Chapter 8: Surprise, Doll and Wormette
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- Italia
Chapter 8: Surprise, Doll and Wormette
I took another bite from the delicious plate of Kare-Raisu, my forced smile sounding less forced as of the pleasant sensation my mouth was enjoying. I was nervous, so much nervous that I hardly could afford glancing much around the table. While I would look once in a while at Salter and Gil to see that they behaved in this delicate situation, I decided to leave Chloe and Luvia to deal with the situation without causing any mess.
It was a minor surprise when I saw Illya shifting nervously in her seat, seeing that her red eyes were erratically staring in Kuro's direction before panicking and turning her attention to her legs, a soft sound coming from the tanned Einzbern. A chuckle? It was muffled, but I was fairly sure that the girl kept part of her teasing side even after being around me for so long.
It was a light-heart action from the Pseudo-Servant, which the 'original' template was having a difficult time in understanding and, from her visibly known confusion, she was also mistaking it for something not-so-normal. Being nearby Ruby for that long could get people paranoid of lewd situations and, if I had to be honest, I hoped I wasn't never going to be dealing with the most eccentric of the Kaleidosticks.
But of course it was all up to Zelretch and, seeing how he was renowned for delivering some bad surprises, I was already bracing for when I would receive the quirky Mystic Code. I took another bite and Irisviel decided to break the thin ice that had kept the dinner silent until now.
"So I saw the Castle has been renovated." She mused loud enough to catch everyone's attention. "Last time I checked if it was operational was when Illya was merely one years old."
...And now I couldn't help but imagine baby Illya on the loose. But baby Chloe worked too, especially with how 'mature-ish' she would try to appear.
"It was in a state of decaying when we first entered but it was quickly fixed back to acceptable living levels."
The woman nodded at the limited reply but she wasn't even close to keep quiet now. "But I have to say that I found it very strange to know that Chloe-chan is living in that big fortress with a boy and another girl."
I blinked at the quick jab, one that seemed to surprise Sella and… Leysritt? It was difficult to decipher emotions through that natural capacity to keep stoic every moment of the day. What an impressive homunculus- actually were they still homunculus?
I mean, they do 'serve' the Emiya family, but their appearance is less 'doll-like' compared to the other maids back in the Castle. Could it be that Sella and Leysritt were actually altered the same way Irisviel and Illya were? There was so much to ask, most of it being related to the possibility of integrating whatever process they had used to turn to a more human-like aspect and with a proper lifespan in Kuro's new body.
It had already been decided by the girl that no modifications had been required in case we contacted Touko Aozaki for the operation and- sigh -the Worm issue I needed to deal before returning back 'home'.
"Boy, Irisviel-sama?" Sella mustered the question out of utter confusion at the choice of words by the wife of the Magus Killer. The woman sighed and frowned in my general direction, forcing me to look away nervously. It wasn't that I was scared of her in particular, but that kind of expression was… oddly reminding of some naughty moments back in my childhood. I was a pest and… I could recognize a lecturing gaze.
"Shinji-san is not as old as he appear to be." Iris replied with a quiet tone. "But I wonder when you are going to drop your current illusion."
I blinked, finding this a good statement that I had no clue how to answer. Ko-Gil had been clear in giving an ample time range, saying that it wasn't limited to just a few hours and- oh?
I blinked again, this time my eyes directed right at my surprisingly small right hand. I closed and opened it- and soon I started to slowly lower down a peg or two in my seats, my clothes feeling larger than before and almost falling off of me. My cheeks flared a fiery red as I felt embarrassment at the indirect answer to the woman's query and most of the other occupants of the table reacted to the situation.
While the two Heroes merely glanced my way just to see if it was something horrible happening to me, they both resumed to eat, only Artoria seeming a little bit red in her face at the sight of my body holding very frailly at the clothes I had taken with me.
Luvia and Illya 'eeped', the blonde being the only one that kept looking my direction and… Chloe chuckled as she smiled my way, a little hint of blush on her face as she enjoyed the humiliating situation I was currently facing alone.
Irisviel giggled, shaking her head as if this was all a normal situation- oh wait, that is indeed the case. I wonder how many times Shirou got caught half-naked by the 'incredibly motherly' Einzbern. Maybe more than it had happened to the two maids, both surprisingly blushing at my 'meek' side and… Sella wasn't responding violently at the situation.
The introvert maid was merely staring at me, her face red and her mouth open, twitching as words failed to reach out of her brain. Maybe she wasn't answering because this situation wasn't their usual cup of tea but… why was she nose-bleeding?
And finally my eyes landed on Leysritt. The busty woman looked… enticed? I don't know what adjective would even come close to the intense glance she was throwing at me. Her mouth was slightly open, just enough for me to see some saliva dropping on the table and-
Seriously why Shotas caused this much of a big deal around people? I wasn't even showing any part of my skin that could theoretically cause this much physical interest on me, so why were they this much interested in-
~Dingle~
"I am home."
The voice sounded just like Patrick Poole and we all turned to look at the main door to see it being opened by the one and only Shirou Emiya. "I am sorry I am late, I had to tour around the school a new student that joined the club and-" He stepped by the side, showing someone that-
...She smiled as she bowed politely, a hint of shyness in her posture that showed how much of a timid girl she was.
"M-My name is Matou Sakura. Nice to meet you all-?" 'Sakura' froze the moment she stared up again and noticed something unique. Her violet eyes, so dull and almost empty found place in my own. The embarrassment was gone, only dread and fear skyrocketed at the mere presence of this young girl.
There was no Matou Sakura in the Illya's side of this universe, the girl that was the sister of Rin Tohsaka being adopted by another family and currently living in London as of now. This one was not the kind and tragic figure of the Heaven Feel Route, nor the girl back home that was waiting for someone to save her from Zouken.
I wasn't the only one that noticed that something was wrong with the new individual, Saber paling a little at seeing her 'previous' Master while Gilgamesh had completely stopped smiling, a scowl that his adult form had long mastered in his face as he glared at the young woman.
Chloe was… perplexed. She wasn't angry or threatened by the figure, but she felt quite saddened by her whole person. The reminder of the fact that Archer never bothered saving the Matou girl was enough to make her hesitant at the idea she was now supposed to face her.
Too much attention. They were all putting too much pressure in the Ainsworth's Berserker and, if I have to be honest, I didn't want to be turned in mincemeat by Yandere Sakura with Dark Lancelot tendencies.
A fake smile was forcefully pushed on my face as I tried to make it seem to the others that she was merely surprised by my current wardrobe malfunction. "S-Sorry, I had some issues with my clothes and- Yeah..." The blush on cue was something that was very easy for someone with my current predicament. You just needed to push just a minuscule fraction of prana on your face, right on the spots where the cheeks were and
…She blinked in surprise at the excuse and the child-like tone but she managed to regain her composure. "I-I see. I wasn't e-expecting to see-"
"Shinji-kun, right?" I saw the plum-haired girl flinch at the name, going unnoticed to Shirou as he patted my head. "I think I have some old clothes back in my room, I could lend those to you and-"
"Do go and take them, Shirou-kun." Irisviel interrupted curtly, making the teen blink in surprise and glance at his father. Kiritsugu nodded, literally denying him further explanations as he rushed to his room and leaving just Sakura here to deal with all of us- "So Sakura-chan, are you a friend of my son?"
Oh right, I completely forgot that Iris was keen to pull this kind of actions. Call it something every mom does once in a while to study the opportunity to gain grandbabies in the nearest future, the how and where quite 'useless' in their minds during those interviews.
Poor Sakura had been pursuing 'her' senpai for a long time and I am quite sure she was completely unprepared to face a strong mother like Iri.
She was offered a seat after her attempts of refusing the offer to spend the dinner with the family were completely ignored by the Einzbern woman and she was soon eating an extra plateful of Kare-Raisu with everyone else, sitting between Leysritt and Sella.
The interrogation continued until Shirou returned with the spare clothes he had promised to take. I quickly ventured for the bathroom, swiftly changing my clothes as fast as possible. While I didn't expect to deal with the usual situations that occurred in the room, I preferred to not challenge fate way too much in this regard.
Returning back to my seat I found myself returning to be the center of the attention of some individuals. "Chloe-san told me that you were quite smart for your age, Shinji-san. Is that true that you got home-schooled and then passed some high-school exams to gain the promotion?"
I nodded slowly, staring at the tanned girl with a curious brow. She shrugged and I sighed as I took a sigh, sitting down back to my seat.
"I was mostly helped by my uncle if I have to be honest." Sakura was silent, but the mentioning of the only uncle that she knew of was enough to get her attention on the topic. Now it was time to relay an elaborate lie to the young girl that would then tell it to the Ainsworth. "Kariya-jichan was the one that took care of me after my mom died."
Her presence could mean so many things, so I opted to pick the closest possibility that could justify her presence in this dimension: They somehow know that someone from another universe is in this Fuyuki and was causing their plans to fail. I wouldn't expect Darius to take a big risk and trifle with this dimension's Zelretch.
While their own was surely dead because of the sudden deterioration of Gaia and Alaya, none of their family could be able to deal with someone with the power of the Kaleidoscope, even in limited scale.
So they sent Sakura as a recon, a pawn they could afford to lose to study more the 'pests' meddling with their plans. This was a bad predicament for now but, if I planned this carefully, the plum-haired girl was going to return with just fake news.
The dinner continued for another half an hour, then people started to get a little tired of staying there at this hour. I yawned as I saw Chibi Luvia doing the same, it was time for us to go.
"I suppose we should go." I stated as I looked at the small group, getting a common agreement on this and, thanking the Emiya family for their kind invitation, we proceeded to leave as- "A-Actually."
I stopped on my steps, glancing at Sakura as the girl meekly stared at me. "I-If it's not asking too much, could I join you? M-My house is right between the castle and here."
Blinking cautiously, I felt my throat drying as I knew I had no choice if I wanted to avoid any suspicions from the family. Knowing the Magus Killer, he had already spotted the simple fact that they both shared the same surname. "S-Sure."
I ignored the collective stare of the others, questioning my sanity at this move as they ignored the context that motivated this action. I had to make sure that Sakura didn't cause any issue while here.
"Are you sure, Sakura-san? If you want I could walk you back home and-"
"I-I appreciate, S-Senpai, but I don't wish to ask too much and- S-Shinji-kun has already agreed."
I nodded. "Don't worry, Illya-chan's big brother, we will be safe." Chloe snorted as the little Einzbern blushed furiously at the jab her direction. I admit it was cute teasing her for a while but… yeah, it was fun only once or twice a while.
Bidding some goodbyes, we were on the road back to the Castle as I started to glance silently at the Ainsworth's puppet. How much was alive in her? How much of the true Sakura was there? Was this like how Shirou ended in HF True ending, with his soul inside a different body?
Could it be possible that was how the Dolls worked? I mean, didn't Beatrice remember her memories before her death? There was so much that could be learned from this experience, especially to fill in with some of the plotholes in the timeline.
"Neh Sakura-nee, can I ask you a favor?" I found myself saying absently at the nervous girl. The panic she was feeling was possibly caused by the fact there were two Servants (Four if Archer Chloe and Kaleido Sapphire were counted in) close to her position and Berserkalot isn't good against multiple enemies. Multiple blade? He could face them all day. But fighting more than two was suicidal for the Berserker class.
Thus the girl answered readily at the query. "Y-Yes, Shinji-kun?"
"Can we talk… alone?" I asked with a genuine tone. "I wish to ask just few questions, nothing more and nothing less."
She blinked in surprise, finally looking once more at me as to gauge whatever ruse I was trying to employ here and how much of her cover had been blown by me. She nodded while looking at her feet. "I-I guess if it's just few questions we could do that."
I nodded. "Guys, I know I shouldn't ask this but..." They were already glaring at my foolish attitude but I was set with my plans about her. "I need to have this chat."
It took me few more attempt to get Chloe, Luvia and Salter off my tail with some bitterness on their part, but it was done and I was alone with her.
"Sakura-" THUD
I was on the ground, Arondight firmly piercing the ground just above my right arm as I found my body forced down by the armored glove of the Berserker Card-Servant. Sakura's mouth was twitching in a feral snarl and I felt like a little bunny soon to die to a murderous wolf.
"Why it had to be you?! Why not another Senpai or his sister and-" Her mouth closed shut, her hand clenching her visor in pain as Mad Enchantment was trying to fully reduce her free will. She wasn't supposed to use the Card to interrogate people. Most of the time Berserkers are not made to deal with that kind of operations and the girl was running low on time if she wanted any answer for me.
I would say that I was peachy, but then I would be ignoring the growing back pain and lie about my current mind's situation. If I failed to get her to remove the class card, I was dead with a capital 'D'.
The plum-haired girl seemed to push back the murderous instinct as she pressed her palm again on my chest. "Talk! Why are you here? Why you still want to hurt Senpai?!" She relaxed a moment, going blank. "Why do you want to still hurt me, Oniisan?"
I blinked, having some issue in thinking properly with the hot tears falling on my face and my owns. I was given the worst hand ever by Fate itself, dealing with a situation that was insanely difficult to solve from the inside. "I-" My mouth was dry, I was growing tired the more time passed. Tired to making excuses about what I truly am and… It was hurting more than ever.
"I- I am sorry, I-Imouto." A sob left my mouth, I felt the weight of the world I was trying to 'save' coming crashing down all at once. This endless crusade had taken a massive toll on my sanity, I was supposed to save my own sister and I was failing her by- by dilly-dallying in other dimensions!
She paused, her face lowered and… she sniffed my chest. "You..."
The armored girl sniffed again and her face showed sudden shock. "Y-You have worms?"
Her craze-looking expression was now directed back at my face. "Why do you have t-those?"
I sniffed, my mind too much clouded to actually formulate some lies and… I spoke the truth. Will I come to regret it? Maybe. But I was too tired to truly care in that moment.
"I-I tried to-" My brain picked the images of what had happened one of the first days as Shinji, when I first saw the basement and… Sakura being tortured there. She was unconscious at the time and, trying to just get her out of there only that time, I had jumped into that mess of bugs. I hoped that those would have ignored my presence, lacking Circuits and all but-
The searing pain of all my nerves burning at once was the most terrible of sensations, far worse than anything I had faced back even in my previous life. Zouken had been amused by the dumb attempt, stating that thanks to my foolish bravery 'I revealed to him I had some Circuits worth of cultivating'.
The Crest Worms were properly placed and I was considered a backup heir in case something happened to Sakura. In case Kariya managed to win, the old worm had mirthfully added at his explanation. What a terrible liar.
"Y-You did that- But why- No!" Sakura jumped off as I blinked back in reality, realizing I had indeed blurted out those memories with words. Words that shocked and hurt at the same time the girl as she literally ran away the fastest pace her form could allow. She was quick and… I continued to stare at the black and red blur for a while.
Silence ruled for almost an entire hour, my eyes moving to the sky as I quietly watched the stars and the moon.
I wonder if Brunestud is still up there.
I wonder if Primate Murder is Altrouge's pet or Fou.
I wonder if Julian and Erika can be truly saved.
I wonder when I will be killed.
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AN
Shinji is (not) strong.
I took another bite from the delicious plate of Kare-Raisu, my forced smile sounding less forced as of the pleasant sensation my mouth was enjoying. I was nervous, so much nervous that I hardly could afford glancing much around the table. While I would look once in a while at Salter and Gil to see that they behaved in this delicate situation, I decided to leave Chloe and Luvia to deal with the situation without causing any mess.
It was a minor surprise when I saw Illya shifting nervously in her seat, seeing that her red eyes were erratically staring in Kuro's direction before panicking and turning her attention to her legs, a soft sound coming from the tanned Einzbern. A chuckle? It was muffled, but I was fairly sure that the girl kept part of her teasing side even after being around me for so long.
It was a light-heart action from the Pseudo-Servant, which the 'original' template was having a difficult time in understanding and, from her visibly known confusion, she was also mistaking it for something not-so-normal. Being nearby Ruby for that long could get people paranoid of lewd situations and, if I had to be honest, I hoped I wasn't never going to be dealing with the most eccentric of the Kaleidosticks.
But of course it was all up to Zelretch and, seeing how he was renowned for delivering some bad surprises, I was already bracing for when I would receive the quirky Mystic Code. I took another bite and Irisviel decided to break the thin ice that had kept the dinner silent until now.
"So I saw the Castle has been renovated." She mused loud enough to catch everyone's attention. "Last time I checked if it was operational was when Illya was merely one years old."
...And now I couldn't help but imagine baby Illya on the loose. But baby Chloe worked too, especially with how 'mature-ish' she would try to appear.
"It was in a state of decaying when we first entered but it was quickly fixed back to acceptable living levels."
The woman nodded at the limited reply but she wasn't even close to keep quiet now. "But I have to say that I found it very strange to know that Chloe-chan is living in that big fortress with a boy and another girl."
I blinked at the quick jab, one that seemed to surprise Sella and… Leysritt? It was difficult to decipher emotions through that natural capacity to keep stoic every moment of the day. What an impressive homunculus- actually were they still homunculus?
I mean, they do 'serve' the Emiya family, but their appearance is less 'doll-like' compared to the other maids back in the Castle. Could it be that Sella and Leysritt were actually altered the same way Irisviel and Illya were? There was so much to ask, most of it being related to the possibility of integrating whatever process they had used to turn to a more human-like aspect and with a proper lifespan in Kuro's new body.
It had already been decided by the girl that no modifications had been required in case we contacted Touko Aozaki for the operation and- sigh -the Worm issue I needed to deal before returning back 'home'.
"Boy, Irisviel-sama?" Sella mustered the question out of utter confusion at the choice of words by the wife of the Magus Killer. The woman sighed and frowned in my general direction, forcing me to look away nervously. It wasn't that I was scared of her in particular, but that kind of expression was… oddly reminding of some naughty moments back in my childhood. I was a pest and… I could recognize a lecturing gaze.
"Shinji-san is not as old as he appear to be." Iris replied with a quiet tone. "But I wonder when you are going to drop your current illusion."
I blinked, finding this a good statement that I had no clue how to answer. Ko-Gil had been clear in giving an ample time range, saying that it wasn't limited to just a few hours and- oh?
I blinked again, this time my eyes directed right at my surprisingly small right hand. I closed and opened it- and soon I started to slowly lower down a peg or two in my seats, my clothes feeling larger than before and almost falling off of me. My cheeks flared a fiery red as I felt embarrassment at the indirect answer to the woman's query and most of the other occupants of the table reacted to the situation.
While the two Heroes merely glanced my way just to see if it was something horrible happening to me, they both resumed to eat, only Artoria seeming a little bit red in her face at the sight of my body holding very frailly at the clothes I had taken with me.
Luvia and Illya 'eeped', the blonde being the only one that kept looking my direction and… Chloe chuckled as she smiled my way, a little hint of blush on her face as she enjoyed the humiliating situation I was currently facing alone.
Irisviel giggled, shaking her head as if this was all a normal situation- oh wait, that is indeed the case. I wonder how many times Shirou got caught half-naked by the 'incredibly motherly' Einzbern. Maybe more than it had happened to the two maids, both surprisingly blushing at my 'meek' side and… Sella wasn't responding violently at the situation.
The introvert maid was merely staring at me, her face red and her mouth open, twitching as words failed to reach out of her brain. Maybe she wasn't answering because this situation wasn't their usual cup of tea but… why was she nose-bleeding?
And finally my eyes landed on Leysritt. The busty woman looked… enticed? I don't know what adjective would even come close to the intense glance she was throwing at me. Her mouth was slightly open, just enough for me to see some saliva dropping on the table and-
Seriously why Shotas caused this much of a big deal around people? I wasn't even showing any part of my skin that could theoretically cause this much physical interest on me, so why were they this much interested in-
~Dingle~
"I am home."
The voice sounded just like Patrick Poole and we all turned to look at the main door to see it being opened by the one and only Shirou Emiya. "I am sorry I am late, I had to tour around the school a new student that joined the club and-" He stepped by the side, showing someone that-
...She smiled as she bowed politely, a hint of shyness in her posture that showed how much of a timid girl she was.
"M-My name is Matou Sakura. Nice to meet you all-?" 'Sakura' froze the moment she stared up again and noticed something unique. Her violet eyes, so dull and almost empty found place in my own. The embarrassment was gone, only dread and fear skyrocketed at the mere presence of this young girl.
There was no Matou Sakura in the Illya's side of this universe, the girl that was the sister of Rin Tohsaka being adopted by another family and currently living in London as of now. This one was not the kind and tragic figure of the Heaven Feel Route, nor the girl back home that was waiting for someone to save her from Zouken.
I wasn't the only one that noticed that something was wrong with the new individual, Saber paling a little at seeing her 'previous' Master while Gilgamesh had completely stopped smiling, a scowl that his adult form had long mastered in his face as he glared at the young woman.
Chloe was… perplexed. She wasn't angry or threatened by the figure, but she felt quite saddened by her whole person. The reminder of the fact that Archer never bothered saving the Matou girl was enough to make her hesitant at the idea she was now supposed to face her.
Too much attention. They were all putting too much pressure in the Ainsworth's Berserker and, if I have to be honest, I didn't want to be turned in mincemeat by Yandere Sakura with Dark Lancelot tendencies.
A fake smile was forcefully pushed on my face as I tried to make it seem to the others that she was merely surprised by my current wardrobe malfunction. "S-Sorry, I had some issues with my clothes and- Yeah..." The blush on cue was something that was very easy for someone with my current predicament. You just needed to push just a minuscule fraction of prana on your face, right on the spots where the cheeks were and
…She blinked in surprise at the excuse and the child-like tone but she managed to regain her composure. "I-I see. I wasn't e-expecting to see-"
"Shinji-kun, right?" I saw the plum-haired girl flinch at the name, going unnoticed to Shirou as he patted my head. "I think I have some old clothes back in my room, I could lend those to you and-"
"Do go and take them, Shirou-kun." Irisviel interrupted curtly, making the teen blink in surprise and glance at his father. Kiritsugu nodded, literally denying him further explanations as he rushed to his room and leaving just Sakura here to deal with all of us- "So Sakura-chan, are you a friend of my son?"
Oh right, I completely forgot that Iris was keen to pull this kind of actions. Call it something every mom does once in a while to study the opportunity to gain grandbabies in the nearest future, the how and where quite 'useless' in their minds during those interviews.
Poor Sakura had been pursuing 'her' senpai for a long time and I am quite sure she was completely unprepared to face a strong mother like Iri.
She was offered a seat after her attempts of refusing the offer to spend the dinner with the family were completely ignored by the Einzbern woman and she was soon eating an extra plateful of Kare-Raisu with everyone else, sitting between Leysritt and Sella.
The interrogation continued until Shirou returned with the spare clothes he had promised to take. I quickly ventured for the bathroom, swiftly changing my clothes as fast as possible. While I didn't expect to deal with the usual situations that occurred in the room, I preferred to not challenge fate way too much in this regard.
Returning back to my seat I found myself returning to be the center of the attention of some individuals. "Chloe-san told me that you were quite smart for your age, Shinji-san. Is that true that you got home-schooled and then passed some high-school exams to gain the promotion?"
I nodded slowly, staring at the tanned girl with a curious brow. She shrugged and I sighed as I took a sigh, sitting down back to my seat.
"I was mostly helped by my uncle if I have to be honest." Sakura was silent, but the mentioning of the only uncle that she knew of was enough to get her attention on the topic. Now it was time to relay an elaborate lie to the young girl that would then tell it to the Ainsworth. "Kariya-jichan was the one that took care of me after my mom died."
Her presence could mean so many things, so I opted to pick the closest possibility that could justify her presence in this dimension: They somehow know that someone from another universe is in this Fuyuki and was causing their plans to fail. I wouldn't expect Darius to take a big risk and trifle with this dimension's Zelretch.
While their own was surely dead because of the sudden deterioration of Gaia and Alaya, none of their family could be able to deal with someone with the power of the Kaleidoscope, even in limited scale.
So they sent Sakura as a recon, a pawn they could afford to lose to study more the 'pests' meddling with their plans. This was a bad predicament for now but, if I planned this carefully, the plum-haired girl was going to return with just fake news.
The dinner continued for another half an hour, then people started to get a little tired of staying there at this hour. I yawned as I saw Chibi Luvia doing the same, it was time for us to go.
"I suppose we should go." I stated as I looked at the small group, getting a common agreement on this and, thanking the Emiya family for their kind invitation, we proceeded to leave as- "A-Actually."
I stopped on my steps, glancing at Sakura as the girl meekly stared at me. "I-If it's not asking too much, could I join you? M-My house is right between the castle and here."
Blinking cautiously, I felt my throat drying as I knew I had no choice if I wanted to avoid any suspicions from the family. Knowing the Magus Killer, he had already spotted the simple fact that they both shared the same surname. "S-Sure."
I ignored the collective stare of the others, questioning my sanity at this move as they ignored the context that motivated this action. I had to make sure that Sakura didn't cause any issue while here.
"Are you sure, Sakura-san? If you want I could walk you back home and-"
"I-I appreciate, S-Senpai, but I don't wish to ask too much and- S-Shinji-kun has already agreed."
I nodded. "Don't worry, Illya-chan's big brother, we will be safe." Chloe snorted as the little Einzbern blushed furiously at the jab her direction. I admit it was cute teasing her for a while but… yeah, it was fun only once or twice a while.
Bidding some goodbyes, we were on the road back to the Castle as I started to glance silently at the Ainsworth's puppet. How much was alive in her? How much of the true Sakura was there? Was this like how Shirou ended in HF True ending, with his soul inside a different body?
Could it be possible that was how the Dolls worked? I mean, didn't Beatrice remember her memories before her death? There was so much that could be learned from this experience, especially to fill in with some of the plotholes in the timeline.
"Neh Sakura-nee, can I ask you a favor?" I found myself saying absently at the nervous girl. The panic she was feeling was possibly caused by the fact there were two Servants (Four if Archer Chloe and Kaleido Sapphire were counted in) close to her position and Berserkalot isn't good against multiple enemies. Multiple blade? He could face them all day. But fighting more than two was suicidal for the Berserker class.
Thus the girl answered readily at the query. "Y-Yes, Shinji-kun?"
"Can we talk… alone?" I asked with a genuine tone. "I wish to ask just few questions, nothing more and nothing less."
She blinked in surprise, finally looking once more at me as to gauge whatever ruse I was trying to employ here and how much of her cover had been blown by me. She nodded while looking at her feet. "I-I guess if it's just few questions we could do that."
I nodded. "Guys, I know I shouldn't ask this but..." They were already glaring at my foolish attitude but I was set with my plans about her. "I need to have this chat."
It took me few more attempt to get Chloe, Luvia and Salter off my tail with some bitterness on their part, but it was done and I was alone with her.
"Sakura-" THUD
I was on the ground, Arondight firmly piercing the ground just above my right arm as I found my body forced down by the armored glove of the Berserker Card-Servant. Sakura's mouth was twitching in a feral snarl and I felt like a little bunny soon to die to a murderous wolf.
"Why it had to be you?! Why not another Senpai or his sister and-" Her mouth closed shut, her hand clenching her visor in pain as Mad Enchantment was trying to fully reduce her free will. She wasn't supposed to use the Card to interrogate people. Most of the time Berserkers are not made to deal with that kind of operations and the girl was running low on time if she wanted any answer for me.
I would say that I was peachy, but then I would be ignoring the growing back pain and lie about my current mind's situation. If I failed to get her to remove the class card, I was dead with a capital 'D'.
The plum-haired girl seemed to push back the murderous instinct as she pressed her palm again on my chest. "Talk! Why are you here? Why you still want to hurt Senpai?!" She relaxed a moment, going blank. "Why do you want to still hurt me, Oniisan?"
I blinked, having some issue in thinking properly with the hot tears falling on my face and my owns. I was given the worst hand ever by Fate itself, dealing with a situation that was insanely difficult to solve from the inside. "I-" My mouth was dry, I was growing tired the more time passed. Tired to making excuses about what I truly am and… It was hurting more than ever.
"I- I am sorry, I-Imouto." A sob left my mouth, I felt the weight of the world I was trying to 'save' coming crashing down all at once. This endless crusade had taken a massive toll on my sanity, I was supposed to save my own sister and I was failing her by- by dilly-dallying in other dimensions!
She paused, her face lowered and… she sniffed my chest. "You..."
The armored girl sniffed again and her face showed sudden shock. "Y-You have worms?"
Her craze-looking expression was now directed back at my face. "Why do you have t-those?"
I sniffed, my mind too much clouded to actually formulate some lies and… I spoke the truth. Will I come to regret it? Maybe. But I was too tired to truly care in that moment.
"I-I tried to-" My brain picked the images of what had happened one of the first days as Shinji, when I first saw the basement and… Sakura being tortured there. She was unconscious at the time and, trying to just get her out of there only that time, I had jumped into that mess of bugs. I hoped that those would have ignored my presence, lacking Circuits and all but-
The searing pain of all my nerves burning at once was the most terrible of sensations, far worse than anything I had faced back even in my previous life. Zouken had been amused by the dumb attempt, stating that thanks to my foolish bravery 'I revealed to him I had some Circuits worth of cultivating'.
The Crest Worms were properly placed and I was considered a backup heir in case something happened to Sakura. In case Kariya managed to win, the old worm had mirthfully added at his explanation. What a terrible liar.
"Y-You did that- But why- No!" Sakura jumped off as I blinked back in reality, realizing I had indeed blurted out those memories with words. Words that shocked and hurt at the same time the girl as she literally ran away the fastest pace her form could allow. She was quick and… I continued to stare at the black and red blur for a while.
Silence ruled for almost an entire hour, my eyes moving to the sky as I quietly watched the stars and the moon.
I wonder if Brunestud is still up there.
I wonder if Primate Murder is Altrouge's pet or Fou.
I wonder if Julian and Erika can be truly saved.
I wonder when I will be killed.
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AN
Shinji is (not) strong.