He's as new as pilots get.>>
I grimaced. Intellectually, I knew that Blaze had the skill to take on all the Yukes, and in the future, take down Ofnir and Grabacr nearly single-handedly. If what Ace Combat 7 predicted was true, then he was a so-called 'Singularity', a being who influenced the course of battle simply by being involved. But right now, I wasn't so sure. By his own admission, he was a nugget. Even so, I had heard some rumours from Oured that would have been pretty impressive if they were true, so…
<<Wardog, your formation's sloppy. Form up in an element. Blaze, you're on me. Grimm, you stick with the other two jets. Don't want you getting blown up in your first outing, eh?>>
I heard 'wilco's and 'roger's as Wardog's F-5s reoriented themselves. Grimm had joined up with Chopper and Edge, and I was now flying with Blaze.
<<Let's see here…Blaze, we're going out to shoot down the F-16s. Edge, your flight will take on the bombers. If you're in trouble, shout for help. Also, watch out for the nugget.>>
<<Woah! You've loosened up, Lieutenant Colonel.>> A cocky voice chuckled in my ear. I felt my blood rise, but quickly calmed my temper. There was no need to fly off the handle in the middle of battle, least of all at my squadron's pilots. There would be plenty of time later to get back at Davenport.
<<Keep your mouth shut and keep flying, Davenport,>> I retorted. <<I see that you're still as irreverent as ever. You fly a jet with your hands, not your mouth.>>
<<Yeesss sirrrr,>> he replied, dragging out the words. I ground my teeth. Davenport was as insufferable as I remembered, but I knew that he was a capable pilot, despite his mannerisms. The fact that he would die over Oured helped temper my anger. I may not have liked the man, but I wasn't going to kill him.
Our flights separated, and Blaze's and my jet zoomed towards the approaching F-16s. <<Blaze, I've heard stories from the mainland. I trust you can handle yourself well?>>
<<Yes sir. I've got the highest kills in Wardog.>> He said with a tone of pride.
<<Good job. Engage at will. I'll be taking their lead bird. Try not to get killed.>>
<<Of course sir. I'll be taking their Number Two.>> At that, our jets separated.
I felt muscle memory and ingrained instincts fall in place a I stared at the approaching jets. I deftly flicked a half-dozen buttons, turning on my radio and arming my jet at the same time. This wasn't likely to work, but I wanted to try regardless.
<<Yuktobanian jets, this is Lieutenant Colonel Ford of the Osean Air Defence Force. You are intruding on Osean airspace. You have been intercepted. Disarm and follow me. I say again, disarm and–>>
I was cut off with a roar of laughter and something in Yuke, most likely insulting my ancestry or ability to fly. I turned off the radio with a grimace. That was a no, then. Too bad for them, I was in the best variant of the F-15 that currently existed…and they were in F-16s.
I pushed my throttle forwards and pulled on my stick, forcing my jet into a steep climb. In moments, the Eagle's powerful engines had brought me above the approaching F-16s. I banked left, keeping a careful eye on the leading bird. I lined up a lock, and when I heard the buzzer, loosed a missile. The Yuke flight split up, and I saw my missile lose track as the F-16 dropped flares.
No problem. I lined the jet up in my gunsights. Since I was at an altitude advantage, anything the enemy jet did, I could move to counter. The lead F-16 janked upwards – into my line of fire.
I depressed the trigger for a moment, watching a stream of yellow tracers slam into the jet. The jet's fuselage started trailing smoke, and I grinned under my oxygen mask. As the lead bird seemed to panic, I loosed another missile, which slammed into the bird with a muffled thud, blowing it into smithereens.
I pulled my jet left and downwards, towards a second F-16. The jet shot a missile at me, but I broke right and banked upwards. My thrust vectoring came in handy then, flipping my jet around and bringing that F-16 into radar lock. I depressed a trigger, flinging another missile downrange, which slammed into the enemy jet's wing. The plane quickly destabilised, and I heard a panicked yell over the radio before its pilot was jettisoned from the cockpit with a flash of light, moments before his plane exploded.
I heard a buzz in my ear. <<Badger, this is Blaze. All other targets down.>> I felt shock wash over me. He'd taken on the other four jets in the time I killed two? The rumours were true, then. Dear God. Singularity indeed. I would be sticking next to this man to stay alive.
<<Good job, Blaze.>> I radioed the other Wardogs, <<Edge, how goes your work?>>
<<Enemy bombers down. We're teaching Grimm the ropes,>> a cool, professional tone answered. Kei Nagase sounded exactly as she did in the game. <<Good job, Edge.>>
I radioed the command tower. If I was right, this would be the last of the attacking Yukes. <<Badger to Base Control. Any other bogies?>>
<<No remaining hostiles, Badger!>> a relieved voice returned. <<We did it. We defended Sand Island.>>
<<Badger to Base Control, a couple Yuke pilots bailed out in the water, I advise that we send out SAR.>>
<<Done already, Badger. Phew. Looks like we didn't need to worry after all, eh Grimm?>> the controller said with mirth.
<<There'll be a celebration after debriefing.>> another gruff voice said over the radio. <<Come on, let's celebrate! We survived.>>
I felt myself lean back into my seat and loosen my grip over my controls. I'd survived the bombing of Sand Island. Now, I'd just have to survive the Grey Men, Grabacr and Ofnir, and the Yuktobanian horde.
I pinched my nose and sighed. This wasn't going to be easy, was it?
I sighed and said into the radio, <<Wardog, RTB.>>
Was I asleep? It certainly felt like a dream. Everything about this seemed somehow…unreal. As if everything had been filtered through a screen, somehow. I felt my (gloved?) hands grasp something and press at various buttons, just outside of my field of perception. Time seemed to pass at a snail's pace. How long had I been trapped there? What was happening?
I stayed in that state…for who knew how long. Weeks? Months? Time had no longer any meaning.
And then I heard it.
<<Control tower to Wardog, intercept the bombers. Don't let them attack the runway.>> A tinny voice buzzed in my ear.
Instantly, I was awake, the fog of confusion thrown off of me as a burst of adrenaline flushed my body before my mind had fully understood the situation. I looked around myself through a tinted pane of plastic. My helmet visor. I watched myself automatically adjust a dozen control knobs and buttons, something ingrained in me acting autonomously. As expected. Yuke bogies were everywhere. Moments later, I finally realised where I was.
I was in the cockpit of an F-15 Eagle. I'd recognise those panels anywhere. Years of trawling online forums had burned the image into my skull. More specifically, an F-15 STOL/MTD variant, a little mental voice piped up. Wait, what? Why?! How?! I looked out of the glass – the canopy – and saw the distinctive canards of this particular Eagle variant.
How was this possible? Where was I? As far as I knew, no more than a single such jet had ever been built, and I was most certainly not a NASA pilot. Numbers flickered in the back of my brain – wait, how many? Seven hundred? How had I missed seven hundred ACTIVE Eagles? Suddenly, my body suddenly turn painfully rigid as images – no, memories? – flashed in my mind's eye. There was a distinctly odd…taste? Tinge? Flavour to these memories. In mere seconds, I found what I was looking for.
Ah.
I…I was Lieutenant Colonel Arthur Ford, of the-
I swallowed as another collection of images flashed again, though these images seemed more…intimate?
No, I was M███ K███, young █████████ student, in his final year at █████ ██████ High School–
No, I was Arthur Ford, senior OADF officer, thirty-seven years old, and I graduated valedictorian from flight school-
My mind quickly cut across the mental haze. I had two sets of contradicting memories. How?!
I felt myself rapidly flip through my mental libraries, evaluating everything I knew. I was – or still am? – Arthur Ford, Osean born-and-bred, but I was simultaneously M███ K███, rabid fan of Ace Combat and a dozen other things, having…gone to bed last night. I felt the realisation slap me in the face.
Goddamnit. I was in a SI-type situation, wasn't I? Damn it. How did I get here? Did I die in my damn sleep? Did ROB put me here? Also, why Ace Combat 5? Why couldn't I have landed, in say, Hyouka or some other slice-of-life series? Do you even understand how many things that can kill me exist in this blasted world? I felt dizzy just thinking about it. Even more dizzy than that time I had concussed myself as a-
I quickly silenced that train of thought. No need to confront my memories right now. Still, was I Ford or M███ K███? I felt fear creep up my spine and my stomach churn uncomfortably, because – was any of this real? Oh God, I'd finally gone full schizo and was in a padded cell somewhere, wasn't I?
I was snapped out of my reverie from a harsh buzz inside my helmet. I blinked as I realise I had triggered a radio call on my own. I hadn't noticed. A brief mental flash revealed to me that I – or was it Ford? – had made calling the radio almost instinctive. Also – I consulted my memories again – wasn't I supposed to be in a Phantom? Nevermind. I had to speak up now, or get mistaken for a Yuke.
<<This is Wardog Leader, Lieutenant Colonel Ford, TAC name Badger. Approaching Sand Island. What's your current status?>>
I felt a brief sense of relief. At least, I had Ford's muscle memory. For now, blending in shouldn't be too hard, and I could worry about my identity and existence after making sure I wasn't shot down trying to approach the base. Hopefully, no one the island knew who I was. Except Davenport. I felt myself exhale noisily through my nose just thinking of the joking troublemaker.
Whatever. Battle now, worry later. Can't forget about the swarms of Yuke jets, now can we? Also, what the fuck was 'Badger'? Why the hell did I have that callsign?! Why not something cooler? I always had a habit of 'badgering' my subordinates to get things done on time, Ford's memories helpfully supplied. Oh. That makes more sense. Didn't make it any less embarrassing, though.
A tired, stressed voice replied, <<This is Base Control. We are under air attack. I say again, we are under air attack.>> The voice sounded suspiciously like he'd been drinking far too much coffee than was strictly healthy, and hadn't seen a wink of sleep in ages.
<<Copy that, Base Control. Vector me in to Wardog Squadron. Tally how many bandits?>> I said in my practiced 'commanding officer' voice, so as to speak. Now then, the million-dollar question. Could I dogfight in this jet? I knew that M███ K███'s only experience with jets had been the medium of Ace Combat, and Ford…
I quickly perused my memories for an answer.
I sat in the faux cockpit, grasping false controls, but did so with all the gravitas of being in an actual flying jet. The virtual jet was responsive, and I felt a calm settle over me as I 'shot down' another classmate. Jones, I believed, was his name. Idiot never paid attention to anything outside of the girls in the class.
"Good flying, Badger!" said a voice in the faux-radio, in the cheerful tones of Captain Benson, my flight instructor. I could almost imagine the happy glow on his face. For now, though, I had classmates to teach a lesson to.
I banked the virtual jet sideways, and slammed the throttle forwards. I had a title to win.
I blinked as I felt the memories recede. O-kay…so I could dogfight, and was even above average, if what my scores had indicated. I had even seen a little bit of combat in the IUN and in the Belkan War, of all things. I felt a sense of calm and confidence fill my chest. I now knew that I could – and was damn well able to – fly and not get shot down, and even give the enemy a black eye in the process.
<<Roger that, Badger. 3 B-1 Lancers inbound, escorted by 6 F-16s. I've marked the location of Wardog on your radar screen.>>
<<Thanks, Base Control. Flying now.>>
I mentally tallied what weapons I had with me. A few missiles, and a fully loaded autocannon. This would have to do.
I banked my jet in the direction of Wardog Squadron. In the distance, I could make out a F-5 marked with a [FRIENDLY] tag take off from the runway. Grimm just took off, then.
I slotted my jet into Wardog's formation – which was loose and barely existed. No matter if they were aces, it turns out that rookies like them didn't know how to coordinate with each other. A fatal mistake that might cost them their life.
<<Wardog, I am your new commanding officer, Lieutenant Colonel Ford, but you can call me Badger. Who's in charge here?>> I radioed in my 'authoritative officer' voice. I saw a F-5 pull up next to me in level flight and its pilot wave at me.
<<Badger, this is First Lieutenant Williams, callsign Blaze. I've been elected flight leader by the rest of Wardog.>>
<<Alright then Blaze, give me a sitrep.>>
<<Of course sir. Wardog's been tasked to handle this part of the island. Most of us are nuggets still, especially Grimm. He's as new as pilots get.>>
I grimaced. Intellectually, I knew that Blaze had the skill to take on all the Yukes, and in the future, take down Ofnir and Grabacr nearly single-handedly. If what Ace Combat 7 predicted was true, then he was a so-called 'Singularity', a being who influenced the course of battle simply by being involved. But right now, I wasn't so sure. By his own admission, he was a nugget. Even so, I had heard some rumours from Oured that would have been pretty impressive if they were true, so…
<<Wardog, your formation's sloppy. Form up in an element. Blaze, you're on me. Grimm, you stick with the other two jets. Don't want you getting blown up in your first outing, eh?>>
I heard 'wilco's and 'roger's as Wardog's F-5s reoriented themselves. Grimm had joined up with Chopper and Edge, and I was now flying with Blaze.
<<Let's see here…Blaze, we're going out to shoot down the F-16s. Edge, your flight will take on the bombers. If you're in trouble, shout for help. Also, watch out for the nugget.>>
<<Woah! You've loosened up, Lieutenant Colonel.>> A cocky voice chuckled in my ear. I felt my blood rise, but quickly calmed my temper. There was no need to fly off the handle in the middle of battle, least of all at my squadron's pilots. There would be plenty of time later to get back at Davenport.
<<Keep your mouth shut and keep flying, Davenport,>> I retorted. <<I see that you're still as irreverent as ever. You fly a jet with your hands, not your mouth.>>
<<Yeesss sirrrr,>> he replied, dragging out the words. I ground my teeth. Davenport was as insufferable as I remembered, but I knew that he was a capable pilot, despite his mannerisms. The fact that he would die over Oured helped temper my anger. I may not have liked the man, but I wasn't going to kill him.
Our flights separated, and Blaze's and my jet zoomed towards the approaching F-16s. <<Blaze, I've heard stories from the mainland. I trust you can handle yourself well?>>
<<Yes sir. I've got the highest kills in Wardog.>> He said with a tone of pride.
<<Good job. Engage at will. I'll be taking their lead bird. Try not to get killed.>>
<<Of course sir. I'll be taking their Number Two.>> At that, our jets separated.
I felt muscle memory and ingrained instincts fall in place a I stared at the approaching jets. I deftly flicked a half-dozen buttons, turning on my radio and arming my jet at the same time. This wasn't likely to work, but I wanted to try regardless.
<<Yuktobanian jets, this is Lieutenant Colonel Ford of the Osean Air Defence Force. You are intruding on Osean airspace. You have been intercepted. Disarm and follow me. I say again, disarm and–>>
I was cut off with a roar of laughter and something in Yuke, most likely insulting my ancestry or ability to fly. I turned off the radio with a grimace. That was a no, then. Too bad for them, I was in the best variant of the F-15 that currently existed…and they were in F-16s.
I pushed my throttle forwards and pulled on my stick, forcing my jet into a steep climb. In moments, the Eagle's powerful engines had brought me above the approaching F-16s. I banked left, keeping a careful eye on the leading bird. I lined up a lock, and when I heard the buzzer, loosed a missile. The Yuke flight split up, and I saw my missile lose track as the F-16 dropped flares.
No problem. I lined the jet up in my gunsights. Since I was at an altitude advantage, anything the enemy jet did, I could move to counter. The lead F-16 janked upwards – into my line of fire.
I depressed the trigger for a moment, watching a stream of yellow tracers slam into the jet. The jet's fuselage started trailing smoke, and I grinned under my oxygen mask. As the lead bird seemed to panic, I loosed another missile, which slammed into the bird with a muffled thud, blowing it into smithereens.
I pulled my jet left and downwards, towards a second F-16. The jet shot a missile at me, but I broke right and banked upwards. My thrust vectoring came in handy then, flipping my jet around and bringing that F-16 into radar lock. I depressed a trigger, flinging another missile downrange, which slammed into the enemy jet's wing. The plane quickly destabilised, and I heard a panicked yell over the radio before its pilot was jettisoned from the cockpit with a flash of light, moments before his plane exploded.
I heard a buzz in my ear. <<Badger, this is Blaze. All other targets down.>> I felt shock wash over me. He'd taken on the other four jets in the time I killed two? The rumours were true, then. Dear God. Singularity indeed. I would be sticking next to this man to stay alive.
<<Good job, Blaze.>> I radioed the other Wardogs, <<Edge, how goes your work?>>
<<Enemy bombers down. We're teaching Grimm the ropes,>> a cool, professional tone answered. Kei Nagase sounded exactly as she did in the game. <<Good job, Edge.>>
I radioed the command tower. If I was right, this would be the last of the attacking Yukes. <<Badger to Base Control. Any other bogies?>>
<<No remaining hostiles, Badger!>> a relieved voice returned. <<We did it. We defended Sand Island.>>
<<Badger to Base Control, a couple Yuke pilots bailed out in the water, I advise that we send out SAR.>>
<<Done already, Badger. Phew. Looks like we didn't need to worry after all, eh Grimm?>> the controller said with mirth.
<<There'll be a celebration after debriefing.>> another gruff voice said over the radio. <<Come on, let's celebrate! We survived.>>
I felt myself lean back into my seat and loosen my grip over my controls. I'd survived the bombing of Sand Island. Now, I'd just have to survive the Grey Men, Grabacr and Ofnir, and the Yuktobanian horde.
I pinched my nose and sighed. This wasn't going to be easy, was it?
I sighed and said into the radio, <<Wardog, RTB.>>