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It took a while as I did more work placements in Aged Care over the needed days just to get more hours out of it as the next part of my course will be going into the Disability area and my teacher say we won't get many hours out of that part of course so hence the extended work placement in Aged Care, but I'm nearly done with it and soon I'll be a certified AIN.
So here is the next part, please comment and highlight areas that look stupid or odd, I'd appreciate the feedback.
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It didn't take long for them to give a response, but then again perhaps they didn't, everything was subject to change within the Warp, even time has no defense in this place, though my chronometer showed only 3 minutes had passed the beings here probably took hundreds of years to conclude.
Almost without warning the Shadowed Horseman and the Flaming Bird pulsed across their answer.
A cold dread and an unbearable heat washed over being, I could feel the concepts of acceptance flowing through me as they made their choice, but the favor they wanted out of me was both simple and complex, the request was similar to what the others wanted.
The Many-Eyed flaming being also answered with acceptance, and out all here its way of showing it was too peaceful as a pleasant warmth and something so incredibly serene seemed to rejuvenate my whole being, it was strange so much so I had to actively stop my hand from going down to my sword.
The Winged Serpent also agreed as I felt an intense burning sensation flow through me, I struggled to not cry out in pain, the heat was far greater than the Flaming Bird's response, I could feel my soul being encased in this feeling, the Winged Serpent pulsed another feeling across, again it was acceptance but with far different meaning behind it.
The last being, the Horned Humanoid, it did agree but what it wanted out of securing its aid immediately made me draw my sword and ignite its flames.
[Leave. Now] I suppressed a shudder when its rage flowed through the area only to be subdued by the Many-Eyed being and the Shadowed Horseman, the power I could feel being exuded, and the projected feelings and concepts being thrown about distorted the very space we were in.
I could feel my mind strain under the rapid changes, bright lights to extreme temperatures, and different shapes and ideas assaulted me, but I kept them at bay.
Eventually, the Horned Humanoid vanished, its presence I could feel fleeing this area of the Immaterium.
I let loose a sigh as I allowed my stance to relax and sheath my blade, to those now remaining here they quickly followed through with what I asked them for.
The surrounding area once again distorted into a multitude of colors and twisted in shape which my mind began to strain again, something was dripping out of my eyes, ears, and nose, and I could feel my being trying to adapt to the combined powers of the entities before me as a barrage of images and mountain loads of knowledge threatened to break me.
I could see two spiraling shapes in the void. These shapes were massive, and they stretched on and on, easily eclipsing some of the largest stations and ships from my second life, on closer inspection, I could see that were made of a gleaming crystal and likely other elements, but I could be wrong.
A planet was in view, and these things were headed there, then they seemingly started ejecting hundreds of thousands of small yet colossal fragments of themselves out of their bodies and towards the planet, and these 'Shards' then entered into another plain of existence then attaching themselves to the minds of the 'Host' that they had bonded themselves to.
And then when the 'Host' began experiencing mind breaking amount of negative emotions which poured right into the Immaterium I could see the 'Shard' connect and thus power gained in theme to what had caused them such distress, but what was more damming was the impulses the 'Shard' sent into the mind of the 'Host'.
Conflict, so many of the 'Shards' pushed the desire for conflict through every single 'Host' which caused even more connections from the other dormant 'Shards', but worse still was the breakdown of society, the destruction of order, and the loss of technology reverting the 'Host' species back to lawless savagery, and to make things, even more, worse the two parent creatures released what I could only describe as monsters onto the world further causing death and destruction while also facilitating more connections between 'Shard' and 'Host'.
In the end, the two creatures pulsed, and then every single ejected 'Shard' was ripped away from the 'Host' back into two greater wholes, then with an obscene amount of energy the two beings destroyed the world of the 'Host' species, the detonation propelling the two creatures into the black beyond the star system.
This continued as I saw, again and again, the creatures come to a star system with an intelligent race and infect them with their 'Shards' before repeating the cycle of conflict and death. Hundreds of years, cycles upon cycles of the same thing.
Again, I could see two spiraling shapes in the void heading towards a planet, one that was all too familiar with as they began their cycle once more, but then I saw something that shocked me, another creature seemingly passing by, a lapse in concentration with the beings exchanging 'Shards' and then the death of one of the creatures.
The lone creature mourned, lost without its partner, it then created an avatar, a golden facsimile of a man, searching across the globe for meaning trying to get rid of its pain in committing heroic acts, but still it wondered in despair unable to find the [ANSWER] to the cycle.
But then I think to myself, what would it do where it to realize that the [ANSWER] it and its kinds so desperately searched for was right in front of it?
As the pain and distortion began to fade away, my mind began putting together the information I received, it painted a very grim picture, and a mixture of anger and bitter acceptance flowed through me, I thought I'd finally escaped being embroiled in events which would see the death an entire world, to be free of conflict which would place me in the line of death.
I wanted to be free of such cataclysmic things, but with what I now know, I never had a chance at living a simple normal as can be life even if wanted to, not after this, and especially when I have an Entity that sees me as prime entertainment material.
I couldn't ignore this, I had to face it, I had the means to kill it but to trade blow for blow with such a creature, I wouldn't last long at all, thus I needed power to survive a direct confrontation with it, and I knew exactly where I could get such power.
Drawing my existence into myself all the way to the core of my soul, I metaphysically stood at the closed doors to my true Primarch power, and once again there was only one thing standing in my way to realizing my true self.
The last remnants of my Humanity.
It was as I remember it, small, diminutive, weak, but the light it produced was warm and I could tell it had grown a small amount.
We stood facing each other, knowing why the both of us were here, as I walked further closer to those closed doors, my humanity did nothing to stop me, it knew what had to be done.
But I didn't pass it, kneeling I could see clearly that it was crying, I could feel the sadness and despair along with the bitter acceptance, raising my hands I carefully warped them around my humanity, embracing it in a hug, I felt its tiny limbs reach around my neck.
My vision blurred as I stood up with my humanity in hand, with great effort the last steps I made towards the closed doors were soft and slow as I savored my last moments with my humanity.
With my hand reaching out to grasp the handle I began to open it with little effort, and in that moment with the door opening, a dark gold light downed out my sight and a torrent of power rushed through the likes of which I couldn't truly fathom, I could feel my soul and existence both burn and expand as it was swelling up with this power.
It was amazing, it felt like many weights and restrictions that I didn't know I had begun fading away, everything started to feel so much more enhanced, it was extremely pleasant, but it was unfortunately ruined by one horrible feeling of loss.
I could feel my humanity losing its form, the arms it used to hold itself close to me were gone, and the legs began dissipating along with its torso and head.
I crashed down to my knees as I cradled my humanity, through my blurred vision I saw the last flakes of its form flicker and fade away to nothingness.
"I-I...I'm s-so so-ory" I just looked at my armored-clad hands where my humanity once was balled into fists that shook along with the rest of my body, I was hurting both from this devastating loss and from the influx of power that I opened up, I changed and ascended to a new existence.
Eventually, I pulled myself out of my innermost self and also exited the Immaterium, the Greater Daemons' favors could wait for now as I needed to be alone.
When I opened my eyes, I saw I was still in the living room of the Alcott house, the two heroines were here talking amongst themselves waiting for the matriarch of the family to collect the daughter.
Flexing my psychic power came disturbingly quickly and more precisely as my sight found the location of mother and daughter only now leaving the school, I still had time to myself.
Again, directing my power, I had my being teleported back to the place where I tested the first use of my psychic powers, it was as I remembered it the last time I was here.
And just like last time I let loose my power, and once again the difference between then and now was like how far apart the sun and moon were.
To the on-looker, it was as though the area was bathed in a dark golden coloration which could be seen all the way on the other side of the city.
For me I could feel the waves of power flow off my being and begin to make changes to the surrounding area, dying grass became more vibrant and healthier, the decaying ships and rusted metal began to revert to their prime luster, broken glass and bent frames reformed and buffed out, even the cracked concrete ground and tarmac lost the grime and dust looking as though they were freshly installed,
With conscious thought, I rained in this effect and toned down the blinding light even though I was barely affected at all, but from the reflection of both repaired windows and undisturbed pools of water, I could that my whole body had undergone a dramatic change.
My height stayed the same but the armor I wore had become more decorative with more intrinsically carved iconography of my Chapter, my chest plate seemed larger as did areas on my leg plate and waist, and my power pack was gone almost as in its place was two enormous dark feathered wings that shined the same dark gold and I also seemed to have gained a spiked glowing golden halo that seemed to just float but stayed in close vicinity of my head.
But I didn't care.
An unbelievable amount of unstable psychic power exploded out of my being, I screamed to the high heavens yanking out my grandfather's sword and with unbridled rage and sorrow I unleashed unguided sloppy strikes into my surroundings.
waves of power smashed into everything, once fixed abandoned boats and strewn about crates and other items were disintegrated under my power.
I threw away the sword and shield letting them clatter to the ground as I bolted to one still-standing vessel and let loose a punch coated in my psychic power, I felt no resistance, even though my armored fist clearly struck the vessel the steel and wooden hull simple fell apart and then converted itself into dust and flakes of my psychic power, it felt as though I struck nothing but air.
I came to a stop after a small stumble, my hearts were racing and my breath heaving till I ceased such actions.
The rage and sorrow were dissipating far too quickly, quicker than normal, and I knew why.
Knowing why flared my previous feelings again but only once again being quickly soothed away, now all that was left was bitter understanding.
I reigned in my power, storing it away to be unleashed upon a far more deserving foe than a beach filled with abandoned wet-water vessels, now the surroundings abounded with flakes of my psychic power, dust upon the wind, this area now had an emotional imprint of my despair and sorrow.
Yet I also felt a bit lighter, I dare say there was something positive about my outburst of emotion just now, such a thought was cast aside as I quickly refocused on my next step and onwards.
I had a new mission now, one of grave importance, failure would mean the loss of nearly a thousand versions of Terra spread across this local dimension, and this caused my centuries of training and indoctrination to rage against allowing such a thing to happen.
As I was now, I had a chance to put down that Alien, but what about the populace of Terra and beyond, there was no guarantee that they would survive such a cataclysmic event and I knew this well.
I needed to find the main body and kill it, and to do that would mean connecting my mind with the avatar the creature pilots, but before I would even rush off to make the connection, I needed to build up more resistance to any sort of psychic attacks it may have, and unfortunately, I had favors with beings who could 'help'.
I had a plan now, training to endure psychic attacks and using my true power more effectively, but first I needed to deal with a few children and their Shards.
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