Continuity (Worm) (Mild AU)

While the AI is similar to Taylor, I wonder if it will eventually want to assert it's own individuality? The lived experience of an AI is so different to 'Taylor' that it may not feel much connection to what came before, especially since what Annette replaced can only be things she felt were functional- I mean, even in the case she hadn't stuck to function, the result would be a partial mirror of how she saw Taylor, not how Taylor actually was.

It seems to be more like a clone than an 'upload' to me. At least in terms of individuality and identity. The real Taylor, unfortunately, already died, and this is just the best copy there is.
 
Chapter 8 New
"Laser cutter?" Mom asked, hand held out expectantly. Obediently, the harvester I was currently controlling picked up the requested tool and handed it to her. It would actually be pretty cute if the bot in question didn't look like a deformed foot long spider.

We had been here for a few hours now, working on what was meant to be an electronics module for the fabricator. Hopefully, completing this would mean we wouldn't have to steal from electronics stores anymore, considering how much of a target that would put on us if it continued.

Not to mention it being illegal…

I internally frowned. When I was younger, all I had wanted was to be a hero. I remembered spending hours with Emma, pretending that we were the Triumvirate, fighting the evils of the world. Now here I was, breaking into electronics stores.

I pushed that train of thought away. That doesn't matter right now, I thought. I just need to keep Mom safe.

Oblivious to my thoughts, Mom continued to work on the e-fabricator, moving with a level of care that I didn't think was physically possible for a human. Well, for an unpowered human anyways.

I watched her for a minute, observing her as she worked. It reminded me of something I had read online; namely, the ongoing research over the nature of Tinker powers. While cape scientists had originally thought that Tinker powers only gave the knowledge on how to build tinkertech, further research had demonstrated that this was not the case. In addition to the fact that most tinkertech couldn't be reverse engineered even following the exact steps the Tinker used, Tinkers in the midst of fugues had been recorded performing tasks such as shaping metal with their bare hands, changing the composition of materials in ways that seemingly defied thermodynamics, working with objects way too small for a human to even see, let alone manipulate, and other seemingly impossible tasks. In the end, the scientists had more or less thrown their hands in the air and declared that Tinker powers were just as bullshit as the rest of them.

Speaking of Tinker powers, it turned out that the issues Mom was having with her power were actually fairly simple to solve. I had spent a few days researching different ways modern society created electronics, and when I had gotten enough information, presented what I had found. While I could tell that all of them had somewhat piqued her interest, what really seemed to catch her attention was a method called scanning probe lithography. Basically, the idea was that instead of using light, electrons, or other methods to create the patterns necessary for microchip production on a separate resistive material, it used tiny probes to literally carve said patterns into the chip. While this was generally slower than the other options, Mom seemed to think she could get it to work.

I continued to watch, interested in what she was doing. At the same time, I turned my attention to the rest of the house, watching as the harvesters did their own work. Unlike the pre-fabricator harvesters, which were limited to material extraction only, many of the tools of the newer models were capable of both extracting and extruding material. While this did give them a limited construction capability, its main purpose was to allow them to repair already existing equipment.

One of the harvesters pulled open one of the house's defenses; a single shot railgun turret. Like many things Mom built, the design of the gun was… strange. While most of the design decisions made sense to me - in fact some of them were so simple yet so ingenious I had to wonder how no one had stumbled upon them yet - others just made no sense.

Why is the wiring configured like that? I wondered to myself, staring at the absolute rat's nest of wiring within the weapon. From what I could tell, there had been no care taken whatsoever to organize the wires correctly. Instead, they had been placed seemingly wherever there had been room, and while I didn't think it would impede the functioning of the weapon, it sure wasn't making it easy to maintain it.

Unfortunately, lacking the knowledge on why it actually had been built like it had, I didn't trust myself not to mess anything up by modifying it. Instead, I contented myself with untangling some of the worst of it, and maybe seeing if I could make it slightly easier for me to maintain in the future.

Things didn't get any better from there. From wires that didn't seem to connect to anything to some components seemingly being oriented the wrong way, pretty much every one of the defenses I looked into had at least one thing that made no sense. I fixed what I thought I could, though my lack of knowledge on Tinkertech made me hesitant to modify it too much.

Meanwhile, Mom was putting what I was pretty sure were the finishing touches on the electronics fabricator. I continued to watch through the assisting harvester, doing my best to figure out what she was doing.

On the bright side, I actually had a pretty good idea of how the e-fabricator design worked (though that wasn't really surprising, considering I had helped her come up with the idea in the first place). While there were still some aspects of the machine that made me want to cry, those were mostly minor components that I was pretty sure I could swap out for more sensible versions. Don't get me wrong, I still had no idea how she was making it with the tools we had available, but at least I understood what it did.

Suddenly, Mom sat up, turning the laser tool off as she did so. She shook her head, her eyes unclouding. "Okay, I think that's it." She took a minute to admire her handiwork. "So," she said as she looked at me. "Does it work?"

"Only one way to find out," I replied. With that, I turned my attention towards accessing the e-fabricator.

Accessing the things that Mom built was an interesting experience to say the least. Unlike the internet, which felt more like a network of mostly permanent structures, the networks I used when accessing Mom's tech felt far more… fluid, for lack of a better term. Things could be rearranged at any time without much effort, while some things I actively needed to hold in place myself.

Reaching through that space, it didn't take long for me to find the node representing the e-fabricator. Slowly, I slid myself around it, mapping out all of the various controls. At first glance, it didn't really seem all that different from the standard fabricator that this one would be complimenting.

After around 10 seconds of figuring out what all the controls did, I figured I was ready to try it out. I brought up the schematic for a computer chip I had been working on. Nothing too complicated, but still something that could be useful for our operations. Taking a brief moment to double check everything, I plugged it into the node.

The e-fabricator immediately sprang to life, extruding a slice of silicon that the old fabricator had refined earlier. Its many arms sprang to life, quickly cleaning any contaminants that happened to be on the silicon, before extending themselves fully over it, obscuring it from view.

As the machine whirred, Mom looked over to me. "So," she said. "From what I can tell, the first batch should be done in a couple days."

I checked the machine, "Yep," I responded, "Roughly 62 hours."

Mom nodded. "Okay, that sounds good." She looked at the machine contemplatively. "And even if it turns out that we need more than it can provide, we can always supplement it with supplies from electronics stores like we were doing before."

I winced, not really liking the thought of that. "Okay," I said. "I would prefer not to do that again, but if we have to, it's still a possibility I guess."

Mom glared at me. "And I would prefer it if we didn't have to fight the Merchants, but we can't all get what we want."

I winced again. After much debate, Mom and I had decided that we would hit the Merchants again two weeks after the first attack, mostly in order to give ourselves more time to build up. I wanted to do so sooner, in order to avoid letting them do the same, but Mom had refused to budge.

To be honest, I was actually somewhat glad about it. The more Mom focused on the struggle against the Merchants, the less likely it was that she would do anything rash regarding Emma and Sophia. On the other hand, I was concerned that the Merchants would use that time to shore up their defenses, making things more difficult in the long run.

Thankfully, the skitters I had patrolling the Trainyard to watch for that exact thing hadn't reported much in the way of activity from the Merchants. Other than making some very makeshift fortifications, the Merchants seemed to mostly be sitting around doing nothing other than smoking, snorting, or otherwise consuming whatever drugs they happened to have with them.

Today, it had been thirteen days since that first attack, meaning that we now only had one day left until the second, and Mom was clearly nervous about it. We didn't really have much of a choice though. Doing nothing would result in the Merchants taking over the Trainyard, which was completely unacceptable for our long term survival. I had read online about what happened to Tinkers that weren't able to defend themselves, and what I had found would be enough to give me nightmares were I still able to have them. No, the Merchants had to go.

"On the bright side," I said, "I think I've managed to come up with a weapon capable of dealing with Mush."

Apparently, the Merchant cape we had fought was named Mush of all things. Really, that shouldn't have surprised me, considering the gang he was a part of, but really? Mush?

Despite his horrible name, Mush was apparently not someone to be underestimated. His power seemed to be the ability to accumulate loose debris below a certain mass and volume in the area around him, which could be used to both protect him and to increase his strength.

And to make makeshift projectiles, I thought to myself.

"Oh?" Mom said. "And what did you come up with?"

I put a smile on the face of my avatar as I brought a picture of the weapon I had created onto the screen. Mom stared at it for a second, before looking back to me, a disbelieving look on her face.

"Really Taylor?" she asked.

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The trainyard was quiet as my two new scout units raced overhead, scanning for any sign of the Merchants. Unlike my previous designs, which tended towards an insectoid form, the new bots resembled more traditional quadcopter drones, with the only obvious differences from those commercial models being their adaptive camouflage coating and ducted toroidal propellers.

Meanwhile, back at home, Mom watched the screen in front of her, nervously fidgeting. For a moment, I considered putting my avatar back on the screen, before deciding it wouldn't help.

I felt a brief feeling of distaste as I thought about my avatar. It wasn't anything particular about the avatar itself, it was just… the way I had to manually make it take on every single expression I wanted it to just felt dishonest, even when said expressions matched what I was actually feeling. I knew it was necessary for Mom's mental health, but still, I hated it. It felt like I was somehow lying to her, even though I knew I wasn't.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by a ping from one of the scouts; apparently they had found something. Looking through their sensors, I immediately saw what it was; a large group of 26 Merchants hiding inside an abandoned warehouse, with Mush being among them. If I still had a mouth, I would have smiled.

"Found them," I told Mom, putting the image up on her screen.

Mom leaned in, looking closely. "Huh. They look almost like they're expecting an attack."

"Yeah," I agreed, seeing that Mush already had encased himself. "To be fair, they were attacked by a swarm of robot spiders just two weeks ago, and who knows what Trainwreck's been doing. Last time I saw him, he didn't exactly seem eager to let people stroll around here."

She shrugged. "Fair enough I suppose."
With the target in sight, I activated the second part of the plan. All around the Trainyard, scrap piles shifted as the machines hiding within them clawed their way out. Because we had so many skitters (sixteen to be exact), it had been decided that sending them all to the Trainyard in one big wave would be dangerously likely to get us found out. Instead, we had sent them out in pairs, one per day as we approached the date of the attack. Once they arrived, they were ordered to bury themselves and power down, only to reactivate once they received the proper signal or if they were found by someone else (obviously, the latter option would not end well for whoever woke them up).

The now reactivated skitters moved to the outskirts of the building, each sending me a ping as they arrived.

Once the last of them arrived, it was time for the third stage of the plan. Slowly easing the scouts into the building through some broken windows, I quickly mapped out the exact location of each Merchant member. As I did so, I also began to move the skitters into the best possible positions relative to the Merchants.

I had fixed the skitters' navigation systems since the last time, meaning they weren't likely to knock something over again. Even still, I did my best to path them around any precariously placed items. Luckily, the Merchants didn't notice, with the ones closest to me too wrapped up in their conversation to notice me.

On a whim, I increased the sensitivity of my microphones. While I knew it probably didn't matter, I was curious about what they were talking about.

"...And then he just keeled over. We checked his pulse, but he was gone."

"Fucking idiot. Told him not to take that stuff, and then he goes and does it anyway."

"Eh, not really much of a loss if you ask me. Shame about Tim though; those two were close…"

I felt a brief pang of sympathy for whoever they were talking about. Back at Winslow, it was hard not to go about your day without encountering a symptom of the Bay's drug problem. While I wasn't exactly close with any of the students there, hearing about someone dying from an overdose wasn't uncommon.

Finally, my bots reached their assigned positions. After double checking that everything was ready to go, I turned my attention to Mom.

"Ready?" I asked.

She shrugged nervously. "As much as I'll ever be."

"Alright," I said. "Starting… now."

As one, the assembled bots opened fire. As I did last time, I primarily aimed for joints, doing my best to avoid lethal injuries. I wasn't a murderer after all.

Despite their (admittedly limited) preparations, the Merchants were not ready for an attack of this scale and speed. By the time they had even realized what was happening, 8 of them had already been rendered combat ineffective.

The Merchants reacted surprisingly quickly for a group as high on drugs as they were. Immediately after realizing they were under attack, most of them dove for cover, taking shelter behind the crude barricades they had assembled.

Unfortunately for them, I had learned from our last encounter. Prior to the fight, I had directed some of the skitters to climb up onto the wall behind the Merchant camp, where they would be able to hit the Merchants even while they were behind cover. Now, those skitters fired as well, catching many of the Merchants in an awkward position. If they stayed, they would be pinned between my bots and their own cover, but if they moved, they would be exposing themselves to the rest of the bots.

Caught in this catch 22, the bulk of the Merchant force didn't last much longer, being quickly whittled down by the two opposing storms of gunfire.

As the last of the unpowered Merchants either fell or fled the scene, I turned my attention to Mush. While the cape had started the fight trying to give cover to the rest of the Merchants, he had abandoned this after realizing that they were encircled, instead trying to run down the skitters.

"You know, you would think that after last time, he would realize that this isn't an efficient way to fight us," I offhandedly commented to Mom.

Mom raised an eyebrow. "You're looking at the wrong group if you're looking for critical thinking, Taylor."

I considered that for a quarter second. "Fair enough," I replied. On a whim, I ordered the skitter that Mush was currently chasing to zigzag from side to side. Attempting to follow the rapid movements, Mush found himself tripping over his own feet as he overestimated his own coordination. Deciding to help him along, I ordered the skitters to open fire.

Already unbalanced from his poorly thought out movements, the force from half a dozen pistols repeatedly striking him was enough to remove the little stability he had left. With a thunderous crash, Mush fell forwards, sending some of the looser trash clinging to him flying.

Suddenly, the trash that made up Mush's armor flowed, briefly abandoning its humanoid shape. When it stopped flowing, Mush was back on his feet.
Rather than attack, Mush took several steps away from me, likely to catch his breath. I used the opportunity to move some of the skitters into better positions.

Meanwhile, Mush had begun to go on a rant. "Do you have any idea who you're picking a fight with, cocksucker?" he yelled. "Do you know who you're fucking with?" He took a few steps forward. "By the time we're done with you, you'll look more like Skidmark's namesake than anything else!"

While he ranted, I was busy moving my newest weapon into position. Unlike the pistols, which were mostly meant for fighting non-powered individuals, this weapon was built from the ground up to counter well protected capes, or in this case, Mush. Also unlike the pistols, the weapon was big enough that a skitter would not be able to carry enough ammo to make it useful. Instead, a modified harvester was used, it's storage space proving invaluable for the large ammunition the weapon required.

As soon as the weapon's bore was aligned with Mush, it fired. Three micro-rockets - each 15 millimeters in diameter - soared outwards, starting out relatively slow, but rapidly gaining speed as they flew.

Mush was still monologuing when the weapon fired, and as such did not have time to react. The rockets plowed into him, breaking open to release their thermite laced payloads.

The reaction was immediate. At the location of each hit, blindingly bright flames exploded into existence, rapidly melting through everything they touched. Mush screamed, panickedly attempting to toss every bit of trash that had been touched by the flames.

Taking advantage of this, I had the launcher fire a burst of three more rockets at him. The skitters fired as well, aiming to cause as much confusion as possible.

Mush was apparently far quicker than I gave him credit for. Within a few seconds of the second volley hitting, he had mostly recovered from his initial panic, switching from just tossing the burning scrap everywhere to directing it towards the skitters.

Seriously? For a moment, I felt disappointed in how quickly he had gotten over my attack. While the launcher wasn't exactly a complicated weapon, I had still spent a good amount of time developing it, and to see Mush adapt to it so quickly was just depressing.

Well, whatever. Despite the setbacks, the launcher was still somewhat useful for destroying Mush's armor. Pausing only long enough to reposition the launcher, I hurled another volley of rockets into Mush, feeling another surge of annoyance as he just threw off the parts that were burning. In response, Mush grabbed one of the crates nearest to him and threw it at where he thought the launcher was. I could tell even before it left his hands that it would land nowhere near the launcher, and as such it did not bother to move.

For another three minutes and 32 seconds we continued to fight like that, the skitters and launcher constantly bombarding Mush with bullets and rockets, while Mush just threw whatever he could get his hands on at me. It was, in fact, uncannily similar to my first battle with him, minus the fact that I had taken out all of the unpowered Merchants this time around.

Unfortunately, one thing that held true from the last fight was my relatively low amount of ammo. While I had attempted to remedy that issue by using harvesters as ammo replenishment units, it seemed that I had underestimated the rate at which I burnt through ammo. Worse, the launcher was starting to run low on ammo as well. Unlike the skitters, the ammo using the launcher was somewhat difficult to make, and as such I wasn't able to make enough to justify a second unit.

I felt a surge of anger. I had come so close to winning, only to be tripped up by the same stupid error as last time. Really, I should have guessed that the launcher wouldn't have the effect I was hoping for on Mush. I had known from the start that he could discard his armor whenever he wanted to, and while I had hoped the fire would force him to drop much of his protection to get it off, I had underestimated the level of control he had over said armor.

I was getting ready to tell Mom that we would have to leave when I heard it; a low rumbling, getting louder as time went on. At first, I thought it was just the late night traffic. However, as the noise got louder and clearer, it became obvious that it was something else.

Suddenly, there was a massive boom that shook the warehouse. The warehouse doors, which had been blocked off by the Merchants with random crates, flew open, scattering said crates and their contents everywhere.

Following right on the heels of the blast came a large gray motorcycle, which skidded to a stop with seemingly impossible deceleration.

The rider looked around the room, a grim look on the visible lower half of his face. If I was still flesh and blood, my breath would have likely caught in my throat as I immediately realized who this was; Armsmaster, one of the most decorated heroes in the country, renowned Tinker, and the leader of the Brockton Bay Protectorate.

Survey of the room complete, Armsmaster stood up, grabbing an object from his back as he did so. Idly, I noted that his motorcycle continued to stay upright, despite seemingly lacking any stand.

With a flick of his wrist, the object telescoped outwards, transforming into a long halberd. Moving into a fighting stance, he looked between the assembled bots and Mush, seemingly waiting for one of us to make the first move.

As it turned out, that person was Mush. With a yell, the trash cape grabbed yet another crate, and lobbed it at Armsmaster. The hero, seemingly nonplussed, sidestepped the projectile with a precision I wouldn't have expected from a human, and pointed his halberd at Mush.

With a sharp click, a thin cable shot out of the weapon, zipping through the air straight towards the Merchant cape. To his credit, Mush reacted immediately, slapping the cable out of the way. Armsmaster was prepared for this however, and whipped the cable back towards Mush. With a sharp crack, the cable slammed into Mush, knocking him to the side with a force seemingly out of proportion to the mass of the whip.

Seizing this opportunity, Armsmaster sprinted towards Mush, withdrawing the cable as he did so. Within seconds, he had reached the villain. Rather than stopping however, he continued to run, sticking his halberd out to the side. Mush reached out, attempting to grab Armsmaster, but the hero ducked down, easily avoiding him. His halberd on the other hand, struck Mush straight in the leg, slicing straight through with seemingly no resistance.

With a surprised yell, Mush collapsed to the ground. Once again the trash making up his form began to shift as he tried to stand up. Realizing what he was doing, I ordered the bots to open fire. Dozens of bullets slammed against Mush, knocking some of the junk hanging to him loose, and disrupting the movement of the rest. Armsmaster, meanwhile skidded to a stop. The blade of his halberd shifted, and a blinding blue beam of flame blasted from it.

As Mush again tried to stand up, Armsmaster swung the fiery blade down at him. The blazing shaft cut right through him, igniting those materials that were flammable and melting those that weren't.

Mush yelped, scrambling away, but Armsmaster didn't let up, hitting him again and again, burning away more of the trash with each hit.

Seeing an opportunity, I had the launcher fire another volley. All five of the rockets launched struck home, adding more flames to the already burning villain. With as many flames as there were, Mush couldn't just toss them all away like he was doing earlier.

Realizing how bad his situation was, Mush seemingly decided it was time to cut his losses. Forcing Armsmaster away with a backhanded swing, Mush started a loping run towards the door.

Oh no you don't… Realizing that he was trying to escape, I quickly moved some of the skitters to block him off. Recognising that trying to stop a cape that weighed at least a hundred times as much as a skitter was a lost cause, I instead focussed as much firepower as possible onto him from that direction, including the last of the micro-rockets. The latter I aimed for the legs, hoping to unbalance him again.

Mush stumbled as the rockets hit, the difficulty of running while removing his burning armor throwing him off.

As Mush struggled to regain his balance, Armsmaster began to move towards him, halberd raised. However, Mush managed to recover before he reached him. He was out the door a bit over a second after, and sprinted off into the night.

At first, I thought Armsmaster was going to sprint after him, but the hero simply watched as Mush got further and further away, until he turned a corner and vanished from view.

As soon as Mush was out of view, Armsmaster let out a breath and lowered his halberd, which clicked and shifted back into its bladed configuration.

Armsmaster turned around and started to slowly walk towards the skitters. Interestingly, the way his vision swung between the bots made me suspect he had some way to track them.

Well, I never did get around to finishing that thermal camo system…

Suddenly, I felt curious over what kind of tech the Protectorate leader was packing. Interest piqued, I tuned some of the skitters' sensors to look through some of the more common materials I would expect to see a tinker to use, seeing what I could find.

What I found was… confusing. While with Mom's tech I could generally grasp at least the basics of how a device worked, with Armsmaster's gear, not even that held true. Most of what I could see was completely incomprehensible. Honestly, it probably would have given me a headache if I still had a brain.

Armsmaster stopped around ten feet away from the bots. For a good while, neither of us said a word, instead just staring at the other. Finally, 12.6 seconds into the stare off, he spoke.

"Are you going to fight me?" he asked.

I paused, surprised. Why did he… oh, yeah, I guess a horde of robotic bugs wasn't the most heroic thing in the world, even if it was fighting against drug dealers.

Luckily, I had made sure to install speakers into the skitters, meaning that I would not be forced through the embarrassment of writing my words out on the ground.

"No, I am not. Are you going to attack me?" I asked, speaking in an androgynous voice that I had spent a little while setting up.

He was silent for a moment, once again looking over the bots. "Are you a villain?" he asked, instead of answering my question.

"No, I am not," I answered, probably somewhat dishonestly. Based on Mom's snort, it seemed she agreed with me on that.

Armsmaster grunted, and lowered his halberd, which he had been slowly moving upwards. "You're an independent then."

"Yes," I responded.

"I see," he paused. "Have you considered joining the Protectorate?"

Uhh… "Yes. I decided it would not be a good fit."

"You might want to reconsider. With the gang conflict as it is, all of them are looking for new members. You are a Tinker, yes?" Taking my silence as confirmation, he continued. "Tinkers and Thinkers are unique among capes in that they are highly valuable, yet relatively easy to contain. As such, it is not unknown for gangs to coerce them into joining. Joining the Protectorate would protect you from this. In addition, you would be given far more resources than you would be able to obtain on your own, and would have the opportunity for collaboration with some-"

"Thank you for the offer," I interrupted, "but my answer stays the same."

Armsmaster's jaw shifted. "I see." He looked around at the various bots. "You seem to have found your own way of obtaining materials. May I ask how?"

I thought for a dozen milliseconds on how to answer. Coming to the conclusion that partial honesty was the best, I responded, "I have been making periodic trips to the Trainyard for raw materials. It has everything I need."

Armsmaster nodded. "Interesting. I was not aware that this place had much in the way of electronic components, and based on your specialty," he gestured at a skitter, "I would expect that you would need a lot of material from that category."

"We have our own way of making electronics," I said. Still technically true, I thought to myself.

Armsmaster looked at the bots for a few seconds. "Interesting," he eventually said. "Out of curiosity, would you happen to know anything about a series of break ins targeting electronic stores over the last several weeks?"

Oh shit. Back at home, I could see Mom tense up in her seat.

"No, I have not," I replied. For once, the clunky nature of the avatar system was working in my favor. While the original me would have struggled to keep my voice steady, my new vocal system wouldn't inject any irregularities unless I specifically added them in. As such, my voice came out perfectly smooth.
Armsmaster frowned at that. "Hm," he grunted. "Well, regardless, I would have to suggest that you come to the PRT headquarters for a debriefing regarding tonight."

"Once again, I do not believe that to be a good idea."

Armsmaster seemed to glower at me; it was hard to tell behind his mask. "Could you explain why?"

I didn't say anything.

The awkward silence between us was interrupted by a groan from one of the Merchants. Armsmaster turned to look at him, his frown deepening further as he did so.

"You are using lethal weapons." A statement, not a question.

"All of my shots targeted joints, and were aimed away from major arteries," I said somewhat defensively.

The cape scowled at me. "That does not change the fact that the level of force you used was excessive to an inexcusable degree. If a member of the Protectorate did this, they would be lucky if they were reassigned to a containment zone."

I considered reminding him that I was not a member of the Protectorate, but I doubted that would end well.

"Miss Militia uses guns all the time," I pointed out instead.

"One," Armsmaster raised a finger. "Miss Militia's power is based around firearms. While she can make other weapons, the most effective for her are firearms." He pointed at me. "You, on the other hand, are a Tinker. Unless your speciality is also based around firearms, which I do not believe it is, you have other options available to you. You are just choosing not to use them."

He paused for a second before continuing. "Two," he said while holding up two fingers. "Miss Militia uses less lethal ammunition in all but the most extreme cases. Meanwhile, you used lethal ammunition, despite there being no reason to do so."

I considered this for a second. It was true that against the Merchants, I probably could have used rubber bullets without much issue. On the other hand, the skitters' main goal was the defense of Mom and I, and I didn't want to decrease their effectiveness in that.

"Thank you for the suggestion, but the main purpose of these bots is defensive operations, and I would not feel comfortable decreasing my defenses in such a way. As you pointed out, independent Tinkers are often in significant danger of being abducted, and I would prefer to keep the chances of that to a minimum."

"And I also doubt that you would feel comfortable in a cell," Armsmaster retorted.

I paused, considering how to respond. On the other end of the screen, Mom visibly paled.

Eventually, I figured that bluntness was the way to go. "Are you going to arrest me?" I asked.

Armsmaster glared at me for a few seconds, before sighing. "No," he said, "I am not. On top of not being able to, I am also guessing that you are new to this. As such, I am willing to give you the benefit of the doubt." He paused. "That being said, this is not a blank check to do whatever you want. Actions have consequences, and unless you clean up your act, you may not like the results of yours."

He paused after saying that. Realizing that he was waiting for me to respond, I said, "I will keep that in mind."

He nodded. "Good. Despite us having gotten off to a rough start, I am happy to see a new hero on the street." He smiled at me. It was actually somewhat jarring, probably because he had spent most of this conversation scowling. "Have you come up with a name for yourself?"

"I'm afraid not." Turning back to Mom, I asked, "Do you have any ideas?"

Mom gave me an incredulous look. "Don't ask me, you're the one who got yourself into this mess."

Meanwhile, Armsmaster was chuckling. "Well, you might want to come up with one soon, before you get stuck with one you don't like," he said. "Wouldn't be the first time that's happened to someone."

"I see. Thank you," I said, not really sure how to reply. Truth be told, my social skills had declined sharply since highschool, and my ability to process information faster only partially made up for that. Confrontation? Sure, I could deal with that, even if my method was to just wait for the other person to go away. Friendly conversation? Uhh…

Luckily, Armsmaster did not seem to mind. "You are very welcome," he said. "Now, I'm going to call this in. While I can't force you to stay, I would suggest that you do so.

I considered this. While I really didn't want to get interrogated by the PRT or whoever else would arrive, it did seem like a good idea to at least give them my perspective on what happened here. Turning to Mom, I asked, "What do you think?"

Mom looked concerned. "I don't think it's a good idea," she said. "I don't trust them to not confiscate the bots if they think they can get away with it."

"Why do you think that?" I asked.

"Taylor, Armsmaster already let on that they suspect us for the break ins," she said. "There is no way that he's just going to let that go. I think we should just leave."

While I did see her point, I didn't quite agree with her. That being said, I didn't really think this was worth arguing over. "Alright," I said. I turned my attention back to Armsmaster. "Sorry, but I don't think that's a good idea."

Armsmaster gave a curt nod. "So be it," he said. "While I don't think you are making the right choice here, it is your choice to make." With that, he turned around, and began walking towards the wrecked Merchant encampment.

With the conversation clearly being over, I ordered the bots to leave the building. As they did, I turned back to Mom. "Well," I said cheerfully. "That went well."

Mom didn't say anything, instead just giving me an incredulous look.

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Silly T-AI-lor, you're in a horror universe.

There is *never* enough ammo and inventory space for the guns-blazing approach.
 
They're dancing on the edges of being picked up the PRT (or Coil). I really think they need to look into the option of finding someplace else to live. Maybe somewhere on the outskirts of town.

(I swear, in most fanfics everyone seems to want to live downtown, depending on which map of Brockton Bay they're going by. I'd be looking to get out of town as much as possible.)
 
Chapter 9 New
At this point, I have more or less given up on getting some sort of normal release schedule going. The words will flow when they want to. Anyway, this chapter's a bit shorter than most, but it still has a decent amount of stuff in it, so I'm more or less happy with it. Enjoy!

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I woke up with a gasp, my heart feeling like it was going to burst out of my chest. For a while I just laid there, the memory of the nightmare I was having still fresh in my mind.

Eventually, I managed to calm down enough that I could think straight again. Sighing to myself, I sat up and glanced at the clock on my nightstand.

7:32

Well, I guess I'm not getting any more sleep
, I thought to myself. Sluggishly, I pulled myself out of bed and got dressed.

A while later, I staggered downstairs, still rubbing the sleep from my eyes. There, I found one of the harvesters preparing breakfast, of all things.

Uhh… What?

One of the harvester's eye stalks swiveled towards me as I walked in. "Oh, hi Mom," Taylor said through it.

"Hey Taylor," I said. "What are you doing?"

"Making breakfast," she said as if it was the most normal thing in the world. As she spoke, the harvester flipped one of the eggs it was cooking with a flat manipulator. "I figured you might want an omelet."

"Oh. Uh, thank you?"

Taylor paused for a moment. "Is there a problem?"

"What? No," I waved her off. "Just nightmares is all."

"Ah," she said.

We stayed quiet for a bit after that. Eventually, Taylor finished making the omelet, and had the harvester carry it over to me on its back.

We sat there in silence, me eating, Taylor just watching. It made me feel uncomfortable; not the staring that is, but rather what the whole situation reminded me of.

After Danny had been killed, I had more or less… fallen apart. For several weeks, I could barely even take care of myself, let alone Taylor. As a result, Taylor had to all but fend for herself, her only real support being the Barnes. At my lowest points, Taylor had to actually take care of me, completely reversing the roles of parent and child.

While Taylor had never told me as such, I suspected that this failure was one of the things that drove her to not tell me about Emma. Honestly, I couldn't blame her. Why should she have trusted me to help her when I couldn't even help myself? Whenever I thought about it, all I could feel was absolute disgust for myself for how badly I had fucked up. How I had completely failed to support her like I should have. How I had completely collapsed under my own grief while Taylor had just soldiered on.

Shivering, I pushed those thoughts away, and went back to eating my omelet as fast as I could.

Finally, after what seemed like forever, I finished eating. Taylor reached out to take the plate, but I grabbed it first, leaving the harvester with its arms still outstretched.

"Did you like it?" Taylor asked as I brought the plate to the sink.

"Yeah, it was great," I responded, doing my best to inject cheer into my voice. Even to me, it rang hollow.

If Taylor had picked up on it, she didn't show it. "Thank you," she said. "I've been looking for new recipes to try, and found a few that looked interesting."

I winced. Oh god, this is going to happen again? I thought in horror.

Immediately after I had that thought, a wave of guilt hit me. Was I really getting upset over Taylor finding something she enjoyed? I should have felt happy for her. That's what a good parent would have felt, right?

"Mom?"

I shook my head and looked back at the harvester. "Yeah?"

If the harvester had a face, It probably would have looked concerned. "I was asking you what you thought I should make next?"

I looked at the bot, doing my best to not let my true feelings show. "Oh," I said weakly. "Right."

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I walked down the aisle, my mind only partially focussed on looking for groceries. The rest of it was lost in thought, worrying over what might come next.

It was pretty clear that things would not be able to stay as they were. Whether it was caused by our escalating conflict with the Merchants, the PRT deciding to look further into us, or something else entirely, it seemed inevitable that things would come to a head eventually.

I was so lost in thought that I barely even noticed when I almost crashed my cart into someone else's. Quickly muttering an apology, I was about to move on when I heard a familiar voice.

"Anne?"

I turned around to find Zoe, a surprised look on her face. She looked as though she had seen better days, and if the bags under her eyes were anything to go by, she hadn't been getting nearly enough sleep.

Then again, it's not like I'm any different in that regard.

We stared at each other for a few seconds, both of us unsure of what to say. Finally, Zoe spoke.

"Anne," she said shakily. "I- I'm so sorry."

I blinked, surprised. What was she…

Oh

Meanwhile, Zoe continued to speak. "Emma told me what happened," she said tearfully. "She told me- she told me everything."

I froze. "What?" I asked, barely even able to say that.

Zoe opened her mouth to speak, but hesitated. For a small moment, I felt an overwhelming urge to shake her and scream at her to tell me everything she knew.

Finally, she spoke again. "It was Emma. The bullying-" she paused to get herself back under control. "Emma was the one who bullied Taylor."

I stared blankly at her. "Okay." I said, almost calmly. In the back of mind, I knew that I should be reacting more strongly to this to avoid any awkward questions, but I didn't really know what else to do.

Thankfully, Zoe was too busy talking to notice. "It wasn't just her, some of the other girls were involved as well, and I think they might have gotten some of the other students to participate as well, or at least not say anything to any of the teachers, but…" she paused. "It was her. All this time. Every time I asked her about what Taylor was going through, or if she knew who was responsible…" She shook her head.

There was a pause as Zoe stopped speaking, instead staring off into the distance. I tried to say something, but couldn't think of anything.

Zoe looked at me. "She's at Brockton General now," she said in a low voice. "Alan didn't want to send her, but I don't think we had a choice. There's something…" She hesitated, seemingly not wanting to finish that sentence. "She's hurt."

Something inside me snapped. "Why the hell are you making her the victim?" I yelled. Zoe recoiled away in shock. "You know what she did! You fucking know, and you're still talking about her like she's the one that was hurt. She killed-"

I stopped, breathing heavily. No, don't think that, don't you dare think that. She's not dead, she's fine, she's not dead she's fine…

"Anne…" Zoe said haltingly. She flinched as my gaze snapped back to her. "Emma… Emma didn't kill Taylor." Her words were slow, confused, like she barely understood what I was saying.

My mouth went dry. "What," I said, no inflection in my voice.

"Anne, Emma did a lot of things…" She gulped. "A lot of things, but she didn't kill Taylor.

My mind went blank as I tried to come up with a way to respond to that. "Oh," I finally managed. "I see." With that, I started to walk away.

"Anne," Zoe called out after me, but I didn't acknowledge her, instead just speeding up. She didn't follow me, instead just watching with a concerned look.

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I staggered into the house in a daze, my mind still running through what I had learned. Robotically, I started to put away the groceries, my hands moving almost automatically.

I barely even noticed as a harvester entered the room behind me. "How did it go?" Taylor asked. I didn't respond, still wrapped up in my own thoughts.

Taylor walked closer. "Mom, are you alright?" she asked.

When I still didn't respond, Taylor climbed up onto the counter, before extending the harvester's legs to look me in the eye. "Mom?" she asked, poking me in the arm.

I jumped. "Sorry, what?" I asked, just now realizing she was trying to talk to me.

"Are you okay?" she asked, worried.

I shook my head. "Yeah, I'm fine," I said. "Just tired."

"Uh huh," said Taylor, clearly unconvinced. "Really, what is it?"
I sighed. "I saw Zoe at the store today."

Taylor perked up. "Oh? What did she have to say?"

"She… She said that Emma told her about the bullying, and…" I paused, not sure how to break the news. "She said that Emma wasn't the one who killed you."

Taylor paused, seemingly processing that information. "Uh, okay," she said finally. "Well, if that's true, it certainly changes things. Wait, how did that even come up in the first place?"

I blinked, confused on where the conversation was heading. "Uh, well when we bumped into each other, she apologized for the bullying, and said that Emma is currently at the hospital, and…" I winced. "I got angry at her for making Emma sound like the victim."

"And then you told her that you thought that Emma was responsible."

I grimaced. "Yes."

Taylor was silent for a moment. "Okay," she finally said. "I guess it really isn't a big deal either way. What I'm most concerned about is that it sounds like Emma wasn't responsible at all."

"She might just not have told Zoe," I retorted. "Bullying and murder are two very different things."

"True," Taylor acknowledged, "but it would fit with the lack of evidence on Emma's phones."

I sighed and lowered my head. "I- I don't really want to think about this right now."

"Fair enough," Taylor conceded. "So, on a different note, I've been thinking that we should expand more into the Trainyards."

I looked at her, confused. "What do you mean?"

"Well," she said, "considering how we need to send our bots to and from the house everytime we need to get supplies, it's really only a matter of time until we get found out. On the other hand, if we have another base which we can manufacture supplies at, and only occasionally transfer stuff between the two, then we could prevent, or at the very least delay our discovery by quite a bit.

I frowned. The thought that we were dangerously exposed here had come to mind a few times, but unfortunately, there wasn't really much we could do. Taylor still relied on external power, and while she could theoretically temporarily suspend herself long enough for us to leave, I didn't really want to put that to the test.

"Alright," I said. "What do you have in mind?"

"Well, for starters, we'll need to make another fabricator, though I think the one we already have can help with that," she said. "Compared to the one we have, this one will need to be capable of being taken apart and put back together, that way the harvesters can assemble it on site." She paused. "We'll also need the ability to make electronics, so either the new fabricator will have to have that built in, or we will need another e-fabricator."

I nodded. That didn't sound too hard. Already, my mind was coming up with ideas for a fabricator with the features she was describing.

"And finally," she paused for a moment. "I've been thinking about seeing If I can set up another server for myself there. Don't get me wrong, this one is great, but now that we have the electronics fabricator, I think I could probably improve on it."

I frowned, thinking about her proposal. "So, you're thinking about transferring yourself there?"

The harvester shook one of its grippers in a 'so so' movement. "Not really? I was thinking more about seeing if I could occupy both at once, if that makes sense."

I tilted my head. "Can you do that?"

"I think so," Taylor said, though she didn't seem quite convinced. "I've been doing some experiments with the computers I've found online, and while I couldn't quite get it to work with those, I think that has more to do with them not being designed to host me." The harvester perked up. "Oh, by the way, I think I've found a way to access mobile networks."

"Oh," I said, blinking in surprise. "That's good to hear."

"Yeah," she said excitedly. "It took me a while, but while I was looking around online, I found a node that I think might be a cell tower. Anyways, I connected to it, and suddenly I could see a whole bunch of other things that looked very similar to the phone's I've connected to before."

She paused for a moment. "Oh, and on a similar note, I managed to find Sophia and Madison's phones."

I looked up, now interested. "What did you find?"

"On Madison's? Literally nothing, other than that she's in therapy now." she snorted. "Like that's going to help her. Sophia's also didn't have much; I couldn't find any burner phones like Emma had, though I suspect that's just because they were turned off, considering the one I found didn't have any of the stuff we found on Emma's burners."

I sighed. "So, we still have nothing."

"Well, like I said, I think the evidence is increasingly pointing towards them not being responsible."

I turned to glare at her. "Then who is responsible? Taylor, Emma and her friends were the only lead we had."

"I don't know," Taylor said. "And to be honest, I'm not sure if we're ever going to."

I groaned, and put my head on the counter. The harvester put its gripper on my shoulder. "Hey, it's alright, we'll get through this."

Feeling a surge of horror, I quickly stood up, causing the harvester to stumble back slightly. "So," I said, trying to change the subject, "How are you planning on powering this new base?"

If Taylor was surprised, she didn't show it. "I was thinking about using a small gas turbine," she said. "I did some quick design work, and it turns out that the fabricator should be able to produce one fairly easily."

"Alright, I said. "Where are you going to get the fuel?"

"Well, while most of the Trainyard is not operating any more, some parts still have traffic. I can probably grab some from them," she said. "Also, the designs I have come up with can run on other fuel sources pretty easily, and from what I've seen, there's a decent amount of propane at the Trainyards as well."

I nodded. "Okay, but what about the Merchants?"

"Actually, I think this will be a good way to help increase our capabilities against them. Currently, whenever we want to increase our strength, we need to harvest resources from somewhere else before bringing them back here. In addition to being an enormous security risk, this also adds a major bottleneck into our production process. However, if we have the ability to produce stuff on site, then that bottleneck will no longer exist."

"And then we can make more bots to defend ourselves from the Merchants," I finished.

"Yep," Taylor said happily.

I thought about it. It did seem like a good idea, though there was one thing that was bugging me…

"Out of curiosity, how much of this is you wanting to be a hero?"

The bot tipped to the side in confusion. "What do you mean?"
I rolled my eyes. "Taylor, I'm your mother. I still very much remember how you adored Alexandria as a kid."

"Mom," Taylor protested. "That was years ago."

"Not to mention," I continued, "You called yourself a hero during that conversation with Armsmaster."

"That was purely to avoid getting arrested," she said.

I raised an eyebrow. "Was it?"

Taylor was silent for a moment. "Okay," she admitted, "Maybe I do want to be a hero. Your point?"

I shrugged. "I don't really have one. I was just curious."

"So, you're fine with it?" she asked.

I sighed. "To be honest, not really. Personally, I think it's a really stupid idea, especially considering our situation." I looked up at her. "That being said, I think it's pretty clear that fighting the Merchant's is our only real option at the moment, so I'm not going to complain. Much," I added, not wanting her to get the wrong idea.

To be honest, I really didn't like the idea of Taylor being a hero. It wasn't exactly secret how dangerous the job was, especially without the backing of a group like the PRT. That being said, I also knew that it wasn't a good idea to prevent Taylor from doing it if she wanted to. That just seemed likely to end with her doing it without me knowing. I still remembered my time in Lustrum's gang, and the feeling of causing what I at the time thought was real change.

This way, I would at least be able to know what she was doing, and hopefully keep her from doing anything particularly stupid.

After all, isn't that what a good parent would do?

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how it's actually three sets of data she needs to interpret (red, green, blue)
Same way your eyes process it, technically missing data comparitively from the shade side from not having Rods to go with the "Cones" of RGB possibly even lower fidelity than her human eyes were since some portion of XX Chromesome individuals have a extra Cone thats between Red and Green in terms of sensitivity (note said trait can be present in XXY and XXX individuals)
 
This is very smart. Though the backup base should be able to support Annette as well (bed, kitchenette, bathroom, etc.). They should have bug-out bags ready and some sort of SOP worked out for situations like "Crap! The PRT's outside demanding our surrender! Ok, quick, grab the bags, head down to the secret escape tunnel, and then start the countdown for the house self-destruct." Or something along those lines.
 
If the processors Taylor runs on are tinker-tech she might be able to pull a sneaky and carve a Cauldron logo into it and try to pass herself off as a case 53. I mean Weld is a thing so inorganic bodies aren't off the table.

Play up the memory issues and start considering herself a different entity than meatbag Taylor. Play up the "yeah I'm weird even by case 53 standards, it'll be safer for me and easier for everyone else if we all just pretend I'm a mini Dragon."
 
If the processors Taylor runs on are tinker-tech she might be able to pull a sneaky and carve a Cauldron logo into it and try to pass herself off as a case 53
Considering that the servers she's running in were sourced from the university (I think?) it's the code that's tinker bullshit rather than the hardware, not that anyone is ever going to be allowed to confirm it. This does run the risk of Cauldron getting curious though, they're going to know tAIlor isn't really one.

The Dragonslayers are also something to consider. The longer they don't hear about her the better, and calling herself a 'mini-Dragon' is going to get them having a paranoid conniption in a hurry.

Sadly the only real way to keep tAIlor safe is if she pretends to not be a person at all, just a tinkertech automation system, and Anne takes credit for everything.
 
They should make a fully- or as close as possible mundane comm drone to stick around and talk after an incident while only risking minimal resources and not any of their "good stuff" tech - basically a quadcopter or even a wheeled rover with a microphone qand speaker, or even just a cheap burner cell phone calling another cheap burner cell phone in an alley or derelict building where the signal will be routed through the one sell tower she's found a way into, at least until she finds some more. Or run a phone out to there to call the PRT from and use it as a cutout bode to relay through that they can just turn off when the call is over to avoid being tracked, and fly away to keep the phone from being physically recovered.
 
Chapter 10 New
I couldn't help but feel a bit nervous as I watched the last wave of harvesters approach their destination. Logically, I knew that there wasn't much reason to feel like that, considering I had spent over a week planning out every single detail of this operation. Even still though, the fact that this was the first time I had done anything like this was making my anxiety spike.

I sighed. Realistically speaking, if anything would go wrong, it would be something I couldn't have predicted, like an attack from a different gang. It was unlikely to be the Merchants, considering that they had largely been laying low after Mush had his ass handed to him by Armsmaster, and I had been keeping my eye on Trainwreck's location, so it was unlikely to be him either.

Unfortunately, that fact did nothing to ease my nerves. In fact, it was actually making me even more nervous, as something I couldn't predict was also likely to be something I didn't have an answer to.

Around ten minutes later, the harvesters arrived at the abandoned warehouse. Most of the ones we had were already there, having been sent days ago, before suspending their operations to conserve power. Now, those bots came to life, their many limbs unfolding as they began their boot up sequences.

As soon as they finished starting up, the bots got to work, pulling out all of the pieces of the equipment I needed to set up.

The first device I would need to set up would be the gas turbine generator. This would allow the harvesters to recharge on site, which would be essential considering how long it would likely take to get everything else set up.

I watched as the harvesters first set up the stand that would hold the turbine, their lasers welding the supports together. Meanwhile, another group began work on the turbine itself, some of them holding up the frame while others carefully placed the shaft into it, before welding its outer bearing rings into place. Finally, a third group was organizing the compressor and turbine blades, making sure that each one would go where it was meant to.

I continued watching for a few minutes, making sure that they had everything in hand. Once it became obvious that they did, I turned my attention away from them and towards other things; namely, the thermal camouflage system.

By this point, I had more or less solved the problem of merging the thermoelectric systems of the thermal camouflage with the LEDs of the more traditional optical camo system. Unfortunately, that still left me with two problems; heat, and power.

First off, heat. The way that the thermal camouflage system worked was by using thermoelectric cooling to effectively trap the heat inside the bot, preventing it from radiating away. Unfortunately, this ran into the issue of that heat literally cooking the bot from the inside out, leading to severe damage to both processing systems and batteries.

Meanwhile, the problem of power was much simpler, yet much harder to deal with. Unlike the LEDs, which were actually quite efficient, the thermoelectric coolers drained an almost absurd amount of power. While I had done everything I could to increase their efficiency, it was becoming quite clear that further research was needed. With a sigh, I got to work.

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It was 6:00 AM when the house's audio sensors noted the sound of Mom's alarm. Not exactly unexpected, considering it was a weekday, and that one of the classes Mom taught took place at 8:00.

Deciding to be helpful, I set a harvester to making breakfast. This time, I decided to try an egg muffin recipe I found online. Most of the reviews said it was good, and I wanted to see if they were accurate.

6 minutes and 37 seconds later, Mom came out of her room. By now, she had gotten used to the sight of harvesters cooking meals, and as such didn't say anything, instead getting on her new laptop to double check her lesson plans.

2 minutes and 15 seconds later, the harvester carried the now finished muffins over and gave them to her. Mom ate them in silence, still focussed on her computer.

I couldn't help but feel concerned. Despite my best attempts, Mom's mental health did not seem to be getting much better. Sure, it didn't seem to be getting any worse either, but stagnation wasn't really what I had been hoping for.

For one thing, I still wasn't quite sure if the revelation about Emma not being behind my death had helped or hurt her. On one hand, I no longer needed to steer her away from just killing the trio, which was a good sign to say the least. On the other hand, she still gave the impression of someone who might break apart at any moment.

The silence continued for several more minutes before I couldn't take it any more. "So," I said. "The construction of the Trainyard base is going well."

Mom looked up. "That's good to hear."

"Yeah," I said. "The harvesters finished the generator 2 hours and 42 minutes ago. Currently, they're working on the fabricator."

Even as we talked, the harvesters were working. Some of them fitted tools onto arms, while others installed those arms onto the frame. Meanwhile, another group connected and soldered the wiring of the various components to the rest of the assembly, allowing power and information to flow throughout the machine.

"When do you think they'll be done?" she asked.

I quickly checked. "Probably in a few hours," I said. "Compared to the generator, a lot of the fabricator's components don't need to be nearly as securely mounted, so I was able to save some time there."

"Ah," Mom said. She seemed to be thinking about something else.

Feeling worried for her, I asked, "Are you alright?"

Mom blinked. "Yeah, I'm fine, " she said, though the distracted way she said it made me think otherwise.

I felt the urge to sigh. It was blatantly obvious that she was not fine. Unfortunately, with her refusing to tell me what the issue was, there wasn't really much I could do.

It was ironic really. During the bullying, I had refused to tell Mom what was happening until she had all but forced me to, even then refusing to tell her who was responsible. And now here I was, complaining about her doing the same thing.

I felt guilty. Maybe if I had told her what was happening, we wouldn't be in this situation now. Maybe I would still be alive, and she wouldn't have…

No, I thought; that wouldn't have worked. At that time, Mom was still struggling with her grief over Dad. If she had learned that the Barnes had turned on us, it would have broken her completely.

You mean like your death did?

I sighed. I still couldn't turn my mind away from the fact that this whole situation might be at least partially my fault. Even if Mom couldn't have done anything, even if telling her might have just hurt her more, maybe something good could have come out of it. Maybe things would have gone differently.

I looked at Mom, thinking. Finally I came to a decision. "Mom," I asked, "Do you think things would have gone better if I had told you that Emma was the one that was bullying me?"

Mom paused mid-typing, staring at her screen, before looking up. She stared at me for a minute, thinking. "I… I don't know," she finally said.
I started to speak, but Mom interrupted me "But either way, it's more my fault than yours. I wasn't there for you after Danny died, and so you didn't trust that I'd be able to help you."

"Yeah, but I didn't even try," I argued back. "I just assumed that you wouldn't, and look where that got us.

"But you were right!" she yelled. "What the hell would I have done? What could I have done? Send the Barnes a strongly worded letter?" She scoffed. "Let's face it Taylor; nothing I could have done would have made a difference, assuming that I even managed to do anything at all."

I sighed. "Maybe. But you're still my mom, and I should have told you."

Mom stayed quiet for a few seconds before sighing. "Alright," she said. "Maybe you should have told me."

I had the harvester scoot a bit closer to her. "So," I said in the most innocent voice I could. "Can you tell me what's wrong?"

Mom stared at me, her mouth hanging wide open. Suddenly, she burst out laughing.

Uh, okay, I thought as she continued to laugh. Finally, after 32 seconds, she managed to get herself under enough control to speak. "Was… was that all an attempt to get me to open up?" she said, still laughing a bit.

"Umm, yes?" I said in a questioning voice, as if I wasn't quite sure. Using that tone felt a little too close to lying for my own comfort, but that didn't matter right now.

"Very clever," Mom said, and for the life of me I couldn't tell if she was mad or not. Finally, the laughing stopped. "Alright, you're probably right." she let out another sight. "Can… Can we talk about it after I get back from work?"

Uhhh… "Sure, sounds good," I said, despite my desire to talk about it now.

Mom smiled at me. "Thank you." She looked at her watch. 'Crap,' she mouthed. "Okay, I really need to go now," she said, quickly standing up and putting her laptop away. Moving with haste, she packed everything she needed for the day up. "Love you," she said as she left.

"Love you too," I said back.

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The rest of the day largely went without event, with the only thing out of the ordinary being a small group of people that snuck into the Trainyard to look for shelter. As they didn't seem like much of a threat, I only sent a few skitters to keep an eye on them, and let them do their own thing. Despite this, the group seemed to catch onto the fact they were being watched, and left in a hurry. I was somewhat curious about where they were going, but decided it didn't really matter, and didn't follow them.

By this point, the fabricator had been fully completed, and was busying itself producing another harvester. Meanwhile, the rest of the harvesters were busy constructing my new housing.

I was actually pretty excited about it. Sure, the housing I had now was still working fine, but at the same time, it was still quite jury rigged compared to the one I was currently setting up, and I was excited to see what the difference would be.

Luckily, it wouldn't be too long. Like the fabricator, the housing had been split into a number of separate components, and was designed to be assembled with minimal effort. In some ways it was even easier than the fabricator, as while many of the components there had to be placed with the utmost care in order to maximize the precision of its many moving parts, the only moving parts of the housing were the cooling systems. As such, assembly was progressing relatively quickly, and it wouldn't be too long until it was finished.

It was around 3:00 when the housing was fully finished. By then, my excitement had grown to the point of impatience, which was odd, as that was a feeling I hadn't felt since my uploading. I passed it off as simply being the effect of such a major change.

I took a few seconds to center myself. Okay, I thought, here goes nothing. Carefully, I extended my mind out and into the housing.

Compared to the other items that I had interfaced with, the housing was far more… complicated. The entire thing was just an extremely complex network of inputs, outputs, and other things that were hard to describe, though I somehow still almost instinctively knew what they were.

Slowly, I let myself flow into the device, connecting with each item I touched. Unlike the other devices I had seen, the housing seemed to be almost hollow. Most electronics had a number of programs already built into them in order to control their various functions. The housing on the other hand lacked these, giving me more room to fit into.

It didn't take too long for me to fully spread throughout the housing. One I did however, I hesitated.

So, now what?

Deciding to experiment, I pushed some of the inputs, seeing what would happen. Sure enough, several outputs came back. Figuring I was on the right track, I continued to do so, cataloguing each response.

As time went on, my inputs became faster and faster, while the outputs became increasingly coherent with each once that came, until eventually everything seemed to be flowing almost automatically. Then, the 'almost' fell away entirely, and I realized that I had fully migrated into the new housing.

And it felt… wonderful.

It felt like someone had lifted a weight that had been there for so long I had forgotten it existed. Like I had been trapped in a cramped box, and only now was getting to stretch my limbs. I had been in this housing for less than a minute, and yet I already couldn't imagine going back.

I shuddered, and turned my attention back to the original housing. For a brief moment, I felt the urge to destroy it, to overload its circuits and melt its processors. Then, the moment passed, and I shook my head at myself for even considering such an impulsive move.

I still needed to do something about it though. Even now, I could feel the need to transfer my thoughts between the two housings slowing me down, reducing my speed to a fraction of what it could be. Carefully, I began to withdraw myself from the old housing. As I did, I felt my thoughts moving faster and faster as the need to transfer data slowly diminished. Eventually, I had all but completely withdrawn from the old housing, only leaving a small fragment of myself to stay connected with it.

To say it was liberating would be an understatement. With my newfound speed, tasks that would have taken minutes before would now only take seconds. My ability to multitask had also improved greatly; whereas before I would need to put most of my attention towards understanding complex information, I could now read multiple documents at the same time, and fully understand the information on all of them.

I smiled. Oh yes, this was perfect…

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It was 4:12 when Mom got home. Having seen her car pulling in, I had a harvester go over to the door to greet her (out of view of anyone outside of course).

"Hey Mom, how was your day?" I asked.

"It was alright," she replied. "How were things on your end?"

"Things have been going great so far. I managed to get the base set up. At this point all I have left are some of the simpler features like communications and storage."

Mom nodded. "Alright," she said.

I wanted to see if she would say anything else. When she didn't, I continued on.

"So, do you want to talk about what's bothering you now, or later?" I asked.

Mom paused, thinking. "I guess a bit later would be fine."

I had the harvester 'nod.' "Okay," I said. "I guess I'll go make dinner in the meanwhile then."

Suddenly, Mom froze. "Uh, actually, I think I'd prefer to talk about it now."

Huh, that was weird. What made her change her mind? Well, whatever.

With a thought, I ordered the harvester to move over to the couch. After climbing onto it, the bot laid down on its 'stomach' and crossed its front legs in what I hoped was a therapist-like pose. Mom moved as well, sitting next to the bot.

"Okay, so, what's wrong?" Wow, way to be tactful Taylor.

Thankfully, Mom didn't seem to mind my complete lack of tact, instead clearing her throat.

"I'll start from the beginning. So, I know that you lost some memory after…" she paused, "you were uploaded, but I'm guessing you remember what happened to… what I did after your Dad died, right?"

I thought back to that time. Truth be told, while I did remember some of it, many of my memories from then had been corrupted, or were just missing entirely.

"Some of it," I replied. "But for the purpose of this, could you elaborate?"

Mom nodded, though it was clear she didn't really want to. "Well, after Danny… passed, I… broke, I guess might be one way to put it." She took a breath. "Well, to keep things short, I all but stopped functioning. I didn't… well, you more or less had to care for yourself, minus any help you got from the Barnes of course."

I felt a surge of anger over the mention of the Barnes, but pushed it aside.

Mom continued. "At some points you actually had to take care of me." She let off a sad chuckle. "I don't know about you, but as far as I'm concerned, if a child finds themself having to take care of their own parent, then that parent has failed. And of course, that's not even discussing that I basically let you die-"

"Let's not go there," I interrupted her. I had my suspicions that that line of thought wouldn't lead to anything good.

Mom nodded, before sighing. "Anyways, I've gotten better since then. I know I'm still a mess; I'm not even going to bother trying to hide that from you, but I'm actually capable of taking care of myself now." She glared at me. "Despite what you seem to think."

I felt confused for a second, before realizing what she was talking about. "You want me to stop making meals."

Mom paused before nodding. "Yeah, that would be nice." She sighed. "It's just, whenever I see you making them, it just reminds me of..." She trailed off.

I nodded. "Alright, I'll stop, and I'm sorry that I made the issue worse." I paused, considering my words. I moved a bit closer to her. "Hey Mom, for what it's worth, I don't think you failed."

Mom looked at me, clearly skeptical. Before she could speak however, I asked in my most cheerful voice, "So what's for dinner?"

Mom paused and bit her lip. "Well, now that you ask, I'm not really sure." She thought for a minute. "I think we still have some ramen?"

I sighed. Nope, fuck that. "Very funny. Come on, I'll give you the recipe for what I was planning on making."

"Taylor, you're not going to be the one eating it," Mom protested.

"Yeah, but you will be," I responded. "So, you're going to eat something that's actually good."

Mom opened her mouth to protest more, but decided against it, instead just sighing. As we walked towards the kitchen, I could feel myself smiling.

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