His accommodations are… not unpleasant, if only from an aesthetic perspective.
A pair of conjoined rooms within the guest quarters of the royal palace, sparsely furnished but not lacking in quality, and pleasantly spacious while overlooking a view of the sloping wilderness that went out past the primitive city's boundaries and stretched onwards until it met the white sands that ringed the island and weathered the crashing ocean waves.
In the light of the morning sun, everything there was to see appeared to glow with a faint golden radiance. Ever so slight, but enough to noticeably alter everything in sight and make it appear…
more.
Impressive. Many would even call it beautiful.
Mark, on the other hand, really doesn't care one way or the other.
As soon as the royal guards escort him to the rooms that will house him for the immediate future, he collapses into the nearest chair and proceeds to tune out everything.
He ignores the sounds of the guards taking up their posts outside of his chambers, ignores the traces of sound drifting in from the far edges of his sensory range (the crescendos of the living environment, the cacophony of wild animals, the humdrum whispers of Themyscira's other inhabitants milling about their daily lives), and tries to clear his mind and
think.
There's something wrong with this situation and it burns at him fiercely.
After the unknown and as of yet unintroduced 'Donna' effectively body slammed the two of them through a wall, he had about five seconds to catch his bearings before he was hustled away at speed.
From the furious whispers he'd managed to pick up from the guards dragging the protesting girl away ("I said I was sorry, wait a second-!"), Queen Hippolyta likely intends for him to remain isolated from Themyscira's general population for the duration of his stay.
Which, honestly, was just fine.
He's never cared for any personal contact or even the most basic of social interactions with others past the bare minimum since day one, and that hasn't and almost certainly won't ever change.
If Hippolyta wants to gift him with a guarantee of peace and quiet while this mess is running its course, then he'll take it happily and consider it an absolute win on his end of the bargain. He's almost tempted to thank her for it, but whatever satisfaction the notion of blessed silence stirs in him is quickly smothered by the reminder that he's still very much a prisoner on this island. And
willingly at that.
That's the part that has his eyes closing and his features scrunching in pronounced frustration, confusion clouding his thoughts like a heavy fog.
He still doesn't understand just what the hell he's even
doing, agreeing to comply with the Themysciran monarch's demands. Still doesn't get why he's going along with any of this when he knows for a damn fact that he doesn't have to.
He's innocent and hadn't wanted to wind up in this speck of a nation halfway around the planet in the first place. That alone should be enough. Even if others thought that it wasn't, why should any opinion but his own even matter?
He doesn't need to humor the amazons. Doesn't need them to free him, not when he's more than capable of doing it himself. If push came to shove, he could very well swim off this island even with his powers as reduced as they currently were.
So why hasn't he?
Bowing to the Hippolyta's whims… it isn't him. It isn't who he is.
""͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡!ͥ̀̔ͮ̍}"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡""͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡!ͥ̀̔ͮ̍}"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡""͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡!ͥ̀̔ͮ̍}"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"""͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡!ͥ̀̔ͮ̍}"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡!ͥ̀̔ͮ̍}"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡""͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡!ͥ̀̔ͮ̍}"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡
[Do you even know who you are in truth?]
His features twist further and he winces as his skull seems to throb, a headache building quickly and seemingly centering on a point just between his eyes.
He's so lost in the sensation and the grip of his musings that he fails to note that he's never had a headache of this sort before, not once in sixteen years.
There's an odd feeling that eats away at him as he continues to think, some unholy combination of confusion and bewilderment, of doubt and disquiet that pave the way for his spiraling thoughts.
As a general rule, he doesn't hesitate to do what he wants. Ability is never the problem with him, just the desire to act on it. More often than not he lacks the motivation to do much of anything past what was necessary to just…
be, but he's always had the capability even if he never chose to exercise it.
In the present case, though, he's actually in a position where he'd prefer to do just that.
He can leave if he wants to, whenever he wants to. He knows this.
Yet every time he considers the thought, he's struck with an explicable sense of hesitation that stills him in place time and again.
[Patience. There could be more for you here.]
He can't explain it, and the longer he goes without understanding it, the more infuriating it grows.
It's not fear or wariness that holds him back. Hippolyta's unspoken threats are wind to him, and for all that the woman herself possesses a ruler's bearing, he's met hundreds her equal and almost as many who were superior.
Even if he hadn't, it wouldn't have mattered. Queen or not, she has no sway over him.
The only standard he holds himself to is his own.
[And that has forever been your greatest strength and your greatest curse]
It's… it's
ridiculous.
There's nothing for him on this island. Nothing of note, of value, or even worth a moment's consideration or the slightest interest at all.
Certainly nothing for him to
hesitate over, and yet here he was. Lost in his own thoughts and feeling more confused than he'd been in years.
[Confused and alone. Always alone. But you do not have to be.]
No matter how many times he turns the issue around in his mind, he gets nowhere.
Mark grits his teeth and closes his eyes, and that in and of itself is an admission of defeat.
He can't help but recline then, leaning back in his seat even as his hands tighten on the armrests and squeeze until the wood splinters and pulps in his unyielding grip.
Maybe it's better if he… clears his mind. Stops thinking altogether, if only for a little while.
For as long as he can remember, he's had an odd relationship with sleep. Human beings slept because the act was, by its very nature, a biological imperative. They needed the physiological and neurological rest just to function.
By contrast, he's fairly sure he can forgo it entirely, but he's never been keen to find out. No point in making the days even longer when he could hardly bear the dullness to begin with.
Still, this is the first time in a very long time that he actually wholly wants to sleep just for the calm it will bring.
However temporary that would be.
In the end, it's almost easy to close his eyes a final time and slip from nonsensical hesitance to blissful nothingness between one heartbeat and the next, doubts falling entirely if only for a little while.
[Rest now. Conserve your strength and your mind. You will need both if you are to finally choose.]
…
Elsewhere:
"You're certain you can control them?"
"You think I cannot command my own creations, Wotan?"
There's a dangerous undertone to the words, and the crimson-eyed sorcerer eyes his companion warily.
"They have been altered. They are not as they were before."
It's not an apology, but it seems to do the trick as Circe's silent anger abates somewhat in favor of her amusement.
"No, they are not," She agrees, smiling wildly. "Chaos magic. Terribly temperamental at the best of times but
delightful in its effectiveness. Pass on my regards to your master."
This time, it's Wotan's eyes that narrow in fury.
"Klarion is
not-!"
"Oh, spare me." She ignores his budding outrage in favor of observing the results of her preparation, "I haven't altered my little pets in thousands of years, did you know? Their arcane nature prevents me from changing them any further without considerable effort on my part, effort that I often have no reason to employ, but this alliance of ours has warranted an exception. Have no fear, they're still every bit as obedient as they ever were. So much so that I doubt I'll even have to direct them to do as I please."
Her smile grows as sharp as a blade with all the cruelty to match.
"They'll raze that
accursed Island to the ground all on their own."
…
It's on his second day on Themyscira that things finally get…
interesting.
That night, Mark's out on the terrace of his room, staring at the horizon beyond the ocean. The view is as scenic as it had ever been with the ocean waves glowing beneath the moonlight, but it still triggers little to no response in him past begrudging acknowledgment.
Even if he was the type to enjoy such a banal attraction, he's presently in no mood for it. He's still uncertain about…
everything. Mentally speaking, he hasn't been quite this out of sorts in a long, long time. Is unused to the cloak of apathy that he'd become accustomed to being derailed by this mess of a situation and his own atypical response to it.
It's just as he's about to turn it over in his head for the twentieth time and counting that a familiar figure descends from the sky right above him and lands not two feet away, a dull thud announcing her presence.
It's the girl from before, Donna.
Mark doesn't startle, he has more control of himself than that, but he does stiffen and turn to stare at her with a wary look.
That had been
fast. He hadn't clocked her approach until she was right above him, well within striking range.
Foolish.
For a second, neither of them speaks. He takes her in for that little while, absently noting that she was likely his age (His current age), dressed in white peplos that cut off just past her ankles and looked to be untouched by even a hint of dust or grime-
He blinked.
She'd
flown down from above. That was… concerning.
What little he knew of Wonder Woman from his reading had made it clear that her abilities were an outlier among the Amazons, not the norm. Everything he's seen of Themyscira's people since he'd landed, from their primitive weapons and their uneasy wariness of him (He has noticed that) only served to prove the point.
Were there others, then, who stood above the rest? He needed to be on his guard in case things went south and-
That's about as far as his thoughts go before she thrusts out her hands and offers him a-
…
What?
"Hi! I'm Donna." She grins at him, two parts confidence and two parts cheer, and ignores his stunned look as she continues to offer him a plate half full of…
pastries. "Want some dessert?"
…
Again, what?
"I know who you are." He shakes his head, utterly bewildered and choosing to ignore the pastries in front of him. "We've…
met."
She flushes at that, lowering her hands and leaning back a touch.
"Right...that… Sorry?" She tilts her head and smiles sheepishly. "I heard you were awake, and I wanted to meet you, that's all."
She takes in his blank look and laughs awkwardly.
"Themyscira doesn't get visitors. Like,
ever. You're probably the first new person since
me to arrive here. It's been a
long couple of years, believe me." There's a pause, and she shrugs. "Cool entrance, though. A Little terrifying, but ten out of ten for style."
Entrance-?
Oh.
"You saw me land on the island."
"Big ball of fire cutting through the sky and blowing up half the beach? A
little hard to miss, dude."
He finds himself nodding slightly, faintly acknowledging the point out of sheer bewilderment and the gesture seems to embolden her.
He also belatedly realizes that she's speaking English, as opposed to the formal Greek he's predominant in Themyscira.
"So… Let's try this again. I'm Donna Troy. I didn't mean to, uh,
knockyouthroughawall" She blurts the last few words out and smiles at him again. "So, to make up for that… desert?"
And once again she offers him the plate of square-shaped golden pastries, smile entirely too earnest all the while.
"They're
really good."
He opens his mouth to respond and closes it again after it becomes clear he hasn't got a damn clue what to say.
Just...what even?
He was confused enough to begin with, and that was well before this girl had literally dropped from the sky and proceeded to stump him through sincerity and sheer ridiculousness.
Dessert? Really?
He's not sure where this new…
experience was going, but the awkward silliness of it wasn't doing him any favors.
He's just about to try and speak again – to say what, he's entirely sure – when another thought occurs.
Wait, weren't the Amazons supposedly keeping him isolated-
Things happen very quickly after that.
The doors to his chambers burst open as the guards who were stationed beyond them finally realize that he's no longer alone. Donna Troy's eyes go wide and she lets out a panicked curse before she flings herself full force off the terrace as she flies off and disappears.
But not before she turns around, grins at him with the same earnest excitement he's beginning to suspect is an intrinsic part of her and
beckons him forward, hand splayed out in open invitation for just a second before she blurs away.
And Mark...
There is
no possible explanation for what he does next.
The decision is so far out of his norm that it's almost aggravatingly idiotic and he
still does it anyway.
Maybe it was the uncertainty of the last day, the confusion and the uncharacteristic doubt, or even just the dull boredom of waiting for someone else to decide what to do with him.
[What have you to lose?]
Whatever the case, he finds himself leaping off the terrace in much the same way, unbothered by the oncoming drop or the roaring protests that follow him as he hits the ground and sprints in pursuit.
…
Donna Troy, he decides a little while later, is more than a little reckless.
And possibly slightly stupid, but given his own recent choices he's surprisingly prepared to withhold judgment on that one.
"That was awesome!" The girl cheers, blue eyes wild. "I mean, we're
so in for it later, but
still awesome!"
He doesn't know how to respond to that, so he sort of ends up just standing there, trying to figure out what he's gone and gotten himself into this time around.
They've long since left their pursuers behind. It wasn't even a challenge. Between Donna flying off at superhuman speeds and him following with an easy run, they'd pretty much left them in the dust right from the get-go.
"I'm Mark Milton." He says at last, and the look of surprise on her face mirrors his own feelings at the freely given admission.
"I know."
He frowns.
"Philipus told me all about you. You know, when she was chewing me out for not being careful."
She rolls her eyes at the memory and mutters something distinctly uncharitable, but he's more focused on what she's just admitted to than anything else.
"You know why I'm still on Themyscira?" He tilts his head back and regards her slowly. "You know that your Queen was keeping me prisoner?"
"Not a prisoner!" She protests. "Just a guest."
Mark stares at her flatly.
"…Alright, maybe a prisoner. But only to make sure you weren't around to hurt anyone, and only until Diana comes back to sort everything out." She shook her head. " I don't think you're to cause trouble if it makes you feel any better. I was there when you landed, and you were a
mess."
"Thank you." He replies dryly, and her eyes widen in mortification.
"No-I-argh!" She groans in defeat and runs a hand through her hair. "My point is that you were hurt, and I don't think you could have faked that kind of pain on purpose. I figured since you were probably innocent. you could use some company."
"That's not very well thought out." He argues, and he's not sure why he's indulging in this conversation, but at this point, he's not sure of
anything and he's working off of long-rusted social instincts anyway. "What If I really was a threat to Themyscira?"
She blinks at him and seems to pause, hesitating for just an instant before she plants her hands on her hips and smiles again, and this time there's a great deal more bravado and deliberate challenge laced within the expression.
"Then I'd stop you. I'm the strongest Amazon after Diana, and I wouldn't let you hurt
anyone."
…
There's a confident quality to that declaration that has him standing straighter and appraising her with just a little more interest than before rather than dismissing the words outright.
And the way she uses Wonder Woman's name so freely, coupled with her abilities and their shared looks and coloring...
There's a theory he's starting to put together, but rather than give voice to it he chooses instead to offer her the slightest nod.
"I see." It's not an agreement, he'd never give her that much, but it works all the same. "It's a moot point regardless. The only thing I want to do is get off this Island. Which-"
He frowns and looks away in the direction of the Royal Palace.
"-is going to be that much harder now that I've slipped the leash."
"It's not that bad!" Donna protests, hovering closer to him as she waves her hands. "I've pulled worse off before and the worst I've gotten is a training session with Artemis."
"I do not know who that is, and our circumstances are
very different." He resists the urge to pinch the bridge of his nose. "You are a princess, the granddaughter of the Queen, and I am an illegal-"
"Waitwaitwait!" Her eyes go wide. "I'm a
what?"
"I… had assumed that given your powers and how closely you resemble Wonder Woman…"
He trails off leadingly.
He's only seen a few images of the woman in question, but the similarities are unmistakable. Same facial structure, same pale skin and blue eyes, the same trailing hair… He thought the relation was obvious, but-
"No!"
-apparently he was wrong. Go figure.
"Diana isn't my…" there's a wobble to her tone that he would have missed had he not been paying attention. "We aren't related. I wasn't even born on Themyscira."
Donna Troy had been born in the
States and spent her life in and out of the foster system, going from home to home before Wonder Woman had almost literally stumbled over her under circumstances the girl was visibly hesitant to share.
"It doesn't matter, alright?" There's a genuine force to her tone this time and a flash of something distressingly familiar beneath the words. "Just… Diana brought me to Themyscira a few years ago to teach me how to use my powers and I've been here ever since."
She turns and looks away just as soon as she finishes, and that likely would have been the end of this entire debacle. It should have been…
Except.
Mark suddenly finds himself in the
horrifying situation of actually relating to another living bieng.
Because he recognizes the grief beneath her words, the longing and the ache.
Their situations are so very different (he steadfastly ignores the piling similarities) but the emotions… the emotions he knows all too well.
He decides to do something about them.
Clearly, Lobo had managed to permanently damage him in some way. It's the only thing that explains his current bouts of insanity.
"So." He grunts, nearly grinding his teeth at the fact that he was actually going out of his way to start a conversation, "What now?"
She turns back to him and blinks again.
"What?"
"
What. Now?" He huffs the words out and refuses to hide his irritation. He's already compromising enough as it is. "Because I have no intention of going back to the palace and dealing with the mess we've stirred up, and I assume you had something in mind when you dragged me out here?"
…
For a moment, she's silent.
And then she
smiles.
And so begins what can only be described as the oddest hour of his current life, as the pair of them hide away on a plateau that overlooks the city proper and the royal palace and
talk.
Well,
she talks, anyway.
In between him keeping an ear out for any stragglers (he can hear the utter pandemonium their escape has triggered even from this far out), and her own never-ending stream of speech, he can barely get a word in edgewise and he's more than fine with that.
And so is Donna, evidently, because the longer she goes on, the more she seems to radiate a viscerally, blinding kind of joy that stirs something best left forgotten in his own psyche.
She speaks about everything, from her life to the amazons all that lay in between, and he knows why she can't seem to stop.
She's
lonely.
The kind of loneliness born of solitude so complete it becomes instinctual habit, and he recognizes it for what it is immediately.
[How could you not? You are just the same.]
He winces and shakes his head.
What an odd thought. They were nothing alike.
"Here."
He startles as he realizes that she's not only gone quiet but is offering him something, and he can't keep the surprised look on his face as he sees the same plate of pastries from earlier, still intact and unharmed despite their mad dash across the island.
"They really are great, you know." There's something softer about the way she looks at him now, less guarded and that much genuine for it. "You should try one."
The sincerity she directs his way makes him feel… honestly, he doesn't know what it is he's feeling in the present but he tries to distract himself from it all the same as he plucks one of the treats off the plate and crams half of it into his mouth in one go.
It's… not bad, actually.
He's no critic, but the exterior is flaky and there's an interesting crunch to it, and the flavor is both sweet and rich.
"It's good." He admits quietly, and Donna grins and slugs him on the shoulder.
"I told you!" She grabs her own piece and bites into it with gusto. "Polina's the best at making this stuff. Philipus says it's been three thousand years-"
He
chokes.
-and there's still no one who… beats…her." She frowns. "Are you okay?"
He stares at her silently, eyes blown wide and previous bewildered calm utterly gone.
Three Thousand years?
He knew that Themyscira was ancient, knew that Wonder Woman was particularly long-lived, but somehow it's only now that he makes the connection and starts considering the implications.
If she was effectively immortal… why wouldn't the others be as well?
"The Amazons." His tone sounds unnaturally flat even to his ears, and Donna's eyes shift in confusion "They're immortal. They're
all immortal."
"…Yeah?"
"…What do they do?" He doesn't turn to look at her as he asks. "They don't trade with the outside world, they're entirely isolationist and from the looks of it, they've achieved
nothing on this island worthy of note."
He finally turns to look at her, and even that movement takes real effort to make.
"
What, in three thousand years, have they actually done?"
"I-" She shrugged helplessly. "I don't know. They just live here, Mark. Why does there have to be any more to it than that?"
…
Not much-?
…
That didn't make any sense!
He doesn't move, doesn't speak, but Donna still leans back in alarm as his face scrunches in frenzied disbelief and honest
fury.
The Eternals had been prisoners in all but name, chained to the will of the Celestials, and even one of them could have changed the world if they only had the freedom to act.
The people of Themyscira numbered in the thousands. The
thousands.
And they were
all immortal and unageing. With three thousand years of peace and unified rulership, they should have accomplished
wonders. Instead, from the looks of it, their only positive contribution to the world was
Wonder Woman. Even then, she had only become a hero after she'd
abandoned the island against her people's wishes and joined a war that was not hers to fight in the first place.
The people of Themyscira had everything, and they squandered it. Spent millennia doing nothing but sitting idly by and, apparently,
baking fucking pastries!
He's on his feet before he's even aware of the movement, enraged and all but frothing at the mouth as he sees the island and its wasted potential and suddenly
loathes it beyond all rhyme or reason.
(They had everything he was never given, and they did nothing with it)
The very concept of it drives him past the point of sanity.
He's vaguely aware of Donna reaching for him, trying to call to him, but he's more rabid fury and undefined intent at that moment than he is a person and it has no effect on him.
He's just about to move, to do
something unknowable but no doubt
ugly when the air above them seems to
detonate.
Both of them have just enough time to look up and see the streaks of light flickering across the clouds, coalescing into shapes with growing flashes of eldritch green light that even he can't make heads or tails of.
And then a roar rings out across the island and drowns out other sounds at once.
"""͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡!ͥ̀̔ͮ̍}"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡Kill Them All!""͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡!ͥ̀̔ͮ̍}"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"͔̱͍͇̘͙͐̿͡"
There's a final burst of light, and when he next looks up, the very
sky is filled with plummeting monsters.
...
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