It might also be because handing Shinji a copy of Fall of Hyperion would be a bit too Yuki Nagato.


And I reiterate how much I like this version of Rei. She's so obviously trying to be something vaguely approaching a normal human (Earthclan? homisapi? whatever genus homo is commonly referred to as here), and so obviously failing. It's almost adorable, in a sad creepy sort of way.


As for the implications of Children of Dune being on Rei's approved reading list, that depends a great deal on what Rei's ultimate purpose is in AEEverse.
 
EarthScorpion said:
So, what's she telling Shinji?

a) I'm Leto.

b) You're Leto

c) I'm Alia

d) Asuka is Alia.

e) Gendo is going to chicken out and it's your job to get Yui back.

f) The spice must flow!

g) All of the above.

h) Gendo once read this to me when I was small, and I like this book.

i) None of the above.

j) I want your incestuous babies because it is a valid marriage which will ensure that the Imperial Court will accept us.
I vote for (c), (e), and (j).


EarthScorpion, I gotta say I prefer the smaller sized chapters. It's a little less daunting and I don't have to budget my time quite so meticulously (I like to read chapters in one sitting).[1]

Anyway, would you mind explaining the various schools of sorcery in the AEE universe? They've been mentioned a couple of times in the story and I was wondering what the differences between them were.


[1]The possibility that smaller chapter sizes will lead to shorter intervals between chapter releases is purely coincidental. :p
 
RazorSmile said:
This is easily your shortest chapter ever. :D
Is not!


Chapter 6, aka "chibi!Asuka gets a pet proto-Geth" was shorter by far! :p
TheSandman said:
It might also be because handing Shinji a copy of Fall of Hyperion would be a bit too Yuki Nagato.
Also, because the metaphors would be all wrong. Well, that is unless you were to compare Gendo to Sol, or something... hmm.
TheSandman said:
And I reiterate how much I like this version of Rei. She's so obviously trying to be something vaguely approaching a normal human (Earthclan? homisapi? whatever genus homo is commonly referred to as here), and so obviously failing. It's almost adorable, in a sad creepy sort of way.
Yes. You know, I think one of AEE!Rei's tragedies is that she really does love Gendo, in a way which approximates daughterly love. He's the one who raised her, who looked after her, who explained things to her and who gives her books to read. She lived with him until puberty, and having to move out upset her, even if she knew it was necessary and inevitable, and never showed it. He pays attention to her. He gives her half a chocolate bar, even if she doesn't like peppermint.


And so she's scared that Shinji might disrupt this, because she knows that he will.
 
I've finally gotten to the bits on At the Mountains of Madness, and Del Toro is constantly confusing the Great Old Ones with the Elder Things. This terrifies me greatly.
 
Amorous Intent said:
I've finally gotten to the bits on At the Mountains of Madness, and Del Toro is constantly confusing the Great Old Ones with the Elder Things. This terrifies me greatly.
You too? I'll admit my lovecraft canon is kind of shaky so I wasn't sure if I was just misremembering something.


That said, its not like I'd go for the plot; I just want to see morphing shoggoths in 3d.
 
Captain_Newtype said:
I only started reading it a few weeks ago (when I was give a hand-me-down e-reader) and it's fantastic. Admittidly, some of the references flashed me by until I did a quick research of Cthulu-Tech.


I do prefer how Shinji is presented in this, it's more in line with the snarkier Shinji of the Sadamato manga and not the semi-doormat of the original anime. Currently on Chapter 5, but with a week's holiday forthcoming, I can see myself rapidly catching up.


Keep up the good work, Earth_Scorpion!
Heh, e-readers are great, aren't they? My Kindle has accumulated a lot of fanfic and fan-translations of not-released-in-the-West light novels since I got it. :p

It might interest you to know that I haven't actually read the manga. This is largely just my own interpretation of the canon anime character, given a better family background, and perhaps a bit of cross-contamination from Kyon, which happened because I watched Eva and Haruhi for the first time very close together, and Haruhi is basically an Eva Elseworlds, anyway. Hence, AEE!Shinji is just Shinji with enough of a spine to make him passive-aggressive. LatwPIAT can probably expand further on his thesis that AEE!Shinji is actually a pretty bad person, at a petty, human level, because of that little bit of extra spine.


And Chapter 5... hmm. Ah, yes, you have the Asuka chapters (well, chapter and chapterette), and the Rei Sequence to come. I'll be interested to see your opinion, because Chapter 5... well, it would probably have done better as two chapters.
 
Ford Prefect said:
I actually started writing that again. I had seventeen pages, including some stuff with a submarine and a space whale. Then my Russian translator/motivation evaporated. So now I'm going to write about magical girls.
That is quite possibly the best reason to not do something and change in ideas ever.


Capn: Yes, yes he has.*


* Don't mention
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Ford Prefect said:
I didn't really mention this when I talked about ANE, and I don't know why. I'm pretty sure I've mentioned that I think the FEAR elements are pretty much the absolute weakest parts of the story. In ANE they were pretty hamfistedly inserted, and they ranged from 'shockingly lame' (the Replicas) to 'hahahahahahahahahahaha' (Alma). They're better integrated this time around but, for me at least, this just means that the lameness of FEAR is better integrated.


I'm wondering how other people feel about this matter. Does FEAR 'fit' for you? It's quite the popular little game, but that doesn't mean it works even if you like the source material. Holle himself said it: he likes FEAR quite a bit, but doesn't think it suits the story. I think Face reads this and from memory he's a big FEAR fan too, so it would be interesting to see what he thinks, too. What about other people?


I can't take FEAR seriously, and it has nothing to do with supposedly telepathic supersoldiers talking loudly on the radio. Back before FEAR was released, I was actually pretty excited for it. One of the devs said something like 'we're taking more from Ring and other Japanese horror films than games usually', which I thought would be pretty fresh. What they actually meant was that they were ripping the creepy girl out of Ju-on as well as the titular psychic from AKIRA. The story rapidly goes from 'dudes shoots mans and encounters ghost' to 'actually we had this apocalyptic psychic all the time and the only thing we thought of doing was making a dude who runs fast'. The whole 'Alma has the walking end of the world' thing just feels so unreal that I could never really accept it as an element in the plot. When Harlan Wade was all like 'blood will rain from the skies' I just rolled my eyes. When that fat dude was all 'she's the mother of the apocalypse' I actually laughed.


Obviously Alma doesn't need to be used quite like this, and short of the most amazingly beautiful troll in the universe, AEE isn't going to end up like ANE. At the same time, I can't help bring my impressions of FEAR with me as I read this. What about everyone else? Let's have a real discussion.
I'm a fan of the original FEAR. FEAR isn't really compelling as a component of AEE on its own. From my perspective, the FEAR material fits well not because of FEAR, but because the elements that ES has incorporated are already aligned well with the rest. The test I use is this: if he substituted original material for the FEAR material, would it remain thematically the same? Using the ANE material, Alma Wade and the Replicas both qualify. The Replicas have the theme of being yet another Eva group technology spin-off (the Reiquarium), and that theme is kept when they are converted to generic clones. Alma Wade, as a level 5+ parapsychic, is a (minor) human eldritch abomination, and again, that theme is retained as an original character.


On the other hand, the weird Kaji/Point Man merger never really felt right to me. The Wade family, on the other hand, is largely irrelevant. OCs could substitute, but could almost entirely change the themes of the FEAR characters without losing anything vital to the plot. The Wades are only there because Alma is.


Alma works better as a low-end Harbinger-level threat, and exceeding that is where the ending of ANE fell flat.
 
Ford Prefect said:
The story rapidly goes from 'dudes shoots mans and encounters ghost' to 'actually we had this apocalyptic psychic all the time and the only thing we thought of doing was making a dude who runs fast'. The whole 'Alma has the walking end of the world' thing just feels so unreal that I could never really accept it as an element in the plot. When Harlan Wade was all like 'blood will rain from the skies' I just rolled my eyes. When that fat dude was all 'she's the mother of the apocalypse' I actually laughed.
Yeah... at least in canon!FEAR, I choose to implement Death Of The Author Prana, and argue that both Harlan and Fatty are unreliable sources, who are horribly guilty/scared of what's going to happen. Harlan, by this point, wants the world to end, if it means he doesn't have to feel like he does, and Fatty is just a scared fat man who's seen what she can do to people (ie, jam time).


I mean, it's actually very hard to tell exactly what canon!Alma can do. We know that, while dead, the passive effects of the Vault were causing low-level nightmares and sickness through the Auburn District, and that she can make a mess of people once the Vault is opened, and cause general mindfuckery, but beyond that? It was the reactor detonation which destroyed the city, not her. And beyond that? She kills people by liquefying them, sets off an explosion which blows the Pointman through the window without injuring him, uses ghost/nightmare creatures, she appears to have the same capacity as Fettel to control the specially blank minds of the Replicas... nothing which really entitles her to the descriptions which they ascribe to her.


I mean, apart from the fact that she's all rage-filled and unkillable.


Personally, I believe they just liked the "Mother of the apocalypse" thing, because, lol, she's your mother / mother of your and her child. :p
Obviously Alma doesn't need to be used quite like this, and short of the most amazingly beautiful troll in the universe, AEE isn't going to end up like ANE. At the same time, I can't help bring my impressions of FEAR with me as I read this. What about everyone else? Let's have a real discussion.
Yep. In fact, the fact that ANE ended like that specifically precludes AEE ending like that, because I've already done it.


Not that it was going to. I mean, no-one at all got giant and naked, and that's just wrong for an Evangelion apocalypse. And where would we be without Giant Naked Gendo? :p
marcoasalazarm said:
But you had her destroy a WHOLE DAMN UNIVERSE. Not even THE ELDER GODS can do that.
Two things.


One. Elder Gods? What are they? Could you be talking about the feeble Dreamland constructs which got eaten? Or maybe the Outer Gods, in which case, yes, they could, in that all Azathoth would need to is to wake up or decide that she was no longer interested in being an ordinary Japanese schoolgirl.


Two. No universes were destroyed in the end of ANE, apart from in the metatextual sense that I stopped writing it. All that happened was a newly Ascendant Great Old One level being ganked a bunch of other similar beings using newfound power, and did the whole EoE thing with the melting into Tang, only instead of Tang, they just got torn apart and their souls eaten. Then it headed off into the cosmos, and did the normal, boring-to-Nyarlathotep things, like primitive races building statues of it, and then eating cultists that tried to summon it, causing SAN damage, and so on.
Amorous Intent said:
I'm a fan of the original FEAR. FEAR isn't really compelling as a component of AEE on its own. From my perspective, the FEAR material fits well not because of FEAR, but because the elements that ES has incorporated are already aligned well with the rest. The test I use is this: if he substituted original material for the FEAR material, would it remain thematically the same? Using the ANE material, Alma Wade and the Replicas both qualify. The Replicas have the theme of being yet another Eva group technology spin-off (the Reiquarium), and that theme is kept when they are converted to generic clones. Alma Wade, as a level 5+ parapsychic, is a (minor) human eldritch abomination, and again, that theme is retained as an original character.
Basically correct. FEAR stuff is of the level (especially in AEE, where, because of the increased tech-level, a lot of the stuff which was Herkunft-special in ANE is in common use in AEE for everyone) where it is subservient to the higher level plot, much like the RevSpace and EP stuff, which is to say, it exists where I permit it to, and where it already fits in, and gets discarded when I don't want to. And, yes, broadly, the FEAR stuff has been dialled back... *shudders*... especially those largely pointless Replica PoV sections, which... urgh. There's so much fat which is going to have to be liposuctioned off what happens to AEE!Moloch.
 
I sort of liked the Replica point of view sequences, though I understand why you want to get rid of them. Juggling them, some sympathy inducing Dragonite point of views, and the Children Point of views...


Yeah, you were following to many people by the end. You could have done some of those as sidestories, like with Nobody Dies, but they needed to be ejected from the main story.
 
The way I see it, the Replicas don't have a telepathic link among themselves, only to the commander, and said commander probably cannot directly micromanage 1000 soldiers at once, even if he is juiced-up by Alma.
 
About Fear and the Mother of the Apocalypse stuff... it didn't really bug me. But, now that I think a little more closely about my reaction, I didn't really care about it either. Alma is scary because she is standing right behind you, or maybe waiting just around the corner, and because she is so horribly twisted that even her love is malignant and she is personally attached to you, whether she's your mother in Fear 1 or your would-be lover in Fear 2. And having Harlan Wade or Terry Halford babbling about the world-eating didn't change the fact that Alma was still waiting for me around the corner or standing right behind me wanting to give me a big messy hug, because the protagonist's relationship with Alma is already more pressing and personal than what other characters were saying. The story would likely be better if they cut the apocalypse stuff and focused more on the interpersonal relationships, but for me, having it in wasn't a deal breaker.


As for the replicas... I'm not a huge fan of shooters in the first place unless there's a good story, setting, or character attached, so I mentally divided the game into "Alma!" and "shooty bits before I see Alma again".




I just had a thought. FEAR is, obviously, geared more to the first person shooter crowd, which isn't so accustomed to the slow, calm creepiness of Eastern horror, or even horror in general other than ugly-bloody-demon-in-your-face shocks. Shooters are there for the shooting. If you get a crowd who expects just their shooter and their generic silent protagonist who doesn't really have a character other than "guy who fires the gun for the player", and then you start to drop in bits and pieces about where this guy came from and how the latest mission with the creepy ghost girl is actually intimately tied to you... well, it's a level of subtlety that most shooters don't reach and most shooter fans don't expect, even if it's not as well integrated as it could be.


...now that I check, FEAR came out two years before Bioshock, yet they had the same twist about the protagonist being born from the situation the game's exploring. Bioshock did it better.
EarthScorpion said:
Yeah... at least in canon!FEAR, I choose to implement Death Of The Author Prana, and argue that both Harlan and Fatty are unreliable sources, who are horribly guilty/scared of what's going to happen. Harlan, by this point, wants the world to end, if it means he doesn't have to feel like he does, and Fatty is just a scared fat man who's seen what she can do to people (ie, jam time).
Though, I may not have to strictly ignore the apocalypse stuff now. This actually integrates it better.



As for how well the FEAR stuff works in AEE... I really like the FEAR things that crop up in some of Shinji's dreams/hallucinations. Like Amorous Intent was saying about fitting the FEAR elements in where there are already matching Evangelion elements, canon!Shinji already has dreams and such going in a similar direction; plugging in the FEAR elements, though, changes Shinji's dreams from "I am psychologically damaged and express it by dreaming about trains" to "The world is out to eat me and this story is out to eat the reader. Go hide under your bed and cry now." Something about having our protagonist see a trail of bare, wet, child's footprints is simply haunting and threatening.
 
In AEE-verse, the Zone might be related to Alma. After all, it formed pretty much on top of where NERV's second American branch was located, and that also disappeared into a dimensional tear courtesy of an experiment with something they didn't understand going horribly wrong. So it seems plausible to me that one of the things that tore the original Evangelion Group apart in AEE's backstory was some sort of disaster involving experiments with Alma's parapsychic abilities that tore a hole into somewhere else.


Maybe the Dreamlands. After all, Zoners are uniformly parapsychic and insane, both of which seem like reasonable consequences from Dreamlands entities trying to escape the death of their home reality by hitching a ride on human minds near the reality tear.


Or Alma might be what's causing the death of the Dreamlands in the first place, depending on the timeframe of the creation of the Zone, the Eva group's operations, and when the Dreamlands got nommed. Even if she isn't, having an incredibly powerful psychic dropped into a reality created from the collective unconscious mind of every dreaming creature on the planet would have nasty consequences, and would also explain why she might have gotten a powerboost from FEAR canon.
 
Archives I / how frail to that large utterance of the early Gods!
An experimental chapter to end Book 1

Chapter 14


Archives I / how frail to that large utterance of the early Gods!


AEON




~'/|\'~​


"Let us speak of the self-defence mechanisms that human societies appear to have developed throughout the ages. Let us speak of the allegations of 'witch', of the contempt for the insane and the abhorrence of those 'who know too much', of the countless inquisitions and of the fits of paranoia and suspicion that have hit every past society. Let us, in fact, talk of the delineation between 'barbarians', where all things are earned by one's own deeds and through one's own will, and 'tribals', where all things which are not mandatory are forbidden.


I propose that, soon, mankind will cease to be tribal, and revert to barbarism once again."


Luru Parz

"Es gibt eine Klinge in den Mittelpunkt der Welt hingewiesen: ein Essay", 1912​


~'/|\'~​


I. The Loss of Ignorance

I write these words from my hospital bed, surrounded by cold, sterile whiteness. The chill smell of antiseptics permeates past even the tube that the nurses, who control this place, have inserted into my nostrils. I think back to my youth, to my childhood, and lament that I have fallen so far, to be constrained here against my will, in what they claim to be my infirmity and dotage. They claim such things, yes, they claim that the dementia has stolen my cognition, but I know the truth, and so I must set it to paper, even though it pains me greatly that such knowledge be permitted to exist. I do not wish it to be so, and yet it must, because it is better than the alternatives. Men, and now women, of science dive blindly into the incoherent chaos which is all that surrounds us, and they babble tales about things which I have wisely feared all my life, publish them in scientific papers and talk of 'reality-states' when they should be more afeared of that which will come. Hence, I must write this, and allow this cursed knowledge which I never truly sought but which was forced upon me by events, to spread, and infect others, like a disease of the mind.


And in this, I am aided by the lies that the doctors tell the nurses, for they believe that I am crazy, that my mind is softening due to causes internal. I let them believe that, for I am smarter than them, smarter than they will ever be, and so the occasional action which encourages their delusions is best for me.


But in this, I grow distracted, for I must tell my tale, and there is only so much time that I have left. It is for this reason that I begin my tale where it must, at the beginning, where I gained my first, truly unwelcome sight into the darker truths of the cosmos, and where the tales that I had so fancily read in books suddenly took on a new, horrific tone.


It was the summer of 1922, and I was a young man in Berlin. I was enjoying the first, bright spring of my own days, and in truth I had a reason to be joyous, for I was engaged. I had been too young to be conscripted in the Great War, the so-called 'War to End All Wars', and my family, a respectable family of bankers, had been wealthy enough that the worst elements of the Allied blockade had not subjected me to the famine and suffering that so many of my countrymen had been afflicted with. I, myself, was at university, and I filled my days with Gotthold Ephraim Lessing and Proust alike, while my nights were filled with the regrowing pleasures of our capital. The worst of the violence between the Communists and the Freikorps had long since passed, and once again civilisation grew strong, the dark days of seasons past long gone.


Or so I believed at the time. Time alone showed me as a fool in the eyes of the rest of the world within two short decades. But such human foolishness is nothing compared to what I know now, which would drive the masses mad if they knew, and the learning, the gaining of this knowledge began with that summer. It is for this reason that since that night, I have not smoked, and indeed the taste and texture of tobacco smoke leaves me choking, the inside of my mouth rebelling against the noxious fumes. I am pleased when the nausea inevitably comes, for the honest taste of bile, which is merely a sign of the body's displeasure, is far better for me that the lurking, perfumed odour which the burning of those hateful leaves produces.


At the time, as a yet-unmarried man, away from my parents, I took private accommodation. To reduce costs incurred to me, as well as to spread the burden of cleaning and cooking – which, as a young man, was not my preferred activity – I had looked for fellows of the university to lodge with, and so I had found three more gentlemen, of similar age and background, and together we rented a house half-an-hour's walk away from the place of study. Although I could have afforded a more pleasant lodging, I did not, for my parents had taught me the value of money. As a result, the house was somewhat bare, and in times of inclement weather, the roof above my attic study leaked. One might ask why I had chosen that room, and, in truth, in winters so did I, but it was now summer, and that season bought a pleasant cool breeze through the large, southerly-facing window, catching the light from sunrise to sunset, which was most pleasing.


I pause now, for a moment, to remember the names and faces of the other men I lived with. It is funny how the human memory works, for although there are so many things I long to forget, their faces have become nothing more than sketches, pencil lines drawn on paper now yellowed and translucent from age. Perhaps it is better that way. Who knows? Not I, for sure. But I still digress, for perhaps I am seeking, unconsciously, to avoid telling this tale.


The bedroom at the back of the house was taken by Wilhelm, a tall, blond man, strong of feature and face, and the one next to it was Pieter, who must have had some ancestry from the south, for he showed the strong nose and olive skin of the Romans, despite the fact that his family was from Hamburg, and had lived there for the last four generations. The two of them were artistic indeed, and I was often invited to the theatrical productions that the two of them would involve themselves in their free time, along with my fiancé. She grew to like them greatly, and indeed introduced them to some of her friends, but Wilhelm in particular seemed to have no luck with love, and remained a bachelor for the rest of his life. Still, the two of them were pleasant, cheerful, and I was pleased to call them my friends.


The man in the north-facing bedroom, though; Paul Brandt, was a rather different matter. Short, he was, with shifty, pale features, and a slight twitch in his left eyebrow. He was adverse to society, and rejected many attempts by myself and the other two to get him to socialise with us. Then again, he was a medicine student, and they always kept to themselves, never willing to truly associate with the rest of us at the university. The man was up all times of the night, and the light from under his door was always seemingly on when I woke in the small hours. Nevertheless, after several months, even he opened up a bit, and then I found his inner self. The man was one of the most widely read individuals I had ever met, fluent in all kinds of archaic German, Latin, Arabic, and even the tongues of the Orient, and his room was filled with texts both new and old, hand-written annotations packing the margins. Under his guidance, I delved into the history of our nation, looking past before the reunification under Bismarck to the disparates before then and back, further back, to the Romans and the barbaric tribes who dwelt there before the coming of civilisation, who worshipped strange, dark gods, at whom the two of us together sneered in our arrogance.


But one could not stay within darkened hallways forever, and I had no desire to. Strolls through the warm summer nights of Berlin were always pleasant, whether I was with my beloved or not, and I took the occasion as frequently as I could, for I felt that the summer was always too short compared to the autumn and winter, which always left me with a thin veil of black melancholy if I could not see the sun or get out into the fresh air for too long. On that fateful night, I was returning from the amateur production of some play which I now cannot remember, when I found that I had managed, somehow, in the late-evening light, to get myself turned around. Despite how I looked around, I could not tell where I was, and that in itself perplexed me, because I had gained familiarity with the area. The search of a few minutes revealed that I had left the theatre the wrong way, and evidently I had not been paying enough attention, something which was not aided by the drink or two that I might have imbibed with Wilhelm and Pieter before I had left their company, and they had gone for further merriment.


Nevertheless, it was, as I had said, pleasant, and I felt that there was no need to hurry home. This area of Berlin looked elderly, the houses rich, although somewhat degraded, as if they had not been repaired since before the Great War, and so I did not take the most direct route that I could have. Indeed, I could tell that I was entering the older parts of the city, from the way that the height of the buildings rose even as the streets narrowed, and I paused for a moment, as I heard from above, from some upstairs garret, the rich, deep melody of what seemed like a cello. By that point, I was in a sated mood, and so I slowed down further, peering in through the barred and often shuttered windows of the townhouses, curious as to what this place of the city was like.


Indeed, I did find another public house, and, because I had worked up a thirst from the exercise, I went inside, to quench it. It was only as I left, almost an hour later, into the premature twilight caused by the narrow streets which were still lit by elderly gas-lamps, when I realised that I had no idea where I was. A hurried conversation with the serving-girl behind the bar remedied this, however, and so I set off, following the somewhat slurred directions she gave me and assured me was the fastest route, heading deeper into the older parts of the city.


Perhaps unsurprisingly, I merely, in my inebriated state, managed to get even further lost. And by that point, as night fell, I was beginning to get alarmed, for what in twilight sun had seemed to be pleasant and quaint, now seemed to bring to mind the worst visions of medieval thieves, which this area had most probably seen in the time that the stones had stood.


It was then that I found the church. Ancient, it was, ancient beyond even the surrounding buildings, for its ivy-covered spire predated the Gothic and the Baroque and looked, shockingly, to even have some of the brutish style of the post-Roman savages in its most base supports, though that was a ridiculous idea. I would like to say that I shivered upon seeing it, as a premonition of what was within, but, in truth, the only shiver came from the wind, channelled between the narrow buildings.


I do not know what came over me. I believe that it could only have been the beer talking, for I decided that the best way to find out where I was could only be to climb the bell-tower, for it reached above the houses, and from there I might be able to see some other landmark which could be used to guide my way home, or, at the very least, to get out of this ancient place and back into the modern, electric-lit Berlin which I knew.


The metal gate creaked as rusty hinges protested at their movement, and I stepped into the graveyard which surrounded the house of God. There was a nasty, damp swampy smell to the ground around here, and I realised that the buildings that surrounded the graveyard on all sides would be enough to block the light of the sun for much of the day, leaving the foetid humours of the soil to fester. Certainly, the acrid scent of juniper, from the thin, spindly trees that were planted around the surrounding wall, was a welcome relief from the marsh-like odour, and I tried not to think of the condition that the corpses interred in this place would be in, drowned after their death. I paused for a moment, to wonder why they had chosen to build a church here, because I shook my head, as the fact that the main building appeared to predate the surrounding houses came to mind. In all probability, this had once been the village church of some smaller settlement, long ago subsumed by Berlin.


Though I was a rational man, this was far too stereotypically sinister for me to feel entirely comfortable in myself, and, perhaps buoyed up by the liquor, I stepped promptly towards the main building. The gravestones were themselves tall and somewhat ornate, and I made a note to myself that it would be an interesting day's excursion to maybe make a more detailed examination of them, to find out the history of this place, but it was not to be done now. Much as I am loathe to admit it, I was almost running by the time I reached the aged oak door that led into the chapel, and I stepped through the smaller door-in-a-door with relief. The interior of the church itself was a far less real source of macabre imaginings, for it was as modern as any other old church, with gas lamps and candle-stands casting light, as well as scattered bundles of candles. I took one, fumbling in my pocket for a coin to toss into the donations box, and lit it. Although the light was dim, it was somehow very reassuring, and I proceeded with more confidence further into the edifice.


It was a steep climb to the top of the church tower, and several times I did ask myself why in the name of God I was doing this, in this abnormal church thick with ivy which crept over its surface like the hands of some lecherous priest, caressing the stone with its invasive roots. But then I reminded myself that I was lost, late at night, in an area of Berlin I was not familiar with, and that I was merely doing this to get to a high point, so that I could get my bearings outside the warren of older buildings within which I was trapped. I would try to see if I could find where I was from up here, see if I could recognise any other spires, and, failing that, I would merely try to find some public house or the like which remained open at this hour, and, if I could not get coherent directions of them, attempt to get a room for the night. And, indeed, when I got to the top, and had rested for a good few minutes, for I was exhausted and still somewhat inebriated, I could see the domes of the Supreme Parish and Collegiate Church over to my right, rising above the lesser architecture, and that itself told me that I had wandered far further than I had thought. Nevertheless, I resolved that I would head in its direction, for I knew that from there, I could get a night bus towards my home, and at the very least, I would not be in these squalid, dark, under-populated streets, which I was sure was an improvement.


That was not to be. As I descended the steep stairs again, I could hear voices from below, male and female alike, and a sudden feeling of shame hit me, as I realised that I had wandered into this church without warning or precaution, making no attempt to find if it was occupied. Skulking in the shadows, I vowed that it would be easier all around if I could leave this place without being seen, because I did not wish to face the embarrassment of having to face the priest, especially in my tired and emotional condition.


Fast of mind, I blew out the candle, snuffing out the light which could have been used to locate me, and looked around, and slunk behind a rood screen, the aged cloth faded and tattered by the infirmities of age. Nevertheless, I lurked there, moderately safe in the conviction that I would not be found by whosoever would look for me casually. And this suddenly became something of the utmost importance to me, because I heard the heavy clank of the great old door at the front of the church closing, and, more than that, I heard the grinding of the rusty iron bar which sealed that portal.


Now, insofar as I knew, I was trapped in here, and animalistic panic gripped me, the fear of any small animal suddenly stuck in a situation which it had not expected or desired, and in such a state I froze rather than fled, my muscles seemingly disobedient and possessing a mind of their own. No matter how hard I willed them to flee, to escape, to leap through a stained-glass window in a flight most dramatic, or more sensible to search for some other way out, I could not do so. Indeed, my mind first leapt to the idea that I should conceal myself in the spire once again, and I must confess that I was tempted, for it was unlike that whoever was here would head up to such a high place, but I had snuffed my candle, and some rational part of my mind told my most stridently that I imperilled my life by making such a climb in the pitch dark, for, indeed, without a candle, I would be climbing stone worn down and smoothed by uncounted footsteps of others before me, and that seemed to me to be too dangerous to countenance. Hence, I chose to stay concealed down here, for the rational mind also raised a most Pandoran spark of curiosity in me, and I wished to see what was happening, for it might just merely be a normal church meet, but the gothic strangeness of the grounds had drawn my interest, and my mind was whispering dark tales of mystery to me.


God! That I had ignored that part, and simply risked the stairs! I can only assume, looking back, that I was more inebriated by the copious amounts of liquor than I knew. But I stayed, and I watched, and so I saw the collection of men and women, their clothes all too normal for the modern inhabitants of Berlin, but they wore masks the colour of bone, strange and loathsome, and terribly akin to some grotesquery worn by the apothecaries and bonesawers who, in their ignorance, believed that such garb would save them from the many plagues of the barbaric medieval times. They made their voices echo strangely, in a way which I can still recall to this day, a susurration and rattle accompanying every word that they spoke. I could see no sign of faces, nothing of skin or eyes under the face-shrouding masques and hats and cowls, and I shuddered, because it is a principle well known that the face and the eyes are the windows of the soul, and to conceal the face, especially with such dress, is to remove the traces of humanity to a viewer.


And yet they chatted casually. That was the thing. Despite the twisted aberration of their enunciation and garb, they chatted about the weather and how they were feeling, all the time while they appeared to emplace some strange iron contraptions, long and crude and rusty, with multiple thin stands propping up a centre ellipsoid, like some disgusting and ugly piece of modernist art; all lines and corners and angles and blockiness, with no regards for the more refined tastes which are clearly acknowledge to be the superior aesthetic choice. I recognised the censers which hung like gaudy, gold-coated baubles from the crowned oval at the centre, for they were marked with the cross of the Lord, and I was disquieted, for such an ugly thing to be bought into a church of this antiquity was distasteful indeed. Still, if the local congregation wished to do such things, then I was no man to stop them, and had no desire to, as by this point my upmost desire was for my own bed, where I could rest, dreamless and quiescent.


Such thoughts were shaken from my head, though, when two individuals in the crowd removed their clothing, and the man and woman who had done so stood naked before their fellows. Before my readers get unduly excited, though, I must dwell on the grotesqueries of real human flesh. It is pale, and flabby and malformed. It bends and curves and sags and wobbles and moves without the will of the possessor. Where limpid, lank hair does not sit, then engorged veins bulge and flex as it moves. The two who removed their clothing were no film stars, no beautiful people tempting and arousing, and in truth, had I not been shocked and appalled by this action in a house of God, especially one so ancient, and had found a new wave of wakefulness that fought off sleep from new, sudden, unsuspecting fear and confusion; if it had not been so, I would have stood, and asked them to don their garbs once more. The man especially was aged and wrinkled, lines of scar-paled flesh criss-crossing his upper arms and a long, curving one on his abdomen which I can still recall to the day, but the woman was grotesquely obese. It was not the obesity which comes with the primal fecundity of the idols of primitive tribes which cavort and roll around their crude fetishes; no, it was morbid, and vile, the fat of the decadent and the self-indulgent, which show their own body as little regard as they do the common decencies of society.


These two, one thin and cadaverous and scarred, the other bloated and bulging and morbid, lit the censer, and my nostrils flared, as I smelt the pungent, scented odour of what to me seemed to be cheap commercial tobacco, the kind that anyone might purchase in your common corner shop, or bulk buy from the traders in the markets of Berlin. It was true that there were other things in there, yes, a certain acrid scent of rubberised fabric which made me feel light in the head, the incense of the church that their deeds were profaning, a hint of metal, and certain things which I now recognise to be used by various superstition group in the Americas as a way of communing with the tribal gods, who are their ancestors, and who they believe watch over them, interceding with greater deities.


"Hail to He who Dwells Outside the Angles of Time," cried the man, and I recoiled in shock, for I knew that name. Some of the elder texts I had read with my friend, not least the Daemonolatria of Remigius, printed in Lyons in 1595, had mentioned it, in some of the more obscure passages. It was said to be an unnatural, spindly thing, more akin to a sketch in the air than anything concrete or mundane, worshipped as the father of the blasphemous spider-god of the Indies, Atlach-Nacha. Fortunately, I held my breath, and did not make a sound, for I feared to be heard, for I had heard lurid, trashy tales, not worth the paper they were printed on, of groups that met in places such as this, and though I did not care much for such grotesque absurdity, nevertheless I felt ill at ease at the idea that I might be in a real-life story of that kind.


"Hail to Him!" the voices of the gatherers called back, and I shuddered, for there were patterns of intonation and pronunciation which were far too similar to me. There were those among this gathering who, I was sure, would normally have been seen in more reputable environs, and who merely journeyed to the place of the old city for this; and I, a poor, drunken student was hidden in their midst. They would not appreciate my presence; that much was sure to me, and that was the last straw for any chance for me to confess that I was here. A braver man than I would have run away, fled far from this damned church and its foetid graveyard, but I was not a brave enough man to flee, and so I stayed, hidden, because I feared discovery too much.


Long I stayed hidden, and too much did I hear and too much did I see, for my insatiable, sick curiosity would not permit me to turn away. They spoke further, of Shub-Niggurath, the Black Goat of the Woods with a Thousand Young, whose influence on the world waxes and wanes like the moon, and like the cycles of life from winter to summer and back again. They spoke of one who they only called The Beast, but whose description brought to mind certain passages found in the grave goods of the pharaoh Seth-Peribsen, and at that my blood ran cold. And then the names came fast and quick; Kuash-Seargh who seals all gates, Hermes Trismegistus, child of the mating of Hermes and Thoth and father of the dark priest Imhotep, and of the Queen of Eyes and the Blinded Scion, who wait for us at the end of everything. And as the lights burned low, the talk changed to Glaaki, to Remiel and Barakiel, who they claimed were twin gods, merely appropriated by the Christians, who would dance and prance through ten thousand years of history entwined together, to Yaun'ghe and Tssuggothia, to Juses and Zummofon. The acrid smoke they burned filled by lungs, and once or twice a forced cough left my lips, but fortunately they too were choking on the perfumed haze, and my slips went unheard. And although my eyes grew tired I could not sleep, for their droning voices bore into me, and moreover if I slept, I might make a noise which would be heard, and that, that for certain I could not permit.




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II. The Darkest of Dreams

And yet, the sleep claimed me, and though I long to claim that it granted me the sweet taste of Lethe, in truth the night has only ever since permitted me to sup from the Cocytus and the Acheron. I found myself, all of a sudden, standing in a street that I had not seen before. And, furthermore, not only was it not any of the streets of the Berlin I knew (and I was well enlightened of those streets by now), but it was unlike any street I knew.


Above me, from horizon to horizon, the sky was striated in void darkness and brilliant light, and the air felt humid, as if a storm was soon approaching, the gritty taste of tin crawling along my tongue. The figures that surrounded me, though, were seemingly uncaring of this ungodly weather, and though I tried to take in the sights around me, I was swept along in the crowd, carried from place to place by the unyielding swarm, and I could no more stop them than I could turn back the passage of the tides.


I must slow down here, for this lies many decades in the past, and I must record every detail that I can.


First, I shall speak of the city. I had seen Berlin, growing again after the end of the War, and it was fair indeed. I had seen Paris the beautiful, and Rome the ancient, and London the mercantile. But all of those cities, mighty places, were as nothing to the vast spires of stone and glass and steel and other, stranger things, that reached up and up, putting even the skyscrapers which the Americans are so proud of to uttermost shame. The geometries of the city were familiar, yet alien; although the fascination of the modernists with the lectures of Euclid and brute functionality was retained, they appeared to be old, and the newer structures, made of something which was not glass, and which shone like diamond in the strange light, were curving. In between these spires were vast ziggurats and pyramids, which put any accomplishment of Babylon or Egypt in the shade. God, they must have stretched half a kilometre or more into the air, more akin to a mountain than anything built by the hands of man!


The sky, as I have already mentioned was patterned, unreal, without a trace of blue in its white and black, painted onto the heavens and marred only by the wisps of grey which blurred the two opposites together, but the strangeness of the atmosphere was a lesser draw of my attention. Instead, the things that hung in the air, impious spires of Stygian metal and lucreous gold which could only be strange, alien temples, speck after speck of smaller things in near-constant lines and links drawing geomantic diagrams against the altered sky, and things that flapped and squawked and roared against the raucous noise of this titanic city, the calling of the beasts barely audible. At first I thought they may have been birds, but no birds could be that large, could ever be that size no matter what the discoveries of archaeologists might say, and still fly. The way that they clawed through the air was grotesquely similar to the ungainly, graceless flight of the flying rodents men call bats, and there was something shockingly reminiscent about their posture and shape that I dared not place for subconscious fear of what it was.


And the people, who packed the boulevards and alleys alike in countless numbers? They were a disparate sort, I thought, at first; Germanic and Mediterranean blood mixed with swarthy Arabs, hulking African sorts, and the teeming hordes of the Orient. But then I began to notice the oddities; men and women who seemed to be afflicted by an odd illness, healthy skin that was tinged with a nauseating grey, which made them look like they were in the last stages of some wasting illness. Perhaps, I thought, the city was afflicted with such a plague, and I cried out, in warning, before I realised the foolishness of such a deed, and instead removed my jacket, to warn against any aerosol transmission that might occur. But none listened, and none stared at me, and as I was pushed from place to place, I instead saw that demons lurked among these people, skin like the uttermost depths of the darkest night, with eyes that reflected the lights like an owl's, reflected in the burning torches that some of them carried, and I grew afraid. What degeneracy had happened in this place, I asked myself, and resolved that I not be caught as one not used to their customs, for, in a way, I still remembered the terrified concealment from the cavorting cultists, and was determined not to repeat it.


Round and round I was swept, and I grew sick of being battered by the random wanderings of this great crowd, grew sick of the blows to my stomach and back from inopportune elbows, so, with effort, I divested myself of the masses, and left them to their fruitless wanderings. It was quieter away from the great boulevards of this terrible city, and I could breathe, and wander. There was text flowing along the walls, like leaves in a current, and I reached out to touch it. Imagine my surprise when I saw no light on my raised hand, as there would be if there were cunningly concealed cinematographists' booths, and felt nothing but smoothed glass underneath. And their text was unfamiliar, strange; I saw hints of the Roman alphabet, but there were new and unreadable symbols, and I could not comprehend what any of the words said.


Wander I did, for what felt for hours, before I paused for rest, and while there, succumbed to curiosity, despite my fear. Adjusting my clothing, and smoothing down my hair, I approached a woman stood on a street corner, clad in a mantle the colour of snow, and I asked her what was happening, for I was new to this city and unfamiliar with their customs.


"We wait for our god, and her consort," said the woman, twitching her cloak and at that point I realised that she wore nothing under the garment. "They will come and they will consummate our glory, and we shall consummate theirs."


I longed to ask her what god they spoke of, but my resolve to not be found out was strong, and so I held my tongue. Nevertheless, dark thoughts of the non-Roman gods of Germania and the horrors which I had read that pagan witches conducted in the Black Forest momentarily flashed through my find; tales of Tan, and the foul naked rites conducted by witch-women in the depths of night, men drowned to feed the spirits of the rivers, and other such things which I had condemned as ridiculous but now, uncalled-for, jumped to mind.


"Ah," said I, my words clear, trying as best I could to copy the accents that I had heard, for I wished to remain concealed. "In truth I have just arrived, and my journey has been long and left me both wearied and hungry. Pray, madame, that you might aid me by directing me to the nearest place where I may garner both accommodations and foodstuffs." The words were thick in my mouth, filled with what seemed to be to be much unneeded archaisms, and so I made my best attempts to imitate them, no matter how foolish I sounded to myself.


At those worlds, the white-clad woman laughed, and it was worse for how innocent, how pure it was. My discomfort only grew, too, from the laughter, for it seemed to confirm my suspicions that I would truly be found as an outsider. "My mistake," she said, "for it is my fault that I did not see that you were a pilgrim."


"A pilgrim," said I, hastily. "Yes. But sadly I was assaulted by strangers as I arrived, and they took everything of value of mine. I reported it to the authorities, of course, but my journey has been disrupted by this, and I require a place to wait while such matters are dealt with."


Her mouth went then into a "oh" of exclamation, and I noted the unnatural, almost luminescent whiteness of her teeth, and the glowing vein-like lattice which seemed to run across her tongue, in a matter which looked almost artistic, as if it were a tattoo of some form. But that was impossible, I told myself, because even if these people could do such a thing, surely no-one would be foolish enough to do such a thing to their tongue, for the pain would truly be unbearable, and even if one could find the fluorescing dyes to produce such a thing from within the manifold of the natural world, to do such a thing to the tongue was mad.


"Come with me," she told me, "and I will care for you until the adjusticars resolve your problem."


Now, for me, this was a statement of some concern. I did not wish to end up entrapped in this strange place, and in my head curiosity and fear warred for dominance, for though I wished to know more about this place, from my trips to other countries I was already aware of how social custom was different in one place to another, and that was in the waking world, where there are ties of communication and bonds of trade. In this strange world I found myself in, I knew so little, and surely I would give myself away if I interacted with the individuals here for too long, and then who knew what would happen? Not to mention that the oddities of this woman herself, for despite her beauty, which drew from the most ancient bloodlines of German in seemliness, she indeed appeared more to me as some quasi-divine nymph than a flawed mortal, and the oddities in her garb and appearance were more than enough to make we wary. "I dare not impose upon your charity," I told her, trying to disengage from the conversation, "and so, despite the fact that I thank you for your offer, I must refuse."


She laughed, her voice a silver peal. "Nonsense," she said, with a casual shrug that made her loose robe slide over her body. "The First Consort insists on charity, after all, and I would be remiss, and, indeed, I would be vulnerable to allegations of religious disrespect if I did not provide all the aid I could to you. It is no imposition; it is a blessing."


And with that said, she took me by the hand, and whirled me away, the sound of her bare feet slapping on the floor a staccato beat broken only by the splashing as she, without a care, trod in the puddles which pooled around the edges of the strange vegetation which blossomed in black and white throughout the city.


I cannot say, truly, how much I remember of the later times. It was as a dream, even within a dream; a blur of activity and motion, best described with incoherent sensory impressions than with words. But as I cannot obtain the sights I saw, I shall only scattered disparate words throughout this tale, and hope as best you can reconstruct that which I cannot, myself, remember true to life.


We ate foods which were far beyond my student's budget; served en-masse in sprawling dining halls where what must have been the uneducated proletariat of this place came in their thousands to eat. We drank, and there was something off about the sickly sweetness of the bright blue fluid, which left all the colours in the world bright and radiant, haloes of monochromatic light shining around faces like the pale aura of the full moon. Then she took me down, down through steeped stairs and moving rooms, though corridors lit through lurid, shimmering panels which illuminated the same recurring themes of black and white. I can remember shivering, for my eyes were aching now from the disjointed and emergent chaos of the striated light and void, and it seemed to me that the world was spinning, as if I were in the uttermost depths of fever.


We emerged further down, to a place with a sunlight sky, blue unlike the mad horizon in the world above, and beside me, in chill mountain-tasting air, was the insidious sound of lapping water from the forest-ringed lake. Yet the water was too dark for the lighting, and as I gazed into its depths, along with many others, something moved deep below, and the depths were replaced momentarily with the same black and white striation which suffused the upper layers, before the simulacra of nature returned. The fever-heat inflamed me, and I moved to place my hand in the cooling fluid, before the white-robed woman moved to stop me.


"Do not do that," she said, "for that is where they rest when they do not war."


I asked who she talked of, and she shot me a glance of uttermost confusion tinged with disdain, and I wisely did not ask any further on the topic.


By this point, I was near-fainting, gasping for air, and, looking slightly alarmed, the white-robed woman took me underground once again, through this time we did not re-emerge in sunlight nor in further sky-tainted realms, but instead went into a warren of tight spaces which I would have called a street, had it not been for the ruthlessly geometrical ceiling that hung a metre above my head. She led me into what appeared to be housing, and I gazed upon an Erebus of decadence, for there were shared beds with both men and women in them in haze-filled fog that left me only choking further – and at that moment I remembered the choking scent of the tobacco – and the sounds of their inchoate activities. Around me, the thin piping and whine of instruments I knew not the names of could be heard, the sound of wind in reeds mixed with the brassy rattle of drums, and I spun, looking for the players, but she merely eased me down. I moved to object, but the strength in my body left me, and I sunk towards the woman.


She was muttering prayers at me, a babble of names and incantations and melded profanities, but I cannot say I can remember her words, for consciousness barely was retained within me, and my vision was hooded with black.


And then came the voice, and all stopped their deeds


The cruel face of one of their rulers, who she informed me was the Consort, stared out from cinematographs-like windows all across the room... nay, indeed the city. The man was one of the teeming masses of the Orient with a deep, malevolent cunning in his narrowed eyes, and he spoke a few words, which had the crowds falling down in what I could only describe as religious ecstasy, and I joined them, for those words, which have burned themselves from my mind, seemed to inspire a terrible devotion in me. I remember a perfect moment, an understanding that the face which leered down at me was no more his face than the sky above was, but I cannot understand nor remember why, and for that I am grateful, for at that moment I could no more think like the rational man which I must believe that I am than I could disobey. The woman and I made love immediately afterwards, and I believe our actions were little more than grovelling obsequiousness, in the midst of rutting flesh and orgiastic madness as little more than beasts, and it was not until afterwards that the guilt struck me, for out in the Berlin that I knew I was engaged to a woman I loved, and I said as much to her, as my flesh aged and the post-coital fatigue overcame me.


She only looked at me in misunderstanding, as if she did not understand any concept of love beyond that of beastly, animalistic lust, and the lack of comprehension in those beautiful eyes was not truly human, and at that moment I grasped when and where I was, and that she was little more than one of the temple prostitutes of ancient Carthage, in a world where there would never be a Cato to burn the degeneracy to the ground and sow the ground with salt such than none could ever repeat those ancient sins.


And then she spoke to me about dreams, in these rooms that stank of the acrid and bitter scent of human sweat, the sickly odour of lust permeating everything, and the noise coming through from the other parts of this profane residence which they, in their depravity, called a church. She entailed me on great lengths – and I had to ask her to repeat the convoluted, alien syllables several time before I could grasp them - of shilicobtenarunosi, the midnight dreams of pleasure sent by the Consort to women, and the Empress to men, as to ensure that they were rewarded for their service and she expanded that as a priestess, she was granted far more of them, in her decadence, than a normal citizen might receive. My talk of temperance and balance went unheeded except with confusion, and she instead moved onto haetarobtenarunosi, dreams of respect and authority, and juenaxobtenarunosi, dreams of happiness. But these were but casual things, compared to the veritobtenarunosi, and as she spoke further and further on them, a horrifying idea began to shift in my mind, underneath the deep dark waters of consciousness.


And it was this revelation, that this was a revelation. This was yet to come. This was not some dream, not some realm of fantasy which I had wondered to while drugged by Baccahean cultists, washed up past the Gates of Horn and Ivory to some fevered and inebriated imagining. All the glories, all the triumphs of these people will be built upon our own, and they will all be meaningless, because our descendents, the fruit of our loins, will be the subjugated slaves of vile sorcerers. They will rule in the minds of men, and use them as currency when trading for favours from things much mightier and more terrible than anything within the ken of man. These blasphemers, these heartless arcanocrats will be as among the ancient gods of mythology, except worse, for while the children of Athens and Rome alike could reassure themselves that the rites and rituals could protect them, warded behind a layer of faith that was needed because they could not observe their gods walking among them, our children, or our children's children, will have those comforts stolen from them, and will exist only as cattle for things that were once men, and who shape them and their society for only their own profit.


My mind snapped at this, I must confess, and I ran screaming from her room, a mindless flight through cloistered halls of white and black, running from forever and to forever that I might escape that which was not within my mind. The certainty filled my every thought, and so I did not see the skull-faced things that began to track me until one raised its wand, and I collapsed, a terrible burning agony coruscating over my skin, and opened my eyes to see the interior of the aged church once more, the chill light of the early morning shining through the ancient stained glass. Pulling myself upright, I convulsed and vomited, a shudder such that it felt like my body was aware and warring against me, tendons rupturing from flesh. In the depths of terror, I could feel the beaded rivulets sweat run down my spine.


But the wall between the sleep of men and our waking is precious and thankful, for once one has passed through it, the deeds and happenstance of the other side is far less meaningful, and already, as I crept out of the now-empty church, it was beginning to fade in importance, as the rationalisations and febrile justifications of mortal society came to me. Surely it was just a dream, a dream aggravated by a lack of sobriety and the sinister look of this old church – something which was much reduced in the daylight, when it had a certain grandeur and an ancient, though decaying, splendour, rather than the unabashed malignancy which I had perceived in it in the night. There had been merely a dream, merely a fevered imagining of cults and night-terrors when, in truth, I had merely got lost on my way back from a play, and stumbled into an old church, sleeping off the beer in there much as some aged and disreputable vagrant.


I could have held that, could have accepted it for the truth, were it not for the scent that permeated all of my clothing; a hint of metal, of burning rubber, and incense, all woven together with the odour of the heavy smoker. As I made my way home, I knew that the dark worshippers had been real, and as I endured the mockery, which concealed relieved concern, of my peers for having got so lost, my mind nagged at me about everything else.


And so, to this day, the scent of vile tobacco smoke haunts me, and even the slightest whiff will leave me gagging and choking. But more than that, the terror and horror of what might lie ahead of us drives me onwards, and as I write this, at the end of my life, it is with uttermost honesty that I say that this fear has lead me to do what I have done. It is the terror that lead me to dream of that dread city, and of the white-robed woman again. From that day onwards, it has sat in me, quiescent, nursing, and there it stayed, until the day that I met Wingate Peasley, and it blossomed into grotesque flower.




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End of Book I of Aeon Entelechy Evangelion



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Coming up soon in Aeon Entelechy Evangelion


Seagulls, tiny white shapes against the blue sky circle as, below, the vast, ponderous grey shapes lumber along, themselves dwarfed by the black spire that rises into the heavens.

"The year is 2091, and this is the Aeon War. And there are foes on every side."


"To be honest, Shinji needs to try harder," the man says clinically. "At the moment, he's just not doing well enough.

"But there still is hope."


THE EVANGELION GROUP

The titanic shape of UNIT 01 straightens up, a vast, tubular contraption held in both hands. Beside it, UNIT 00 kneels, charge beam held firmly in hand.

NEGN PROJECT DAEVA


Something vast and hulking and terrible.


"This is my little baby," the young woman says with a smirk.


"The Second Child in UNIT 02 enters play..."


The red giant snaps from position to position, each motion precise, each motion measured, each motion deadly. There is polite applause from the onlookers.

YAM

"... and faces her first Harbinger."


Four green eyes ablaze like miniature suns, the red comet of Unit 02 breaks the sound barrier, leaving a shock-wave of ruptured air behind it.

"To less than universal acclaim."


"What are you doing, idiot!


"Me? It's your fault!"


"New foes."


SHALIM

A hulking shape emerges from the darkness, water cascading off its back as it rises from the depths.

"New challenges."


SHAHAR

Two... three... four... more

"And new enemies."


"From this, we can deduce that the group has large scale organisation and a decentralised, yet coordinated command structure. The perfect cell network."


"And do you know who's behind it?"


"No."


"Prepare for action!"


Side by side, Units 01 and 02 stand, the bright lance of plasma from the green-eyed behemoth melting rock and metal, and counterpointed by the earth-shattering explosions of its sibling.

"Prepare for revelations."


Asuka squints at Rei. "What kind of thing are you meant to be?" she asks, a slight sneer twisting her face.


The pale girl tilts her head. "I am a serial killer," she says, her expression calm. "They look like everyone else."


"And prepare for conspiracy."


"What are you doing, Ikari," the white-haired woman asks, her voice aged, ruined. "What do you have planned?"

MOLOCH

And a dark island erupts in light.

"And, of course, even more fanservice!"




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Ford Prefect said:
I will admit that this music played in my head as I was reading the last part, and at the end I heard Mitsuishi Kotono saying 'Sabisu, sabisu!'.
I may have been listening to that track over and over again while I wrote that section, carefully adding and cutting away lines so it would take about as long to read as it took the music to play. Not that I did, of course. Because that would be obsessive.


... cough.
 
... That last chapter. Good use of a fictional document. Now, though, I wonder. What is it's title? What is it's date of publication? And, more (most?) importantly: Who is the author?
 
"The geometries of the city were familiar, yet alien..."

I think the implication was the narrator is seeing Berlin in the future. I presume that would also explain how he is able to communicate; well, aside from the obvious that it is just a vision. Of course the narrator is distorting the scene by filtering it through the mentality of the early 20th century, in what is a painfully obvious means to make a point.

The presence of the Nazzadi in the street scenes clearly establishes it as both the future and the CthulhuTech setting. It may perhaps be a possible future inside the story itself, since we are in no lack of Mythos-aware superbeings who could rule as the Empress or of Asian men to be her Consort. Obviously those two figures are key to the society displayed, and the religious overtones (which are too blatant to be misinterpretations of the narrator) certainly are not like the NEG at all.
 
Ford Prefect said:
The character writing the journal has a vision of the future of his world, which is (I'm about 97% sure) Aeon War era earth under the NEG. I say 97% sure because we have tens of thousands of words describing what that world is like and it doesn't really look anything like his vision. He was drunk, I guess.
If you were to ask the people living in that world, the date they give you would not be 2091. There are also major cultural divergences from the things seen in the main story of Aeon Entelechy Evangelion.


If it helps, I know exactly what I'm doing with this. Even if it won't really come into play until Book III.
 
Rest for the Wicked / 'Saturn! look up and for what, poor lost King?
Chapter 15

Rest for the Wicked / 'Saturn! look up and for what, poor lost King?

AEON




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"The prevalent view of history would have you believe that the Second Cold War was a conflict between the democracies of the New United Nations, and the authoritarian states of the Middle East and China; a conflict over the rights of man. Such a view is, not to put it lightly, a falsehood. China liberalised heavily over the end of the twentieth and early twenty-first century, and the NUN, just like the UN and the League of Nations before it, would always put realpolitik above the absolute values of human rights and personal freedoms.

The Second Cold War was the result of economics, not ethics. And the first blow was struck by the post-industrial societies of the so-called 'West'. How could it not be? Together, the nanofactory and the D-Engine wrecked economies globally. This was economic warfare on an unheard-of scale. Forget about tariffs and embargos; what do you do to deal with the man who tells you that he no longer needs the services which you have structured your economies to perform and who keeps the technology which makes it possible for himself, as far as he can? And even though the technology proliferated, the economic conditions in the post-industrial nations could survive the transition in a way that industrial economies could not. Imagine a black-box replacing the export trade, manufactured goods without a source, and the reason for that is clear. Between 2020 and 2035, the Chinese economy shrunk by a tenth in real terms, while the Western nations leveraged their edge into a great divide.

And we need not even get started on the details of the petrochemical economies of the Middle East, to realise that the D-Engine and A-Pod together were a knife into the back of the social order, and how the local oligarchs had to cling to China to maintain their personal power. Was there ever any question that there would be a rise in nationalism and protectionism, to protect their own struggling markets from drowning in nanofactory goods? Was there any question that an entire generation of men and women would have their livelihoods taken from them and grow bitter? As history has taught us, and they would have known, such conditions make for militancy. And yet the NUN actively promoted both technologies, without a care for how it would affect non-member states.

Why? Apathy, or malevolence; neither are palatable."


Pravlin Lal
"The Lies of History's Consensus"

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POLLEN-Contaminated Zone – Central India

The howl of the wind was a thin whine, razor-high and promising pain to any outsider. Thunder cracked above, casting the dusty, ruined land in bruise-coloured light. The plants that survived in this once-fertile, now-withered land clung to the land around the river. Some of the iridescent, oily slick that covered its surface was manifesting yellowing leaves. There were patches of other growths, away from the water, but they were dark and lacking in the green chlorophyll of Earth. Instead, the sick fungoid bulges were painted in hues of blue, which ranged from midnight to midday's sky, and which sprawled weed-like across the terrain, covering the old cities and tearing the concrete apart from within. Low to the ground, a choking haze of toxic spores hung, whipped around by the movements of the air.

Within the security cordon established by the New Earth Government, the old world had been abandoned. The weapon emplacements and barriers and aircraft were to the west of here, though, for the r-state here was elevated enough that NEG technology frequently malfunctioned and ceased to work; the physical properties of the matter warped by the reality-state, turning delicate microelectronics to junk. Only the crudest technology could work at times, things with vacuum tubes which would have looked more in place a hundred and fifty years ago. This hellhole was left to the Rapine Storm, children of the Ruined King, the degenerate hordes swarming out en masse to dash themselves against the armies of the NEG and the Migou, who were no less determined to maintain quarantine than the forces of panhumanity.

And to the east, murky green-red clouds covered horizon to horizon, rising up high and cascading down from the heights, bringing with them the tainted land of Leng. A storm was coming.

Through the city overgrown with alien vegetation, a predator slunk. Larger than a car, it was roughly centauroid, although its forearms were overdeveloped such that it frequently used them for movement, knuckle-walking across rough terrain. Dropping lower, it continued to stalk its prey, a pack of feral dogs, twisted by their environment, but nonetheless surviving on what they could scavenge from those elements of the Terran ecosystem which survived here. Slowly, meticulously it moved, creeping through the ruins of the buildings, and up and down walls, until it was within range. And then the leathery-skinned beast charged towards the pack, which did not react one bit to the sudden blurred movement.

Perhaps in the beast's mind, it wondered about the complete lack of response. It was not that fast, after all. Surely it must have been seen, its movement must have stirred some suspicion. Why would they not run? But such approximations to thought were meaningless, compared to the hunger from its crossing of these barren landscapes and the desolate hellholes the forces of panhumanity made when they set up breakzones with arcanochromatic weapons. Vaulting up, it snatched at one thin, starved canine with a hand, bringing it towards its vertically-split maw, even as it crushed another one beneath its bulk.

Something was wrong. The one in its hand snapped, yes, bones crushed, but there was a terrible viscosity about it. Instead of squishing it properly, its hand sunk into the dog like it was made of tar. And the canine beneath it did not flatten; instead, it was a thorn, a hardened manikin of bone and carapace that the beast crushed down into the overgrown pavement, traces of red blood smearing the alien blue plants. From within the hand, there was a cacophony of whines, and the balding, unkempt fur of the dog lengthened, miniature copies of its head appearing, sprouting within its flesh. Howling, these mouths bit into the hand of the beast, tearing out flesh and doing what bullets could not have done, as barbed fangs injected the venom-that-was-its-self into the flesh.

And then the rest of the pack piled in. Maws and fangs and glowing opalescent eyes and tarry-black flesh intruded and tore into the intruder, and around it, growing from underground, the mosses and fungi born of Terra, within the clogged-up sewer systems blossomed forth, in tendrils streaked with chlorophyll green as well as the night-dark tar of the substance that every one of those things was made of.

The child of Leng tried to fight, but every move just drew it into the terrible predatory presence of part of the ecosystem of Earth, woken from billions of years of slumber by the resources and the physical laws needed for repair.

Repair, and reactivation.



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"Ladies, gentlemen." Gendo Ikari's words were flat, level, and exquisitely professional. "Three Harbingers have been eliminated, and each time, as predicted, their target was London-2."

Oversight raised her eyebrows, red eyes glinting. "The calculations were correct," she said, flatly. "Procedure has been followed adequately, too; I can report that at no point have we violated our permissions. Representative Ikari is to be congratulated for both his efficiency, and his strict obedience to protocol. At no point has the Foundation been exposed to criticism due to actions he has authorised."

"Thank you." A pleasantry, but nothing more. Ranaby was an ally, but an ally was not a slave, and had he made any egregious errors that could have been smoothed over, he would not have been spared. But he had talked to her in private, and she had been pleased about how the situation with the Evangelions had improved the Foundation's status with the NEG as a whole.

"With that in mind, I propose that the requested authorisation for the Evangelion Group that, once evaluations are complete, they be permitted to move the Production Model to reinforce their assets. In L2," the Representative for Research said, shooting a glance at Gendo.

The man fumed inside. She had broken his flow, and he was sure it was intentional. "Seconded," he stated.

"What is the current status of Harbinger-2?" Oversight asked, drumming her fingers on the table.

"Harbinger-2?" Representative Rosaiah, Gendo's old superior for whom he had been Deputy Representative, frowned, the wrinkles deepening. "No signs of activity."

"So we won't have to keep Unit 02 on standby in Tokyo-3 case of sudden activity? It might have to be moved in to... remedy a breakout of containment, and Tokyo-3 is the n..."

The old woman sighed. "I really don't think it would make a difference in such a situation," she said, a hint of resignation in her weary voice, "while an extra Evangelion in London-2 will have concrete benefits."

And that was that. It was approved.

The Representative for Africa ran a hand over his shaven scalp. "Status of the European Front?" Aires Mocumbi asked, tone clipped. "How are repairs going?"

"Northern Europe is a mess," the Representative for Society, Jeltje Aschear, said, her tone harsh. The skin was drawn tight around her eyes. "The NEGA has taken heavy losses, and the NEGN lost the entire North Atlantic Reserve against Mot. The loss of convoys..."

"Up 34%, year-on-year," Finance interjected.

"Yes, thank you, Carmen," she continued. "Convoy losses against Migou interdiction assets have increased, and they're switching to a roaming-bird model, issuing more antimatter weaponry to their air assets."

"The Engel Group has had very promising results with the new Engel Species based on Harbinger-4," the Representative for Research said, adjusting her blue-tinted glasses. "With a proper air combat Engel, we should be able to..."

"But that's in the future," Representative Aschear interrupted, coldly. "We already have enough pie-in-the-sky Projects and Groups and..."

"The Shamshel has already reached the prototype phase. It will be starting testing within six months, at the outside," Ms Egger stated. "It's not 'pie in the sky'." She smiled, faintly. "Well, it's not pie, at least."

"... and what we need more of is conventional forces!" Aschear slammed her hand down into the desk, making her image shake as she knocked her own camera. "It is logistics that matter, and if the Migou can choke us, split our lines of transfer to joined landmasses, then we are defeated!" Gritting her teeth, the woman sighed. "I forwards a motion that the Ashcroft Foundation, as a whole, promote funding for the NEGN, with a pro bono effort to get more factories capable of building more capital and corvette-grade hulls. We need ships!"

"Then perhaps, Jeltje," Representative Egger said, with a twist of her head, "you could suggest that the Navy to stop wasting resources on things like Project Daeva, and put the resources into conventional forces." The corner of her mouth twitched up, and she shot a sideways glance at Gendo.

"That is not an option," he stated, ignoring her, and moving to take control of the conversation. "Project Daeva is the Navy's ploy against what they see as our undue influence in the fields of R&D, just as they also have Project Osiris to play against the Herkunft and Amunet Groups. It would be acceptable if they would just improve conventional weapon platforms, but what they have done is wasteful."

"Such... pettiness is foolish," the Representative for Research agreed. "Of course, the Evangelion Group going public will take the wind from the sails of Project Daeva."

The Representative for South America smirked, red eyes glinting. "It is a tragedy that the Evangelions will suggest that Project Daeva is obsolete before it even got out of the testing phase," she remarked. "And because of the methods used, individuals from Herkunft, Engel, Evangelion and Achtzig will be on their evaluation board. If they must fuse technologies like that, the NEG would be ill-suited if they were insufficiently safe."

"What a shame," Representative Egger agreed, insincerely. The Representative for Research grinned. "We did warn them that such a project was flawed from the start, and would be obsolete before it was finished, didn't we?"

Gendo smiled, face concealed behind his gloves. "Yes," he said. "Six years ago."



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13th of October, 2091

Slumped on his desk, his headphones drowning out the sound of the rest of the classroom, Shinji Ikari was feeling both melancholic and annoyed. This was not exactly a rare occurrence. It was, in fact, common enough that he was aware that he was feeling like this, and the fact that he knew it was a common state of affairs was contributing to the annoyance.

For one, he was a child soldier being used as a weapon against horrific monstrosities, and worse yet, just because his particular blasphemy against all that was right in the natural world was damaged, didn't mean that he got to miss training sessions. They just put him in simulators instead. And today was a Wednesday, so he got to spend this afternoon in simulator practice, drowning in LCL despite the fact the fluid wasn't necessary for the practice session to work. For two, there was a guardian-teacher conference today, and he was just sure that either Misato would turn up in inappropriate clothing and thus embarrass him, he would be made aware by his teachers just how much he was lagging behind due to his 'illnesses' and the general lack of free time, or, he thought morosely, both.

And for three, it was his birthday today.

"Happy birthday to me," he muttered, slumping down further and letting the music wash over him.

From certain points of view, he might be said to be making a bit of a melodrama over it. Yuki and Gany had called him this morning, and he had received a very enthusiastic rendition of 'Happy Birthday' from a pair of six-year olds. His inbox had been flooded with the normal automatic birthday greetings from various companies and organisations, and some 'Happy Birthday' messages from people he had known back in Tokyo-3 and a few people here in London-2. He had, once again, received his present from his father. A fabrication template had been added to his personal Intellectual Property Library, just as one had every year before; a cold, sterile message accompanying the gift. It would be more meaningful if it meant anything, if it wasn't, every year, an item recommended by Shinji's muse based on his buying preferences. It would also be more meaningful if it wasn't an Ashcroft fabtemplate, so his father had probably got a massive discount on it. The man probably had a subroutine set up to buy the present without having to become aware of the date, the boy thought bitterly.

He hadn't even scheduled buildtime for it on the nanofac. And that was despite the fact that he had wanted a new PCPU, because he was still using the borrowed one after his one had been crushed in the Harbinger-3 mess. The dull automation of the 'gift' from his father made it worse for Shinji than if he'd paid for it himself.

His fingers drummed out a repetitive beat on the table, as the sounds of the rest of the class washed over him. Besides him, Toja chatted loudly with a shorter nazzada, discussing something which they'd seen last night, while Kensuke was hunched over his PCPU, an external keyboard plugged into the device, fingers clacking away. Towards the back of the room, Dathan, the one who Shinji remembered was heavily involved with the OIS Cadets, blathered on at a short nazzady with a ponytail... Jony, that was her name, the one who had talked to him on his first day. She seemed to be mostly ignoring him. And at the front of the classroom, there was a quiet conversation going on between the Class Representative and the Student Council Representative, the two amlaty looking more awake than most of the rest of the students, on the subject of plays. And their relevance to the class.

Shinji was pretty sure that he'd be able to get out of that. Put simply, he didn't have the time.

"Did you forwards the minutes to the drama club too?" Hikary asked her sort-of-friend.

Ayesha shrugged, tucking a stray wisp of hair back into her headscaff. "Yes," she said, her accent – a mixture of Nazzadi and Arabic – initially hard to place, and, if one were to ask male members of the class, rather attractive. "None of them have replied yet... anyway, I did cee-cee you in on it."

"I know. I was just wondering if they'd just replied to you."

A shake of her head. "No. Because they're drama club. And so all useless idiots."

"Be nice to them," Hikary warned.

Ayesha snorted. "No, we wouldn't want to upset the drama queens, would we? Well, yes, I would, but that was my own rhetorical question so I should probably shut up right now."

The Class Representative raised her eyebrows.

"Yeah, yeah," the headscarved girl said, flapping a hand at her. "Next question."

The raised eyebrows furrowed into a glare, before the amlaty shrugged at her fellow xenomix. "Actually, I do have one," Hikary said. "Got any ideas for what should be put on the list? I don't."

"Nope," Ayesha said, drily.

"Helpful. Really helpful."

"Look, I'm only on the student council because it looks good on the list of stuff I do. I even stood on a policy of 'the student council has no real authority'." She rolled her eyes. "Making decisions would be against my campaign promises."

"I can't believe people voted for you," Hikary said, with a hint of sullenness in her voice.

The other girl pursed her lips. "Most people are idiots one way or another. And despite that, they still voted for the Truth. Even if it's a painful one for people like you who are adorably idealistic." Her face suddenly went blank. "Anyway, don't worry. Surely you can just go ask Taly. I'm sure she'll be glad to help."

Hikary groaned at that. "Not helpful," she muttered.

"What's not helpful?" the aforementioned nazzady asks, drifting over to the table with a flick of her red-streaked hair.

"Nothing. It's not interesting. Please, go away Taly."

Two red eyes narrowed, and the taller girl straightened up slightly, glaring down at the two seated girls. "Okay, if you're going to be like that, Horaki."

Hikary gritted her teeth. "I didn't want to talk to you."

"I was actually going to ask you about plays and your opinions," Ayesha said, intruding before the conversation degenerated further. "Boring student council stuff."

"Okay, I'm interested," Taly agreed, before adding, proudly, "Remember, Sola Homosapa oa Garemeta was my idea, last year, and it was a triumph."

"Yes," Hikary remarked, more than a little bitterness in her voice, "if you count the fact that we got marked down as a class, because of the fact that we did it, as a triumph."

"Says the person with nazzadukivility issues who can't appreciate anything outside the dominant anfrazzadi cultural paradigm which attempts to force homogeneity on..."

"That is not at all relevant!"

"Well, I'll leave you two lovebirds," Ayesha drawled, stepping back, and receiving two hostile glares in response. "Taly, just make me a shortlist, and I can go show it to dramsoc and see what they think."

"That's not helping, Ayesha."

"Yeah. Ha ha, I don't think. I'll do it, but... look, you're asking a favour of me, so could you be less of a... a bitch, okay?"

"My mistake," the other girl said, slumping down in her seat and pulling out her PCPU, while the amlaty and the nazzady resumed their debate. "Now, how long do we need to wait for the dramatic kiss?" Ayesha remarked, in a stage whisper, to laughter from the rest of the class, who apparently had been roused from their apathy and tiredness to watch the argument.

"Shut up, Ayesha!" came a synchronised response.

Shinji snorted, and rested his head back down on his arms, only to be roused almost immediately by a tap on his shoulder. It was an amlaty, a pair of violet eyes staring out from under blue-streaked hair, a smile on her face. The boy blinked. Her name... name... uh... 'R'-something...

He forced himself to smile. "Hi?" he asked.

"Hey," she said, her hands folded in front of her. "Not looking forwards to the parents... well, guardians in my case... conference?"

"Trying to forget about it," he groaned, slumping down again.

"That bad?"

Shinji blinked. "Yes," he said, slightly more slowly. "Well, I've been... ill a lot this term, and I transferred late, and..." Shinji didn't mention the fact that he wasn't looking forwards to Misato being there for him to... damn it, still couldn't remember her name. Firstly, it wasn't actually any of her business, and Shinji had never been the most open of people. And, secondly, what was he supposed to say? 'I'm worried that my guardian might show up in a strappy top, and embarrass me in front of people, and then I'll have to put up with more than just Toja and Kensuke making eyes at her'? Better to stay quiet, and shrug. "Well. Yeah," he said out loud, looking up at the brown-grey skinned girl. "I don't know how sympathetic the teachers are going to be."

She nodded sympathetically. "That is pretty bad," she said, leaning forwards, slightly. "Listen." She hefted the PCPU in her hand. "I'm having a party on Saturday... it'll be an evening thing, so we can still have the afternoon for stuff, after morning classes. I'm inviting a lot of people, do you want to come? You're feeling better, right?"

Inwardly, Shinji groaned. He wouldn't mind doing it, probably, but he had training scheduled then. As usual. Despite that Unit 01 still wasn't working after the damage that Mot had inflicted, and the fact that Unit 00 had been given priority for repairs because they wanted to get on Eva operational, they would still go and stick him in the entry plug, for synch tests. Which were fairly pointless, in his opinion; certainly, far more pointless than the simulator training that he did afterwards, because at least Shinji could see the reason that training in a simulator could be useful, rather than just sitting in the plug with his eyes closed, listening to the babble of people tracking a number, when he – which was to say, the Evangelion - couldn't even move. And another thing...

"Uh... hello?" the girl asked. "My face is up here."

Shinji blinked. "Sorry," he apologised, blushing, eyes raised from where they had drifted to when he zoned out. "Uh," he added, pinching the bridge of his nose, "I'll have to see if I'm free." He groaned. "And if I'm kept in... after this teacher thing," the boy added, as a spur-of-the-moment justification, which he was somewhat proud of. "I don't think Rei would be free, either."

The girl looked at him strangely. "Why would I inv... what, are you friends with her?"

"Uh. Not exactly friends, I mean we've talked a bit, nothing serious, she's quiet, no big deal... uh..." The boy trailed off. Probably best not to mention the whole 'nudity' thing. Or the 'saved each other's lives' bit, though for a different reason.

A pair of eyebrows raised. "Well, I suppose it's good for her to make friends; she's been in the class for years, and she just sits there, being... Rei. If you've managed to get through to her, that's more than I've ever managed." A shrug. "I'll send an invite to your gridlink... and hers too, then," the amlaty said. "Try to make it if you can." With a nod and a smile, she drifted off, to talk to other people.

Shinji slid back down, shaking his head. That just wasn't fair. Now it was going to look like a deliberate snub when he couldn't make it to the party. And...

"Hey, Kensuke," he asked, leaning across, speaking softly. "Who was that?"

"That? You mean Reyokhy? Sounded like her," the bespectacled boy asked, without looking up from his own PCPU. "Blue streaks in her hair, got Hispanic blood on her human side?"

"Yeah, probably," Shinji said. "That is, yes."

Sliding a finger across the screen of his handheld device, Kensuke turned to face Shinji. "What'd she want, anyway?"

"She wanted me to come to a party on Saturday."

On his other side, Toja nodded. "Yeah, she does that sort of thing a lot. Her guardians are pretty lenient with her... and she is rather hot. They're usually pretty fun... you coming?"

Shinji winced. "Probably not," he admitted. "I have... I'm going to be busy with practice, like I am every Saturday evening."

Kensuke snorted. "I didn't get an invite," he muttered, eyes flicking back down.

"'Cause that's a really big shock," Toja interjected, with a smirk. "Don't think you'd even go... or if you did, you'd stay in the corner with your MP."

"That's not true!"

Toja's eyes glinted, and he grinned, broadly. "Oh, wait, no. I remember now."

"Don't say it."

"You'd go and show off that you're a lightweight. And be almost catatonic after two beers."

Kensuke flushed. "Someone spiked those drinks, okay!"

"Weren't they cans?"

"You could spike cans by...like, changing the label!"



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The door to the classroom slid open, letting in a cool breeze, and a pale figure padded in, her skin and hair a stark contrast to the black of the uniform's overcoat. In her hand was a pink slip, which she handed to the homeroom teacher.

"Medical appointment," Rei said, tersely.

"Oh, right, yes," the elderly man said with a nod, after scanning over the form. "Matches the email... okay, just sit down, we've already taken registration so..." he trailed off, as the girl stepped away, heading towards her customary seat at the back of the room. The noise of the classroom, which had dipped slightly, rose again.

Standing up, Shinji ran a hand over his face, and took a breath. Then he reached into his bag, and withdrew a book, an old-style paper one. It was better that he do this now, rather than wait until later.

If he waited, he might have to visit her home again to return it, for one.

Ignoring a slight sense of vertigo, no doubt from standing up so quickly, he made his way over to her. The girl had hung her bag up on her Desk, but had not booted it up yet, instead staring out the window to the artificial dome environment outside.

"Ahem," he said, clearing his throat. She wasn't going to look at him otherwise, it seemed, which was rather awkward. "Um. Uh. Sorry for taking so long, but here's your book back."

"Your opinion," Rei asked, in an unquestioning tone, still staring out the window. He was feeling a little discomfited by her continued refusal to make eye contact.

"I have... um... to admit, it didn't make much sense," Shinji admitted. "It seemed to assume a bunch of stuff I didn't know. I was a bit foggy at the time, because of the tiredness. And... well," he let out a short laugh, "...also the painkillers."

Rei blinked. "It is the third book in the series."

"I... see," Shinji said, slowly. One hand went up to massage his neck. "Yeah... that would explain a lot." His lips twitched. "Sorry. But... uh... why did you..."

"I am," the girl paused, for a fraction of a section, "fond of this book." Her hand reached out, thin fingers brushing against the cover. "It was a present. It feels right."

"Oh, okay." The boy looked around, eyes skipping over the sidocy. He didn't follow why that meant that she had to give him the third book, rather than the first one. Maybe the others weren't very good. Or... yes, this was Rei, after all. At least she had all her clothes on.

"Well... it was interesting enough," he blurted out, "and it'll probably make more sense once I read the plot summary and... thank you." He blinked, as Rei picked the book up, and, still looking out the window, flicked through it without a glance.

"It is not damaged," she said, after a moment.

Nervously, compulsively, Shinji brushed some imaginary dirt off his sleeve, and made a noise of agreement. "Well, uh, I'll be seeing you this afternoon, and..."

"Yes."

His flow slightly disrupted, he nevertheless continued, "... so I hope that, uh, the conference goes well for you."

"It will." She placed the book back down on the table. "My academic standards are satisfactory."

He snorted. "Mine aren't."

"Try harder." The words were cold and razor sharp, and Shinji almost bristled at their immediacy, before a motion out the window caught his attention. The doors, on the far side of the dome, which led to the adjoining train station had opened. Already, stationed in position across the school grounds were the bulky forms of power armour, three metre high figures that stood like silent sentinels. There was something disturbingly un-alive about them, a mechanical lack of motion which reminded the viewer that the human pilot was only a single component in the warmachine. The bulky, human-sized figures in SP-armour with their oversized weapons cradled in their arms were a relief.

Shinji was pretty sure that the ecstatic noise of glee to his left was Kensuke.

A motley crowd of adults was swarming through, now that their security profiles had been cleared; the delay enough to allow the youngsters to get in, and to their homerooms first. The mix of clothing they were wearing was quite in contrast to the regiments of black-overcoated students who normally passed through. Even from this distance, and through the window, Shinji could hear the buzz of automated speaker systems kindly requesting that they stick to the path and keep off the grass of the playing fields. He could also see that these requests were not being followed.

The parents and guardians had arrived.

Squinting, Shinji peered at the crowd. Was that... yes, that was Misato. At least she was wearing business dress, rather than, say, the strappy yellow top she tended to wear around the house, although, as she got nearer, Shinji was rather of the opinion that her outfit was a little too form-hugging. And the top two buttons didn't look buttoned, if he squinted a bit.

He sighed, with a glance sideways at the other students at the window. Call him paranoid, but he was sure that they were paying rather more attention to her than he would like. It was probably just...

"Wow," Kensuke exhaled, sliding open the window, camera in hand. "Major Katsuragi looks even better than she did the last time. And... zoo~ooom, wow. What I wouldn't give to see her in a full BDU, with a large gun... maybe even SP-armour!"

... right. Well, it seemed he wasn't paranoid, Shinji thought. The world really was out to get him.

And then another cycle of motion, and a pair of scout mecha, painted white, emerged from unseen compartments built into the wall of the arcology dome. The figures, long-limbed, hybridising quasi-organic and utilitarian aesthetics, loped into their positions, over twice the height of even the bulky power armour, and set up a vigil.

If there was some small mercy, Shinji thought, it was that the sight of such things had distracted Kensuke from the sight of Misato. The other boy was making high pitched noises, and being harassed by Taly, to make sure that he was getting all the pictures of the mecha that he could.

But even that conversation was not enough to dissuade Shinji's line of thought, because he was fairly sure that there was only one man who could dignify such an excessive, and, frankly, showy display of protection and force.

A figure emerged from the entrance, flanked by bodyguards, dressed mostly in black, and wearing his customary arglasses. Even from this distance, Shinji could recognise his father.

He suddenly knew who the guest speaker would be this year. It wasn't as if... if that man was going to be there for him.

A movement of white in the corner of his eye caught his attention. He looked over, to see Rei waving down, slowly and solemnly, each movement of her hand a precise tick of some unseen metronome. She was smiling slightly, her face unusually animated by her standards.

Shinji looked down to see his father wave back up at Rei, ignoring his biological son completely. He felt rage well up in his stomach, twelve years of suppressed anger at those horrible memories that he didn't think about from the second worst day of his life, immediately after the worst. Silently, he turned on his heel, and strode back to his desk even as the others stared out the window, his lips thin with anger.



~'/|\'~​


With a sigh, Dr Ritsuko Akagi reached forwards, and tapped the paw of the waving cat before her, stilling it. Then, with a flick, she set the figure back into motion, and returned to her work. The messages from Tola and Sarany all needed a response, there was the conferencing with Dr Schauderhaft over in Chicago-2 about the Unit 02 demonstration, and then there was the nagging presence of the Ministry of War asking for more details about the Evangelions, requests from the Achtzig Group for data to update the strategic schema of the TITANs, the series of meetings with the Representative for Research, oh, and did she mention that she was doing this all with a lack of staff, because a considerable number of people had leave this morning, including Representative Ikari and Misato, meaning that several key people weren't answering emails, and...

There was a bleep, and the woman leant back, noting the caller ID displayed in the upper-right of her vision. "Yes, Maya?" she asked the Operator, nerves humming.

"The detailed analysis of the damage to Unit 01 has been forwarded to me, doctor," the voice of the younger woman said, even as her body floated down in the Operator dive tanks. "Do you want an abridged summary to be prepared, or I can send it straight to you?"

Ritsuko massaged her brow. "A summary would be lovely, Maya," she said, with a slightly forced smile. "I don't have time right now, but I need to know if there's anything important."

"Right away, Doctor Akagi!" Lieutenant Ibuki said enthusiastically, cutting the communication.

The dyed-blonde shook her head slightly. Maya was young... except she wasn't. It wasn't as if there was that much of an age difference between the two; maybe five years, at the most. But she felt young. The fact that she, like all the Operators, had cybernetics woven into her spinal cord and cerebrum, didn't seem to have taken away from her natural liveliness at all. It was somehow... a little reassuring to have people like her around.

[Doctor,] said the emotionless voice of her muse. [New mail from Dr Sopheap, marked Urgent.]

Ritsuko sighed, mentally cursed, and got back to work.



~'/|\'~​


It was dark in the main hall. For the majority of the audience, this was a mildly special occurrence, because the Ashcroft Representative for Europe had chosen to speak here, of all places, and rapt attention had been given to the speech.

Shinji narrowed his eyes at the slightly sycophantic laughter to the end of the speech. He was almost certain that his fa... that the man was just reading it off the inside of his glasses, that he hadn't even bothered to memorise the speech. Bland, meaningless platitudes of... bland meaninglessness. Just as superficial and artificial as the man himself. They were even in the same building, and he hadn't even taken the chance to wish his son happy birthday.

He certainly wasn't about to stand for the round of applause which the headmaster called for. Shinji Ikari merely stayed seated, glaring at his father. Misato nudged him in the side, motioning for him to stand. He chose not to.

"That was a bit rude," the dark-haired woman said, afterwards, as they stood in the corridor outside the assembly hall.

The boy shrugged.

"I know you might not get on, but you could at least have stood," Misato remarked. "I mean, it's not normal for him to give this speech. It's not usual for the European Representative to take time out of his schedule. It's the first time he's done it, and you're here, so..." she trailed off.

"I don't assume my father does anything good for me," Shinji said, drily, trying to stop any other feelings from showing. "It saves disappointment later. In fact," he added, as a thought struck him, "he's probably only here because his Deputy Representative is ill. He is pretty old, after all."

Misato winced a little, a slight cold feeling running down her neck. It was true, Fuyutsuki was over in Geneva-A today, touring some new facilities, but that wasn't necessarily the only reason that Representative Ikari was here. Probably.

And to speak of the devil, here he was, striding past, with his eyes concealed and his jacket streaming behind him, flanked by the inevitable guards. Trailing behind him; cold, fragile-looking, was Rei Ayanami, her customary expression of detachment on her face. She felt, besides her, Shinji shrink back slightly, as that obscured gaze scanned from left to right, settling onto her.

"Major Katsuragi," Representative Ikari said, a factual statement of indemnity.

"Yes, sir." The woman stared back at him, trying to discern his intent, but his eyes were concealed to even the IR and UV of her Eyes. She couldn't tell if he was staring at her for Shinji, or, indeed, neither of them. Perhaps the rows of school photographs behind her were a sight of exquisite fascination.

He tilted his head slightly. "You are prepared for this afternoon?" he asked.

"Yes, sir," she repeated, retreating behind military formality in the awkwardness of this open place.

"Good." A hint of a nod. "I will be waiting. Now. Is it mathematics first?" he asked.

"Yes," said Rei, lurking behind him, hands limp against her sides.

"Okay." White-gloved hands flexed. "We will go see him, then." And he was off again, the crowd parting like the waters before him, no doubt aided by the armoured figures as well as the fact that he had been the one giving the speech. Misato watched him go, not quite sure whether the sheer normalcy of the conversation was disturbing or amusing.

She soon discarded that, though because the boy beside her had gone stock still, nostrils flared, his breathing forced. Misato paused for a moment, caught in indecision, before reaching down to take his wrist. She could feel the muscles corded like wire against the too-thin arm, feel it shake slightly with suppressed feeling, before it went limp. She squeezed his arm, in an attempt at reassurance, and it seemed to work somewhat, because the boy followed her lead, even if he said nothing.

"Come on," Misato said to Shinji. "Let's get this over with, eh?"



~'/|\'~​


Hikary Horaki smiled to herself, as her father thanked the teacher who handled the Ethics modules. Once again, another glowing report. She couldn't resist looking a little smug, as, seated behind her, Kensuke Aida shuffled up with his father, but that was only for a moment, and she managed to suppress it as she headed down the corridor, confidently leading the way.

"Well, that was good," her father said. His deep voice was almost a rumble; his native Nazzadi accent was almost completely gone. "The Ethics modules aren't just a dead-weight; future employers, especially the Foundation, really do look at them. And universities are so competitive nowadays, especially for the high end."

"I know, Dad," she replied, looking back, her orange eyes meeting his red ones. "I do need straight A1s for everything. And... yes, I think it's English Lit next... that's Mr Daye, brown hair, brown eyes." She rolled her eyes. "A bit of a bumbling academic sort," she remarked.

"Thanks... I think I can remember him. Native accent? Fan of... oh, I can't remember the author."

"Yes, that's the one." Stepping aside, she nodded to Kaga and Tsuka, as their grandmother took the twin boys around, and smoothed down her skirt with one hand. "And it's Koch, the author he raves about. Early twenty-first... or maybe end of twentieth century."

"Ah." Her father let his hand brush against the wall, jet-black against pale blue paint. "Have I said what the current big thing at work is?" he mentioned, casually.

"Oh, Dad," Hikary sighed. "Let me guess... you finally got permission for a new school?"

"It's sort of needed, 'Kary," he said, a hint defensively. "The old surface schools aren't fitting for the modern era, and..."

"... it gives you a chance to get better facilities for the ghettoes?" she teased.

"Yes," the man answered, assertively. "The self-segregationist policies of too many of the poor Nazzzadi harm everyone, themselves included. I keep trying to persuade the L2 Board, in my role as Advisor, that the best way to break the cycle of poverty is..."

"I wasn't making fun of it," Hikary said defensively, a hand going to one of her pigtails. "You don't need to treat me as if I'm a political opponent or anything."

Her father winced, flashing chisel-like incisors. "I'm sorry," the nazzada told his amlaty daughter. "It's been getting rather heated, with those," he glanced around, "Nazzadi Culture League sorts around. And of course, I'm meant to be objective, so I can't let my dislike of them show. Even when I know that they'd keep us poor and unskilled if it meant that they could be 'separate' and preserve a culture which isn't even real." He sighed. "We're all human," he said, forlornly, "yet why do some of us fight it?"

"I know how annoying they can be," Hikary said, a hint of weariness in her voice. "And, again, Dad, you don't need to speech-ify at me. Just... try to keep it down, okay?"

He grinned, then. "Heh. You sound just like your mother. And you'd be doing her proud right now with your grades..."

"Dad. Don't try to change the topic by bringing her up."

"Sorry."



~'/|\'~​


Things were not going well, as they went from teacher to teacher, their reports all blurring into one another.

"While I understand the fact that he's been off ill," said the physics teacher, her face rigid, "the amount of homeworks and remedial works that he's missed means that he's severely lagging behind the class mean and the expected level for his year group. If he doesn't want to be looking forwards to resitting a year, he should step up his game now."

"He's coasting," said the teacher who taught the Nazzadi language. "I'd guess that he's already fluent, and just took it as an easy option... oh, don't look so surprised." The dark-skinned woman folded her arms. "But even so, I expect the work to actually be done."

"His grasp of history is poor. He doesn't know what happened, or the roots of the current conflicts. If one does not pay attention to the past, how can one know what is happening in the present?"

"... and his presence has been responsible for several noted disruptive influences," was the opinion of the maths teacher, who seemed to be holding a grudge for some reason.

"To be honest, Shinji needs to try harder," the biology teacher said, clinically. "At the moment, he's just not doing well enough."

No, indeed things were not going well.

"Remind me why I can't be privately tutored?" he asked Misato, bitterly, as they headed off to the next teacher who was no doubt going to blame him for something that wasn't his fault.

The woman sighed. "It's complicated," she said, simply. "From what I can tell, the programme is really set up before... um," she looked around, aware of the fact that they were in an insecure location, "things really started to happen. So back then, getting a guarantee that you get to keep normal schooling was a good thing. But... we didn't expect for the timing to be what it was like. We'll probably look to getting you a tutor, though."

"Oh. Joy," Shinji sighed. That looked like it was more of his free time gone.

"And it does you good to be out and about and have a life of your own to worry about," she added. "Imagine how boring life would be if everything was easy."

"Yes. That's what I'm worrying about. Being bored."

Misato snorted. "That's the spirit," she said, with a grin.



~'/|\'~​


The teacher crossed her legs nervously, and shifted, gripping the PCPU with her notes on tighter. She ran her tongue across her lips, and took a breath, swallowing yet again. Her eyes flicked between the cold grey gaze of her student, and the eyeless stare of her guardian.

"Um..." began Ms Sweet-Corazon. "So... Rei's performance in her physics modules so far this term..."

The girl stared at her, barely blinking. Representative Ikari was just as still.

"... her academic... uh... performance is good... excellent, actually, and... uh..." She shivered slightly. "Uh..." she continued, trying to steel herself, to continue along the notes that she had made for herself, "... I do believe that she has a certain attitude problem in lessons?" Inwardly, the teacher cursed. That shouldn't have come out as a question. But this man was disconcerting. No wonder Rei Ayanami was as she was.

Before her, Representative Ikari tilted his head slightly. "Continue," he stated, one gloved finger going up to push his arglasses back up to the bridge of his nose.



~'/|\'~​


It was the disappointment that was getting to him, Shinji thought morosely. A certain air of patronising disapproval, which indicated that they were being very understanding about how much he was off ill, but he was pushing their patience, and should try harder to keep up. And he was fairly sure that he could track the teachers that his father had got to first, because he could feel them scrutinising him, as more than just another pupil. The one he wasn't sure about was the maths teacher, and Shinji suspected that the man probably hadn't forgiven him for being responsible for the heavily armoured soldiers breaking down his door to recover the pilot, for what had turned out to be a false alarm.

About the only person he'd seen who looked as bad as he felt was Taly, one of the girls from his class, who had been sitting sullenly beside a woman who looked barely to be in her twenties. The nazzady's skin and red-streaked black hair stood as a stark contrast to the peroxide blonde human. He had exchanged a wincing, sympathetic nod with her, and received a smile in return, but it really wasn't that much.

And now this.

"Oh, Shinji is doing well, despite his illnesses," the balding man said, with a toothy smile. "He's not quite good enough for the first team, but with a bit more practice, he could be on the bench, eh, and he's doing a really good job keeping fit despite all those illnesses. I mean, I have to tell you, there's a boy two years below who's off all the time, and he's a spindly little thing, but Shinji has good physicals all around. Sound about right?"

"Yes," the boy replied, flatly.

The sports teacher missed any lack of enthusiasm. "A real problem with a lot of kids these days," he continued to Misato, his eyes rather lower than they should have been. "They just don't get the exercise. I mean, you really have to try nowadays, and arcology life means if you don't go to the gyms... well, these younger lot, eh? They think diets are the same as eating properly and burning it off, and are all scrawny and useless at sports!"

Misato nodded. "Yes," she said, with a nod, as she looked him up and down. "I apologise for asking," the Major said, "but... you're ex-military, right? Infantry by the build?"

The man grinned wider. "Yep. Groundpounder all the way. Served in Ghana and was there for Madagascar. You? Look like a flygirl or an earthshaker, from the body."

"The second," the woman replied, with a smug grin. "Heavy assault mecha. Now on secondment to the Foundation."

The teacher laughed, a noisy exhalation of breath which drew stares from the other people waiting. "Listen, Shinji, that woman," he pointed at Misato, "is officially nuts. But in a good way," he added, with a sideways glance. "'Least flygirls are nice and up in the air. People like her?"

"What's the point in having time to know you're going to crash?" Misato completed.

"That!" The sports teacher ran a hand over his head. "Yes," he continued, "you're doing well, Shinji. Just try to be less ill, okay?"

"I'll try my best," the boy said, with a smile which was only a little forced.

Had he really sunk that low? Was he really looking for praise from one of the sports teachers? It said something about the day that he was having that Shinji didn't mind the depths he had sunk to. Even if it meant that to the teachers, he was 'not that bright, but good at sports', which sadly wasn't enough at an Ashcroft Academy.



~'/|\'~​


Ryoji Kaji leant back on the hard chair, PCPU in hand, and idly scrolled through channels. Asuka was in the changing rooms, getting dressed in her plug suit, and... he stretched out and yawned... it was too early in the morning to be up and about like this. With a groan, he pulled himself to his feet, and went in search of something that did coffee. He would ideally like a cafeteria, but he would settle for instant coffee, if needs be.

Well, actually, he would ideally like a extra-hot, no-whip, white chocolate macchiato served by scantily clad ladies who would also be willing to give him a massage to remedy his stiff back, but the chances of him getting that on this military base were... not good.

Flicking through, he selected the NABO News channel, and spared a glance at the elegantly coifed man reading the early morning news. A flick, and he purchased the rewatch, and then turned the screen off, ambling idly through the halls. He stroked his chin. He needed to shave, Kaji thought; the stubble was getting to the stage where it was stopping being stubble, and starting to be a beard. Well, he hadn't had time early in the morning, and Asuka had been hogging the bathroom.

Of all the things that he had found as her temporary guardian, all the oddities and abnormalities, she was still very much a teenage girl in that one particular aspect. And a few other ones.

There was a bleep as Kaji scanned the chip in the back of his hand, and the vending machine hummed and whirred, and eventually spat out an overpriced cup of hot chocolate. The man took a sip, and grimaced. They'd been out of coffee, and this wasn't good at all. Still, at least it was warm, and would do something to keep him awake. He checked his PCPU again, and noted the new message. Switching to harcontact mode, the lens fused to the front of his eyeballs initialised, and he sat down, drinking his vile drink.

Because, as the news had been going on, all sort of clever technology behind the scenes had been associating a squirt of noise into the public datafeed with a one-time pad on his PCPU. And once the decyption was done, he now had his orders.

[Agent Doorknob. Approval has been given to your transfer. The resources are in place. Pathway is open at ABN on assigned date.]

Well. This was it, then.



~'/|\'~​


The spoon clinked against the side of the cup of tea. Weighting the teabag, Shinji stared down into the brown depths, before letting go. It still had to be left to stew for a while.

"See," Misato said, through her mouthful of noodles, "... that wasn't so bad, was it?" The chatter of the cafe around them, located deeper than the school, but still in the main portion of L2 rather that the Geocity, was a constant background noise. In his school uniform, he stood out among the neatly dressed professionals. He suspected, strongly, that if it wasn't for the bodyguards he was sure were all around him, he would have been asked why he wasn't in school by the ArcSec officers on the way here.

Misato blended in perfectly.

Glowering slightly, lips pursed, Shinji nonetheless nodded, and agreed, because it seemed like the easiest thing to do. "I suppose not," he said, tapping his fingers against the synthwood surface of the table. He couldn't resist adding, "And, of course, they wouldn't be complaining if they took into account how little free time I have, and how much time I've been..." he sighed, looking around the public area. "How much I've been ill this term."

"Yeah, well." A half-shrug and a slurp as she took another mouthful of noodles . "Come on, Shinji, eat your soup," the dark-haired woman said, changing the topic. "Or drink your soup or... is it thick enough to eat, rather than drink? Anyway. You've got a busy afternoon ahead." She paused, tilting her head slightly. "And," she added, more gently, "I think you did okay."

"Really?" Shinji asked, cynically.

"Yes," Misato said, her voice definitive. "Certainly much better than I was doing at your age." There was a slight silence, before she added, "And... look, speaking as... well, in my role, I... I'm sort of asking you as a favour here, don't take it personally against Rei. He's her guardian, so he had to attend." Except he didn't, she knew, considering his position, and she resolved to look into it a little deeper. There were certain... similarities in appearance between the First and Third Children, beyond their ethnicities, after all. "Blame him if you want to, but... try not to feel jealous of her."

"I'm not jealous," Shinji snapped. "She's welcome to him."

Misato declined to comment, and instead chose to change the subject. "Come on then, eat up."

The boy grumbled, but complied. Fishing out the teabag with a spoon, he took a sip, and then moved onto the soup, scooping up a chunk of protein in the first spoonful. It tasted of chicken. Not like the LCL that he would be spending the afternoon breathing, and swallowing, and tasting. It never got better. Although that reminded him;

"Misato?"

"Hmm?" She seemed to be slightly wary.

"Um." Playing with the spoon, he tapped it against the side of the mug, until he realised what he was doing, and stopped. "I... that is, I've been invited to a par... to do something with some friends this weekend, and I was wondering if I could be excused from... that is, if I can go. I mean, uh, I'd just be doing things on computers, rather than for real, and so it doesn't really count in the same way, does it?"

He noticed the way that Misato stiffened up slightly, her face rigid and mask-like. "Your activity schedule is fixed; you can't just have time off," the Major stated, her voice flat. "Especially... well, we can talk about it when we get down to the Geocity, yes?"

With a groan, mostly suppressed, Shinji nodded. It wasn't like it had been too likely that he would have got to go, anyway, was it? He was a hero saving panhumanity, apparently, and seemingly that meant that his time was state property. If... if only they sort of understood that there was a person at the heart of the giant ACXB war machine.

"If it helps, I'm sorry for this." The cold expression broke, and Misato grinned. "And," she added, with a grin, "there's going to be something interesting for you to see down there. It might change your mind about a few things."

Shinji sighed inwardly. That sounded like it was going to be unpleasant, no matter what Misato thought.



~'/|\'~​


It was early morning in Chicago-2, clear and warm. This was not directly relevant down in the deep military bunkers, which remained at their constant light levels, but the bright autumnal day was somehow pervasive, even down here.

"Ah, it looks good, Captain. We have clearance confirmation on the test; security cybirds are in place, and report an all-clear for hostile unmanifested ENEs," said Dr Shauderhauft, drumming his fingers against the wall as he stared at the weather projections on his bulky argoggles. "We're going public, and it looks good for us. It's a brand new day, and the sun is high." Perfect weather for such a public demonstration, as they both knew.

The Deputy Director of Operations responsible for Unit 02 groaned, elbows resting on the railings, as he stared at the titanic face of the Evangelion. It had been repainted in a flat military grey for this test, and it made the behemoth feel somewhat soulless. "You better not be slipping," he muttered.

"Huh?"

"A single technical mistake and everything could go wrong. Everybody will be watching. And if this goes wrong, I'm blaming you, Wilhelm."

Plug suit already donned, cowl down, A10 clips in place, Test Pilot Soryu made a disgusted noise. "It won't go wrong, Captain Martello," she said, her tone clipped, eyes jumping between the two older men. "I will make no mistakes, and my test display was perfect."

"Well." The shrug, and the tone of voice said everything to the teenager, and she bristled, before forcing herself to relax in front of her superior.

"Were there any flaws in my performance in the test run, sir?" she asked, letting a hint of sarcasm creep in.

"There is such a thing as overconfidence."

"Indeed there is," an older man said, the click of his shoes echoing in the storage bay. In the brightness of the storage facility, his dark suit, the shirt a deep, deep red sucked at the light, the authorisation entopics floating around it visible to anyone tuned into the right band.

"Ah." Captain Martello cleared his throat. "Uh, Professor Sylveste. What are... that is, this is a restricted zone, and..."

"... and I am no longer a member of Project Evangelion?" the man asked, one eyebrow raising elegantly. And then he waited, his silence uncomfortable for the staff of the modern Evangelion Group.

Asuka smirked.

"Have you come to wish us luck?" Dr Shauderhauft ventured.

"Luck?" A twitch of the mouth, a crinkle of the eyes. "No." And then a faint sneer creased his face. "Luck is for people who aren't good enough. If I was here to wish you luck," and the disgust was evident, "I would be telling you that I think you needed it."

"Oh, thank you, Uncle Cal," the red-blonde girl said, a smile on her face. That was high praise from him, and she treasured it. He was one of the few people who she could accept such words from as genuine and earned. "The captain seems to have his doubts, but," she giggled, a girlish and unprofessional display of emotion, "I suppose he just hasn't been involved with the Group long enough."

"I think..."

"You may be right there, Asuka," the man with the rust-coloured hair said, smiling. "Now, I would like some time with Asuka before she is loaded," said Calvin, tilting his head. Despite the phrasing, it was not a request. And although he was not part of the Evangelion Group any more, he had been part of the original Project, and was the head the Herkunft Group, a man who, together with Naoko Akagi, had been instrumental behind the LITAN system in the Eva. Such an individual was not a man one wished to needlessly aggravate. "Alone."

The man and the girl stood alone in silence, until they were the only two standing there. Just as the Captain had before him, Dr Calvin Sylveste sighed, and stared at the mask of Unit 02. "You know," he said, glancing over to Asuka, but his voice soft as if he were almost talking to himself, "I never thought this day would come."

"Why not?" the girl asked, with a half-shrug. "You shouldn't be so pessimistic, Uncle. I was always going to be good enough for the Evangelion Project to go public... in fact, I was good enough two years ago. It's just they finally seem to have decided to acknowledge it."

The two of them stood in silence, before the man sighed. "Asuka," he began, "before you go, before the demonstration... I had intended to give this to you on that dinner we had together, but..."

"... but a Harbinger interrupted," the girl interjected.

"... yes. And there never seemed to be the moment." There was a snort. "That was the real reason for the dinner," he said, darkly. "But, here."

The box he passed to Asuka was rosewood, and from its weight and feel, it was genuine, not just a thin texture imprinted on plastics. Even through the thinner material at the fingertips of the plugsuit, she could feel the whorls and bumps; a sniff, and the scent of old varnish filled her nostrils. The sides were engraved with a recurring ribosomal motif. After a moment's examination, she flipped the catch at the front, and her eyes widened at the contents.

Within the archaism of the ancient box was a fully modern containment unit, sealed utterly by the fact that it had been constructed around the thing that was to be protected. Through the adamant faceplate, Asuka could see something brownish and curved, part of some greater object, like a piece of pottery or...

"... a skull?" was her response, as she lifted the sealed unit out of the box. Now that she could see more of it, it was clearly a skull, one of an adult, with the lower jaw bone missing. The bones were the colour of mud, and one of the eye sockets was heavily damaged, the jagged breaks a contrast to the smooth curve of the other socket.

"Yes."

Her blue Eyes met his, one eyebrow raised. "Why? Why would I want a skull piece? And who's?"

Almost reflexively, the man ran a hand through his rust-coloured hair, now greying from age. "No one you know," Calvin remarked, the corners of his eyes crinkling up, although the girl could see the disappointment in his eyes.

Asuka flinched at that. She hated to disappoint Uncle Cal, and her breath sped up, her mind whirring. What did he want? What did he expect her to know that she didn't and what had she missed and what was she doing wrong and what did she need to do to make him happy again and...

"Unless you're about 170,000 years old, of course," he added.

She let out a breath. Information. Yes. A clue. He was letting it out and she had to work it out and... "Archaic homo sapiens," she said, Eyes narrowing, as she tried to control her breath. "No... 170,000 years ago, that's... there are both archaic and anatomically modern examples at the time." She gazed up at him. "I... I don't know. There isn't enough information yet."

There was a gentle sigh from the man. "Asuka, I'm not trying to test you."

He always did this! He always tested her. What did he want? What game was he playing right now? What did he want? "Looking at it... I d-don't think it's an ape one, and..."

"Calm down." There was a slightly sharp note in his voice, now. "It's a present." The man glanced over at Unit 02, running one hand along the neatly trimmed beard. "Yes, it's an example of anatomically modern homo sapiens, from around 170,000 years ago; part of the skull."

Asuka stared down at it. "Well... um." She swallowed. "Thank you." There was an awkward silence. She glanced up at the man, who was staring back at her, as if looking for some other response. "Thank you very much, Uncle Cal," she said, before closing it, and giving him a hug, which he seemed to freeze up at, not shrinking away, or reciprocating. "I... I can't say I was expecting it, and it isn't my birthday for a while, but... yes," she continued, her voice growing stronger, "... today is a special day, after all."

"You're welcome," he said, finally, before smiling. "Your mother gave it to me as a present, before you were born," he continued. "About two years before... yes, that would have been in '73 or so. You're old enough, and you've grown up enough that... well, especially today, I felt I should return it." And then he returned the hug, hands clad in sterile gloves squeaking against the outer material of her plug suit. "Kyoko would have been proud to see how you turned out," he said, staring over her shoulder at the four eyes of the Evangelion. "Even without her influence."

Asuka bit her lip, and hugged tighter. "Thank you," she said, voice soft. And then she looked down, and coughed. "Um. Can you hold on to this for me, Uncle Cal?" she asked, as she let go of him. She ran her hands down her body. "Sort of lacking pockets here," she explained, with a smirk.

"Oh. Yes. Right. Of course."

Footsteps behind them. "Asuka," Kaji said, a half-smile on his lips. "They want you in the plug now."

"Oh, good," the girl said, spinning to beam at the ponytailed man. "You'll be watching, won't you, Kaji? A chance for them to see how amazing I can be, and you can be my lucky charm, yes?"

"Sure, why not?" The man shrugged. "Of course, I'm not allowed into the entry plug, but I'll be in the stands."

Asuka grinned. "Okay!" she said, over her shoulder, as she skipped over to the entry port. "I knew you'd be there, and this is going to be good! Just watch me closely, Kaji!"

The GIA agent was uncomfortably aware of the head of the Achtzig Group glaring at him.



~'/|\'~​


"01-Nerv reports green on limited synch test, although activation is sealed off due to damage."

"00-Selee is fully operational in Unit 00 and is ready."

"We have confirmation that both Ouranous LITANs are green, Dr Akagi."

Shinji hiccupped, and tasted bile in the LCL that filled his mouth, before it was washed away by the all-consuming tang of the orange fluid. Of all the things they made him do, carrying out synch tests in Unit 01, when it was still heavily damaged and inoperable, was probably one of the least painful. That didn't make it not-pointless.

"Ready," he informed Misato, flexing his fingers around the butterfly grips. "Let's get this over and done with, so you can stick me in the training simulation. And then it can be time to shoot at Asherah. Again."

Major Katsuragi appeared in his left eye. "Actually, no, we'll be doing something different."

Shinji blinked. "Oh joy," he said. "Of course, you'll be adding Mot to the training simulators now.

"No, I..."

"That was my favourite bit, the bit when the bomb went off in my chest. Even better than the bit when I got shot and died." He swallowed. "I do hope that I get to do it again."

A second window joined the first one. "That is not true, Test Pilot Ikari," the milky-skinned girl stated. "You do not wish to do so again."

The boy's eyes narrowed and he looked away, hands clenching around the butterfly controls. He... he wasn't sure how he felt about Rei, now. His previous confusion had collapsed into perplexity. She was brave and mentally strong and he owed her his life and she had bought him a book. But she was also off-putting, and above that, his father seemed to pay more attention to her than he did to him. The man had attended her parent's day, and ignored him even when they were in the same class. The boy had seen him smile at her; he had never seen that. And she had hit him when he had said something which, if it had been said about another man, would have been an insult, but which for his father was merely a statement of fact.

Shinji Ikari understood, intellectually, that it was not Rei's fault that his father only ever wanted to use him, and would bribe him with casual offerings to obtain loyalty, but never give him anything that mattered. That didn't change how he felt.

Why would his father effectively adopt a sidocy like her, anyway?

"Look left, Test Pilot Ikari," instructed one of the Operators, intruding into the conversation. "We want to check the vision calibration, because Nerv isn't synching with the superconducting QUI devices... they're still in damage-constrained mode. So just look at the red lights when they appear... sorry, Major, but we're going to have to go to Audio Only for this."

"Okay," the Major said. "So we're going to not put you against a sim of Mot, okay? Feel better?"

A bit, the boy had to admit.

"This is going to be purely conventional training, against smaller targets... man-sized to tank-sized," she continued.

"Look left, Ikari. Please," added the operator, running the checklist.

Shinji complied, but groaned. "Dealing with smaller enemies?" he asked. "What's the point of that?" He squeezed tighter on the control yokes, wanting to get the synch test over and done with, so at least he could get out of the plug of this damaged Eva. "I'm not a soldier. And the Harbinger are giant... giant evil monster-things which are Eva-sized. You're just trying to..."

"Yes, because of course the Harbingers will always have the decency of showing themselves at a scale that you can fight them properly," Ritsuko snapped. "But, oh, fine. I'm sure you'll enjoy it when you're swarmed by... oh, say, car-sized centipede things that can cut through an AT-Field."

"Oh." Shinji winced. That did actually make sense. "So I'm going to be practicing against that kind of thing?"

"... Ikari, I'm going to need a check on the vertical alignment. Please don't frown. And try not to make facial expressions," ordered the Operator, and he complied. "Okay, look up." Not making facial expressions was, in the boy's experience, harder than it seemed when one was talking with Ritsuko Akagi; nevertheless, he looked up to the red light at the top of the screen.

"No," the blond said, her voice clipped. "That will be initial training, so you will be practicing a mixture of anti-armoured-vehicle and anti-infantry tactics, in the simulator, using your mean synchronisation value for combat effectiveness and Evangelion behaviour."

"Bottom right, Ikari. Please look as soon as you see the red light."

"This is also to teach you how to use your LITAN better, Shinji," the Major added. "Nerv is meant to handle the anti-infantry systems, but it still needs guidance. Rei'll be working, independently, on sync and AT-Field control, so you will be on your own. We'll be using Migou units as the OpFor," she continued. "They don't act quite in the same way as normal vehicles, and..."

Shinji pursed his mouth. "Okay," he said, unwillingly, "... and you think that I might have to fight them." It... yes, it seemed fairer that way. The Migou were a threat, after all, and it wasn't like they were people. As long as they didn't plan to use him as a proper soldier; he had read the contract he had signed, and it was clear that as a Test Pilot, he was restricted to anti-Harbinger deployments, except in cases of immediate attack.

"Yes." The black-haired woman's words confirmed his suspicions. "Unit 02 has already seen field use in emergencies on the Eastern European Front, and we can't be sure that the Migou won't try to take out the Evangelions. They've tried before."

His eyes widened. "Tried? When?"

"It doesn't matter," Dr Akagi intruded. "Suffice to say, we are not wasting your time with this." The woman coughed. "Now, if you could just hurry up and set up the Costal Urban Arctic sim, Maya, then we can get started." The blonde cut the link to the plug, tapping her fingers on the control console in front of her, with the sound of calibrations in the background.

"Nervous?" Misato asked, resting one hand on her shoulder. "The 02 test?"

Ritsuko slipped away with a shrug. "No," she said, flatly. "I trust Schauderhaft enough to know that there won't be any mundane problems with the Unit, and there's no point worrying. I can't change anything, so I should just accept it, and make the most of it."

"Bet you're biting your nails, though," the dark-haired woman said, with a faint grin.

"I am not!" Ritsuko protested, balling her hands into fists to prevent any examination of her fingers. She sighed. "Although I'm going to have to get my roots touched up," she added. "Haven't had time, and I'll need to be looking good for Saturday. It's just such a waste of time, though."

"Which bit?"

"Precisely," the scientist said to her old friend, with a sigh.



~'/|\'~​


Dr Calvin Sylveste leant against the wall, the light recess preventing the breeze from stirring his immaculately coifed rust-red hair. Besides him, the man from the GIA, his blue shirt unbuttoned, lit a cigarette, and sucked in a breath. The slight wrinkling of the scientist's nose was testament enough to what he thought of Ryoji Kaji.

Nevertheless.

And it was in the mood of 'Nevertheless' that the silence, which was hostile on Sylveste's part, and inattentive on Kaji's part, continued. In fact, the red-haired man was pretty sure that the agent was wearing softcontacts and a subvocal microphone, and was doing something in a little world of his own. They needed to talk.

"Ryoji Kaji?" he asked rhetorically. "You are with the GIA?"

The ponytailed man blinked heavily, and turned around, his eyes focussing on the scientist. "Huh?" he asked. "Oh, yes. Office of Administration only; I'm with Human Resource Protection."

That was almost certainly a lie, and Dr Sylveste made a mental note to see how far he could probe this man's background to find out what he really did. "One might query why a member of the GIA is assigned to bodyguard duties, as the guardian of a teenage girl," Calvin remarked idly.

A smile and a shrug from Kaji. He knew the other man knew exactly why; he suspected that he knew that he knew, too. But that didn't make asking someone who'd just said his job was with Human Resource Protection why he was Protecting a Human Resource any less inane. "She is a high value target," he said. "Her safety is rather important, and," another shrug, "I'm primarily her guardian."

Behind the bland, smiling mask, the agent was letting none of his opinions of Dr Calvin Sylveste slip. It would be enough to say that they would not be polite.

"You are aware of Asuka's... infatuation," the other stated, Eyes narrow, as he raised one hand to stroke the rust-coloured stubble that decorated his jaw.

Kaji winced, and nodded. "Yes," he said. "Whatever else she is, she's a teenage girl. Emotionally and physically."

"And you're keeping both of those facts in mind?" Sylveste asked, words slotting into place with mechanical precision. "That she is sixteen, and no matter how she acts around you, it is only teenage hormones, and so she's not being rational about it?"

The younger man was not smiling any more. "Don't take me for either an idiot or some kind of predator," Kaji said, his voice dropping. "She's half my age, someone I'm tasked with protecting," and suddenly the genial smile was back, "... and, anyway, I prefer my women curvy and experienced, rather than bony, still-awkward teenagers." He waited to see what the response to that baited statement was.

The injection of humour produced no visible shift in the scientist at first, besides a slight tightening of the muscles around the edge of his Eyes. Nevertheless, the feel of the atmosphere shifted, and after a moment's contemplation, Calvin Sylveste nodded. "Good. Just so we have it clear. She'd mentioned you repeatedly, but I hadn't seen how she acted around you until just then."

"I'd heard of you, too, from her and others," Kaji said, casually.

"Ha! Good things, I hope."

"Asuka seems to... well, look at you as a father figure," the agent said neutrally, eyes flicking across the other man's rust-red hair and complexion. And, yes, that was something he had wondered about. That wasn't who her father was recorded in her profile, and the lengths that one would need to go to, to conceal something like that, would be extreme, but... "She only has the highest regard for you," Kaji said.

The smirk on the scientist's face suggested that he had noticed the evasion. "I've known her all her life, and I'm the closest thing she's had to family since Ky... since her mother died," Calvin said, a hint of cold defensiveness creeping into his voice, despite his expression. "She lived with me when she was younger, back before my wife died, as you quite well know."

The agent nodded, smiling. "Yes." Time to change the subject. "And, of course, I'm fairly sure how much this means to her."

"Oh, yes. It means a lot to me, as well, but..." Calvin Sylveste trailed off. "Excuse me," he said, straightening up, with a somewhat predatory look in his eye. "We can talk later; there's someone else I need to talk to." Hands in pockets, with an almost insultingly nonchalant swagger, he made his way over to the nazzada who had just moved into sight. "Oh, Tokita," he drawled. "It's wonderful to see you on this fine morning."

Two red eyes narrowed at that. "Ah," the man said, clearly repressing a shudder of annoyance, and Sylveste's smile grew. "Dr Sylveste. How nice to see you."

"I know, I know." The auburn-haired man flashed a glance to the side, up at the sky. "Hmm... looks like it should be clear for at least the morning, wouldn't you say?"

"I suppose so."

"But of course." He inclined his head towards the woman accompanying the nazzada, in her early twenties and dressed in the uniform of a low ranking officer in the New Earth Government Navy. "I get ahead of myself. Tokita, please introduce us."

The nazzada, the head of the NEGN Project Daeva, straightened up subtly, taking a step back from Dr Sylveste, who was leaning in. "Uh... yes. Sylveste, this is Lieutenant Mana Krishima. Mana, this is Dr Calvin Sylveste, head of Ashcroft's Achtzig Group, and..."

"That's the AI one, isn't it?" the woman asked him directly, in a slightly distracted-sounding tone.

"Indeed," Sylveste said, running hand along his neatly trimmed beard. "Tokita also forgot that I have the Yi Prize for Advances in Cognitive Neuroscience, the Dyson Prize for Computer Mind-Theory, and have a history of getting on his nerves," Calvin continued, in the same cheerful, friendly voice that, if one were not to listen to the words, would sound amicable. "Well, no, I flatter myself."

"He's an egotistical, arrogant, smug..."

"... exceptionally intelligent, gifted, talented..."

"... self-righteous Ashcroft type, basically," Tokita concluded. "And... why is he even here? I was under the impression that this was meant to be the test of some new Ashcroft prototype weapon, not anything to do with the Achtzig Group... unless you've loaded one of your precious TITANs on board?" he hazarded, fishing for information.

"Heavens no," was the response. "This is a personal matter, why I'm here, to give support. And, no, it's not a TITAN on board; it's cruder than that, and nothing that the Achtzig Group has made," Sylveste said, with misleading honesty.

Tokita relaxed subtly. "I've been hearing about this 'Evangelion' prototype," he admitted. "I have to say, it's a little mean-spirited of the Foundation to schedule this on an emergency, when you damn well know that our thing is scheduled for this weekend. Of course," he snorted, "maybe you're just afraid of what our Daeva will do, eh, Mana?"

"Maybe, sir," the woman said dreamily.

The expression of Calvin Sylveste's face was studiously blank. "We will see," he said, before glancing down at his watch. "Only a few minutes to go," he said, staring out over the testing grounds.



~'/|\'~​


Sirens sounded. They were not the high wail of an evacuation notice; no, they were the precautionary sounding of a prearranged alert. Yellow lights lit up within the hollow bowl-shape of the testdome, cascading along the walls, while emergency floor markings directed the way to the nearest halt-point. It was merely a safety precaution, because no-one should have been inside the testdome by now, but it was still protocol.

"Cameras are check-lit green. All rolling, and we're pseudo-live. Transmission status check?"

[Transmission status is: Operational. Functionality is green.]

"Keep an eye on it," Dr Schauderhaft ordered. "And make sure the testdome walls are responding properly to flash stimuli, then go to green."

They didn't want anything to go wrong today.

[Warning. Special Weapons Test In Progress,] proclaimed LAI systems out in the test dome and in the command centre, repeating their warning in Nazzadi. [Rahui prekati. Nekwekutermumani xamoni nowetemagini.]

Captain Martello leaned forwards. "Well, looks like everything's in place, people," he said, cracking his knuckles. "Get Unit 02 up. Let's go and make the news."

In the entry plug of the Unit, Asuka Langley Soryu took a steady breath of LCL, the taste as nothing to her, and flexed her fingers around the control yokes. Closing her eyes, she took a second breath, and rolled her neck, and her Evangelion moved with her. Synchronisation was holding steady, and the unique qualia of piloting the synthorg were already at the forefront of her mind.

[Are you ready, Test Pilot?] asked Nerv, her Ouranos LITAN, in its harsh, synthetic voice. [Captain Martello requests confirmation that you will carry out the drills as rehearsed.]

"Yes," she said, simply. Both Kaji and Uncle Cal were watching her, as well as the eyes of the world. She would not contemplate anything less than perfection, because she would not fail. At all.

The four-eyed behemoth rose from the chute, clouds of chilled gas enveloping it. The titan was motionless, dead, still, arms limp, head lowered.

And then it moved.



~'/|\'~​


"Turn up the news," the elderly man ordered Hikary, sitting at the edge of his seat, aged hands clasped around one of his walking sticks. Beady eyes stared from under snow white brows, darting between the girl and the screen.

The amlaty suppressed a sigh. You had to make exceptions for people this old, because even the heights of modern medical science couldn't keep the edge of the mind sharp when one was, as he had told her several times, 101 years old. "I can't," she explained to the individual she was helping on her Social Work Programme today. There were entire arcology domes of people like this, all humans, usually without any family and having problems caring for themselves. "Remember, Mr Britton, you have the muse locked to your voice."

The old man blinked. "Oh, right," he said, tone distracted, as he peered around, before settling his gaze back on the screen, and leaning forwards even further. Evidently, he had given up on whatever he had been looking for. "You know, I don't approve of all these mecha," he said to her, with a nod. "They aren't natural. How do they not fall through the ground, that's what I'd like to know? They don't look like they should be real. Like something from science fiction." The man snorted, and reached behind him, pulling out an old fashioned remote control which he had apparently been sitting on. "Mind you, I started thinking I was living in the future when I was twenty, and things have only got more so. Look at all the 'arcano' stuff that's all around... I can remember when it was all theoretical physics and blather. Far less theoretical, still as much blather to me. Can't trust it. I can remember when we had proper science, you know. None of this 'r-states' and 'arcano-magic' stuff that drives people mad."

Hikary noted the shake in his hands, as he looked away from the screen, to a picture propped up on the side, taken in the 2050s, before the Nazzadi invasion. A younger him and a woman about his age stood by a lake, with a woman who looked like a daughter, another man, and at knee level, what could only be a young grandchild, sulkily glowering at the camera.

"All these magical mecha... and none of them can make you happy," the old man said, voice querulous and soft.



~'/|\'~​


One foot broke the armoured ground, one subtle shift to the balance of the thrusters sent the Eva springing off, and the indomitable will of the AT-Field thrust with heat-shimmers back, to vault the simulated barricade. Eyes half-closed, barely breathing, a flick of her Eyes across the screen painted the model hostiles in red, and the salvo of micromissiles took them down. A few managed to return fire, the dumb drones acquiring the hulking shape, but their dummy shells rattled off battleship-thick hull plating and then they were eliminated.

Check for balance, adjust posture for recoil, keep low because hostiles may aim for the head.

In a half-crouch, the Babylon cradled in the Unit's hands roared, and a cloud of smoke replaced the effects of an arcanochromatic shell, 'wiping out' an entire block. Inwardly, Asuka sneered, because the plume was nowhere near authentic, but only for a second, because the traceries of artillery paths on the inner wall of her plug indicated that her opponent had located her, and had apparently decided to take no chances that she might intercept the on-target shells.

As if that would be enough.

"Counterbattery targets," she instructed her LITAN, and began a dodging weave designed to maximise the fire-time for her laser defence grids. She could feel her plug move deeper and deeper as her synch ratio increased, and, eyes hooded, she smiled.

And leapt, boosting the A-Pod thrusters in the Type-B(F) armour to max as an AT-Field punched a hammer blow in the air in front of her. Yes, she wasn't meant to do it this way, but she'd had the simulations checked, and as it turned out, the shockwave of her jump sent shells tumbling. The sonic boom of this sudden transition pulsed through the test dome, sending drones flying, and she took her chance.

One step, two steps, spin-kick low – and the air cracked like a whip as she demolished the building – and leap. Two shots from the Babylon at the stationary defences and a missile barrage to clean out the foxholes with fire. And then there was only the burning hot whiteness of the plasmathrowers, sadly only simulated for this, and her triumph.

Test Pilot Asuka Langley Soryu opened a channel back to her commanders. "Objective completed; total destruction of assigned targets." Her Eyes flicked up to the clock. "Mission time, T-plus one minute and nine seconds. Which is four seconds better than the test run. And a new personal best. Oh, and a new Test Pilot best, but that goes without saying, because I already had the record for that."

And only then did she let out a slow breath of LCL. "Nerv, stand down," she ordered the Eva.

[Yes, Asuka,] the LITAN said, obeying.



~'/|\'~​


Leaning against the wall, Ryoji Kaji let out a slow breath. He had seen more that his fair share of Evangelion operations – and had the increased security clearance to show for it – but it was hard to become jaded. Even if the sheer scale of the behemoth-class mecha could be adjusted to, the way they moved and the organic grace of the underlying ackersby organism still drew the eye. And that had been a more impressive than usual display.

Right on cue, his muse alerted him of an incoming call.

"That was very nicely done, Asuka," he told her by way of greeting, letting his lips creepy up as to make sure that his approval could be picked up by the throat-mike. In his experience, it was best to get that in as soon as possible, before she could start to fret that she had let someone down or failed in some way.

Kaji put the blame for that directly on Calvin Sylveste's head.

And true to form, her first words were, "Are you sure?" spoken in a concerned tone. "I mucked up one of my landings. I came in too quickly and there's a minor stress-fracture in the plating on the right leg. I can see the warning icons."

"Trust me, Asuka," Kaji said, lips barely moving. "You did fine. I didn't see anything wrong with it at all."

A pause. Then, "Really? You think I did my best?"

"Yes, really."

"Thank you so much, Kaji! Wasn't I amazing!" the girl said, smirking from within her plug. She tried to keep it out of her voice. He had believed that she'd actually mucked up on a landing, in public like this. It was so sweet of him to tell her that she was perfect, even when she'd 'admitted' to him that she hadn't been so. It was part of the reason he was so wonderful; he could see enough to see that she was just that good.



~'/|\'~​


The spluttering noise coming from Tokita was like music to Calvin Sylveste's ears. He was, in fact, rather pleased that he had chosen to record all of this conversation, because this would mean that he would get to listen to it any time he liked.

"Just our little humble offering to the field of ACXB design," he said, not even trying to conceal his expression. "Nothing much, really. I'm sure that your war machine will come with an AT-Field which can take the ventral weapon of a Migou capital ship without breaking." He paused. "And I'm sure that your in-atmosphere flight capabilities put the way that this forty-metre mecha can go supersonic in atmosphere to shame." Another pause. "There's no way we can beat you, right?"

"Should be a fun challenge," Lieutenant Krishima said, a faint, almost distracted-looking smile on her lips.

Tokita shot her a disgusted glare, and seemed on the edge of saying something, but chose not to. "Very nice," he managed instead, glaring at Sylveste. "No wonder you wanted to get your prototype out before ours. But..."

"Oh no, dear boy," Calvin said, slapping his hand down on the other man's shoulder with unwelcome forwardness. "That's the Production Model. The Test Model and the Prototype have already seen active combat against Harbinger-class entities, and the Production Model itself had to be moved over from the Eastern European Front for these final tests." One finger went to his lips. "Oh," he said, with mock sympathy. "Are you still in the prototype phase? I suppose it will be a while before you iron out all the bugs."

The nazzada slid away from the violation of his personal space, face darkening with anger. Rather than respond, though, he turned heel, and with a barked, "Come!" he marched off, trailed by the woman.

"See you on Saturday!" Dr Sylveste called after him, his grin reaching from ear to ear. "Good luck!"

Leaning back, the Ashcroft scientist cracked his knuckles. That had been fun. It wasn't often enough that he got to do things like that, and that would almost certainly leave the head of the NEG Naval Project Daeva in an appropriate mental state. Though, really, it was just a shame that Tokita just wasn't good enough.

He'd have been more of a challenge if he'd been better.

Whistling, Calvin Sylveste reached for his PCPU to check how the news organisations were responding to this revelation.



~'/|\'~​


There was a high-pitched noise coming from Kensuke Aida, as he stared at the screen. His hands were shaking, and his fumbling attempts to reach for his PCPU were in vain. The fact that he refused to take his eyes from the display was another handicap in this objective, and would soon pose a problem to any attempts of his to talk about this on the Grid.

Any chance that the other Naval Cadets would get on with their tasks was similarly remote. And their supervisors were similarly distracted.

It was, all present agreed, fair enough.



~'/|\'~​


Toja felt his MP vibrate against his thigh, and ignored it. He had it on silent, its muse only vocalising in emergencies, and he was in the junior classroom, helping nine and ten year olds with their spelling.

It was probably Kensuke getting bored in the Naval Cadets, he thought, with a roll of his eyes. Honestly. Didn't he know that some people needed the marks from the Social Work Programme to bring their grades up, and couldn't just answer their MP any time?

He drew his attention back to the classroom, running a hand through his dark hair. "Uh," he said in response to the platinum-blonde girl. "I think... yes, it's an 'e' there, not an 'o'. It's... it's sort of an 'er' sound, not an 'or' one, if you sort of say it to yourself. Makes sense... uh, Christine?" he hazarded.

The little girl nodded enthusiastically. "I see," she said. "Thank you, Kany's brother."

His attention shifted to the girl sitting next to her, who had her chin propped up on one hand, staring out the window at the shrouded pillar in the centre of the city, rising up, still surrounded by the flocks of containment vehicles. "Are you stuck?" he hazarded. That was one of the things he had to do, remind students who looked like they weren't paying attention that they were meant to be working. "Want help?"

"I do not need your help," the dark-haired girl, Imi said, not looking at him. "I have finished already. And I don't need your help with the spelling. Spelling is just remembering things. It's easy." She paused. "I'm thinking," she added.

Toja nodded, and moved on to an amlata who has his hand up, and who was having problems with the word 'instrument'. He liked the brighter ones, because they made his work easier. They meant that he had to do less things. And things with Imi were still... awkward, after that bit with the Harbinger. Clearly she felt the same way, if she wasn't going to look at him.



~'/|\'~​


Towel around his neck, his change of non-school clothes folded on the bench next to him, Shinji Ikari stared at the mirror. Rivulets of water ran down his front and back, painting traceries on his skin. He was not cold, because the changing rooms were heated, but nonetheless he shivered.

He really hated how normal showers, even with the hair wash they provided, never quite got rid of the scent of LCL. In the warmth of the men's changing room, he could still taste it with every breath he took, through his mouth and through his nose.

And sitting here, in this quiet with only the slight drip of water in the background as his companion, he had experienced an unpleasant realisation. Heavens knew, he didn't like his father. There were so many reasons. The fact that he was cold, unpleasant, manipulative... the list of personality flaws that Shinji assigned to his father could have filled a tome of ancient curses. The man was the bane of his life, someone who only ever used him like a toy or a puppet, who threatened others to force him to obey, and who never seemed to show him the slightest bit of love of affection. And if Gendo had ever loved him, ever treated him as his son, he certainly did not do so now save when it suited him. Shinji wanted rid of him, the bonds of blood severed with a knife, so that they could go their separate ways. That was what he told himself.

Yet he had still been jealous when he had seen the man taking Rei Ayanami, rather than him, around for the teacher's conference.

The disappointment, the nausea-invoking heart-pounding anger to see that, against his expectations, Gendo Ikari had turned up, but had not turned up for him, wasn't something he wanted. He wanted to be rid of the man, didn't he? He wanted nothing more to be allowed to go home to Japan, back to Yuki and Gany who valued him as more than a component in a machine, more than an unwilling child solider necessity, who actually talked to him for reasons other than they wanted something.

And yet jealousy was still there.

Shinji sighed, and slumped forwards, wrapping his arms around his bare chest. He took several deep, shuddering breaths, before letting them out explosively. Fine. Fine. Just fine. He was seventeen now, so got to be the big brave hero soldier – even if he didn't want to be, and if he wasn't stuck as an Evangelion pilot, he would have to be twenty-one – and so clearly he could stop anything that got in his way. He was strong! He was tough! He didn't care that his father seemed to want to take a creepy White girl to the teacher's conference, but not him! He was a veritable powerhouse of... power. His name was a killing word and why was he even thinking that?

He managed to keep that attitude up for all of about ten seconds, before he started to snigger at the sight of himself in the mirror, posturing like this. He wasn't a hero. He was a fairly skinny Japanese teenager staring at himself, ribs protruding against his skin, because he hadn't put on weight since his last growth spurt. He was all pale, almost washed-out under the bright-lights of the changing room, and... and just not that kind of thing. Shaking his head at his own stupidity, he sighed again.

And... hmm, he should probably put some underwear on before he thought about trousers or the t-shirt. It would be cripplingly embarrassing to forget.

So suitably attired, he made his way out of the changing rooms. And so he was rather surprised to find Misato, and quite a few of the other staff waiting for him there. With... with a cake. And paper party hats. And balloons. And... well, and everything.

"Happy birthday," the dark-haired woman said with a grin. "Heh. I bet you thought I wasn't doing anything and was just going to make you do tests."

"...not that there's anything wrong with tests," Ritsuko said, leaning against the wall and giving off an aura of forced joviality, the pink hat incongruous with her dyed hair. She caught Shinji glare. "Joking, joking," she said, raising her hands up, and gesturing the younger woman in the loose overalls of an Operator forwards with the cake. "And there isn't even anything like LCL in the icing."

"There also isn't LCL," Maya added, as she put it down on one of the seats along the hallway. "Who had the knife? I'm pretty sure I put it down over there."

"No, I'm pretty sure you had it in your pocket," Shigeru Aoba said, with a shrug. "You tucked it in."

"No," Maya said, patting herself down. "Not in the pockets."

Ritsuko sighed. "Right!" she called out. "Has anyone seen a knife?"

"Rei was practicing with the prog-knife today," Misato contributed, with a grin.

The blonde glowered. "That's not very helpful," she snapped. "Okay, people. I want a proper search for this. Maya, where do you think you left it?"

"... we were keeping it in the fridge in the office on 6V," the brown-haired woman said, with a moment's thought. "But I'm sure we took it out of there."

"We did," contributed another one of the Operators. "Remember? Because Sary started humming the music from Madness Place while pretending to kill Hukary, and that was in the lift."

"Okay, which lift was it?"

Misato sighed, and shuffled closer to Shinji as the Great Knife Hunt began. "Eh," she started, massaging the back of her neck. "It was going to go better in my plan."

Shinji let a smile creep onto his face. "At least you've never lost the Eva's prog-knife," he said, softly. "It's probably better this way around."

"That's the spirit," she said, sounding delighted. "Anyway, the prog-knife has all sorts of tracking things on it. And..." she paused. "Rits, does it need to be this knife? What'd be the nearest staff-kitchen where you could get a new one?" she called out, provoking a new flurry of debate.

There was a pause between the two of them, then; "Thank you for remembering," Shinji managed. "It means a lot."

Misato ruffled his still-wet hair. "Hey, I've missed birthdays too," she said, a lilt in her voice. "It's not fun. It's just we had to get all the teachers complaining about your grades and the training out of the way first, before we could go do something this evening, right? Better this way?"

Shinji made a noise of agreement.

"And that's the other thing I wanted to tell you now," she continued. "You're getting the weekend off, and I'm taking you on a trip over to Chicago-2." Shinji stifled a groan at that; when would people understand that he didn't like flying? Misato continued unabated, "There's a bit of formal technical stuff which is the 'real' reason we're there, but it's also a bit of a chance for a break for you. I mean, your synch ratio is back to what it was before Mot... actually slightly higher, which is really good..."

"It actually is," Ritsuko called from the other side of the room.

"... and, well," Misato shrugged, "it was your birthday. So we'll head over Friday night, get the business out of the way, and then it can just be fun stuff, right?"

The boy felt a slight urge to protest that she was treating him like a child, and that he really just wanted to do nothing and catch up on homework, but suppressed it. After all, Misato was trying to be nice, and... yes! He deserved some time off from training and away from the Evas!

"Oh, and you should take some of your friends," Ritsuko added, as she approached, knife in hand. "Aoba had it," she clarified. "I mean, don't expect to get many more weekends like this off, so you should make the best of it, right?"

The boy nodded, silently.

"We'll also be picking up the Second Child... that's Test Pilot Soryu, and her Evangelion, Unit 02, which is the Production Model, while we're there," the blonde added. "She's the most experienced Test Pilot, and has seen combat on the Eastern European Front; she's the one who was used when we went public today. Apparently she was furious that she got transferred to America just before Mot showed up. So she'll be stationed in L2, too, so we have another Evangelion here."

That did sound nice, Shinji had to admit. An experienced pilot would mean that he wouldn't have to be the main Evangelion pilot, and... maybe they wouldn't need him as much, then. Which means there wouldn't be painful sympathetic burns and tedious recovery because horrific monsters had damaged his giant robot, and the idiot who had designed the thing had decided that he should suffer because of that. A world which that happened less was one which, if perhaps not all was right, then at least considerably more was.

"She's a bright girl, and a very good pilot," Misato said, cheerfully, nudging Shinji in the ribs. "I heard she's already interested in you. I think you'll like her."

The boy blushed, but smiled nonetheless, as the cake was cut. Maybe today wasn't so bad after all.

And then he blinked, as something sunk in.

"... wait. The Evas went public?"



~'/|\'~​


The tinted coloured figures sat around the desk, the immaterial, intangible entopics blank and emotionless.

Yellow spoke.

"The initial phase is now complete."

White spoke.

"Phase II is now in progress."

Red spoke.

"D-d-deviation from extra...polated ssssschema; minimal. There, but m-m-minimal."

Purple spoke.

"Interference from hostile powers; within tolerated levels."

Green spoke.

"Conclusion. The path remains viable."

Gendo Ikari leant forwards, eyes hidden by opaque glasses. "All is going according to the scenario," he said, simply.



~'/|\'~​
 
1. The bit in the beginning set in the REDZONE was awesome and I love it.

2. Sylveste being a Troll was horribly amusing.

3. The snippit with Mr. Britton was well placed and received, but I wonder... I'd probably cut that scene, as well as a couple of others, as being redundant.

4. I wonder, what kind of person has their personal PCPU/Muse address them as [Doctor], really? (You'd think that you'd let that thing be on a first name basis with you - basic lesson for salespeople everywhere: People love to hear the sound of their own name.)
 
kingdragon said:
It LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVES!


Btw, have you played FEAR 3/ F3AR? Is anything from that going to show up?
Not yet, although it's sitting on my Steam account, waiting for me to get back from uni. As it stands, AEE in its current plot for has canonically and status superiority; elements which I like and which could exist in AEE will be stolen, elements which do not are non-canon for AEE and so, because it was released after AEE, will not affect things.
 
Nice chapter.


I have read some of Reynold's works before the lack of time forced me to put them on the backburner, but the moment the Skull showed up I already knew how the basic parts of that scene gonna play out.
 
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