Okay permanent sanity and heath loss is ow, but at least it worked?
I'm not sure we can "recover" it per-say, but I wonder if we can use magic to permanently
increase our stats. I imagine it wouldn't be easy, especially if we don't want to do anything evil like sacrifice people for it, but it seems it should be possible.
Like, we cannot undo our wounds, but we can build forward and keep improving. Maybe eventually increase our max sanity not by returning to our old sanity, but by establishing a new normal.
This also ties into my desire to stop being so reliant on other gods magic, and start developing our
own. With time and effort we can use painting to make magic. Why don't we use it more?
We don't need to beg for gifts, we can make our own!
[X] Finish that painting of Elle. Until the Yellow silhouette fully form into her visage.
-[X] Sacrifice the memory of the Painting of Many arms, to pull her across the worlds.
-[X] You can't give up like this, not when you were so close. Now while the connections between the worlds are frayed.
Ahahah no no no no. This sounds like 100% the worst thing to do.
Like, she is gone. She is happy where she is, and we can't get her back. Burning more of our self just to see her once more is self-destructive.
Anyway my vote:
[X] Return home
-[X] Talk to your friends. To Emily, Jackson and the Reverend.
-[X] Tell them about Elle being so lost. You tried so hard to reach her. And then you decided to act so not another soul can be claimed by that wretched creature calling itself a King.
-[X] You have stopped him this time, but this feels like a loss all the same. Digging away at your soul.
-[X] Start work on a new painting. A painting of self-improvement. Not merely a fragile mask of paint, but something which promotes your improvement and development in reality. You cannot undo the things that have happened, but you can build anew.
Basically we need to be stronger. In multiple ways.
So it's time for a training arc! No reason not to cheat with magic however.
Edit:
[X] Return home
-[X] Talk to your friends. To Emily, Jackson and the Reverend.
-[X] Tell them about Elle being so lost. You tried so hard to reach her. And then you decided to act so not another soul can be claimed by that wretched creature calling itself a King.
-[X] You have stopped him this time, but this feels like a loss all the same. Digging away at your soul.
-[X] Make an invocation to Isis. To talk to the mother. Ask her about King in Yellow and how you might protect the world from his influence.
-[X] You have done as you have pledged, and your soul grows weary from wounds. Ask for a boon so you maybe put yourself further in her service in the war against the dark.
You know what, I will also vote for this just to
avoid trying to pull Elle back.