[AN: This story is slightly AU. As will become clear, the relationship between Emma, Sophia, and Taylor developed slightly differently in the aftermath of the alley scene. Further installments in this series may elaborate on exactly how things turned out.]
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Emma almost couldn't believe she was doing this. She'd heard the rumors, of course, but she'd always thought they were scams. Powers in a bottle, the ultimate in impossible offers. But this… based on what little research she and her father had been able to bring to bear, this might actually be genuine.
I will not be prey, she thought as they drove through the night, repeating it to herself like a mantra. I'm not strong, not like Sophia is, not like Taylor is. If Sophia hadn't been there in that alley, I would have died. If I'd lost my mother, I would have broken beyond repair. I will never be that helpless again. No matter what it takes, I will become a predator.
She glanced over at her father for a moment. His eyes were on the road, his face stony. If Emma almost couldn't believe she was doing this, she was even more amazed that her father was going along with it.
Lord Almighty, he's as broken as I am, isn't he? she thought, feeling a slight shiver run down her spine. Seeing me in that alley… He needs this just as much as I do.
The address they'd been given was an abandoned warehouse, one of far too many in the Docks. They pulled to a halt, and Emma's father pulled the gun – Emma had no idea where he'd gotten that and wasn't sure she wanted to know – out of the center well.
Emma felt terror well up inside her. I will not be prey, she repeated to herself, pushing the terror down, and stepped out the door.
Inside, the place was empty, a vast and echoing cave without contents. Emma's father glanced at his watch. "Still a few minutes till the time in that email," he said.
The two of them stood in awkward silence for a few minutes, and then it happened. In between one breath and the next, without any special effects or prelude, the back half of the warehouse vanished, giving way to gleaming white tile and stark white walls, illuminated by a soft even glow from behind the glass ceiling.
A woman stood just past the line of transition, dark-skinned and with her hair cut short and tied back in an unflattering but practical style. She wore a doctor's lab coat and held a white plastic clipboard with both hands.
"Excellent," she said, her voice rich and with a hint of a French accent. "You are right on time."
"Who are you?", Emma's father asked.
"Some call me Mother, but that is meant to be tongue-in-cheek. Those with a more professional attitude know me as Doctor."
Emma nodded.
"As for you, while we of course know who you are I have found that there is a great deal of symbolic value in having you maintain an illusion of anonymity. Pick a name, and I will use it for the duration of this meeting. It doesn't need to be permanent or long-term."
Emma bit her lip. "Anette," she said after a moment's thought.
"Anette it is, then," the dark-skinned woman said. "As for you, sir," she continued, turning to Emma's father, "I am afraid that I will insist on meeting Anette here in private. I doubt that this preliminary meeting will take too long, so you may simply wait here for her to return."
Emma's father gave her a look, and she saw his fear there, blended with the shame of having to admit he couldn't protect his daughter.
I will not be prey, Emma repeated to herself, and stepped across the boundary onto the tiled floor. There was a rush of wind, and the surroundings swam violently for two or three seconds. When the image had resolved again, they stood in the middle section of a long hallway, white tile and white walls extending in both directions until they reached T-junctions.
"Welcome to Cauldron," the woman said.
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"I am afraid I have some bad news," the Doctor said.
Emma's heart sank. "What?"
"While your father's resources are no doubt substantial on the scale you are used to, measured against the scale of those who we usually deal with they are small indeed," she said. "You must understand, what we offer is among the most valuable of commodities, and we charge appropriately. People pay hundreds of thousands of dollars for even a mediocre vial, and the premium blends can cost in the tens or even hundreds of millions."
"Premium blends?" Emma said.
"As you have no doubt noticed," the doctor said, "powers come in all manner of forms and strengths, ranging from a Legend or an Alexandria to someone who can detach their limbs and control them remotely or someone who urinates acid." Despite herself, Emma snorted at that image.
"We rank our powers on three primary axes," the doctor said. She pressed a key on her computer, bringing up an image showing cubes of various colors on a three-dimensional grid, shading from white to sky blue to darker blue, purple, red, and finally crimson as they radiated out from the origin.
"The P-axis, power, measures the raw strength of the power. The higher the rating, the more versatile and effective your power. The second axis is O, for originality, and it measures how… novel, for lack of a better word, the power is likely to be. It is far easier to stand out as a hero, or as a villain for that matter, if you have a power that nobody else possesses than if you are another Alexandria or Legend package."
"I see," Emma said. "And the third axis?" She squinted at the graph. "What is 'R'?"
"The R-axis measures a sample's reliability," the doctor said. "Two doses, even of the same sample, never produce precisely the same effect, but with a high-reliability power we can predict more precisely what form of power you will receive, and the chances of undesired side effects are minimized. For example, in sixty-one out of the sixty-three tests and purchases thus far sample T-6001 has produced some form of flight power, and in only two of the sixty-three did it produce any physical mutation. By contrast, of the six doses of sample J-3112 we have thus far used, one granted the ability to launch electrical bolts over short ranges, a second caused all the subject's limbs to be replaced with clusters of flexible tentacles coated in stinging cells, and a third granted the ability to vomit up amorphous blob creatures under the user's control. The other three test subjects were killed by the sample."
Emma shuddered in horror. "There's a chance this could kill me?" she said.
"If you were willing to risk a low-reliability power? Yes," the doctor said. "It is minimal, we have discovered methods to reduce the danger greatly over the years, but it cannot be avoided with certain samples. But in any case, unless you have access to additional resources beyond what we have so far discussed, this is roughly what you could afford." She touched a key, and almost all the cubes vanished from the price graph. Only the white and a few of the sky-blue cubes remained.
"As you can see, you could at best reach a little above the average on one of the three axes, but at considerable cost in the other two. You could have a reasonable amount of control over what power you received, for example, but that would require that you be content with an unremarkable ability, one that is not especially potent and which is similar to many other powers. A mild Alexandria package, perhaps."
Emma chewed nervously on a bit of her hair. "I'm not that worried about originality," she said. "I want these powers to make me strong, not to get people's attention."
The Doctor made a few rows of cubes vanish.
Emma closed her eyes for a moment. Have to take the risk, she thought to herself. This is just like in that alley. Sophia saved me because I fought back, because I took the risk. No strength without danger.
She glanced down at her body. She'd once been so proud of her beauty, but ever since the alley that pride had been tainted with horror and loathing. It was her beauty that had made those thugs play such cruel games with her, her beauty that they'd threatened to deface so horribly.
Taylor will love me no matter what I look like, she thought. And Sophia cares about whether I am strong, not whether I am pretty.
"And you can cut down on the reliability as well," she said out loud. "I'm willing to take the risk."
"As you wish," the Doctor said, and she made some more cubes vanish. Now there was only a slender column of cubes stretching along the P-axis. But even this only barely reached the six-mark.
Emma looked at that. "So this is what I can afford?"
"Perhaps," the doctor said. "It is our standard policy to insist that every client must do us a single favor at a later date, something simple like conveying a message or delivering a package, as part of the price for their power. Past a certain point, there simply are things you cannot buy with money, especially when you must retain the level of secrecy we require, and we have found that having a wide assortment of people who owe us debts opens up all manner of options. Now, if you were willing to perform three such tasks, I believe we could extend you a certain discount."
The slender column of cubes grew, adding another layer in both reliability and originality and adding several cubes further along the power axis.
Emma tasted hair in her mouth, and suddenly realized that she'd chewed all the way through the curl of hair.
I will not be prey.
"Deal," she said.
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As she walked into Cauldron for her fourth and hopefully final meeting, Emma found herself rather paradoxically both more nervous and more determined. She couldn't deny that she was running a terrible risk. Even the Doctor had warned her that between the low reliability of the vial she'd chosen and her choice to leave out the balancing agent so as not to suffer that reduction in power she had a very real chance of coming out of this crippled or inhuman, or even dead. But on the other hand, the past several weeks at Winslow, the stomach-turning, crippling terror she had felt every time she spotted someone with Asian features in the colors of the ABB, had only strengthened her determination to never be weak again.
The Doctor was waiting for her. A metal canister sat on a table, and there was a sturdily built, cushioned chair sitting close by.
"You're ready?" the Doctor asked.
Emma nodded.
"If you'll change into this, we can preserve your clothes for the return trip home."
Jamie took the offered clothing, a plain gray bodysuit that would cover everything from the neck down. A word in blocky black letters on the front read 'Anette' while one on the back read 'Client'. There was a screen across one corner of the room, Emma ducked behind it to change. Stripped down to her underwear, she took a moment to look herself up and down before donning the bodysuit.
These might be my last minutes with this body. I'd better take one last look while I still can.
I will not be prey.
She slipped into the soft gray bodysuit and came back out, clothes held folded in her hands.
"Sit."
Emma put her folded clothes on the table and sat in the chair. Comfortable.
"Sample W-3301, with the offer of sample C-0072 waived. This is correct?"
"Yes," Emma said.
"Read and sign here. And there are stipulations on, let me see… pages twenty-six and twenty-nine that you need to sign as well."
Emma leaned forward and carefully read through the contract. It was every term they'd agreed upon, legalese and politely worded warnings about the hell Cauldron would try to bring down on her head if she broke the terms of the contract. There were stipulations regarding the three favors she'd agreed to perform, pages of receipts covering the financial transactions, and pages more of details about her own medical and psychological evaluations.
"You haven't eaten?"
"Nothing since this time yesterday."
"You're comfortable?"
"Sure."
The Doctor unscrewed the canister and withdrew a vial. It was no longer than a pen and no thicker than one of the Doctor's fingers. "The faster you drink it all, the quicker and cleaner the transition is. Some people experience a kind of dream quest as part of the process. That is normal. Simply relax to the best of your ability and stay focused. The higher and more pronounced the physical reactions like your heart rate, sweating, adrenals, and emotional response, the greater the chance of a physiological change. I recommend that you keep from dwelling on any stressful thoughts or memories. Just stay calm and try to relax as much as you're able."
The Doctor removed the stopper from the top of the vial and carefully handed it over, not letting go until she was sure Emma had a firm grip.
Emma held the vial for several long moments. "Now?"
"When you're ready."
I will not be prey.
Emma tossed it back like she'd seen people throw back shots of hard liquor on the television. She coughed as it coated the inside of her throat, her saliva doing little to nothing to help it down. The Doctor reached out, and Emma handed her the vial.
It began to burn, the intensity increasing second by second, until she was convinced it couldn't get any worse. It did.
"Hurts," she groaned, trying to push herself to a standing position.
"It'll get more severe before it gets better. Stay in the chair."
"Didn't tell me," she could barely speak with the way her chest felt like it was caving in on itself.
"I didn't want to alarm you before we began. It's normal, and it does get better. A minute, maybe two, and you'll be surprised at how fast the pain goes away."
She clutched the arms of the chair. Once, she'd chugged an entire mouthful of super-hot hot sauce on a dare from Taylor. That had been nothing compared to what she felt now. She had to endure another two minutes of this? It felt like the burning inside of her was melting through the walls of her throat and stomach. She could imagine the tissue blistering and dissolving, expanding outward until it touched on her lungs and her heart.
As it seemed to consume her lungs, her breathing began to dissolve into breaths too quick and small to bring enough oxygen into her lungs. Darkness began to creep in at the edges of her vision.
"Relax." The Doctor's voice sounded far away.
The darkness swallowed her field of vision and she felt as though it were creeping over her skin.
What had she been thinking, doing this?
I will not be prey.
An image flickered across her mind, an enormous shape like the full moon, luminous and white. The moon seemed to shatter, spraying knife-edged shards of luminous white crystal. She seemed to be floating outside her body, watching as the shards of silver carved strange glyphs into her flesh. She was aware of the pain of those cuts, but it was oddly detached, as though her sense of pain was operating at one remove in the same way as her vision. And then she was back in her body and the pain slammed into her, the cuts burning as though drenched in lemon juice and ice. She felt her body warp around those symbols, bones cracking, muscles tearing and knitting back together…
And then suddenly, without any discernable transition, she was on her hands and knees on a floor of smooth cement, breathing hard. She blinked, climbing around and looking to her feet to try and orient herself.
There was what might once have been a cot in one corner of the room, now thoroughly smashed into a mess of splinters and stuffing. Water gushed from a hole in the wall near the broken remnants of a sink, and more water flowed over the threshold from another room, about half a broken door swinging in the doorway. Even the walls were covered in gouges and scrapes, as though attacked by a wild beast. Glancing down at herself, Emma realized that she was almost completely naked, clad only in a few tattered scraps from that grey jumpsuit.
What in the world happened to me?
Suddenly, out of the corner of her eye, she saw something change. Spinning, she saw one of those portals Cauldron used, opening back into the room where she had drunk the vial. The Doctor was nowhere to be seen, and instead a young Hispanic-looking woman in a very well-tailored suit was standing just inside the portal.
"Anette," she said, a slight hint of an Italian accent to her words, "If you will come this way, please?"
Emma stepped through the portal, which vanished behind her.
"It would appear," the woman said, "that your sample granted you a powerful Changer/Brute power. However, as we warned you was possible, the power includes an undesirable side effect. If you suffer certain stressors, or remain for too long in your war-form, your conscious mind shuts down and you enter a berserk rage."
The woman pressed a button on a remote she was holding, and an image appeared on the far wall, showing Emma in the grey bodysuit with her eyes closed, gripping the padded chair as though she were having a seizure. Suddenly, her form changed. Her skull shifted like clay being molded, jaw and nose pushing forward into a muzzle, teeth elongating and growing sharp, ears growing and migrating to the top of her head. Her entire body inflated, limbs becoming thick with muscle, chest expanding and tearing her bodysuit to rags. For a fraction of a second her pale skin was visible before she sprouted a full-body coat of fur, the same bright red as her hair.
The wolf-headed monster sprang out of the chair and turned towards the Doctor, but before she could move a portal opened in midair and the woman in the suit stepped out of it, the portal snapping shut behind her.
The wolf-headed monster Emma had become lunged towards the woman in the suit, moving faster than Emma would have believed possible. But as fast as that thing was, the woman in the suit nonchalantly dodged her attacks. Just as the Emma-monster lunged forward, a portal snapped open in the air in front of her, the woman in the suit tumbling past Emma and planting a kick firmly in her tail to send her stumbling through the portal.
"I knew that your rage would only last for a few minutes," the woman said, "and I also knew that even in war-form you would be unable to escape the cells. This is actually precisely why we have those, as a means of containing those whose powers are beyond their control."
"How do you know all this?" Emma asked.
"I am a Thinker of some considerable power," the woman said. "While my abilities have other applications, as you saw, they enable me to discern the nature of most parahuman abilities. In your case, you have gained a Changer power that should allow you to shift between five distinct forms. If you concentrate, I imagine you can feel them right now."
Emma closed her eyes and focused, and sure enough she found she could sense… potentials lurking inside her. Forms she could assume, senses she could tap into, waiting for her to call on them.
"Yes," she said distractedly. "I can feel them… there's a wolf form… no, two wolf forms, one's bigger than the other. And then a human form with a bit of wolf, and that's the one you called the war-form, the one that's equal parts human and wolf."
"Yes," the woman in the suit said. "Now, as long as I'm here, I might as well explain what your different forms offer you. Our standard package does include power testing and analysis, and I can make an excellent substitute. You'll have to learn to use your abilities for yourself, but I can at least explain them to you. Go ahead and get dressed."
Emma blushed scarlet as she suddenly recalled her almost-nudity, and scampered for the corner screen.
"Your first form," the woman in the suit said, "is the human one you now wear. In this form, you have a minor Brute rating, as you heal more quickly and more completely. Scrapes and bruises will heal in seconds rather than minutes, and more serious injuries will heal in minutes instead of hours or days. In addition, given time this regeneration will heal any injury that does not kill you outright, even something like the loss of an eye or an arm. Your senses have been enhanced to the peak of human capacity, and you can tap into the senses of your lupine forms to enhance your perceptions yet further. You also have a mild Stranger power while in this form, making you more difficult to track or pick out of a crowd. All in all, I suspect the PRT would rate this form around a Brute 1, Thinker 1, and Stranger 1 or 2."
"Your next form," she continued as Emma pulled on her pants, "is what we might call the 'wolf-man' form. This form has the same regeneration as your human form, but you grow larger and stronger and develop dangerous teeth and claws, increasing your probable Brute rating by a point or two. You can likewise call more fully on your lupine senses, though probably not enough to bump up your Thinker rating. You lose the Stranger power in this form, but instead develop a minor Master ability, radiating terror to cow any who oppose you and causing potential psychological trauma to witnesses. Perhaps Brute 2 or 3, Mover 1, Thinker 1, and Master 2."
"And then we come to your war-form. This is in many ways like the wolf-man form, but more so. In this form, you are easily a Brute 6. You are even stronger and faster than in your previous forms, your teeth and claws are more lethal, and your regeneration grows far more powerful, healing even serious injuries in moments. Your Master ability likewise grows more powerful in this form, the terror stronger and more penetrating. However, this form is mentally unstable. While in this form, you will find it almost impossible to focus on any goal other than savaging the nearest enemy, and if you remain in this form for more than a very short period you will fall into a berserk fury and lash out at everything around you."
The woman in the suit continued as Emma, now dressed, walked out from behind the screen. "Next on the list are the wolf forms. The smaller of the two is what we might call the true-wolf form, and it is as indistinguishable from a common wolf as your current form is indistinguishable from a human. You retain the lesser form of your regeneration, and your senses and physique are optimized, but you otherwise have no powers beyond those of your lupine biology. Even that will net you a minor Mover and Thinker rating, though. Perhaps Mover 2, Brute 1, and Thinker 1."
"And finally, we have the dire-wolf form. This form is to your wolf form much as the wolf-man form is to your human form, larger, stronger, faster, and with the Master power radiating terror. A total rating of perhaps Mover 3, Brute 2, Master 2, and Thinker 1."
"As you were warned was possible, however, your power also comes with certain innate flaws. As already mentioned, your war-form is mentally unstable, and you cannot remain in it for long without falling into a berserk fury. In addition, exposure to certain stressors will cause your mind and power to destabilize. You will uncontrollably shift into one of your second-tier forms, the wolf-man or dire-wolf form, and if you do not rapidly regain control over your emotions then you will drop into war-form and go into the full berserk fury. You may wish to consider psychotherapy, as my power informs me that improving your emotional stability will decrease the number of stressors that can trigger this reaction and improve your chances of regaining control once you begin to destabilize."
"Finally, all your forms now have a severe vulnerability to silver. Touching it will be uncomfortable but should do no real harm, but if it should get in your bloodstream it will cause severe damage, similar to chemical burns, which your regeneration will struggle to counteract."
"Do not worry," she added. "We shall not share this information with anyone else, not unless you break your end of the contract first."
Emma was almost tempted to laugh. "So… lupine shapeshifting, uncontrolled rages, and vulnerability to silver? I'm basically a werewolf? Well, I wanted to become a predator…"
"And you have," the woman in the suit said. "Given the strength and variety of your different forms, I believe the PRT would rate your full powerset as at least a Changer 7, possibly as much as 8. A very impressive power indeed."
"Congratulations, Anette," she said with a secretive little grin. "You are prey no longer. Now, you are a predator."
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[AN: Well, Emma got what she wished for, but she is about to find out that her new powers may well be more trouble than they're worth.
Emma's powerset is based off the werewolves of Werewolf: The Forsaken, by White Wolf.
As for having Contessa explain Emma's powers, if Wildbow went to the trouble of putting a Mary Sue plot device character in his story, I might as well make use of her. And conveniently, running "path to explaining this girl's powers to her" doesn't require she actually know the information in advance, PtV just feeds her the lines.]