What do you mean you lost Isabella!" Vulcan managed to keep her voice down to what could be considered reasonable volume. If it wasn't for one, no two issues that would be within earshot of her shouting, Vulcan would have done so.
"I don't know how it happened, okay? I was guiding her down the hall, and a looked away for a moment, then poof, she's gone, like she never existed in the first place!" Vulcan rested her head in her hands, desperate to alleviate what she knew was going to become a raging headache.
"Then backtrack!" she hissed, taking a quick peek over her shoulder. This was one of those moments that Vulcan wanted to hug whatever destroyer it was that showed Luzon that video of how her mother figure was bridal carried back to the Vestal by South Dakota. Instead of disciplining them so hard, they might never see the light of day again.
Because that's something one should show someone with a literal mountain's worth of trauma, the broken body of the closest thing they had to a family being carried around like a sack.
There was some silver lining in the whole ordeal, as Luzon, either through ignorance or simply just the desire to not think about it, had fixated on something completely different. Upside being that Luzon could handle being in South Dakota's presence. Not long, but long enough they could have Luzon and Isabella doing separate things. For a while, before Luzon's trauma got the best of her and she started to seek out Isabella again.
The downside being Luzon had asked Isabella more than a few questions that caused the cruiser to blush like a tomato. Probably not that big of a downside, given everything else, to be honest. For the moment, Vulcan was a bit more concerned about who exactly thought showing her the video was a bright idea. And how, exactly, did the destroyer in question even get the footage?
"I did!" Vulcan bit her lip to prevent the release of a long line of expletives that her captain would have approved of, but Isabella wouldn't want around Luzon in the first place. Isabella could keep decent pace with the other shipgirls if she let her mouth go, but around Luzon her language was clean. "She must have taken a wrong turn somewhere."
That was exactly what Vulcan didn't want to hear. Leaving Isabella by herself, in a place, she still didn't know how to navigate? Even without the incident a few days back before they were fully underway, Isabella getting lost was one of the last things Vulcan wanted. It didn't take a genius to figure out that Isabella may just connect that feeling of being lost with what she felt when she was tearing her way through the Abyssal base like a rabid animal.
Even if a repeat of that scenario was unlikely, Isabella didn't seem to consciously remember the event. Vulcan wasn't entirely sure just how bad memory loss was in cases like this, but sometimes, people forgot the terrible things they went through for good reason. There was little doubt in her mind that this was one of those scenarios.
A chill went down Vulcan's spine, almost momentarily, as she remembered what South Dakota had told her. About what Isabella had said. How she just repeated 'don't' over and over again. With that and the Abyssal metal plates, it hadn't taken long for Vulcan's thoughts to begin to stew.
They were not pleasant thoughts. Vulcan had heard and even seen numerous conspiracies, or at least, theories, about how shipgirls and Abyssal's were somehow connected. She never put any stock in them, of course. None of them made any sense, so she simply brushed them off. But after this? Vulcan prayed that her thoughts were due to nothing more than overthinking the problem at hand.
If they weren't. Vulcan shuttered. Then they were extremely fortunate that they'd managed to get Isabella away when they did. Or it could have just been the Abyssal in question simply being sadistic, but there was more than a chance that it had a greater goal in mind.
And that chance brought more concerns up to the surface. Greatest of which being Isabella's mental wellbeing. If the wrong admiral got their hands on her, then Isabella would be seriously at risk. Vulcan was almost happy that for the time being, the two would be at Sasebo, rather than return to the states. Richardson was reliable and ran a tight ship, so Vulcan trusted him. While Isabella would possibly spend some time at Yokosuka working for close shore convoy escort, the Japanese shipgirls had nothing but praise for Gato. Though that was an if scenario for the foreseeable future.
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How was a single traumatized cruiser so sneaky? Iowa's arms pumped as she tore down the hall, looking for any sign of the smaller vessel. Sure, Isabella was quiet and easy to overlook, but not like this! She didn't just up and vanish, like a leaf in the wind.
Did she make a wrong turn somewhere? Isabella would have had to, as she'd been standing right next to Iowa for most of their journey. Even then, how far could Isabella have gotten before realizing it? A dozen feet or so?
As it turned out, likely not. Iowa wasn't sure what made Isabella lose focus like that. Something had to have distracted her, as Isabella had outright asked for help navigating around. Isabella had shown at least some awareness of her trauma, so running off intentionally would be abnormal, or at the very least, counterproductive. Something Iowa had no doubts Isabella was aware of.
Seriously, for someone who'd only been alive a few weeks, maybe a month, tops, Isabella had no right to be as introspective as she was. Had no problems asking for help, put up no resistance to requests to seek therapy, hell, even having already begun considering the idea for herself, and Luzon, to boot. It was like Isabella was aware that the pair were traumatized wrecks.
If Isabella had made it to Hawaii, she would have had Arizona to confide in. A mixed bag, given how if the rumblings were true, then Arizona was finally going to get resigned to a new base. Of course, that was a rumor that Iowa had heard more than once over the years. While she agreed it needed to happen, after all, being that close to your corpse would be traumatizing enough. Let alone being by it whenever you stepped outside or headed out on a mission.
However, the older dreadnought had been incredibly stubborn about staying put, so Iowa had no idea what would come of it. Of course, in that scenario, Luzon would still be trapped in the Philippines with those monsters with nobody none the wiser. And Luzon was an absolute Sweety Petey that didn't deserve any of the terrible things that had happened to her.
Including the possible freak out if Iowa didn't find Isabella soon. Seriously! Where was she! Iowa had already covered more than half the level. She was seriously potentially considering that Isabella had managed to go up or down the stairs at some point, putting her on a completely different deck.
If that was the case, then Isabella could be just about anywhere on the ship. Iowa was going to have to call in support for this, wasn't she? Honestly, something Iowa was reluctant to do. Isabella wasn't a danger, or at least, much of one. But if she got scared and lashed out? If the person who brought on such a reaction was human?
Things could be, bad. Really bad.
She was just about ready to request additional assistance in the matter over her radio. There were at least a few cruisers and destroyers that could be willing to lend a hand, including William D. Porter. Instead, a message came through to her, informing her that Isabella had been spotted close by, with the Vestal's crew keeping watch.
Iowa almost demanded why they hadn't tried guiding Isabella back, but bit her tongue. Spooking a traumatized person with the strength of a light cruiser was a troubling prospect. Taking shipgirls by surprise was that in general, and there were more than a few incidents people had gotten seriously injured, especially around new summons who'd yet to control their strength. So there was a reason, likely a good one, that they were keeping their distance. As cold as it may have been.
And it probably was a good thing. Isabella had curled up into a ball, back against the wall, with her knees grasped to her chest. Her body visibly quaked, almost as if she were rocking back in forth. As Iowa approached, Isabella's voice began to reach her ears, far deeper than her normal tone, almost as if the girl was possessed.
"Can't find a way out. Can't find a way out. Can't find an escape. Need to get out. Need to get free," over and over, as if those words were some kind of anchor. It didn't take a genius to figure out what Isabella was referring to, either. As angry as Iowa was that nobody had made a move to comfort Isabella, it wasn't a secret at this point what had happened before they rescued her. Tearing apart Abyssals with one's bare hands tended to give one a reputation. A reputation that went both ways.
Shipgirls did tend to get a bit of leeway, for several reasons. But seriously injuring or even killing a service member? That was something the brass wouldn't overlook. And there was little doubt in Iowa's mind that if Isabella did go that far, that the light cruiser wouldn't forgive herself.
Regardless, Iowa approached the girl cautiously. Isabella's punches might as well be love taps against her armor belt, even if she swung at full power. Her guns could prove to be an issue, however, mercifully, Isabella's rigging hadn't been activated. But startling or shocking her would be bad either way.
Slowly, Iowa knelt in front of Isabella, the girl seemingly unaware of her presence, her forehead resting on the top of her knees.
"Bella, it's me, Iowa. Are you okay?" she reached out gently, keeping a steady pace. It wasn't until her fingers brushed lightly against Isabella's shoulders that Iowa a response. Isabella's head jerked upright, her eye's nearly as big as saucers, completely dominated by fear and panic. Her gasp was sharp and brief, echoing down the corridor, a sound that could be described as haunting.
Isabella's legs flailed, kicking backward, as if pushing herself into the wall, almost in a struggle to hide from something that only Isabella could see.
Slowly, Isabella's erratic breathing steadied, the sheen of fear clouding her eyes receding, as her frame shuttered, finally becoming aware of the world around her. Instead of whatever visions she had been locked inside.
"Iowa?" Isabella's voice was faint, almost hoarse as if she'd been screaming. Iowa had to stop a frown from appearing on her face. Isabella very well could have been releasing shrieks of terror and panic this entire time. Her voice didn't get in such a state just simply due to her panicked breathing. Meaning Iowa, somehow, hadn't heard Isabella at all. With the metal hallways, that should have been impossible.
The sound reverberated all too easily for that to be an issue. Having a hard time tracking such noise back to its source? Iowa could believe that. She couldn't believe noise would simply vanish into thin air. That she wouldn't have been able to hear Isabella's cries for help.
"It's okay, you're safe now," Iowa comforted, the small cruiser, helping her onto her feet, as Isabella's legs shook. She made a little gesture with her head, signaling the rest of the crew to stop observing the two. As rational as a decision as it was, Iowa didn't want Isabella to come away with the wrong impression right now.
"It's not okay," Isabella seemed to mutter to herself, gazing down at her feet. Iowa winced. To say Isabella was okay would be a lie, with this only cementing it even further. The worst part was, Iowa couldn't exactly deny it, either. Even for Isabella's sake. Iowa was certain that a willingness to lie to Isabella would probably make things even worse.
"But it will be," Isabella paused at Iowa's statement as if processing the statement. She wasn't okay now. Probably wouldn't be what passed as okay for some time, in truth.
But that wasn't to say Isabella would be okay at some point in the future. Being well would be even further off than the future. But Iowa knew Isabella could get there, in time.
However, that would take time, and Iowa had no reservations about how long it would take. In place of time, she had an alternate solution.
Cuddle therapy. Ideally with Luzon included.
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"Is that? Mario Kart?" Vulcan stared in almost disbelief, watching as Isabella deftly navigated her character through the scores of others on screen, deftly maneuvering out of the way of a shell sent her way, likely by one of the destroyers that were also playing with her.
Isabella hadn't noticed her statement or arrival, eyes locked on the screen in intense concentration, but Vulcan couldn't miss the grin on her face. It was no toothy grin by any stretch of the imagination, but her face was filled with far more happiness than Vulcan had seen so far. Luzon was perched in Isabella's lap, the young girl enjoying the carnage Isabella was engaging in.
Luzon's eyes were slightly red, however, and Vulcan was already putting the pieces together of what exactly had happened. She had lost, quite possibly, badly, maybe even repeatedly, and Isabella decided to step up and get some revenge. Normally, Vulcan would condone Isabella for such actions. Destroyers were far more mature than anyone of their age looked, but they still could prove to be just like human children. Hyperactive, rambunctious, and oftentimes, all too competitive. Turnabout was for than fair play, if that was the case.
"How did this happen, exactly?" Vulcan rubbed her temple, filing away another piece of information into the 'Isabella makes no sense' folder that had begun building up in her brain. Because this was starting to reach the point where she would accept outright magic as an answer. There was scarcely anything else left. Besides the whole, Isabella is a natural-born with amnesia, hypotheses which they wouldn't even get insight into whether or not it was true until they reached landfall. And there was a sinking feeling that the hypothesis would find itself with more holes blown in its side by the time that conversation was over and done.
A basic understanding of not only modern concepts but that the war was over in its entirety. Combined with knowledge of what was a recipe that wasn't fairly complex, but completely off the top of her head, and now, a sudden knowledge of how to play video games? Sure, a game like Mario Kart was far from complex but this didn't just happen randomly. Isabella knew about things, that as a newly summoned shipgirl, she clearly shouldn't know. There had to be something Vulcan was overlooking. Some critical detail she was missing.
Well, there was, that. But Vulcan silently brushed off the idea. It was several different types of crazy, almost bordering on insane. There was absolutely no way that was the case. It would go against everything that they'd known about shipgirl summoning.
But there was a treacherous little whisper at the back of her mind. One she couldn't simply just shake away. How would they know about whatever summoning had brought forth Isabella, if none had managed to survive?
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"Is that?" A cry reverberated off the walls, bouncing across the labyrinth of steel corridors that connected the vessel's interior. I bolted in an instant, running towards the source of the noise, ignoring Iowa's shouting behind me as a broke forward at breakneck speed.
Luzon. The source was Luzon. I had no idea how I knew. I just did.
And thus? I simply moved. Homing in the noise as it were a beacon. I weaved through the crampt and crowded hallways, taking great care to not step on the shoes of the numerous servicemen and women that were in my path. Or, at least, I thought I did. There were more important things on my mind than a few bruised toes.
It had scarcely been a miniature since I'd left the fast battleship in the dust before I arrived at the scene. Luzon was on the ground, crying, with South Dakota trying to comfort Luzon, largely ineffectively. The dark-skinned battleship wore an expression of panic, trying to figure out what to do.
Immediately, I scooped Luzon up into my arms, letting her head rest against my shoulder.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It's my fault," I could hardly make out Luzon's words as they broke through her sobs, each a knife right into my heart.
"It's okay. Nothing is your fault," I rocked Luzon gently back and forth, as tears began to seep into my shirt. She continued to cry, but Luzon stopped talking, frame trembling in my arms.
Quickly, I began to look around for the source of Luzon's distress. It wasn't South Dakota, or, at least, it didn't look like it had been South Dakota. The only other person nearby was.
My eyes narrowed into slits. I wasn't quite glaring, or at least, I hadn't started glaring. Yet. The servicewomen's feet shifted awkwardly as if she'd been standing around for the while affair. There was an embarrassed, if not outright guilty look on her face. Accident, maybe?
Did it matter though? She made Luzon cry! Still, getting visibly mad at the woman, or even expressing it verbally, could upset Luzon even more! I paused for a moment, taking in her features. Her hair was straighter than Luzon's but very similar in color, if not identical. The same could be said for their skin, being similar in pigmentation. It wasn't a sign of anything.
But what if Luzon thought it was a sign of something? The crease on my face grew. If Luzon thought that she might have been of Philippine descent, then. Then.
She might have not had to do anything to make Luzon cry. Muscles loosened all across my face, releasing the scowl I hadn't realized was there. It's possibly not even her fault. That she hadn't gone out of her way to make Luzon cry.
Regardless, she still made Luzon cry. It took everything in my power to stop my face from twisting back up again.
"Wow, you're nimble when you want to be," I shot Iowa a glare as Luzon let out a hiccup, body quaking in my arms. Luzon had only just stopped crying, though she was still sniffling, Iowa's arrival, one that lacked any subtlety, must have startled her.
"Right, sorry," Iowa's voice was softer now, losing a bit of its energy. Thankfully, Luzon didn't have as adverse of a reaction as she had before, sniffling into my shoulder. It was probably time for her to get some rest, anyway.
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"We're going to have to figure if there are any legal hangups with adopting shipgirls," Vulcan watched as Richardson paused mid-drink, almost allowing his coffee to spill into his lap. Before the man almost spits back up into his cup.
"Pardon me?" Richardson frowned, whipping some of the hot drink from his chin. "But what, exactly do you mean by, adopting shipgirls."
"It's because I'm pretty sure that's more or less what Isabella has done with Luzon, so we might as well try to make it official here," Vulcan watched as Richardson's face carefully. "Most of the others pass it off as Isabella momboating Luzon, but by this point, I think Isabella is just momming."
"I expected as much," Richardson ran his hands through his hair, placing his cap down on the desk beside him. "I've looked into it a little, honestly, and it's a massive grey area if there ever was one. Natural borns have been adopted in the past, but legally, that is considerably different than just adopting a shipgirl."
Vulcan scowled. She was afraid of that. She was even more afraid of what happened if someone was stupid enough to try and force the issue.
"I'll do what I can at the moment, but honestly, there isn't going to be a whole lot I can do. Officially, at any rate," Vulcan nodded, understanding what Admiral Richardson was saying.
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I let out a groan of pain. It felt as if someone had punched me in my now nonexistent testicles.
Repeatedly.
"Are you okay?" Luzon's eyes were shining with a thin layer of tears as I tried to push myself off the bed. The obvious answer was no, no I was not fine. The pain in my lower stomach made that very clear. However, I also had no clue what was wrong. Or what was causing it.
"Just a little pain, is all," I lied, hoping to calm Luzon down. After all, that was simply a compounding reason behind my concern. Luzon had missed the blood, thank goodness. I doubt she would take it well. My first instinct was to pop in with Vulcan and see what was going on, though the repair baths were a tempting option.
I mean, there weren't a whole lot of explanations. Injuring myself was unlikely, as Luzon probably would have noticed that. One of my wounds opening up was possible, but from what I understood, an unlikely prospect. Well, there was that.
I shook my head, wincing as I managed to get myself onto my feet. A part of my brain whispered how that was a possibility, every rational part of my brain screamed not to think about it. It wasn't like I wanted to consider that possibility anyway. Entertaining the idea would cause my brain to explode.
Honestly, though, popping by Vulcan was probably the best option. I mean, how bad can it be?
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"IT'S MY FIRST WHAT!"
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Luzon's fingers were wrapped in my hand, as numerous destroyers were herded around by a smaller but still considerable number of cruisers throughout the exiting docks.
Sasebo. We had arrived at Sasebo. I couldn't believe it. It was almost as if this was all some type of pleasant dream, all about to come crashing down. But it wasn't.
Luzon was safe. I was safe.
It just didn't seem real. None of it felt real. As if I was about to wake up in my bed, or wake up on that island all over again.
But even knowing that the world simply wasn't going to fall out from beneath me, despite the fact we were both safe, there was an underlying tension. I wasn't sure what, or even why, caused me to have that feeling. But it was there all the same, and it made me nervous.
And I shouldn't be nervous. Today was going to be a good day. Sure, I was likely going to have to talk about what had happened over the past near month, something I wasn't looking forward to, nor did I feel ready for. But it was going to have to be done one way or another.
Luzon's grip tightened, fingernails digging into my palms. I was going to have to clip them sometime soon. Probably mine as well, now that I thought about it. The ramp came down, as sunlight poured into the room.
That, was, well, a lot of shipgirls, standing at the peer. Several human sailors too, alongside a man with numerous medals pinned to his chest. He looked the oldest, at what would probably be middle age, with his hair having a tinge of grey. He looked like he was in pretty great shape, too. If I had to guess, he was probably the Admiral stationed here.
We filed off the ship slowly. Vestal had a stop at Yokuska as well as Sesabo, so many of the Japanese shipgirls weren't joining us. Though I highly doubt Kongo was going to stay out of touch. She had her methods.
The Admiral addressed everyone as we disembarked. I paid attention, up until a point. I hadn't noted her at first, my attention taken by the numerous sights and sounds. But once I had? Any chance of me paying attention had gone out the window.
She was a cruiser, but fairly short. Probably an inch or two taller than I was. Her silver hair was shorter than mine, lacking the curls, with a blue sunfish clipped in her hair. Her outfit was similar to what I remembered mine to be, but with her skirt up closer to her stomach, rather than her waist, giving her outfit a white dominating appearance that made the blue above stand out even more. Her eyes matched mine, an almost identical reflection.
Then her gaze turned to me, and her eyes began to shine. If I had paid any attention to the Admiral, I would have realized he had stopped talking some time ago, cocking his head from this near reflection to myself.
In the next instant, in less than it took for one to blink, I felt her arms wrap around me, almost threatening to break my spine.
"Isabella! Thank goodness you're okay!" her voice wavered, gripping me tightly, "You aren't allowed to worry your older sister like that ever again!"
There was a break, I think. There was something at the back of my mind that simply, shattered. I couldn't stop it. Couldn't help it.
The dam behind my eyes shuttered as my body quaked. I felt Luzon grasp my leg, clinging to it like a lifeline.
The dam broke.
And I cried, clinging to the girl before me that claimed to be my sister. A sister I never had.
Quite possibly, the only biological family I had left.
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This seems like a good note to end this fic on. Don't worry, I certainly have plans on what I want to do when it comes to the future of this universe that I built. It's just that I want to have more details and structure for those events. Because as much as I love what Ocean Plains became, I also won't lie about how I was flying by the seat of my pants for the majority of it, and I intend to take those lessons to heart.