Persona: False Iconoclast

Yeah, fuck standing back.

To be honest, you aren't sure you would've been able to stick to the course of action if you walked away. Long enough that you came too late? Absolutely. But you're not sure that you could stay away forever.

Regardless, you turn and begin to come down the alley, rising to your full height. Your hoodie shadows your eyes.

The sound of your boots is deafening as they fall totally silent, turning to you with scowls. In one of them, you see an immediate twinge of fear. The normal response. You probably won't even need to attack that one.

"Who do yo-" You don't let him finish.

Your fists come out of your pockets, and you cross the remaining distance in three long strides, building speed. Your first strike takes him by surprise, somehow, and you feel his jaw dislocate under your fist. Without waiting, you bring up a leg and snap it out from bent at the knee, sending him crashing to the ground. His head cracks nastily against the concrete, and your scowl turns a bit more aggressive. That hadn't been intentional.

You look up. Four left. Three coming at you, all at once, fourth that scared guy who knows what's good for him.

You turn, and with the force of that rotation you snap a fist straight outwards at one attempting to attack your right side alone. It brushes under his chin and slams him in his windpipe, and he goes down, choking on nothing. You pulled the punch enough that there'll be nothing permanent, but he'll be down in agony for precious seconds.

You turn to the others, and one comes flying at you with an old wooden board that was here for some reason. You recognize it as being horribly damaged with ease. You raise a forearm and it shatters against it, and you simply crouch slightly, before springing forwards, body checking him into the wall. He crumples.

A flash of pain makes you grunt, and you swivel and feel it, then, as the blade exits. The stab was in your side, but it's nothing serious. He slammed it straight home into a rib, and it didn't hurt anything important. You use it to seize his arm within yours, pulling him close until his elbow is between your upper arm on the inside of his arm, your elbow aligned with his, and your forearm on the other side of his arm on the other side of the elbow, gripping his upper arm.

You haul him upwards, and it carries him off his feet.

It also makes his arm snap with a loud crack, but you make stop just before it would be more serious than it already is.

Scaredy cat bolts, whimpering.

The rush of the fight ends, and you recognize it's been...maybe five, ten seconds.
MAN!, we're a beast! That was like something out of Yakuza! Wait' till we start fight shadows!
The act makes her sleeve fall, and your feel your back wind into a steel cord as you see bruises.
Oh no. I don't think those came from the harassers. Someone else did this. Its domestic abuse isn't
She flinches back from you. She cowers, for just a second, but it's long enough for you to recognize that she's scared of you.
Shit. We may of come off a bit strong. I mean we were just trying to help. I wonder if part of the reaction
He's an adult, you're certain of that. But even then, he still carries the impression of a boy, more than you thought someone of what you think is college age could. For a brief moment, he reminds you of that one detective kid who was on TV a lot...you're not sure how long back.
And you are? I am getting Ryoji vibes. Also don't think I didn't see the Akechi reference.
An albino shiba inu looks at you. He's old, you think, but with a vigour you'd expect of a young dog despite it all. He pads up to you, and you drop down, petting him. "You're remarkably docile for a dog." You comment, and you blink when he gives a bark as if in answer. His tail wags slightly, and you smile, despite yourself. "Heh. A dog has it's pride too, huh?" You get up, and start walking into the house, and he follows you like a shadow, almost under your feet but never in the way. As you walk in, Kotone-san looks up from the counter, and smiles.
Nevermind, it's Ken! Ken and Koromaru! The latter must be the social link @AllyDJ was talking about! Cool! We get the doggo!
Well, that's why Koromaru's actually here. Mitsuru's insisted on a lot of things regarding, mm, the proper support of the emotional wellbeing of peoples. She's been doing a big campaign to try and destigmatize therapy, but she's also performed some sort of legal magic to let Kirijo sponsored schools do certain things." She's stalling. She's taken on the tone of somebody rambling.
Good for Mitsuru! Not sure what Japan's veiw of mental health is, but between the universal view of it and Japan's culture of "I don't want to inconvenience you" it seems like a up hill climb.

Something is scratching at your door. You hear whining, and then the sound like something scrabbling against a door knob. It clicks, but your bulk prevents the door from actually opening, and the scratching returns.

It's obviously the dog.

You know what... let go with the phone contacts option. We are going to get a chance to bond with Koromaru shortly with him being our therapy dog and all, and I don't think it will negatively impact our relationship too much if we don't let him in. Meanwhile I think it would be useful to go through the contact list. Eather we kick start some social links or worse case sinario we get more information on Sato and her past.
[x] ...you don't want to be alone, but you also don't want to see the dog, right now. Maybe see if any of the people who are in your phone contacts will answer. Fat chance, but it's worth a shot, isn't it?
 
[x] ...you don't want to be alone, but you also don't want to see the dog, right now. Maybe see if any of the people who are in your phone contacts will answer. Fat chance, but it's worth a shot, isn't it?
 
it should be illegal to be half an hour late to work
Scheduled vote count started by AllyDJ on Feb 21, 2023 at 10:02 AM, finished with 7 posts and 5 votes.

  • [X] Let Koromaru in. He didn't do anything wrong. You have to get used to him eventually, too.
    [x] ...you don't want to be alone, but you also don't want to see the dog, right now. Maybe see if any of the people who are in your phone contacts will answer. Fat chance, but it's worth a shot, isn't it?
 
Tuesday, April 7th - Memories of Him
It's hard to decide. Honestly, it takes a subjective eternity for you to really come to the decision.

But mostly, it comes down to you realizing there's only really one person you can think of that would even possibly be willing to respond. And that's the man who stuck his neck out for you, time and again, last city. You don't know what happened to him when it finally stuck.

But you don't want to see what else you've dragged down by your actions. You get up, wearily, and open the door just enough for the dog to slip in. He does, and you close the door, moving to your bed and flopping onto it. The sun's still high, but you can't bring yourself to really give a damn. For his part, Koromaru simply climbs up onto the bad, settling his head into your lap, eyes looking at you with a worried air. You look away, a scowl on your face, but you huff eventually and pull out the smartphone you remember saving up so much to get.

The top right of the screen is cracked, and it's scuffed to hell. The thing has seen a lot, and you're honestly surprised it's still kicking. But as you unlock it, the screen comes to life, it's colors slightly off but still recognizable. You flick to the music, and you relax a bit as the shuffle begins the familiar guitar of one of your favorite songs.

Somewhat fittingly, it's a song that you've always felt is about somebody filled with self loathing. That sees themselves as something monstrous, an animal. That is trying to beg for help but doesn't really remember how. It's a song from Canada. You don't listen to much music that isn't from America or Canada, really. It means your English has gotten rather good despite the fact you haven't exactly been a stellar student. It turns out you learn better when the learning makes itself enjoyable.

You sit like that for a long time. Eventually, your hand finds it's way into Koromaru's fur, and you begrudgingly admit that petting the old dog is rather comforting and calming. Your eyes drift closed, and you drift and listen to the music.



"I admit, I did not expect you to be back so soon." The reedy voice of Igor makes you grown. You're back in the abandoned schoolhouse. Arthur is nowhere to be seen, and the room is surprisingly organized today. "You are a quite peculiar Guest. You have the availability of much more guidance than just us, for once. Within reach of you is the means with which to talk to several other Guests of this Room, after all. Most will not be important to your life, I suppose, but I would ask of you a favor: if you suspect any bonds of yours as being a Guest, or former Guest, then please do ask them to visit again." His smile seems almost manipulative, this time.

Your jaw feels like it's going to explode when you try to speak, so you decide silence is good. Besides, he's monologuing at you, and something about this makes you want to pay attention. "Now, there is only one topic today. You, my dear guest, are a Wild Card. This means many things, but important to you for now is the ability to form strong bonds with others, that grant you power. You have located many such people already. They stand out from the crowd, more than a mundane person. You might say their appearance is unique. Forming, and strengthening these bonds will be essential to you, in days to come."

He hums, even as you hear a wave of scraping chairs. "Our time is short. That is all I have for you, today." He smirks, and your eyes drift closed.



You wake up to your music looping.

All good things come to an end, and a serious of soft knocks at your door has you rising, to the soft whine of your canine companion, trudging across the room. You open the door to find the androgynous kid that was here when you arrived looking at you. "Ah, um, dinner's ready. Mo-Kotone-san was insistent that you eat at the table with us." You think you might be glaring at him, but you slump and sigh.

"Fine." You grumble, as if it's some grand imposition. But somehow, you have a gut feeling that this is important. That dinnertime is something sacred, here.

The tension between you and your guardian is still almost a physical thing when you walk in the room. Her eyes flick up from staring morosely at something on her phone, and she slips it into a pocket. Then, she takes a deep breath, and she bows her head. "I'm sorry." She says it with such weight that it makes you stop and consider. "I..." Her face twists in a jagged, self deprecating little smile. "I got ahead of myself. I've been trying to help, and I overstepped my bounds." She takes in a deep breath, sitting up, the apology seemingly over.

"...you don't have to eat with us, if you don't want." She isn't looking at you, now. She's looking at that picture again. Your eyes narrow, and a your stride eats the distance between you easily. Maybe it's rude, but you've never been a saint. Your hand grasps that photo, and you take it from her hands before she can think to stop you from it. She doesn't seem to offer much resistance, anyways.

It's...a picture. There are eleven people and a familiar dog in it. It seem to be taken from outside of the group, unnoticed by most. At the head of the table, two chairs are squeezed in next to each other, a blue haired boy with a soft smile on his face but eyes that look deeply melancholy gazing out while your caretaker sits next to him, raucously laughing and leaning against him. There's a resemblance there, really, in the shapes of their forms. You'd believe it if you were told they were siblings. Next to them in seating are a brown haired girl in a pink cardigan and a boy with black hair and a ballcap. The brown haired girl's smile looks brittle, even in a photo, and she directs her worried gaze to the blue haired boy.

The boy fusses over a scarlet haired girl sitting next to him, who looks a bit like she's lost in her own world, but she's got a dainty little smile as he wipes something off her cheek. Across from them, a white haired boy is animatedly arguing with a man as tall as you, who is gesturing to his...white powder covered food. They seem close. The remnants of the table are taken up by a blonde girl with headphones on feeding what looks like an entire rack of ribs to Koromaru, and a brown haired boy-who looks a lot like the college aged boy from the lobby-is chugging an entire carton of milk.

At the opposite end of the table from Kotone-san and the blue haired boy is a woman with a full mane of red hair. You can't see her face, not from this angle, but her body language is enough to tell you that she's controlling it consciously. They look happy, raucous. Almost like a big family. And yet, the photograph carries an air of finality, of an ending. There's absolutely nothing to suggest it, but you find yourself drawn back to the blue haired boy's sad eyes. Your eyes flick to the armbands they all wear. You have to squint to make out the smaller writing, using the closest redhead's-S.E.E.S. Specialized Extracurricular Exec is all you can see. But S.E.E.S is obviously the acronym.

You set the picture down and sit down at your place at the table. Your fellow ward sits down as if they expect a landmine to go off, and Kotone-san just looks confused. "It's important, ain't it?" You say it belligerently, challenging them to disagree. Without waiting further, you dig into the food, and begrudgingly admit that it's good. You could maybe do better, but you also have been cooking for yourself since you were old enough to be able to use a stove with a stepstool.

"Yes, it is." Her voice is almost so soft you miss it. You think she's grateful, but you just hunch your shoulders and mutter something about the cooking being shit and it being too goddamn warm in here. You don't eat quickly, nor do you eat slowly, and you let the two talk while you're there. Blue is Haru, apparently, and is a he. Taken in by Kotone-san a lot earlier; legally as you understand his situation is complicated, but de facto she's been his mother for a long while. They're comfortable with each other.

You notice both of them leave little hanging hooks for just a little too long to be natural, giving you opportunities to enter the conversation, but you don't. Once they finish their food, you abruptly stand up. "I'm doing the dishes." You collect them without listening to any complaints, of which there are two sets. You sweep into the kitchen and set to work while continuing to ignore them with aplomb. It doesn't take you long, and when they're done you frown at you coat, looking at the gash the knife had torn in it earlier.

You grunt, and move out to the living room. "Got a needle and string?" You ask as gruffly and non-sociably as possible. Haru blinks, and stands up, moving into a room and emerging with more than you'd asked for. He stops before you, reaching out for the coat over your arm, and you narrow your eyes, but let him take it. Now that you're paying attention, he doesn't really walk, he slinks. He carries himself like someone that doesn't want to be looked at, and he's wearing gloves inside and a long sleeved shirt that seems pasted to him but thick enough you can't tell anything about his figure.

He sets about things, and it doesn't take him long-while you watch-to repair the clothing. Then, he hand it to you, before he frets at his lip. You grunt questioningly, and he startles like he didn't expect you to see. "...you're going out again, right?" He asks quietly. you nod. "Can I come with?" You stare. It's not a glare, but a faintly puzzled stare.

Why would he want to? You're not a cuddly person, and despite your display earlier at dinner everything's not peachy between you and your guardian. He seem to start to wilt under your stare, and he opens his mouth.

You cut him off right then.

[ ] "Sure." Why not? If he wants to sit and follow you while you walk around and look brooding, he can. Maybe you'll go do it at the arcade or at a music shop, so that he can at least entertain himself.

[ ] "No." Who the hell wants to leave home with a delinquent when the sun's getting low? Weird kid, and you sorta want to avoid him anyways.
 
a little later than i wanted to get it out, but i was exhausted and the scene fought me until it sorta took on a life of it's own and made itself complete

this is probably the last vote of this day, and then you get to go to school for your first day. during which, surely nothing will go wrong.
 
[X] "Sure." Why not? If he wants to sit and follow you while you walk around and look brooding, he can. Maybe you'll go do it at the arcade or at a music shop, so that he can at least entertain himself.
 
[x] "Sure." Why not? If he wants to sit and follow you while you walk around and look brooding, he can. Maybe you'll go do it at the arcade or at a music shop, so that he can at least entertain himself.
 
[X] "Sure." Why not? If he wants to sit and follow you while you walk around and look brooding, he can. Maybe you'll go do it at the arcade or at a music shop, so that he can at least entertain himself.
 
[X] "Sure." Why not? If he wants to sit and follow you while you walk around and look brooding, he can. Maybe you'll go do it at the arcade or at a music shop, so that he can at least entertain himself.

Well, duh.
Analysis to come later.
 
[x] "Sure." Why not? If he wants to sit and follow you while you walk around and look brooding, he can. Maybe you'll go do it at the arcade or at a music shop, so that he can at least entertain himself.
 
[X] "Sure." Why not? If he wants to sit and follow you while you walk around and look brooding, he can. Maybe you'll go do it at the arcade or at a music shop, so that he can at least entertain himself.

About naming a character Haru though, huh, and to think I was worried that my Quest's MC being named Haruka Nakamura sounded too close to Haru Okumura. Of course, it is a pretty common name, and we have had both a Yosuke and a Yusuke
 
I am LOVING this quest, keep up the amazing work with it, I hope more people end up discovering it and joining in on the journey :)

[X] "Sure." Why not? If he wants to sit and follow you while you walk around and look brooding, he can. Maybe you'll go do it at the arcade or at a music shop, so that he can at least entertain himself.
 
About naming a character Haru though, huh, and to think I was worried that my Quest's MC being named Haruka Nakamura sounded too close to Haru Okumura. Of course, it is a pretty common name, and we have had both a Yosuke and a Yusuke
...damn it, I missed one. I accidentally named, like, five separate social links with the same names as previous Persona characters. On my review of my notes, I noticed, and redid what I though to be all of them. It's probably fine, most people will end up referring to Haru via last name anyways.

I am LOVING this quest, keep up the amazing work with it, I hope more people end up discovering it and joining in on the journey :)

I'm glad. We shouldn't be too far from the grand reveal of our shadow nest, especially because most days won't be as long as these opening ones.

As an side, likelihood is high that the vote will close sometime when I get off work tomorrow in...about 25 hours?
 
Teeeechnically this is 13 minutes early but nyrh
Scheduled vote count started by AllyDJ on Feb 25, 2023 at 6:53 AM, finished with 9 posts and 7 votes.
 
But mostly, it comes down to you realizing there's only really one person you can think of that would even possibly be willing to respond. And that's the man who stuck his neck out for you, time and again, last city. You don't know what happened to him when it finally stuck.
Interesting... Worth looking into that later.

Somewhat fittingly, it's a song that you've always felt is about somebody filled with self loathing. That sees themselves as something monstrous, an animal. That is trying to beg for help but doesn't really remember how. It's a song from Canada. You don't listen to much music that isn't from America or Canada, really. It means your English has gotten rather good despite the fact you haven't exactly been a stellar student. It turns out you learn better when the learning makes itself enjoyable.
Oh hey! I think I recognize this song! Animal I have Become by Three Day Grace, Right? Fitting

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xqds0B_meys
Now I am imagining a more low key cover as our vertion of beneath the mask.
Also, I am beginning to wonder Kaito might also be a hafu 1. Her hight, 2. The fact her mom left for America, 3. Her friendship with Alice, birds of a feather and what not, and now 4. Her love to North American music. I could be totally wrong of course and don't want to make assumptions but we will see.

You are a quite peculiar Guest. You have the availability of much more guidance than just us, for once. Within reach of you is the means with which to talk to several other Guests of this Room, after all. Most will not be important to your life, I suppose, but I would ask of you a favor: if you suspect any bonds of yours as being a Guest, or former Guest, then please do ask them to visit again." His smile seems almost manipulative, this time.
So, Wild Card cameos confirmed?
Also I wonder how long it will take before Saito relizes that Kotone is a former Guest?

You, my dear guest, are a Wild Card. This means many things, but important to you for now is the ability to form strong bonds with others, that grant you power. You have located many such people already. They stand out from the crowd, more than a mundane person. You might say their appearance is unique. Forming, and strengthening these bonds will be essential to you, in days to come."
Let me guess. Everyone with a image link is a Social Link

Ah, um, dinner's ready. Mo-Kotone-san was insistent that you eat at the table with us."
Awwww... He was about call Kotone Mom, wasn't he?

It's...a picture. There are eleven people and a familiar dog in it.
It's the Persona 3 cast. I'll deal with the photo as a whole later, if people would like me to. Not sure how famillier with people are with Persona 3 .

Blue is Haru, apparently, and is a he.
For those who were wondering (like me) Haru is a gender neutral name. It means spring.

Now that you're paying attention, he doesn't really walk, he slinks. He carries himself like someone that doesn't want to be looked at, and he's wearing gloves inside and a long sleeved shirt that seems pasted to him but thick enough you can't tell anything about his figure.

Let's see... Androgynous appearance, estranged relationship with birth family, baggy clothing and the timid gate of someone hated by society for merely existing as himself... Yep, he's trans.
Kid needs a hug.
And I think I have noticed a pattern. Most of the teen charicters so far seem to have been ostracized by society for being different. We are treated like a monster because of our hight, Alice has been harassed possibly due being mixed race, and Haru clearly has had a rough life and seems to be trans. The only potential party member who doesn't seem to fit this pattern so far is Kaede, but she is a member of a conterculture (gyaru) that are often mistrusted as well.
Putting this together with the found family set up and it seem that a major theme here is finding the healing and connection in a world that hostile towards who you are. Or something like that anyways.

Why would he want to? You're not a cuddly person, and despite your display earlier at dinner everything's not peachy between you and your guardian. He seem to start to wilt under your stare, and he opens his mouth.
Shoryu, a guy who you just observed as being exsteamly nervous and shy wants to spend time with you! Let him come! Sigh. The sad thing is that how Shoryu see herself is just a much of a obsticle to making connections as how others see her.
 
Tuesday, April 7th/Wednesday, April 8th - Bonds Long Broken and Bonds Newly Forged
"Sure." You grunt it out, putting your coat on and moving out of the house again. Haru follows without commenting. In fact, he doesn't seem too inclined to start conversation, as you get to the arcade without any incident this time. You find a quiet wall to lean on, and put your back against, and Haru seems to look at you funny. He moves to a nearby cabinet; a light gun game, you think. Some sort of zombie based one. You think it might be that one that was a surprise addition to seemingly dead spinoff of a popular survival horror series. You're not entirely sure, but you make sure to keep an eye on him especially, even as you let yourself wind down a bit.

You can't find yourself focusing too much on yourself, because as it turns out, he's really shit at that game. He's having fun, definitely, but he's prone to tunnel vision and missing things that should be obvious. You step up, wordlessly gripping the second gun, and you keep one hand in your pocket as the other points and shoots. You focus on covering things that he doesn't get; he doesn't really seem to notice that you're doing it, buit he's excited as he finally gets to the bossfight.

You fail, of course. He's just really not good at this. Or, maybe, he isn't really trying. You give an annoyed noise, placing the gun back in the holster. He follows suit, following to your wall and standing next to you.

"...You're not such a bad person." He comments on it with conviction, and yet he still seems uncertain, as if an inherent contradiction like that is natural and normal. "I wish I could be like you. Strong, and helpful..." He trails off, and you shake your head. Your face is probably doing something extremely complicated right now, but the long and short of it is that you turn to him and he seems to visibly shrink under your gaze.

...It sort of takes the wind out of your sails, but you're nothing if not stubborn. "I'm not a good person." You force some heat into it, but you're careful to keep your hands in your pocket. "Don't look up to me as a role model, got it? 'Sides, didn't Kotone-san say something about you fixing a bike at dinner?" Your glare has withered at this point, and he shakes his head.

"I didn't do anything, really. The cooling system had a leak, and I patched it. I'm sure Kirijo-san could have done it herself, she's had the bike since her father gave it to her." It's somewhat exasperating that he thinks someone that could afford to have a full time mechanic coming to him is 'nothing'. "She takes good care of it, though. Kotone-san says that she hasn't let anyone else touch the bike, for as long as she could remember." You want to grab his shoulders and shake him. Violently.

"Yeah, sure, 'nothing.' She's protective of this bike, and she lets you work on it. Doesn't sound like nothing." His face reddens and he starts to stammer, and you slash your palm through the air. "Zip it, 'm not done. I don't know you very well, but if you're gonna hamstring yourself mentally, at least do it over shit that isn't blatantly false. Got it?" You can't help but jab your finger into his chest for emphasis, even though it leaves you hunched over significantly.

He falls on his ass, staring up at you with wide eyes. "B-bu-" You growl, and he clams up. Then he nods, and you sigh, grabbing his hand and hauling him up. You push the hair that had fallen out of your eyes up, running your hand through your hair. You'd been probably too blunt there. No time to admit it now, though. Your eyes flick to outside, and you frown. "How long were we at that damn cabinet...?" You mutter, unable to see the light of the sun instead of the many street lights.

"Uh..." Haru looks sheepish. "Awhile?" He suggests, a small smile on his face. You snort. He was having fun, that was what mattered, really. "We should head back, Sato-san. We have school tomorrow, and it's your first day, after all." You scrunch your face in disgust even as you nod. Ugh, being a model student was gonna be a pain in the ass.

The streets are unusually crowded as you start to walk home. You don't need to make any effort to make sure Haru stays close-he would do it of his own accord-but your arm protectively hovers around him just in case. But you haven't been on your own for so long without listening.

"Hey, did you hear the news?" "What news?" "The mayor's secretary has apparently become a major party animal. Resigned from her position and just started going wild. You've been looking into that kind of career path, do you know anything?" "That doesn't sound like her...she had a real stick up her ass, when I was doing some volunteer work nearby." A pair of students, looking like they've had a long day. Weird, but maybe she just snapped, right?

"My sister came out of her room finally!" "Wait, really? Hasn't she been there for a few years?" "Well, yeah, but Mom had to replace the mirror in her room recently-not two days later she came out and said she wanted to get a job and help Mom out!" "Wow, that's...like she just had a total turn around in behaviour!" Two girls, who seem to be talking about a hikikomori family member.

You don't really pick out any more specific conversations. A lot of talking about a new nightclub that opened, apparently, named quite laconically-it's just "Zero." Not 'Rei', you note, specifically the English word. Weird, but also probably why so many damn people are out. Eventually, you clear the crowds, and get home. As you approach the door, you hear shouting-Kotone-san, and someone else, you think-and Haru tugs on your sleeve, looking worried. He shakes his head, and you scowl, but nod, moving aside from the door.

Ten minutes later, a subjective eternity, you are treated to the sight of your guardian bodily hauling a grown man with white hair out like he's a plush toy. His eyes dart to both of you, and his jaw seems to tighten. "Mina, please. You haven't been back to Port Island since-"

"Sanada Akihiko, get the hell out of my house." She's seething. You thought she was terrifying at the police station, but it feels extremely dry in here now. In fact, you feel like the air is positively smoldering. You step in front of Haru, body hunched to shield him.

Akihiko seems to start to get angry himself...before he sags, and shakes his head. He moves towards the elevator, and you can't help but feel like you've seen something you shouldn't. Koromaru winds out of the door, and hops up, nearly knocking your guardian over back into the house. She mutters something, and a few seconds later you hear a door slam shut. You let the breath leave your lungs, and you turn back to Haru.

He's trembling, slightly. His eyes are downcast. "They're fighting again..." He whispers it, but his words make you think this isn't an infrequent occurrence. You heave out a sigh, and you bend down enough to haul him into something that's half a hug, half a carry.

"We need to get to bed, right?" You blatantly throw his previous words at him, and he seems to find some sort of certainty in your presence. You stop before his door, and you step back. That's his space; you're not entering the same you wouldn't want someone to waltz into your room without being invited. He looks up to you, eyes searching, before shaking his head-

Time slows down. A crawl is too fast for what's happening, but it hasn't stopped. It wells up in your chest, gathering around your heart, a strange itching warmth. "I am thou....thou art I..." The voice thunders through your veins, rattles in your bones. It is coming from inside you, and it pushes at your skin like it wants out. But it can't get out, because you don't know what it is yet. "Thou hast established a new bond...bringing thee one step closer to understanding." The Magician. You understand that much. Then, like that, it's over.

-and slipping into his room. You catch a single glance through the door-a exquisitely painted portrait of Naoto Shirogane, a person even you recognize, hangs there. It's signed by the woman herself, with a little message written in the negative space for him. Then, the door closes, and you huff out a sigh. Of all the role models to have, she isn't the worst, you don't think. You trudge back to your room, and after you lay down, you barely notice Koromaru padding in and closing the door with thumps of his tail, before crawling and laying across your legs.



You don't have any weird dreams with long nosed men in them, this time. There's just the disconcerting feeling of going to sleep and waking up in the next. Today's the first day of school, huh? Wake up, time to die, you guess. Still, your first challenge of the day is in lifting Koromaru off your legs and getting up, ignoring the pins and needles of your legs recovering from having a great many pounds of dog on them.

The rest of it is almost mechanical. Shower, dress in school uniform. You go to the kitchen, and with a glance, pull out the necessary ingredients for fried rice. By the time you're finished, you're finally ready to actually process the day. Haru exits his room in sweatpants and a thin hoodie, and yawns as he trudges off to take a shower. He apparently showers quick, and then your guardian exits her room and looks like utter hell. A short bit in the shower fixes that problem, and by then you've served breakfast, and have what's left packed for lunch. You'd cooked up some chicken for Koromaru, who begins eating it with aplomb.

"How long have you been up? Are you insane?" Your guardian grumbles, and you can't help but give a low chuckle at how ruffled she sounds. You glance and the clock and hum.

"I'm a morning person." You don't comment that it's because it was the easiest way to eat and shower before; if you did it before anyone else was even awake they couldn't be upset. Breakfast is a lot less talkative than dinner, it turns out, because you're the only morning person here.

By the time you're on the train to school, Haru seems to be waking up a little. Koromaru just seems like a quiet sentinel by your side, sitting and getting looks from the rest of the train. He's a year below you, so as you reach the school, it's only natural that you split up. Unfortunately for you, you find yourself confronted by a sole girl who stares you in the eye. She looks you up and down, before looking at the list held on a clipboard. "I don't recognize you. What's your name?" Your eyes flick to the clipboard. There's only one name that isn't checked yet; yours.

"Doesn't seem that hard to figure out." You drawl, and keep moving to the door. She moves in front of you, her demeanor as icy as the arctic circle. She reaches towards your collar, and on instinct you grab her wrist on the way there, body quivering into tension. "Don't touch me." You hiss it out with a venom that comes from experience.

"There are rules. Give me your name, or you'll be marked not attending." Her voice is equally as frigid as yours. You scowl, but Koromaru gives a short bark and leans against your leg and you heave out a sigh, releasing her arm.

"Sato Shoryu. Now let me go." You don't give her a chance to retort this time, slipping past her close enough that any attempt to impede you would become a body check that wouldn't be your fault. Koromaru weaves between her legs to follow.



The school day is far less eventful than your arrival. Kotone-san apparently arrived at some point; her car sits in the employee parking lot that you can see from your classroom. Still, you pack up, completely unmolested by others. In fact, absolutely no one has even tried to talk to you today.

That ends as the girl from the day you moved in barges in, hauling Haru along with her. You make your best effort to ignore them, but she plants herself in the door you're trying to leave from and you sigh heavily. "What do you want?"

"There's a haunted house I've wanted to go to, but Himawari-kun is too scared to go! But he agreed if I could get you to come with, so you're coming!" She says it cheerfully, as if it's perfectly normal that she's decided your day plan for you.

"I don't get a say?" You ask, voice a light growl.

She pouts. "Well, no, you don't have to go, but..." She turns the most unfair puppy eyes you've ever seen on you. You look at Koromaru to get to a less convincing pleading eyes, and you groan when he seems...excited.

[ ] No. You aren't gonna babysit her.

[ ] Sure, yeah, whatever. You didn't have a plan anyways.

[ ] Suggest a different activity(Write in)

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This update would've come yesterday, but I, uh, burned one of my fingers cooking and it was really hard to type without making it hurt like hell.
 
[X] Sure, yeah, whatever. You didn't have a plan anyways.

Oh boy oh boy! All is not well in the lands of Arisato!
 
[X] Sure, yeah, whatever. You didn't have a plan anyways.

Akihiko needs a hug, and Haru is adorable.
 
I am kinda torn. On one hand, going along is obviously the best thing to do. It will increase our relationship with Kadea (who seems really nice) and if I am not mistaken, the haunted house should be the gate to the shadow nest and thus main plot.
On the other hand, that just unlocks my contrary streak because now I am wondering what will happen if we do something else. Plus we have something I feel like we should do at somepoint. Namely checking up on Alice to apologize and figure out what going on with the bruises. The problem is I don't know how we can figure out where she lives and I worry that we might be neglecting something important be chasing the sub plot. On the other hand I feel like this is in charicter for Saito so screw it! Going off the rails.

[x] Suggest a different activity.
-[x] Say you're going off to look for an old friend of yours to appoligize for something. They don't have to come if they don't want to. (Go off to look for Alice)
 
[x] Suggest a different activity.
- [x] Say you're going off to look for an old friend of yours to appoligize for something. They don't have to come if they don't want to. (Go off to look for Alice)
 
Oh hey! I think I recognize this song! Animal I have Become by Three Day Grace, Right? Fitting.

And I think I have noticed a pattern. Most of the teen charicters so far seem to have been ostracized by society for being different. We are treated like a monster because of our hight, Alice has been harassed possibly due being mixed race, and Haru clearly has had a rough life and seems to be trans.

The only potential party member who doesn't seem to fit this pattern so far is Kaede, but she is a member of a conterculture (gyaru) that are often mistrusted as well.
Putting this together with the found family set up and it seem that a major theme here is finding the healing and connection in a world that hostile towards who you are. Or something like that anyways.
There are, broadly, three themes I tried to make major, each stemming from a separate game within the modern trilogy. This one, I'll give, is the one I took from Persona 5.

There's also a minor theming from Persona 2, but while I know the plot, I haven't seen the game all the way through personally. Originally, Tatsuya was going to be a major character in the story, almost as important as Minako; but I don't have as solid a grasp on him as I do on the P3, 4, and 5 casts. But, rumours are more important than you'd think.

On the music; I admit it largely stems from personal taste when I was Shoryu's age. In the first draft of that scene in particular, it actually wasn't Animal I Have Become; it was Home.
 
[X] Sure, yeah, whatever. You didn't have a plan anyways.

Maybe you can scare some ghosts.
 
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