Mother. Father. Tamara, Silvyn, Varos, Heln.
I am alive and well. When this reaches you, I will already have spent some time upon the Far Continent, and although it is cold and very foreign, I think I will survive.
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Silvos.
I'm sorry.
There's not much I can say that I haven't already said to you. I will am wish I had more time at the end, to try and make it right by you. I didn't mean to hurt you with my recklessness, but my intentions didn't spare you.
I will follow your example, and try to make a better man of myself in this new place, instead of attacking every moment head on.
You are strong and patient; you will recover. I'm sorry you have to.
I had some things I couldn't take with me. Knowing our parents, they're keeping it for me. I entrust them to you to distribute as you see fit and fair; I would prefer if you kept whatever you wanted. I understand that you might not want gifts at this point, but I think you should receive the blood-price. You were his family too, and I should have remembered that first.
Maybe one day, I will see you again. If it is not better by then, I will do what I can to make it so.
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I Can Has Will there be you
It feels strange, because I cannot possibly expect a return letter, but I cannot write without asking.
Mother, Father, I hope that you will not move. We have disagreements with Yonai's kin, but they cannot possibly be so brash to make trouble for their elders. If they do, and you wish to settle it outside of court, remember to ask my friends for aid. Whatever they think of me now, I trust regret know that they can keep you safe. Five of them are worth his entire family. Tell Tyr goodbye for me; he doesn't understand anything, and will miss me. At least, he always did like your garden better than my apartment.
I promise even in this foreign land, I will not dishonour you further, and will remember how you raised me. I do not know what the future holds, but I can only hope you would be proud of how I face it.
Illaoi, Harkos and Pelyta will not ask it, but if it comes to it, tell them to consider the favours they owe me settled.
Tamara, how is your son and your husband? Do the Lazarites understand our ways; do you understand theirs? I wish your family all the best. I still think your son has talent for magic, even if you do not believe in it. It might not be something you can teach yourself, but at least one of your neighbours must know how to read.
When you have more children, I pray you and them will be well.
Silvyn, thank you for looking out for your twin. You and he don't see eye to eye on many things, but I know you will do the right thing.
When you do go adventuring, take it easy at first! You will need time to adjust. The sun and the heat and dry are worse than the sailors boast! Bring water and extra food, and be careful not to wear your steel too much. The first few weeks, I was drinking like a fish, and still almost passed out! Even now, I think I'm going through water near half again as fast as back home. If not for all this snow, I don't know what I'd do.
I'm sure you'll find good friends on your travels. Journeys are far easier with them, no matter to where or why.
Varos, how's your business going? I admit that I still don't know what to make of it, this idea of 'loaning' books out instead of just selling them, or why you think Kalastur would be such a good place for it, but you are much better at maths than I am, so I'm sure your chances are good.
If you still need a bit more seed money for it, you might want to chat to Silvos about it. When he's ready, anyways.
I like your stories better than these foreign ones, though. Less ridiculous. Just sell (or.. lend?) those, really!
Heln, how's your apprenticeship going? I know that you don't really plan on being a cliff-walker, but it's still a useful set of skills to have. I should be proof enough that life can be strange sometimes, so it's always good to have a back up plan. Plus, you shouldn't waste your uncle's time, even if he's near retired nowadays.
I still think you should follow our dreams, though. Thane Erik is a better man than you and I; that's why he's Thane. He will not judge by blood, and if your fellows do, beat them into the floor until they don't. They will not respect you otherwise, and I know they will respect you.
But those are distant dreams. I know you won't listen, but try be more like a child; it will not last forever.
For myself, this place is not too bad.
I should tell you everything I can. Even travelling here has been extremely strange; I doubt it'll improve on land! Mere weeks after we set out, we encountered a sleeping sea-giant. Tamara, you would have bled to see it- it was like we had stepped into an ancient story! Its eye alone was as tall as me. Upon its back were the ruins of a war beneath the sea and carcasses of Continental ships, guarded by magical beasts. We killed dozens of those beasts and pillaged nearly three hundred in salvage before we realised the island was all part of some greater titan…
We are very lucky it was only annoyed.
And that's not all, even! We rescued another foreigner ship, which had been crippled by the mere wake of such a monster; then, we found yet another mysterious island, clearly an outpost of the Elves, left to rot. As one of the best blades present (as if I needed flattery), I had the privilege of going down there….
What we found it.. it was dangerous. Horrifying. Worst, it was something I'm not sure I'll ever explain; how we fought it was a miracle alone, let alone that no one died.
It is dead, and that is a great thing. Blessed Kolo bars me from saying more, and if you knew what I do you may not wish to know. Knowing certainly hasn't improved my life.
We were also attacked by slaving hobgoblins. Yes, hobgoblins! The peoples of this new world are very different, but they are no kinder than the foreigners over there. The priests think that there are worthwhile allies nonetheless (the non-slaving hobgoblins- yes, multiple groups!), so I trust their hearts are greater than first impressions tell me.
They are brave though, and stronger than you'd think. Perhaps unprepared to face us, but who is?
But… despite all these adventures, those are not the strangest things. Maybe one day, I will forget, and only recall the quests, and even then only as half remembered dreams, but I assure you that mere violence against strange creatures is far from the most eery thing.
The most eery thing is living. It is the sun, that rises in the morning like a blinding flame, so consistent it can measure time; it is the sunshine that cooks you like boiling water, the air so thin and dry it feels like you could tear it. It is the snow in summer (!?); it is the absence of cover in every direction, replaced by glittering seas, pure blue like gemstones, instead of sensible tones. It is waking up on a hammock instead of a mattress, eating with faces I do not know and never will, doing work I don't understand in between learning a foreign tongue, and the knowledge that it will not get better, because I cannot go back. Here, I am amongst our kin; friends, even. What will it be like in truly foreign lands?
I am homesick.
There is nothing to be done about it, though. The tide goes out, and I must follow.
I am not sure if it will help, but thank you for thinking of me while I am so far away. I hear that Darkwater and Dale have other interest groups further south, and if I find them, I will try to speak to you again through them. Perhaps there is a place for people like me here; it's certainly big enough. Or maybe I will change instead, and the next time you hear from me, you will not know me; I doubt it, but if this proves anything, it is that the future is never what you quite expect.
Goddess protect you, in everything you do.
Goodbye.
Your son and brother, Geln.