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Nemo.
A man with no name. A name without a nation.
All marine scientists inevitably comes to read about the Nautilus and its travelers in their adventures 20,000 leagues under the sea. Jules Verne was a classic adventure and a very well-presented science fiction story for its day. The wonders of the sea however would in the consciousness of mankind pale beside this tortured man who chose to live apart not just from the laws of man, but the very natural habitat of his species.
He was living mystery that survived through the centuries.
And now, another Nemo rescued us, gave us shelter, and even as he bled he revealed – that he possessed power over us. How could you trust such a man?
"If you allow a man a chance to be good, then he will be good" Captain Nobel said to me. "But if you expect only evil from someone, then evil is something you breed in both your hearts."
"Why? It's not... as easy as you make it sound, sir. We could be in so much danger again. Where is the justice in that?"
"Because we must, because anything less it would be a betrayal of everything they died for. We must put our fate in someone else's hand not because we're afraid, but because we are brave enough to believe that there is still good in the world."
Everyone else had left to their own rooms. Nemo was in his plush bedroom. Nemo was arrogant and bombastic and sometimes he was just such a
child. That was even more terrifying, because how could you trust someone with such power with so little self-control? A tantrum would do so much damage.
Captain Nobel and I were standing right outside the door. "We have all lost people. Not just this time, but every time we as Explorers set out. I've seen comrades die screaming, Mind Worms burrowing into their eye sockets to lay eggs inside their brains. I am not saying this to say this loss isn't the greatest we've suffered – but that we as Gaians, it is also a part of our nature to live with sacrifice.
If he did not come along, what do you think would have happened?"
"Maybe the Morgans would come around in a day or two. Maybe they'd do it to finish us off. The lifeboats… they would have enough battery power to bring us to shore. But if we did that, our fuel cells might not have enough to keep charging our air recyclers and water purifiers. We would…" here I took a deep breath. "We would have to draw lots."
Our main problem was air – Chiron had very low oxygen levels, and enough atmospheric pressure with nitrogen compounds to make every breath poison. Inert gas necrosis after prolonged exposure could be expected from breathing in the
barely breathable air at sea level.
People had to die so we could survive. If I had to give my life up, I could only hope to face it with so much dignity.
"Do you understand what I'm asking from you?"
I nodded and prepared my heart. "Yes, sir."
He just sighed and began rubbing at his forehead. "No. Clearly, you don't. It doesn't matter if he rescued us, it doesn't matter that he's been so helpful. You are
a trained medic. You're going in there to help. Anything more than that? If he tries anything, it is your duty to beat his face like a drum until he stops."
"… sir, maybe we should bring back Adelaide for this."
"Not for gratitude, Jen, nor to secure an alliance. (Besides, in this condition? She'd kill him.)" He coughed. "Listen carefully, this is your mission."
"Sir."
"A man of mystery is only powerful as long as his mysteries remain a tantalizing prospect. I believe that is why he chose to ally with us, the Gaians. He knows we are the only ones who would
respect his need to keep secrets. If he comes to us as a friend, then we Gaians
will be his friend.
This has ever been our philosophy. A community is not a place, it is a connection to history and meaning, and ours is that
never again shall we repeat that which led Earth to ruin."
"What does this have to do with Nemo? He's just one man."
"I am not blind, Jen. I recognize the way he walks, the way he talks, the way his eyes look at everything with a mixture of both familiarity and incomprehension. This is a man who might as well have walked straight off the blood-stained sands of southern Turkey or south California. I speak to him not as someone on Planet, but as unto a lost tourist on Earth, and he
responds in kind."
I gasped and put a hand up to my lips. "Sir! Are you saying…?"
"That Earth may have sent a second expedition? It is possible, but we should have seen a drive flare by now."
"Then… what do you think this is all about?"
"I don't know. And this is what's most important, Jen. You have to communicate to him –
it doesn't matter. We
don't care. We will treat him as an equal, we will respect his boundaries, but neither are we going to kowtow to his whims. If he wants servants and sycophants, he can just get the hell out. There is no one else on this Planet that he can turn to who won't be full of
prying jackholes."
"I… see."
"Take care of him, but don't let him push you around." The Captain paused to consider. "In fact… it might be better if you were a bit more aggressive with him."
"Sir!" I huffed. "I do not have
that fetish."
"Why must you young people always put everything in a carnal context? I mean treat him as you would your brothers."
I put a hand over my heart and winced as I bowed. "I… can do that, sir."
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Now Nemo looked up at me with a touch of fear in his eyes. Where was the sense in that?
'Why me? What power do I have over you?' I wanted to ask. We were playing a silly little farce where we pretended we were hiding nothing from each other. My captain ordered me to take care of him, and I did. I ordered him around, and he obeyed. It was as if instinctive for him. It looked as if he would tolerate from me anything short of nagging or physical violence.
It was a delicate dance. We could see how much Nemo enjoyed the sometimes vicious repartee between him and Captain Nobel. We all pushed, trying to provoke reactions from each other. It was… fun. It bordered on the disrespectful, as I said before.
I remembered: "Normally at this point a commanding officer would say that should you not get emotionally involved. But nuts to that. Be
compromised. Get your emotions all tangled up in his well-being. You're not his handler. We're not the Morgans running a honey pot scheme. You're
batwoman."
"… I don't follow." Na na na nan na na?
"Go and tell him that. If he's really from Earth, he's going to recognize what it really means."
"That glorious sunuvabitch…" was Nemo's response later. "An officer's orderly, without whom he might as well just stay in bed being useless to anybody. The Alfred to my Bruce Wayne. The Jurgen to my Ciaphas Cain. The Sancho Panza to myself as Don Quixote de La Mancha." He blinked, with his eyes owlishly wide. "That's… heh. All right. Let him know I really appreciate this."
"Um. May I ask why can't you just say it yourself, sir?"
"Because that would be
rude, Jen. Just rude."
Please do not involve me in the infantile games between you two.
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"What do you think I'm angry about this time?" I asked instead, in a much gentler tone of voice.
"I… honestly have no idea" was his response. He groaned. "I mean, there are far too many things, how the heck should I know? It's your call." He splayed his arms out as if ready to be crucified. "Just hit me with it."
This was probably the reason why I was the one trusted to supervise him. I was the only one among the crew that would NOT take advantage of the many openings to innuendo he offered.
Was he just playing with me? Was it just some sex thing after all? I was not a very worldly woman. I was not… experienced… in such things. But even I could tell that when that Morgan woman was trying to seduce him, what I initially thought was interest was actually sheer naked terror.
Treat him as you would your brothers. That was easy. Because as much as I respect my elder brother, Robert Marsh was sometimes just so much such a reckless idiot. And my youngest brother, William? Annoying. There were times I loved them to bits, and times when I would love to break them to bits. This was the normal sibling experience, I was told.
"You were whispering something to that Morgan woman…? You really scared her for a moment there, sir. I don't mean to imply anything, but… are you sure it's something that won't come back to bite you later?"
He let out a nervous laugh. "Yeah, about that… I really regret doing that."
"Umm." I shook my head. "No, I'm sorry. It's none of my business anyway, sir."
"For all I know, anything may happen now! It's probably just a coincidence!" he hurriedly added, as if that would offer any defense. Instead of taking my hint out of the uncomfortable line of questioning, it seemed he would rather double down on the idiocy. "Even if the logo for Morgan Metagenics looks anything like an Umbrella, that doesn't mean I may have to pre-emptively nuke the place!"
What.
Nukes. What. There were so many questions I wanted to ask, and I had to remind myself that I was
not in
any way allowed to beat any answers out of him. "Morgan Metagenics?" I asked hesitantly. "What's going to happen at Morgan Metagenics?"
He began to wave his arms around wildly. "Nothing! Probably nothing! Very much nothing!" he stopped. "… there's a tiny tiny
tiny chance there may be zombies."
"Zombies." I said back tonelessly.
"I'm not proud of it…" he whimpered.
"You saw the future… and it was
zombies."
He groaned louder and hid his face in his palms. "I'm not sure. I don't know… I can't know. She's too much like Alice, it's like the universe is taunting me."
'What is wrong with you?' I did not ask, because I knew the answer. Most likely it was the same thing that was wrong with me. "Who is Alice?' I asked, in a softer and more conciliatory tone of voice.
"Alice… is
exactly like how she appeared on Resident Evil. If Miss deVorcelk has someone on staff named anything similar to Jill Valentine or Albert Wesker, I
really don't want to have to clean that up."
Wait. Resident Evil. "Excuse me, what. Are you saying…" It was like a hammer was hitting me right behind eyeballs. "Do you mean … are you talking about
fiction?"
"Um. Yes."
Fiction.
I closed my eyes and massaged my temples.
Fiction.
How much of
anything he'd said so far could we take on face value?
This only really added more fuel to the time traveler theory. I sat on the table and picked up the cup of tea. I took a few sips in silence to collect myself. Ahh. This was a fine Gaian blend.
Fiction.
Of course. If you had submarines, it was inevitable you would name one of them Nautilus. If you had a starship, it was inevitable one of them would be named Enterprise. And it would become one of the most decorated ships of the fleet, because the crew would take for granted that they had to live up to the name.
The ARM Empire... was that fictional too?
"This… Oh." I raised my thumb to my lips and began nervously chewing on my thumbnail. "I have no idea what I should do about this. Captain only said to hit you if you fucked it up. But if you're
fucking with them, I don't know if I should cheer you on. This is an amazing way to get them to waste so much time and money chasing after shadows. Was this your plan all along?"
He groaned and covered his face with a pillow. "It's not planned."
"That… doesn't really matter, does it?"
There was no response for a long while, that I wondered if he did manage to choke himself. But eventually his voice filtered through the pillow – "Jen...?"
"Yes, sir?"
"I can't... I can't take vengeance for what happened. Only you – only Deirdre Skye – only the Gaians have the right to assign blame and call for reparations. I'm just here to help you get home."
It was a good thing his face was covered, he couldn't see me reel back as if I'd been backhanded. He was right. He was helping us out of the kindness of his heart and we've been just as brazenly using him.
"I understand. Please excuse my impudence…" My brother did not die for this.
"But that you said… is a really good idea."
"What."
"It's a nonviolent solution. I can
do nonviolent solutions." He laughed while pressing the pillow even harder into his face. "The Spartans may feel my A-game. I don't think Deirdre can deny me that… though the Morgans may have led them to false conclusions… they are the still ones who made that final decision. It
should have been equally as easy, even easier, to choose not to murder."
Here his voice drifted off into wonder. "For it to be so easy not to murder…"
There were so many questions that I wanted to ask, so many mysteries I wanted to unravel, so much injustice I wanted to see avenged. Yet, it would not be right.
I was, after all, a Gaian. I remembered the Gaian Acolyte's Prayer –
- - - I shall not confront Planet as an enemy, but shall accept
- - - its mysteries as gifts to be cherished. Nor shall I crudely
- - - seek to peel the layers away like the skin from an onion.
- - - Instead I shall gather them together as the tree gathers the
- - - breeze. The wind shall blow and I shall bend. The sky shall
- - - open and I shall drink my fill.
Like Planet itself, I would not seek to demand things from Nemo in all his strangeness and all his anachronisms, for whatever knowledge or wealth I might gain was not worth the friendship we cultivated.
Oh...! If only it were possible for Nemo and my brother to meet each other, I am sure they would have become fast friends too.
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Because brothers and sisters were natural nemeses.
When viewing him through that lens, it was surprising how very little I had to fear. It was surprisingly how little restraint I had to exercise in the danger of offending him somehow. The power he represented was intimidating, but once you figured out that much like Captain Nobel he relished being able to provoke reactions out of people, the best response was just a calm unamused stare.
"That is
adorable." Captain Nobel once said, upon seeing my stern disapproving gaze for the first time.
"Stop bullying my XO, Jacob." Captain Boothby came to my defense. Now hers was a glare that could strip paint off a hull! I spent so much time in front of a mirror trying to imitate that look.
A shower of viscera, eyes full of shock, as the head starts to peel away from the neck –
I closed my eyes and took six deep calming breaths. I blinked and turned my focus back onto my work –
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A day had passed, and we all had enough of the Morgans and their lifestyle.
Adelaide and Rommel approached, each carrying a heap of monogrammed towels. "Hey, Nemo. Since you're the one paying for all of this, the Captain said to ask if it's okay to steal the all towels in the suite."
I looked up from the checklist, about to ask "… why?" when Nemo responded with clear understanding.
"Oh, right. It's tradition." It's a
what? "If this high-class hotel can't deal with its guests keeping some souvenirs, it's out of luck getting its high-paying clients back for a second stay."
"See?" Adelaide said, bumping Rommel with her hip. "It's fine. Pack it in."
"Not so fast! We need a second opinion. Jenny, what do you think?"
I turned away, completely losing interest. "You may steal if you want. It's a small thing, all it takes is knowing you can live with yourself as a thief."
"Tch. Fine." Adelaide put her towels on top of Rommel's pile, covering his face.
Nemo tilted his head slightly. "Wait a second, why bother asking me if the final decision's going to be Jenny's anyway? It's not like I don't understand it, what with the whole Gaian chain of command and all… but what's the point in asking twice?"
"There was always the chance you two would agree on the best decision." Rommel answered carefully as he shuffled away.
"What the hell." Nemo turned and pointed at me. "What is this, Jen? Are you my Jenemy Cricket now?!"
I looked up. "Jenemy Cri… oh. Jiminy Cricket. Pinocchio." I loved that movie.
Let your conscience be your guide. I smiled. "Yes. Yes I am."
He looked stunned for a moment, then his face spread out into the most awestruck boyish grin. "I can live with that."
I held the data slate up to my face. I was no longer some giggly teenager, surely I wasn't blushing.
"HELLOO CAMPERS!" Captain Nobel burst into the room and announced "WE'RE ALL PACKED UP AND READY TO GO! EVERYBODY OUT, CHOP CHOP. EXCEPT YOU TWO OVER THERE, DON'T THINK I DON'T SEE YOU HAVING
A MOMENT THERE.
WE'LL COME BACK IN TWO HOURS, LOVEBIRDS. TEE TEE EFF ENN."
"I approve." I said out loud.
"Eh?"
"If you want to go over there and strangle the Captain? I'd just like you to know I pre-emptively approve of that course of action."
"You are
the best conscience." Nemo replied with an gleeful grin, and he leapt off the couch to spar against the Captain some more.
Captain Nobel was a
master at breaking sequence. I did not whether to be relived or annoyed every time he implied something about Nemo and myself… the harder he pushed us together, the more we would try to keep our distance. Or maybe he was training us to think it would not be such a bad thing?
A true master at Social Psychology. He was not the Gaian's foremost Explorer for nothing, able to hold together a crew for
years in isolation in out in the wilderness. He was like that odd uncle in the family, the one who always showed up at around mealtimes, and you were never quite sure if he was a bum or just independently wealthy.
Captain Nobel and Nemo were gyrating in place and clawing at the air. Oh Planet. Was that supposed to be some sort of rap battle?
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