(A/N): Hey y'all! It's been a minute, my internship was kicking my butt. It's so great to hear all the thoughts on this and see the discussion. I can't wait to hear more from you.
In my room, I took another shower and changed to make a good impression when I met the rest of the Wards.
The PRT gave me a few sets of the sweats and t-shirts for clothing, with assurances that I'd be getting more later. I wasn't sure how that would work. They hadn't had any clothes on hand that I could wear (beyond Vista's borrowed dress, and my tail pulled the back of that up.)
I glared at my tail. Things would be so much easier if I just looked like everyone else! If I had my memories, I wouldn't be here. I would... Well, I didn't know where I would be and that's the point!
I huffed a frustrated sigh and then hug my tail because I felt bad for glaring at it. Which was stupid but the tail is soft and fluffy.
In short, I was frustrated.
The only memories I had to pull from were fictional. I was in a strange place, full of people I didn't know, and all of the choices weren't being made by me. It reminded me of Director Piggot. She kept asking me questions, but the answers didn't matter.
Someone I didn't know had handed me the Wards induction paperwork and had me sign in three places. I didn't have a signature yet so I just wrote my name. The muscle memory for writing, at least, proved that I had existed before the collapsed room. It was a small delight in the morass of anxiety and dread. I couldn't even really ask questions, because Miss Bronte had already signed and the person handing me the contract had been an assistant and spent the entire time I had the paperwork on the phone.
I signed their contract, because Director Piggot had spent time shouting at Miss Bronte about how awful the foster care system was, especially here. She talked about all the horrible things that would happen to me if I was placed in the system. From their conversation, I understood a little bit about the world around me. I wasn't sure how much of it I could trust, but… One thing was clear.
Brockton Bay was a pretty terrible place to be.
At least I would have a family of sorts to help me. Or so I hoped. So far, I trusted Vista, Glory Girl, and maybe Gallant. Kid Win, I didn't like or dislike yet. Clockblocker… I would keep an eye on him. As much as I disliked him, he had taught me a valuable lesson.
I wouldn't let strangers touch me, especially if I didn't know their powers. The doctors had mostly been fine, vouched for by Doctor Barb and non-parahumans. Somehow, it helped that I hadn't really gotten their names. They were a blur of lab coats and probing questions, not people. People could hurt me.
Gods, why did people want to hurt me?
I wanted to meet people! They were interesting and some of them were nice and there was a part of me that desperately wanted to be close to others. Even if some of them were like Clockblocker, the others would be worth it. I hoped.
I was stalling. Out in the common area, there would be the other Wards that I hadn't met yet. The doctors had talked about Aegis and Shadow Stalker, but hadn't said anything about their personalities.
I didn't know why I was 'meeting the team' instead of just the two new people, but hopefully Vista and Gallant would be able to help if the new members were mean.
Gallant knocked on my door.
"Will-o-the-Wisp? Are you ready?"
No.
I opened the door anyway.
"Hi Gallant."
"Hi Willow" His voice was warm, even if I couldn't see his face. "We're over here, when you're ready."
He gestured to the couches in a semicircle around the tv. The TV was off, but there were four figures seated there and two standing.
Vista was practically bouncing on the cushion. Clockblocker was drooped in one seat, practically oozing… some feeling. I couldn't really tell because his face was covered, but he wasn't happy. Kid Win was sitting on one side of Clockblocker, looking vaguely uncomfortable. On Clockblocker's other side was a boy wearing a red and grey costume. Bizarrely, his helmet covered his mouth but not his eyes. I was too far away to divine any sort of expression from them but he was standing stiffly. Alone on one couch was a figure in a black cloak, wearing a metal mask that looked like an unhappy woman. She was radiating intense 'I do not want to be here' vibes, and I could relate. Maybe we could bond over that? Finally, Armsmaster was standing next to the figure in grey and red – Aegis, I guessed. Armsmaster was stiff and his arms were crossed.
I followed Gallant over to the area, and Vista patted the seat next to her, a rapidfire drumming that seemed to break some of the tension in the room.
"Will-o-the-wisp." Armsmaster beckoned me to join them, even though I was already walking.
I sat where Vista indicated, and was pleasantly surprised that my tail could slip behind the cushions into a little slot back there. Vista was so nice! I hugged her, so she knew I appreciated it.
When I hugged her, she whispered in my ear.
"It is sooo nice to have another girl on the team."
As I mentally filed away a note to ask Shadow Stalker about their pronouns, Armsmaster cleared his throat.
"Right. This is the meeting to introduce our newest Ward. Some of you," He looked pointedly at Clockblocker. "Have already met, but the meeting is traditional, and is an opportunity for those of you who wish to unmask to do so."
At those words, everyone moved. I flinched, but they were all reaching towards their own heads. Well, all but Armsmaster and Shadow Stalker. Shadowstalker just snorted behind her mask and crossed her arms.
I was utterly stunned when all of the Wards except Shadow Stalker removed their various helmets, cowls, or visors. Were they making themselves vulnerable to me? I really didn't want to take off my necklace. I grabbed my ears instead and pulled on them gently.
"These don't come off, sorry."
Clockblocker laughed, and everyone else (but Armsmaster and Shadow Stalker) smiled. Armsmaster gave a brusque nod and started walking.
"Aegis, I leave this to you."
It was completely different than the last time I'd seen him. Then, he was friendly, if a bit gruff. Now, he barely acknowledged me. A traitorous little whisper in the back of my mind told me that it was because I was weak. He had only cared as long as he thought I had powers as strong as the rest of them. I-
The figure in red and grey took a step forward. Now that I could see his face, he looked a lot more friendly. Everyone who unmasked did.
"I'll go first. Hi, I'm Carlos. I'm the leader of the Wards, and my cape name is Aegis. I can fly, have a minor Brute rating, and can adapt to a lot."
I reeled from the revelation. They had different names. Carlos was absolutely a name. It was like the Sentinels, and these people got their names for their deeds. Aegis brushed a lock of hair behind his ear. His skin was darker than mine, and his hair was long and black, hanging around his shoulders. He had a friendly smile and stepped forward to shake my hand.
My smile froze, and I shrunk back into the couch and towards Vista.
"H-hi." Damn it, why did I stutter? I wanted to make a good impression on these people, right? Still, I wasn't going to fall for that again. I waved instead of shaking his hand, and after an awkward moment, he backed off.
"Right. You should know that Clockblocker got a huge lecture and punishment duties for his stunt. It won't happen again, right, Clock?"
Clockblocker, who proved to have red hair and blue eyes, hung his head.
"No, Aegis. I really am very sorry about that. Willow, I tried to come apologize again after Miss Pig- Director Piggot spent an hour yelling at me for the prank."
Could I forgive him? He hadn't meant any harm, but my tail had been broken. Dislocated. Whatever. That wasn't even what really hurt. His real injury was disillusionment. I couldn't greet strangers with a completely open heart again.
I struggled internally for a minute. Everyone seemed to like him (or at least tolerate him) and I was the newcomer here. That, and the fact that he seemed truly sorry made up my mind.
I didn't like him, but I would forgive him. I would still keep an eye on him, however. Just until I knew whether or not I could really trust him.