Ch. 11: "...gun, than you can with just a kind word." - Al Capone
The townhouse was a goddamn palace, all marble floors, fancy chandeliers, and enough bedrooms to house a small army. But the security system? A joke. It was so primitive, so laughably outdated, that it took me all of five minutes to disable it. Just a quick trip to the fuse box, a little jiggery-pokery with the wiring, and the whole system went dark. I ripped out the rest of the security crap, just to be safe, then flipped the power back on. Easy peasy.
Benny was right; this place was ripe for the taking. I found a journal in the study, the owner's neat handwriting detailing his travel plans. Three months in the Hodot Mountains, some remote range halfway across the continent. Wherever the hell that was.
I shrugged. Didn't matter to me. This place was mine for the next few days.
Time to get to work.
I spread the books Benny had given me out on the coffee table, their leather covers gleaming in the dim light. I started with the one titled "Shu, Your Weapon and You," figuring a guy called "The Swordsman" probably knew a thing or two about fighting.
I opened the book, and my breath caught in my throat.
Every page seemed to glow, a faint, pulsating light that felt like concentrated Ten. But the words… there were no words. Just a single image on each page: an eye, its pupil a flickering flame, with a finger pointing towards it.
I flipped through the pages, my brow furrowing. The image was the same, but the positions of the eye, the finger, and the flame shifted slightly on each page.
What the hell was this supposed to mean?
I moved on to the next book, "Modifying Your Ten." This one had actual words, at least for the first twenty-five pages. It was dense, technical stuff, filled with diagrams and explanations of how to manipulate your aura, how to refine your Ten, how to… well, how to modify it, I guess.
But then, on page twenty-five, the text abruptly stopped. The rest of the pages were blank, except for a single sentence scrawled at the bottom: "Refer to information about 'The Way to See with a Go'".
"The Way to See with a Go?" I muttered, flipping back to the cover. "What the hell is that supposed to mean?!"
I checked the other books. "Nen of the Flame" just had a meditation technique that seemed good for focusing, but not much use in an actual fight. "Nen Handbook" explained how to use Ren to enhance your body, by pushing out your aura all at once. It claimed there was a limit to how much you could push out, and the goal was to extend the time you could maintain that full blast. The last three readable pages of that one had an image of a finger, with the word "force" written next to it, then a fire labeled "Ren," and then an eye with the word "fill."
I figured it out pretty quickly. They wanted me to shove Ren into my eye so I could read the rest of these damn books.
But would it work? Or would my eyeballs just explode?
I wasn't sure I wanted to find out.
But first, I had to try using Ren the way the book described. It was almost five in the morning, and I hadn't slept a wink since…
Well, since I freaking died.
Again.
I took a deep breath, focusing on the energy swirling within me. I pushed it outwards, feeling a surge of power as my aura flared around me. It was exhilarating, intoxicating…
But then it was goddamn exhausting.
Within two minutes, I was drained down to my ass as my aura flickered out like a dying candle.
I forced myself to stumble towards the nearest bedroom, my legs trembling with fatigue. I didn't even make it to the bed. I collapsed onto the plush carpet, my vision blurring, and passed out cold.
My eyes snapped open, and a jolt of the feeling of my head exploding with pain and extra-memorization, then a snapping sensation ran through me.
It was like the knowledge from those books, the parts I'd managed to read, were burned into my brain. I could still see the diagrams, the explanations, the cryptic images, even with my eyes closed.
I grabbed the nearest book, "Nen Handbook," and flipped it open.
My stomach dropped.
The pages were blank.
Empty.
Like they'd never been written on in the first place.
"What the fuck?!" I shouted, scrambling back from the book like it was about to explode.
I checked the other books. Same thing. The sections I'd read… gone. Vanished.
"No, no, no…" I muttered, my heart pounding. "This can't be happening. Those books… they were my only chance…"
Panic surged through me, a cold wave of fear that made my hands tremble. I'd been counting on those books, on the knowledge they held, to help me survive this crazy world. And now they were gone. Erased. Like they'd never even existed.
"Think, Ichiban, think!" I said to myself, pacing back and forth, my mind racing.
I flipped through the "Nen Handbook" again, my eyes frantically scanning the pages. And then I noticed it. The sections I hadn't been able to read, the ones that had been visibly blocked- they were still there.
I took a deep breath, forcing myself to calm down. Okay, so the books weren't completely gone. The knowledge was still there, jus hidden. Locked away behind some kind of barrier I couldn't break.
I remembered the cryptic message in "Modifying Your Ten": "Refer to information about 'The Way to See with a Go.'"
"The Way to See with a Go…" I muttered, my brow furrowing. "What the hell does that even mean? Is that some kind of Nen technique? Some kind of secret code?"
This was more messed up than a Yakuza initiation ceremony where the initiate ALSO died for being a traitor trying to get into a rival family after shooting up a charity gala and shitting in a chairman's soup or something.
I glanced at the clock on the nightstand. 6:00 PM. Shit!
Benny had said to be at the bar by 6:30 for the pre-fight prep. Which meant I had thirty minutes to get my ass in gear and fucking be there!
I pushed myself to my feet, my body aching from the previous night's training. I felt stronger, that was for sure. But when I tried using Ren, pushing my aura outwards I only managed to hold it for two minutes and thirty seconds. A measly thirty-second improvement.
"Yamcha level talent, huh?" I grumbled, shaking my head. That stupid goddess and her Dragon Ball comparisons… I was starting to think she was messing with me.
I grabbed my jacket and headed for the door. I had a fight to win, and even with my limited Nen skills, I wasn't going down without a fight.
I froze, my blood turning to ice.
What the hell had I just done?
Two minutes and thirty seconds. That's how long I could hold Ren. Or rather, that's how long I could have held it. If I hadn't been a goddamn idiot and blown my entire load of Nen just to see how much I'd improved.
Now? I had maybe ten seconds left. Ten seconds before my aura fizzled out, leaving me as vulnerable as a newborn kitten in a den of wolves.
And those wolves? They were expecting a goddamn tiger.
Benny and his crew… they weren't just thugs. They were Nen users. Powerful Nen users. They were expecting a fighter, a contender, someone who could hold their own in a ring full of guys who could probably punch through concrete.
Me? I was a fraud. A pretender. A weakling with a fancy new power I barely understood.
And if I stepped into that ring tonight… I was dead. No question about it.
I had to get out of here. Now.
I grabbed the stack of Nen books, their leather covers digging into my arms, and bolted out of the townhouse. I didn't even bother closing the door behind me. I just booked it the hell out of there.
My lungs burned, my legs screamed in protest, but I didn't slow down. Every second counted.
I had to get out of the city. Had to find a place to hide, a place to train, a place to figure out how the hell to survive this goddamn mess.
Because if Benny's boys caught me…
Well, let's just say I didn't want to find out what a Nen-powered beatdown felt like.
I hit the streets running, my lungs burning, my legs screaming in protest. I weaved through the crowds, dodging startled pedestrians and street vendors hawking their wares. The setting sun cast long shadows that stretched across the cobblestones, turning the city into a maze of light and darkness.
My heart hammered in my chest, a frantic drumbeat against the rising tide of panic. I could feel my aura dwindling, the precious seconds ticking away. Ten… nine… eight…
I burst out of the city gates, the sprawling cityscape shrinking behind me as I plunged into the relative darkness of the surrounding forest. The air here was cooler, the scent of pine needles and damp earth replacing the stench of exhaust fumes and sweat. But the sense of danger, that primal fear gnawing at my gut, didn't fade. It intensified.
I kept running, my feet pounding against the forest floor, branches whipping at my face. The sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in hues of blood orange and deep purple. Shadows deepened, turning the familiar trees into menacing silhouettes.
My breath came in ragged gasps, my legs ached, but I didn't dare slow down. I could feel Benny's men closing in, their presence a shadow looming over me, a pack of wolves on the hunt.
An hour passed. Then another. The moon rose, casting an eerie glow over the forest, turning the familiar into something strange and unsettling. I stumbled over roots, tripped on fallen branches, my body screaming for rest. But I couldn't stop. Not yet.
Finally, I burst out of the forest, into a small clearing bathed in moonlight. I collapsed onto the soft earth, my chest heaving, sweat stinging my eyes. I was exhausted, my muscles trembling with fatigue, my aura reserves dangerously low.
I had to keep moving. Find a place to hide, a place to rest, a place where Benny's goons couldn't find me.
I pushed myself to my feet, my legs wobbly beneath me, and started walking again. In the distance, I could see the faint glow of another town, its lights twinkling like fireflies in the darkness. Maybe there I could find a place to lay low, to figure out my next move.
I'd been walking for about twenty-five minutes, my body aching, my mind racing, when it happened.
One minute, I was alone, surrounded by the whispering trees and the chirping crickets. The next… he was there.
Benny.
Standing in the middle of the path, blocking my way.
He hadn't been there a second ago. He'd just… appeared. Like a phantom, a nightmare materialized from the shadows.
His face was a mask of fury, his eyes cold and dead, devoid of the amusement I'd seen in his office. He wasn't smiling. He wasn't chuckling. He was… pissed.
"I really thought we could do business, Ichiban," he said, his voice a low growl that sent shivers down my spine. "I deal with my own messes, and you certainly can't pay the debt those books cost me."
He took a step towards me, his massive frame casting a long shadow that stretched towards me, swallowing me whole.
I didn't even have time to react.
Didn't even feel the blow.
One moment, I was standing there, facing my doom. The next…
I was back in the hallway, my heart pounding, my breath coming in ragged gasps. The familiar white walls, the endless row of doors… it was like I'd never left.
The duffel bag I'd stuffed the Nen books into was still slung over my shoulder. I unzipped it, my fingers trembling, and pulled out one of the books. It was still there. The pages, blank where I'd read them, but the rest… the rest was still intact.
"Well, shit," I muttered, a shaky laugh escaping my lips. "At least I got something outta that shitshow."
Benny was right; this place was ripe for the taking. I found a journal in the study, the owner's neat handwriting detailing his travel plans. Three months in the Hodot Mountains, some remote range halfway across the continent. Wherever the hell that was.
I shrugged. Didn't matter to me. This place was mine for the next few days.
Time to get to work.
I spread the books Benny had given me out on the coffee table, their leather covers gleaming in the dim light. I started with the one titled "Shu, Your Weapon and You," figuring a guy called "The Swordsman" probably knew a thing or two about fighting.
I opened the book, and my breath caught in my throat.
Every page seemed to glow, a faint, pulsating light that felt like concentrated Ten. But the words… there were no words. Just a single image on each page: an eye, its pupil a flickering flame, with a finger pointing towards it.
I flipped through the pages, my brow furrowing. The image was the same, but the positions of the eye, the finger, and the flame shifted slightly on each page.
What the hell was this supposed to mean?
I moved on to the next book, "Modifying Your Ten." This one had actual words, at least for the first twenty-five pages. It was dense, technical stuff, filled with diagrams and explanations of how to manipulate your aura, how to refine your Ten, how to… well, how to modify it, I guess.
But then, on page twenty-five, the text abruptly stopped. The rest of the pages were blank, except for a single sentence scrawled at the bottom: "Refer to information about 'The Way to See with a Go'".
"The Way to See with a Go?" I muttered, flipping back to the cover. "What the hell is that supposed to mean?!"
I checked the other books. "Nen of the Flame" just had a meditation technique that seemed good for focusing, but not much use in an actual fight. "Nen Handbook" explained how to use Ren to enhance your body, by pushing out your aura all at once. It claimed there was a limit to how much you could push out, and the goal was to extend the time you could maintain that full blast. The last three readable pages of that one had an image of a finger, with the word "force" written next to it, then a fire labeled "Ren," and then an eye with the word "fill."
I figured it out pretty quickly. They wanted me to shove Ren into my eye so I could read the rest of these damn books.
But would it work? Or would my eyeballs just explode?
I wasn't sure I wanted to find out.
But first, I had to try using Ren the way the book described. It was almost five in the morning, and I hadn't slept a wink since…
Well, since I freaking died.
Again.
I took a deep breath, focusing on the energy swirling within me. I pushed it outwards, feeling a surge of power as my aura flared around me. It was exhilarating, intoxicating…
But then it was goddamn exhausting.
Within two minutes, I was drained down to my ass as my aura flickered out like a dying candle.
I forced myself to stumble towards the nearest bedroom, my legs trembling with fatigue. I didn't even make it to the bed. I collapsed onto the plush carpet, my vision blurring, and passed out cold.
My eyes snapped open, and a jolt of the feeling of my head exploding with pain and extra-memorization, then a snapping sensation ran through me.
It was like the knowledge from those books, the parts I'd managed to read, were burned into my brain. I could still see the diagrams, the explanations, the cryptic images, even with my eyes closed.
I grabbed the nearest book, "Nen Handbook," and flipped it open.
My stomach dropped.
The pages were blank.
Empty.
Like they'd never been written on in the first place.
"What the fuck?!" I shouted, scrambling back from the book like it was about to explode.
I checked the other books. Same thing. The sections I'd read… gone. Vanished.
"No, no, no…" I muttered, my heart pounding. "This can't be happening. Those books… they were my only chance…"
Panic surged through me, a cold wave of fear that made my hands tremble. I'd been counting on those books, on the knowledge they held, to help me survive this crazy world. And now they were gone. Erased. Like they'd never even existed.
"Think, Ichiban, think!" I said to myself, pacing back and forth, my mind racing.
I flipped through the "Nen Handbook" again, my eyes frantically scanning the pages. And then I noticed it. The sections I hadn't been able to read, the ones that had been visibly blocked- they were still there.
I took a deep breath, forcing myself to calm down. Okay, so the books weren't completely gone. The knowledge was still there, jus hidden. Locked away behind some kind of barrier I couldn't break.
I remembered the cryptic message in "Modifying Your Ten": "Refer to information about 'The Way to See with a Go.'"
"The Way to See with a Go…" I muttered, my brow furrowing. "What the hell does that even mean? Is that some kind of Nen technique? Some kind of secret code?"
This was more messed up than a Yakuza initiation ceremony where the initiate ALSO died for being a traitor trying to get into a rival family after shooting up a charity gala and shitting in a chairman's soup or something.
I glanced at the clock on the nightstand. 6:00 PM. Shit!
Benny had said to be at the bar by 6:30 for the pre-fight prep. Which meant I had thirty minutes to get my ass in gear and fucking be there!
I pushed myself to my feet, my body aching from the previous night's training. I felt stronger, that was for sure. But when I tried using Ren, pushing my aura outwards I only managed to hold it for two minutes and thirty seconds. A measly thirty-second improvement.
"Yamcha level talent, huh?" I grumbled, shaking my head. That stupid goddess and her Dragon Ball comparisons… I was starting to think she was messing with me.
I grabbed my jacket and headed for the door. I had a fight to win, and even with my limited Nen skills, I wasn't going down without a fight.
I froze, my blood turning to ice.
What the hell had I just done?
Two minutes and thirty seconds. That's how long I could hold Ren. Or rather, that's how long I could have held it. If I hadn't been a goddamn idiot and blown my entire load of Nen just to see how much I'd improved.
Now? I had maybe ten seconds left. Ten seconds before my aura fizzled out, leaving me as vulnerable as a newborn kitten in a den of wolves.
And those wolves? They were expecting a goddamn tiger.
Benny and his crew… they weren't just thugs. They were Nen users. Powerful Nen users. They were expecting a fighter, a contender, someone who could hold their own in a ring full of guys who could probably punch through concrete.
Me? I was a fraud. A pretender. A weakling with a fancy new power I barely understood.
And if I stepped into that ring tonight… I was dead. No question about it.
I had to get out of here. Now.
I grabbed the stack of Nen books, their leather covers digging into my arms, and bolted out of the townhouse. I didn't even bother closing the door behind me. I just booked it the hell out of there.
My lungs burned, my legs screamed in protest, but I didn't slow down. Every second counted.
I had to get out of the city. Had to find a place to hide, a place to train, a place to figure out how the hell to survive this goddamn mess.
Because if Benny's boys caught me…
Well, let's just say I didn't want to find out what a Nen-powered beatdown felt like.
I hit the streets running, my lungs burning, my legs screaming in protest. I weaved through the crowds, dodging startled pedestrians and street vendors hawking their wares. The setting sun cast long shadows that stretched across the cobblestones, turning the city into a maze of light and darkness.
My heart hammered in my chest, a frantic drumbeat against the rising tide of panic. I could feel my aura dwindling, the precious seconds ticking away. Ten… nine… eight…
I burst out of the city gates, the sprawling cityscape shrinking behind me as I plunged into the relative darkness of the surrounding forest. The air here was cooler, the scent of pine needles and damp earth replacing the stench of exhaust fumes and sweat. But the sense of danger, that primal fear gnawing at my gut, didn't fade. It intensified.
I kept running, my feet pounding against the forest floor, branches whipping at my face. The sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in hues of blood orange and deep purple. Shadows deepened, turning the familiar trees into menacing silhouettes.
My breath came in ragged gasps, my legs ached, but I didn't dare slow down. I could feel Benny's men closing in, their presence a shadow looming over me, a pack of wolves on the hunt.
An hour passed. Then another. The moon rose, casting an eerie glow over the forest, turning the familiar into something strange and unsettling. I stumbled over roots, tripped on fallen branches, my body screaming for rest. But I couldn't stop. Not yet.
Finally, I burst out of the forest, into a small clearing bathed in moonlight. I collapsed onto the soft earth, my chest heaving, sweat stinging my eyes. I was exhausted, my muscles trembling with fatigue, my aura reserves dangerously low.
I had to keep moving. Find a place to hide, a place to rest, a place where Benny's goons couldn't find me.
I pushed myself to my feet, my legs wobbly beneath me, and started walking again. In the distance, I could see the faint glow of another town, its lights twinkling like fireflies in the darkness. Maybe there I could find a place to lay low, to figure out my next move.
I'd been walking for about twenty-five minutes, my body aching, my mind racing, when it happened.
One minute, I was alone, surrounded by the whispering trees and the chirping crickets. The next… he was there.
Benny.
Standing in the middle of the path, blocking my way.
He hadn't been there a second ago. He'd just… appeared. Like a phantom, a nightmare materialized from the shadows.
His face was a mask of fury, his eyes cold and dead, devoid of the amusement I'd seen in his office. He wasn't smiling. He wasn't chuckling. He was… pissed.
"I really thought we could do business, Ichiban," he said, his voice a low growl that sent shivers down my spine. "I deal with my own messes, and you certainly can't pay the debt those books cost me."
He took a step towards me, his massive frame casting a long shadow that stretched towards me, swallowing me whole.
I didn't even have time to react.
Didn't even feel the blow.
One moment, I was standing there, facing my doom. The next…
I was back in the hallway, my heart pounding, my breath coming in ragged gasps. The familiar white walls, the endless row of doors… it was like I'd never left.
The duffel bag I'd stuffed the Nen books into was still slung over my shoulder. I unzipped it, my fingers trembling, and pulled out one of the books. It was still there. The pages, blank where I'd read them, but the rest… the rest was still intact.
"Well, shit," I muttered, a shaky laugh escaping my lips. "At least I got something outta that shitshow."