Chapter 51: Distracted
"Congratulations on your victory, Young Awase, Shishida."
All Mights speaks to the returning victors before giving the same discussion he has always done.
"Which of the competitors did you think was the MVP?"
I answer without hesitation. "Shishida."
All Might seems a bit disheveled but recovers quickly. "Yes, that's correct."
I'm sure if Kendo was here she would say Awase was the MVP.
I continue. "Awase helped Shishida get his head together, but ultimately Shishida's demerits were less than Awase's."
Awase looks annoyed while Shishida's adrenaline hasn't worn off, making him look vacant.
All Might tells Tsuburuba and Kodai to improve the strength of their quirk's. Which is obvious, but the Battle Trial is meant to be a wake-up call, so I can't criticize him that much.
"Hey, Monoma. Why did you help Tsuburuba?"
I turn to Setsuna. She's returning my look with a difficult to read smile, her favorite expression. It makes me uneasy.
"Like I said, I want to help our classmates?"
Setsuna looks up at me, her eyes begging me to explain.
No, that's not right. It's more like she's trying to tear answers out of me just by looking.
She "hmms" softly before turning her gaze back to All Might.
Finally, some mercy.
Ugh. If I weren't in public, I would be burying my face in my hands. I'm not even Tsuburuba at this point, I'm Kuroiro.
All Might has pulled out the names. "Honenuki and Kaibara as heroes with Kuroiro and Komori as villains."
I speak to Honenuki before he leaves. "Don't destroy the bomb. Be careful with your quirk's strength."
He looks down on me. "I don't need your help."
I back off. Can't help those who don't want it.
Honenuki returns hunched over, having failed exactly as he had twice before.
I glance at him from the side. He averts my gaze, a look of anger on his face.
I don't need to say anything to him. He already got the message. Besides, Kaibara probably said everything I needed to and more.
His failure can be just as useful to me as a success.
Setsuna stands to my side. She speaks after Honenuki passes by. "Hmm. Seems the recommended student isn't so perfect after all." She turns to look up at me, arms on her hips.
"Really?" I laugh at her forgetfulness. "Does that apply to you too? Aren't you the other recommended student?"
Setsuna gets a manic grin.
I don't like that look on her face.
Setsuna adjusts her body so that she's standing directly in front of me. She crosses her arms. "What are you implying, Monoma? Are you saying I'm not perfect?"
A voice in the back of my head starts screaming. She was baiting me. She wanted me to call her out. There is no good answer here.
"Shiozaki and Rin as heroes with Kamakiri and Fukidashi as villains."
Shit, I forgot to give criticism. I hope All Might did well enough.
I'm just glad he interrupted.
Kamakiri comes up to speak to me. "Do you have any advice?"
He isn't asking me because he respects me. He's asking me because he wants to win. It's a start, but not enough.
"Are you capable of blunting your blades?"
Kamakiri winces. "No."
"Then you will have to use your hands once you get up close."
He raises his voice. "I already know that! Your advice isn't useful!"
I raise my hand to assuage him. "Good. That means that you know what you're doing."
He walks away angry but smiling.
Rin doesn't hesitate. "And me?"
"I'm sure you're already aware of your limits. This battle will be between you and Kamakiri."
I turn to Fukidashi, whose face never gets easier to look at. I could suggest plenty of attacks to him, because he used so many on me.
"Use this for practice. This is designed to be a low stress scenario with enough pressure to prepare you for a real fight. Try things you've never done."
"Ok."
And now Shiozaki. Her face is down, already aware of what I'm going to say.
"Shiozaki, I understand you don't like attacking people, but understand this is not just you, this is also Rin."
Her face turns to misery. "I know! I just-"
"You think the violence will change you?"
She pauses, surprised. She nods.
"It won't. You're still a good person deep down."
All Might fetches a new bomb and the Battle Trial starts.
"Wow. Surprised you were able to help Shiozaki so well."
I stand as straight as I can. Setsuna is making my anxiety spike.
"Oh, really?" I say in a calm voice. Which is even more impressive than anything else I've done today.
"Yes, you really seemed to see her for who she is, not just the surface level."
"Uh, huh?"
I don't know what Setsuna is thinking, which is scary.
She knows I don't know what she's thinking, which is horrifying.
She closes her eyes and grins. "Oh, that's all. I didn't have anything else to say."
Setsuna isn't just attractive, she's the kind of beautiful that's intimidating.
I desperately turn my attention to the viewing screen.
The Battle Trial goes better than previously. Kamakiri and Rin are just as good, but Fukidashi is more creative and Shiozaki is more aggressive.
Shiozaki and Rin lost the same as previously, unable to surpass their exhaustion from climbing the stairs.
No matter. Yet another problem that can be solved with training.
After All Might announces the final teams, Pony doesn't hesitate.
"Got edvides fuh mee, Monmuh?
I smile. "Make sure to keep track of your partner. You'll need to stick together."
Bondo takes a massive step in front of me. He holds his hands in front of face in anticipation. It looks uncanny on his large body. He reminds me of Twice.
I shake my head. No, this is not Twice. This is Bondo, my friend. My actual friend.
I stand up as straight as I can to look directly at Bondo. "As long as you follow Yanagi, you will do no wrong. You are a big, strong man and you will win with teamwork."
Proud, Bondo leaves with Yanagi. Shoda passes by me without speaking.
I glance at Setsuna. She seems to just be watching the viewing screen.
I take a deep breath.
See? I'm not in love with Setsuna, I just think she's the most attractive woman I've ever met, I care more about her opinion than anyone else's, I constantly get terrified of how I act around her, I dream about having her confidence, I get excited whenever she listens to me, I am perpetually distracted when I'm near her, I feel like her eyes burn a hole right through me, I can hear my heart beat like a drum in her presence and I desperately try to come up with reasons why I'm not in love with her.
…
Oh, for fuck's sake.
The result remains the same. Bondo and Yanagi win as they always have. Shoda and Pony stuck together this time, but it wasn't enough to protect them from the combined might of Cemedine and Poltergeist.
All Battle Trials ended in the same result as originally. The only change at all, was that Bondo became the MVP in All Might's eyes instead of Shoda.
The teamwork between Shoda and Pony is more important than Shoda's personal skill. Even so, it's unfair to Shoda to see his work as lesser because of it.
Judging only by what can be measured is foolish anyway. Things that can't be measured: respect, confidence, trust. These things are what will lead Class B to victory, what will lead me to victory.
All Mights speaks to the returning victors before giving the same discussion he has always done.
"Which of the competitors did you think was the MVP?"
I answer without hesitation. "Shishida."
All Might seems a bit disheveled but recovers quickly. "Yes, that's correct."
I'm sure if Kendo was here she would say Awase was the MVP.
I continue. "Awase helped Shishida get his head together, but ultimately Shishida's demerits were less than Awase's."
Awase looks annoyed while Shishida's adrenaline hasn't worn off, making him look vacant.
All Might tells Tsuburuba and Kodai to improve the strength of their quirk's. Which is obvious, but the Battle Trial is meant to be a wake-up call, so I can't criticize him that much.
"Hey, Monoma. Why did you help Tsuburuba?"
I turn to Setsuna. She's returning my look with a difficult to read smile, her favorite expression. It makes me uneasy.
"Like I said, I want to help our classmates?"
Setsuna looks up at me, her eyes begging me to explain.
No, that's not right. It's more like she's trying to tear answers out of me just by looking.
She "hmms" softly before turning her gaze back to All Might.
Finally, some mercy.
Ugh. If I weren't in public, I would be burying my face in my hands. I'm not even Tsuburuba at this point, I'm Kuroiro.
All Might has pulled out the names. "Honenuki and Kaibara as heroes with Kuroiro and Komori as villains."
I speak to Honenuki before he leaves. "Don't destroy the bomb. Be careful with your quirk's strength."
He looks down on me. "I don't need your help."
I back off. Can't help those who don't want it.
Honenuki returns hunched over, having failed exactly as he had twice before.
I glance at him from the side. He averts my gaze, a look of anger on his face.
I don't need to say anything to him. He already got the message. Besides, Kaibara probably said everything I needed to and more.
His failure can be just as useful to me as a success.
Setsuna stands to my side. She speaks after Honenuki passes by. "Hmm. Seems the recommended student isn't so perfect after all." She turns to look up at me, arms on her hips.
"Really?" I laugh at her forgetfulness. "Does that apply to you too? Aren't you the other recommended student?"
Setsuna gets a manic grin.
I don't like that look on her face.
Setsuna adjusts her body so that she's standing directly in front of me. She crosses her arms. "What are you implying, Monoma? Are you saying I'm not perfect?"
A voice in the back of my head starts screaming. She was baiting me. She wanted me to call her out. There is no good answer here.
"Shiozaki and Rin as heroes with Kamakiri and Fukidashi as villains."
Shit, I forgot to give criticism. I hope All Might did well enough.
I'm just glad he interrupted.
Kamakiri comes up to speak to me. "Do you have any advice?"
He isn't asking me because he respects me. He's asking me because he wants to win. It's a start, but not enough.
"Are you capable of blunting your blades?"
Kamakiri winces. "No."
"Then you will have to use your hands once you get up close."
He raises his voice. "I already know that! Your advice isn't useful!"
I raise my hand to assuage him. "Good. That means that you know what you're doing."
He walks away angry but smiling.
Rin doesn't hesitate. "And me?"
"I'm sure you're already aware of your limits. This battle will be between you and Kamakiri."
I turn to Fukidashi, whose face never gets easier to look at. I could suggest plenty of attacks to him, because he used so many on me.
"Use this for practice. This is designed to be a low stress scenario with enough pressure to prepare you for a real fight. Try things you've never done."
"Ok."
And now Shiozaki. Her face is down, already aware of what I'm going to say.
"Shiozaki, I understand you don't like attacking people, but understand this is not just you, this is also Rin."
Her face turns to misery. "I know! I just-"
"You think the violence will change you?"
She pauses, surprised. She nods.
"It won't. You're still a good person deep down."
All Might fetches a new bomb and the Battle Trial starts.
"Wow. Surprised you were able to help Shiozaki so well."
I stand as straight as I can. Setsuna is making my anxiety spike.
"Oh, really?" I say in a calm voice. Which is even more impressive than anything else I've done today.
"Yes, you really seemed to see her for who she is, not just the surface level."
"Uh, huh?"
I don't know what Setsuna is thinking, which is scary.
She knows I don't know what she's thinking, which is horrifying.
She closes her eyes and grins. "Oh, that's all. I didn't have anything else to say."
Setsuna isn't just attractive, she's the kind of beautiful that's intimidating.
I desperately turn my attention to the viewing screen.
The Battle Trial goes better than previously. Kamakiri and Rin are just as good, but Fukidashi is more creative and Shiozaki is more aggressive.
Shiozaki and Rin lost the same as previously, unable to surpass their exhaustion from climbing the stairs.
No matter. Yet another problem that can be solved with training.
After All Might announces the final teams, Pony doesn't hesitate.
"Got edvides fuh mee, Monmuh?
I smile. "Make sure to keep track of your partner. You'll need to stick together."
Bondo takes a massive step in front of me. He holds his hands in front of face in anticipation. It looks uncanny on his large body. He reminds me of Twice.
I shake my head. No, this is not Twice. This is Bondo, my friend. My actual friend.
I stand up as straight as I can to look directly at Bondo. "As long as you follow Yanagi, you will do no wrong. You are a big, strong man and you will win with teamwork."
Proud, Bondo leaves with Yanagi. Shoda passes by me without speaking.
I glance at Setsuna. She seems to just be watching the viewing screen.
I take a deep breath.
See? I'm not in love with Setsuna, I just think she's the most attractive woman I've ever met, I care more about her opinion than anyone else's, I constantly get terrified of how I act around her, I dream about having her confidence, I get excited whenever she listens to me, I am perpetually distracted when I'm near her, I feel like her eyes burn a hole right through me, I can hear my heart beat like a drum in her presence and I desperately try to come up with reasons why I'm not in love with her.
…
Oh, for fuck's sake.
The result remains the same. Bondo and Yanagi win as they always have. Shoda and Pony stuck together this time, but it wasn't enough to protect them from the combined might of Cemedine and Poltergeist.
All Battle Trials ended in the same result as originally. The only change at all, was that Bondo became the MVP in All Might's eyes instead of Shoda.
The teamwork between Shoda and Pony is more important than Shoda's personal skill. Even so, it's unfair to Shoda to see his work as lesser because of it.
Judging only by what can be measured is foolish anyway. Things that can't be measured: respect, confidence, trust. These things are what will lead Class B to victory, what will lead me to victory.