Leviathan [Godzilla/NGE/Other]

Hello, I had just registered a few days ago in order to comment.

I have to admit that I was completely unaware of any of your crossover fics until I had stumbled upon Worldfall on TV Tropes. I had only read four of the interviews before inevitably finding myself completely hooked. And now here I am on another crossover involving Godzilla and Neon Genesis Evangelion and whatever else you plan on using. While admittedly I'm not really a fan of NGE for… obvious reasons… I do look forward to seeing which direction you go with the interactions between Shinji Ikari, NERV and Godzilla.

Although to be perfectly honest, I'm actually a little more interested in the next update for That Uncertain Night; you know, seeing the reaction of the colonists as they experience Earth for the first time.

Either way, I'll be following along as each one has its own strengths and weaknesses that really appeal to me, so congratulations on winning over a new fan over the course of a mere 10 days. :)
I'm fully intending on continuing That Uncertain Night, though of course I want to give this fic some much-needed love after so much neglect.

And thankyouthankyouthankyou for donating to me on Patreon! It means so much to me!
 
Sixty five years ago on this day, the movie that started it all hit theaters, and changed monster films forever. It may be at retiring age, but this monster ain't stopping anytime soon.

Happy birthday, Godzilla.

As an update, work on revising Leviathan is still going slow. I find that work on the side stories has been progressing much better, so at least you'll get more Sisyphus. I'm also working on another spin off story about how Miki Saegusa came to be bonded with the King of the Monsters.
 
Another first chapter, for yet another tentative side story. This one is about Miki, and how she came to be bonded with the King of the Monsters. Think of it like a more serious combination of the wackier Godzilla movies during the second half of the sixties. Godzilla vs the Sea Monster, Son of Godzilla, etc.

Whenever she dreamed, and unfortunately that was all the time, she dreamed of sinking.

She had never even gone swimming before, and yet the sensation of the icy cold water enveloping her was too real to be her imagination, the pressure in her chest as she tried to hold her breath too frightening to dismiss. Every time, she was surrounded by inky blackness, with only a faint pale shimmering far above her giving any semblance of a surface. The same could not be said for the bottom- as far as she knew, there was no end to the depths beneath her.

Every time she finally lost the battle to stay awake, she sank. Every time she crawled into her bunk and closed her eyes, she would open them again and see those blank faces, staring at her through the shimmering surface.

And every time she let sleep take her into the cold water, the pressure in her lungs would become too great, and she'd open her mouth to breathe-

"Miki?"

Miki's eyes darted open and she bolted upright in her seat, sending her pencil clattering to the floor. Mrs. Shimura was looking at her tiredly, but Miki knew that she was also more than a little fearful. Around her, she could sense that same fear in her classmates, mixed with a few sprinkles of revulsion, pity, or even anger. In her lingering grogginess, it was enough to make her lip tremble slightly.

Then casually, she leaned back in her seat and folded her arms across her chest. Mrs. Shimura looked ready to reprimand her, then clenched her jaw shut. She took a breath to calm herself - not very effectively, if what Miki sensed meant anything - then sighed.

"Miki, if you were listening, then you should be able-"

"If you were going to ask me the question about the Christmas War Treaty of 1957, the answer is that each signatory nation limited themselves to fifty hydrogen bombs." She raised one hand and rested her fingers against her temple. "And for my next trick, I'm going to guess that your card is the Ace of Hearts."

Mrs. Shimura hesitated for a moment, then straightened. "Yes, the answer is fifty warheads each. But I'll remind you, Student Saegusa, that getting the answer right is not the only thing school is about. I'm docking another five points off your behavior score."

"While you're at it, you should probably take ten off Yoko's score," came the lazy drawl. "She's been making out with Akihiko in the girls' bathroom while Tobao is running on the track."

A few things happened simultaneously at that, not least of which was Yoko's scream of "You bitch!" A few gasps, a few annoyed groans, and a very cross Shimura slapping her hand on the nearest desk.

"Student Saegusa," the middle-aged teacher said, her voice a hiss, "you are dismissed from class. Go straight to the principal's office, and stay there until the specialist arrives. Student Ito, half an hour extra sweeping duty for that outburst."

Miki sat there for a moment, then slowly stood up and slung her bookbag over her shoulder. Dragging her feet, she started making her way out of the classroom. She didn't even need to brush against Yoko's mind to sense the hate and disgust coming from the girl as she walked by. As she reached the door, close to Tobao's seat, she stopped to look at the lanky boy. His ice-blue eyes were wide as he looked at her, and she sighed.

"Sorry you had to find out that way. But us freaks should be looking out for each other, right?"

He shrank back into his seat. She shook her head, then finally left the classroom.

==/*\==​

Sinking, drowning...

Her eyes snapped open, and she realized she'd dozed off again, this time in the chair outside the principal's office. Arching her back, she glanced around, taking stock of the hallway. After all, it'd probably be the last time she was here, and then it'd be off to another school, so she could terrify its teachers, and get kicked out of that one, and so on.

Seventh time's the charm? She let out a dry, humorless laugh at that.

As her eyes focused, they fell upon the bulletin board they let students use for their clubs and the like. There was the usual invitations for go club and Human-Space Alliance, but what drew her attention was a small illustration someone had made on scrap paper. An all-too-familiar monster, recognizable even through the distortion of amateur drawing skills.

Hero of the World, it said underneath.

Miki stared for a moment, then got up and walked over to the board. Gently taking the paper down, she looked at the drawing, running a thumb over the words written at the bottom.

Then she calmly ripped it in half, and threw it in the nearby recycling bin.

She was plopping back down in her seat when she felt two presences coming around the hallway. Straining her ears, she fell silent as she listened.
"-and for how long has she displayed this behavior?" a man's voice asked.

"The school board records say she's been a bit of a troublemaker since, well, after Zero Day," came Mrs Shimura's reply. "But this specific behavior? It's been in the last year or so."

"Mmm. How accurate would you say her 'guesses' are?"

"Too accurate. Just today, she managed to guess the answer to a question I hadn't even asked, right after waking up."

"Is it always after waking up?"

"I wouldn't say so. But she does have narcolepsy. Is that important?"

"It very well might be."

The two finally appeared around the corner, and Miki looked their way. The man accompanying Mrs. Shimura was tall and surprisingly well-built, with a tanned complexion. His left eye seemed oddly glossy, and she realized it was made of glass. She decided to skim along his mind, and noticed that he was a surprisingly well-guarded man. Nothing she couldn't crack, she supposed, but she didn't feel like making another scene.

"Miki," Mrs. Shimura said, "this is the specialist here to see you today."

"Pleasure to meet you, Ms. Saegusa." The specialist extended a calloused hand. "You can call me Dr. Hirata."

Miki looked at his hand, then back to his face. "You look like Dr. Serizawa."

Dr. Hirata smiled lightly. "I do get that sometimes. Are you studying him in class?"

"No." Miki shrugged. "But he killed Godzilla."

To her surprise, the response from him was a short laugh. "A personal idol, then."

She smirked slightly.

"Miki," Mrs. Shimura interrupted, "Dr. Hirata is here to talk to you about your... well..."

"I'll take it from here." Dr. Hirata knelt down, looking her at eye level. "Ms Saegusa, I work for a government department that researches extrasensory perception in those borne from marriages between people from Earth and those from Mars and Planet X. That's a fancy term for psychic powers. Knowing events before they happen, sensing the feelings of others, even when they're not in the room, and even reading minds."

Miki shifted in her seat. "You don't actually believe that, do you?"

"Something tells me you already know that answer." Dr. Hirata looked over his shoulder at Mrs. Shimura, then to her. "The school has given me permission to do some tests. Would you agree to them?"

She averted her eyes and looked away, hugging herself.

"You'll get a sweet bun if you do it," the specialist added, sing-song.

A sigh. "Fine."

==/*\==​

Miki stared at the opaque plastic divider that had been laid across the table, then looked up at Dr. Hirata, who had taken the seat across from her. He simply smiled as he neatly placed down his briefcase and opened it.

"It's to make sure you can't see what I'm doing," he said. "Wouldn't be much of a test otherwise."

There was a rustling of paper as he rummaged about, then he handed her a sheet, along with a pencil. Taking it, she saw that he was producing his own. He carefully slid his briefcase to the side, and set the paper and pencil down.

"This is one of the simpler tests," he said. "I'm going to draw something, and I want to see how accurately you can copy it without seeing. I'm, er, not the best at illustrations, but I hope you won't mind."

With that, he began hastily sketching something down. Miki closed her eyes, and saw through his as he began to draw a duck. At least, it might have been a duck, but the man was telling the truth about his abilities. Fumbling for the pencil, she began to copy him, eyes closed still as her hand subconsciously matched with his.

A minute or so later, she let the pencil clatter from her hand, and she opened her eyes as she flaunted the paper at him. Surprise radiated from Dr. Hirata like heat from a coal as he looked at her drawing, then back down to his.

"You even copied the smudge I made with the eraser," he murmured. A moment passed as he tapped his chin with the pencil, then he set it down. "Let's move on to the next test."

Reaching into his briefcase, he pulled out three playing cards, raising them above the divider so Miki could see them. Jack of Hearts, Eight of Clubs, Deuce of Hearts. Then he placed them on the desk, and Miki could hear the whisper of paper against the desk as he slid them about. Stopping, he straightened and looked back at her.

"I want you to try and guess which one I'm pointing at," he said.

Miki sighed. "You're not actually pointing at any of them, 'cause your hand is closed. By the way, the middle's the Jack, the left one is the Deuce, and Eight's one the right."

The specialist's eyes widened, and a smile broke out across his face. "Well done, Miss Saegusa. I think I can actually skip the next few tests and go right to the last one."

He promptly brought down the divider and leaned forward, staring her intently in the eyes. Miki shrank bank, surprised by the hardness in the man's stare.

"What am I thinking of right now?"

Straightening, Miki stared back. Her brow furrowed for a moment, then she smiled.

"You're thinking of a dog with a red collar, juggling three blue balls while riding a unicycle."

Dr. Hirata leaned back in his seat, running a hand through his hair. Shaking his head slightly, he let out a small laugh.

"Miss Saegusa, even through these preliminary tests I can tell that you're leagues beyond all the others we've tested. Most of them can only roughly capture the pencil strokes, or know that I'm thinking of the color red. But you..."

"There are others?" Miki asked, suddenly feeling like she'd been hit in the gut.

Dr. Hirata nodded. "You are not alone, Miss Saegusa. And I hope that you'll get to meet them soon. If your teachers agree, we might transfer you to our research institute, so you can cultivate these talents with others of your kind."

Collecting his things, he paused to hand a small plastic package over. Taking it, Miki saw it was a red bean sweet bun, and she promptly unwrapped it. By the time Dr. Hirata had all of his things in order, she had already devoured the treat and tossed the wrapper in the trash. Leaning back contentedly, she watched as the specialist stood up and made for the door.

Dr. Hirata looked back, a wry smile on his face. "I hope we'll meet again soon enough."

He walked out the door, and Miki sighed. Lazily rising out of her seat, she grabbed her book bag and slung it over her shoulder. It was going to be an hour's walk back home, and she preferred to do it before it got dark.


==/*\==​

It had only been three years, and yet sometimes it was easy to pretend that the most destructive conflict in history had never happened. Even here, on the outskirts of the final stage of that maddening day of death, life had achieved its normal boredom. A few patches of tarmac that looked suspiciously like giant footprints, a few solemn epitaphs on doors, a handful of condemned buildings... the wounds of Zero Day had already sealed over.

Of course, wounds that sealed too quickly had a tendency to fester, and Miki felt like such an abscess.

She looked at the smiling faces of those out enjoying the warm weather as she walked down the street, and clenched her fists. Fucking two-faces, all of them. She could taste it coming off of them without even trying, just picking up the faintest outside thoughts and feelings as she passed them by. She knew that the businessman who always sat on the bench near the izakaya was secretly sleeping with his secretary, and that the owner of the nearby drugstore had once gotten away with beating a Xilien refugee. Secrets, infidelities, crimes, all available for her to see past their masks.

Why did such horrible people get to be happy after Zero Day?

Breathing in through her nose, she pulled her headphones out of her bookbag and snapped them over her ears. The snug fit of the fake leather against her ears was soothing, and she closed her eyes for a few moments as acid rock drowned out the sounds of the outside world.

That lull was quickly broken, as a hand shoved against her shoulder. Opening her eyes, she saw Yoko glaring at her, flanked on each side by her friends. She couldn't be bothered to remember their names, but a quick brush against their minds provided them.

Tiredly taking off her headphones, she offered a bored expression at Yoko. "You trying to sell me something?"

"Tobao just broke up with me," the older girl said, a slight twitch in her left eye. "All because you used your freaky Skinny powers on me and humiliated me in front of the entire class."

"Should've done it sooner, if you're just gonna throw that word around. Or is Tobao somehow less of a Mysterian than me? Last I checked, I'm only half."

"At least he acts normal," came the low reply, followed by another shove. "You just sleep all day and sulk with those headphones of yours, being a freak."

"Freak," Mina repeated. "You even smell like you're from outer space."

"I bet even Godzilla smells better than you," Himiko added.

Miki straightened, clenching her fists. Yoko noticed, and smirked.

"Oh, did that get to you, freak? Every time you do open your mouth, it's to complain about him. Godzilla this, Godzilla that, Godzilla is the worst thing ever. Maybe you wanted the aliens to take over, huh?"

"You don't know what you're talking about," Miki said, throat tight.

"Oh, I think I do." Yoko took a step forward, puffing her lips in a pout. "Are you just upset because your mommy and daddy got smooshed like the freaks-"

The older girl stopped suddenly, blinking rapidly as she drew in a shuddering breath. Stepping back, she placed a hand to her chest, hot tears running down her cheeks. She opened her mouth, probably to try and speak, but a half-choked sob came out.

"Yoko?" Mina asked, rapidly stepping away. "Yoko, what's wrong?"

"What did you do?" Himiko demanded.

Miki didn't reply, instead focusing on projecting the painful memories onto Yoko's psyche. She took a step forward, and the older girl retreated, falling back on her butt as she tried to fight the tears. Kneeling down, Miki looked her in the eyes, her face a blank map.

"Don't you ever mention my parents again," she said, a snarl breaking free. "And don't mention that thing again. I hate it. Do you hear me? I hate it. I hope it dies, and I hope you die, too."

"Miki," Mina pleaded, still stepping away. "Stop it! You're hurting her!"

"Help!" Himiko screamed. "She's hurting my friend!"

That was enough to snap her out of it. Like the tide, the painful memories receded back into her core. Miki blinked, a sudden chill washing over her as she looked Yoko. The girl was holding her legs to her chest, sobbing hysterically.

The chill got worse, and Miki felt it get harder to breathe. She looked about wildly, and saw that the passerby had begun to stare at her, one even reaching into his pocket for a bulky portable phone. Their feelings washed over her, and she found herself unable to hold back the flood of confusion, revulsion, and fear that billowed from them like hot ash.

She ran.

No one moved to stop her as she bolted down the sidewalk, her shoes clacking against the pavement. Turning down an alleyway, she dashed across the train tracks and into the tall grass that extended towards the mountains. She tripped, the earth leaving small cuts in her cheek as she fell, then she scrambled back up and continued running.

She ran, and ran, letting her memories guide her. Even as her lungs burned, she ran past the abandoned homes near the Road, and losing a shoe didn't stop her from jogging past the abandoned police barriers and occasional ruined tank. The sun began to set over the mountains, casting it all in a warm orange light as she limped across faded footprints and still-blackened patches of earth.

By the time she arrived, she was practically crawling, gasping like a fish as she trudged to the Road. Even through the pain and fatigue, she still found the strength to shake her head at the name. The Road of the Gods? The Road to Hell was a better name.

Sure enough, it was there. A furrow wide enough to fit an ocean liner, filled halfway with water from the rains, edges made of now-cooled molten rock that shone like glass. Looking one way, she saw it disappear over the horizon, and when she looked the other way she could follow the Road all the way up to what had once been called Mount Fuji.

Creeping towards the edge, she sat down, hugging her legs to her chest as she stared into the tranquil smooth water below. There was something mesmerizing about the glittering sides of the Road, made from what a teacher had called Alamogordo glass. Atomic glass. Melted and cooled in instants, as a horrible golden monster from beyond the stars was pushed along the ground by a burning force like that of the hydrogen bomb.

People said that you could see shadows of the old ground in the glass, what had been there before the Road's birth. The rocks, the trees, the homes.
She had been here more times than she could count. And yet, she could never see her parents in the glass.

A sob wracked her, and she sniffed, rubbing at her nose. She recalled the reactions of the passerby, recalled Yoko's own sobbing, and she closed her eyes.

"I'm a monster, just like you," she whispered. "Is that what you wanted? Is that why you took them from me?"

Another sob escaped her, and she rocked gently, trying to force everything out of her mind. The wind rustled her hair, and she focused on it, as if hoping for it to carry her pain away.

She didn't know how long she was there before she heard a twig snap behind her. Whipping her head around, she blinked a few times, as if to dispel the image before her.

"Dr. Hirata?"

The specialist was standing a handful of paces away, clutching something small in his hand. This time, however, there was no warmth exuding from him. Where there'd been a glass eye, he now had a black patch, and he frowned as he took another step closer.

She stood up, and that was when he raised the object in his hand and squeezed the trigger.

Pain lanced up her shoulder as the dart sank in, only to be replaced by numbness. Miki opened her mouth to scream, but there was only a slur as she stumbled forward. Clutching at the grass, she tried to get back up, only to feel the strength leave her. Falling forward, she merely stared into the grass, vision unfocused.

The last thing she heard before slipping into unconsciousness, was Hirata's footsteps as he approached.
 
...y'know what, despite everything Miki can see and know about everyone, despite her experiences, outing a lesbian high school girl in Seventies Japan is vile. :(

On a different note... it's been quite a while since I read or re-read any of the previous versions, so I can't remember if this was ever addressed there, but I'm suddenly wondering if Rei's humanoid gene-donor in this continuity is actually Miki.
 
Yeah, Miki here isn't very sympathetic. It's a much darker take on the sillier godzilla stuff, but still. ouch Here's hoping they work past it.
 
Yeah, Miki here isn't very sympathetic
She's a twelve year old orphan dealing with a problem no one actually understands and sees the ugly shit people hide behind their masks, while facing the struggles of being a hafu in 1970 Japan. 1970 Japan. Aka the obscenely racist nation with one of the most backwards stances on mental health in the world, with those negative traits amplified by this being fifty years in the past.

And while she has shown antisocial behavior, she still regrets what she did to Yoko (I'd probably be less sympathetic to a racist bully if I were in her shoes), and tried to show solidarity with Tobao. There's a spark in there, and the events of this story will fan the flame.
 
She's a twelve year old orphan dealing with a problem no one actually understands and sees the ugly shit people hide behind their masks, while facing the struggles of being a hafu in 1970 Japan. 1970 Japan. Aka the obscenely racist nation with one of the most backwards stances on mental health in the world, with those negative traits amplified by this being fifty years in the past.

And while she has shown antisocial behavior, she still regrets what she did to Yoko (I'd probably be less sympathetic to a racist bully if I were in her shoes), and tried to show solidarity with Tobao. There's a spark in there, and the events of this story will fan the flame.
Imagine how she'll change if she befriends The One True King of the Monsters :3
 
The New World, Part I
The battle was fierce
and bathed the land in great fire.
Great Ikusagami
and the mighty sea dragon
that reigned over all
of the great and terrible
beasts of the wide world
were the last to stand before
the Eight-Faced Serpent.
All the others had fallen,
but the might of both
Ikusagami and the
greatest of all the scaled beasts
combined their might to slay it,
and the land knew peace again.


-A chōka that serves as an account of Ikusagami's battle against Orochi, as chronicled within the Infant Island Fragments discovered by Shinichi Chujo in 1961. Whether or not the "sea dragon" in question is indeed the kaiju known as Godzilla has yet to be ascertained, though other Muuan texts appear to support the claim.

==/*\==
NERV Medical Wing

A lone heartbeat.

Then another, stronger than before.

The first impression was one of light, painfully bright even through closed eyes. He became aware of his own breathing, of the rising and falling of his chest, and the feel of scratchy cloth against bare skin. The faint stinging scent of antiseptics caressed his nostrils as gently as sandpaper, and he finally forced his eyes open to see an unfamiliar ceiling.

A hospital room?

Sheets rustled as he slowly sat up, and he paused, expecting to feel a pang of nausea, or a dull ache from where he'd been struck. But as a moment passed, no pain came. He felt good. No, fantastic. Even the small aches and pains, the ones so small and so omnipresent that he'd simply gotten used to them, had disappeared. It was not exactly a feeling of warmth, nor relaxation, but of something possessing each in part.

His hand slowly rose to his temple, where the gash in his skin had been. After a moment's hesitation, he gently traced his fingers over, and felt only cloth. They had wrapped a bandage about his head, but even as he pressed hard into what should have been a ragged mass of torn skin and blood, he found nothing. No stitches, no staples, not even a lump. It was as though...

His hand darted away.

It was as though the wound had never happened at all.

He closed his eyes and breathed deeply. Perhaps none of it happened. Perhaps he had merely fainted from the summer heat waiting for Major Katsuragi, and he had imagined everything after. Perhaps Godzilla was still just a monster of old books instead of something he saw with his own eyes, nor did nearly die from a giant monster, and neither had he agreed to bond with an alien entity.

No.

His eyes opened, then darted about, looking, searching. Who had said that?

I did.

Shinji sucked in a breath. "You."

Yes, came the far-too-calm reply. Hello, Shinji. It is good to see you are awake and well.

He curled his legs against his chest, the good feeling of before replaced with a chill.

"I wasn't actually dreaming," he said, quietly. "You're... you're real."

I am as real as you are.

Shinji traced the bandage again. "You healed me, didn't you?"

I said that I would, did I not? My power is now your power, and through it you have been healed. Though it has come with a cost.

He straightened, suddenly grabbing at the sheets. "A cost..."

Your injury was greater than I had initially suspected. In essence, you were dead, your life all but extinguished.

"But... I'm still alive."

That is because I have given you a life. Mine.

"What do you mean?"

It is exactly as I say. My life is now yours. Were I to separate from you, at least for now, I would perish for good.

Shinji let go of the sheets and hugged his knees again, head bowed. Despite the warm sunlight coming in, he felt cold.

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

What is there to be sorry for? came the gentle reply. It was my life to give.

"But I'm nobody." He ran his hand along the bandage again. "You save entire worlds, and now you might die because of me. You shouldn't have given me your life. No one would have cared if I died."

I would have cared.

The soft words hit Shinji like a slap. He clutched at the covers again, as if afraid he would fall, then slowly let them go.

Are you alright?

"I'm..." Shinji paused, then slowly straightened, feeling as though a small weight had been lifted from his shoulders. "I'm... I'm fine."

That is good to hear, Shinji.

For a few moments there was silence, a gentle lull in the warm sunlight, accompanied by the faint calling of birds. Shinji closed his eyes, savoring it. The quiet reminded him of the house he lived in with his teacher, up in the mountains. Sometimes, he felt, entire days could pass in such silence.

"Where are we?" he finally said, eyes opening once more.

I do not know. I can only sense what you sense. Major Katsuragi must have brought us here.

Shinji opened his eyes again. "Then that must mean..."

Pulling the blanket back, he swung his legs over the edge of the bed. The chilly linoleum floor nipped at his skin as he gently set his feet down, but the sensation quickly faded as he rose. Taking a furtive step forward, he realized that his limbs felt lither, his skin tauter. There was something emboldening about it, and he nearly ran as he approached the window and got his first good look at his whereabouts.

An impossible place greeted him.

For kilometers in each direction, a vast cavern was stretched out before him, unnatural in its perfectly circular shape. Sunlight shone through countless holes and slots in the roof of the cavern, bathing undulating hills of countryside in a warm afternoon glow. Sheer-faced walls of gray stone curved upwards, meeting at a disc in the sky. So great was its height, that the top of the cavern was obscured by the blue haze of the sky. Yet Shinji could still see the transit cables criss-crossing its vast expanse, as well as the buildings hanging from the roof.

"We're in the Geofront," he murmured. "I've only read about this place."

I remember your planet being surprisingly riddled with large underground spaces, but nothing quite like this. Is this artificial?

"I think so. They called it the last fortress of humanity."

A fortress? Against what?

Shinji pondered the question, only to freeze as the door behind him slid open. It sounded like it should've been whisper soft, but instead it grated against his ears, and he fought the urge to wince. Turning, he saw a young woman in a labcoat step inside, clipboard in hand. Dyed-blonde hair framed a tired face, only highlighted by the shaded eyeglasses perched on her nose.

He became uncomfortably aware that he was dressed only in a medical gown, and reflexively grabbed the edges of the robe.

"Good afternoon, Shinji," the woman said. "I'm Dr. Ritsuko Akagi, head of Project E. I'm glad to see you're doing well, after everything that's happened. You gave us quite a scare with that head injury of yours."

"Sorry," he said.

You apologize, yet you made no offense. Why?

He frowned, imperceptibly, but otherwise said nothing. If Dr. Akagi noticed, she gave no sign as she walked over, gesturing to the hospital bed.

"Please sit," she ordered. "I need to check on your wound."

Shinji did as told, hands still on his gown. Dr. Akagi set the clipboard down, surprisingly rough fingers plying at the gauze around his head.

"Thankfully, it seems your hearing's already recovered," she said, not bothering to glance over. "Your eardrums were ruptured during the Angel's attack earlier; we had to treat them with regen-induc spray."

"Angel?"

"Think of them as a unique form of kaiju, distinct from all the others." Dr. Akagi didn't seem intent on elaborating, instead continuing to peel the gauze away. "Major Katsuragi was quite panicked when she brought you in, screaming that you were at death's door. Thankfully, the wound was only superficial."

The last of the bandages fell away, and Shinji saw the scientist's brow furrow.

"And now it's nonexistent." She looked his way. "We did slather on soma-based ointment to speed recovery, but that's far faster than expected. Any lingering pains."

He squirmed under her intent gaze. "N-no."

"Hm." She picked up her clipboard, and began walking back to the door, pausing to glance over her shoulder. "Your clothes are on that chair in the corner. Major Katsuragi and I will be waiting outside for you."

The door shut, and Shinji let out a breath. Rising, he padded over to the corner of the room, and saw that his clothes had been cleaned and folded. Gently, he ran a hand over the starchy fabric of his shirt, as if expecting to still see his blood spattered over it. He moved to take off his robe, then paused.

Is something wrong?

"You said that we're one, right? Two souls in one body?"

Yes. A pause, then, Ah, I almost forgot about your species' nudity taboo. I can cut myself off from your vision if you so wish.

Shinji blushed. "I would really appreciate it."

Done.

"Thank you," Shinji mumbled.

He stripped the gown off, then hurriedly put his clothes back on. Absentmindedly, he noted they still had a hint of smoke in their scent. Fastening the last button of his white shirt, he took a deep breath.

"You can look now."

Thank you. Shinji felt a faint warmth behind his eyes that quickly faded. I've dealt with this sort of issue before, on this world and others.

"You said you've been here before. How long ago was that?"

Time flows differently throughout the universe. I cannot say for certain, but it has at least been tens of thousands of years.

"I can't imagine being that old," Shinji murmured.

Oh, I am much older than that.

Shinji was silent for a moment, then he finally began walking to the door. It slid open, and he stepped out into the hallway. Misato and Dr. Akagi were waiting for him. The purple-haired woman, Shinji noted, had bags under her eyes, and he felt a pang of guilt.

"S-sorry about the scare, Miss Katsuragi," he mumbled, bowing slightly.

You did nothing wrong, Shinji. Why apologize?

Misato simply let out a sigh of relief and stepped over, laying a hand on his shoulder. He tensed at the touch, but said nothing.

"I'm just glad to see you're alright," she said, tapping her ear. "How are the new eardrums treating ya? Mine are still feeling off, but then again, not everyday you get to have Godzilla roar in your face. I wonder if they have t-shirts for that, like with roller coasters?"

"Ummm?"

"Misato," Dr. Akagi warned, tiredly.

Misato simply rolled her eyes, then winked at Shinji. The boy blushed, then found the power to speak.

"So that was Godzilla we saw?"

"Yep," she replied, matter-of-factly. "I know, it's a shock to me too, especially since he apparently beat the Angel while we were driving over."

"Dr. Akagi mentioned the Angels earlier," Shinji said. "What was it doing there? Is that what NERV is for?"

"You didn't give him the pamphlet, I see," Dr. Akagi noted dryly.

"Gee, it's almost like we were too busy running for our lives from a giant monster brawl," Misato retorted. She looked back to Shinji, her hand falling away. "Yes, NERV is dedicated to the defeat of the Angels. And you, Shinji, have a big role to play in that."

"I do?"

You do?

"Shinji Ikari, the Marduk Institute has identified you as the Third Child," Dr. Akagi said. "You are to pilot the All Purpose Humanoid Special Weapon, Evangelion Unit-01."
 
The New World, Part II
The sea calls to her.

It sings to her in a language she is not meant to know, plying instincts she is not meant to feel.

And yet, she knows them as well as her own.

It is not her muscles that she feels sliding under someone else's skin, straining with unimaginable power. They were not her scales that welcome the embrace of the cool waters, yet she winces all the same.

He is expanding his senses, honed to a degree no human mind could experience, and yet she still drinks in what he sees, what he hears. He tastes for the foul stench of human ships, listens for their rattling metal.

Feelings swim in a heart that is not hers. Contempt, weariness-

-loneliness-

-giving way to iron determination.

There is work to be done.

To break, to mend, to find.

But he will never find her.

For there is no true her.


"Rei."

A familiar ceiling greeted her, half-obscured by the scratchy and unnecessary gauze on her left eye. She rose to a sitting position, arms to her side.

The Commander stood at the foot of the bed, hands in his jacket pockets. The harsh fluorescent lighting of the hospital room reflected off the lenses of his glasses, obscuring his eyes from sight. There was silence as he watched her, broken only by the beeping of pointless machines.

"Status report."

She straightened. "He is swimming towards Old Tokyo."

"He intends on cleaning the fallout, then. Has he attempted to contact the others?"

"As of yet, he has not."

"You will inform me when he does so." He paused. "The Third has arrived."

"There is someone new in the medical wing. Is it him?"

A nod. "In time you will meet him. You may find his scent off-putting."

"I cannot be put off." It was not an assertion, as far as she knew.

The Commander grinned imperceptibly. "Excellent. You will be discharged tomorrow, after receiving another injection. The dressings and cast will stay on for another week. You are to continue your observations on the Leviathan."

"I will not fail you."

"No." He adjusted his glasses. "You won't."

Without another word, he left the room. She watched him go, blankly, then laid back down on the bed. Closing her eyes, she breathed in deeply.

I do not exist. I cannot feel, for there is no I. I am not I.

She repeated the mantra, over and over, until once more she could feel cool water against skin that was not her own.

==/*\==​

Shinji stared at the monster before him.

It was the only suitable term for what he saw. Not a pinnacle of scientific development, as Dr. Akagi had kept calling it as he was ushered through a battery of simple medical tests, nor a weapon, as Misato said en route to the locker room. Weapons didn't have a great blade-like horn protruding from its nose, so long as to cast a shadow over him. Pinnacles of science didn't rest shoulder-deep in what looked and smelled like blood.

"Is this what my father's been working on?" he murmured.

This shouldn't even be possible. This is unlike anything I've ever seen.

At the very least, he wasn't alone in his feelings.

Shaking his head, he began walking along the gangplank that ran to the side of the Evangelion's head, though 'gangplank' felt like a misnomer as well- it was more like a pier sitting on a sea of blood. As he approached towards the back of the thing, where the so-called 'entry plug' was extended out for him, he had to fight down a pang of nausea.

"Are those... vertebrae?"

I believe so, came the uneasy reply. They look almost human.

Shinji stepped towards the plug, painfully aware of how skintight the plugsuit they had given him was as he began to climb in. The technicians standing by didn't even seem to acknowledge him as he clambered into the oddly-shaped seat and grabbed the yokes.

Looking over his shoulder, he could see into the control center some distance above him. Misato gave him a cheerful thumbs up, while Dr. Akagi looked rather exhausted as she reached for something.

The speakers crackled to life. "Alright, Shinji, we'll be commencing the synchronization test. Just stay where you are while the plug is inserted."

He nodded.

There was a faint whirring of servos, and then the plug sealed shut, leaving him in darkness. Shinji breathed deeply, eyes closed as there was a sudden lurch of motion.

It was just a machine. Just something they needed him to pilot. He was not being sent into the cavernous belly of a great beast.

You will be fine, the voice said, soothing.

He relaxed somewhat, allowing himself to open his eyes.

Then he heard sloshing beneath him, and looked down to see blood flood the plug. A startled yelp escaped him, and he almost fell out of the seat as he inched back.

Light flooded the plug as a holographic vidscreen came up, showing Dr. Akagi's face.

"Shinji, calm down. This is the LCL we discussed earlier. It's an oxygenated fluid. Just stay calm and breathe it in."

The rising tide of LCL stopped for a moment, then renewed, becoming more transparent as it rapidly engulfed him. Shinji's heart hammered in his chest as he held his breath, writhing. The damn stuff was warm, and somehow far less viscous than water, which only added to the discomfort. The burning in his lungs began to intensify, but he refused to let go.

Breathe, Shinji. I will not let you come to harm.

Closing his eyes, he finally exhaled, gagging as LCL flooded his lungs. It even tasted like blood. Smacking his lips, he took an experimental breath, and found that it was virtually the same as breathing in air.

"I feel sick," he muttered.

"You'll get used to it," Dr. Akagi said. "Beginning synchronization test now."

A moment passed, then there was a sudden stillness in the plug. Shinji felt as though something was beginning to press against him. Not his body, but rather another aspect of his self, like his very existence was being held against another. Colors began to swirl in the plug, and he couldn't tell if it was actually happening or if he was hallucinating. Phantom sensations raced over him- a twitch of hands that were not his own, cool liquid running over skin that was not his, immense pressure both inside and outside his body.

Something is not right about this, the voice suddenly said. I do not know why, but I know that this is wrong.

The pressure suddenly receded, and the colors began to fade. Shinji relaxed as the phantom sensations faded, just as the plug plunged into darkness.

==/*\==​

Misato blinked as the testing center suddenly exploded into activity, windows popping up on all of the computer monitors. She heard Ritsuko swear under her breath, and turned to see her friend hunched over one of the techies' shoulders.

"What do you mean, the A10 connection severed itself?" the bottle blonde demanded.

"Readings were normal right until the moment of borderline contact," the technician, who Misato could've sworn was named Maya, replied. "Then they outright stopped."

"What's happening, Rits?" Misato finally asked. "Is Shinji alright?"

"Shinji's fine," Ritsuko said, running a hand through her hair. "I mean, his vitals are astonishing, but that's not the point. His sync is... well, it's nonexistent."

"...wuh?"

"He managed to briefly reach a sync of 49.1%, then all of a sudden-" Ritsuko snapped her fingers. "Zero. Even someone unable to pilot would still produce some manner of sync."

Misato glanced out the window, down to the massive form of Unit-01. "Maybe the Marduk Institute made a mistake?"

"No," Ritsuko said quickly, then added, "If he's truly unable to even sync, we would have to scrap every single theory related to the Evangelions. Even if he was having a grand mal seizure, or if there were other people in the plug producing static, there would be sync."

"Wait, someone had a seiz-" Misato shook her head. "Well, then it has to be an equipment problem, right?"

Ritsuko opened her mouth, as if to say something, then walked back over to the desk and activated the speaker. "Shinji, we're going to do some more tests. Just stay there."

Looking back at Misato, she nodded. "It has to be that. The Third Child fundamentally has to be able to pilot."

==/*\==​

Several hours later

"The Third Child," Fuyutsuki declared, "is unable to pilot."

If that had any effect on the man sitting across from him, there was no sign. Gendo simply placed down his go piece, then resumed tenting his hands in front of his face. One of his gloves was off, the bandage wrapped about his palm stained red.

"I presume Dr. Akagi has exhausted every means of determining that."

Fuyutsuki nodded, faintly. "It's not even a low sync, but outright zero. That should-"

"Be impossible," Gendo finished. "Yes, I am aware."

A pause.

"Ikari, what are we going to do about this? If Akagi's correct, then the boy's been rejected. The Committee wants an Evangelion with a functioning pilot within the week, now that Gojira has returned, but I don't see what we can do, aside from letting the First pilot."

"As far as the Committee is concerned, the First Child will be unable to pilot until past the deadline established. Hence why they will be forced to transfer the Second Child to our jurisdiction."

"So early?" Fuyutsuki frowned. "We may be pressing things. They'll attempt to kick a fuss over the costs of transferring Unit-02 ahead of schedule."

"Unit-02 will arrive at its intended time," Gendo replied. "We simply need the pilot. If the Third has indeed been rejected, then I imagine the Second will be a suitable replacement."

Fuyutsuki readied to say something, then instead slumped his shoulders and put down his go piece. Gendo quickly replied with a move of his own, and captured three stones.

"In the meantime, the Third will continue to undergo contact tests with Unit-01, and will be treated as a pilot. Biweekly training sessions using AR equipment will also be placed on the itinerary."

Fuyutsuki furrowed his brow. "Ikari, he's been rejected. Wouldn't it be better to send him back? He'd be safe there."

"I am not wholly convinced that the Third has been rejected. At least not permanently. It will also assuage the Committee's worry over information about Godzilla's return being leaked to the public."

"Leak...?" Fuyutsuki blinked. "Everyone within a hundred kilometers probably heard him fight the Angel."

"Three hundred and forty eight kilometers, actually," Gendo replied. "Unless the old man's voice got hoarse during his nap. Virtually all of Japan knows by now."

A faint smirk crossed his face. "I imagine this week will have a spike in heart attack cases."

"Count me among them," Fuyutsuki said, slumping in his chair. "We were too close with the boy. He's lucky to be alive."

Perhaps he imagined the slight tension at that. He decided to press it.

"If we are indeed keeping him here, what shall we do for his living arrangements?"

"Our Operations Director has already proven her usefulness in that regard," was all Gendo said.

==/*\==​

Shinji yawned as he walked out of the locker room, backpack slung over his shoulder. The plugsuit he'd worn during the constant tests was tucked under his arm, having been folded up and slipped into a vacuum bag. A souvenir, Dr. Akagi had said in the note she'd left stuck to the bag.

The plastic crinkled as held the suit up to look at, then snorted.

"Some souvenir," he said quietly.

I am sorry, the voice said. It had to have been my presence that disrupted your test. It was almost as if... I was not meant to be there.

"Well, I guess I wasn't meant to be there either," Shinji said, tucking the bag under his arm again.

You sound unsure. Did you wish to pilot the Evangelion after all?

"No." A pause. "Yes? I... my father wanted me for it."

To his surprise, he felt a wave of irritation wash over him.

Where was your father, then? Unless I have forgotten much over the past few hundred centuries, humans care for their offspring.

Shinji paused at that. "I..."

"Who're ya talking to?" a familiar voice asked, behind him.

Turning, Shinji saw that Misato was walking over, stifling a yawn of her own. Despite the bags under her eyes and the disheveled hair, Shinji felt a blush when she smiled his way.

"Uh, no one," he said. "I... just talk to myself sometimes when I'm nervous."

"Like when a beautiful girl is chatting you up?" Misato said, winking.

"I-I mean, just in..."

"Just teasing." Misato laughed, then straightened a little. "I discussed your living situation with the Comman- er, your father."

"Am I going back to live with my teacher?" he asked.

"Nope!" A bright smile broke out on Misato's face. "We're going to be roomies!"

"Roomies?"

Roomies? Is that a new human relationship?

"I just got declared your new legal guardian," Misato said. "They still want to run some tests, and in the meantime you'll be living with me."

She leaned forward, close enough that some of her hair tickled Shinji's face, and he backed up a step.

"Don't worry, I'll wait a few days before I put the moves on you," she said, voice suddenly husky.

"M-Miss Misato, that's not-" Shinji stammered.

Misato straightened, laughing. "Just teasing. Goddess, you are just too easy. I gotta teach you the way before you get too hopeless with girls."

She turned, gesturing for him to follow. "Car's this way. I'll drive you to your new home."

Shinji watched her go for a few moments, dumbfounded.

She seems... unique. I think I like her.

"That is indeed a word," Shinji said, quietly, then followed after her.
 
Won't lie, was somewhat worried that we'd only get the one update, and then have to wait a year. Thank you for disproving that fear.

Also, loved the update. It's more detailed than I remember the previous version being, a fact I particularly loved during the sync test, plus Shinji and... does he have a name yet?... well their talk was nice. Looking forward to seeing more!
 
I see you rewrote this extensively. I haven't heard a peep out of any aliens yet either, interestingly enough. Besides Ultraman himself, that is.

It feels like you pulled a lot from the good bits of the first Rebuild movie moreso than the original arc of the show--the pace seems tighter.

I like it a lot.
 
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