AN: Thanks once more to
RedrumSprinkles for helping me out immensely!
"Again! Don't be afraid to go for the extremities, you've the aim for that," Blackwall chided as I once more lunged towards the dummy, ducking and slashing at its ankles.
"Good! You can take a break now," he said as I panted.
It had been about two weeks since setting in Skyhold. While we had leads to go on to stop Corypheus, it turned out Empress Celene's peace negotiation ball wasn't to happen for several more months. As for the demon army that the Wardens were seriously going to try and summon at Adamant, acting on that now while the Inquisition was so disorganized would have been disastrous... to put it mildly.
So here we were at Inquisition, slowly reorganizing and building up our strength. Which translated to endless training for me, while others tried to leverage their connections and such to help rebuild.
"Finally," I said as I moved towards the wall and dropped the sword. "Please tell me I'm improving so I could remove the armor." I panted. "I'd hate to have ruined dummies for no good reason."
"You've got good aim on you so I'd say yes," Bull commented. "And your footwork is good enough for your average grunt. Everything else, well that's what armor's for, so you've still got to keep it on. That or your weird magic… thing."
I groaned at that. While it may be lifesaving stuff, that doesn't mean I have to like wearing it. It was certainly heavier than anything I was used to, though two week's worth of training while wearing it was starting to fix that.
"You may complain now, but that armor will save your life." Cassandra said as she continued her own training regimen... Which was all she ever seemed to do these days. An effortless swing here and there, and yet one more dummy turned to so much chaff.
"I prefer not getting hit at all," Varric quipped from his now usual spot on top of a barrel, just sitting and enjoying my suffering. Bastard.
"I can get behind that." I sighed.
"So would everyone else," Blackwall said. "But this is the reality of it. So keep it on when we train. We'll continue tomorrow."
"Oh thank God," I panted as I started to remove the coat of chainmail around me.
"So Vic," Cassandra said as she sheathed her sword and walked up to me as I sat on the grass. "I'm curious about your worship of the Maker. I've heard you worship him albeit… differently."
"I'll say," I grunted. "I just call him God, emphasis on the capital G, not to mention a different prophet."
"Well yes… I've heard. He claimed he was the son of the Maker?"
"Jesus was the son yeah, also technically God, and God's Spirit at the same time. It's… complicated."
"And I thought Andrasteism had issues," Bull whined. "Your religion makes them look positively normal in comparison. Did your prophet at least do anything beyond that "Love and Tolerance" stuff? Raise an army, conquer an empire, et cetera?"
"Not really, no. In fact, he stopped a disciple from doing so in his name."
"Ugh, now that just makes it sound boring," he continued. "At least Andraste had an interesting story."
"Jesus did miracles too you know," I continued. "Banished demons from people, healing, raising the dead, rising from the dead"
"That just sounds like a mage to me," Varric said as he slapped the air in front of him.
"Turned water to wine-"
"Now that's interesting," Bull interrupted. "One notch up in my book!"
"What?" Cassandra gasped. "How are you interested in that rather than any of the other 'miracles' he did?"
"He turned boring everyday water to sweet sweet wine," Varric replied.
"So a wedding wouldn't be ruined too," I added.
"See? More proof he was a great guy and all. I can get behind someone like that."
"Hear, hear!" Bull thundered.
"So, asides from that," Cassandra said after a while, ignoring the other two's comments. "Your… 'church' was a peaceful one then?"
"Oh no. Anything but." I said as I shook my head. "I know enough history to say that. We had our own Exalted Marches, Crusades against non-believers and such. Convert or die etc. Periods of extreme corruption, opulence, downright violating the tenets of the faith etc."
"What happened? Did someone come in and reform it?" Cassandra asked as I turned to face her. It was then I noticed… well something in her eyes.
"Not exactly. People went off and started new sects.We started killing each other over whose interpretation was right. Then the reforms came in, but by then it was too late." I shrugged. " Took a few centuries for that to mostly die down. Now we live and let live. Mostly."
"Oh…" Cassandra said, shoulders slumped.
"Home was anything but sunshine and rainbows ladies and gents." I shrugged. "We've still got wars and shit going on too. So long as there are people, there will be shit. God or no god."
"Speaking of war," Bull interrupted. "I'm curious about that."
"Bull," I cut him off before he got any further with that. "Please please tell your superiors I don't know how to make gaatlok without blowing myself up."
"No I wasn't going to ask that." he replied, waving that off. "But don't worry, that was in the first report back. I'm more curious about how you do it? You know, wage war and all. I imagine it's a lot more different than how we do it now."
"Yeah Talky," Varric chimed in. "You keep describing a whole different world, and I'd personally love to know more about… well everything. Take a few notes too!"
"As far as I know, the person who has the most boom on his side tends to win." I shrugged. "Though… I could show you guys I guess."
"Oh?" Blackwall chimed in, "Was that the sounds I heard coming from your room then? Sounded awfully a lot like mages tossing fireballs around."
"Wait, all this time you could have shown us this?" Varric
"Err… no," I muttered. Guess last night's movie. "Different kind of mov-play involving criminals."
"I'd like to see that!" Varric piped in. "You didn't tell me you could actually show it to us!"
"It's a matter of logistics Varric. Also, I'm sure you'd like to see if you could pick up some tricks from them. But yeah, I've a few that'll interest everyone I imagine." I paused to check my watch. "If you guys have three hours to kill, I can show you guys a movie about a band of soldiers during the biggest war of all time back home."
"I'm always up for an interesting story," Varric said.
"We've the time, "Blackwall said as he pointed to Bull and Cassandra.
"Well, call in some of the others who might be interested too then Varric."
"Sure," he said right before scampering off. Cassandra and the others just followed me as we made my way back towards my pad. Man i hope they don't get too freaked out
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"Alright," I said as I finished setting up things. "Standard disclosure, no magic is involved, and no one was actually killed in the making of this. Though it is based on real historical events. A shit load of people really did die on that beach decades ago."
Everyone present nodded at that. Nearly all of the inner circle was here, save for Solas and Vivienne. Solas was off painting, and asked not to be disturbed. Vivienne on the other hand didn't seem interested. According to Varric, she was busy studying some tome of sorts and projecting a look of "do not disturb".
"Okay guys, can you see well enough?" I asked. Everyone nodded, even Varric, who had front seat privileges what with him a dwarf and all.
"Okay some historical context first. The world is at war. I mean that literally. Millions of people died here, like fifty five million people I think."
"Now you're just pulling our leg Talky," he said waving his hands. "Even for the entire world that's a lot of people. No way so many died."
"We had a lot of time to… err get busy. Besides which, we have the records to show it. Here… well, the nature of war has changed thanks to weapons like mine. Just that the guns are bigger, and fire faster. Not to mention a lot more advanced cannons. A lot more advanced."
"So, what we're about to witness is one of the greatest invasions of all time, in one of the most well defended beaches. An amphibious assault," to which Bull and Blackwall winced. "Yes, even back home they were some of the toughest challenges an invader must do. But do it they must, if they were to liberate their allies."
"So without further ado, I present to you 'Saving Private Ryan'" I bowed before hitting the play button. "Oh and just so we're clear. You can leave or ask to stop it any time. I'll understand."
Everyone just ignored that comment. As the movie started. Everything went quietly, till they saw the graveyard full of white crosses. "So uh… what's with the crosses Vic?" Varric asked.
"It's a graveyard." I replied. "You know, where you bury the dead?"
"Huh." Eve grunted. "No one but the Nevarrans bury their dead. And even then, in mausoleums."
"Well each of those crosses or stars mark a person who died in the campaign." I pointed out as Ryan dropped to his knees and the sounds of the ocean took over.
Everyone picked up that the action was starting as the pre-battle scene started. The looks of fear on those men's faces translated universally I guess. The tension in the room started to increase though as the sounds of artillery continued to increase, and the sea sprayed onto the men.
A whistle, then death as thousands of rounds flew killed dozens in seconds. It was butchery, as men fell in droves.
Already I could feel them wince as the sound of gunfire and bullets whizzing through the air continued endlessly as men died again and again.
They cursed quietly under their breaths. Sera stomped out of the room then. I couldn't blame her really.
They quieted down again when they saw the medic, I never could remember his name just cry out in frustration, desperate to just save one life.
Still, they soldiered on until the end of the bunker assault, when they and the other soldiers realized that it's over. They're alive, and damn happy to feel that, some literally crying over that.
"Maker, I need a break," Eve finally said, to the agreement of just about everyone.
"I understand," I said as I hit the pause button. "I couldn't take it when I first saw this either."
"Just… damn." Bull commented. "That was… l've fought under fire from a dreadnaught, while fighting Vints… That wasn't pretty at all, but what I just saw… looked worse."
"You did ask how war is fought back home." I shrugged. "It's like that. Lots of men, armed with guns, trying to kill each other. Typically, the one with more still wins. Even if this was dramatized a bit, thousands did still die on that beach that day. "
"Yeah… that's usually the case." he sighed.
"Remind me never to go fight a war wherever you're from Vic," Blackwall said. "I would not like to be in it."
"No one wants to fight a war," I muttered. "That's why people make films like this. To remind them of a saying we have. War is hell."
"Maker…" he muttered, before shaking his head and leaving. The others did in short order except Eve, who just sat there staring at the laptop. Silence hung in the air as she just… sat there, unmoving like a statue.
"How did they do it?" she asked after a while.
"Do what?"
"Just… charge in, and order people to die. Knowing that they are facing certain death."
"I honestly don't know," I shrugged as I turned to face her. "Like… Captain Miller over there, I figured he thought it was a death sentence to do nothing. So… he made do."
"Still... " she sighed. "Maker, I don't know if I'll be up to it."
"Up to what?"
"Leading… Being the Inquisitor and all. You've seen me lead the Inquisition and even defeat Corypheus in your visions, but… I don't know if I'm up for it. The responsibility… The captain there… Miller, looked like he would break down as he saw the slaughter around him with a just few hundred men.With the numbers I'll be leading..."
"It is a difficult burden to bear," I finished. "I've seen a lot of stories about that. Heard them too. Just, I can't really say just how exactly you'll deal with it." I sighed. "I'm sorry I can't help in that. "
"No… no it's fine Vic." she said, eyes closed. "Just… was it worth it in the end? The war?"
"I wouldn't be around here if the war went in favor of the Germans, the grey uniformed ones." I grinned. "Their allies invaded my country. Killed and raped thousands. My grandfather was almost a victim in fact. So forgive me if I go and give a definite yes."
"Well, at least we have that." she smiled as she stood up. "Let's try something happier next time eh?"
"Yeah," I replied. "I'll think of something."
"Night Vic," she bid before leaving, walking out into the gloom of the night alone.