On Feathered Wings, We Fly (Norse Mythology AU, Alt-Power)

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"You should be only a little wise, never too wise. A wise man's heart is seldom glad if he's truly wise" - The Poetic Edda

Annette Hebert was a mystery. Even after her death, her husband and daughter knew very little about her. As close as Taylor was to her mom, she barely knew of her time with Lustrum. And while her passing devastated Taylor, she will do whatever she could to continue her mother's legacy, even if that means she has to discover it first.


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(AU, Alt-Power, LGBT)
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Special thanks to @MissPeaceCraft and @Slider214 for the inspiration and checking it over.

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Friday, December 17th, 2010

Riiiinnngg!

The bell jolted me awake from my mundane thoughts and the hubbub of the class. About fucking time.

"Before you leave!" Mr. Gladly started off, only to be met with groans from the class. He chuckled, "Now now, I did say I wasn't giving you homework but I do want you to think about the impact Parahumans have had on Christmas. We will be-" Even though he was trying to butter up the popular kids, they didn't care and wanted to get out just as badly as I did. It was incredibly aggravating. The man barely taught because of his need to be with the in-crowd. Never once did he care about what the rest of us were doing, as long as he looked good, he wouldn't care. But what did I expect from an authority figure in this cesspool of a school?

At least I had a few weeks away from this hellhole and the problems that haunted me. A blessing from above that I could be home with my books without the troubles that were now in my life.

Going through the motions as quickly as I could, I gathered my notebook, pens, and pencils before putting them into the plastic bag inside my bookbag. It would have been so much nicer if I didn't need the blasted thing. As I stood up and was about to walk out, hoping to beat everyone else and escape this misery, my feet halted and my hands tightened around my backpack straps when I saw a glimpse of the Trio outside the door.

They could never leave me alone for one fucking day, could they? Couldn't they just ignore me like most people? What the hell did I do to them that would make me their living punching bag? Seriously, it wasn't like I did anything to Emma to warrant this bullshit. I still don't know why, but she has taken great delight in tormenting me. She was wearing a blue blouse and black jeans, accentuating her curves— curves I would die for— and the smirk on her delicate face did nothing to alleviate my concerns.


Sophia stood next to her, arms crossed with her varsity jacket on and leaning against the lockers with one of her legs bent against it. Her nearly skin tight jogger pants also left little to the imagination. The last of the three was twisting in place, her denim skirt spinning with her and a pang of want washed through me. Madison, the cutesy pain in the ass who, for some reason, wore a tank top along with her skirt to school. In the Northeast United States. In December.

Deep breath in. Count to three. Deep breath out. You can do this Taylor. Don't let them get to you. Those words repeated in my head several times, losing the chance of escaping this hellhole before anyone else in the class. How Madison got out so quickly was a mystery of the gods. Not that it mattered; it didn't change my predicament.

"Taylor."
The hesitant voice of Mr. Gladly broke my concentration. Would he be actually doing his job for once? I glanced over my shoulder to see the man standing around like a chicken with his head cut off. Nope, probably not. "Yes, Mr. Gladly?" I replied as calmly as I could when I turned to face him.

His eyes tried to look over me, which was hilarious considering how short the man was, one of the few times I could enjoy my height, and I could only imagine him trying to figure out why I was so bothered. "Is everything ok?" he asked.

What a stupid question. He knew exactly what was wrong. How many times had I gone to him, or any teacher here, and the results were always the same? I stopped counting around fifty and hadn't bothered since. A fake smile graced my lips, "everything's fine," I lied. What did it matter if it wasn't.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes," I deadpanned.

"If you nee-"

"I'm fine," I cut him off, before turning on the spot and walking out of the room. There was a sigh that could only be interpreted as disappointment. Don't know why, my life might be shit but it couldn't be as bad as a grown ass adult trying to be one of the popular kids.

The door had barely closed before the Trio was on me. "Hey Taylor," Emma said in her sweet innocent voice.. Sophia and Madison perked up a bit, their eyes landing on me.
I sighed, "What do you want, Emma?"

"Oh, come on, Taylor. Is that any way to treat a friend?"

"What friend?" I deadpanned, not leaving anything to question. She was stunned, not sure why since it wasn't the first time I'd said that, but it was all I needed to squeeze by and run down the hallway.

It didn't take long for her to break out of it and quickly yell, "Taylor!" The squeaking of shoes on the floors chasing me as I cut through the crowd of blank faces. Many stepped aside, not wanting to be part of this sick game. Just more people who didn't give a shit and were complacent in the blatant acts of bullying. At least it gave me a clear pathway to the stairs. It was a long shot, but I hoped that this trick would work again.

I took the stairs two at a time, racing downwards and landing on the first floor in a sprint towards the bathrooms. The blue door into the girls restroom slammed open when I barreled into it, skidding to a stop to slowly close the door and running into one of the stalls. My fast breathing slowed down as I sat on the toilet and repeated my breathing techniques. My ears listened for any sign of the Trio.

The few times I did this, they went to the boys bathroom, showing their own bigotry. Once upon a time, Emma had been accepting but that changed. Just like everything else. Best friends to enemies, at least to her, over night. Memories of a time that felt so long ago flashed across my eyes and a shudder left me. How I wish I could have my best friend back. Not this monster that haunts me.

My head banged the back of the wall as I tried to stop the tears from falling. It was short lived when the door opened and the sound of footsteps grew louder. Thoughts raced through my mind, hoping beyond all hope that it wasn't the Trio, that it was just another group of girls. The stalls next to me opened and that hope disappeared. Like clockwork, I saw two sets of hands, filled with juice boxes, over the top of the dividing walls. The contents of said juice boxes rained down on me. The sticky… apple juice soaked my clothes, even through my large hoodie. Haha fuckers, my stuff is safe because of the plastic bag.

Wow, that was sad, even for me.

Giggles echoed in the bathroom as the three girls enjoyed their fun. Another deep breath and I picked up my backpack and walked out of the stall. The Trio was standing next to the sinks, their laughter intensifying as their eyes landed on me. "T-T-Taylor," Madison managed to say in between fits of giggling. Her laugh sounded like a wounded hyena and it irritated the hell out of me. "Yo-you really t-th-think that trick wo-would work?"

"Did you seriously think running into the wrong restroom would fool us again?" Emma scolded, her words hitting their intended mark. "Don't know why they let you in here, but this is the girls restroom." She should just shut up. If she only kept her fucking mouth shut. Because of her, I was targeted by the Empire goonies too. And they were not nearly as… 'kind' as the three girls standing over me.

Being the only openly trans person in Winslow sucked. The administration barely allowed me to use the girls restrooms. A feat that still surprised me to this day, but I had a feeling Mom had something to do with it before she passed away. Or Dad was very insistent. And don't get me started about the gym and the locker rooms.

I suppressed the shudder from that thought.

"Fuck you," I gritted my teeth and rushed past them.
Sophia stepped in the way, a veritable brick wall as I collided with her. My wet shoes caught on something, tripping me and before I knew it, all the air in my lungs left and I was staring up at the bright lights of the bathroom. The sound of laughter reached my ears after the ringing dissipated. All three of them leaned over me, their faces filled with joy at my suffering. I wanted to curse, but it was pointless. It always was.

My mouth remained clamped shut as I sent all my hatred at them with my eyes. The three finally stopped laughing after what felt like minutes. Sophia and Madison left, the smaller of the two waving goodbye over her shoulder as the door closed behind them. Emma stayed, her arms crossed and hips cocked in a way that showed how proud she was of my torment. We used to be best friends. I used to braid her hair and she'd helped me with clothes. She was there for me when I figured out I was trans, even pointed out how obvious it was.

The person who stood above me was an evil doppelganger. Of my sister.

I didn't respond, wouldn't respond. It was pointless so I just stared. Eventually she let out a huff, "Whatever. See you, loser. Maybe I'll see you at Christmas." Emma walked out of the bathroom but not without one more comment before the door closed, "And stop going into the girls bathroom!"

I stayed on the ground, taking a moment from the words of my former best friend. It was an understatement to say that they hurt. No, they cut deep. When shivers started to rack my body from the cold floor, it was time to get up. Grabbing my backpack, I walked through the door, the sign on it making Emma's words cut a little deeper. It only took a few deep breaths to prevent another spiral.

The walk through the school was luckily uneventful. None of the Empire were around, a blessing to whatever god would hear it. I was already drenched in juice and I still had to make an errand before I could change. It would only make my day worse if I had to deal with them too. Most of the time I just outran them but they always got more… restless around this time. Some bullshit about being so angry about 'Happy Holidays' instead of 'Merry Christmas'.
As I made it outside the school, I ran as fast as I could when I noticed the bus was about to leave.. Another thing I was grateful for was Mom drilling into me about the importance of exercising. I might not be an athlete like Sophia, but I could hold my own.

I wish I didn't have to go so far out of my way for this errand, but it was only once a year and there wasn't any better place to get it. There were very few shops that weren't controlled by a gang and as far as I knew, this was one of them.

Heading to this store was always scary since it was in Empire territory, even when I came with Mom. She was always fearless, something that I wanted to be. She would always say that there was nothing to fear, that death was but the start of another adventure. I still didn't understand what she meant by that, but I did take it to heart. It was because of it that I opened up to her and Dad about being a girl.

Dad didn't know how to take that but Mom was quick to jump in to support me. It was because of her that I had the strength to go through it. Dad took a while but he eventually came around to it with the help of Mom and Aunt Zoe. I think the biggest issue he had was that he thought he was 'losing a son' but not realizing he was 'gaining a daughter'. There was also the fact that I was still the same person which probably helped.

Ding. Hiss.

The sound of the bus stopping and the doors opening cut through my thoughts like a hot knife. I noticed that the we were near the shop when I saw several stylized graffiti of the Empire's symbol on the walls. Taking a deep breath to prepare myself, I quickly hopped off the bus and started walking down the street. The shop was only around the corner, so I didn't have to worry too much.

When I turned the corner, the worn sign written in a strange font that I didn't often see was the first thing in my line of sight. Crystals and Stones; it was like the letters were written with only straight lines in mind. I'd seen it in Mom's handwriting from time to time. The windows were fairly dark, where one could barely see the outlines of the interior. The very vibe of the store gave off this forbidden sense that scared people away. Even a few bystanders walked closer to the street rather than be near the store. But I knew how homely and welcoming it was.

The door let off a soft chime as I opened it. The store became brighter, like stepping through a portal back to the middle ages. Halogen lights above cast deep shadows over the rows of random knick knacks and herbs, categorized by their uses and not for flavor. Bookshelves filled to the brim with tattered and worn books. An array of candles in myriad of colors. Many were a bright contrast to the rest of the dark store. A section of tarot cards that, while cool, did little in my opinion.

An occult shop, the only one in the Bay. And one I'd been coming to for years with Mom.

"Now who enters my domain," a gravelly and hoarse voice said slowly. A moment later, a figure popped out from one of the rows of herbs. A tall elderly woman with gold jewelry threaded through each grey braid, looked around with dark sunken eyes before they settled on me. There was a brief moment of confusion before recognition hit. "Oh! If it isn't little Taylor!" Her excitement was infectious as she tapped her intricate cane on the ground. It also helped that I didn't feel tall in her presence because she was tall - at least a head's height between us.

"Hi Elli," I waved at her.

Elli was the sole owner and employee of the shop. She'd had this shop for decades and not once had she buckled under any of the gangs in that time. How she made money when I couldn't remember seeing anyone besides me coming into the store was beyond me. Mom seemed to know her from somewhere, but neither would tell me when I'd asked.

Elli smiled, "It's so great to see you, my dear. I wish you'd come by more often!" Her accent was one I still couldn't pinpoint. It was familiar in a way that reminded me of Mom's to some degree. It wasn't often, but when Mom got angry, her Scandinavian roots kicked in. She'd never told me where exactly they were from and she'd always stopped me from digging further. Dad always said that she had a lot of trauma from her past but it felt like… he didn't know either.

"I'm sorry. I've just been busy."

She was quiet for a moment before she sighed. "It's painful, isn't it?"

I didn't answer. It was. Coming here always reminded me of Mom.

Elli tapped her cane again and held it in front of her. "Well, what can I help you with then?"

Grateful for the change of topics, I replied, "I need a Yule log."

That made the old woman smile. "I can certainly do that. I'm glad you are keeping up the tradition." There was something unspoken that I couldn't decipher. Not that I had time to as she waved for me to follow and started walking down the row of store goods.

"Of course I do. It would feel wrong if I didn't."

She didn't reply as I quickly caught up. I took a moment to peruse through the items; various jars of different sizes and lengths, candles with wicks that seemed older than the wax itself, and herbs you would find at a grocery store but with little tags underneath for their purpose. To anyone not accustomed to the store, they would think that the claim that Lavender would eliminate envy was hogwash. To some degree, it was. But there had to be something behind it if our ancestors used it.

"Now, what size did you need? I can never remember. Getting old has frazzled my brain."

"That's not true. You are sharper than most people I know."

She stopped and glanced over her shoulder, a wide, nearly toothless smile was on her face. "You are too kind, child." She continued walking without missing a beat after that. Elli might be one of the few adults I could trust.

Elli led me to a dark corner of the store where a neat pile of oak logs was located. Their sizes ranged from just larger than my hand to some as long as my arms. Next to them was a basket for the other decorations for the log, like holly and ivy, but I still had some mistletoe from last year. "Here we are. Just pick the one you like."

I looked at the smaller selection and picked one that would fit in my backpack. There was a reason that I'd packed light today.

"That's the one you want?" she asked, her question more like a judgment. Her stare didn't help either.

I nodded. "Yes."

"Hmm." A slight pout on her face. "You used to get bigger ones, if I remember correctly." And here she thought she didn't remember.

"We did but," I started as I pulled my soaked backpack around and pointed at it. "It wouldn't fit in here."

She eyed me intently, her incredulous stare boring deep into my soul. They looked down at my backpack just as a drip of juice dropped.

"Is something going on, Taylor?"

"No." My voice nearly croaked. No matter how many voice lessons I went through, my shitty old one would sometimes leak through. Especially when an old woman is staring at you with the eyes of a hawk. "Just an accident," I managed to squeak out a sorry excuse of a response.

"Taylor."

"It's fine." It was more forced than I wanted, but she couldn't know the truth.

Elli stared at me for what felt like hours before she huffed. She mosied over to the counter before sitting in the chair. "You best be off, then. No need to keep an old woman like myself company."

"Wha- but-" I blurted before walking over to the counter and pulling out my wallet. "I still need to-"

She waved me off. "Consider it a Yule gift, if you will." She placed her cane in her lap and leaned back in the wicker chair, her eyes closed as she started to tap her foot on the ground.

I would never say it to her face, but she could be odd at times. It bothered me that she didn't want me to pay for the log, but I knew her. She wouldn't take it. It happened numerous times with Mom, and I really shouldn't be surprised that it happened with me. I fought the sigh that wanted to escape my lips.

"Alright. Have a Happy Yule, Elli." I turned and started to walk out of the store.

There was a muttering that I didn't quite catch and I had to turn around. Her eyes were open, a smile on her face as she said, "You as well, Dearie. Be safe."

I smiled. With everything that had happened since Mom's death, I was glad that there was still someone who was looking out for me. Between Dad taking a depressing spiral, my best friend betraying me, and the tribulations of my transition, it was nice to know that I wasn't fully alone. Especially with someone who was linked to Mom.

The same chime reached my ears when I left the store, a calm reminder to my ears. People still veered away from the store but it did nothing to detract from the happiness that bloomed in my chest. Maybe I would have the courage to finally venture into the basement after all this time.


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Hopping off the bus, I walked down the street towards home. The ride was uneventful, a blessing on its own considering the city. Brockton Bay had one of the highest populations of capes in the city and it seemed like not a day went by without some sort of incident. Luckily there were several rules that had persisted since the days of the Marque. The buses were off-limits when it came to capes. Women and children too, but that wasn't always the case obviously.

But even with those rules, the gangs had caused the city to wither over the years. No matter how hard the heroes tried, the villains always escaped and continued their ruination. It probably didn't help that the villains outnumbered the heroes. I could only imagine that with their numbers, it would be easy to retrieve any of their capes.

Mom had hated the Empire, and she wasn't alone. There were a few times she'd had this look like she was going to get into a brawl. And she didn't like violence! It shouldn't be a surprise considering she was one of Lustrum's lieutenants back in the day. I felt like there was more to it, that it wasn't just for their fascism.

That was one of the many reasons why I wished I had powers. Not like I wasn't the only kid, but I'd always dreamed of being able to fly, having super-strength, or shooting lasers out of my hands. Even before realizing I was trans, I wanted to be Alexandria. Kind of a big hint there now that I thought about it, but it didn't change the fact that I wanted powers to help Brockton Bay, if not the world.

My musings were cut short when I realized that I had made it home. Dad wasn't home, not that I expected him to be. Hopefully he didn't work late tonight like he tended to around this time of year. He wanted to make sure the Dock Workers had extra cash for the holidays, which was already hard enough to do. I fished out my keys from my pocket after hopping over the broken step.

I was hit with a wall of warmth as I stepped inside the house, another reminder that my clothes were still soaked and in a desperate need of a change. Before running up the stairs to do that, I looked around the house briefly and saw nothing had changed. A small Christmas tree was in the corner next to the television, a scant few ornaments and lights on it. The kitchen was still untouched since this morning, not that I expected it to be anything different. A few pictures scattered around the house of Dad and I, some of them I sorely wished he would take down.

No matter how many times I tried to tell him why, he would put them back up. I stopped fighting him on it after I saw how happy he was when he put them up. As annoyed as I was, I would rather see him out of his depressive funk, even for a few minutes.

"Meow,","mrow."

I looked around and saw Bee and Treacle near the fireplace. Bee was in the cat house, his smaller frame poking out of the hole where one could see his lighter shade of brown. Treacle's larger and darker brown body was on the mantle next to one of the candles. He had a mischievous eye on the candle and I really hoped he didn't knock it over. Again. Mom never told me which of the two was older and I liked to play a game with them about it. They usually got into a fight and it was like a comedy show about two siblings with drastically different personalities.

The two Norwegian Forest cats stared at me with their emerald green eyes. A small smile grew on my lips. Mom had had them when she met Dad and they'd been with me growing up. At least that was the story they told me. If that was true, then the two cats would be very old which didn't match their youthful appearance. Not that it changed anything, I loved them no matter what.

I walked over to the two, reaching a hand out to them. Bee poked his head out of the house, allowing me to start scratching their heads with ease. "Now what are you two boys doing?"

"Meow," Bee replied, his eyes looking up at me for a few seconds before closing them and starting to purr. Treacle took a few more scritches before he followed his brother.

"I know, I know. You don't like it when I'm covered in… juice."

Treacle started to purr from my constant petting but had a very pointed stare at me. "Mrrrrroooowww."

"I'm fine."

"Mrruh," Bee let out.

I sighed, "Yes I am. Not like it matters."

"Mrrh?"

"You're a cat. It's nothing."

Treacle twisted in place and sat up, my hand moving to scratch underneath his chin, his spoon and treacle tag jiggling. "Mrrrrrr," he gently nudged me, for more attention. Bee had a custom tag too, of a bee.

I sighed after a short staring contest, "I miss her, you know? She was always there when I needed help, for anything. She was my role model. With her gone…" I forced my tears away and failed. "Dad tried, still tries, but he could never fill the void."

Both cats moved, leaving my wavering scratches and started to circle me while crying out in unison, "mew."

I crouched and they pounced, jumping me. "Gah!" My body hit the edge of the couch with a soft thud. Both of them sat on my lap, their tails swishing back and forth while they started to rub their faces against my nonexistent chest.

"I love you two rascals too."

We sat there for a few minutes, a few minutes of them purring into my chest and me petting them.

With a sigh, I ran up the stairs, taking two steps at a time. When I walked into my room, my eyes landed on one of the very few pictures of Mom not in the basement on my nightstand. My hand grazed the smooth edge of the frame and gently lifted it. It was taken shortly after I had come out and she had taken me to get some new clothes. Mom had a big smile on her face, her beautiful mane of hair in a braid and love in her eyes. I might have gotten Dad's hair color, but I definitely got Mom's hair. It might not be as long, but I had her curls. It was when I got to wear my first skirt and blouse and the feeling of wearing those was one of the most affirming I had ever had.

To think that I once had those in my wardrobe seemed like a fevered dream. Ever since Emma started her campaign, I'd never bothered. It was just more fuel to her fire and wasn't worth the hassle. Not with being in the Empire's crosshairs. There were only so many times I could deal with the whole 'boy in a skirt' bullshit.

My thumb grazed over the image of Mom and I fought the tears that desperately wanted to fall. Dad wasn't the only one who wished she was still around. There wasn't a day that went by that I didn't miss my biggest supporter and role model. Her death left a hole in our family that hadn't been filled.

Gently returning the picture to my bedside, I plopped my backpack on my bed and walked to my drawer, grabbing a new set of clothes. The hoodie came off first and goosebumps covered my arms when the warm crisp air grazed my skin. Taking a deep breath, I took off my shirt and pants. My focus shifted to the wall as I quickly took off my underwear and quickly grabbed a fresh pair, followed by a clean shirt and pair of pants. Today wasn't too bad but I didn't need to be reminded of my flat chest and my… other parts.

With a sigh of relief, and actually feeling warm, I grabbed my wet clothes and noticed the nearly full hamper. I tossed them with the rest and grabbed the hamper before heading down the stairs and into the basement while ignoring the two cats staring at me intently. When I stood at the basement door, I stared at its white painted wood for what felt like hours. It wasn't like I hadn't been down there— I had been plenty of times actually— but every time I did, the intrusive thought of looking at Mom's things was always there.

There wasn't anything special about them; countless books and materials from her class at Brockton Bay University. But I knew there was more. She always had this little section of the basement that had been covered by a heavy blanket with explicit 'Do Not Touch' sign on it. Even with her gone, neither Dad or I had tried to see what was under those. I'd seen the cats go there, much to our dismay since it was a perfect hiding place from us, but we'd never ventured that far.

Maybe it was time. Maybe I should see what Mom felt was so important to keep away from us. All I ever wanted was to know more about her. There was so much she kept from us, from me. She'd tried to hide it, but I knew there was more. It went beyond her accent and our mysterious ancestry. She knew more about the world than she'd let on. It would slip from time to time and she always acted like I didn't notice. But I did. Always did. There was the fact that I was pretty sure she could beat Dad in a fight if she wanted to. She had no fear when we walked through the city, which was incredibly odd for a woman in the bay without powers or the backing of a gang.

No, there was definitely something else with Mom and I wanted to know. Had to know.

I dropped the hamper next to the washing machine and strode to the forbidden corner. As always, there was a large fur blanket on top of what seemed like an assortment of items. A written red sign to deter anyone from looking, but it wasn't going to stop me this time.

My hand grasped the blanket and it was warm to the touch. I ignored the layer of dust on it and quickly pulled it off.

"Ughhh." Or tried to since it proved far heavier than I expected. It flopped on the ground with a pitiful smack. Go Taylor. At least it was a bit of validation that my hormones were working since I was sure I would have been able to move it before them. With another heave— more like painful dragging— I pulled the blanket off and a cloud of dust blinded my vision.

When the dust settled, my eyes landed on things I never expected to see. There were several plastic crates filled with books, scrolls, and other parchments that seemed aged beyond their time. Beside them were a few cardboard boxes with sharpie written all over them. As curious as that was, what caught my eye was the large ornate wooden and gold chest. There was a small note on top and I slowly walked towards it. I swiped some dust away and read the note.

Taylor,

You will know when the time is right and when that comes, the chest will open to you.



"Huh, that was… interesting."
 
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Very interesting premise and setup. Looking forward to reading more of this!

I have... Not dysphoria, more aphoria? Like- my brain doesn't particularly care about what hardware's currently installed, but still identifies said hardware without errors?

It's fascinating seeing other perspectives on non-standard gender identities, as watching She-Ra is probably the most exposure to LGBT+ topics I have LMAO
 
Sylnarri said:
At least it was a bit of validation that my hormones were working since I was sure I would have been able to move it before them.
Some aspects of the transfeminine experience can be rather comically absurd, yes. "Wow, I'm struggling to do this thing I think I would have been able to do easily before; yay!" :D

Seems an interesting beginning -- though I read the later part with a certain degree of tension, waiting for Things To Go Wrong. Looks like she'll be getting powers somehow, after all, and a trigger event's therefore pretty likely. I was particularly concerned when she left the shop, wondering if some members of the local Adolf Hitler Fan Club were about to do a hatecrime, but looks like we're not hitting the power-producing crisis point yet.


RavenWolffe77 said:
It's fascinating seeing other perspectives on non-standard gender identities
My best understanding of what gender even is so far, after years of trying to figure it out (going back basically to when I found out it existed, well before I realized that perhaps the default assumption I'd had about myself was in fact maybe not accurate), is basically "A great big complicated partly-biological partly-cultural mess".
 
My best understanding of what gender even is so far, after years of trying to figure it out (going back basically to when I found out it existed, well before I realized that perhaps the default assumption I'd had about myself was in fact maybe not accurate), is basically "A great big complicated partly-biological partly-cultural mess".
It's weird that people have trouble getting that biological gender can be separated from identified gender.

I mean, this meatsuit exists purely to keep me alive long enough to make more meatsuits, as long as that's fulfilled in some way, why do I need to keep it factory-stock? Aftermarket mod that bitch.
 
It's weird that people have trouble getting that biological gender can be separated from identified gender.

I mean, this meatsuit exists purely to keep me alive long enough to make more meatsuits, as long as that's fulfilled in some way, why do I need to keep it factory-stock? Aftermarket mod that bitch.
Also here's a secret trick. Helping better the chances of a sibling reproducing also counts from an evolutionary standpoint. An individual doesn't necceserily have to reproduce since they share their DNA with close family members.
 
RavenWolffe77 said:
It's weird that people have trouble getting that biological gender can be separated from identified gender.
To clarify, by "biological gender", do you mean what I mean by "sex"? That is, the thing that non-intersex people can discern about themselves by looking at what was between their legs at birth? Or something else? I'm not sure whether we're just using different vocabulary or talking about different things.

But assuming the former, yeah, sex is... pretty simple. Obviously, intersex people exist in a variety of configurations, so, you know, that isn't actually a simple identifiable-at-birth binary either, but at least it's just purely biological and relatively limited. Gender? Looking at it across the whole time and space of human cultures just within recorded history? Oof

RavenWolffe77 said:
I mean, this meatsuit exists purely to keep me alive long enough to make more meatsuits, as long as that's fulfilled in some way, why do I need to keep it factory-stock? Aftermarket mod that bitch.
Hah, I guess that's one way to look at it, aye. :D

TheAkashicTraveller said:
Also here's a secret trick. Helping better the chances of a sibling reproducing also counts from an evolutionary standpoint. An individual doesn't necceserily have to reproduce since they share their DNA with close family members.
And that can be further hacked to work with adopted siblings, too, no actual common ancestor for generations back required.
 
So Anette is most likely a Valkyrie of the Mythical kind, though being Freya or her descendant are a possibility too.
 
Berkanan 1.2
Berkanan 1.2

Friday, December 17th, 2010

The note was strange in so many ways. Mom knew I would look at her forbidden stuff and planned for it. It was like she was a Thinker, but she wasn't… right? Capes go under the radar all the time. Who knows if anyone at Winslow might be a cape and it wouldn't surprise me if I knew one. The idea of Mom being a cape wasn't that out of line.

Still, even with that in mind, I found it hard to believe that she was a cape. I might not know the full extent of Lustrum's group and her involvement with them, but I had never heard of a Thinker in their ranks.

I looked over at the containers filled with scrolls and books for a moment before my eyes settled on the chest. According to the note, it won't open for me unless the time was right. When was that? My eyes grazed over the front where the clasp was locked by an extravagant lock that lacked a keyhole. Strange.

Lifting it up was easy and far lighter than I expected. It was real silver, there was no way it wasn't since the chest was gold. We were never rich but we weren't poor. Yet this was well outside our range of income, even when Mom was around. The chest was something you would find in a mansion.

After inspecting it for a few seconds with nothing happening, I dropped the lock, which caused it to rattle and clang against the chest. According to the note, I wasn't ready apparently. Not sure how a lock with no way to open was going to magically unlock itself. And bolt cutters wouldn't work, it seemed way too thick for that.

With a sigh, I moved over to the containers that weren't locked. Gently picking up one of the scrolls, I slowly unrolled it and read. Or tried to since it was all in a language I didn't know. What I did notice was that the letters were in straight lines again. Just like Elli's shop. There were notes in the margins that were definitely in Mom's handwriting. Most were in that language, but I did notice a few in English.

Not that it helped since the notes were pointing out how important one underlined section was or to refer to 'The Compendium'. I set the scroll down and looked for anything that was labeled as such. The problem was there were a few crates filled to the brim with documents and I hoped it wasn't in the chest. This could be a small breakthrough to learn about Mom's past.

Leafing through the containers, I was noticing a striking similarity between them. The language. Mom was an English professor and while I knew that we had Scandinavian roots, I'd never heard her speak another language. Different accents, sure, but not an entirely different language. Just how much was she hiding from us?

After the third crate, I came across a large ancient-looking book. It was hard to tell if it was 'The Compendium' I was looking for, but it was a closer fit than the others. I wiped off the layer of dust and saw some intricate designs, at least those that weren't worn off from the passage of time. There was a title but as expected, I didn't understand it.

I opened the front cover and tried to decipher any of the words but it was a no point. There did seem like a large index but that didn't help me. Leafing through the pages was pointless, but there seemed like a lot of information in this book. If only I knew its language.

A sigh of defeat left my lips. "This is frustrating," I said into the void. There had to be someone who knew the language, who could read and possibly teach me. As much as I didn't want some random person to read my mom's stuff, I needed to know what this all meant. Maybe I coul–

"Taylor?" I heard a feminine voice from upstairs. "Are you here?"

I knew that voice, knew it quite well. "Shit!" I muttered and dropped the book with a thud as I looked at Mom's stuff. There wasn't enough time to cover it again. I would have to make sure she doesn't go into the basement.

On my way towards the stairs, I saw my hamper, still full of its contents, next to the washing machine. Good, an excuse. Once I dumped it in the machine haphazardly, I finished running up the stairs.

"I'm here! I was just doing my laundry," I said as I appeared in the living room. Across the room kneeling down next to the couch was none other than my aunt. Zoe Barnes. Talk about awkward, having the mom of your former best friend in your house like it was normal. In fact, it was normal.

After Mom passed away, Zoe started coming around from time to time to check up on Dad and I. It usually wasn't anything long, which was nice, but she did ask questions and prod incessantly.

As always, she looked good. She wore black boots, tan slacks, and a black trench coat that was hiding a blue blouse. One look and you knew she was Emma's mom. They looked nearly identical besides their eye color. She was in front of the cats who sat on the couch and ferociously petted them. Even from here, I heard the loud purring from the spoiled cats. Aunt Zoe finally noticed me when she looked over her shoulder.

"Oh, Taylor!" She cried out and stopped giving attention to the two cats, much to their annoyance. "I seemed to have gotten a little… preoccupied," she added, her cheeks tinged with redness. "You know how much I love cats and since we can't have them…"

"Because Emma's allergic."

"Sadly, yes," She sighed. She smiled but was strained as a disappointed look crossed her face. "How have you been? You never come by anymore."

She speaks as if it wasn't over a year ago since I visited the Barnes house. Even under her scrutinizing gaze, I couldn't tell her why. It wouldn't matter like always. It was her daughter's word over mine. "Sorry, Aunt Zoe, Things have been…"

"Oh honey," She said gently, a relieve from having to come up with an answer. The next thing I knew, she wrapped her arms around me in a hug and I did everything in my power not to flinch. "I know things haven't been easy for you. Emma's told me that you've been having problems at school."

She was the fucking problem! If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be in the Empire's crosshairs!

She pulled away from the hug."It hasn't been easy, has it?"

"Huh?"

"Since your Mom…" She trailed off, her eyes turned glossy.

It was no surprise that she missed my mom. They were close, very close. Like Emma and I used to be. It wasn't lost on me about the similarities but that didn't matter since Emma gave that up by betraying me.

"Yeah," my mind drifted off to Mom, how much I missed her and how badly I wished she was here. She might be gone— as it pains me to admit it— but not all of her was gone. She was always in our memories. There was also the chest and documents in the basement that were a link to her past.

Aunt Zoe sniffled and released me finally, looking at her watch and sighed. "Looks like I need to go. Before I forget," She said as she walked over to the couch where I noticed a decorative bag."These are for you and your Dad, for Christmas." She handed me the bag and I peeked inside.

There were two packages, about the size of my hand. One was with your generic santa with gold paper, the other one was blue with white words that spelled out 'Blessed Yule'. I looked back up at her to see a beaming smile. "Uhh, thank you."

"You're welcome! I am sorry that I have to leave so quickly," She squeezed my arm one last time. "Merr- Ahem, Happy Yule, Taylor."

I smiled, a weak one. "Thank you. Merry Christmas, Aunt Zoe."

Aunt Zoe opened the door and looked back one last time. "Oh, and let your dad know that I will talk to him later."

I nodded and she went out the door, giving one more wave goodbye to me and the cats. My eyes watched the cats for a moment before walking over to the tree and setting down the presents. Aunt Zoe did this last year. She'd stop by before the holidays and give us presents. It was how I got a new laptop that wasn't a piece of junk like the family computer.

It wasn't that out of the ordinary, just different. We used to go over to the Barnes for Christmas and we'd exchanged gifts. We just don't do that part anymore, but she still wanted to keep up the tradition.

With that interruption over with, it was time to learn more about Mom. And I knew just where to start.



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Tuesday, December 21st, 2010


Why did I wait till Tuesday to go to the college? Oh right, Dad took the day off yesterday and we spent the day together at The Market. Not that I was complaining, I was able to get ingredients for the Christmas lasagna. We also spent the weekend together, watching old movies and spending time with Bee and Treacle.

Still, it delayed my plans to look into the book. Once Dad went to work today, I took the earliest bus ride I could to the campus. The day was short, it was the Winter Solstice after all, and I needed to get back home before nightfall.

I had only been here a few times with Mom, but I knew the layout of the campus well enough that I could find one of her colleagues who might give me insight about the book.

The campus was rather beautiful, even when covered in a thin layer of snow. It won't last and would melt in a few hours, but it was still nice. The college was divided into six buildings, each separated by large walkways that led to the center where a memorial to the founder, Wayland Smith, was located. The center was more like an auditorium where the memorial stood in front of. It was where college students liked to congregate when it wasn't too cold out. All of the trees had lost their leaves, but I knew how beautiful the campus looked when they bloomed.

The college had seen some renovation, parts of it in stages of modernizing. One building had been entirely changed, one side was entirely made of glass. There were a few people inside going about their business. Besides that, the rest of the campus still had the same rustic feel to it.

The semester was over but there were still college kids here, either they lived here in Brockton Bay or weren't going home for the holidays. I hoped that some of the professors were here, I'd rather not had to come all this way for nothing.

I walked into the English Department building where I found that not much had changed since I had last been here two years ago. The off white color walls with stained wooden tresses, the cheap decorative art, and the squeaky linoleum floors that grated your ears, especially whenever it rained or snowed. On one side of the large building was the library where I used to spend time whenever Mom had a class. The countless books I read while I waited fueled so many fantasies of mine.

Sadly, that was not where I was going today, at least at first. Instead, I went up the stairs towards the staff offices. There were a few strange looks in my direction as I weaved around the older students, but I ignored them. They were no different than the ones at Winslow.

I passed a few doors and stoped when I passed a familiar door. There was a different name on the placard and there weren't any fun— embarrassing— drawings, but I knew it quite well. Mom's old office. If I had a guess, the inside wouldn't be the same either. Whomever AJ Watson was, they wouldn't be Mom. Doubt they would be as good as her either.

"Well, if it isn't Taylor!"

A very energetic and upbeat voice said behind me. One I remembered. Turning around I saw Mr. Fitzpatrick. He was a skinny man who had a full head of brown hair and a thick beard. He wore a tie dye shirt that oddly reminded me of a spiral shell and brown cardigan pants. He had on rather nice moccasins that matched well with his outfit. On his wrist were a myriad of bracelets from countless charities and events he attended.

Was he a hippy? Yes. Was it cool? Yes it was.

"Hi, Mr. Fitzpatrick," I waved.

He placed his hands on his hips and had a happy grin on his face. "I can't believe it! It's been so long!"

"It has."

"What are yo-" He stopped and his face fell. "Ah." He nodded towards the door.

I didn't need any clarification. There were many ways I could have answered but instead I let silence fill the void. He sighed sorrowfully. "Come," He waved and started walking down the hallway.

Following him, we passed a few more doors before he opened one with a key. The front had his name on it and a few flyers of campus activities and outreach programs. We stepped inside the office and I took a moment to look around at all the books he had on his shelves and the countless pictures from events he'd been to. Many of them were with students and his partner.

He walked around his desk and plopped in it, gesturing for me to sit. Once I was in the rather comfortable plush chair, he started talking. "How are you, Taylor?"

He didn't stand around on ceremony, he went straight for the jugular. "Good," I lied. "School's been… school. Dad's been doing well."

He nodded. "And the whole," he waved his hand up and down, "transition?"

"Good," I said again not wanting to divulge too much.

He smiled, "I'm glad! Now what brought you to the university? It can't be for little ole me."

I shook my head, "I'm afraid not."

"Oh, you wound me!" He put his hand over his heart. It was exaggerated enough that I had to laugh. "Ah, there's that big smile. I know it could be… rough going by your Mom's old office, it happens to me all the time."

Mr. Fitzpatrick, Sean Fitzpatrick to be exact, was one of my mom's closest colleagues and friends outside of the Barnes as far as I knew. They both taught various levels of English courses and often had debates over the issues of the language itself. Mom always won but the two always renewed their friendly rivalry of the genre.

"Yeah, it was," I replied as I looked down at my hands as I clenched them. "Looks like the college is going through some renovations," I said, changing topic.

"Taylor." When the silence continued, he sighed. "Yes, much to my chagrin. Modernizing the college is… poor taste. Even if the only building so far is the Technology Department."

I nodded, "It doesn't feel right."

"No it doesn't." He clapped his hands and readjusted himself. "So what brought you to the campus?"

I opened my backpack and pulled out the ancient book from the basement. Mr. Fitzpatrick let out a small gasp as I placed it on his desk. "I want to find out what language this is in and how to learn it."

He gently took the book and inspected it. His fingers danced across the engravings as if he was reading with them. Then he opened the cover and looked inside. A few seconds later he said, "This is a rather fascinating book!"

"Imagine my reaction!"

Mr. Fitzpatrick looked up with a fond smile on his face, "It's Old Norse, if you're wondering." He pointed to a section of the page where the strange letters were. "See, these are Runes. Futhark to be precise. Early Proto-Norse. Maybe even older if the age of the book was any indication."

I nearly smacked myself for how stupid I was. Of course it was Old Norse. How did I not recognize the runes from my ancestry? "Are you able to read it?" I asked.

"A little bit," He waved his hand in a so-so manner. "Some of these are not words I recognize but it's definitely your mom's handwriting." He closed the book and ran his finger across the top. "The Compendium," He read. He flipped the cover and continued, "This is an index of sorts. Ranging from Gods, presumably Norse Gods, the nine realms, to even fauna. Your mom was quite the researcher into Norse Mythology it seems."

"Wow," I said in disbelief. It made sense why she would research Norse Mythology, but not to this extent. "I never knew…"

"Your mom had a knack for languages, not just English."

I nodded. Mom's secrets keep piling up. What else did she have hidden? "Are you able to find anything else?"

Mr. Fitzpatrick started flipping through the pages but slowly grew frustrated. He shook his head. "No. The further I go, the more incomprehensible it becomes. Not sure if that's because of my limited knowledge of the language or if it's changing to a different dialect." He closed the book and handed it back to me. "You might have better luck going to the library and finding something on the language itself."

"Is there a professor who could read it?" Not that I was against going to the library and learning the language, but I needed to find answers and what was in that chest. The Compendium might be an index of knowledge, but there could be something about her.

He sighed, "There is but…" He trailed off as he mused over his statement. "It would be better if you learned it yourself."

"Why?"

"Trust me, Taylor, you don't want to talk to that professor."

Trust was hard to come by, even from the few that didn't ignore me, but his determined look was enough for me to relent. "Ok. but wait, I can't learn a lan-"

He laughed and gave me a small slip. "Don't worry about it. I'll take care of it."

I looked at the slip like it was cursed. The last time I was given something like this, I got detention. Mr. Fitzpatrick became more incessant and I took the slip so he wouldn't push further.

"Enjoy the vast library again, Taylor! Try not to knock over any book piles!"

Heat crept up my cheeks. "I don't know what you're talking about."

He smirked, "Sure you don't. Don't be a stranger and come by more often."

I stopped myself from sighing, nodding in return instead. "Ok, thank you, Mr. Fitzpatrick."

"Please, Taylor, call me Sean. I think we both deserve that much."

Standing up, I nodded where my voice failed. I waved him goodbye as I walked out of the door, his smile never wavered as he watched me leave. As the door closed, he put his feet on his desk in the most casual manner I'd ever seen. I had to shake my head at that.

Retracing my steps, I returned to the entrance of the building and went straight towards the library. A clock on the way told me it was around noon, plenty of time to find a book and crack into it.

As I neared the entrance to the library, I came upon two large wooden oak doors. Upon entering, I was floored once again as I gazed upon the university's library. Much hadn't changed. Like the doors; the shelves, banisters, and stairs had that same wooden oak. There were three floors that were easily traversed through the large spiral stairs on either side. Each floor was divided with their own genre. A countless sea of tables and chairs, an occasional college student sitting alone or with a few friends in the center. At the far end was a section of public computers that had to be decades old.

Then there was the smell. There was something about the smell of a good book that always enticed me and it immersed me in its aroma.

Though I had only been here a few times, I had a vague idea of where I needed to go. I headed towards the stairs and made my way to the second floor. Following the signs, I found the section for languages and started perusing through the rows looking for a book on Old Norse.

About an hour later as I was going through the books on early Germanic and Scandanavian etymology, I discovered an aged book with the title 'Futhark Runes'. Upon finding it, there were a slew of other books on Old Norse. I couldn't stop the smile that grew on my face as I picked a few interesting ones. As usual, I had a stack of books in my arms that I could barely see over.

I slowly made my way over to a corner where a table was nestled. Just as I was about to take another step to drop off the stack, my tower was toppled and I was knocked backwards by something hard.

"Oh shit! I'm so sorry!"

I moved one of the books off of my face and blinked away the dots. Standing above me was a tall woman wearing a black skirt, black leggings and a white shirt with a pretty flower pattern that fit her quite nicely. The blue jacket on her arms did little to stop me from starting at them. She definitely worked out if her muscles were any indication. Her other hand was over her mouth and her bright blue eyes stared at me with shock. She had a blue headband in her blonde straight hair that cascaded down her shoulders.

She knelt down, "I am sosososo sorry!"

"It's uh- it's ok."

She started to move books off of me and out of the way, "Here, let me help you."

I pushed a few books off and before I knew it, I was free. The one's she grabbed were in a neat pile to the side. At least she cared about them. As I was getting up, I was met with bright blue eyes mere inches in front of me. They were so filled with life, happiness, and were mesmerizing. It took me a few seconds to realize how close we were. "Uhh, thanks."

She smiled, "No problem, it's my fault anyway. I really should have been paying attention of where I was going."

"I… probably shouldn't have grabbed so many books." She still hadn't backed away and I wasn't sure if I should or or stay still. I was on the ground after all.

Luckily I didn't have to wait long. "Oh! Let me help you up." She rose in a grace that surprised me and held her hand out. I grabbed it— it was warm— and she lifted me up like I weighed nothing. Which wasn't much considering my stick thin figure, but still.

"Thanks… again."

Her laughter was like a beautiful song, "No problem!" We stood there in silence for a moment before her eyes went wide in remembrance. "I'm Vicky, by the way!"

"Taylor," I responded back. Why did she seem familiar?

"Well, Taylor, do you need any help with these books?" She held up a book and looked at it curiously.

"I shouldn't keep yo-"

"Please, it's no big deal. I was just… wandering the library."

Vicky didn't wait for me to respond as she picked up the pile of books without an ounce of strain. "Where to?" She asked.

She didn't give me a chance to protest. I sighed, picking up the rest of the books and pointing towards the table a few feet away. Vicky nodded and walked there, plopping the books with a thud on the table. "Thanks," I said as I gently dropped the books in my hands.

"Don't mention it!" She looked at the books with a curious eye again, for just a moment. "So, what brings you to the library? The semester is over and you seem a little young to be in college."

"Because I'm not. I'm still in high school."

"Ah, that makes sense. But why…"

"I was researching."

"Well clearly!" She laughed as she waved at the books. "What about?"

It was kind of obvious what I was researching but I'd indulge her anyway. "Old Norse."

"Obviously," She snarked as she sat at the table and pointed at the books again.

Two can play it that way. "You did ask."

"Touche. But really, besides 'Old Norse', what made you pick… ten books?" Vicky leaned on the table with interest.

"Well," I said as I sat down on the opposite side. I contemplated skirting around the book but with how curious she was, I felt like I couldn't not tell her. 'The Compendium' came out with a quick grab and was in the center of the table as I continued, "I found this in my mom's old things. I figured I'd come here to learn what was in it."

Her eyes filled with delight as she gazed at the old book. Her hands zipped out but she stopped mere inches away from the book. She looked up and asked, "May I?"

That… was a surprise. "Uhh, sure," I said, not sure how to respond.

Vicky gently picked up the book and I watched her finger graze the cover where I knew the runes were. With careful fingers, she opened the cover, her eyes darted across the page. "Wow," she said in disbelief.

"It's something, isn't it?"

"Mhmm," her tongue poked out a little as she inspected the book. "This is nothing I've ever seen."

"I know right?" My eyes looked at the pile of books and I leafed through them, looking for one to begin with. Sliding the chosen one out of the stack, I opened it and skimmed through the pages till I found an interesting one. Twisting in place, I showed the page to her. "See this," I said pointing to one of the runes in the book that was also in the book.

She tore away from the book and leaned over to read the page while handing me mom's book. I turned the pages in 'The Compendium' to the beginning and pointed to the rune while looking at the same in the library's book. "Oh, they match!"

I nodded and translated, "Ansuz, the F with two downward diagonal lines instead of horizontal. Symbolizes mouth, communication, and understanding."

"And since this index goes to this page," She gently flipped the pages to the one it indicated. "Maybe this section is about communication? Of what?" She said as she looked up at me.

We both looked at the page again and couldn't comprehend any of it. I went to another book just as Vicky did the same, our hands touching for a brief moment.

"Sorry,", "Sorry," we both said. We stared at each other before erupting in laughter. Eventually we grabbed different books and started trying to solve this puzzle.


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Vicky leaned back in her chair and cracked her neck. "We got through… a page. Wow, trying to learn Old Norse is not easy."

I stretched and nodded. "No it's not. Apparently my mom was quite fluent since many of these notes on the side are her handwriting."

We had been cross referencing several books and 'The Compendium' for a few hours, even though it only felt like minutes. Each sentence we had to stop and find another reference. It became a challenge when several books had different meanings for each rune or how they strung together to form words or sentences. Turns out Old Norse was both similar and very different from modern Scandanavian languages.

"Why don't you ask her?" She asked innocently.

Her question, while a good one, hurt. "I-I can't." My hand grazed over 'The Compendium' where her notes were.

"You can- Oh! Shi-! I'm so sorry, I didn-"

I shook my head, "It's fine. You didn't know." Deep breathes. "It's why I'm researching. I want to know more about her. I feel like there's a lot I don't know about her and this is where I start."

"Does… is your Dad…?" She hesitated, careful around the subject.

"I doubt he knows anything."

She nodded solemnly. "Well, I think this is a great way to learn about your Mom."

I looked up to see a soft smile on her face. It was infectious. "Thanks."

"Don-"

A ringing from her side of the table interrupted her. Vicky rifled through her pocket and pulled out a cell phone. "Crap! I was-" She looked up at me with pleading eyes. "I have to go. Sorry."

"It's ok," I waved her off.

She started typing on her phone. That's right, you can text with them. "What's your phone number?" She asked like it was the most mundane question ever.

Except it wasn't. Not for me. "I-I don't have a cell phone."

Her head snapped up and her eyes landed on me like a deer in headlights. The pure surprise in them was startling. "You don- you know what, that's fine. Got a home phone?"

I nodded and gave her the number. She typed along and I guessed saved it in her phone. "I'll give you a call. We should hang out again. I… this was fun."

"It was!" I nodded again.

Vicky rose from the table and started walking down the isle, "See ya, Taylor!" She waved back before she started hovering…

Hovering?!

The next second, she was in the air and flew down the center of the library and was gone.

I stared at the empty space where she once was. She just flew. Without a care in the world of who would see her. She just—

Fuck. No wonder why she was familiar. That was Victoria Dallon. Glory Girl. The Alexandria package of the city.

Did… did I just have a research jam with a hero? Evidently, I did. My eyes landed on the book and I gently ran my fingers over it.

As much as I wanted to continue, daylight was waning and I didn't want to continue without her. She seemed really invested in this. Like I was.

I sighed as I looked through the mess of books we made and tried to find the one that I could take home to read. Since I wasn't a student here, there was only so much that slip would allow and it was one book. Finding the one Vicky and I referenced the most, I started gathering the others and placing them back on the shelves.

Then I placed 'The Compendium' in my backpack and took the one I was checking out with me to the ground floor. In the center was an older woman who was picking up papers that were scattered all across the floor. She was shaking her head angrily. "Capes…"

Guess Vicky made a mess. She should be a little smarter about that, especially in a library. Something to bring up next time we meet. "I wanted to check out this book," I said, unsure how to ask an angry librarian.

She frozed for a moment before looking up. Her eyes zeroed in on me and I felt like my soul was bared for her to see. "Over there," She pointed to the desk that said 'Checkout'.

I gulped and nodded, backing away from the scary woman. Once I was there, another person, a young man with short black hair and not so cheery attitude appeared. "Checking out?" He said, dully.

Another curse from behind made me look over my shoulder to see papers flying all over the place.

"Don't mind her. She gets like that whenever someone knocks over paper."

"I can tell."

He looked up after taking the book and asked, "Student ID?"

I pulled out the slip Mr. Fitzpatrick gave me and the man eyed me curiously. After an awkward few seconds, he scanned that and the book. "You have to return it in two weeks."

"Ok."

Then as quickly as he appeared, he slumped away and I was left with the book and slip in hand. Odd. I looked at the large clock on the wall and realized I only had a few minutes to make it across campus and to the bus stop. Shit!

Running as fast as my feet could take me, I ran across the campus, thanking the gods that there were no students around to see a high schooler running like an idiot. When I made it to the edge, I saw the bus rolling away from the stop.

"Fuck!" That was the last one for the day since the semester was over. I had to walk home and it was a long trek. The sun was still in the sky but it wouldn't be for long. There was only one choice.

I had to run, and it would take me through parts of the city I'd rather not go to. But I had to be home before the sunset if I wanted to follow tradition for Yule and there was no way I would break that.

Taking a few deep breaths, I started jogging.

About thirty minutes into my jog, I was running through a downtrodden and dark part of the city. At every alley, I quickly looked down before running across. At every door, I prepared myself for anyone to come out.

It had been peaceful.

Till I turned a corner and into a shortcut that happened to be a dark alley. The times I'd been there, it was during the day and not at dusk. How it changed the instant the sun was nearing its set.

I stopped and gathered my breath. It would only be a short break, I promised myself. Just walk the alley and resume running on the other side.

Then I heard voices from behind. I glanced over my shoulder to see a group of four people. Each of them had shaved heads and were sporting tattoos I'd remember anywhere. When I put my hood up, I noticed the stylized red graffiti number on the wall and knew how bad it was.

Empire Eighty-Eight.

I had to get the hell out of there.

Ignoring my burning lungs, I started running again and I heard an angry and deep cry from behind. "Hey, stop!" Their footsteps increased as they chased me.

Just as I was about to exit the alley, another person appeared, bigger than the others. I skidded on the pavement and backed away. A quick glance over my shoulder told me that the others were closing in. I had nowhere to go with no one to help me. The gods weren't answering me, not that they ever did. The walls were closing in and I was sandwiched between the Empire.

I didn't feel the first punch, not really. I felt my elbow hitting the pavement and my head following afterwards. There was a yank from my backpack but I held onto it with everything I had. They weren't getting mom's book. They were speaking but were drowned out by the ringing in my ears.

For a moment I felt like I was airborne and I thought I was flying but that washed away when I saw the man's face through bleary eyes. He was spewing something, hateful things no doubt. It was no different than what everyone said at school. There was another next to him, a familiar one. Was he from school?

It didn't matter when I felt my back hit the wall and all the air escaped my lungs.

No one was coming. I was going to die in that dark alley. Mom's secrets were going to remain secrets.

Maybe I would see her again.


Then I saw a bright light.



Author's Note: I had a lot of fun writing this chapter. How Taylor met Vicky was something I knew I had to include and the backstory just filled itself. Then what went after that... well, you all knew it was going to happen eventually. I wasn't going to let her be powerless for long.
 
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The meet cute between Taylor and Vicky is adorable. I also love it when fics highlight Vicky's nerdy side, so using it as a basis for their friendship is extremely satisfying to see done.
 
Sylnarri said:
"Trust me, Taylor, you don't want to talk to that professor."
...Ah. A member of a particular local group of grievous misusers of (among other things) Norse mythology, I'd guess.

Sylnarri said:
Even the blue jacket on her arm could stop me from looking.
...I'm having quite a bit of trouble parsing this, sorry. What did you mean here?

Sylnarri said:
I was on the ground after all.
Hadn't she already gotten up?
Sylnarri said:
As I got up, I was met with bright blue eyes mere inches in front of me.
 
That's my bad. I was trying to have Taylor notice her jacket while looking at her arms. Honestly, I should have taken that out because I was on the fence with that sentence with my pass through.

As for her being on the ground, another blunder on my part. It was more that she was only halfway up when she noticed how close Vicky was to her. So I apologize for that. I'll probably go back and edit it soon.
 
Berkanan 1.3
Berkanan 1.3

Tuesday, December 21st, 2010

"Shit, Cape! Run!"

I was unceremoniously dropped as my ass exploded in pain as the Empire goons ran down the alley at breakneck speed. There wasn't time to process what the hell had just happened when the bright light drew closer. When I looked up, my jaw dropped, and not from the pain of being punched.

A tall glowing being descended from above, her white figure outlined by shadowy wisps. At first I thought it was Purity but that fear was gone when I got a good look at her. She was armored in a plated chest with fur around her collar and chainmail underneath. Her head was completely covered, wings sprouting from the sides while the face looked slightly avian, like an eagle. A one-sided cloth open short skirt was wrapped around her thigh while metal greaves with an incredibly sharp point at the toe went up to the middle of her thigh. She had a lopsided belt with a circular buckle that looked similar to her shield.

The armor did little to hide her muscular figure as her arms were nearly twice the size of my own. In her left hand was a large circular shield and in her right was a spear. Massive wings sprouted from her back but produced no gust of wind.

Who was this? I didn't know any cape who looked like a Valkyrie. The twins certainly tried to but they didn't have wings, but just changed sizes. At first I thought it might be Vicky but she didn't glow.

The woman landed on the ground with grace; a dull thud rang in the alley when she tapped the butt of her spear on the ground. She bowed her head and looked at me, expectantly.

"Uh-" I coughed into my hand and saw blood. Wonderful. "Thanks," I said earnestly.

The woman bowed her head again but didn't say anything. Odd.

"You're new, aren't you?"

No response. She continued to stare at me.

I was perplexed by her. There were many able to fly with the help of their powers, but none of them had wings of their own. There also weren't many capes who glowed like her. The few that come to mind were Legend and Purity and she didn't look anything like them. Purity wouldn't scare or stop her people from nearly killing me.

"Are you new?"

She nodded. Finally an answer!

"Huh, cool."

She didn't respond.

"What's your name?"

Again, no response.

She stared at me and didn't say anything but at this point I didn't think she could. It'd be helpful if she talked but at this point I think she wanted me to leave.

"I guess I'll be going now. Thanks again for saving me."

The woman continued her deathly stare as I slowly got up. Sitting for so long made me acutely aware of my pain. "Hrrmph," I grunted as I used the wall as leverage. The cape didn't help me but that was fine. Saving me was more than enough.

I started walking down the alley and it was a few steps in that I noticed the glow behind me had not diminished. I glanced over my shoulder to see the woman hovering behind me. "You don't have to follow me. I know my way home and it should be safe."

The woman, once again, did not respond.

"Go, go save some other woman in a dark alley. There are plenty in this city, that's for sure."

Silence.

This was starting to annoy me. This woman, this cape, was still following me. As thankful as I was to her, she didn't want to leave my side. "Go! Get out of here!"

The woman only tilted her head.

"Seriously?!" I didn't bother to control my volume. "I don't need any more help!"

She continued to stare.

It was now that I was noticing a peculiar thing. The way she was standing, it reminded me of something. Like a soldier waiting for orders. Her spear was held up vertically and her shield at her side while her chin was lifted up a little. All that time, she never took her 'eyes' off me.

I had this idea, one that seriously questioned my sanity but there was a spark of something in me that said it would work. "Move over there," I pointed a little down the alley.

The woman's feet lifted off the ground and her wings flapped in accordance to the movement and in a moment, she was standing right where I pointed.

No, don't tell me. "Fly five feet in the air."

Just like that, she was flying five feet above the spot I had indicated.

"Come to me."

I realized I'd made a mistake when she barreled right into me. She was tougher than I imagined a light construct would be. In fact, her body felt like a brick wall had flung itself at me. Luckily my body didn't undergo another meeting with the ground as she held me in her arms. How with the spear and shield? Well, I wasn't going to question it.

When I looked up, I saw her helmed face staring at me, waiting for more orders. I had to know. I had to find out if this was…

Let me down gently, I thought in my head.

Just like that, She lowered herself and let go of me, allowing my feet to touch the ground first.

It confirmed what I suspected. I was a cape. I had powers.

At one point of my life, I'd have been ecstatic but after what I just went through, I had nothing but ambivalence. It wasn't someone else coming to save me, it was me. I had manifested this… woman and scared off the goons. On one hand, I was happy to be alive and have powers. It just wasn't what I expected.

The woman, my constructed… Valkyrie, if you will, stood at attention. I looked up in the sky to see it was well past sunset. The sight just made me feel exhausted and a large sigh escaped my lips. Just my fucking luck. My gaze landed on the woman again. She could fly. She wasn't just a simple image that would blow away in the wind.

It was stupid but it would work.

I pulled my hood over my head, noticing it was significantly stretched out from being grabbed, and tightened it a little. Hopefully that would hide enough of my face. Then I looked at my Valkyrie and thought of a command.

Pick me up and fly me home.

The construct picked me up, bridal style, and hovered a few feet above the ground but didn't go anywhere. Was home not a good enough order? I pictured my home and tried to send it to the woman.

And just like that, she rose in the air at an incredible speed that had me grabbing my hood so it didn't fly off. Once I got my bearings, I looked around to see that we were flying past the buildings, her wings flapping silently. One look down showed we were high up in the air and one drop would be my death. Considering how fast we were going, I wouldn't worry too much about anyone noticing me.

It took me a few minutes to relax and enjoy the wind whipping through my hoodie. Watching the cityscape pass by and everyone going about their business on the ground was an incredible feeling. I might not be able to fly personally, but having a power that could, in theory, exhibit a similar feeling was great.

Before I knew it, we were nearing home and I realized that I had to land before getting home. Dad could be home and the neighbors would notice a giant flying, and glowing woman in the air.

Take me down there.

With a clear line of where I wanted to land, the woman flew down towards the rundown park near my house. No one came here anymore and it was close enough that getting home shouldn't be an issue. It would also be a suitable place to figure out how to get rid of her.

The construct gently let me down after a quick order, and I pondered how I was going to make her disappear. There wasn't any sort of switch I could turn off as far as I can tell, and she had appeared out of nowhere. No one really talked about their powers, justifiably so, but I would think once you have one, how to use it would be more obvious. All I felt was an inkling in the back of my head that could easily be ignored.

It would require more testing but there wasn't any time— nor energy— for it now.

She seemed to follow orders to the tee. Maybe if I…

Make yourself disappear.

She gave a solemn nod and the wisps that drifted off of her started floating into the air in increasing masses. Her white body started to disintegrate and soon all that was left were a few strands of shadows.

Interesting. That feeling in the back of my head hadn't left and waving my hands where she once stood proved that she wasn't there. I felt that I could summon her again without any problems. Probably just order her back.

With one problem solved but more questions arising, I decided it was time to get home and try to salvage as much of my holiday as I could. Hopefully Dad wasn't home. That could be problematic.

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Turns out… It was problematic.

"Taylor!" Dad yelled as I opened the door. Apparently he had come home early today. "Where ha- what the- are you ok?!" He ran up to me and was about to start touching me but stopped.

"I'm fine."

"You're fine? You're covered in bruises! You have cuts all over your face and your nose is bleeding! Where did you go?"

"I-" any excuse I had died in my throat. There was no getting out of it. I couldn't tell him about the book nor what I was researching. I couldn't even tell him I was a cape now. But I could tell him enough to satisfy his questions. I sighed, "I went to the college today."

"I- what?"

"I…I wanted to see Mr. Fitzpatrick and…"

Dad blinked at me and took a step back, my words slowly registering as the seconds passed by. I could see him calm down, his breathing slowing and his shoulders relaxing from their tense position— clearly remembering who Mr. Fitzpatrick was and why I would go there. "Oh Little Owl…" He moved forward, his arms stretched out in a hug.

I nodded and was enveloped in his warm embrace. It wasn't a secret that Mom and I were closer, closer than I was with Dad. Dad tried, but Mom and I had a connection that was different. We just understood each other better. That didn't mean I didn't love my dad, we just had a different relationship.

When he released me, he looked me in the eyes and asked gently, "Did it go well?"

"Yeah, it did. I-I even made a friend when I went to the library."

He chuckled, "Only you would find a friend in the library. Did you knock over another stack of books?"

"No!" I technically wasn't lying. Vicky had.

He chuckled, "Well, I'm glad. But what happened?" He gestured to my face.

I took a deep breath. "I missed the last bus and had to walk home. Since I wanted to get home for Yule, I… ran."

"And…"

Why did he have to be home early? I'd have cleaned up quickly and not dealt with this if he had come home at his usual time. "It's nothing. I'm fine now."

"Taylor."

"I was saved by a cape." Also not a lie.

He stared at me for a few seconds before he nodded, resigned to my story. "Ok. But Taylor, you really shouldn't be out at night. Especially in…"

"I know."

Dad always made it clear how bad the gangs were, especially the Empire in my case.

"I know you know, but you have to be careful! If something were to happen to you…" He looked like he was about to cry but he wrestled himself, turning more angry instead. "Don't ever do that again! Find a payphone! Call me, or Kurt, or Lacey! Or even Zoe! That woman… if she ever heard abo-"

The sound of glass shattering broke Dad from his rant. We both looked over to the table where Treacle was perched on top, his paw stretched out while his tail swished. Below him was a glass cup, shattered to smithereens, and water splattered everywhere. "Mrrowr?" He said, acting innocent.

Bee started walking over to the cup and looked as if he was about to start licking up the water. "Oh no you don't!" Dad and I both said simultaneously.

Bee looked up as we both marched over there. "Mrrw?"

Dad got there before me and started to gently pick up the bigger chunks of glass. "Let me take care of this. Go…go light your log." The anger had simmered in his voice but I knew he was still angry.

"Ok." I walked over to the fire place where a partially burnt Yule log was located, one end still decorated with a mistletoe and powdered dust. It always felt weird that you start burning the log a day before the solstice but I guess the twelve days of Yule started a day earlier back then. The log would end up lasting till New Years, marking the twelfth day.

I picked up the lighter and took some kindling, setting it below the log and igniting it. In an instant, the log was lit and warmth surged forth.

It might be later than I liked, but the tradition would continue. It had to, for Mom.

I heard the sound of glass being tossed into the trash can and footsteps getting closer. A warm hand touched my shoulder and I looked up. Dad was staring at me with mixed emotions. "Come on, let's get you cleaned up."

I nodded, not bothering to fight it. It had been a long night after all.

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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010

The moment I woke up in the morning, I wanted to figure out my powers. While I wanted to research more, I wanted to do it with Vicky. She was incredibly smart and the two of us were able to translate the text far quicker together. I would say, it's nice to have someone to research with again.

Dad made me promise not to go anywhere today after what happened yesterday. Because of that, I decided to wait until he fell asleep at night to test my powers. I had made the right choice too since he had called a few times during the day. At first I thought it was Vicky but my hopes were dashed the instant I heard his voice.

Throughout the day, I felt that feeling I had first felt with the Valkyrie, but it never wavered. Just a presence in the back of my head. It was surprising that it didn't bother me but that must be common for Parahumans. Even so, I wanted to see what else I could do. If I had powers, especially with a large construct like before, then I could help Brockton Bay.

When I arrived at the dark and creepy park, I focused on that presence and pushed it forward but nothing happened. Was there something else to it? Did I need to form an image in my head? The picture of the same woman from last night came to mind and I focused on the presence. Then I felt a rush through my body and in reverse from last night, shadowy wisps started to coalesce in a single point until it started to glow bright, its form growing until it hit the size of the woman. In a flash of light, she appeared, fully detailed and standing at attention.

Neat.

A few more orders were sent to the construct and I concluded that everything was the same as last night. I pulled out a scarf from my hoodie and wrapped it around the lower part of my face, like Miss Militia, and put my hood up.

Pick me up and fly me to the Boat Graveyard.

My construct… Valkyrie, let's go with that. She reminded me a lot of the Valkyries in Norse mythology. My Valkyrie carried me across the city once again, heading north towards the Boat Graveyard.

Brockton Bay seemed like a different city in the middle of the night, and up in the air. There were barely any lights on unless you looked towards the waterfront or downtown. I was surprised that I didn't see any cape activity but it wasn't like they went out every night and with it being so close to Christmas, I doubt they would.

We arrived at the Boat Graveyard, the place where hopes and dreams died. I'd heard the stories, how some of the Dock Workers had staged a strike back in the day and how poorly it had turned out. In the end, it hadn't mattered since sea trade was reduced to the bare minimum because of Leviathan. Since then, Brockton Bay had been declining.

Many liked to blame the capes or gangs, which to a degree, they were. But they ignored an important fact about Brockton Bay, what its economy was based on. The gangs made it hard for companies to make a foothold that would help the city. Medhall Corporation was the largest company in the city and I doubted the pharmaceutical corporation stayed out of the gang's hands.

I directed my Valkyrie to take us near the center of the graveyard where a large barge was mostly intact. When I landed, I turned to look at her and figured out what I could do. So far, I could summon her and order her around, but what else?

I dismissed her and she was gone. With a thought, she was back and the presence remained in the back of my head. Could I summon more?

The spear wielding construct came back out again and I tried to summon another one, to no effect. No matter how hard I tried, pushing that presence didn't bring forth another maiden of war.

"Guess that's not it," I said to my construct.

She just stared at me with her blank, helmeted face, waiting for orders.

I walked up to her and touched her. While she might have carried me, I hadn't had a chance to feel what my powers made. She was warm and the details on her armor weren't just a fabrication. Each and every dimple, connection, and strap felt like it was real. Getting a closer look at the shield and spear showed how intricately designed they were. In the center of the shield was a nasty looking spike. On either side of it were wings that sprouted outwards, their centers coming down to reach a point at the edge of the shield.

That shaft of her spear had intricate details, like a metallic weave that criss-crossed, and both ends had a sharp point. The pointed head had an arrow-like design that if one was pierced by it, pulling it out would cause significant damage.

My hand grazed her wings and was disappointed when I didn't feel the softness I was expecting. They were feathers, but were a light construct and were hard and unforgiving. A pang of jealousy ran through me as I stared at the massive wings.

A deep sigh escaped my lips. If summoning another one didn't work, I might as well see how strong she was. I ordered her to pick up some rusted metal that was in a pile on the deck. She walked over, her spear disappearing in a flash of light and picked up the metal like it was nothing.

Then I ordered her to throw it.

Once again, I should have clarified since she threw it far. As the metal flew in the air, I stared gobsmacked at my construct. A moment later, a loud clang and a small plume of dust could be seen at the edge of the graveyard.

Very strong. Check.

I looked around for something to hit her with and found a piece of wood. Lining up the strike, I looked up at my Valkyrie to notice that she was watching my every move. That didn't make this test any easier on me. Steeling myself, I swung the wood at her.

The moment of contact, I felt the wood rebound and shatter against her body. My arms shook with vigor and I involuntarily let go of the wood. She stumbled backwards slightly but looked unharmed.

Looked like physics still worked on her. At least she appeared unharmed, not that I expected her to be considering she was just a construct. I wouldn't know the extent of how much she could withstand until she was out in action.

I had her summon her spear again and strike the cabin of the ship. The spear met metal and an angry white line was left in its place. The spear didn't slice through it like I thought it would, but the results weren't anything I was going to complain about. The spear was unaffected by the strike as I took a moment to look at it.

Thoughts whirled in my head as I wondered what else I could test but very few were worth pursuing. Instead, I decided that since so much of my powers involved giving commands, I would go through some training simulations to better understand my connection to her.

Fly up and towards the ocean as fast and as far as you can.

My Valkyrie flapped her strong wings and rose in the air, the next second, she was streaming across the sky at high-speed. Before I knew it, she was just a white dot on the pitch black horizon. One thing I noticed that I didn't before was that I knew the direction of where she was.

Come back and hover in front of me.

At the same speed, she flew back, her spear pointed out and her shield in front of her. As she neared, she slowed down and hovered in front of me as I ordered.

The next test was to see how she would do while weaving in between the boats.

Fly low between the ships and weave between them. Start out from here and make your way towards the far north end.

She flew up and then down over the side. I ran to the side and saw her swerving low in the ground between the boats. It was surprising how graceful she was since I expected her to be rigid and run into things. After about thirty seconds, I felt her stop at the end of the graveyard and I could practically feel the need for orders from here.

With that success, I planned out a few more routines and simulations before calling it a night. The next step before I could go out was to work on a costume. I might be able to do everything through her, but I wouldn't be a very good hero if I did it from the shadows. But that could wait until after the holidays.

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Saturday, December 25th 2010

I wiped my bleary eyes as I sat up in my bed. Two fluffy lumps started moving under the blanket until two heads poked out and let out synchronized meows. Their pleading faces were all they needed before I gave them head scratches.

After a few minutes of headpats, I grabbed my water and took my pills quickly. I pulled my blanket off, much to the cats' dismay, and went about my usual morning routine. We didn't celebrate Christmas like you see in the movies. Sure, we got up and opened presents, but not at the break of dawn. Emma and I tried once; it didn't go well. We celebrated in a different house and both of my parents had wanted to sleep in a little.

My eyes landed on the two books next to my laptop on my desk. I had spent a few hours last night reading through the one from the library since I had been neglecting a bit of my research. With Dad home, I hadn't had time for that and I started going out at night to work on my powers.

I'd slowly been working on refining my orders so I didn't have to do it on the spot. While my construct didn't retain the information, it helped me formulate orders that worked best and on the fly. There was also more testing involved and I could say that my construct was stronger than I originally thought. She was a Brute all on her own and it wasn't lost on me how similar she was to Alexandria. Sure, she wasn't on the same level, and was a summoned construct to boot, but an Alexandria package at my beck and call was the closest I was going to get.

It didn't stop the pang of jealousy that ran through me whenever I looked at her.

Because of that, my research had been lacking but that was okay. While I hadn't heard from Vicky, which was both a little disappointing and understandable considering the holidays, I'd still rather have continued with her.

When I opened my door, the cats scrambled out in a hurry and down the stairs, their tags jingling along the way. I watched them with an amused smile on my face before going to the bathroom. The sound of Dad moving about when I left was all I needed to know that he was up.

Walking down the stairs, I saw the two cats sitting by their food bowls, waiting. I opened the refrigerator and grabbed the meat specifically for them. For whatever reason, Bee and Treacle did not like cat food, only meat and not the pet version. Real red meat. Luckily the local grocery store butcher knew us because of this and always has some ready for the two.

Once a few cubes were in their bowls, they started chowing down.

I started heating up some tea and prepared breakfast for Dad and I. Nothing special like we used to do when we celebrated with the Barnes. Scrambled eggs, bacon, and toast. Simple.

My tea had finished steeping when Dad came down, his hair skewed and glasses slightly lopsided. He wobbled for a moment, acting like a zombie before he headed straight for the coffee. "Morning, Dad. Merry Christmas," I said behind my mug.

Dad stopped and looked at me for a second before his lips turned upwards slightly. "Morning, Little Owl. Merry Christmas."

The rest of the morning went on as usual. I continued to cook breakfast while Dad slowly woke up. We talked very little, mostly about the weather and what the plan for the day was. Nothing special. Dad didn't have any plans after we opened the presents and I certainly didn't.

We both ate in silence while Bee and Treacle looked for any scraps. For cats who only ate red meat, they sure did like other foods as long as they weren't specifically made for cats. I seriously wondered where Mom found these two and why she had raised them as such.

Nonetheless, they still got a piece of bacon each.

"Why don't you go over and start opening presents while I wash these up real quick," Dad said as he picked up the plates.

I nodded and walked over to the tree where a few presents were located. There wasn't a lot; we never went crazy on presents like some families do. Bee and Treacle sauntered over and started sniffing the presents before they laid down, Bee on the fireplace and Treacle on the couch.

Looking at the presents, I set the ones for me to one side and the other for Dad. I picked up one and started tearing into the paper. Dad walked over and sat down on the couch, careful not to upset Treacle. He picked up a present of his own.

One by one, we opened the presents, thanking one another. He was happy about the anchor keychain I got him. His old one had broken and knew he would love it when I found it at the boardwalk. It even functioned as a bottle opener but he didn't drink that much anymore. Not since his spiral after Mom's death.

We finally got to the last two presents, the ones Aunt Zoe had given to us. We both looked at each other and there was an apprehensive look on Dad's face. I felt the same but for different reasons. When she gave me the laptop last year, there was a bit of an argument between the two because of how much it was.

The Barnes weren't strapped for cash and while we weren't poor, the laptop was well outside our price range. So I could only imagine that these were in a similar boat.

We both started unwrapping the presents to reveal nondescript cardboard boxes. We shared a look before I opened it. Inside was something we were both surprised and scared of.

A cell phone.

Red and green lights reflected off the shiny black screen from the Christmas tree. My hands were frozen as I stared at the dreaded machine in my lap. Memories of that dreaded night came back and I did everything in my power to push them away.

A night I regret oh so much.

"God damn it, Zoe!" Dad cursed as he picked the cell phone up and was about to throw it, only to stop halfway.

I stared at him as he took a deep breath, swept his dark hair back, and stood up, walking over to the house phone and furiously dialed it.

"Zoe what is the meaning of…"

I drowned out Dad's rant and looked down at the phone and inched my hand towards it. When I stopped, I heard a quiet, "Meow," next to me. Bee gently nudged my leg with his head. It was a small comfort but did little to the emotions that roiled within me.

If you had asked me last week about having a cell phone, I would have denied it to oblivion. But things had changed, I had changed.

Not only was the night that I had triggered scary, I was a Parahuman now. Dad would want to be able to contact me, and vice versa, if it came down to it. Even if I didn't like that idea. With a cell phone, I would be able to contact the people I needed without the hassle of finding a landline.

How embarrassing would it be if I captured Hookwolf and had to find a phone booth just to call the PRT?

I picked up the phone and noticed there was a note on the inside.

Taylor,

I know this might come as a surprise but I figured it was time for both you and your Dad to get over your fears. As justified as they were, it's time that you both can be easily contacted if it comes to it. Below will be your new phone number and a few numbers have already been programmed in.

Merry Christmas

Love,

Aunt Zoe


As she wrote, below was the string of numbers that were my new phone number. I feared what she meant about some numbers already being in there. Taking out the manual, I quickly skimmed through it and found out how to turn the damn thing on. The front screen lit up and went through the boot up process before it showed the main screen.

I started scrolling through it and found the contacts and my fears did come true. There was a contact number for Emma and I doubt it was only one. There had to be a way to get rid of it. Block it maybe. That thought went away when I realized it could backfire. Damn it.

Dad was still arguing with Aunt Zoe. It was pointless. Aunt Zoe was stubborn, especially when it came to the safety of those she cared about. It was startling how similar she was to Dad…and Mom.

Bee hopped into my lap now that the box was out of the way and Treacle jumped from the couch and took his place. Both cats gave me comforting cuddles all while I started toying with the phone. Better get used to it now, I supposed.

A sigh escaped my lips as Dad started another rant. Way to go, Aunt Zoe. Another Christmas with an explosive ending.

Note: Well, Taylor has powers. This was an interesting chapter considering Zoe gave her a cell phone. I don't think I have ever read a fic that involved Taylor being gifted a cell phone like that. At least not by another cape or getting one herself.
Also, I would like to thank Selene, Dysole, and EnygmaSoul for looking over the chapter!
 
Berkanan 1.4
CW: Slurs, Derogatory names
I would also like to thank Dysole, Selene, and Pendragoon for looking over the chapter!

Berkanan 1.4

Monday, January 3rd, 2011

I knew today was going to be shit the moment I stepped into the school.

It wasn't the stares; those were normal.

It wasn't the comments I heard as I passed by. Surprisingly, most of them weren't about me.

And it wasn't even my locker. For once, it wasn't tampered with.

No, it was when I saw the kids who could be spotted from a mile away practically waving the Empire flag. They stood by the stairs, out of the way but easily seen. Not all of them had shaved heads, but a few did. It still surprised me that women would actually join the Empire but there were a few girls who did.

Even from this distance, I could feel their eyes on me. As I (sadly) had to walk past them, I heard all the remarks they made.

"Look at the–" I definitely ignored the rest of that.

"He's so disgusting." Fuck you too.

"Can't believe he survived."

It was that last comment that nearly made me stop in my tracks. Most of the time I ignored them, it was better that way, but after what happened a few weeks ago, I couldn't. It seemed the Empire was actively targeting me.

Sure, that night they waylaid me could be pure coincidence, but that thought went away when I saw a familiar boy. Recently shaved head, brown eyes, and the fake gang tattoo barely peeking out from his t-shirt. While those features weren't anything special among them, it was the mixture of surprise and anger on his face that sparked the memory.

He had been part of the attack. The one who had stood to the side and watched me being choked to death. Leo Murphy. He was in a few of my classes and, as far as I knew, was only a recent addition to the Winslow Empire group.

A part of me wanted to summon my construct and make them scatter but that would be so incredibly stupid. Let's go ahead and out myself before I've even had a chance to be a hero. Great idea. I withheld the exasperated sigh that wanted to escape.

It doesn't matter, he wasn't worth it.

Bzzzt!

I ignored the vibration in my pants. There was only one person who that could be and that was also not worth the effort. Emma can shove whatever, possibly true, comment she might have up her ass.

As I continued towards my first class, I saw a curious pair of eyes down the hallway. They were looking in my direction but I could tell they looked past me. Sophia wasn't really hiding but I doubted the Empire kids had noticed her given how laser focused they were on me.

Our eyes briefly met and I saw a strained look on her face. I couldn't blame her for being a little more cautious around them. The fact that I was empathizing with her sickened me, but it was the Empire.

Her eyes returned to the kids down the hallway. For once, I was glad not to be the focus of that gaze.

I stepped into the classroom without another look. She can watch the Empire all she wants, I wanted nothing to do with them. If they ever tried anything, anything truly bad, I wouldn't be alone. Not anymore.

Sitting at a desk in the back, I took out my phone and saw the slew of messages from not only Emma, but countless others that I didn't recognize. I sighed and started deleting the messages knowing that she had given out my new number to the entire school. It almost felt like I was never going to get rid of them with how quickly they were arriving, including some threats from the Empire. A little bit of digging and I was able to set my phone to ignore any unknown phone numbers and make hers not give me a notification. They would still reach my phone, if the illuminated name and new string of words was any clue, but I wouldn't see them unless I wanted to.

If Aunt Zoe ever asked, I could feign ignorance or something. Having little knowledge about cell phones worked to my advantage for once.

…Or she would end up finding all the threats I was being sent.

Everyone slowly piled into the classroom, many bleary eyed and barely awake kids, a veritable group of zombies if I'd ever seen one. No one was truly awake this early in the morning, even the teacher was yawning.

I unraveled my plastic bag and pulled out a notebook and pencil. Flipping to a blank page, I started sketching out ideas. There were several concepts I had in mind for my costume and many of them were well outside my ability to make.

Considering that my construct is essentially a Valkyrie of Norse Mythology, I wanted something to match. The problem was that she wore what counted as plate or chain mail. Something that would need to be crafted by an armorer or smithy if I wanted something authentic. That's not to say that capes didn't wear armor like that, as many had similar designs like Dauntless who looked like a roman soldier.

I just didn't have the resources or money to get something of that quality.

It would need to be something simple. Something that would still evoke a Valkyrie or viking impression. Maybe I could look up some references online or in the documents Mom left behind. Surely one of them would have information about the armaments of Norse Mythology.

While I might be a master and my construct could act as a proxy for me, I couldn't speak through it and thus couldn't just pretend the projection was me. I would need some protection of my own to act as the voice for my winged muscle. Brockton Bay was not a safe city, I knew that all too well, and I needed to be cautious. There were capes who could become dragons, meat blenders, and shoot massive beams that could level buildings. Even just a little bit of protection could save my life.

With that in mind, I decided I should bump up my workout routine beyond running. I could use the weight room during gym class, but all the jocks would be in there and I'd rather not deal with that bullshit. Though… there might be something in the basement. Both Dad and Mom had a weight set they had used quite a bit. Well Mom had. Dad had tried, with her encouragement, but always fell behind.

Actually… When was the last time I went into the basement? Was it when-

"Alright class," the teacher said loudly, breaking my concentration. "Let's get started."

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"Remember class," The Teacher yelled as everyone started to gather their things to leave for the day. "Be prepared for the project on Friday! We will be pairing into groups, so make sure to pick your partners well!"

Another project. As always, I would end up with Greg and someone else. If the Trio was up to any shenanigans, then Madison would join. By the gods, I really hoped that wouldn't happen. I'd already been on edge today with the lack of activity among them. Apart from seeing Sophia in the morning, they hadn't done anything.

Emma had stayed with her groupies in the back of the classes we shared. Besides the occasional glance with a knowing smile and a buzz in my pocket, she was relatively passive. Madison hadn't stuck gum or pencil shavings in my hair. Neither of them sent me any crude remarks or gestures.

Then there was Sophia. The one class we shared, she kept glancing at me and not in the same way as Emma. It looked… concerned. Which didn't make sense. Why would Sophia be concerned? Especially about me? She's never had that face when looking at me. There was always a sneer on it.

Since then I'd been on edge. Something was going on and it bothered me. The presence in the back of my head was barely a comfort against whatever they could do. I might have powers now but it didn't mean I'd use them. There was the fact that I hadn't even made an appearance or stopped any crime. Revealing myself to Trio would be the biggest mistake and would only make things worse.

I quickly put away my notebook and pencils into the plastic bag and zipped up my backpack. Madison walked by just as I finished and I expected her to do something but she simply continued without a glance. She skipped past in her denim skirt and blouse, her backpack jumping up and down, and was out of the classroom mere seconds later.

Taking deep breaths, I walked out and looked down both sides of the hallway. No sign of the Trio. Cautiously, I walked down the hallway and down the stairs. When I saw a horde of teenagers in the hallway, I stopped like a deer in headlights. At the front of the group was none other than Emma and Madison. Emma turned around and saw me. A smirk grew on her face and she nudged Madison.

At that moment, I knew something was up and didn't want to deal with it. Taking the doors next to me, I escaped out of the school and into the nearby narrow alley. I hated going down this alley, but considering my last experience with them I think it was warranted.

I quickly went to the back of the school where the track field was and saw it completely devoid of teenagers. Guess the track team was away. Strange considering Sophia wasn't with Emma and Madison like normal. If she wasn't with them, she was usually with the team.

It was when I walked by the bleachers, that I knew something was up. Standing underneath them was the same group I walked by this morning. The Empire kids.

At first I didn't think anything of it. They were huddled together, cracking jokes about some racist bullshit no doubt. When I passed them, I heard their laughter stop and one of them said, "It's the–." Once again, I tuned out the insult and increased my pace.

Fuck. I glanced over my shoulder to see the group walking towards me with a purpose, at the lead was Leo. They picked up speed and I booked it. "Tom!" I heard Leo yell just as I was about to turn the corner.

Out of nowhere, a tall towering teenager appeared, his arm stretched out. My head hit that arm and suddenly I was engulfed in them. I fought against the crushing hold but it did little when a fist drove all the air from my lungs. I coughed, trying to get some breath back in me when one of them began to speak.

"Little tranny isn't so tough now, is he?" I tried to focus, but the ringing in my ears made it difficult. "No cape to save your faggot ass this time."

I looked up to see that they had circled me and Leo was in front. He was the one that had been speaking and his fist was balled, ready to throw another punch.

"Fuck you!" I yelled defiantly, then spat in his face.

Stars lit up in my eyes and a wave of vertigo washed over me as his fist collided with my nose. I didn't even have time to cry out before another knocked the wind from me once more.

The assault continued and as much as I tried, I couldn't free myself from Tom's hold. There was a brief moment when Leo stopped and I heard a click but I was too focused on my struggle to free myself from the asshole holding me up like a human pinata.

"I think it was about time someone put the little tranny out of his misery," Leo snarled, the anger in his voice made me stop and stare at him. "If it wasn't for that cape, I would've been in the Empire. No matter, after this, I will be part of a great movement."

He was holding a knife. He had brought a knife to school. I shouldn't have been surprised; it wasn't like Winslow had any security or checked for weapons. But it finally clicked the danger I was in now. If it wasn't for that night, I would have been terrified, and while I still was, I had a way out. It might out me, but I wasn't going to die to some wannabe gang member.

Just as I was about to summon my construct to get out of this situation, someone barreled into one of the guys on the outside. A fist hit the man square in the jaw and he collapsed. Everyone stopped but the assailant continued, sending another to the ground with ease.

It finally dawned on me who it was. Sophia?! What the hell was she doing here?!

"It's the fucking nig-!" He exclaimed, only to be cut off as Sophia kicked his shins out from under him before finishing the job with a swift downward jab to his face.

Sophia had stunned everyone, including Tom, which afforded me the chance to drive my elbow into his stomach. He grunted and his hold on me weakened to the point that I could escape. Following Sophia's example, I decked Tom straight in the nose. Pain exploded through my hand but I wasn't going to let that stop me.

He was rocked back by the hit, his hands covering his face. Small droplets of blood dribbled down as he pulled them away. He blinked his eyes a few times before he focused on me and charged.

I didn't have the chance to dodge out of the way, but I was able to land a punch, or at least I thought I did. That moment was a little foggy given he slammed me into a brick wall. Tom wound back for another blow but I pushed forward, bashing my head into his before he could.

While I saw countless stars and my forehead was radiating pain, it was nowhere near as bad as Tom. He stood unsteadily, stumbling backwards a little as crimson gushed from the nose I had likely broken. I threw another punch into the bloody mess for good measure. Asshole deserved it.

I turned to look at the rest only to see Sophia knocking the lights out of another kid while the others scrambled away, not wanting to fight Sophia or I. Cowards.

There was only one person left; Leo. He held his knife out in front of him, pure shock on his face. When he realized that everyone had abandoned him or was on the ground, he held the knife higher. "Stay the fuck away!"

"Fuck you," I spat at him again. "You just tried to-"

He slashed the knife, keeping the two of us away as he was backed into a corner. When his back touched the wall, his movements became more erratic. I looked around and found a hefty rock on the ground. Following the instructions Dad once told me when he tried to teach me baseball, I threw the rock and nailed him right in his junk.

His knife clattered to the ground as he dropped to his knees, gripping what remained of his manhood as tears ran down his face. Before I could think what to do next, Sophia kicked him upside the head, sending him to the dirt in a heap.

My heavy breathing was the first thing I noticed after everything fell silent.Well, relatively silent given the groaning racists littering the ground around us. My eyes landed on Sophia just as she wiped some blood from her lips. Our eyes met and there was something in them I couldn't comprehend.

Then just like that, she turned and began to walk away.

"Sophia!" I yelled, trying to stop her.

She didn't say anything, still walking away like nothing happened.

"Seriously?"

She stopped and glanced over her shoulder. "What?" She snarled.

"You just…" I gestured erratically, "Come here, save me from the Empire and leave?"

She shrugged her shoulders and continued walking away. By the time I formulated the words to hopefully get some sort of response, she was gone.

What the fuck was going on? Never in a million years would I have expected her to jump in my defense. She was the one who usually caused the bruises in the first place! My thoughts tumbled through the day's events and I remembered that she had been watching them earlier in the day. Did she know what they were going to do? It still didn't explain why she helped me in the first place.

I never expected her to extend some sort of solidarity. No one did, not with me. Especially not her.

Ignoring the growing headache, I walked over to Leo and an impulsive thought to give him a nice well deserved kick came to mind. I stopped myself before I did though. It wouldn't be right. He was down and defenseless. Where was the honor in that? He had the piss—literally— knocked out of him and his friends. By two girls. He would have to live with that embarrassment for the rest of his life. Hopefully he learned something from it, but I doubted it. The knife next to him might get him suspended if they found him.

Instead, I walked to my fallen backpack and headed towards the bus, hoping it hadn't left yet. Along the way, I felt liquid on my lips and I tested the taste to confirm it was blood. I wiped my nose with my sleeve and ignored the crimson staining the black fabric. When I looked up, relief filled me when I saw the bus had just arrived.

Quickly hopping on, and ignoring the looks sent my way, I found a spot away from everyone. A distant ding rang and the bus started rolling down the street. My head leaned against the glass window, enjoying its cold comfort. Even after what happened, I wasn't as exhausted as I expected. I'd thought that after being nearly killed I would be drained, but instead was invigorated.

Just a new normal in my life that seemed to be rapidly changing.

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"Meow," I heard one of the cats cry out as I entered the house. A quick glance showed they weren't in their usual spots until I saw Bee perched on the stairs, his tail swishing back and forth as he watched me.

I quickly made my way to the stairs and stopped next to him. "Sorry, Bee, but I can't pet you right now. I have some… let's say I need to clean up first." Not that I expected him to understand, but it was the truth.

Those big green eyes stared up at me with expectant want. I had to shake my head at the pleading face he gave me. No matter how badly I wanted to give in, there were more important things to take care of first.

Depositing my backpack on my bed, I made my way to the bathroom and rummaged through the medicine closet for bandages. As I went to wash my hands, I got a good look at my face. My small braids on one side were still intact but the rest of my curly hair was a mess. The blood around my swelling nose had dried up and a bruise had begun to form around it nevermind my cheek. I tried to ignore the squareish jaw but it was hard when you had to clean yourself up.

A shuddered breath escaped my lips as I focused on the task at hand rather than the fact that I would never be a pretty girl.

The cuts were cleansed and fresh bandages were applied a few moments later. Giving them a quick inspection, I gave myself a small pat on the back and cleaned after myself.

When I left the bathroom, I heard the house phone ringing. I ran down the stairs, ignoring the plea's from Bee, and answered the phone. "Hello?"

"Taylor?"

"Vicky?" I couldn't hold my surprise.

We were both silent for a bit, neither of us wanting to break it. She broke the awkward silence first. "So… sorry about taking so long to call you. Things have been busy for me."

"It's fine," I said a little too quickly. "With the holidays and all…"

"Yeah… anyway! So I've been thinking about meeting up again so we can delve deeper into that book."

"O-oh really?" Damn voice cracking. "I was thinking about the same but I didn't have a way to call you."

She sighed, "Yeah, that's my bad. I should've given you my number. Anyway, I was curious if the book was the only thing you had of your Mom's? Maybe if we had more references that weren't from an index, we might have better luck. Maybe something a little…newer."

I hadn't noticed that I had weaved my fingers through the coiled line of the phone and quickly undid that. Dad would be upset if I messed that up. Again. "There's actually a lot. Several scrolls, leafs of papers, and a few small journals." I looked over to the basement door and tried to envision the quantity in the containers. "There's probably close to fifty, maybe a hundred, documents. I can try to look through them for anything that might be of interest."

"I'm sorry, did you say fifty, maybe a hundred? Just how much did your Mom– you know what, yeah, see if you can find anything."

I was curious what she was going to say, but decided against asking. "Sure! Where do you want to meet up? The University library again?"

"No, we can go somewhere closer. Boardwalk Tea? The tea shop on the–"
"Boardwalk?" I couldn't hold the smirk back.

I could feel her roll her eyes. "Yeah. It's not far from the public library and I already have a few books with me."

"I also have the one we looked at the most from the university." I had to check it out again, but it was the best one we had.

"Cool! Does Wednesday after school work?"

The question made me think about my schedule for a moment before I realized there were no plans. I wanted to go out and make my debut as a cape, but it wasn't like I couldn't do both. One during the day, the other at night. "That works!"

"Great! I'll see you then!"

I hadn't realized there was a smile on my face. When was the last time I was this excited? A thought came to me and I quickly said, "oh, by the way, I have a cell phone now."

"Is that so?" She was wiggling her eyebrows wasn't she?

It was my turn to roll my eyes. "Yes, it is. Here, let me give you my number." After I cited the digits that were now memorized, I added, "I don't know a whole lot about cell phones so bear with me." Then I remembered what I did earlier and quickly said, "Uhh… I should also write down your number."

"That's no biggie! Here let me send you a text so you have my number."

"Wait!"

She was quiet on the other end and muttered, "what?"

"I uhh," I tried to figure out a way to explain or get out of this situation. "Let me send you one instead."

"Alright…"

She said her number and I quickly added it to my contacts, then I sent her a quick text and I heard a ping from her end. "Got it."

"Good. So… uhh, see you Wednesday?" This was awkward, wasn't it?

"Yeah, see ya then!"

"See ya, Vicky."

There was a click on the other side of the phone and I put it back in the receiver. After everything that happened today, it was nice to have a silver lining.

"Mrrrw," I felt a furry body rub itself against my leg. Looking down, I saw Treacle had finally appeared and a quick look showed that Bee was still on the stairs, but closer. After giving Treacle a little scratch, I walked over to the basement.

I removed the blanket again, which seemed easier this time, and started looking through the containers again. Now I had two objectives: find designs that could be used for my outfit and anything that would be useful for our research.

Container by container, document by document, I sifted through them for anything of interest. With the little—very little— knowledge of the language I had now, I could at least figure out what it was about. For the most part.

It was painstaking, but I had gone through the first container without finding anything that would help. There were a few things that I thought were about some foreign cultures I didn't recognize and wildlife I never knew existed. I assumed it was related to Norse Mythology. From what I knew, there were nine realms with completely different people and animals. Maybe these were notes about that.

If Mom's notes were that extensive on the mythology, why the hell was she an English professor?

The next two containers didn't have anything as well. One was about ecosystems and the other was a mystery. In either case, I continued to the next container. When I started rifling through it, I finally found something for one of my objectives. Designs on armor. A few seemed to be on what I assumed were historically accurate armors of the time. Most were leathers and furs but I found a few designs with metal and what seemed like linked plates. Isameller if I was reading it correctly.

But the others… they were like nothing I'd ever seen before.

Each page seemed to have a different design. One was elegant that seemed to wrap around a body rather than be a standalone piece. I wasn't sure if it was made of cloth or metal based on the sketching and it certainly seemed like it wasn't designed for your average person. The torso seemed longer if that made sense.

Flipping through the pages, each one had a unique design and I wondered if these were based on the different people of the nine realms in Norse Mythology. Mom seemed to have quite the imagination for being able to picture what they looked like and design armor around them.

Again, she surprised me with a talent I never knew she had.

As I studied one of the pages that had a design where the backs were more open, for what, I didn't know, and I accidentally leaned too much and fell. The book went flying and I tried to grab onto something before I landed on something important. My hand grazed a weirdly warm metal and I thought I heard something click.

When I prevented myself from falling, I took a look at where my hand was and noticed it was on the chest where the keyless lock was dangling precariously from the clasp.

Wait… what?

Kneeling in front of the chest, I lifted the lock to see it… unlocked. But how? As my mind started reeling through everything I did, I realized that the lock was still in place when I had unveiled Mom's stash and started looking. So when did it unlock itself?

Then it clicked. I grabbed the note again, reading over memorized words to see if what I was concluding did in fact happen. "The chest would open when the time is right," I said aloud, not exactly verbatim. Was that time now?

I tossed the note to the side and carefully took the lock out and flipped the clasp. My hands were clammy as anxiety rose within me. She hid something important in this large chest, I knew it. A keyless lock that I couldn't unlock a few weeks ago but can now? What changed?

It smacked me in the face like a mack truck. I was a cape now. How Mom was able to make a lock that could distinguish if I was a cape or not, let alone her mysterious future sight that I would even become one, would remain a mystery for now. Unless the answer was in this chest.

With slightly slick hands, I opened it.

And a large puff of dust hit me square in the face.

"What the-!" I yelled as I wiped the dust from my face. When I was no longer blinded, I looked inside the chest. What I saw surprised me.

The chest seemed larger on the inside. On top of what seemed like feathers was a large blue polaroid photo book with golden letters spelling 'The Movement' and a leather bound journal with no description on it. I picked up the photo book and started rifling through it. At first I didn't know what to make of it. It was a bunch of women standing with each other and at other various events. Then it hit me, once again, when I saw my mom and a woman I'd seen before in the news.

Lustrum.

A long blonde haired woman with a matronly face had a smile on it. She was rather muscular, but not in a bad way and it fit her quite well. Like one of those mothers who would beat the shit out of anyone who would harm her kids. Sort of like Mom, to be honest.

The two of them seemed to be thick as thieves. Each photo, Mom was next to her, a bright smile on her face and a twinkle in her eye whenever she was looking at her. They had to be best friends, I'd seen a similar look with Aunt Zoe. Mom had the same look with many women in the photos. Why had I never heard of this before?

Setting the photo book to the side, I picked up the journal and skimmed through it. Surprisingly, this was actually in English. Based on the quick read, it was about her time with Lustrum. Parts of it were vague about what she was doing, but it seemed Mom was a bigger part of the movement than I thought. She always told me that she was just a lieutenant, but not what that had involved. That was apparently a lie if the photos and her own words were any indication.

Oh look, another note specifically for me.

Taylor,

I'm sorry I lied.


That was it. Mom was a Thinker, there's no other explanation for this. She knew that she lied and that I was going to look at this at some point. The lock had to be some sort of Tinkertech that she procured and was tailored specifically to me.

What made it interesting was why our powers were so different. There's some evidence that children of capes often have similar powers, just look at New Wave for an example. I was a Master and all evidence led towards Mom being a Thinker, maybe a Tinker. It didn't make sense.

As frustrated as I was, I continued to go through the life my mom had experienced in Lustrum's group. There wasn't any indication that she was a cape. Not in the photos or her journal. I'd have to read deeper later.

Setting the photo book and journal to the side, I looked inside the chest once again. There was something under the feathers, the lumps gave it away. When my fingers grazed the brownish feathers, I felt an incredible softness that I was not expecting. I gently caressed the plumage, mesmerized by their fluffiness, before I realized what it was. Grabbing hold of them, and surprised none came loose, I pulled them out from the chest. A cloak of some kind!

I stood up, holding the feathered cloak in its full glory and found the clasps at the front, I realized that it wasn't brown but pitch black like the night sky. There was something about the feathers that reminded me of something.

Wait.

They were similar to an owl! I wasn't sure what kind of owl, but definitely from an owl. We had a few feathers when I went to the summer camp. They had intrigued me for many reasons, one of them being my fascinations with birds, particularly owls. Mom nicknamed me after I watched an entire marathon on them. I would hate for these feathers to be forcefully taken, so I hoped they had been shed naturally.

Looking at the cloak now, I realized it would fit me perfectly and then I noticed something shining inside the chest.

It was metal, gold and silver, and it was connected to what looked like red cloth. On top of it was a helmet that was oddly similar to my construct's helmet, but the silver face was more obvious and had elegant gold and red horns that swept upwards instead of wings. I picked it up and realized it was about the size of my own head. I wasn't sure where my hair was supposed to go, but I wouldn't know how it fit till I put it on.

Setting the amazing cloak and helmet to the side, I picked up the gleaming silver and quickly realized it was armor. It was surprisingly light and shimmered in the dim light, as if it was glowing. There were shoulder guards, made of predominantly silver with gold trim. The red I had noticed before was actually a tunic that was attached to the chainmail underneath. A single black sash came across from the right shoulder to the gold or bronze belt with a large circular belt buckle.

It was beautiful, that's the only way I could describe it. I'd never seen anything like it and it wasn't like any of the drawings in the armor book.

I turned it around and saw that it was mostly open. Awkward. Why was that? Holding it up, I realized that it was the perfect size for me, as though it were made just for me. If that was the case, then Mom had it made in preparation like everything else.

What intrigued me was that the feathered cloak fit perfectly in between the shoulder guard and neck.

Setting aside both the armor and cloak, I peered inside the chest one more time. There were only three more items. An ancient looking book, which looked as old if not older than 'The Compendium', a large metal key, and a sword.

A sword?!

What in the hell was Mom doing with a sword? Let alone one as beautifully crafted as this one? It gleamed in the low light, the engravings standing out far more than they naturally should have. I was mesmerized by the design and how the darker center seemed to radiate out into the lighter edge like veins through a leaf. A golden leaf. The circular pommel seemed to be missing something unless the hole was there by design. The handle was made of what looked like a deep red oak with gold inlaid in the center. The crossguard seemed smaller than I expected; it was shaped like a diamond instead of a T.

It was stunning, magnificent. As my hand reached inside to grab the hilt, I noticed that the sword wasn't very large. Maybe reaching three-quarters of my arm. The handle was warm, just like most of the metal I touched here, and I easily picked up the sword. It was far too light and I overcompensated, my hand going over my head accidentally.

Luckily I didn't let go and accounted for the weight quickly. I held it out in front of me and stared at it closely. "You're beautiful, but what was Mom doing with you?"

The sword obviously didn't respond so I was left with my own thoughts. While I could chalk the armor and cloak up to Mom's mysterious powers, the sword didn't match those. There was no reason to have a sword. If she knew I was a Master, then why would I need a weapon?

Sadly, that question would never be answered but if Mom wanted me to use it, then I would. I'd need to train with it and look at countless videos on how to wield a sword, but it wasn't a bad idea. I was defenseless without my construct.

I carefully set the sword down on top of the armor and looked inside the chest once again. The key wasn't anything special. It was a storage key with a blue tag, labeled with the number thirteen on it. Just another hint for me to trace it seemed. The book, on the other hand, was more interesting. It had Old Norse written on it but I didn't know enough to decipher it.

It was made of bound leather that came across as ancient and I feared it might just crumble in my hands. As I carefully opened and leafed through the tome, I was surprised that the parchment seemed pristine. There were pages upon pages of words that might depict instructions for something. On some pages there were lines connecting runes and circles and I couldn't even begin to grasp what they meant. Just another mystery that needed to be solved. It was rather fascinating and seemed well organized by section. Learning more Old Norse was quickly becoming the priority, just so I could read and learn more.

In fact, as I gazed over all of Mom's stuff, I became very excited for Wednesday. Not only would Vicky and I continue to unravel this mystery, I had a means to go out without spending any money for my costume. My eyes lingered on the armor, helmet, and cloak. Yeah, they would do nicely.

The plot thicken and the mystery continues! I have to admit, and this is also due to my backlog, but I do so love writing Victoria. She's been my favorite since INFC.
But yeah... The Empire does not mess around, especially with an out and open trans girl and someone wanting a ticket into the gang.
 
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Ooooooooo this is good stuff. I always love the possibility of a good redemption arc, especially for Sophia.
 
Taylor: hmmm, I wonder why my mum who owned a pair of cats and could see the future and speak/write Old Norse left me a cloak of feathers
Also Taylor: eh, must be nothing
 
Inherited armor and weapon, along with magic? The plot thickens...

Also, I wonder if Taylor's connection with Vicky will lead to her getting help with her transition from Amy. Gotta give the Empire as many middle fingers as possible.
 
Well, this is turning out interesting.


Which two scenes? II am vaguely familiar with Hardlight, that was the one with step-mom Purity?

The ones where Sophia and Taylor instantly had one anothers' backs against the Empire. (As opposed to siccing the Empire on Sophia, which, uh, happened in Hardlight. With that said the author has since realized it was fucked-up)
 
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Early chapter this time as I won't be able to tomorrow. Enjoy!
I would like to thank my Betas Pendragoon, Selene, and Dysole

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Wednesday, January 5th, 2011

The cool January breeze whipped across my cheek as I walked down the wooden path of the Boardwalk. Yesterday and today were weird to say the least. After Leo and his Empire goons had tried to kill me, it had been rather quiet, unsettlingly so. Emma continued to scowl at me but there seemed to be some sort of calculating look in her eyes that I couldn't figure out.

Sophia on the other hand seemed to be giving me even stranger looks. I wasn't sure what they were about and I wasn't sure if they were worse than what she used to send my way. I could only imagine they were plotting their next prank.

Leo on the other hand, hadn't been seen since I threw the rock at him. I wondered if he was trying to save face or if the administration had actually done something about him. Since the incident, I've stayed away from anyone associated with the Empire as best as I could. It would only be a matter of time before they tried it again.

Voices caused my eyes to gaze across the unique shops that scattered along the length of the Boardwalk, a few shop owners trying to sell their wares. I couldn't help but feel a little nostalgia of days long gone. When my family, including Zoe and Emma, would spend our day here. Whether it was perusing the shops, and being jealous of clothes I couldn't wear, or down at the beach where I wore a t-shirt because I couldn't stand looking down at myself, there were many memories. Now that I looked back, they weren't that good.

I think Mom knew then, about my gender identity. She would often redirect me away from the clothing stores to look out into the ocean. She often told me vague stories of her time with Lustrum, like the places she visited. There wasn't a whole lot, the movement ended before it could really get anywhere because of a few who decided that men were trash and needed… pruning.

I wondered if Lustrum would've accepted me. Mom obviously did, but how would the rest of the women have responded? Would they see me as a boy trying to hide or invade? A shudder wracked my body before I could stop it. It was a constant fear of mine and it hadn't been helped with the Trio's needling. Mom never gave me an answer but always assured me that it wouldn't matter, that she'd protect me. That…probably meant there were a few who would've raised the issue.

The Boardwalk was the tourist attraction in Brockton Bay, and it was a place any Brocktonite should be proud of. That people would still come to this city, even with the gangs' ever looming presence, should attest to the wonders of the Boardwalk. One of the few places that one could see true Brockton Bay culture. With the Enforcers out on patrol and the PRT not far, especially with the floating barge out in the bay, it was one of the few places the gangs hadn't slipped their grimy fingers into. Where else would you find cheesy keychains, boring t-shirts with shapes of the bay on them, and photo filtered postcards?

Walking to the railing, I looked out into the bay. Standing like a bastion of light, the Protectorate HQ was glowing bright with its cerulean dome Tinkertech shield. There was no passageway there unless by boat or if they activated the bridge, which created a Tinkertech light construct walkway that touched the mainland.

It always amazed me that the local Protectorate took an old floating barge and repurposed it as an HQ. It was a shining wonder on the dismal coastline. It was once a dream to visit just so I can see what the heroes called home. A little city all on its own, what's not to like?

How wondrous was Armsmaster's workshop? There were stories of the high tech gadgets stored there but they couldn't all be true. PHO was known to stretch the truth. A few had been debunked by Assault or one of the Wards anyway. The Wards might not be stationed there, but they were there all the time. Clockblocker liked to brag about it online whenever he got a chance. Much to the other's chagrin. I wondered how many times he was reprimanded for those comments.

The feeling was different as I gazed at the structure. I was a cape now and I was going to be a hero. There's a good chance that sometime in the future, I would be on that barge with the heroes. Never as a Ward, I'd given up that dream long ago. If authorities and how important their images were, it was no surprise they got nothing done.

There was a shift of the wind nearby and a friendly voice called out, "Hey, Taylor!"

I barely had the time to turn when a familiar person landed-slash-walked up next to me. Vicky gracefully leaned against the railing and turned to face me. Her smile, easily as infectious as the last time. She was wearing simple jeans that, like before, accentuated her curves and had a few ripped holes and I wasn't quite sure if they were real or fabricated. Even if she was a Brute, I can't imagine her clothes survived the harsh winds. She had a rather nice blue long-sleeve shirt with a slim gray jacket that was zipped up halfway, the logo of Arcadia's basketball varsity team on the left breast. Straps of her backpack were barely peeking over her shoulders.

Her blue eyes seemed to brighten when I met them. Huh, I didn't realize we're about the same height. Her platinum blonde hair blew lazily in the cool air and it surprised me that it never went into her face. How? I had to braid my hair to stop that.

"Hey, Vicky!" I barely managed not to croak.

Her smile seemed to grow. She looked out into the bay before returning her gaze. "Looking to get into The Rig?"

"Huh?"

"I can getcha in, if you want."

"Wh-wha?" I was stunned for a moment before I processed her words. "Wait, really?"

Her smile reached her eyes as she hummed. "Mhmm! I visit there all the time whenever we have a debriefing. The meetings are boring, but it's a pretty cool place! Too bad they stopped any tours because of the recent breach."

There was a breach? I guess that could happen. They probably don't do background checks for the public tours. "You don't have to…"

She waved her hand nonchalantly, "Please, it's no big deal. I mean…" She trailed off as her finger started tapping her chin. "Armsy might have an issue with it, but he can get over it. It's not like you're in one of the gangs." Her eyes never wavered as she said that.

"No, I'm not," I said honestly. "It's no big deal…" I would rather go there as a fellow cape than a supposed civilian. As nice as Vicky's offer was… I just couldn't accept it.

"You're sure?"

I nodded.

"Alright," she shrugged her shoulders, "maybe some other day then."

We were silent for an awkward minute that made me thread my fingers repeatedly in my hoodie before she turned her head to the tea shop and pointed her thumb at it. "Wanna head inside?"

"Definitely, it's getting a little chilly," there was a cold front coming and I could feel it.

Vicky didn't seem to notice and I wondered if her powers helped her from getting cold while flying. I know I did when my Valkyrie carried me.

We ventured into Boardwalk Tea and a swarm of different aromas from different teas hit me. It'd been a while since I was here, probably the last time was with Emma. The cafe itself had a long counter with a clear glass display with several delicious baked goods on display. Behind it was a large wall with a large array of tea selections, labeled appropriately. Scattered in the center were rainbow colored tables and the booths were along the walls. Serene art covered the walls, giving a nice cozy and calm atmosphere. A few booths had privacy curtains; generally used for capes.

As my eyes scanned the few patrons, I noticed that everyone was minding their own business, except for one. There was a lean blonde girl wearing skinny jeans and a lavender blouse that showed how… lucky she was, in the corner of the tea shop, her green eyes zeroed in on me like a hawk. When our eyes met, there was a brief moment before she winked and a sly little smirk grew on her lips.

I turned my gaze away and ignored the heat that crept up my cheeks. Vicky was already at the counter, finishing her order and waiting patiently for me. "What do you want?" She asked when I stepped up to the counter.

Reading all of the labels, I placed my order and much to my chagrin, Vicky paid. "Please, it's no big deal," She said as she swiped her card like a ninja.

I thought she already paid for herself and was just being nice waiting for me. "Vicky…I could've paid for myself." She continued to smile at me without a care in the world and waved her hand nonchalantly. A sigh escaped my lips. Vicky was stubborn, in the sweetest way possible.

"Come on," She gestured for me to follow. She went straight for one of the booths with a curtain and took off her backpack, putting it in the corner as she slid in.

I copied her and sat on the other side, gently pulling out 'The Compendium' and a few other texts that were in the basement. Particularly the one with the armor and another I found in my sleuthing yesterday… when I originally went to get the weights.

Vicky's eyes lit up when they landed on the books I set on the table. She was about to speak when a waitress came and dropped Vicky's pastry right in the center of the table with two forks. It looked like a croissant but with something inside. Chocolate maybe? "Here ya go ladies!" The woman said, enthusiastically with a slight drawl. "Your tea should be ready in a few!"

"Thank you!" Vicky replied just as energetically.

The waitress beamed, her eyes bouncing between the two of us before she walked away. Weird.

Vicky grabbed a fork and took a bite of the pastry. Why were there two forks? Did Vicky request it? She hummed happily as she chewed, clearly savoring the flavors. When she finished, she said, "I always love the pastries here. Especially the croissants."

"I can tell."

Her cheeks started to turn red in embarrassment. "That obvious?"

I nodded and gestured, "Just a little."

Vicky shook her head and looked at the books. "You weren't kidding about there being more."

"No I wasn't and there's a lot more."

She was about to grab one but was once again interrupted by the waitress. "And here are your teas!" She gently placed each of our teas next to us. "Do you need anything else?" She said as she looked at the two of us.

Vicky and I looked at each other and I saw she shook her head. Apparently she liked her tea black too. "No thank you," I said politely.

"Alright! Just let me know if you need anything!"

As she walked away, Vicky grabbed the curtain and closed it. "Finally! I was wondering when she was going to leave us alone. Can't people stay out of other people's business?"

Huh?

"Don't worry about it," Vicky said as if she heard me. By the way she was looking at me, she might just have. "But now, we have some privacy." She took her mug, blew on it a little before taking a sip. She released another joyful hum.

She was very animated, wasn't she? I really shouldn't be surprised considering who she was. "I only did a little research…" She watched me intently while hiding her mouth in the cup. "So we are still where we left off before the holidays."

A smile was on her face when she placed her tea on the table. Her eyes looked over at the books I placed on the table and I could feel a question coming. "So, how is having a cell phone?" There was a smirk on her face as she grabbed a book and started flipping through the pages.

I gave her the side eye as I took a sip of my tea. She knew exactly how I was doing with the blasted thing. Well not everything, but enough. I thought that Emma had been bad back before Winslow, but Vicky texted like a mad dog. It wasn't even anything of value either. Random photos of dogs, cats, or some funny sign, and some videos of the same things. At first I thought we were going to be chatting about our research, and we were, but that quickly devolved into other things.

"It's annoying." I huffed.

"Oh, it's not that bad."

I continued to stare at her which did nothing to her bright smile. Deciding it was about time, I picked up a book and started deciphering what I could, ignoring the snicker from the other side. We eventually had to get started on what we came here for after all.

It was about a few minutes of silence beyond the occasional flipping of pages and book shuffling when Vicky broke the silence. "So… why do you hate phones?"

I had a page half turned when she spoke and my arm went rigid as my mind raced for an answer. Anyone who I would normally talk to, which was… pretty much no one, already knew. It sort of became this unspoken reality around me and sometimes it felt like everyone forgot what happened, even if I knew that was not the case. Maybe telling Vicky the truth could help. She's been helping me research into Mom's past in the first place.

"-llo, Earth Bet to Tayl-"

"My mom died in a car crash while on the phone," I blurted out quickly.

Vicky stared at me, her mouth still opened from the interruption before she finally processed what I said. "I- wow. I'm sorry, Taylor."

My hands went for the tea, the heat grounding me as I started rambling. "Since then, my dad and I have sort of… sworn off cell phones. It's stupid, I know, but it always brings back memories of that night."

Vicky was silent for a bit. "Was… Was she on the phone with you?"

I sat in silence for a moment, mentally cursing how intuitive Vicky could be. "Yeah," The hot mug was probably burning my hands, but it was helping me from completely breaking down. "She was on her way from the university and…" My words faltered, unable to say more. I wasn't open about my transition, at least to anyone that Emma hadn't already told. It wasn't anything extravagant but it did seem like Mom was going to tell me something important before I heard the phone disconnect.

I felt a warm hand on my arm, causing me to look up. Vicky was giving me a reassuring smile. "It's ok, you don't need to say more."

But I wanted to for some reason. There was something about her that made me feel like I could trust her. Just not with everything. "There wasn't a body. The crash had completely engulfed the car in flames, leaving only charred metal behind. We had…"

"Shh," She soothed me, rubbing my wrist with gentle ministrations. It was calming and I wasn't sure why she was being so nice. Hell, I still don't know why I even opened up to her in the first place. A part in the back of my mind knew she was going to use this against me, how opening up even a little was going to bite me in the ass.

Vicky seemed so sincere in her questions and was genuinely nice to me. She was a hero after all; it couldn't all be a hoax. Glory Girl was well known, even if the rest of New Wave seemed to be focused on anything but the cape world. Well, besides her sister. Panacea was still very active in the hospitals as far as I was aware.

A few minutes passed by and I eventually calmed. I hadn't even realized that I was crying till I tried to look up and felt tears run down my face. "Thanks," I whispered.

"Don't mention it. I could tell that your Mom meant a lot to you."

I nodded, "She… we were close."

She didn't say anything at first, instead I felt her warm hand leave my arm and I saw her rummage through her backpack. She pulled out a few books and laid them down on the table before her bright and cheery smile grew and her eyes lit up. "We can continue. If you want! Don't want to pressure you or anything but I did bring more books to help. Though I'm not entirely sure how useful they will be…"

Just the way she said it, how she went from such a caring demeanor, then cheerful, and finally uncertainty, just seemed to hit a chord in me. I laughed. I laughed at her dorkiness and how real it made her seem. Not that I ever noticed, but I'd heard that people act differently around capes, but I didn't with her. Especially before I realized who she was and I became one myself.

Vicky had the biggest goofiest grin on her face before she started laughing too.

When our laughter finally died down, we started researching. It only took a near breakdown, but we quickly made progress. More than we did in the library in fact. It seemed that Vicky did more than just get a few books from the public library because she was clearly far more knowledgeable than last time.

The hours passed by like a blink of an eye. The croissant was gone, both of us picking at it as we read and took notes. Several pages were scattered across the table with scribbled notes in both our handwriting. We hadn't even noticed how long we were at it till Vicky got a message.

She stared at her phone for a while before she sighed and tucked her phone away. When she looked up, she must have noticed my stare. "It's nothing." That was a lie.

Vicky was bothered by it; her happy attitude had wilted. "You sure?"

She nodded and closed the book in her hands. "You know what I just realized," She said, changing topics. Even if I noticed, I indulged her, allowing her to continue."You rarely need to reference a book or our notes a second time."

"Huh?" I thought over what she said and realized that she was right. "I didn't even notice…"

Most of the notes and reference books were on her side of the table and I had a book from my mom's collection and practically read it without too much of a problem. That wasn't to say I fully understood it, but I knew the alphabet and how to string it together to form words now.

"Really?" She asked. There was something else that was in that question that I couldn't figure out. "Well, I figured you were smart, but damn girl!"

My cheeks lit up at her words. "I'm not that smart…" I muttered.

"Tay," Huh, I hadn't heard that nickname in a while. "This stuff isn't easy," She held the book with her forefinger and thumb. That book wasn't light. "Yet you pick it up as if you just needed to be reminded or something. Do you have an eidetic memory?"

"You're not dumb either, Vicky," I deflected.

"Flatterer, but I'm serious, Taylor."

It was odd, being complimented. When was the last time someone told me I was smart and meant it? Mom? Usually I was called dumb or an idiot. If the word 'smart' and 'Taylor' were used in a sentence, it was done sarcastically. My grades even reflected that. Not that it was my fault.

Another ring broke my concentration and this… moment, which I was grateful for. Vicky had already opened things I never expected anyone to see. Vicky looked at her phone again and picked it up. "Yeah, Ames?"

Ames? Oh, wait, her sister.

"Now? Hmmm," Vicky looked around for a moment before continuing, "Alright. Give me a few minutes." She closed her phone and let out a sigh. "Sorry, Tay, I have to go pick up my sister. I hadn't realized how late it was and she's getting off her shift."

I pulled out my own phone and realized the time. It wasn't late, but I did want to be home before Dad and prepare myself for tonight. "It's fine. We can continue another day."

Vicky started gathering everything she brought, including the notes. That's fair, I didn't actually need them as she pointed out. "Definitely, I'll text you when I have a moment, but Friday should work."

I briefly thought over my plans and quickly realized that I didn't have any… again. It sort of hinged on what happened tonight. Even then, it's not like there's a schedule for heroing. "Works for me. If you rescue any cats from trees, send me their pictures."

She picked up her backpack with an aborted laugh and pulled away the privacy curtain. "See ya, Tay!" She quickly walked out of the shop with everyone's eyes on her and flew out before the door had a chance to close. She really knew how to make an exit didn't she? Though it was the same for entrances too.

There were only a few patrons left in the tea shop and they were all stunned by Vicky. I noticed that the one girl with green eyes wasn't around anymore, not that I should have been surprised given how many hours we had been at things. The waitress's eyes landed on me and there was a knowing smile on her face. I wasn't sure what that was about so I ignored it.

I started gathering my stuff and thought of what I needed for tonight. Plenty of time to prepare.

And the cats couldn't feed themselves. Maybe I should introduce them to Vicky sometime, when I was ready to show her everything in Mom's stockpile.


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I quietly snuck out of my window and traversed down the roof. Waiting until Dad fell asleep was annoying but I didn't want to risk him learning about this, not yet. Considering how…protective he got when I triggered, not that he knew about that part, I couldn't fathom how bad it would get if he found out I was going out to fight crime.

The armor was surprisingly easy to pack, flexible in just the right ways that I could fit it into my backpack. The sword on the other hand, was a different story. There was no scabbard much to my chagrin and it was incredibly sharp. The myriad of healing cuts on my hands could attest to that.

Once I made it to the park, I found a safe and secluded spot and quickly changed. A feat I had mastered because of my own issues. The armor was easy to figure out how to put it on, which was surprising considering all the tales I heard about ancient armor needing help to do that. Then again, Mom probably designed it like that given I wouldn't have a squire or something like that to help.

They fit snuggly and I could move with ease. It honestly felt like I wasn't wearing anything heavier or more restrictive than a shirt and pants. I wasn't sure how protective it was, but it couldn't be as bad as wearing street clothes like I planned originally. When I slowly put the helm on, darkness enveloped me before I found the eye holes and it felt like the world opened back up. Wearing the helmet was strange; my entire head was encased and a little claustrophobia crept in yet I could see as if I wasn't wearing anything. I reached around the back to notice my hair was completely covered somehow. Guess that's one way to hide my obvious curly hair. Tinkertech, it had to be.

Doing a few stretches, I concluded that I was good to go. Now if only I had a place– oh there's a small pocket in the armor. Perfect for my phone. It occurred to me that I should have checked all of this earlier. Impatience was getting the better of me.

There was a brisk breeze, sending shivers down my spine at how vulnerable my back was. I quickly found the feather cloak and wrapped it around my body. Warmth enveloped my body and a sense of familiarity washed over me. A phantom sensation not unlike what I felt when Mom was hugging me. The cloak felt right and I wasn't sure why. It fit me perfectly and its midnight feathers shimmered in the night.

I hid the backpack with my spare clothes and quickly summoned my Valkyrie. She appeared in her radiant glory and I couldn't stop comparing her to the known mythos of Valkyries. There was something different, maybe more avian, but I could see the resemblance.

It bothered me how much my powers and my heritage had been taken and used by the Empire for their nefarious purpose. I doubt any of them had any roots to the Nordic countries like I did. I might not have known which one, but at least I knew that much thanks to Mom. So while I knew my power and armor would make people think I was one of them, I would be doing my damndest to prove them wrong. I would pry my heritage from the racist bastards whatever the cost.

With that thought, I ordered my Valkyrie to carry me and we started flying towards the busy areas.

I didn't have a plan, per se. Nothing beyond finding criminals and taking them down. There had to be plenty of crime in the city, it always seemed like there was. How many times did I see the news go on about a Merchant crime wave or the ABB abducting women in the streets? Sure, I would prefer to focus on the Empire for their bullshit and causing my trigger but for the first night, I was ok with just about anything.

We flew through the air for what felt like hours before I heard a commotion below. "Stop," I ordered.

She stopped on a dime. It was a good thing she had a good grip on me or else I would have plummeted to the ground. I looked around before I saw a van parked outside a convenient store. With a point of my finger and a telepathic order, I had my Valkyrie land on top of the adjacent building. She disappeared in a blip and I watched carefully from above.

A loud scratchy, "CAW," startled me. Looking around at the nearby buildings, I saw a massive raven perched on the chimney. Its eyes seemed to glimmer in the darkness. They weren't quite black, but there was something ethereal about them. Our eyes met and I felt a chill. It didn't move, didn't breath, and didn't make a sound.

It was just watching.

"CAW!" It said again before letting out a gurgling croak.

I was tempted to resummon my Valkyrie and fly over there, but the commotion from below grabbed my attention.

"Just get the goods! We gotta go before the cops come!"

A man covered in black clothes with a dark ski mask over his head stepped out of the store. He looked up and down the street, checking to see if anyone was around. Good thing no one looks above.

I quickly glanced over to the raven to find it missing. How the-

"Jared, shut the fuck up! Ya only gonna get us caught!" Another whispered voice said from within the building. A head popped out of what I presumed to be the window. He looked around as well before he whispered, "get the fucking van ready."

'Jared' grumbled and walked over to the van, hopping into the front seat. There was a rumble as the van came to life.

Now was the time to strike.

I summoned my Valkyrie on top of the roof before ordering it to fly me down behind the van. When she landed, I told her to fly back up into the sky but to remain hidden. Hopefully my training with her had been enough so that she understood my intent. By the looks of it, she did, my knowledge of her location on a nearby rooftop the only indication of her whereabouts.

Slowly, I walked up to the van and readied my sword. It still surprised me how light it was in my hands. I barely knew how to use it, even the few videos I found did little to help since they were all geared towards swords actually having a weight to them. Nonetheless, I was going to be careful.

With a quick swipe of the blade, a hissing sound from the back tire echoed in the alley. I quickly moved to the other side and repeated the action.

"What the-" I heard the robber cry out from within.

I hid behind the van as it slowly started sinking on its back tires, silently walking towards the front of the van as he got out. When the door closed, I dashed, quickly cutting the third tire.

The fool ran all the way around the back of the van, allowing me to get the last tire. With their getaway vehicle taken care of and Jared scrambling around the van, I ran across the street. It surprised me how silent the armor was, let alone how easy it was to move around in. I would have thought that they would have heard me from a mile away but considering I just played chicken with one of them, that wasn't the case.

And I really should focus.

I hid in the dark alley across the street before Jared could get to the front of the van. "What the fuck?!"

"Jared, shut the fuck up!" The guy who previously scolded Jared, came marching out of the store. He smacked him in the back of the head with his gun.

Oh shit, he had a gun.

"Don'tcha know anything about bein quiet?!"

"But, Don…" He pointed to the tires.

'Don' followed his finger and I could practically see the wheels turning in his head. "Fuck! Someone's here. Look around!" He ordered before he walked to the smashed window front of the store. "Kevin, get out here."

Another man came out as Jared started looking around. They all wore matching outfits and I wondered if there was any diversity in attire for crooks. They would eventually find me, there was no way they couldn't see me on the other side of the street.

No point procrastinating.

My eyes looked to where my Valkyrie was hiding and sent a silent command to hover above the street. Then I stepped forward.

"A little late to be shopping, don'tcha think?" I said with a slight drawl.

"Who the-" The leader started to say before cutting himself off. "Fuck, a cape!"

Even though I expected it, it still scared the living hell out of me when the gun was pointed at me. As if in slow motion, he squeezed the trigger and a flash ignited in the barrel. At that moment, my Valkyrie swooped in.

The gun shot was jarring, and I kept expecting the impact at any moment. Instead, there was a small tink down the street and in front of me was my Valkyrie, her shield held high, blocking the gun shot.

The crooks were stunned but it wouldn't last long. I had to act now.

Go low and sweep the man's feet with your spear. Don't use the blade. Knock him out, gently. Go for the other one afterwards.

As my Valkyrie went to the left, I went to the right. My cape rippled behind me as I closed the distance to the third man, Kevin I believe. He had barely a moment to react as I came up and decked him in his beanie covered nose.

"Fwruk!"

I didn't let the hilarious attempt at a curse stop me and followed up with a feint, swiping my sword at him while making sure it wouldn't actually connect. Kevin stumbled back, his hand flying to his presumably bloodied nose.

A quick glance to the side showed my Valkyrie had knocked Jared out, his body limp on the ground, and was readying to throw her shield at the leader who tried to aim his gun at her but the shield was faster than he expected. An aborted curse escaped his lips as he cradled his bloodied and gnarled hand. The gun clattered to the ground a dozen feet away and I directed the Valkyrie to retrieve it without touching the trigger. My attention was brought back to my current opponent when I heard the sound of something metallic clicking open. I expected another gun and was ready to call my Valkyrie over when I saw he was only holding a switchblade.

I stared at him for a brief moment before I lifted my sword and said, "Mine's bigger."

Did I really just say that?

His eyes bulged and he froze, the knife clattering on the ground when he saw the blade in my hand. He frantically looked around and started running before my Valkyrie dropped down with her arms crossed. His head slowly craned upwards and I heard a whimper before I had her bonk him over the head with the spear, taking him out of the fight..

With all three knocked out, I looked at my Valkyrie. "Good job!" I held my hand up for a high five. Since my construct stared at me with her blank eyes and had no idea what to do, I sent an order.

My hand stung like a motherfucker when she slapped it. Note to self, high fiving a power made construct that needed more precise orders was not the best idea.

I was still rubbing my covered hand when I heard a groan. Kneeling down, I looked at the leader, who's eyes barely opened and when they looked up, I saw the same fear as before. My Valkyrie was standing behind me and just to be cheeky I waved at him and had my Valkyrie mirror it. "Fuuuuuc-" and his eyes rolled up and he was out like a light.

Giving myself a metaphorical pat on the back, I pulled out my phone and made the call.

"Hi, this is nine-one-one, how may we assist you today?" A kind woman said on the other side.

"Hi, I need the police on-" I looked around and rattled off the address. "There was a robbery."

There was a pause for a moment before she spoke. "Are you a cape, ma'am?"

Enjoying the happiness at being ma'amed, I replied, "yes, I am."

"Cape name please?"

"Uhhh-" Funny how I practiced this at home and still hesitated. "Gondul. I'm new." I could imagine the operator just wondering what kind of name that was. It wasn't an obvious reference and I doubt anyone would be able to figure it out. Vicky might, but that's why I left that specific book at home today. If she ever saw those pages, she would know who I was instantly. I would tell her eventually, but I wanted to make a name for myself as a hero first, if for no other reason than to prevent a knee jerk reaction of Empire association.

I heard the typing of a keyboard on the other side before she said, "The PRT will be there in a few minutes."

The PRT? For some convenience store robbers? Ok. "Uhh, ok. Thank you."

The line went dead quickly after and I stood watching the three crooks, making sure they wouldn't escape. A few minutes later, I saw a large black van coming down the road that I almost thought was one of Squealer's monstrosities until it slowed down and turned sharply so the side was facing me. The large white letters of 'P.R.T.' written on the side. The back doors flung open and I saw a few troops hop out of the back.

Then two figures appeared from a rooftop and took in the scene: Dauntless and Shadow Stalker. Shadow Stalker seemingly blended into the landscape while Dauntless stood out with his golden armor and glowing armaments. There was a brief moment before the two descended from the roof, Shadow Stalker turning to barely visible wisps and Dauntless floated down, his boots crackling with life.

When they touched the ground, the dim light of the distant lamppost allowed me to see them fully. Shadowstalker was wearing black body armor with gauntlets, knee pads, and combat boots to match. Her black cloak was worn in a similar fashion as my own besides the hood but seemed heavier than I imagined. She had a small crossbow in each hand, cocked and ready to fire at a moment's notice. Her mask was a featureless face and I couldn't stop comparing it to my own. If it wasn't for my horns, the two would be pretty damn close to copying.

Dauntless on the other hand, had the air of heroism about him. The way he carried himself helped with that image; his back was straight, his head held high, and a seemingly calm demeanor that could placate a terrified civilian. His gold armor glittered in the yellow light of his powered armaments.

"Villain or Hero?" The deep voice asked behind the helmet and I was thrown off by not only the question, but how cold it sounded. Did they not see me as a Hero? I did take down the robbers, but I had half expected it given the theme of my powers.

I guess it was time to prove it to them that I was one of them and not a member of the Empire.


Author's Note: I always loved the idea of Taylor and Vicky at a Tea shop and I had to run with it. Besides the library scene, this one is one of the ones that inspired their interactions and friendship. Also, Taylor got to go out on her first night and meet two prominent heroes. Next chapter will be an interlude!
 
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