Point Me At The Skyrim (Ward x Elder Scrolls)

Minor Update to 2.3
Heads up, just wanted to let you all know that I edited 2.3 slightly.

Not a huge change, but it should be smoother to read than the mess I put out before.
So I've never played Skyrim. Is there a reason that everyone has a hair trigger temper and hates Victoria on site?
Besides the ongoing Civil War raging across the nation?

Victoria has found herself in a shady situation (a prisoner) with people who just survived a random Dragon attack after centuries of them being gone (Claudya), and breaking the law constantly (flying + illegally entering a neutral Hold with soldiers from a combatant faction that the neutrals didn't want to be seen negotiating with).

Nothjng to say of her mannerisms and way of speaking are very informal compared to what most people of Skyrim expect.
 
Candlelight 2.4
Candlelight 2.4

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Claw marks along my left arm where the acid centipede had found traction with it's spines. On that same arm was the burned hand from my fight with Lung, trying to force the Fragile One to move the way I wanted by physically grabbing hot metal.

A closing of the fist and flex of the bicep felt both injuries twinge a bit. Not pain exactly, but a tightness that emphasized ongoing healing.

Good.

My right arm still had the scar from the bullet wound, a slight divot between bicep and shoulder where meat hadn't filled in the hole all the way. I would probably never have full strength in this arm again.

The skin on my hand was a dark-blue going purple around the edges where it had been stitched back on, connecting it with my arm-flesh in a haphazard way as the tissue reformed. I wrapped the hand and wrist in cloth, hopefully lessening the chance of infection, and noticed my fingernails.

Or lack of them, rather. My choice.

Still good.

Grabbing the hand mirror's wooden handle, I lifted up my bare chest with both hands, giving me a better view of the damage.

The purple bruising from raiding Teacher's base was subsiding slightly, but fighting the Titans had likely enflamed it enough that I would have to keep an eye on any major chest pains or trouble breathing.

A twist to the side for a better look with the mirror showed that the lacerations I'd gotten from Oberon were still red as hell, a pattern of cuts and rashes from arm-pit to hip. Not deep enough to be a concern, just ugly to look at, and since I had them treated by Uncle Mike I doubted infection was going to be an issue.

I'd still have to be wary of any hits landing on my ribs and side.

I had already felt the twisted muscle in my foot from Skadi and rubbed the chemical burn along my hairline from Fumehood. A bit of work with the mirror showed a vague star shape of pink skin, a small patch of no hair at my temple.

If I wanted to, I could probably comb over it with my 'luscious locks', as Crystal once teased about my hairin her overly-dramatic way. I decided to let it remain visible for now.

I have all the injuries I had accumulated in my career, the war wounds I've earned fighting the good fight for my city and my team.

I smiled.

It was probably the best thing to happen to me since arriving here. My costume and weapons might have been taken from me, but whatever or whoever dropped me into this fucked up world couldn't take away what was really mine.

It wasn't perfect. I still had lingering suspicions about what Amy had... done to me while I was passed out in her care, but I had a torn off fingernail to prove that I could make this body of cats and dogs my own.

And a friend who can help me along the way.

Fingers ran lightly through my hair in place of a brush. Soothing. Comforting in a way.

There was a slight draft where a bottom tent flap hadn't been completely nailed down in the rushed construction, and I shivered as goosebumps sprung up along my body.

Even within the forcefield, all it did was prevent me from getting colder rather than actually warming up, and staying like this was bound to catch me a cold eventually. As I rubbed my arms to regain some circulation and warmth, other hands grabbed the clothing that had been given to me by my hosts.

The new bra and panties were similar to the ones I had woken up with on the cart to Helgen along with the prisoner clothes, an ugly yellow-brown that seemed to be made of wool rather than silk or softer cloth like I preferred. I tried not to think about the implications of that situation as I slipped the pair on with invisible hands.

For what it was worth, they fit snug around my frame, but I could already imagine how any fast paced movement would lead to a raw chaffing nightmare in unfortunate locations. I debated just going commando for a fraction of a second before moving on, not wanting to get sidetracked over such a minor annoyance.

The armor they had given me was next, the same kind that Invictus and Sevitus wore, all leather with buckles down the middle for the straps and softer cloth serving as a second layer underneath. The woman who delivered these called them 'light armor', the kind given to every foot-soldier in the army.

It was better than the rags I had woken with, but that wasn't saying much honestly. It certainly looked functional, but if I had to compare it with my golden armor, designer hoodie, and battle cloak... well I was just setting myself for disappointment no matter what.

Deft hands unbuckled the straps and I stepped into the armor, feeling the inner cloth embrace artificial skin as the hands pulled the buckles across my chest. I winced at the sudden pressure, feeling the ache resonate down to my bones. Claudya wasn't lying when she mentioned that it wouldn't fit exactly right. My tits were squashed tight by the armor-turned-corset and I was slightly frantic in adjusting the buckles to try and alleviate the pressure.

I felt my breathing soften as I found that sweet spot.

After the pain in my ribs subsided, I rolled my shoulders and turned from side to side a few times, testing the armor's flexibility. Still a bit stiff, but more due to being unworn till now, rather than any actual faults in the material itself.

The pants were next, the old woman having found some in some spare tent supplies, which I was eternally thankful for. It wasn't like I was ardently against skirts or dresses in combat; Ashely made her cocktail-dress costume work and I had worn a skirt as Glory Girl myself. But I found the idea of a skirt and armor combo to just be a ridiculous pairing , style-wise, especially when it came to exposure in all meanings of the word.

It didn't help that some of the rougher kids on the Patrol Block had made it something of crude joke to imply mini-skirts as a uniform change whenever a female member happened to be nearby. The good ones had shaped up and could maybe one day match up to Gilpatrick and Jasper as men. The bad ones didn't always last long, but some did, unfortunately.

In any case, these Imperial leather-skirts weren't the worst I'd seen and I could even bet they offered some protection against glancing blows, but... no. Just no.

The pants were the same rough material as the prison rags, but dyed to a darker brown that wasn't bad on the eyes, and a softer inner layer for added warmth. It was apparently meant for larger men, hanging dangerously loose even with my hips, but using the belt that had come with the abandoned skirt solved that issue easily enough.

The looseness of the pants reminded me of my own red pair back home, the ones I had bought in remembrance of Dean. Looser clothing always brought to mind being embraced. Five year old me huddling together with Dad on rainy nights, spooning with Dean while wrapped in his comically fluffy blankets, pressing myself against Ethan on that too-small cot only a few hours ago...

The smile on my face felt melancholy as I put on the accessories; leather braces with metal studs, rags, and leather boots.

The rags were of softer material than anything else I had gotten my hands on in this world before, almost like fluffy socks. I had asked the old woman whether these were meant to be wrapped around my feet like said socks. She gave me a look of total incomprehension before shaking her head and pointing to my pelvis, one eyebrow arching.

It took me a second to connect the action with the intent and I felt my ears grow hot. I had calmly thanked the woman as she left, casting one last confused look at me before departing.

Now I put the rags into one of the pockets of the my pants next to Danica's vial, hoping to all that was good and just in the world that I would be home before ever having to use either of them.

Working the boots on gave me some issues with my injured foot, but once I was able to squeeze past the pain, they fit well enough. The lack of socks was an odd sensation, but the boots were padded enough that it didn't feel gross. It went without saying that my old boots I'd scavenged the end of the world for were still sorely missed.

The Fragile One went to work running her hands through my hair as gently as she could, tying off my braid with Danica's strap as a finishing touch. My little hand mirror wasn't great at getting the full picture, but I definitely felt more whole than I had been while running around in a potato sack.

I caught my own eye in the reflection and moved one of the many invisible faces over my own, feeling the mold match perfectly with both touch and powered senses.

"We're going to find our way home" We said, mouths moving in sync. "We're going to save our friends and our world."

Powers were all about headspace and mine was especially tuned to my desires. I wanted her to understand the gravity of our situation and share that resolve with me.

I waited for a reply, any sign of movement on my alien friend's part.

There was none.

I guess that'll have to do, right?

Fully dressed, I turned off my aura, no longer relying on it to keep any curious peepers from getting a free show. Stepping out of the tent, I kept myself to my little float-walk, not wanting to instigate another altercation with Claudya or her lackies.

Which is why I was surprised to see two soldiers guarding my tent, for a definition of it anyways. Both them were breathing heavily and reeked with sweat. When I passed by, one of them practically jumped out of their skin, while the other stumbled back at my presence, nearly tripping over himself.

Damn it. They must have been just at the edge of my aura for some time now.

"Lady Antares," the one who jumped breathed out. His hand was on the handle of his sword, shaking slightly, "You surprised me. Us."

"Sorry about that," I said and meant it. I only wanted to scare off anyone who got too curious, not make these two poor guys suffer. "Claudya sent you two here?"

"Aye." He said. He was regaining some color to his face. "To make sure you leave without any trouble."

I raised an eyebrow at that, "She thinks I'll cause trouble? Gratitude doesn't go far here does it?"

He shifted uncomfortably, "Our Captain has to remain ever vigilant in these trying times, Lady Antares. New threats have bared their teeth in unexpected way this sad morn."

"I'll take that as a no then."

My 'guard' pressed his lips into a thin line, caught between a frown and a scowl.

I crossed my arms, "Whatever. I was promised a map, food and some water before I go."

The soldier behind me spoke up, his voice reedy, "I don't know about any maps, but we can get you situated at our supply tent. You go on your way, no hassle, and everyone's blessed for the better when the Captain improves her mood."

I turned to him, "And my map?"

He shrugged, "Bound to be one somewhere."

Great. I traded Invictus and Sevitus for tweeddle-dumb and tweeddle-dee.

I gestured for him to lead the way and he about faced, walking quickly through the muddied grass. I followed, keeping my feet less than an inch off the ground, noting how tweedled-dumb kept close behind me. For his part, tweedled-dee kept glancing back my way every few feet, and always quickly turning back when he notices that I can plainly see him doing so.

I rubbed the bridge of nose and sighed. I felt bad about not feeling as bad as I should about blasting these two with my aura, but they were making it really fucking hard to manage.

Thankfully, we didn't have to walk far enough for me to stew in those conflicting emotions.

Coming from the opposite direction were Invictus and Sevitus, the former drinking heartedly from a glass bottle while the latter carried a plate of food in one hand and a leather pack in the other.

I picked up my pace when they saw me, incorporating a bit of skip into my step as my flight compensated for my foot, leaving my guard detail behind to their surprise.

Sevitus beamed as I approached, "Antares! It is good to see you return!"

"And prancing like a maiden." Invictus added, wiping his mouth with his arm. His breath smelt slightly of alcohol as he spoke, "Healed your leg have ya?"

I shook my head as I slowed to a stop, "Sort of cheating a bit with the 'no flying' rule. Don't tell on me?"

"Wouldn't dream of it." He took another hearty swallow of his beverage, "I've had enough of the Captain chewing me out for one mission, Stendarr preserve me."

I looked at him, really looking at him since we had separated twenty minutes ago. He had washed his face but it was in a very unorganized way, streaks of ash and dust left in lines where the water had cut through but not actually cleaned. His eyes were red from the smoke, but I couldn't imagine that beer or wine he was drinking would help on that front.

He just looked so tired.

"Are you-" I paused as the rattling of armor and boots approached.

Tweedle-dumb on my right and Tweedle-dee on my left, both breathing heavily.

"Questar Invictus," Tweedle-dumb greeted with a short bow. Tweedle-dee followed suit.

"Atticas. Romulas."

Invictus glanced over the trio of us, "You've traded us for them have ya?"

I shrugged, smiling a bit, "Claudya thinks I deserve some personal attention. Seems like I might cause some mischief."

"I never said that." Tweed- Atticas said.

"I can imagine what the Captain said." Invictus gave a rueful grin of his own, "I imagine mischief was the least offensive word used to describe you."

Atticas looked like he had to physically bite his tongue. Romulas just looked lost.

"Tell you what men." Invictus took another swig, "Me and my boy will take it from here. We've known Antares for a bit now, and I think I can see when she gets an odd thought or two in her head."

I smirked, "Oh, do you now?"

"Oh I do," He nodded very gravely. The beer in his hand sloshed as he pointed at me, looking at the guards. "She gets that twinkle in her eye she does. Tilts her chin in the way that makes you think she's sizing you up, and then she raises one golden brow like so-"

He gave an exaggerated arching of an eyebrow, eyes wide to the point of looking ghastly with how red they were.

"-and then she starts talking and making sense. Fills your head with these funny thoughts about flying you miles above Nirn to save time, or breaching neutral territory to get some much needed aid. But let me tell you now men, all that sense falls out one ear or another when you're being pulled faster than any horse and the head-winds threaten to tip the wagon and pour you out to the unforgiving crust like dirty mead."

At this, he tipped his bottle down, letting the foamy liquid splash against the torn grass below.

"Should I feel insulted?"

Invictus waved me off, "I got fourteen good soldiers who got to throw up their morning stew, where such things would be wasted in the guts of the dead."

"But!" He pointed at the two guards, making them back up slightly at the force of it, "That's the kind of thinking and doing that our Lady Antares likes to rope us into! Now, you men both got strong character and iron wills-"

I couldn't help but notice that they were still pale from his mead interpretation of our wagon trip. Sevitus was resolutely keeping a stone cold expression.

"-And I hate to take this duty given to you both from our honorable Captain. But if you want someone with an experienced eye for these signs and a hardened stomach, I will gladly take over from here for you both."

Neither of them looked completely convinced, but it was clear that they were wavering.

"I won't tell the Captain if you won't." Invictus gave them a smile that looked like he was deeply uncomfortable with the act.

It seemed to have worked though, with both men giving the other a look, and wordlessly walking on towards the food tent.

The smile dropped from Invictus's face as soon as they passed. He looked longingly at his empty bottle while Sevitus broke out a far warmer smile.

I crossed my arms, chin tilted up in exaggeration. "I guess I owe you one now."

"Bah," He tossed the bottle to the side of the grass, "We were going to replace them anyways. Captain's orders, with my convincing. Just decided to have a bit of fun with it is all."

I rolled my eyes.

"You look great!" Sevitus blurted out suddenly, "With the armor I mean. Like a real Imperial!"

Invictus sighed deeply.

I couldn't help but smile, "Thank you, Sevitus. Sorry I didn't say so before, but it's good to see you too."

The smile on his face made him look so much younger than I guessed him to be, not helped by how much cleaner he was compared to Invictus, looking like he'd actually taken time to wash out all the grime he'd collected. More than that, it served to emphasize just how different in appearance he was to his 'father'.

He spoke in an excited whisper, "Is it true that you stared down the Jarl's personal guard until they acquiesced to your demands?!"

"Not what happened," Invictus murmured.

"Definitely not what happened," I agreed, "Besides, your Dad was the one who did a lot of the work back there."

Invictus shrugged as his son gave him a questioning glance.

I gave Sevitus a serious look of my own, "Please don't go spreading those rumors around. I literally just got here, but I can tell that things are fragile between Whiterun and your Empire. No need to get things even more muddled."

"My lips are sealed," he said equally seriously, "Da's already sworn the men to secrecy on how tough you had it there."

I gave Invictus a surprised look, "And they'll keep it?"

He shrugged, "Enough that I don't think it'll be much of an issue for now. I leave the future to prophecies and prophets."

Prophets brought to mind the mountain-sized enemy to mankind that was roaming free in my world, leading alien forces while still communicating something with the Simurgh in ways that no human could possibly understand.

The goosebumps that ran up my flesh this time had nothing to do with the cold.

"The Captain told us you were hungry, Lady Antares." Sevitus held out the plate, "Would you like some Goat Roast and Boiled Cream?"

My nose was assaulted with the scent of cooked meat and suddenly I was back in the Warden HQ, forcing myself to devour some of the best chicken I'd ever eaten, all the while fighting that impending sense of doom in the forefront of my mind.

"I'm absolutely famished," I said, forcing a smile as I took the plate. The boiled cream looked almost like a glazed donut, but with egg yolk or butter on top. I wasn't a fan of the former if that was the case, but I wasn't going to turn down a free meal from someone being considerate.

I paused, "Do you guys wash your hands? You.... You know what germs are right?"

Invictus looked appalled, "What do you think we are, Argonians? Of course we clean our hands. Who would eat with dried blood and feces on their hands?"

"I would have taken a yes," I mumbled, grabbing that bit of meat. I would save the cream not-donut for later.

"There's more in the sack," Sevitus said excitedly, showing me the satchel-pouch thing. "Mostly salted goat meat, but I was able to get some plums in there as well. And the water liver of course. With my own liver, we can make the trip to the border in a day's time-"

I was in mid-bite on the small goat meat when his words caught up to me.

I swallowed, "We?"

He paused, mid-rummage, looking up at me in surprise.

"Well, yes. Claudya told us you'd be leaving, and we both knew you came from the border of Cyrodiil. I'll be going with you, since you aren't familiar with the area and the path there isn't marked on most maps."

I shook my head, "Sevitus, I can't- Look, you and your father have done enough for me-"

"Don't be dragging me into this," Invictus almost growled. He turned to his son, "I told you boy, it was a fool's thought in the first place."

"It's not about being a fool or not." I gave Invictus a sharp look, "I really do appreciate the offer. But I think it's best that I don't cause anymore waves with Claudya, not while things with Whiterun are so fragile."

"I wouldn't be missed!" Sevitus insisted, "I've been talking to the men in the camp while you two were gone, and they aren't going to be moving on for at least another two days! The time it'll take for me to guide you there and then come back will be a day and half at most. Father will be waiting for me-"

"Never agreed to this."

"-Father will send some men to wait for me past Helgen on the day I return."

Said father just harrumphed.

I bit my lip, thinking of how to put this nicely. "Sevitus, where I'm hoping to go, it's not just across the border. It's... not a place any one of you would know, and the area around it could be dangerous to say the least."

I was thinking of how space-time would twist to the point that my own forcefield was shredded apart. Invisible and without any warning, whatever portal was used on me could be littered with these dangers.

I didn't want to see what would happen to a person who walked into one of those, let alone a kid like Sevitus.

Sevitus frowned, seemingly deep in thought. He reached into the pack, rummaging a bit before pulling out a roll of paper.

I could guess what it was.

He unfolded the map in front of me, eyes over the top of the paper. "Can you point me at the Skyrim part of it?"

I looked over the map.

I blinked.

I looked over the map a second time.

"What the hell?"

Invictus peeked over, "Is he holding the damned thing upside down again?"

"No, I-" I looked at him, "Is this the map of the continent?"

He gave me an odd look, "That's Tamriel, clear as day. Obviously a bit bigger than the paper of course."

I looked at the map again, biting my lip as I took in the image.

What the fuck?

It wasn't a continent that I recognized, not unless I imagined it to be some supercontinent like Pangea. I was no stranger to alternate Earth's with different geography. Earth Aleph didn't have the mountain range that helped form Brockton Bay in Bet for example, and Shin was the result of a land-bridge for ancient man existing for far longer than my Earth.

But wouldn't something like this continent require even more drastic changes to how the world was formed in billions of years than either? I wasn't an expert by any means, but was it wrong to feel that something was off here?

Of course there is. This world has magic in it.

Oh. Right.

I felt my panic recede. Only slightly, but still.

Powers arriving had altered the way of life on my world in unique ways, some more obscure than others when it came to damage being done. I didn't even have the basics when it came to understanding magic, so who knows how the world had been affected by it's use for god knows how long?

More importantly for my situation now, I really did have no idea where to go from here.

I glanced at Sevitus, and then to his father.

The former caught on immediately and his frown deepened.

I sighed, "Prepare your horse Sevitus. I guess you're my chaperone for the day."

He crumpled the map in a way that made me feel bad for it's creator, excitement at the edge of his voice, "Truly, Lady Antares?"

I gave him a small smile, "Truly. You made your point loud and clear. Got me good."

He laughed good naturedly.

Then he seemed to remember where he was, coughing awkwardly when he noticed his father's stare.

"I'll... I'll go get my things then. Father-"

"Go on," Invictus drawled, "Before she changes her mind and leaves you here in annoyance."

Sevitus seemed slightly panicked at that. He gave his father and I a bow before running off, nearly slipping in a particularly nasty patch of mud.

I crossed my arms, bandaged finger tapping at one arm.

"I'm sorry." I said, putting real regret into it. "I didn't want him to come along... but I need to get back home. And I need his help to do it."

"I overheard the Dark Elf as she was talking to you." He said nonchalantly. "She said sorry doesn't fix everything, right?"

I sighed, "She was right. It really doesn't. Only actions can do that, and only sometimes."

He hummed, but didn't say anything.

Silence, for a moment.

I had to ask, "Are you drunk?"

"Aye."

"The meeting with Claudya was that bad, huh?"

He sighed, "Aye."

I winced, "How bad?"

H was thoughtful for a moment.

Was it wrong to wonder how much of the moisture in his eyes was due to alcohol?

"I'm due to lose my position most likely." As if he was talking about the weather, "The boy should be fine, not like they can afford to send him back to Cyrrodiil, but my career is effectively over for now. Only reason I'm not taking his place is because he couldn't lie to save his life without some guidance. He'd be executed for desertion and I'd be given the same treatment one I returned. At least while I'm here I can use what leftover clout I have to keep some keen eyes and ears shut."

Christ.

"I'm so sorry, Invictus. If I had known-"

He waved me off again, "You would have found some other way to do some good. I've barely known you a day, Antares, but I've caught on to that much about you. You aren't the kind of warrior to leave things be, not when you think there are better ways. It took the clarity of some flat mead, but I see now that you were trying to keep Ulfric from killing me and the boy, right?"

I nodded reluctantly, hoping I hadn't hurt his pride.

"Aye," He nodded back. "You saw the bigger picture and took steps to keep it in your mind. The boy is right about how you could be an Imperial. Despite lacking half of the armor course."

I played with the hem of the chest piece, "Skirt didn't really suit me, no offense."

"If you meant to offend me," he deadpanned, "You'll have to try harder than that."

I gave him a small smile.

We stood in companionable silence for moment, looking to where Sevitus had gone for his horse and pack. The camp was filled with the sounds of meaningless chatter and the stomping of boots, the clanking of metal on earth.

There was a sense of restlessness in the air, the men and women here antsy about their next orders, and I felt that restlessness add to my own tension. The desire to fly off now and never return was stronger than ever, held in place by the reality check Sevitus had given me about how hopelessly lost I'd be.

Invictus broke the silence this time.

"He's all I got. My sister found that boy crying in the gutters, and she called it a miracle that he wasn't Skeever food. She didn't raise that boy more than a year before she lost her head against those damned elves. I've... I've done all I can for him, good and ill."

I nodded, "I'll keep him safe Invictus. Anything or anyone tries to hurt him, they'll have to go through me."

"Can you?" His voice was grave enough that I had to look, "Keep him safe? There isn't much left to tie me to this realm. My loyalty to the Empire is one. The boy is another, Antares. If I lose him-"

"You won't."

He tried to challenge my gaze with that cold eye of his, but there was no give. There was no pushing back against this promise, because it was only a facet of the whole, the larger part of what drove me to save as many people as I could.

Because those people deserved copacetic lives at the least, spent safe with loved ones, and every life that was lost was my personal failure as a hero that I refused to forget.

Invictus nodded. "Men will be waiting past Helgen in a day and a half. If he isn't there, then I'll do everything I can to make you regret it."

I didn't need to say anything as he looked away.

The look in my eyes was answer enough.
 
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Candlelight 2.5
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My day had gotten off to a rough start.

I had been sick and grieving and sick with grief. Dinah's prophecy had been dropped into our laps while me and my team had been recovering from the lowest point in our lives. Minutes later we had to fight Deathchester and deal with Damsel's whole fucked up situation. Then I had to take Kenzie to her teammates and narrowly avoid having to murder some kids who would have done worse to her.

After that was our journey into the Dream Room, where I had been lacerated to hell and my skin melted off while facing an Alien Avatar of Death and Destruction. From there it was traversing the Shard-Realm, finding out just how far ahead Teacher was in starting his own apocalypse. While down there I had seen... "truths" presented to me from the Network, things about my family and loved ones that I should never have known. Maybe had been better off not knowing-

I felt fragile but powerful finger nails comb through the side of my hair, scratching an itch I barely knew I had. I dismissed them, feeling them vanish in mid-comb.

- Maybe not.

I fought and defeated the mutated Teacher, staving off the apocalypse for a few more hours. From there, me and my team were sort-of-but-not-really held under Warden supervision, while Amy and Chris had revealed their fucking giants to play a part in Shin's wargames. I had to talk down my lunatic sister with promises I didn't want to keep and I had to deal with Eric while that was happening. It wasn't a bad thing, but I had also found some closure with Anelace for most of an hour, which was an exhausting hurdle itself.

Eric broke my phone and the anti-parahumans broke Fumehood, and thus broke the world. I spent hours fighting Oberon, Skadi, and unfortunately Fumehood, getting majorly fucked up for my troubles. I had to deal with the scenario of us not being able to fight back the Titans and that my Uncle Mike's family will never have another get together. I forced myself to sleep, a short and restless affair, and from there I asked humanity to fight with us Capes to defend our reality.

Innocent men and women were killed while I fought on the frontlines, dying as heroes, but dying all the same.

And then... I woke up here. After more than twenty-four hours of fighting and near death scenario's, one would expect sleep to have rejuvenated me on some level, granted my mind some much needed clarity.

There was nothing like that. It didn't even feel like I had been at rest. If anything, it felt as if a portion of my life had been skipped over or discarded, transitioning the me from then on the battlefield to the me on the cart to Helgen. Like the difference between a mover who can run faster than sound and one who simply apparated from A to B, the latter left me in a weird state of time, mentally.

Was I tired? My body was sore and bruised, my adrenaline was spiked after having a meteor shower dumped on top of me, and my mind was still racing a mile a minute trying to figure out how the fuck magic was tied into the Cycle and what that meant for powers.

If I was tired, then it was in a distant fourth place to literally everything else I was feeling at the moment.

The young man saddling his horse next to me didn't look tired either. Sevitus had taken some more time to clean himself and his armor, the sweat and grime from the forest fire was about seventy percent gone now, and he was smiling with anticipation. It was weird how he looked like he could be a year or two older than myself, but 'young' felt so attached to how I saw him now.

"Aren't you tired?" I asked. "How long have you been up?"

Sevitus seemed surprised at my question, but his boyish smile was back in a second, "I had a spare stamina potion from my last trip back home. It wasn't a large one, but I feel like I got a solid nap. You don't need to worry about me falling off my horse like a new squire."

Huh. Well, damn.

"Color me jealous then. Wasn't exactly a comfortable nap for me when I woke up."

He flinched, "Does your head still hurt from where I struck you?"

"Nope. Don't even feel a thing." Which was true. I had inspected my body from head to toe earlier, and besides the war-wounds I was physically fine. The only injury close to my head had been the chemical burn at my side.

Sevitus smiled, "That is good news then. Finding my steed safe and sound was another boon."

The horse below him huffed out a breath and he laughed.

I chuckled, "Seems she agrees. And what a beauty."

"Aye!" Sevitus agreed enthusiastically, "Have you experience with horses Lady Antares?"

"Just an Antares, please." Lady reminded me too much of Director Piggot and it felt wrong to take her call-sign. "I used to ride horses with my Aunt, years ago. It was her favorite hobby."

I inspected his ride, "She's a... Palomino?"

"Aye, her breed was brought to Skyrim alongside the first of men." He sounded very proud of that fact. He patted the side of his mount, "This one here is Daisy. Got her a winter ago while breaking in a new herd, and she's taken to me ever since. Have to admit, Divines have mercy, I was just as worried about Daisy's fate as I was with General Tulius."

I smiled, gently brushing a hand down her snout, "Hi Daisy."

No response, but I counted the flickering of her ears as a 'How do ya do'.

Sevitus was looking at me curiously, "Were your family Ranch Hands, before you became a Mage?"

I shook my head, "Not a mage. And no Ranch either. Just a hobby."

He opened his mouth, likely to ask another question, but I held up my hand. "We should go now. I don't have a watch on me now, but it feels closer to noon than I would like."

Sevitus glanced upwards, squinting a bit before nodding, "Aye, time is slipping while we palaver. Would you saddle with me?"

"I think that would be too noticeable for when we leave." I didn't bother to mention that I was pretty sure riding would play hell on every ache and bruise on my body. "I can fly alongside Daisy, keeping close so that at least one part of the camp won't notice me leaving with you."

"That would be better, wouldn't it." If he sounded a bit disappointed, I elected to ignore it.

I looked around, searching for a specific person.

"My father won't see us off."

I looked at Sevitus.

He smiled sadly, "He's always hated goodbyes, even for when he went out to the merchants. He won't be around to watch us leave."

I could recognize the feeling in that smile and in those words, "I'm sorry Sevitus. I'm sure he cares about you, it just... sometimes its scary to see someone go."

Sevitus shook his head, "My father fears nothing. He's a model Imperial."

What the hell do I say to that?

I could imagine how Jessica might have felt, listening to me talk about my Mom or Dad, and how I saw them compared to reality.

"In any case, he was able to pack us some coats and blankets for the trip." Sevitus deflected, "Pale Pass gets a bit windy as we travel through the mountains."

"Odd to think it would only take a day and a half for you to get back." I commented.

He smiled, "Daisy will get us there, won't you girl?"

The horse, unable to speak English, did not deign to reply.

"I like her confidence." I said.

He laughed as I got around her side, floating up so that my body was parallel to her body.

Let's go.

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We traveled as fast as we possibly could for a good hour, silent as we made the trek back towards Helgen. We weren't insane enough to go through the route leading directly to the still burning settlement, which meant long detours through the brush to cut into less-traveled roads. I did my part in clearing away the worst it, working with the Fragile One to swipe away branches and fallen logs that barred Daisy's path.

Daisy, giving credit where it's due, put in the work for the first few hours of constant travel. She wasn't a breed meant for speed, but I knew most horses would not have lasted nearly as long on paved trails, let alone while having to weave through trees and on roads that looked as though they might have been used once decades ago.

Still, it was glacially slow progress for someone like me, trapped at barely a quarter of my real flight and with this fucking ash cloud above our heads. The lack of speed meant that more of the ash from the sky had time to cover the Fragile One, giving my forcefield a vague outline of soot, sliding off only for more to take it's place. Folds in the skin meant buildup of ash that wouldn't easily slide off, which meant I had to adjust her positioning to dump them out.

Sevitus never noticed, eyes focused only on preventing Daisy from injuring herself and holding his fur coat to his nose to keep the worst of the ash at bay.

The dark clouds hung ominously over us even as we passed the territory around Helgen, and even though the ash eventually ceased to fall around us, it was easy to see how it corrupted the sky beyond. What should have been a bright afternoon remained a solemn shade of morning, refusing to let us have any reprieve or taste of needed sunlight.

By the time we began to see deep bans of snow off the trail, black clouds began to form grey, and Sevitus had slowed Daisy to a trot.

An hour of that and he suggested letting her take an hour break, giving him time to feed and water her before continuing on the journey. As much as I wanted to say no, to beg her to push her another hour, I couldn't conscience having him or his horse run ragged. So I agreed, helping him set a makeshift camp and unload thin logs of firewood while he had Daisy settled in and grazing.

He offered me a blanket as the fire began to grow and I accepted, wrapping it around myself and keeping the forcefield off to allow the heat to reach me. With Sevitus finding a log to sit on and me floating a foot off the air, I knew what was coming.

Questions.

And he had a lot of them.

What was the name of my home? Earth, which he was surprised by, as it felt strange for a place to name itself after the ground they walked. I wasn't entirely surprised by that, since Shin had a different name for their Earth as well, and specified that it was technically called Earth Gimel. I expected him to ask what that meant, but he seemed more interested in moving on.

What are the people of Earth Gimel like? Did they all look like me? We had people of all shapes, sizes and color, which he understood. He was floored by the idea of my home having no Elves of any kind, beyond fairytales and stories, as though I told him the sky was purple and the moon was made of cheese. No Argonians or Kajeet, which were apparently half-lizard and half-cat people.

Argonians… well, I had seen some shows that talked about how if Dinosaurs hadn't gone extinct, they could maybe have evolved into humanoid size. Half-cats though? I couldn't really wrap my head around that and I almost didn't want to try and envision what that would look like.

Did we have Gods? Oh yes. Hundreds depending on what you believed.

What did I believe? I... didn't know how to answer that. He saw my hesitation and moved on.

What did my home look like? This one was far easier and I gave my best recollection of my flights over Brockton Bay and the Megacity, trying to express how beautiful the whole looked when you were disconnected from the individual pieces.

"Castles hundreds of feet high as far as the eye can see..." He spoke dreamily, as if I had told him that my world was made of gumdrops and ice-cream, rather than impressive feats of engineering. He didn't want to use 'skyscraper', finding it a terrifying word to use, and... yeah it kind of was when I thought about it.

I didn't have it in me to tell him that a lot of those 'castles' were toppled by our greatest hero giving in to his alien nature, and that what we left were shoddy imitations from that time. I especially couldn't bring myself to mention that even those imitations were desolated despite my best efforts.

"My turn for a question." I said. "You seemed to know a bit about Magic when we first met."

He gave me a questioning look, dreams of skyscrapers forgotten. "Aye, I know a bit. Everyone knows a trifle amount, and the Empire makes sure it's troops know what to look out for in battle. I would say that you would know more that I do... but, you say you are not a Mage."

I shook my head.

"...Are you sure?"

"Pretty sure." I sighed, "Back where I'm from, Magic is considered... less than believable."

"Less than!" Sevitus looked aghast. He looked at Daisy, as if expecting the damn horse to share his shock, before turning back to me. "You can levitate! I've seen you use invisible Wards to block arrows and telekinesis to carry wagons through the sky! I felt ghost hands that you summoned hold me tight!"

Would it be bad to admit I was surprised that he knew what Telekinesis was?

Best to keep that to myself.

Still, I had to smile at that idea of Fragile One being a ghost. It fit surprisingly well.

"All of those, came to me naturally. More or less." I continued, chewing on the piece of crème pastry, "My home calls it powers. Superpowers. Very few people ever gain these superpowers, all of them very different from each other."

He looked contemplative, "And you were born able to levitate, carry things with your mind and summons ghosts?"

I shook my head, "Not born with it per se. More that I was given them at a point in my life where I was most vulnerable."

"Like a blessing? I've heard some Gods do that for followers and champions."

I shrugged, "Yeah, in a way it is like a blessing."

Sevitus was silent for a moment, studying me as a I swallowed another piece of pastry.

A twig cracked and a bird flew off in the distance. I glanced that way, eyes narrowing, wondering if I would see another dark mass soar within the clouds.

"Where do you hail from, Lady Antares?" When he spoke, he sounded a lot more like the soldier he was dressed as, immediately catching my attention, "Where do you come from where wagons are made of steel, castles dot the land, and Magic does not go by Magic?"

"That's a bit complicated of a complicated question," I replied, deigning to ignore the 'Lady' part. "I think I told you that I'm not from here."

"Are you from this realm?"

"What's your definition of 'realm'?"

"Don't." His brown eyes stared straight into mine. "Don't dance around the subject like that. I've met too many people who try to parry the truth and none of them have ever had my best intentions in mind."

My eyes widened at the emotion in his voice. Sevitus saw my surprise and looked away, his expression morphing into one of regret.

"I'm... I'm sorry Sevitus."

"No." He shook his head, "I let myself be carried away in my excitement."

We were silent for a moment and the only sound was the fire crackling.

"I-"

Another snap. The woods were always full of branches falling and with the snow adding extra weight, that was bound to increase in number.

But I prided myself on my situational awareness, trained by Carol and honed in my experience as a Cape, and I trusted my alien friend when that awareness focused on something seemingly innocuous.

I floated up, discarding the blanket away from the fire and faced the woods opposite our side of the trail.

Sevitus looked up at me in shock, "Antares-"

"I know you're out there! Show yourselves!"

Now Sevitus scrambled to his feet, following my gaze, hand on his hilt.

Nothing.

No, there was movement. One shadow rising from a bush directly in front of me, two to the right, and another two to my left.

The first one who broke through the forest was clearly the leader. He moved at a leisurely pace, confident, strutting across the trail as though he owned the place. He was wearing snow-crusted brown and black leathers, a long fur coat trailing behind him while also concealing his arms. One side of his head was shaved smooth, the other long and parted to the side. It was hard to say in the gloom, but I could imagine his hair being so greasy that it was flammable.

The others who followed suit matched him in style, though none wore cloaks, settling more for fur sewn into leather and what looked like pieces of chainmail armor.

The two on the right looked like twins, their tan skin marked in blue war-paint, leaving hand prints on opposite sides of their faces. They each carried metal axes, identical in design and decoration. In comparison the duo on the left couldn't have been further apart in how different they were.

A young woman with deep scars above her eye, the back of her hair tied into a pony-tail while the sides had been sheared messily down to the skin, a bow and arrow in each hand respectively. The other was one of the largest men I'd seen without the aid of powers, not muscular like Tristan or Rachel were, but with his six-foot frame his rotund body was intimidating. He didn't hold a weapon like the others or conceal it like his leader was likely doing, simply rested one oversized hand on the staff that poked behind his back.

I heard the sound of movement behind me, knowing that Sevitus had drew his sword.

The group fanned out around us, the leader nearly ten feet away, catching us within their little net.

"Hark, strangers! What is a young Imperial Scout and an absolutely-"

He looked me over in a way that made it clear he wished that my armor was at my feet. It was a look that I had seen on Coalbelcher so many months ago and on Eric when we had first been acquainted. I could already feel a migraine coming on.

"-ravishing young mage doing out here alone like yerselves? On a little escapade away from yer commanding officer? Looking to share some much needed warmth under one bed-roll in these trying times?"

The group chuckled and snickered, eyes darting between the two of us, fingers twitching.

This is a show. He's trying to rile them up

"Fly away." Sevitus tried to whisper, but his nervousness betrayed his volume, "Get help while I hold them off."

"If you fly off Mage." He chided, "We'll gut your little bed-roller like a slaughterfish."

"They'll try it anyways Antares!" Sevitus scowled, sword raised, but with the number of Bandits surrounding us he couldn't focus on any one opponent without leaving himself open.

He was so pale, eyes darting to each of the villains. It occurred to me that this was the first time he had been in any kind of conflict.

Your father was right to worry about you.

One of the twins shouted, "Why don't he trust you Guff?!"

The leader - Guff - literally guffawed, "Oh, I don't blame'em. No one ever trusts the handsome stranger."

More laughs, more shifting movement. Edging closer to acting

His cold eyes looked over my shoulder, "Still, yer so pessimistic my legionnaire friend! If our striking young lass were to stick around for a bit and join our company at ole' Fort Nuegrad, we'll keep ya both alive. You might be have to stay in some cramped accommodations my dear soldier boy, but Antares will be given all the... proper attention that such a lady is worth."

Yeah, I didn't need to know what he meant by that.

"You always thinking with the wrong head, Guff." The female member of their group spoke up, echoing my thoughts in a weird way. The difference was that she was smiling, "You gotta give a lady a gift before she sheathes your sword. Make her appreciate what your offering her."

Guff nodded, as though he had been told some fundamental truth about the world. "You be right like usual Rave. I be too eager to jump bones. What would I do without you?"

She gave me an ugly smirk, "Probably break them in too early for it be a challenge."

Everything about her disgusted me, and the fact that she could smile while joking about these horrific threats cemented that disgust. Sidepiece had been a similar type of person, now that I thought of it, the kind of person who had learned about what had happened to me and then used it to mock me.

An entirely different breed of monster compared to Endbringers or Titans, who would break and kill you, because that was all they could do. It was what they made to do, when you got down to it.

No, Rave and Sidepiece were the kind of monsters who dragged you down into the muck because they couldn't or wouldn't raise themselves up to a higher standard, incapable of seeing people as people. I was disgusted, and despite myself, found myself feeling pity for someone who had fallen so far.

She must have seen something in my expression, because her smirk morphed into a scowl when I caught her eye.

Guff smiled at me, revealing several lost front teeth, "If you'd kindly disrobe, my beautiful little sprightling, I would happily gift you my personal fur coat. A touch more comfortable than those old leather straps. A gift from one gentleman to a fair lady."

There were rough barks of laughter from the group surrounding us, Rave excepted.

This was as much of an act as it was a threat. Horrendous and vile as it was, I could read how the flow of conversation was going exactly as he wanted it, Guff allowing most of his crew a chance to say a few words. Supporting any outbursts that served his goals of rattling us.

Posturing was a key part of the Cape game, and villains especially relied on it when even the slightest amount of weakness could mean having leadership or worse taken from you by a particularly ambitious lackey.

It was a sad life to live.

"You diseased mutts!," Sevitus growled out, face growing red. "I should-"

I raised a hand, stalling Sevitus's threat. The bandits, for their part, backed off quickly as weapons were held at the ready. Rave moved with eery grace in loading her bow, aiming it in direction.

Ah, I thought, Forgot that magic comes from the hands.

Guff's smile lessened, but unlike the others, he didn't care to move.

"Easy there waif," His voice was cold, making the smile feel all the more fake. "Don't make me have to cut off those delicate hands of yers because yer got a little heated in the wrong place."

No laughs from his troops this time. Vile as they were, they were on guard the moment it looked like I was going to take action.

I gave him a small smile of my own, crossing my arms over my chest. "Let's make a deal?"

His eye twitched, "Oh?"

"Antares!"

"It's alright Sevitus." I said, never taking my eyes off of Guff, "I've handled these types before."

"Well, by all means." Guff moved his hand in an 'as you will' gesture, "Let's hear out your deal, dearie. I'd love to hear how you handle my type. Money? Expensive scrolls? Maybe even a plead to our higher character?"

I shrugged, "It's nothing so grand."

I gave them all a brief once-over, "You, Guff, and all your bandit friends will surrender your weapons to us. Just toss them on the ground in front of us, nothing fancy. After that, I will let you all leave here unharmed and whatever dignity you have left intact. I won't even lift a finger. You run back to the fort with whatever excuses you want to use to explain your missing weapons. Dragons seem to be pretty topical."

My eyes were wide, "In any case, you leave us the fuck alone, and I don't destroy you."

Silence.

"Would you look at that." Guff said with a small amount of awe, "Our dainty little mage has a sense of humor to her. Whatcha think Bruen, should we take the deal? Tell our mates back down that trail that we bravely escaped a Dragon? Sounds mighty generous of our lass to give us that honor."

Bruen was apparently the man holding the long sledgehammer and wolf-cowl. His voice was slow and dreary as he replied, "Nay. M'ybe happier to see the generous tits behind that armor, rather listen her flap her gums anymore."

There was a smattering of chuckles at that, and even Rave felt comfortable enough to start smirking again. She still kept her bow drawn and her eyes on me though.

Guff shook his head, shoulders going up and down as he laughed. "Oh, Bruen ya old wolf, yer still have a way with words."

He gave me that toothless grin, "Sorry waif. Seems that your deal has been struck down."

I shrugged again, "It's your funeral."

"Now, now." He chided, "Save your breath for later. As I love a squealer, you're going to need-"

Two things happened very quickly, one after the other.

The first was a simple finger flick, nothing more and nothing less. That finger belonged to a ten foot wide amalgamation of overlapping bodies, an energy outline of my old warped flesh, strong enough to throw trucks like footballs. So when the very tip of the finger belonging to that powerful and violent forcefield flicked the center of Guff's nose, the results were explosive. I could imagine the scene in slow-motion, the ripple of flesh from the impact and the crack of bone as the force was transferred.

Guff staggered back like a feather-weight fighter who just swallowed a right hook from a juiced up heavy-weight champion, blood gushing down his nose in a water-fall of red that drenched the front of his fur coat. His eyes were wide and rolling, uncomprehending of what had just happened.

The second was that I blasted my aura at full power. Not long enough that Sevitus would be crippled by fear, but a short enough burst that served as an emotional upper-cut to stun the four lackeys.

Emotion powers were always a gamble when in use, each person reacting differently to varying degrees. Fear could be turned into aggression, resistance, and in one weird case, arousal. But I felt that I had their measure; they had approached us with larger numbers, had tried mind-games instead of immediately charging in, and - Guff excepted - all were wary of me for being able to use "magic".

They were cowards, scavengers, and their reactions fell in line with that thought. The twins backed away like they had touched a hot stove, crying out in shock, one of them tripping into the snow. Bruen hunkered down, long-hammer held out in front of him as if he expected he could ward off fear itself, his teeth bared and grit. Rave's eyes were wide with shock, and she stumbled back as well, but she had enough forethought to let loose her arrow.

The Fragile One swiped it out of the air and dashed it to pieces.

Identify the biggest threats. The keystones to their group.

Guff, Rave, and Bruen.

Guff, still dealing with sudden destruction of his nose, had the whites of his eyes showing from the follow up aura blast. He was in no position to resist as I had one invisible arm take hold of his ankle and pull his feet out from under him. Snow muffled the fall and the subsequent drag created a small flurry as I pulled his ass through the snow, sling-shotting him in Rave's direction.

It was on the mark, a man easily over a hundred and fifty pounds hurled at her shins with surprising speed while she reached back for another arrow. The impact sent her literally spinning in the air for long seconds before landing face first into the snowy trail. Her legs stuck up in the air briefly before gravity reasserted herself, the limbs flopping useless onto the ground.

A dull groan of pain alleviated any fears of accidental killing.

Bruen was next-

Sevitus roared and it was my Mom telling me to calm myself, my Dad pleading with me to see reason, and telling myself that I shouldn't let paranoia rule my mind. It was weak, but no in the same way as Precipices was. Where his power could be ignored, it held an insidious nature as an undercurrent, and served the purpose of training the mind to act. This was blatant in it's goal and far easier to get a handle on.

Still, though the calm was cast aside by my natural resistance and training, the act itself was surprising enough to stall me for moment.

Whatever I felt, Bruen must have had it far worse, because he was staring at his hammer like he had never seen a weapon in his life. As I watched, he slowly began to 'sheathe' his hammer behind his back, the motions wary and uncomfortable to see. The other two mooks were frozen in place, both of them looking equally unsure as to what was happening.

Sevitus dashed in, sword swinging through the air-

No.

- And I was there before I could register what he had intended to do. One hand caught the blade, freezing in mid-air while I flew in front of him, flesh hands reaching through gaping mouths to grab his shoulders and arrest his momentum.

His eyes were wide as he stared at me in confusion, glancing between me and the blade held in the air.

"What are you doing?" He breathed out, his voice sounding much like Ulfric's had after he blasted the comet.

"You were going to kill him Sevitus!"

He blinked, "Of course I was Antares. He's a bandit! They are bandits! They've killed who knows how many travelers down this path and they threatened to do...."

He swallowed and looked just like the boy I thought of him as, "....They threatened you."

This sweet kid. How did you end up a soldier?

I nodded, "I understand Sevitus and really, thank you. I'm happy to know you have my back. But we don't need to kill them now. Whatever you did, stopped them cold."

I released my grip on his sword and floated back a bit, letting him have his space.

Sevitus looked at his sword and then at the surrounding bandits. He shook his head, "The Emperor's voice won't last long Antares. Maybe a minute left before it wears off at most, since I caught them off-guard. Then there will be bloodshed."

"Let me handle that okay?"

He frowned.

I met his eyes and asked again, "Okay?"

He bit his lip, but nodded. His sword slid into his sheath and I felt myself relax.

Now how the hell am I going to handle this?

Five bandits, two taken out of commission completely, two more who would probably bolt the moment the power wore off, and a third who might do anything if desperate. They were garbage, trash, the worst of the worst, but I couldn't bring myself to kill these people anymore than I could bring myself to remove Deathchester from the game-board.

What a fucking pain in the ass.

A memory stirred in my mind, of a Fallen Biker I had fought in woods near Rain's old home, and how I resolved that confrontation.

I smiled.
 
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Interlude: The Tower
Interlude: The Tower


The Mer in Black fled across the tundra and the Archer's Companions followed.

The Archer's knees bulled through the snow dust like hearty mammoths, powerful joints and muscles honed by years of tracking game along the Throat of the World. A marvel of his home, he had once claimed to his lover to have scaled half of the seven thousand steps chasing after a buck twice as large as any recorded.

Though if he were more modest (or, as his lover would say, honest), he would have admitted to merely covering a seventh of those daunting steps to chase down an average sized buck that vexed him with tenacity despite the arrow embedded in its neck.

Thoughts of home brought on a somber feeling in his gut, and he huffed out a breath in an attempt to remove this distracting emotion from his soul, pumping his arms to and fro faster to increase his pace and distance himself from the memory.

"This one believes his pale friend grows irksome, yes?"

The Archer turned his head to the voice on his right, his iron helmet preventing him from getting away with just a glance.

The Khajit's brown maw poked out of his tan hood, bits of snow catching onto his fur, only for a long tongue to slip out and catch them for a quick clean. The eyes beneath the hood were hidden for now, but he knew they'd be a startling emerald green, an intelligence behind them that could make any of the Archer's old tutors back in Whiterun look a fool.

"Your pale friend is fine," said the irked Archer. "Just not in the mood for questions."

"Jakir knows that mood very well, hmm. Always when it is about the warm sands of home, yes? When this one gets to thinking of the times his father would bathe with Jakir in the sun, the irksome fleas will find their nest in his fur."

The Archer said nothing, keeping his attention on the snowy path up the mountain in front of him.

There was quiet, neither willing to break the silence they had acknowledged as wanting but went unspoken.

The Archer did not think Jakir was truly experiencing the same feeling in regards to thoughts of home, but did not begrudge the peculiar beast. How could he? He had once thought of home in a similar way after all, a place of respite and peace after a week or month-long quest to hunt down a bandit or a pack of mangy wolves. The Archer would come back to Whiterun, coins in pocket and a saddle-bag with gifts for his lover.

He could still remember how, after a delicious bottle of mead gave it's life for the evening, he had convinced her to sleep with him outside the city walls. They had cozied up together in a tent, a leather sleeping roll shared between the two as they star-gazed and then made love as the stars gazed at them.

Stupid in retrospect. They could have died a myriad of ways, but wasn't that the folly of youth? Living stupidly so that you can look back with comfort, knowing you lived?

Perhaps so. Yet when he looked back to those moments, seeing her crouched above him and the stars framing her, he didn't know what to feel. Not after what she had told him.

"Ahead, pale friend. Jakir's eyes see our future coin."

The Archer glanced up sharply, trained marksman eyes coving the way forward for a landmark. As skilled as he was, it took him long seconds before he could see the outline in the distance, deep morning fog obscuring any obvious details.

Still, the Khajit was right. They had found their coin.

Snow Point Beacon.

The Archer smiled, chapped lips splitting, "Good eye Jakir. You should have taken up archery instead."

"This one feels most at home with his hands free, yes."

The Khajit sniffed the air, "This one smells rot in the air."

The Archer nodded, "Matches the reports we'd gotten from the Whitewatch Tower and the Vigilants. Damned wood-elf forcing the dead to fight for himself while he reaps the rewards."

He scanned the way forward, noting the environment.

"There," he pointed, "I'll move forward to the outcropping of rocks. Bring the others in with your magic, I'll keep watch here. If he sends any of his damned slaves down the slope, I'll be able to at least warn you all."

"Jakir will take your word then, pale friend. Think of warm sands while you wait, yes?"

The Khajit bared it's fangs in what was an attempt at a grin as a faint purple hue shimmered briefly engulfed him. In a moment, the beast was gone, invisible to the naked eye with it's quiet casting.

If he had wanted to look for them, the Archer was sure he would be able find ways to detect the transparent creature. Footprints left in the snow or perhaps the way his outline stood out slightly as it made it's way through the fog. But that was only circumstantial, dependent on him knowing that there was an unseen foe in the first place.

The Archer was confident that the Khajit would make it down to his companions unscathed.

Now all alone, he moved forward, stalking through the snowy slope towards the bundle of rocks. Although he lacked the spells and enchantments that the Khajit had to muffle his approach, he made up for it with experience in hunting far more alive and wary prey for a living.

His powerful knees were no longer merely thrusting through the snow; now the Archer was careful to calculate the best footing needed for the least amount of noise, paying close attention to finding areas where the snow was not as deep so as to hasten his trek.

He had only just reached the outcropping when he saw a body in the fog, and quickly darted to the far edge of the rocks to avoid detection.

Silence.

The Archer glanced up and over the rocks, careful to not even breath too hard. The body still stood there, standing listlessly on it's lonesome, facing the slope from which the Archer and Khajit had came.

The corpse guard glowed with ethereal energy, and where the light glowed the most was where a gaping hole had been blown through it's chest. The Archer did not know whether it had lost the armor before or after it's death, but the corpse guard stood there now with it's upper body bare, uncaring for the cold.

It had once been an Imperial woman.

Sloppy.

Or perhaps arrogant was the right word. The Mer in Black had raided several watchtowers and villages successfully after all.

The Archer had never encountered undead before, but he had traded stories at many a tavern, and heard that some necromancers felt secure in allowing the undead to serve as their watchdogs. Some adventurers had warned him that a talented necromancer could bound the will and mental fortitude of their victims as though they still lived, but this one didn't seem to be the type.

It's eye's glowed with unnatural life, yes, but that life was also dim and unaware of it's environment. The Archer was reasonably confident that a living being, even a child, could maybe have spotted his approach up the slope. Whatever sense of broader awareness or higher thinking had been lost in this damned soul's death, remained out of reach of it's new life.

The Archer looked beyond the guard and could see brief flashes of movement. More undead most likely, ordered to stay or prowl along a set route, as anything more would be beyond them. He counted what he could, edging between ten and eleven, but the fog was shifting and covering more near the Tower.

If there were any human protections, then infiltrating would be far harder, but the Archer didn't feel as that would be a concern. He had been tracking the Mer for over a month now, listened to reports from surviving villagers and guards, and not once had any collaborators of the mortal variety been mentioned or seen.

The Mer had a taste for the theatrics it seemed, loudly announcing his presence and demands once he caught his victims unawares.

Sloppy? Or arrogance born of success?

Not enough of either for him to stay in one place, considering how quickly he had fled once word got around of Adventurers on his tail.

The corpse guard groaned and the Archer took notice, hunting eyes taking in the lone body. She had been an Imperial in her time among the living, hair cropped short much like a boy's, face and neck covered in sloppy hand-print tattoos. He wasn't sure what she might have served as back in her bandit days; her arms weren't built enough for archery or most handed weaponry, but he supposed she might have favored knives or even magic as a support.

Beyond her race, she looked nothing like his lover back home, but he still felt that pang in his gut he had been desperately trying to remove. His lover would never stoop so low as to accept the bandit life-style, would rather beg Talos to strike her down before that ever came to fruition. He was confident that, alone as she was without him, she could make a life for herself that she might be happy with.

But she wasn't truly alone, not anymore.

It had been three months since she broke the news to him and a month since he left on this adventure. He had told himself that the time was right, that there would be plenty of women in plenty of Holds whom he could find comfort in, and that some time with his companions would stoke the fires of freedom that drove all Nords of Skyrim.

It didn't matter that every day saw something that would remind him of how she would admire his bow-work, and every night had him restless from thinking about the look she gave him as he left Whiterun.

He would forget about her soon enough. Surely.


Despite putting himself on full alert, the Archer was still caught off guard by the touch on his shoulder.

His arm moved in a blur to reach for his bow-

The spell faded and a grinning Khajit was where empty air once stood, companions in tow.

The Archer swallowed his surprise and rising anger as best he could, "You're lucky. You might have ended up in whatever plain of Oblivion you worship if I was a second faster."

"This one believes the night is still young, no?"

The Orc behind him chuckled, and it was deep enough that he was worried it might alert even the unalert corpse.

The Breton placed a hand on her armored shoulder, "Easy there Shurm. No need to wake up the Necromancer yet."

"Of course." The Orc smiled, large jutting tusks growing more pronounced, "The call for battle always puts me in a good mood."

Excited as she was, she still took the moment to place her green hand on his tan one. The Breton smiled.

The Archer didn't pretend to understand it. The Breton and Orc had joined half-way into this trip, also hunting the Mer, given the quest by a Noble house after their eldest was killed in a raid. To call them an odd pair was an insult to odd pairs; The Breton had been a wandering merchant before growing tired of the business and investing all he had into gear and weapons. According to the Orc, he had nearly died to a roaming pack of Mudcrabs until she happened along and saved him. From there a... something formed between the two of them that he felt less than comfortable to assume.

In any case, they worked well enough together and decently as additions to the party. The Archer was a natural stealth fighter by nature, but he could appreciate the strength and finality of a mace swung hard enough to shatter stone. The Breton was slightly average in terms of fighting prowess, but he was silver tongued when it came to getting locals and strangers to open up with clues.

The Breton took a peek over the rock shelter. He grimaced at the sight of the guard, "How many more like her?"

"Undead? Easily ten men strong."

The Orc nodded, "Guess that explains why the fort was empty. But why move from an easily defensible stronghold to a ramshackle tower?"

The Breton shook his head, "Not sure about the rest of you, but walking up a mountain to get to said tower has its benefits for him I think."

"Jakir believes his rotten enemy has feet on the ground but head in the clouds."

"It doesn't matter why." The Archer interrupted, "Only that I doubt he has more than ten on him. The tower doesn't have enough room to hold that much more, and he seems to have primarily set them up as early warning systems."

"You think he's overconfident?" The Orc asked.

"I do."

The Khajit hummed, "This one thinks his magic is formidable. Jakir wonders if we are not the overconfident ones, no?"

The party was silent at that.

"It doesn't matter." He repeated. "We aren't going to allow him a chance to use his magic in the first place. We'll take out his sentries as quietly as possible and launch an arrow into the back of his head. Let his soul go to whatever prince in Oblivion favors him."

There were nods. No one was going to back down after they had gotten so close to their prize.

The Archer took hold of his hunting bow, feeling the polish of wood that he crafted himself while his lover watched by the Hearth. He remembered the face of his father as the old man taught his eldest how to feel the resistance and hunger in the string of the bow, each nocked arrow seeking out to drink blood from his enemies.

He rose from behind the rock outcropping and his hands were a blur; arrow pulled, knocked, and tensions run through his thick biceps. His eyes felt hyper-focused and the world slowed down around him. It didn't matter that the Iron Helmet normally limited his vision; he was aiming from his Hunters heart, not his eyes.

One.

The arrow was released, thirsting for death. Not even a moment of surprise, if the undead was capable of it, as iron pierced the soft flesh of eye and then brain. Whatever foul magic kept the corpse in this twisted unlife, it couldn't handle the destruction of the body's organ.

Ash was all that remained of the Imperial woman.

Blurred hands were already moving on.

Two, Three, Four...

Ash pile to ash pile. Dust to dust. The strum of his Bow's twine didn't quite make a song, but he imagined it gave a very satisfied hum.

Five, Six, Seven...

The Archer was unaware of his feet moving him forward silently, but he knew wasn't still. It was a natural progression in this state of awareness, where stillness meant death for predator and prey.

Eight, Nine, Ten...

There was an eleventh, but his arrows didn't reach him. The mechanical kur-chank of a crossbow bolt did, however, and the final corpse on the hill dissipated into ash. The Breton reloaded, the act longer than loading a normal bow, but the Archer couldn't deny that it was useful for support and power. He had balked at the purchase before, but the Breton appeared quite adept with it's use.

He allowed them all a moment to shift through the ash, grabbing anything they had an interest in, which wasn't worth much all told. Some Septims, a few extra arrows, one lock-pick. Only the Khajit gained a boon of any kind, collecting the ash with great pleasure and excitement.

The Archer felt that uncomfortable feeling once more, same as whenever he observed the Breton and Orc together. Keeping piles of human ashes was also something he could not nor want to understand.

"Let's move on." He said, wiping his arrowhead free of human dust, "To the Tower."


The arrow whistled through the air and just as easily through the wind-pipe of the bandit corpse at the tower's entrance. Ash collapsed in it's stead as the companions moved in.

"He's taking all the fun," the orc grumbled. She turned to the Breton, "Jeram, tell him to stop taking all the fun."

"Patience dear," he said casually, "Maybe he'll let you bash open the mage's skull."

The Orc's smile lit up her face, and the Archer could almost see a glimmer of what the Breton might have always known.

He held up a hand instead and the group grew quiet, joking nature subdued. The Tower was only three stories tall and as much of a blessing the fog had been to dampen sight and sound, it would still travel quickly if they spoke too loudly.

They weren't true companions, definitely not the kind who could perform complex operations using only hand signals, but they had been through enough skirmishes to understand the basics of what they wanted to get across.

They followed his lead, into the first floor, where barren remains of books and porridge sat on a wooden table. There was a murmur in the air, not a whisper so much as something shouting from so far away that it was difficult to make out.

They made their way up the stairs, the Archer leading with the Khajit right behind, the Orc and Breton bringing up the rear.

A sound pierced the quiet. Conversation.

"-Towers are failing, the world is moving on without us, my master. The Thalmor's insidious grasp tightens on creation, I've seen it in your visions! Please, give me guidance in this dire time."

A rumble of chimes echoed through the air and everyone paused, feeling instincts ingrained since the creation of their mortal ancestors raise warning beacons in their mind's eye. One did not need a touch of magic to understand the danger. This was primal, as natural a sensation as one might feel the kiss of fire in the air against skin, and that kiss was one that all remembered since their ancestors made claim to the land.

An overbearing tutor mocking a failing student. A father disappointed in their child's life choices. Fellow children pitying you for being born less talented than the rest. One's creator disgusted by the being molded in their image.

Eventually, the rumbling subsided, that feeling of inadequacy and lack of wisdom growing dimmer as time went on.

It never completely disappeared, but that wasn't surprising. It came from within them after all.

The Archer stepped forward and his bizarre companions followed, no voice given to retreat or smoke out the mad mage. Something, some sort of event in the World, had been triggered and all knew that they were within it's grasp now. There were only two ways through it now.

Victory or Death.

The companions eased their way to the top of the tower, feeling as though hours where passing between every step. Which was blatantly impossible; the Tower was only just a few stones above three-stories, yet it felt... longer. The Archer felt as though every time his powerful legs took a step, there was a large chance that the stairs would no longer be there. Or perhaps they would, only to shatter beneath him like cheap glass.

How long would the fall be to the floor below? Seconds, surely. Yet, he felt that it could be minutes, hours, years.... how many? Five thousand? Ten? Long enough that he might surely go mad for the desire to end his life, the knowledge that a quick death from a broken neck would have been preferable to an iota of this cosmic torment inflicted on his psyche.

The Greybeards were wrong, he thought with a detached sort of panic. These are the seven thousand steps and you can never walk them back.

Madness. Magic. One or the other, the Mer must have done this.


He gestured to Jakir, a firm chopping motion from head to the stairs. The Archer didn't bother looking to see if the Khajit adventurer understood what he meant, simply continuing his trek up the stairs, each tap of boot on stone sounding as false as his story about the giant buck.

"Corrupted? By whom? Or what? Your power is as infinite as your knowledge, you must have the answers I seek!"

There was second (or eternity) where the Archer feared for another round of those maddening chimes, bouncing off the walls of these Divine abandoned tomb of a tower, slamming conscious thought against sanity in his mind like a pebble dragged through a torrent of river water.

The eternal second passed with no chimes. What had been done, had been and now was.

Jakir whispered in a tongue the Archer didn't understand and blue-green light appeared in his paws, coalescing into their tell-tale orbs. The Archer noticed how their shadows distorted grotesquely from the light, stretching down and into an abyss that had once been the second floor.

When did we pass the second floor?

And then the blue-green energy engulfed the party, fantastical magic seeping into the air and embracing their bodies. The Archer could feel it's power seeping into his mind, feel the fear not dissipate, but rather be muffled like one might cover a cough with a handkerchief.

Harmony.

The spell was thankfully not strong to render them docile to danger, but he could sense how the distorted Tower had lost the bite from it's fangs. He heard a few sighs of relief from behind him, and felt unconcerned with the sound potentially alerting their prey.

The Archer moved on and the companions followed.

He lifted a leg-

Only to put it back down. They were there, at the top of a tower that shouldn't be, and had that spell not calmed their nerves the jarring change in scenarios might have very well knocked them from their perch.

"I-I don't understand."

The Archer moved into the... the... the....

He closed his eyes, focused on that slowly diminishing feeling of harmony, and opened his eyes again.

Space was wrong. To describe it accurately would require words he had no idea existed, if they ever truly could. The closest that came to mind wasn't a word, but rather a memory. A diamond he had spied in a merchant's shop, held up near a window so that the light would land it in just the right way to show all the refractions in it's form.

Refractions came close, but still not quite, because he would still see himself in those jumbled mirrors within the diamond. Here, these refractions were collages of thing that weren't. He could see his father near the Throat of the World as it stretched out along a wall that could reach past the clouds, only for a blink to show a band of Orcs sitting around a campfire on a wall only slightly taller than himself. To his left he could see a mixed band of Khajit and Imperials having a discourse on a road, blended viciously with an old man counting coin behind a counter.

And in-between each of these refractions of make-believe, he could see green tendrils snaking through the images, acting as horrific barriers that pulsed with bubbling tar. Horror began to grow as soulless eyes would occasionally rise from these pits of tar and tentacles, bobbing to and fro before sinking back beneath their pitch black depths. Or perhaps they were pulled under, as whatever rested beneath took a glance at that world above.

Even the floor was wrong, would smeared over a hundred feat as though water droplet had run through a painting canvas.

Madness, he thought and knew it to be true.

He looked back to his companions. The Khajit was looking on in awe or horror, impossible to say, emerald eyes trying to take in every image. The Breton was aggressively rubbing his eyes, as though he could banish this mistake like a dream. Only the Orc looked on, her eyes razor focused on thing in particular.

The Archer turned and saw what had become of the Mer in Black.

He stood among refractions within refractions and the focus of every image was of him. One of him with his eyes gone, replaced by black voids seeping with tar. A second where his entire upper body was only eyes and tentacles, riving in endless pain as green light glowed deep within their cores. Another that could have been him in a more ceremonial gown, arms crossed behind his back and wearing a golden mask invoking a squid on his face, implacable despite the horrors occurring all around him.

The Mer in Black stood with his corpse guard and spoke to these refractions of himself- no. Not himself.

To the black mass of tar in-between the cracks of images. How could the Archer know this? He didn't. Or rather, he did not know he knew this. Knowledge was flowing in and out of his mind like one breathes air and exhales carbon monoxide, though he too did not know what that was or how he came to think of it.

What he knew then and knew now was that the madness had to stop, or their minds would be lost to the flow of information.

He moved faster and more frantically than he had ever down before in his life, the threat of death not even close to the only reason his body was thrumming, the arrow sliding back as smooth as silk.

The chime returned, only this time it was an echo of the force from before.

The Mer in Black turned, eyes wide, and every fractal turned with him to face the companions. The masked iteration simply cocked it's head, as though finding this whole situation to be curious at the worst.

The Archer let loose-

And a portal to Oblivion opened before the arc of the projectile, shredding it from reality. The Frost Atronach stumbled forth into this plain of existence, supported by a swirling storm of frost and chill.

All around them, the refractions duplicated the purple tint of Oblivion and gave way to a cacophony of red-black cracks arching through the sky of distant lands and ancient ruins, crystals spearing forth from the void and into forgotten dungeons. He could see glimpses of horrific Falmer torn to shreds, Dwemer constructs absorbed into the landscape, and Dremora poured out of the tears in reality as mutants.

Madness. Madness all around them.

The Orc strode forth, powerful lungs bellowing as she met the Frost Atronach's plundering pace and the Breton followed through. She lashed out with three blows in as many seconds, mace colliding with solid ice in a crash that sent the Archer's ear's ringing. Strikes capable of turning stone to rubble bounced off the apparitions body, sending showers of ice and frost through the air, yet he could tell how the damage was only surface deep.

They were able to budge the creature slightly, but it's mass was simply too much in comparison, and for every second the Orc stood within it's aura of ice, the slower she became. The Breton peppered the monster with shots, aiming for the cracks the Orc made, but for as powerful as the projectiles were, there was no vital organs that could be nicked to slow it's advance.

The Frost Atronach swiped and caught the mace in it's strike, a blow that would be normally devastating now becoming destructive as it's trunk arms smashed into her chest alongside her own weapon.

The Orc was sent slamming into the wood, the entire front of her body encased in ice now. She struggled to get up as the Atronarch lumbered over to her prone form.

The Mer struck out his hands and the Khajit leapt forward, animal prowess allowing him to move with a grace that the Archer could never hope to replicate. Arcs of lightning flew from the Mer's palms, only to crash into a shimmering Ward of magic, branches of electricity flying off to strike out at the nearby refractions. Where they hit, they continued on, traveling through a space that couldn't be perceived and warping the images within.

Already, the Archer could see the Ward begin to dissipate under the continued onslaught.

He pulled another arrow from his pack-

And he fell, his knee buckling beneath him as pain lanced up his body and spine.

Wide eyes looked down.

An arrow to the knee, bone torn loose of the skin, the shaft caught in the half-way point of ligaments.

The corpse.

It had hidden itself behind a pillar, an act of intelligence that shocked the Archer to his core. He had never thought that the Mer could perform such a thing.

He cold see it reaching back for an arrow, glowing eyes focused on the Archer.

Behind the corpse, he could see a cascade of images in between the red and black chaos, and he felt a reversed sense of nostalgia.

Images of his lover manning a stall in Whiterun, frowning as an elderly man spoke dramatically to her. She was older herself, but her features were just as strong as they were before. Another showing a young girl watching a boy run to a man in armor and he knew instinctively that it was the boy's father. A final image, showing the Archer carrying the young girl on his shoulders, his lover strolling beside him while walking through Whiterun in the sun.

It was the face of a happy father that took hold of his mind, and he pulled forth two arrows from his quiver.

The Frost Atronach was pummeling the Orc into the ground now and the Breton was screaming as he bashed it with his crossbow, uncaring of how ice was beginning to encase his body.

The Khajit was near death, his Ward invisible under the constant onslaught of lightning.

The Archer remembered the face of the father in those refractions, hands blurring with a magic of their own and he knocked back both arrows.

The corpse fired and the Archer returned his own.

Iron heads sparked and reverberated across this expanse of condensed time and space.

A twist of the hips and he launched his second arrow forth

The lightning cut off.

The Atronach vanished and the Archer could hear only heavy gasps and sobs on that end.

The Khajit… The Khajit was dead, his corpse smoking.

The Archer sat down heavily as the fog began to encroach on the open floor. The refractions and intimate knowledge were gone, and what was left were three corpses and two injured men. He took off his helmet as the sobbing continued to grow in volume and power, feeling a chill as the sweat in his hair mingled with the cold air and the aches and pains made themselves known now that the fight was done.

His knee was oddly quiet, but he knew it would only be a matter of time before it lashed out again.

He layed down his bow. The adventure was over.

The Archer died there, but left no corpse.
 
Candlelight 2.6
Candlelight 2.6

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One thing they don't tell you about caping: You're going to have to eventually get creative with restraining criminals.

Certain capes could cheat with their powers, like my cousins and aunt. Sarah, Crystal, and Eric could create forcefields to hem in and pin criminals against other forcefields or sturdy walls, with their lasers acting as the 'Ouch, fuck' stick to the forcefield's 'Let's not do that' carrot if they were trying to find some way to squeeze through. Benefits of the shaker classification, a chaotic battlefield could be enforced with order with seemingly random but durable light-fields.

For the capes without those benefits, we had to do things the old fashioned way, which meant a lot of utility belts and hidden pockets to cart around during a patrol or fight. My mom, dad, Neil, and myself fell into that category. The men preferred the utility belts, harking back to the Golden Age of heroics where everyone had a utility belt and extravagantly long cape regardless of whether it fit their themes, costume, or power set. Mom and I worked more with the pockets sewn into skirts and body-suits, so that zip-ties and small cuffs could be carried around without it looking too gaudy or too similar to some the X-rated heroes of the mid-nineties.

Eventually though, you were going to run out of zip-ties, the cuffs would be snapped by a Brute, or there where simply too many people to hold conventionally. From there, it was a game of playing it smart and playing it quick unless you wanted the bad guys to realize that you were in a tight spot.

My mom would have to decide between the dramatic - creating a giant light-scythe to bar the exit - or the personable, where she would hold light-blades to the throats of criminals and bluff them into submission with the heat emanating from the weapons. Uncle Neil could use his electromagnetism to help set up metal barricades and use his seven foot stature to emphasize how maybe trying to get past him was a bad idea. My dad had the short end of the stick when it came to that aspect of caping, at best using his grenades to get groups to scatter or lie and tell them they would only explode if they moved. By the time they dissipated into light bubbles, one other family member would have moved in to secure the targets.

For me, I had a few more options available. The aura had been one of the strongest factors of course, allowing me to emphasize how resisting wasn't the best plan to take, or to let me briefly stun them while I went to work. Flight had been another tool for corralling those who tried to slip past me and often finding that I was already at the exit, floating there patiently for them. Strength had allowed me to live out the most cliché of superhero movie tropes; wrapping rebar around them, trapping them in dumpsters by squeezing the lid shut, and one particularly memorable case involved me holding a car aloft while they tried to gun the engine.

That last one had made the front page of the Brockton Bay Inquirer and various recreations at Meet 'n' Greets and charity events.

In my time with Breakthrough I learned a new, simple but effective, means of keeping dirtbags roosted in one spot.

"You're mad!"

"Very." I agreed, ramming the sword through to the hilt. I tugged on the handle with a flesh hand, jostling it to test it's security while the bandit above me panted with fear.

Satisfied with the work, I lowered the bandit till his feet were firmly planted on the handle.

"Hug the tree."

"Piss on you and yer family's name!"

I met Bruen's eyes and ramped up the aura, a wavelength that couldn't be measured by anything short of Tinker Tech and a primordial part of the brain.

"Hug. The. Tree." I ordered, each word punctuated by a brief flare of aura and me invading his personal space, unblinking.

The bandit swallowed and looked away, reluctant, but his arms still moved to wrap around the bark. Satisfied, I released him from my forcefield's grasp, keeping the hands ready in case the handle failed on us.

It held.

"Piss!" He said, voice muffled against the wood.

I ignored him, floating back to observe my handy-work. The Twins were tied to the tree using spare rope from my carriage operation, arms bound tight against the other, neither one willing to look my way. I used Bruen's warhammer to handle Guff and Rave, spearing the weapon through the tree and tying them on opposite ends by their hands. Guff was quiet, still a little loopy from the broken nose, aura blast, and being tossed through the snow at high speeds.

Rave was the only one who was willing to meet my eyes now that I had cowed Bruen, but there was none of her earlier arrogance. Her face was red from where it had been buried in the snow, but the cold hadn't done much to handle the swell of her busted lip or the bruise on her forehead from where she landed. I could only describe her expression as searching, like I was a puzzle that had to be solved or a mystery to be unraveled.

I gave her a look as I held up the weapons around me, mostly knives, but the short sword Guff hid in in his cloak and her bow were among them.

I held the knife between the two of us.

"Fort Nuegrad. How many of your men are there?"

She pursed her lips together, face beginning to form a glare.

But not before the crunch of metal rang in the air as the knife was folded in on itself gently by an invisible hand. A brief burst of aura served to reinforce that shock before the crumpled up knife was dropped.

Another knife was brought between us.

"Are you going to make me ask again?"

Rave swallowed, audibly gulping. Still, she answered, "Thirty men strong. We got a pack of wolves too."

"Anyone there that can use magic? Traps?"

"I-"

"Rave!" Bruen's dreary voice was horrible at conveying anger, but it was enough to shut her up, "Shut your trap you Hagraven's ass! Yer keep talking and she aint gonna have no reason to keep us alive! She'll-"

This time it was my turn to interrupt, knives and swords crumpling and cracking all around me. The wood of the bow began to creak-

"Not the bow!"

I paused, fingers that poked holes in steel pressing slightly against fragile wood.

"Why?"

Rave looked at me with wide eyes, "It's my Da's! It's all I got from him before he croaked!"

I brought the bow around and in front of me. It didn't look like anything special to me. No special carvings or insignia that might have pointed to it being some special family heirloom.

Just a bow.

"Why should I believe you?" I asked, keeping my voice level. "It looks like any other bow I've seen, it could be anybody's. You guys kill and steal, and probably more if what you're friend was implying was true-"

"It aint!" She shook her head desperately, "Guff was playing all big and nasty and it was all a lie! We both women-folk here, I wouldn't have let 'em do anything to yer womanhood! Just some bark so you give up without a fight."

I felt that sadness and pity in my gut from earlier slowly start to boil.

"If it came down to it, if I asked your friends if you were lying, and told them that I would kill them if they were lying... would they back you up right now?"

Her mouth opened. Closed. Opened again. Closed.

Now her eyes were wide, wider than Bruen's had been when I had been dosing him with fear, and her struggle to keep eye contact was apparent.

Yeah. I thought so.

"It doesn't matter," I said, even though it did. "He made the threat and you backed him up. You all backed him up. The same would apply if you had pointed an arrow in my face, because as far as I'm concerned, you intended on fucking with me."

She looked down, shoulders sagging.

I hated it. Hated these people, what they represented, and the fact that I was threatening them with murder to get them to submit just like they tried with us.

It brought mind to the images I and many others had seen only hours earlier, how people could perceive my actions as monstrous even when compared to someone as detestable as Victor.

And as much as I could argue that the context was different, that the justifications couldn't be properly compared, I still couldn't completely convince myself.

"Are there any traps or magic users in your fort?"

"...Two witches." She was quiet, subdued as she answered, "No traps. We didn't think we needed them."

I nodded, not feeling any better with the admission or her giving up.

"What can they do? Strengths and weaknesses?"

She blinked, "I don't know. They fling fireballs mostly. I only ever see them do that when Skeevers pop up. Probably other magical mammoth-shit they don't show off."

I frowned at her.

Rave withered under my gaze, "It's all I know. I never cared about foolish witches."

I had to resist the urge to sigh.

At least it's something.

"We'll be back for you in a few hours hopefully. After that, we'll take you to an Imperial camp past Helgen, and they'll decide what to do with you."

Bruen's muffled voice from the side of the tree, "You'd have us wait for yer to take us to our execution?"

I shrugged, even though he couldn't see it, "You could always try climbing down once I leave. I don't really care what you want and none of you have my sympathy right now. The only reason I'm going through all this trouble is because I have bigger things to worry about."

"Yer regret this." He threatened while hugging a tree, "Bruen never forgets a wronging."

Oh good. We have that in common.

I was silent as I moved, placing the bow along a branch on a different tree, directly opposite of Rave's view.

I didn't look back as I descended.

I flew down the remaining thirty feet, phantom limbs smashing the majority of the branches on the way. Making it so that even if they could free themselves, they might not want to when the only way down was a potentially crippling drop.

I floated towards where Sevitus sat atop Daisy, a concerned look on his face.

I ran a gentle hand along her snout, feeling a bit of warmth from the touch. Horses and their connection to my aunt wasn't the smoothest of memories of me, but at least it was a connection of some sort. It didn't help that pit of burning anger all that much, but that would fade in time, like usual.

"Did they give you trouble?"

I shook my head, "Just had to scare them a bit. They should stay put until we come back and I'll help you carry them over to the camp. You know anything about Fort Nuegrad?"

Sevitus shook his head, "Only that it was abandoned some time during the war, reclaimed after, and then abandoned again. Not surprised that it's been taken by bandits, but they were never a threat our legion had to worry about."

"They've got some c- magic users with them. Witches who fling fireballs if that means anything."

He shrugged, "We'll handle them like the rest."

So cavalier about facing unknown abilities.

He glanced up to the bandits, "We should have killed them Antares. Bandits are a scourge on Skyrim and many of them don't deserve to draw another breath. Just as likely that'll be their fate at the camp."

I sighed, feeling that simmering anger recede back into sadness a bit more, "I think that no matter what I'd do, I'd be unhappy with the outcome. Maybe it would have even been the right thing to do. But I didn't want to have six more people's lives on my conscience, not when I have to live with the all the other's I've taken and failed."

"Every soldier has to take lives eventually."

"I was never a soldier," I replied. "Never will be. Never want to be."

A glance back showed how hurt he was by that last statement, practically crestfallen.

The relationship between Capes and military service had been a topic since the beginning, ranging from Air-Force Pilots attempting to corner Scion for containment, to several court cases involving the legality of Capes of former military units getting severance packages and benefits like vets. Approaching it from the research and scholarship angle, Capes simply weren't people who served well in the old fashioned structure of yesteryears military, with hundreds of reports detailing the monumental issues that each independent cape brought to a unit using the old methods.

The PRT and Protectorate had been built under a more flexible regime, one that allowed capes and their neuroses some breathing room without making them feel trapped or overly committed. Costumes defied uniformity, teams were shuffled around on a controlled basis based on merit and deeds, and almost every day was part shore leave when a patrol was over. If you wanted it, you could start a family and live your short life with them as you worked as a hero, or even start something with another hero without any real repercussions so long as it was clean.

Were there exceptions to the rule? Absolutely.

The CUI, Russia, and Japan were all varying degrees of success and failures. The CUI used mind-control of the powered and normal variety to keep their main-force docile, depriving them of their humanity as best they could to enforce diehard loyalty. Russia had used isolationist tactics to induce distrust and paranoia into their capes, with normal soldiers often serving as spies for commanders waiting for the order to eliminate the problem elements. Japan had tried a more novel approach with the Sentai Elite, something that I could only describe as two-faced; colorful and varied costumes that were uniform in design, teams that supposedly preached positive individualism while also being subjected to societal pressure, and a squeaky-clean roster of teammates that would eventually be revealed to have been funded by the largest of the Yakuza.

Two out of three of those countries had also been suffering from in-fighting and outright revolt before the world ended for the first time. The third had been devastated before it's cape team could really show the fruits of their labor, for all the good and bad that might have led to their cape society as a whole.

Teacher... Teacher was the worst of culmination of every aspect of military life for capes ramped up to eleven. Chastity had been right when she pointed out that he lacked any humanity, and how much of that was himself or his Agent was also dependent on whether he willingly gave himself up to it's control.

All that being said, I could understand the appeal of a more militarized cape team that drew in outspoken individuals like Crystal to the PRTCJ. There was a comfort in following a chain of command, where choices are made for you instead of agonizing over every decision, and sometimes allowing for a stronger and faster response. The Wardens were similar, in a fashion, but still keeping that more relaxed structure of the Protectorate while lacking most of it's normal human oversights.

Sevitus had no context for any of this, might not even understand it even if I had days to explain it. He was a boy and a soldier in a world that had hundreds of years of divergence, where dealing with powers was handled with a shrug. I had no comforting words to mend the hurt in his expression, not with such a wide gap in culture between us.

My team could. Ashley would have. Tattletale would as well, though probably from an annoying villainous angle.

I missed them. I was scared for them.

I was scared of what I might find when I returned.

"Let's go." I said, floating forward.

It took a moment, but eventually I could hear the clopping of Daisy's hooves behind me.

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I wasn't usually one for quiet travel when I was with others. Sometimes I wasn't in the mood for conversation, be it exhaustion or simply bad timing, but for the most part I liked to make idle chatter when I was with people I was comfortable around.

This didn't qualify for comfortable unfortunately.

I liked Sevitus. He was a good kid who felt bad for hurting me, even though it didn't happen, and I saw a bit of Presley in how quickly he had become enamored with me and my "mysterious" origins. Sure, probably some red-blooded male interest was part of why he was so interested, but so far he had been nothing but kind and respectable since we escaped the meteor shower.

And it wasn't like I didn't have questions for him either.

He never explicitly said so, but I felt he had given the impression that he didn't know magic, and yet he used some sort of Master power to calm the bandits instantly. If it wasn't magic then... could it have been a power? Obviously this Earth was available to the Agents Cycle, otherwise I would never have arrived here nor would my powers be working like normal, so it stands to reason that other Agents found their way here and to new hosts. With this Earth's years of studying magic, they might have been able to tell the differences in functionality and origin, even if not to the true scope like we had.

Magic itself was a subject that was constantly rattling in my brain, formulating hypothesis after hypothesis for each and every question I could think of. This world felt so carefree in regards to magic and what could be learned, so what did that say about it's limits? Could it only be cast by hand or was that a cultural aspect rather than function? What were the types of magic available beyond healing and apparently manipulating flames? Flight and telekinesis were mentions a few times, but how were they represented? How was magic learned, even? Where did it come from? How long has it existed?

More important to my situation: Did magic play a part in my arrival here?

I had been so caught up in considering the Powers aspect of my arrival, fearing madness from the Stranger Titan or sabotage from a faction of villains, that I hadn't really bothered to think about the other side of the equation. Magic was real and with it were also Dragons, Elves, cat and lizard people, and Mages with unknown capabilities. Was it possible for a Mage to have mastered me so thoroughly that I had no recollection?

The fact that it had happened to me twice now back home... It was all too plausible to deny the possibility.

But that still left a lack of motive. Who would do this and what did they have to gain? Why would they leave me at some border crossing?

Maybe the Stormcloaks were involved, but I couldn't imagine Ralof going through with the plan and Ulfric seemed to know nothing about me, for as little time as I had getting to know them. The Empire that Sevitus served was another option, but again, I couldn't see that read with how they treated me. And would Invictus have trusted me with his son, if they played a part in kidnapping me?

I doubted it.

And the lack of injury. Sevitus claimed to have knocked me unconscious, but I didn't feel any bruising.

Healing was possible, but why waste it on a prisoner?

Doubts, I thought with a grimace. So many doubts.

Doubts that were only matched in questions. Questions that I couldn't bring myself to ask Sevitus.

I couldn't put it in words, not exactly, but I felt that I had made a crucial error in his eyes that widened a gap between us that hadn't been there before. I had felt it when I pressured Dean about his trigger event, forcing him to lie to me, and when Damsel had wrapped her claws around my head in an attempt to regain some sense of power over me. Something hadn't been communicated properly when I decided on the bandits fates or he had read deeper into what I had communicated.

I was brought to mind of Eric's old video games with multiple choice dialogue, letting you be able to keep track of what options had been picked so that you could always cover the bases of the discussion. If you messed up badly enough despite that, you could always reload the game to a point in time where it best suited your needs.

Real life wasn't so easy and I didn't have the benefit of a safety net in proceeding without consequences.

The result was an awkward but extended silence as we traveled along the trail between two mountain ridges, with the brief breaks in-between only consisting of drinking water and scouting the area for potential threats.

Rinse and repeat for what felt like easily two hours, even though the gray and black sky made accurate time-telling nearly impossible.

The silence had grown so ingrained, that Sevitus voice startled me at how loud even a normal speaking volume was.

"Something doesn't feel right."

I looked sharply at him, careful to keep one eye on the trail in front of me so I wouldn't accidentally slam into the nearby mountain.

"Wrong how?"

He shook his head.

I slowed a bit, till I was mostly neck and neck with him. "Sevitus, if there has been any lesson I've learned to appreciate, it's to not ignore that niggling doubt or concern in your mind. What's wrong?"

Sevitus frowned, "It's a gut feeling Antares. I- I'm sure it's nothing."

"Gut feelings are important." I said gravely, "They've saved lives back where I'm from."

He was silent as he rode and I began to worry that I had overstepped my bounds when I had properly figured out what line I had crossed earlier.

"Where are all the people?" He asked, eyes not leaving the trail. "When we came byhere earlier, we passed by Redguard caravans and fellow soldiers scouting out the area for threats. Even a family of Khajit camping off the beaten path. We're just about to reach the gate and I haven't seen head nor tail of anyone."

"Maybe the meteor shower scared them off? Or they went to check on Helgen."

"Maybe. But..." He glanced at me, "The Bandits."

I frowned.

"They were surprised at us being there. As if they never expected Imperial legions traveling through this official border."

I thought back to the confrontation, playing back the words used as best I could.

My frown deepened, "You just brought something else to mind Sevitus."

"What's that?"

"No tracks. Fresh powder on the on the trail, ever since we got back on it. Barely a hint of ash grey in there."

His eyes widened, "And no carriage or horse prints either."

I nodded.

Something wasn't adding up. The pit in my stomach that once held the anger and sadness was now beginning to fill with anxiety, because now there were cracks forming in what should and shouldn't have happened yet. Or at all.

We turned the corner along the trail-

And Sevitus skidded to a halt, Daisy's hooves digging deep to find traction, and I was afraid I would have to use the Fragile One to keep her from injuring herself in the attempt. Daisy surprised me by quickly adjusting herself as she slid, bleeding off inertia and finding traction in the thicker snow blankets while Sevitus reared back along the reins, thighs squeezing against his mount for dear life.

A gentle nudge from a transparent palm kept him from falling back to the point of total collapse.

As Daisy whinnied and trotted in anger at the sudden stop, Sevitus and I had only eyes for what was in front of us.

The gate was there, just as Sevitus had said it would be, built in as the connective tissue between the two opposite mountain sides. Abandoned despite seemingly being a border crossing for the Empire's supply chain.

And in front of it was a stone larger than I was tall, a boulder placed right now the middle of the path, embedded into the ground so hard that dirt clumps rose out around it.

The front was carved in a script only one person could understand, with four large notches embedded below it.

M/S

IIII


"What in the fuck?"
 
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It was time to get down and nerdy.

Master-Stranger protocols, often overly implemented by some PRT affiliated organizations as the catch-all for any stranger powers possibly being used. I'd studied them with Dean on our various dates, studied them by myself when alone, and I drilled it into my team after our run-in with Goddess.

Unlike with Goddess, the eyes-on protocols were in effect, and I made sure to keep Sevitus in the corner of my vision.

He was brushing Daisy's mane, keeping her or himself calm through the repetition. I couldn't see his face all that well, but I could imagine his confusion and concern with me having told him to keep quiet and not move earlier.

Not like I'm doing so well either.

Black and white text. Documents, interviews, gossip magazines, brief chats with heroes, and briefer chats with my 'cellmates' at the Asylum. All conforming along strict rules to follow, a solid foundation for centering myself.

Which was important, when being angry, reckless, or too passionate would play into the Master-Stranger's influence. It was vital to place oneself into a position where decisions could be made carefully and with a lot of deliberation.

A snowy trail between two mountains didn't really fit the implications of a command center or interrogation room that was present in the documents, but with my forcefield keeping the worst of the cold and light snow out, I was at least only having to deal with internal influences and exclude the external.

Chain of command automatically passed down the chain as though people were dead or out of action. If discussions of the chain of command took more than a set amount of time or if the affected individuals couldn't be trusted or detained, it meant a mission abort to a safe location with self-isolation once there. A good team with the right organization would see the leader step down the moment he might be compromised, the next person taking up the mantle.

Simply mentioned the protocols was supposed to elicit that response, with the second or third or fourth in command taking up leadership depending on the range of the effect. All the while deferring to communication from HQ for orders on how to proceed.

We didn't have any of those options.

I reached and picked up three stones near my feet.

"Antares?"

I would have jumped if I wasn't already floating, but I did nearly crush the rocks into dust in my grip.

"What are you-"

I held a finger to my lips, my face a hard glare. His mouth closed with an audible pop. He pointed to the rock, questioning, but I just shook my head.

He sighed, which was annoying, but otherwise remained silent.

Keep calm. Don't let your frustrations be in control.

Right. Easier said than done, but I've handled worse and... not come out on top. I couldn't say that with a straight face, but I got through it. Survived.

I held the stones around me. I didn't know the vector of the supposed Master-Stranger Power, nor the time of it being implemented or even if it was being implemented at all. That being said, actions taken while under the influence would still have notable consequences and reactions. If not, then the power was so absolute that I was doomed anyways.

In a way, it wasn't that different from when I first woke up in this world.

Test number one.

I tossed the first stone lightly, arcing it so that it landed a foot or so away from the etched boulder. The snow gave a little crunch on impact. I kept Sevitus in the corner of my eye, looking for any obvious tells. No change there, other than looking at me like I was going insane.

No change in sound, no cracks in the way reality held itself, and I didn't feel any external force pressing on me in retaliation.

Okay. Test number two.

I flung the next stone past the boulder, still keeping it within a foot or so of it's radius as it flew by. A louder crunch on impact with the snow near the wooden gate. Still no change.

Test number three then.

A final toss, with stone hitting boulder just at it's peak, careful not to nick any of the words and etchings. It produced a mild clack on collision, but aside from the sound nothing different from the previous tests.

Alright, maybe a new approach was needed.

I flew up and back in a wide curve, bringing in more of the scene with my Thinker one; bird's eye view. Sevitus, the boulder, and the surrounding woodwork leading to the wooden border gate were all together now as I scanned the area. As I shifted from one direction to the other, alternating between buoying up and down, I tried to zero in on any perspective shifts, delayed adjustments to distance, or even simply feeling resistance from the action. If it was the boulder that emanated the effect, then maybe the boulder would be the target of the change. If it was the environment itself, with the boulder being the one anchor to the real world, then there could the be chance that it wouldn't shift to account for the power.

Nothing changed beyond Sevitus's concerned expression.

When I had been networked with Darlene, with Syndicate, I had been able to feel and intuit the sensations of everyone else in the network even from alternate universes. It had been a realization that it couldn't have been that different from how my Fragile One and her kind saw all of reality, from angles that I couldn't begin to perceive.

Can you share that? Let me see through your eyes?

Nothing. Again.

To be fair, that was probably for the best. As much as I sorely wished for that capability right now, there was no telling that I wouldn't be giving up something that was vital to who I was in return. I trusted Fragile One, enough to expect her to save my life back in the dream world, but Natalie had clued me in to the idea that there might be a warped translation between communicating ideas that had to be navigated carefully. She hadn't meant our Agents, not on purpose, but with how close the Titans were... the precautions had some merit.

It still didn't leave me any less frustrated.

I approached the boulder, just barely keeping that ten foot distance as I floated closer. Tentatively, my body tense as I did so, I lifted six pairs of hands and touched the rock barring our path. Hands formed from cosmic alien energy brushed against smooth stone, feeling some bits of grit tumble from the contact. There was no reaction, no jolt as power lanced across my forcefield, nothing aiming to strip me of my mind.

Just normal rock.

I retreated and flew down next to Sevitus, hands on my hips as I considered the situation.

"I think I'm being fucked with."

"Beg pardon?"

I gestured at the boulder, "You see the M and S? Those mean anything to you?"

He shook his head, "Not in the least. Nor do I understand where this stone came from, but it wasn't here originally. Our patrol would have removed it from the path." He looked around, eyes squinting as he zeroed in on the border gate. He scratched his head as a frown formed, "And for anyone to leave this border unguarded... I understand that it's not often traveled but even a skeleton crew would have been preferable to simply abandoning it."

I bit my lip, "I'm beginning to wonder if there were ever any people here at all. We might not even have been here before."

He turned to me, uncomprehending.

"The letters mean Master-Stranger. Back home, that phrase was meant to automatically warn people to beware hostile mental influences. Illusions, mind-control, and memory loss to name a few. Part of what I was doing earlier was some improvised testing, seeing the limits of the supposed effect, among other things. I have some history of dealing with these types of powers, so I know what to look for."

"An illusionist then?" Sevitus frowned, "But to what end? And to what extent?"

"I have a few ideas but nothing definitive. It's mostly just looking at the pieces that I have and trying to consolidate them into a cohesive picture. My lack of memory prior to waking up here, the lack of injuries from supposedly being ambushed, and the lack of any other people or soldiers along this border trail."

"A lot of things lacking," he remarked.

"Exactly." I said, feeling a bit rejuvenated with the discussion, "The lack of explanations are forming pieces of the puzzle. For now, I'm seventy percent sure that the events as you recall them either didn't happen, or if they did happen then they were heavily altered from what actually occurred. Same thing goes for my missing memories, I think."

"But why? And why the rock?"

"I don't know." I admitted, "A lot of this is guesswork. Back home, I was in the middle of battle and my side had landed a pretty devastating blow to our opponents, with me helping that effort along. It could have been an attempt to remove me from play via power interactions and with how many dimensional effects were in use, I can't remove it being a partial accident either. I honestly doubt it, but it's a possibility."

But that still leaves this fucking boulder.

It could be a warning. A message from my world about what was happening to me and that I was actually a victim of some power. With our dives into the Agent's weaker defenses around dreaming, I could imagine Rain or Kenzie trying to reach me here.

It could also be a bluff. Something literally planted here to mislead me in going in one direction rather than another, whatever the fuck those directions actually are.

Times like these made me wish Tattletale was here. Sharp pain in the ass that she was, we could at least bounce ideas off each other and work towards a solution faster thanks to her power and intuition.

"I'm so confused, Lady Antares."

"That makes both of us." I said, ignoring the Lady part, "And that might even be the point of this. Confuse us so badly that it prevents us from going forward."

Sevitus gave a weary sigh, "The descriptions of what you deal with in your homeland exhaust me with their mysteries."

"Ah, right. I owe you a bit more of an explanation."

There was a ghost of a smile there, "It would be appreciated."

"I come from a different world. An alternate universe, if you guys have that sort of terminology."

"Like a... plane of Oblivion?"

"I honestly don't know." I answered tiredly, "Could be that we're using the same meanings with different words. In any case, my world's entire history and culture is different than yours. Even the continents are completely different, unless there are other maps out there of the world. Have you guys sailed around the world yet?"

He shrugged.

"Right. Might have to ask your dad about that one. In any case, my world is very different than this one."

"A world without magic and mer, nor beastmen. With people blessed by gods, as you've mentioned before."

I shrugged, "I guess that falls into interpretation really. Alien beings from space who bond with you in ways I couldn't explain in a hundred years, with unfathomable motives and methodology, and almost incidentally make you feel insignificant? Sound like a god to you?"

"Well... yes?" He answered as though it was a trick question, "I don't know much about these Ahleens, but I've heard many stories about how a god of magic formed our sun and his disciples made the stars. The planets that make up our night sky are said to be our forefathers and gods, above us all and always watching. Your gods do not sound so strange."

"How often do you get proof of them actually existing?"

Sevitus frowned, "The Voice of the Emperor is considered a blessing from the Gods."

Huh. "That's not just magic? I thought you were holding out on me about not knowing much. Seemed similar to Ulfric's magic."

"I know very little, Lady Antares." His voice took on a frustrated edge, "Gifts such as my blessing are different than those of studied mages, and both are different from the Tongues. The Thu'um. I cannot tell you much beyond those facts, but I know for certain that my gift is a gift. To say otherwise... it would be heresy."

He said that last word with a hint of venom, his eyes wide in his speech, as though he were arguing with his life on the line. For a brief moment, I could see a man who could one day become a soldier as gruff and tough as his father was now.

Daisy neighed behind him, clopping one hoof in the snowy trail while fog shot from her snout.

Sevitus paused, and I could see that soldier melt away to the boy that felt guilty for supposedly injuring an innocent person. Folding in on himself wasn't the exact term to use, but it was the best suited for seeing him take a step back and away from me, gaze to the floor while the tension seeped from his body.

Sullenly, he spoke. "My father told me about it. How much of a gift it was and how few loyal Imperials had it."

Seeing him like this, I wondered not for the first time why I was here. Rain or Tristan could have found some commonality with Sevitus in his religion without stepping on his toes. Sveta would have been able to see what the right path of action to take was here, and Byron might have been able to keep a stronger perspective. I wasn't unconvinced Kenzie couldn't have just built her way back home by the end of the day, if she didn't get distracted.

As much as it hurt to think about her, Ashley could have at least pretended to know what to do better than I ever could.

I was reminded of my brief time as a part time mod for PHO debate forums, partly for enjoyment, partly to share my behind-the-scenes-knowledge, all of it egotistical for a sixteen year old. For a while, there was a running meme that capes who fell into the jack of all trades category were often the least effective on their own, with many debates looking only at the powers involved compared to those who mastered a style or theme of Caping.

I had never considered myself as part of that category, and my rising popularity in the Bay seemed as vindication enough to reinforce that perspective, but I also felt that they weren't giving enough of those capes a fair shake. I would comment and argue about how a skilled cape with support powers or even multiple weaker powers could pull as much weight as Alexandria or Legend when things got rough in a battle.

I don't think the younger me was wrong to believe that in that idea, but having seen how far capes like Legend, Valkyrie, and Dragon could go with their focus, I was now realizing that real limits I faced. Nothing in my powerset was proving useful in getting me home, my knowledge was lost in translation and culture, and I didn't have access to the right frame of mind to parse what information I was given. If someone wanted to take me out of action, then I had to say they did a damn good job.

In terms of hypothetical scenarios, I don't think younger me would have been confident in my current chances.

So what are you going to do about it?

Apologize for being an asshole for starters.


I sighed, keeping my arms crossed and meeting his fleeting eyes. "I didn't mean to sound like I was belittling your religion Sevitus. I know it's shitty of me to say when I did it earlier too, but I'm really not trying to play games or insult your customs. I know you must have a lot of question and trust me, I get it. It's just... I'm just..."

I looked back at the boulder. It's carved letters and five notches seemed to silently mock me as I stood on the precipice of one action or the other, as though any and all would be the wrong course to take.

"....I'm just feeling lost right now."

It was quiet for a moment, so quiet that I wondered if he actually would accept my apology at all and the guilt from that hurt more than I expected. It felt a lot like I imagined letting Presley down would.

Which made it all the more surprising when he spoke, "Only the one question for now. How can I help?"

I frowned, "Are you sure? I know it's not fair to be left in the dark like this."

"To be quite honest, I'm really just happy you aren't a Daedra in disguise. Wasn't sure what to do if that was the case, especially when you saved my life. Do Daedra take life-debts?"

"I don't even know what a Daedra is, Sevitus."

"Oh. Right."

"And don't worry about life-debts," I said. "That's not the kind of person I want to be. You should save people just because it's the right thing."

He nodded, "In that case, it would mean that I have to save you anyways. Right?"

I blinked, "Huh. You got me there."

He smiled sheepishly and I couldn't help but return one of my own. The tension wasn't quite gone, but maybe the worst had been neatly side-stepped for now.

Yeah, for now.

I thought for a bit, "The best way to help right now is to narrow down our theories. Right now I'm putting a lot of focus on my world's side of the equation, but you just reminded me that magic is also in play here."

"Magic is always a tricky business, from what I hear."

"I'm taking your word for it," I said. "So, Magic. What is it and how do you get it?"

His brows furrowed, "Its been years since the lessons back in training. From what I recall, Magic is simply something that exists in everything on Mundus. Um, your 'Earth' as you'd call it. Plants, animals, men and mer, beastmen, Gods and Daedra all use magic. Or can use magic. It's not really something you gain, so much as something you can have an aptitude for, like swordsmanship or singing or-"

I held up a hand, "Okay, hold on, that's a lot to take in. Magic exists in everybody and anyone can use it?"

He nodded.

"Then- wait, hold on, something doesn't add up. If anyone could just learn magic, then why were there so few healing mages then? That was the whole issue with me having to race to Whiterun in the first place!"

"Magic has fallen out of favor, due to the Oblivion Crisis, Antares. It's not shunned within the Empire, but many have become wary of those who become too enamored with it. Coupled with the time needed to train and often a lack of proper teachers, then I imagine it makes people wary to invest time in it."

I swallowed, thinking of the potion in my satchel, "Does healing magic have drawbacks? After effects?"

"What? No. Not unless you're an undead I suppose. It's literally a life-saver to have."

"So you can use healing magic then?"

"Oh, no." Sevitus said, shaking his head, "I was never interested in the magical arts. I much prefer the sword to the spells."

"...Why?" I asked, unable to hide my incredulity, "Why wouldn't you want to know how to heal yourself or others with no drawbacks? Or even just telekinesis like you thought I had?"

He rubbed his chin in thought, "I don't know. It just never appealed to me as a soldier I suppose. I always fell asleep when we had to study texts about magic, personally. A few of my fellow brothers and sister in steel have mentioned something similar."

I took a deep breath, trying to not melt my brain with the implications of this world's access to various degrees of what were basically super-powers. And not wanting it.

I let out the breath, "Fine. Okay. Sure. You mentioned Illusionists earlier, so that means this world has people who mess with the mind using magic?"

"We do. My father once told me a tale of a Dark Elf turning a small company of Imperials into madmen, stoked into a frenzy of slaughter."

Like Love Lost. "Then there is a chance that this an illusionary effect? It can't be dismissed out of hand then?"

Sevitus nodded, "I suppose it's possible. From what I hear, it's usually not so subtle, but if we are already effected then we wouldn't know would we?"

"Couldn't have said it better myself. " I agreed. "Got anything that might help us here?"

"Unfortunately not. I'm really starting to regret not studying enough. We do have the College of Winterhold though. They should know more about these kinds of magics than even the average mage."

I couldn't stop the amusement seeping into my tone, "You have a school for witchcraft and wizardry?"

A look of abject horror crossed his face, "Gods no! Witches would sooner harvest your heart for a sacrifice than help teach you anything! Don't catch any mages hearing you talk like that, lest you earn their ire or curse!"

Why do I even try to be funny sometimes?

"Right, don't mention Witches. Anything else you need to warn me about?"

He paused, "Just a moment."

Sevitus turned to the border gate, eyes narrowed. With that profile, there was a sharp edge to him that struck me as peculiar, like he was unconsciously copying a routine he'd seen before.

His fingers tapped against old armor as he spoke, "We might find more clues in the border barracks. Notes and supplies perhaps. It's worth checking out I think."

Sevitus stepped forward, only to stumble slightly as a hand took hold of his fur cloak. The act was instinctual and without thought, barely at the edge of my control. Barely, because while I wanted to get his attention back on magic, I was going to use my flesh and blood hand, not the ones she had been cursed with.

"No." I said, and meant it.

"No?" He asked, bewildered.

There was a sense of concern at that random act from my power, but it wasn't in that she had reached out without my bidding. The concern was that something was wrong with Sevitus or the actions Sevitus was about to take, something that resulted in a surety that this had to be stopped somehow. The only comparison I could make was when Win had shown me Amy's threat rating, but I couldn't help but feel as though the real danger was hidden in plain sight.

Or in this case, I hadn't accounted for the right kind of trigger for.... whatever this place was.

A gut feeling. She had been so quiet when I was investigating the rock, but when Sevitus considered moving past that border... It was there.

She was with me, trying to get my attention.

"No." I repeated, feeling that connection die down slightly. "We'll head back to camp, make sure your dad sees you alive and well. For now, tell me everything you know about the College."
 
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Candlelight 2.8

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I'd seen a lot of weird shit since I got here, shit that would make even the most experienced of Capes blink twice, which was saying something considering how utterly fucked my universe could be. I'd seen victims of the Slaughterhouse Nine, my time in the Asylum saw me share a living space with multiple other people who were tortured by powers and while I looked at my time with Breakthrough with a real sense of love, it was also marked with people I loved being torn apart and worse.

That was without accounting for every fucked up thing that had happened to me in that short timespan. Getting shot, nearly impregnated, skin melted off, technically dying from leaping off of a cliff-face into solid rock. I'd been through the fucking wringer and then some.

So I was a bit proud of myself for only freezing for a few moments when Sevitus and I stumbled onto a scene involving dozens of dog-sized spiders clambering over each other as they tried to climb up a tree.

"Help! For all the love of your inbred-fucking ancestors! Help! Me!"

One leg wrapped around a limb like a vice-grip, Rave swung her bow with all her strength, the carved wood smashing into the eye of the closest spider. The mutant twitched with inhuman reactions, flailing and falling back off the tree trunk and into the pile beneath it. It's fall took down a few in it's wake, but an equal number were soon skittering up to replace them.

Jesus fuck. Skitter eat your heart out.

Rave let out another scream as the spiders closed the distance and I flew forward, not taking a moment to see what Sevitus's reaction was. My aura was blaring at max output as I dove into the fray, Fragile One prepared for action around me. I had no idea how giant arachnids would handle induced fear, especially when human reactions could be so varied, but anything would be better than seeing someone eaten by spiders.

The spiders visibly paused as my aura reached them and whatever they felt from the power, the results were immediate as they scurried in a mad scramble. More than a few set about attacking each other on the spot, curling around each other gruesomely in balls of death and madness. In that chaos though, some of the spiders located the source of the fear and went on the attack.

The fact that said attack involved literally spitting web as projectile weapons was not something I expected. Still, the Fragile One's hands swept out and around me, slapping aside the moist webbing with ease as the lack of traction allowed the attack to slip off harmlessly. As I closed the distance, several of the spiders leapt into the air, easily crossing a distance twice as tall as Sevitus was.

Those same fragile hands took hold of the closest spiders' mandibles and legs, whipping the mutant to the side in a fluid motion that saw it slam into the oncoming creature with a sickening crunch. Yellow blood or pus billowed out from the collision, but there was enough mass left for me to chuck the corpse at another leaping spider, sending it crashing into a nearby tree with a large crack and spray of blood.

I landed in front of the maddened horde, hands reaching down into the snow for ammunition. One spider ventured too close and got a splitting kick that sheared it's body in half, sending most of it flipping upwards from the blow and the rest of it's steaming entrails onto the snow.

Four of my hands found serviceable weapons; three pebbles and a stick.

Let 'em fly.

The pebbles were sent rocketing out at speeds faster than sound, each piece of rock obliterating a spider that strayed into it's path, one even taking out a second spider behind the first with enough force to have chitin scatter through the air. The stick didn't have enough mass to be thrown fatally, but it could serve other uses if I was creative enough-

A spider landed in front of me and I stabbed down, impaling it's torso with the wooden weapon and pinning it in place. Even then, the monster didn't immediately die, all eight legs trying to dig into the ground for traction. My own eight hands took hold of the body and pulled in different directions.

Nothing useful from the bits I'd retrieved and I was left to drop it's remains to the snow.

The numbers had thinned. I'd killed seven myself and I could see Sevitus leap atop another, iron sword piercing it's skull and then dragged long-ways through it's body in on smooth motion. Two more had been killed by their brethren and the remaining two were visibly injured from the scuffle.

Sevitus and I charged at the same time, and as injured as the creatures were, they still forced themselves to met our attack. One spider's ball of webbing was cut out of the sky by Sevitus's blade, and a follow up thrust saw him cleave it's foremost legs in pieces. A second swing cut through it's eyes then skull and the mutant dropped.

My opponent leapt at me, fangs longer than my hand bared, only to be literally slapped aside. The spider crumpled on landing, not even capable of giving off a death twitch.

Twelve mutant spiders dead, torn apart in various ways, and all I could think was that I had no fucking idea what just happened.

I looked to Sevitus, "Do I even I want to ask?"

He scowled as he used a cloth to wipe yellow gunk from his blade, "Frost Spider brood. Must have lost it's Mother and went foraging for prey. I'd seen one or two in small caves, but never so many in one place. Never wanted to."

"Yeah," I nodded. "Yeah, I could have done without that nightmare fuel."

I was scouring the surroundings, making sure no spiders where waiting for us to let our guard down, when I noticed.

"Where the hell are the bandits?"

"What?" Sevitus followed my gaze, "Oh for Kynes' sake!"

Hours ago, I had left a dozen men trapped atop tree branches, easily twenty to thirty feet of a fall once I broke the branches beneath them.

And now it was empty, barring the weapons I had buried into it's body.

Sevitus sounded immensely tired as he spoke, "I think I see some tracks leading across the main trail. I'll give them a brief look, but I'm guessing the bandit girl would know best."

I nodded, but couldn't afford to meet his eyes. The sound of his feet crunching snow felt especially heavy.

I fucked up. I fucked up big time.

But how? That had been a drop that could kill or cripple normal people and yet all of them just... walked it off? How did some of them even get free?

I flew up to the opposite tree where Rave was situated, lying prone along one of the branches and hugging her bow close to her. As I approached I could see her wiping her eyes with her sleeves, careful to keep her face out of view.

"You okay?"

"Bal's balls I am," she said with a hoarse voice. She looked up at me, "I can't climb down. Busted my ankle on a bad landing."

"But you could climb a tree to escape mutant spiders." I said incredulously.

She shook her head, "Guff gave me a boost so I could get my bow. Couldn't get down and then the spiders found me."

"They left you?"

She scowled at me, an animalistic expression I'd seen on Bitch before, pure anger and frustration coming to the fore. She seemed to remember that I was someone who could tear steel like paper, because a brief look of concern crossed her face before she turned away, refusing to meet my gaze.

"Hear, let me take you down. I'll be gentle."

I took hold of her and peeled her from her branch, careful not to jostle her too badly. She seem more focused on keeping her bow held closely and if I put her in any pain, she didn't say anything.

I dropped down slowly, hovering an inch or so above the snow and letting her touch the ground. She hissed and then leaned against the blood-stained tree, lifting one ankle off slightly to not put pressure on it.

I could empathize with that at least, "How bad is it? Broken?"

"Sprained I think. Divines this day has gone to shit."

Isn't that the truth.

"I'm honestly surprised they left you here alive." Sevitus commented, back from inspecting the trail left behind from the fleeing bandits. "You were pretty much dead-weight to them and a big security risk if you point us in the right direction."

"Guff knows I ain't a squealer, no matter what irons you dig into me. Ah've got grit and they respect that, not that you'd understand soldier boy. We don't get fancy tents and swords paid for by the squawking folk in your holds. We're survivors, we take what we got from the land and from weaker, softer, fools who might as well drink from their mother's tit. You can't break a bond based on needing to hunt down a pack of wolves together to live through a winter with barely any scraps of cloth. It's thicker than blood and water."

"They left you." I repeated. "You seriously would have died if we hadn't come back for you."

I saw a flicker of that scowl, even turned away, but she didn't say anything in response.

"We should honestly finished the job," Sevitus said, hand going to his sword hilt. "Less chance of her slowing us down or trying to stab us in the back."

Rave twisted up, her eyes wide, and tried to back away. Her injured leg gave out and she fell back a centimeter before my hands caught her, holding her in place.

Likewise, Sevitus was still, unable to find the strength or leverage to draw his blade.

"Antares-"

"We are not murdering her Sevitus," I said sternly. "I thought that I made that clear when I killed a giant spider to save her."

Sevitus sighed, "Antares, what do you think will happen to her when we return to the camp? She either pays the hefty fine for banditry, she rots in a jail cell for most of her life, or they just execute her instead of wanting to take care of another mouth to feed. I doubt she has any gold on her person and if she's in prison, she'll probably be killed or worse by a variety of nasty critters and people. She's just not worth it."

I was silent for a moment, taking him in, and I could already feel how my posture shifted slightly in the air. A position I'd taken a few times when dealing with something unpleasant, but not necessarily threatening.

I was beginning to grow a bit annoyed with how often he seemed to lapse into this kind of mentality.

"What was going to happen to me, Sevitus?"

His soldier-like expression that I found so aggravating cracked and crumbled, revealing the boy beneath it. "That isn't fair, Antares."

"It's not about fairness Sevitus. Just answer honestly about what you and your father would have done to me, had I not woken up in time."

He stood there for a time, a young man wearing old hand-me-down armor that his father gave him, hanging off slightly since he hadn't grown into them quite yet. I wondered if this was how Jessica had seen Chris at first, a poor kid trapped with a mind of a man or a man trapped with the hormonal body of a kid.

"We should go." He said, backing away from my hands. He turned to the main trail and walked back to Daisy. "If we don't move soon it'll be too dark before we make enough headway."

I... I didn't know how to feel about him not answering the question. I wanted him to understand that things weren't so cut and dry now, not with this Master-Stranger bullshit fucking with our heads. If I wanted to, I could even consider this as him acquiescing to that unspoken statement... but it didn't feel right. It didn't feel like he truly understood the message that I had wanted to get across and I wasn't sure why that was.

Sveta had said that we both tended to judge others slightly for not stepping up and doing the right thing, consciously and unconsciously. Was that a factor here? That I wanted him to outright say that his means of enacting justice wasn't right? Was it just annoyance and frustrations boiling over and spilling out to harm him like lava?

Sevitus was already mounting Daisy, the bow strung along her side, still resolutely looking down the main-trail.

"I can't ride with him," Rave murmured. "He'll toss me off the side and break my neck."

"You're not riding with him," I answered. I placed a hand, a real hand, on her shoulder and pushed out with my aura. With my body acting as a conduit, she was given a purer taste of my power, a pulse of fear. Rave gasped a bit and tried to back off, but my grip was like a vice. "You're going to behave yourself. You are not going to talk to Sevitus, you aren't even going to talk to me unless it's urgent or if I ask you a question. Do you understand?"

She nodded.

I released her from my grip, but kept the aura churning just enough for her to be in reach. "Tell me if this get painful for you."

I shifted the Fragile One's hands around Rave, keeping focus on getting a grip along her waist, shoulders, and back of the head. I lifted her up off the ground and she whimpered.

"Am I hurting you?"

"No." She grit out, both eyes closed. "I... I hate being raised up so high."

Ah. Right.

"I'll keep us flying low. Bare with it unless your leg starts acting up, I'll try to keep it as comfortable as I can."

Sevitus was watching, an expression that for the first time I really couldn't read on his face, before he spurred Daisy onwards. I maneuvered the Fragile One so that Rave was to my back and not forced to withstand the cold wind as I flew to catch up.

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"We should have kept going."

"Not a good idea Antares, not with how wolves and Frost Spiders hunt. The bandit girl was lucky there was still daylight. Night time is when the Spider Mothers go out to hunt for their broods."

Rave shivered at the mention of the spiders, pulling herself closer to the fire, allowing the light to outline the bruises on her face and the amateur war-paint she shared with her gang of raiders.

Sevitus glared at her for a moment before going back to tending the fire, his small blanket draping his shoulders.

I crossed my arms, "Not even another mile or two?"

"In this light? Or lack of it? Antares, I'd be concerned about Daisy hitting the road wrong more than the beasts that lurk in these woods. Not to mention she's exhausted from traveling and I'm tired of riding her. If we rest now, I promise you we will get up extra early in the morning to get that head-start back to camp. But I can't risk night travel in good conscience, not when we have... baggage."

Baggage. He meant Rave and from the brief scowl on her face, she knew it too. I, however, was thinking of an entirely different kind of baggage.

I floated up slightly, peering past the barricade I set up around the camp. Night had fallen and Sevitus had been adamant about making camp away from the main-road, but away from any major groupings of trees. The main road was an easy target for bandits like Rave's group to follow and too many trees together meant things called 'Spriggans' could nest there. My suggestion for a cave was denied as well; too many animals like wolves, bears, and werewolves made those their homes.

Fucking werewolves. That was an honest to god concern for camping on this fucked up planet. Vampires, Elves, Dragons, Werewolves, and Magic Rocks.

Fine. Whatever.

With fucking werewolves on the mind, I set to the task of breaking down the smaller trees nearby and laying them down at an angle around our campsite near the base of one of the mountains. I had been worried about them being alone with each other for more than a few minutes, but the both of them seemed a lot more interested in my depositing of trees than any arguments.

It had taken a few trips before it occurred to me that neither of them had seen feats of strength like that before, which could point to magic not normally amplifying strength or telekinesis to that extent. The following thought was that it might also mean that I was the strongest person on this planet.

That thought made me feel mucho uncomfortable, to butcher a quote from an old Alexandria show. Goddess had been the most powerful person on Shin and her mistakes left a way for people like Amy and Chris to find more victims. Eidolon fell from grace. Scion betrayed everyone.

Where did that leave me?

Yeah, mucho uncomfortable.

Better to look out into that dark wilderness and think about home than to consider the consequences of me staying here any longer. Considering my track record on introspection, it was far easier said than done.

"I'll take first watch," Sevitus said from below, beginning to stand.

"What?" I turned to him, "How does that make any kind of sense?"

He paused mid-movement, glancing up at me, "You're both-"

He stopped, mouth open, then shut it.

I raised an eyebrow. It wasn't a hard to imagine what he was planning to say and at least he had the decency to look embarrassed.

"Tired? Sevitus, you've been horse-riding all day." I said, giving him a lifeline. "It's been years since I've done it, but I do remember how sore I was after. If you're half as exhausted as Daisy is, then you need to rest up first."

He made a pained face, "It doesn't feel right."

It was corny, but I actually did find it sort of charming in a naïve sort of way. Maybe I had just gotten used to seeing Sevitus like that, rather than what he was trained to be.

"I've flown all day today Sevitus. I've basically done nothing tiring all day." Physically. Emotionally? Well he didn't need to know that. "I'll keep watch for the first four hours, you cover the last few. If anything happens I'll do this-"

I sent out a brief pulse of my aura, seeing how Rave and Sevitus both flinched slightly.

"-And it'll wake you up, one- ninety percent sure."

He glanced between Rave and I, "Promise?"

"Promise."

He nodded. Then nodded harder, like he was really trying to convince himself this was a good idea.

Still, he turned and went to his bed-roll near Daisy, curling up under the blankets as best he could while wearing his armor. I wasn't quite surprised when I heard snoring that was too jarring to be faked coming from his direction.

Rest up kid. You deserve it after what I put you through.

A whisper cut in, "Your man is the worrisome sort huh? Not my type, but at least he's got a decent body to look at."

I raised an eyebrow at that.

Rave had shifted in her cot to face me, hands and feet tied together using the leftover rope we scrounged up. With the way the light hit her, it seemed to make the swollen and bruised parts of her to be etched in shadow, while her scar and paint glistened.

"Must be a damn good lay to get a Battle Mage like you on the side."

"I thought I said not to talk to me unless absolutely necessary." I said archly.

"Come on," she whispered, rolling her eyes. "I've kept my trap shut for hours after you dragged me through that the air. And I get the feeling you mostly didn't want me to upset your man."

"He's not my man and you're vastly underestimating how much I dislike you. Maybe you should take those as a hint about where this conversation will lead you."

She frowned, dark green-eyes glowing from the light. "You kept my bow safe. Even after you called my bluff, you didn't snap it in front of me. Why not?"

I crossed my arms, not saying anything.

"I'll tell ya why I think so." She continued, "I think it's cause you're strong. Well, I know that obviously, you uprooted trees from the ground for oblivion's sake. But most Mages, hells, most people I've seen who got that kind of power would lord it over others. I don't just mean the bandits either. Imperials, Stormcloaks, Thalmor, even Priests, they all act like the realm revolves around them. You notice that? I'm sure you have."

I thought back to everyone in power that I had met here. Claudya. Irileth. Ulfric. Even Invictus initially.

"Yeah," she said as though I answered her. "But not you. Nah, nah, you tried to give our little dozen an out. Avoid the fighting, because you knew how it would end."

Her whisper grew in intensity, "I think you've honed this strength. Yeah, you've experienced going a little crazy, a little drunk on power. I'm guilty of it even, taking my time with potshots on a rival gang or giving some fat merchant a head start to test my aim. Don't give me that look. I aint got shit for brains when it comes to books or writing, but I can do a fine job of seeing people at their worst because I've been at my worst."

You are the worst.

Rave leaned in close, almost manic in how she smiled, the bruises getting a bit more light from the movement. "Aren't you tired of being nice? Don't you wanna go Daedric? My gang back there would accept you with open arms. Not gonna lie, if you dropped me off there, they'd probably kill me even if Guff tried to stop them. But if you come with me, ditch the boring soldier boy... well you get worshipped I bet. Probably given leadership if you throw a tree or two to scare them. Men, women, they'll supply you with whatever you want."

"I aint saying that you gotta let go all your rules or what not. Not asking you to kill your soldier boy either. But come on, let's ditch him for something bigger yeah? You kept my bow safe, so let me guide you to a way of living where you can relax a bit, to return the favor. Hell, I'll even change my ways if you want, I'll nail every defiling man to the wall with the bits their legs if you want me too."

A memory came to mind. Amy in Shin, promising to change her ways, go to that therapist and seek out help... so long as I went with her. Later, offering to get me and my team out of prison early... if I just talked to her for a bit. Even later, saying she'd go with my plan to fight the Machine Army... and then attempted to murder my best friend in the whole world.

I don't have rules, not like she did back then.

But I have fucking morals.


"-have to talk about what groups to hit, but that can wait-"

"Please stop talking." I said, "I kind of want to throw you into a hillside so hard your brain rattles."

"A- A what?"

I looked into her eyes, my tone calm and collected as I spoke, "I've done it before. And the mountain is right here."

Those green eyes of her searched my own and I took a fair bit of pleasure in seeing her fucking smile crumble. She shut up, her swollen mouth pressed firmly into a line as she laid down near the dying light of the fire.

I sighed and turned back towards the ever seeking darkness that encroached on our camp. Was it a mistake to spare her? To drag her with me? It wasn't like Etna, who was a fuckup of epic proportions, but at least got a clue and went full-blown hero after. Rave reveled - no - raved about the horrible acts she committed and any change to her person would only come by as a means of getting me on her side.

Despite that, despite every little bit of bullshit she uttered to me just now, I couldn't let her be murdered in good conscience. It would go against everything that I promised the pieces that made up the Victoria of breakthrough. Even the parts of Glory Girl that I had accepted wouldn't be okay with it.

The Fragile One surrounded me, engulfed me in it's protective shell and trapped the warmth of the fire within itself. I loosened the control I had over her, partially to experiment, mostly because I needed some company without any overly complicated strings attached.

Considering our history, that's saying something, isn't it girl?

She didn't respond beyond having impossibly strong hands and feet brush against cloth and snow. I waited to see if I needed to prevent her from crushing something important or awakening Sevitus, but there was only the soft touches. I could feel every head looking in the same direction I was, my allies peering into the blackness, daring it to make a move.

I hated this. Loathed it. Forced to stay a full day and night in a reality that wasn't my own, while my team faced cosmic horrors without me, and innocent people dying in a war that I brought them into.

I wondered if I could convince Sevitus to let me keep watch the entire night. I didn't want to deal with the nightmares. Not when I knew I would wake up to this world again.

You helped me out back there. Thank you for that. I don't know what I would be doing without you.

No response there either. That was okay.

We'd handle this together.

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Then

The evening sky was a dark green and where that green met the low orange of setting sun, one could see how the colors twisted around each other in layers of tendrils rather than mix. The result of such a light show breaching through half-closed blinds was an almost psychedelic effect as the contrasting colors projected onto blank white walls.

Lyo-Leo prowled his territory amid the dying light, mighty paws of cotton causing the bed-sheets to tremble in his wake and dust-bunnies were left to quiver in fear under the bed.

Dean watched helplessly as Lyo-Leo approached, unable to tear his eyes away from the lion's figure, knowing that running away wasn't an option anymore.

With my helping hand, I lifted Lyo-Leo into the air and pressed him so close to Dean's face that their noses were touching.

"Rawr." I said, because Lyo-Leo could not.

"Ahhh." Dean uttered, his monotone conveying paralyzing fear.

I lowered my voice as dramatically as I could, "What's someone as delicious as you doing in my Kingdom?"

"I'm sorry, Lyo-Leo-"

I had Lyo-Leo bat Deans face with a stuffed paw, the limb bouncing off harmlessly. Dean raised an eyebrow.

"It is Lord Lyo-Leo, to you, my dessert."

"Not lunch, Mr. Lord Lyo-Leo?"

I batted his other cheek with a paw, smiling, "No mister needed. And you're too sweet for lunch."

"Please, spare the face," Dean said. "It's the only thing my girlfriend likes about me."

"Rawr. You think she only likes you because of your pretty face?"

"It's all I got going for me." Dean put out an overly exaggerated sigh, "She's so smart and beautiful, kind and compassionate, always up to date in fashion. She has this thing where when she laughs she feels like she has to cover up because she gets self-conscious, even though her giggles are impossibly adorable. Whenever she's frustrated she scrunches her face like she's const-"

I buried Lyo-Leo over Dean's pretty face, muffling him, while trying to ignore how flushed my own was. "Stupid. Dumbass. Moron."

His hand snaked out, a finger prodding me in my armpit, and I let out a squeak as I drew back. Poor Lyo-Leo fell from my grasp, revealing a smirking Dean.

"Brutes are ticklish. Better update the Protocols."

I gave a mock scowl, "Oh, I'll show you ticklish!"

I used flight to catch him by surprise, grabbing his wrists and twisting him onto the bed so that he was laid-back while I floated above him. Still keeping his arms pinned, I took a note from the lion playbook and went for the throat, vicious kisses peppering him. He squirmed beneath me, struggling in vain while laughing breathlessly.

"Mercy!" He called out, louder than he'd normally be as he tried not to laugh.

That was fine. My parents were out of the house on a date night and Amy still had an hour before she finished her hospital shift. I had even texted Crystal to warn me if her family was going to give me a surprise visit, and she had given me her promise.

Which means I don't have to show you any mercy.

He looked like he was gonna cry out again, so I put a stop to that by pressing my lips to his. I could feel his breathe leave him and enter me, heart still running wild after my prolonged tickle torture, but he was quick to adapt to the circumstance as he returned my eagerness with his own. My heart was currently doing Olympic gymnastics.

We broke the kiss, meeting each other's eyes, both faces red and panting.

"Safari's would be one hundred percent cooler with jungle cats like you."

I smiled, "Rawr."

I kissed him again, longer, feeling that connection that went beyond the physical grow between us. There was a sense of surety in that connection, pure righteousness, that we could conquer evil and protect the weak together. It was what I imagined my mom and dad felt when they moved in-synch on the battlefield, facing down monsters of every stripe.

Love. True love. The kind that withstands the occasional fight and bounces back even stronger in the aftermath, because it was just right. There was nothing fragile about it.

I could never lose if I have you by my side.

I broke the kiss, nuzzling against his neck again as I pressed myself on top of him. Feeling him entirely, letting him feel me in return, and allowing that connection to resound in my mind. We stayed like that for long moments, just embracing each other, not quite willing to get into the rude stuff. That could come later.

"Do you ever get the feeling that things are coming to a head," Dean broke the silence. "And that even though you can feel and see these things reaching that head, you have no idea what you can do about it?"

I spoke into his neck, "I could show you what you could do about that feeling."

I felt a breath leave him, "Down girl."

I smiled a bit, glad to have gotten the laugh out of him. "Something happen with your parents again?"

"Sort of. They've always been there on that road, but now I can see C- Aegis there, standing beside them on a different road. Other people too, bottling up stuff to a boiling point."

"Is this in the abstract or is meant to be literal?"

"Yes."

I lightly bit him, growling.

I could feel the smile as he spoke, "Sorry, couldn't resist. But also sort of serious of an answer. Aegis is going to graduate soon and Clockblocker right after him, leaving me as the Ward captain. My parents are always putting pressure on me to leave the cape life, but once those two graduate that ultimatum they gave me will be shoved in my face every day."

"And the others?"

He was quiet for a moment, normally quick-witted Dean taking his time.

"I think," He said slowly, "I can handle the others. There are steps I could take to put them off that path. But that still leaves the big two and I just don't know what to do about them."

I could understand it. My life prior to getting powers was going down a similar track, if perhaps in reverse. Where Dean felt as though he was hurtling towards parts of his life he was destined to confront, I had felt as though my destiny was being denied no matter what I did. Yeah, opposite paths, but the result was still the same.

Anxiety. Fear. Loneliness. Burning that candlelight at both ends.

Can't have that.

I squeezed him harder, "Mhm. Typical Thinker neurosis. You've overlooked something major."

I could feel him shift slightly and I looked up at him. His blue eyes met my own, searching.

"Me. In every one of those roads, those paths, I'm there with you. You stay in the city for your parents, I'll be here to visit your office when you get lonely. You leave the city as a star member of the Protectorate, I join and support you."

"You shouldn't force yourself to live your life according to my issues."

I rose up, using flight to balance myself, straddling him. I pressed a single finger against his chest and pushed him back down onto the bed, my long hair falling down around him. "The only thing I'm forcing is getting that simple fact through your head. You're mine and I'm yours. We get through the dark shit together, because we're stronger together, and because I love you."

His eyes were glistening, just a bit. Now that I was giving him my undivided attention, I could see how scared he was, how vulnerable. I wanted to kiss those tears away and would if he gave me the chance. "Even if my pretty face gets mauled by monster?"

"You have the personality to make up for it."

He laughed, "I love you too. Dahmaan daar los ni vahzen."

"Good," I said, adjusting my position. "Now show me that you mean it."

He did. We did.

Together.
 
Candlelight 2.9
Candlelight 2.9

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A heavy crack hung in the air and I felt my body tense for destruction.

I felt like I could understand capes like the Flower of Hetacomb, Ex Nihilo, and even Goddess a little bit better now. Capes who were ripped from their homes by a power they had no context for, left stranded dimensions away surrounded by strangers with a foreign mindset and no guide to getting back home. The feeling of being so utterly lost that you might as well be on the ocean floor looking for a gleam of light to point you at the sky, oppressive in a way that rattled you down to your core, threatening to crack it like glass.

Or ice.

More cracks, smaller than the previous one, rang out and my palms hurt from squeezing my fists too hard. The wet sensations could have been sweat or blood, but either one of them made my artificial flesh feel so much more like a prison, the real Victoria Dallon swimming beneath a mixture of cat and dog bones packed in tightly by cat and dog meat. Skin that was crafted by insects, eyes the amalgamation of pets, hair strung together by fur and fibers.

The darkness was all encompassing without the protection of the campfire, and the bottomless ocean felt all too real. I wanted to summon the Fragile One, to have her shelter me from these thoughts as she would from even Scion. But I couldn't if that meant the cracks finding that channel to this place via whatever extra-dimensional tether my powers produced when activated by my Agent. It was an assumption for how the Titans formed, but I felt like it was along the right track at least.

Unfortunately that track meant I couldn't afford to use my newfound protector to her greatest effect.

So this is how I go then? This world and I helplessly swallowed up by Fortuna?

Fuck that
, I wanted to say. No fucking way.

But the night had passed and I was still here in Tamriel. An alien world with concepts of power that I couldn't wrap my head around, and I'd left behind the only possible clue to getting back home on a gut feeling. My team was in the midst of fighting monsters like Victor and the Stranger Titan, Rain desperately exploring the inner workings of the Agent systems, and the civilians were stuck in the middle trying to do the best they could with what we could provide them.

What happened in the twenty or so hours since I arrived here? How many died without my Gun to supply covering fire on approaching Titans? How many were drained of their knowledge, turned into mountains of scrabbling flesh, or driven horrifically insane at a glance?

With me gone, I could see Tristan trying to pick up the reigns for Breakthrough and work with Tattletale to find some answers. Trying being the key word. I could recall their expressions and attitudes during the opening fights with heartbreaking clarity, and I wasn't confident that either of them were capable of balancing their own sense of helplessness with the drive to keep moving forward.

Fucking hypocritical of you to say Victoria.

Yeah.


Yeah.

I rose from the sleeping bag.

Sevitus was poking the ashes of the campfire with the bottom of his sandals, shifting snow onto the wood remnants. The crackling sound they made had my skin crawling, which really didn't help that ocean I was trapped under.

Sevitus gave me a small smile, "Sleep well?"

I stretched, feeling back and shoulders pop under flesh. The aches and pains from my fights were still going strong, which was a relief. "I've slept better."

"I heard. You mumbled in your sleep a fair bit."

"Nothing embarrassing I hope?" I tried to keep my tone light, but my brain was already running damage control for anything I might have said.

He shook his head, "Nothing that I could make sense of. Apologies if that was rude to bring up."

It was, but I didn't feel like confronting something so minor right now, not when I wasn't in my best headspace. The dreams had been unpleasant but not in a way that could easily be remembered.

The sky was still clouded in ash and fog, lending to the darkness of the early morning, and the cold air clashed with the warmth I'd gained in the bed. There was a melancholic sense of nostalgia with the cold and snow, because my team had formed when winter was on the horizon, and even light showers meant ice and snow soon after in the months preceding.

It would be all too easy to lose myself in those thoughts, like I had been as I laid awake.

Sevitus kicked the bag next to me, producing a cough and groan from Rave.

"Get up. We're getting ready to leave."

I frowned and stood up myself, "You didn't have to kick her Sevitus."

A mix of emotions crossed his face before he sighed, "Apologies, Antares."

"No apologies for me you prick?!" Rave squirmed her top half out of the bag, scowling at him, "So tough when you got a lady tied up and a mage to keep you safe. Why don't you untie me right now and I'll show you a real kick in the ribs?"

"No one is going to be kicking anyone in the ribs." I interrupted.

"He just did!"

I pinched the bridge of my nose. Do not make me mom you right now.

Rave continued to cuss out Sevitus as I packed up my bag and straightened out my armor set. It hadn't been the most comfortable apparel I'd worn to bed, but I would have been far more uncomfortable undressing to sleep while with someone I barely knew and another that I sort of hated.

"At least give me some grub before we get movin'. I only had a light lunch before you both ruined my day."

"We ruined your day?"

"And I'm out of food." Sevitus replied, "Couldn't feed you even I wanted to. Which I don't."

"Sevitus-"

"Well, then I need to piss."

"What do you mean 'well'? You sound like you want to piss to spite me for not having food."

"If I wanted to spite you boy, I would have pissed myself and your shitty rucksack, just to make you carry it along the way. Unlike you Imperials, I'm civilized."

"Rave-"

"You would watch your tongue you quim, lest I cut it out for you!"

I clapped my hands and pulsed my aura, "Guys!"

They shut up, both flinching from the sudden burst, power and sound working to disorient them.

This is why I didn't want to mom you two.

To Sevitus I said, "Give me a moment to get ready? Please? I'll let Rave do her business while I'm at it."

Sevitus nodded, "Just be careful then. We can't trust her."

"I will be. For now, just cool off a bit okay? Don't let her get to you.

He sighed but nodded again, going back to packing away the supplies.

Rave opened her mouth.

I held up a hand, "Not now. Please."

She shut it, looking at me reproachfully.

I unfurled the Fragile One around me, body still tense with the expectation of reality shattering. I felt the chill of the wind die down as she expanded, replaced by another, personal chill as I felt her limbs jitter slightly even as they remained in place.

It's the same thing back in Rain's home.

I focused on that connection between my mind and the actions of the forcefield, thinking back to the height of feedback while we were in-sync. Dancing with me against Oberon, becoming a whirlwind to dispel toxic fumes, carrying our teammates to safety, jousting against Skadi with the Gun.

The jittering slowed and then stopped. I turned a flesh hand over and felt eight more palms do the same. Mouths yawned open and closed, heads turned, and the forcefield itself spun slowly at my command.

Back to normal. Or what constituted as the normal for now.

That feeling of disassociation for myself hadn't left. Not entirely.

At least you haven't abandoned me yet.

Fragile hands reached out and find leverage with Rave, pulling her from the sleeping bag as gently as I could. She squirmed a bit more in my grasp, but didn't voice a complaint.

I pointed, "We'll be in that stretch of woods Sevitus. If anything happens, just shout."

He gave me a thumbs up, which was so bizarrely out of place that I had to pause for few seconds to wonder how that became a thing on this world. Rave's cough drew me out of my fugue and I flew us both into the woods. It took a bit to find a spot sufficiently blocked by trees and foliage that I was comfortable dropping her off at.

I was just happy I didn't have to go in the wilderness.

"I need my ankles untied," Rave mumbled.

I gave her a look.

"Tough talk is one thing, but I got some self-respect. I don't want to piss my trousers on accident and have to deal with the fucking jeers that'll get me."

"Okay." I said, "But if you try to run off, I will catch you. One hundred percent guarantee that I'm faster than you."

She rolled her eyes, "I aint gonna run off on ya. I got nowhere to go here and I aint looking to leave my bow behind."

"You really do care about that thing don't you?"

"Look I told ya it's my pa's, that's reason enough alright? Now can you untie my legs so I don't start dripping elven mead down one pant?"

Right. Invisible hands went about untying the hemp knot, and despite a few miss-tugs here and there, I felt she handled it in a timely manner. Once the rope was removed, Rave immediately went to unbuckling her belt along her pants, and turned away partly to give her privacy.

A memory came to mind of the asylum workers undressing me for my baths, or the many times grown men and women had watched me lose control of bowel movements in their company before they had installed the catheters. Even after, the pumps of the device were morbidly loud when they activated, letting everyone know of the time and reason.

I backed away a good fifteen feet, keeping just the bare minimum of her in my peripheral, and hopefully far away enough that the sounds wouldn't reach me too much.

I took a deep breath, trying to force myself into a calm state that I didn't think I could actually reach. It was like shooting for the stars and landing on the moon; the former was unlikely but at least you got to the latter, with the moon representing any progress at all.

Center yourself. Care for yourself. Handle your shit.

Which meant that while she went about her business, I took time to care for myself at a basic and primal level. I loosened the armor slightly, feeling the air hit sweat damped skin that still partially clung to the cloth interior. Water dumped onto a spare rag could be used as a makeshift bath in a pinch, but there was no sense of relief when I applied it to the more exposed parts of the armor, even as the sweat I was drenched in was wiped clean. Only more of that chill that had nothing to do with the cold water and everything to do with how off my body was.

What am I going to do?

Maybe a better question was what could I do?

Options; fly back to the border and investigate that fucking boulder and see if there's a clue for getting back home. Not a solid option if I was being honest, despite the simplicity. Beyond the Master-Stranger aspect that I was still technically following, there was something about the area that had my gut reeling and I couldn't put my finger on why yet. I wasn't entirely comfortable yet with how the boundaries between the two of us had eroded, but talking with Tattletale and the results of following her lead had done nothing but help. In that way, I could and did trust my Fragile One to do her best to help me when she could.

And she wanted me to stay clear of that rock.

I felt hands run through my hair and felt a bit of tension release as they began to work out it's kinks.

Okay then, what's next?

Magic, and connected to that thought, this supposed school of wizardry but definitely not witchcraft. The College of Winterhold. Magic was the X-factor in all of this and there were apparently multiple classifications of it that operated differently than how our power systems did back home. The Voice, blessings of 'gods', and the kind that could be taught in a school that anyone could take if they wanted. The fact that Sevitus and, apparently, many others didn't take those classes could mean that there was a limitation or clause that I wasn't aware of at the moment. I didn't get the feeling that Sevitus had deceived me in any way, but he did leave the impression of being a bit too unconcerned about magic as a whole.

The College was a strong choice. If I wanted to get some clue as to how the powers in this world worked and why they were so different from my own, there could definitely be a chance among scholars and researchers.

There was a similar option in deciding to stick with Sevitus and Invictus, but that had too many problems for me and them. Claudya clearly hated my guts and made it clear she didn't want to see me in her camp any time soon , and I had no idea how readily her soldiers would enforce her retaliation if I tried to convince her to let me stay. That didn't matter so much, compared to what it might mean for Sevitus and his father. Invictus had already suffered enough for helping me and even if I didn't like him all that much, he still didn't deserve what she would no doubt do to him.

The only real issue was that without the two of them, I didn't have much to go on in terms of directions, even with the map on hand. I had a general idea of where Whiterun, Helgen's remains, and the border were in relation to each other, but no way to figure out the time and distance on my own. I'd have to talk to Sevitus before we separated at camp, see if he could mark up the map a bit more or point to someone who could-

A snap to my right and I looked up just in time to see a club of wood twice as thick as my fist strike one of the faces of my forcefield. Wood exploded on impact and the resulting force sent Rave stumbling back, keeping her balance just barely with her newly freed ankles, wincing in pain as the weapon fell from her grasp.

"Ah piss-"

Forcefield now down, I kicked off the tree to supply that extra bit of force to my flight, crossing a five foot gap in a second to deliver a sharp elbow to her ribs. There was a moment of satisfaction in hearing the gasp of air from her and seeing Rave fall back from the blow, despite the jolt of pain that went up my arm, but she was quick to roll with the momentum and attempt to keep her distance.

My forcefield and flight were quicker, and the moment she tried to rise to her feet I was already upon her. With one hand I took a claw to her leather armor and lifted her completely off the ground. She attempted to kick at me, but two extra arms bloomed held them in place.

We were both breathing hard. Her from the retaliation and losing the air in her lungs. Me from the shock of the attack and a simmering anger at being caught off guard. I knew that I was deep in thought, but for her to get so close to me? Or even prior, to get clothed and find a weapon so soon? She had so fucking quiet.

A simmering anger probably wasn't accurate. I was pissed.

I held her there, aura brimming enough to encompass the two of us, my eyes searching for something in her that could explain what had just happened. For her part, her breathing hitched and her eyes became shifty, trying to look at everything barring me.

"Fucking why?!" Because the question had to be asked.

Rave licked her lips nervously and swallowed, "You let your guard down. I had to give it a shot."

"I held back," I said incredulously. "I gave you a second chance and saved you from giant spiders. From being executed even!"

"Ya. Thanks."

"Fuck you." I snarled, incensed.

"Ya, well-"

"No." I interrupted, "You don't get to have the last word here. You asked before if I'm tired of people in charge trying to throw their weight around and yeah, I really am. I've been shot at, threatened, and insulted by almost everyone I've come across here and I honestly feel like banging my head against a wall for a kinder change of pace. But I could handle all of that, all of that posturing and bureaucratic bullshit, because I've dealt with worse. Way, way, way worse than anything these people have done.

"The one thing I don't trust myself to have a handle on? Dealing with people like you, Rave. Rapists, unabashed murderers, their accomplices and people who take pleasure in ruining the lives of innocent people. I have a bad history of breaking people like you Rave. Breaking them so badly that others can only look at me with horror and disgust. Hell, I get disgusted with myself thinking back to those days. So when you pull bullshit like right now or back in the treetop to save your own skin? It gets really fucking hard not to break you, Rave."

I let go of her clothing, but she remained pinned in the air, unable to move. Unable to do much but sweat and look down at me with wide eyes and flaring nostrils.

"I wouldn't have to lift a single finger to do it." I almost whispered. Not to be sinister or threatening, but because I felt drained in seeing her terrified expression, and raising my volume suddenly felt like a monumental effort in willpower. I turned off my aura, seeing her visibly relax, and I turned my back on her.

The calming center I had worked to find by going through my choices had left me, the rage I gave into was fleeting, and now all I was left was sense of emptiness. I fucked up in letting my guard down even slightly around a monster and I had fucked up in letting my anger take the reigns to bring her down. Adding it to my still waking up on this fucking planet, I had fucked up nearly three times in row.

I could have gone on longer down that road, but I just wanted to put distance between myself and the forest by that point, and tearing myself down wouldn't help with that. There was always later, after all.

I flew us out of the forest and found Sevitus standing by, sword in hand, expression concerned. Seeing me, his face softened, which helped and hurt my heart, and he sheathed his blade.

"I heard shouting and rustling in the woods. Are you alright Antares?"

"I'm fine." I said, forcing my voice to a normal volume, "Rave and I just had an argument right now. Nothing serious."

Rave coughed behind me.

Sevitus frowned, "You speak truly? If she did anything to you, I'll-"

"Sevitus." I patted his shoulder, "It's fine. Really. Right now I just want to get back on the road and talk about my options."

He looked between the two of us, frown so deep that I wondered if he had genes from Invictus after all. In the end though, he nodded and mounted Daisy. He cast one last glance back to me before he had her take off and I was quick to pace myself to her side.

If Rave gave a surprised grunt at my sudden speed, then I didn't hear it.

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We traveled in silence, heavy and uncomfortable, but thankfully not too long as we passed the Helgen checkpoint. The light of morning was finally finding some strength as the hours ticked by, some rays of light even dipping through the clouds and the canopy's of trees.

I felt a bit disappointed that I couldn't feel the warmth in those brief moments of sunlight breaching onto this untamed road, but there was a comfort in knowing that we would eventually be out of the shadow of this ash.

"Antares!" Sevitus called out, "I see Father's men!"

I did too. Two men in the Imperial armor I'd come to wear myself stood along the road, just out of sight of the camp as the trail moved around some foliage and likely away from Claudya's as well. It was a reasonable enough precaution. I wasn't sure I was in the mood to handle Claudya myself either.

We slowed our descent as the soldiers noticed out presence, hands going to the bows across their backs briefly, but not actually drawing their weapons.

"Hail, Archaveus!" Sevitus said, apparently recognizing one of them.

The man closest to us relaxed, lowering his hand as we stopped before us.

"Sevitus. Surprisingly punctual for once. It must be a miracle of Kyne."

Archaveus turned my way, "Lady Antares. It is good to see you as well."

I blinked, feeling off-kilter from the remark, "Thank you. I appreciate it."

"The appreciation is all mine." He thumped his fist to his chest, "My brother was one of the men whom you took to Whiterun for healing. I had prepared myself to pray to the Gods for his soul and dreading to write the letters back home to his wife. Now he laughs and fills his belly with mead like the fool he is. He owes you his life and I owe you my thanks."

I felt a tension in my throat as his sincerity filled every word he spoke. My mind was still going a mile a minute thinking about home, my emotions still charged from Rave's betrayal, and the chill in my meat body still permeating.

When was the last time anyone told me half as sincere? It couldn't have been that long has it?

Feels like forever ago.


I brushed my hand through a lock of hair that the Fragile One hadn't touched, "Thank you Archaveus. That really means a lot to me."

He thumped his chest again, "That being said..."

Archaveus glanced backwards, toward where the camp was located.

"I won't be returning to the camp." I said, "I know I'm not exactly on her good list right now."

"Very few ever are," muttered the soldier behind him.

Sevitus laughed

I tilted my head back, "Do you have a tent for prisoners?"

Archaveus raised an eyebrow, "For that Bandit? No. Every tent is being used to house our supplies and soldiers resting quarters. Best she be put down, spare the effort."

Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Rave turn her head my way. It was a struggle to not lash out with my aura or use my forcefield to wrench her head back. The former would probably wash over the soldiers as well, who hadn't done anything wrong, and the latter was just... too reminiscent of my mom.

I kept my cool as I asked, "Do you think you could makeshift a sort of prison? Or just tie her to a post? As a favor maybe?"

"Hmm." He rubbed his chin, "I suppose we could do with a makeshift pillory. Might even work as motivation for the troops and stress relief."

"Fuck yer pillory!" Rave shouted.

"She doesn't seem to like it." I noted. "What is it?"

"Some call them stockades," Sevitus answered, "Head and wrists bound in wooden blocks and chain."

"Ah." I felt a smile cross my face, "I'm familiar with those. So long as she's treated humanely, I have no issues.."

Archaveus shrugged, "As humanely as any other Bandit spared the blade. I can't guarantee she won't once we get moving, but if she's bound to a pillory then she just might be."

I turned to Rave, saw her head shake, and turned back to Archaveus.

I put in extra false cheer as I said, "I think I can live with that."

"Fuck you, you magic shitting bitch! I should have ripped your throat out with my teeth and-"

I semi-dropped and mostly shoved her forward with my forcefield, forcing her to cut off the rant and focus more on hopping to stay upright. I felt a little bad about that, but the soldier next to Archaveus caught her before she could fall.

I sighed, feeling a weight be lifted off my back, "She's all yours."

Rave scowled at me, but remained silent as the guards pulled out actual iron cuffs to replace the rope.

"We'll tell the Captain that we caught her skulking around the camp and captured her. Gag her after Fobios, no need to let her voice her own story for now."

I turned to Sevitus, "Her bow please?"

He nodded, grabbing it from the saddle and tossing it my way. It froze in the air briefly before I rotated my forcefield, bringing the bow to Archaveus.

"Take care of this please. It's her fathers and it means a lot to her. I'm not asking for special treatment but..."

Archaveus nodded and grasped the weapon. He seemed more amused at the bow rather than the invisible limb holding it, "Even monsters may love at least one person in their lives I suppose. I will make sure that it is kept out of harms way for now."

Behind him, Rave glanced at me before looking to the ground.

Yeah. I don't know if any of this will ever get through your fucking head. I hope it does because I want to believe that there can only be one person I've met that can be so fucking ignorant.

Sevitus dismounted, walking next to me, eyes still on Rave.

"Good riddance I would say," he spoke. He paused and turned to me, "Not to you of course! I'll miss you dearly Antares. Not, uh, not in a way that would be uncomfortable-"

To my front, Archaveus sighed deeply.

"-Just that it's been an exciting journey for the both of us. Or, uh, it was certainly one for me and I hope for you-"

"Sevitus." He stopped and I smiled slightly, "I'll miss you too. If you wanna help make some notes on my map, I'd really appreciate it."

He smiled back, full of youth, and I wished I had time to coach him in heroics. It made me sort of sad to see someone who could be so kind in a group that would likely hammer in a militaristic mindset.

I hope I can leave some bits of goodwill and guidance for you.

Rapid footsteps caught everyone's attention. Several hands going for weapons while I floated higher, hoping to get a better look of the approaching person or group.

Another soldier broke around the trail, panting hard as he ran, and his eyes widened upon seeing us. Despite his apparent exhaustion, he immediately picked up his pace to reach Archaveus.

"It's an emergency sir!" He cried out, "The Captain is having us moving out, double-time! Direct orders from General Tulius's messenger and the report says-

The exhausted man did a double take at my appearance, "Lady Antares? I thought you had left long ago?"

"Out with it soldier!" Archaveus scolded before I could answer, not that I knew what I would say in the first place.

The soldier swallowed, eyes wide, "They've heard reports form folk fleeing near Whiterun. A dragon has attacked!"
 
Interlude: The Archer
Interlude: The Archer


The pounding of the door woke Asgrim from his slumber. He rose slightly from his bed, feeling his wife's arm draped along his chest serve as mild resistance to the action, and had to smile as he felt her fingers squeeze his night-shirt.

"Don't." Carlotta mumbled drowsily, "Stay in bed with me."

"Might be work." He murmured, gently removing her hand from his chest. He gave her small fingers a kiss.

She sighed tiredly, "You're off today. Tell them to go find man who doesn't want to keep his wife company in bed."

"No guard is truly off-duty dear."

"They are when the wife wants demands it."

Asgrim chuckled and leaned down to kiss her forehead.

More pounding at the door, quick but strong hits.

"Definitely work," he grumbled. Still, he was already removing the covers, careful to not budge his wife too much as he awkwardly twisted to the side of the bed.

Easy does it.

He felt a pinch up his left side as he stood and took a moment to center himself. Back when he had first returned to Whiterun, he had tried to push through the pain and weakness with pure grit, having assumed that his long trek back to civilization with Jeram had proven he could tough out anything. It was a folly. His hard-headedness had only exacerbated the damage done to his knee, and by the time he had acquiesced to his now-wife's demands, Danica had declared the injury to be outside of her power.

He still paid the occasional visit once a month, but her studies had not proven fruitful over the years.

Carlotta had been distraught for quite some time and even now he would sometimes catch her watching his pace, a searching look on her face and a quick nervous smile when she saw she had been caught. He wondered often, late in the nights or when he got a bit too full of mead, if she felt as though he only came back to her because of the injury. Asgrim himself was unsure if it was the injury or the refractions of the damned that did it, but he never regretted it. He married a woman who was probably too good for him, he made a family that loved and respected him, and he found a natural sense of belonging with the Whiterun guards.

His life was good.

Another thud against wood that resonated through his home.

Mostly good. Could do without the knocking.

"Hold your fists to yourselves!" He called out, taking measured limps out of his room. "You'll wake the dead at this rate, and I got no time to deal with them at this hour."

It was a blessed silent few seconds as he crossed the space from bedroom to door, yawning as he went. He swung the door open and wasn't surprised to see the Whiterun helmet in front of him. "Birger? What brings you here at this hour of the morn? Has there been an accident?"

The guard shook his head, "All hands to the border wall Asgrim. We've gotten word of a Dragon attacking the Western Watchtower."

Asgrim felt his blood run cold, "The mage was right then? A dragon destroyed Helgen?"

"I don't know about Helgen nor that damned mage of what's true or not, but we had a guard from the outpost make an escape and regale the Jarl himself with what he saw. Scouts have confirmed seeing plumes of orange light in the distance. Irileth and her elite guard have gone to investigate, so it's every soldier armed and ready until she returns."

Asgrim nodded, feeling the weight of the words settle in his heart. Dragons have returned.

"I'll be there soon then." He murmured, "Let me give my goodbyes to my family."

"We're having guard families move to Dragonsreach for the time being," the soldier said, his tone empathetic. "Just a precaution. If Irileth doesn't return by the hour, then we begin mass evacuations to the Cloud District."

Asgrim shuddered, "Gods preserve us."

"Preserve us indeed," the guard intoned and turned away, trotting off to what other house held a sleeping guard.

He closed the door and stood there for a moment, already going over what he had heard and wishing it had been a dream.

Mabye I'm still at that Tower, he thought. Maddened.

This was not the first time he considered that reality.

"Father?" A tiny head peaked out behind a corner wall, eyes wide and voice hushed.

He forced himself to smile, "Come here Mila."

She did, rushing to hug her father's good leg and burying her face against it. Her hair was mussed from sleep, flattened on one side and curling wildly like tall grass on the other. The sight brought a real smile to his face and he patted down the dramatic hair style with his palm.

"Sorry, my dear. Your papa didn't mean to wake you."

She looked up to him, young eyes with startling curiosity and innocence, "What did the man want, Father?"

Out of the corner of his eye, he could see Carlotta standing in the hallway, arms crossed and face full of concern. Mila was her mother's daughter and they could both sniff out a lie no matter how harmless of intention. To placate them would only see them more frustrated and afraid, and he'd rather have them know the truth rather than distrust him in any way.

"That was my friend on the guard, Birger, dear. You've met him before a few times. He tells us of... of a dragon near our city."

Carlotta brought a hand to her mouth, eyes wide with horror.

"Wooow," Mila said, eyes wide with wonder. "A real dragon? Lars told me that he heard his dad talking about the flying mage, and he said he heard his dad hear the mage mention a dragon all the way in Helgen! I didn't believe him because Lars is always reading books and you know how that makes a person's brain go loopy sometimes, but he was telling the truth! Is it the same dragon? Are you going to fight the dragon Father? Are dragons-"

"Mila." Carlotta interrupted, "Go to your room, get dressed and grab some sheets and whatever valuables you can hold with two hands."

"Wha- why, Mother?"

"Because we're leaving." She turned to Asgrim, slightly unsure. "We are leaving, right?"

He nodded, "I would like that, yes. Birger says families can stay in Dragonsreach for the time being. I wouldn't fret so much, Irileth is on the hunt, and she's the most dangerous woman in all of Whiterun. It'll be a quick trip and quiet stay."

"Like a sleepover," Mila gasped. "Will Lars be there?"

"Possibly," he said. Asgrim wasn't sure, if he was being honest with himself. The issues with the Battle-Borns and Gray-Manes had left a divide in Whiterun, and as a result, both families had lost standing in the eyes of it's citizens. He could imagine them fighting for the city in case of invasion, but to volunteer to work together? He had his doubts.

"Mila, go do what I said. Your father has to get ready too."

Mila gave his leg one last squeeze before running off to her room.

Asgrim went to his wife and she folded into his embrace. He cherished the feeling of her cheek on his chest, the pace of her breathing along his arms, the warmth the two of them shared.

"Don't be stupid out there," she whispered. She looked up at him, a beautiful face lined with worry, "Don't leave me again."

"Never," he said and meant it. He kissed her, deeply, and she returned it with enthusiasm. Too soon, far too soon for his liking, she broke it off and turned to go get ready, not willing to let him see her face right now. He didn't begrudge her for it. She had her own pride after all, and he loved her because of it.

He would keep her safe.

He followed her into the room, still minding her, and unlocked the chest at the foot of the bed. Whiterun armor, clean and polished, greeted him on sight.

I will keep you all safe, he thought as he reached for the armor. No one is dying on my watch. Let alone me. I will never break that promise to you, my love.

Asgrim felt the ghost of the Archer he once was as he grasped his bow, before smothering it with scaled metal adorned with the city's colored cloth. He couldn't smother the fear of the potential threat, but fear was an old friend in many ways.

This is my life now. Time to earn it.


Time had passed and that fear he had known had grown into paranoia.

Where are you Irileth?

It had been an hour since Asgrim had joined the post-guard, donning his armor and saying one last goodbye to his loving wife and child. His knee twinged from when he bent down to hug Mila, but it was a worthy pain. Something that made his resolution stronger, not weaker. Carlotta couldn't kiss him with the helmet on, so she copied him that morning, kissing his knuckles and reminding him to stay alive.

When he had watched them head to the Cloud District, it was with a heavy heart.

When he found a roost along the border wall to patrol, it was with pride for his city and his family.

The time for a heavy heart had passed. The time for pride had gone. There was only his old friend, fear.

And fear had grown in strength.

"Irileth's never been gone from Whiterun for this long," the guard next to him spoke. "Not once since I've become a guard have I ever seen her leave the city this long. I'd bet my twenty years of pay on it."

The guard - Elwin - paced back in forth, short scurried steps due to the size allocated to their patrol along the wall. They made Asgrim nervous, more nervous if he was being honest with himself, and he had to fight to keep himself from holding the old-timer in place. He couldn't allow the paranoia to get to him too.

Instead, he forced some disbelief in his voice, "I'm sure she's been gone on longer, Elwin. Missions that the Jarl would only trust to her to see to the end, way above the pay-grade of us poor sods."

Elwin shook his head. "Twenty years!" he emphasized with a slap to his own armor. "Twenty years on the job and I have never seen her leave this city for as long as she has now."

"Come now Elwin. It's barely been an hour past."

"Exactly my point, boy." Elwin give Asgrim a sharp look, "I don't quake in my boots for no reason. Irileth was a monster during the war from the stories I've heard, an blade on the battlefield that killed a dozen for every single swing, yet this Dragon has her take so long that we are going to have to evacuate residents soon enough? It's a bad omen boy. I feel it in my bones and these bones have kept me going for twenty good years. I expect to live twice that if I listen to them."

"You're bones need to have more faith in our city's defend-" Asgrim paused. Movement in the distance had caught his eye.

A bird? The morning sun was struggling to breach the clouds and residual smoke from where they drifted from Helgen, but his eyes had always been good. Something was soaring through the sky.

"What is it?" Elwin stood closer, turning to look to where Asgrim was peering. "What do you see? Is it Irileth?"

"No, not Irileth… it looks like a bird."

"At this distance? You have the eyes of a Khajit or something?"

No, but if he were here now, I could really have used his eyes.

The shadowy figure drew closer and in doing so, caught the mornings first bits of light. It was moving fast, far faster than he'd ever seen a horse gallop. It was... It was...

Asgrim's eyes widened.

"Dragon." He said, unbelieving. He turned to the stunned guard at his side and said louder, "Dragon!"

Elwin fumbled for the horn at his side while Asgrim turned back to the clearing. He couldn't believe it. He would not believe it. A dragon wasn't going to attack Whiterun, his home, not now of all times in millennia. It was impossible. It had to be impossible.

As impossible as the Tower that robbed me of dreams.

Elwin blew the horn and Asgrim hide to bite back a shout of surprise. As the horn tapered off, more horns took up the call, with sentries all along Whiterun's walls pointed and shouted. The cries of 'Dragon' began to echo along the border, and Asgrim could see more than a few civilians pause in shock at the sudden clamor and at the word being thrown around.

"Get to Dragonsreach!" Asgrim shouted to those closest, "Warn others! A Dragon is making it's way to Whiterun! Run! To Dragonsreach!"

"No!"

Asgrim turned, shocked, "Why not-"

A firm hand pressed against his chest. Asgrim had a moment to realize it was Elwin shoving him, full force, before he found himself tumbling off the platform of the tower. The force of the landing knocked the wind out of his lungs and send knives of pain spearing through his left leg. He worried that he might have cracked his bow and sword.

He glared up at the older guard, only to see him stare down at him sadly, a golden glow of light reflecting off his helmet.

The realization hit him too late.

No.

If Elwin had a last parting message, it was washed away by torrent of fire that didn't so much as burn through the wall, but punched through the cracks like a dam shattering on impact with a flood of water. His body was engulfed in hues of orange and yellows, only a vague outline of black flung into the air being his best guess as to where the corpse would eventually land. Even from where Asgrim lay, the heat from the blast was almost impossible to endure, the flames seemingly burning away the air much as they did stone, armor, and flesh.

Don't let his sacrifice be in vain you fool! Persist!

Asgrim thrust the shield along his forearm in front of him, simultaneously using the momentum to push himself back against the wedge of wall and earth. The relief and protection they provided was negligible at best, but the action served to get his mind moving and spirit thrumming as he held out against the oppressive heat. It felt like hours. Hours of feeling the air and water sucked from his body, the clothing he wore all too suffocating in the face of this onslaught, but he knew it had only been seconds.

This dark surety reminded him of the Tower and it's ever growing space. Asgrim grit his teeth and focused on the heat, for the threat of death from exposure was far more appealing than thinking back to that place of madness.

As if hearing this thought, the onslaught stopped, and a great shadow engulfed the world. The creature was titanic, easily larger than a mammoth or giant, the scales of it's body reflecting what little of light from the morning like dull mirrors. The resulting effect created a form duality as it was nearly divided by it's shadowed underbelly, it's taloned feet merely thirty feet above Asgrim.

The Dragon was objectively beautiful, it's form lithe and full of power as it soared above and past him, a being Asgrim had never dreamed of seeing till this day, The force of it's flight was enough to lift Asgrim off the ground and rock back agains the wall, the leathery wings dipping low and high with sheer power to propel it's massive form through the air. A hearty roar shook Asgrim's bones as the Dragon unleashed another stream of fire, the attack scouring through several homes as it glided on by till it was out his view.

It was only when the Dragon had stopped it's roar that Asgrim realized he had been screaming. He forced himself to stop, feeling the air in his throat squeeze shut to silence himself, the act bringing spots to his eyes like refractions in a diamond. A shuddering breath left him, followed by intense breathing as he found the cool air returning to him. The dancing spots in his vision receded and he found the strength to stand.

Before him, pillars of smoke and fire rose to the sky from the city before him, a deep black trail of scorched earth and the burning homes of his neighbors marking the path of destruction the monster had taken.

Run away. Keep that promise to her. To them.

He would have. He almost did. To run away from the horror in front of him, away from the charred corpse of Elwin, and to spend his final days with Carlotta in one arm and Mila in the other. He deserved that, didn't he? He trekked miles through snowy tundra with an arrow in knee, half of his companions dead, because he saw a life with a family who would love him unconditionally. He didn't deserve to fry under the uncaring gaze of a creature millennium old.

But for as much as he could silence his own screams, there was nothing to stop the screams of those further in the city. Men, women, children, his own fellow guards most likely, all of their voices reached out through the city with such volume that not even the Dragon's roars could drown them out. Cries for help, cries for battle, crying out simply for the sake of expressing terror beyond all comprehension.

If he did not answer those screams, those cries for help... who would? If he did not, would he even be able to look his own love in their eyes without any shame?

Fight or flight, but I can't stand still.

He took one step, feeling that pain in his knee, and then another. Then another. And another.

Step by step, until he was stumbling through a living hell of flames on either side, bodies still burning in the streets where they failed avoid the stream of heat or had tried to escape their burning homes, only to die from their wounds.

A child screamed along the side of the cobblestone road, tears streaming down a face that looked as though it had become pink and black dough down one side, the fabric of his shirt charred to his chest. A woman sprinted full speed out from behind a burning home and scooped up the child with a grace and ease that Asgrim envied, her dress doing little to slow her pace as she ducked through more houses. Her direction was most likely Dragonsreach or to the healer's temple.

The Dragon was circling the air now, bouts of flame jetting forth at targets Asgrim couldn't see. His heart stopped as he saw a flick of that flaming stream reach out to the Dragonsreach, only for glowing runes to come to life, blue script that repelled the flames back with a heavy wind.

He soldiered on, the deep fear beginning to mingle with a disbelieving rage. That had been where Carlotta and Mila sheltered, two among many other families, and this Dragon had dared bare a fang or flame in their direction?

Never, his horrified but furious mind decreed. I would sooner gouge out it's eyes with my bare hands than let that happen.

He soldiered on, rage and fear pushing his powerful knees every step of the way, trampling the pain from his old wound like weeds under boot. The Dragon had circled the city ahead twice more, letting out brief bursts of flame before landing between homes further ahead. He strode forth, taking in the bodies, the fleeing city-folk who darted out of their hiding places when they felt the coast was clear, many of them still in sleep-wear and unprepared for an attack so early in the morning.

He passed a corner and found the site of the battle.

The Dragon prowled along the ground on all fours like a saber-cat, it's spine trailing spikes of bone and scales, it's tail ending a dagger-like shape of leather. The horns adorned it's skull like a crown, blending with it's scales naturally, and yellow eyes scanned it's opponents with a cruel intelligence. Ten guards, five of the Companions, and at least an equal number of civilian men and women with weapons surrounded that monster.

Was it a trick of the eye to think that the jaw of the reptile resembled a leering smile?

One of the guards sprinting forth with a mighty battle-cry, his body enveloped in the power of Oakflesh, a sure sign he was one of Irileth's elites. The Dragon matched the cry with a roar of bloodlust and what happened next was so quick, Asgrim could almost not believe his eyes. The Dragon's head and neck lurched out with a sudden speed that belied it's massive size, the enormous jaws of the creature clamping down on the guard in seconds. The serpent shook it's head with devastating force, the exposed lower half of his legs flailing back and forth like a rag swatting at flies, a ferocity that would have killed any normal man that somehow survive the first bite.

On a final shake, the Dragon released his catch and Asgrim only had seconds to dive down before the guards glowing body flew past him, the man colliding with a horse cart like a projectile from a catapult. His spell winked out of existence and he let loose a low moan.

The Dragon roared and was met with a volley of arrows from the guards around him, with several more Companions running to the creature with Skyforge weaponry. Asgrim struggled to his feet, the pain in his knee having found a new hold over him from the fall, and limped over to the elite guard. There were several more cries and Asgrim could see two of the Companions trying to hack away at the Dragon's wings, only for the long limbs to extend is a brief but powerful push, the force of which knocked the duo off their feet and rolling away.

Another guard snuck in from behind, firing arrows at it's exposed underbelly, uncaring that only one in three were getting past the scales, let along hurting the beast. Once more with that shocking speed, the Dragon spun in place, tail lashing out like a whip the size of a horse. Asgrim saw only a splash of red from the guard before the tail carried on through a nearby burning home, shattering wooden pillars and walls like straw.

The Dragon roared and everyone trembled.

Asgrim reached the guard, carefully pulling out pieces of wood so as to get a better view of his brother in arms. He was still moaning, arms laying limply at his side, a hole in his gut that Asgrim could fit his fist entirely and likely not touch any side. He ripped out the sash of his armor, praying to every god he knew as he stuffed the cloth into the wound. Instantly the gold cloth became stained with red and the guard gasped in pain.

Gasping is good. Means you're still alive. Let's keep you that way.

One of the civilians, a man whom Asgrim likely met and talked with as an upstanding member of the community, dropped his sword and fled. Asgrim wanted to feel disgust at the man not even giving a glance to the dead and dying as he ran past, but there nothing he could hold against. Not when he had nearly done the same thing himself.

The remaining guards and fighters were scrambling now, working together as best they could to distract and disorient the beast, lest they lose another. A Companion woman with two swords sprinted up to the snout of the Dragon as it approached an archer, dual blades crisscrossing in beautiful movements as they were swung, the steel creating sparks as they raked it's scaled maw. The Dragon shrunk back, surprised by the move and blow, giving more of the guards time to pepper it with arrows and allow the woman to fall back behind burning cover.

"I hear my mother calling..." the guard murmured, eyes rolling in his sockets. His pupils were wider than they should have been.

"You hear nothing friend." Asgrim huffed out a breath, pulling off his bow. "Your ancestors want you to stick around just a bit longer."

"I feel.... losing my... feeling."

Asgrim pressed down on the wound with a free hand, earning another gasp from the man.

"You feel that?!" At the guard's nod, Asgrim shouted, "Then you aren't lost yet! Just focus on keeping your blood in you."

The tactics were working. The Dragon was getting harassed at range and when they felt confident, one or two warriors would close in to strike at the damned monstrosity's skull, leaving marks and damage by focusing on single location. It was tough, it was brutal, it was a grind on mind and soul, but they were making progress.

The Dragon roared as a man smashed their warhammer across the worn spot, sending scales flying and briefly stunning the lizard. By the time the Dragon retaliated with a bite, more arrows stabbed it's snout and another guard stabbed at it's neck, trying to wedge the tip of the blade under the natural armor. The guard abandoned the weapon as the Dragon swung it's powerful neck his way, rolling to reduce his profile from the snapping fangs.

We have you figured out, Asgrim thought, putting an arrow to the bow string. You're just an animal like any other.

The Dragon glared at the half circle of makeshift defenders, a low rumble building in it's throat, the scales along it's spine and neck beginning to hackle. It took only a second for Asgrim to realize what was happening, but a second was too late to shout a warning. A deafening roar bellowed out from it's might throat and with it came a literal wave of frost that chilled the air itself. Even from nearly fifty feet away, Asgrim felt as though he had caught the harsh wind of the tundra, despite being surrounded by buildings engulfed in hellish fire.

For those defenders, the experience was terminal.

The sight of the battlefield as the frost receded made his blood run cold. Six of the guards were swallowed up by the frosted air, their cries buried under the crashing of ice, and now six statues stood in their place with weapons still held high. One of the bigger Companions had thrown himself atop the smaller woman warrior, his body taking the brunt of the blast. It hadn't worked entirely, the woman's hair covered in snow and one sword arm encased in ice. The rest of the Companions stood motionless, bodies rooted to the ground by crusts of ice. The remaining civilians took one look at the corpses and fled, scattering in all directions.

The Dragon huffed, steam puffing from it's snout, and brought it's tail down with a massive thud. The impact lifted Asgrim inches off the ground, jostled the wounded guard, and sent the ice statues tumbling down. Some of the ice was so thick that legs snapped off partway up their shins from the blow and all who fell shattered into pieces no bigger than Asgrim's own helmet. The female Companion tried to hold onto her dead brother-in-arms, but her frozen arm shattered as it faced his weight.

The body broke like the rest and the Companion screamed, pressing the pink and white stump to her gut as she dropped to her knees in agony.

The Dragon twerked it's head in curiousity, taking slow and languid steps towards the woman. She was insensate, unable to bring herself into focus as the predator approached with leisure.

There was no time to think, no time to consider the consequences, and no time to let fear have a hold on him any longer. It was the face of a father that came to mind as he strung the bow, the man his daughter would ask to scare away monsters, the man his wife would hold when she had nightmares of his duty. It was the Archer's ghost who aimed the bow in his heart.

It was Asgrim who let loose the arrow.

The Dragon cried out as iron penetrated the soft tissue surrounding it's hateful yellow eyes, shaking it's head violently in an attempt to remove the appendage. Asgrim knocked more arrows, launching three more in just as many seconds, the metal heads cutting through the wind with ease. No luck this time, the movements of the creature were too erratic, with only one arrow doing damage by cutting a bit of the softer snout. The Dragon brought a heavy claw to it's eye, scraping off scales and plucking the arrow from it's roost.

It shook it's head once more and turned it's attention to Asgrim, nostrils flaring.

Ah, he realized with clarity. I'm going to die.

"I'm sorry," he said, knocking another arrow anyways. "I'm afraid we might both meet our ancestors this morn."

The guard let out a pained sigh, "It sounded.... sounded hurt."

The Dragon began to flap it's wings, the wind buffeting Asgrim with that overbearing force. Asgrim let loose the arrow, but the force of the winds simply sent it tumbling away.

"I shot it's eye!" He shouted madly, "Might have blinded it a bit!"

Silence. The Dragon took flight now, raising itself higher and higher, to the point that it would be above any houses that were still standing. It didn't fly away nor circle the area. The monster hovered in the air, kept aloft with its unbelievable power, staring down at the man who dared oppose it.

Asgrim feared he would die alone when he heard a whispered, "Good."

He smiled, but there was no joy there. Not when he had broken a promise.

The Dragon opened it's mouth and the blinding flames of Oblivion poured forth to wipe him from existence.

He closed his eyes.




Oblivion never came, though that excruciating heat surrounded him on every side once more and his ears were nearly deafened by the roar of fire that flowed around him.

Asgrim opened his eyes. A woman was facing the flames head on, her back to him, flying over a foot above him and the guard. She stood poised, chin held high and standing tall, seemingly uncaring of the searing flame and heat that she was battling. He could feel a strong vortex of wind surrounding her, buffeting the dry air and fire away from the pair like a shield, licks of fire trying to wrap around her only to slip off and away.

Her golden hair and fair skin made him think Nord, but the armor she wore was of Imperial style.

An Imperial Battlemage? In Whiterun?

It took him long seconds to connect the memory. The Mage.

"Antares," he whispered in shock.

The flames died out and with it the vortex that she produced as a defense. He felt sweat and soot roll down his skin just from second hand exposure, yet she looked nearly pristine, only a bead of sweat for her troubles.

The Dragon remained hovering observing the new arrival, and despite it's animalistic appearance, it looked as though it was as confused as he was.

Antares glanced back at Asgrim, "How hurt is he?"

Asgrim blinked.

"The man!" She barked out, "How hurt?!"

The question and order brought his senses back into focus, "He's bleeding to death. A hole in his gut."

"Can you heal him?"

"No. And I'm not strong enough to carry him on my own like this."

She glanced back at the Dragon, frowning. "And the... the fucking Dragon's not going to let me take you to safety I bet."

Asgrim watched as the Dragon began to rise even higher, putting more distance between it and Antares. "No. No, I... I can't say it would. It's more intelligent than it looks."

She simply nodded, reaching into a satchel at her side and pulling out a red vial. The mage never took her eyes off the of the still ascending Dragon as she lowered herself to his level.

Asgrim took the bottle as she spoke, "It's a health potion from Danica. I don't know if it would heal that serious an injury, but it couldn't hurt. Once he drinks it you two are going to have to make a run for safety. You've done a good job here, let me handle this."

"It uses Fire and Frost magic, stronger than I've ever seen in my life. You'll need help to fight that monster."

Antares put a hand on his shoulder, this time meeting his eyes briefly. When she spoke, she spoke with a confidence he couldn't ignore. "I know my monsters. Save your friend and fall back to the castle. I've sent a few people that way who needed help already-"

A roar pierced the air above them and Asgrim looked up in fright. The Dragon was hundreds of feet above them now, no longer hovering but now spearing up through the sky, rolling in a tight spin as it reoriented itself to face the earth below.

"It's diving!"

"Go!" Antares shouted and flew forth at a speed that left him dumbfounded, a blond and red blur in his vision.

If the Dragon was shocked at being charged by another flyer, it didn't show it this time, keeping up a steady roar as it dove faster and faster towards Antares. It's massive wings added more power to the attack, a boost in speed that supported it's inertia and natural gravity. Asgrim watched as Antares flew straight for the beast, unflinching as she faced a jaw that could cover a mammoth's skull whole, it's fangs the size of her own forearm.

Asgrim didn't see her summon any defenses or spells. His heart sank.

The distance between them closed. Fifty feet. Fourty. Thirty. Twenty. Ten-

The Dragon let loose another triumphant roar.

Antares raised one arm and swiped out in a lazy backhand that wasn't anywhere near the Dragon. Which made it all the more surprising when the Dragon's head snapped violented to the right, dozens of scales launching off of it's maw like a rain of arrows, and blood to spill out from a deep cut to it's lip. The force of the unseen blow was powerful enough the alter the Dragon's entire trajectory, sending it into a tumble as it fell through the sky.

Antares had to bob and weave around a few limbs as she passed by the creature, but in the end she remained unharmed, watching from above as the bleeding monster crashed into a house opposite of Asgrim's street. Where the impact of it's tail strike had slightly lifted him off the ground, the crash as it's gigantic body plummeted through the house's remains felt like it would crack the open the Earth itself and swallow him whole.

Asgrim could only look on in shock at the display of power he had just witnessed.

A moan from behind shook him from his stupor and turn back to his fellow guardsman, removing the sash from his wound. The man was no longer lucid now, but he didn't need to be lucid to live. Asgrim's hands shook as he pried open the bottle and poured the contents into the guard's mouth. Instantly his figure was wrapped in light, the blood flaking off as skin and muscle reformed themselves with the power of magic. The guard opened his eyes as the wound turned the gaping hole into purple bruise.

"Can you hear me?" Asgrim shouted.

He groaned, "Too clearly. The ringing in my head is killing me."

The sound of shuffling wood made Asgrim's heart skip a beat. A glance showed a leather wing stretch out and shove aside a wooden pillar, a hint of a horned head shaking itself, likely dealing with it's own ringing.

"Better the ringing than the Dragon across the way," Asgrim said. He grabbed the guard by his uniform, "Stand with me brother, lest we both die togther on this road!"

It took some doing, but the guard managed to force himself to his feet, leaning heavily on Asgrim's shoulder. He could feel his knee cry out in agony, but he paid the damn thing no mind.

The guard looked up, "Oh Kyne have mercy."

The Dragon had risen, still shaking it's head slightly, but it's murderous gaze latched onto the pair. A low rumble began to grow in it's throat-

Terror. Pure, unadulterated and unhinged terror. It slammed into Asgrim like a mammoth's trunk and sent his mind into a daze, building on the exhaustion and fear that he had experienced throughout this morning. The elite guard beside him was breathing too fast and too shallow, his skin turning a pasty white.

And the Dragon roared in retaliation, turning to the sky as it bristled from an alien sensation, just in time for Antares to reintroduce her boots to the side of the lizard's head. The impact was as deafening as it was satisfying, the blow sending the Dragon rolling down the road. It was quicker to recover this time however, pushing itself back onto it's four claws and stabilizing it's momentum with it's powerful tail. It roared with a fury that only the most intelligent of creatures were capable of, blood dripping onto the ground beneath it.

The feeling of terror vanished and Asgrim felt himself release a breath he didn't know he had been holding back.

Antares yelled out, "Run! Castle! Safety! Now!" And then she was gone, flying down the road toward a Dragon without a moment to spare.

Let's not make it a third time.

"Work with me, brother." Asgrim panted, "I've got a weak leg here."

"I've got a weak everything," the guard retorted. "But I'll try."

They shuffled past burning houses and filled alleys, taking care to make sure they could hide themselves under cover should the Dragon spot them. Asgrim could hear the roars of battle going on behind him, with pillars of fire and frost blasting through the air as the Dragon raged on, Antares somehow physically contending with the creature with ease. More than once the ground shook with impacts that nearly knocked them off their feet and they couldn't reliably say it was due to close proximity or sheer power.

Minutes passed as they finally reached the steps to the Garden plaza, the ancient Gildergreen burning from a previous onslaught, it's thin bark offering little protection. The statue of Talos was scorched by the heat, but seemed otherwise undamaged, fittingly enough in Asgrim's opinion.

The guard spoke quietly, "I've gone mad brother."

Asgrim turned to look.

Whole homes had been turned into frozen monuments or burned to the ground the battle, steam and smoke warring with each other in mixing temperatures. The Dragon was ascending, twin pillars of fire and frost blasting from it's jaws as it rose higher and higher into the sky. It chased a figure so small that Asgrim doubted the other guard could make out anything other than a general impression.

But Asgrim saw everything with the Archer's eyes.

Antares soared up into the sky with inhuman grace as she danced around the elemental pillars, glittering swords spinning around her like autumn leaves in the wind, flying faster than the Dragon could hope to keep up. He saw her twist out of the way as the pillars separated and converged on her location, deftly avoiding their collision and continuing her ascent. Her hand swung down and all half dozen blades were loosed onto the creature below her. Asgrim's eyes couldn't make out the damage done in great detail, but he saw every blade's glimmer vanish as they penetrated the Dragon's hide and a noticeable dip in its ascension.

The twin streams had stopped, but the Dragon roared on, continuing to climb up after Antares as she disappeared into the low cloud cover. The Dragon followed suit and soon the morning sky was lit up in waves of orange and yellow.

The two stood there for some time, watching the colors brighten and diminish, a roar echo through the sky.

Even as soldiers poured in from the border walls and from Dragonsreach, Asgrim couldn't tear his eyes away from the sky. He would not have been surprised to know that every other soldier was doing the same.

A stream of fire speared through the clouds like a blade through flesh, only to cut off as suddenly as it appeared. A screech echoed out of the clouds and with it came the Dragon, it's mass so great that it's body dragged bits of the cloud down along it's wings and tail. It was an unnatural fall, it's back to the ground and head moving slowly as if in shock.

Antares was soon to follow, still faster than the Dragon even in descent, and collided with it's bared chest. A fountain of blood spouted out from the impact and the Dragon let loose another piercing screech of pain, it's descent increasing from the extra push.

It tried in vain to slow itself, wings spreading out as best they could, but Asgrim could now see where damage had been done to the leather flaps, stripping whole sections of it from the bone. Even if it hadn't been damaged, Antares was continuing to push down, uncaring of how the blood engulfed her.

The pair fell as one until the very last moment, Antares splitting off from the dragon, surrounded in a ball of blood that seeped off of her like tears. The Dragon fell outside of the border walls, vanishing from sight once again, it's landing emphasized by a plume of dust and a dull thud that thrummed through the ground.

Antares stood over the dust, watching, the blood around her nearly gone.

All waited with bated breath, waiting for the monster of myth and legend to rise out from the plume of debris like a monster from their worst nightmares. When the light began to filter through the dust, Asgrim could feel a collective sob begin to make it's way from the mouths of many men and women, the fear that the fight had not been won just yet.

There were no flames. No frost. No roar of defiance.

It was angelic light that poured forth from the dust, reaching out to Antares like a greeting hand. The mage didn't appear worried until the light closed in on her completely, with the best Asgrim could make out seeming to be her flinching from the sudden obscuring light. Soon enough it became impossible to see Antares completely, her entire body enveloped in this mystical light, but Asgrim could see the light itself.

Refractions within refractions, all embedded into the light like diamonds in a mine, visions of faces he couldn't place and places with crystals structures that he could not comprehend. Asgrim did not know what the others were seeing, but he somehow knew it wasn't anything like this. This was the Tower, and he knew that was as true as his love for his family. As true as the fear he felt in that land of madness and knowledge.

It felt like an eternity but the light eventually died down, shimmering into Antares form as she crouched in the air, knees to her chest and arms crossed against them. It reminded Asgrim of Mila, holding her in his arms during a particularly bad thunderstorm, hugging herself for comfort.

In seconds Antares broke the self-hug and soared into the clouds. They waited but there was no descent this time. She would not return, it seemed.

No one spoke, but they knew. They all knew.

Dovahkiin.

Dragonborn.
 
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