Chapter Twenty-Three: Complacency and Success
I dismounted from Vhagar at the center of the camp, stashed my helmet in her saddlebag, and took in a deep breath of the fresh evening air. I rested against her warm scales. It felt good against my sore muscles. I had been baking in mail and cloth and helmet all day, and the breeze cooled and caressed me.

It had been oddly hot today, and the heat had only let up recently. Is the heat worse because of the valley we're in? It reminded me of home, almost. A wetter heat, and a completely different landscape. The valley lay long and narrow, almost straight north and south while the east and west were hemmed in by green and healthy trees.

I wore red velvet boots, part of me wanted to take them off and feel the cool green grass between my toes. The grass would not be here tomorrow. It would be trampled into dirt and mud by man and beast alike. Men who were at work raising the palisades of the camp nearby and horses who were being watered at the nearby river.

Raising them as they had day, after day. Never let your fighting men become lazy, always put them to work and keep an orderly camp. That had been the advice of one of the frontier commanders from the colonies. She had been dead for many centuries now, but her words had been forever preserved in ink and parchment, though.

Will people quote me, a thousand years from now? I shook my head, feeling my hair pressing against Vhagar's scales.

The day was uneventful, and a part of me was disappointed by it. The gentle plains and farmlands surrounding Gulltown gave way to rolling, low hills, and even valleys as we marched northward. They were small things, compared with the steep hills, bogs, and dark thickets and jagged coastline and forest of the less tamed parts of Crackclaw Point.

There had been a market town and villages and farms. There had been a few watchtowers built of wood and stone and thatch. We came across few signs of the enemy, and all we met were eager to bend the knee to my banner and the banner of the Warrior's Sons.

What few men aside from them I had seen were shepherds in the heights of the valleys. Men who'd said they hadn't seen hide nor hair of any force marching this way other than my own.

I had spent the first day scouting ahead, and yet… nothing. Then the second was the same. Some pasturelands and herds of horses and travelers along the roads. Was my letter not inflammatory enough? I wondered if I should have said more. A mild rumbling of my stomach reminded me of why I had chosen to land when I did after flying for an hour.

A part of me was annoyed at my body demanding food when it did. A part of me remembered overly thin arms, and hunger pains. Never again. Adopting Visenya's eating schedule would do me a world of good.

I took her exercise one, after all. One I was having a difficult time keeping up with, of late. You aren't eating enough. Without food, I did not have enough energy to keep going all day. Without food I could not maintain muscle. Without food I would wither away.

How can I hope to plan years ahead, if I keep forgetting to plan my own dinner?

I resolved to do better.

The scent of cook-fires and pots filled with stews only made my stomach grumble more. I patted Vhagar's scales nearest her eye, and gave orders to camp servants to slaughter an ox for her, before going off to my own tent. Its scarlet silk, and sheer size made it stand out from the rest.

Outside of the tent owned by the Knight-Captain of the Warrior's Sons, it was probably the most well-guarded tent in the whole camp. Stout Dragonstone men guarded it, and there was nowhere safer I could be. Except in the skies on Vhagar. I ignored that thought.

With little more than a gesture, servants scurried off to prepare a light evening meal as I entered the tent, my hand already on the clasp of my cloak before I was inside. The itch to reach for my waist, and to Dark Sister, ignored for now.

In my tent at least, it felt almost like a home away from home. Fine Myrish rugs covering the ground, a stand on which several books rested, some well-worn and others barely touched, the silken walls of the tent felt as good as stone, for my privacy. Hangings of myriad colors covered the "walls" of the tent, and ornaments of gold and silver beside. A part of me felt that was wasteful, as there was no need to carry that at war. Another felt it right, to display wealth was to show status. Right or wrong, what does it matter?

On another stand, set upon a copper tray was some unleavened bread, a pat of butter, two pears, three stalks of celery and a silver pitcher of water beside a Myrish goblet of carved crystal. Idly, I realized I was licking my lips, my mouth watering as my stomach growled even more.

The thought of food was on my mind as I removed my armor and threw off my cloak and when I did have dinner it was as fine as any I could remember, despite its plainness. Roasted quail and buttered corn on the cob, bread and red wine.

Prepared for bed a time later, my hair brushed and my body clean, all I could think of as my head rested on soft pillows, was how much I wanted lamb, and sausages. Fluffy white bread slathered with butter, but always the thought of meat over anything else. Perhaps, in the morning....

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It took me a moment to realize where I was, as I looked down to see the lands far below. Vaguely, I remembered flying there the day before. But here there were no winds, and beneath me no dragon. It was as if the very air was a platform, but a part of me was afraid.

Terrified to stay still. If I stayed still, I felt as though I would fall. I had to keep going. The moon was like a silvery sickle, ready to reap its harvest if I dared to stop moving. Looming over the world.

In a moment, that feeling was gone, and I was at one of the courtyards at Dragonstone. Clad in a pristine white tunic, my feet bare as they touched the hard stone. Then in the gardens, empty gardens, and Lord Redwyne was there. Lord Lymond Redwyne who had hosted Aegon and I years ago, who had crinkled his nose when Aegon had addressed me as his wife.

A part of me wanted to heave, as I felt something touch my shoulder, and I turned around. For a brief moment I swore I saw a woman clad in ashen grey. A woman wearing my face, her eyes piercing and pale and blue.

Liar. Fraud. Thief. I shoved the feeling away, and I was atop the Dragonmont lit only by the moon, and a giant upon the mountain top looked down at me and then pointed somewhere I could not see, and I felt too frightened to look at its face. A giant of storm clouds, and wild winds.

The giant had the shape of a man, and there was an insistence to his gestures, as I felt a hand reach out for me, a hand that could have reached down into the depths of the seas and yet was gentle, firm like a father's comforting hand.

I looked toward where the man of storm and wind had pointed and saw fires rising ahead of me, even greater in size and intensity than the fires that blocked my passage backward. The man looked me in the eye, and I only then beheld his face which was of onyx, and eyes of amber and molten bronze, a gaze in which I felt pinned. Fire in his right hand, and lightning flashing from his left. A man of bronze was ahead of me where the figure pointed, a giant in whose shadow thousands were sheltered and suddenly that shadow covered the way behind me as well and the world beneath me shook…

Smoke, I smelled… smoke. As I woke up with a start, my heart pounding, the faces of the man of onyx and the woman with pale blue eyes both vivid as ever as a buzzing filled my ears, and I threw the covers off and climbed out of bed. Shakily, I stood and realized that it wasn't a buzzing… it was yelling, muffled by the thickness of the tent walls, but I could hear yelling.

"What's going on…" It felt almost like a dream as I began dressing myself. I'll brush my hair later. I did not want to waste time.

My mouth was dry, I realized. Smoke, smoke and yelling… We were under attack.

My thoughts were interrupted by the muffled sound of the banging of drums. My hand was at my waist, reaching for Dark Sister, coming up empty. I cursed myself for leaving her on the other side of the tent. I snatched it up and slipped into shoes.

I felt naked without my armor, but a helmet and cloak would have to be enough covering in a hurry. At night and on dragonback, I can escape, if it comes to it. I scurried out of the tent, and a shiver ran down my spine. Fire, palisades burning, and smoke filling my nostrils. The cool of the night was gone, and for a moment a part of me reveled in the feeling of warmth, of the smoke and flame. This is what I get for complaining of boredom.

"-issa"

There were banners, banners aloft, including that of my own and the Warrior's Sons, the rainbow-thread of their banner reflecting the light as it fluttered, as men gathered to defend the camp, an-

"A-archontissa!" A part of me wanted to strangle whatever cur had the temerity to yell at me, but it was one of the men of Dragonstone. Clad in scale, and his face hidden by a veil of mail.

I took a breath, and held myself to my full height, "Guardsman Adarys, who is attacking us?" It had to have been an attack, or some fool had let a fire get out of control. No, the walls are too… that has to be deliberate.

"Royce!" The guardsman yelled, struggling to be heard over the din. I cursed, and walked as fast as I could to Vhagar., five of the other guardsmen falling in behind me. Five. I wished for a hundred, a thousand. My grip on Dark Sister did not loosen even a bit.

As long as I can make it to Vhagar, five will be enough.


The guardsman informed me as to what had happened as we walked. Rather, he told me what he thought had happened.

Only half an hour before, the banging of shields had been heard from around the camps, and horns and drums coming closer as smoke began to rise from the palisades, and fire. The only part of the camps that seemed fine was the southern exit, until fifty men had gone out to reach the encampment nearest to our own, only for screams to be heard, and the sound of metal parting flesh.

"We are surrounded," he said at last as he finished his story. "Somehow, they've surrounded us." In all his years serving, I had never heard him sound like this.

Coward. A part of me wanted to sneer at him, another part felt it was unfair. I was afraid too, I could feel my hands almost shaking.

"How many of them are there?"

"More than us, I believe. I do not know!" He sounded strained as we approached Vhagar, her gaze having been fixed on us for some time, as the guardsmen met with a few of their fellows, and with a cringe I realized I had stepped in the remains of the ox she had eaten.

A part of me wanted to stop, stop for a minute to think, but there was no time. With whip in hand, I clambered up to the saddle and we flew.

In the dark of the night, I could not see. The moon and stars provided so littlelight as to be nearly useless, and so I picked out torches, or what I hoped were torches, outside of where I roughly knew the camps to be, and when I gave the command, the darkness was pierced and broken by the jade-green fire of my Vhagar.

The flashes of flame spreading, and the screams of the dying and their horses were more than enough to tell me I'd struck true.

Fire along the ridges, fire in the greenery, fire in the valley, fire green and gold and red was all I knew until dawn.

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I drank deeply from the crystal goblet, not caring about the water that dripped off my chin. Or how my hair, hanging loosely, stuck to my sweat-slick skin. I shuddered, feeling filthy.

I wanted to gag.

"Four hundred men dead. Four hundred." Royce had lost far more in his attack, but that was little comfort.

That more than a hundred of our own dead had died of burning was not something I could forget easily.

It was night. You could not see. The thought did little to help.

Would it have been better if they'd fallen by Royce spear instead? A part of me thought so, and that only made me feel worse.

"More than half the fallen were not even your men, your grace." Aron Celtigar chirped, an easy smile on his lips. He had somehow managed to sleep through the entire battle. I wanted to flog him for that. I wanted to strangle him for acting as though this were some grand game. I wanted to drive Dark Sister into his chest and see how long that smile lasted then.

A part of me felt guilty about that.

"Every man who marches with us is my man, Celtigar. From the meanest follower in the train to the highest lord and his retinue." The knight-captain had died, and fifty of the Warrior's Sons with him. Ten of whom had died carrying their knight-captain's corpse to safety.

Will his father blame me, or Royce? I hoped Royce. I needed Elys' support.

"With what you took you can more than afford to replace them." I did not need to meet his gaze to know what he was looking at. Lamentation, which a soldier had tried to desert with after prying it from the burnt corpse of Lord Royce. Burnt, his iron helm melded to his head, alongside his gauntlets, but his bronze armor had been untouched, it seemed.

I wondered how long Royce had lasted before death had claimed him. I hoped it was quick. Green flame turning to yellow and red and orange was an image I could not shake. The thickets and forest I had burned, the horsemen, whatever men I could see in the dark. Men drowned in the stream, presumably trying to put the flames out.

Others had died trying to reach the hidden side-passes of the valley, burned alive in dragonfire as green as the lush foliage that had hidden them.

Vhagar's flame was all that allowed me to somewhat keep track of the enemy. And her flame melded the metal of men to their flesh.

I blinked.

A part of me was tempted to keep it, another part wanted to sell it, but it was probably the best reward I could give out. My lords will fall over themselves for a chance to get their hands on it. A part of me had scoffed at the sword compared with my own Dark Sister.

Lamentation was plain, the most distinct thing about it being a bastard mix of glyphs from Valyrian Script, and runes of the First Men running along the blade's fuller, somehow blending in with the smoky rippled steel. Rippled steel born of fire and blood. Steel that had felt warm when I had touched it.

I did not want to see it again after today, if I could help it.

"I will make a prize of it to whatever man serves best, I think. And that will not be some child that considers the deaths of our followers something he can smile while speaking of." I drained my goblet dry, and slammed it against the table. "Be ready to march on my order, Ser Celtigar. And do be awake." I excused myself from the tent, and made my way back to my own.

We would have to march later, men needed time to bury the dead, and clear the road and scout ahead.

G-d, I need a bath.

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The walls surrounding the town of Bronzedoor were old, and strong from what I could see of them. Though perhaps not so great from where I sat, atop Vhagar.

Despite the quiet, despite the clear blue skies and the morning sun, all I could think of was Lord Royce's attack. For men who so strove for chivalry, it felt wrong for them not to have met me in the open field.

In the open field, where they would have been slaughtered? I wondered if that was what had driven the men of Dorne to do as they did against my f-... Aegon's family. Fighting openly in pitched battle is for great powers or peers, not for underdogs.

Defensive warfare is key to success against greater numbers, and quality. Ambush tactics were a part of it. I would have done the same.

Again, and again, that thought had played out in my mind as we rode to Runestone. Royce had no ace up their sleeve, he had wasted most of his men in that attempt, and had died with them. He had thrown the dice, and he had lost.

The ride to Runestone had been uneventful. Save for the angry murmuring of men whose blood was up, and who wanted 'vengeance' for the night attack, and for men they'd lost. Friends, or kin. Or lovers among the train.

A part of me wondered how many spoke of that, and instead only wanted loot from Runestone. The chance to sack a town and castle that I'd denied them at every opportunity.

Soldiers are dangerous. A part of me always thought.

The few men who did ride, or run, to meet us on the way to Runestone were stragglers from the battle at the valley, and other landed knights sworn to House Royce, now they swore their swords to me. Or, rather, to the royal house Targaryen.

Within two days, a host of fewer than two-thousand had swollen to three by the time it finally arrived outside the walls of the town below Runestone. Waiting for the regent of Runestone to arrive to meet us.

Our banners were flying proudly, Aegon's red dragon and my green the most prominent among them. That of the Warrior's Sons only slightly less so. Idly, I touched at my braid with a gloved hand as I looked around.

Every man with me was ahorse, armored as I had ordered. I could not trust our enemy to not attempt some trick. Even under a banner of truce.

The farmlands around Runestone reminded me of those of Gulltown, fine orchards and well-paved roads leading to the town and castle themselves. The Royces were not minor lords, they were still rich and proud.

For a moment I thought back to Lamentation, hidden in a chest, carried on a white palfrey. Poor men could not afford Valyrian steel, even before the Doom. A part of me remembered that in ten days it will have been a century, to the day, since the homeland of the dragonlords went up in flame and ash and poisonous air.

A part of me felt sorrow at that. Another felt only sorrow for the lowborn caught in it.

We did not have to wait long before the gates of the town were opened, and the regent of Runestone rode out alongside several hundred people. I was able to pick out a Septon, and his bodyguards at a glance. A man in grey robes, old and bowed over even ahorse, wearing a chain the length of a man's arm.

The Regent of Runestone himself was a tall man, taller than me, built like an ox. Brown hair streaked with gray, and his dour face creased with the lines of age. Armored in bronze scale that glinted in the sun.

Heralds announced titles, both my own and those of Royce, and I gave the order to have the chest opened and its contents displayed. Lamentation was carried around by a boy, barely twelve, whose father had marched to war with Lord Royce.

On a whim I had made him a squire to Aron Celtigar.

"Lord Royce was given a burial, and rites as according to the customs of your people." The words sounded hollow in my ears, and I was aware of my heart beating.

Royce's dour expression changed to one of resignation. I had thought I caught a flicker of anger cross his features, but ultimately negotiations for surrender had not taken long after that. Lamentation indeed.

The Septon of Runestone's support had only sealed the deal. With profuse apologies for the death of Knight-Captain Arnold, and promises of any aid they could give. Slowly, carefully, my men were allowed into the town.

Runestone was beautiful. To me at least, with how the sun reflected off the bronze-capped dome of the castle's central keep as we approached, crossing the bridge leading from the town to the castle grounds.

Upon reaching the castle, more a fortified palace, we were hosted and treated to a banquet. They had prepared it ahead of time, I guessed. For us, or for the Lord Royce upon his victorious return?

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Perhaps it had been the drink, the choicest wine from the cellars of Runestone, or the sight of its treasure being carted off, but I was… happy. Genuinely happy. It was a strange sensation.

There had been no sneak attacks, no betrayals, no real complaints as I had men brought in and sent out. No complaints as I spoke with the Septon Martyn over dinner, no real animosity from Elton Royce.

"You took up arms against me, so I will punish you. But you surrendered, so I shall leave you your family lands." I had told Elton Royce, regent of Runestone, bypassing the deceased Lord Royce's second son, a small child, in favor of naming Elton as Lord of Runestone.

A child could not have worn the armor I had given back, after all.

Part of me tried to think of what could go wrong, of how danger could pop out at any point.

I could not keep the smile away for long, as I looked out from the balcony toward the sea below. Something had stirred in me.

It had been only a few days, but… I had missed it. A part of me felt more at home beside the sea, to be far from it felt wrong. I had missed the cries of gulls, the scent of the salty spray, the rush of the waves lapping against the land or crashing against rocks.

A river, or at least the rivers I had seen thus far, had been a poor substitute for the wide waters and the glittering of the sea in the light of the summer sun. And even the sea here felt an inadequate substitute for the waters of the Gullet and my home upon the Narrow Sea.

Another part was still unsettled by it, the sea was too open, too vast, and a body of water I could not see the other side of was not one I trusted.

It was with a light heart that I went to bed. A part of me reveled in the feeling that the past days had brought.

Life is good.
 
I can't stop laughing at her expression. I'm almost certain that I'm reading too much into it, but the only thing I can take away from it is "I have no idea what I'm doing, and I have to pretend I do because SOMEONE IS TAKING A PICTURE"
 
Chapter Twenty-Four: The Doldrums of Conquest
For a moment, I saw a city. My city. Massive walls and a hundred towers, paved boulevards on which the feet of a million men would tread, statues of dragons and myself and spiral columns, a palace by the sea to match the grand one atop the highest hill, domes of gold and silver shining in the sun as people from every nation spoke in every language in its streets. Towers of glass and silvery metal touching the skies themselves, set with glass of a thousand colors. The envy of the world, a wonder to make the Hightowers weep, to rival old Valyria at her height.

It brought a smile to my face.

"Is the state of my fortifications to your satisfaction, my ruler?" Snapping me from my daydreaming was the voice of Lord Kyle Redfort, speaking in a rough Valyrian. It sounded off. Almost too slow, halting, and with words I didn't even recognize complicated by the fact that yet other sounds were clipped.

I wanted to tell him to shut up and speak the language of his own people. I spoke far better Andalic than he spoke Valyrian, and I had no time to humor his desire to show off. It's not his fault.

Instead I turned my attention from the keep's battlements and to Lord Redfort himself. He was tall, taller even than myself, and though he wore fine green robes now, I remembered his shoulders looking broader under less flowing clothes. The robe was marvelous, silk and worked with golden thread that shimmered slightly in the summer sun.

Forcing a smile, I replied, "It is… fine enough."

He chuckled, it was a warm sound that had me feeling almost relaxed for a brief moment, "I see. You command a vibrant force indeed, Claw Men and men from Duskendale and from the Narrow Sea. Some few Valemen as well."

A part of me felt a puff of pride, and I smiled, "Royce men now, too. As well as Gulltown men, and I work with the Septon of Gulltown."

"My Septon would not let me hear the end of that. He advised that I open my gates to you just hours before a raven arrived from the Eyrie from Sharra. She commanded I take my men and move to meet with her own forces." He touched at the ends of his beard as he spoke.

I felt a sudden chill run down my spine. Was this a trap? The image of lords being cut down as they sat in guest chambers came to my mind's eye.

Shaking my head, I shook the feeling off as well, if not fully.

"Are you certain you will not mind my sending your men to reinforce the passes?" I had to force myself to keep eye contact, and even that grated at me.

Redfort only smiled, in a way that seemed to make him look younger than a man of forty years should. Despite his face remaining lined. He was green-eyed, beak-nosed, fair-skinned and long-faced, and had a natural friendliness to him that reminded me of Rhaenys.

And she is more than willing to burn men alive. If they are not kin.

"Not at all, the Bleeding Gate will not hold itself and you say your…" I caught something cross his face for the briefest of moments, "Husband, marches with the lords of the rivermen behind him to lift the yoke of Black Harren. I would suggest, if it is not impertinent of me, that you bring Lady Arryn to heel, and march your army to join him. That is what I would do." Said Redfort, as he rolled bits of his beard between his fingers.

I frowned, "Aegon could break Harren by himself. Balerion's fire is enough to turn Harren's grand castle's towers to molten stone, and Balerion could be mistaken for a hill if he were to lie down." It was an exaggeration, though not by much.

Touching at Dark Sister's hilt, I looked down to the courtyard in which Vhagar slept, my own men surrounding every entrance and exit to it. Just as my men manned the walls.

"Is your dragon a child, then? It seems so much smaller than what you say of your husband's dragon." Redfort said, his tone curious.

I bristled at that, and replied, "She is large enough to swallow you whole without any problem, Redfort. I am certain Royce thought the same before I ended his life and his army. Do remember that if you have any thoughts of turning cloak on me."

That Vhagar was the smallest did not matter. Not unless Redfort had ten times the men Royce did.

"Of course, your grace." He said in his Andalic, "My wife will need my aid in organizing the feast, I beg your leave." It was a lame excuse. For a moment my gaze drifted to his hands on the balustrade, practically covered in rings. Rings of silver and of gold, simple bands as well as ornate ones set with fine stones.

I waved him off, watching him until he was out of sight.

My gaze drifted toward the walls once more, and I breathed softly as I looked out from the balcony.

I'd flown about the place several times, and I could well see where its reputation had come from. Built on a spur at the foot of the Mountains of the Moon, on one side of the approach it was merely steep, on the others long-eroded gullies and cliffs surrounded it, and while the defenses were the most concentrated on the eastern side, all wrought of a pale red stone, even outside of the high walls ringing the central fortifications, a massive bastion dwarfed even those in height.

If I had had to march men up to take the castle conventionally, I would sooner have given up than tried. They would have had to march up the slope, all while dealing with ballistae batteries from seven separate openings along the fortress' ridge, dealing with men safe from counter-fire in their scarp galleries, and then the garrison itself. All while men hurled spears, or loosed arrows, or threw stones from the arrowslits and the battlements.

And that assumed one wasn't attacked from the rear by reinforcements from within the Vale while besieging the castle, the slow grind of every day waiting for the defenders to lose their nerve. As your men died from illness or poor weather or just of random causes. Maintaining an encirclement with thousands of men and supplying them. It could take years, but if one tried to ignore the castle, then the valley and plains under Redfort dominion could not be held safely.

Thank G-d they surrendered. And I had meant it, Runestone did not compare, and I would not have wanted to try and take that either. It would have been messy. The memory of men jumping from sea-walls came back to me.

It felt less painful than it had before.

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It had been dawn when we left Redfort to hunt lions in the mountains and foothills nearest to it, the rosy light of the early morning had washed over the lands in a way that had left me near breathless. Even in spite of the large party with which I had left.

"Have you ever been hunting, your grace?" Rowena Redfort asked, dressed in a dark linen tunic long enough to reach her knees, woven bands of green going down the sleeves and sides, and a sash of red at her waist, securing the loose tunic she wore. Her trousers were similarly fine, and her reddish hair was done in a braid not unlike my own.

The day before she had worn it in a different style entirely. Is she flattering me, or is this merely practicality?

"I hunted and hawked with Lymond Redwyne and his sons." He had boasted that in the old days a nobleman was not allowed to sit at meals until they had slain a boar.

A part of me felt the need to add, "In Old Valyria, some of my ancestors loved to hunt." Faded paintings and tapestries depicting men and women chasing and slaying exotic beasts, many of which I knew not the names of, were all that remained of those days.

Dressed in the style of these people, I felt some discomfort. The closest thing that came to fitting me were hunting clothes that had been used by Lord Redfort's brother. A part of me wished I was shorter. It is not my fault that others are so small.

"What was the Arbor like, your grace?" Came the voice of Morgan Redfort, not dissimilarly dressed to his younger sister, but with blues where she had green and a short sword sheathed in his sash.

I remembered it, vaguely. "Warm. Lush with greenery, and more wild boar than you could hope to hunt in a year with five-thousand men at your back." That last part was an exaggeration, but I did not care, "Vhagar feasted well when Redwyne hosted my brother and I." Aegon and I had left laden with gifts and well-wishes. And Aegon with more than a few admirers… A part of me felt disgust.

"I will wager they have not shadowcats nor lions to hunt." Morgan laughed, hefting a three-cornered mace, its head was sharp. "I need no spear nor arrow to slay any beast that stands before me." He pointed to the shadowcat pelt he wore over his shoulder like a cape.

"One good throw of a mace. I slew my first shadowcat at six-and-ten." He flexed his arm, lifting the short mace again. Idly, I glanced at lords Brune and Crabb. Both with boar spears, both looking more at home here than they had anywhere else.

Rowena groaned. "Every time he tells the story it is different. To hear him tell it, he was some hero out of song. Who wandered into danger, and slew a dozen shadowcats on his own."

By mid-morning we had arrived, and by noon I was regretting agreeing to any of this at all as Morgan relayed yet another story about his grandfather and great-grandfather and some deeds they did when Halleck Hoare invaded nearly half a century ago. The lands are beautiful, though. A part of me wanted to smile, it reminded me of some wildlife parks I had seen as a child.

"Are you well, your grace?" The annoyingly cheerful tone of Morgan Redfort grated, "I have a Maester to tend to you, if you n-"

"I can tend to myself, Ser. I merely need some time alone." I tried to make my tone gentler, as I forced a smile. Morgan's sister, and half the nobles at Redfort had joined in the hunt. My own as well.

I did not like hunting. I did not like the strangers I was with, I did not trust them. The riding, however, was something I could never enjoy enough of. Riding even with others, racing them on horseback.

The wind rushing through my hair, that was a joy. But having to interact with a bunch of men I barely knew, and what few women joined in? I did not care for it. It was exhausting. Even if I could enjoy it for a time, it left me feeling worn out.

As a rustling sound from behind me set my heart racing, my gloved hand went to Dark Sister even as I pressed my knees together, ready to force my mount to run.

In every aspen tree I was expecting to see a man in hiding, ready with a nocked arrow or loaded crossbow.

Slowly, predictably, I guided the black courser to a slow gallop. Bringing my fingers to my lips, I gave a sharp whistle to Morgan Redfort, and we rode off to a nearby clearing. The Redfort heir's shadowcat pelt shifted as he rode my way.

He was twenty-one, but he seemed young to me. His thick, brown curly hair, ruddy skin, and his stocky build and large arms, made him look almost nothing like his father. If it weren't for the nose and those green eyes, I'd call him a bastard.

"Is it the hospitality of my home that is lacking, your grace? We have not hosted a queen at Redfort in many years, so if it is not to your liking then I beg your forgiveness." He seemed nervous, and I felt my eye being drawn to every shadow cast by the trees.

I shook my head, "The hospitality of Redfort is superb, but I do not wish to stay. You shall not see my spear lie idle while there is war in the Vale. Until Arryn submits, there will be no peace." I wondered if I sounded as false as I felt.

Morgan laughed, a full laugh that shook his body, and the richly decorated hunting horn at his belt, "You have won at Runestone and Gulltown, the highest Septon in the land is on your side, and my father has sworn to you. The king is but a child. Who can hope to challenge you, my queen?"

I glared at him, and gripped Dark Sister's hilt tighter as I looked around. Once I have Ironoaks, all I will have to do is wait. A weight lifted from my shoulders.

Letting out a deep breath I hadn't known I was holding, I laughed. "You are not wrong, Ser Morgan. Mayhap I worry too much." Glancing around, I wondered why I had thought I saw danger. Not every man is out to gut you.

Taking another breath, and letting it out, I rode back to the others.

When we did find our quarry, the lion was dead at the bottom of a ravine behind a fawn it had been hunting. A part of me had felt heartbroken at the sight. In the end, we returned to Redfort with a boar that Crabb had speared.

Vhagar ate well, before I was through with Redfort. When the time came, I bade Lord Redfort to seize the passes that he could, and to have his brother turn over the command of the Bloody Gate, to make common cause with the hill clansmen in the foothills of the mountains, more amenable to service than their wild mountain kin, especially with promises of grain come Winter.

I left with high hopes.

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Even from dragonback the sight was breathtaking to behold.

Ironoaks was… beautiful. An island barely connected to the lakeshore by an isthmus on which the adjoining town rested, and jetties on the island itself which no doubt were meant for other destinations along the lake.

Or perhaps for the sea? Or Redfort? I knew that several rivers were connected to the lake, two rivers flowed into the lake, and one flowed out. Most of the water came from the mountains of the moon around the Eyrie itself, flowing through the lake and out to sea after joining with another river that came out of Redfort lands.

The sun sparkled off the pristine blue lake where fishermen plied their trade. The eastern edge ran up against white cliffs and high hills, with the western shore being more flat and sandy. The lake is larger than Dragonstone I realized with a start.

If I did not know better, I would have thought Ironoaks to be a simple seaside town with only light fortifications. But it was a natural stronghold if one looked around even just a little, the castle itself was on top of a plateau, over two hundred feet in the air, and the even smaller town below it hugged the cliffs of that plateau and overlooked the lake, walled, the place itself surrounded on three sides by water with only one approach from the shore. Lord Redfort had said that half the time the isthmus flooded and made the town a true island.

The shoreside town's grey walls were only barely less formidable than those of the castle.

They matter little. With Daemon sailing most of the fleet upriver, and ships from Runestone carrying what few Royce men could be spared alongside some of the Warrior's Sons, and with Vhagar beneath me, they could not hope to hold out.

And as soon as ships were seen over the horizon, they did not even try. It was late afternoon when Lord Waynwood came to make his formal submission before the gates of Ironoaks, after we had ridden in through the town beside it. I had heard more than one Septon preaching submission to my family. River barges made their way, laden with grain, down the river east. To Runestone? Or perhaps to some of the watchtowers and forts along the coast and the river.

Round-faced, with thick wavy dark hair down to his chin in length, blue eyes and a handlebar mustache, Lord Waymar Waynwood cut a less than impressive figure as he knelt before me. I promised to uphold his rights, and that of his heirs, for as long as they served loyally, and he in turn promised to swear his loyalty to my kin. Is this what a grand conquest feels like? I wondered if Nymeria had felt similarly blank when men surrendered, after a while. It felt like boredom and impatience.

A boredom that almost seemed to drown the feeling of victory in a malaise. One that was only slightly lifted as I saw gold and silver and other treasure being hauled back onto the ships.

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"Victory after victory, won by our most glorious Queen." Even I could pick out the amusement in the voice of the Lord of the Tides, he then glanced at something at the other side of the room, only for an 'eep' to be its response, and without thinking I looked as well.

Oh.

Jon Royce, "The Two Day Lord" as I had heard him called, was hastily fetching a pitcher and bringing wine over. I had felt it best to keep the boy close, and so made him a page in service to my family.

If Elton were to raise a stink, I would have a 'legitimate' lord in my pocket. A part of me felt it was callous, but another part wanted to ensure I held Runestone and Gulltown at all costs. As long as I hold them, I can not lose the Vale.

If I could hold the Bloody Gate and Ironoaks, all the better.

Food had been brought out, and I was immensely thankful for that. My mouth watered at the sight of the buttered peas, and the green beans. With grilled and seasoned river fish, a cut of roast beef, lamb coated with a greenish sauce and herbs that gave it an almost overpowering aroma.

I ate my fill, almost forgetting that I was dining with someone else, until that someone broke the silence.

"Are you certain, your grace?" His voice had lost the amused tone, and was now clear, composed, as he spoke, Jon filling his goblet with wine, He is Lord Velaryon, now. "Even with every castle between Old Anchor and the Bloody Gate there are still many lords to force under your heel. Corbray, Lynderly, and Hunter chief amongst them."

I refrained from drinking the wine in my own goblet, save for a small sip here and there. It had a tangy taste to it, mixed with some sort of spice and I nearly gagged.

"We do not need to. So long as I hold the lowlands, and the south, the Eyrie is cut off from aid. Any force that wishes to drive us out has to cross rivers, and bypass forts and castles under our control. We control the grain, and if it comes to it… we can wait. The Arryns can not."

I had seen the maps many times, securing the rivers, and the forts and the castles had been my priority from the start. I do not have to fight them, I just have to wait for them to surrender. Sistermen raiding the northern coasts, undefended by the Arryn navy I had destroyed. If I could take the Gates of the Moon… well…

"A boy king can not lead armies, and will inspire little devotion." Daemon simply nodded at my statement, and I drank deeply, for once, "Any army assembled will not have a unified command, no great lord to control it all, and if all goes well they will send them piece-meal regardless. But if it comes down to it… I command the largest force by far, now."

He laughed, "Truly, a cat among mice."

I tilted my head, "I do not… understand."

Daemon simply smiled, "All of your enemies you sweep aside, terrifying them with overwhelming force. As if a cat swiping its paw at a mouse." That smile turned into a smirk, "Mayhap it would be more accurate to say that your dragon is the cat."

A part of me felt stung by that last bit. As if my pride had been hurt.

Reclining, trying to rest in the chair, I said, "Vhagar or no, I have spread my men too thin, I feel. We need time to strengthen our hold, and I feel this is the best that can be done. With the Bloody Gate and Ironoaks taken, the Arryns are hemmed in. The Eyrie is simply a gilded cage for our little falcons." A part of me felt I could continue, I could march and march and march into the mountains. Castle by castle.

But the prospect of it filled me a bleakness. If Royce could ambush in the lowlands… A part of me shuddered at the idea of an attack in mountain passes. I was not Basil, steadily conquering the Bulgars year after year, fort by fort, pass by pass, until his work was complete. No, I would hold the south, and dare them to try and take it back.

"I will be going to meet with Aegon to report on our success. And if G-d favors us, I shall return with enough men to finish what we have started." A part of me just wanted to hide under a rock, rather than see him again. Another part felt my pride being torn at the very idea of asking for help.

Yet another part felt tired, at the idea of further campaigning into the Vale. Even with fresh reinforcements. A tiredness that persisted even as the evening turned into morning, and I mounted Vhagar.

There will be peace, one day.

I could not wait to discard my armor in favor of robes and dresses and riding clothes. Jewelry and the fineries of a queen. Perfumes of orchid and fruit rather than the clinging scent of leather and steel, and the footsteps of thousands of men and women serving in a palace whose floors were polished marble rather than the cries of rowdy men in camps eager for their next chance to plunder.

But for now, I simply enjoyed the feel of a silken scarf on my neck, and the rush of the wind blowing through my hair as we flew, beginning our journey to Dragonstone.

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Author's Note: Hey look, this time there isn't a month or more between updates.
 
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At roughly 50,000 words, the Vale Arc is now done. Thank G-d.:lol:

Edit: it seems i already said that. Holy shit. Am I really that relieved?
 
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Chapter Twenty-Five: Return to Dragonstone
I felt my lips tug upward in a smile as my destination came into view over the horizon.

Dragonstone.

Even from here the Dragonmont could be seen, albeit faintly. I knew the smoke of the mountain, the grey wisps rising from the volcano.

The ships of the summer filled the seas around Dragonstone. Spice merchants from afar, men from Driftmark and Duskendale and even longships of the Iron Islands. Vessels carrying men across the Gullet from Dragonstone to Driftmark.

Abruptly, the steady feel of the rush of air through my hair and at my face ended. And from what I felt, what I saw, we were flying downward. My heart began to race, my vision narrowed, and I could hear my pulse pounding as the waters came ever closer. But so too was the shore of the island.

A keen whining noise came from below, a hissing, and I noticed that Vhagar had begun to slow her pace. I had not commanded her to do so. What? I did not have Rhaenys' powers of command, but Vhagar had not misbehaved like this since... Since I was a child first learning to ride under my father's tutelage.

"No! Fly! Fly!" I cracked the whip, and gave the commands and Vhagar flew. Correctly, this time, toward the place I felt like calling home.

Vhagar would need a day to sleep, I felt. Have I overworked her? Is she hungry? Perhaps she had not been ready for battle, maybe something had happened to her, Aerion had never mentioned this in his lessons.

I filed that away for later research.

A weight lifted from me as I dismounted from Vhagar in the courtyard. The green of Vhagar's scales complimented the greenery of the small terraced garden. I had felt lighter already from when I had first seen Dragonstone beneath the cloudy early morning skies. I was home. A part of me felt like it had been an eternity since I had left.

But beneath the shadow of the Dragonmont the former final outpost of the Valyrian Freehold seemed unchanged. Frozen as if a fly caught in amber.

"Your Lady and Mistress has returned!" The traditional announcement, one my father had said began in the palaces of our family in the homeland. In the old days, before the Freehold. When the Families slew each other freely.

"Hail, Archontissa! Our mother, Visenya!" Came the voices of mail-clad guardsmen surrounding the courtyard. A part of me exulted in the title, the spoken Valyrian, the dialect of the Narrow Sea and Dragonstone. I did not bother schooling my features, smiling freely at the men clad in mail and helms and bearing spears.

Mother indeed. More than half the men were my uncle's age or older, as Aegon had taken the younger guards with him. A part of me wondered how I looked, armored as I was. More a lady of war than a mother.

A flicker of an image crossed my mind, a dark-haired girl with purple eyes. A cat in her arms, the girl smiling. Not for the first time I cursed what my situation had made impossible. It is a grand jape. To be one of a pair, without the other.

With a breath in and out, I dispelled those feelings. Putting them somewhere else for now.

I made my way into the keep proper, entering through a doorway taller than any three men and framed by coiled dragons, and walked through the candle-lit corridors of Dragonstone. A part of me was unnerved by how few servants seemed to be about their business. Where once the patter of over a thousand sets of feet echoed through the linked corridors connecting the various parts of Dragonstone as a whole, now there was near-silence.

Home. Dragonlore. The Painted Table. Inspection. I reminded myself, I was not here for pleasure.

I could hear only the soft sound of my velvet-clad feet against carpet and ancient black stone that maintained a polish despite the centuries. Looking almost as good as new, my eyes were drawn for only the briefest of moments to the friezes and murals of dragonlords surrounded by dancing girls and musicians and closely packed rows of foreigner men bringing tribute in gold and shackled men, slaves under the yoke as the masters of the world looked on and feasted, commemorating conquests long past.

It unsettled me in a way that it never did Visenya. It only reminded me of what must have gone into the making of the seamless black stone my home had been wrought from.

Fire and blood.

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The turnpike stairs of the tower were far less daunting now than they had been for a child of three-and-ten, wrought of blackstone and shaped by dragonflame and sorcery. Sorcery you know only the barest hints of.

I shook my head, and merely continued to climb the stairs, passing what servants there were as if they were little more than furniture as I made my way to my destination. A key in my hand as I arrived before a doorway shaped like a dragon's maw, and a door painted white as fresh snow.

A click was what I heard as the door was unlocked, and I entered through a doorway that was nearly eight feet tall if I had to guess.

Stepping into the high chambers of the Sea Dragon Tower felt almost like I was entering a tomb. Is it any worse than the rest of Dragonstone with how many Aegon has taken with him? Everything was darkened, with every tall window covered by curtains of a rich purple color. A part of me wanted nothing to do with it, but I had to see it with my own eyes. Have I not? For a moment I remembered a girl who had to be dragged from them when last she had been here.

She… I had been here once, and only briefly, since Aerion had died. But I was a dutiful daughter, and ensured that her old chambers remained as pristine as possible.

Everything had been preserved. From the wall hangings, the paintings of Driftmark and of the western lands of Old Valyria, to the vanity mirror hanging from the wall, framed in mother-of-pearl. A bed large enough for five people to rest comfortably was made from poplar wood, white as snow, with a mattress stuffed full of feathers. All of the furniture, from the guest hall to that of her old bedchamber had been left intact, and it was to the bedchamber that I found myself going.

I felt my heart nearly leap from my chest as I passed the mirror. Ghosts are not real. A part of me said. Another part felt them as real as Vhagar herself, as real as Dark Sister at my side. I could not tell which felt what, in that moment.

The woman in the mirror had purple eyes, not blue. A part of me remembered what Aerion had said as soon as I.. as Visenya.. Had been old enough to wed. What Daemon had said at Duskendale. You have her look. I shook my head.

Pacing about the room, my footsteps almost silent on the rugs and carpets, carpets of blue and green and covered in fine vine-like patterns of gold scrollwork that covered the blackstone floor, I ran my hand along the furnishings. The chairs of smooth, exotic wood carved with waves and various shapes that I could almost make out just by touch. A part of me remembered touching them when I was younger. Trying to find patterns in the gilding of the chairs, and counting the precious stones set into them. Of the rich blue curtains embroidered with dragons of thread-of-gold, for just a moment I remembered the scent of the sea as the curtains fluttered in the breeze.

The scent of Driftmark, almost. Valaena had said. Her hands gently, oh so gently, braiding my hair.

A table wrought of marble, white and black marble with gold flecks and veins greeted me as I turned my gaze toward the window. The marble was cool to the touch. Almost every flat surface in the room held delicate porcelain that looked as thin as paper.

Golden lamps hung from golden chains along the walls, any candles long since removed.

Would she have supported me? I liked to think she would have. She was a proud woman, girl. Daemon had said. Another part of me felt it was silly, childish, to speculate on what Valaena might have thought. The dead lie with their kin and the gods, was what she had been taught.

It was to her jewelry that I looked. Mere adornments. But I wanted to see, and so I retrieved the first one I saw.

The bracelet was a rough thing, and thick, almost ungainly. Set with sapphires and pearls, and scuffed several times over. It fit awkwardly as I put it on, the silver feeling cool against my wrist. How did you come to be so broken? Why did Valaena keep you? A part of me wished I had asked her while she was alive.

How was a girl who had not even flowered to know that her mother would be gone so quickly?

"Will you be taking your meal in these chambers, Archontissa?" A feminine voice asked, pulling me from my thoughts, and I turned around to see who it was, my hand reaching for Dark Sister at my waist, my heart pounding in my chest. Heat rushed to my face as my vision narrowed.

Standing in the doorway to the guest chambers was a young woman.

Alarra, if I remembered her name properly. A slip of a girl dressed in a long silk tunic with a silk gown worn over that, all of it fitted for her, though not tightly so, ankle-high green shoes embroidered with yellow thread covered her feet. The silk would have been too much for her to afford. A gift from Rhaenys? She was maybe a year younger than Rhaenys. Rhaenys' favorite. I remembered.

That explained the clothing. Let her dress her dolls. A hint of contempt bubbled to the surface, and I quashed it.

From where I stood, the flaxen-haired young woman seemed tiny. She was as much shorter than Rhaenys as Rhaenys was shorter than me, if I had to guess. Her large eyes, dark in color, made her seem almost like a doll.

"Alarra." The tone was harsher than I meant, and I wanted to kick myself.

The girl stiffened, and turned her head toward me, not meeting my eyes, her gaze fixed on my feet.

"I know my sister is fond of you." I missed her, but I breathed softly. In and out. "Rhaenys is well, and I imagine she will be eager to see you when her task is complete." I frowned, trying to think of something, "Do you wish for me to tell her something, when I see her again?" I am no messenger. A part of me hated it, but Rhaenys valued her, so I could bend my pride this once.

"As well, if any man has treated you poorly, whether he be the lowest servant or even a lord, please tell me." Six times you may beat your wife with a wooden rod as thick as a man's thumb. If that passed for justice, even among women, I wanted to do better. A part of me hoped that the Rhaenys there had wished to do more, that an early death had stopped her from doing more.

"N-no, A-archontissa!" She shook her head nervously. Is it fear?

"No? You have nothing you wish me to tell your mistress? I will not give you this chance again, Alarra, and Rhaenys will be gone for quite some time." I wanted to do something. A message from her favorite would make my sister happy.

"I.. no, yes, that…" The quavering half-quiet tone made me want to hit someone, "I wish to… that is…"

"Speak plainly!" I snapped, and immediately regretted it as she recoiled, and I tugged at my braid in frustration, "Do not test my patience." I sighed, turning the gold band on my finger, and felt some measure of calm return.

"I am merely in a foul mood, Alarra. But you are my sister's favorite, and so I wish to ensure you are well taken care of in her absence." It was a lie, but it sounded right to my ears, I could not understand why Rhaenys would like such a cowardly wretch.

Does Alarra sing her praises like a trained parrot? I felt a chill, realizing what I had just thought. Of course the woman was afraid, I knew what was said about me.. About Visenya. And without Rhaenys here, she probably felt even worse. I could have her beaten, or even exiled from Dragonstone without a single coin. You could drive Dark Sister into her, and the guards would simply ask how you wished the body disposed of. It felt disgusting.

"-rooms? I-" I blinked. I had gotten lost in my thoughts again.

"Would you repeat what you said? I am afraid I was deep in thought." I tried to sound as polite as I could, breathing in and out to try and let out my tension.

My stomach reminded me that I needed to feed it, and looking toward the windows I realized that the late morning had given way to afternoon.

With a nod, and a forced smile I was sure did not touch my eyes, I replied, "I think I will eat in the great hall, but otherwise I will take my meals in my own chambers in the Stone Drum."

She nodded almost stiffly, and turned to leave, but I felt a discomfort, a squeezing in my chest, and I spoke up.

"Wait."

She stopped stock-still.

"Thank you." I did not know what else to say, "You may leave."

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The Chamber of the Painted Table was understated for someone of Aegon's tastes. It had been unused since the days of Aegon the husband of Elaena until my brother had taken it for his own use, or at least that had been what he told me.

I wondered how much that had played into his desire to use it. It was good enough for one Aegon, why not another? But Aegon had never expressed much interest in his namesake. Why would he have? The portraits showed him as almost gaunt-looking, but smiling. A man who had preferred the ceremonies of court and sought to outdo his own father, outdo him without ever once leaving Dragonstone.

Even Gaemon had gone East for a season.

The red-gold afternoon sun helped illuminate the room and the table which gave it its name despite the narrowness of the windows. Though most of it was still lit by candles and lanterns changed twice-daily. A part of me cringed at that. Cost cutting would not be so bad, would it? Some habits were hard to shake.

Still, the room was a good place to have a quick chat.

"What has brought our most radiant Archontissa home so soon? Your husband said we should not have expected to see any dragons for quite some time." Aemond Velaryon was of middling height, though I supposed he might have been tall for some. His hair was close-cropped, white-gold in color, and he was garbed in fine linens more fitting a lord than some landless third cousin of my uncle. "Your beauty has surely been sorely missed from these halls."

The man was as much a flatterer as he was handsome. His eyes a vivid, intense blue, matching the stones set into the rings he wore as well as his tunic.

I wondered if that flattery had been what convinced Aegon to name him to the position of castellan.

For a moment I glanced at the threadwork on the cuff of my sleeves, then replied "If there was any beauty that is missed, it is that of my sister." I felt a warmth there, at calling her that, and felt a tug at my lips. I was probably smiling.

"You are too humble, Archontissa." He said with a smile. Something about it rang false. And that falseness made the warmth I'd felt turn to anger.

Nodding, I gestured for him to allow me to whisper something into his ear.

"And you are too brazen." I almost spat the words out, drawing back from him and then flashing a smile I did not feel, "I should like to know what has gone on since we left. Everything of note. Not to sit here exchanging pointless words with a man whose sole talent appears to be flattery." My stomach rumbled, and I laughed nervously feeling heat come to my cheeks, "I suppose we could speak in the Great Hall, or along the way." I could not let myself be distracted, I had to make the most of every moment I was at Dragonstone.

You don't have to leave.

Aemond's expression flashed between something I couldn't quite catch and then to a flat smile before he bowed his head, "Of course, Archontissa. I live to serve."I kept my hand on Dark Sister, glancing backward as we passed through the corridors and the stairs, narrow and winding downwards, and out from a door to a colonnaded walkway whose railing was covered in chimeras and gargoyles every two steps, and on we went, speaking mostly of what I already knew: little had happened at Dragonstone.

Half of the keep seemed abandoned, it was lonely in a way I could not ever remember it being, nowhere was that more apparent than in the great hall. I could have fit those in attendance into Duskendale's rookery comfortably.

There could not have been more than thirty people, even including the guardsmen at the doors, and the servants still bringing food from the kitchens.

The loneliness lingered even as I ate my fill.

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Moving a pear around in my hand, I drummed my fingers on the edge of the dark wood table. Faintly feeling my long silver hair, unburdened by either braid or ponytail, move with my head.

It is good to be home.

Brushing a few hairs out of my eyes, the scent of rosewater wafting into my nostrils, I felt a slight upward curl to my lip as my gaze kept being drawn toward the open window, and the skies that for the most part were sunny. The scent of the salty seas and the smoke and brimstone was fainter today, but it was always there. A part of me wanted to strip down to my skin and go swimming somewhere private, though I quashed that desire.

We are not here for pleasure. I did not know whether I was referring to myself and Vhagar or myself or 'Visenya', and I did not care.

A quick look at my reflection in a nearby mirror reminded me of the pear in my hand. Eat. A part of me almost screamed, but laughter bubbled up in me and burst out in a giggle.

Bringing the pear up to my lips, I began to eat. Biting into the pear was perhaps the finest feeling I had experienced in some time. It was grainy, the flesh softer than any apple, more juicy than a peach, and sweeter than honey. Almost creamy in feel.

The pear, along with the rest of my meal, had been left by Rhaenys' favorite maidservant. A meal prepared while I had been busy with my bath.

G-d, the baths at Dragonstone. I had not known I could miss them as much as I had. The servants knew exactly how hot I wanted my water, they did not look askance when I demanded it be so hot it would be nearly intolerable for most people.

No questions of me, they did as they were told and did so with a practiced efficiency. Some of them were old enough to have been preparing my baths since I was barely more than a babe. For a moment I remembered a girl who had been all too willing to wallow in her filth and grime after her mother's death.

My heart constricted at the memory. Time had not healed that wound for that part of me.

In what seemed no time at all, all three pears were gone and though the other two were not as delicious as the first had been I still found myself craving more. Instead I satisfied my cravings by eating the rest of my meal slowly, working to clear the ornate golden tray of the meal set upon it. Digging into the red mullet fish and the bass, pickled tuna seasoned and though cooled a bit, still warm enough to enjoy alongside the fresh bread.

Interrupted mid-bite, I was more than slightly annoyed by the knock at the door.

"I told you, I do not wish to be disturbed! If you do not have a good reason then I will have you flogged, I do not care if you were sent by my brother himself!" A part of me hoped it was news from Rhaenys. Perhaps she had managed to send a letter by way of raven.

The man who entered the chambers was pale-haired, not quite silver, and dressed as befit a lord of Driftmark. Though less richly than one of my cousins or my uncle. I imagined the violet-eyed man was one of my more distant kin. Did Aegon leave him here? He was not the same kinsman who had been left as castellan.

He looked nervous, fidgeting with a silver band on his hand, and I reached for Dark Sister by instinct.

What he said next chilled my blood.

"The dragon Vhagar, d-during the night… she seems to have gone missing. Flown away!"

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Huh. Yeah, I was thinking it was kinda strange, and definitely not a good sign when she went from worrying about her dragon acting strange in flight to any thought of it leaving her mind as soon as she dismounts.

Also, considering narrative conventions, what will follow will likely be distressing or otherwise make her wish she could leave, such as her husband returning and being insistent and or upset.
 
Chapter Twenty-Six: Panic, Puppets, and Progeny
Once tamed, a dragon is bound to the rider, such is the wisdom of the ages. All who have written on this subject know it to be truth, from the writings of Lord Freeholder Olysos in the days of the Harpy Rebellion and even as near to our times as those of High Priest Anaera one-hundred years before the Doom which took our homeland. The sorceries for the theft of another's dragon would have died in those days, and with my death such a thing is assured. You may curse me for it, my children, but some secrets are best left swept away in the inexorable flow of time, forever concealed in the darkness of the ages…

Staring at the codex written in High Valyrian with scarlet ink on vellum and sealed in gold-embossed leather had revealed no new answers. I read everything I could. Everything from how a dragon was to be fed from its hatching to their training, Vhagar had not displayed symptoms of any sickness I had skimmed through.

I felt a warmth of pride in my chest, knowing that I was a faster reader than Visenya had been, but she could focus better. G-d, I wished the theories about Visenya being a powerful sorceress had actually been true.

Aerion Targaryen had organized things by category, and for that I was forever thankful. Each page had its upper corner marked with a symbol denoting what it was for. How much had died with him? What magic might have been able to fix this? Perhaps the problem might have been found in the scrolls that my father had destroyed.

Would there be anything in there? I doubted that those lost scrolls contained anything on a… whatever I was.

I could feel my heart thump in my chest, almost. My breathing strained as I read once more, trying to find some clue. Candle light casting shadows against the wall of the cramped room I had sought solitude in. The scarlet ink of this section detailing the training of young dragons, of how eggs were to be handled in order to hatch them.

I need a dragon, if Vhagar has abandoned me.

Any eggs on Dragonstone that had survived my grandfather's time were as alive as stone. I doubted I could accomplish what Daenerys had done, not with those eggs. And it would cost the lives of three people. A voice seemed to whisper. Even if it could be done, I did not have decades to wait to replace Vhagar.

I wiped my eyes. I could not tarnish this book with my tears.. Aerion had written several books like this, but they had been of no help. Perhaps Vhagar flew off for her own reasons? I hoped she had gone hunting. The prospect of having to see Aegon again without her had my heart constricting. I felt tiny, I felt small, and something like panic was beginning to set in.

If I could get Aegon alone. Rhaenys is in the Stormlands… perhaps if Vhagar has rejected me I could... My chances were not particularly high, but with the element of surprise and Dark Sister in hand I could handle him. Then Balerion would be riderless. The men of Dragonstone would fall in line, they and their fathers and grandfathers had served a kinslayer before.

We would have to consolidate our hold on the Vale and the Riverlands. A treaty with the King of Winter perhaps, an arrangement for grain in exchange for some of his excess men to come join the fighting in the south. Even with Balerion, the Vale might be an issue if they got it into their heads to revolt and rejoin their former liege.

Septon Elys might support me if I told him I had tried to convince Aegon to have our marriage annulled. To live together as brother and sister only. It would be a good sop to the Faith, a virtuous heroine who was forced to slay a brother whose incestuous polygamy had enraged the gods.

The thought of remarriage kindled something akin to joy in me for a moment. With Aegon out of the way, I would need to find support and I had the luxury of choice. One of my kinsmen. Aron Celtigar was grown enough, and his marriage could be dissolved quickly if I brought it up to Crispian. He did not have the guts nor ambition to cross me. Corlys was fine enough, but Daemon had too much influence as it was. Quenton, perhaps? He was only a few years my senior, his wife was gone, and he had no powerful family to threaten me.

Orys was not an option. He was too ambitious, and would suspect. He had the blood for it, if Vhagar had rejected me he could possibly steal her. Is it theft to claim what is without owner? You stole her first. Worse still, Rhaenys might wed him. And the thought of marrying another brother, even half, made bile rise in my throat.

Then.. Rhaenys. She would know quickly if I slew Aegon, and if it came to a fight between me and her, I was not a particularly talented rider even on Vhagar who I had ridden for twenty years. On Balerion there was a good chance she could kill me. Maybe if I convince Daemon, or have her invited to Dragonstone. Say we need to have a meeting. Then, I c- I felt sick to my stomach as I realized just what I had been thinking.

I wanted to cry. It wasn't fair. I had burned people, I had been ambushed, I had killed and seen men die because of me. I had hardened myself, I had done it all… for what? So I could be set aside and forgotten? So I could lose Vhagar? So I can be sold off for some alliance the moment Aegon realizes I don't have a dragon anymore? I felt my whole body shaking, my vision blurring and a fat teardrop splattered on one of the pages.

"WHY? G-d, why?" Without thinking I threw the book against a nearby wall, its pages fluttering as it flew, before hitting the wall with a thud. A thud that had my heart constricting as it hit the floor, echoing in the silence of the room. Gulping, I shakily got up to retrieve the book, my legs feeling stiff as I walked toward it and only hoped I had not damaged it. With my hand hovering over the gold-embossed cover, ready to pick it up, I halted.

Heat filled me, a heat of anger. Why did I care? Why should I care? The book did not help me, had not helped me find what was wrong. If it came down to it, I knew enough to write another.

I hoped Rhaenys would help, if it came down to it. What will you be then? The older sister, dragonless, bereft of right to the gold, forgotten, powerless. The thought of Rhaenys' eyes filled with pity had me seeing red, and before I could think I had kicked the chair I had sat in hard enough that I had kicked clean through part of the back.

"Fuck." I wiped my eyes, and paced about the small, sparsely furnished room. Taking a deep breath, I exhaled, then repeated that until I could feel some measure of control. It would not do to be wandering the keep looking like I was half-mad.

Breathing deeply, I shook my head, and my hair shifted slightly in its ponytail over my shoulder. Anxiously, I checked for Dark Sister at my waist, donned my cloak, and placed the leather-bound tome with its sisters in a linen bag.

I was stuck. Grounded in a literal sense. My mood grew darker every moment I spent cooped up in the blasted tower. How long before Dark Sister's embrace will seem tempting once more? I was doing nothing, accomplishing nothing reading old tomes and thinking on my doom. I needed to get away from the keep for a time. Let the guards find Vhagar, if they could.

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"I will have your Roatril brought out, A-archontissa." Said the stablehand, a boy hardly more than seventeen by the look of him. He had skin that was a dark tan from the sun, with silver hair that was streaked with dark brown. Dressed in the working clothes of a horse groom of Dragonstone.

I frowned, "Rochiril. Her name is Rochiril." A made up name in a made up language. A part of me jeered, and I tried to shove the embarrassment away.

The stableboy paled and began apologizing profusely. I frowned. Am I truly so frightening? I had not meant… My hand dug into the side of my tunic, pressing hard enough to bruise if I kept it there for much longer. I had to stay calm, I had to keep my temper in check, I could not afford to lose it, not now, not with Vhagar missing. I took a deep breath, and schooled my features.

"G-d alive, just fetch my horse. I do not care about such a small mistake, only make sure it does not happen again." Any annoyance was soon gone like the morning mist as he returned with the grey palfrey, the mare whinnied as she approached and rested her head on my shoulder.

For a moment, I laughed and found myself smiling slightly.

"Easy there, girl. I was not gone that long, was I?" I did not know how long a horse's memory was, anyway. If you have forgotten me, then I suppose we will have to start from scratch. But the grey palfrey did not seem to have forgotten me.

Mounting up on Rochiril again felt strange. While I was fond of her it had been some time since I had ridden her. But the feeling of off-ness was quickly dispelled once I had my feet securely in the stirrups, with her reins in hand, and rode out from the shadow of the Dragonmont onward toward the port of Dragonstone, Rochiril's hooves left marks in the damp ground, distant waves glittering in the afternoon sun.

I laughed as I remembered I had left my guard behind without so much as waiting for him to mount up.

Riding a horse felt like second nature in a way that flying on Vhagar did not. The feel of the wind rushing, the bounce and sway in the saddle tightly controlled, the scent of the sea mixing with brimstone was strong and I loved it.

Another part worried. But I stowed that away for now, it did no good to panic. Not here. So I breathed. Faint memories of childhood flowed in, of pretending to be a valiant hero or reenacting scenes from Lord of the Rings.

I make for a poor Éowyn, and an even poorer Aragorn. I felt a tinge of embarrassment. Those were thoughts unbecoming of who I was, but I wanted to cling to them. So I did, and I simply allowed myself to enjoy the feeling of the breeze against my face, a smile as I took in the sensation of the clothes I wore. Dressed in a silk tunic that went down to my knees, my pale blue cloak was trimmed with a gold that shimmered in the sun, and held in place with a golden clasp at my neck. My shoes were well-made and comfortable, and the rest of my clothing even more so.

Tension had drained from my muscles, and despite the break she needed, Rochiril kept a good pace as we passed several smaller villages beneath the Dragonmont as well as farmland on the way toward the port where the annual celebrations were being held. In other places they might have been held in the autumn, but on Dragonstone the howling winds of the autumn storms and unpredictable weather ensured that summer was the best season for this festival. But even then, I knew everyone here in a sense, if not literally, it was not like riding with Redfort or any lord, nobody would think of looking at me in a way that could offend, let alone want to harm me.

It was not long before the guard I had left in the literal dust caught up to me, a grizzled man well past his prime of life, but he complained not a whit once he did catch up. Good.

The sight of a half-burnt ox carcass met us as we rode past one village. Where is she? Looking up at the Dragonmont, the gentle rising of grey smoke was all the answer I got. Will she even remember me? What if… I shoved that thought into a box.

What people we passed on our way to the port made way, and though a part of me felt guilty, my grip tightening on the reins as the smallfolk bowed and scraped while we passed, but the pleasure of riding drowned out the unease before the farmland gave way to the port town proper and the familiar sights made themselves known. Along with unfamiliar ones.

Cats, cats were everywhere. Whether being fed by fishermen, basking in the warm sun beside any of the older stone buildings, or the ones with plastered walls. I was still amazed at how they seemed a natural part of life here, despite knowing on some level that it was normal.

Every building seemed to be accompanied by some gaudy statue or another. Whether of gorgon or gargoyle or manticore, crude idols and some which were fine in quality. A close look revealed that one building had even seemingly used a statue-pillar for support.

Passing through the packed streets, barely able to tune out the majority of the noises, and focusing on the imagined sounds of my own breath, I saw brothels, smelled the stench of cheap perfumes, overpowering even from outside. They were clearly full at the moment.

In the back of my mind I filed those away. Once the war was over, I would issue a decree whether Aegon liked it or not. I had once read that brothel owners went far afield to find girls, buying them from poor families. If that were even remotely the same here, I would strangle every brothel owner I saw. Perhaps not strangle. I imagined confiscating property would work just as well.

At least the smell of perfumes covered up the smell of fish rotting in the summer heat, a smell that made me think of the home I had lost.

The roads, built at my father's order, and maintained by the Limenarch, looked to be in good repair.

Why should they not be? I was not gone for very long. My guard and I passed by taverns and inns, and the smell of fish being cooked on open-air fires alongside other meats for some local celebration or another drifted through the air as I caught bits of Tyroshi-accented Valyrian and Common alongside smatterings of other accents I could not quite make out. It seemed more lively than when last I had visited, a liveliness that was lacking in the keep.

A feeling that was only enhanced at the town square. From among the throng I picked out two Lengii merchants, women who made even me feel tiny, and who dwarfed the people who had come either to gawk or to purchase wares.

It is still nothing compared with Gulltown, let alone Oldtown. It did not even match Duskendale. There was a burning feeling in me, at that admission. Yet there was no doubt, even here, that merchants would beg me to look at what they had.

Unlike Rhaenys, I lacked the patience to deal with them. Especially not on foot as I was, with Rochiril stabled away.

"Keep them away, will you?" The guard only nodded, and gave a half-smile. I did not have to explain who I was speaking of. Passing time taking in the sights, and hearing complaints from a number of townsmen who had recognized me, I merely directed most to bring their issues to the Limenarch. It was not my concern whether some local fisherman was cheated by a man from Myr.

It was not quite night, late in the evening with the stars twinkling and the moon rising and the sky tinged dark blue, when we came across a large white cloth the size of a cart on display, illuminated by oil lamps and candles, and set up as though with a little stage. I wanted to go closer, but a crowd had gathered, and so I made do with what my height allowed from the middle. A quick look at me had others making way.

How many do so for recognition? I threw some silver the way of those who had moved from the front to give me a closer look.

When the show began, the crowd had fallen into a hushed silence as the puppets. Though puppets may have been the wrong word for these figures, I could not see their puppeteers, though I knew there had to have been someone. More than one, most likely.

A puppet appeared, in the shape of a winged serpent colored in green and striped with gold. Was it deliberate? Unease filled me and I began to toy at my silken hair in its ponytail, tied back with a silk ribbon, as I remembered just why I was here and not out west at the moment. She will b- I closed that line of thought as hard as I could and watched the puppet. The shadow it cast as it seemed to move across the "stage" was colored green as well.

A voice spoke loudly from behind the cloth, one that spoke common with a Pentoshi accent. "Long ago, there was a dragon that guarded the waters that provide the city of Duskendale with life. Every year, the dragon would feast upon a girl from the city, and the Lord Darklyn would tearfully give the dragon its sacrifice. Chosen by lottery, a name every year plucked from a hat by the Lord Darklyn." Another puppet moved across, the light of the lamps showing it to be dressed more akin to a man from Myr than Duskendale, robed in green and decorated in bright swirling patterns and his feet clad in slippers.

The puppet led girl after girl puppet toward the dragon's maw, and the puppeteers worked the jaws and the girls seemed to almost vanish into it. "Until one year, the girl chosen was his daughter."

A number of voices around me gasped, others snickered. I wanted to roll my eyes. I'd heard this sort of story before, like with Theseus and the Minotaur.

Idly, I noticed that the dragon puppet had faded and seemingly gone from the scene. But the Lord in his fine robes and tall hat placed his hands over his mustachioed face, and there was a faint sound of sobbing, "Oh my daughter, my light, you who are most precious to me! Woe that fate has so cruelly taken you!"

He stood before the puppet of the girl, who looked similar to the others save for having pale hair, and her dress being like that of the Lord though her slippers were blue and her eyes green where the Lord's eyes were brown "I will not allow this, I will put out a bounty. Nay, a reward. Any man who slays the dragon shall have your hand in marriage! He shall be my son!"

The two puppets, Lord and Daughter both disappeared, as another puppet made its appearance. A man, reddish in color and with eyes as black as pitch, and clothed in worn low-class garments, moved across from the right toward the left where a hut had appeared and a walled… town? A town on the right.

From the right came yet another puppet, and a part of me was impressed by how the puppets on the left kept moving around and seeming to dance like they had jointed limbs. The red puppet named himself as Duncan the Dark-Eyed, and the audience seemed to require little introduction, or at least they might have been as intrigued as I felt.

They proceeded to argue over why the crier, apparently his friend by the name of Harys the Fair, was speaking so loudly, and he was the butt of more than one joke by the red puppet. I found one of the jokes genuinely funny, or perhaps I was simply laughing with the crowd by that point.

So the show went on, the crier telling of the lord's reward for slaying the dragon, Duncan rubbing his puppet hands together and "quietly" talking about how this will give him just what he needs to pull himself from the dirt and I wondered how he was going to pull this off.

The background gave way to the dragon's cave, with the dragon seemingly sleeping. Don't think about her. By the time I got back into the mood of things, I was laughing as the ostensible main character ran off with his rear set ablaze.

Then a procession of other characters, from Jon the Baker to Podrick the Dornishman, Podrick not even being able to name anywhere from Dorne aside from Sunspear and being pale as snow, all of them trying and failing to slay the dragon at the urging of Duncan who convinced them they would share in the wealth once the deed was done, but after their failures he returned home only for a man with a clear shield and dressed like a knight with a blue cloak to meet him . . .

. . . By the time the play was over I had shared more than a few smiles with my guardsman, laughing with him and the crowd as Duncan's antics grew more over the top and yet petty. After meeting with the blue-cloaked knight, there was a series of misunderstandings and food puns in both Valyrian and Common, and Serwyn of the Mirror Shield had decided to let him take credit for the dragonslaying merely to see what would happen. Ultimately, the closing line of the play had been from the main character himself. Boasting that while Duncan had been kicked out of the palace after his fraudulent claim to a prize, he had eaten much while in the palace.

I had been able to lose myself in a puppet show for a time, something I never had been able to do with the harpists or the singers. A part of me wanted to snub it, as a low form of entertainment, but I shut it out, and hummed when one of the players came out to collect payment from the audience.

I was thankful I had been able to close out the noise of the others. Too many people making too much noise from too many directions was something I could not handle.

With the curtains drawn back, and the moon shining down and a starlit sky overhead, I felt a slight upward tug of my lip when the thin and almost reedy man wanted to collect coin from me, and his broad smile only grew when he took a look at my cloak's clasp and the bracelet I wore as well as my guardsman.

"I knew not that we had a wealthy woman in our audience tonight! From where do you hail, to attend such a humble show as ours?" His voice had hints of a Pentoshi accent, a stress on s sounds, and half-silent h's, and I realized he had been the narrator.

"Not far, I am the Archontissa of Dragonstone. Rider of the dragon Vhagar." Those last words were forced, and hurt to say though I kept as even a tone as I could. I hoped she would be found soon. I needed her to be found soon. "Come with me to the keep. You will be my honored guests tonight."

The man's skin lost color, face paling in the lamplight even as some few others around us muttered or grumbled. "P-please forgive us, this show was not meant to offend!"

Sighing, I raised a hand to silence him, "I do not wish to harm you, I enjoyed the show you put on. Now, you and your fellows will come with me. Horses will be provided, and if you do not know how to ride then that is no issue. I will have it handled."

And that was that.

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The ride back to the castle was quiet, though I found a way to pass time by counting stars and trying to make out shapes in the distance under the moon and starlight only rarely marred by errant clouds. Blinking away the tiredness whenever it tried to creep up on me. Rochiril's gait was gentle, stable, predictable, unlike the clumsier movements of those behind me.

Not that I blamed them, most of the horses had two riders. A guardsman and horse commandeered from the Limenarch, and the member of the puppeteer troupe being hauled along.

When we were at last at the castle I considered home, Rochiril and the other horses being led off to stalls in the stables, I could not help but feel the enormity of Dragonstone weigh down on my tired shoulders in that moment. Three layers of blackstone walls and hundreds of grotesque statues worked into the very stone of the battlements and the keep three hundred years before.

Towers shaped like dragons, defying logic in their longevity and sturdiness. They had never needed repair, and with luck would never need it. Dragonstone was wrought by magic. How many lives went into it? In my mind were images of dragonriders, silver-haired and clad in scale and cracking whips and sounding horns as stone was melted and reshaped and slaves bled. I wondered how Dragonstone could have become so poor and pathetic by the War of the Five Kings. Was it the Dance? Centuries of mismanagement? King's Landing's existence? I felt that Dragonstone was, on some level, my home, and it was hard to believe it could go from this to that. It was the center of my world.

Would my city meet the same fate? Mismanaged by fools and hit by the vagaries of fate? Will Aegon even allow you your city, without Vh- I clamped on that, gritting my teeth to ward away the thought.

I needed to make water soon, I realized. I had hoped I would be able to hold it until this was ov-

"-ommand." I blinked, the faint buzzing now just a snip of audible words, and I realized I must have lost focus again. I wanted to curse myself for it, but instead turned to the guardsmen at the gatehouse and spoke, my eye lingering for a moment on the olive-skinned woman of the puppeteer troupe, her eyes even in lamplight were like black agates and she met my own gaze unflinchingly.

"Escort our guests to rooms in Windwyrm Tower, Carys." I said to the grizzled man, probably one of the oldest of the guards still serving at Dragonstone, if his face was anything to go by. I vaguely remembered him from my earliest memories, when my grandfather had been alive. His good son is with Aegon's army, I think. Aegon had mentioned something about Nymerian's bravery in battle against Mooton's routing forces.

Flint-eyed Carys did not so much as speak, instead bowing his head and doing as he was told while I made my way through half-lit halls trailed by two maidservants ready to ensure everything went well. I gave orders to the household, what members were awake at present at least, to treat the puppeteers with the utmost respect and courtesy owed to guests.

Soon enough we passed through a hall leading to our destination, entering through the Stone Drum to my own apartments. My own apartments which had been prepared twice over, the lamps kept lit, silver candelabra with tri-colored candles from the southern Vale, fine rugs and carpets that only became nicer as one went from the room where guests were entertained and to the living space which I had called my own for weeks, ones I had called my own since Aerion had died. Does the difference matter? You remember both.

Two windows a yard wide each and uncovered by curtains let in moonlight, and on one end of the room was a balcony, doors of ebony wood carved with exotic beasts keeping the night winds from entering through.

"Archontissa?" One of the maids spoke up, "W-"

"Ready me for bed." I was in no mood to bother with it myself, and it was easier to let them handle it anyway. That is their job, after all.

As they went about their work my eyes were drawn to my bed, looking more and more like a sanctuary. Scarlet silk sheets and soft pillows, and as soon as my hair was brushed and my body bared for sleep I crawled under the sheets. Blackness greeted me as soon as my head hit the pillows.

I dreamed of a dark river running red with blood, the same blood that stained my hands, the smoky rippled steel of Dark Sister covered in viscera even as I screamed for everything to stop. Green flame and white fireballs turning rushing water to steam. A thousand men, perhaps a thousand times a thousand beneath countless banners consumed in fire and water both.

A fist clenched tightly around the blade of a sword as it was consumed by jade flame on water. A fierce dragon, golden eyed, tore at a mound of treasure with fang and claw.

Looking over the events underneath starlight at daytime, dressed in armor, I wanted things to stop. Just for a minute, I wanted to see my city if it was to be found.

"You think you can build, girl? The dragon does not build. We are destroyers, you and I." Came the voice of a woman, one that sounded like my own voice, I turned to see her only to meet empty air. Falling from the skies, my heart feeling like it would leave through my throat, I wanted to scream.

I wanted to cry, I wanted Vhagar to save me. I needed her to save me. But as the ground grew ever closer she never came.

Weep for us, girl. For you have stolen from me the eyes that would shed tears. The voice was harsh and laced with judgement as it echoed through my head just before I hit the ground.

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It was more a cavern than a hall filled with light. No windows, for it was in the heart of the Stone Drum.

Large, long tables, six of them in rows, wrought of the same stone as most of the keep, save for the high table which had been made for Aegon son of Gaemon. In the old days, the dragonlords and the nobility reclined.

But I sat even above those. Letting out a deep breath, I idly tapped my fingers against the arm of the throne I sat within the Great Hall of Dragonstone.

The seat of my father and his fathers before him was... not the most beautiful. It was ornate, elaborate, but it was an eyesore. Made in the Freehold itself, the chair was tall as two men, resting on the backs of a pair of carven-stone dragons, with two closed dragon's maws for arms, and twin dragons at the top. All with eyes of topaz and precious red stones, the chair was gilded and glittering with red enamel.

Sitting in it, at least the seat was comfortable. Made of red leather from some beast of Old Valyria presumably gone since the Doom. Father had said it came from a young firewyrm, but he had been fond of telling tales when we were young.

Looking down from the throne that rested on the dais, my guests were of course standing before me, from the weedy man with the Pentoshi accent to the stout older one robed in the Myrish style and the Dornishwoman. Or at least I imagined she was Dornish. Perhaps she might even be Myrish? She reminded me of one of the Rhoynar, at least. She was as tall as me, perhaps even taller. Guards flanked them, armed with spears and dressed in the livery that Aegon had devised. I bristled at that, and barely resisted the urge to toy with my braid.

Breathing softly, I ignored whatever nervousness had crept in and wore Visenya's strength as my own, like armor, feeling a confidence fill me. The only sound in the hall being the steady tap of my foot against the blackstone floor.

"I trust that you found the lodgings to your liking," I wanted to kick myself for that, it sounded stiff and awkward, "I will cut to the quick. I wish to hire you on as part of my household." Dragonstone had been quiet, half-lifeless, and the children of the servants as well as the servants themselves could use the entertainment.

To bring life back to the keep. And perhaps distract me from my own problems if V- Don't think about that.

"You will be paid handsomely. Each member of your troupe receiving three gold coins per month, and the leader seven." I resisted the urge to stroke the end of my braid, "All you need do is perform for the people of the keep once per week, and twice yearly go down to the port to do the same."

The Pentoshi spoke up, "Three gold coins is a handsome sum, but food and lodgings cost money and as ruler of the island surely it would all go back to you?"

I breathed in through my nose, and then out again.

"Worry not, you will be given free lodgings here at the keep. Your meals will be prepared by the cooks and your needs taken care of. Surely that is better than traveling from port to port for uncertain reward." I felt as though the payment would be excessive, but it was better to spend a little more than necessary to secure service. It is not as if I am giving them thirty pounds of gold for a week's work. I kept the scowl off my face, if only barely, at that memory.

"If we should wish to leave, then what?" The Dornish woman spoke up, her drawl giving away her origin.

Resting my cheek against the back of my hand, I replied, "Your oath of service will be renewed every year, so if you find service intolerable you will be allowed to leave. I guarantee you will not find so generous an employer anywhere else."

After that it was merely a matter of having contracts written up and formal oaths sworn and accepted.

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The sweat that trickled down my back from the day's exertions was nothing next to that that was born of the heat of the tunnels we had made our way through. Will she be there when we arrive? Dragonglass purple and green and red covered the walls of the caves, the first had been exciting, up beyond the rocky paths leading up from the southern slopes of the Dragonmont, but then we had passed through a second, and a third…

"You are sure this is the way?" I coughed out, as dust kicked up from the caves, filling my throat and nostrils, even as the heat made the air feel cloying. It was not so hot as one of my baths, but something about it felt less comfortable.

One of my companions, a shepherd who had claimed to know the way, nodded his head. His dirty dishwater blond hair, not quite light brown, not quite blond and streaked with white and gray, in its ponytail and moved as he nodded, "Yes Archontissa, in my youth I walked the paths of the mountain to give thanks to the gods."

"You have a shrine, do you not?"

"A shrine does not match with the high places, the open air, the flames beneath the skies."

It clicked.

"You speak of Valyrian rites." I had not read of them, these were lessons ingrained from childhood, "You are not even Valyrian, what do you care?"

He scoffed, "Pale hair and eyes might be lost with time, but my family have not forgotten our blood." His lack of reverence had me suspicious.

"You speak well for a shepherd." I frowned. Is this a trap? Glancing around, my guards, sweating, seem to have thought the same, their hands at their sides or gripping spears ready to fight at a moment's notice. The three-headed dragon badge on their breasts glinted in the light of the sun as we left this tunnel, and saw another rocky trail.

I will have to pay them a bonus for this. They had carried Vhagar's saddle and saddlebags without complaint, no matter that it took a dozen men to do so, no matter that it must have strained them.

"Were not all dragonlords shepherds in ancient times?" I glared at that. My hand on Dark Sister's hilt. What if… The thought that he had claimed her sent chills down my spine. I shook it away. If he had, he would not be doing this, surely.

"Some shepherds are better than others, and blessed to rule and ride dragons." I replied coldly, a sudden gust of wind whipping my blue cloak as we marched up the path, past burnt trees and even a half eaten corpse. I felt my breathing quicken, and my vision narrow as I saw the stump of an arm.

Breathing in, and then out, I was able to relax enough to focus again.

"Rest assured, if your words are truth I will reward you handsomely." The half scorched clearing on the path gave way to a narrow passage through another cave. This one humid, and hot. The stink of brimstone was stronger here than anywhere I had ever been. The tunnel was long enough to require lanterns to make our way through.

Then, at last, the golden rays of the late afternoon sun pierced the darkness, and I caught the glint of green.

"She is here." I spoke up, not once taking my eyes off the green. Idly, I noticed that she had shed a few of her scales in the clearing. A clearing filled with springs, water heated by the Dragonmont.

"Carys, give the shepherd his reward." The old guard bowed his head respectfully and reached for the satchel at his waist, handing the entire thing over to the shepherd, "Do not allow him to leave just yet, however." I tried to ignore the pang of guilt that stabbed at my heart as the shepherd's face paled, as if expecting the worst. Why should I feel guilty? I crushed the feeling, forcing the warmth of anger to fill me.

If you stole my dragon I will make you wish for a quick death. I took a deep breath, closing my eyes, and then opening them as I exhaled.

My boots kicked up dusty gravel and bits of dragonglass as I left the cave, Vhagar raising her head, golden eyes opening, and fixed right on me. I felt like a mouse, weak and small, pinned in place by the mere gaze of the cat that was Vhagar, my legs like lead weights.

She was massive, from where I stood. Larger than a house.

I heard muttering from the caves, nothing distinct, just the faint buzz that was then drowned out by a wind. Reaching for my whip, I drew on what strength I had and cracked it in front of Vhagar's muzzle, and pointed toward the other side of the clearing. Giving the command to move, it felt like more than words, but something in me echoed.

She whined, a keening whine, and for a moment I worried that the next and last thing I would see would be jade flame.

But I didn't. She did as she was commanded, and seemed expectant. I felt my lips tug upward as the weight and worry of the past days melted away. Relief washing over me.

"Men! Come, Vhagar is ready to be saddled! And give that shepherd more silver. I will not have it be said that I am lacking in generosity to loyal subjects!" I shouted, and Vhagar lowered herself as she usually did when she was being saddled, and as the guardsmen ran out of the caves to handle her saddling, I walked around the clearing, looking at hot springs, and something caught my eye. Two somethings, right next to each other.

It… it can't...

Eggs. Dragon eggs. Two of them, and almost immediately it all clicked into place. I had overlooked the possibility, and I felt my eyes begin to water as I ran over to the eggs. My braid bouncing as I laughed and lifted one of the eggs up with both hands. The warmth felt like it was flowing through me from it.

I looked at it, really looked at it. It was brown, mud brown and dappled green. It was not a coloring that I imagined many would consider beautiful. But to me, to me it was the most beautiful thing I had seen since I had woken on Driftmark.

Inspecting the brownish egg, turning it carefully in my hands, its scales shimmered in the light of the afternoon sun. Men moved just at the corner of my vision, but I paid them no mind as I lifted the other egg, a reddish purple, like the purple dye from Tyrosh.

The eggs were a promise. My child, if I had one, would ride a dragon, not Aegon's Balerion nor even Vhagar. But a dragon born of Vhagar, just as they would be of my blood.
 
Awww. Silly 'Senya, how did you think dragon eggs were produced?

It would be amusing if these two were Sunfyre and Tessarion, who were supposed to be the youngest adults at the time of the Dance. Unfortunately, if the egg colorations are inherited by the hatchlings, that won't happen.
 
Awww. Silly 'Senya, how did you think dragon eggs were produced?

It would be amusing if these two were Sunfyre and Tessarion, who were supposed to be the youngest adults at the time of the Dance. Unfortunately, if the egg colorations are inherited by the hatchlings, that won't happen.
She didn't think her dragon would up and leave to go lay her eggs. No wonder the Targs built a dragonpit, lol. Esp given the lack of magic and sorcery to force dragons to stay put.:lol:

The coloring for the brown egg is more akin to Sheepstealer if Sheepstealer were a girl scout Thin Mint cookie. The purple is full on Tyrian purple. I admit that would be amusing, however.
 
Chapter Twenty-Seven: Crossing the Blackwater
I savored the texture of the beef tongue, holding it carefully in my gloved hands so that the juice wouldn't drip on my clothes. The taste mingled in a pleasant way with the white wine I had in a skin by my hip.

I looked from the steep hill which Vhagar had landed on, keeping my breathing slow and measured. From here I could see the river, and the land beyond the Blackwater Rush as the sun began its slow climb in the east behind the grey clouds.

From the sky the Blackwater had looked like a ribbon cutting across the land, but now it was more akin to a long road going north and south and east. The dark waters had been made so by the silt, I assumed. If it is anything like the Muddy River. The swift current seemed not to discourage the river barges plying their way down, at least I assumed the shapes were barges, it was hard to make them out in the dense fog of the early morning.

Though it seemed odd that there was so little in the way of traffic, so few people. A rotting smell wafted from the direction of the river, and I crinkled my nose at it. I imagined the summer heat must have gotten to some of the fish. Perhaps a bloom of algae?

The smell is different from Dragonstone, th-

A dull but insistent whining noise from behind had me rolling my eyes. Vhagar, you big baby. I only smiled as the heat from her maw tickled against my skin, managing to dry it despite the humidity being so bad it coated my flesh like sweat.

Another whine and I threw one of the meat cuts I had packed to her open mouth. "Brat. You just ate a whole ox last night!" I said, laughing as she made a noise like a tea kettle, clearly happy. She remained happy as I walked up to her and swatted her on the side of the head playfully, kissing the scales after.

Relaxing against her, the fog had dissipated with the slow rise of the sun, the golden disc which had been hidden behind light grey clouds now starting to radiate in all its beauty, the clouds pierced, and sending a cold lump down my throat as I saw what waited across the river.

A ruined tower. Melted I realized, and scorched land around it, and the wreckage of several ships along the west bank of the river. Bloated, half-eaten bodies lined the banks, answering where the stench had come from. Not rotted fish bu-

Unbidden, the image of black wings and black flame came to mind, and with a shake of my head I cleared it, mounting up on Vhagar as fast as my gloved hands and black boot covered feet would allow. I took a deep breath, and with words and a whip crack, Vhagar had taken flight, and we crossed the Blackwater.

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Thank G-d for Vhagar

Without the breeze, enhanced by the rush of the winds in the skies as Vhagar's wings beat steadily, the day's humidity would have been beyond bearing, with what I was wearing. I could handle heat, but the wetness bordering on stickiness was something else entirely. Why Aegon set up camp along the river and near to marshes was beyond me.

It reminded me of home, my real home, and not in a good way. Memories of summer swarms of mosquitoes, of heat sensitivity and the scorching heat of the sun mixing with the humidity to leave me sick. That I was no longer so vulnerable to heat was more than a small blessing, but the question of Aegon's choice remained.

Is it the hills? The cliffs? The rocky bluffs, covered in thickets of red cedar trees and white pines and white ash, were as good as castle walls in a pinch, and provided shade to the northmost regions of the camps. Box elder trees grew beneath the shade of the cliffs themselves, from what I had seen of the region, along with what more fresh memories knew as soldier pine and a variety of oak trees.

It provided a decent cover, and plenty of natural resources to exploit. Which explained why there were so many villages clustered along the river near here. Trees of paper birch and bur oak and rock elm gave shade to those beneath their boughs. Whether fishermen off their skiffs or men fresh from the pole boats or barges or two-decked river boats, all were painted colorfully from the hulls to vibrant sails. Ships carried grain that docked at river jetties and docks along the river.

It was a far cry from the Vale, even the lowlands and places beside rivers and streams and the sea did not compare. Lords of yellow mud Harren had called them, I remembered. But that was not a tenth of it. Singers sang ballads to the beauty of the Vale of Arryn, but this… this was...

A part of me, at heart, was a river girl, and I could not keep the sight and smell from paining me. Like a fist clenching my heart as I felt the edges of my eyes watering despite every attempt to shove the feelings away.

This whole camp was a mistake. "Damn you, Aegon." I wished he had picked any other place and was glad for the gale drying my eyes, as I managed to get my feelings wrestled under control. An ache lingering all the while, pulsing in time to the strands of my hair that had blown free of their loose binding

The camps had come into view, even from above, they eclipsed that which had rested along the mouth of the Blackwater upon the three hills. If that had been a ramshackle town, this was practically a city, a sea of tents and a forest of banners rippling in the day's gale that even now whipped my braid and set my gold-trimmed purple cloak to rippling as much as any banner.

No fortifications. I frowned, and the sight of Balerion resting that I had recognized before anything else came to my mind. The late afternoon sun cast a red-gold glow over the camps, camps with thousands upon thousands, and dozens of different high banners all fluttering in the same breeze that touched my cheeks.

Vhagar's size would no doubt be less impressive than Balerion. A fact that gnawed at me as I brought Vhagar in for a landing.The familiar scent of men in camps on the march, the cook fires, the horses and the pits that no doubt were dug out all over the place, that is what hit my nose as I landed on the outskirts of Aegon's camp. Men would no doubt be gambling with each other, haggling with folk from the villages that lay on the outskirts of the war camp as though it were a city and the villages and those farmlands its vast hinterland. .

Even if I felt it was folly, I could understand why Aegon might have felt no need to fortify his camps with a host the size that he was leading, geography on his side, and a dragon near as large as a small hill.

Still, in a camp and surrounded by banners I did not know, I would have wanted a thousand loyal men, swords sworn to me. I wanted a high place and a strong castle. How can he stand this? Was it arrogance, or bravery that convinced him he was safe?

Both?

I had not waited long in the saddle before a party had ridden out to greet me, I had to keep from frowning as I saw how meager the party was from where I sat in Vhagar's saddle. The men who had rode out to meet me consisted of only one man that I recognized, and that particular one made me smile to see again.

"Ser Vaeron!" He looked almost the same as when I had last seen him, his clothing a bit more scuffed, and bearing a new cloak trimmed with silver threading and made of scarlet silk as well as dark blue, his cloak held together at his shoulder with a golden crab clasp. His hair was tied back, but the youngest Celtigar boy was nothing if not distinctive.

"Welcome, Queen Visenya!" He shouted in common, and the men with him, clad in mail and scale, echoed what he said, their accents strange to me, and a nervousness crept in as I glanced toward Balerion again. The great black beast flexing his wings for a moment, casting a vast shadow even for his size. Is this a mistake?

I climbed down from Vhagar's saddle quickly enough, feeling my hair shift with my movement, and gloved hands touching her warm scales.

"You are here for the King, then? Have the A-" Vaeron asked, sounding as friendly as if he had never left my side, and so I felt a twinge of guilt as I raised a hand to silence him, and met his eyes with my own directly.

I frowned slightly, "Where is he?" My tone even, I breathed softly as a weight pressed on me again, Vaeron tugged at his left sleeve as soon as the words were out of my mouth.

"At his tent, supping with lords Goodbrook and Deddings and Piper and Blackwood." He sounded almost like he was near to stumbling over his own words, and was nervous besides. I could not help the bit of annoyance mixed with guilt at the tone.

"Have a sheep slaughtered for Vhagar, and one of those buffalo. She deserves the meal." Sometimes I wondered if I was spoiling her. Maybe I should try buffalo meat. I'd never had the chance back home, and the thought of it had my mouth watering.

"Buffalo, Your Grace?" Vaeron looked puzzled, brow furrowed, and I felt a flash of heat hit my face, not from the sun.

"Bison, the… big cattle, with the hump. I have seen them further south near the Blackwater, surely there are some here?" I frowned, and Vaeron looked fairly deep in thought, eyes half-rolled back into his head as if he were trying to remember something.

Aware of the idlers, I spoke in Valyrian, "We should speak on the way to my brother. I have missed you, and your brother has been poor company by comparison. Now, could you lead the way to Aegon's tent?" I tried to smile as I spoke, and I kept my gaze on Vaeron's face rather than glancing toward the veritable town of tents and trenches and pits, my darker purple eyes meeting his warm grey, and his earnest smile seeming to make his features far more pleasant than his older brother's.

I had missed smiles like that.

He nodded, his silvery hair touched with strands of gold swishing slightly, and with a few commands we soon were making our way on horseback through the disorganized mess of the camps. The small party grew as men came to see Vhagar, or myself as one of the rivermen was given the honor of bearing my banner and another to bear the banner of House Targaryen and Vaeron himself had called for heralds to announce my own coming.

What has Aegon had him doing, that this is what he leaps to doing as soon as I arrive? I wondered if perhaps Aegon had been adopting more of the practices of the Sunset Men. Trumpets ringing and high banners thrust skyward, with the red dragon highest of all.

It burned at me that the silver star and green dragon was below the red. What has he done? Scattered a few garrisons while Harren hides in his casket? The faint yet intense impression of an image of bloated men came to mind, half-pecked apart, rotting along the bank of the Blackwater.

No matter that my war was cleaner, the thralls of the rivers would hail him as a hero, while I had to handle everything with caution and care, and still worried about the potential of betrayal. I crushed the pride I felt, and shoved it away. Letting my anger flow out with my breath.

I could not afford to lose my temper. I was not some scared and nervous girl, far from home, I was t-

"-Queen of All Westeros!" Everything snapped into focus again, and I thanked G-d that I had not slumped in the saddle. There was a clenching of something, like a hand gripping my heart as we marched through the camps.

Cheers from more men with strange accents came back, roaring over the cries of my own heralds with their own thunderous cheers of "Queen of the Trident! Queen of the Rivers and the Hills!" I had to keep from looking askance at that, and instead put on a smile at the cheering men with the reins in my hand, guiding the chestnut destrier as though I had been born in the saddle.

The small parade passed through rows of tents of linen and leather and sailcloth and hide, tents of silk and velvet in myriad colors all with their own banners and men guarding them. We passed from the outer camps, and the tents of freeriders or men-at-arms to the inner camps with their broader spacing and pavilions of silk in a myriad of colors and cloth-of-gold. With hordes of lesser tents surrounding the finer ones no doubt belonging to Aegon's men.

Could some be made my men? The thought made me nervous, even more than that, the thought of him seeing it if I did flip one.

A sea of colorful tents made it feel more a tourney ground than a camp of men at war. There was an atmosphere of celebration, a palpable sense of something joyous that made my skin crawl for reasons I could not put a finger on. I barely kept from touching the scarf at my neck, despite wanting to dab at my moistened face with the purple-dyed silk.

I breathed, bringing myself to my full height ahorse, and said, "Remind them to clear space for Vhagar, Ser Vaeron. I will not have her so far from me, not now." The thought of her flying away in the night came for a brief moment, but I breathed in and out as if banishing it.

With the following already beginning to disperse, I dismounted from the horse and left it to a groom in attendance to handle, touching at the thick silver bracelet I wore on my left arm, Valaena's bracelet. Mine. I asserted, despite how false it felt to claim.

Before us was Aegon's tent, the ungainly large pavilion of purple and gold and scarlet silks which was larger than mine and Rhaenys' put together. Flying the banner of the three-headed dragon on black. No matter that I was taller than most men, I felt small beneath it, as the rays of the afternoon sun seemed to be consumed by the blackness of the banner, and the three heads seemed to stare at me. Red as Balerion's eyes.

I did not bother to say even two words to the guardsmen at the tent entrance, they knew who I was after all, and through the walls of the tent I heard a muffled music, harpers playing some song I did not know.

Putting the banners, the crowds, and even Balerion out of mind, I entered the dragon's den.
 
Chapter Twenty-Eight: A Night with the King
Aegon's tent made my own back in the Vale look a pauper's by comparison. Filled with music and wealth in equal measure, Decorated with expensive carpets of golden and silver and purple thread from Tyrosh. Half of what was in the tent I did not even recognize from the last time I had been inside it. A pair of sphinxes wrought of blackstone, one male and the other female, judged any man who entered with shining eyes of garnet. The flickering light of the golden lamps made the sphinxes seem possessed, almost alive.

My brother sat in a high-backed chair at the head of his table and looked straight at me with a smile, meeting my eyes with ones of the same shade of purple. The intensity of his gaze caused a flash of nervousness that I quashed. Do not show weakness. The eyes of the men on the other ends of the table felt like nothing, compared with his gaze. Candlelight danced in his eyes like it did in the eyes of the sphinxes, and I felt something like a snarl in my chest.

More than anything else, the clothing I wore felt a layer too thin.

"An uninvited guest, but not an unwelcome one! I told you, my lords, and now you see. My queens are fairer than any daughter born to any man of the sunset." Aegon said, gesturing at a seat beside him, one of two chairs which remained empty. "Come, you must be famished after your journeys."

The sweet scent of burning incense mingled with spiced and roasted meats and the other foods prepared at the table filled my nostrils, and set my mouth to watering. He was not wrong, though I was more a mite peckish than famished.

"Of course, husband." I said, not taking my eyes from his. I took off my cloak and handed it to one of the servants in attendance, a woman old enough to be my mother, garbed in black and red livery, the red-dragon sewn into her breast, and did not pay her any mind after that.

Striding across the tent's carpeted floor I took a seat at his left. Aware of every shift and movement of my braid, and the all too present feeling of the humid summer day, even in this tent. Despite my heart racing, my breathing did not even catch, and I thanked G-d for that. My heart felt like it was being squeezed and I felt my shoulders tense as Aegon tucked an errant strand of hair behind my ear.

It was worse than his gaze.

After a few courtesies between Aegon's lords and myself, I tried to lose myself in the soft-sounding music of the harpists, drinking from a crystal glass after a serving man filled it with a red-purple wine from a silver pitcher. The taste of the sweet, cool drink in my mouth almost distracted me from the company. Chasing it down with seasoned river fish did not hurt either, especially when it had been drizzled with a sauce that tasted faintly of something sour as well as a hint of honey flavor. The assortment of cut vegetables that went with it was fine as well, but next to the rest it hardly compared.

I recognized the familiar notes of the March of Summer, a melody that the harpists played well enough, I supposed.

I play it better. I felt my lips crook upward.

"-muse you?" The sound of Aegon's voice broke me from my thoughts, I blinked, my hands barely kept from shaking as the room came back into focus.

I could hear the smile on his face even in just the last words.

"Did you say something?" I looked past him, hoping that it would look convincing enough. Near enough to meeting his eyes, but instead focused on the 'wall' of the tent, the patterning on the silk in various shapes. Worked with the skill of masters, almost like a tapestry or mural of dyed and painted silk depicting hunting scenes.

"Does something amuse you, dearest?" The last word almost made me ill, Aegon's voice was enough to have me look at him for a moment, and was as smooth and rich as the tunic he wore, gold-threading along the neck and hem and cuffs. Twin golden dragons at the collar, studded with garnets as red as summerwine.

I tried to place where I had seen the clothes before, but I could not. It seemed familiar, but not. They must be new. The cloak that he wore, on the other hand, was utterly unfamiliar to me. A half-cloak, round, and a dragonbone clasp at the mid-height down from his neck held it together.

"I am merely thinking of the Mountain and Vale, husband. The Eyrie should soon bend knee, Gulltown is ours and so are all the lowlands south of the northern mountains." It took all my self-control to keep my voice even as I forced myself to look him nearly in the eye, letting my vision glaze slightly, looking without seeing, that had been a trick which had been hard to relearn, with these eyes. I only hoped it was enough to fool the lords in attendance.

You are a poor liar. It burned at me, Rhaenys and Aegon had both said it.

"I would not let my wife ride to war, Your Grace," one of the lords urged, "Not unless there was dire need." Something in me burned at that, and I exhaled through my nose, focusing on the feel of the silver two-pronged fork in my right hand and the fine purple silk of my tunic sleeve.
Aegon laughed, I knew this laughter, could almost see the mocking smirk in my mind's eye, "Your own ancestress rode to war against Harwyn Hardhand, but she was skewered on the end of a cold iron sword. My wives ride dragons, Lord Blackwood. Do not mistake them for the tender daughters of the West. Was it not Nymeria that conquered Dorne? And she was no daughter of Old Valyria."

Blackwood bowed his head, "Forgive me, Your Grace."

Lord Blackwood looked plain and solid. His chest was thick and he had a lined face that made me want to trust him. Short hair cut down to the nape of his neck, hair that had once been dark-brown, almost black, judging by the few bits that remained of that color, though it was almost all now gray. He reminded me of my father. What would he think of me now? Garbed in the same style of half-cloak that Aegon wore, gold thread on his black cloak sewn in a way that resembled ivy climbing some old stone wall, worn over a red tunic patterned with black ravens along the neck.

Aegon's new clothes are meant to match their style. A part of me found it vile, repugnant, a disgrace and rejection of our blood. Another part for how I simply did not like the way it looked, preferring our own style.

"You are dismissed, Lord Blackwood. I should like to speak with you again, mayhap in private." Aegon's voice was clear, "I insist you attend after tomorrow's games."

Games?

"I would be honored, Your Grace." Lord Blackwood spoke the words stiffly, rose from his seat, and bowed again, striding out of the tent. A part of me felt satisfaction at his departure, satisfaction and relief.

Only for that to turn to discomfort as a familiar hand touched my arm, it was an effort to meet his eyes and force a smile onto my face. It was only half of one, I imagined.

"That tunic brings out the color of your eyes, wife." I could not keep myself from looking away, the warmth of the words could not keep a ball of ice in my stomach from seemingly forming as he spoke, and as the tent itself seemed to stop for the briefest of moments. The soft sounds of the harpists' playing continued, but they had no weight.

A month, a month away and he still makes me feel like this. Will this ever stop? I could not live like this. Like a bird in a cage the moment I was back in his presence. I missed the freedom of the Vale. I may not have been worshiped or treated with as much deference as I would have liked, but at least then I was able to do things of my own volition. In the Vale I had loyal swords, in the Vale I had the fleet, in Gulltown nobody would dare touch me.

Coming here was a mistake. I should have stayed. Thoughts of how I might have claimed the rest of the Mountain and Vale in a season came to mind. The Sistermen would have loved having carte blanche to raid the coasts until the Eyrie submitted. I had burned most of their fleet after all, and half the kingdom had bent knee to me.

To Aegon, officially. I wanted to bristle at that. Everything I did was going to be under his banner, every man who wrote the histories would sing his praises even as he did nothing to earn them. The bards and minstrels would sing of Aegon who conquered the Seven Kingdoms, Aegon who founded my city, my beautiful city the work of my life would be said to be the work of stupid short-haired Aegon. Stupid second born Aegon. His Queens? Orys was an accessory to Rhaenys's work, a trophy for Aegon to wave about to show his magnanimity, and fine dwelling under Aegon's shadow.

Is not Rhaenys fine with it too? I felt my teeth grind, and blinked.

I thought I had overcome that. Not twenty minutes in his presence, and it boils to the surface.

I clenched my fist, and then breathed to release the tension as I went back to taking small bites and the table settled back into a rhythm of conversation. Only barely noticing the humidity which had seeped even into the tent, the faces of lords Piper and Goodbrook and Deddings slightly glistened in the candlelight, despite being fanned off by servants that Aegon had no doubt set to the task.

The talking mostly went on about menial things I cared little for, and Aegon seemed happy to listen as his lords talked, only occasionally chiming in. Basking in praise heaped on him every time he did so, even the bootlicking from those who wanted favors from me had been almost tame compared with the open fawning of the riverlords. But I tried my best to listen as well.

I would rather be doing sums and reading receipts. A queen had to be attentive, after all, Gulltown had been only a small taste.

"Those… dragonsworn," Lord Deddings looked as though he had swallowed something sour as he spoke, "I say we should take their swords, put them to work at the camp and carrying our supplies in the train. Under close watch."

Dragonsworn? I tilted my head slightly, a twinge of annoyance flaring up as I realized a few strands of hair had come loose, "Who?

Deddings' white enameled albatross clasp glinted in the light as he seemed to notice I was there for the first time, I felt almost insulted. The loveliest woman in a hundred miles and he seems half in love with my brother. That went for every man at the dinner, I might as well have been furniture.

Aegon's adornment. I shoved that feeling away.

"Sworn swords, over five-hundred men who took the vows of knighthood. Only half of them have horses fit for more than riding." Deddings' mustache bristled as he spoke.

"Over three-thousand men and their numbers swell with each passing day according to Ser Velaryon." Lord Goodbrook said, and I remembered the letter I had stored away. If things went well, perhaps I could convince Aegon to take up that offer.

Deddings scoffed, "I would consider not even half the five-hundred to be more than upjumped brigands, and the smallfolk below them are worse. Green boys riding old nags and armed with rusted swords they no doubt bought for a handful of coppers, grown men and old farmers with boar spears and wood axes in hand. It is a disgrace. But the Ironborn and freeriders under that twice-bastard, Greyiron, are worse still. Sons of thralls and whores, men with neither oaths nor honor."

"Was not Benedict Justman a bastard?"

Aegon's voice had me almost jumping to attention, it was smooth and clear and commanding.

"I care not for what quarrel you may have with Captain Patrek. His following is only a small portion of the men who have sworn themselves to my service. I should think that any sword would be welcome in ousting Black Harren." I knew that tone, and Deddings seemed to as well, as he bowed his head.

The rest of the meal passed in relative peace.

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I met with Aegon privately afterwards, in a space that was something like his private chambers. I sat down upon his couch and took a moment to collect myself. I decided to speak up first.

"Men call you the King of the Trident, and King of the Rivers and the Hills. At least that is what I heard them say when I arrived." They had called me Queen of the Trident, after all.

Aegon smiled, looking half a boy and all too pleased. Even as he waved it off. "Let them call me what they will, sister. For now it is a useful title to wield against Harren, and any who would seek to deny me my kingdom."

I pursed my lips for a moment, the half-cloak that Aegon had discarded coming to mind once more. "Is that why you are dressing like them?" I still did not know why exactly it bothered me as much as it did.

He did not reply immediately, instead taking a drink of the wine he had in hand, spilling a yellow-green drop onto his bare chest. G-d. He had shaved his chest, hadn't he? Ridiculous. The boy had been practically hairless already. He could not grow a beard even if he had wanted to. The thought of why he might have bothered made my head hurt.

"It puts the Riverlords at ease." He said, almost flatly.

"If you are to be king of the rabbits, best to wear a pair of floppy ears, is that it?" Would my descendants be as dark as him? Will you have any? I ignored the voice.

My brother grinned and nodded, "That is precisely it, sister. It costs me nothing to parade about in their dress for a season, and gains me much. If I look the part of their King, it will be easier when the time comes to dissolve the thrones of the Sunset Lands." His purple-eyed gaze wandered up and down my body. I felt my vision begin to narrow, and breathed to release some of the tension.

I wished my purple tunic were a layer thicker. I should not have taken off my cloak.

"I think that will be a fine color for your own dresses." He said, almost as an afterthought. Nodding to himself.

What is he talking about?

I wanted to speak up, to keep controlling the momentum of the conversation as I had, but he spoke first.

"Enough of titles and the wagging of tongues. What has brought you to me, sweet sister?" Aegon smirked, the last said in the common tongue of the Andals. He had always had a gift for language, in a way I never had. The words flowing from one to another as fluidly and with as much grace as Rhaenys had when dancing.

A part of me envied that gift. Rhaenys', or Aegon's? I realized it was likely both.

I met his smile with as neutral an expression as I could give. "I would like more fighting men, or at least men willing to hold towns and castles."

My brother's smile quickly gave way. A downward tug of his lip, lips I remembered all too well. Don't think. I shoved that feeling down.

Resting his cheek on the back of his hand, he looked me straight in the eye in a way that left me feeling pinned despite the distance between us. Maybe eight feet from his seat and my own couch. "I should think that with as much as you have taken you would not be lacking in men. How much land did you say you seized?"

"Everything from the Bloody Gate to the banks of the River Ansen." I said, smiling faintly. Cheeks burning slightly. I was flush with pride in that accomplishment. Even as my stomach turned with guilt at that.

"It is a heady feeling, is it not?" Aegon laughed, the previous suspicion disappearing as though it had never been there. "Castle after castle and lord after lord dipping their banners to you." He was grinning, and rose from his seat on bare feet, striding across the room to refill his empty glass, and filling another.

I accepted when it was offered. Wanting something, anything, to soothe the shaking I was barely staving off. Standing up, while I was seated, his one inch of height over me seemed so much greater.

The glass had been handed over with what felt almost like a gentleness, he spilled not a drop despite the one he offered me being filled near to the brim and I sipped at it before I took it. It would not do to spill all over. I was glad for Visenya's resolve, for I was sure my hands would have been shaking without it.

He raised his glass, looking more like the boy that had just wed Rhaenys, than the man he was now. "A toast to our past triumphs, and victories to come." He stopped for a moment, before adding, "To Rhaenys."

I raised my own glass, the image of our half-brother fresh in my mind, "And to Orys."

Aegon smiled at that, warmly and genuinely.

He laughed, and clinked his glass against my own with an even wider smile, "To our sister-queen, and our Lord of Storm's End."

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Aegon did not look up from the letter that I had brought from Dragonstone. A letter which had borne the seal of House Nymeros-Martell. Its message written on reddish parchment, in golden ink.

"Nymeria's heir wishes to make alliance with us? I would count it a stroke of luck, and might even have considered it were her kingdom not one of those I must needs conquer. As well, she asks for the Marches as spoils of war, and I will not give her any lands which belong to our Orys, no matter how useful the aid of Dornish spears may be." His lips curled up slightly, into something like a half-smile, as he rose from his seat, casting a shadow against the silken wall of the tent, and walked toward his bed.

It should be large enough. I would be able to sleep on one end without touching him at all, with luck.

"We could ally with her for a season. She is ancient." I did not remember precisely when she died. Some time before… I ignored that line of thought. Not that the timing mattered, a fat old woman exceeding eighty was not likely to live much longer. "Every man she throws away fighting the Marchers or Reachmen or Stormlanders is a man we do not have to fight."

Aegon turned his attention toward me directly, his eyes meeting mine, and I forced myself to stay steady. "I am King of All Westeros. What would it say of me if I were to leave Dorne not only unconquered, but strengthened?" He asked, more curious and amused than anything. An easy smile on display.

I frowned, and reclined slightly on the couch, aware of the feeling of my now bared wrist touching the surface of the couch. Even tugging the sleeve back into place did not help much. I wished I had gloves.

"We could make alliance with her. When she dies…" I wanted to continue, but the words eluded me. You just do not wish to say them.

My brother smiled more widely, a smile that touched his eyes and sent a shiver down my spine.

"Garin with a quarter-million men and all the might of the Rhoynar could only hope to stand against very few dragons and the city of Volantis before the days of her greatest glory." He laughed, "I put an end to half of mighty Volantis' fleet in a day, and the strength of Dorne is a paltry thing compared with Garin's great host."

He opened his hand, dropping the letter onto the open flame of the candle beside his bed, and the letter which I had carried several hundred miles crumpled and burned, the edges blackening and curling, the scent of smoke wafting into my nostrils.

Aegon laughed, "No, sister. I will brook no rivals. There will be no alliance of equals. Meria will kneel, or will be knelt."

The image of Meraxes dead in Dorne came to my mind, of Rhaenys dead or worse. I could almost see them in the flame that consumed Meria's offer, and I felt my heart constrict. It was a one in a million shot.

Silence filled the small space between us near to his bed, until he broke it.

"How many swords did you collect?"

"What?" The image of the Iron Throne filled my mind's eye, and I felt my cheeks burn as my fingertips touched the edge of my braid. "FUCK!"

Aegon simply laughed, clutching at the edge of a chair, "You forgot? Dearest sister, you forgot that?"

"I was occupied with conquering lands for you. Securing the cooperation of the Faith in the kingdom of the Mountain and Vale. I rarely had time to think." You found time to ride, and play board games. My face burned, I wanted to crawl under a rock and die.

"You look a chastised child. Worry not, Visenya." He smiled, placing a hand on my shoulder, another on my waist, I could smell the wine on his breath and kept myself from tensing, albeit with effort, "When Harren is dealt with I can send you with some few thousand footmen and horse, and you can return with the swords of those we have defeated." Backed against the edge of his bed, my vision narrowed, everything going indistinct as I tried to be anywhere but where I was, "Gods, I have missed you." The words were hungry, and a part of me was almost flattered, another frozen as his lips met my neck.

I did not know what happened, one second a hand was on my breast, and the next I was scrambling for Dark Sister as my heart raced. Aegon face down on the floor as I backed away, my hand on Dark Sister's hilt, the sword came out of her sheath. The smoky rippled steel reflecting the candlelight of the tent.

All the finery had dropped away, and it felt like I and he were the only things there.

My legs felt like jelly as my bare feet touched the carpeted floor, halfway across the tent from Aegon. My whole body felt like it was shaking as he rose to his feet, striding toward me, yelling something I couldn't hear, no matter that it rung in my ears as I stood with Dark Sister in hand, pointing the edge of the spellforged steel blade at him.

Somehow, my hands remained steady as I looked at him. A cut on his lip, features contorted into a vicious scowl, ready to scream at me until… He wasn't.

"Gods," He sounded like he was choking back a laugh, "You're afraid of me." He backed away, hands raised to show me he meant no harm, "What has happened to you? One moment you act as brazen as always and then… this. Please, sister, tell me." His voice wavered and he sounded ten years old again, like he had when mother had died.

"You have always trusted me. Please, sister. Is it the dresses? Ignore that, you may dress how you wish. Are you still angry over the banner? That I did not like it? I will let you bear it, you can have it." His lips trembled, and he looked almost rigidly stiff, "Do not be afraid of me." The tone he used was a mix of pleading and a growled command.

Gone was the easy smile and smirk, the confident bearing. He was a child again, a drunken pleading child.

I hated that it hurt to see him like that. He deserves it. He deserves it and more!

You are weak.
A voice whispered in my ear.

"We will talk later." I forced the words out. I did not know when later would be. I hoped it would never come.

Never stopping looking back at him, I gathered my cloak and boots and left the tent out into the night.

I did not stop until I had reached Vhagar.
 
Chapter Twenty-Nine: Under the Dragon Banner
The early morning air was cool, compared with the heat of the day before. Wet and breezy. I could almost hear the grass and leaves in the trees rustling. The wind carried the scent of the morning dew as well as the scents of the valley and nearby villages and pasturelands. Were it not for the whinnying and neighing of horses and the clinking of mail, I could have closed my eyes and seen only…

I frowned.

I missed home. Will the autumn bring with it the same colors? A part of me hoped not. I did not need the reminder. To see the leaves change would be just close enough to give me pain without yet giving me any comfort. I closed my eyes for a moment, and saw my home beside the muddy river.

But the shifting of the horse, ever so slightly, beneath me. The breeze blowing through my long silver hair, tied back into a ponytail with a red silk ribbon, shattered the illusion just as surely as the scent of steel and leather and pastureland did.

"He comes, the Lord of Riverrun, Edmyn Tully, son of Torwyn Tully! He comes!" A herald announced, trumpets followed and only shortly behind was the party of Lord Tully, and Edmyn himself on a spotted horse, dark with white spots on its haunch and withers. Its mane was white. Without thinking, I tilted my head to get a better look at the tail.

"I believe it is a gelding, Your Grace." Ser Patrek Bracken spoke up from my left, even as the herald was announcing the arrival of Lord Bennet Mallister and three of his sons. The silver eagle on a vivid purple banner carried by a man old enough to be my grandfather.

"I was looking at the tail to see if it was spotted, Bracken." I replied, slightly annoyed. Lord Bracken's son had been given a place beside me for the gift he had given to both myself and my brother. The finest horses in the world, Osmund Bracken had said an hour before when he gave us our pick of the horses he considered his best. Only an hour ago? I liked mine well enough, a white mare, with a mane as soft as silk. Gentle, but not timid. But she was no Rochiril, and I wished I had brought her with me.

How? Would Vhagar have carried her in her talons? The idea was absurd enough to make me want to smirk..

But I had to remain serene. At that very moment another herald announced Lord Frey's arrival, shortly followed by a company of armored horsemen the equal of any I had seen in the Vale bearing the banner of the white towers bound together by a bridge on a rich field of sea-blue.

One by one the arrivals were adding to our collection of banners, but Aegon's high banner flew above us all, carried by Quenton Qoherys at Aegon's command. It spread out, seeming almost to be raised aloft as well as rippling in the breeze. All of one piece, made of silk black as night, more than large enough to be seen across the length of a battlefield, seeming blacker than the ravens on Blackwood's banner. The three-headed dragon put any banner of my own to shame, the claws were golden, but the dragon itself was scarlet, with flames the same color which glittered in the sun. Each scale of the dragon seemed to have been sewn with rubies, alive with light in the early-morning sun. Each stirring of the banner made the dragon and its flames seem to move. A part of me envied it. Aegon had always had a taste for the finer things, and his banner made my own flying beside and below it seem poor and small. Lesser.

Even compared with that of Tully or Mallister or Frey, my own seemed more like that of a girl showing a sewn garment rather than a queen bedecked in silks and velvets and jewels.I made it in the middle of my conquest, I told myself, I will improve it later.

But even as I thought that I felt a pang of guilt. I did not want to change it nor get rid of it. The very idea seemed abhorrent to me, like I would be betraying my child.. I wanted to hold it close, never let it be taken away. I would keep my own, and let others be finer. Mayhap people would call it humility.

"You come before His Grace, Aegon Targaryen, King of the Rivers and the Hills, King of the Mountain and the Vale, King of All Westeros." Said Ser Victor Piper, son of Lord Piper, in a booming basso voice. His cornsilk hair was long enough to touch his shoulders, and he had a face I would have considered handsome were it not for the pox marks.

The banners of lords Tully and Mallister and Frey were dipped before us as the men rode forward.

Edmyn Tully's head was covered by a helm of black steel, and a crest like a fish fin at the top. Scales of polished brass shone in the morning sun, on both the left and right side of his head. His face covered by a steel mask, wrought in the likeness of some hideous beast.

"I have come to swear my sword, and my honor to you. If you would accept it." He looked straight at Aegon, who was dressed in blackened steel scale, he reminded me of nothing more than how he was dressed when he had sent me to subdue Stokeworth. But where he had borne a leather fillet, now he bore the crown I had placed upon his head beside the Blackwater. I wondered what he would have done, had I not crowned him at that moment. Cast the last of our diadems into the sea. Denied him his little show. Little? It was grander than the parade you had put on not long before. I shoved the voice away.

This did remind me of that, though Aegon had fewer of our kin with him, fewer horsemen from the Narrow Sea. A crowd of Riverlords, and so very few of our closest vassals. How does he feel comfortable?

"I swear my own, Your Grace." Lord Mallister said, now beside Tully. His face bare to the world, his dark hair close cropped, a mustache above his lips. The silver scale he wore reminded me of nothing so much as the armor of the knights of Driftmark. Armor I had worn.

Lastly, Lord Frey knelt and spoke oaths of fealty.

"I accept your fealty, liegemen. Give me your swords, and kneel and rise and be confirmed in your rights and privileges. Know that they will stand, and that I and my heirs shall respect and ensure their continuance for as long as you serve with steadfast courage and faithfulness." Aegon's voice was clear and commanding, and with the reins held in one gloved hand, he drew and then raised Blackfyre skyward with the other as he looked out at with a smile and his head held high.

"We march to face Black Harren on the morrow, to root him out from his den, and put an end to his bloody reign. To lift the cruel yoke first placed on you not only by the kings of the isles, but the kings from Storm's End. My dearest friend rides at the head of a host with your other Queen and her dragon to put that castle to the torch. No longer shall myriad kings tear this fair land apart, despoil your wives and daughters, and make you into thralls. For when I am done, no king shall reign in Westeros but I!"

The cheer that erupted was a roar that put any I had heard before to shame.

"LONG LIVE KING AEGON! LONG LIVE KING AEGON!"

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"What host has that dotard Harren assembled? No doubt he would wish to have the largest army he could to face us." Ser Corlys asked, pale blue eyes so different from the lilac of his father's, but his expression reminded me of him. Do I miss Daemon? It was an odd thought. I did not like Daemon, did not truly trust him, but his presence had become familiar.

I was glad that Aegon had not insisted on his rivermen being here.

"I saw little worth worrying over, the western shore looked clear enough. But the walls of Harren's monstrosity are formidable. If he were to hide in there, I do not think we could root him out easily. Every other town and castle from the Neck to the Blackwater? Certainly, but not that one." I said, for a moment glancing at the silken walls of the tent, but my mind's eye was somewhere else entirely.

The scale of Harrenhal was hard for me to comprehend. Even from dragonback, from miles away, it was gargantuan. How much more impressive must it be on foot? The walls were higher than any I had ever seen. The High Tower was taller than Harrenhal, but in sheer scale it could not compare.

A third of the central tower dwarfed my old home. It was a sobering thought. Harren was a monster, but he did not lack architectural vision. Even from afar the highest tower, its top third ivory white even from miles away, with a roof clad in gold and atop that roof was a needle-like spire that glinted in the sun like pearl, was like the crown of some giant.

A part of me wanted to outdo it. He ruled.. Rules.. Two kingdoms, surely we can do better? My city would be grander. Though we would have no need for walls that high, outdoing Hightower's glory would be possible. I hope.

"What else? What did you see when you were flying?" Vaeron asked, almost sounding eager. His silver hair touched with strands of gold that dimly reflected the candlelight cast from the silver oil lamps of the tent. He had a smile on his face, one that lit up his grey eyes, one that I wanted to return.

"I saw the lake in the light of the afternoon sun. The rays of orange and gold glittering off the blue-green waters of the lake, almost shimmering." The memory was still vivid in my mind and filled me with something akin to excitement just at the mere thought of it. "From Vhagar's back, it glittered and shimmered and shone. The Gods Eye is less a lake and more a sea, like the waters off Driftmark. Beautiful… I do not think that word is strong enough to describe what I saw, Ser Vaeron." I felt my smile broaden, and I idly touched at the end of my ponytail. Bound in a silken ribbon.

Far from the camps in the west, I had felt free.

It was beautiful

Scouting had just been an excuse to be away for a time. Mayhap I will scout tomorrow.

I smiled widely. The warmth spread through every inch of my body. I felt like I could dance.

"Something useful. If I wished to hear of the beauty of an over-large pond I could ask a singer." Aegon was scowling, I could hear it. It took an effort to school my features. I did not want to risk looking angry, not in public. Even if he had not looked at me. Not since… Don't think about that. I kept myself from shaking my head. Where once had been warmth, now I felt like ice-water had splashed across my face.

"Not a single town along the shore that I saw had walls. They were bare as a newborn babe." I said, hand still touching the end of my ponytail, my tone kept even.

It was almost hard to believe the stories of Harren's cruelty with all the towns along the shore. Connected by paved roads buzzing with activity and inns every mile or two. But none of those towns had walls. Not even flimsy palisades. Walls would keep him out. An illusion of prosperity covering Harren's cruelty.

A part of me did not blame him for it. A town without walls would be less likely to revolt, to rebel. It was a ripe fruit to be plucked, not a thorny rose. Another part of me felt sickened that I agreed with what he was doing.

"The only places with walls were outside of the towns themselves, atop hills. Stone towers and some small holdfasts. I would wager that is where Harren's men are garrisoned to keep the peace over the towns. Is that useful enough for you, Your Grace?" I scowled, the last almost mocking sounding as I rested my hand on Dark Sister's hilt. The feeling of my thumb touching the guard was comforting.

Aegon did not meet my eyes, but he spoke up with a voice as clear and sure as ever, "I should have liked to know if you saw Harren himself marching west." It felt like he was goading me. I had already told him that I saw no host, or was it that I had mentioned no host? Did he think I was leaving details out?

"Harren is no fool, I suspect. He will not meet you like Mooton and Darklyn, nor like whatever Ironborn you fought here before," I fingered the pommel of the dagger at my belt, and let the bottom of my palm brush against the cotton of the tunic I wore, "I think he shall hide in Harrenhal, were I in his position, I might do so. Or flee for the isles, but he must know he has few friends and many foes in these lands. Neither east nor west provide safe passage for him, so he must wait."

My brother snorted, "Mayhap it is better that he stays in place. A suckling pig being made ready for the feast." I caught a slight smile at the edge of his lips, as though he had some grand secret he had yet to unveil.

Quenton and Corlys and Vaeron all murmured agreements to what he said.

For a moment, I thought of Harrenhal's burning. Towers melting like candles. Red as hot coals as black flame consumed them, as straw was set aflame. For a moment, I imagined the thousands who no doubt lived in there. How many servants? I felt the words in my throat, but I could not force them out.

I did not want to think about it.

He was my brother, but he would never be my master. A part of me still felt some enjoyment at him having almost cried the mom- I shoved the memory aside. Feeling an icy feeling in my gut mingled with the barest bit of pleasure.

Why should I feel bad? I am not some tame dragon on a gilded leash. A part of me wanted it to end. Yearned for some measure of routine to return. She had managed it, after all. But I was not her, even if I remembered being her, even if sometimes where I ended and she began was hard to tell. Sometimes I wondered if it was a madness in me. I worried so much about where she was… that I cared more about her than myself.

Would it be so bad, to lose yourself? Just do as I was told. Obey, follow what she would have done. No need to worry about anything. If I acted enough like her, maybe then the pretending would stop being that. Was it ever pretending?

She had little joy in it, either. Duty drove that marriage.
I wished I had gone to Rhaenys instead. So you could play pretend? There was fondness, but she had not wanted to be as publicly close as I wanted to be with her. All because of… of.. It all came back to him.

I took a breath, and let my grip loosen. My nails no longer dug into the palms of my callused hands. No. Not all Aegon. It was her too. I remembered a girl who felt the need to play pretend at being a mother, head of the household. Did we fail Rhaenys?

Rhaenys had been overjoyed when I did the bare minimum, it felt like. A game of Four Corners, talking to her, just… just talking. A part of me could not remember the last time, before all of this, that she had done so. I could almost feel the warmth of her arms around me. She wanted a sister, not an Archontissa, not a woman playing at being their mother. Both parts of me had wanted a sister too. I had one. I missed her. I would play the part, for Rhaenys's sake.

Liar. A voice that sounded like my own seemed to whisper in my ear.

Shut up. I replied. Shut up! The mocking, nagging feeling still did not leave. But I managed to shove it somewhere else.

"-well?" I blinked, realizing I must have drifted off as every man around me just seemed to be looking at me. From Quenton in his burgundy silks embroidered with gold butterflies on the sleeves, matching the golden butterfly with jade eyes that held his pale yellow cloak in place, all the way to Corlys in sea-green silks mixed with shades of teal.

It felt like a spotlight was on me, and I had no script nor idea of why I was even on the stage. I wished I was in some corner, observing.

"Are you well, Your Grace?" Vaeron asked. I was suddenly aware of how quiet it seemed. Had they been talking? I wanted to kick myself, I had lost track of things again.

"Why would I not be? What sort of fool question is that?" The words came out harsher than I meant. I wanted to take them back as soon as I saw the Celtigar boy almost flinch.

"You commanded silence." Vaeron said, nervous sounding and looking down at the redwood table.

"I commanded nothing of the sort." I said, confused as I looked around. Aegon did not meet my eyes, and the rest looked unconvinced, "I must have spoken my thoughts aloud. I merely was worried for Rhaenys in the south, she is dear to me, and a thought came that she might be harmed." I lied, "Moreover, I slept poorly last night."

The mere mention of Rhaenys had Aegon looking straight at me. I wanted to look away from his eyes.

"You will be retiring to our chambers early, then?" Aegon asked, almost flatly. There was a tinge of something that I could not catch. Is he trying to hide something?

"To my tent, husband." The thought of being alone with him again made my skin crawl. He does not have Blackfyre, if he tries to… I will… I ended that line of thought but for half a heartbeat I saw Dark Sister's tip dripping red.

"We should fortify our camps as we approach Harrenhal, I think." I said, something that was at least more comfortable to speak about, "You should have had your men doing so from the start. I had trouble in the Vale, even with my own camps being fortified."

"Whatever for? I have Balerion and ten thousand men." Aegon laughed, the topaz on his leather fillet shining in the light of the tent, "We would hear them coming from miles off, and unlike the Vale, the land from here to Harrenhal would be difficult at best to surprise anyone from."

"I had Vhagar, and Lord Royce still surprised me in the Vale." That I had grown complacent in scouting was not something I would admit, better to try to convince him that defending the camps at all times was prudent. "Had I not woken when I did, had I just slightly worse luck, I could have been captured or slain."

He looked as though he wished to say something, but merely waved his hand after I caught an expression I could not quite place. "You are dismissed, wife. Go, have your rest."

I wanted to say something back. To tell him I needed no permission, no dismissal from him, but I bit my tongue and left to the tent that had been prepared for me. Just wait for this to be done, take the men, and go back to the Vale.

That night I dreamed of four black towers, and one which crumbled.
 
Chapter Thirty: Fog on the Lake
I rode beside my few companions, looking out from the western shore toward the east and north. The afternoon sun glittered off the blue-green waters of the lake in all its glory, a cool breeze off the lake despite the summer heat elsewhere. Not that I would have minded the heat. Visenya was a daughter of summer, and the touch of the sun was a caress, its heat a welcome companion.

The breeze would be good for the morale of the men, though.

Hot or cold, my white mare seemed not to care. Bracken wasn't lying, his horses are as hardy as he claimed. I wondered what my sister would have thought. From what little I remembered, horses of these types no longer existed. Maybe she and Bracken would have talked about them.

I was distracted from these thoughts as I crested the hill and looked again about Harrenhal.

Is this it? No hosts had issued forth from Harrenhal that I could see. No relief had come from north of the Trident when I had scouted the day before. All that I had seen was what I had seen every other time. Dozens upon dozens of brightly painted boats packed with fishermen or others about their business on the lake, gulls flying, black swans and the odd heron here or there. Looking at the castle, you would never know there was an attacking army just over the next hill. Was Harren so despondent that he simply would not leave his castle? Or did he see no other way out?

Had he given up? Harren had enslaved people, if he somehow decided to step down and rule the Iron Islands… The thought bothered me, and I touched the pommel of Dark Sister.I hoped if Harren did surrender that Aegon threw him to the riverlords instead. That thought bothered me too, for an entirely different reason. When had I become so bloodthirsty? Harren is a monster. He deserves it. I hated that it felt hollow. I wanted that feeling of strength, of certainty. I wished I could burn with righteous anger instead.

The castle looked so grand and peaceful from up here. Does it have to burn? All of it?

Our host had met no resistance on our eastern advance. All the ironborn had fled before us, or else offered only a token resistance. What few that had not resisted or fled had instead joined their forces to our own. Swearing their swords and spears, and their horses to Aegon's cause.

It all felt too easy.

"Nothing." I blew at my forehead, moving a strand of hair that had gotten in my eye, and feeling some of the built up tension leave my body. "No host of the enemy and no envoys. I like it not." It felt too much like Runestone.

We had questioned fishermen who had come ashore from one of their brightly-painted boats, and all they had told us was that Harren's men had sailed southward, boasting of some grand raid they were to go upon. Some attack on the Narrow Sea lordships. On Dragonstone.

If they had been right, if they were not only rumor, then I would have missed them by a day when I was flying from Dragonstone to seek out Aegon. I had missed them by a day along the Blackwater.

It sent a chill up my spine. It all felt wrong. But if they were right… our home is in danger. I shook my head. Dragonstone was an old fortress, wrought of black stone and guarded by enough men. It could withstand an attack.

But the people can not. It bothered me. Gnawed at me.

What have I missed? It was too much like the Vale.

The image of men dead from dragonfire came to my mind's eye unbidden. The tattered banner of Lord Royce, what survived of it at least. But there were no narrow defiles here, no valleys to be caught in, but I did not like it at all.

"There is little hope of glory in battle if things keep on as they are." Ser Edmure Smallwood said, breaking my brooding. The Oak of Acorn Hall was seven feet tall, or near enough as made no difference. A man well into his middle years by the look of him, and a half-foot taller than his tallest son. He had joined five days before, claiming to represent his absent brother.

If I were being unkind, I would have accused Lord Smallwood of double dealing. It would be easy to deny a brother if things failed, after all. Better that than a grisly death. But it would have been unreasonable of me to expect more of him. Besides, I liked his brother. Despite him being a nobleman.

Merely a knight. I told myself. He'd complained that he owned a mile of land in total for his years of service to his brother. I wondered if he thought I would give him more.

Our following had seemed to more than double with the arrival of Lord Blanetree, Lord Vypren, the Lords Vance, and Sers Smallwood and Nutt and Shawney and Grell and the myriad freeriders and fighting men not sworn to any lord that swore themselves to Aegon.

I frowned. The host had been split into three columns, just to keep the lumbering beast from devouring the entire countryside as it moved. Even with our supplies, it was difficult to feed the fighting men as well as the servants and camp followers even if they bought from us or the surrounding towns and villages.

Few lords had brought enough supplies to last. At this point, all we had keeping us topped off was that we had taken foodstuffs from every town and castle which threw open their gates before we marched on our way. Sending messages to every nearby castle to bring more supplies.

But with more supplies came more fighting men, and with more fighting men came the need for more supplies. Fodder for horses and pack animals, food for the men, potential replacements for broken wagons and carts, bundles of rope, picks and shovels, shoes, oils for cooking and lighting fuel, and myriad other things.

If our host keeps growing and our pace slows even a little more… I did not like the idea of what might happen if men got hungry. Either they would ransack every unwalled town and farm near Harrenhal, or they would revolt and then do so. Mayhap they would even fight each other again. Blackwood and Mallister's men had already nearly come to blows more than once. It was bad enough that our host had slowed with the increasing heat, as men preferred to make camp in the shade after only a few hours on the march.

I will have to bring this up to Aegon. The thought of talking to him more than I needed to was a little frustrating. He had kept me at arm's length at best, had found things for me to do that kept me away from him and many of his followers. Does he believe I am somehow plotting against him? I did not know, but I schooled my features as the breeze off the lake cooled cheeks that were burning from my mood.

"I should hope things keep on as they are, as should you. Balerion's flames are not kind to towns nor castles." I glanced beside Ser Smallwood the Elder, to his youngest son.

Brynden Smallwood was as tall as Corlys, he looked more or less like his father, but without the lines or creases he actually was fairly handsome. Long, flowing brown hair that touched his shoulders matched a pair of warm brown eyes. Clean-shaven where his father had a forked, dark beard peppered with grey. With fair skin where the Oak's was tanned by the sun, and leathery looking at that. I hoped my skin would not be damaged like that, when this was over.

"So that our Archontissa can play Four Corners as she has for the past two days?" I could almost see the smile on Vaeron's face just from his tone of voice, and I was barely able to stifle a laugh.

"Teasing your queen, Ser Vaeron? She could have your tongue for that." Ser Smallwood said, his tone dry as a cat's tongue. He was a good-natured man, from what I could tell, so I assumed it was a jape.

My lips tugged upward in a smile and I could not keep from laughing as my purple eyes met Vaeron's grey. "I shall pardon you this time, for you are kin." That got a grin out of him. But I could not shake the feeling I was missing something, "But for our next game I think you shall play not for my side, but in opposition."

The old Oak laughed, "I know not much of that game save for what you taught, but I believe that may be a punishment in itself for the boy. With the hammer in hand you rode and played as though the Warrior himself guided your hand!" I did not know whether Smallwood was being a lickspittle, but I chose to believe it was genuine.

"Mayhap the king will join, I should like to see his skill. I have heard he is unmatched in arms." I wondered who had been saying that. Aegon was good, very good, but I was better with blade in hand and on horseback and even I would not claim to be unmatched.

Our old instructor had made sure that thought never took root with V-.. me. He was a gnarled old Tyroshi man, and he fought like a demon. I almost wished he were still around. Quenton was fine, but hardly a replacement for the old man with a forked green beard.

"My husband will be too busy to join in our games, Ser Brynden." I said, trying to sound regretful yet disinterested as we began the ride back to the main encampment.

The ride back to the main camp, and my return to my tent was uneventful despite my worries.

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"To do as you have asked, make ointments and tinctures for that many soldiers and to find sufficient assistants to aid us in our efforts we will need more coin, Your Grace." The grey-robed man said, the light of the silver lamps reflecting off a face covered by a sheen of moisture. Whether from running about the camps all day tending to lords and knights, or from finding men to go out and retrieve what he needed. What he and what the few other Maesters that were with us needed.

I distrusted their presence here. They were sworn to seats, not men. But I found them useful anyway. Without them, finding needed ingredients for creams would have been difficult at best. The names used at Dragonstone for even a number of common herbs were radically different from those known to men of the southern and central Riverlands.

I felt a pang of guilt at having asked for aid in something so slight as creams and pastes to help in removing body hair, and keeping my skin smooth. It felt almost decadent. A waste, especially while on campaign.

But I had done similar on Driftmark and Dragonstone and Gulltown. Though there I had my own supplies, and was not somehow possibly taking time and effort away from men who might have needed the service of maesters more at that moment.

That is why you have taken to ordering them about, is it not? I frowned. At least with soreness and cramps I had an excuse to ask for herbs and mixtures for teas.

"You shall have it, worry not. Maester… Vypren?" I knew he was a Vypren by birth, Smallwood had said that much, but his name.. I wished I were better at remembering those. Rhaenys would have remembered.

The man smiled without missing a beat, for several moments his gaze lingering on my body, not meeting my face, though clearly trying to seem as though he weren't looking. My chin rested on the back of my hand as I listened. I wished I had chosen something looser to wear, the cotton tunic felt too snug compared with one of my dresses. But everything felt snug in the past two days. Snug and rubbing the wrong way.

I felt a tinge of anger as he spoke calmly, slowly as though to a child, "Eddard." A youngish, perhaps around Quenton's age, straw-haired man with watery blue eyes seemed not to fit that name very well, "Your Grace should know that we set aside our loyalties, not unlike those men of the Night's Watch. Though I maintain that our order is much the nobler, for we cast aside our family names as well, that we may better serve."

Could I peel them away? They were masters of poisons and the healing arts, teachers of noble children, but not sworn to the Crown. I did not like it. What if they decide that you are a threat, or that perhaps your heir might be better disposed to them? I tried to ignore that feeling of paranoia, and found comfort in the knowledge that Visenya, I, was likely as learned in healing and poisons as any of them.

It was not as though they were any more biased than any other lord or servant.

Moving my braid from my front to the back of my shoulder, I adjusted my position in the foldable chair, the soft cushions providing a little comfort as I sat, "Has my husband requested your service of late?" I had to keep track of these things. I will not be some… tagalong. Another part of me felt the need to be of use, to always be doing something. Our family needs us.

That Aegon had given me busywork in the camps when I was not out scouting felt like an insult. Though managing men left me feeling less listless. It reminded me of business at Dragonstone or Gulltown.

Managing men and activities felt like home. Like I was meant for it. I wish father had let me do more. Aerion had groomed us for rule, but that had been for Dragonstone and its people and our sworn servants from the Narrow Sea fiefdoms.

Dragonstone had fewer people on it than were marching in Aegon's host. Fewer people than Gulltown and its hinterlands.

"His Grace sought our expertise in meting out justice to the sons of Lords Blackwood and Bracken whilst you were scouting." Maester Eddard said, with not a small amount of pride.

"A wise king should always know the people he rules, and His Grace is wise indeed. A youth, but so was Garth Goldenhand when he became King, and Justin the Just." Said the stouter of the three Maesters.

What has he done to be called wise? I wondered how much of it was just men trying to tell me what they think I want to hear. Or at least what Aegon wanted to hear.

"Justin the Just?" I almost regretted asking when I saw the face of the Maester seem to light up with a manic enthusiasm, and my hand drifted toward the dagger hanging from my belt. The man's chains clinked together as he nodded vigorously, looking almost boyish despite the snow-white hair and wrinkled face.

"A Teague king, Your Grace. His great-great-grandsire was Torrence Teague, and he ruled ably and well for fifty-two years. He repulsed a great raid by the Marshall of the Northmarch and smashed the army of King Tywald at Stoney Sept when he was little more than a beardless youth, and established courts of law throughout his lands. It was said that a maid could walk clad in naught but her own skin, carrying gold coin and remain untouched in his day." His smile reminded me of Vaeron's. It was earnest and kind.

"You deceive our Queen by what you leave out, Goren." Maester Eddard almost spat, rounding on Maester Goren as though he had been struck, "He was naught but an imitator of Benedict Justman, and you can hardly trust Septon Calder's glowing words on him. He was in service to the Teagues, and his History of the River Kings was little more than flattery meant to gain him favor from Munkun Teague. Further, that was rhetoric which shares suspicious parallels with the depictions of King Munkun's own father by Septon Calder's own writings. It was clearly meant to show his immediate successors as unfit for the throne, justifying the usurpation of the Teague throne by Torrence the Third!"

"Only if you believe the calumnies of the Fool of Barrowton!" The old man practically shouted, bringing himself to his full height reminded me of a cat bristling its tail.

"Archmaester Alaric is one of the brightest minds at the Citadel, he has written twelve volumes of a history of the River Kings since the coming of the Andals, mayhap he knows better than some two-copper failure who has written not a word of his own, but imitates the lines of his betters!"

"And what are you, boy, but some young pup trailing after the arguments of the man that all but raised you!"

The two men argued as if I were not even there, and I felt my heart begin to beat faster as my face heated up. What fondness I had for the old man shriveled up. I had enough of that from Aegon's lords, I did not need it from their servants too. With a breath, I let the heat drain from me, felt some measure of calm return.

Perhaps it was unfair to think of them as mere servants, but I did not care.

"Mayhap you should take this argument to another place, my friends." I interrupted, and the two men seemed to snap to attention. Idly, I noticed Eddard's hand retreat into his voluminous robe sleeve.

One after the other, two of the three men left and the third man, a man with hair like wool in color, and olive skin creased with lines spoke up, "I must offer my apologies, Your Grace. Forgive us, some of our number take positions on the mysteries of the past as a king's army might at war. Knights of the mind we may be, but like any knight it is often violence to which we turn when soft words fail." The man spoke without even a hint of the drawl I would have associated without the Dornish.

As I rose to my feet, I forced a smile, and ensured my cloak was secured in place. The gold thread shining in the candlelight, the purple complementing it almost perfectly. My mood was hot, and I felt the beginnings of a twinge of pain in my right temple.

"They are men of learning, there is little agreement when it comes to them. Only arguments, fought over many years to try and form consensus. But never full agreement." I almost wanted to laugh. No matter where one was, that was a constant. Academics would fight over anything and everything.

Better that they fight over dead history, than build a heap of carrion in the present forging new history. I buried the bit of discomfort as best I could as I met the grey-robed Maester's face. He was the shortest of the three, and old, but I had not noticed him leaving lingering glances on me like Maester Eddard.

I almost wanted to tell Aegon that I had caught him doing so. But the thought of what he might do or say just made me feel ill and guilty. Just because I am hurting does not mean I should make others hurt. I was a grown woman, not a child.

"You wish to ensure your voice and beliefs are heard over everyone else's. Arguing your position in a particular area of learning feels good as well, the knowledge that you have won is wonderful." I grinned, a warmth in my chest as I spoke, "If others do not agree, then they are wrong and simply do not know it."

The maester chuckled, "'Tis sad you are a woman, I should think you would make a fine Maester."

Standing in the 'doorway' of the tent, I did not know whether to take that as an insult or not. Was it some slight against my perceived ability to fill the role of Queen? Against my sex? That I was somehow better fit to serve than to rule? You already serve. I hoped it was a simple compliment.

I forced a smile, "Thank you, Maester…"

"Garin, Your Grace." He said, as he left the tent.

It was a Rhoynish name. How about that?

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"What then, Your Grace? I and my men and those like me have heard more than mere whispers. Your lords mean to drive us from our homes, all for being blood kin to the conquerors led by Harwyn, or Harwyn's rivals. Tully's grandfather was as Volmark as mine, but none speak of taking Tully's lands or wealth." Pate Greyiron was fairly decent as far as appearances went. Albeit more of it was from how well he groomed, than from his actual body. He had a nasty scar on the bridge of his nose, and was missing the fourth finger of his left hand, but his eyes were a warm brown to match his hair. And he was near as tan as a Dornishman.

Clean-shaven, his clothing was more fit for a lord than a mercenary captain. Silks and gold rings and armbands, and shoes studded with pearls and a velvet cloak held together with a clasp of gold in the shape of a bull's head.

The black silk sash at his waist bore the image of a crowned man's head, with green hair and beard and a white whale below that, and silver thread in a pattern of waves at the border's bottom.

It had been another dinner with Aegon and some few of his lords, and even Greyiron. The mercenary captain had been almost surprisingly polite, I had thought he would have been vulgar, crude and common. And people think you are glad bedding your brother, just from being a dragonlord.

But Greyiron had wanted to speak after the others had left.

"Worry not, when you swore yourself to me, I promised to uphold all of your rights and property and privileges." Aegon said, standing at his full height he dwarfed the man, "I give justice to all my subjects. If any issue should arise, inform me and I shall be there as swift as the wind itself atop Balerion."

For a moment it felt as though I were looking at a different man entirely. I could tell he meant what he said even as Greyiron thanked him profusely.

"Tully has Volmark blood?" I asked, it seemed strange, almost wrong. But the name of his father had been Torwyn, and that was an Ironborn name.

Pate nodded, taking a drink of the Arbor Red that still was in a half-empty silver chalice, "Aye, Your Grace. His grandmother was Ironborn. Daughter to the Volmark who conquered Stoney Sept as a rival to Harwyn Hardhand. Lord Volmark who was king for a season, who sacked the House of the Gods in Stoney Sept. Who took a royal banner from King Arrec's own host, and made it into sailcloth, or so the story goes." He finished with a flourish, sitting straighter now than he had before.

I laughed, my back against the chair I sat in, "You sound proud."

The captain grinned, "Lord Volmark was my grandsire's sire."

"Then, you and Tully are kin?" I asked.

"Half the men of the lands along the Trident are kin to me, if you believe some tales. Every bandit has claimed to be some bastard son or grandson of the hardy men who pried the rich plum of the Trident from the Durrandon kings." Greyiron let a servant fill his chalice as he spoke, not missing a beat, he seemed a seasoned storyteller as he launched into tale after tale. Of this man or that deed, of his own valor, even Aegon seemed entranced by the stories, stories that only stopped as one candle had burned halfway through.

"You have the tongue of Sraech the Speaker." Aegon said, emphasizing the roll of the r's in that god's name, the guttural ch, and sent Greyiron on his way, before turning to me with a smile.

"We need to talk."

I narrowed my eyes in suspicion and he simply laughed it off. Dismissing servants as well.

"Come, unless you wish for me to send you back to the Vale with nothing." I stood there, watching as he shrugged with all the enthusiasm of a showman. Like I was missing some great act by not following him the moment he parted the curtains leading to his tent's "bedchamber".

"You promised that I would have men, Aegon." I all but shouted, feeling all too aware of how empty the tent was.

Nothing.

Minutes passed, the only sounds being those of a light rustling, and the men outside the tent, in their camps. I breathed, and touched the hilt of Dark Sister again. He wishes me to come as a supplicant.

It burned at my pride. He could not ignore me. Was this some childish game to get me to obey? Dangle something I wanted like it was string before a cat? Or a banquet before a starving man?

I could not take it any longer, and with a breath I strode in, ready to cut him if he tried to touch me once we were alone.

My blood ran cold at the first thing I saw on the table near Aegon's own bed; Two eggs resting on hot coals. Eggs brown and purple. What cold I had felt turned to heat, as fear turned into rage. In Aegon's hands was a silver circlet, my silver circlet, one that he turned in his hands like he was inspecting something. Always with an easy smile, like a cat that had caught a mouse.

"Where did you get those?" I asked, my voice seeming almost distant to me. This isn't happening.

"You left them in Vhagar's saddlebags, my servants brought them to me." Aegon's gaze went toward the eggs, Vhagar's eggs, my eggs, resting on their bed of red-hot coals, "Two, and I do not recall seeing these ones before. Could they be new?" I did not know when my hand had gone to Dark Sister's hilt, but I now felt my thumb rubbing against the pommel.

"Is that why you called me here? To tell me you pilfered my saddlebags?" I said, my tone laced with as much scorn as I felt, I did not care to try and hide it. Breathe.

Breathing carefully did help a little.

Aegon chuckled softly as his right hand touched the miniscule scales of the purple egg's shell, "I am the head of our house, how is it pilfering to claim what belongs to me by right?" For a moment I hoped his hand would slip into the coals, the left hand held on to the circlet with his index finger and thumb curled and pressed together. For half-a-heartbeat I thought I saw tongues of flame lick his right hand in the brazier.

We are dragons, but we are not immune to the blessed touch of flame. I remembered Rhaenys, so full of bravery after taming Meraxes, touching an open fire on a dare, the blisters on her hands that she cried about to our mother. Father had struck us himself for it. We deserved it.

"Those are Vhagar's eggs, return them immediately. I will not have them turn to stone in your keeping, they belong with their mother." I was looking him in the eye, I realized. That heat, that anger from before had not faded and if anything grew as he waved his hand dismissively.

"Worry not, they will be well. So long as they are kept warm they will not go cold." He frowned, but then his expression turned thoughtful, "Our first new clutch in nearly a quarter-of-a-century and you did not tell me." I could almost feel the sigh he let out.

"A small clutch, and as yet unhatched. I saw no need to inform you unless they were already hatchlings." I said, "I would have told you immediately once they hatched." I added, then bit my lip, and he scowled.

"You are a poor liar, sister." He said, rolling his eyes in clear annoyance, and I felt my heart pounding, my blood rushing in my ears as he took the purple egg from the brazier with only a slight wince, the flames seemed to dance, and to lick his cuffs and palms, "Like our eyes, and the cloaks of our forebears." He turned the egg in his hands, and I did all I could to keep my hands steady, one gripping Dark Sister's hilt tightly.

My mouth felt dry, "Like father's eyes. Or the purple dye of Tyrosh." I added.

Aegon paced about, and it made me feel nervous as he circled with the egg in hand. "Like the rubies in our old diadem, if father spoke the truth." The diadem worn by the first-wife or spouse of the head of the house.

I frowned, looking at his hands, for a moment being distracted by the sway of his cloak, with its double-bordered decorations of flame and various symbols, and sinewy dragon shapes.

"It is a fine color, but I would have preferred amethyst." One of my favorite stones, perhaps my favorite. Emerald would be up there as well, and sapphire.

My husband simply smiled, almost like a boy. Looking closer to fifteen than thirty, for a moment before he winced, "Do you believe it is an omen?" He sounded hopeful, I remembered years of that following our wedding and I felt the sudden desire to leave.

"I do not believe I am with child, no. Nor do I believe you should try to bed me tonight." Or ever. A part of me whispered, and the hair on the back of my neck stood up when he set the egg back into the brazier, and his hand thumbed the pommel of the dagger at his belt.

"After Harren is dealt with, mayhap." He offered, tapping his thumb against the hilt of his dagger.

Despite donning another layer, albeit thin, I felt as though I had not dressed myself enough as his eyes roamed down my sleeve, I could almost feel his gaze on my hand. The hand that gripped Dark Sister's hilt like a vise.

I gathered my courage, and forced a laugh I did not feel. "When you are king of seven kingdoms, not a day sooner." I hope you die in Dorne. A part of me hoped, wished for it. Rhaenys would grieve, but I would be blameless.

"I will go hunting for Hoare's men come morning. Dragonstone needs to be defended if what is said was true, that they are sailing along the Blackwater to attack our home." I could not stand it anymore.

Maybe I could convince the Sistermen to fight for me. I could not handle being around him. What if he does not even follow through? He could just decide to go back on his promise at any time.

"Do I have your permission, Your Grace?" The words were stiff and stilted.

All he did was smile, and dismiss me with a wave.

As I made my way back to my tent, the night air still warm, but cooled beneath the moon and clouds, all I could think of was the two eggs, kept far from their mother, sheltered under Aegon's tent, beneath his high banner.

I dreamed of them, of dragons hatched beneath him, swaddled in his own banner. A three-headed dragon painted on black with my blood.

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I woke with a start. For a few moments I stared at the ceiling of my tent, I could not see it all that well in the dark. Slowly, I slid off my bed, not even bothering with my fine linen covers. The barest shift in temperature as it pooled at my feet, my feet that were touching the carpet.

A familiar buzzing I almost wanted to brush off filled my ears. Wait. I realized exactly what that noise was. The clamor and shouting of men fighting. Yelling and shouting muffled by the tent's walls.

It felt like a dream. But the touch of my hair, the ends tickling my hip, the fast-fading mental grogginess, those were all too real. I was not given much time with my thoughts before the door to my tent was drawn open, and without thinking I went for Dark Sister.

"Wake, Your Grace! Wake!" Came the voice of one of the men who had been assigned to my guard.

It was no dream. We were under attack, and I was bare as the day I was born. A nervous sort of energy filled me, my limbs felt just a bit shaky, my body like there was a buzz. Fear? How far into the camps have they gotten. Who attacked?

What if it were one of the Riverlords. Any of them had enough men to make the attempt. With how few of our own we had with us.

"I am awake, wait just a moment. I am dressing!" I replied, wasting no time as I threw on my clothing, and clad myself in armor. Silver scale, and mail gloves. It felt almost like a second skin, it had my blood rushing, my hand anticipating the familiar weight of Dark Sister, the desire to cut and cut and cut.

As I left the tent, my purple cloak swaying with my long strides, I knew only one thing. I could barely see, the fog was so thick and dense you could cut it with a knife. I could barely see ten feet in front of me. I could smell the wetness, I could smell the tang of fire and smoke and blood mixing with it.

"To me! Men, to me!" I shouted, "Raise the green dragon! Raise the star!" Nymerian and the rest followed those orders without questioning, my banner retrieved from my tent, hoisted by him as fifty men formed a square of sorts around me, spears in hand and shields ready.

My legs trembled, but I barked the order to move out. To get to Vhagar, to find Aegon if possible. I felt my pulse pounding, the rush of blood in my ears as the clamor had only grown in intensity. Faintly, I could hear some screams.

"The moment I am atop Vhagar this battle will be over, each and every one of those bastards will die in dragonflame!" I shouted, and a chorus of affirmatives and small cheers was my answer.

Men who had seemingly stayed at their posts nervously joined with my own, the group seeming to grow with every moment that passed.

"FORWARD THE GREEN DRAGON!"

Another chorus of cheers and affirmatives erupted, of men repeating what I had shouted so loudly that my throat was strained a little from it.

I have to get to Vhagar. The image of men burning again, of green flame killing not only foe but friend without any distinction. Of Royce dead in his armor. Of the groaning and moaning and screams of those who were burned but had not the luck to die instantly. Men blackened and scorched but somehow alive.

Let Aegon do the butcher's work. On Vhagar I would flee until morning, when the light of day pierced the fog and friend and foe could be told apart once more.

But I thought of Vaeron. He was only eight-and-ten. Find him, and get him to Vhagar with me. He was a friend, and I could not let him die. That thought soothed the feeling of guilt, at least, even as the fog was beginning to thin somewhat.

Through the fog, piercing its thick veil were snatches of green and black flame. Jets of flame going skyward, jets of flame going forward, smoke, and the screams of the dying, the men who were damned alive. Burnt, or gutted but not dead.

The pleasant warmth of the previous mornings was gone, in its place was a wet humid chill. A wind carried the scent of death, of blood and shit and carrion.

In the trampled grasses, it was not long before the great bulk of Vhagar, and the far far grander hill that was Balerion, even marching with dozens, I was not prepared for Vhagar's roar from the ground. Loud, one that I felt. She sounded distressed, I thought.

But just after, with Balerion's head raised, so large it seemed that of some great demon or primordial monster in the thinning fog, red eyes glowing like hot iron from the forge, wisps of smoke trailing from his maw. I was not prepared for the roar of my father's… my brother's dragon.

A sound that felt like thunder in my bones, a sound that was almost deafening even with my mailed hands clapped against my ears.

The fog had parted enough that I could see Vhagar clearly, and Balerion nearby. Dozens upon dozens of the dead beside them, and even more in flight.

Two men were cut down by my guards, then three, then five. One of my own had died before we reached Vhagar herself. Before her, I saw half a body on… laying on what remained of its front. I looked up at Vhagar's teeth, and saw red blood dripping.

The golden rays of the morning did not make the sight prettier.

This was not the Vale again.

No matter how much I wanted it to be so.
 
Chapter Thirty-One: Black Blood, Black Walls
The stench of the dead and the dying filled the air even as the late mid-day sun shone over the blue-green waters of the lake. The waters were cool and serene and natural, but that only served to contrast with the wreckage of dozens of boats on the lakeshore, the last remains of the force which had come with the heavy fogs of the late night.

The boats had been brightly painted, many were fishing barges, and I felt the heat of shame once more. I should have... I ignored that feeling. I could not have known they were anything but what they had appeared to be.

I almost admired the cunning of the sons of Harren Hoare. Spreading misinformation, not announcing themselves, attacking when we were at our most vulnerable... after days of men treating this as though victory had come already.

The ships' wreckage still smoldered with black flame, flame as black as the great walls of Harrenhal. Flames black and red. Vhagar's fire would have lost its color by now.

All that remained were the few men who had been taken alive. Those that hadn't been put to the sword at least.

"Tell me. What should I do with you?" Aegon spoke, straight-backed in his chair, the sunlight caught in the rubies of his valyrian steel crown. Red as the inner silk of his black velvet cloak, and blazing like fire. "I am not without mercy, Hoare." My brother was smiling, I could hear it.

"My father will ransom me. My elder brothers are dead, and their sons are beardless children. Or perhaps return me to the isles, I could rally them to your cause." Qhorwyn Hoare said, to the jeers of Aegon's lords and knights. A thrown stone nearly struck him, only narrowly missing him.

Aegon nodded, and spoke, "What was your intent in this folly? Had you succeeded, what would you have done? You and your brothers. Consider this as part of your trial. I will know if you lie." Aegon sounded almost like a cat toying with its prey.

Boos came from the crowd. I did not know why Aegon allowed it. This should have been done privately.

Qhorwyn Hoare likely was baking in the armor he wore. Caked in sweat and blood. How much of it belonged to Dragonstone men? He had been one of the only men to get close enough to make an attempt on Aegon's life.

The man raised his voice, responding more steadily than I would have in his situation. "I... I would have taken you back to my father in chains, and I would have given you to the Stranger in the waters before the heart tree, and taken your queen to wife. I would have sent messengers to Dragonstone and demanded your kin submit to us." I felt bile rise in my throat as he spoke every word with what sounded like a forced flatness.

"I and my brothers would have reclaimed every traitorous keep from every turncloak lord and knight from Duskendale to Seagard, and given the rebels to the Stranger's mercy." There was a pride in what he said, and for a moment his shoulders seemed to have slumped less.

"KILL HIM! END THE HOARES!" Shouted Ser Hallis. Lord Blackwood now, I remembered. His father slain by one of Hoare's brothers. A chorus of voices joined in. All calling for the death of the man who was in chains before us.

The last of Hoare's sons paled, and I felt a twinge of something. He is pathetic. A part of me was angry, he had gladly charged into our camps beside his brothers with the intent to kill us. Or worse, I felt a shiver even beneath my cloak and the two layers of fine cotton I wore underneath it.

"DEATH TO THE IRONBORN!" Came another group of voices. They cheer near as loudly for death to a foe as for long life to their king.

"I will have order." Aegon said in a firm and powerful voice, and Balerion, everpresent Balerion, his head beside him and dwarfing him even where he sat made a low rumbling noise that vibrated through me. Tendrils of smoke from his nostrils and maw nearly made me cough, but the mere noise of him had been enough to quiet the audience.

A glance at him revealed he had kept a stern countenance, but I caught the hint of something there. A hint of the playful boy he had once been, a twitch of his lip as he caught me looking at him.

I looked at the man closely, for a moment, his eyes stood out. Black as sin, for one of the black blood, as some had said. One eye, at least. The other was puckered shut under heavy swelling and bruising. Flanked by four Dragonstone men-at-arms, all holding wicked looking axes, their steel axe heads coated in dried blood. I wondered how much of that was for show.

In mail that had clearly once shone now bloody and grimy, and a cloak that was bloodied and torn. Grimy and sweat-covered. Qhorwyn Hoare looked a poor excuse for a prince. All that looked royal were the gold bells between the plaits in his beard.

"I shall take counsel with my lords, I think. But fear not, all will be given justice as they deserve." Aegon said, loudly enough for many to hear, and to many cheers and hoots and hollers for blood as he rose from his sea, the rubies studding his boots glittering in the sunlight, and beckoned me.

The easy smile on his face sent a shiver down my spine, and I felt not a small amount of suspicion as I followed beside him. For a moment, the distant top tower and golden roof of Harrenhal caught the sunlight, and reflected it like the crown of some ancient god. The distant, black walls shimmering in the summer heat.

"The Volantenes were worthier foes, I think. But worthy or no, the ships of the Ironborn burn just the same." He laughed, and touched my shoulder. A gentle squeeze felt like the harshest vise, from him. Looking at the lake did not help. Most were fishing ships. Why boast?

For a moment, I remembered the docks at Gulltown, and the salty tang of air, mingled with smoke and fire. It was more like home.. Dragonstone, than the scent Aegon had wrought with the butchery he had done here. Was your butchery any less than his?

I only nodded along and gave affirmatives as he talked and talked, coming to the tent that was so familiar to me now. Its sphinxes, its finery, and rugs and furniture. I just wanted five minutes alone.

Once this is over, ten-thousand men will march through the Bloody Gate and nothing the Arryns do will be able to stop us. Take the campaign slowly. A year there, away from Aegon while he waged his wars.

It would all be worth it after Harrenhal.

My heart wracked with guilt at the thought of the towers melting, of thousands roasting alive, their last moments a hell on earth.

"I think I may give Hoare to the mercy of Balerion's maw. Prince or no, I care not for what bribe he may offer. As well, it will give Harren something to know before he meets his end. No father would love to hear of their son's demise." There was a jovial note to his tone that made me feel ill.

I remembered the man who had died. I did not know his name. But the sight of a body torn in half by a dragon was still as vivid as it had been hours before.

"I do not believe Qhorwyn should be slain." I said, meeting Aegon's eyes, eyes the same color as our father's, and my throat felt raw. I needed water.

Aegon smiled, squeezing my hands in his own for a moment, a moment that felt too long, "I knew beneath that steel was a soft, woman's heart. You have never been so harsh as you might wish others to think. Despite your temper."

Not wishing to murder prisoners is not some sign of softness. I knew a part of me disagreed, but that made me care all the more.

I scowled, and restrained myself from striking him, "You are a fool if you would kill a king that is in your pocket and ready to be placed upon a throne with your support." I said, glaring, "Say you murder Harren and his household, and his knights in his keep, Balerion's flame melting the towers and walls as all within die cooked like suckling pigs. All you have done, with Harren's sons dead and his grandchildren slain within those walls is make it harder to force the Ironborn into submission. Rather than one king to make a lord, you have dozens to subdue."

My brother frowned, "Who told you what I intended for Harrenhal?"

It felt like a hook had been attached to my stomach, and only now was being yanked. I wanted to kick myself. Stupid girl!

There was no Rhaenys to cover for me. To pass this off to.

"I-it is obvious, to even the most dull man, I should think." My words felt like weights, dragging down my tongue, my heart pounding with each of my thoughts swimming like a school of scattered minnows, "Harrenhal is the largest castle built by man in these lands, why not set it ablaze, t-to prove their castles are no defense against you. Why assemble so many men, yet lack the provisions for a long siege? You have treated this like it is some grand secret you are waiting to unveil. I know you, Aegon. Were Rhaenys here, she would have said the same, I imagine. Perhaps seen it even faster than I have." He smiled at that, a boyish grin lighting up his features in a way that made me reach for Dark Sister's hilt.

He shook his head, and laughed, "Ah, sister. You are not telling me everything, I can tell. But you must have learned this on your own, for I have told no one." His smile widened as he brought me into a quick embrace and I tried all I could to keep calm as he continued, his breath hot against my neck, "Do not tell anyone else, I do not want this example to be expected."

He's smiling, as if this is some game to him. I wanted to kill him. It would have been the right thing, he was a monster... he was my brother, he was not, he was a boy who I had known my entire life, a boy that had cried when his mother died.

How many mothers will die because of him?

How many will die because of your cravenness?


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I smiled down at Vaeron from my seat. He looked a mess; A cut on his jaw, blood staining his gold-streaked silver hair which would have to be washed and cleaned, and a broken arm from where a thrown mace had struck. I had checked to ensure the grey-robed men had done an adequate job at helping him, and tended to him myself. Doped up on milk of the poppy, he seemed only half aware, and spoke with what seemed like a leaden tongue.

Bereft his cloak, without his armor or tunic. His pale chest bruised with nasty purple and yellow splotches near his abdomen and along his right shoulder…He looked so young.

"Thank you, Ser Vaeron." I squeezed the boy's hands with my own, and he did not even meet my eyes, instead shaking his head with a smile. His cheeks reddened from what I could see in the candlelight.

"It is no trouble, A-archont-.. Your Grace." He seemed to be looking everywhere but at me.

"You showed bravery," I wished he had not, "Without you, my husband may have been slain. Name your boon, and I shall grant it if I am able." I wished Aegon had died, but Vaeron had been brave. Eight-and-ten, and he had gone with few men to defend his king. I did not like Aegon, but it was a deed worth a song. I imagined people would sing more of Aegon slaying a half dozen men with Blackfyre in hand before mounting Balerion.

He had not a single scratch on him after the ambush. He deserved the broken arm, the bruises, the cuts.

Vaeron spoke slowly, "Lord Qoherys did more..." I frowned at that. Quenton had been given the public glory of a reward from Aegon for slaying Harren the Younger. An ornate helm set with white dragonscales in the crest, scales from Thaelys herself. Largest dragon in the world before her death had left Balerion with that honor.

"Quenton is a man grown, and has known battle before this war." I said, "Name a boon, Ser Vaeron. I am not so… blessed as my brother in authority, but I can ensure you receive something."

"When I am recovered, I wish to…" He bit his lip, "I.."

"Do you want a castle? I could make you a lord." A lord who would owe his prosperity to you. A voice whispered, and I felt a stab of guilt. "Tell me. I will give you whatever you ask for." I almost stammered out.

Vaeron breathed slowly, the tent almost silent for a minute before he replied.

"I want to see the world from the skies, just once." I squeezed his hands again.

"You will, I promise. When the war is over I shall fly you to Claw Isle myself." He smiled at that.

"Little Viserra will be jealous." He said, and he laughed, and I could not help but laugh with him.

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The hooves of three-hundred horses all with men, Dragonstone men for the most part, riding sent up clouds of dust as we made our way to our destination along the lakeshore. A jetty built a league from Harrentown. Heralds with their horns announced our coming.

Quenton Qoherys, bearing the gilded helm my brother gave him, set with the white scales of Thaelys, carried his banner, that banner which shamed my own with its fineness. It was larger, richer, and I would have wagered that more men recognized it.

Harren had called for talks, for a meeting between kings, as his messenger had called it. To speak of how affairs might be resolved.

I hoped it would be resolved peacefully. Unlikely at best.

"I will have his submission, whether he be alive to give it or not." My brother said, atop his black warhorse, that gift from Lord Bracken. The horse in bejeweled caparison, and Aegon himself dressed in his finest silks and velvets, his crown resting on his head, Blackfyre belted in such a way that it only added to his visage.

He looked, in that moment, like a conquering king. In a way that made my heart leap. His eyes set forward, looking only at our destination, reins to his horse's fine gilded bridle in his gloved hands. I wished I had his confidence. I hated that he had it and I did not.

"The dead can not object." Aegon lost that all-conquering look, and turned his head to me and smiled that easy smile which belonged on a mischievous boy, not a man who had burned thousands and was ready to burn thousands more.

I envied his ability to sleep well. I had been kept up with nightmares. Of a storm breaking one tower away from others. Four black towers, one burned to ash, but Harrenhal had five. Like the dream I'd had days before the ambush. Third son of Harren, and we have him. I wondered if perhaps my lie to Daemon, about dreams... had made my brain conjure these.

There was the one before Royce's attack. The storm of flame, a giant I could never forget. It could have been the sound of panic making its way in, and giving me a vivid dream while the camp was attacked. To wake me.

Can not the heir of Daenys dream as well?
It had been a lie to my uncle, and I knew it. Stress made for strange dreams. I was no prophetess, no diviner, to be given dreams by G-d. Or her gods. The thought made my skin crawl. If I dreamed of things to come, or were happening.. then it was clearly a warning against immediate dangers. Or madness.

"We have his son, that may have been enough to ensure his surrender, Your Grace." Quenton spoke in Common. It was strange to hear that from him.

Harren's messenger had mentioned nothing of the sort. Does he assume the three which came simply died? It could not have been, there were men sent carrying news of Qhorwyn's capture to him.

"He may believe we are bluffing." I spoke, my own voice sounding strange to my ears for a moment. I tried to let my nervousness flow out with my breathing, the white horse I rode was an easy horse to guide and her mane was soft. I wished I could take my gloves off and touch it.

"Mayhap." Quenton's sounded unsure.

"What he believes is of no matter, he will kneel or he will burn." Aegon said, the sun glinting off the golden heads of his double-headed clasp. Rubies shining as well.

Why go to this, if all you intend to do is burn the castle regardless? I hoped Harren would kneel, he might have caused trouble... but it would be better to kill him and men under arms, than the thousands who no doubt had never touched the hilt of a sword of spear's haft.

The jetty from where we were looked more a small festival, colorful pavilions a respectful distance from the structure. Banners of several houses I could not place, variations of some Ironborn sigils I had seen, one was the plowman of Darry, with its colors inverted.

Our men met Harren's, and led our horses away. All the while I touched at Dark Sister's hilt, looking out of the corner of my eye, and comforted more by the weight of the mail I wore under my riding clothes than I was by Dark Sister's presence.

All the men of Harren's seemed calm and almost jovial. Like this was all some cheery celebration. Girls carried pitchers of wine, and food from one man to another. No matter that most were clearly not of noble blood, men cheered, and some glared as we passed through.

Taller than all others, mounted on a long glittering golden spear, was the rustling banner of Harren Hoare. Black on its top, with gold thread and glinting topaz on the longship that served as its topmost sigil, divided into quarters by silver chains, green fir trees on white, rubies arranged into a cluster of grapes on a field of gold, and a black raven clutching a golden spear in its talons on a field of blue.

The banner was planted before a tent that put even Aegon's to shame in its size. Black cloth and gold, with an entrance large enough for one man on top of another man's shoulders to pass through.

Who in the hell would need a tent that large... let alone for this.

The man who stepped from that entrance, to a bombastic fanfare of horns, more than fit that need. Flanked by grey-robed men with familiar chains clinking, and armored men in black scale, black as Aegon's own armor, both shorter than the man they guarded by a large margin. Following with a jeweled horn at his belt was a boy who could not have been older than six-and-ten, but a good six inches shorter than Harren himself.

Still too tall, for my liking.

I wondered how many giants I was going to meet.

Too many, of late.

The first words out of his mouth were in High Valyrian, in an accent I did not recognize. It sounded almost foreign to my ears.

"I am glad you could make it, my brother." He was taller than the Oak of Acorn Hall by at least two inches, and he was big. His hands like great mitts, covered in gold rings set with precious stones, fingers more like sausages in size than fingers, and his voice was powerful. Booming even.

Flinty-eyed, like Qhorwyn, but Qhorwyn would have looked like a grimy beggar beside this man. He was old, I knew that much, but he had aged about as well as one could hope for. Laugh lines and creases from age. His black hair, touched with gray, was banded in gold in several places, his well-groomed beard was the same. A patch of gray below his mouth was the only real sign of age I could see there. His face had a bit of fat to it. He is not as fit as he once had been.

He was not a handsome man, perhaps above average at best. I had been better looking, before. It made me uncomfortable to think about that. But a crown could make any man seem greater, and his was finely worked gold set with countless gemstones, I would have called it gaudy.

His boots had gold stitching, and were clearly new and of high quality. Finer than Aegon's own, even. A match for the rich cloak he wore, cloth-of-gold with motifs of crawling ivy and longships on the waves, the gold of the cloak shimmering in the sun and clearly heavy. The trousers he wore, red in color, made of some silk-like fabric. The same red as the large ruby set in the guard of his sword's hilt, a sword in a weirwood sheath decorated with gold scrollwork in a bastard mix of Valyrian glyphs and some runic script.

When men spoke of Black Harren I had never thought he would be so... colorful. Black and bleak, perhaps, when I thought of Ironborn kings it was not of men covered in wealth, but wretches who gained all they had from stealing from their betters. Betters?

The tall boy near him carried a cushion in his hands, on which rested a scepter of ivory, banded with gold and scrollwork in an unfamiliar script and near as many gemstones as his crown.

Aegon laughed, looking the monster of a man in the eye without any hesitation, "Brother? I have not a one."

"It is a custom of my people, as old as the days when each island had a king to call its own. All kings are brother in royalty and rule." Harren smiled in a way that did not touch his eyes, and I felt his eye wander from Aegon and to me. Lingering for a moment. I felt my fingers crave for the feel of Dark Sister's hilt.

I did my best to keep a neutral expression as Harren gestured for another man to come, with a fanfare that made me want to scream. A boy who could not be more than ten held a box of ebonywood, and presented it to Aegon.

The thought of a manticore had me reaching for Dark Sister, and looking for any means of escape as Aegon opened the offered box without hesitation, and inside was something I had not expected.

"A fine gift." Aegon said, lifting a golden chain, at the end of which was set a ruby the size of a fruit. Larger than any ruby I had ever seen. I bit my lip.

"Indeed, one fit for a king. Let us speak, one king to another." Harren said, his voice had a gentleness to it I would not have expected from a man like him. A monster. He had the same supreme confidence I had heard only from Aegon, or my uncle at his most insufferable.
His cloak rustled with the breeze, and the movement of his thumb, which he pointed in the direction of the jetty, a white structure. Weirwood?

The same wood as used, presumably, for the large ship with blood red sails that even now gently sat in place on the lake. The gargantuan thing, larger even than the ships which could carry Vhagar or Meraxes.

"It is about time." Aegon smiled, and we followed, hands on our sword hilts all the while. Only Aegon was not touching at Blackfyre. The kings walked beside each other, both cloaks whipped by a sudden gust, which set my own purple cloak to rustling as we made our way to the jetty and a large ornate table made of goldenheart, its chairs of carved ebony and plush cushions

For a moment, I felt my muscles relax, the scent of the lake carried by the breeze. In the distance I knew the Isle of Faces was there. With its forest of red-leaved trees, and rumors of man-eaters that were said to reside there. At that, I felt less than comfortable.

Harren clapped and said some words in a tongue I did not know, and a gaggle of olive-skinned girls and women set the table. Women with silver threaded rope tied into bands at their necks and ankles.

A chill ran down my spine. I tried my best to keep my expression neutral, but the king of the ironborn smiled.

"Comely, are they not? I bought their service contracts off a captain from the Stepstones, the girls are from Garin's Fingers." He said, as though speaking of a prized horse, a girl pouring wine into a golden chalice studded with gemstones for him and nervously looking from Harren to us and then back to Harren.

Do they still fear us?

"Slaves, then. I have seen Garin's Fingers but once, and I have never forgotten the people of the delta. Striking, of Rhoynish blood." Aegon said, his interest clearly piqued as he accepted a chalice of his own and sipped at wine the same color as his eyes, "Some have said the Myrish are of that stock."

I felt sick to my stomach. He is fine letting them pour his wine. A part of me wondered what things happened to those women outside of meals. It only made me feel worse.

"Maester Doran's theory is one I find most convincing, but I did not ask you to be here to discuss matters of the Free Cities." Harren chuckled, "Not yet, at least."

"Not yet?" I blurted out, and felt the need to hide under a rock as both men fixed their gaze on me, Aegon with a smile, and Harren with a larger one while stroking at the ends of his beard. I glanced at the blue stone set into the rough silver bracelet I wore.

"The men of the riverlands cannot be trusted. They look to you now Targaryen, but the moment your back is turned, the instant they believe you will not give them all they desire? Then they shall return to their quarrels, and then they shall start to seek your downfall. The histories show this, every ruler has had more to fear from these lords of yellow mud than their foes from far afield. Loren swears friendship and service to Mern. That meddler Argilac chomps at the bit to take the lands north of the Blackwater. Just as his cripple father did. The walls of my grand palace are strong, the strongest and greatest walls in the world. You have seen them." He spoke with confidence, and as though anticipation ran through him.

"I propose that we join together, two kings against the rest. With my home at last finished, my men hunger for blood and treasure. I will cede all the lands east of the Gods Eye to you, and north of the Trident and east of the Crossing." He spoke with a voice that grew ever more forceful, and his eyes seemed to not be seeing what was in front of him, as if he were somewhere else, "With my men from the Isles, and your dragons we could cut a swathe through the Rock and Reach and pluck every ripe plum from the Golden Tooth to Oldtown itself. Aid me in punishing the rebellious rivermen, and no truer ally shall you find."

"Argilac offered me his daughter's hand." Aegon said, his expression not one I could read, "How would such an alliance be sealed with you?"

Harren's lip crooked upward, "I have no daughters, none born to any wife I have wed, but my third wife passed not a moon's turn ago. And no son of mine has sired daughters, I propose a marriage between I and a sister of yours. Make me your brother, in blood as well as kingship."

Aegon's eyes narrowed, and I caught a flash of anger before he schooled his features into a smile that did not touch his eyes, "Both are wed, and I am their husband."

Harren continued, undeterred, speaking again, this time in the tongue of the Andals, "No man of these lands will recognize a marriage between brother and sister, it is an abomination to them. Loren, Mern, Argilac... they would speak ill of you. The Arryns would plot your downfall, and the Faith would never give you their blessing. Only I would give you friendship, and all I ask is the hand of one sister." His black eyes lingered on me for a moment, and I felt almost ill. The salty taste of bile filled my mouth, "It would not be the first time a dragonlord gave a daughter or sister to a mighty foreign king. As part of the bride price I give you not only those lands, but ten-thousand laborers ready to work, seven-thousand women, twelve-thousand children and half the gold within my treasury. The sails of men from the Isles would let us sack beautiful Lys and humbled Volantis and mighty Tyrosh. The Braavosi have a greater fleet, but my mariners put theirs to shame. The Titan would fall. Take the east, and I the west. Surely that is worth one daughter of Valyria."

He truly is desperate. I realized, mildly amused. I could almost taste it in his words. His confidence, this entire show of strength... it was a mummer's farce. And if I could see it...

"You speak of an alliance... now? Hoare, I have near to twenty-thousand men ready to besiege your castle and more than half the Riverlands fly my banner. I have sacked every fort of yours from the Blackwater to Acorn Hall and that desperate attempt at murdering me did not leave so much as a stain on my clothes." Aegon laughed, without reservation, squeezing the ruby of the heavy golden chain that had been Harren's gift to him, "I have your eldest living son in chains, and I think he shall make a better lord than you."

Harren recoiled as if struck, but quickly managed to school his features as he turned to smile and spoke words in a language I did not understand to the women with their chains of silver-rope who even now carried trays and pitchers of wine, and the dozen with instruments.

The music of lyres was filling the air, and a song joined it. Likely in the same language Harren had spoken. It sounded like a sad song. But it set the hairs on the back of my neck on edge.

"There will be no compact, Harren. You will kneel, or you will die." Aegon sounded genuinely agitated, and rose from his seat.

"My castle's walls are thick, stronger than any fortress your people have fought against. It is a pity you choose war when cooperation would have seen both of us much richer." Harren loomed over us both as he stood at his full height.

"Is... is that language Old Rhoynic?" I asked, I had my suspicions. There were words, here and there, which sounded vaguely like they had the touch of the Rhoynar to them. The lilt of it was not Valyrian.

And I would have understood Valyrian, even the old priestly Valyrian.

Harren grinned, "Alas, Summer Flower, 'tis not. But these women speak not a word of the Common Tongue of the Andals. But they can be taught to sing the words, and I speak to them in the Rhoynic of the Volantene Rhoynar." He sounded almost pleased with himself.

"That song is an old one, first sung by slaves taken by the Freehold after the Second Spice War." My heart was racing as he continued, "It is called Garin's Lament." He twisted the ends of his beard between his ringed-fingers as he said it, "A song of farewells, and a hope for a brighter future."

My blood went cold, that sense of wrongness only growing as I took Aegon's hand and squeezed it tightly.

"We need to leave. Now." I whispered to him in the Valyrian of Dragonstone, and cared not if it was unseemly as I walked at a brisk pace, my hand gripping Dark Sister's hilt. Dragonstone men moved to cover us as we left the jetty.

Aegon did not even get a chance to respond before the first arrows flew.


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Rubbing Dark Sister's smoky steel blade with a cloth, my hands were the steadiest they had been since we had returned to the camps on horseback, one step ahead of our pursuers.

One breath in. One breath out.

"Thank you, sister." Aegon said, sitting beside me as he had since we got back, hand on my shoulder, "You were valiant, gods, you were beautiful with Dark Sister in hand. I felt almost as though we were children again, playing at being the old heroes. The whole host will be speaking of it, I should think."

I rubbed Dark Sister's blade more, my reflection somewhat unclear in the smoky rippled steel. I looked well enough, but I felt terrible. My body was fine, but I felt tired.

A hero would have let you die.

"I am tired." I murmured, glancing at his face, I felt very little at the sight of him so close. His smile, so earnest and genuine turned to a frown.

"Do not fall asleep just yet, sister. Harren shall not like what happens next, and I do not wish you to miss him receiving justice for his vile perfidy." Aegon said with an energetic confidence. You were going to burn it all anyway. "Sunset is soon, and so too comes the end of Harren's vanity."

He raised me to my feet, and I glanced at the eggs which even now sat in the braziers. I wondered if I could take them with me to the Vale, when this was done. Aegon kissed me on the cheek, his hand on my waist and I felt nothing.

"Come, we should retrieve Qhorwyn. Let him see what happens to those who face the dragon. I think that shall make him a better lord than most. He will know where true power lays." My brother's tone shifted to something less jovial, and more grim. It is all an act. I could see how a man like him would have inspired a son like Maegor. He enjoys war.

I hated that a part of me felt some pride in it. Pride in my sword arm, pride that I had escaped danger, pride in a son that would never exist if G-d was just.

I took a deep breath, and nodded. "Fine, but after this I think I shall sleep and wake again in the spring." Despite the jape, I felt dull inside, and followed him out of his tent. The men were in high spirits as we did so, lords and knights and men who had only picked up an old spear a week ago all reveled at our appearance.

The sun was sinking low, but I could still see the top half of the orange orb. The sounds of merriment filling the humid air just as stars filled the darkling skies. The breeze carried the stench of stale death, of bodies given to flame, or hasty burial.

Will the dead of Harrenhal stink? The image of the olive-skinned women, those slaves of Harren, little more than burnt corpses, flashed in my mind's eye.

Aegon basked in the adulation and cheers of men as he made the rounds of the camps, as we made our way to Balerion as every second the sun sank lower. I felt like little more than a doll. You killed for him. I wished I had left him. You threw him on your horse.

Harrenhal's black walls filled me with dread. The dread of foreknowledge. You could stop him. But are too craven to do it. The mocking voice whispered, it felt like knives stabbing at my skull.

Wetness pricked at the corners of my eyes. I did not care that I was crying, I would cry for the damned.

"Sister?" Aegon said, sounding to my ears more curious than confused as his gloved hand touched Balerion's scaly head. The great black beast dozing like a cat beneath a windowsill.

"We have men, we could get supplies, do we have to do this?" I spoke the words I had been too afraid to say. Tears flowing from my eyes, dripping from my cheeks, I barely kept my words steady, "Can you not just burn Harren's own tower?" I pointed to the tallest tower, with its golden roof.

Aegon frowned, "One tower would not be a sufficient demonstration, besides," He gripped my shoulder, "A man who attempted to murder me.. murder you, why should we not destroy his vanity?" His words made me feel a flash of anger, a kernel of heat.

"It would be a waste, and cruel besides." I looked away from him, and the sound of him laughing for a moment stabbed at me like a dagger to the heart.

"Truly? You, who spoke of showing the Arryns that their Eyrie was but a gilded cage, that you would take Vhagar up to the mountains to show them? You speak of it as cruel? Harren is a man grown, while you spoke of burning a boy king. Sister, do not preach to me of cruelty and kindness. The lie does not suit you."

I had said no such thing. No such thing to him. "Rhaenys told you." I felt cold, the kernel of heat, that anger dying like the last embers in a hearth.

"We are husband and wife, why should we not speak to each other? It is not as though your strategies are some private matter." Every word out of his mouth had me wanting to scream. She had told him.

What conversations has she told him of? I wanted to kick myself. It had not been a private conversation, I had not asked her to keep that secret. How could I have boasted of such a thing? I had been the one, not Visenya. Even if it had been in jest, it would have been in poor taste.

I had not seen men burn, then.

"You boasted that had you been in Volantis you would have done more than burn a fleet. Why do you care? Are you so moved by the fate of the people?" Hand at the bottom of Balerion's saddle, he sounded like he wanted to laugh, as though this were some joke.

"B-because I..." I forced the words out, "I want it." I felt sick, "We deserve more..." I gulped, "Than Dragonstone, and some earthen fort at the Blackwater. Destroying the towers, burning them, would be a waste."

A flash of annoyance crossed Aegon's features, and then something else I could not catch with my bleary eyes before he was smiling as if nothing had happened, and then spoke.

"One." He said, raising a single finger.

The word felt like it was in some language I could not understand.

"One?" My throat felt raw, and the word strained.

"Which one do you wish to spare? You may choose any save for that one." He pointed at the highest of Harrenhal's towers, with its golden roof which shimmered in the dimming rays of the late afternoon sun, even from where we stood.

"Why not t-" I started, but he cut me off with a wave of his hand.

"Do not test me. You are fortunate I am allowing this, I wished to make all of the towers a demonstration, but you have done well and so I will reward you. Choose one now, or I will spare none." His features softened, and he wrapped a hand around my waist.

"Consider this a belated wedding gift." He planted a kiss on my lips, and I felt my stomach roiling.

When sunset came, four towers were melted by dragonfire, stone glowing red as black flame bathed them, stone flowing like hot wax as the night wore on, as though this were all some giant's toy castle and all the men along the battlements burned where they did not jump or fall screaming to their deaths, and every man that ran for their lives in the grounds below was dead before sunrise.

Aegon kept his word, and I almost wished he hadn't..

There was no good decision, but I made the one I could.

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Author's Note: Happy Holidays, all!
 
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I don't recall reading a SI I both liked and disliked at the same time it's good but like most of the characters in the setting i really want to see most of them die.
 
Which ones in particular?

And for what reasons?

Most of the main cast to be fair I felt the same way about the cast of the books/movies. And in Your case your main character has been written very damn well the constant conflict between who she was and what she must be now is excellent. I just dislike the setting unless some SI is showing to smash everything, actual feudal society is horrible at the best of times and watching her try to make things "better" when there really isn't much she can do to change anything.

It be like me waking up before American civil war and seeing a bunch of slaves outside my windows and realizing they is piss all you can do to change history really besides some small things which is the vibe I get from this story still good but that's the felling I get. But at least she had a dragon I guess.
 
Chapter Thirty-Two: The Princess and the King
The rays of the morning sun brought some comfort as they broke through the cloud cover. For a moment I could ignore the discomfort and mild fatigue from my lack of sleep. I should have done more. I shoved the feeling away as I glanced at the assembled lords and their sworn knights and entourages to the waters of the Gods Eye. Blue and green and warm. Peaceful, despite what had happened only days before.

For a moment, I caught the scent of wetness, a summer lake, carried on the winds. It reminded me of home.

"The great and most beneficent King of the Rivers and the Hills, King of the Trident, King of the Blackwater, King of All the Sunset Lands, Aegon Targaryen the First of His Name bids you kneel." Quenton Qoherys said, loudly and clearly in a Common touched with his particular Volantene accent, from beside Aegon on the platform that had been erected.

I sat on Aegon's other side in a chair nearly identical to his. My braid smelled of orchids. To my right was the wounded Vaeron, his arm in a sling, but standing as well as he could. I hoped he would be comfortable. To Vaeron's right was my cousin Ser Corlys Velaryon, dressed in grey and sea-blue silk and past him. was the Lord Bracken.

Qhorwyn Hoare had been washed, dressed in new clothes, and brought out in chains before us. We had even given him a little crown, just a bare gold circlet without ornamentation.. He looks a pale imitation of his father. It felt almost like a mockery. The least costly regalia that could be assembled, just so Aegon could have his submission.

It was a piece of theater, a formal submission from a defeated dynasty. Mummery, with each actor, self included, dressed to play the part.

"I humbly give myself, and my kingdom unto you, my father king Aegon Targaryen." The chained prince knelt to my brother. He carefully took the golden circlet from his head and held it out, his expression hard to read as his knees touched the green grass. One guard moved to take the crown from his hands, another to unchain him after that.

"Rise, Qhorwyn Hoare. You have knelt to me a king, a son of my enemy, but I raise you as a lord. Lord of Orkmont and the Isles. Serve me and my heirs loyally, and you and your children shall reign for ever over the lands of your ancestors." Aegon said each word easily, and they flowed out clearly and carried well.

The last remaining son of Harren rose to his feet, and gave his oaths of fealty as well as "his" sword.

I wondered just how long it would take for the habits broken by the Hardhand's conquests to reemerge. A generation? Three? The Iron Islands were poor, and all we had done was set them back to where they were a century before. Would Qhorwyn even remain loyal?

Will his vassals accept Aegon's creature?

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"Look at them, Visenya." Aegon's voice had all the excitement of a boy that had gotten the gift he wanted. I did not blame him. The sight of the little dragons astounded me. The last hatchling I had seen was... none I could remember. Vhagar had been the youngest, until now, and I had no memories of her as a hatchling.

Two dragons coiled together, the size of young cats. Large kittens.

Was the burning... I shoved the thought away. Harrenhal's melted towers did not leave my mind's eye, red hot against the dark of the night.

"Touch them. I have and it is like nothing else." Aegon's voice, every word and cadence, sounding as though he were on the verge of squealing with delight, made me want to snap at him even as I reached out with a hand I could barely keep from shaking. What if they bite?

I made myself touch the mud brown one. Its scales glossy, yet somehow dim. Forest-green on its crest, and as the little thing opened its eyes... they were like burning green coals. Not molten gold like Vhagar's. Cannibal?

It could not be. Cannibal was black as sin, black as Balerion. And surely would not have had scales like these. They were warm, like a little brazier was just under the surface. But not nearly so warm as Vhagar could be. Scales that were more akin to a snake's in toughness. The brown hatchling let out a keening whine, and the Tyroshi-purple one flared its wings at me and raised its head, staring at me with golden eyes and breathing smoke out.

Aegon let out a loud, deep laugh, "Little Araxes thinks himself a warden."

I could not keep a slight frown from forming, and touched at my braid, "Araxes? You've given them a name? How do you know it's not a girl?" Aegon laughed more.

"Balerion laid the eggs of Meraxes and Vhagar, and we still say he is male. Dragons do as they please, you know that as well as I. Were it only so with mankind." He dangled a piece of roasted meat in front of the little dragons, and... Araxes, as he called them, stood up and snapped his jaws at it. Its golden eyes reminded me of the gold lamps which illuminated the tent.

"Changeable as flame, male one moment and female the next." Was it Marwyn who said that? I could not remember. Barth? Maybe it was Aemon. I wished I'd read more. I wished I'd had the chance.

Aegon nodded with a smile as he made a series of kissing noises and waved meat about, getting both dragons to hop about eagerly, and my heart was pounding as the brown one nearly stumbled off the table.

"Could you imagine being a man for a season? Going from one to another as you wish? Some men would be better off, I think." I felt the tent contract around me, as though the world itself were pressing down on me.

"I have no interest in being a man." I spat the words out, my cheeks hot, "Not for all the gold and wealth in all the world could you convince me to be one even for a season. Were I one I would cut my cock off, I would sooner hang myself." The thought made me feel sick.

He rolled his eyes, "Gods be good, sister. It was an idle fancy, you needn't act as though I insulted your honor."

"I think some would be better off as what fits them best. I am quite happy as a woman, I do not imagine you would be happy as one." Feeling like your body is a suit that's three sizes off, like everything is wrong, is not something I would wish on anyone. "I am sorry, I lost my temper." He had made an idle observation and question, I should not have yelled at him for that.

My husband just waved his hand and lifted the dragon he called Araxes, "Worry not, I am used to your moods. Do you see the membranes of his wings? Look at them, they are a wondrous shade of purple. Alike to your cloak. A dragon fit for a king, I should think."

"I think Rhaenys will like him." I said, glad for the chance to change the subject, "I can see her spoiling them as though they were her own children. Still, I would like to take them with me to the Vale, they belong with their mother." I wondered what Daemon's reaction would be to them. A part of me wanted him nowhere near a dragon without a bonded rider.

Aegon looked surprised, cradling the purple dragon in his arms, "You are leaving so quickly? Surely you can wait a moon's turn. I can call more men to muster and send you with a host worthy of our banner."

"I would have thought you w-" A keening whine came from the brown dragon on the table, and I forgot what I was about to say.

Aegon grinned, "I think he wishes to be held."

I rolled my eyes and laughed as I picked the whining hatchling up, the green scales of her belly showing, "Of course she does." The dragon squirmed in my arms before settling into place, and I laughed again and scritched at her crest, "You whine when I touch you, and now you demand I hold you." Her only response was a sound like a happy tea kettle. It was hard to believe that she could one day grow to burn castles.

"You sound half a girl, sister. Have you remembered moods other than dour and brooding?" Aegon teased, and I wanted to strike him, but instead merely glanced away from him.

"Harren's death, the Riverlands ours, and these eggs hatching as you would leave. I think the last an omen, sister." Those words set me on edge, and I felt the urge to put my hand on Dark Sister's hilt.

"An omen? Are you a wizard now, to discern truths from chance happenings?" I forced a laugh.

"I would look ridiculous with a long wizard's beard." He said lamely, cheeks tinged pink and clearly trying to keep a straight face.

For a moment he reminded me of the boy he had once been.

I had missed that.

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"Kneel." The word was as hard as stone. It was a tone of command I could not have forgotten if I had tried. It sent a shiver down my spine, despite having no reason to fear.

I obeyed, despite part of me hating it. Like I was debasing myself in front of others. A dragon is no one's lesser. But I was no dragon, and my knees touched the carpeted ground.

Looking out, I felt as if the eyes of the entire world were on me, the hot and sticky summer air pressing against me like it had weight. I wanted to crawl into some hole and die as I felt the eyes of the assembled riverlords and Aegon's sworn knights and their hangers on, a veritable host at the shore of the Gods Eye in view of Harrentown.

Behind Aegon, though in the distance, was the imposing mass of Harrenhal. Four of its five towers ruined, in my mind's eye I still saw them red and hot and melting. I could almost hear the screams and cries of the slaves, roasting along with their master.

I stamped down on the nervousness I felt as Aegon rose from his seat with a bundle of purple silk in hand, his shoes the same red as my own, shoes that depicted dragons wrought of gold thread. Unfurling the bundle, my suspicions were confirmed. It was a cloak, a great cloak of purple silk trimmed with gold thread, shapes of dragons and flame running along its side, though not so fine in detail as those on his own cloak. The cloak was encrusted with pearls that shone in the sun, it was like his, I realized.

But not so fine

His cloak had even more pearls and gold thread, and thicker velvet with patterning on both borders.

"I grant to you all that was once Harren Hoare's in these lands about the Gods Eye. To hold for as long as you live. For your heirs to hold for all time." There was the briefest smile as he said that, breaking the otherwise impartial almost stony look he had given.

This isn't real. I felt nervousness, I felt my heart racing, wondering when the other shoe would drop. When he would reveal it was all some plot. Some scheme. That I had done some grave wrong. That it was all some grand jape.

I schooled my features as best I could, "I am honored, Your Grace." I felt cold, inside. Even more nervous as he snapped his fingers, I could feel my arms wanting to tremble. A boy I did not recognize carried a fine wooden box and brought it over to Aegon. I wondered what was in it.

Did he write out the grant of the land as well? I could imagine it. Written in some expensive ink, on fine parchment rolled up into a scroll. What I saw made me doubt the reality of the situation once more.

The boy handed a silver circlet, studded with amethysts, alike to his own crown, though with smaller stones and silver rather than Valyrian steel, to my brother, and I was suddenly glad that I was already on my knees. They would have likely wobbled had I not already been resting on them.

I was keenly aware of the feeling when with a steady hand Aegon placed the crown upon my head.

"Hail, the Princess of the Gods Eye! Your queen, Visenya Targaryen!" Aegon's voice was loud, clear, and commanding as he took my hand and raised me up, the new mantle I had been given rustling slightly in a gust of wind. A few cheers became hundreds, then thousands and then what felt like every voice in the world crashing into my ears.
 
Chapter Thirty-Three: The End of Summer
It still felt like a dream. I wanted to pinch myself as I looked down from the balcony of the Queen's Tower, its stone railing and balustrade cool against hands that yearned to do something. The godswood I could see from here partly-scorched from what Aegon had done only a week prior. Scorched, but still filled with lush greenery, and a stream running through it. Two dragons, one black and one green resting in the veritable nature park. The red leaves of the weirwood heart tree were easy to pick out even from where I was.

I wondered what the gods of the First Men and the Children thought. The gods of the first men are lesser divinities at best, and those of the Children... Sometimes I wondered if they knew my thoughts. They were not gods, but they had eyes and ears.

A dragon does not fear trees. A woman's voice, my voice, whispered. It helped a little, and a slight yawn escaped my throat.

"My mighty princess is surveying her domains, I see." I felt my heart pound at the teasing voice.

"Warn me before you decide to surprise me." I spat out, bristling a little, my shoulders felt tense as I adjusted my new cloak and fingered the dragon-head clasp keeping it in place, "Should you not be with your gaggle of lickspittles?" Turning around, I met his eyes directly, and for once I did not feel the need to flinch.

Aegon rolled his own, and then laughed. The warmth of it set me on edge. "Hot-tempered as always, I see. I am glad." He smiled as he placed his hands on the balcony railing, the early afternoon sun caught in the ruby eyes of his double-headed dragon-clasp. Glinting off the gold, just as it made the gold thread of his thick cloak shine.

Under the cloak was a fine silk tunic. Red in color, and gold. Stitched golden dragons at the cuffs and on the sleeve, flames and geometric shapes along the hem and sides. A knife with a jeweled pommel rested on his belt.

Are you so worried someone might come out that you need a knife with you? Is it just an accessory? I could never tell with him.

The hatchling on his shoulder stared at me intently, golden eyes curious and almost eerily focused. Its reddish-purple scales beautiful in the light. I had to keep myself from reaching out to touch little Araxes.

So instead I looked down again, the lurching feeling I had at the start having dulled some, though replaced with a nervousness now that Aegon was here. As though he would push me over. It is an irrational fear. Knowing that the fear was baseless did not make me less afraid.

At this height we could see the lakeshore and the massive white barge resting there, its sails gold and red and black. From where we were it looked a small thing indeed, even as it dwarfed all the other ships in the harbor.

"I am thankful Black Harren had so much in abundance." Aegon said. Harren's ship of weirwood had been filled with treasures, no doubt some of them had been used in the making of gifts and rewards. I wondered if some of the pearls on my new cloak had come from them, "Have you seen the baths? Not the common ones at the bathhouse, but the lordly ones in this tower. Polished marble floors, columns with green marble flecked with gold, mosaics on the walls showing Harwyn Hardhand, Halleck, and even Harren himself." He snorted, "Even in defeat, the man leaves his mark all around us."

I wondered if my own legacy would be so easily mocked. Men had remembered her in the annals, but always a footnote, below and beside him. Did it ever bother her, in her last days?

"I have seen them," I said. "Though I took little note of the mosaics. I was more interested in the hot water. Nothing helps soreness more after a morning's practice." I yawned, and Aegon's expression flickered between a few things I could not catch, before he spoke up.

"Are you well?" He asked, and it made me want to hide under a rock, "I can have a healer tend to you, one of the maesters mayhap."

I don't need a healer. I need you to leave my bed. I wanted to say, but I was not tired enough to slip up there.

"I have not slept well." Every night had been a nap, then hours of waiting for him to fall asleep, then some sleep, and then going to practice until after dawn. A bath, and then sleep for an hour before I broke my fast and the day began properly, "I shall feel better when I am away from here, I think." Somewhere I wouldn't see the Rhoynish women in their silver thread cords. The dead cannot harm you. But I felt their eyes on me.

He took my hand, my heart pounding as he squeezed it gently. "Just a few days longer. I must needs speak with my lords, and find which will be most eager to go to the Vale. You have my word, you will have a host worthy of you." He spoke softly, and for a moment I remembered the boy who had promised so many things when we were children. It almost made me feel ill.

"I think I shall take Lord Bracken's offer. Two thousand men will go a long way, even if half are green as grass. All I do is wait." I wanted to pry his warm hands off my own, "Lord Smallwood's brother too."

"Why must you leave right now? We are young, 'Senya. We have time. You act as though..." He nodded as if to himself, "As though you feel you will not live to see whatever it is you are racing to accomplish." His words were warm, but they made me feel a guilt I could not understand. I was in a hurry. What was wrong with that? She had lived to seventy-two... Every time I thought about it, it felt as though a clock ticked. A date that came ever nearer. I needed to be away from him. He was acting too familiar, and it made me nervous.

I wondered if I could throw him from the balcony. If it came down to... Don't think about it.

"If I am away for too long, the Arryns may somehow assemble a large enough force to retake what I have taken. The Bloody Gate may fly the moon and falcon once more, and then I will be forced to sail to the peninsula and then westward again. As well, the Clawmen may become rowdy, and if our uncle dies due to my absence..." The world had melted away, replaced for a few moments by imaginings of uprising and revolt. Accomplishments turned to ash and undone. A humiliation. I was brought back to reality by the feeling of pressure, and it took me half a heartbeat to realize Aegon had pressed a finger to my lips.

"You worry overmuch. We have more men, and more loyal men now than we did months ago. Loyal enough at least, and ships enough to force a landing if needed. Once news of Harrenhal's failure to defend against me... against us makes its way to the farthest corners of the Sunset Lands, men will clamor to open their gates and accept their king and queens." His sheer confidence was almost infectious, and his smile, open and warm, almost made me want to believe him.

A part of me wished I could.

"What was the east like?" I asked, and for half-a-heartbeat Aegon looked confused. Taking his hand off mine, one hand moving to the pommel stone of his knife, the other he ran through his short hair

"The east?" He said, almost laughing. "There is much east, sister." The teasing smile made me want to strike him.

My hair, bound by a ribbon in a ponytail, moved with me as I nodded and looked down at the grounds I could see from where I was. Harrenhal's scale still astounded me. I could have fit Aegon's host twice over on just the parts I could see, I imagined. Let alone my own. "The east, Myr and Tyrosh. Volantis and Lys. The Rhoyne." I was worried I would have to repeat myself again, but he just smiled wider.

"Have you truly never crossed the Narrow Sea? I would have thought you might have when Rhaenys and I..." He seemed to think better of it, and laughed. I felt my cheeks burn. A part of me felt like I was being mocked.

"No, I have not. And after what you did in Volantis I doubt I will ever be welcome there as a visitor." Thoughts of flying to Lys and playing liberator crossed my mind, for a moment. But just as quickly thoughts of my throat being slit, or my food or wine being poisoned filled me with worry.

Martyrs build no cities. A city the envy of all the world, maybe. With wide streets and shining walls, gleaming palaces and busy harbors and the tongues of every nation in the world in the markets. A city of marble, not mud brick whose rot was covered by plaster that could not hide the stench of its own decay. Not red as blood and brown as shit, but white as snow and blue as the sea and gold as the sun. Why let it be named King's Landing? It was my own landing as much as his, and Rhaenys'.

My brother waved his hand dismissively, his left, rather than the side Araxes rested on, "It would not be worth the visit. Volantis is a decaying mess, half a ruin and half a brothel. I should have burned the Old City behind the black walls along with the fleet at Lys and the forts of the Orange Coast."

Slavers would deserve it. I told myself. But the thought of it still felt repugnant to me. The way Aegon said it, with a satisfaction and almost joy, made me uncomfortable. Nobody deserves to die like that.

"Is that all? I asked about the east. You have seen it, or some of it at least. Tell me." The words were almost pleading, and he pressed a bit of my hair between his fingers, and I calmed myself as best I could.

"The cities are not worth remembering, but the land... the lands of the east are beautiful, sister. The way the sun plays off the lapping waters of the great river Rhoyne and glitters off the summer sea's deep blue waters. The crash of water against the rocks of Tyrosh. The white cliffs and white sands of Lys, the warm sun on your skin makes it easy to forget your worries as you soar across the lands on dragonback." His words had an intensity to them, a passion that almost seemed to put the things he said into my mind's eye.

Aegon's hovel only filled me with more embarrassment at the comparison between the images conjured up by his words, and the thing of earth-and-wood he would have been content letting be the seat of power at the city he founded. Not even founded, floundered into being a city.

Great rulers founded cities, they built things. With what money will you do so? I wondered how much of it was due to a lack of funds on the part of Aegon. He built massive walls easily enough. I knew the incomes of Dragonstone, and they were not what great empires were built on. Did he take loans to build the walls? The thought of it filled me with disgust and dread in equal measure.

I only hoped the revenues of the Gods Eye could help. I should be ashamed. Thousands had died here only days before, and I thought only of benefit to myself. A part of me felt that I should feel worse than I did. Am I a monster? A hero would have killed Aegon, not accept gifts from him.

I was no hero.

I was snapped back to reality by the feeling of a tug on my scalp, "You are in a fine mood again, sister. So quick to turn glum. What is there to be miserable about?" His expression, half-amused and half-exasperated made me think of Rhaenys and that made my heart hurt.

A familiar whine came from the chamber we had slept in, and I failed to keep from smiling as Aegon winced at little Araxes climbing down from Aegon's shoulder, and him failing to catch the hatchling as he jumped from my brother's torso.

The sight of the man who had sought to project the image of strength, but for half a heartbeat seemed to pout at a very slight claw cut on his tunic made me giggle, a warmth spreading outward from my chest. "Is my suffering now a thing of amusement to you?" Aegon laughed, his cheeks tinged red.

I wish you suffered like I have. A part of me wanted to say, but I stamped down on it.

"Come, we should make sure they do not burn the sheets or curtains." I said, and walked briskly over to Vhagar's hatchlings. More than mildly exasperated. I leave you by the hearth, with your own cushion and you go onto the bed the second I take my eyes off you.

Two dragons curled up together was still a sight that made me smile enough I felt that my lips would hurt.

On the table near to the dragons themselves was the circlet Aegon had placed upon my head. A crown for a queen. Silver, set with amethysts not unlike Aegon's own crown in style.

"That was my diadem." I realized. It had nagged at me for several days. He had taken my circlet, along with the eggs, and now..

"You only now realized it, sister?" Came the self-pleased voice of Aegon, his hand on my shoulder in a instant, "That thing of plain silver was fit for some lordling. Not for my own blood, not for a queen." There was a self-satisfied way he said it, almost expectant, but like he was a second from puffing his chest out. Men. A part of me thought with some disgust.

"Why did you choose amethysts, of all gems? I would have thought..." I bit my lip, looking away from him, glancing back toward the two hatchlings instead, "Rubies would match your own crown better, surely."

"You said you would like amethysts better." I felt like I should be waking up as those words left his mouth, anxiety filled me as I wondered when the other boot was going to drop, and then the feeling of suspicion that spurred me to turn to him and narrow my eyes.

"I do not remember saying such. Did I say so in my sleep?" I said, and he only laughed a little.

"When I spoke of the rubies in the old diadem, that of a head consort, the circlet for spouse of the head of our family. You said you would have preferred amethysts." He was smiling like a boy who had finally revealed a secret he had kept for a long while.

I wracked my brain trying to think of it, and it came to me alongside a feeling of nervousness that I could barely quash.

"I... am touched. Thank you, little brother."

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Roasted meat, spiced and otherwise, freshly baked bread and stews and soups filled the Great Hall with a fine aroma as I sat beside Aegon at the High Table, Vaeron on my other side and in fine spirits despite his slow-healing injuries.

"It is almost as full as the camps here." Said my cousin Corlys from Aegon's other side, though a chair further than the empty chair he left for Rhaenys.

He was not wrong about that. It still astounded me how busy the place could feel. So many people moving and milling about. During the day, in various parts of the castle's obscenely sprawling grounds there were knights with their grooms and squires and farriers and armorers. Men practicing in the yards, washerwomen about their work, and even laborers helping haul swords from the remains of the armory to the ever growing pile Aegon had near the eastern gate. Even now, cooks in the kitchens, servants at their work carrying trays laden with food and drink with a seeming practiced ease. Dragonstone servants, and camp followers and servants of the various lords all working together. As crowded as a high school lunchroom, from my dim memories of them at least.

It made me want to put my head in sand, with how loud it all was. People talking and chatting, hundreds and thousands of people making noise. Just tonight. I told myself. Whether Aegon wished it or no, I would begin my preparations come the dawn. Five days. He had said I would only need to wait a few more, and it had been five.

"Your Grace's generosity will be sung of in the Watch for years to come." The smooth voice of our most recent arrival broke me from my reverie.

Harwin Bolton was a handsome man, for certain. Bearded and tall. In his thirties and clad in all black. His eyes a steely-grey which had looked more bluish when he and his group arrived before Harrenhal requesting lodging as well as the right to recruit men for the Night's Watch.

Aegon had granted his request without my input.

They were a far cry from the thieves and rapists a part of me had on her mind. All of them were dressed in finely made clothing, velvets and silks and linens that were no doubt imported from afar. Their weapons castle-forged steel, riding black horses worthy of any knight and clad in black mail and scale when they had arrived saying they had expected to see Harren Hoare.

The kingdoms of men change with time, but men remain as ever. He had said with a wry smile when I had told them Aegon had seen to the end of Hoare rule in the Riverlands.

Impressive men. Harwin had an easy smile, and a warmth to him that I wanted to return. There were prestigious names among them. Not only Bolton, but Mallister and Fowler and Corbray and Greyjoy and Peake.

"I am sure Lord-Commander Harmund would give you pride of place at the Wall, Lord Hoare." Ser Peake, hair as grey as mine was silver, his swarthy face creased with lines from age, piped up from beside Qhorwyn.

"The last Hoare prince, last of his house, serving in the Night's Watch. Now that is fit for a song." Said Balon Greyjoy, a name I only remembered because of how shocking the disconnect between what I imagined when I thought of the name, and the very different unrelated man I had seen step down from his horse.

"Join my uncle half-a-thousand leagues in the north and let my family's name die? I think not." Qhorwyn's snarl was clear even from his voice, and the harsh bitter tone.

The man filled me with both pity, and a sense of nervousness. He still bore swollen bruising on his eye and half-healed cuts in places. He had no guards loyal to him, as any armed men who had remained had been moved from the great castle, and most servants dispersed and kept under close watch.

Kept under close guard, and only brought out for the nightly banquets that Aegon had thrown since we had entered Harrenhal itself. Given a place of honor, but it is a hollow honor at best. That he would have had no issue forcing me to wed him if he'd had the chance did not make it much better.

You are weak. But I gripped the fork I held tighter, my knuckles turning white. I stabbed at the cuts of beef roast in what felt like a futile attempt to relieve my stress and anger.

The hall came to an abrupt almost hush as Aegon rose from his seat, crystal goblet in hand with gemstones both clear and blue glittering in the light of countless candles and the dozens of massive hearths the hall had to offer.

Most of all, my eye was drawn to the necklace Harren had given him. Only hours before the man's death. A ruby the size of a fruit took in light and reflected it dazzlingly. A part of me felt a little jealous at how fine it was. It made my jewelry seem like a two-copper thing by comparison.

"To the men of the Night's Watch, who even now defend what is the extent of my rightful realm from the foes from beyond the Wall that might seek to threaten it." Aegon's voice was loud enough to be heard, the great hall carrying his clear words, "So long as my kingdom stands, ever shall I and mine be friends to the brave men who walk the frozen span of the work of Bran the Builder."

Harwin rose, his own fine, if less so, goblet of gold raised. Standing a head shorter than my brother, but from where I sat he looked more than tall.

"A toast, to the new King of the Trident and his most generous Queen. The fine mistress of this castle who has provided us with food from her own larders and stores to supplement our own supplies. Without which we might be supping on crab or the flesh of gulls." The praise made me nervous. Flattered, too, but also nervous.

My legs felt like they ought to be shaking and wobbling like mad as I rose, my own goblet in hand. Drained halfway, but nonetheless I raised it. All too aware of the eyes of every man in the hall, every lord and knight and man-at-arms and servants both man and woman.

For a moment, I felt like the center of the world.

"To all of you who have followed my dear husband and I, who have fought bravely against Black Harren. Men of virtue, honorable knights and lords." I wondered how many would have been glad to ransack Harrenhal, had it been taken conventionally. Would it have been less brutal, than what Aegon did? Than what you let happen? "Your service is commendable, and when at last we march from this place we shall do so with the flower of knighthood and valor." It was a forced speech, I knew it. I wished I had better words. That I had Aegon's gift for it.

What sounded and felt and looked like an entire army raised their own glasses, and drank to my health. I missed the Vale. I even missed the belligerent, cantankerous Clawmen. At least they meant it if they praised me. The falseness reminded me too much of the Gulltowners.

It felt hollow. They do it because I am the king's wife. I was Aegon's adornment. A pet. It felt like that at least. A part of me felt nearly as disgusted as it was flattered.

Harrenhal was my castle, but Aegon sat in the highest seat.

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I felt something approaching happiness as the breeze caressed my cheek, and a mild bemusement at the strands of hair it moved across my forehead, strands I quickly tidied up.

If there was one thing I enjoyed about the summer, even well after the solstice, it was the feel of the nights themselves. Almost bright, with the moonlight shining down on the world below. A stark contrast from the winter, where late afternoon might as well have been early night. For half a heartbeat I remembered the feeling of cold air in my throat, crisp and sharp, hot breath steaming, standing atop a snow hill beneath the night sky. Quiet and beautiful.

But she.. I.. remembered no snow, not here. In Westeros, I had seen snow but once. During my time in the Vale. It felt wrong to not have played in the snow as a child. But she had not grown up in the north among snow and ice, she had grown up on a hot island in the south where children played in warm water under a burning sun.

Truly, mine were the memories of ice and fire.

It would be autumn soon, and then winter... or what passed for winter here in the warmer lands.

Visiting the North once may be interesting. I would see how their snows compared with the winter cold of my old home. One day. A part of me worried even the lightest caress of winter's hand would be too much as I was now.

Is a tolerance for cold even something to take pride in?

The men were in high spirits, the sounds of merriment faint from the heights, though filling the humid night air just as stars filled the dark and cloudless skies. It reminded me of home, and that hurt more than a little. Like a clenched cold fist in my chest.

I took a drink of wine from the glass in my hand, enjoying the feel of the amber liquid sliding down my throat and filling me with its warmth.

"You look well, cousin." Corlys' voice from my right broke the silence between us, his own glass raised and one side of his lips curled upward.

Meeting Corlys' eyes beside me made me nervous. So like mother's. Pale blue and piercing. They matched the stone set in the ring on his right index finger.

"I saw your mother at Claw Isle. She... offered her hospitality to me. She has missed you, I think." I said weakly, my tongue felt leaden. G-d, you are clumsy. I felt like a boor, and my cheeks burned a bit as he smiled warmly at me. It reminded me of Rhaenys, "I.. I told her you are well." I brushed an errant strand of hair out of my face.

"It has been over ten moons now. I try to see her more often than that since she and my father.. quarreled." The way he pursed his lips made me wonder, for half a heartbeat, if I had erred, "Is my father well?" He asked, almost flatly.

"Well enough to follow me into the Gulltown Sept with a sword strapped to his belt like he was some youth again. He was... of help, I could not have taken what I did so easily without the ships and expertise he provided." I felt my heart pounding every second, like my words would outrun my tongue and I would stumble and make a fool of myself.

"My father for all his seriousness can be a warm man, cousin. But I should like to have seen that." He grinned, and for a moment I could not help but smile back. My cheeks burning and my face half on fire. I wondered if perhaps I had had too much wine.

Being around Aegon made it difficult not to drink. Everything made it difficult not to drink, these days. What happened to only water?

"You remind me of my aunt, you know." Corlys looked half-embarrassed, "Your mother, the Archontissa, that is. Not one of my mother's sisters.." A part of me felt a great amount of pride in that, a warm joy that made me want to not even meet his eyes. The eyes that reminded me of her.

"She was my mother," Liar. I silenced that voice, "It would be strange indeed, if I were not like her."

Corlys laughed, and thumbed the blue felt hat in his hand, "I meant to compliment you, cousin. But you make a jape of it. I am wounded, truly." It was an overwrought, overdone gesture on his part, an exaggerated tone of hurt. It felt strange to see my serious cousin so carefree.

I wanted to laugh, and tried to keep it from bursting out, "It is good you are a knight, for you make a poor mummer." I teased, gently shoving his arm.

"Hmmph, I captured a pirate captain who was both mummer and knight." He grinned. Filling his wine glass, and I did the same.

"Was this on the Stepstones?" I received only a nod before he went into it with an enthusiasm I would have expected from Vaeron, rather than the man who sat at Aegon's war councils and who I had talked to before.

How much do you really know him?

It was an interesting story, at least. That was the only real encounter with pirates he had, but the way he told it was memorable, and I returned the favor with stories of when I and Aegon had visited Oldtown and the Arbor.

He fired back with stories of his brother Aethon that had me in fits of giggles, and I spoke of my time in the Vale in a detail I had not spoken of even to Vaeron. I did not know how long we stood there telling stories, but I enjoyed it all, feeling a mite tired afterward, looking into his eyes, my head only slightly fuzzy from drink as he spoke.

"I was worried that you would have lacked the strength to do what was needed. You have changed, and only for the better." The words rolled out, and for a moment I could almost taste his breath, thick with sweet wine. Warmer than the summer air. His hair was gorgeous in the light of the moon.

I remembered Duskendale and its docks, what I had said and felt back then, and my heart sank in my chest. I had grown more comfortable with killing than I would have liked.

Is it not easier? I wondered how much I had changed, truly, as I looked down at my mostly drained wine glass.

"I can fetch the pitcher, cousin." Corlys offered, friendly and warm, "We can speak of other things." My love's face flashed in my mind, and my heart ached even more as I drained the glass of its last drops and set it down.

"It is late, Corlys. With luck I will be leaving for the Vale tomorrow." I wrapped my arms around my cousin, the man three inches taller than me and broader by far, warm through the silks he wore, if not so warm as I felt as I embraced him. And for a moment I was deeply tempted to do more than that. I wanted, needed to be held, "I am weary." The words were heavy on my tongue, and I could more than smell the wine on his breath, as close as I was against him.

My heart raced as I broke off the hug, and I looked up at him, my face burning. In the moonlight I could see the clear look of surprise and nervousness, his widened pale blue eyes that sent a sliver of terror down my spine, and adjusting the purple cloak I wore I spun on my heel and walked out as quickly as I could despite my lightheadedness nearly making me stumble in my hurry.

His voice called for me to stop twice before I had left the room, and I did not stop until I reached the wretched bed I shared with my even more wretched husband.

I was in a castle full of people, but I had never felt more alone.

G-d help me.

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Vhagar's wings beat steadily as we passed the northern shore, and then Harrentown. My hair in its familiar braid whipped in the wind, and though I could not feel the texture of the whip through leather gloves, the weight was comfortingly familiar. All the while, my gaze was fixed on my destination in the distance.

Harrenhal's burned towers, their tops crooked and barely cooled from their burning, reminded me of nothing so much as the grasping claws of a demon's hand in the fading light of the red-gold afternoon sun.

I wondered just how much that image had played its part in the sinister reputation of the castle. In a world that might have been, five towers would have made one cruel and wicked hand. A part of me wanted to wash my hands of it, but the pasturelands and farmlands and fishing villages and small towns and the mass of activity along the Gods Eye lake itself made that something I could not do.

How many people are dead because of your greed? You are no dragon, but a crow, feasting on carrion. A hound given scraps from the table.

I wanted to feel worse than I did, and I felt a coiling, twisting guilt that I did not. You can reward men, now. I'd taken enough in the Crownlands and the Vale to more than pay what I had promised. What if they ask for more? I almost missed Lord Brune's belligerence.

Fortify Ironoaks, keep securing our hold on the southern lowlands. Send a letter to the Arryns and the Sistermen. A few thousand men was all I needed, a fresh host to secure castles and towns with.

Soon it'd be time for the harvest, and with luck I could pay off any men who might be grumbling about the campaigns in the Vale, or not getting enough land. What if he does not let you leave? I tried to put it out of my mind as I landed in the Godswood at the clearing set aside for Vhagar, a goodly distance from the massive, black bulk of Balerion who raised his head almost before we had landed. Smoke rising out from nostrils the size of hounds.

From where I sat atop Vhagar's saddle I could see a number of small trenches of freshly raked dirt and grass. It looked like he was agitated. Do you want to fly, too?

My limbs felt a bit stiff as I loosened the chains securing me to the saddle, and I clambered down Vhagar's saddle with a practiced ease, my boot-clad feet touching the ground for the first time in what felt like hours.

"A nice fat sheep for you, I think. A welcome change from the oxen and bison and goats, don't you think?" I kissed the scales near her golden eye, hugging her head as best I could. The smoke from her nostrils paler than Balerion's, and less thick as it rose, "Maybe a nice bath in the sea."

She just lowered her head onto the grass and closed her eyes. I'd have to bring her hatchlings to the next feeding. They have to be around more than just humans. Aegon had been stubborn about the dragon he called Araxes. Have you been any less stubborn?

Resting against Vhagar's warm bulk, I felt good despite the mild grumbling of my stomach. Redwoods and beech trees, elm and oak and ash. Even the remnants of the Godswood were something to admire. When the war is over... I can have a garden finer than that of Grafton, at least.

How many gardeners met their end by fire because of you?


Even from acres away Harrenhal's heart tree could be seen to be a gnarled and ugly thing, a weirwood with an angry face carved into it. Even if I could not see it as well from this distance, a part of me was afraid of what might happen if I tried to have the tree cut down. I did not know if it was me, or her. It felt like I would be all but asking for negative attention if I did so. Are they watching me, even now? I wondered how much they knew of things.

One man in a million could be made a greenseer, after all. Some old stories told of dragonlords who were so mighty in their sorcery that they could command several dragons without a word spoken. Who could see across vast distances and see the dreams of men without glass candles. Tyrants who were cruel beyond imagining.

I wondered if they were like the greenseers or if was merely the blood-drenched legends of sorcerers, exaggerated over the centuries.

Are you alive, somewhere? Like the seers in their trees beyond the Wall?

"-ace!" I snapped to attention as I realized someone was shouting from a distance and turned around to see what looked like near to fifty armored men, guardsmen led by Quenton Qoherys whose silver-hair was covered by a gilded helm set with white scales from the dragon Thaelys. Clad in steel scale, and every man besides Quenton bore a scarlet cloak and the badge of Dragonstone on their breast. They were approaching quickly, I recognized one of them as Nymerian.

Am I late for a banquet? I did not remember Aegon saying I would be needed.

When they were at last close enough, I said, "What does Aegon want? Can he not wait? I must bathe." Two baths in one day won't be too much, I hope. I'd heard that too frequent bathing in hot water could dry your skin out.

Quenton, face like stone and with a tone to match, replied "We are to escort you to the King at once." He whistled, and one of the horsemen at the back guided the mare that Bracken had given me.

"Why does he require my presence now?" I asked, barely keeping from touching where Dark Sister's hilt would normally be, and cursing myself for not having her with me, "I can find my way to him on my own if you would tell me where he is."

"Tell me why he wishes my presence, Qoherys." I scowled, looking down at him from my full height, my hand on the handle of my whip. A part of me wanted to give the command to Vhagar. We could be at Duskendale soon enough. I was not Aegon's dog.

What he said more than sent a shiver down my spine.

"His Grace will tell you when you arrive." He said. Annoyance dripping from his words, as though he wanted to be anywhere but here.

Is this about Corlys? Did he tell? Did someone see me leaving? Servants talk. I was... a little drunk, I remembered. So close to his face, pressed against him... Did I kiss him? I did not remember doing so, and I could not have been drunk enough to not remember something. Not something like that at least. What if he thinks I did?

"Allow me to fetch Dark Sister first." I said, as meekly as I could make myself, and felt almost disgusted at it.

Quenton nodded, looking relieved and I took the chance to rummage through Vhagar's saddlebags. If... if he knows. G-d, what will he do. Corlys was likely to be sent back to Driftmark, at least. Your man at Driftmark. Rhaenys had said, Did she tell? Does Aegon think... Corlys did not deserve to be punished for a lie like that. Oh Ioannes... I wanted to cry, I had lied about him, and then done something stupid while drunk... Stupid stupid girl.

I felt cold. If... could I kill him? A part of me almost wanted Aegon to try and lock me up. If Aegon was dead, I would be free. Rhaenys loves... but maybe I could...

Breathing, I calmed myself and the familiar weight of Dark Sister, sheath and all, soon rested at my waist, and I mounted up on the white mare, her reins in my hands. It would not be seemly for a queen to walk beside footmen and servants, after all.

Will I be one much longer?


We passed through the Godswood, and into the grounds of what I considered the castle proper, people staying out of our way as we made our way into the sole remaining undamaged tower. Will he take that from me? It felt almost a farce.

I had gotten something out of this whole campaign, and not long after I was going to be stripped of it all. Breathe. I did so, and it helped calm my nerves a little.

"Please, dismount, Your Grace." Qoherys said, and I almost did not comply. Being hustled along through the stairwells and hallways by the dozens of guardsmen, I saw my own device, on its own banners hanging in a few places beside Aegon's own three-headed dragon. Is he going to take that too? I wanted to kick myself. You should not have been so blatant.

My hand did not leave Dark Sister's hilt, gripping it tightly. I was sure my knuckles would be white as snow from it. The dim lighting of the stairwells did not help my nervousness, the thought of Aegon at every landing.

And then what? If I killed him, would they fall in line or just slay me in response, and crown Rhaenys? It would be something, certainly. A part of me felt that I could be content with her being sole Queen, another wanted to scream. Free from Aegon, free to decide her own destiny... again. The girl who had not known her duty would be the one to reap all the benefits of my work and hardship.

For a moment, I realized I resented her for it. Better her than Aegon. A part of me felt guilty that I was angry at her for something she did not do, another wished I could be angrier as I was finally allowed out of the small horde which surrounded me, and was "escorted" by Aegon's creature into the same apartments Aegon had insisted we share.

Fine rugs in the Lysene style, Myrish glassworks, and paintings of scenes of hunts and battle and old legends all served as adornments. Cushioned and comfortable couches with weirwood frames, weirwood furnishings all over, gilded and painted. I wondered how fine Harren's own tower had been, his own chambers. I liked Valaena's chambers better, the Sea-Dragon Tower was more my home than this one. No matter that men had taken to calling it the "Queen's Tower".

Qhorwyn had said these belonged to one of his distant kin, slain in the same battle which had killed his brothers. You should have let Aegon die.

For a moment, my body felt like an awkward, gangly thing. Like I was somehow separate from it. It reminded me of how I felt on my worse days, back home. It felt comical, that I would feel this sort of dissociation now. All too aware of the movement of hair that felt like it did not belong to me, of the feeling of clothes against my skin. Of a rough silver bracelet, and a ring on my finger.

"Qoherys, you may leave. Take your men with you. This is a royal matter, not one for others to overhear." Aegon's voice was stiff, as if holding something back, it made me nervous as he entered from the bedchamber into the guest chamber, and Quenton left like he was evading some great calamity.

I could not bring myself to meet Aegon's eyes, and kept my hand on Dark Sister's hilt.

"Visenya, come. We must needs speak." His every word was forced, and spoken slowly. Like he was barely keeping himself from trembling as he walked back into the bedchamber. He smelled of something. There was something off.

Wine? He had no sword on his person. A part of me resolved to handle him, if he threatened me now. I would not be caged. Made a prisoner, stripped of autonomy. I would sooner have killed myself.

I am not a tame dragon, for him to do with as he will.

"I will not ask again, come!" Aegon barked, sounding strained, and I passed through the doorway. The fireplace was cold, no braziers were lit, no candles. Aegon was trembling, no cloak over him, and his feet bare as he folded and refolded parchment in his hand, pacing about the room with a frenzied look that had me reflexively drawing Dark Sister an inch before shoving her back in.

Aegon reminded me of no one other than our fath- Aerion, in that moment. Eyes wet with fresh tears, looking a moment away from bawling.

I could only remember one time he had been like this, when our moth- Valaena had.. my heart sank to my stomach and I felt ill as I thought of Rhaenys. It was a cruel joke. I felt tears forming at the thought of it.

"Orys is dead." Aegon said, as though the very words were poison, fire in his throat, and I almost did not notice as he began to sob into my chest. I hated that I felt sorry for him. I hated that I hugged him and held him close out of some desire to make him stop.

I hated that I could not even feel relief without feeling guilty over it.
 
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