Maia VI: New Lights, New Ideas
I took all of two steps from Symon's cabin before my attention was diverted. A constellation swept over me and I caught myself a cluster of lights.

It was a series of additions to my odd pocket reality accessible by key or portal. More natural lighting, enough clean water to supply Tokyo and the requisite taps, an incredible recycling device and fabrication unit that can break down anything into elements and reconstitute them into preprogrammed patterns, and a massive automated aeroponics bay that'd provide the ideal environment for anything growing within.

When I came to, I was leaning against the wall of Symon's hut. What had I been thinking a moment before? I thought I'd wished for something, and all of this was something, alright. Were the lights responding to me, or was this just a coincidence? Maybe my desires had influenced my catching limb to seek out an appropriate series of lights from the passing constellation. It was something I'd have to keep an eye on. Maybe I'd be able to gain some measure of control over the thing in my head.

I jogged over to the hall and the portal set in the outer wall. The white room on the other side had changed, and the crates were gone. Sigrid and Teagj must have moved them. The small chamber was lit much more naturally with ambient sunlight indistinguishable from that which shone outside and two doors had appeared on the far wall. The leftmost of the pair looked to be a set of plain double doors stretching from floor to ceiling and made of the same odd material as the walls, and both sides bore a little handle to pull them open. The other door was similar, though it was one wide piece rather than two.

Checking the door on the left, I saw a cavernous and well-lit space filled with racks upon racks of aeroponics on the other side. Stepping through, I found a series of small wooden bins along the closest wall next to me, as well as a small slot at chest height on the wall. Moving closer, I lifted the lid of the nearest bin and saw the interior was neatly organized with small wood-walled chambers. Packets of seeds were stacked high in each, and each cell was labeled neatly with the names of species. They seemed to be sorted by the type of plant that would grow. This bin appeared to be for primary agricultural products, fruits, vegetables, tubers, and the like; the sheer variety stunned me. I hadn't realized there were so many cultivars of mustard! I checked the next bin, finding spices, teas, and a myriad of miscellaneous edibles. The next held plants that had medicinal uses and those that could be refined to extract useful chemicals. The last bin held a huge assortment of seeds of trees, fruit-bearing and otherwise.

Without my Woodworking light, I wouldn't have any idea of what I was looking at. As it was, I was incredibly pleased by the discovery. Some of these plants would grow quickly, especially as this chamber provided the ideal conditions for each. There was a small placard above the slot, portraying the deposition of seed packets into the slot directly leading to new growth within one of the many growing pots. I stared at it for a moment, then began tossing packets into the slot. Presumably, the bay would handle the planting and care from there. I emptied half the cells of each bin, eager to get everything going as soon as possible. The bay had a companion light that had supplied the seeds in the first place, and there was only enough to populate half the bay. Even then, given the size of this place and its automated nature, I could expect it to produce a lot of food with only a quarter of the space utilized.

What an incredible boon this was! I wasn't sure how many people this facility could feed, but I knew the number was much, much higher than the twenty who lived here. If nothing else, I was sure they'd appreciate having more variety.

Satisfied, I left the bay and checked the other door. It was heavier to open, and the chamber on the other side was only a little larger than the primary room, though it was taller. One wall was laden with machinery and a series of hatches, and a small terminal stood on a podium in the center of the room. Colored pipes ran around the other walls, snaking up over and around the door. This must be the recycling plant and fabricator, I reckoned. Moving over to the terminal, I studied it for a moment.

The podium stood about chest height to me and the terminal atop it was a dark screen a few of my hand-spans wide and several more tall. Dimly, I could make out a blurry reflection, but it wasn't enough to view my features. I ran my fingers around the beveled edges of the screen, finding nothing that could be construed as a button.

I tapped the face of the terminal with my fingertip and the screen came alive in an instant. The interface was easy to read, with white text over slate gray panels. I poked through the menus, finding an empty database of stored designs, some sort of computer-aided design program, and readouts of empty storage sections. Curious, I poked at those, finding them to be labeled by element and sub-categorized by isotope and ion. There were other storage chambers for isolated elementary particles as well.

I found the manual a few moments later and I wasted no time in reading it. I felt a deep need to understand how this device functioned.

The recycler could handle any waste produced from within this space, rendering it down to base elements that were stored somewhere within. The fabricator could then take those elements and form new objects, though elemental transmutation was beyond it. It could, however, alter elements into their isotopes and form ions, and there was an option to break down atomic nuclei for the neutrons and electrons necessary for the process. Why it couldn't build elements wholesale, I didn't understand, and the manual didn't say. It couldn't produce anything now, as there were no stored patterns or materials available, but I could add them by manually recycling objects. It would then destructively analyze the object and store the pattern for future reconstruction, producing identical copies of the original.

This would be very useful. I had the feeling that electronics or alloys more advanced than steel would be impossible to come by in this world and this machine offered an incredible shortcut for manufacturing; at least, once I could produce samples myself and feed them into the machine. The way that it could break down anything into component atoms, and those atoms further into elementary particles was the linchpin of its operation.

I spent a few moments considering how to feed this machine. Soils were primarily composed of oxygen and silicon as well as a variety of trace elements. Wood contains plenty of carbon, and as rare as worked metals were among these folks, any iron, copper, or bronze tools that were volunteered could be broken down and reproduced whenever needed.

Withdrawing the flake of iridescent obsidian from my pocket, I thought it might be useful for a test run. I moved over to the hatches on the wall, opening one and placing the obsidian inside the deep chamber before moving back to the terminal. I ordered it to begin breaking the stone down, only for the device to beep as an error popped up.

"What does 'unknown energy signature' mean?" I asked aloud, reading the error. Dismissing it, I flipped back to the manual, found the error code, and was more confused.

"Objects and materials emitting, containing, or otherwise interacting with unknown energies cannot be reconstructed wholly," I read aloud in confusion. "But, it's just obsidian?"

I could ignore the error and proceed, but the manual warned that any reconstructions of the stored pattern would not retain the original object's properties. Shaking my head, I retrieved the arrowhead, unwilling to potentially destroy something that merited further study. I slipped it back into my pocket, disappointed. I'll find something else to test the system with at some point; it wasn't a pressing matter.

I was more concerned with what I might need to do to prove myself worthy to teach. I ruminated on that for a few minutes, tapping my toes against the floor. For some reason, I had two abilities revolving around leadership, and an entire cluster of lights based on the concept of constructing a self-sufficient civilization from an already-existing tech base. Though I lacked that base, I had a sturdy foundation to improve the lives of the people living here. Surely, there was something I could do for them.

There were only twenty people, and all that seemed overkill for such a small group. Still, there was a whole array of tools at my disposal. That was a start.

I frowned at my thoughts. Was I seriously considering trying to become some sort of leader? What had happened to just teaching them what I knew? The idea had some uncomfortable connotations.

Here I was, the presumed scion of a wealthy family with the privileges that accompanied it, thinking of pursuing power over people who'd welcomed me after less than a day. Without these supernatural abilities, I was wholly unqualified. Hell, I probably would have frozen to death before even waking up. With them, I could do a lot. The real question was, what right did I have to do that? I had the means and capability, but was that enough to justify this course of action?

My ethics were pushing me towards it. The foundation of my morality, now that I was looking, was to maximize the well-being of people, and given the capabilities I have now, I should at least consider the idea if it meant they'd allow me to teach them. I didn't like it, but doing nothing might be worse than doing something.

Examining my rationale, I found that part of my hang-up was that I was worried that if I merely took a supporting role to another leader without the abilities I had, things would go horrifically wrong. Taegj, especially, seemed the type to use what I could provide to bolster his position and power. I wouldn't allow myself to be used like that.

If I went through with this, I'd need more than twenty people. What I needed to do now was learn more about these people, how they worked as a society, and what the dominant memes of their culture were. I'd be able to reconsider the prospect of trying to position myself as a leader with all the context and could tailor my goals towards what they needed, then.

In the meantime, though, I could afford to spend a little time making Symon a little more comfortable. Herrick had given me some of the tools the previous evening, claiming they were better used in my hands. It was nice of him, and I certainly appreciated it. Metal tools seemed almost vanishingly rare here, what with almost everything being wood and bone with the rare copper and rarer iron and steel.

Walking back out to the village, I made my way back to the partially disassembled hut. If we weren't leaving, I should probably put it back together, though it would be faster just to knock it down and build something new. The sleds had been moved off to the side, and one was missing. I didn't think anything of it as I started pulling logs down to shape. I sat on one, the gifted tools laid out on their hide wrapping near my feet and thought of what to start with.

It wasn't difficult to come up with something; I'd made a promise, and I intended to keep it.

Symon's new crutch was the first thing I built, carving out a long, straight section of cured pine from a log. Without access to glues or good means of binding pieces together, I was limited to what I could shape from the wood. Still, Woodworking made it simple to assemble in my mind and gave me all the requisite steps to take.

By the time I'd finished, I'd built a practical semi-hollowed crutch perfectly sized for Symon, the upper portion an inverted hollow triangle with a smooth curve at the top that ought to fit comfortably under his arm. I'd put more work into the decoration adorning it, taking inspiration from my sword's painted scabbard and carving the semblance of a long branch adorned with cherry blossoms along the length. At the conjoining of shaft and triangle, I worked in an extra symbol: two small wings on either side of a slender tapering tower, something that made me think of reaching to the stars. It felt right to include a maker's mark on this piece of art.

I supposed this was becoming a theme of mine. I found myself more inspired by natural imagery than anything else, possibly influenced by Woodworking itself. I also thought cherry blossoms were pretty, and I'd been seeing them often enough that they were on my mind. Turning the crutch over in the sunlight and running my fingers across the smooth wood, I felt a little pride in myself. I was sure he wasn't expecting something this nice and I thought it might be a nice surprise.

A constellation passed, and I snagged a small light. It was a pretty great one, incredibly enhancing my ability to work with anything that qualifies as a natural material. Stone, wood, sand, and even animal products, I was able to work it all with great ease. It wasn't magical, but it seemed near enough, especially with the oddity that was some sort of reinforcement effect applied to such creations. A wall made of sand would become as hard as granite, and a wooden blade could hold an edge as well as steel.

It was beyond anything I'd expected from these lights so far. I could make wooden tools and weapons that worked as well as good steel, holding an edge and inheriting the resilience of whatever alloy I mentally chose, defaulting to mild steel when I didn't specify. With Woodworking, my options had just massively increased. Even better, there was another reduction in crafting time included when working with the allowed materials, halved once more.

I cackled, excited at all the possibilities now offered to me. At the very least, I could ensure that everyone had all the tools they needed. Combined with food from aeroponics, decent tools that would all be of masterwork quality and compared favorably to forged steels, and larger and sturdier shelters built of reinforced materials, I could bring about a massive increase in the quality of life around here.

Symon's new crutch was still in my hands as I returned to myself. The pride I'd felt a moment before evaporated as I realized I'd have to rebuild it from scratch to take these new light-granted enhancements into account. Sighing, I turned my face up to the sky and let the early afternoon sun warm my skin for a moment, then got back to work.

The second iteration was visually similar to the first, nearly identical, even. It was lighter, as I was able to sacrifice more of the structure while retaining the strength to support Symon as he walked, but still hefty enough that he could use it to bludgeon someone if he needed to.

Leaving the scrap wood on the ground, I rolled up the tools and made my way back to Symon's hut. Knocking on the door provoked no answer, so I pushed it open, finding the interior empty. He must be doing something else, I figured. I set the new crutch down on his bed, figuring he'd find it later.

I took the sitting logs with me as I returned to my worksite, carrying one under each arm. Rendering them down into sturdy high-quality stools took but a short while. I kept to my artistic theme, little flowering vines winding up around the four legs and the rim of the seat. I dropped those off at his cabin as well.

The pile of scraps grew further as I made a few test knives. The first was short with a thin blade as long as my thumb. I found that putting an edge on them was easier than I'd expected as I followed my mental checklist. I rammed it into the log I was sitting on, surprised at how easily the blade penetrated the wood. I pulled on the hilt as hard as I could, kicked it, and even swung the first iteration of the crutch at it. The blade stubbornly refused to snap. I reckoned that was a sign of success.

The second knife was longer, the blade as long as my hand. I repeated the tests and was happy to see that the larger variant held up just as well. The third had a blade that was twice as long again, and it too held up under the destructive testing. I made another, meant as a final product for my use, with a blade a hand long and a rounded wooden sheath for it to fit within. Untying my belt, I pulled it through the small loop of wood on one side of the sheath, setting it just behind my scabbarded sword.

What else should I make? There were ash trees in the forest that would be better for tools than pine, and according to a hypothetical design, the wood would be cured as I worked it.

"Ho, builder!" Herrick called to me as he rounded the rapidly shrinking hut.

"Herrick." I nodded to him, waving him over, "It's just Maia. How's the day treating you?"

He stepped closer, thumbs tucked behind his belt and peering at my projects. He knelt nearby, poking at the hilt of the first knife.

"Well enough! What's all of this, Maia?"

"Trying to figure some stuff out. Say, would you know anyone who had hide or sinew I could trade for?"

Herrick nodded, "Last I heard, Wyck has some of both. Want me to ask 'im for you?"

Shaking my head, I grinned at him. "No, thank you. I'd rather make something to trade myself, you know?"

He nodded with a look of understanding.

"Wyck used to have a set of pipes he played. Not sure what happened to them, but I know he's been after another for a while now."

I cocked my head at him, "Pipes? Like the instrument?" I mimed holding a set up to my lips.

"Aye, exactly that." He settled back on his haunches, "You need any help with anything?"

Stopping myself from shaking my head, I considered the offer. "I'm probably going to find something to eat soon. Would you be willing to get me something?"

Herrick considered for a moment, "Hm, I think I might." He stood and walked back towards the village around the partially disassembled hut.

While he was gone, I formulated a design for a set of simple pipes and got back to work. It was more of a pan flute if I was being honest with myself. I wanted those hides and sinews badly; I could put them in the recycler and have an effectively endless supply. Thinking of that, the same could be said for the myriad woods available to me out in the forest. Most had useful properties that could be enhanced for various purposes, and others had some medicinal uses, like the balsam fir and northern white cedar. I'd be able to make mattresses from the boughs of the balsam fir, though I hoped those wouldn't end up being hard as steel. I might even be able to make paper from birchbark and quaking aspen, as it would pulp well.

Before I could start work on the pipes, I had to make a few other tools meant for fine work, such as hollowing out the pipes properly. Still, by the time Herrick returned carrying a bowl of something steaming, I'd finished the pipes. They were made all of one piece, and I'd worked the exterior to appear like several pipes bound together by vines. I had no idea how to play them, but I trusted in my lights that they'd work.

"Here," Herrick came over and offered me the bowl. It was some kind of stew with rough slices of wild tubers and strips of meat, leftovers from the previous evening. He peered at the set of pipes in my hand, "Ah, you've already made them?"

Nodding, I took the bowl from him. "Thank you, Herrick. Here, do you think these would work?" I offered the instrument to him in return and sipped at the broth. It was thin and had a savory flavor, and the warmth pooled in my belly nicely.

He took it, looking it over. "Seems good. I like the little vines you put on here. Ah, what's this?" He pointed at my maker's mark.

"Something to show I was the one who made it. I don't think anyone else would be able to work the feathers that fine," I said with pride.

Squinting, Herrick peered at the symbol, then nodded. "Aye, I've never seen the like of it before." His eyes flicked up to me, "Does it mean anything? These look like your wings."

I shrugged as I chewed some of the meat. Swallowing it, I said, "Not to my knowledge. It just felt appropriate." Leaning back, I looked up and reached a hand out to the sky, fingers spread as though I could grasp it, "The tower is a promise, I think. One day, we'll have the means to reach the void above and travel between the stars. I want to bring that day about."

Herrick grunted beside me. "Huh. Sounds like it means something to you."

Turning my head, I saw he was tracing the tiny symbol with a fingertip. I couldn't help but smile at his thoughtful expression.

"Mind trying to play a tune? I have no idea how myself."

He nodded, lifting the instrument to his lips. He blew through each pipe, producing a descending tone that sounded right. He lowered them, grinning back to me.

"Wyck's gonna love this," he told me.

"Good! That's what I wanted," I replied, feeling a bit accomplished. Wolfing down the rest of the stew, I gave him his bowl back and took the pipes back. "Thanks again, Herrick. I'm going to try making a trade. Say, which one is Wyck?"

"He's the tallest man around, you can't miss him." Herrick gestured with his free hand, holding it over his head. "Dark hair, brown eyes, and he's got a real wiry beard."

Nodding to him, I stood. "I'll be back in a few. You don't have to wait up for me."

"Aye, builder. Do as you will." He stood as well, grinning cheekily at me before heading towards the river.

I ran into someone as I turned about the diminishing hut. "Sorry!" I apologized reflexively, taking a step back to see it was Sigrid.

She chuckled, amber eyes alight with amusement.

"No harm done," she said as she patted herself down. "Why the rush?"

"I'm looking for Wyck. I have something I'd like to trade for some hides and some sinew."

She nodded, pointing behind her at a man sitting with his back to us on one of the logs around the village's central fire. He looked to be focused on something he held. "That's him, there."

"Thanks, Sigrid," I told her, patting her on the arm as I passed. I heard her chuckle again behind me.

Approaching the man, I saw he was working on a small piece of wood with a small iron knife. He seemed utterly focused on his whittling.

"Wyck?" I asked, and he turned to look at me. He was just as Herrick had described, black hair, brown eyes, and a curly beard that grew halfway down to his shoulders.

"Yea, whatd'ya need, stranger?" He sounded welcoming enough, meeting my eyes.

Coming closer, I showed him the pan flute, "Herrick mentioned you'd had something like this once. I wanted to trade it for some hides and sinew if that's alright."

His eyebrows lifted in surprise and he took the instrument, turning it over in his hands.

"Where'd you get this? Never seen the like of it before." Before I could answer, he lifted it to his lips and easily played a quick tune, then lowered it and grinned a toothy smile at me.

"I made it a few minutes ago," I replied honestly.

He stood, sheathing the knife and putting his half-formed whittling in a belt pouch.

"Come with me, then. This's well worth a few hides," he gestured with the pipes.

"And sinew?" I prompted, causing him to chuckle.

"And sinew," Wyck granted readily.

He led me into the hall proper. It felt more open than the size of it would suggest, a long firepit surrounded by stones running down the center of it. Dozens of pelts had been laid out on the ground, and a few people I didn't know lounged around the fire, chatting to each other. They quieted as we entered, shooting me quizzical looks before returning to their conversation. In the far corner, I saw the crates I'd given over had been stacked up on each other, the barrel of salt next to them.

Wyck moved over to one side, where several baskets woven from twigs of elm sat against the stacked logs of the wall. He gestured for me to follow, then drew a bundle of hide from one of the baskets. Handing it over to me, he poked around another basket, withdrawing a small stick wrapped with sinew.

"Here," he said as he handed it to me. "Anything else?"

Shaking my head, I hefted what he'd given me. "This is everything I needed. Thanks much, Wyck."

Gesturing with the pipes, he shook his head, "No, thank you. You don't know what this means to me. You need any help around here, let me know."

"I'll do that," I said with a smile.

He clapped me on the shoulder as he passed, leaving the hall. The others paused their conversation, then started up again with far more energy behind it.

Waving at them, I followed Wyck out, then turned and strode through my portal. Thankfully, the recycler readily accepted these materials, storing them as patterns. While the originals were destroyed, the fabricator had no issues reproducing them, and I fed them back in for the moment. Before I went any further, I wanted to ask around for what folks needed or wanted. As helpful as sleds and tools might be, it would just be a wasted effort if nobody wanted to use them.

I headed out of the pocket reality, spying a coppery gleam a little distance beyond the closer huts. Nodding to myself, I figured Ygdis might be a good person to start with. Striding down the short path, I found her just outside the door to Grenwin's hut, sitting on the missing sled and carving at a small piece of wood with a thumb-length copper blade. She looked up as I approached, a conflicted expression on her face. It was as though she wasn't sure whether to be glad to see me or not.

"Hey," I greeted, "You alright with answering a few questions?"

A flash of what may have been fear crossed her face and she put down the small carving knife. She met my eyes warily, lips pressed to a thin line.

Part of me couldn't get over how interesting her deep blue eyes were. Her irises could have been cut from sapphires, and I almost wondered if they'd feel like stone if I tapped one with a finger. Recognizing the strange thought, I let it pass by without taking action. They were quite pretty, though.

"Yea? What?" She replied in a guarded tone.

I crouched nearby. "I'd like to stay here for now, and I'd like to help out around here. Is there anything you can think of that would make your life easier?"

Her eyes widened in surprise, "Oh, ah… Things that would make my life easier?" Scratching her head, she turned to peer off into the forest for a moment before looking back at me.

"Can you do anything about the cold?"

Tilting my head at her, I considered what I might be able to do to mitigate the temperature. It might be nice out today, but it was still below freezing, and I had an inkling that this was about as good as it got up here.

"If I built a building, I'd be able to make it keep the heat well. I suppose that if someone taught me how to make these clothes of ours, they'd end up being a little warmer too. Ah, I could make fire-starting tools, too."

"Really? You're a strange woods witch." She winced and her shoulders tensed, fingers clenched around her carving, "'m sorry, didn't mean any offense."

"Woods witch? I think Symon mentioned one who'd tended to him. Brisha, I think he said her name was." I cocked my head, "I'm not offended. Why would I be? What's a woods witch, anyway?"

Studying my eyes, she relaxed her shoulders and gestured vaguely. "You know, healers and prophecy tellers. Sometimes, they even make things happen. You made that magic hall appear but I've never heard of any that, ah, makes things. They make soaps and potions, you know, not buildings or clothes or sleds," She tapped the sled for emphasis, "I only know a few people who have things like these. They all live close to the Wall."

I found myself humming as I thought about what that meant. Woods witches made soaps and potions, eh? I supposed that fit with the little I knew of Brisha; they must serve something of a healer's role.

"I'm afraid I'm not one of these woods witches. This is only my second day here in the lands beyond the wall."

She blinked, leaning closer to object, "But, we're leagues from everywhere! How can that be?"

Laughter burst from me. Something about her expression and the way she said that tickled me something fierce.

"I don't know." I said with as much honesty as I could project, "And you know, I don't think it matters much where I come from. I'm here now and here's where I want to stay for the moment."

Frowning, she considered that, nodding after a moment. "Never mind, then. Can you help us defend from the Crows?"

"The crows?"

"No, the Crows. The Night's Watch. Buggers down on the wall what sometimes come out here to kill us free folk off."

"I… Suppose?" She was asking for help with defense, not assault. My left hand drifted to my sword's hilt of its own accord, the warmth suffusing my palm and fingers. Could I fight if they needed me to? I found myself unsure, and that was far from the absolute denial I thought I ought to have felt.

"Aren't most of those lot in the Watch against their will?"

She snorted, shaking her head and looking at me like I was an idiot.

"You think that matters when they come out to kill us for sport? They have warm armor, plenty of food, and steel. Us? We're desperate. Just barely scraping by every day. You know what happens when the Crows come across a village?"

I shook my head, "Please, tell me."

"They slaughter everyone older than their name-day and take the boy babes for themselves." She spat on the ground, "Fuck the Crows."

The sheer hatred in her voice gave me pause. If what she was saying was as true as she looked to feel, the Watch would be far more of a problem for us than the Citadel could ever be. Still, there was an inconsistency here, and I poked at it.

"What about Symon?"

Ygdis shrugged, "He's not a Crow anymore. 'sides, he can't fight worth shit. He was one of those what got sick of it and made it out alive. Now he heals us when we get sick or hurt. He's different."

She wasn't wrong, Symon did strike me as more of a thinker than a fighter. Even with what he'd told me, that he'd had a bad run-in with other wildlings, I couldn't imagine him trying to draw steel and fight back.

"I'm sorry. What would you need to defend from the Watch?"

Waving around the village, "I've been to a few villages with a wall, and if we had one of those it'd be easier to keep ourselves safe. Do you know how to make weapons? We could use those. Armor too, fancy mail like the kneelers?"

I hummed, considering the requests. "Could do with a wall, but I'd need a lot of help to get it done and there's only twenty people here. Weapons and armor aren't impossible, but they'll be odd." I unsheathed my wooden knife, offering it to her handle first.

She took it, turning it over in the sunlight and examining it with visible curiosity. After a moment, she chuckled as though at a joke, meeting my eyes again.

"It's wood? Wood's shit for knives. Everyone knows that."

"When I make things, I can make them better, and that knife is as good as the finest steel. Go on, give it a try."

Chuckling with disbelief, she shook her head at me.

"That's a fine jape. A wooden knife!" She examined the edge, raising her carving and easily cutting a few slices off of it. Her eyebrows rose in surprise she then stabbed it into the sled. Light-reinforced pine met mundane pine and slid right through. It hardly seemed to have met any resistance, it cut so easily.

She stared at the knife, shocked. Then, she whistled appreciatively. "Fuck me, you weren't lying." Pulling it free, she examined the edge again, lips parted in awe. "Can I have this?"

"Sure." I could make another easily enough, after all. Trading this one away was worth the goodwill. Untying my belt, I pulled the sheath off and offered it to her.

Taking it from me, she sheathed the knife and set it down next to her.

"If you can make arrows like this, that would be just what we need. More blades, too. Oh, and more of these!" She tapped the sled, "But smaller, so only one of us needs to pull it when we go hunting."

That seemed reasonable enough.

"Arrows, more blades, more sleds. I can do that, yeah. What about bows or spears?"

"They'd be better, too?"

I nodded and she reached over to take my shoulder, leaning close.

"If you aren't a woods witch, what do you want me to call you?" She seemed much more comfortable after a bit of conversation. "You know, if you wanted that sort of thing. Some people get real buggered about that, like Taegj."

I offered her a shrug and a small smile. I didn't need any titles, nor did I want any. I certainly wasn't going to spread around Symon's supposition of purported Ladyhood.

"Call me Maia, please. That's my name. I don't want a fancy title like woods witch or anything else. I'd ask Herrick to stop calling me builder, but I don't think he will, honestly."

She nodded seriously, then her expression eased and she chuckled.

"Right. That's fair."

"Well, I'm gonna go ask the others about what they might want. I'll leave you be."

She nodded, picking up her carving and getting back to it, this time with her new knife.

"Hey, Maia?" She asked without looking at me as I began to stand.

Pausing for a moment, I asked, "What is it?"

"Might be nice having you around, is all."

Ah, my treacherous emotions! I stood, turning and wiping away a little moisture from my eyes. What was it with me and craving acceptance? Compared to how she'd seemed when I'd approached, she was downright friendly now. Oddly, I felt a kind of kinship with her, though I wasn't sure what it was. Maybe it was something to do with the weight of the past I could see weighing her shoulders down. Whatever she'd been through, it hadn't been pleasant. Whatever I'd gone through hadn't been pleasant, either. Yes, that sounded reasonable.
 
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Author's Note: Maia VI
Notes:
I'm trying to strike a better balance between the Forge stuff and everything else. They're disconnected at the moment due to Maia's lack of trust in others just yet, but as she builds relationships with the people around her, it should start feeling more and more tied together.

Wyck's introduced earlier and given some actual character here.

Ygdis's conversation was redone and, I hope, improved.

Maia explicitly says here that her past doesn't matter. It's not entirely true, but it's true enough. She's acknowledging that remembering or not, what came before doesn't have any bearing on her present situation.

Recyclotron: This option adds a matter recycler to your Personal Reality, which will break down any biological waste into compost, clean all water run through it, and transform any non-organics back into their basic compounds or elements. The Recyclotron can handle the waste output of a major city like Paris or Mumbai. If you have Maintenance Systems, they will dump garbage into it for you.


Fabricator: This Recyclotron Upgrade turns any raw materials harvested by the Recyclotron into anything you have a blueprint for. Adding a blueprint is as simple as tossing a sample of any item you know how to make into the Recyclotron. Anything made by the fabricator will be a perfect physical copy of what was dumped into it. This does not include any metaphysical properties and you'll have to supply all required materials.


Natural Lighting: Completely natural lighting that looks and feels and functions as good as the real thing (sun, moon, or starlight). Comes with sectional dimmer switches and can be sourceless or from any lamplike object you bring into the Personal Reality. Purchasing this upgrades all sources of lighting you bring in, even things like TVs and Computer Monitors to be perfectly safe and naturally adjusting for minimal eye-strain. This replaces Neutral Lighting and does not require any power source.


Pipes Pipes Pipes: Purchasing this provides your Warehouse with enough plumbing fixtures to turn the entire volume of your Personal Reality into one massive pool... or anything below that. This provides clean running water with any reasonably common additives you like (chlorine, glacial milk, fluoride), but does not provide a limitless supply, nor does it heat the water. By default, the amount of water this system can produce per day is 1 billion liters or one megaton of water or a block of water 100 meters on a side, and the default temperature of this water is 25 degrees Celsius. It can support any civilian infrastructure on the same scale as Mexico City or Tokyo. Comes only with the basic hookups. You'll need a plumber to do the actual piping. We hear Mario's very good. Bathrooms not included. Purchasing this supplies all facilities inside your Personal Reality with water feeds, and if you've Got the Powa, it will supply hot and cold running water as well.


Greenhouse: A greenhouse in which you can now grow some of your own vegetables and fruits. I hear that strawberries are especially popular this season. The Greenhouse requires Pipes, Pipes, Pipes and either Natural Lighting or Powa. It is set up for soil-ponics, hydroponics, or aeroponics and is contained in a separate structure that has a footprint of exactly half your Starting Size in all dimensions. Any increase in size to your main space multiplies your Greenhouse's space by a factor of 5.


Seeds and Seedlings: This Greenhouse Upgrade provides you with a package once a year that contains a random assortment of seeds and seedlings for you to plant in your Greenhouse. Has enough seeds and seedlings to fill half of your Greenhouse and they're chosen (and labeled) from all the Host Realities you've visited, though all are relatively normal plants for their Host Reality.


Shaper: Stone is a tough servant, resisting most ways to work it by unskilled hands. Under your touch, however, it molds itself eagerly, as if it were unable to wait to become the new shapes you wish for it. You are a gifted artisan with the natural materials of the world, and can build fortifications, buildings, and other creations out of wood, stone, sand, and any other such materials with great ease. Indeed, under your touch the materials you work with seem to become greater, somehow - sand and clay toughen to match granite when building a wall, and a carved wooden blade seems to hold its edge like fine steel once you're finished with it.


Nanite Sciences: You possess in depth knowledge of nanite technologies. With sufficient equipment and resources you could produce and control nanite machines, possibly even recreate the nanite event or maybe figure out how to reverse its effects. But that would take a long time of additional study of nanites out in the world, still you might be one of the few who could attempt this endeavor. You possess no knowledge of the meta-nanites, and understanding how they work is beyond your grasp.


Nanite Removal and Control: Many in this world would consider this is your most important ability, you can control nanites and absorb them into yourself, reverting dangerous mutations and can help people regain control of themselves. At first however this power will only work on willing targets, and will not work on incurable, especially virulent nanite infested EVOs. However with training and time, your powers can grow to circumvent these rules. Your greatest limitation is the fact that as you absorb nanites your reservoirs fill to the breaking point, causing dangerous flare ups and rendering your abilities unstable. You can purge these nanities, but figuring out how to do so in a safe way with a large amount of unstable nanites may take some effort. After this Jump your nanites can be used to heal people, whether of wounds, diseases, or possibly even mutations or others turned into a monster. Success will vary depending on factors, a mystical curse is probably beyond your nanites, a really out of this world super virus might be cured, but that's iffy. If you happen to run into other nanites in other jumps, you could control and manipulate them as well.
 
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Maia VII: A Productive Evening
I spent a while asking around First Fork, getting to know the people, what they needed, and what they wanted. Grenwin wasn't present, nor were Jorni or Lorni, though I learned the names of the others living here and some things about them.

Their desires tended to boil down to the same three things, anything that made the cold less of a problem, things to defend themselves, and things to help with hunting. Some had asked for more specific things, like climbing gear, apparently wanting to climb the Wall and start fresh on the other side.

There was a seed of an idea in that, I felt. It would be nice to put the Wall between us and the Others.

Most shared the ambition of making something new in the South. They viewed the lands below the Wall as warm and green, somewhere to settle and make a better life for themselves. Some wanted to raid the kneelers, but most seemed to just want to live where food was plentiful and where they wouldn't freeze to death in the summers.

In the meantime, I could certainly provide shelter, tools, and weapons. Woodworking was proving useful once again as I used it to build a mental blueprint for a large gathering hall and communal residence. It had to be large enough to hold everyone in the village, as well as any visitors that might be present, and defensible enough to withstand any force short of the Others returning.

The stories of their weapons being cold enough to shatter steel and sharp enough to cut straight through a man made me think they'd probably be able to get through anything I could build. Even if it was an exaggeration, I'd prefer to overestimate their capabilities than underestimate them. If they came again, we could fall back on the pocket reality like we had last time, and I could hide in the river.

It was probably a good idea to attach a storage area to the building as well. I had no solutions for warming the ground enough to dig out a basement or anything underground, and even digging the holes for the supports would be stretching my capabilities. It would require starting fires over the spots, boiling and dumping water onto the earth several times over hours, and even then, I'd need to spend a while with a pickaxe breaking up the dirt.

I hoped that I'd be able to do that with saidar if I managed to teach myself how to control it while avoiding dying slowly and in agonizing pain. Unfortunately, that would likely take months. Conventional methods would have to work until I progressed to that point; I didn't have any other choice.

Setting aside the new hall concept, I mentally shelved it for the moment. It was a decent foundation and one I'd continue to develop, but I'd be better served putting together what everyone wanted first.

I ruminated on that as I ventured to the edge of the forest. At first, I tried making a wooden hatchet to cut down the limbs of some of the useful trees, then I remembered that my sword would likely work better. The length of it let me reach higher, necessary for some of the trees, and the blade cut through soft and hard woods alike without resistance. Momentarily, I wondered if whoever had forged it had imagined anyone putting it to use like this. It was a silly thought, and it set the tone as I went about collecting materials.

As I bundled and began dragging wood back to the village and into the portal, Herrick and a few others spotted me. He and Wyck came over, offering to help, and I gladly accepted their assistance. I could cut samples free while the men brought them back and deposited them just beyond the portal, stacking everything reasonably nicely. In return, I promised them the first pick of the tools I'd soon be making, as well as fulfilling any requests they had.

Once I felt we'd collected a decent starting stock, I had them help me put it all in the recycler. They'd clearly never seen anything like that small room, staring about at the pipes and the hatches and the terminal. I explained what it was and what it could do, and while it seemed to pass over Wyck's head at first, Herrick clearly understood the implications. He asked a torrent of questions, many of which I couldn't reasonably answer without spending hours explaining, and he eagerly absorbed the answers I could give. He vanished for a little while, returning with a hide-wrapped slab of meat. Elk, he said it was, and he put it in the recycler. I showed him how to order the machinery to make it anew, and he whooped happily as he withdrew the meat.

"We won't be going hungry anytime soon," he crowed to Wyck, shoving the meat in his face, "Not when we can make more food whenever we need!"

We ended up using the main room as a workshop, the men sticking around to fetch materials from the fabricator for me. I was grateful for the help; I didn't need it at this point, but I accepted it anyway.

The tools Herrick had given me were limited, but they soon proved sufficient to start producing better as I set to work. We spent a long while producing axes and hatchets, carving tools, chisels, calipers, saws, planes, spokeshaves, and every other hand tool Woodworking was telling me I might need for any potential project to come. The list was expansive, and the more I had available, the more I seemed to need. Once I had a full collection, I worked on putting together storage for it all, planks of elm dovetailed together to form sheets and dowels pounded into hand-drilled holes. Before long, I'd built myself a proper worktable that occupied the entirety of one wall. It had a tall back studded with pins to hang the many tools on, and I'd built a few stools, one for me and a couple for Wyck and Herrick to rest on between bursts of activity.

At one point, Herrick had tried to put one of the new tools in the recycler, encountering the same error I'd run into earlier. I'd expected as much, though I told him I appreciated him trying anyway.

After, I turned my focus back toward everything the village had asked for. I built a crate the length of the arrows and with a width and depth enough to hold dozens, then began filling it with arrows after studying one Wyck lent me. They'd still need fletching, as I was entirely focused on producing the arrowheads and bare shafts. Soon, the crate was full, and I moved onto spare spearheads and shafts; I only produced two dozen of each. Next came a series of cudgels and quarterstaves. Then, I worked on a wide assortment of knives of varying lengths and styles, from large cleavers to small thumb-length blades meant for fine work. After came various furnishings, more stools, chairs, bedframes, storage trunks, and everything else that had been requested. Mattresses came next, boughs taken from a balsam fir stacked and tied together with lengths of hardwood to provide a soft and springy bed. Wyck and Herrick worked to move the furnishings out of the pocket reality as I started working on smaller single-person sleds.

I only made four of those, figuring that someone would say if more were needed.

Building more crates, I filled them with the rest of the tools I'd been asked for. Axes, knives, hammers, saws, everything else that I'd been asked for and of every other kind I could conceive. The reinforcement I applied to the wood more than made up for any material quality issues, thankfully.

The reinforcement effect seemed to stack with the masterwork quality, producing results far greater than I was expecting. I enjoyed adding all the little artistic flairs to everything, taking only a fraction of the time that work should have required. These tools would barely wear with use and would take a concerted effort to damage. They could use them for years before needing to replace them, very much a quality that seemed useful out here in the middle of nowhere.

I created a few instruments next, only a couple of flutes and a few sets of pipes, as well as a lute that Herrick had asked after. After I'd finished it, he'd taken it and held it close, thanking me profusely.

I would never have been able to do this without Masterwork. Without that single light and the ability it granted, everything here would be trash, a waste of good wood and our time. With it, every single item was a work of art. Practical, well-built, and each perfectly balanced. On every tool and weapon, I engraved my maker's mark, two small wings on either side of a slim tower set in a circle.

I'd gathered a bit of a crowd while I worked, I saw as I turned toward the portal. They stood around outside, trying to get a good look without getting in Wyck or Herrick's way. I noted Ygdis in the front, peering at me with sapphire eyes. Teagj was there as well, standing close to a slightly shorter man who'd introduced himself as Dagmoor earlier. Sigrid leaned over from behind them. They seemed as eager as they were wary, and they kept a respectful distance from the entrance.

Rising from the stool, I stretched my legs and back. Gesturing towards the crates of tools and weapons, I spoke loudly enough to be heard by those in the back of the small crowd.

"I've made these for you and everyone here. Take what you need before what you want, and if we run out of something you want, let me know and I'll make it."

Ygdis nodded to me and wasted no time in walking up and beginning to look through the crates. Sigrid joined her after a moment, followed by the rest. The mood in the little room turned lively as people looked through everything I'd made, picking out what they wanted. It felt festive, even. They crowded around me, barraging me with questions I barely had answers for, giving me thanks, and handing me small odds and ends. Soon, my belt pouches were filling with small nuggets of copper and tin, intricately carved knucklebones of deer and elk, and the boy Wint gave me a small stick twisted up into a ring without a word.

I was glad to see that they didn't fight over anything. There was some disbelief over the efficacy of wooden tools, but I was happy enough to demonstrate how well my axes split wood and kept their edges. Somehow, likely part of the enhancement effect, they had gained mass at the head, making them as easy to use as a good steel axe. Over the next hour, everyone in the village had a chance to go through the collection. Most seemed genuinely grateful, while a few others appeared to expect some sort of trick or jape at their expense, and only time would convince them otherwise. Teagj and Dagmoor were among that number, but I couldn't blame them for their skepticism.

Before long, I was feeling overwhelmed and begged them off, leaving the crowded chamber and making my way around the edge of the village. I still, evidently, needed time to myself. Settling myself on a boulder just up the river trail, I spent some time resting and working on reaching out to saidar. I repeated the flower bud mental exercise over and over. It was touch and go, sometimes I'd feel something at the edge of my awareness, though most of the time there was simply nothing there. I had high hopes that once I could touch the One Power with consistency, I'd be able to start working on holding it. If I could do that, I hoped that meant I'd advanced enough to avoid dying.

I very, very much did not want to die, I found.

While I may have been an extreme outlier compared to the source material as far as my total potential strength in the Power and affinity for the five lesser powers went, I was still limited by the slow and steady natural growth rates that women had. Even if I'd been able to hold the Power, my strength this early in the process would be very low. It would increase the more I channeled, like a muscle being used, but it would likely be years before I reached my potential.

There were a few methods to speed that process up, though only one was any real option for me, and it was the most dangerous. The One Power was addictive; the more one holds, the more they'd want to hold greater and greater amounts. This made the prospect of forcing my growth, of holding as much as I could as long as I could, a high-risk, high-reward proposition. If I screwed up with that and drew too much of the Power through myself, I'd burn the ability right out of me, or even die outright.

The alternative methods all required the use of specific objects that used the Power, none of which I had on hand.

Truthfully, I couldn't think of any reasons for needing city-destroying levels of power sooner than later. I could just wait for things to take the natural course.

I returned to First Fork some time later. The central fire was high and roaring, and it seemed most everyone had gathered around it. Dinner was more stew, with unidentifiable chunks of meat among wild root vegetables and tubers. When I asked, Wyck told me it was rabbit. I'd never had rabbit before and it was warm and filling, and I had no objections to the flavor. They were already putting the salt to good use by the richness of the stew's flavor.

Afterward, there was time for singing and telling stories. Wyck had been showing off the pipes I gave him, and he played them very well. He was well-practiced and soon a few folks had begun to dance around the fire. Ygdis was one of those, coppery hair sent flying as she gracefully spun and it gleamed in the firelight.

The stories generally had free folk outwitting or outsmarting the Night's Watch or kneelers below the wall. They loved tales of cleverness overpowering strength in particular; the tale of Bael the Bard, a great King-Beyond-The-Wall, brought cheers and jeers in equal measure as Teagj and Dagmoor told them together. In some stories, he stole down below the wall to the castle Winterfell, where he entertained the lord who had wronged him and left with the lord's daughter. In others, he was a great raider, leading parties beyond the wall to pillage and loot.

It was a fascinating insight into their culture. Raiding, it seemed, was one of the few methods that the free folk had available to get materials they couldn't in the lands beyond the wall. Iron and steel, some foodstuffs, and occasionally women. That last was something I didn't greatly appreciate, but I was confident that an increase in living conditions would allow me to encourage alternatives.

The whole concept of a King-Beyond-the-Wall was closer to a war chief that led many people than the organized royalty of the south, it turned out. Anybody could say they were King or Queen, but they would have to prove themselves worthy of the title. It wasn't done lightly, Sigrid informed me when I asked her, but there weren't any restrictions on who could or couldn't declare themselves to be one.

"You could, you know," Sigrid said into my ear as we sat together by the fire, "You could prove yourself worth following if you wanted. I can see it in the way you walk."

I wasn't sure what to say to that, so I only gave her a pat on the shoulder and told her I'd think about it.

That was the situation with that Mance person I'd heard about. He had declared himself King-Beyond-the-Wall and was gathering the free folk, ostensibly to break through the Wal and resettle in the lands beyond. He still faced plenty of opposition, and others had declared themselves King or Queen in response. So far, nobody had killed the man, but it seemed only a matter of time before someone managed it.

The more I thought about it, the more I was considering declaring myself a leader of that sort. I had the skills and knowledge to make it work, and I genuinely wanted to help these people. They were impoverished, and their lack of resources had developed a culture revolving around pragmatism. Violent, yes, but that was partially due to large-scale cooperation was impossible when the Watch would come and kill everyone trying.

Herrick told a tale of the one city there had ever been in the lands beyond the wall, a place called Hardhome. Six hundred years ago it had been destroyed under dubious circumstances, and while some still lived there, it was reportedly cursed.

Symon, after effusively thanking me for the crutch and showing it off for everyone to see, was certain the Wall was built several thousand years ago, trapping the people who would become the free folk up here. In all that time, I sincerely doubted that Hardhome had been the only large-scale settlement in all that time. There had to have been others, destroyed and long forgotten.

It was the conditions of their survival that kept them from developing into a more settled community, I was sure. Agriculture this far north was almost impossible, so they subsisted on hunting and gathering. That needed more energy than waiting for plants to grow, and in this kind of environment, every calorie was precious.

Fortunately, I had the aeroponics bay that would begin supplying a serious amount of food in a few weeks, at the least. Even without it, all I needed was time to build up. I could provide a quality of living far in advance of anything globalized capitalism had ever achieved, while still maintaining a balance with the environment.

That seemed to be what the free folk truly desired. A home where they could live without fear of starvation, freezing to death, or assaults from other free folk and the Watch.

I needed to talk to someone about this. I begged off the festivities around the fire. Wandering through the village, I found Grenwin on the other side of the pale tree, spreading some sort of viscous liquid on a fresh pelt with her copper knife. I liked her, and she'd be straight with me on whether what I was thinking was a good idea. I made my way over to her, curious as to where she'd been all day.

"Hey, Grenwin?"

She turned her head to look at me without stopping her work, "What?"

"Can I talk to you about something I've been thinking about?"

"Aye."

I sat on the ground nearby and took some time to gather my jumbled thoughts before speaking.

"I can do a lot for the free folk. Make tools and weapons, build shelters, and much more besides. Teach everything I know, if they want."

"Uh-huh," she grunted without looking at me. Why was she being so cold?

Had I done something to upset her?

"I could get everyone below the Wall and help get everyone settled. Without lords or kings being involved, I mean."

Her head snapped up and her green eyes bored into mine. After a moment, she nodded, satisfied with whatever she saw.

"You aren't lying, are you." She sighed longingly, posture relaxing. "That's a distant dream, and no one's ever made it happen. Are you sure you can?"

"I'm sure," I nodded seriously. "But…" I grimaced, "I think I'd have to declare myself as one of those Queens-Beyond-the-Wall to get everyone together for it. I can't think of any other way to get people to listen to what I have to say, or to seriously consider what I have to offer them."

Grenwin's eyebrows rose and her mouth dropped open in surprise, her teeth white as the snow around us. A smile pulled her cheeks up towards her sparkling eyes. An incredulous peal burst from her and she heaved a wheezing guffaw. Her hands gripped her thighs as she pulled herself upright to bellow thunderous belly-laughs.

Maybe it wasn't such a good idea. A flare of embarrassment burned in my chest, alongside an odd feeling I wasn't sure how to quantify. She might have been laughing at me, but it was nice to listen to. I felt my own lips curling up in a grin, my cheeks heating.

After a moment of laughter more, she pressed a hand to her forehead, looking up at the canopy of bloody hands above us.

"You could try! Gods, that's funny. You! You're small! Ha, this is a fine jape! I'll try it on Ygdis later, see how she likes it."

I felt vaguely insulted, though it couldn't dampen my bright mood. "I'm serious, Grenwin. It'd be the only way to prevent the southern lords from immediately coming down on us with an army. We could move this group now, probably, but how many get caught and crushed below the wall?"

She was quiet, thinking it through. Slowly, she sobered as she lowered her head to look me over.

"Most, I think." She gestured at me with her knife, "How can you lead if you don't even know how to fight? No, if you want to prove yourself, prove yourself against Taegj. Not with empty promises. Strength is respected among us."

Frowning, I opened my mouth to object that I'd made no false promises to anyone here. I took another second to consider, closing my mouth again as I thought. I doubted I could win a straight fight with the man, nor did I have any desire to harm him. He'd been supportive of me, in his way.

"What, like a fight to the death? He's not done anything to me that I'd want to kill the man. Surely, there are other ways of showing I mean what I say?"

Grenwin shook her head, "It's not about killing, it's about showing that you'll fight for what you want. If you fight for that, you show that you can fight for us. All o' us. Not just the Antler-men, or the Nightrunners, or the Hornfoots. All the free folk. Showing you have strength worth following, see?" Green eyes squinted at me, "You meant everyone, yes?"

"I… I did mean everyone," I said after a moment. I hadn't even been aware that there were more distinct groups out there. I saw now that I'd only assumed that these few were representative of everyone north of the Wall.

I could also see how picking a fight made sense, looking at things from her perspective. The free folk would only willingly follow leaders who could make good on their promises, and it was entirely voluntary on their part. They might not like Taegj, but he was strong enough to lead them, and that was all that mattered. I didn't relish the idea of fighting the man over a power struggle. It felt wrong, but that was through the lens of my cultural expectations. I wasn't thinking of recruiting more people like me, I was thinking of recruiting the free folk, and I would need to play by their rules.

Nodding to her, I added, "I think I understand. Will you still teach me how to fight? I've got the will, but not the skill."

She looked me over again before meeting my eyes. A frown pulled at her lips and her brows furrowed.

"I don't much like the idea of teaching you just to watch you kill yourself." She watched me for a moment before breathing out a sigh, "I see you're bound to try with or without my help. Fine, I'll teach you."

I beamed a grin at her. "Thank you! I'll do whatever you say!"

Her expression softened, cheeks still red with amusement. "Well, how about you help me finish tanning these hides? There's not much light left in the day, but if we're quick there'll still be enough to start your training."

I nodded, helping her as she needed. The paste was a mixture of brains, acorn water, egg yolks, and fat, and it needed to be spread across the whole pelt to be effective.

It was tedious work, but that just made it all the more relaxing. It was nice to do something the slow way, setting up a process that would take a while to pay off instead of wildly rushing into a task. After we finished, she pulled me over some distance away from the village. The sun was setting, casting the snowy hollow in a dusky light.

Grenwin walked around me as she gave me a look over. Whatever she saw, it didn't give her much confidence. Striding closer, she pressed a hand to my shoulder and shoved lightly. She blinked and shoved harder and I stumbled backward a pace.

"Strangely strong for how small you are. Hm, you'd be best keeping your distance when fighting. That blade o' yours has plenty of length to it, but I cannot teach you how to wield it. You know how to use a spear?"

"Strong? Thanks. I don't know how to wield this thing either." I gave the hilt a pat with my hand and shook my head, "No, I've never used a spear. I know you poke with them, but that's about it."

"Poking is one thing, yes," Grenwin deadpanned. "You may also slash with the blade or use the haft as a staff. A good spear will see you through the worst. You'd want a belt knife as well, if someone gets past the spear you're not likely to have the time to draw that sword."

A chuckle fell past my lips. "I had a knife earlier, but I gave it to Ygdis. Okay, how long should the spear and knife be? I can make them tomorrow."

She stepped forward, taking my arms and holding them out to the sides. Then, she took my hands, curling my fingers into fists, and put them out ahead of me, about two-thirds of a meter apart.

Eventually, she nodded, "The spear, when you stand it next to you straight, the point should be about here." She held a hand a full meter over my head.

"The knife should have a blade about this long." She demonstrated with her hands, "You want it to be straight and have some heft to it." Taking one of my hands, she rolled it into a fist as though holding the knife. "You want the handle to be about twice as long as your hand here, and if you can, one of those fancy hand guards between the grip and the blade, as the kneelers have."

I nodded as I put together the designs in my head.

"I can do that. Does the spearhead need to be a certain size or have anything special on it?"

She considered, tapping her chin. "Blade 'bout as long as your forearm and winged," she traced an elongated ellipse with a point in the air. "And you'll want it sharp the whole length. You can slash with it as easily as you stab."

"Alright, I think I can do that." Mentally updating the plans, I beamed a smile at her, "Thank you, Grenwin. I appreciate your help."

She shook her head, "Don't thank me yet." She grinned, "I'm gonna beat you blue till you learn how to fight like a proper Ice Wife."

Looking up at her, she towered over me and seemed nearly a wall of muscle. For a moment, I was genuinely intimidated by the look in her eye. I could tell she meant it. I refused to quail before her, though, setting my jaw and meeting her eyes.

"I'll just have to learn fast then," I said, putting as much confidence in my tone as I could.

Her grin turned sinister, "That's what they all say." Then, she laughed warmly, clapping me on the shoulder. "I'm japing, don't you worry. I wouldn't want to bruise that pretty face of yours."

I felt my cheeks heating. How long had it been since anyone had said something like that to me? Long enough that it was honestly nice to hear. Sure, Teagj had offhandedly called me pretty, but it felt different coming from her. Genuine, even.

Her smile widened at my reaction and she tousled my hair, eyes glittering with amusement.

I was compelled to look away from her. I wasn't sure why, but at that moment, it was all I could do.

"What else can you teach me till I have those weapons made?"

Grenwin tapped the side of my head, "Many think that all fighting is throwing themselves at someone and overpowering them. Sometimes, they manage to survive from raw strength or speed. You, though, you need to be smart about it." She stepped back, "You're not unarmed, even without weapons. Hands, feet, arms, legs, you can use them all. How would you take me down without that sword o' yours?"

I looked her over, trying to remember the mishmash of information I'd picked up about the human body and faint self-defense lessons.

Pointing at her throat, "I'd try and hit you hard under the chin or in the nose. If I had a rock handy, I'd use that." Motioning lower, "Or kick you in the groin?"

She smiled, cheeks pulling up as she nodded. "A good start. You know how to get out o' a hold?"

I shook my head, "I don't think so?"

She stepped forward, "A common method some use is to take their arms and trap your neck, like this." She demonstrated, stepping around to my side and putting me in a headlock under one arm. She was strong, strong enough that I genuinely doubted I could get free. "How do you get out of this?"

For a moment, I was somewhere else, being held by someone whose grip felt like iron around my arms. I looked down and saw red-lacquered fingernails on the ends of long fingers digging furrows into my flesh. Forcing the memory away, I grunted, gently tapping the back of her knee with a booted foot. "Kick here," I tried to say. She was very strong, and it was hard to move my jaw enough to speak.

She released me and I stumbled forward, breathing heavily.

"There, or just above the ankle. Your hands and arms are still free like that, but you won't have a good angle to strike. Have you had to fight before?"

Shaking my head, I couldn't look at her directly. I chose to stare at her shoulder instead.

"No, but I used to live in a place where information was freely available. Unarmed fighting for sport was pretty popular, and there were a lot of people who would explain how and why different things worked."

Intrigued by the notion, she asked, "Fighting for sport? That sounds a good time. So, you watched people fight often?"

"Sometimes? There were a few kinds, wrestling, boxing, but the most brutal was always the MMA competitions."

"Boxing? Ememay?"

"Oh, boxing is where two fighters wear padded gloves and try to punch each other into submission. MMA is an acronym that stands for mixed martial arts, so you had people from all sorts of fighting schools competing."

She seemed almost to have stars in her eyes, she was so interested. "Yea? What's a school?"

I blinked, not expecting that question. "A place of learning, or a broad… Uhm, kind of learning? In this case, I mean the kind of learning, because there were many many different kinds of fighting that people had studied."

"Oh. So that is how you learned this much about fighting?"

I nodded, "I never participated or studied it seriously, but I was interested in it for a while and picked up a few small things."

Grenwin chuckled. Had I said something funny?

"That explains much, then. Here, let me show you a few more ways to break out o' a hold like that before we run out of light."

For the next hour, she made true to her promise. She encouraged me to be as brutal as I could; if it ever came down to them or me, I should always do everything possible to make sure I win. Grenwin was an excellent mentor, I felt, and I wasn't surprised when she said she'd been teaching Ygdis as well. She even floated the idea of having the two of us fight against each other. From the way Ygdis had danced, I felt she was going to wipe the floor with me. Still, I agreed to the idea. Grenwin wanted to help and I'd already promised to listen to her.

Afterward, we sat together in the fading light on a snow-covered log and talked about life here in the frozen north.

"What are those white trees, really?" I asked her, pointing up at the tree at the center of the village. "I can't make heads or tails of them."

Grenwin hummed, a deep rumble emanating from the base of her throat as she considered. "Those are weirwoods. That one is a heart tree. You can tell from the carving."

"What's the difference between a weirwood and a heart tree? Is their wood useful for anything?"

"The gods dwell within the weirwoods," Grenwin said quietly. "It is said the ancient Singers carved the first heart trees so the gods might see through their eyes and speak through their mouths. Men have carved faces of our own, too. You can tell one from the other by checking the skin of the face and the features. If it is smooth as the rest of the bark, or if it is not a human face, then it was sung into being. If the skin is rough, then it was carved by men. Both are sacred. As for the uses…"

She trailed off, tapping fingers against her thigh. "Weirwood is strong, flexible, and does not rot. My clan mother wields a weirwood bow that has been passed from mother to daughter for ten thousand years, and it is still as fearsome a weapon as it ever was."

"Oh, interesting. Does that—"

My response was curtailed by a duo of lights being taken from a passing constellation.

Oh, wow.

The smaller of the pair contained an incredible store of knowledge regarding nanotechnology. It took a long moment to appreciate the depth of this light, granting everything from the theoretical understanding of nanoscale alloys to the practical engineering of autonomous nanomachines. Wherever this had come from, it was far ahead of anything I was familiar with. Sure, there had been small-scale nanotechnological breakthroughs in the early '20s, but they were still far from practical use. I was awestruck by the sheer breadth of it all. There were few limits to what purpose-built nanomachine colonies could achieve.

They were surprisingly dangerous, however. They had to be carefully maintained and controlled, or else they would go out of control. There wasn't any risk of a grey goo scenario, and if any cropped up, it would be easily handled with a bit of fire. Nanomachines could only operate properly in specific environments and could be damaged or disrupted by anything from high temperatures to energetic fields. The biggest danger I saw came from the potential for medical nanites to malfunction and enact cascading alterations and mutations in vivo. Thankfully, the risk was essentially nonexistent when used properly with adequate equipment. However, if someone were to come into contact with inactive medical nanites and they were to somehow be activated outside of a controlled environment, the results would be horrific.

The second light was four times as large as the first and just as interesting. It granted me the ability to extract nanotechnology from external sources and store it within myself, as well as absolute control over any nanotech or nanotech-derived equipment within my immediate vicinity.

More importantly, it had loaded my body with trillions of nanites. They were useless on their own, blank slates with no programming, but the control ability had somehow forced them into medical routines. Even now, I had a vague awareness of everything they were doing within my own body, tuning it to peak human ability. They seemed to be producing material from nowhere, casually violating the law of conservation of mass. I watched through instinctive status reports as they somehow pulled sugars, proteins, and fats from nothing to supply my cells with nutrients.

These trillions of tiny machines were more than capable of healing me from even the most grievous wounds, given time. The severity and complexity of an injury mattered; a bruise could be repaired in seconds, an arm regrown in minutes, and brain injuries could take anywhere from almost instant to days to fix. Neural networks were incredibly complex and the nanites would need prior information to restore them accurately if they were damaged. The nanocolony in my body was constantly analyzing my mental state, decentralizing my memories and providing an incredibly robust backup in case my brain was damaged.

I could heal others with this, too, and do more besides. Physical alterations could take place in minutes and infectious illnesses could be swept aside in moments. It was stunning how quickly they could work. Even aging could be reversed without any long-term consequences, given time to work.

If I could put together the right equipment to contain a small colony, I could even extract some of the blank nanites and reprogram them for almost any task. I had thought that the fabricator was the greatest thing I could have been given, but with these, I could make so much more. I envisioned communal nanofabricators that would serve anyone who needed them, trash bins that would convert waste into airborne medicines, and factories to produce the varied materials my ecotech required; the possibilities seemed endless.

A nudge to my shoulder drew me out of my thoughts. Grenwin's face was close to mine, and green eyes were looking at me with brows drawn in concern.

"What is it? Are you well?"

"I'm fine, just…" I didn't know how to explain it, but looking into her eyes, I felt the need to be truthful. I wanted her to understand, I found. "I'm getting better over time, I think."

She cocked her head, "Better over time?"

I frowned, looking at my hands. "Every so often, something happens and I get something. Knowledge, abilities, skills, even that shelter."

Blinking slowly at me, Grenwin's face turned confused, "What do you mean?"

How to explain?

"I woke up in the snow outside… Han's Ford? Yeah, I woke up there in the middle of the night, the night before yesterday."

Confused, she grabbed my hand, examining it before clutching it close.

"Not cold, and you don't have those blue eyes. I don't understand?"

"I don't think I'm able to describe it well. There's a space in my mind that's like the night sky, full of lights. Sometimes, the lights move and come close enough that I can take some, and each light has something that I get when I take it. The sword was one of them, and so was the magic hall, and there's more besides. So much more."

Grenwin nodded slowly, motioning for me to continue, her eyes wide in confusion.

"So, sometimes they're really big and have a lot of implications. I just caught a couple of lights that… It's complicated, but I can heal myself and others."

"Heal? Like a woods witch?"

I shook my head, "I dunno about that. Do you want me to try healing you to prove it?"

She smirked, humoring me. Pulling her sleeve up, she turned her arm over and pointed out a patch of rough skin. It looked like an old burn, as though someone had taken a heated rod and rolled it across her inner arm. I hoped this had been from an accident and not something intentionally done to her.

"Try, then."

Using the nanites on someone else was very similar to using them on myself. It took very little time before enough of them had passed through the skin on my hand and into hers that her body was saturated with them, and I received an incredible amount of information. More than the burn, her skull had been fractured when she'd been young and had healed over, her right arm had been broken in three places before being set improperly, and there were a series of long scars running down the length of her back, as though someone had routinely cut her with a knife. My blood chilled as I interpreted the injuries; the more I looked, the more it seemed she'd been the victim of horrific abuse when she'd been just a child.

I set the nanites to generally heal and they began to work. Overseeing the process, I noted they followed my intent flawlessly. They weren't automated themselves; rather, the micromachines were driven by my control ability. It meant that they were completely safe and effective, as long as I was present, at least. In moments, Grenwin's old wounds and scarring had been repaired, the long-term effects of malnutrition treated as though it had never been, and even the skin on her face had cleared up of old acne scarring.

I withdrew the nanites as soon as they were done, releasing her hand.

She took a deep breath, studying the smooth skin where the burn had been, then stood and stretched. Turning to me, she appeared quite pleased.

"I've not been this limber in years! All the aches are gone!"

Rotating her arms, she rubbed her shoulder, where it had once been dislocated and repositioned badly. "No pain! Hah!" She laughed disbelievingly, pulling up her sleeves and examining the flawless skin on her other arm.

"I can't believe it. You healed me o' my scars? All o' them?"

I nodded, "Yeah. I can heal myself too, from injuries that would kill anyone else. Looks like I'll be keeping my stuff after all." I grinned at her.

Grenwin studied her arms for a long while more, expression closed off and posture suddenly unreadable to me. Was she angry? Should I not have done that? I wouldn't put them back, even if I knew how, and anxiety curled in my belly.

"I've never heard o' anything like this before. Not in any o' the stories, or myths, or legends." She raised her eyes to meet mine, "You keep getting more things like this?"

I nodded again. "I'm sorry if you didn't want the rest of your scars gone. I, uhm, I acted without thinking. The lights, they seem inconsistent, but I've gathered several in the last couple of days. It might slow down, or it might not, I don't know."

She knelt next to where I was sitting in the snow, putting a hand on my shoulder and squeezing. She didn't look angry like I thought she might be; she seemed excited.

"Explains why you want to claim yourself Queen-Beyond-the-Wall. If I could do what you could, I'd be the greatest Queen there has ever been!"

I shrugged, "Maybe? I don't want to do it out of a desire for power, I just want to make as many people safe and happy as I can. I think it would be good to get as many of the free folk below the wall as we can, then settle somewhere nice and establish ourselves as a force that the southerners can't just destroy on a whim. After that, I think I'd probably step back unless people wanted me to stay in charge."

She looked into my eyes, "Hard to imagine a life below the Wall. If you can make it happen, the free folk would follow you until another proved themselves better."

I nodded, refusing to blink.

"I promise to do my best to make it happen."

Grenwin shrugged at that, "Sure. We'll just have to see if you can or not."

"So, what else can you tell me about the heart trees?"

We talked for a few hours into the night, going over a good deal of the culture of the free folk.

Eventually, the conversation turned to a man named Mance Rayder, a King-Beyond-the-Wall. She thought Mance had been the best hope they had for escaping the Others alive, something she had a unique insight into. The way she told it, the rest of First Fork seemed to think that Mance was merely another strong leader, and they wanted to see if he succeeded before going to join him.

Eventually, fatigue caught up with me and I asked if I might be able to sleep under her roof again. Grenwin grinned and said she'd allow it, for now. She pulled me up to my feet and led me back to her hut. After stripping my boots and trousers, hanging up the belt, and propping up the sword, I snuggled back into my pile of furs. While I was starting to feel a little gross, considering I hadn't had a real bath in days, I felt satisfied with the course of the day.

Exhausted and listening to Grenwin's snoring in the background, I fell asleep before I knew it.
 
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Author's Note: Maia VII
Notes:
There are some significant changes compared to the first version of the story. Here, Herrick is the one to think of using the fabricator for food the moment he understands how it works, rather than something Maia later idly tries. Second, Wyck and Herrick offer to help, and Maia accepts it. In the first draft, Maia likely wouldn't have; things are different now, and for the better.

Some things, like the repeated use of balsam fir boughs and more specificity on the types of wood she's using, have come from a better understanding I've gained about the environment after more research.

In the first version, Maia doesn't really think about Symon's situation. Here, she recognizes it and tries to help as she can. The perks she later receives makes her work on his crutch a little redundant, but it's the thought that counts.

I want to put more care and effort into the crafting of things. This is a Celestial Forge story, after all, and that necessitates some actual creative work.

Grenwin did not have an easy childhood. Maia also shows that while she tells herself she tries to act ethically and with consent, what she actually does is different. She did not have Grenwin's consent to heal the rest of her old injuries, only the burn. Just because Grenwin isn't complaining doesn't mean Maia did the right thing (in her own mind, at least).

Nanite Sciences: You possess in depth knowledge of nanite technologies. With sufficient equipment and resources you could produce and control nanite machines, possibly even recreate the nanite event or maybe figure out how to reverse its effects. But that would take a long time of additional study of nanites out in the world, still you might be one of the few who could attempt this endeavor. You possess no knowledge of the meta-nanites, and understanding how they work is beyond your grasp.


Nanite Removal and Control: Many in this world would consider this is your most important ability, you can control nanites and absorb them into yourself, reverting dangerous mutations and can help people regain control of themselves. At first however this power will only work on willing targets, and will not work on incurable, especially virulent nanite infested EVOs. However with training and time, your powers can grow to circumvent these rules. Your greatest limitation is the fact that as you absorb nanites your reservoirs fill to the breaking point, causing dangerous flare ups and rendering your abilities unstable. You can purge these nanities, but figuring out how to do so in a safe way with a large amount of unstable nanites may take some effort. After this Jump your nanites can be used to heal people, whether of wounds, diseases, or possibly even mutations or others turned into a monster. Success will vary depending on factors, a mystical curse is probably beyond your nanites, a really out of this world super virus might be cured, but that's iffy. If you happen to run into other nanites in other jumps, you could control and manipulate them as well.
 
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Grenwin I: Unfounded Trust
A soft sound nearby woke Grenwin.

Laying on her side with her back to the wooden wall, one hand crept down to where she kept her knife. She cracked her eyes open slightly as she curled her fingers around the hilt, seeing nothing but soft moonlight shining in through the small window opposite her bed. The door was still closed, she noted as her head cleared of sleep. Still, she watched and listened, prepared to act.

The sound came again, a quiet whimper from the pile of pelts beyond the end of her bed.

Ygdis?

Years of experience with nighttime awakenings like this made Grenwin wonder for a second, then she remembered that Ygdis had taken to sleeping on her own lately. It must have been Maia, then. Sitting up, Grenwin leaned over the foot of the cot to check the strange woman over.

Illuminated by the moonlight, Maia seemed asleep, her straight black hair fanning out around her head and crossing over her broad forehead as though she'd been tossing and turning in the night. Her thin lips were parted slightly, the moon's glow casting the whites of her teeth in brilliant silver, and her crescent brows were furrowed in discomfort. Tears were rolling down her cheeks, leaving trails of moisture behind them. She shook, tossing her head and whimpering once more before saying something in a tongue Grenwin didn't know.

Pursing her lips, Grenwin released the knife and slid off the bed, moving to kneel next to Maia's bedding. She'd seen Ygdis like this often, quietly suffering from terrors in the night, and after the first time it had happened, Grenwin found herself wanting to help. That same impulse drove her to gently shake the small woman's shoulder.

"Maia?" Grenwin whispered, leaning closer.

Maia shot awake in a flash, pushing herself to sit up and babbling in that strange tongue. Her long eyes blinked quickly as they swept the room, though seemed to be seeing something else entirely. Even at their widest, Grenwin noted, Maia's eyes always looked half-closed to her.

Grenwin shook her gently again, putting more force in her tone as she repeated, "Maia. Wake up, it's just a dream."

Maia blinked her mismatched eyes a few more times and froze. She turned her head towards Grenwin. Grenwin hadn't seen anyone else with eyes like that before, her right eye a deep green and her left a bright blue. Maia looked like she was coming back to herself, closing her mouth and her expression turning confused.

"Grenwin? What is it? Is something happening?" Maia looked around, cocking her head as though to listen.

Wetting her lips, Grenwin said slowly, "You were whimpering in your sleep. It seemed a bad dream, and when I tried to wake you, you started speaking in tongues. Are you well?"

Maia's lips pulled tight and her nose scrunched as she looked to be thinking. She began to hum quietly, her right hand rising to pull at the fur on her opposite shoulder. Her left came down on Grenwin's bare knee and gripped at it; Maia's fingers and palm were a little cold against her skin.

"Ye-" Maia shook herself, then her head, and met Grenwin's eyes again. Her breath caught as she tried to speak, then trying again, she said carefully, "No, Grenwin, I don't think I'm well."

Grenwin saw tears welling up in Maia's eyes. Uncertain, she reached out to brush strands of black hair out of her face. What was she to say to that? Ygdis would always deny that anything was wrong; Grenwin wasn't sure how to react to an open admission. She may as well press on.

"Can you tell me about it?"

Maia sniffled, shuddering. "I don't… I'm…" Her eyes widened in a strangely intent and hopeless expression, "I thought I was okay with it. Dealing with…" She took a deep breath before continuing, "Dealing with being broken." Her voice quieted and Grenwin had to strain to hear her say, "I don't know who I am."

Mystified, Grenwin adjusted to sit more comfortably. Maia turned as well, keeping her hold on Grenwin's knee for whatever strange reason. Squeezing the shorter woman's shoulder, Grenwin tried to put on an encouraging look and nodded to her.

Maia stared at her for a long, uncomfortable moment before she shivered, sobbing as tears streamed down her face. Her breaths quickened, turning to shuddering gasps.

Grenwin pulled her into her arms, holding her close, resting her chin atop Maia's head. She knew how it felt to be broken. After the Others had taken Rockjaw from her, she'd felt hollow, as though a void with ragged edges was all she was. She'd been incapable of the simplest tasks, unable to argue against her exile. She'd felt she'd deserved it for such a loss. Without her Bear and her Clan, Grenwin had even lost herself for a time.

"I'm sorry," Grenwin whispered, "That's a terrible thing to feel."

Maia nodded under her chin, crying into Grenwin's furs.

They remained like that for a long while, Grenwin stroking Maia's back 'till she'd cried all her tears out.

Maia said something, though it was too muffled to make out.

"What was that?" Grenwin asked her, prompting Maia to pull away a little.

"Can I fix it? Can I put back all the pieces like they'd been before?"

Grenwin sighed, taking Maia by the shoulders and pushing her back to meet her red-rimmed eyes. She stared back at Grenwin with an earnest and hopeful expression.

"I think you can try," Grenwin said slowly. "I think that trying is all any of us can do. Why do you say you don't know who you are? You're Maia, yea?"

A hesitant nod answered her. Maia took a moment before speaking, "I think I remember living two lives. The first, I remember living in another place, another world, where there weren't free folk, or a Wall, or kingdoms. In the second… The second is like a living nightmare. I don't, I," she shuddered, brows pulling down in sudden fury, "Why is this happening to me, Grenwin? Why am I the one with these damned lights in my head? What kind of sick joke is this?!"

She's mad, Grenwin thought with horror. She's mad, and I haven't a clue what to do. Trying to keep her thoughts from showing, she carefully wiped Maia's tears away with her thumb.

"Sometimes we don't get answers, Maia. Sometimes we just have to pick ourselves up and keep moving. What else are we to do, lie down and wait to die?"

Maia stared unblinking at her for a long moment before slowly nodding. Her voice trembled as she repeated, "Have to pick ourselves up and keep moving. I… I can do that. I don't want to die again, Grenwin."

The words sent a chill creeping down Grenwin's spine. Again? What?

Maia continued in a monotone before she could respond, "I remember it. I was murdered. They held me down in black water, and there was something awful at the bottom, and it glowed like the sun. The water burned horribly, but the light was worse. I drowned in it, Grenwin. I could feel parts of myself tearing free, flying away, gone forever." She took a deep breath, "And then I was in the snow with a head full of lights. I don't know how I came back. I don't think I'm the girl who drowned, and I don't think I'm the other one, either."

Grenwin pulled her close again, desperate to distract her long enough to have a chance to think. She wasn't sure she could believe it. She felt she faced a choice, here. She could reject Maia's claims and try to reassure her that those things couldn't have happened, not if she was still alive. Or, she could take Maia at her word, accept that was what the woman thought had happened to her and maybe help her move on. It took effort for her to speak, once she'd made her decision.

"Whatever happened to you, Maia," Grenwin emphasized her name, hoping it might help somehow, "It's in the past."

"You don't believe me," Maia said without accusation or anger from under Grenwin's chin.

Sighing again, Grenwin looked at the scabbarded blade propped up nearby.

"I do," she said, surprised to find it was the truth. "You've been straight and honest with me this far. If that is what you say happened, then it happened. I can grant you that much. Who am I to tell you otherwise?"

Maia chuckled, though it was empty of warmth. "I must sound like I've gone mad. It sounds insane just thinking about it."

"Yea, you do," Grenwin admitted after a moment. Maybe I can distract her? "Though, it's not the strangest thing you've said."

Maia pulled away to look at her quizzically.

"What do you mean? I'm pretty sure it is."

Shaking her head, Grenwin thought back to the night before and fresh humor warmed her. "No, the strangest was you saying you wanted to try at being a Queen." Laughter bubbled out of her at the memory, "That was a shock, I'll tell you. Barely a full day with us and you pull that on me?" Grenwin shook her head, feeling her lips pull back in a smile. "Compared to that, this nightmare of yours isn't so bad."

Maia's cheeks reddened and she spluttered, "That- Ah, wait, really? Even more than the stuff about my lights?"

Grenwin nodded, "Aye, stranger than that, made all the stranger for the way you went about it. Who was it that put that idea in your head?"

"Uhm, would you believe if I told you I wanted to find a way to get people to listen to me so I could teach them everything I know? That's a lot, by the way, more than anyone else in Westeros can offer. I talked to Symon about it and he said I'd have to do something to prove myself, and I thought—"

Laughter burst from Grenwin, pulling itself up from her belly and interrupting Maia's babbling.

"See, that is strange to me. Why not tell me this to start?"

Maia blinked at her, small mouth open in uncertainty.

"I… Overthought, I think. Made it more complicated than it needed to be in my head." She laughed a little at herself, a gesture Grenwin appreciated, "What I want is to see everyone here happy. I've never felt so accepted anywhere, Grenwin. I think I've always been on the outside of things looking in before coming here and I want to repay the kindness I've been shown."

Grenwin felt that to be a deeply sad statement. She'd seen the rest of First Fork keeping Maia at arm's length, following her with their eyes and whispering after her. Maia certainly hadn't helped any of that, strutting around like this was her home and they all her guests. Grenwin thought Maia either misunderstood the way people had been treating her, or that whatever she'd known before must have been terrible indeed if this is what she considered to be acceptance.

Maia blinked, a look of realization coming over her features.

"Grenwin, did you have a chance to look through what I made yesterday?"

Grenwin recalled there being some commotion the prior afternoon, but she'd been feeling the need to take some time for herself and hadn't looked into it. She shook her head, "No, and I'm not sure what you mean."

"I asked around for what people wanted. My lights let me make wooden weapons and tools as resilient and effective as steel, and they ensure that whatever I make is going to be very high quality. Herrick and Wyck helped me make everything everyone asked for. I wanted to ask you for what you wanted first, as thanks for taking care of me, but I couldn't find you."

It sounded a wild claim fit for the mouth of a braggart, but she saw earnestness writ across Maia's face and in her mismatched eyes. There was no intent to deceive, nor any desire to impress, just sincerity. Grenwin had to admit that would explain the excitement.

"Is that why everyone was wound up?" Grenwin shook her head, "I needed some time alone. I spied you working a few times but didn't think much of it."

Maia nodded, the corners of her mouth pulling upward in a grin.

"If there's anything you want, anything at all, I'll do it for you. It's the least I could do."

"Oh?" Grenwin raised a brow at that, trying to cover a warm feeling she had no desire to put a name to, "You really shouldn't make offers like that. Since you have, though, I'd like a new knife."

"Just a knife?" Maia blinked at her, surprised. "Alright. I've heard requests for everything from climbing picks to new beds, so if you change your mind and want more, let me know, alright?"

Grenwin chuckled at her, shaking her head, "Just a knife. Might be I'll think of something else later, but for now, a knife will do."

Maia nodded at that, then peered past Grenwin. "It looks like dawn's coming. I'm sorry to have woken you early, Grenwin."

Turning her head, Grenwin saw she was right. Through the window, she could see the sky growing brighter. A cock began to crow, greeting the coming morning.

"Huh, so it is." She looked back to Maia, who was looking at her while chewing her lip, "Think nothing of it, yea?"

Blue and green eyes met hers uncertainly for a moment before Maia nodded.

"Yeah, alright. Would you care to join me for a morning run? After, I was thinking we might train some and I'd see about making some soap and having a wash." She grimaced as she sniffed at her underarms, nose wrinkling in distaste. "I think I need one."

"You don't smell bad if that's what you're worried about." Grenwin grinned at her, and it was the truth. She smelled a little different than what Grenwin was used to, true, but it was far from unpleasant. "Show me what you mean by running?"

Nodding, Maia rose, pulling on her trousers and setting about tying them with the belt. She hesitated, eying her sword, then shook her head and left it behind.

Grenwin dressed as quickly as they left her home. Maia insisted the two of them go through a series of stretches in the cool pre-dawn air before setting a quick pace out towards the edge of the clearing. She was surprised at how fast Maia chose to move, not expecting to have to work as hard as she did to keep alongside. Despite her height, Maia didn't seem to have any difficulty speeding along, breath coming in steady puffs and stepping nimbly around roots and rocks and hollows covered over by snow. Grenwin found herself flagging after their third circuit around First Fork and was disgusted. Once, she'd been able to maintain this pace easily. She'd been getting soft. She berated herself in her thoughts as she forced herself to keep going.

Her body soon betrayed her, stumbling and falling as her leg cramped. She cursed as she stretched the limb out, gritting her teeth past the pain.

Maia slowed to a stop when she saw Grenwin fall, coming back to put a hand on her shoulder. The short woman didn't even seem winded and Grenwin felt a stab of envy towards her for that miraculous healing of hers.

"That might have been a bit much. Here, let me take care of that."

The pain vanished a moment later. Grenwin shook her head, "Shouldn't have had to do that if I weren't so weak." She patted Maia's hand and met her eyes, "Thank you anyway."

Maia blinked at her in shock, tilting her head as a peculiar coo came from the depths of her throat. "You? Weak? Grenwin, I'm pretty sure you'd have been able to completely body me even when I was at my peak."

"I have no idea what you mean by that. Thank you, I think." Grenwin stood, brushing the snow from her legs. "I think that's as much as I can handle this morning."

"You did great," Maia told her earnestly, "I couldn't do even a tenth as well when I first started running for fitness."

Grenwin was about to tell her to stow the compliments, then thought better of it.

"We'll be doing this often, then?"

Maia nodded, "Every morning if you think you can handle it. I can use my… My healing to help us recover afterward."

"I can handle it," Grenwin confirmed. "Though for that, I feel I should repay you in kind. How long would it take you to work yourself a practice spear?"

"Not long," Maia said with a small shake of the head. "Want to watch? We can get to training right after!" She sounded as eager as Grenwin remembered herself feeling when her mother had decided she was old enough to learn.

Grenwin nodded and followed the shorter woman back to the village. She eyed Maia's wings, still unsure of what that meant. They didn't seem like a deformity, but she'd surely never seen the like of them before.

The village was up and active now, the sun just peeking over the treetops and illuminating the heart tree's canopy in a blaze of red. It seemed most everyone was out working, taking advantage of the nearly cloudless sky. Grenwin enjoyed the chatter as it washed over her, a reminder that she wasn't alone here. She had nightmares, sometimes, where she wandered an empty First Fork, looking for familiar faces and finding nothing.

They passed by slender Inella and her daughter, near a woman grown now, working with long sticks to knock icicles down from the eaves of buildings. The pair paused as Maia called out a greeting to them and they, to Grenwin's surprise, returned the winged woman's sentiment openly.

Grenwin's confusion grew as they continued up the path and a pattern emerged. Sometimes, people would see them and call out their greetings, which Maia would loudly and excitedly return; other times, Maia would shout over to them, and rather than the standoffish suspicion Grenwin expected, they'd shout back. Teagj was the only exception, though even he grunted and gave them a nod as they passed by.

For a moment, she felt some regret over missing yesterday's events. She'd not realized that Maia genuinely had gained a measure of respect from the others.

Maia led her through the strange doorway on the front of First Fork's hall, the interior transformed from the plain expanse Grenwin had last seen. Now, it seemed sunlight shone down from the ceiling onto a wide table amid wooden racks festooned with spears and bows and crates filled with tools. Maia began gathering a variety of tools and several long portions of wood before pausing.

"I may as well make your knife while I'm at it," Maia told her, "What do you want?"

Grenwin unsheathed her old copper knife, offering it to Maia.

"Make it like this."

Maia took the tool from her and turned it over in her hands for a moment before handing it back. "Alright, I'll do that first."

Grenwin took a reflexive step backward as Maia blurred into motion. It was impossible to track her movements as she worked, and then moments later Maia was offering her a knife and a round sheath. She took them, uncertain what to say as she examined them. The wood had seemingly delicate leafy vines worked into it, forming a fine hilt with a good texture for gripping. A stocky bear snarled on either side of the blade, not the Bears of Grenwin's clan, but an unfamiliar creature that looked nearly as ferocious.

How had she known? Grenwin flicked her eyes up at Maia's hopeful expression, then slid the knife home into the sheath.

"Is that alright?" Maia asked with worry in her tone, "It's just, Teagj called you a she-bear, and I thought it fit, and you mentioned a bear, and I figured a grizzly suited you-"

Grenwin laughed, wrapping the small woman up in her arms and spinning her around. She set the stunned Maia back down a moment later, "This is a wonderful gift, Maia! Even if it's not half as good as you claim, I'll keep it for the bears alone. Now, go on, make us a couple of dull spears for practicing with."

Nodding woodenly, Maia sat back down on the chair and got back to work, arms a blur.

Grenwin unsheathed the knife again, thumbing the carvings of the bear. A grizzly, Maia said. Grenwin felt the name fit the figure. "My grizzly," she murmured to herself. Only Ygdis had given her a gift like this before, a small bear carved from a bit of mammoth ivory worked over in tiny runes that the fire-touched girl claimed would protect her from spirits of ill luck. That sat in one of her belt pouches, a trinket that Grenwin wouldn't part with. This knife, Grenwin knew, would claim its own space in her heart.

She was so preoccupied that she failed to notice Maia slowing.

"I'm done," Maia said, startling Grenwin.

On the workbench before her lay three spears. Two of them were the proper length for Maia, while one was a match for Grenwin's weapon. For a moment, Grenwin wondered at how she'd managed it, given Grenwin's spear was back in her cabin, then shrugged and put it aside as she reached out and took up the longest weapon.

"Hmm," Grenwin hummed lowly as she examined it. The shaft fit perfectly in her hands, not too thick, not too thin, and she felt as much as saw the carvings of flowering vines adorning it. The spear tip, though dull, was shaped into a long leaf with another grizzly bear carved on both sides and still had a good heft to it. Stepping back a couple of paces, Grenwin spun it in her hands, shocked at how well-balanced it felt. She shifted her grip to stab with it, shifted again, and spun it as though to club with the butt of it.

This may well be the finest spear Grenwin had ever held. Her own was fine enough, but this felt like a weapon to take pride in, and it had taken Maia only moments to create.

Looking back to Maia, Grenwin saw her chewing her lip with an expression of worry, as though she feared she'd made a mistake. Best to disabuse her of that; this was wondrous.

"Maia, could you make another like this with a sharpened tip?"

She blinked and nodded, blurring into motion without another word. A few moments later, she handed Grenwin a spear that could have been the first's twin, save the sharp edge along the tip and the prominent maker's mark worked into the bear's eye on either side.

"Are they alright?" Maia asked her, standing from her stool and taking up her paired weapons. Those, Grenwin saw, may well have just been shorter iterations of what she currently held, though stylized wings took the place of the bears on the blade.

"These," Grenwin hefted the spears she held, "Maia, I've never seen the like of these, above or below the Wall. Yea, they're alright."

Maia studied her for a moment, mismatched blue-green eyes flicking about Grenwin's face, then nodded slowly. A smile pulled at her lips, then, oddly, her cheeks reddened and she looked away.

"I'm glad you like them," she said quietly.

Grenwin took a couple steps closer, the humor she felt strong in her voice as she told her, "I owe you a beating, remember?"

She hadn't promised that would be today, and Grenwin saw little point in beating on someone as untrained as Maia. They'd work with stances and basic movements for now.

Looking back at her, Maia nodded, "I do. Let's go, then."

Grenwin led her out of the hall and away from the inhabited portion of First Fork, heading towards one of her favored places. A few crumbling buildings surrounded a small open space some distance from the heart tree, giving the spot a sense of seclusion from the rest of the village.

"Here's where we'll train," Grenwin said, gesturing around the snowy clearing. She turned to see Maia turning a slow circle behind her, studying the decrepit cabins and an old hall.

"Here? Alright."

Grenwin took Maia's edged weapon and stood it up against a nearby wall, then set her new spears next to it. Returning to Maia, she gestured at her.

"Before we do any sparring, you need to know how to hold that spear. We'll start how I started."

"How's that?" Maia asked, looking up at her.

"You've got to know how to stand with it," Grenwin told her, taking Maia's hands and adjusting their position on the spear's shaft. "Stand like this," she demonstrated, bending her knees and setting her feet.

Maia mimicked her, though Grenwin had to adjust her stance before she was satisfied.

"Alright, what now?"

Grenwin took a few steps back, moving to retrieve her dull spear before coming to stand before Maia.

"Now, I'll show you some movements I want you to follow as best you can."

Grenwin displayed a pair of simple sweeping motions with the butt of the spear and Maia followed well enough. A few corrections more and the small woman was soon repeating the motions. Grenwin had her continue that for some time before adding another movement, and soon another.

She missed teaching, she found. Ygdis had surpassed her with the spear a while ago, and while sparring with her was enjoyable, it wasn't the same as it had been early on. Here, Maia had none of Ygdis's natural talent, and Grenwin had to walk her through each step. All the while Maia peppered her with questions, if she was doing it properly, if she was making any mistakes, if her posture was correct.

Grenwin chose to be a kinder mentor than her mother. She didn't beat Maia when she overreached and her foot slipped, didn't shout in her face when she flubbed a new motion, and didn't loom over her. Instead, Grenwin paced around the shorter woman, offering corrections when needed or demonstrating a move again when asked. She took pride in how well Maia seemed to be responding to her; Laine had only ever inspired a fear of failure in Grenwin and her sister, never the admiration and drive to improve she saw in Maia's eyes.

"Grenwin, may I ask for a favor?" Maia asked as she slowly swept the spear around.

"Depends. What do you need?"

Maia's eyes flicked to hers for a moment before looking away and grimacing.

"I'm going to get sick in a couple of days. Would you be willing to care for me? I might act strangely, more strangely than what you've seen. I might not even be in total control of myself." Her voice was tight and controlled, but Grenwin heard an undercurrent of fear there, too.

"What d'you mean? Sure, I'll keep an eye on you, but what's this about?"

"Thank you." Maia was quiet for a long moment, moving through a few more moves before speaking again. "It has to do with my lights. One of them gives me access to a force, saidar, that'll be really, really useful to have. The problem is, the light doesn't come with the training to use it, just access. I was overeager and couldn't remember the dangers accompanying it before I, ah, touched it. The sickness comes from the touching, you see, and it'll come every time until I can teach myself control."

An old saying Grenwin's mother had often used sprang to the forefront of her mind. "Magic is a blade without a hilt," she said quietly.

Maia glanced at her, confusion visible on her face before being overtaken by a look of understanding.

"I guess that fits well enough. I grabbed the blade without realizing and now my hand is bleeding. I've got to figure out how to hold it without cutting myself."

Grenwin nodded, "I'll look after you, Maia. What should I expect?"

"Physically, I might suffer nausea, dizziness, a sudden and uncontrolled loss of fine motor skills, chills, a fever, or any mix of those. Mentally… I'm not sure. I might have emotional outbursts, make foolish or poorly thought out decisions, or act rashly." She met Grenwin's eyes and added in a quiet, insistent tone, "I'll be vulnerable 'till I recover. It shouldn't last long. I'm really trusting you, Grenwin."

She trusts too easily, Grenwin thought bitterly.

Ygdis trusted her, too. All the others who'd placed their trust in her were dead. Skarolf and Aradir, friends close as brothers to her, were gone, taken by the Others for her foolishness.

The sickness she described, though… It sounded much like what she'd heard her mother had suffered in her youth. The same sickness had taken her mother's sister; the gods had cursed her for some slight against them. Strange that Maia would know of it, stranger still that she sounded so confident about her knowledge.

Maia lowered her spear, studying Grenwin. Her brows furrowed in concern over earnest eyes.

"I'm sorry, have I said something hurtful?"

Grenwin shook herself, shook away the old clinging pain, and pulled her lips up in a smile she didn't feel. "No, Maia, you haven't done anything. Just old ghosts, that's all. I'll keep your trust."

Nodding slowly, Maia scrutinized her for a moment longer before moving again.

"Alright. I'm not going to ask, but if you need to talk about it, I'm here, alright?"

The temptation to do just that pulled at Grenwin. Maia would listen, she could see it in the winged woman's eyes, but even the thought of putting a voice to her past hurt. Speaking it would be agony. She sought for some other topic to talk about.

Grenwin crossed her arms, "Tell me more about the sickness. What was it you said? Sai something?"

Maia's expression turned bright, enthusiastic interest clear on her face and in her tone.

"Saidar, that's what I said. It's a powerful force that I'm overjoyed to have the opportunity to wield. The sickness comes from touching it, though I have a thought that part of the reason it comes is as part of a process of adaptation. Every time I brush it, the sooner the sickness will come after. If the touching and the sickness come at the same time and I haven't built up the control needed to survive, I'll die a horrible and agonizing death."

Grenwin stared wide-eyed at her, shocked. She sounded so happy when she said that.

"You're going to die?" Grenwin whispered, horrified.

Maia shook her head, "No! Not if I can help it! It's fine, only four out of every five women this happens to die without help. I have the advantage of knowing what to do and what to watch for, you see, so I'll be fine."

"…Right. That's good. Watch your footing."

She's not going to die, not if I can help it.


Maia shifted, putting her feet back in position. She was quiet, a look of focus on her face as she worked with the spear.

Grenwin watched for a moment and found herself wanting to see more of Maia's enthusiasm.

"So, ah, saidar." The word felt incredibly strange on her tongue. "What all can you do with that?"

Maia's face lit up again, looking at Grenwin with a huge grin.

"I'd be happy to tell you! Saidar is like a tool you can turn towards almost any purpose you can think of. It can be used as a weapon, too, but that's not how I look at it."

Maia kept up her explanation, telling Grenwin tales of some of those she'd known who could, in her words, "Channel the One Power." Her enthusiasm was infectious and Grenwin soon found herself listening with rapt attention to the myriad possibilities. Doors that could take them anywhere in the world in a single step, to look within a living body and heal whatever ailments could be found, even to peer deep into the earth itself and bring up copper and tin and iron.

Grenwin knew change had finally come to First Fork, and for once, it was for the better. Whatever trepidation she'd felt towards Maia melted away as she prodded her with more and more questions that were readily answered.
 
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Author's Note: Grenwin I
Notes:
Grenwin is an interesting woman to me. She blames herself for things that were truthfully beyond her control.

She's caring, more than most from the Bear Clans. Part of this is as an active rejection of her mother's values, part is her natural empathy.

I worked in more establishment of her history of abuse. I'm planning on shifting up the more recent arc I wrote, that of Maia and Ygdis being held captive by Grenwin's mother, as I think it works better taking place somewhat earlier.
 
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Interlude 1 Link (Sorry!)
Even though the story is dead most likely, there is one more chapter that has been posted on SB.
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Cold Winds Blowing (ASOIAF Celestial Forge)

Maia, a young woman without much direction in life, awakes in the snows of the True North beyond the Wall in the year 295 After Conquest. Equipped with a power she barely understands, the Celestial Forge and the endless potential it represents, she struggles to find her own path on the foreign...
The Interlude can be found here.
It was an interesting story, though.
 
Maia IX
I awoke with great lethargy, face pressed into the rolled parka that served as my pillow. Rolling over, I sat on the edge of the bed, rubbing my eyes to clear the sleep from them.

I miss coffee, I thought. The last time I'd had some was…

The memory fled from my grasp, and I floundered for a moment, before centering myself and moving on with the process of waking up.

For once, I felt almost rested, my eyes still closed as I stumbled to my feet and meandered over to the light switch on the wall. I slapped at it a few times, missing until I found it. The switch gave a satisfying clunk as I flipped it, and the expected change from subtle moonlight to morning daylight failed to happen.

Blinking my eyes open, I tried it again, and again the switch clicked, and nothing happened.

It felt too early to worry about something like this, I considered as I rubbed feeling back into my cheeks. Curiously, the lighting had changed overnight. Before, the light had been emitted by the ceiling in even tones, but now it seemed as though a paler luminescence had replaced it, lighting everything equally. Even the pipes on the wall, usually hidden in shadow, were clearly illuminated in the same dim light.

Frowning, I checked the switch again, and to my surprise, it seemed to have reset itself when I wasn't looking. It still clunked when I flipped it, at least, but it hadn't made a noise when it reset.

Mentally shrugging at the oddity, I passed through the open door leading to the foyer of my pocket space, where the lighting had also changed. A few steps into the entry hall, I paused. That door was supposed to be closed, right? I remembered closing it before I went to bed, but yesterday had been exhausting, and I might have just forgotten.

Turning to look at the now-closed door, I stared at it in befuddlement. I absolutely hadn't closed it, and it had made no sound, like the light switch in my makeshift bedroom. Blinking slowly and deliberately, I mentally ran back the last few moments. No, I hadn't touched the door at all, and it had been open.

In the brief period of darkness when my eyes had been fully closed, the door had changed again, now wide open again. I watched it with wariness, and it staunchly refused to shift while I was looking at it. Blinking again, the door had moved, slightly, closing almost halfway.

Frowning to myself, I turned and surveyed the other doors. The one leading out into the lodge was still wedged mostly closed, the strangely futuristic bulkhead of my latest light was still closed, but the rest seemed to change between open and closed when I wasn't looking.

I had the oddest feeling of dissociation; For a moment, felt I wasn't looking at anything real, but the sensation passed as soon as it came. Running to the door outside, I almost yanked it open before realizing I'd yet to put on any clothes. Yet, looking at myself, I was already wearing my comfortable parka, the one that I'd left back in my bedroom.

Confused and concerned, I stepped out into the lodge, and I was deeply disconcerted by the same lighting out here as there had been in there. Worse, the lodge was empty of people! There should have been over a hundred people resting in here, but there were absolutely none. As I looked around, bedrolls and benches shifted whenever I wasn't looking, much like the doors had, disappearing completely or moving to different spots. The large hearth was empty save for the bed of cold coals that, quite disturbingly, also seemed to move.

From outside, I heard the muffled cawing of a bird. Was that a raven, or a crow? It sounded like some sort of corvid, certainly. Part of me was distracted by trying to remember what one sounded like over the other, while another part realized that was the first sign of life I'd perceived since waking up.

The great doors to the lodge seemed to stay open for the most part, and I hastily made my way outside. Beyond, the world seemed lit in the same even tone, and it put my hackles on edge. The window shutters of the houses I'd built for Grenwin and Symon did the same odd opening and closing thing, and even some of the muddy paths worked into the ground as people moved about over the last couple of weeks shifted slightly between blinks.

There was no wind, and the forest beyond the village seemed still and unchanging. The skies were clear of clouds, though it seemed off, somehow. I stared up at the stars for a while, trying to figure it out, before realizing that the moon was missing for this time of night and that the stars themselves had changed, forming constellations I wasn't familiar with.

I was certainly relieved when they stayed mostly still, completely unlike the constellations of lights in the other space. Another caw brought my attention back, and I looked in the direction it seemed to have come from. The only thing over there was the old weirwood and a couple of huts that we'd not taken down yet.

Deeply unsettled by the oddness of the situation, I reached out for saidar, only to find the One Power evading my embrace. Even the comfortingly familiar warmth at the back of my mind felt strange and distant, almost insubstantial.

After a few minutes of trying to gain a hold of it, I pushed it away in frustration. If it wasn't going to cooperate, there probably wasn't anything I could do to make it work with me, so trying harder probably wouldn't help.

Another cawing brought my attention back to the weirwood, and I felt a peculiar compulsion to investigate the source of the noise. It was, so far, the only sound I'd heard beyond my own breathing or the crunch of my boots in the snow.

Cautiously walking over, I tried to spot whatever bird was making that noise, to no avail. It came again, an almost lonely caw echoing out over the empty landscape. The bird kept cawing, and eventually, I spied it in the lower branches of the weirwood, a spot of darkness against the pale white wood and blood-red leaves.

The weirwood itself seemed slightly different, now that I looked at it. There wasn't a trace of bloody sap weeping from the carving, and that lack gave the tree a much more peaceful look. The face looked more like a man peacefully resting than a man crying and drooling blood.

The bird itself seemed smaller than a raven ought to be, but I wasn't certain. It watched me with an inscrutable gaze, and I slowly approached the corvid.

"Caw," it sounded, almost at the same volume as normal speech. It was a sharp contrast to the loud cries of before. "Caw," it seemed to speak. Weren't these birds supposed to be smart? I was almost convinced that it was trying to talk to me, which was a ridiculous notion.

"Hello there," I softly spoke to it. Its feathered head rotated in what might have been birdlike curiosity as it cawed just as quietly, matching my volume.

There was something off about this bird, and the more I looked at it, the more I felt it was wrong somehow.

"Are you…" I trailed off, not sure what I was going to ask. Was it alone? Was it some sort of delusion of mine, something that seemed alive that my brain was conjuring up to help offset the wrongness of the world?

"Caw," it supplied, followed by a low chortling noise that felt like it was laughing at me. Head tilted, it looked at me through one eye, before turning its head to look at me through the other, before looking straight at me and staring with a third eye.

Flinching, I stumbled backward, feeling like this thing was the type of thing I saw in my nightmares of fighting and bloodshed and bleeding skinless skulls-

A crunch of snow underfoot came from behind me, and I whirled around, sword- when had I drawn that?- in my hands and ready to use. There was a tall man standing there, hands raised in a gesture of peace, garbed in a simple cloak of black with red highlights.

He had a hood pulled up and over his head, but I noted a great rash of red skin on the side of his face, reaching down his neck. White hair draped his head, falling out over his shoulders and partially covering up one of his eyes. His face was long, and was even rather handsome, though I had difficulty pinning an age to him. I muffled a gasp when I finally saw that the eye covered by hair was merely a scarred and empty socket, and the man smirked slightly before his expression became flat and neutral again.

Wavering between him and the thing pretending to be a bird, I stepped around, backing up and making space. He didn't follow, all his attention seemingly on the thing in the branches.

He spoke to the bird, and yet his words sounded like nothing so much as static, fluctuating as his jaw moved, and I backed away from the two creatures as fast as I could, sword ready to use.

Where's saidar when I need it? I mentally groused, trying and failing to embrace the Power over and over again even as the panic slowly took hold of me.

I was so focused on the struggle that a blur of motion from the weirwood caught me by surprise, my blade rising too slowly as the bird-shaped thing flew at me. With an ululating "Caw," it slammed into my forehead hard enough to knock me flat on my back.

In the next moment, it seemed the man-shaped thing was standing over me, empty eyesocket lending his smirking face a grim visage as it lifted my sword and examined it. I scrabbled backward as it made a few swings with it, saying something that was just static before walking up to me. My limbs felt like lead as it raised my sword, suddenly plunging down and skewering me to the ground through my heart. I watched numbly as blood welled out of the wound, staining my parka.

It static'ed again, this time to the bird thing, and I realized even as things grew fuzzy that this was just a nightmare. I knew how to leave nightmares! All I had to do was open my eyes!

Everything went black before, with what seemed a great struggle, my eyes opened. Rubbing the crust out of them, I barely started a sigh of relief as pain slammed into me, like a line of fire through my heart. Throwing off the blankets, I saw the wound I'd taken in the nightmare, welling up blood even as my nanites screamed damage reports at me. The flow stopped as the machines repaired my flesh, leaving unblemished skin behind as I frantically wiped away the blood.

Rolling back to my feet only served to tangle me up in my blanket as I fell out of my small bed, dim moonlight shining from the ceiling in a painfully familiar way. Shuddering, I disentangled myself and stood, rubbing the remnants of numbness from my arms.

I reached out to saidar, the warmth feeling normal now, though it took me several attempts before I was calm enough to embrace it. That warmth suffused me, and feeling like a great comfort after that.

Sniffling a bit, I realized I'd started crying at some point, and I wiped away the tears. Ever since arriving here, I'd never felt so helpless, unable to even move to defend myself, or escape, or do anything at all. I hated the feeling, because it always set me off this way, and… It made sense if it was a nightmare. I didn't understand why the wound was there, and retrieving my sword, I didn't find a trace of blood on it, though the way the grip warmed my hand felt as comforting as saidar filling me.

Sitting on the floor and leaning back against my bed, I tried to put it all into context, forcefully process it, and shove it away like all the other nightmares. It didn't have any meaning, it was just my own fears eating at me, and I could handle that with a bit of effort.

Scrubbing away the tears with the back of my hand, I stood and returned the blade to its scabbard. I had work to do, and it wasn't going to get done if I wallowed in anxiety. Wrapping tendrils of Air around the bed, I tossed the whole thing into the recycler and went about ordering replacements from the terminal.

The pipes hummed, the mechanisms of the machine working with steadfastness, and within a few minutes, I had a replacement bed set up. I needed to change out the pine boughs every couple of days anyway, so it wasn't any great effort to take care of it now.

Practice with saidar as usual in the early mornings, then I'd have a few free hours before a planning meeting, followed by another couple of hours of educating, and then Ellir would be taking me to meet with the local forest giants. I might be able to give Hardhome a quick look over in those free hours, or at least poke at those "cursed" caves.

If I was being honest with myself, the idea of heading into a cave system alone to determine the cause of the discomforting noises Ellir had described was invigorating as much as it was terrifying. Then again, I'd always liked a good adventure, but all the caves back home had been charted and made traversable to tourists.

I could still remember my first caving experience, though it was fuzzy in some places. My father had a working trip that sent him to the United States, down in Kentucky, and he'd brought us along. We had spent a whole weekend visiting Mammoth Cave, and the awe-inspiring experience of walking through those caverns sparked a love of geology in me.

These caves, though, wouldn't be like that. There were no helpful walkways to stay on or guideposts to follow. I might even have to squeeze through narrow passages, and the only reason I was even considering going alone was my seeming affinity for manipulating stone with saidar, as well as being able to Travel back out with a short-ranged Gateway if I needed to. Still, it would be incredibly dark, and who knew what animals might live down there. Would boar shelter in caves?

On second thought, I should leave looking into unexplored caves for a time when I'm not rattled by a very strange nightmare. There was no way I was going to risk running into an angry feral hog when I wasn't at my best, and even then, I should bring backup with me. Eyeing the entry hall through the door, apprehension slithered down my spine. What if this was one of those multi-layered dreams? What if I hadn't woken up completely?

Peeking my head out of the door leading to the lodge, I was immensely relieved to see everyone where they ought to be. Most were sleeping, though a few were awake and watching over the sleepers, working on small crafts or otherwise amusing themselves.

Pretty much all of them noticed me, and I gave them a friendly wave that they returned with bemusement.

Retreating a few feet and closing the door as much as I could, the overwhelming relief I felt blew out of me in a great sigh. Yeah, I should leave caving for another day. As I am now, I'm sure I'd end up being spooked by my own shadow.

That still left me several hours to fill, but I'd figure something out when it came up. Maybe I'd just poke at the stubborn metal bulkhead sitting ominously on the far wall and see if I can't get it open somehow.

The stubborn thing only appeared when I caught the light in my constellation space that held some sort of database. It seemed fairly obvious that the two were connected, and I figured the database itself was held on the other side of the bulkhead. Still, I'd not figured out how to open it, given a complete lack of visible mechanisms, switches, latches, or really anything that would distinguish it as a door and not a metallic patch of wall.

Another mystery, but at least this one was close to home. Putting it out of my mind for the moment, I meandered into my wardrobe. I'd had it for weeks now and having a mirror I could use to make sure I was looking presentable was something I still deeply appreciated.

I took my time with the brush, the repetitive motions soothing away some of the unease I felt. As I did, I ruminated over the day prior.

Turns out, I'd been very optimistic with my education estimates. I wasn't a teacher, and I had to learn as I went. The curriculum was aimed at children who lived in a society that would already instill in them some of the common concepts, but I had to work backward and adapt it to my people here.

It wasn't insurmountable, but only because Symon helped bridge the gap. Without his help, the entire project would have been a disaster, but he'd done most of the heavy lifting. The man had apparently taught the children of the lord he'd served, and I was learning from him as much as anyone else was. As it stood, it would be weeks of these daily classes before we built a solid foundation of knowledge before moving on to more advanced topics. If more people started joining in, they'd need to be caught up, but I was planning on having those who learned faster help teach the others. Hopefully, they'd be even better at presenting things in a way that was more easily understood to the newcomers and bring them up to speed faster than Symon and I could.

Still, everything should move more smoothly after the foundations have been built. I'm more than satisfied with it taking weeks instead of years or decades, and we'd learned our own lessons in teaching that first class. In two to three months, I think we'd be able to move from a grade school equivalent to junior high and hopefully move on to high school in another few months after that.

What came after would need more planning, as I had no idea how the situation might change before then. For all I knew, there might be some light in one of those constellations that held the secrets to being a great teacher, or we might have an influx of people that would need more classes, or we might end up moving below the wall, or any number of things that could throw my guesses off.

Finally happy with my hair, I set aside the brush. Carefully making my way out of the lodge through the kitchen doors, so as to not wake anyone still resting, I was pleased to see that it was another clear night. The moon was shining brightly and illuminating the area quite clearly, helped along by the way the light bounced off the light snow cover.

There were a few people outside standing watch over the surroundings, bundled up against the chill.

The air seemed a little cooler than it'd been yesterday morning. Pulling my tablet out of the bag I'd fashioned for carrying it, I poked around until I pulled up the environmental sensors. The built-in thermometer declared it a brisk negative five degrees Celsius.

Come to think, hadn't Symon mentioned that it was supposed to be summer? I hadn't realized before, taking the environment at face value, but that seemed very cold. Unseasonably cold, even, considering that even northern Canada had pretty warm summers.

Meandering over to one of the bundled-up watchmen, I crunched through the fresh-ish snow to make my approach obvious.

"Morning," I called lowly when I was close enough.

The bundle turned, revealing a bearded face I recognized as one of Ellir's people. Torm, I thought his name was, had a penchant for weaving small carved bones into his hair.

He grunted at me, rubbing at his nose with a gloved hand. "What do you want?" He asked, gruff but without malice.

I shrugged, "Just came over to see how things were. Anything to see out there?"

Torm faced back to the forest, "Not sure. I thought I saw something moving earlier out there, animal maybe." He sounded uncertain, "Eyes playing tricks on me."

"Something moving?" I asked before a thought came to me. "You don't suppose it's a scout for a raiding party or something, do you?"

He shook his head, "Nah, whatever was out there wasn't making an effort to hide. So, animal is my guess."

Surveying the treeline, I couldn't really see anything out of the ordinary. Then again, I didn't know what to look for, hence why I didn't really take any night watches.

"What did it look like to you? If you saw something, I believe you."

"Well," he drew out the word, "It was out there past that undergrowth, so I didn't get a clear look. Saw it a couple of times, like it was walking along, but didn't care that I was watching it." He shivered, "Felt like it knew I saw it. Looked like a shadow, but not."

Pausing, he pointed out a patch of ground, dappled with moonlight and the shadows of the trees swaying in the slight breeze. "Sorta like how the shadows and light there look, but pale in the darkness."

I blew out a breath, a cloud of mist slowly dissipating. "Okay," I said with confidence that I didn't really feel, "When you're off watch, do you mind asking around and finding out if anyone else saw these things?"

He grunted, "I'm just jumping at shadows is all, doubt it's a problem. Moonlight looks weird out there."

Putting a hand on his shoulder, "Look, we've already had one encounter with the Others, and we've had slavers come by. Both times, they didn't seem to care that we saw them. Better to err on the side of caution and treat it seriously."

Shrugging my hand away, he puffed out a breath. "Fine, I'll ask."

"Thank you," I replied with genuine gratitude, "Personally, I hope it does end up that you were just seeing things. If not, we need to know, yeah? Anyway, I'm gonna head out a ways, you know how it is."

He snorted a laugh, "You gonna go burn some more wool or something? Nah, go on, go do your sorcery or whatever it is you're doing out there."

I waved him farewell and walked out into the treeline. I tried to look for any tracks something moving around might have made, but there was nothing I could find. Gren or an actual hunter might be able to find something that my amateur eyes couldn't, so I'll ask someone to check it out after I get back.

As I made my way to my testing zone in the forest, I wondered how this climate came about. I couldn't think of anything, but I wasn't a climatologist, and I'm sure there was a perfectly reasonable explanation that nobody bothered to tell me because it was one of those facts that everybody knows around here.

Sadly, it put the kibosh on any sort of outdoor farming up here, unless there were some crops that were already adapted to the environment. Hopefully, the region south of the wall will be more hospitable. I'd have to ask someone who'd been on the other side, probably one of those who'd gone raiding as they'd probably be more familiar with the area than Symon was. The man was incredibly helpful, but he himself had told me that his role in the Watch was confined to the wall itself.

My musing was interrupted as a constellation swung towards me. My reach, by now, had reached its greatest extent yet, and every bit of it was expended on grabbing a cluster of familiarly colored lights. I had a brief moment to recognize the vermillion shade that the variable fighter and the singing skills cluster shared before raw information slammed into me.

It was an overwhelming flood, but this time I was able to stay mostly aware of myself instead of being subsumed. If the earliest acquisitions had been like vague impressions downloaded into my mind, and the most recent had been babbling sound, this time was a synesthetic morass of images in addition to impressions and sounds. Somehow, it was easier to parse, and I felt like I was observing the process while suffering it.

There was a feeling of warm energy settling into me, almost like the flow of saidar through me when I embraced the source; This, though, was contained within me, unlike the external energy of the One Power. It was finite and limited in nature, but was self-sustaining and wouldn't be extinguished easily. It felt like pulsing rhythmic tones and tasted like the joy I felt when I sang freely.

Music, I thought, even as the campfire flame of energy intensified, becoming a bonfire. It didn't hurt, and if anything, I felt revitalized by it. The stronger it became, the more aware I was of a sort of echoing in the distance. Like other fires, smaller in comparison, clustering together and amplifying the tonal energy. The echo was greatest in one direction I couldn't parse, like standing on a dark hilltop and seeing the reflection of city lights on the clouds in the distance.

Suddenly, I began falling, as though I'd been standing on nothing and only now had gravity caught up to me. Everything around me was folding in on itself, or maybe it was already folded, and I'd only just started noticing. The air tasted sad, and the melancholic purple tones whispered tantalizing hints of something greater, like the hope that comes with making amends for past actions.

As I fell, the folding became more intense, and the new energy within me was changing. Not growing, if anything it diminished slightly, but it felt purer. Almost like contaminants were being filtered out, the essence of the remainder intensifying. Unbidden, a word in a language I didn't understand came to mind. Anima Spiritua, my beleaguered brain translated after a moment, lacking the way the original word had been heavily laden with meaning. It was life, or a sort of energy that attached itself to life, or maybe something produced by life. It was abstract and trying to figure it out felt like folding my mind in the same way the space around me folded itself.

My descent stopped, or maybe I'd lost all my frames of reference, only able to watch the folding space. Almost like an afterthought, I distantly felt two other lights attach themselves to me, and the space around me flickered into patterns like wireframe images accompanying the ability of slightly faster tool swapping and the knack for taking apart technology to learn how it worked. The last two felt more complete, for some reason, like I'd been able to absorb their entirety in this space.

My face was pressed up against something cold and soft, and I opened my eyes to find myself lying flat in the snow. The sudden transition from there-ness to here-ness was disorienting, and I felt dizzy.

Pushing myself up into a sitting position, I fumbled for my tablet. This time, I figured I'd been out for a little over twenty minutes. A shiver unrelated to the chill ran through me, confusion warring with concern.

Not for the first time, I wished my nanites had some sort of recording function. As it was, I ran through a full check-up, which revealed nothing concerning or out of the ordinary. Whatever was happening to me when I gained lights didn't seem to affect me medically, or if it did, the nanites cleared it up before I could check.

Closing my eyes, I reached my awareness into the other space, and everything seemed normal at first glance.

With more examination, I found a peculiar anomaly. One of the lights I'd most recently gained was unusually dense, and peering at it more closely, I could see tiny seams, like a scrunched-up paper ball. It was folded, and the thought felt peculiar, though I didn't know why.

Walking back through what I remembered just happening, I'd been… No, I'd felt a sort of energy, then it grew, and then I was watching reflected light, and… Something about tools and figuring things out?

I felt itchy when I looked at the scrunched-up light, and it seemed a familiar itchiness, but beyond that, I couldn't make heads or tails of what it did.

I'd just begun pulling my attention back when I noticed a faint thread of dim light stretching from it to some of the other lights in the cluster. Two of these were new, but the familiar light of singing now had one small tendril attached to it. The texture of the light had changed as well, gaining a very minuscule crinkling to it. It was as though that crumpled light had somehow altered these others. The light I was examining shone brighter than I remembered, and if the intensity of light was an aspect of how this worked, then the crumpled light had contributed to them, somehow.

I wondered if there were any other of these connections between lights, and surprisingly I found another strand linking Woodworking and Stoneworking. This strand was thicker and seemed almost like two separate threads wound together. Now that I was looking for it, the wood-grained texture of one had melded with the smooth granite of the other, both lights sharing aspects of themselves.

Returning to reality, I noted everything down on the tablet, and I was pleased to find I'd only lost ten minutes to the timelessness of the light realm.

Standing and brushing the snow off, I continued my trek to the testing grounds. I could handle mysterious light mysteries later, right now I needed to practice with the Power.

Out of everything in the sea of lights, this was quickly becoming my favorite ability I'd gained from it. Saidar made me feel alive while I embraced it, in a way I don't think anything else ever had. The world was brighter and more vivid, sensations were more impactful, and my senses were sharper. Even if I'd only begun to scratch the surface of what I could do with it, the potential applications grew every time I worked with it.

Most of what I did was still instinctual, wanting to do something and performing it to a degree, only to try and figure out how it actually worked after the fact. Sometimes, it was complicated by the effects of some of my other lights. What I'd done yesterday with bringing an entire mineral deposit to the surface was probably not something that should have been as easy as it was. When working within the earth, both Stoneworking and Shaping were applied simultaneously, making it as easy to work with threads of earth and air as I could mold wet clay with my hands.

Even carrying the chunk yesterday had been aided by them, as I'd kept it low enough to the ground for a multitude of anchoring threads to "walk" the stone as I moved.

Woodworking helped with, well, handling wood. Somehow, I'd been instinctively curing the wood as it was used for construction, though that may have just been limited to Woodworking combined with Shaping. Taking a tree apart with the Power, however, was certainly easier than trying to manipulate wool. At the thought, I recalled the stench of burning wool and rubbed at my nose to try and get rid of it.

On the other hand, whatever Talents I had with saidar didn't seem to work the same way. Gateways took a great amount of effort and energy to open, as much as I'd been able to hide the exertion from the others. It had been getting easier over time as I practiced, but nowhere near the same ease as pulling thousands of tons of iron-bearing minerals up from the depths of the earth. The Talent was probably just being able to form them at all, come to think, and I wasn't sure how I could improve it on my own.

Trying to recreate smaller sections of the overall weave had sort of worked, and I could think of all sorts of applications for a Power-based vacuum chamber, so there were certainly good results for tinkering with it.

I wasn't really any closer to figuring out how they actually worked, but I had all the time in the world to learn.

Over the next few hours, I worked on trying to isolate the targeting mechanism. There had to be some way that I was feeding the weave the information necessary to make two areas of space "similar" enough for a Gateway to form. If I could figure it out, I might find further uses for something like that. Remote signaling might be a possibility, or, one day, maybe even static Gateways to link two locations on a more permanent basis.

Unfortunately, I wasn't able to figure it out in the subjective weeks of concentrated effort before the three-hour alarm I'd set on the tablet went off. I didn't even think I was getting close to an answer yet, sadly, and in hindsight, I may have been better served by practicing using the Power in general. It wasn't a waste of time or effort, and I wasn't surprised by a lack of results, given I'd only been actively channeling for less than a subjective year at this point.

Starting my trek back to First Fork, I kept an eye on the constellation space, wary of any more incoming problems. My reach felt restive, as though still digesting a particularly large meal. Pausing my walk, I made a note on the tablet that, apparently, that had been the association my mind had brought up.

Dawn had broken by the time I returned to the village. Most people had woken up by now and started on the day's business, and it struck me how crowded the small space felt.

The land area of the whole village was quite a bit smaller than my former university campus, and with only a few major buildings and several of the old huts still standing by the weirwood, the inhabitants seemed to fill the space. It felt comfortable, and cozy, with people stopping to chat as they went about their lives.

It was a foreign feeling, and it was one I particularly liked. Sure, I was probably looking for the positives and trying not to see the negatives, like those two women standing off and looking near to blows by the bathhouse. Even as I watched, a burly man walked past and spoke a few words to both of them, and they peacefully parted ways.

Even a week ago, that would have come to blows, and both of them would assuredly ask for healing that I would refuse. I'd made it known that if anyone wanted to have unsanctioned combat, then they'd better expect to deal with the consequences of that. In this case, though, I don't think anything I did had anything to do with what just happened. Rather, it seemed an expected outcome as greater access to desired resources relieved pressures, and that in turn cooled existing tensions.

Pausing, I shook my head, trying to trace where that thought had come from. With a sigh, I made another note on the tablet, resolving to talk to someone about this... At some point. Grenwin was a good listener, but I didn't want to bother her with my worries.

Heading back to my pocket reality, I stopped before the annoyingly inert metallic door. I glared at it, and it quite unreasonably remained unaffected.

Crossing my arms, I carefully looked it over, hoping I might spot something I'd missed in my prior examinations. Unfortunately, nothing new had revealed itself. It sat on the wall seamlessly, looking like nothing more than an out-of-place decoration.

Delving the metal with saidar, the threads of Earth and Spirit skittered through it, feeling disturbingly slick. It wasn't repelling the weave exactly, but the peculiar feedback I was getting was useless. If there were internal mechanisms, I couldn't feel them out.

Sighing, I reached out and put my hand on it, the surface cool under my palm. "At least the plane came with a manual," I grumbled to myself. Sweeping my hand across the metal, I felt the texture change to slight ripples somewhere near the center. Tracing it out, there was a circle of rippled surface dead center in the door, and I started to hope that I'd made some sort of progress with it.

I pushed on the circular zone lightly with one hand, then harder, and finally with both hands as hard as I could, but it was fairly obvious that this wasn't some sort of giant button after a few moments of effort.

My fingers did find a tiny seam, one I could barely feel with saidar-enhanced senses, and one I couldn't see whatsoever. Interwoven threads of Earth and Air were able to latch onto both sides of it, though the scale I was working with was truly miniscule. I added more and more threads, ever so slowly gaining a firmer grip on the two halves of the door.

Stepping back a fair distance, my patience thoroughly exhausted, I took those threads and pulled.

At first, it felt like trying to push a boulder with my bare hands. I tried to increase the force I was exerting smoothly and evenly, and after a few minutes, I felt it budge a tiny bit. Emboldened, I poured more into the ad-hoc weave.

The metal began to creak, quietly at first, before suddenly wrenching free, peeling open to either side. The room beyond was large, at least as large as the hangar, lit with a dim blue light.

Panting from the exertion, I released saidar, sitting and leaning against the wall. I felt drained, but that was probably the most of the Power I'd ever used at once.

After taking a breather, I stood and carefully stepped around the bent doorway and into the archive room. The door had led into a walkway between long rows of peculiar server shelves, each easily three meters tall and half as wide, and long enough that I couldn't easily eyeball the distance. The ceiling, smooth paneling broken up by evenly placed unlit lights, looked another three or four meters higher again. Peering down the walkway, it seemed like the rows of monolithic servers continued on for a good way before opening up into a clear space.

It was a little chilly in this room, and the echoes of my footsteps on the metal walkway lent the place a peculiar feeling; The designers hadn't expected long-term occupation of this space. The acoustics were fairly nice, and humming a cheery tune helped lift the oppressive atmosphere.

Reaching the clear area at the end of the walkway, the cavernous chamber had curved walls, and windows set into them revealing what could have been offices, doors presumably leading into them. The center of the clear space was dominated by a flat pedestal, four-ish meters in diameter and half a meter tall, beveled around the upper edges and smooth, aside from a small dome sitting in the center.

The doors on the wall opposite the walkway were larger than those on either side and seemed to be simple push doors. Thankfully, they were unlocked, and the room beyond was festooned with peculiar mechanisms. It vaguely reminded me of photos I'd seen of NASA's control center, and with that association in mind, I made out recessed screens and odd haptic interfaces. Keyboards were obvious, but they used a layout I didn't recognize. The function and number rows were familiar, but instead of the letters starting with QWERTY, they read DVORAK. Next to them, half-spheres large enough to be cupped in the hand sat on the desk, and I was greatly surprised by the whole thing sliding across the desk instead of rolling under my palm like it seemed it should.

Oddities aside, I walked up to what seemed to be the main bank of controls, smaller workstation screens against the far wall with larger screens higher up on the wall, presumably openly visible to everyone else working in the room.

Chairs were set up in front of the controls, and I found that they were quite comfortable upon sitting down. Swiveling from side to side, I looked for anything like a power switch for the workstation, eventually finding a button down on the side of the desk, with a smaller button next to it. Surmising the larger to be the power button and the smaller a reset, I pushed the larger in with a satisfying click.

Immediately, the sound of small fans whirring began as the screen flickered to life. It flashed a couple of times before a simple login screen appeared with a few tidbits of information on the side. This was apparently workstation A-3, which made sense given the two others to either side of me. In the lower right-hand corner, in small bold text, sat a peculiar acronym.



A-PSA


I mused over it for a few moments. The first thought that came to mind was some sort of public service announcement system, but I had no idea why one would need the rows and rows of servers in the main chamber.

Trying a few methods of generic logins, I was ultimately unsuccessful in guessing one. Shrugging, I restarted the machine, trying the function keys until one of them brought me to a boot menu, and from there I entered safe mode. From there, setting up a new admin account was easy enough, and this system didn't seem like it was high security at all.

Ultimately, past the login screen was a simple command prompt. There were a few plain text files in the root directory, one titled simply "readme." Never one to turn aside a readme file, I opened it up. Far from a professional document as I'd expected, it was laden with jargon and what probably passed for humor, like it was ultimately one big in-joke.

The preface was simple, starting with a tongue-in-cheek "Apollo's Primary Systems Access and You," followed by a note that it was not a public service announcement, continuing onto a broad overview of what the programmers and engineers were trying to achieve, bugs in the system they'd stumbled on and didn't have time to fix fully but found workarounds for, a changelog of fixes, and finally a mostly coherent guide to find the actual manual of operations, "In the root directory of every workstation's local storage, labeled MANOPS, can't miss it."

It felt odd to be reading something like this, as foreign to this world as I was. Sure, I wasn't sentimental, but this felt like confirmation that I wasn't just delusional and convinced of a prior life that never existed.

This APOLLO system was the data archive I'd thought it was, the readme claiming it was the sum total of human culture and knowledge, "Or at least everything we could get our hands on before the servers dropped from the 'net." Ominous wording, but the whole document had little notes like that, implying an ongoing disaster that APOLLO was supposed to help ameliorate, somehow. There were mentions of integration into a larger system, but that wasn't the focus of this facility, apparently.

I opened up the manual, skimming it. There were fairly involved procedures used to manually reactivate everything from standby, and I eventually found the section on opening the sealed door. I winced as I read the simple steps of "Speak 'Open' loudly and clearly." It was apparently set up to respond to every language stored in the archive and meant to be as idiot-proof as possible. Glancing back through the window and up the long walkway, I looked at the twisted remains of the doors, wincing again.

Running through the many, many steps to turn everything back on, I was finally rewarded with clear, clean lighting and the calm hum of coolant pumps. Small lights flickered on and off in the rows of servers, indicators of activity that made the place seem more alive, less a mausoleum than a futuristic data center.

Accessing the archives from the workstation, I ran through the next series of integrity checks and every other "optional but highly recommended" step listed. Fortunately, there weren't any errors, though curiously the system timer had only counted a few days since the facility entered standby. From all the verbiage in the readme, this time capsule was supposed to last for thousands of years, but I'd received the light that brought it here in the last couple of days, so I supposed I was lucky that whatever dictated the contents of my lights had decided to bring me a fresh facility instead of one that had actually existed for millennia.

Finally done, with everything operational and running well, I found myself paralyzed with indecision. What would I use this for? What could I use it for?

Indecision chewed at me as I worried my lip before an idea came to me. My issue with lacking educational materials might be solved if I could find the relevant Eden Initiative documents. This was touted as the end-all time capsule for humanity on a global scale, so that sort of thing might be in here!

Manually searching the petabytes of information stored here wasn't an option, but the manual helpfully pointed out various search functions. Disappointingly, the vast majority of references to Eden were religious scripture and other related texts, and the only Eden Initiative I could find was a hardcore Christian eco-terrorist group operating in devastated central Africa in the early 2040s, which was most certainly not what I was looking for.

Leaning back in the comfortable chair, I closed my eyes and trawled my memory for any pertinent details. It didn't take long to recall the basic history of the organization, being formally organized after Seamus Green's manifesto was published in 2056.

Inspired, I tried to search by date in the archive. The most recent entries stopped in May of 2066, but even skimming through the time period between relevant articles didn't bring up anything.

There were no results or mentions of any notable figures named Seamus Green, nor any mention of the ecological preservation organization with a global presence.

I slapped my forehead as a realization came to me. I'd just assumed that the Ecotech came from a future Earth ravaged by climate change, but here I was looking at an archive from a different future Earth ravaged by climate change. I'd just assumed that they'd be the same, but clearly, I'd been mistaken.

I brought up the manual again, searching for something hinted at in the readme. There'd been a cheeky mention of "That whole program to provide education services to ELEUTHIA facilities," and "They called them Lyceum, but we all know it's just a glorified classroom. Why not just call it that instead of leaning into obscure Greek?"

There were mentions of Lyceum supervision subroutines in the manual, with warnings that manipulation or modification of their operation should be done by qualified artificial intelligence engineers only, "Meaning Sobeck's team, guys. Don't mess with it if you don't want to break it." That was certainly an interesting tidbit to read, confirmation that these people had access to higher level artificial intelligence than anything from home. Well, they were a future human civilization that continued to develop rapidly, as opposed to stagnating somewhat as the Eden Initiative had.

The EVE units that assist the EI's operations around the world were fairly advanced, but still just assistants to whoever was in charge and not really capable of independent action. Here, these people had built something advanced enough to put it in a classroom reliably, but I didn't know if it was an assistant to a human teacher or if it was the teacher.

Finally, I found the section on activating those subroutines, collectively labeled under ATHENA, which just seemed like unnecessary Greek to me. Still, I carefully read over the warnings, which all warned against modifying the subroutine and not simply running it. Shrugging, I followed the steps, a new command window opening a few moments after starting it up. Lines of text scrolled past before stopping, and I was greeted by the little window closing immediately.

A check through the logs revealed a fatal error after a network connection issue. Sighing, I leaned back in the chair, immensely grateful for the ability to recline.

This wasn't something I could just fix right now. It'd be another project, and I was already stretching myself thin.

An echoing call from outside the chamber brought me out of my thoughts.

"Maia! You around?" Ygdis' voice sounded cheerful, so probably not an emergency.

"I'm in here!" I called back, standing and heading back towards the broken doors. A moment later, Ygdis and Grenwin stepped into view, looking at the bent and broken chunks of metal with curiosity. They looked at me, then seemed to share a glance, and something unspoken passed between them.

"So," Ygdis started as they poked their way through the wreckage, "Was this here the whole time?"

Gren looked around the comparatively vast space before her gaze honed in on the blinking lights along the server racks. She quietly walked forward, examining the structure while Ygdis kept my attention.

I shook my head, "No, it's a recent addition. This, ah," I nodded to the pile of debris in the doorway, "Turns out I could have just told it to 'open' and the door would've listened. I ended up breaking it pretty badly, I think."

The young woman laughed openly at this, even prompting a chuckle from Grenwin. Looking at the absurdity of the situation, I couldn't help but break out in giggles as well.

"Thanks for never doing that to me," my sparring partner joked, "I know you want to get better, but it's not like you need to. Just, do that to anyone who bothers you, and you'll probably be fine."

Momentarily flummoxed, I was at a loss for how to respond. Thankfully, Grenwin was an excellent distraction.

"What's all this, anyway? Why is it so cold in here?" She wondered aloud, not really asking so much as thinking for herself.

Ygdis nodded at her, "Yeah, what is all this?" She asked.

I opened my mouth, tapped my lips in thought-

"You don't need to do that, you know," Gren said, walking up to us. "You don't have to… Simplify, right? You don't need to dumb it down for us."

There wasn't any anger or negativity in her tone, but it was said with the firmness of absolute conviction. She continued as Ygdis moved to stand beside her, facing me.

"Stop treating us like children. You say you want to be just our equal, that our choice in raising you to lead is meaningless. Was it really, to you?" She stepped forward, not menacingly, but demanding an answer.

I shook my head, eyes wide. "It's not- I…" My shaking slowed until I was looking back and forth between them.

"You won't even tell us where you come from," Ygdis noted, "You've talked about it a little, but… You treat wonders like you're used to them. I've never seen you, not once, step into the lodge and shake off the snow and take in the warmth. We have a spigot for hot water, whenever we want any. No need to fetch from the river and heat over a fire."

Grenwin put a hand on her apprentice's shoulder, quieting her. "Look, you understand, right?"

I blinked, nodding slowly. "I think so. I… I've been treating you and everyone like that, haven't I."

"Yeah." She nodded, her face turning grim. "You need to stop. Do you remember why I agreed to teach you how to fight?"

"I remember…" I said quietly, "I need to show that I'll fight alongside you. Is that what I've been missing?"

The two of them nodded soberly before Grenwin cracked a grin. "It is. You aren't above us, you're one of us now." She punched me lightly in the shoulder, Ygdis doing the same with the other. "You're free here, so forget whatever hold your past has on you. You need to start coming out more often with us, learning our ways, not just the curiosity you've shown."

Confused by the sudden shift, I stopped myself before speaking, trying to take in their words and really listen.

"You're right, both of you." I bowed my head slightly, "Thank you. If it's not too much to ask, can you make sure I never forget that?" I didn't think I could trust myself to remember, not with the constant list of tasks that kept growing.

"Be a sad day if we ever failed, huh?" Ygdis joked, pulling me into a powerful hug. "We've got you as long as you've got us."

Grenwin cleared her throat, sounding uncertain for the first time this morning. "On that, you remember my objections to you looking for the forest giants?"

With some struggle, I managed to turn my head in Ygdis' muscled grasp enough to look at the older woman. "Yeah, you were pretty upset yesterday. I've thought about it and you're not wrong to be concerned. Everything you'd told me says that they're violent, territorial, and incredibly aggressive."

For some reason, she grimaced a bit. "I suppose. I don't want to leave you to go into that sort of thing alone."

"Same!" Ygdis said cheerfully as she gave me a rib-creaking squeeze. "We're going with you and Ellir."

I struggled vainly in her grasp before she finally relented. Rubbing my no-longer-aching sides for effect, I looked between them. They were so earnest…

A mancatcher's loop hooked around Ygdis's throat as her eyes bulged in surprise, and she was pulled backward into a grasping mass of arms. Grenwin smiled at me, blood dripping from the sides of her mouth as the bolts studding her torso shuddered with every breath-

"Hey!" Something jostled my shoulder, Ygdis pushing me a little. The vision faded like mist under the summer sun, leaving the two of them standing there unharmed. "You alright?" She asked.

"I… No, I don't think I am." I replied shakily, honestly. I told them what had just happened, and they both seemed to understand.

Grenwin sat down, leaning up against one of the server racks. Ygdis followed, pulling me down with her until I was sandwiched between them. It was immensely comforting in a way I hadn't thought I'd needed.

Patting my shoulder, Gren laughed mirthlessly. "It gets better. Trust me."

We sat like that for a time, emotions burbling inside me without any sense. I couldn't find any sense of order to it, but the feeling of my friends next to me kept me anchored. Eventually, tears leaked from my eyes as I couldn't stop myself from feeling the weight of my life since waking in the snow, and eventually, they dried as everything seemed to settle into contentment.

"I haven't told you what this place is yet," I realized aloud, getting twin grunts of affirmation. "It's a library. A whole civilization put this together in their final days, in the hopes it would be used to rebuild their world."

I could feel Ygdis mouth the word "Library?" as she looked around. "You said there were books in libraries. Books like Symon's, right, Gren?"

The other woman nodded, "Yeah. Maia, you showed me your tablet, is this library like that?"

"Yeah!" I said, happy that they got it, I felt a little guilt at thinking that about them, and I crushed that superiority impulse harshly. "It's exactly like that. All the books like Symon's that they put in here were written in a way to keep them safe for a long time, and there's so much more besides. I could spend my entire life looking through here and barely scratch the surface."

They sat quietly for a moment, absorbing that. It was a companionable silence, bereft of the weight of emotion that had held all of us down before.

"We need more Symons," Ygdis noted happily. We looked at her, her serene face at complete odds with her tone. "Maia just said she could spend her entire life looking into the things here, and there's probably really useful stuff in here."

I nodded, turning to Grenwin, "She's right, I know for a fact there are textbooks and other tools we could make really good use of. Beyond that, there are bound to be things that will help us in every way we can think of. We just need time to look through it all."

The older woman sighed, leaning her head back against the server rack. "I don't know if we have time. The Others have already come once, and Symon's already told you that the Crows will try to kill us if they find us."

"That was a private conversation! How did you hear that?" I asked, affronted.

Ygdis snickered, "You two were standing in front of an open window and his voice carries. Seriously, he spent a long time trying to get that through your thick head." She rapped my temple lightly with her knuckles.

I grumbled light-heartedly in response. It was a good grumble, just the right amount of muttering-to-cursing.

"We need to find people who can look through this while you focus on things only you can do." Ygdis told me, "We'll all be able to read and write soon, but I don't know anyone who can move things with their will or anything else that you can do."

"I do try to work on my own skills," I protested lightly, "I spend hours each morning trying to better my control over Saidar."

"What have you learned so far?" Grenwin asked with genuine interest.

I thought about it. Everything could really be summed up quite simply.

"I've learned that doing it on my own is not working. I need someone to actually teach me, or lacking that, someone to teach, and maybe teaching helps me figure out what I'm doing wrong."

They were quiet for a very long moment, long enough that I started to worry I'd offended them somehow.

"You can teach how to do the things you do?" Grenwin asked slowly.

Nodding, "Maybe, if they have the aptitude. The place where this ability comes from, most people didn't. Those that did could be put into two camps, those who would touch Saidar eventually, like me, and those that could be taught how to do it."

"How'd they find out who can learn, then?" Ygdis asked, Gren nodding along.

I shrugged, trying to recall. "Something about looking for a resonance when the teacher channels. I'm not entirely sure. I think they used a tool, like a gemstone or something."

That sparked a thought, "If you want to both bear with me, we can try really fast. Might not work at all and I don't have a ton of time before the meeting in a bit."

They both jumped to their feet, hauling me up with them. "What do we do?" The two of them asked in unison.

"I found a little quartz gem the other day and put it in my locker. Let's grab that."

We moved into the entry chamber, and upon retrieving my funny little gem, we stood huddled together. I held my hands palms up between the three of us, gem resting lightly. A trickle of Air and Spirit channeled into the gem gave it a brilliant light, and I had to tone it down with a "Sorry," at the winces on their faces.

"So, this is how we'll do this," I said confidently, "Part of this is a guided meditation. Follow my voice, listen to what I'm telling you, and do what I say when I say it. Is this acceptable?"

"Yeah," Grenwin nodded excitedly, and Ygdis was practically vibrating in excitement.

"Okay, what I need you to do is focus on the light within the crystal." I began, a lulling cadence entering my voice. "The crystal is a normal quartz, but it shines with the light of Saidar. To me, this light is always with me, shining in the back of my mind. For now, just look at the way it moves within the crystal."

I strummed a tiny thread of Air, causing the light within the gem to dim before flaring brightly, then dimming again. "I'm starting a pattern, now. Watch how the light circulates, dimming before brightening. That's saidar flowing through this tiny gem, through me, and through you. It's always here, waiting for our embrace."

They were focused entirely on the tiny flaring light, and my own mind started wandering. They were just so energetic, the light of their souls moving with a vivacity that struck me as special. What did it mean for me that I could feel people this way? Ygdis' spiritua pulsed in time with the light of the gem, her face serene and eyes half-lidded.

Grenwin, on the other hand, was glaring at the gem. Her spiritua was also pulsing, in a similar way. I wonder what the difference was between the two that made them react so differently.

In my distraction, I'd stopped strumming on the thread of Saidar. The light was still pulsing, and as I watched the fine threads of my creation, I saw how the pattern I'd woven was slowly decohering. The light began to dim, and then to my utter shock, two separate portions of the weave twitched.

It wasn't the twitch of normal motion, but the twitch that comes with an unseen force tugging. The tugs destabilized the construct, the pattern accelerating as the flashes became more rapid, before fading entirely.

I took a shaky breath, and I was surprised to see my friends doing the same. Their brows were soaked in sweat and they looked as though they'd just run a marathon.

"I, ah," I started lamely before trailing off. It broke the stillness of the moment, and two sets of eyes were drilling into me.

"What was-" "I felt-" They spoke over each other, before stopping. Gren nodded to Ygdis, who started, "I thought I felt something, at the end. You had been talking about imagining being a flower bud and embracing the light. It was, warm?" She looked at me, then Grenwin, and blushed. "I must have been imagining it."

"I felt it too," Grenwin said quietly, leaving it at that.

There was a solemn, serious moment before a laugh escaped my mortified lips. I failed to stop the second, and the third, before it seemed all the bottled-up positivity was escaping in a bought of genuine, exhausting laughter. I embraced both of them, weeping as I held onto them tightly.

It finally made sense, why I had felt such a kinship with these two women specifically; Why Grenwin had let me speak that first encounter, and let me into the camp; Why Ygdis was happy to let me try and hit her with sticks while doing the same for me.

I'd been worried about losing the memories of my family and had ignored the sisters I'd had beside me this whole time. I wept, as for the first time in a very long time, I truly understood I wasn't alone.

My home had never been a place, it had been the people around me. My old home, my old people, had treated me like an accessory. My new home accepted me for what I was, told me when I was doing wrong, and still stood with me.

"I'm finally home," I burbled into Gren's shoulder.
 
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AN- Chapter 9
Mmm, yes, a long time coming. I wholeheartedly love this story, coming back to work on it after putting myself together is like caring for a beloved pet. I just want to snuggle the heck out of it.


I'm sure there are going to be split opinions on the idea that Ygdis and Grenwin (and potentially others) might also be able to channel. This is turning into more of a fusion-fic than a straight fanfic of ASOAIF, and I think that's okay. My care is to produce a coherent narrative with engaging characters, and as for the rest, I'll trim and prune ideas as necessary.


Perks gained this chapter:


Listen To My Song: Spiritia is within all things. It is a life force, an energy that permeates... and like energy, it can be taken and given to others. You specialize in the latter, your voice so powerful that your very songs can restore and bolster this Spiritia within those who hear it. Those who were weak and empty can become strong and revitalized... you could even use this singing to ward off effects that would attempt to drain your life or the life of others. Music is the heart of culture, and you will not let it be stolen.


Spiritia Abundance: Every living being generates Spiritia. It's like a life essence, and should one lose it then they could fall into a terrible coma... or in worst case scenarios, die. However, for you it will be unlikely, for you have an unnatural abundance of Spiritia to the point of being a beacon. You will be healthier, more physically fit, and even able to sense the life force of others. Your singing ability increases as well, but surely that wouldn't be a factor would it?


Touched by the Protoculture: The Protoculture were a powerful group, having been the creators of the Zentraedi, and having fought off the Protodeviln in their time. They could terraform entire worlds, traverse the galaxy in seconds, and were the first advanced humanoid civilization to exist... and now in some way, you carry their legacy. Along with the ability to understand a species' culture and the paths they could take for evolution, you now have an understanding of 'Space Fold' technology, which allows faster-than-light communication and the generation of micro-wormholes to traverse space in a much faster method.


Trading Tools: The amount of seconds that are wasted reaching for different tools can be infuriating. Sure you say, it's only a few seconds. But those seconds add up! Which is why you've got this knack for being really quick on grabbing other tools. Where a person might need to look around and waste five to ten seconds to put down a tool and pick another back up, you can do it in 2-3 seconds without even looking. When every second counts, you need to be on the uptake.


Fingers of Silver: While other kids were building tinker-toy creations, you were fiddling with your dad's car and doing a better job than him. By purchasing this, meddling with machines and OverTechnology is as easy as breathing for you. By getting your hands on something, you can easily figure out how it works and how to copy its inner workings, provided that it wasn't just bullshit magic. The more advanced something is, the harder it may be... but with time and effort, you just might succeed.
 
Maia X
The sun was out in full as I left the lodge with Grenwin and Ygdis in tow. We walked into Symon's abode, the sounds of conversation wafting out of his office.

The room we entered felt more cramped than ever with the new additions to the planning team. Greetings were passed around, curious glances at my sisters who hadn't participated in these meetings before, but nothing that seemed to say they were unwelcome.

We sat on the floor upon comfortably warm pelts, arranged in a rough circle with space for one to stand and present in the center should it be needed. Symon and Wynt retrieved the record slates from previous sessions, the young lad becoming well-versed in recording the goings-on by this point.

Ruddy-faced Ombyr was the first to stand from his pelts and speak, "We need more scouts. I don't like how often I'm hearing about things moving in the woods."

There was a round of general agreement, low murmurs echoing the sentiment. Wyck stood, nodding to Ombyr. "Aye. Even this morning, Torm told me he had seen something in the woods last night."

I didn't stand, just added, "I spoke to him this morning, and he told me the same."

It would be incorrect to say that the atmosphere in the room had turned into a general concern for goings-on. Rather, the atmosphere had always been this way, and we had just gone and pointed out the reason why. It wasn't to say that it had fallen by the wayside, but other temporary issues had taken precedence.

Standing, I brushed my skirts straight. "We've more than enough food to feed us now. We ought to see who out of the hunting parties would be willing to be our eyes and ears and form a scout corps. We'll need people to take what the scouts say and sort through it all as well, to give us a clearer picture than just rumors or hearsay."

Ygdis looked up at me, looking positively giddy. She stood up, looking at everyone and confidently stating, "I'll be the first to join. I have the skills and I can train others."

A breach of the fragile decorum we'd established over the weeks, but it was well-meaning; Quiet nods and mutters of agreement came from most present. Wyck and Ombyr stared at her before the former nodded and sat down while the latter laughed uproariously, spittle flying free of his lips.

"I support this," The big man said, "I've never been able to catch a spearwife who didn't want to be caught. My boys, Jorn and Filk, they'll go with ya." He nodded to Ygdis, "Make sure to give 'em a whack if they don't listen." Sitting, the man reclined, pulled out a waterskin, and took a drink of something that certainly wasn't water from the hearty belch he gave a second later.

Wyck still stood, scratching his bearded chin. "That'd be three more scouts than we had yesterday. Still need more, though. I'll see who's up for this, send them your way," he nodded to the young fiery-haired woman. With that, he took a seat.

That left me, an informal third vote in an informal meeting of informal people with informal ideas. I considered her, thinking over all the details before coming to a decision. It wasn't until then that I realized that I'd been staring at her, and Ygdis was starting to seem a little uncomfortable with the scrutiny.

"We'll need to work around our training," I said slowly, "Otherwise, I think you'd be good in this role. We can discuss the details later, but for now, this is a good start." With that I sat, leaving her the only one standing before she awkwardly sat down next to Gren.

A skinny man immediately shot to his feet, declaring, "We need to finish the water tower. The, eh, prototype has been a greater boon than we expected. When will it be built?"

Symon rose, "As soon as the grounds are prepared. You know this. We've talked about it every time we meet like this."

In reply, the skinny man gestured at me. "Then why won't you do this, Maia? You'd have it done in a day or less, so why are you making us wait so long?"

Sighing, I stood again, stepping into the open center. "I've said it before, I don't want to be the sole reason for our success. If I'm the only one who does anything, who knows how to do anything, what happens when I'm not around? This project of ours will succeed or fail on its own merits, and while I'm willing to hold up the wobbly bits until we get everything stable, I'm not going to let you use me as the foundation for anything that comes next."

Symon sat, nodding. Seemed like most people were nodding, though some of the newcomers were a bit confused.

Skinny worked his mouth for a moment, not angry, but like I'd blown the wind from his sails. Someone from the group piped up, "If we need her for everything, what makes us any different from the kneelers?"

Naturally, this set off a raucous cascade of epithets and general grumbling about the nature of the people south of the wall. The skinny man sat down, and I made a note to properly greet him later. I didn't know his name, and I felt a little bad for overlooking anyone.

Grenwin stood without hesitation, addressing the room confidently. "We have plans to move below the wall." She waited just long enough for confused nods to answer her. "Then we need an army."

The room was quiet, and someone coughed.

"Yes?" Wyck asked, confused.

"Well, I don't see any armies around, do any of you?"

Part of me was a little annoyed that she had just been upset at me for treating her like a child, and here she was doing it herself.

I piped up, "As far as I know, there aren't any? We'd have to build ourselves up."

Grenwin walked to the open space, nodding excitedly at me before turning to the room. "Maia's told me some about where she comes from, and she had talked about a, standing army? Voluntary service for a few years individually, but altogether it's some sort of system for building a force that doesn't rely on one or two lords and their soldiers."

"Oi, Maia, tell us more about this!" Ombyr called. "I like the sound of that. You gonna give us stuff if we try this standing army thing out?"

Oh, no, I realized, they're getting excited about this.

I stood for the third time in as many minutes, "Okay, first things first," I walked over to Gren, "A standing army is pretty much what Grenwin said. You voluntarily follow orders for a few years, usually four or so, then have the choice of leaving the army or volunteering again. The thing is, the following orders part is the most important. The lords don't have to worry about their soldiers getting bored and becoming bandit armies; We shouldn't have to, either."

"If the order isn't stupid, I'd follow it." Ombyr retorted. "We're damn better than they are."

"And if you didn't get the context for the order?" I asked, "What if it's an order that sounds stupid, but is vitally important for other parts of the army? Would you, personally, voluntarily give up the freedom to say 'no, I won't follow this order' for several years in a row?"

He chewed on this for a moment- Ah, no, that was just the jerky he had taken a bite of. "Sure. I know I don't need to know everything, and I figure those that know all that shit are the ones sending orders, so they ain't stupid orders. I'll follow. I'll even give a bloody oath to follow orders, and pummel anyone dumb enough to think I won't live up to that."

"Besides," another voice called, from a grizzled old man who looked more knots than skin, "It's different. I say, if I have the choice, I'd fight for my people. Problem comes when you don't give the choice, you point and say, 'You fight for me now.' That's all the lords do to the kneelers. Born on a lord's land, you fight and die for that lord when they have a tantrum."

Agreement echoed through the room.

Grenwin looked positively gleeful. "So, our army then. Volunteers only. I'd rather keep the young out of it, but if they want to contribute, find them something to do that keeps them out of harm's way."

The room nodded as the collective representatives of the various people who had joined thus far agreed in concert. I felt, suddenly, as though I was riding the wave of history, bearing witness to a moment that would change things, for the better or the worst.

"Who will lead our army?" Wyck asked, staring at me. I looked back, confused.

"Gren had the idea, she should do it." I tried to deflect, gesturing at her.

They just laughed at me.

I deflated a little, "Look, with everything else, I don't know if I have the time to handle running an army. I'd be okay with some sort of ceremonial role. Back where I'm from, many nations had the heads of state also be supreme commanders of the military, but in reality, they didn't do much. Start wars, end wars, that sort of thing. They weren't battlefield commanders. I'm not a battlefield commander."

The room chewed on my words- Damnit, no, just Ombyr and his damned jerky. "So what? You've got us. Fought plenty in my time. We've seen you pull miracles out of your ass before. Staying below the Wall, not just raiding? We need your goatshit luck and whatever else you've got. Give us that, and we'll fight for you."

"Never fought for someone who saved my life quite like you have," Wyck said, "I'm not going to refuse now that I have the chance."

Symon stood, seeming conflicted. He had chosen to wear his old Watch cloak, and he drew it around him like a shroud. "I'm not a soldier, I never wanted to fight. I still found myself here, north of the Wall, without a choice. I was at my lord's mercy, then the Watch's mercy, and finally the mercy of the folk who found me. If we're making choices here, then I'll fight too. You need people to analyze the scout reports? I'll handle getting that information to who it needs to get to."

I blinked, shocked. Grenwin seemed just as surprised, alongside everyone else in the room.

Ombyr just laughed, assaulting us with mostly chewed smoked venison. "Even the cowardly crow will fight! I say it's settled. Anyone else got any issues with it?"

Nobody spoke up, and it was concluded. Just like that, I'd had the responsibility to build an army shoved onto my shoulders.

Duty is heavier than a mountain, the half-remembered words floating to the fore of my mind. "I'll fight too, then." I said, "If you'll have me lead, then I'll lead as best I'm able. I'll give you what arms and armor I can provide, whatever training I'm capable of giving." I walked back to my spot, sat down, and very carefully set my face in a neutral thoughtful expression as I internally panicked.

Gren sat down next to me, and soon we moved on to other matters. Building a wall, streets, sewers, more homes, more storage, more workspaces. There was always this sense of needing more, that what we had wasn't going to be good enough to weather the storm we all saw on the distant horizon. The Others were lurking, I was more and more certain, and anything we could use to keep ourselves safe was worth pursuing.

The rest of the meeting passed with a sense of renewed purpose, I felt. Before, we had been tentatively coasting, treading water. Now we were actively moving forward with goals that would change everything, laying the foundation for everything to come.

After that, I had a few minutes to eat something before getting today's education going.

That went much more smoothly today, with Gren and Ygdis taking far more active roles, along with the more knowledgeable members of the class teaching those who came to learn today. It was, dare I say, fun. The first day was satisfying work, but work nonetheless. This was much easier, being able to trust in my friends to hold their weight.

And then it was over for the day. People filtered away, off on their tasks, leaving Gren, Ygdis, Ellir, and me to prepare for our expedition. We didn't share many words after letting the rejuvenated woman know that we'd have a couple more people with us.

Finally, we all gathered together in the entry hall of my vacuole. Packs prepared, everything ready.

"So…" I started awkwardly, "We're heading in which direction, again?"

"South and west." Ellir said, "We should be able to see their great trees from a distance."

"Still a bad idea," Grenwin grumbled. Ygdis patted her shoulder comfortably.

"South and west, then," I repeated, opening a Gateway facing that general direction some distance above First Fork. The snow-laden forest stretched to the horizon, where hills and ridges might have been the foothills of a distant mountain range.

Ellir leaned forward, just enough to poke her hand through the portal. "There," she pointed, "That direction, I think."

Nodding, I pulled her hand back before closing the Gateway and opening another in the direction she'd pointed. We repeated this process several times, to the point where Grenwin put a supportive hand on my lower back as I sagged slightly.

Finally, she was satisfied, and we strode out onto a patch of unremarkable snow, in an unremarkable clearing.

"Clear the Gateway," I said, turning and making sure nobody was still crossing while I closed it.

To my surprise, there was a chorus of "Clear!" from each of them.

I closed the portal, the opening slimming until it turned in on itself, leaving a bright line that shrunk to a point and vanished.

"That might just be a thing we start doing," I said idly, "Helps make sure I don't leave anyone's arms or legs behind, right?"

Ellir chuckled slightly nervously, rubbing her arm as though a sudden chill had taken her.

"Good," Grenwin said, "Then we'll do that every time. Right?" She asked Ygdis, who nodded.

"Yup!"

Ellir nodded, before looking around the clearing. She strode around, examining branches of shrubs, turning over rocks, poking through bushes. After a while of this, she stood up and declared, "We walk this way." Pointing into the forest, she seemed confident.

There was a hysterical moment, an intrusive thought that I had bound myself to a madwoman who was leading me into some awful fate, but I shoved it aside forcefully. Ellir was trustworthy, and my sisters had my back, I reminded myself.

We walked in silence for a long time. There wasn't much to say, really, other than our mutual hope that things went well today.

In between steps, something changed. Saidar vanished as though it had never been, a deep chill passing through me. I stumbled and fell as if I'd been half-blinded and half-deafened.

You're in shock, part of my brain told me.

Shove off, I told it back, barely cognizant at this point, feeling the loss like a keening wound. Did I fuck up? Did I push myself too far?

It didn't matter how hard I strove, or where I searched, the light was just gone. It had been present when I dreamt, but now…

I found myself in the realm of starry lights, my constellation whirling around me. Desperately I searched for the cluster I knew had to be around, and I found it. Here, at least, I could see the light of saidar through one of the many stars at my disposal. Reaching blindly, I sought it, not sure what I was doing or how.

I brushed something, something that was between the lights, something I'd never seen or felt or noticed before. I pushed past it, desperate to reclaim what I'd lost. Grappling the light, I dove into it, before realizing that I hurt.

Everywhere, everything was burning. Saidar was so close, it was right there, I just had to reach out-

In the middle of a snowy forest, as the sun began to fall below the trees, a young woman collapsed with a muffled cry, as though a puppet with strings cut. Her body hit the ground, and a moment later surrounded by her companions.

They lifted her, took her back a little way, and settled down for the night. They figured if she kept breathing, she might wake up on her own.
 
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