Let's Read Ward (Sequel to Worm)

Rain seems like the most concerning member of Team Therapy right now. But whoever a chapters focuses on seems like the most concerning member of Team Therapy at the time :p
Welp. Now we've got a Kenzie focused chapter and now she feels like the most concerning member of Team Therapy. Heh.

dragonkid11 thanks for continuing to provide your insights. I like reading them.
 
Welp. Now we've got a Kenzie focused chapter and now she feels like the most concerning member of Team Therapy. Heh.

dragonkid11 thanks for continuing to provide your insights. I like reading them.
Every member of Team Therapy seems like the most concerning member of Team Therapy when they have a spotlight chapter. Including Victoria. :p
 
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Well, the usual Saturday update is up sooo, let's read.

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I watched over the group.
First line of the chapter, perfectly contrasted with that of previous chapter.

I guess it was the starting theme of both chapter, in which the last chapter has Victoria being seen by her fan and Houndstooth worried about the team being bugged by Kenzie.

If that's the case then I expect the chapter to be completely different, with the either Victoria watching over the group (Well, Implying she didn't do that all the time already to stop them from exploding) or the team spying on more supervillians again.
We were getting settled in. Tables were moved, whiteboards arranged, and chairs put together. It was starting to look more like a hideout. Sveta was doing her name in a fancy script on her board, Kenzie was doing homework, and I had plugged my laptop in, with my notes up, but it wasn't my focus in the moment.

Byron had taken his turn. Two hours and fifteen minutes after we'd parted ways, Tristan was back at the hideout. He'd taken off his black jacket and folded it over the back of a chair, and was doing some of the setup stuff, while wearing a red t-shirt, jeans, and chukka boots. He was athletic, and I remembered Byron hadn't given me that impression when I'd seen him.

"Hey Tristan," I said.

He'd moved over to his whiteboard, and stepped back and away to look my way.

"Hey, what do you think?" he asked. He extended a hand, indicating his work: he had sketched out a rough floor plan of the room. The area was an open-concept apartment, a bathroom closed off, the rest of it without walls, which gave us our room to maneuver, and it looked like Tristan was trying to figure out where the other things we needed might go. A list of bullet points said 'cot', 'mini fridge', and 'team sign'.

I frowned a bit as I saw that last one.
Erm yeah, sure. Teamsign, let's make it very obvious as to who the team is when the villian managed to get lucky and find the hideout.

Even Victoria probably get eye twitch from spotting that.
"Team sign?" I asked.

"Sure. I figured it would be good for morale. We could have Sveta paint it and put it up on the wall. Something nice to remind ourselves that we're a team."

"I could paint something," Sveta said, looking away from her work. "I'm kind of anxious to have a name, and we'd have to decide that first."

"That could be neat," I said. "My take on reading that was that you wanted to hang the sign outside."

Tristan smiled. "Something nice and big, colorful, with a by-line saying something about how we're a covert team of heroes."
*Shrugs* Well who know, that might work through sheer absurdity or something, hell if I know.
"I wasn't sure," I said.

"Believe it or not, I'm not a dumb guy," he said. "Stubborn, maybe-"

"Definitely," Kenzie called out, sitting at her desk. She was leaning over her homework.

"Most definitely," Sveta said.

"Fine. But I'm not dumb. I'm thinking about the things we need to get in terms of things we can fold up or pack away, since we may be moving a lot. We can fold up the cot, I can carry a mini fridge, these tables have legs that can fold up to the underside, and for the sign, I was picturing getting three separate canvases and having us put them up there so it connects or lines up."
At least the team knows he's bloody stubborn, that's for sure.

He's going to get this teamsign thing up no matter what, isn't it?
"Could work," I said.

"Three part name?" Sveta asked.

"No idea," Tristan said. "Sorry, Vic, you were going to say something?"

"I was going to ask if you train, or if the extra strength is from the powers. Biokinesis or whichever."

"I train," Tristan said. "I was just thinking of setting up a punching bag or something, actually."

"Yeah?" I asked.

"I usually end up with restless energy to burn. I lift, I run on the treadmill, and I had a class I took with Reach, but obviously it's been a while. Works with my enhanced strength."

"So it does help, then."

"You look like you do something," Tristan said.

"I do," I said. "Or I did. I don't have access to my dad's equipment or the stuff I had while helping out with the Patrol Block."

"Does it help? Powerwise?"

I shook my head. "Forcefield derived strength. I'm strong enough to tear apart an engine block with my hands. That wouldn't change if I didn't get off the couch and weighed three hundred pounds or if I was a bodybuilder."

"Why bother if you can tear apart engine blocks?" Tristan asked.

"Why do I walk when I could fly? I'd atrophy, for one thing, and I can't always use my strength. I don't have the control to do something more delicate. I- I honestly don't trust my power, a lot of the time."

Sveta came to stand beside me, to get a look at Tristan's idea of a finished floor plan and join the conversation.

"…There's a middle ground, and I'd like to be able to function in it," I finished.
'Also, exercise gives people amazing abs.'

But other than that, even if you have super strength, not exercising would still make it a pain in the ass to fight because of slow movement from atrophied muscle as well as sluggish coordination between your limbs.

Victoria's power now being nearly as dangerous as Star Platinum with shitload of fists and absolutely no fucking control makes it more important to train as well.
"It's kind of where I'm at," Sveta said. "Except I'm not trying to find a middle ground between one hundred miles an hour and a standstill. I'm using this body to bring myself to a point five percent of the way between zero and a thousand miles an hour."

"Vroom," Kenzie said, without turning to look at us.

She'd been just a little subdued.

"And it doesn't change, then. It is what it is?" Tristan asked. "For both of you, I guess?"

"Yeah," Sveta said. "Or- I don't know, but I'm strong enough. I'm not going to go try to figure out what I can do to make these things stronger."

As Tristan glanced at me, I made a rectangle with my fingers. "It's complicated. It fluctuates. I could name some terms and things that apply there, but I don't want to bore you."

"I've been bored enough times. I know a lot of the terms. Sechen ranges?"
Oh no, what is this Sechen range?

What, is the name made up by the guy that love Szechuan sauce so much he just named a scientific term after it?
"That's one of them. Powers often get stronger with certain influencing factors. You read up on that?"

"We did a ton of testing with Reach, and we saw a lot of parahuman science people while we were trying to figure out a solution. They think it's a straight multiplier. I have one point three to one point six times the strength and overall fitness."

"Handy," I said. "And Byron?"

"A bit of resistance to temperature extremes. He gets a higher percent, he'd probably remember his specific numbers better than I do, but unless it's winter or we're dealing with a heat wave, it doesn't apply as often."
I'm going to bet that any first thing a Ward fanfic will do is mentioning the Sechen range somehow and most likely get it wrong.

But I guess that where Manton limit is shard making sure their host won't kill themselves using the power as well as limiting its capability, Sechen range is the more smaller adjustment to make the host more comfortable in using the power over a variety of situation, environment and other annoying things.

I mean, imagining Byron use his power in the middle of goddamn winter, he's gonna freeze his ass off without this Sechen range thing in his temperature tolerance limit.
"On the note of Byron… the second part to my question is, how does the exercise thing work for Byron? Because exercise is monotonous enough when you're getting something out of it."

"He commented on that a while ago, actually. We negotiated something. He made a short list of movies, and I watch his movies while I work out. Similar thing with the trips here and back. I sometimes give him extra time, especially if I have something to think about, which is most times these days."

"That sounds pretty good."

"Wasn't always good," Tristan said. "Moonsong had some things right, back at the Wardens' place. I wasn't always good at being fair. It went the other way, Byron-"

Tristan stopped there.

"I won't finish that thought. Byron is Byron, and I'm me, and I've got to own my shit without comparing. I wasn't always good at being fair," Tristan said. "I'm good at a lot of things. I can kick ass and look pretty great while doing it, I'm tenacious, I tend to finish what I set my mind to. But fair is hard."

"It is," I said.

"It's hard enough figuring out how to be fair to ourselves," Sveta said.

"Too true," I said. I glanced over at Kenzie.
I dunno why, but it just sound hilarious to me that Byron still get to watch the movie when he is inside Tristan's head but he's going to keep hearing Tristan's gruntling during his exercise all the time when watching the movie.

I guess that's one way to work out their problem.
"Punching bag?" Tristan asked. He pointed at the corner, next to Chris' whiteboard. "I don't need to do anything special for you guys?"

"Regular punching bag for me," I said. "I'll use it. It's going to be a chore to move if we change locations, though."

"Noted," Tristan said. "Maybe we should all get one pain-in-the-ass contribution to the hideout and this can be mine."

"I've already got mine," Kenzie said, from the other end of the room. She kicked her box and the images projected on the wall changed.

"Bag's good," I said, as I started walking over. "No objection."

I approached Kenzie. The image was projected onto the wall in front of her, moving between the two cameras. An addition had been made, and as each person walked down the street, stylized crosshairs tracked their faces. Most had logos and names. A lot of them were just things in the vein of '[New31]' with the number changing, not names.

One of the cameras moved. It focused in on a scene where two people wearing aprons were smoking by the back stairs of a restaurant. The little space between four buildings didn't really qualify as an alley, as it looked like back doors and fire escapes were the only way to get down to the area. An enclave, maybe. The camera moved until it tracked a person in costume. The guy's mask looked like it covered all but a third of his face, the bottom right of his jaw and the top left of his forehead exposed, with ceramic shards framing each 'hole'. Curved metal bars reminiscent of piping extended around to the back of his head, holding the mask in place.

The camera seemed to recognize the mask, and labeled him as '[Kitchen Sink]'. We'd seen him before, but the label thing was new.
...That is an rather elaborated way of making a horrible looking mask for sure.

Seriously, how the hell do you expect that thing to remain intact in a fight, it just looks so goddamn uncomfortable.

But anyway, that's quite a convenient way of observing activities in the town, it's just like in RPG, all you need is look at someone and viola, their name will pop out above their head forever and you could immediately know whether you should ask the guy, punch them, or grab them to some secret location.

So convenient.
Off to the side, as part of a sidebar with data and labels, there were a series of countdown timers.

HT & Team: 8:21

Ashley Train to Station: 0:45
Average Ash Walk Time: 4:10
Hmm, I guess Hounstooth and his team will be rustle up the town's villians soonish, guess we will get to watch it in this chapter.
When I stood behind Kenzie's chair, I saw that even with a dozen workbooks and pieces of homework strewn in front of her, she wasn't doing her schoolwork. She had a projected image in front of her, drawn out in three dimensions, with the same image drawn on a paper in front of her in marker. The lines of the three dimensional image looked similar to a marker's. With gestures and prods of a pen, Kenzie adjusted the particulars.

"What do you think?" she asked. She used her hands, gesturing, and made it bigger. Turning around in her chair, bringing the drawn object with her, she moved her hands and superimposed the image over her head.

A mask, or a helmet. Eyeless, in a way, with a flat pane extending from the eyes, over her nose, down to a pointed chin. Three round lenses were placed along the line of her eyebrows, one round lens was on each cheekbone, and she had two spherical attachments, much like the buns she tended to wear her hair in. Probably intended to fit over the buns.

"I like it better than the one you wore for the training exercise," I said. "It does make me think of a spider, with all of the eyes."

"Is that a bad thing?"

"I don't think you make me think 'spider' at all. It's a bit too inhuman. What if… can I draw? I don't want to ruin your drawing."

"Go ahead. Use my pen. Squint one eye when you want it to draw."

The countdown timers marked Ashley's departure from the train. The 'walk time' timer was highlighted and started counting down.

I tried my hand at drawing little triangles at the side of each of the round lenses. A tiny triangle to represent eyelashes.

"Oh, cute!" Kenzie said. "Can you draw a second, smaller one? And leave off the eyelashes on the cheekbones, because I'm doing something different there, and-"

"Here," I said. I passed her the pen.

She began to change things, keeping all but two of the eyelashes I'd drawn.
Oh, she's designing a helmet huh. Well it sure as hell looks a lot better than that Kitchen Sink guy did.

A bit of a cartoonish humanoid robot look, kinda liked it.
Someone labeled '[Joe]' walked down the street, a bag slung over his shoulder. He entered the same bar I'd encountered Moose outside of. The one where Snag and Love Lost had gone inside.

I looked at some of the other names.

"Fifi?" I asked.

"Huh?" Kenzie asked. She looked up, and I pointed at a blonde girl with hair that looked like she'd just about destroyed it with bleaching. Frizzed out to the point I doubted she could get a comb through it. She'd resorted to using a headband and hair tie to try to get it in order. The headband and hair tie didn't match her outfit.

"Oh. She looked like a Fifi. I named some of the ones I see a lot."

"She does look vaguely poodle-ish, and Fifi seems like a poodle name to me."

"Exactly," Kenzie said, with satisfaction. She returned to writing down something that looked like code and formula, periodically poking her pen at her projected image of her mask.

I looked at 'Fifi'. "Poor her. When I was a little younger than you are now, I tried dying my hair to be like my cousin, and it went badly. I was so inconsolable."

"What happened after?" Kenzie asked.

"My mom hired a professional to get me back to normal, and it was mostly fixed. We bought some products to keep my hair from ending up like thatafter. I can't imagine the professional or the products were cheap, and we were pretty tight on cash back then. She knew it was important to me."

My heart hurt a little, thinking of that.
You know, I actually don't understand how does people 'bleach' their hair.

I mean, hair dye is a thing, and sounds way safer than this bleaching thing, why not use that instead of, well, bleaching?

Or maybe I'm just sitting here, in a country in far east where everyone's hair is just fucking black. So it absolutely sounds weird to me.
"That's the way it should be," Kenzie said.

"Yeah," I said.

She turned my way, putting on the projected helmet so it was superimposed over her head. When she took her hands away and moved her head, the helmet moved with her head.

Now, though, the eyes of the mask widened and closed, as camera-like shutters closed around the edges. The eyelashes moved up and down a little, and shutters moved in lopsided ways, with only some of the shutters closing. Coming down from the top, curved forward, angry. Coming in from the bottom.

"Are you changing your expression?"

"Yes! It worked. Awesome. Okay, and let's try this."

Her eyelashes moved, until one was pointing straight up, one was pointing straight down. The eyes all briefly turned white.

"I think that worked. White eyes and… targeting mode?"

"Not targeting mode. I could build something like the flash gun into it. I can strike a pose and do the eye thing, like they're crosshairs, and flash. There'd probably only be room for one shot. Okay, colors-"
Definitely going for the absurdly advanced cartoon robot look.

Probably not a good idea to strike a pose just to shoot light out of your eyes, people can probably read your intention from miles away.

Not that they will be able to block the flash in time most of the time considering it can went through quite a lot of obstructions.
She tapped her pen on her desk. The mask changed from shades of gray to pink and sky blue. I winced, and she immediately changed to the next. Seafoam green and black. Through each change, the circles at her cheekbones remained a slightly different shade, more muted.

"Something less garish, maybe?" I asked. "That one looks a little villainous. Cute, but villainous."

She tapped her pen a few times, then made a mark on the paper.

Lemon-lime and dark gray, with green-gray circles for the cheekbones.

"Better."

"Ooh, I know a thing. I can do a thing."

She turned, and she started scribbling. She seemed energized.

But as she turned, the image at one of her cheekbones broke up, becoming transparent, like a few squares had been cut out of the image. It flickered as I moved my head to view it at another angle.

"You've got a distortion," I said. I pointed.

"Silly me," she said.

The entire helmet disappeared.

"Something similar happened when your picture was taken at the Warden's HQ," I said.

"Yeah."

"You're wearing a projection?"
Ohhh, looks like Victoria catch on to it quickly.
"Not really," she said. She scribbled. "I'm wearing tech, and it conflicts with stuff so it can be hard to coordinate. I wouldn't call it wearing."

"No?"

"Wearing makes me think full-body, or covering my head and I mean, I had that costume thing for the training, and that didn't last that long. How could or would I wear something else and have it last all day or whatever? I mean, I wish I could."

"I wish I could," I said. I didn't want to press or be harsh, but I didn't want to let this lie either. I went easy, instead. "I'm slightly concerned if you're using projections like that."

"I'm not that devious," Kenzie said. "I wouldn't bring something and pretend to have a short battery life so I can hide that I have a longer battery life for something else I'm secretly using. That's not what I do and that's not how I am."

"I know," I said. "I don't get the impression you're devious or that you'd go to those lengths."

Kenzie looked up at the clock.

Average Ash Walk Time: -1:13

"She'll turn up," I said.

"I know. I just want her here before Houndstooth calls," Kenzie said. "One second."

She kicked the cube. It went dark, and the camera image dropped away.

"Victoria!" Tristan called me from the far end of the room.

"What?"

"Can we use your computer?"

"Yeah."

Tristan and Sveta gathered together at my computer, Tristan's hands at the keyboard.

"The tech you're wearing. The distortions. I want to make sure you're taking care of yourself. That you don't have dark circles under your eyes, or bruises, or anything like that."

She turned her head to look at me over her shoulder and smiled. "It's off. I turned my tech off to synchronize everything across all fields. This is me."

She showed me her phone, where the progress bar was filling up.

"Gotcha," I said.
Well, at least we know the (probably true) answer to that question of 'Whether or not Kenzie's using projection to hide her unwellness' now.
"I know Houndstooth said stuff. I think he said it in a caring way because he's one of the best guys out there. True blue hero, like Weld. Like you."

I was reminded of how I'd handled Presley on the train. I'd recognized how she'd needed me to be more than human, because she idolized me, she'd seen me as something to reach for.

I wondered if Kenzie wanted me to be the same thing.

"I don't know if I am. I'm pretty angry about things. I'm… really concerned about a lot of things. Negative emotions drive an awful lot of what I do."

The lock on the door clicked. Ashley let herself in, then locked it behind her. She smiled at Kenzie and me, then gave the other two a small salute.

Kenzie had visibly brightened at Ashley's appearance.

"The things you do are good," Kenzie said. "At least as far as I've seen and researched."

She researched me.

"And I think that's what counts," Kenzie said.

"It's nuanced."

"If Houndstooth sat you down to tell you about me and he didn't say I'm bad at nuance, he screwed up," Kenzie said. "And he doesn't screw up."

The projector box lit up, and the video image popped back up. Kenzie's phone changed from the progress bar, and her helmet reappeared, floating just over the paper where it had been drawn.
Yeah, I'm starting to feel kinda concern about the team's privacy right now.

Actually, on second thought, I feel like there's a pattern in here somewhere.

Like... Kenzie's attachment to people, it's kinda how I was and still is right now at some point, I suppose. As Victoria stated there, Kenzie looked up to people and idolized them, it might even be possible that she did it for everyone and it really changed her perspective of others by a lot. How everything the people she idolized did matter a thousand times more than her own, what happened to them feel a billion times happier or painful, and making them happy is going to make her as happy as she mentally could.

You can of course, try to tell her to knock that off and view herself as a better person instead of kept idolizing others but there's also high chance that it makes you getting idolized by her type of person instead.

I'm still trying to get a hold of my feeling that way, even now.

Of course, magnified that by her power that pretty much breaks down any sense of privacy and you get one hell of an issue to take care off.
"Roughly one minute until Houndstooth!" Kenzie reported.

"Got it," Tristan said.

Ashley approached, standing by Kenzie's chair, and laid a hand on Kenzie's left shoulder.

"You good?" I asked.

"Working hands. No pain. We're still working with this cretin?"

"Cretin?" Kenzie asked.

"Houndstooth," Ashley said. "He didn't impress me."

"Okay, wow. Let me start by saying you impress me," Kenzie said, looking up at Ashley. "I love those videos you're in, and I loved seeing you train. You're awesome. And you're totally, one hundred percent wrong, this once. Because Houndstooth is awesome and impressive too."

"Houndstooth's concerns seemed to come from a well-intentioned, good place," I said, interjecting. Kenzie's head whipped around to look at me over her other shoulder. I added, "And despite that, he seemed to come to some extreme conclusions. There's nuance, between where you're coming from and where you end up. Like we were just talking about."
Okay, this is just a fight that's just waiting to start. Victoria is at least somewhat understandable on the situation but goddammit Ashley.
"When I called him a cretin I was being gentle. He's a disgusting, disappointing, subnormal excuse for a hero, cape, or human being."

"I will fight you over this," Kenzie said.

"You'd lose."

"I will go to war with you. Houndstooth was one of the coolest people to me at one of my uncoolest times."

Tristan and Sveta had noticed things were a little hairy and were approaching at a jog. I interjected, saying, "We might want to drop this. Let the topic lie."

"No," Kenzie said. "Not if she's going to say anything more like what she just said."

"He talked about you like you were nothing more than a problem."

"I am a problem!" Kenzie said, raising her voice.

"Easy," I said. Tristan and Sveta joined us.

"I'm a problem," Kenzie said, quieter. "I was."

"You're more than the problem," Ashley said. "That waste of space didn't-"

"Do you want to go to war?" Kenzie asked, rising out of her seat. "I can build an army of camera drones. I have advantage in the air. I have battlefield awareness. And I'll fight you on this until you explode me all over the place or you say you're wrong about him. Don't say bad things about him. Not when he's someone that counts. Not when you're someone that counts. Okay?"

Sveta reached out and pushed Kenzie back down into her seat. Tristan was closer to Ashley, facing her, ready to get between the two.

"Kenzie," Sveta said. "Ashley's coming from a good place here."

"I know that," Kenzie said. "I also know that Houndstooth is."

"You're better than he makes you out to be. You can't put so much faith in the words of someone who so clearly knows so little," Ashley said.

Kenzie shook her head, smiling like she couldn't believe the conversation she was a part of.

"He's weak, and he's a loser. He's the lowest of the low."
Looking back together with the previous chapter, I wonder if it was WB's point to make Ashley seems that, even though she's right in a way, she's still practically has all sort of points against her.

Not only that, she lost in two parts simultaneously.

First, there was a fact that she came right off as a hypocrite when she called Houndstooth as a poor excuse for hero and human being.

We could say there's a different between how Houndstooth might interpret that Kenzie is really a trouble and this from Ashley because she's pissed at him, but really, no.

Ashley hated Houndstooth for something she has seen from her own perspective that is really bad that Kenzie doesn't know of (Unless she actually bugged them) except from second hand information, Houndstooth considered Kenzie as problematic because of something he has seen from his own perspective that the team and us, the readers, didn't know of) except from second hand information (albeit from his own mouth, so maybe lost point there)

...Does erm, that makes any sense? What I essentially said that in the same way she considered Houndstooth's opinion on Kenzie as invalid, she herself also rendered her own opinion on Houndstooth invalid because she does it in the same exact way.

I meant, not to say Ashley is wrong, but it's a bit hard to convince people if she just used her emotion like that all the time.

Anyway, second point against Ashley, the influence of bad first impression that she argued that it won't be much of a trouble.

And I think we are seeing the ripple effect of the bad first impression right now so erm yeah, Ashley, you got it wrong, really badly.
The phone trilled with a rising series of beeps. The projected image on the screen showed the person calling: Houndstooth.

Kenzie leaped forward, swatting aside Sveta's hand and dodging mine. She grabbed the front of Ashley's top, and hauled it down, making Ashley bend down.

Ashley's hand moved, and Tristan grabbed her wrist, stopping it from going wherever it was going to go. He grabbed Kenzie with the other hand, ready to pull her away if need be.

"Woah," Tristan said.

I moved closer, putting my hands on Kenzie's shoulders, freeing Tristan to focus more on Ashley.

So small. Her shoulders were narrow.

Kenzie raised her free hand, and pressed it against Ashley's mouth, so her fingers were on either side of Ashley's nose. Had her fingers been longer, the tips and nails might have been near Ashley's eyes.

"Don't say anything," Kenzie said.

The phone trilled its beeps again.

"Please don't say anything. Please."

There was a pause, silence.

The phone spat out its series of beeps.

"Please let this go okay," Kenzie said. "That will do more than anything."

The silence hung. The phone could only ring so many times.

Kenzie started to smile, and the smile faltered. "Please? I'll do anything."

Ashley straightened, pulling away from Kenzie's hands. She turned away, folding her arms.

The rest of us relaxed. Kenzie, too, turned away, stepping away from my hands. She grabbed the phone off the table and tossed it to Tristan.

The phone was mid-ring when Tristan answered.
*sighs*

Jesus fucking Christ, this team is really a mess when it's not working.
"Sorry about the delay. Capricorn here. Four of the six members of the team are here, and our coach is here too," Tristan said. He backed up a few steps, until Ashley was in front of him, facing him. "I think we're going to put you on speakerphone if that's okay."

Ashley nodded once.

"Great," Tristan said. A response for both Houndstooth and Ashley, it seemed.

Kenzie hit a key.

"Hello again," Houndstooth said. "I've got my team here, and we're north of Cedar Point. We're getting sorted out, costumes already on, but there's other stuff to do. Minions to summon, ammo to load. I'm really hoping that none of it is needed."

"Same here," Tristan said. "We've been keeping an eye on things and I think it's pretty quiet right now."

"Perfect."

I raised my hand a bit to signal I was going to speak, then stepped forward a bit. "Victoria here. I think there are three villains-"

Kenzie's hand went up, four fingers extended.

"Four villains out and about around the city. A few left on a road trip earlier in the afternoon. There are also a couple you'll want to be aware of."

"Anything you can give us is great."
Well anyway, let's just distract ourselves of that shitstorm happened just now and focus on this.
Kenzie hit a key. The camera moved to Kitchen Sink, with his ceramic mask.

"Kitchen Sink. He's the closest to you, big, minor brute aspect, but his thing is he acts as a blaster. Long and sustained series of junk being thrown at high velocities. Everything but the kitchen sink, as the saying goes."

"That's so bad a schtick it's great," a voice on the line said. One of Houndstooth's subordinates, feminine-sounding.
So Kitchen Sink is budget...

*Google Worm*

...Ballistic, okay. Fuck it, I calling him Box face bullet dude for making me forget about his name, totally his fault.

Anyway, Kitchen Sink is essentially budget version of him with maybe some control over the throw speed and distance considering he is a brute too.

And good god, that's a really bad schtick.
"He's in the company of Hookline. Minor mover, has a hundred-foot long cable he telekinetically controls. It can't be broken or damaged, short of some very select powers, and it will shake off or slip free of a lot of things that would snag or impede another weapon. Frost, hands that try to grab it. So don't try. It moves faster and acts like a whip, so be super careful if a fight happens. There's a hook on the end, and he's most dangerous if you're at or just inside that hundred foot limit of his range where the hook is flying around. Which brings me to my next point."

"They're willing to hurt people?" Houndstooth asked.

"Kitchen Sink and Hookline are. They're part of one clique in Cedar Point that's more violent than the others. Aggressive, violent, even borderline bloody. They might be acting as enforcers for others."

"Breaking kneecaps," Tristan said.

"Got it," Houndstooth said.

"Hookline and Sink," the feminine voice said. "Oh my god."
Hmm, so much for not going for the jugular. I guess these two are going to be hardarses to take down non-lethally.

Whoever that lady cape is on Houndstooth's team just earned a point from me.

...Hmm, wait... ammo to load, female voice...

...Hmmm, nah. That would be too much of a coincidence, I might be imagining things.
"Moose seems to be going around between groups, passing on messages or checking on things. Strong brute, something to do with shockwaves. He hits hard, he moves a lot faster than you'd expect from someone that big, and he has decent combat sense. I wish we could give you more information on him, but all I know is from a brief scrap with him."

"You said the other two might pick a fight. What about this guy?"

"Low odds the other two pick a fight without checking with the leadership, but if someone was to pick a fight, it'd be people from their group. Moose would sooner negotiate or look to talk than fight, and he'd only really fight if he thought he needed to or if he was certain he could win. I think your worry is going to be having something in mind to tell Moose that passes the sniff test."

"We're curious what's going on, the Hill is a mess, and we're wondering if these are greener pastures than Greenwich."

Tristan said, "If others are going to show interest, we want to drop a hint. Something that makes them wonder. You could mention sponsorship and a reshuffling of jurisdictions."

"There's talk of war," Sveta interjected. "I know someone who's having to spend time away, and they're bringing people in from other teams to fill holes."

"I heard about that," Houndstooth said.

"You could use that. It happened with villain communities in the past. A void appears, villains rush to fill it, there's upheaval, and then things settle."

She looked at me as she said that last bit.

I'd said something like that at the group therapy meeting, hadn't I?

"If Moose challenges us, I'll say something like that."
Moose, yup, pretty much a chill guy, hopefully he stays chill at the end of the series, assume he didn't die halfway.

Give a talk, make the other guy thought you know more about him than let on, make his as off balanced as much as possible.

Good strategy.
"There's also a woman that's collecting protection money right now. Bluestocking. From the brainiac clique."

"These guys are so lame, I love it," Houndstooth's subordinate said.
The fuck is Bluestocking?

*google*

An intellectual or literary woman. Why yes of course, collecting protection money is absolutely a ladylike activities for a modern intellectual lady!
"There's something to keep in mind," I said. "These guys congregated here. If something happens, and I don't know if Moose would let it unless you forced the issue, then you'll have a lot more in your hair. They're banding together and as lame as any individual might be, they're finding a lot of people who match up with them. Thematically or in style."

"We're seeing that more in general," Houndstooth said. "Lots of capes condensed into a relatively tight geographic area."

"You're going to see it in effect here. Two clairvoyants are keeping an eye on the area. One of them is a clairaudient, so they'll have an ear on the area too. I could go into detail, but I think it's better and easier to just say that once you enter Cedar Point they're going to be fully aware of everything you say or do. Be careful what you say, and be aware we can't communicate with you unless it's an emergency."

"That also means no mockery or jokes," Houndstooth said, his voice quieter, like he didn't have his mouth near the phone. "And as far as we're concerned, your team doesn't exist."

"It would mean a ton if you could be especially careful about that," Tristan said.

"We'll be careful," Houndstooth said. "I trust my guys. Give us a couple of minutes, and we'll move through, make our faces known. I want to plan what we do if we run into the guys you talked about."

"Call us again when it's time," Tristan said.

"Will do. I like this a lot, good briefing, great intelligence. This is great stuff, guys."

The call ended.

Tristan huffed out a breath, glancing at Ashley.

"Great stuff, and he likes it," Kenzie said, quiet. Her legs kicked, just barely scuffing the plastic rim that the wheels of the computer chair stuck down from. "Now I get to see Houndstooth on camera. Wooo."

Her voice was so quiet it might have sounded unenthusiastic, but the speed her legs kicked at doubled with that last utterance.
Hmm, there's one passage from the Szu Tzu's Art of War that I absolutely didn't google until like just now that I would like to mention here.

'So it is said that if you know your enemies and know yourself, you will not be put at risk even in a hundred battles.
If you only know yourself, but not your opponent, you may win or may lose.
If you know neither yourself nor your enemy, you will always endanger yourself.'

The team sure as heck knows their enemy well for now, so that's good.

But how long will they last without knowing themselves more?
"We should get people out there in case things go bad and we need to extract," Tristan said.

"I can fly out," I said.

"I'll go," Sveta said.

"I can be there in ten minutes if I need to be, maybe as few as five," Tristan said. "I'll hold down the fort here until then. Ashley- I'd rather keep you in reserve. If everything falls to pieces, we'll bring you in to great effect."

She nodded, and then she walked away, approaching the empty whiteboard that was supposed to be hers. Some of her things were in a bag at the base of the board.

Sveta and I stepped out, and I used my flight to lift up off the fire escape.

"I'm worried about them," Sveta said. "And I wish there was a flagpole or tree close by I could grab."

"I can help a bit with that last part," I said. I rose up and away, then extended a hand.

She shot her hand and arm at me, and I caught it. She pulled herself my way, not at her fastest, but fast enough I felt my heart jump in my chest.

I flew back and away, as she hauled herself in, and matched her general direction. It made for a tiny bit more slack.

She let go of me, and she pulled herself to a tree. From there, she moved to a roof.

Like a frog's tongue, snapping out, seizing something. But the frog went to the fly, rather than the other way around. To the branch, to the railing, to the fence, then to the chimney.

She was faster than me for short distances, and only a bit slower for the sustained movement. We didn't have far to go, so she did pretty well at getting ahead of me. Only the escape from the fire escape had slowed her down.

"Hold up," I called out, as she started to move northward. "Here's good."

We parked ourselves near where I'd been the day prior, on a rooftop with the water separating us and Cedar Point.
Good to know they are taking precautions too in case things do go back at a notice.
"I'm glad it's you and me," she said.

I bumped her shoulder with mine.

The phone rang. I pulled it from my pocket, connected my earbuds, and put one bud in my ear, one in Sveta's.

"One camera on H.T., one in Moose's general vicinity," Kenzie announced. "The valiant H.T. is leading his team in. Five of them."

I touched the button on the screen to mute my end of the conversation, so we'd only hear, not say anything.

"We tried to get ahold of Rain and we couldn't. I'm worried," Sveta said. "I know he's impossible to get ahold of when he's with his family, they're off the grid but I don't know."

The phone flicked between a view of Houndstooth and the villains.

"Today's the third time Chris chose the optimism-indulgence route in five days, I think."

"What do you mean? He's not balancing it out?"

"I asked what he was doing to balance it out and he said I should mind my own business."

I could see the thread of what Sveta was getting at.

"You're worried about things as a whole."

"Aren't you?" she asked.

I nodded.

Except maybe worry was the wrong word. It implied hand-wringing. Sweating, nervousness.

It wasn't that I was afraid or that it was worse than worry, either. I was becoming far more aware of the problems, for things as a whole.
It's a good thing that Victoria at least won't be so overwhelmed by the team's issue considering Sveta's here to help out too.
"What the mother-loving hell?" Moose's voice came through the earbuds. It sounded weird, captured by cameras at a great distance, sent to Kenzie, sent to us, passed through the earbuds. He'd just received the news. The video on the phone showed him sending people away on errands. Fetching others.

"We have movement," Tristan said. "They're getting organized."

We watched. I carried on with my conversation with Sveta. "Ashley has had a couple of serious episodes that I've seen now. Many lesser episodes, too."

"Yes."

"There's a big part of me that was waiting for the other shoes to drop and that part of me feels… not worse, now that those shoes have dropped," I said.

"I don't feel not worse."

"I can see flashes and hints of what you're trying to bring out in Ashley," I admitted. "She's not someone I would have spent time with, in another context. I don't know how to handle things when she casually mentions her capacity to murder people, as if it's a way to win an argument."

"The threats are usually empty," Sveta said. "That's a plus."

"I want to figure this out," I said. "I want to help. It's like Kenzie is a distillation of every vulnerable person I've ever tried to help, and Ashley is a distillation of every really fascinating branding exercise where you take a random villain and try to paint them as a hero and even bring out the hero inside them. Tristan and Byron are this really fascinating problem with powers and I'm a power geek and I really wonder if there's a solution. "

"How do you parse Rain?" Sveta asked quiet.

"I mean-" I stopped. "I'm doing exactly what Ashley got so angry at Houndstooth for doing. I'm reducing people down to conveniently sized problems. I get that, you know? They aren't just that. Kenzie is really complex and intelligent, she's clearly been through a lot, and I one hundred percent believe Houndstooth when he says she's good hearted. The fact that she clearly adores Ashley and she fought her that hard on things to stand up for someone else she holds close to her heart? That's amazing. I could say similar things about Ashley, Tristan, Byron."

Sveta nodded. "And me?"

"I'm so caught up in everything I…" I tried to find the words, and felt a pang. I tried to make sense of that feeling as I said, "I find myself missing you, even though you're there."

"I know. We should have talked like this sooner."

"You're doing amazing and my biggest fear with you is that I'm going to be an obstruction, not a help."

"No, I can't ever see that."

"I worry. I don't want to tamper with something that's working."

"I need help. I'm anxious, and there are things I need. Not from a teammate, but-"

"From a friend?" I asked.

She nodded, something in her rattling slightly with the movement.
The main problem with it is that sometimes you need to reduce people down to conveniently sized problem so you can actually figure out how to help them instead of just use your emotion to guide you. Also, one helluva less headache this way.

And for this team, there sure as hell is a lot of sometimes and a lot of headaches even if you are really trying to help them.

But forget all that for now, Victoria and Sveta really need some time alone and relax even just for a day or two.
"As one part of that, then, I really want to take you shopping, that needs addressing, because this-"

I touched her top. She was wearing a beige top with a blue anchor on the front. The top was in two pieces, knotted above the shoulder, with smaller bits knotted along her sides.

"This is cute, but I really want to see more sides of you."

"I want you to take me shopping too," she said.

I reached for her hand, and I gave it a waggle.

"I'm thinking about Rain a lot," Sveta said.

"He has me worried. Not just because of the hit out on his head. But because he's not telling the truth about everything. The lies make sense, it seems to make sense to hide things when in his situation. But I'm not getting to see that good side of him either. So for now, I want to help him. But my motivations are somewhat selfish. My hometown got wiped out by a seemingly insurmountable, inevitable, unstoppable force. We lost. I- I don't think I ever fully came back from those losses."

"I'm so sorry."

"And now we have Rain being targeted by a seemingly insurmountable, inevitable, unstoppable force. I'm being selfish, but I want to help him and get a win this time around."

"I don't think that's selfish."

"My entire hero career before the hospital and the years leading up to that career were a fantasy or exercise in me having powers and being a hero, and I'm not sure I was ever heroic about it. I just see that past me as wholly motivated in selfishness, ego, pride, and a drive to be celebrated."

"I don't think it's selfish," Sveta said. "You're not that. You're here, doing this. You're helping."

"The ends justify the… possible justifications?" I asked. "I just had this conversation with Kenzie. I'm not sure it's a good thing if I'm having it again."

"It's where your head and heart are at."

I shrugged, looking at the video feed.
Oh no Victoria, you are not allowed to do that 'I'm selfish for wanting help to people' anime bullshit here.

You are not anime enough to do that.
Moose and Prancer were meeting up. Prancer had two friends with him. On the other feed, the heroes were walking through the neighborhood. Talking to shop owners and residents. Sink and Hookline watched from the sidelines, Houndstooth's subordinates hanging back and watching them in turn.

"Where are you at?" I asked.

"Weld has been telling me things about what's going on elsewhere. Things he shouldn't be telling me, but I think a lot of it is the kind of thing like a husband with a certain position might tell his wife, sometimes, even when those things are confidential."

"Wife?" I asked. I raised an eyebrow.

"Shut up," Sveta said, lifting her chin a bit, looking mock-affronted. "Not another word about that."

"You're the one who said the word."

"Anyway," Sveta said. "I can't repeat those things, but I worry more than I used to. I get anxious. There's a part of everyone else in the group in me, and when they struggle it feels like I'm struggling."

"I can sort of relate to that."

"I need people and I scare them away. Tristan told me what Houndstooth said. None of it's too surprising. There are people who know a dangerous amount about me and I think they'd hurt me if they had a chance. I'm a killer. I'm constantly at war with another side of myself. I'm perpetually off balance and I don't know if I'll ever have that balance."

"That kinship might be why you're able to connect to the others."

"Don't say it. Don't sound like Weld."

"It's true," I said. "You're the team's mom."

"Oh no," Sveta said. "That's so much worse than what I thought you were going to say. I thought you were going to call me the team's heart, like Weld does. I can't be a mother. No!"
Sorry Sveta, you are absolutely a mother now, with 5 incredibly problematic child, one lovely husband with heart of steel and another wife.

...I swear, if I set off shipping fuel from what I said here...
I was about to respond, but Sveta reached up with a hand. Her prosthetic finger tapped the side of the phone.

Moose and Prancer. They'd wrangled three others. I didn't recognize any of the three. Bluestocking was way off to the side, just barely in earshot. Almost half of Houndstooth's group had turned around and were keeping an eye on Hookline and Kitchen Sink.

"What brings you here?" Prancer asked.

"Passing through," Houndstooth said.

"To where? This is a peninsula. It's why Hollow Point is a point."

Houndstooth shrugged, radiating smug, a lack of concern.

"The Kings of the Hill. You're a long way away from where you normally hang out."

"Changing times. Some other people might be looking to take over the Hill."

"That doesn't explain why you're here," Prancer said.

"Maybe they want to be Kings of the Point," Moose said.

"There's nothing to be gained here," Prancer said. "It'll take you twice as long and five times as many fights to get half as far."

Houndstooth laughed. One or two members of his group were almost simultaneous in laughing as well, but Houndstooth was louder, more confident, and probably the focus of the camera's microphone, to boot.

The villains shifted their footing. There were no laughs. They didn't seem impressed.

Houndstooth explained. "You're aware you just described an uphill battle to a group called Kings of the Hill?"

"Then you should know all the better," Prancer said. The force of the response was hampered a bit by the fact that Houndstooth's group was chuckling again.

Points to Houndstooth, he was doing pretty well here. This wasn't the first time I'd seen him interact with someone and not really have the presence or power to stand up to the people he was facing down.

"What a theme. The hunting hound, nipping at the fleeing deer's heels," Houndstooth said.

"If you're going to nip, I'm going to gore," Prancer said. "You're not going to come out ahead in this."

"Yeah?" Houndstooth asked. "Would you like to have a little skirmish right here? Your eight to our five. Or are you going to let us pass through?"

"You can't pass through," Prancer said, exasperated. "Its a peninsula. You can turn around and go back the way you came, though."

Houndstooth chuckled. He put a hand on a teammate's shoulder, and turned the guy around. The five members of his group turned to go.
Houndstooth is doing a good job keeping Prancer off balance there.

Eventhough he has more power and more influence, Houndstooth just make it look like like they have no hold on him at all.

It was a fight done without battle, and Houndstooth just won.
"Faster response," I said. I touched the button on the phone to unmute myself. "I'd like to keep a camera on Prancer's group. I want to see their response."

"That's the plan," Tristan's voice came through.

A few seconds passed, as Houndstooth's team headed back the way they'd come.

"I'm not a mom," Sveta said.

"Okay," I said.

There was conversation on the phone.

"I don't want them in here," Hookline said. "Fuck that."

"We don't know what they're doing," Prancer said. "It's fine. Go easy."

"They made a mockery of us."

"They made a mockery of themselves," Prancer said.

"I think you're the only one that's dwelling on the peninsula thing," Velvet said.

"We're fine," Prancer said.
It's just a small visit from the heroes and it seems Prancer is losing a bit of control over the town already.

This could be useful but it seems the team might need a little balancing to make sure the town doesn't burn to hell.

Also, sorry, Sveta, you are totally a mom now. No changing that!
"Were they related to the blonde, Victoria?" Moose asked. "Pretty much the first thing I said to her was that she'd end up outnumbered and having to skedaddle. Someone hears that, they might call friends."

"They're still outnumbered," Velvet pointed out.

Prancer replied, "I don't know, Moose, but yes, we will always have the numbers advantage. For now I'm content to wait and see what happens. If they move in, we have the resources to answer them. Bluestocking? Can you tell Bitter Pill I want to talk to her about her team? I want to keep a closer eye on things."

"I can," the woman with glasses said. The one that had been collecting protection money.

"We'll be fine," Prancer said.

"What I'm wondering," Kitchen Sink said, "Could this have to do with the truck of-"

"Shut up this very second," Prancer said.

There was silence.
Oh oh, we got something VERY important there.

Truck, usually this would mean carrying a truckload of substance, it's not like someone would say a truck of fridges, a truck of ducks, or a truck of firearms, that just doesn't sounds right.

Drug, chemical, or even some magical tinker substance, whatever it is, that sounds important right now and I think the team should look into it when they can.
"No," Prancer said, "I doubt it does, and you shouldn't talk business unless we're inside with the Speedrunners or Caveat helping to ensure things are private."

"You're doing a lot of talking," Sink said. "But I'm thinking you're not doing a lot of doing. Those guys walked in and walked out. They might come back and they'll be a headache. Speaking as someone who's been collecting rent-"

"If you want to talk business, you do it inside," Prancer said.

"-it's going to impact that," Sink said. "We have to explain. You have to explain, really, because I'm saying fuck this conversation."

He punched Hookline lightly in the shoulder, gestured. The pair of them turned to walk away.

"Cracks and clues," Tristan's voice could be heard over the phone.

"And two of the locals following Houndstooth's group," Kenzie reported. "They're aiming to catch up."
Yup, definitely looks like crack in the town somewhere, might even fractures into true factions rather than the one they have now

Well, when you have a tinker smart guy group, a diplomancer group, and a BURN MAIM KILL group, I fairly sure it's the last guy that go nut and try to control everyone first.

And it looks like Hookline and Kitchen Sink are going to to target Houndstooth's team, give a show of dominance or something.
I took off. I paused in the air, hand out.

Sveta sent out her hand. With the wind currents above the water, the hand moved off-course. I flew over to catch it in the same moment she flexed her tendrils and sent the hand to where I'd been.

We coordinated, I caught her hand before it dropped into the water, and she pulled herself to me. She had a silly smile on her face when she drew close.

"We'll work on that," I said.

I flew over the water. When we reached the first tall building, I dropped Sveta, before changing course again.

She went low to the ground, pulling herself straight to the street level. I flew high, to the point where Birdbrain shouldn't have a high enough perspective to see me, much like with Kenzie's high-flying cameras.
However, it seems the team is going to beat them to the punch on that by getting to them first.
I retrieved my phone. "Do we act?"

"Act," Tristan said.

I drew closer.

Hookline's hook was out, and Kitchen Sink had a machete in one hand and a gallon tank of probably-kerosene in the other. He kept the large red plastic can, tossed away the machete, tossed away the textbook, tossed away the manhole cover-

I was guessing, hoping they wanted to count coup, injure and disappear.

It didn't seem terribly bright. I didn't want to let them count coup or do worse. We'd made a pledge to Houndstooth's group.

Sveta's hands appeared out of nowhere, grabbing Hookline by the ankles. He fell hard on the initial tug, and was then dragged beneath a parked car.

The hook moved, lashing out. It caught on the corner of a building, Hookline's attempt to haul himself free.

My focus in the moment was on Kitchen Sink.

I landed so I was a foot behind him, pushing out with my aura.

"Run," I said.

He turned, wheeling around with hand drawn back, a rather large, full bottle of alcohol gripped by the neck-

I smashed my forehead into his nose. When he didn't immediately go down, I did it again. I didn't give him a chance to recover from there. My forcefield was down throughout the process, as I stayed within a foot of him, my aura buzzing with the range pulled closer to me, active and focused on him.

I could fly, so I didn't need footing. I used it when I had it, to give a little more oomph when I punched him in the stomach, but at the times I would have needed to pause to get my feet in the right places under me, flight drove me forward. Punch, knee to his stomach, a shove against his shoulder, as he drew the connected arm back to swing with the bottle or use his power to throw it point-blank.

He realized he couldn't draw either weapon back, and dropped the plastic jug, jabbing at me instead. He hit me in the ribs, and it hurt.

I hit him in the nose, and I was willing to bet it hurt more.

He realized what was happening, and compensated with an exaggerated step back, anticipating he'd be pushed away, the foot would arrest that movement.

I brought my hand close to his face as I flew up, and he shielded it.

He was trying not to fall down, but with his feet planted far apart-

I flew down, my foot striking on his thigh, close to the pelvis. It forced him into awkward almost-splits.

My hand on the back of his head, I pushed his face down toward the road. He didn't try to stop the movement with his arms out, instead folding his around his face, to shield it.

The impact was hard, elbows striking the road, and from the sound he made, his nose hit the arms that were around his face, and that hurt enough.

Sveta had moved across the street. She stayed low, and her hand snaked out, snatching for Hookline's ankles, trying to once again drag him beneath the vehicle, forcing him to clamber or squeeze out.

As I landed on a car roof, intentionally making a sound, he glanced back at me. His face was bound in ripcord or something like it, with a gap for his eyes. It pulled his teeth back so they stood out, perpetually bared.

At least he brushed.

The distraction meant Sveta could get a hold on him. He stabbed an engine block with the hook, to try to arrest his movement, hands on the chain.

I walked over to the hook, and slapped it free. By all rights, I should have destroyed it, but his thing was that he made his weapon invincible, untouchable.

He tried to catch me with it, but Sveta had him and the hook didn't reach out as fast as Sveta pulled him beneath a dusty construction vehicle.

I collected a mailbox and a pallet of construction material, and set to blocking off his exits, so he would be stuck beneath the truck until someone got him out.
Damn, that was a pretty harsh street fight.

Read, street fight. Those two were so beaten down, you can't really call this a super fight.

Victoria just kept going, unleashing blow after blow without stopping and just kept hitting Kitchen Sink's nose. He's a brute, so the only to beat him down without killing him would be to hurt him where it hurts the most.

Meanwhile, the defeat of Hookline is just so ironic. Sveta just straight up grabbed his leg and kept pulling him down until finally he got buried underneath a construction vehicle.

Practically a perfect victory for the team there.
There were others approaching already.

The fastest of them arrived. Moose. Love Lost. A mismatched pair.

Sveta put out her hand, not extending her arm, and I caught it, clasping her wrist as she clasped mine.

Braindead and Birdbrain had no doubt clued in the local villains. They would also let people know what Hookline and Sink had been intent on doing.

Others sounded like they were just around the corner.

I glanced at Love Lost. The woman who wanted to kill Rain. Who wanted to torture him to death.

Rage. Anger. Hate.

There was so much I didn't know about that scenario, but I could see that the sentiment was very much real.

Her claw went to her mask. I had just about no interest in seeing what she could do. I flew skyward and out of reach, bringing Sveta with me.

Hopefully, for just a little bit longer, we would leave them wondering who we were.
Well, time to go. Mep Mep!

All in all, a very successful operation.

But... the villian group would be mostly aware of Victoria and how she has a team now, so it might reduce the chance of success of future ops.

Anyway, see you guys next time.
 
You know, I actually don't understand how does people 'bleach' their hair.

I mean, hair dye is a thing, and sounds way safer than this bleaching thing, why not use that instead of, well, bleaching?
Because sometimes hair dye needs bleach to work.

In my own case, to get blue hair I had to extensively bleach my own brown hair, and even then it had a green tint after a few showers.

Blond hair was easier and fuller, since only bleaching was necessary; but bleaching was also the only way to get it.
 
So not only do the villains have a "MaimMURDERdeathKILL!" group and are ruining the economy of the area with their presence but they're also explicitly squeezing the inhabitants dry with excessive protection rackets. Yeah at this point its official: The people arguing that Victoria should just stay away because villains and heroes are the same were full of shit.
 
Kitchen Sink makes me think of the Fallout 4 Junk Jet. (Cos it's a weapon you can load the random junk you collect into and shoot it at people)
What's Star Platinum?

Someone's probably gonna write about "firing Sechen rays" in a fic, just like how people go on about "Manton field generators" :p
I think the team sign is for indoors any indication to the opposite was sarcasm.
 
Shade: 4.b (Interlude II)
So, the usual tuesday update came and it's another interlude.

*sighs*

Okay, I have gave this chapter a quick read-through and frankly speaking I don't like it.

Not because of writing, but rather the content.

Just the feeling of wrong alone is revolting throughout the chapter.

That was just my own opinion, not of someone else or anything.

I'm just gonna write a quick review and just, be done with it.

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Rain climbed down from the back of the pickup truck, slinging his bag over his shoulder with the contents rattling. Two older guys departed at the same time. The truck puttered as Rain walked around to the driver's side door. He handed over some bills. The inside of the truck was choked with the smell of cigarettes, and the man at the wheel was partially obscured in the dark and smoke, his features lit by the changing colors of the radio display.

"Thank you," he said. He didn't sound like himself.

He only got a grunt in response. The driver counted the money before putting it aside.

The two older guys approached the window, one of them with a twenty-four pack of beer that looked badly weathered, as if it had sat out in the rain for a month. It was the other that went to the window to pay.

With the settlement being so off the beaten track, the only way to get in and out was to either have a working vehicle or to pay someone to make the drive. Rain was pretty sure that his comings and goings were being reported to people higher up the food chain.

He didn't have alternatives, not unless Erin gave him a ride.
Okay, first this sorta makes sense, even if we don't know how effective it's going to be because I seriously doubt a poorly constructed community is going run any better than the horrible bureaucracy plagued our society.

Power of course, also factored in the effectiveness of making scanning people to make sure they don't leave permanently.

But seriously, while this works for Ward, there's so many other series and shows that I would like to complain about this... 'Villain omniscient detection'

Like say, some shows is about the MC fighting gangsters. Suddenly, the guy working at the fast food restaurant is a gangster, and he just reported the MC position to the villain.

The janitor? Gangster. The teacher? Gangster. That kid that just got kidnapped into a white van? Also gangster because IT'S A TRAP!

Seriously, who is pitched against the MC in these series? A normal bossman or secretly evil kungfu Jesus with papa God watching over his shoulder?

Just, well, something to say.
He kept his head down and made the walk along the side of the road. Here and there, the packed dirt was loose, not held together by weeds or grass, and his footing slipped. It made the walk a trudge.

It was late, and houses were lit by candle and lamps. Across the field, a tall bonfire blazed. The two guys with the beer were making their way there, climbing over a fence to take the shortest path possible. Were Rain to visit, he'd see people like Jay. Old enough to mess around and get into trouble, but not yet married. There had been a time when he'd wanted to be one of the older boys at those little parties.

Were he to visit, he'd be grudgingly welcomed. He'd be expected to laugh at the jokes, to agree with the things said, to play along. He would be expected to take the ribbing and jokes at his expense, and there would be a lot. He would be expected to keep to the unspoken contract. Adults let those kinds of gatherings happen because the people who attended played along. They didn't complain too much when it came time to do something with or for the sake of the community. The tribe. The gang.

Rain walked, well aware he'd let the day, afternoon and early evening slip away from him. He'd left the others and caught a train, and he'd been unable to bring himself to come back here. 'Home'.

Jittery nervousness had transformed into a dull feeling of dread. That dread leeched into and through him like a poison, as if his realization about his high chance of dying had transformed into something that made him feel like he was being eaten alive, being killed by the dread.

He would have thrown up, if he weren't so tense that he wasn't sure he could bend over and bring himself to.

He pushed himself forward. Erin's house was the next one, and there was light in the window. He trudged onward, the earth at the side of the road giving way beneath his feet, as he sank in, pulled himself up and forward, then sank again in a few steps later.

He would have walked in the middle of the road, but Jay's group was out there at the fire drinking, and Rain didn't trust them or many of the others to have headlights on and their eyes on the road.

Erin was there, sitting at her window on the second floor. She was keeping an eye out for him, still wearing the shirt with the cross on the front from earlier. The light from her television cast the shadows around her in various shades of green.

She raised a hand in a wave as he drew close enough for the light from the house's windows to illuminate him. He raised his own hand.

With the house being at the end of a path, and Erin being on the second floor, her voice was almost inaudible as she asked something. She pointed with him as she asked it, then raised her hand in a barely-visible ok sign.
Was he okay?

Rain stood a very real chance of dying.
Now, I'm not gonna say things like what Rain should have done blah blah because this's WB's writing, not mine.

I'm going to say he has a stupid high chance of dying because every single time someone walked away or exited without warning during an emotional situation without anyone looking over them?

I have not seen a single one of the those situation ended well, and I have seen a lot of that.

Of course, this is WB. So the story is probably going to subvert my expectation regardless because it's more interesting that way.

Seriously Rain, you fucked yourself so hard, it's not even funny and just outright worrying now.
He was standing there, not responding, his thoughts tearing through his brain. He had options but none of them were options. If he went to the Wardens for help he would become embroiled in something bigger, because he knew things and he'd be expected to share those things. The Fallen would target him and there was no guarantee the Wardens could keep him safe. There was a chance it would push away Erin and pull him away from the group, as he was taken to safe custody and expected to testify. There was a chance the revelation would mean Victoria pushed him away, or Sveta did, or even Chris or Kenzie.

He could share with the group, but for many of the same reasons he couldn't go to the Wardens, there would be a price. Things would change.
He is seriously in full on defeatist mode right now.

But looking over the two options here, it seems he's more worried about getting separated from his friends and crush than getting murdered brutally.

The theme of normalcy goes over here too, how he just seems to think against himself that doing anything would cost him, despite the fact that not doing anything would cost him everything too.

I also noticed how he didn't list out Ashley as the people that might have pushed him away, showing that he does have some sense of awareness on that there's a possibility they might still accept them, but his brain just fucked him over by not even consciously think that's a possibility.

Of course, there's also the issue with how he think with his options here.

As he seems to think that the 60 men and women parahuman group that is going to attack the town somehow will only kill him brutally. It's like he thinks that if he doesn't tell anyone else about his backstory, nobody else except him will get hurt and die.

Despite you know, that's definitely not the case if the team decided to help him out without full knowledge of what is going on and getting killed and Erin is undoubtedly going get into the crossfire when the 60 parahumans warband hit the town.

Maybe, maybe just my imagination right now, but he might have this very slight thing of thinking 'It's all about me'. Just saying. I would be astonished if I was right though because I often doesn't get this right.
The person online- no guarantees.
Now, March, who is them? What can they do to help him? And most importantly.

What do they get out by helping him?

Rain thinking there's no guarantees here is correct, because both us, the readers, and him have absolutely no bloody clue who is March and what is their agenda.

Are they against Tattletale? Are they actually a part of splinter faction from Fallen? Do they just secretly want this chance to steal Rain away from the Fallen and Erin and make him theirs?

...I would laugh and cry if it's the last one.
Mrs. Yamada – she could offer support, she could help him ask others for help, but there was a limit to what she could do.
The exact thing, you don't want to do as a therapist patient, is to think that not even your therapist can help you.

...And I just went ahead and broke what I just promised. Okay, just, whatever.

A therapist can maybe help you calm down, set down your mind to NOT PANICK mode and maybe let you think clearly somehow on your situation even if they are not around.

And Rain is sure as hell anything but calm right now.
Erin repeated the question, calling it across to Rain.

A moment later, she put her book, down, holding her hand out. Telling him to wait.

"I'm okay!" he called out. He wasn't.

Erin reversed direction and put her head out the window. In the background, one of her parents- her mom, it looked like, stepped into her room, standing behind her.

Rain raised a hand in a wave, and Erin's mom waved back.

"I'll talk to you tomorrow!" Rain called out.

"Yeah!" Erin replied.

Rain adjusted his bag at his shoulder, then resumed the trudge. The false normal and the lie that he was okay was something that felt almost real, he could hold to it for a short while.

Not for the entire way back. When he did arrive at the edge of the property, with its hastily constructed house, the fenced in yard, and the stable, with a field stretching out behind it, the dread, at least, seemed less pointed.
The knowledge he might die sat heavily, all the same.

He let himself into the house and put his bag by the stairs. Everyone was in the kitchen. His uncle was looking over the paper from earlier in the day. Allie had a crossword and dictionary, and Rain's aunt was engaged in what seemed like her neverending stream of tidying-up and tending to the property.

"Sorry I'm late," Rain said.

"It's fine," his aunt said. "Did you eat?"

Rain shook his head.

"Food's on the stove if you want it. If you don't, let me know so I can put the leftovers away."

Rain got a bowl from the cupboard and approached the stove.

"You look like lukewarm shit, Rain," Allie said.

Rain's aunt smacked Allie across the back of the head, hard enough that when Allie bent forward, she stayed like that for a few long seconds.

"He does," Allie said.

"I probably do look like shit," Rain said.

"Doesn't mean she needs to say it," Rain's aunt said. She gave Allie a lighter slap on the back of the head, while Allie was still bent over her crossword.
I would frankly be slightly annoyed if Erin ended up as Rain's sacrificial woman on his path to be a better or worse person on how he could save her or something.

Just, seriously, it really feels like she was set up for something bad and I kinda doesn't want that because it's predictable.

But so far the story has been nothing but predictable so maybe I can hold out to that thought.

But then if I predict that she would be fine then that would make her being fine somehow predictable and thus-

Yeah I'm going to in circle right now.

On second note, Allie's family is really the poster image of an abusive family there...
Rain hadn't yet ladled the stew into his bowl.

He couldn't do nothing. He needed… As horrible as this situation was, as horrible as each new thing he learned seemed to make the situation, he needed to figure something out.

"Uncle," he said.

He heard the papers rustle.

"Face your uncle if you're addressing him," his aunt said.

Rain did. His uncle was of average height, muscular as many of the farmers were, with graying blond hair that Rain's aunt cut neatly every few days, and very tan, weather-worn skin. The man could have looked so normal and disarming, with a face that might even have looked friendly, but instead he wore a perpetual glower. He never smiled, and he rarely if ever spoke.

There was no light in his uncle. Had Rain not lived with the man for years, he might have said he was a sociopath, just in how he held himself, the look in his eyes, and how joyless his rote existence seemed. If the Fallen needed a job done and wanted able, loyal bodies, Rain's uncle would go without question or hesitation.

"Would you teach me to fight?" Rain asked.
Rain, are you serious?

No, you really are, oh god dammit.

This is going to END SO WELL!
"You don't want to do that," Allie said.

"Butt out, Allie," his aunt said, hand going up but not delivering another smack. "This is between boy and man."

Rain's uncle folded his paper, then stood from his chair, putting it back under the table. He made his exit by the side door, entering into the fenced-in yard, the door left open behind him.

"What are you waiting for?" Rain's aunt asked. "Don't keep him waiting."

Rain hurried, going back to the bottom stairs where he'd left his bag. He opened the bag as he reversed direction, heading to the kitchen, fishing in the bag for the things he needed.

He had one mechanical arm out as he passed his aunt and cousin. His aunt was unreadable. Not as dark as his uncle was- his aunt gave the impression the light had been almost entirely extinguished, but the woman could smile, for the rarest of occasions. She had things she cared about and prioritized. Dim or reduced to dark embers, but not gone.

He pressed the arm to his shoulder blade, and felt the connection flare, burning through his nerves to his brain. A small, tiny window opened in his consciousness, with his awareness of the arm and its position. He was aware of the air against the current that ran along the outside 'skin' of the arm and hand.

He used the extra arm to help hold the bag while he got the other arm out, slapping it back against the blade of his other shoulder.
Huh, so his relative does know about his power, okay.

I think have a feeling he's going to get his shit kicked in because he doesn't even realize how his power worked.
His uncle waited by the wooden fence, the perimeter made up of only three broad wooden slats punctuated by the stout posts.

Standing there, illuminated only by the porchlight, his uncle gave no impression there had ever been a light there at all.

Rain had two more arms to connect, but they were smaller, attached at the elbow, only reaching as far as his wrist. They were older and he'd tuned them back up to working order with the intention of leaving one for Kenzie to study. He'd forgotten, in his haste to leave.

He approached his uncle. When he got within three or so paces, his uncle took a step toward him. No prelude, no intent apparent in his action. With a second long stride, the man reached out to shove Rain's shoulder hard, pushing him toward the fence.

Rain cast out the emotion power around them, and felt the feedback buzz, the faint response that let him know the power was working.

That done, he reached up. His normal hand grabbed his uncle's wrist. A mechanical hand grabbed his uncle's elbow, fingers digging in there, in an attempt to force it to bend. The smallest hand grabbed for two fingers, pulling them backward.

His uncle pulled his hand up and away, and then kicked Rain in the thigh.

Rain fell, his mechanical hands were too slow to let go, and he could see as the two right arms came apart in pieces, wires stretching between wrist and forearm, forearm and elbow, before snapping. The individual parts fell to the shadows and grass.

His uncle kicked him while he was down, boot to ribs.

Rain reached for the pieces, picking them up with two left hands. The forearm, broken at the front, was almost like a broken bottle. He scrambled back, two broken pieces of his arms held in his real hand and his one remaining, full-size mechanical arm.

He dismissed the emotion effect, re-cast it out, just to ensure it was over his uncle. Not that it seemed to do much. He'd tried letting it sit on people and some of the farm animals before. It didn't work. He could only hope there was some nuance he could use.

Fuck, his ribs and leg hurt where he'd been kicked.

His uncle walked away, his back to Rain. He approached the fence, then reached over it. Allie wasn't far away. She'd gone through the gate and was leaning against the outside of the fence, watching.

A shovel. Rain's uncle had picked up the shovel that had been leaning against the fence, almost as long as Rain was tall, with a spade-shaped head. There was an implicit 'if you're going to wield a weapon, so am I' to the act.
...Yup, pretty what I expected.

I'm going to give my full fight analysis later because this is just him getting his ass kicked.
"Don't kill him," Rain's aunt said, from the stairs to the kitchen.

Rain's uncle turned, and gave Rain's aunt a long, slow look.

"I don't want to have to explain it to the leadership," she said.

Rain's uncle reversed his grip on the shovel, holding it near the spade-end with both hands.

Rain backed away a little as his uncle approached.
Fuck, so the topdog of the Fallen somewhat knows about him too.
The first swing of the shovel was preliminary, measuring distance. Swung like a baseball bat, it made the 'whoosh' sound as it sliced through the air. If Rain hadn't leaned back, it might have connected with his nose.

Rain lunged forward. He had smaller weapons.

His uncle didn't swing the shovel back the other way. Instead, moving his hand up to grip it at the middle, he swung it so the upper end caught Rain's mechanical arm, the lower end caught his wrist.

The mechanical arm broke with the impact, the shattered forearm dropping from its grip.

Rain felt the pain of the impact against his wrist as something that extended along his entire forearm, through his hand, tingling in his fingers.

He knew how to throw a punch, and with his uncle holding nothing back, he had no reason to do so either. He closed the distance, his chest connecting with his uncle's as he punched low, aiming for the stomach, just beneath the ribs. Repeated blows, strikes with fist sharp against muscle and fat.

Fingers tangled in his hair, gripped tighter until Rain's scalp hurt. He was pulled away, then without the hand letting go, he was flung into the fence, cheekbone and shoulder crashing into the broad plank closer to the top.

He was pulled away, not allowed to get his balance, and then thrust toward the fence again.

He used his mover power to arrest the push, to make himself stop. He drove his elbow into his uncle's arm, where only the connection pad and the shattered remnants of the arm remained, raking the damaged metal and wire against flesh.

His uncle pulled away, and Rain was there, suspended for another second.

Rain couldn't cancel out his mover power before his uncle got his footing and came back at him, driving a knee into his middle. He crashed into the fence and landed hard.

He hauled himself to his feet, one hand on the fence, and his uncle kicked him before he was entirely there. A kick at the armpit, so Rain's hand couldn't support him any longer. His mover power wasn't available to stop him from falling, and- and it wouldn't have mattered in the slightest if it were.

The pain radiated through him, now. His uncle stood tall, one hand at his arm, which was bleeding, and paced. The feedback Rain got wasn't accurate enough to let him know where his uncle was, and it was hard to find a position where he could look up and over.

He grabbed the fence and heaved himself to his feet.

His uncle looked at his aunt, and Rain took that as an opportunity to sprint full-bore for the man. He leaped, heedless of personal risk, of the fall that might follow, and kicked sideways with all of his force.

He connected, shin to side. He saw the pain on his uncle's face. Then he used his power to suspend himself, before he could tumble hard to the ground.

It suspended him for too long. There was no canceling it, and however long it lasted, a second and a half, two seconds, maybe even approaching three seconds, it was enough time for his uncle to turn his way and kick him, hard.
Rain dropped, in too much pain to calculate how he broke free of the power's hold, and landed in the grass and dirt.

He was kicked several times while he was down. Back, buttock, leg. He wasn't sure if he'd been kicked sharply in the side or if it was only the way he'd recoiled and made an existing wound pull that made it feel like it.

His mechanical hands broke at the slightest excuse, his emotion power didn't do anything he could identify, and his mover power made him a sitting duck in any real combat situation.

The kicking had stopped. Rain lay there, his breaths coming out as wheezes. His thoughts were so mired in sick hopelessness that he could barely think straight.

A hand was extended. It seized Rain by the upper arm, firm, and heaved him to his feet.

It occurred to Rain, too late, that his uncle wasn't the kind of person to offer a helping hand.

Still firmly holding Rain's upper arm, with Rain bent over, his uncle struck him across the face. It was only the fierce grip on Rain's arm that kept him from being knocked to the ground yet again.

Again, Rain was struck across the face. His head sagged.

The next hit caught him backhanded, across the ear. It was impossibly loud, painful, and it made his thoughts dissolve into sparks. His ear rang like a siren in the wake of the hit.

Rain, almost insensate, punched in the general direction of his uncle's stomach, turned his face toward the ground so it would be away of any further blows, and kept punching blind until his uncle let him go.

Rain stumbled back, snorted, coughed, and tried to straighten, before giving up on the latter. He put his hand on his knee to steady himself.

His uncle approached, and Rain backed up. His uncle's turn to return the favor, now. Swats, a knee, a punch, a shove. Even the lighter contact was painful, because Rain hurt, and each light contact forced him to move one way or the other while existing bruises and injuries punished those movements.

"Okay," Rain managed, huffing out the word. "Stop."

His uncle didn't stop, pushing out with both hands to shove Rain back into the wooden fence.

With an edge of desperation, Rain pulled out the silver blades. It didn't make his uncle hesitate.

He threw the first blade, and the pain at his armpit altered the trajectory, meant he didn't finish the swing. The silver scythe passed through his uncle's head, the two remaining pieces carrying forward, sailing out to strike the side of the house.

A silver line encircling his head, Rain's uncle stood there, drawing in a deep breath.

"Okay," Rain said. He hunched over, hands on his knees, coughed, then snorted. "Don't sneeze or do anything. That's all. Thank you."

His uncle remained where he was, glowering, eye sockets only barely illuminated by the silver light from the mark.

The mark would fade soon. Ten, twelve seconds. Rain watched and waited, nervous of the possibility of disaster.

The silver line thinned out, went away. Rain's uncle touched his face. A moment later, the man strode toward Rain, a dark look on his face.

"Stop," Rain said, voice weak. He realized the futility of it as he said it. His uncle didn't intend to stop until one of them was unable to move.

The other blade still in his hand, he threw it out, with the blade only traveling a matter of feet before it crossed through his uncle's midsection, the vertical and horizontal lines of the plaid work shirt illuminated in the gloom.
"Stop," Rain said, again. "Or you'll die."

His uncle looked down, spreading his hands.

Then, his expression changing, the man looked skyward, sighing. Rain took the twelve seconds of rest to try to gather his thoughts, not looking skyward, but toward the ground. He-

Heedless of the mark, his uncle kicked him. The force was such that the silver mark flared, and it cut what lay beneath.

Again and again, the man kicked Rain. He stomped once, as Rain lay too close to the ground to be properly kicked.

"I think he learned whatever it is you wanted to teach him," Rain's aunt said. "Why don't you come inside? I'll make you tea, and I'll look over those scratches."
Okay, that's the full fight done and it's basically him continuously getting his shit kicked him.

One thing I do noticed here is well, the escalation factor. Rain unwillingness to go further beyond his normal because he doesn't want to hurt his uncle badly ended up getting his shit kicked in because his uncle doesn't give a fuck.

Second thing I notice is that Rain doesn't seems to use his power in conjunction, which is pretty much what every single other cluster trigger parahuman did.

Yes, they all seems to have power that actually work well in conjunction to one another but I think it's just one thing Rain hasn't really discovered despite a full year of experimenting with his power.

And well, a year sounds like a long time to figure your power out but...
Rain waited, knowing that if his uncle decided to ignore the order, there would only be more pain. Pain that could kill him, if it meant he wasn't able to fight back when Snag, Cradle, and Love Lost came for his head.

Instead, fabric draped over Rain's head.

"Replace it," his uncle said. Perhaps the eleventh and twelfth words Rain had ever heard the man say to him.

Rain reached up and pulled the fabric away. The plaid shirt. Sliced across the middle. His uncle was fine, because-

Because, Rain realized, closing his eyes, the power only affected one thing at a time. It would hit clothes first, the person second.
If he can't even figure out the very basic fact of his power after experimenting for a year, he clearly has been test running with a very wrong hypothesis.

High chance that he was just outright thinking of his power in very wrong usage aspect, like using a flashlight to beat the shit out of people.

Hey, it works, but does it work better than a baton? No.

We can immediately know Kenzie is good for surveillance and stealth ops because of her power, maybe there's something obvious about Rain's power that he just refuses and incapable of seeing because he kept using it wrongly.

No power is truly useless, not unless you used it wrongly.
He opened his eyes to watch as his uncle walked away, wearing an undershirt and jeans, opening the door to the kitchen and closing it behind him, the light in the fenced-in yard diminishing with the door closed.

Rain lay there, trying to breathe, hurting from head to toe.

"Dad doesn't even have powers," Allie said, from the other side of the fence.

Rain winced, realizing she'd seen. She was still there.

"You did better when you weren't using your powers," his cousin said. She paused. "You okay?"

Rain's nose felt stuffed, every heartbeat making his entire nasal cavity pound. He snorted, hard, and pain ripped through his skull, blood spraying the grass in front of his face. He huffed out a breath.

"I'm-" he started. "Fine."

He was going to die. Not here, not because of this. But he was going to die.

"I'm not sure what you were expecting," Allie said. "Dad is the kind of guy who thought he'd teach five year old me how to swim by throwing me into a pond. I think this is him applying that same principle to teaching you to fight."
Rain huffed out a breath. His ribs hurt like hell, but-

He drew in a deep breath, winced at the pain.

Not broken. He'd had broken ribs before.

"I don't know if you were around then, but when mom had cancer, it was just dad and me and a couple cousins in the house. He'd do stuff like tell us to sweep, and if we didn't sweep right, he'd give us the belt. He wouldn't even tell us what we did wrong or why we didn't meet expectations. We had to figure it out."

"I remember," Rain managed. "I was there."
Well geez, Allie's family is really abusive as all hell.
"Then why the hell did you think this was a good idea? There are other people you can ask. That you have been asking, unless you've been lying to us. You could have gone to them."

"I could have. I wanted-" Rain coughed. "I wanted this."

"This? Oh, you've gone and lost your mind."

Maybe, Rain thought. Maybe he had. He'd fit right in, if he had. But he'd wanted, needed to know if, when he was desperate and in very real danger, there was anything he could pull out or do.

There wasn't.

"You sure you don't need help?" Allie asked.

"I'll manage," Rain said, his voice coming out strained. He fumbled out with one hand, reaching for the fence.

It took him some time to get to his feet. He ended up leaning against the fence, hugging it, while trying to breathe properly.

He was pretty sure the dread and emotion in him was enough that he could have thrown up if he'd tried to. He was also pretty sure he would black out if he did.
Shit, so they know about the therapy team too, somewhat.

Again, the defeatist attitude that Rain has is showed here. Where he just clings to the only normalcy he knows, even if it's just fucking horrible.
A truck roared as it rolled down the dirt road, moving too fast in the dark. That would be why Rain walked on the side of the road when he walked that way in the dark.

"Rain," Allie said.

"Mm?"

"I know we're not close. I've probably been shitty to you."

"Better than a lot of people," he said.

"I mean I'm not in a position to ask any favors from you," she said.

Leaning over the fence, still hugging it, he stared down at the dark grass on the other side. He didn't respond.

"But I really, really need you to get your shit together," his cousin said.

He winced, closing his eyes. He opened them almost immediately, because he worried he might black out.

"You've turned some heads and drawn a lot of attention," Allie said. "You managed to do something nobody really thought was possible. You put a rung on the ladder that's even lower than the unpowered. The person with powers that suck. Because if you have shit powers, you're not going to trigger and get other powers. You have no chance."

"Yeah," Rain said. He barked out a couple of coughs, feeling a stabbing in his sides with each one.

"I really, really need you to figure something out," Allie said. "If you need something from me to help you figure it out, I can try helping. But I need you to be… not this."

He focused on breathing, absorbing the words.

"You know why I'm asking, right?"

He nodded slowly, mindful of the throbbing headache, pounding in his ear, and his sinuses. He wasn't sure if she could see him in the gloom.

"Nobody really wants you as a husband for their daughter, or as a husband for them. They'll go through the motions but they don't want you."

"Yeah," Rain said.

"Sooner or later, they're going to get fed up with you. Then they'll try pairing you up with someone and getting some babies out of you, see if those kids end up being worth anything in a few years. When they do, nobody's going to jump at the chance to be with you or marry their kid to you."

Rain winced, tried to stand straighter.

"They'll look back and forth and everyone will avoid eye contact, and then their eyes will settle on my mom and dad. They'll pair me up with you, because that's who mom and dad are. They're dutiful, and they've sunk so much into this that they aren't going to stop believing anytime soon."

He knew it to be true. He'd worried about it.
I think at this point to easier to list out the people that doesn't dislike Rain.

Seriously man, your life is fucked up. I fairly sure he would leave as soon as possible if Erin wasn't here too.
"And don't go thinking of Erin. I know you like her. I know you probably hold out some secret hope you'll get paired up with her."

"No," Rain said.

"It's fine if you do. Everyone probably does. She's hot. But it's because she's hot that she's going to end up with some forty year old guy close to the leadership, or she's going to run. Give up on her now. If you don't, I won't just be the pity incest wife, I'm going to be the pity incest wife with a heartbroken husband."
if I said anything more than I need to, I'm going to tilt really fucking hard.

So I'm going to say this and just this.

Fucking disgusting.
"You could leave."

"Everyone thinks they'll leave if it looks like they're going to get a bad pairing. How many actually do? When things are close to that point, they start keeping a closer eye on you. You get asked to have a chat with the leadership. They don't leave you the choice."

Rain used the fence to help himself stay upright as he limped toward the kitchen.

"I'm not going to be one of the idiots that thinks she can get away," Allie said. "I'm making peace with it."
I can hear dices rolling for Allie's survival chance already and it's not looking good.
He paused as he saw the shadows of his destroyed tinker arms.

Slowly, he began working his way toward the ground, so he could pick up the pieces.

"Stop," Allie said. "It's painful to watch you. Let me."

He let her.

She hopped the fence, walked over to the shadows, and bent down, feeling out for the pieces and picking them up.

"This isn't going to zap me or anything, is it?"

"Don't-" Rain paused. "Don't touch the oblong pieces, the thin ones. Hold them by the stems with the wires, or the shoulders."

"Okay."

Gingerly, Allie collected most of the pieces. She handed them over to Rain. He took the contact pad that had ripped away and switched it off before gathering it into his arm with the torn shirt.

Allie gave him the last piece, then kept her hand on top of it.

"Figure it the fuck out, Rain," she said.

I'll die, I'll get killed by my cluster, and I won't be a concern for you anymore, he thought, staring into the little dots where her eyes were reflecting the distant fire.

I'll die, he thought. I can't fight my unpowered uncle. How can I fight… all of that?

"I'll try," he said.
Hmm, now, I'm really not entirely sure whether I'm correct or not.

But Rain might really be projecting this sense of 'It's all about me' in a way on his... 'self-sacrifice'

Eventhough there's definitely not going to be just him alone that get killed in the massive battle that will be coming soon.
The door opened. Rain's aunt.

"Allie, there you are. Inside. Get the bigger first aid kit from the basement. I want to patch up your dad's cuts, and the smaller kit doesn't have any bandages."

Allie turned to go, obedient.

"If you want first aid, Rain, knock on the master bedroom door, or go straight to Allie. She'll tend to you. For now, get yourself to bed. You're coming to church in the morning."

Rain swayed slightly on the spot, then said, "Okay."

The door closed behind his aunt.

He got to his bag and dumped the pieces of the arm into it. Picking it up, he made his way inside. The stew had been put away. No dinner.

He went up the stairs and into his room. He settled in at his desk. The day's homework was on the table, waiting to be done.

Slowly, he set out the pieces of his tinker hands.

Days worth of work.

No secret to be uncovered, no use he hadn't yet figured out. Not legs, not claws.

This, these fragile things, they were the only things that came to mind when he reached out for his tinker power. Between ten and thirty minutes passed while he found all the smaller pieces, setting them in the right places. He had some wire and tools on his desk, and he got them out. To start with, he would fix everything he could fix in five seconds. Then he would move on from there.

The spell was broken as his alarm clock buzzed. He always set it for the evening, not the morning, because there was a timeframe.

He started to rise to his feet, but he'd been sitting still too long, while hurt too badly. His body refused to cooperate.

With inching progress, he made his way toward the alarm clock.

"Rain!" his aunt called out from the other room. "Shut it off!"

Inching progress, shuffling steps.

He made it to the alarm clock, but not to the bed.

Rain's consciousness was snuffed out like a candle.
Again, he was just comparing to others in the group on how his power sucked because he can't make claw and stuff like other did when he could have looked at his power differently.

However, it would certainly be better if he could make those shitty tinker arms quickly rather than taking days of work for it.

Annnnd we are having the dream scene, again.
Cradle.

His dreams are strange.

A hand slamming down on the table, a paper beneath it. A mouth opening. A man that might have been Cradle's father spoke, but it wasn't words that came out. It was the frantic cries of the crowd, the screams, the shouted jumble.

The paper crumpled slightly as the hand on it closed into more of a fist.

In the background, a very prim and proper woman stood with her back to Cradle.

The parents, Rain interpreted. Disappointment and anger. I can understand that.

The scene changed. A balding man in a suit, sitting across from a desk. The bulletin board behind him had child's artwork on it.

His expression was plaintive, worried. The words from that somber older man's face were the scream of someone that had been burned, stopping as lips closed together, starting as they parted. His hand moved more papers, sorting through the pile in front of him.

Cradle's point of view moved, shaking left and right as he shook his head.

The balding older man's expression changed from worry to something stronger. Upset. Deep concern.

The principal, Rain interpreted. He'd seen variations on this. It was usually like this, or else smoke, rubble, or broken glass poured from people's mouths instead of words. Cradle wasn't doing so well?
He could understand that too.

It's even of a similar vein. Unrealized potential, as far as I can understand it. Report cards, teachers, father figures, they want something from him and he doesn't deliver. He doesn't hand it over.

Then the long hallway. The trudge. Cradle's hand was visible as he reached up to fix his glasses, as he reached out to the window. In the distance, far away, the sounds of disaster could be heard. The stampede, the fire.

School again? A lonely hallway? Isolation? I used to call him the recluse.

Cradle took off his glasses, and all was a blur. When he put them back on, he was facing teenaged peers.

Their faces moved as if they were shouting, expressions twisting. The only sound to come out was that of the stampede. Feet tromping, people shouting with words blending into one another. Teeth came together as a word was finished, and the sound was of a bone breaking. One of the teenagers pushed Cradle down. His glasses were set ajar by the fall.

This time, as he fixed the glasses, he was in the shopping center, standing.

Things moved as if in slow motion. Inevitable.

What does Cradle feel when he's here? Dread?
From his dream scene, Cradle sounds rather young compared to half of the cluster group, maybe even at the same age as Rain.

Fear of failure to please his parent, grade failing, pressure, that certainly explains why his section in the dream looks so closed and trapped.
Cradle's head turned, everything moving as if it was underwater, as he looked at a group of men and women with tattoos. They were loud, too loud, as they gathered together, talking among themselves.

He looked the other way. He saw other faces. Faces that would be in the crowd shortly. A couple that were about thirty years old. Then an older man and woman.

The old couple get trampled early on, Rain thought.

Eyes roved slow-motion in the other direction. In a store with colorful graphic images in frames, and other things in glass cases, a big guy with long hair, a nose ring and an impressive beard was talking to an older man, while tapping one of the framed cartoon images. No sound came out of his mouth as his lips moved.

Images like this would be the best Rain would get at seeing Snag's face uncovered.

There were others. The twelve year old girl with her friends, that Snag would fail to help. She would die in the crush, after slipping from Snag's grip.

A lot of the children and elderly in the mall would be counted among the dead.

One of the three girls said her goodbye to her friends. The movement was slow motion as she ran across the plaza of the mall.

She was smiling as she approached the woman who waited for her. The smile fell from her face, she slowed, then hung her head.

The woman showed the girl her watch, tapped it, her words were stern and entirely unheard. There was only silence in this slow motion prelude to the event.

The woman with wavy red hair, a sweater that failed to hide her impressive chest, and an ankle-length skirt. Heads turned to watch her berate the child. The child looked nervously back at her friends.

Love Lost.
First thing first.

*Smacks Rain*

I know you are in deep shit right now, but could you at least make me feel that you are 100% taking it seriously instead of giving such vivid description to boobs?

This isn't even the first time already, but at least the first time is excusable because you are a healthy, horny, teenager.

...Like I don't know, if you really feel like it really is the last day of you life or something, just watch porn until you are satisfied or something.

Secondly, guess we know what Love Lost has, well, lost, in a way.

The section of her dreamscape isn't for her background, it's for her daughter.
Things accelerated, as the scene rushed forward. Everyone to their positions.

Three explosions in quick succession, loud after the silence, the blasts tearing across the plaza the opening of one of the exits. Blue flame.

Then the movement, everyone trying to get away. The layout of the shopping center allowed only one good escape route, and everyone rushed for it.

Another acceleration, skipping ahead in time. The sound of the stampede, the crowd, all of the noises that had been made or hinted at earlier, now came to the forefront, crashing into the present moment. Cradle was close to the front of the crowd. He was shoved, he tried to catch his balance, and he fell. His glasses came away from his face, they were stepped on.

Twice, he reached for the glasses, and his hands were stepped on. There was a desperation in it, more of a struggle to get them than there was even an attempt to stand. The scene was blurred but his hands were as clear as anything.

Close by, a woman screamed, and the sound was prolonged, multi-part.

He found his glasses and put them to his face with bleeding fingers. He was kicked, stepped on.

Did I subconsciously take myself there? Rain thought.

He reached up, hand extended.

Pleading for help, reaching and unanswered, Rain interpreted.

How did all of what came before lead into this?
And thus, the dreamscape ends.

I have a feeling we might see Rain's part of his dream sooner or later in future chapters.
Rain was in the room. He picked up the chair.

He didn't venture a response. He knew what the answer would be.

He didn't really want to face the others, either. They were the people who wanted him tortured to death.

For now, he sat in the chair. There was no reason to stand. He didn't even need to find his three tokens. It wasn't as if he was giving them away, or getting anything.

His power would be what it was.

Snag approached the table, clearing away the debris, finding his glass. He turned to stare at Rain.

Rain wanted to answer that stare, wanted to provoke. He stared across to Cradle's space instead. He breathed deep, none of the injuries from earlier present. They appeared as they were, in a way. Snag in the same sorts of clothing, partially hiding his appearance, never looking like he'd just come from work. Cradle wore civilian clothes. Love Lost…

Love Lost rose from the chair. Still wearing the muzzle-mask, still wearing the dress with the slit up the side, the heels, her nails painted. She never took off the mask, now, so it was enough of a part of her to be brought into this space.

Her eyes were downcast as she approached the dais and gripped the edge. She only lifted her eyes to stare Rain down. Abject hatred.

It felt like an hour passed before Snag spoke.

"Cradle. I'd like the coins before we run out of time."

Cradle came from around the corner of one of the concrete slabs. He looked worse for wear.

It's always harder when it's your night, Rain thought.
So it was Cradle's night, and it seems whoever's night it is, they get their memory showed in full force.

Looking back in the first Rain's interlude, it seems the night after this is Love Lost, then Rain.

So I guess we will see Love Lost's memory first then Rain.

But I really still have question on whether or not they get stronger on their night or not.
Cradle found the coins, gripped them in one hand, and slammed the hand against the invisible barrier that separated his section from Snag's. Snag caught one out of the air before it could hit the floor. The other two landed on the flat surface of the dais.

"You know what the shittiest part of this thing is?" Cradle asked.

Cradle always liked to talk on his nights.

"You infected us," Cradle said, looking at Rain. "We each got a piece of each other."

"Bleed-through," Rain said.

"So you've done some research," Cradle said. "We were pretty decent people before. Love Lost yelled at her daughter, but-"

Love Lost's hand slammed against the dais.

"But she wasn't evil," Cradle said. He turned to Love Lost. "Sorry."

Love Lost glared at him.

"Snag was even a bit of a hero," Cradle said.

Snag sighed. "I don't really think so."

"The girl you helped? Friend of Love Lost's daughter? Come on," Cradle said.

"I don't think so," Snag said, looking away.

"We were decent people," Cradle said. "And now we're not. Because of you. Because you're infecting us."

Rain looked away.

"Kill yourself," Cradle said. "I don't want any piece of you in me. Just… wake up and kill yourself. You can't be happy with the Fallen. So just end it. Kill yourself. Everything becomes easier."
Bleed-through, Rain mentioned before on how their personality seems to split and get mixed up.

Obviously, it doesn't seems to be an equal mix. It seems to be more like that whatever personality a person has in the cluster group, their personality radiated out and affect other more dramatically.

And since Rain is receiving dosage of 3 former decent people at once, no wonder he became like this... timid(?).

I do wonder if this bleed-through only count in their personality during the trigger, because that certainly seems like it.

It might also be possible that the fifth person also continued to radiate their own personality, despite being dead. Or not, still have absolutely no idea.

I also wonder if the terribleness of younger Rain would be this bad, then I remember Rune and teenagers tend to be cruel too...
"I'm not going to do that, and I'm not with the Fallen," Rain said. "Not anymore."

"Kill yourself," Cradle said. "At least that way it'll be easy."

"Are you listening to me?" Rain asked.

"Kill yourself," Cradle said. "If you don't, then some time, maybe a month from now, maybe a year, we'll come for you. We'll take all of that ugliness you gave us and we'll give it back. With interest."

The coins rattled in Snag's hand.

"Kill yourself," Cradle said.

Love Lost's fingernails clicked against the top of the dais.

"Kill yourself," Cradle said.

The fingernails clicked.

Rain stood, turned with his back to the dais, venturing further into his section of the room.

A bang made him turn. Cradle had slammed his hand against the dais.

"Pay attention," Cradle said. "And kill yourself."

"You think I'm going to listen to you?" Rain asked. "Because you say it over and over?"

"I think if I say it often enough, there's a chance it'll catch you when you're weak. It could cross your mind at a critical time. It's a small chance, maybe, but I'm not doing anything else with the rest of my night. I could keep it up tomorrow night, or the night after. I could come up with something else."

Nails clicked against the dais.

"Kill yourself," Cradle said.
*sighs*

Yeah, not even sure what I can say from here.
The church service concluded. The speakers rotated on the regular, and today's was Mrs. May. She was a respected figure in the community, but she wasn't respectable. She was a harpy of a person, with a shrill voice and a grating laugh she was inclined to use at the slightest provocation, and most people either loved her and her rhetoric, or they despised her. She performed a lot of sermons, usually with plenty of warning to others and often with women in attendance. Much of what she said appealed to that crowd.

Rain took some small solace in the fact that because his aunt and uncle had made him come, they had been obligated to sit through this. They weren't part of Mrs. May's sub-congregation.

He wanted nothing more than to go, to get to his workshop, and to do what little he could to prepare. As he made his way to the door, however, his aunt was caught up in a conversation with one of Mrs. May's group. Oh, wasn't the sermon so delightful? The word choice here, the passage, wasn't it perfect? Rain was here, that was unusual, was Rain married off yet? No? What about Allie? Surely Allie had suitors.

Different preachers to appeal to different crowds, with diehard adherents attending every sermon. It didn't matter that the ideas contradicted, that the sermon the nervous Reverend Patman gave to a small congregation of Mrs. Sims' type was the polite kind of message that could be heard elsewhere, while the inappropriately dressed Mrs. May preached how wives had the duty of keeping their husbands' balls drained, prostates massaged, and stomachs full.
Bleh, disgusting.
The people who wanted to believe believed, and Mrs. Sims' type stayed because… Rain wasn't entirely sure. Because there was a safety in madness, maybe. Part of why he stayed, really. Or because leaving and trying to forge a life elsewhere was harder than staying and ignoring the ugliness and contradiction. Harder than lying to herself and thinking she could bring order to this chaos.

Rain walked through the door to the overcast outside. Allie joined him, her eyes widening slightly in the only communication she would give him that she didn't agree with the sermon or the crowd.

"Hi Allie," a guy said. He was about eighteen, his tousled blond hair was grown out, and he had a natural smile with a mouth that seemed too wide.

"Hi," Allie said, shy. She looked down.

"Hi Rain. You look like you went to war and you fought your way through the entire enemy line."

"Hi Lachlan. I think that might just be the politest way anyone could describe this," Rain said.

Lachlan chuckled.

"You guys are just… hanging out here?"

"We're waiting for a ride," Allie said. "I think Rain would rather get a ride than walk, after fighting through that battlefield you described."

"I can give you guys a ride," Lachlan offered.

"No thank you," Allie said. "You're a dear, but I'll just wait for my parents."

Lachlan twisted his head around. "They're caught in conversation with the Screeching Mimis."

"Shh! Lachlan!" Allie shushed him. Some heads had turned.

Lachlan grinned. "I'm just saying, they're going to be a while. Once those four get their hooks in, people can't get away for half an hour or more, and with your parents not being regulars, there's a lot to catch them up on."

"Don't underestimate my mom and dad," Allie said. "We're stern stock."

"I will keep that in mind," Lachlan said, smiling like he'd been let in on a secret. He looked at Rain. "You want a ride?"
Another side-character, Lachlan seems nice at least, but I have a feeling I shouldn't remember his name much because he might just die fast sooner or later...
Rain looked at Allie.

"Go," she said. "It's embarrassing being seen next to you when you're this beat up."

"What?" Lachlan asked. "Be fair, come on. Rain's one of the esteemed. He's blessed with power. He's like nobility around here."

"Bastard nobility, maybe," Rain said.

"You're blessed," Lachlan said, voice firm. He smiled, then said, "And I'm your humble, obedient servant that would be glad to take you anywhere you want to go. I'm at your service."

Rain glanced again at Allie. "If you could give me a ride to the machine shop, I'd be grateful."

"Absolutely. Bye Allie."

"Bye."

Lachlan led Rain to his car. It was a nice one, a sleek blue sedan, roughly five years old, and in near-pristine condition considering it had survived the end of the world. Rain got in the passenger seat with a wince and a grunt.

Every part of him hurt.

He could remember being in the room, the repeated words, and he dreaded tomorrow. Every moment that passed ratcheted up the dread.

Being hurt and facing a night like that magnified the fact that he didn't feel rested. Even naps were beyond him, when his thoughts were this disturbed.

He looked over at Lachlan, and felt a twinge of sadness.

The car whisked its way along the road, slowing here and there to give a wider berth to the people walking on either side.

"You like Allie, huh?" Rain asked.

Lachlan laughed. "Yeah. It's part of why I asked you if you wanted a ride. I'm at your disposal if you need anything at all, though. Don't think I'm disloyal or selfish."

"It's okay," Rain said.

"I sort of hoped I could give her a ride too and have a chat."

"I guessed that too."

"You know how I'm sort of the poster boy for the Fallen?"

"Yeah."

"I'm eighteen, and I'm of a good age for marriage. They say I've really helped out, so I can have my pick of almost anyone. I made it really clear I don't want anyone who doesn't want me, and the leadership told me anyone I took would come to love me in time. That's how it works."

"Okay," Rain said.

"But I'd rather have someone who wants me, still. So I was wondering, you know…"

"If Allie was interested?"

"Do you think she is?"

"I could tell you," Rain said. "But that's only what I think. With something as serious and binding as marriage, you'd want to be sure. I can ask her outright, then pass it on to you."

Lachlan chuckled. "Yeah?"

"If you want."

"Now I'm nervous. Yes. Yes! She's great, you know. There was a campfire a month ago-"

"You heard her playing guitar?"

"She sang. She doesn't like singing because some of the others, like Jay- don't think I'm disloyal…"

"It's fine."

"Jay and some of the others make fun of her singing, or they join in and she hates that. But her singing is really nice. It was a small group, just a few of us, and we listened, and I think I fell in love with her right then. If I could listen to her sing for the rest of my life, I'd treat her like a queen."

"I'll ask her. I'll tell her some of that, if you don't mind it."
Hmm, well at least he was nice about the whole marriage thing in this complete shithole of the town.

I guess I could respect his opinion a bit.
"Yes. Sure. I'm nervous now," Lachlan said. "I was also wondering- she's not necessarily the only one I'm considering."

Rain's heart sank.
Annnd it just dropped down rapidly.
"Do you know Nell?"

"I know Nell," Rain said, feeling relieved. "Jay's twin."

"She has power too."

"Do you like her?"

"I- she's pretty, and she's told me she's interested."

"But do you like her?"

"She told me she's interested, and she's close to the leadership. Do you know if I have to say yes?"

"I don't know," Rain said. "I might not be the person to ask."

"You're the easiest to talk to."

"If they told you that you can pick anyone… you can probably pick anyone. But Nell might not be a fan of yours afterward."

Lachlan frowned.

"Let me ask Allie, on the down-low. Maybe if she says no, you go to Nell and act like she's the first and last person you considered for a wife."

"What if she says yes?"

"Then you would have to decide if having her at your side is worth possibly having Nell be upset with you."

Lachlan huffed out a sigh.

"The machine shop is just down the block," Rain said.

"Thank you for talking to me," Lachlan said.

Rain looked his way.

Lachlan's hand adjusted its position on the steering wheel. His hand trembled a little in the moments where it wasn't gripping the wheel.

"Sure," Rain said.
So this girl Neil has power and maybe Jay has it too for being her sibling.

Of course, this option would SEEM like Lachlan has a choice but...

Do you really want to piss someone with power in both literal and social sense?
Lachlan pulled the car to a stop. "Gotta ask you one more thing, if you don't mind giving me a minute of your time."

"Okay," Rain said. "You saved me more than a minute, so I don't mind."

Lachlan got out of the car as Rain did. In the time it took Rain to work his way to a standing position, Lachlan walked around the front of the vehicle to the side of the road and pulled off his t-shirt.

He turned so his back was to Rain. Rain, in turn, was faced with a tattoo. Words in bold letters, inches-high, shaded, with thick outlines. The first word was just below the nape of his neck, and the last was in the small of his back.

Jesus
Virgin-Mother-Fucking
Christ​

Two hands, middle fingers extended, were on Lachlan's shoulder blades, the fingers pointing up and outward. Each hand had a nail through the center.

"It's new. What do you think?" Lachlan asked. He smiled as he turned to look at Rain over one shoulder.

"It's big," Rain said.

"Isn't it? It was hell to get it done. Shoulder blades and ribs especially, all in one session."

"It's… very high quality. I see a lot of bad tattoos around here, and that's… the lines are straight, and the shading of the letters are good."

"Then you like it? Awesome. You think Allie would like it?"

"I don't want to speak for her. I can ask her."

"Nah, I'll show her. I see her at the bonfires a lot. Thanks," Lachlan said. "I'll see you around. If you need anything-"

"I'll ask."

Lachlan grinned, and got back into his car.
.....Erm yeah, I seriously doubt anyone in the right mind would want someone with that tattoo but okay.

.....Yeah, I have nothing right to say here.
Rain was left only with the deepest feeling of sadness. He was so tired, he ached all over, and his heart ached too. He wanted to tinker, and later, he would reach out to Erin. She would listen, he would give her a tempered version of how his days had been-

The machine shop was badly weathered, not well insulated, and existed primarily as a large shack, with two stories. It was where cars and pieces of equipment were brought to be repaired, with communal tools left for anyone to use.

The second floor, though, was mostly left to Rain. He winced with every step up, then let himself in.

He wasn't alone.

Erin was already there, sitting with her knees to her chest, face buried in her arms.

Rain's heart sank. A tiny, selfish part of himself bemoaned the fact that it didn't stop. That he didn't get to rest. It was threats to his life leading into him asking to be beaten to restless nights, church, Lachlan

He wondered if that was the monstrous part of himself that he'd passed on to the others. The person he had been felt unrecognizable now, to the point he couldn't even say what was him anymore.

Erin was crying. Clever, brave, beautiful, compassionate, caring Erin. Seeing her cry made him want to cry, more than anything else in the past twenty-four hours.

He had never seen her cry and he felt as terrified with the unanswered question of what had done this as he had felt with the threat of being tortured to death.

"Are you okay?"

She jumped slightly at the words. She hadn't heard him come in?

"No," she said. She blinked, and the blink squeezed out a tear. She looked away and wiped the tear away. "I'm sorry. I know this is your workshop, but I needed to get away."

"It's okay. What happened?"

He didn't want to know. He wanted to help her at the same time.

"I had a run-in with Tim," she said. She swallowed hard.

Tim. Another of Rain's uncles. Tim who was Seir, who wore the preserved head of a horse but was the furthest thing from the lithe, athletic form of the horse, and the furthest thing from the attractive form of Seir the demon, as was described in the book some of the preachers liked to recite from. Tim was forty, fat, ugly, and he had standing sufficient that he would run the settlement if the top two people in charge were somehow unable to.

A run-in with Tim. Rain had his suspicions about what had happened. That it had happened to Erin?

"I'd beat the shit out of him if I thought I could," Rain said.

"You look like you had the shit beat out of you," Erin said. She blinked a few times, wiped away the tears. "Are you okay?"

He wasn't, and he couldn't tell her he wasn't. Not when she was this upset.

"I'm always a little bruised and scratched."

"That's more than bruises and scratches."

"I'm okay," Rain lied. "And you're not. Can I do anything?"

As if that had brought everything back, Erin's expression briefly crumpled up. She fixed it with apparent effort, and wiped away at more tears that had been squeezed loose.

She shrugged, and it was very, very apparent to Rain that she was trying to seem cavalier about something that wasn't cavalier.

He had such a sick feeling in his chest, seeing this.

"Every time I cross paths with him, he makes comments," she said.

"Yeah. That's- that's Tim."

She shrugged. "He told me I should go to church. Mrs. May is lecturing, I think?"

"She finished."

"And he said Mrs. May could teach me what I needed to know to please a husband."

Rain nodded. If she was marrying Tim

"I told him to go fuck himself."

"No," Rain said. He saw her expression and looked away.

"I know it was stupid."

"You can't- he has a lot of power. It's not that he's right, but sometimes you have to keep your head down. Some of these people will kill you if you say the wrong thing. Or worse. Surviving is- it's the most important thing."

"I know," she said. She averted her eyes. "I felt like I could, in the moment. There were people nearby. I- he pushed me up against a wall, he threatened me with some pretty vulgar stuff, with the crowd watching."

"You need to get out of here," Rain said. "You're- you're not Fallen. You're decent. You're kind. You think. You don't believe this stuff. You don't deserve this."

"I can't go," she said.

"Because of Bryce? Your parents?"

"Of course because of them! You don't understand!"

"I really don't."

"My parents are the good, decent people. If I have any good traits it's because of them and how they raised me. They- they're really kind, they were perfect. They tucked me in at night and they punished me fairly when I was wrong, they- they played with me and sat down to do my homework with me and they really truly loved me. They did everything right, they never embarrassed me."

Rain stood there, taking that in. He tried to imagine what it was like.

"They- they talked to me and cared about what I had to say. They- they aren't this."

"They aren't Fallen?"

"They aren't! They're… they're scared. The world ended and they lost everything, we lost family and friends and everything they worked for, and they broke down a little. These people got their hooks in and my parents bought it. But they're still the same people. They'll turn around and realize how bad this is… won't they?"

"I don't know."

Fresh tears spilled forth. She buried her face in her folded arms, brought her legs closer.

"You need to get out, save yourself first. Then you can try pulling them out."

"I think if I do that, I'll lose them forever," she said, her voice muffled.

Rain wasn't sure what to say.

He'd never really had family, certainly not like Erin had described.

Even if she lost them forever, at least she would be okay.

"My dad," Erin's voice was small, muffled.

"What?"

"He was there, while Tim said all of that stuff. Bryce too. He just stood there. Then he apologized for my behavior."

Rain was lost for words. He felt a tear well up and out and wiped it away before Erin could see.

"I'm so sorry."

"After Tim left, I freaked, and all my dad would say was that I shouldn't have provoked him. He said I should go to church like Tim suggested. My dad, Rain. With Bry there."

Rain reached out, then withdrew his hand.

"I can get a car," Rain said. "I'll borrow one, we can go for a drive. We'll do whatever you want, find your favorite food, talk. Get away from this."

"I don't want to go out there," Erin said. "Not like this. Can I stay here? Please?"

"Of course," Rain said. Was it for the best? If she got in a car with him, he wasn't sure he would be able to stop driving her away from this. He'd been born to this, but she hadn't.

He still felt lost. He wasn't sure what to do.

"Do you- can I give you a hug?" he asked.

She didn't even answer. She rose to her feet, walked up to him, and wrapped her arms around him, face buried in his shoulder.

He put his arms around her. He'd never imagined such a thing could feel so horrible and harrowing. The horribleness didn't even have anything to do with his injuries, that every point of contact hurt. It wasn't his body that hurt.

Rain stared off into space, feeling much like he imagined the shell-shocked in war-zones to feel.

He thought of Cradle's reaching out for help, people stumbling past him, knocking his hand away.
*Sighs*

Nothing to say, but 'bloody disgusting'.
"Hello? Mrs. Yamada speaking."

"It's Rain. I'm- I'm really not doing great. Can we talk?"
FINALLY!
"I thought you might call. Victoria and Sveta reached out to me. I'd planned to call you this afternoon to check on you. Listen, I'm expecting a patient shortly, and I can't adjust that. We can talk for a few minutes, or, if it's not an emergency, I can call you in an hour and a half, and I can give you a lot more time."

"Please," Rain said. "The second one."

"Be easy on yourself, Rain. I'll call you in an hour and a half."
And nevermind...

An hour and a half, sure seems like a long enough time for something to go horribly wrong.
Rain hung up.

He'd reached out and there was a reach back.

He had that.

Erin was asleep on the other end of the room, on a makeshift bed, Rain's spare change of clothes piled atop her as a kind of blanket. Her hand was under her pillow and her gun was in her hand. He wasn't sure if she knew he'd seen her do it.

Cradle had described him as a monster. He wasn't sure if he was, but as he sat at his work table, trying to work quietly, he imagined he was willing to become a little more monstrous if it meant saving the likes of Erin from becoming a lost soul like Lachlan.

His tinkering might have been limited, but he had other skills. He'd survived in places more rustic than this for a time. He could make blades. He could make traps and snares. His scrap with his uncle had taught him he couldn't win a fair fight against even the unpowered, not with his powers being what they were.

He'd draw on every resource he had to keep it from coming down to a fair fight. When he went back to the group tomorrow, it would be with a different mindset.
Trap, ambush, surprise.

That's it. That's what his power is for. Not entirely, but it would work way better than fighting head-on.

Looks like he has figured some shit out at least and is going back to the group, hopefully he's going to actually fight back now. And maybe tell his friends who the hell he really was.

Anyway, I'm going to visit my relatives on Chinese New Year so I won't really be able to make a proper review for saturday and surprise thursday update.

So, see you guys in a week.
 
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I am being WAY TOO LATE for this chapter.

Well, had my fun with my relatives during Chinese New Year, and then got really sick and just came back home just yesterday and still struggling with my sickness for quite a bit.

But whatever, let's get this going.

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"Help me understand how this makes any sense at all," Natalie said.

We were outside of a bagel place, close to the station nearest the Wardens' Headquarters. Natalie had bought a salad with chicken bits in it. I'd never liked eating cold chicken, so I'd picked up a salad without the extras, and a toasted bagel sandwich with fish, black olives, tomatoes and cream cheese. We sat at a table outside.

Natalie was wearing a shirt with a folded collar under a work-suitable navy-blue sweater, with black slacks. I'd seen Kenzie wear a similar outfit a few days earlier, though Kenzie had had a skirt, and Kenzie had worn it better.
The group's 'lawyer'. She was just a student, but mom's verdict was that she knew her stuff well enough to serve, and she had a good sense of what was happening in the future.

I explained, "The area we were surveilling had a team of heroes come through, at our urging. They had a brief interaction with the embedded villain population, suggested they might be sticking around, and then left."

"And they were followed? By the entire group of villains?"

"By two, Hookline and Kitchen Sink," I said. "They were angry following the discussion, were previously established as exceedingly violent, and they have criminal acts that are awaiting process."

"They're not in the nine percent?"

"Is it nine, now? I was hoping the number would go up, not down."

"Nine now," Natalie said.

"They aren't. I think most of the villains in Cedar Point are trying to stay clear of that line," I said. I took a bite of my sandwich, then wiped the cream cheese from the corner of my mouth with a flick of my thumb. Thoroughly disappointing.

Nine percent. I'd known it as the ten percent, which had been a neater, rounder number. With the courts badly behind, only a certain number of crimes and criminals were being rushed through court, and it wasn't based on the time of the deed. There was something which might have resembled a balance right now, but it was slipping fast. People wanted to focus on getting themselves sorted out, there was plenty of work with reasonable pay, and the people who thought they could game the system ended up falling into the ten percent. For those who did, the hammer came down hard and decisively.

There was, however, a population of people who'd realized they could get away with things if they avoided being among the nine or ten percent worst offenders. It seemed to me that the gap was widening as people got more settled in and dissatisfied. I knew some areas were using a lottery system to deter the lesser criminals, choosing the crimes they'd act on and prosecute by drawing them at random.
It makes sense, due to the complete lack of personnel but fuck if it doesn't suck.

Though for serious crime, I guess it means the more serious shit like murder, major heist and other unpleasant things, which is most definitely crime you cannot fucking ignore.

The lottery system is kinda ingenious though, with a lottery system, it presents a random chance in which everyone that did crime, even the smaller, less serious one, get arrested.

It's not fool proof, but it can deter some of the more wary criminals.
"Do you and did you know the crimes these two have awaiting process?"

"Hookline dangled someone out of a fourth story window. Witnesses saw. He was presumed to be acting as collections for a money lender. The neighbors heard shouting about debt, not when Hookline was there, but in general, with the victim and his partner."

"And you know this how, if it wasn't pursued?"

"It was reported on in the paper for that area, a few months ago. I have a copy of the article on my laptop. I had to take the picture with my phone so it's not the best. Do you want to see it?"

Natalie shook her head. "I'll believe you."

"After the article there was a reaction to Hookline. Some public gatherings, anger, some backlash against the money lender. Hookline left. No telling if he was made to, fired, or if he wanted something easier. Ended up at Cedar Point."
I think this highlighted quite a change from the era before GM and the era after it.

Before GM happened, well, I guess people still hoped in someway that things will get better even if it sucks now, so they aren't as desperate.

After GM? Everyone is desperate and is one twitch away from outright riot at something that pissed the fuck out of them.

You pissed off people here and you might find yourself getting shanked to death in your house late in the night, even if you are a parahuman.
"And the other one? Kitchen Sink."

"One of a couple who worked under Beast of Burden, who was crime boss for New Haven. Sink handled collections for the protection racket."

"Any serious crimes?"

"He trashed one business in a way that made it very clear his power was at use. He creates semi-random items and flings them around, and the business had a lot of semi-random items flung around, shelves trashed, windows broken."

"Was anyone hurt?"

"I have no idea," I said. "Victim didn't pursue anything. Authorities aren't going to do anything if the victim isn't talking."

Natalie's forehead wrinkled. It was a weird contrast for someone who had a whimsical pixie cut with a curl at the front and oversized glasses, to seem as joyless as she did. She didn't seem to like her meal, and she seemed interested but not excited or engaged by this.

I ate more of my bagel sandwich, letting her think. It would have been so much better if it was salmon, but it wasn't. The olives were mushy and lacked bite, which made me wonder if they were old, scavenged, imitation, or if they'd lost something in transport. The worst thing was the bagel – I'd eaten here before and it had been better then.
Hmm...

HMMMM.

I'm now wondering if WB has actually give food this much descriptions before.

Why I'm asking that? Because it's totally an anime thing to give excellant food porn even when it's not necessary!

Seriously, this bagel sandwich has more details than the descriptions for some characters. I meant fuck, nobody was even sure if Taylor has black or brown hair until like fucking years after Worm ended.

*coughs*

Okay that's enough distractions, moving on.
"You assaulted and battered two individuals," Natalie said.

"Let me get my laptop out."

"They didn't make the first move, by your own admission."

"Their intent was clear. They had weapons. I'll show you the video."

"Please."

I fished my laptop out of my bag, packed up my bagel and set it aside, and set the laptop down so Natalie could see. It was a bit warm from being in my bag and being left on low-energy mode, but the boot-up was fast. I already had the pertinent files and videos in a folder.

"First video, overhead view. Do you have headphones?"

"I do."

I waited until she had them out. She put them on, and I plugged in the jack. I hit the spacebar to start the video. She watched, putting her arm up and over the top of the screen, to shield it from the sun. I offered my own arm to help. The video came in at an angle, zooming in, and showed most of the conversation, followed by Hookline and Sink's retreat.

When she started to take off her headphones, I held up a finger, then navigated to the second video. It showed same events, but a better view of Houndstooth's group, and then expanded out to show how Hookline and Sink were closing in.

Natalie watched the fight and the follow-up, with Sveta and I retreating. Moose did the work of freeing Hookline from underneath the car I'd blocked in.

It was hard to see in the noonday sun, especially when I was half-standing, my arm out to help shade the screen, but I could see Hookline's reaction, slapping away Moose's hand. He stalked off, and Sink belatedly followed, something held to his bleeding nose.

"Clear intent to injure," Natalie said.

"That's what I said. I did mention the weapons."

"There's a view, and it isn't my view," Natalie said, reaching for her salad, "that if you have a power then you're armed at all times. Sometimes judges hold that view. I would rather assume that you would have a judge that held that perspective and be wrong, than to assume the opposite and be wrong."

"Right," I said.
Hmm, I guess it is helpful to record down practically everything then.

Our heroes here might get to view on the situation more clearly but the judges won't be.

It sounds annoying, but that's how the law 'works', I suppose.
"A better option would be to inform the heroes."

"Couldn't. Clairvoyants with some clairaudience," I said. I opened a sub-folder, clicked an image, and let it pop up. A boy in a wheelchair, a woman pushing it. He wore a helmet with a fake brain under glass at the top. She wore a bird mask. "They'd hear anything we communicated, so it was radio silence."

"You could have dropped down in front of Houndstooth and told him about the situation."

"Similar risk. We don't want to hint at the prior relationship and we dowant to suggest there's a growing presence of heroes, to give them reason to second guess."

Natalie sighed. "I'm not a very conservative person in reality, but I do think your situation needs a conservative eye."

"I can agree with that," I said.

"With a citizen's arrest, there needs to be an actual arrest. I recognize you had to leave after the other villains showed up, but normally the process of performing an arrest like that needs clear indication of a crime in progress or one just committed, and it needs the authorities to be involved."

"Citizen's arrest?" I asked. "Capes get a lot more leeway with those."

"One second. The process would be for you to contact me and contact the authorities, before anything happened."

I opened my mouth to respond.

"Where possible, and it wasn't possible here. I get that."

"Yes."

"You would, with my counsel and go-ahead, step in, take action, and then wait for the authorities to arrive."

"Authorities who are only acting on nine percent of the cases," I said. "Why a citizen's arrest and not an arrest with standing?"

"A costumed arrest? We don't know for sure if they're going to allow those with the new legal system. I'd rather lean on something tidier that we can be fairly sure will carry forward."

I leaned back in my seat. "That's a lot more conservative than I anticipated. Operating as if capes aren't a thing?"

"I think capes are going to be a thing," Natalie said. "But we have reason to believe they're going to be a thing people are going to want to handle in a different, more careful way, now."
I think this is more like making it so that all heroes and either working in the Warden, or with the Warden.

Maybe they are more wary of vigilante now and the new legal system is made to prevent them by making them join Warden affiliated teams instead.

Of course, this might causes a slightly increase in supervillain number from vigilante that gives less of a fuck on how the law works but if they are that violent to begin with, I doubt the hero would want them.
I packed up my sandwich and pitched it into a nearby trash can.

"No good?" Natalie asked.

"Bagel was flavorless and textureless. It looked great and tasted… not like it looked."

"They got popular, so they started freezing excess bagels and defrosting them to serve."

I made a face.

"We're making strides, Victoria, but I think we're in for a culture shock when people realize that as much as they've been waiting eagerly for things to get closer to normal, we're not going to get a lot of the old normal we're eager for, and we're going to get some of the less pleasant parts."

"You're talking about the law?"

Natalie shrugged. She was holding her plastic thing of salad, spearing some with a plastic fork. Before popping it into her mouth, she said, "Lots of stuff."

My laptop was taking up some of her table real-estate, so I closed it and pulled it closer to me.

"Expectations," she said, once she was done swallowing. "If I'm working with you, I need to know what yours are."

"That's a simple question with an answer that could take me a day to get through."

"Your mom wanted me to ask you if you were still looking for work," Natalie said.

I tensed a little.
Okay, that question came out of nowhere and I don't like where Natalie's going.
"I was asked to ask the question and pass on the response if you gave it."

"When we pay you, it's not for you to be a messenger between me and my mom. If I want to talk to her I can call her."

"Okay," Natalie said. "She had something else to pass on."

"And I'm not interested," I said, my voice firmer. "Thank you. I will get up and walk away."

"Please don't. Really, please don't. There are a lot of things I want to talk about sooner than later," she said. "During our last meeting, I know it was brief, but I wanted the lay of the land. I was hoping this meeting would be a chance to get a more comprehensive sense of what you wanted to do, and what I'm doing for you. Both of your mother's questions tie into that."

"Did you talk to her about our meeting?"

"No. Not for the last one. For this one, I went to someone lateral to her. She approached me independently with these things, and told me to reach out to you if you didn't reach out anytime soon. Because you would want to know."

I wished I hadn't thrown my lunch away. I would've liked to have something to violently toss into the wastebasket, as an outlet for what I was feeling. I shook my head a little.

"It's relevant," Natalie said. "And it's important. I promise."

I shook my head more. All around us, people were going to and from lunch. There was actually a city-like stream of cars on the road toward the center of the megalopolis proper.

"Tell me then," I said.

"There were two attempted breaches into our email server last night. It looked like it was directed at your mother. They put a moratorium on sending and receiving email for three hours while they did some backend stuff, and there was another attempted breach partway through that. Tech people are looking into it."

I nodded. I looked at my laptop. Cedar Point, except I wasn't aware of anyone who would be especially good at that stuff there. The speedrunners were tinkers, but nothing suggested they were tinkers with talents that translated to hacking into the email servers in the Wardens' headquarters. Bitter Pill was a full tinker, but her specialty put her even further from that kind of operation.

Houndstooth appears, adding to pressure, Sveta and I make our appearance, and a little while later, an attempted look at a close relation's emails. I could see the thread.

Would Tattletale have succeeded? If she had the power to see weaknesses, it could extend to security systems. During the bank robbery, she'd done something to gain access, though I couldn't remember particulars. It had been ambient noise around then. She'd also collected info on Empire Eighty-Eight.

Someone they hired? Was the fact that they didn't go straight to Tattletale important? A sign of a schism?
I fairly sure all Tattletale did back in the bank is stare at computer screen and lockpad intensively to unlock everything.

Like just, stareeeee.

But really, I was actually less worried about Tattletale and her group hacking into her mother's email because it was something they would be expecting to do.

What I was worried about is the other kind of possibility, the one where Houndstooth was correct on.
"My mother thinks it has something to do with me," I concluded.

"She was called in for confidential discussion this morning, she got out of the meeting, said she couldn't get in touch with you, and told me to reach out. I think so, yeah."

"I can't have you being her messenger. It'd impact how this arrangment works," I said.

"Even if it's pertinent? Letting you know things like the possible breach into emails? That they're looking into people close to you?"

"The problem is that it's always going to sound like a good reason."

"Could it sound like a good reason because it is one? Sometimes, even?"

I drew in a deep breath. I collected my laptop and put it into my bag.
Now, if it's a debate, both of them have good points.

But from the work perspective, Natalie is being a really fucking bad lawyer.

Just, where's your trust on your client? Do you EVEN trust her enough that she can make her own decision, Natalie?
"Don't leave, please. I don't want to drive you away. I do want to understand," Natalie said. "The first and last thing I said at our last meeting was that I was concerned. I'm more concerned now."

"Why ask me about whether I was looking for work?"

"Because she asked me to ask you, if I thought it was appropriate, and I thought it might be."

"Of fucking course," I said.

"Don't get angry," Natalie said.

"I'm not angry with you."

"Before we got derailed, I was talking about expectations. You flew into that scene with no hesitation."

"I'm invincible," I said. A lie, yes, but I wasn't about to trust her with the truth.

"I know that, but isn't there always some risk you'll be hurt, or that there will be some consequence? You're paying me, you're involving your family, and the hack could be the tip of the iceberg. I have to wonder, how much are you putting into this?"

"I know my own limits, Natalie."

"Are you looking for work?"

"Are you going to report to my mother and tell her if I'm not?"

"No," Natalie said. "And I'm offended that you'd ask."
Natalie, sorry, but you sounds like a snitcher right now when you should have trust your client in the first place. So yeah, I think Victory has her own right to be twice as offended than you are right now.

Seriously, what did you expect from a cape doing cape work? There's always a risk no matter what.
"I've been pulling occasional shifts here and there doing cape work. Keeping the peace at protests, standing guard here or there, in the general vicinity of cape functions. I volunteer too."

"Is the volunteer stuff as a cape?"

I sat back in my chair, and shifted the position of my bag. "Yeah. Pretty much."

"It doesn't seem like much of a balance."

"You're aware I've never had that balance?" I asked, in my best 'get real' tone.

"You went to high school once upon a time, didn't you?"

"As the girl that was an out and open superheroine," I said. "Because of a decision my parents made."

"I haven't seen my dad in years. I don't even know if he survived. I know what it's like to have parent issues," Natalie said. "I do get it. But is this really what you want? Your mother is concerned-"

I grit my teeth.

"-I'm concerned. I can definitely see the similarities between you two. You're both firm in your convictions and it seems like you both give things your all. She's usually the first one in and the last one out at work."

"Can we stop talking about my mom?" I asked. Angrier than I'd intended.

"Okay," Natalie said. She stopped there. "Give me a second. I'll compose my thoughts."

I gave her a few seconds. My ankle crossed over the other, and the top foot tapped against the ground. My fingers fidgeted with the strap of the bag that laid against my chair.
*sighs*

Look, when you are actually trying to give relationship advice to others, it's best to not go full on self projection.

It make you sounds completely condescending and frankly, when it doesn't work out, it make you an even bigger fool than the person you are trying to talk sense into.

Just, don't do that. You sounds like a bitch when doing that, just don't.
"There's an implication of overseeing and ownership, but okay. I'm the lawyer. I can give you counsel, and if I know who you are and who you want to be, I can tailor that counsel. My tendency is to be conservative, because there's a lot we don't and won't know."

I nodded. "There's a degree to which I want conservative."

"I hear you. I would strongly encourage something more lawful. Calling first, letting authorities know, checking with the lawyer, doing what you'll do, working with authorities after."

"Not every situation allows for that. Having a plan is great, and I'm all about laying stuff out and being smart about things. Sometimes there's no time, and you have to make choices."

"Yes," Natalie said. She paused, fixing her glasses. "Yes. If these are the three stages of the plan, with prelude, action, follow-up, maybe you can skip one, and you can explain it away to the authorities."

I nodded. "That's not unreasonable."

"Except… If you have to skip two and rush the other, is it possible that you shouldn't have acted at all?"

"We should have just let Houndstooth's group get attacked from behind?"

"Or waited to send them in," Natalie suggested. "Or not had them come in at all, if you couldn't be sure you'd be able to handle the lead-in and follow-up."

I drummed my fingers on the table. "There's more to it. These guys are in contact with people. If we let them operate as normal, try to catch them in the act, they'll use their leverage and catch us first. We have to apply some sustained pressure. Test their relationship with their contacts. We've talked it over with other groups and they agree it makes a degree of sense."

"Houndstooth?"

"They were one. They really liked it, even."

Natalie's brow wrinkled. "You said sustained. Do you have more lined up?"

"A team is going to call a local realtor, looking into the possibility of moving in. We'll see if they react."

"Then?" she asked.

"We might have some more people lined up. Another group might be passing through, and we'll be more ready if something comes up. My cousin is swinging by."

More brow wrinkles. "You'll pressure them until they crack."

"Until they start to. Then we or someone we trust targets that weak point."

"When things crack, it's often sudden. Hook and Sink would be an example of that."

I nodded.

"If it's sudden, it's hard to take the necessary steps before and after," Natalie said.

"It could be," I said.
Again and again and again, I could not stress this enough.


But cape work will require more flexibility from the law no matter what due to the unpredictable nature of it.

No plan survives encounter with the enemies and fighting against capes make that a constant reality.

"You don't have to give me an answer right now, but please think about what you want this to be. You can act faster and more flexibly if you're loose with the law, but you'll lose your chance at getting a big success past a judge's desk. I can help you if that's the route you need to go."

"But you think we shouldn't go that way."

"The people on the team are young, so you need to think about what you're teaching them. You need to think about your balance of real life and cape life."
...Natalie, which fucking alt-universe are you from?

You do know Ward was a thing, right? And your government sent them to fight fucking Endbringer?
"I'm not-" I started. "I never got that. Even before I had powers, the cape life had taken over."

"I can understand why you would resent her for that, but-"

"That's not it," I said.

She sat there, waiting like she was expecting me to elaborate.

I almost got angry. I pushed that back.

"I'm not going to get into particulars," I said, calm. "It's between me and her, and it would make things messy. Nobody benefits from that. Least of all you."

"I'll take your word for it."

"Thank you," I said. "I'll think about what you said. About what I want, what I'm doing, keeping an eye out for balance. The team and what they need."

"The kind of counsel you need me to be."

"Yes," I said. "Absolutely. But I need something from you too."

Natalie nodded.

"Don't involve my mother in this. Don't pass on information, give hints, or respond to hints. Lawyer-client confidentiality should be in effect."

"I'm not a lawyer, exactly. I can and do intend to do that, absolutely, but-"

"Act like one, here. Please. She'll convey her side of the story, probably not in an obvious way, and I need you to be neutral. I won't be sharing my side, but assume I have one."

"Okay," Natalie said.

"I can't get into that stuff. I can't afford to," I said.

"She does care about you, you know," Natalie said. "She might not handle it in the best way, I don't know the details, but I know that she is smart and caring, and both of those things are magnified when it comes to you."

I stared at her. My first thought was that I wanted to strangle her, because of the frustration I felt even before what I'd just said, her going against it, and how she seemed to not get it at all. Even with an absent parent? I wondered if it was something wholly different, like a parent that had left and cut contact of their own volition, rather than a parent that she'd cut herself off from.

My second thought was to tell Natalie what my mother had done, and to hope she understood. Even if I knew it would blow things up, cause chaos, screw up Natalie's relationship with a superior.

I could see the worry on her forehead, as she looked at me. In that look, I could see that I was the bad guy here. I was the one Natalie thought she had to worry about, and my mother was the smart, capable, caring professional.

Anything I did in reaction to this would only make me seem more unreasonable.
*sighs*

Natalie, you are a really fucking bad lawyer.

You don't trust your client at all because what, your fucking boss is your client's mother?

There's bias, and then there's career-ending bias.



Just, Natalie is doing the exact thing you do not want to do when trying to convince people on stuff, like the 'No except yes' and 'I totally understand while I actually don't at all' thing.

It's just so grating to keep seeing this happening again and again because people really just don't fucking get it and refused to.

Because why? I don't know for the most case besides maybe 'OH I HAD A LITTLE PAIN TOO SO I UNDERSTAND THOSE FEELINGS WELL TOO TRUST ME I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND.'

Except no, Natalie, you are like, not even one millionth of the pain Victoria had, maybe not even that.

And frankly, this is a conversation a friend should have, and I don't think you are one to Victoria yet.
"Thank you for meeting with me," I said, pushing the emotion back, doing my best to sound normal. "Are phone payments okay?"

"They are," Natalie said.

I took a minute to get everything sorted out, glad to have something to focus on, then tapped my phone against hers.

Sixty dollars out of my account. A glance at the screen verified my account standing. I had two hundred for rent to Crystal, seventy five for utilities. Even before any possible temp jobs in costume, I had enough to get through next month, two or three more meetings with Natalie or even fewer with anyone we replaced her with. Natalie was cheap and willing and I didn't disagree with her non-family related advice. It made sense.

"Thank you," she said. "And thank you for lunch."

"I'll see you later," I said.

She was the pawn, not the problem. My mother had chosen her for a reason. A play of a sort, possibly unintentional or automatic. It wasn't a play my mom had made because she was a mastermind, natural or otherwise. It was just how she was, how she navigated people. Everyone close to her had had to learn how to deal with it.

The tragedy was that as much as it was a conscious or unconscious bid for a reconnection with me, it would achieve the opposite.

I put my music on, and walked to the nearest bit of park so I could take off without causing too much of a commotion.
I think Victoria spelled out what most people have thought of already.

Carol, you are really, really doing a bad job in trying to reconciliate with your daughter.

Anyway, the first half of the story is done so, NEXT!
I let myself into the headquarters. I was secretly glad to find I wasn't the first person in, seeing Kenzie at the desk, wearing the same clothes from yesterday.

As that fleeting sentiment passed, I was alarmed, seeing Kenzie at the desk, wearing the same clothes from yesterday.

"Kenzie?" I asked.

"Oh!" I heard her speak, though she didn't move. Kenzie-at-the-desk winked out of existence.

"…Kenzie?" I tried again.

"I'm on my way!" she said, through the computer speaker. "I was hooked in by phone and forgot I had a virtual me set up to appear if I called. It's only half done. I'll be there soon! How are you?"

"Don't dive too deep into the team stuff or tinkertech, Kenzie," I said. "Take a break, turn off your brain every once in a while."

"I turn off my brain by tinkering," she said. "It's like how on some computers you can push the number so high it goes back to zero, except it's brain activity."

"Kenzie," I said. "Put the phone away. Close your eyes. Don't fuss about things."

"But-"

"Is there an emergency?"

"No."

"Then hang up, put the phone away, close your eyes, and don't worry. Everyone's coming, we'll tackle some things, compare notes, and all will be good."

"Bye."

"Bye Kenzie. See you soon."

"In… twelve minutes. About. And Rain is coming, but he's going to be later. He'll arrive in-"

"Hang up the phone," I said. "Or I'm going to start unplugging things at random."

"Bye then."

I didn't respond, because it was apparent that Kenzie had to get the last word. The ambient noise came through the phone for another few seconds before she hung up. The cube to the right of her desk went dark.
Okay, that was very alarming, and it got even more alarming when it turned out that Kenzie might be starting to overwork again.

I guess it should make sense, for the past few months, she has been attending therapy sessions with the group and she might not have even been with any other cape groups for cape stuff since GM,

Right now, when she get to be in a team and get to use her tech for real? I think the team would need to look out on her more.
It was strange to be in the space when the others had yet to arrive. Normally, my focus was on the task at hand, here. I wanted to be the rock, unmovable, in case others needed to reach out. It was hard to be that with Natalie's words in my mind and the room empty.

The whiteboards were people's thoughts encapsulated. Mine was numbers to call, things to do, a rough timeline of events, with the next being Auzure's call to Cedar Point. They were Houndstooth's recommendation. I added notes about the hack.

Kenzie had her costume notes, tinker notes, some drawings in erasable marker of her face, a circle with large eyes, a kiss-shaped mouth, and two buns, and various hearts and stars. She had two boards, one mounted on the wall behind the one with two legs and four wheels, and the tinker notes spilled out from the side of the one in front to the one in the back. So did the stars and hearts, for that matter.
I'm starting to wonder if Kenzie took as much effort and time in to draw all the hearts and stars everywhere as with writing down notes for her tinker stuffs.
Chris' was at the other end, opposite her desk. I walked over to it, glancing at the others on the way. There were some names written down, but most had been erased.

Menagerie
Zoo
Zoological or Zoologic?
Hodgepodge or Hodge? Podge?

Note to self: bring books for Rain


All written in the bottom left corner. 'Chris' was in the top right corner, the 'h' smudged where a sleeve had rubbed up against it mid-write.
Hmm, I would have one suggestion for Chris in this case then, Mythology.

It kinda fits with how eldritch his changer form looks like, I suppose. That and I read way too much stuff on SCP.
Ashley's board was empty, except for a very elaborate, stylized rendition of her name. Kenzie had found some fonts and displayed them on the whiteboard for tracing. Ashley had okayed this one.

Just 'Ashley'. Nothing else figured out.
Eh, I guess that's a very supervillian to do, and that's to be as fancy as possible at all time.
Rain had two boards, like Kenzie. One on wheels, another on the wall behind. Unlike Kenzie, they weren't even remotely organized by topic. Snag, Love Lost, Cradle, '5', known acquaintances, tinker hands, contact pads, timeline for Snag's operations, known places the cluster had been with lines drawn to names of acquaintances, name ideas with 'handbreak' crossed out because Tristan had apparently vetoed it, a crude calendar with the names of cluster members filling in blanks, Love Lost due tonight… and so on.

Just red marker and some brown, presumably to put in different words in gaps yet keep them distinct. Or because Kenzie had stolen the red marker to draw hearts.
That snark comment is just perfectly placed.

Anyway, with Love Lost's night coming tonight, this chapter should be set directly after Rain's second interlude.

So...does it mean Rain is going to appear in this chapter?
Tristan's was next to Rain's, and Tristan's was mostly devoted to team name ideas, room layouts, broader organization and schedule, and some minor notes on money spent. Byron hadn't really showed up in the hideout, but Tristan had still devoted a quarter of the board to him. A list of movies. Aimed at letting Byron maintain a degree of communication with Chris and Rain, it seemed, from the comments on the side.
It seems Tristan is really trying to get this hero team thing to work.

I do like how aware he was on how much money they have spent so the team could be aware of how long they could last on their current funding. If it's not economically sustainable, the team might collapse and Ashley might try to be a supervillian and maybe put cats back onto tree or something.
Sveta was taken up by a mix of art and names. She'd written out names not in a list, but as solitary words. Images had been drawn around them. Beneath 'Moor', a girl's hair, wavy, with a fish head poking out to the right from between the two curtains of hair. It was very detailed for art on a whiteboard, with each scale getting a texture. Above 'Lash' was a feminine figure in stark black lines with back arched, head back, and breasts pointed skyward, the breasts so pointed they could have been used for Kenzie's geometry homework. To the right of 'Cirrus' was a face drawn out in lines, frowning. 'Berth' was sitting in the bottom right corner in tiny text. The image was so small it was barely legible. It might have been Sveta's rendition of herself, potato-shaped with arms and legs flailing. A line was drawn between its head and the word 'no', a speech bubble without the bubble.

I felt oddly fond at seeing it. That kind of mental working was inexplicable to me, but I liked seeing the hints of it.
If Sveta wasn't going to work as a hero, I think she would do well as a cartoonist or even a comic artist.

I do wonder what those artwork stands for those, maybe its other case 53 she knows before?

Sveta as potato with tentacles though, absolutely hilarious.
After Sveta was my whiteboard, neatly organized, then Kenzie's two, which I'd already noted.

I wanted to help them.

No. The boards didn't convey it, the boards were things as they should be, even, but they needed help.

On so many levels, they needed help.

The by-proxy interaction with my mother had affected my mood. Natalie's words and concerns had too, but it was hard to know how many of those were my mother's and how many were her.

The concern, with emphasis on the word like I could remember Ashley doing… Even after I'd been hurt by the Nine, had worse done to me by my sister, and gone to the hospital, I couldn't remember my mother ever expressing concern for my activities as a cape. If such was expressed in Natalie's expression and words, then I could believe it was Natalie's.

Concern for what I was doing, the path I was walking? I could see it being my mother's, through Natalie-as-proxy.

It made me sad and angry and frustrated all at the same time, and I didn't have any outlets for that. The punching bag hadn't yet arrived and been set up, and I wasn't about to throw myself at the villains. Not that I wanted to operate that way.

The villains were so simple, so easy. Cedar point. Bad guy central. I was supposed to dislike what they did and I did dislike it. I didn't see anything redeeming in them, I had the power to stop them, and I wholly planned to. If I could mess with Tattletale in the process? Bad guy, I was supposed to dislike her, she'd done little that redeemed her, and it was personal, besides? Yeah. Fuck yes. But I'd do it smart, not by impulse.

Others… not so easy. My dad. Gilpatrick. Mrs. Yamada, even. They were the good guys and they hadn't handled things perfectly. I felt varying degrees of heartbreak because of them but I couldn't blame them. Not easy.
My life was filled with people I wanted to get angry at and couldn't, because they were fundamentally broken and flawed. My mother. My sister. Amelia. Amy. I'd said her name and thought about her for ten lifetimes' worth, in just the span of two years. I felt vaguely ill that I was doing so now, even if it was for the sake of doing as Natalie had asked me to.

The only thing I hated more than being victim to other people's emotional impulses and fucked-upness was when those other people were so close to me that it all came down on my head. The furthest thing from easy.
I think I mentioned this in past chapter multiple times already, but it really seems that in a way, helping out the team is a form of outlet for Victoria.

It might be subconscious or I could be wrong, but I'm guessing deep down, Victoria might be thinking 'If nobody is helping them, then I will. And I will not fuck up like others did for me.'

One of the keypoint being that she wants to evade and get away from her mother and sister, feeling extremely annoyed and pissed and afraid of them.

Where against the team, she's worried, yes, but annoyed? No.

...Victoria is definitely having a severe case of chronic hero syndrome.
The door opened, interrupting my thoughts. I turned my head to see.

Sveta and Ashley. Tristan absent, even though he would normally catch the same train.

"Hi," I said.

"What are you doing standing in the dark? At least turn the lights on," Sveta chided me.

"There's more than enough light from the windows," I said. "It's bright out."

"I'd expect that behavior from Ashley, not you," Sveta said.

"Sounds right," Ashley said.

Sveta flicked the switch, looking up as the lights took their time coming on. It made me think of my mom. Turning on the lights, even when not strictly necessary. I could remember visiting friend's houses and feeling like something was odd when other parents didn't do it.

"What are you doing?" Sveta asked.

"Thinking."

"Uh oh."

"Constructive thinking. I think. I hope. Had a chat with Natalie."

"Uh oh," Sveta said, again, as she sidled up to me.

I gave her a light push. She smiled, righted herself, and half-stepped, half-stumbled right next to me. She gave me a hug from behind, setting her chin on my shoulder.

Familiar sensation, there, in an eerie not-familiar way.

"Tristan's walking the sprogs," Sveta said. "Rain's late."

"Kenzie mentioned," I said. "The second part. Sprogs?"

"Chris and Kenzie. I thought it was clever."

"It was."

She nodded, head moving against my shoulder. "You're looking at the boards?"

I gestured in the direction of the whiteboards. "Natalie wants to know our mission statement, so she can fine-tune her advice. She wanted a lot of things, some harder to put into words than others. I'm looking at the whiteboards, trying to figure out what the thread is and how I can help."
Ah, so Rain IS coming to the base today.

Well, let's hope he finally reveal what's really going on before it is too late.

I do kinda worried that it's too late already though.

Really like how sweet Sveta is with Victoria, if I was wearing my shipping goggle and didn't know Sveta is already with Weld, I would totally ship them.

Yus.
"Your board is empty, Ashley," Sveta said.

"So?"

"Are you going to call yourself Damsel of Distress?" I asked. "For that matter, what are you doing, costume-wise?"

"If you're going to tell me not to wear a dress while I'm out with you all, you can fuck off," Ashley said.

"Not wearing a dress could help with the Manton issues. You're more likely to use your power to blow up the edge of a flapping dress than the part that hugs your body."

"You can fuck off," she said, again.
Well, she did say exactly just that, Victoria, so you have no one but yourself to blame for that.

I guess Ashley just really like dress, considering this and how the first thing she did is check out the clothing store for more dresses in Cedar Point.
"Ashley likes dresses," Sveta said. "We've had conversations about it. She thinks I should wear some, and I've had to repeatedly reinforce that I don't have the legs for it, because I don't have legs."

"They multiply a lady's grace," Ashley said.

"You can't exaggerate a negative," Sveta said.

"You're attached to the image," I observed.

"Obviously," Ashley said, turning to face me.

She was attached to just that image. I wasn't sure if she had multiple versions of the same dress, but she didn't change things up much. She had, however, bought the new dress in Cedar Point, and we'd seen on camera as she considered nail polish.

She wanted to change, maybe. But… how long had she stuck to this style? I'd fancied taking Sveta shopping, but now I was intrigued by this puzzle.

"It's a shame you damage your dresses," I said. I indicated the hem of her dress. "Are you learning to tailor or do you hire someone?"

"I'm studying it. Saves me money."

"Okay, so… I have a bit of a crazy idea," I said.

She narrowed her eyes.

"Bear with me," I said.

"Bear with her," Sveta said. "Victoria knows fashion."

"You're leading up to this like you know I'll hate it."

I nodded.

"Out with it, then," Ashley said.

"Hair," I said.

"No," was the response, without a beat missed.
Thinking back on the first description of Damsel of Distress, I'm guessing Ashley here is sorta still imprinted the imagery of the original Damsel of Distress, the white long hair and black dress.

Admittedly though, it does look absolutely fabulous combination. Black is a great colour to wear for just about every occasion, totally approves.
"I can't promise it would work, but hair can confuse the Manton effect. It might be that the power gets confused because it's a part of your identity and a part of you, but it's not alive either. There are parahumans who impregnate their costumes with hair to make them resistant to their own powers. There are some who have costumes that are just hair, or mostly hair, but those are pretty scanty, as you can probably imagine."

"I think I've heard of that parahuman," Sveta said. When I arched an eyebrow, she said, "The hair impregnation thing."
Bayonetta, is that you?
"I'm not going to cut it off," Ashley said.

"That's fine. I'm not even sure it would work, and it would be a shame to do it if it didn't."

She nodded.

"You could try saving the hairs that come free while you're sleeping or brushing your hair," I said.

"How much would I need?" Ashley asked.

"If it did work, you might not even need much. A strand every quarter-inch or so, along the length, or along the parts that are likely to get clipped by your power. Maybe a bit more."

"And it'd be white hairs on a black background," she said.

"You could, you know, not wear black?" I ventured.

"I like black," she said. "It's elegant. It works. The black dress every woman has in her closet for occasions is black for a reason."

I was actually enjoying myself, because of the puzzle, and because it was my longest interaction with Ashley that hadn't come to blows.

"Dye it?" Sveta asked.

"Doesn't work," Ashley said. "I have natural silver-blonde hair, but I use my power-"

She put her hand to the side of her head and used her power. I stepped back, stumbled into Sveta, then reached out to help her catch her balance.

Ashley's hair settled back into place. Her pupils took a long few seconds to reappear.

The door swung open. It was Tristan, looking alarmed.

"We good," Sveta said.

"My eyes and hair lose their color," Ashley said, in a non-sequitur for Tristan.

"You'd lose the dye," I said. "Probably."
Eh, I guess if she ever got into a living bomb situation, she could just shoot the bomb off herself and then fuck up whoever that strapped the bomb to her in the first place.

Still, is it really necessary to show off like that, Ashley?

Actually, nevermind, this is Ashley, so of course it's necessary.
Kenzie and Chris appeared behind Tristan. He let them in.

"What happened?" Chris asked.

"Talking fashion," Sveta offered.

"Which involves reality-shattering explosions, naturally," Chris said. He grinned.

He was wearing a newer t-shirt, with a gorn-metal band's album cover on the front. Not my style. He was broader around the middle, but I diplomatically avoided mentioning it.

"You're taller," I observed.

"One and a half inches taller," Chris said.

"He went with the indulgence thing yesterday," Tristan said.

"Yeah," Chris said. "I knew there was a risk I might be useless for the day, putting myself in a state where I just sit around, eat, play games. So I fucked off. I'll hit anxiety a few times in the next while, but I'll make it mad twitchiness so there's some more motive behind it, instead of it being paralyzing. That'll be fun."

"That sounds like you're going overboard. Shouldn't you be balancing things out?" I asked.

"Shouldn't you be minding your own business?" Chris asked. "Go talk fashion. I'm fine."

He walked over to his corner, near where his whiteboard was. Kenzie moved to follow, and Chris turned around, reached out to grab her by the shoulders, and turned her to face us, before going back on his way, to his whiteboard.
Honestly, I really don't get this....what was it called? The indulgence and the other part...thing.

Like I just really don't get it and how it tied to Chris's emoton state and his post monster form state.

I guess I should try read more into his situation.
"Fashion," Tristan said. "Okay. We've got some stylish and artsy people here. I'm not so up there on girl-fashion, but I'll contribute what I can."

"Ashley is married to this look," I said.

"Married is the wrong word," Ashley said.

"How would you put it?" Sveta asked.

"A long time ago, when I was still finding my way, I didn't even have the clothes on my back, not intact ones. I had no friends, no family, and law enforcement was after me. I had nothing. I spent a lot of time thinking about who and what I wanted to be. Characters I liked, clothes I liked, people I'd thought were elegant and imposing. I found this. I built this," Ashley said.
"So essentially it's an overly elaborated explanation on why you don't want to cut your hair and wear something that isn't a dress?"
"Well you aren't my mom so you can fuck off."
"...Touche."
What had her role models been, for aesthetics? Cartoon movie villains? Evil sorceresses and witches?

"When you had nothing, you found this, and you want to hold onto that," Sveta said. "I can understand that. I hold onto things that were important to me once."

"Like Weld," Kenzie said.

"Among others," Sveta said, giving me more of a hug.
I fairly sure she's still holding onto Weld just about whenever she can, Kenzie.
"I don't want to hold onto anything," Ashley said. "I am that. People spend their entire lives trying to find the right image for themselves and I found it when I was Kenzie's age."

"I don't think you're going to win this one, Victoria," Tristan said.

"Theoretically speaking," I started.

"Alright. I'm getting out of the line of fire," Tristan said.

"Don't be mean," Kenzie said.

"Call with Auzure in a short bit. Rain might miss it," Tristan said.

"Theoretically speaking… can I put something out there?" I asked.

"Can I stop you?" Ashley asked.

"Tell me to and I'll stop right here. You can do your thing."

Sveta rocked her head left and right on my shoulder, chin digging in, until I shrugged her off. Ashley considered.

"Theoretically," Ashley said.

"Theoretically," I picked up the prompt, "You're going to be a hero. You have a crystal clear image of what you'll look like as a villain. Your every expectation is that you'll stop being a hero at one point and return to villainy."

"That's not theory. That's fact."

"But what is theory is… what if, to avoid your hero self and villain self getting mixed up, you tried something different, in the here and now? It keeps your villain persona distinct."

Ashley folded her arms.

"Different how? I get the impression you have something in mind," Sveta said.

"Pshht!" Ashley made the sound, shushing Sveta.

"Don't pshht me."

"What if, theoretically," I said, "You cut off the hair? White hair for a white costume. You can still do something with black accents here and there, but we can go more… white goth. Or something in that vein."

"I'm not goth," Ashley said. "And I'm not cutting my hair."

"Theoret-" I started.

I saw her expression change.

More seriously, I said, "You cutting your hair could be a commitment. You could go back to being the long-haired villainess, but only after a period of time. You'd be locking yourself into being a hero in the meantime."

"A hair-based time commitment," Sveta said.
I don't know why, but I just have this stupid mental image where Ashley did cut her hair short and wear white dress.

But then the time comes for the final decision and Ashley just goes supersaiyan and scream for like 5 episodes for power up except she goes supervillian instead and her hair spontaneously grows back to her previous length and her dress turns black from pure bullshitness.

It was...really stupid, why am I even thinking about that.

But really, this does sounds kinda ingenious. It essentially gives a set time for Ashley to truly become a hero before finally and maybe inevitably (as she kept thinking that way) become a supervillian later one.

I can foresee shitload of fanfic doing this if Ashley still think it's too stupid to work in canon later on.
"There's no reason to do it," Ashley said. "To preserve my costume? For that minor gain, I'm supposed to risk looking like a simpleton? No."

"What kind of black accents?" Kenzie asked.

"No," Ashley said.

"Black around the eyes, like heavy eyeliner, maybe decoration in the hair, or as part of the mask, something to frame the edges of sleeves and dress."

Kenzie went still. She gave Ashley a sidelong glance.

"What?" Ashley asked.

"Back before Mrs. Yamada told me I wasn't supposed to give anyone a birthday present, I was thinking about what to get you."

"If Mrs. Yamada said no, then there's probably a reason," I said.

"The group was new and Ashley and I were only just starting to talk, so it would've been weird, I think. It wouldn't be for just Ashley either, it'd be for the group."

"Spit it out," Ashley said.

"Eyes," Kenzie said. "I can put these things in your mask and it would project over your eyes. We could have you wear a white costume, and then there would be bits that are black, and then we could make your eyes totally, one hundred percent black, or totally white."

"Hold up," I said.

Kenzie turned my way.

"When you say something like 'I can make this', I have to ask… how easily?"

"Super easily. A few hours easy," Kenzie said. When I didn't shut her down, she turned to Ashley, "We could have it so smoke comes off of your eyes and trails behind you as you walk. or blurry light, like when you wave a sparkler in the dark, or particles, like shapes, or blurs like your power makes, or-"

Ashley put a hand on top of Kenzie's head. Kenzie stopped talking.

"Do you want to? Do you like it?"

"If I went to buy you a gift, to balance it out, so it was equal, what would you want?"

"Went? I don't want you to go anywhere."

"I meant some other time."

"No gift," Kenzie said. "Hang out. Talk with me. Come on, we can use your whiteboard. We'll talk and take notes, and figure out what your costume might be. Let me search for things on my phone-"
Kenzie took Ashley's hand and led her to the whiteboard, tugging her along. Ashley didn't object too much along the way.
It was at this moment when deep down, Ashley thinks.

'Fuck, yes.'

Ashley and Kenzie really do connect rather well together, it's kinda nice to see them like this.
Near Kenzie's computers, Tristan had his arms folded, his eyebrow raised. Sveta had her head cocked to one side as she studied me. Chris was dumping his bag out on his little table.

"She's not hard to figure out or anything," I said, quiet enough that only Sveta would hear me. "At one point she said we were pretty similar people."

"That leaves me with way more questions than answers," Sveta said.

Tristan called out, "Don't get too into it, you two! We're listening in on the call with Auzure soon!"

Ashley raised a hand, waving him off. Kenzie was just nonstop background chatter now.

"What are you thinking?" Sveta asked. "You're introspective today."

"Extraspective, right this moment," I said. "Thinking about the big picture."

"Think out loud."

I shrugged. "The team. How it fits together. How I fit into it."

"A bit of introspection then."

"No, not exactly," I said, the thought clarifying as I said it. "How's Weld doing?"

"If he could get tired he'd be dog tired. I need to have a talk with him soon, before things get to a point where I don't see him ever," Sveta said. "I hate to add anything to his plate, but I have to be assertive."

"I'm glad you have him," I said.

Sveta smiled. "I'm glad I have him too. Even if he's tired and gone most of the time. Why are you asking about him?"

"When Jessica- When Mrs. Yamada asked me to sit in with the group and help out. She asked Weld first, didn't she?"

"Ah, you caught that," Sveta said. The smile disappeared. "I'm sorry. I wasn't sure if you did, and I didn't want to risk hurting your feelings."

"Was I second choice?" I asked.

"I don't think so. Sorry, I don't know for sure, but Weld was asked and he said no, but he said he'd be free a little while after. She could have waited and had Weld sit in, but she chose you."

"And she seemed okay, almost relieved, at me doing this," I said.

"As okay as she is with any of this," Sveta said.
Hmm, makes sense.

I guess back then, Dr Yamada didn't know Victoria is even alive at all, let alone being magically fixed into a deeply traumatized young adult and not deeply traumatized flesh blob.


The display on the wall lit up. The trill of the phone filled the room.

"They're calling us first," Tristan said. "Everyone come. Seems like Rain is going to miss this. Sucks."

We gathered at the desk.

"We need something to call you," the woman's voice on the other line said. "Dido speaking, with Auzure."

"Dido, this is Capricorn. You're on speaker with most of the rest of the team listening in. We're working on the team name. We'll have something soon."

"I wanted to go over the particulars, make sure we do this right. We're going to be calling…"

I mostly tuned it out. Tristan had it handled, and it wasn't rocket science. I wasn't that fond of Auzure, either.

Natalie had asked me what I was doing.

I'd been asked to be here. I was damaged, and Mrs. Yamada knew it. Why was I here, then? Yesterday, I might have said it was so I could provide this kind of direction and guidance. So I could talk to the lawyer, handle situations like Kenzie's and Ashley's, and be a friend to Sveta.

Was I right? Thinking that Yamada had felt like she'd done her job in putting me here? Was I overthinking things after my talk with Natalie, paranoia rearing its ugly head again?
Maybe, it could true.

Maybe Dr Yamada sent her here because she knew Victoria needs something to reassert herself and this was the solution.

Victoria did read like she was in a better headspace after she started helping out the team ironically as Victoria back in arc 1 and 2 just sounds so... dull and tired.
"Beautiful," Dido said. "Should we conference you in?"

"No," Tristan said. "We've got a number you can call, it'll route through to them, and it won't be as blatant as a conference call."

"Lovely. I wondered if I should mention something. Good to work with people who know what they're doing. What number?"

Sveta mouthed the word 'slimy' at me.

Water off my back, now. I'd just dealt with my mom and this was easy by comparison.

Tristan gave the number, and the call was terminated.

He checked his phone.

"Rain wants to know if people are okay with him inviting Erin. They're still half an hour away. She gave him a ride and they stopped along the way. He says he's safe, no trouble, but he wants to talk, and he wants her here when he does."

Tristan's voice was just a bit tight.

"I have suspicions," Sveta said.
Okay, that's REALLY alarming.

I meant, we know what is mostly going on in his life through his interlude and he might be trying to get Erin to safety by getting her to the team.

But from the team's perspective, I would say... 'NOPE!'

Seriously, this sounds so much like a trap it's not even funny. And even if it's not a trap, inviting someone to a secret base is just about as bad as it sounded.

Just, no.

No.
"I know, I think," Tristan said.

With that, I felt like the musings crystallized. I wouldn't know until I talked to Jessica, but I had more of an idea. Things made a degree of sense.

"Not here," I said.

"Hm?" Tristan asked.

"Gut feeling, but we'll meet him to talk somewhere nearby, as soon as this call is wrapped up and we've seen how they respond. Half an hour should be plenty of time. But let's not do it here," I said.
Victoria has a good idea there, get them to talk but not at the base.

It definitely a lot safer than getting them to talk at the base here.

I do wonder what Rain's planning to here though, as my speculation could be wrong.

Anyway, see you guys next time...which is going to be rather soonish.
 
I think Rain is just planning to confess about his past and maybe ask the team to help him kidnap/rescue Erin's family away from the Fallen.
 
Shade: 4.7
So now we have finally get the chapter we all might be waiting for, Rain finally talks about his past, probably.

But before that well, let's start with something else.

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"Hello? This is Andre Giannone."

"Andre, hello. We were hoping you could help us out. We want to rent some locations in Cedar Point."

"Where did you get this number?"

"We went to the source. Mortari Construction handled the building in Cedar Point, and they gave us the name of… Andrea Giannone? Could it be your daughter we're wanting to contact?"

"I am Andrea, I go by Andre. Easier, not having to explain that I'm not a woman. It's a man's name where I was born."

"That's great. Andre, aren't you the one charged with leasing the properties?"

"Their records are out of date. I've washed my hands of the business. Look elsewhere."

"Can you give us the number of the person we can call?"

"No. There are no vacancies in Cedar Point right now, and I won't give you the number because I don't know who is handling things."

'Won't give you the number', I noted. Not 'can't give you the number'. Despite not knowing?

"A cursory internet search suggests there are a lot of vacancies in Cedar Point. People are noting it and asking why."

"I wouldn't know."

"You live there."

"I keep to myself. Look elsewhere. Stop bothering an old man."

"Mr. Giannone, I understand if you're scared. Don't answer me if you're worried people are listening in. We're heroes."

Was the summary silence on the other end because he was worried people were listening in, or was it shock?
The world's best prank call right here, ladies and gentlemen!

I would laugh like hell if this actually works and got the villian group in Cedar Point panicking.
"We're heroes. We're a corporate team with plans of settling in. We know there are vacancies, and we know you still have signs up. If we can get this working, we're going to look after you and the people in Cedar Point."

"What? A corporate team?"

"Of heroes, Mr. Giannone. We call ourselves Auzure. Au for the chemical symbol for gold, azure for blue, I don't know if that will help you remember. You'll see us around, if we can do this without stepping on anyone else's toes."

"Toes? What?"

I glanced over the others, and saw Tristan doing the same thing. His eyes met mine. I wondered if he had the same thought I did, about how Dido's clarification about the name would only confuse people.
I feel like in a way, this is kinda a small jab to the long ass explanation some writers tend to have when explaining things with rather exquisite way.

Like seriously, who can actually absorb such long wordy explanation and then actually get to remember them later on? It also get rather confusing when you mixed in metaphor in the already messy pile too.

To properly understand these kinds of sentences, you either need a four wall ability to scroll back the screen to reread it, or get your own thinker power and then becomes one with your space whale Google.
"Jurisdictions, Mr. Giannone. It wouldn't be good if we turned up there and ended up in a turf war with fellow heroes over who gets to help."

"Why would there be fighting to- there's nothing here. There's nobody here. It's a nowhere place. Everyone who could leave left. Everyone else wants to be left alone."

Was he aware of the contradiction in what he'd said? That there were no vacancies, but there was nobody there?

Dido went on, taking on a tone that made me think she was in sales. "It might be a nowhere place right now, Mr. Giannone, but I promise you, Auzure can change that. The other heroes want to change it. Whatever happens, you're going to get some stellar heroes in your neighborhood. Hopefully it's us, and we can clear the way so that everyone that left can come back."

Dido's earnest, almost painful optimism toward the end was contrasted by the sputtering reply.
Well, Dido is part of a corporate team, so obviously she would be of a more business-oriented mind too and pretty much perfect for promoting her team like it was a sale.

"You'll make this place a warzone."

"We'll handle things in a good way. Trust us. Auzure is gentle but we get the job done."

There was inarticulate sputtering on the other side for a few seconds. "I'm not the person to bother with this. Don't call me again."

Mr. Andre Giannone hung up the phone.

"Kenzie," Tristan said, putting a hand on the back of Kenzie's chair.

The camera shifted, focusing on a small house on the edge of the downtown strip. Tall windows and a realty sign, with the second floor having suggestions of an upstairs apartment.

"I feel bad," Dido said, speaking to the dead air.
Well, prank is over. Time to see what will happen.

Hopefully something that involves PANICK BUTTON!
"Can we talk back to her?" Sveta asked.

"No, but-" Kenzie hit a few keys. The call ended, and then the phone rang.

"Here you are," Dido said. "Beautiful. Was that what you needed?"

"We're going to see," Tristan said. "The man you called is going out for a walk."

Mr. Giannone was dressed in a suit jacket over what might have been a thin sweater or long-sleeved shirt, with nice hair combed straight back from his face, but where he might have looked dashing, gray hair or no, he had bad posture that made him look older than he probably was. He walked with what I could only call alacrity.

"Patching in," Kenzie said. "We'll send you the video after, but for now it's going to be audio only."

"Lovely! I get to see and hear the rest?"

"It's part of the deal," Tristan said. "We'll pass on info about villains and the greater villain network as we pull things together. We're hoping you'll keep from stepping on our toes in the meantime, as you put it. Houndstooth was saying you were better than some of your teammates about jumping into something like this without regard for us."

"Hmm. I could see it if we were itching for something to do, but I don't think it's likely. Right now, I don't think we could. Too much to do already."

"The war?" I asked.

"That's a big part of it."
Ah, the war.

I think some of us kinda forgot about it, what's with the last mention of it being some chapters ago which is some months ago.

A lot of people in-universe would certainly jope it won't explode into something big butttttt...

Ward is the sequel to Worm after all. So, no hope of even expecting that.
"How is it? How bad?" Sveta asked.

"I have no idea. It feels like none of the people doing the talking and negotiations want it to happen, especially as we're getting hints about how bitter a war it could be. Earth C doesn't mess around."

"Do you think it's going to happen?" Sveta asked. She sounded more anxious now.

"The diplomats and most of the people at the very top on both sides are fighting it, but it seems like things are moving inexorably in that direction. Yes."

Sveta's chin dropped a bit as she looked down at the ground. I reached out for her, and stopped as I heard a small 'thup' sound, followed by another.

Her arms and legs hadn't moved, so I took it as her tendrils striking at the interior of her body in the same way a prisoner might punch the wall of their cell.

"My hope is we'll keep moving at this steady, unwilling pace, there will be an initial exchange of blows, and both sides back off," Dido said. "My worry is that something explosive will happen. Another broken trigger, an attack from Earth C doomsday radicals, an attack from the Fourth Sect, someone stupid from our world trying to take territory over there. I could go on. It might spark something lasting."

I approached Sveta in a way that let her see I was coming, moving slowly. I wanted to ask if it was okay to make contact, and I didn't want to say it out loud, where the others or Dido might hear.

"Fourth Sect?" Tristan asked. "Have I heard of this before?"

Sveta saw me and reached out. I took her hand in mine, and reached out with the other arm to put it around her shoulders.

"I'd call it a cult but I'm not sure it's the right term. They're a minority power with a strong political voice. They want war, to thin their own populations after too much 'be fruitful and multiply'. Hard to get into in any detail on that cycle. Some of Gimel's biggest allies in Earth C are people who want to postpone war because it makes the Fourth Sect weaker."

"Your thinking is if they get to the point where they're desperate, they'll try to spark something," Tristan said.

"Not my thinking. People higher than me. They're some of what we're watching out for."
So, the Fourth Sect.

Man, does it sound like a certain fucking political party on our world here.

*coughs*

It honestly feels to me that Earth C might be heading to a civil war on its own if it wasn't for SUDDENLY PORTAL and then there's like this punchbag spontaneously appearing on the other side of it.

Except this punchbag is armed to the teeth with a active suicide nuclear bomb put inside it.
Tristan glanced at Sveta, then said, "We're okay, right? We do have the edge on powers. Makes for an incredible toolbox."

"We have an edge, but it's not as big as you might think," Dido said. "Our side has people who can detect or see powers, and what we keep hearing from them is that this guy has powers, but on the down-low. That woman has powers, nobody seems to be aware. A lot of them are using their abilities to maneuver into positions of power."

"Can we stop talking about this?" Sveta asked. It felt strange hearing so abrupt a question when I hadn't felt it in her body or breathing.

"We can," Tristan said.

"Sorry," Sveta said. "To cut in like that."

"I don't mind, love," Dido said. "We can talk about other things. I'd welcome the distractions."

"Mr. Giannone is at the center of town. He seems to know where to go to talk to the villains," Tristan reported.

"Lovely," Dido said. "Some silliness to take my mind off of things."

Silliness. We were treating this situation as serious, we were trying to save Cedar Point and the people within, and we were trying to break up a criminal organization before it extended its reach too far or imploded. With all of our various issues, with one team member's life on the line, we were making sacrifices and devoting ourselves to this in the long term.

Silliness?

To someone that was trying to head off a war with another universe? I could concede her that, but I could also think she could have worded it way more respectfully.

I decided to write her off as a bit of a ditz and let it be.
I guess after hearing about an inevitable, upcoming war and how you will be fighting in it, anything seems like a good distraction.

But wording it as silliness still sounds a bit awful.
Giannone entered the bar, and my first thought was that we wouldn't have the audio or video.

Moments later, however, he emerged with Prancer.

"…not involved in this."

"Andre, if you don't want to be involved, walking into the bar where we gather isn't the way to do it. Not voicing your issues in earshot of ten people with powers. Let's talk in my office."

"Being seen walking into your office isn't any better," Andre Giannone said, resisting being led by the arm. Prancer stopped trying, and the older man said, "Thank you."

"We'll keep it polite," Prancer said, "Both in what we talk about, and in appearing civil."

The people in the bar could see out the window.

"They called me. What am I supposed to say? If this goes to court-"

"Let's not talk about court."

"What if?" Andre said.

"It's not going to. The courts have too much to do to bother with someone like you. Even with people like us."

"You said the heroes wouldn't bother either, and how many have we seen or heard about now?"

"Andre. Listen. If they decide they'll bother with petty crime, they'll come after me, the other villains. They won't go after the scared citizens. If they thought someone had done something, they would think it was because the people were forced."

Prancer's tone changed at the end there. Too light to be anything but joking. I wondered how tone would play out with the court, if Giannone was charged. I let go of Sveta and walked over to the whiteboard to note the question. Something for a future discussion with Natalie or someone like her.

"I don't want this hassle," Andre Giannone said.

"I understand. We're already taking steps. We're getting information, we're getting help. We'll have more in a bit, and we'll fill you in."

"What am I supposed to do when they call?"

"Hang up. Say whatever you said. Tell them you have no space. Do whatever you have to, but don't rent to them. And don't show up at the bar. Call me."

"I wanted to get you sooner than that."

"Call. Now, who was it that called?"

"Something about blue and gold."

"Goldenrod?"

"No. I don't know. Maybe."

I felt a kind of satisfaction at the confusion. Dido was a salesman, maybe, or a face-person, but she wasn't a marketing person. The way she'd described Auzure hadn't been a good way to make it memorable.

"Could it have been Auzure?" Prancer asked.

"That's it, I think."

"Okay," Prancer said. "I know someone I can ask for more details on what they're doing. That's good. Useful."

"Who do you know?" Dido asked, as if Prancer could hear her.

Prancer continued talking, oblivious. "Next time, remember. That's all you need to do. Leave it to me to decide if we need to worry."

He laid a hand on Andre Giannone's shoulder as he said it. It was a way to show support, and also a way to steer his conversation partner, suggesting the man walk back the way he came.

"I've held up my end so far," Andre said, resisting being guided as he said it.

"And you get allowances others in the neighborhood don't. Nobody knocks on your door. You have tenants."

"Nobody's knocking on my door, maybe, but I'm getting calls."

"A call. One," Prancer said. He walked, one hand on Andre Giannone's shoulder, getting Andre started on his way. "And we're taking steps to rectify the unwelcome attention. Things should calm down soon."

"Okay," Andre said. He looked at Prancer. "I don't need to worry?"

"You don't need to worry."

Andre walked away. Prancer stood where he was, hooking thumbs in his jacket pockets, head tilted. The camera got a good angled view of his expression as he turned around. A confident smile.

A smile for the people in the window who might be looking at him, but he spoke under his breath, too quiet for even Kenzie's camera to pick up.

"Can you get that for us?" Tristan asked.

"Yep!"

It took a short bit, and Prancer didn't re-enter the bar, instead walking over to the building across the street, where his 'office' apparently was.

"What the hell is going on?" Prancer's hiss came through the speakers.

"We're going on," Chris said.
Operation Super Prank Call is a success!

As much as Prancer is trying real hard to be the face of the villain group in Cedar Point, I doubt his past experience as a charismatic drug dealer could be used effectively in handling such large numbers of villain in one group.

And that lack of experience is taking its toll here.
"Thank you for the help, Dido," Tristan said.

"I'm glad to, hon. I was worried I'd bothered an old man for nothing, but he's in this, isn't he?"

"We had cues he was."

"Let us know if you need anything else."

"Thanks," Tristan said.

The conversation wrapped up with some goodbyes, and the call ended. Windows closed, and parts of Kenzie's computer-cube went dark.

"We've got one group passing through later this afternoon. We could postpone it if needed. These guys are Houndstooth's recommends," Tristan said. "Victoria? You'll handle it?"

"My cousin will come with. Just in case they're keeping an eye out for me and have surface-to-air planned."

"Missiles?" Chris asked.

"Anything," I said.
And they are planning to do this practically every fucking day of the week.

Oh wow, the villains in Cedar Point must be fucking confused as to what is going on and Prancer has shit load more work to handle right now.
"They're starting to adapt," Tristan said. "Info and help?"

"As far as info goes," I said, "Natalie said someone tried hacking into the Wardens' headquarters, specifically targeting my mom."

"Wasn't me," Kenzie said.

"I feel like if it was Tattletale, they would have been cleverer about it. Sveta, since you were seen too, though they probably can't connect you to your past self, you might want to make sure all accounts are secure."

"Okay," Sveta said.
Honestly, I feel bad that I am still suspicious that Kenzie is the one that hacked into the Warden's server.

But looking at this conversation, I think Victoria isn't really suspicious of Kenzie at all as she didn't note how quick Kenzie answered.

And really, there isn't any reason to suspect Kenzie involved in the hacking because why else would she do that right after the what happened in chapter 4.5 instead of, well, any other time.

Still, I just have this hunch... which is wrong most of the time really.
I noted that, and I wondered.

I watched as the tight cluster of the group broke up. No longer gathered around the screen, standing behind Kenzie's desk, they moved toward their individual spaces. Chris had the largest bubble around him, where he didn't have people within it. His gait was different than it had been.

Ashley went to her board. She'd been quiet throughout, and now she stopped in front of her whiteboard. A mix of her writing and Kenzie's marked it, with her writing along the center, each line slanted as if it was written on an angle, like a tower of stacked coins that was about to buckle and fall. Kenzie's writing marked the bottom third, with a few drawings of eyes.

Whatever means of communication they had devised between them, I couldn't decipher it. I couldn't even begin to read Ashley's handwriting. Kenzie went to Ashley to resume their prior discussion.
Oh, I guess it would make sense that Ashley can't write properly considering the past Damsel of Distress isn't really... an intellectual minded person, and also, her prosthetic arm which requires frequent maintenance.
"You okay?" Tristan asked. I turned to look. He was talking to Sveta. "You didn't like that talk about war."

Sveta shrugged. She smiled as I joined their conversation. "Thank you for the hug. I didn't even realize how upset I was until you came up to me."

"Anytime," I said.

"Was it the thought of Weld over there that got you?" Tristan asked.

Sveta shrugged, but it wasn't too effective with her suit. "What threw me was when Dido talked about how people with powers were getting positions."

"Why?" I asked.

"Because it might not be only that. The people with positions might be getting powers."

"Cauldron?" I asked.

Sveta nodded. "Earth C is a major reason we had the supplies to rebuild. They say they did it out of goodwill. I think Cauldron made it happen. Gave powers to key people so they would agree, made deals."

She put out one arm, indicating the window and the city beyond it.

"How much of that was bought and paid for with crimes against humanity? I saw some of what they did. I heard a lot more about it. My entire life, this body of mine, it's because of them," Sveta said. "It's awful to think about."

I looked out at the city that gleamed with traces of yellow and gold in the light of the early afternoon.

"I don't know a lot about them," Tristan said.

"I only know some," I said. "The info came out after, but it trickles out, there's a lot of guessing to be done."

"I don't have to guess," Sveta said. "I can tell you more some day. But it's going to take a few minutes longer than it takes to talk to Rain."

Chris had joined Kenzie and Ashley's conversation. Kenzie was bouncing with excitement, trying to get Chris' input. He seemed reluctant to dish, but quick to shoot down this idea or that idea.
If this is true, then maybe this could be part of numerous Cauldron contingency plan for when Scion was defeated.

I guess they figured that just relying on Accord's super dubby totally legit perfect contingency plan was a really bad idea.

And it turned out to be one because fucking Cody.
"You want to sit on this, skip out on the Rain conversation?" I asked.

"I don't know," Sveta said. "I think I have to go, because I'm one of the only people who knows most of the story. It feels like I'm the only one who knows most of everyone's story. I know yours, Victoria. I know Rain's, I think. I have my suspicions about what he's going to say."

"I think I know," Tristan said. "And I have a few big worries."
Alright, time to have the big talk.

The moment we have all been waiting for.

Let's go.
I flew around the area before settling down. Everyone was gathered.

Erin drove a different vehicle than the last time. It was a sedan, small and very dusty. The accumulated fine dirt on the side had settled into waves that looked like very flat, spread out sand dunes, set on a vertical surface, with peaks, valleys, and patterns.

Erin opened the door. The dark makeup around her eyes was heavier, her hair was unwashed, and she wore a slim-fit sweatshirt with the sleeves rolled up, a cat on the sleeve. Her low-rise jeans were tucked into calf-height boots.

"Hi Erin," Kenzie said.

"Hi, critter," Erin said. "How are you doing?"

"I was having a good day, but now this is happening. Feels ominous."

"Yeah," Erin said.
Yup, definitely ominious.

I'm still wondering why Rain brought Erin here as well, maybe he wants her to listen to the truth too?
Rain took more time to get out of the passenger seat. He moved like an old man, shutting the door, letting a backpack fall to the ground by one of the car's wheels. He had a black eye, his ear was swollen and scraped up, and his face looked asymmetrical in a way that suggested swelling on one side, with no distinct source. His knuckles and fingers were badly scraped up, with tape covering up some of them.

He was wearing a raglan tee with black sleeves, and jeans so old that they must have been as soft as sweatpants. The knees were worn through, and the knees beneath were speckled with scabs.

"You're hurt," Kenzie said.

Rain nodded.

"Did you get attacked?" Chris asked.

Rain shook his head. "Not by Snag's group."

It was hard, to pull back and watch. I'd tried for the call with Dido, stepped back to observe, letting Tristan take point with directing the others. He was good at it. Sveta being the one who had struggled had pulled me in a bit.
I wasn't sure strict objectivity was the way to handle this, but getting too close didn't help either.

That line of thought got me thinking about how I hadn't ever really had to watch my back. Not among those I considered allies. Not among friends. Not among family.

And that, in turn, made me think about my sister, and the sick, hollow, angry experience of being betrayed by someone I'd thought I could trust more than I trusted myself.

I stood across from Rain and I felt like I had in the bank. The bank had been dusty, partially my fault, the floor scratched up by the passage of giant dogs, littered with discarded pieces of paper and dropped belongings. It had been dark, the rain pattering outside.

Much like Rain stood by the front of the car, hurting, his life in danger, my sister had stood a distance away from me, a knife to her throat.

Following that there had been the revelation of secrets. It wasn't that I held Rain close to my heart or anything. It wasn't even that I particularly trusted him. Only that I recognized the pattern.
So, how do I word this?

I guess that when you are facing an enemy, or even just someone with bad attitude, you know and expect what they might and could do.

Like how practically the entire team knows how to handle Ashley with ease despite, you know, she constantly saying how she's going to be a supervillain and murder everything ever.

It just, obvious, a bad guy is of course going to do bad thing and it's right for you to absolutely despise them.

But friends and family close to you? You won't expect them to do bad things.

That's why it hits the hardest when they did it.

I guess in a way, it's kinda why some people prefer become friends with dicks that's just rude and unpleasant to people that don't know them.

Because they won't give a fuck about hiding their deep dark shit inside and meanwhile you might still be wondering whether or not the nice guy you know some months ago is nice because he has an ominous motive or a serial killer or just plain being awkward.

It kinda just, break your trust in everything. Because if suddenly the one person that is closest to you suddenly break your trust into pieces, who else would you trust?
"Shit," Rain said.

"If you're going to draw this out, at least tell me this isn't you explaining everything and dropping something heavy on me," Tristan said.

"No big news for you," Rain said.

Tristan nodded.

"You're going to tell us what's been going on with you?" Sveta asked.

Rain looked at Erin. "Yeah."

"She's tied to this?" Sveta asked.

"Yeah," Rain said. "Kind of. She could walk away free and clear if she wanted, I think. She knows most of my situation. Not all."

"I'm moral support," Erin said.

"No," Rain said. "Because there's stuff you don't know. Kind of. It's complicated."

"You've got a look in your eyes," Ashley said. "Fiercer."

"I spent a good day and got a beating trying to find that fierceness," Rain said. "That thing that would let me say this. Tristan called me out, said I needed to tell you guys, because it impacts what we're doing. I needed to do some figuring out before I was able."

"Yeah," Tristan said.

I was silent. I could only see the parallels. I held my tongue because I didn't trust it. If this was an echo of that situation in the bank, I had no better idea on how to handle it now in the present.

No rain, no enclosed area. We were at the edge of a park. It was sunny out.

No knife to anyone's throat, not that Rain's expression said any different.

"You've been hiding with powerful people," Ashley said. "Capes, probably."

Rain opened his mouth, then nodded.

"A gang."

"A family," Rain said. "Gang doesn't really say it."

"It was always us and them. And there was a lot of hate directed at them," Rain said.

The in-group, out-group… and family. I could connect dots. I deliberately avoided doing so.

I focused on the situation instead, on the others. Chris was quiet, smiling slightly, but the smile had been a small, persistent thing since he'd nose-dived into indulgence. Tristan was quiet, but most of what he had to add were things that it was Rain's responsibility to share. Ashley handled the questions.

No- Sveta joined her voice to Ashley's. "You're related to those powers. It's why you have such a hard time pulling away."

"The Fallen," Rain said.

I winced. There were a lot of implications to that.
And now the cat is out of the bag.

With Tristan knowing the truth and Victoria on the side, I guess it would make sense for Ashley to take up the questioning as she considered herself to be one of the leader of the group.

I have no doubt that it would be her of all people other than Victoria that would hate the shit out of hiding deep dark secret, considering her straightforward as all hell nature.

Sveta, well, considering she was the team mom, she's quite worry about Rain's circumstance too.

Anyway, let's see how they handle this.
"Oh," Kenzie said.

"I kind of connected the dots already," Sveta said. She put a hand on Kenzie's shoulder. "You first connected to Tristan after the God thing."

"Religion came up in therapy," Rain said, for the benefit of the rest of us. "Tristan came up to me after and asked about which church my family attended. I'd had a bad week. Nearly as bad as this week has been. We'd already connected some. Both of us have people invading our heads, questions of self, we talked a lot together in therapy. I cracked. I told him."

"Yeah," Tristan said. "Mom and dad were looking for a church. I thought I'd ask Rain. I don't think Rain's church would've suited them."

"It's not funny," Kenzie said. "Don't make jokes."

"I'm not laughing, Kenzie," Tristan said.

"They hate black people, don't they?" Kenzie asked Rain.

"They're a big group," Rain said. "It's hard to get into just how varied the branches are, the different beliefs, how they add up, some of the leaders that have come and gone. It's hard to just point at them and say they hate this or they hate that."

"Most of them hate black people," Kenzie said.

"…Yeah."

"Did your family? Did you? Do you?"

Rain looked back at Erin. "Yeah. I did. Once. You have to understand- it's hatred for anyone and everyone, because that way it keeps everyone close to the family. So 'black' was just one more label, you know?"

"Back at the first meeting with Mrs. Yamada. You kept giving me looks," Kenzie said. "They weren't because I pay attention to the clothes I wear and dress nice, or because you were trying to figure out what was wrong with me."

"It wasn't about you," Rain said. "I was figuring stuff out then. I was trying to reassess my whole way of thinking. It was me, not you."

"It was you," Kenzie said. She paused. "Being uncomfortable with me being there."

"It was-" Rain started. "Me being uncomfortable with everything."

"Including me. Especially me, right then," Kenzie said. She paused, waited for a response. When Rain didn't deny her, she added, "That… sucks."

"Yeah," Rain said.

"I'm not saying you suck. It sucks to hear it."

"If it helps," Rain said. "I've changed a lot since then. I'm still figuring some stuff out."

"A lot of different groups to un-hate," Chris said.

"I- kind of," Rain said. "I still catch myself a lot. I think of things, I realize I'm making these assumptions. Then I want to change and I don't know how. I try to use you guys as role models or talk to Mrs. Yamada, or I read, look up and watch a movie. But it's a lot to re-teach myself."

"Blacks, Hispanics, Asians, Natives, Middle Easterners, then gay, trans," Tristan rattled off.

"Deeper than that," Rain said. "I had to start with re-figuring women and how I thought about them. I'm still pretty shitty, as much as I'm trying, because I hear you rattle that off and my first thought is 'some of these aren't like the others' and I have to stop myself."

"You've said a few things," Chris said.

"Probably."

"I figured you were a redneck."

"Worse," Rain said.

"They get in your head," Erin jumped in. "They got my parents. My little brother. They got Rain when he was little. I accept he's trying."
Yeah, I really don't know what to say about this.

Or at least have no idea how to say this without going full political because of shit in my countries and other places.

I do feel funny about Chris's reply though, but then again the Fallen DID came from the South.
"They get in your head," Erin jumped in. "They got my parents. My little brother. They got Rain when he was little. I accept he's trying."

"There was a Fallen group that found a pair of people like me," Sveta said.

Rain closed his eyes, looked down.

"Boy and a girl. Case fifty-threes. Arizona. Peat and Fen. They showed up in a few cities, did some stunts, hero-ish. Junior level stuff. But they were juniors, we think."

"I know the story," Rain said.

"They were terrified of vehicles and they hated the idea of the PRT. They had a lot of peculiarities. They couldn't stay in one place for long. Communities pulled together. It was a really cool thing, they'd get motel rooms paid for by fans, they had tutors come to visit. There was talk of trying to get them into the school system. It was tricky because they were tricky."

Rain nodded.

"It was a really cool thing," Sveta said. "There were blogs that followed them, and they were really positive. There was art drawn of them- I really liked that. A couple of times a week there would be articles talking about how they were doing something new and better and it was a step forward."

"I knew some of it," Rain said.

"You should know all of it. There was a time in my life when I could only vicariously enjoy those sorts of things, and I'd wake up and I'd tell myself I would check the blog after lunch and I would check the art page after dinner, and that was the sort of thing that helped me get through the days. Weld stuff was first thing. There were others. But Peat and Fen were big."

"I know," Rain said.

"They went down the wrong stretch of road and some Fallen jackasses on motorcycles thought they'd get a good reaction from people by holding the pair down and taking a chainsaw to their horns. To decorate their fuckinghelmets!"

Rain nodded, averting his eyes.

"Knife marks suggested someone tried to cut off one of their faces to wear it as a mask. You can imagine how I felt," Sveta said. She moved her hair, showing the edge of her face, the mass of pencil-thin black tendrils behind it. "Since I'm only a mask and an assortment of lethal weapons. You can imagine how I felt, when instead of my daily pick-me up I got the news that they'd died from loss of their horns."

Kenzie ducked her head, and started to walk away. When I went to follow and check her head, Ashley held up a hand and bid me to stop, following Kenzie instead.
That's... bad.

But I probably should feel worse but since there's so much bad shit happened in Worm, I just kinda feels... dull and expected about stuff like this.

Even Kenzie isn't being her usually bubbly self anymore and just walks away, that's just sucks.
"This isn't an inquisition," Erin said. "Rain isn't responsible for everything the Fallen have done."

Sveta ignored Erin for the moment. "Other Fallen groups have taken us for freak shows. The embodiments of the end times. Tom and Jake Crowley. I know that's not on you, Rain, but you have to realize they aren't good people."

"I'm more than aware."

"Then at least tell me you're not going to go back," Sveta said.

"I have to," Rain said.

I could see Sveta's face fall.

"I have to," Rain said. "I have no choice. Really."

"Okay," Sveta said, her voice sad. "I think you have more choice than you think you do."

"I really don't. If I could do anything else, I would. I'm aware of a lot of things that are worse than Peat and Fen," Rain said.

"What happened to Peat and Fen is pretty fucking bad," Sveta said. She turned to Erin. "You're not responsible for what others did, but if you're leaning on them for protection or strength, then that's not okay. You can't use that strength."

"They have my family," Erin said.

"And they don't let you go," Rain said. "It's all… very complicated."
Rain, the reason, give them the reason as to why you can't live besides 'I can't' because what, you can't?

He's afraid, for sure, about whether or not his friends are going to abandon him for this.

But really, getting them to ask question then answer is just really dragging it on and on.
Ashley returned to the group. Kenzie was still sitting in the grass, a distance away, her back to us.

When I looked, Ashley gestured. Telling me to stay.

Rain looked pretty battered. Dejected.

He met my eyes.

"There's more to it," Ashley said.

"Oh yeah," Rain said.

"If you won't say it, then I will," Ashley said. "I'll guess. You killed people."

Rain went very still.

I could remember a similar look on my sister's face.

He huffed out a breath, hands at his lap as he slouched back against the front of the sedan, sitting against the hood. He didn't seem to know what to do with his hands.

"Yeah," he finally said.

"Innocents," she said.

"Kids," Rain said. He looked in Kenzie's direction. At Chris. Then he looked over his shoulder at Erin.

"Why?" Chris asked.

"I've been asking myself that a lot."

"You maimed people," Ashley said. Still on the offense.

"Long term injuries. Burns," Rain said. "To people of all ages."

"For fun?" Ashley asked.

"For respect, if anything. I don't know," Rain said. He looked back to Chris, since he was really answering his question. "Because a large part of me had only ever known the family, the lifestyle. All of the language – outsiders were… less. It was okay to hurt ten of them if you helped one of the family's."

"They had your whole childhood to work on you," Erin said.

"Doesn't excuse it," Rain said.

"No. But it explains it," she said.
Well, kinda expected, but now we know he really is involved in it.

Ashley really is annoyed with asking all these questions to poke out the unpleasant answer.
"Your whole life?" I asked. My first time speaking in this conversation, maybe. I wasn't sure – I was in a different mode.

"My parents were early adopters, mostly on the fringe. They got more into it as it grew. Renamed me early enough I don't remember my original name. Rain O'Fire Frazier."

"That's terrible," Chris said.
Oh wow, I don't care if his parent did anything else bad, they deserve to be shanked just for naming their son like that.
"Shush," Sveta said.

"Everything about the Fallen is terrible," Rain said. "A few years after the name change, they sold me to a family halfway across the country, used the money to fuck off traveling like they'd always talked about. My guardians right now are people I've called my aunt and uncle my whole life. I got powers with the cluster trigger, at a time I was just one more set of hands and a weapon, a henchman. That was supposed to elevate me and… it did the opposite. That was my wake-up call."

"It's good you had one," Tristan said.

"I don't like the idea of you going back," Sveta said. "When you pull away is when things get worse, when violence happens."

"It's why I'm not pulling away," Rain said.

"You're with us," Tristan said. "You're doing your own thing."

From the bank robbery to the period after. Trying to find normal again. Rain had been more open. Did that change the course of this particular river, compared to the one I'd known? Or were the key elements all there, still? The discomfort, the 'I'm trying but I'm not going to do anything different'?

Did it still lead to disaster in the end?

"Is the critter okay?" Erin asked. "Kenz?"

"She'll be fine if this ends and the group is still together," Ashley said.

"Are we?" Rain asked.

"I'm not going to say no," Sveta said. "But I think you need to go. Yesterday. Get out of there. Trust the Wardens."

"I would if I thought they would protect me," Rain said. "But they're busy. The news articles say they're not even here lot of the time."

"I'm okay," Tristan said. "This is ninety-five percent known stuff, and elaboration on other stuff."

The voices of the others were a jumble. Chris didn't care about anything. Ashley, as odd as it was, seemed most uncomfortable.
Inaction. Passive.

There's are the two words that I kept thinking of when reading Rain doing... anything really.

And honestly it's kinda fucking him over.

Like okay, Rain, going to the Warden might gets you killed, but not doing anything is also getting you killed.

And just, let's look at the perspective from the cluster trio view.

There's this guy that did something so bad that it triggered you, kept saying that he's turning good for real.

But he's still sitting in a Fallen town, with the villains that fucked you over.

Yeah, if I were them, I would give absolutely fuck-all trust on that statement.

Rain has really been all about being passive and by reading back a bit, we know he was a henchman for the Fallen before.

...Well, more like henchkid but you get the point.

He has pretty much been following order and now... he's doubting the order from others and ended up not doing anything instead despite being suggested to do so.

He has choices, but he couldn't see it with his current mindset.
"Victoria," Rain said. "You've been quiet."

"Yeah," I said.

I was aware of the silence that followed my statement.

"Snag's army. They're after the Fallen," I said.

"Yeah," Rain said.

"But they want you."

"Yeah," Rain said. His expression darkened as he said it. No illusions about what was in store for him if that happened.

"Because of the kids, and the others you killed. Because they blame you."

"Yeah," Rain said.

I nodded.

"I can tell you the details, if-"

"I'm going to go," I said, interrupting. I was aware of the looks I got. "Tell Kenzie everything's cool. I'll be back. I just need to think on this."

No actions out of instinct. I'd think, piece everything together.

I flew away from the scene before I could say or do something I'd regret.
Honestly, this was the best decision Victoria could make for now.

Just, get the hell out of this situation.

It's just a clusterfuck.

I guess I should be happy about Victoria learning on how to deal with this but it still sucks.
Another group was patrolling the area that afternoon. Crystal and I stood on a square of crimson forcefield, well above Cedar Point, watching.

They were an older group, a bit of armor, some swords, a spear. One of them was a Brute who carried a crossbow bigger than I was. I'd always liked those things.

Simple. Easy. Bad guys bad and a bit lame. Good guys a bit lame and doing good work.

"I'm going back to the PRTCJ," Crystal said. "Next week."

I didn't want her to go back. There was very little to like about the group.

Ironically, the advice I was following in regards to that had to do with cults. Not putting up too much of an offense, not scaring them into throwing up walls.

"It's been two weeks," I said. "How do they handle that?"

"No idea. Pay deduction, extra drills, demotion."

"I told you what I heard from D. There's war on the horizon."

D. Dido. In case we were being listened to. Prancer's clairvoyants could have been listening in, and he could have hired additional intelligence gathering. No telling. We dodged particulars.

"That's part of why I'm going," Crystal said.

"Spooks me," I said.

"You doing this spooks me," Crystal said. "I want to meet everyone at some point."

I nodded. "Okay."

"You think you have a handle on this?"

"I think so," I said. If 'this' meant Cedar Point. "On other stuff? Less sure."

"What can I do? We want you more sure."

"Looks like our guests are free and clear. We'll see what they say later. I've got a meeting. Do you mind flying with me?"

"I'm glad to. But we gotta eat."

I wasn't hungry, I was rarely hungry after thinking too much about the past, and I'd been thinking about it a lot during the discussion with Rain. Still, I nodded.

I picked up the bag and the books I'd placed atop the field, putting everything away. Crystal dropped the forcefield, and we flew with me leading the way.

It was already getting dark. The flight wasn't a short one. I put on my music, because conversation was hard with the wind in my ears.

Time to think about Crystal and the PRTCJ. The war with Earth C. Rain. Kenzie. About what the hell I was doing here.
Great, Crystal could potentially be fighting in the war as well.

It's would be fucking depressing if she died in there, poor girl.
The sun had set by the time we arrived. The waterfront had a railing with oversized posts a boat could be lashed to. I leaned against the railing, checked my phone, and sent a message.

Mrs. Yamada approached from our right. She had food from a nearby food truck.

"Crystal," she said. "It's so nice to see you."

"You too," Crystal said. She gushed just a bit as she said it. She'd met Mrs. Yamada at the hospital. They'd had talks about things. About Crystal losing Uncle Neil and Eric. About me.

There was a brief catching-up. Pleasantries. I chimed in once or twice, then found I didn't have it in me. I stared out over the water.

"I think- do you mind giving us privacy?" Mrs. Yamada asked.

"Sure. How's the food here?"

"This? It's good."

"Wave when you want me to come back. I'll be enjoying the view until then."

Mrs. Yamada leaned against the railing next to me. Her dinner smelled amazing and I still didn't want to eat anything.

"Sorry to be eating while we talk. I haven't had a bite to eat since grabbing a protein bar and a pear at five forty-five this morning."

"It's okay," I said. "Please eat. Thank you for seeing me."

"Thank you. Is everyone okay?"

"Intact, yes. Okay? Were they okay when I met them?"

"They were in a place where I felt like they could finish their own journeys. Most of them. I imagine there's some backsliding here and there, difficulties and things that aren't okay because of external stresses and internal factors within the group."

"Some," I said. "Some figuring things out from moment to moment. Small triumphs."

"That's good. More or less what I expected."

"Rain revealed his situation," I said.

"I heard," Mrs. Yamada said. "You wanted to do some thinking."

"I did," I said.

"I can't do that thinking for you. But if you want to talk out loud, I can help you along the way."

"When it comes to Rain, I think I get it," I said. "I'm not okay with it, but not in a way that's going to ruin anything. It sucks to see the big and little things that affect the others. Some issues close to Sveta's heart."

"You're thinking about something else," she concluded.

"Yeah," I said. "When Weld showed up at the first session, he said he was sorry he couldn't sit in."

"He did."

"You asked him to counsel the group on their hero idea before you asked me."

"Before the community center, before your boss called me. Yes."

"He said no, but he could help in a while."

"More or less."

"But you chose me in the end. You could have waited and had him sit in, and he's… a great guy who everyone respects. You chose me, for reasons besides timing."

"I'm not much of a schemer."

"That's not saying I'm wrong," I said.
Hmm alright, looks like we might be getting some answers from Dr Yamada.

Really wondering why she chose Victoria in the end, is it something that Weld lacked? Or is it something that Victoria doesn't have instead?
"No it isn't. But I'm worried if I say yes, then there's expectations, and there's disappointment if this doesn't end up going well. I'm far from superhuman, I make mistakes, and this could be another. What are you thinking this is?"

"You wanted a quality I had, that Weld might not. I was thinking about the team, the traps we could fall into. Is it the paranoia? The fact I can't quite trust people?"

"That seems like an unkind way to describe yourself."

"It's true."

"Unkind, still."

"You wanted someone that isn't too enmeshed into the group. Someone wary that's seen the Asylum and knows the sort of thing that comes out of there. Someone that might see how they operate within the dynamic now that most have let their guards down. You think something's up, and you didn't tell me what it is because you didn't want me going in with too many preconceived ideas. Because… you wanted to see if I drew the same conclusions. Something bad's in play with this group."

She nodded to herself.

"Am I wrong?" I asked.

"You're not wrong," she said.
I mean, that it's obvious this group isn't looking to be stable at all from an outsider view.

But the question I think people should ask would be how deep the rabbit hole goes even further?

Because in less than an in-universe week, the team finally know Rain's dark secret which got them into quite a messy situation.

How big will the bad situation bloom after this? Is there anymore dark secret around, ready to be sprung like a trap?

I guess, we will find out more next time. So see ya.
 
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Ironically Ashley seems like the most safe element of the team alongside Sveta. Kenzie is probably safe aside from the possibility of her fucking up by accident. The ones to worry about are Chris (what the hell even is his deal?), Rain (who as Vicky noted is falling into the "I know I did wrong but I'm not going to change" pattern of behavior) and most worryingly Capricorn, where we still don't know what Tristian/Byron's deal is but it seems bad. Byron in particular worries me since the Glow Worm chapter seems to make it clear that Byron was the one who hired those assassins for some nefarious purpose, which could also mean that he is the real source of the assassination attempt that Tristian was accused of by Moonsong. We also know that Byron does not want the group to succeed and has no interest in finding better solutions so if anyone has motive for backstabbing the group its him. Though I suppose Tristian could really be the bad guy Moonsong thinks he is and Byron is just defending himself but I hope that isn't the case, would be nice if the actively helpful guy actually is genuinely helpful.

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One reason I hope Tristian is mostly innocent/a good guy now is that I kind of want him to be the team leader. Originally I didn't like him that much and assumed that Victoria would eventually step up into the leadership role in a similar way to how Taylor did, though in this case more as a compromise that both Tristian and Ashley could accept rather than as a replacement for a leader that could no longer lead. However as the story has progressed Tristian has started to grow on me and I kind of like the idea of Victoria slotting herself into the role of the team's adviser and diplomat (+muscle) instead of taking on a leadership role. It would be yet another contrast between herself and Taylor as protagonists and it would be interesting to see the story of a cape team on the rise from a different perspective than the absolute control aspect that we had with Taylor, where the protagonist offers advice instead of commands and carries out orders instead of giving them. Heck having her remain semi-independent of the team and taking other jobs on the side could be a good way to give a broader view of the world than we got with Taylor and her very limited and self-centered perspective.
 
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He's still in the town because the Cluster is trying to kill him.

And he didn't move away earlier because he was indoctrinated/15 year olds don't have the resources to just up and move away from home.
That logic doesn't really hold up against Sveta & co's argument that he should leave now though. Sure his cluster is trying to kill him but now he and his team more or less know that the 60+ sized army of Parahumans are after the Fallen rather than him in particular and that the cluster is just using the opportunity to kill him in the chaos. If he and Erin just leave and then renounce the Fallen its unlikely that the anti-Fallen alliance is going to bother going after him in particular, the goal was just to scatter the Fallen after all. If Rain starts hiding with the team then the only thing he really needs to worry about is his cluster and the assassin they hired, which is much more manageable than 60+ Parahumans fighting a dozen Fallen that are also going to be hostile to his team. If anything he's safer without the protection of the Fallen than he is with it.

The only worthwhile reason to stay that I can imagine would be to protect Erin's family but in that case its better to work with the group to smuggle them out somehow rather than just sitting around twiddling his thumbs while his time runs out. Even if the Fallen managed to fend off the Parahuman alliance without him, Erin or her family dying that would still leave Erin's family stuck with the Fallen.

Thinking on it there's a lot of parallels between him and Purity at the moment. They both claimed to have left their shitty organization and turned over a new leaf but their actions don't really reflect it. Unlike Purity who was still a racist and seemed to mostly have left because Kaiser was abusive Rain actually does seem to have changed his outlook at least (though the Cluster might play into that) but like her he still fails in his actions. Purity exclusively attacked other gangs like the ABB while leaving the E88 alone while Rain is still staying with the Fallen and refuses to leave even though the only thing he needs to do is not travel back. In both cases it makes it impossible for people to truly trust their claims that they have cut ties and changed their ways, because there's no guarantee that they won't just turn back again at some later point if the organization offers them something they want or pressures them (like Purity did).

To make a somewhat odd Song of Ice and Fire comparison Rain is sort of in the position Rain sort of needs a "Tywin sacks King's Landing" moment. Not in the "commit horrible atrocities against civilians and innocents" sense but in the "prove your loyalty to the side you've switched to by so utterly burning your bridges with the faction you were previously affiliated with that no one can question your commitment to the cause". If for example Rain were to feed the Wardens or the Cluster all the information he has on the Fallen so that it can be used against them that would go a long way towards proving that his claims of not being Fallen henchman anymore are actually genuine. At the very least leaving the Fallen and not going back would make it at least slightly plausible. But nobody except for people who know him personally and who trust him are going to take his claims of not being Fallen seriously when he spends so much time living with them.
 
That logic doesn't really hold up against Sveta & co's argument that he should leave now though. Sure his cluster is trying to kill him but now he and his team more or less know that the 60+ sized army of Parahumans are after the Fallen rather than him in particular and that the cluster is just using the opportunity to kill him in the chaos. If he and Erin just leave and then renounce the Fallen its unlikely that the anti-Fallen alliance is going to bother going after him in particular, the goal was just to scatter the Fallen after all. If Rain starts hiding with the team then the only thing he really needs to worry about is his cluster and the assassin they hired, which is much more manageable than 60+ Parahumans fighting a dozen Fallen that are also going to be hostile to his team. If anything he's safer without the protection of the Fallen than he is with it.

The only worthwhile reason to stay that I can imagine would be to protect Erin's family but in that case its better to work with the group to smuggle them out somehow rather than just sitting around twiddling his thumbs while his time runs out. Even if the Fallen managed to fend off the Parahuman alliance without him, Erin or her family dying that would still leave Erin's family stuck with the Fallen.

Thinking on it there's a lot of parallels between him and Purity at the moment. They both claimed to have left their shitty organization and turned over a new leaf but their actions don't really reflect it. Unlike Purity who was still a racist and seemed to mostly have left because Kaiser was abusive Rain actually does seem to have changed his outlook at least (though the Cluster might play into that) but like her he still fails in his actions. Purity exclusively attacked other gangs like the ABB while leaving the E88 alone while Rain is still staying with the Fallen and refuses to leave even though the only thing he needs to do is not travel back. In both cases it makes it impossible for people to truly trust their claims that they have cut ties and changed their ways, because there's no guarantee that they won't just turn back again at some later point if the organization offers them something they want or pressures them (like Purity did).

To make a somewhat odd Song of Ice and Fire comparison Rain is sort of in the position Rain sort of needs a "Tywin sacks King's Landing" moment. Not in the "commit horrible atrocities against civilians and innocents" sense but in the "prove your loyalty to the side you've switched to by so utterly burning your bridges with the faction you were previously affiliated with that no one can question your commitment to the cause". If for example Rain were to feed the Wardens or the Cluster all the information he has on the Fallen so that it can be used against them that would go a long way towards proving that his claims of not being Fallen henchman anymore are actually genuine. At the very least leaving the Fallen and not going back would make it at least slightly plausible. But nobody except for people who know him personally and who trust him are going to take his claims of not being Fallen seriously when he spends so much time living with them.
I was talking about his original reasons for staying that Dragonkid was calling into question.

He may very well quit now that everyone is on-board and giving him support; But since Victoria flew off mid-conversation, we don't know what decision they all came to.
 
Interesting that Ashley, Sveta, and Kenzie seem like the safer ones, while Chris, Rain, and Capricorn are the more worrying ones. Cos there's a clear distinction between those two groups.
 
Interesting that Ashley, Sveta, and Kenzie seem like the safer ones, while Chris, Rain, and Capricorn are the more worrying ones. Cos there's a clear distinction between those two groups.
They're more "worrying" because they're relatively new and we didn't get the full story on their backgrounds.

Do you remember when everyone was theorizing about how much of a secretly evil genius Kenzie was before Houndstooth actually explained what went down?
 
They're more "worrying" because they're relatively new and we didn't get the full story on their backgrounds.

Do you remember when everyone was theorizing about how much of a secretly evil genius Kenzie was before Houndstooth actually explained what went down?
Also the girls are less worrying in the sense that we can be fairly certain none of them are working to undermine the team but they are extremely worrying in the event that the team falls apart. Ashley is straight up going to go back to being a villain, Kenzie has signed up to be her sidekick and Sveta might start losing control of her murderdeathkilltentacles if her hopes and dreams get crushed like that.
 
Okay so erm.

Originally I planned to at least write out the last review for the last interlude of arc 4 but my headache and dizziness are preventing that.

So yeah, this review is over. Originally I intends it to be a good exercise but as I continued on it became quite a slog just to chug out review for one chapter.

I expect myself to get out up in around an hour, not 3 to 5 hours each.

It started to be a chore to do rather than some fun exercise so I'm dropping it right now.

Well, at the very least, I guess I should be happy that I'm ending this because I was getting tired of writing review rather than because the story gone in direction I didn't like at all.

So, to anyone that's hoping to see more, sorry to disappoint you.

And well, thank you for reading so far. Good bye.
 
Shame. I was enjoying your insight. Maybe when the story is done you can restart it. I don't mind the direction (if the fallen show up it's rain facing his past; I'm also guessing teacher and maybe sleeper will show)
 
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