[X] Better Part of Valour. This is not the time to commit to a new course, not from a position of such ignorance. That you are favoured by Myrmidia is undeniable, but shelter is enough, you do not need the Knights' patronage beyond that. Not until you have the answers necessary to make an informed decision on your future.
I would love to play it open, I really would.
But I think we chose the wrong build for that. No supernatural leadership, charisma, skill in war or anything. Not even physical abilities to survive all the people who might want to kill the leader of a pro-civilisation organisation in this world.
And we don't have the backround to aquire these skills naturally.
So keeping our head down and trying to make use of our great crafting abilities, rather than trying to direct a war in the shadows of the Empire seems sensible.