A Practical Guide to Sorcery [Fantasy/Female Protagonist/Adventure]

Timmy, right? Oh boy 😆 That first guess though... 👀 We shall see in today's chapter
The chapter that ninja'd you? :p

I wonder if Dryden is going to think she was lying about not knowing any combat spells. Also, I feel like whoever made the barrier might have been kind of crap at it, given that it doesn't block projectiles of all things.
That was when a brick came flying out of one of the broken warehouse windows and clipped the gang member holding the lantern in the shoulder. The man stumbled and fell, dropping his wand. Another brick followed quickly after, and the magicians, including one of those she had shot directly earlier, turned their attention once again to the warehouse, while the sorcerer drew out her spell in blood-splattered chalk.
This feels like something that only wasn't already tried because it was assumed not to possibly work.
 
Chapter 31 - Arriving to Class Naked
Chapter 31 - Arriving to Class Naked

Siobhan

Month 11, Day 28, Saturday 4:55 a.m.​

Spells lit up the night, a barrage of force and magical effects traded between the Verdant Stags' reinforcements and the Morrows in front of the half-destroyed warehouse.

"They'll handle this," Dryden screamed in her ear, clutching her shoulder. "We need to get into the building!"

With a nod, she turned and looked for a way to get down. Going back the way they had come would take a long time. They couldn't jump down from the roof, either, unless they wanted to break a bone.

"I have a potion of feather-fall!" Dryden yelled, pointing down the broken staircase that led into the building below.

She understood his plan immediately. "Just the one?" When he nodded, she tucked her lantern and Conduit back into a pocket and held out her hand expectantly. "We can split it."

Dryden didn't hesitate. They each took a swallow from the small vial he pulled from his pocket, then moved to the stairwell.

With her mind on potions, Siobhan realized she might have a few useful ones of her own. She pulled the potion of moonlight sizzle out of her satchel, shaking it quickly and holding it above her head to light their way down the stairwell. They had to jump over sections of broken steps a few times, but the half dose of feather-fall was enough to partially mitigate the effects of gravity and allow them to descend safely.

When they reached the ground, Dryden led them through the obstacle course-like remains of furniture and rat carcasses littering the ground. They unlatched the front door from the inside, and Dryden poked his head out. He pulled back and turned to her, the eyeholes in his mask bleeding darkness. "The Morrows are running."

"That's good. Now we just need to get help to the injured workers*.*" She fingered the Conduit in her pocket, reassured by its familiar weight and feel. "But the warehouse doors must be locked, right?"

"I would assume so."

"So we go in through the windows. The glass is broken out of them already. You first. I don't want a brick to come flying at my head. They should recognize the mask, correct?" She waved vaguely to his face.

He let out a short, sharp laugh, as if surprised. "Yes."

She nodded at him, then waved her hand impatiently. "Hurry up, then. We don't have time to lose!"

With one last peek out the door, he dashed across the street.

She followed, her cloak whipping around and tugging at her with the force of the wind. She tucked the hand still attached to the glass pane to her side underneath her cloak to avoid it getting caught or accidentally smashing it against something. The mixture of honey and adhel juice was too strong an adhesive to remove the glass easily, and there was no time for her to work an oil mixture into it until it released the skin of her palm bit by bit.

As soon as Dryden began to climb through a broken window in the side alley, two workers rushed out from behind their makeshift barrier to help haul him through.

Of course, as soon as they caught sight of the mask, they recoiled.

"It's okay," Dryden assured them. "We're here to help, I promise."

She followed, though none of the workers helped *her*, even though her left hand was still out of commission.

"Wounded? Is anyone hurt?" Dryden asked, looking around urgently.

"Jameson, sir," said one of the men who had stepped forward to help him through the window, darting little glances at Dryden's mask. He was a large man, so much so that his shirt seams strained around his shoulders.

Siobhan mentally dubbed him Mr. Shoulders.

"Jameson was standing by the window when they first came up. They got him with a slicer, at the base of the neck." Mr. Shoulders motioned behind the barrier, and Siobhan started moving.

The woman who had poked her head up from the corner called out, "Elba's broke 'is arm, but 'e's alright. But Cooper...Cooper..."

Siobhan stepped around the barrier and saw what they meant.

One man, pale to the point of blueness, had a friend pressing what looked like a blood-soaked shirt to his neck.

'*That would be Jameson.*'

A couple of meters away, another man lay underneath the jagged end of a huge piece of wood.

Her stomach roiled as the smell swept past her, carried on the wind whistling through the windows.

The support beam had been holding up the roof. She remembered the sound it made when it broke, the way the people inside had screamed as the roof collapsed inward.

It seemed that the sharp end had punched down onto Cooper, before the rest of the beam fell on top of him.

Mr. Shoulders nodded. "Cooper got caught by the support beam. He..."

Siobhan moved forward to Jameson, trying to keep her eyes off the corpse.

Blood pooled out around Cooper's body, but that wasn't the worst of it. His abdomen had been torn open by the beam, or had burst from the weight, and his insides were spilling out.

She opened her bag and rushed to pull out the potions within. "Jameson, is it?" she asked, looking at the still-living man in front of her. He was pale from blood loss. '*This one is alive,*' she forced herself to say in her mind. '*It's up to me to make sure he stays that way.*'

The man pressing the shirt to Jameson's neck nodded, almost as white-faced himself from fear. "Yes, uh...yes, Mistress Sorceress. His neck, they got him." His own forehead sported a goose-egg lump of a bruise, and one arm hung limp, supported on his legs at an awkward angle.

"How deep?" she asked, reading the labels she'd written on the bottles' tags. '*Why do I have no blood clotter?*' she lamented.

"About, err, this much?" Elba said, holding his finger and thumb up, about a centimeter apart.

Inside, Siobhan cursed, but outwardly, only nodded curtly. "How far away is your healer?"

"Healer Nidson's. He's fifteen minutes away, maybe, if we could take him on my horse. She runs like the wind," Dryden said.

The others shared a look, half hope and half apprehension.

Siobhan grunted, her muscles tense with the need to *move*, to *do* something, her mind flitting from thought to thought with deceptively inefficient energy. '*I'm not* prepared *for this! It's worse than the nightmare where I arrive to class naked and without having studied for Professor Lacer's test!*'

"Can you save him?" the other man who had helped Dryden through the window asked. This man wore no shirt, probably because that was the fabric pressed up against Jameson's neck to keep him from bleeding to death.

She forced her thoughts to focus with a mental twist not so dissimilar to bending her Will to work magic on the world. "Maybe. Give him this while I prepare," she said, placing a bottle of revivifier beside Jameson, and taking out a soft chalk, to better write with on the dirty, debris-covered floor.

"It should give him a temporary boost of energy and keep his organs working," she said. '*The potion is not* meant *for situations like this, it's meant to give a boost to the elderly or those recovering from a serious illness. But I've heard soldiers on the battlefield also use it as a stopgap in medical emergencies, or when they're too exhausted to keep marching, and yet have no choice but to do so anyway. I doubt it will harm him, at least. I don't think he'll make it another fifteen minutes, so I must do something now.*'

She drew the flesh-mirroring healing spell array on the ground. '*Blood magic or not, I have no better option.*' There was plenty of Jameson's blood to serve as Sacrifice. She looked up at his pale face, taking in his distant gaze and his shallow panting as he tried to get enough air. He had managed to swallow the revivifier with assistance, but it barely seemed to have helped. '*He needs blood.*' At this point, even if she managed to seal his wound, he would likely still die.

She remembered her grandfather telling her about the necromantic healing done under the Blood Emperor's reign, and the ability to take blood from one human and give it to another, either to temporarily increase performance or to keep the recipient alive after a wound. However, if the blood's humors were incompatible with each other, mixing them would kill the recipient.

"Dry---" She cut off, realizing that she shouldn't say his name. Instead, she waved at him impatiently.

He knelt beside her.

"I need blood. Blood from someone else, to give to him. If I don't, he will die before we can get him to a healer." The question was obvious, hanging in the air like a guillotine above them all.

"Blood magic?" Elba, the one with the broken arm, whispered.

The workers exchanged looks, and then the woman knelt beside Siobhan. "I will act as Sacrifice."

Mr. Shoulders shook his head. "No! I will do it. You have a family, Misha. They need you alive."

Siobhan huffed in exasperation. "One, I will only be taking a liter or two of blood. It will not kill you. Two, I need to test your compatibility with Jameson, so it's not really up to you who will help him. The wrong person's blood will kill him just as surely as none at all."

Misha looked at Jameson, then to Siobhan. "How will you tell?"

Siobhan grimaced. She vaguely remembered her grandfather talking about the symptoms, but she didn't remember how exactly the Blood Empire kept from killing their subjects. However, the symptoms were memorable enough. Hopefully, it wasn't too complicated. "I will mix the blood. A poor reaction will be visible." She rubbed the glass pane still stuck to her left hand on her clothes, cleaning its surface of the sphere-spinning spell array. "Grab a shard of glass from the windows, all of you. Cut your finger and place a drop on the glass here."

They shared looks with each other, hesitating, and a couple turned to Dryden for assurance, though she didn't know why they found a man wearing a featureless mask more reassuring than a perfectly normal young woman with skill in magic. Maybe they had some inkling that he was the leader of the Verdant Stags.

"Now!" she snapped. "Unless you're willing to let Jameson die."

"Do as she says," Dryden ordered.

"It's blood magic," Elba muttered stubbornly.

"Your blood will replenish itself! A little weakness, for a month at most, and you save his life. Is that not a *fair trade*?!" Siobhan said, her voice growing increasingly loud.

The woman moved first, and the others followed after her.

Siobhan dipped her finger in Jameson's blood and dabbed drops about the glass pane. When the others returned, she instructed them to add the drop of their own blood to his, and remember which was theirs. While she waited for a reaction to occur, she moved a few feet away and used her other hand to draw a new Circle on the ground, this one completely from her own imagination. '*If only I had studied human anatomy in greater detail*,' she lamented. '*How exactly am I supposed to get the blood from the donor into Jameson?*'

She looked up at the pale, panting man. '*Well, he already has a line to his bloodstream open, though obviously it only nicked the artery there, or he would already be dead. Perhaps I can just use the opening provided.*'

When the spell array she hoped to use to siphon blood from the donor into Jameson was completed, she scowled down at the pane stuck to her left hand. None of the drops of blood was displaying any notable reaction. She ran a finger through one. '*It's coagulating. They're* all *coagulating*.'

She almost screamed in frustration. '*Like this, any blood I put into him will be a gamble with his life. Perhaps...a divination?*' She almost laughed in despair. She had no skill in even simple divination like dousing for water. For something like this, which she understood so poorly, the chances of success were low. She was as likely to get a false answer as none at all.

'*It's little better than tossing a coin, but it could increase my likelihood of choosing correctly by a few percentage points. Is it worth it to waste a couple of minutes for such meager results, with him in such a dire state? He could die while I'm hesitating. But beyond even the danger of giving him the wrong type, I don't know how to stop coagulation. Any blood is going to react when it touches the air. Why didn't I think of that in the first place? The Blood Empire must have had some way to handle that, but I...I don't know how. Is it possible to remove the air from an area entirely? Or maybe I could press someone's wrist against his neck and keep the blood from meeting air that way?*'

"Do you have wounded? We're ready to transport them," Katerin called from outside, her head still turned to watch for danger on the street.

Siobhan gasped in relief. '*I'm not the only one who came to help.*' Standing, she yelled back, "Do you have any healing potions?"

One of the other Stag enforcers responded in Katerin's place. "Aye! Revivifier, blood clotter, and wound cleanser. Liquid stone if any bones need stabilization for travel." He hesitated, walking closer. "I also have an elixir of peace," he said in a softer voice.

Sometimes, the elixir of peace was given to those who were going to die from their wounds, to take away pain and anxiety as they left the mortal world. Of course, it was also addictive, and often abused for the sense of total safety and security it gave.

Siobhan waved impatiently at the man. "Well, what are you waiting for? Bring them over here, quickly!" She turned to the other workers. "Perhaps giving blood will not be necessary after all." She tried to keep the relief and profound uncertainty from her tone.

They poured the wound cleanser and blood clotter on Jameson's neck, though the wound wasn't bleeding as strongly as it had been at first, which she knew was a bad sign. The potion helped some, but didn't stop the bleeding entirely. She nodded for him to be given a few drops of the elixir of peace as well. Addiction was the least of her worries.

After a small moment of hesitation, she also gave him the entire second dose of the revivifying potion, which she knew was too much, but *something* had to be done. The side effects were less severe than immediate death. "Alright. Lay him out here, in the middle," she said, pointing to the healing spell array she'd drawn earlier. "Be careful not to smudge the chalk. The Circle *must* remain unbroken."

The cut ran across the base of Jameson's neck, crossing his collarbone on one side and ending at the top of his shoulder. It was deep enough to go past the skin, exposing bone, tendon, and muscle.

Once again using her lantern, in addition to any warmth that passed through the Circle on the wind, she cast the healing spell. Under her Will the wound began to knit back together, the damaged side of his neck mimicking the healthy one.

Someone gasped.

Jameson jerked, reaching up to scrabble at his neck. Apparently, they hadn't given him quite enough elixir of peace to overwhelm his instinctive fear of feeling his flesh writhe on its own.

"Put your hands down!" Siobhan barked, the effort of speaking around her focus on the spell causing the Circle's faint glow to pulse brighter as she lost some of her grip on the energy.

"It's alright, Richie," Misha said. "She's healing you. Stay calm, just breathe, it'll be over soon. We're here with you. You're safe." The woman continued a constant stream of comforting words, calming Jameson, and Siobhan returned her attention fully to the spell.

She was almost finished, cold fingers of strain running up and down her spine and causing her body to tremble faintly, when shouting and flashes of light once again came from down the street.

"Coppers," Dryden said, tension in his voice. "Wrap this up, if you can. We'll take him to the healer for the rest."

The wound wasn't completely healed, but Jameson was no longer leaking blood. She dropped the spell, careful to avoid backlash from the energy she had been channeling. Her lantern flame had been sucked dead, and ice crystals formed in the air as it passed through the Circle from which she'd been drawing warmth, visibly outlining its barriers and deepening the chill around them.

"He'll need to be carried," she said. "We must hurry. He's still much too low on blood. Is there a back way out?"

"The roof fell in. The back way is blocked," Elba said, cradling his broken arm to his chest.

Siobhan lifted her head over the makeshift barrier of boxes and dirt bags to watch the coppers approach.

Katerin and the reinforcements she had gathered were still outside, though a couple of them had carried away the man with a leg injury. Now, they were gathering behind the liquid stone barrier and pressing themselves against the edges of the alley on either side of the street, wands drawn.

Dryden swore. "They'll be arrested."

Siobhan felt the urge to stand tall and straight in response to the stress, but ducked down behind the barrier again instead. "*We* need to get out of here as quickly as possible so *they* can run away too."

He shook his head. "The coppers are well-outfitted, and won't be as easy to deal with as the Morrows. Going out the front will just get us arrested with the others."

Siobhan crouched with her hands against the floor, the glass pane stuck to her left palm creaking under the pressure. "Out the side windows, then, and we run out the back alleys?"

At the front of the building, spells had begun to fly back and forth, and even in the few seconds that had passed, one of the Verdant Stag members had already fallen, hit by a red spell Siobhan thought---hoped---was only a stunner.

"A distraction would be useful," she said, even as the thought formed in her mind. "Another distraction, I mean. Something that could draw the coppers' attention away from all of us entirely."

"I am open to ideas," Dryden said dryly, using a foot to break apart a large wooden crate. He turned to a couple of the others and explained that he had a horse tied up a couple of blocks to the north. If they could get to it, it would carry Jameson faster than they could themselves. "Her name is Elmira. Explain the situation to her, and tell her that I asked her to help," he said. "She'll do as you say if you ask nicely."

Once again, Siobhan ran through her options. '*What do I have, and how can I use it to get us out of here?*' She had gold hidden in her clothes, but she doubted it would be enough to bribe the whole team of coppers into ignoring something this large. She had Dryden's emergency response team, but they were no match for the coppers, and would provide maybe a minute or two more of protection, at most.

She had a couple of the experimental alchemy products Dryden had requested. '*Perhaps the philtre of darkness? It might serve as a shield, while I set up a more useful distraction*. *Or maybe the philtre of stench.*' She realized the Morrows' spell barrier probably wouldn't have blocked the physical particles of the philtre of stench, and the philtre of darkness could have surrounded their barrier and blocked their sight.

'*If I'd thought of it, it could have entirely tipped the balance of the fight,*' she realized with shame.

However, the coppers had an option for individual shields spelled into their wands. More useful, maneuverable, and expensive than the barrier artifact the Morrows had used. But individual shield spells had their downsides, too, especially when most of the coppers didn't even have one raised in favor of shooting offensive spells.

*'If they were smart, they would be moving in teams, with one shielding and the other attacking,*' she thought.

She wiped the remnants of blood off the edge of the glass pane onto Jameson's pants while the others worked to lift him onto the wooden square Dryden had created from the broken crate. "I'm going to release a philtre of darkness. As soon as I do that, start moving Jameson. Get out of the building and far away. Scatter, actually. That will make it harder for them to find you."

"What about you?" Dryden said, kneeling beside her.

"Once the darkness spreads, I'm going to throw Speer's philtre of stench at them."

He nodded. "It should be enough to temporarily incapacitate them if they don't have wards against it, and might even throw off the scent hounds, if they bring them to track us."

Siobhan hadn't even considered the possibility of being tracked by scent, and was doubly glad she had decided to experiment with the disgusting philtre. "Hopefully my distraction gives the response team time to get away. I'll follow as soon as I can."

Dryden squeezed her shoulder. "I'll stay with you. You may need help to escape, if they notice you. My wand still has a charge left."

'*You would be smarter to simply leave the wand with me,*' she thought, but didn't argue with him. She was frightened. He had helped her escape the coppers before. Perhaps she would need his help again. Instead, she nodded silently, and brought the philtre of darkness, which looked like roiling ink in a bottle, out of her bag. "Everyone take a look around, make sure you're ready to move and know where to go." Following her own advice, she took the philtre of stench out and held it between her teeth, eyeing the distance to the front wall.

Dryden grabbed onto the back of her cloak.

She dashed the vial of Darkness against the ground, shattering the glass.

Black clouds exploded outward.

She stood up, stepped sideways away from the others and the barrier of dirt bags and crates they had set up, and walked toward the front of the building, feeling the faint tug on her cloak that meant Dryden was following behind her, equally blind.

The philtre of darkness had taken her ninety minutes to create merely a half-dozen vials, and the impenetrably black clouds would disappear within only a minute, but she could never have cast this as an active spell, not with enough volume to obscure the inside of the warehouse and spill out into the street.

The darkness was not simply black smoke, obscuring vision and allowing any bright lights within it to refract off tiny particles in the air. No, this bottled spell was a cloud of actual darkness, as if each cumulous undulation cast an infinite number of shadows from every direction. Trying to see within its effects required magic specifically created to counteract it.

She kept walking till she hit the wall, despite the instinctual desire to stop early for fear of running into something. The windows, now broken, had stretched in a single row of empty space across the walls, so she didn't have to search one out. She simply drew back her arm and threw.

She didn't hear the vial break, but she heard the response it brought as the coppers shouted, then began to cough and gag.

"Stags, retreat and escape!" Dryden called.

Siobhan heard cursing, and the wind brought a short burst of footsteps to her ears, but she couldn't tell who they came from, or even where.

She crouched down low to the ground as she made her way toward the west side of the warehouse and away from the coppers, not wanting to make an easier target of herself than necessary. '*It would be the height of irony to be hit by a stray spell at this point.*' She crawled through the window, keeping her hands and any uncovered skin away from the sill as much as possible to avoid being nicked by any shards of glass.

Her eyes, wide open, caught faint light as she reached the edge of the philtre's effects. Her knees were shaking, and she felt faintly nauseated. '*This is one of the stupidest things I have ever done.*' A couple more steps brought her mostly out of the alchemical cloud. She poked her head slowly around the edge of the building, looking up the street toward where she had last seen the coppers. She had to make sure Katerin and the others were able to get away alright.

It seemed a couple of the reinforcement team had already retreated with their unconscious or injured members, but the others remained, fighting against the coppers while backing down the street, probably planning to scatter and run once they reached the corner.

The coppers were still affected by Speer's philtre of stench, but not as much as Siobhan had hoped. All of them were coughing and gagging, but only a couple were on their hands and knees, retching onto the cobblestone.

The remainder were well enough to follow the Verdant Stag's people down the street, shooting spells as they went. '*The wind probably blew a lot of the philtre away.*' Unlike the darkness, which was magical and not in danger of being dispersed by anything but counter-magic, stench was largely reliant on physical particles for its effect.

She quickly rubbed out the glyphs on her portable glass spell array, leaving the actual Circle itself intact, and lifted it in front of her face, both hands pressed together in a praying position at its center, one on either side of the glass. Her Conduit dug into her right palm, scratching against the pane. "Life's breath, shadow mine. In darkness we were born. In darkness do we feast. Devour, and arise."

As it had done in Katerin's office, on that first night in Gilbratha, her shadow darkened and writhed, moving without regard to the normal laws of light and darkness.

She continued to cycle deep breaths through the Circle, concentrating with all her might as her shadow stretched into the street till most of it stood between Dryden's response team and the coppers.

Then, it broke from the ground and stood.

It was tall, a tattered cloak of darkness fluttering slowly, completely ignoring the whipping of the storm winds in favor of calm, liquid movement, like smoke off a pinched candle wick.

Its head was dominated almost entirely by a large beak, its other features obscured in the shadows that formed it.

The shadow-familiar spell was entirely harmless, but she hoped that they wouldn't recognize such an esoteric spell in the confusion of battle. All she needed to do was make them hesitate enough that the Stag members could escape.

Spindly, clawed arms broke away from its sides, and it grew, towering over the coppers.

The response team recognized their opening, or were perhaps simply frightened by Siobhan's shadow, and broke, running away under the cover of its form.

The coppers shot a few spells at it, but Siobhan clamped down on her Will, and it didn't disperse or lighten in color. Instead, night-black ravens burst out of its sides as the spells passed through it, flying into the shadows of the alley as if to circle around to attack the coppers from behind.

Truly creating multiple different shadows with this spell was impossible. The ravens were connected to the main form by thread-thin strings of shadow, hopefully unnoticeable, and simply dispersed once they stretched too far from the main form. If she'd done it correctly, it would look like they melted into the shadows.

The coppers screamed, some firing again at the illusionary form and some firing spells erratically into the mundane shadows around them. One twisted, tripped on a cobblestone, and fell to the ground. Instead of standing he began to crawl away, his face a rictus of horror and tears. Two others broke and ran, still firing uselessly into the shadows of the alleys and doorways they passed.

Siobhan lasted only a handful of seconds more before losing control of the spell. She stumbled, half falling into the street, and her shadow snapped back into place beneath her body.

Dryden cursed, reaching down and wrapping one of her arms around his shoulders. He pulled her back away from the street, but not before one of the coppers caught sight of her, shouting "*Sorceress!*"

The copper shot a spell toward the alley, and it barely missed her, splashing against the ground behind them.

Regaining her footing, Siobhan turned to run deeper into the alley.

Something moved on the ground beside her, but by the time she turned to look, it was already too late. There were tentacles growing from the stone where the spell had impacted, and they snapped out and grabbed her.

Her arrested momentum tore her free of Dryden's grip and sent her tumbling straight into the ground. She instinctively caught herself with her hands, but had forgotten the pane of glass still stuck to her left palm. It shattered against the cobblestone, sharp shards of glass biting into the flesh of her palm.

Dryden stumbled, turned, and reached for her again, grabbing her by her arms and *heaving*.

Her back popped in staccato as the bubbles between her spine were released, and she felt like her ankles might break, but she slipped free from the grasping tentacles and scrambled to her feet again without issue. Cradling her sliced palm to her chest and her Conduit in her other fist, she followed Dryden as they raced into the night.
 
If they could get to it, it would carry Jameson faster than they could themselves. "Her name is Elmira. Explain the situation to her, and tell her that I asked her to help," he said. "She'll do as you say if you ask nicely."
On my first reading, I thought the horse was shockingly intelligent. :p

The coppers shot a few spells at it, but Siobhan clamped down on her Will, and it didn't disperse or lighten in color. Instead, night-black ravens burst out of its sides as the spells passed through it, flying into the shadows of the alley as if to circle around to attack the coppers from behind.
I feel like Westby's profiling her as flashy would make more sense if it came after this display. As it is, it feels like he took a wild fucking guess based on assuming she was being brazen instead of bad at hiding, and happened to be right by coincidence.

Assuming someone actually connects the criminal sorceress who gave her scary (but secretly harmless) shadow familiar a raven motif in the heat of the moment with the criminal sorceress who contacted her scammer dad with an actual raven messenger, that is.
 
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Chapter 32 - Sheltered from the Storm
Chapter 32 - Sheltered from the Storm

Siobhan

Month 11, Day 28, Saturday 6:00 a.m.​

Dryden and Siobhan sprinted through the dark alleys and poorly lit side streets as if their boots were winged.

The coppers who hadn't been driven off by the shadow-familiar spell gave chase, but the philtre of stench had taken a toll, and attempting to sprint with streaming eyes, snotty noses, and roiling stomachs was enough to handicap anyone.

When the storm clouds broke, sending fat rain globules pelting out of the skies to be hurled by the wind like little stones, Siobhan grinned and only ran harder. No dogs would track them after this, not past the magically overwhelming philtre of stench and the flooding rain.

She realized soon enough that she recognized some of the streets they were on, and as they ducked into one alley, through a side door that led through an empty kitchen, and out into another alley, she realized they were taking one of the Stag's pre-arranged escape routes. She had memorized it when setting up the alarm wards, just in case.

By the time they reached their destination, one shoddy house among a row of equally shoddy houses on the outskirts of Gilbratha and well into the Mires, she was too tired to run, well out of breath and completely soaked, but they seemed to have thoroughly lost their pursuers. It was still an hour or so before first light, and the streets were almost completely empty.

Dryden knocked on the back door of the house, and they waited, shivering as the pellets of rain slapped into them sideways, driven by the force of the wind.

Footsteps from inside heralded the opening of the door, just a crack.

When the woman inside peeked out to see who had knocked on her door at such a profane hour of the morning, Dryden took off his mask.

With a gasp, she undid the chain lock, waved them in, and shut the door as soon as they had made it past the threshold. "Are you bein' followed?" she asked, tugging her patched wool robe closer around her body.

"I don't believe so. Not any longer, at least," Dryden said.

The woman's house was small, little more than two rooms, as far as Siobhan could tell. The door in the corner was open, and she saw the little forms sprawled out on the floor stir.

A child, no more than seven or eight, rose and moved to the doorway of the bedroom, peering suspiciously through tired eyes at the two of them. His clothes were patched and rough-looking, and his limbs thin, edging on bony.

The woman noticed and said, "Go back to bed, Callum." She pulled two painstakingly cut, padded, and sewn quilts from a chest in the corner by an old rocking chair.

The boy didn't move, still staring at the two of them. "Are you comin' too, Mama?"

The woman sighed, pushing a few loose strands of hair back from her forehead in a motion that seemed born from habitual stress. "Yes. Now do as I say."

A couple of the other children stirred as Callum returned to the pile of bedding on the floor of the second room, but they didn't wake.

The woman tossed them the quilts, her eyes resting a little longer on Siobhan. "Stop drippin' on my floor, then. Come sit by the fire." She motioned to the hearth, which, along with the fireplace and chimney, was the only part of the tiny house made of stone. The bricks were white, no doubt having been chiseled from what little remained of the southern white cliffs. "I'll have it stoked up again in just a moment, my lord," she said, half bowing to Dryden.

Dryden sat at the edge of the hearth, less hesitant than Siobhan.

"Any injuries? Someone you need me to fetch or pass a message to?" the woman asked, adding wood from the sparse supply in the box beside the fireplace.

Dryden looked to Siobhan, who was still clutching her shard-covered, bloody hand to her chest.

Siobhan shook her head. "It's not that bad. I can handle it myself."

The woman nodded and bustled about, putting a kettle atop the iron slab that shared space with the chimney, allowing the fire to heat it.

Siobhan reached into the leather satchel at her waist, realizing only then that it was Sebastien's school bag, and should never have gone with her as Siobhan. '*Oh well, there's nothing to be done about it now. I can only hope this isn't the mistake that sends the edifice of my deceit crumbling to the ground.*' She trembled, and couldn't tell if it was due to the cold and the wet, or the full realization of what she had done, in its aftermath.

Her fingers found one of the healing salves within the satchel, a half-empty jar of headache reliever. With the forefinger of her good hand, she dug some of the oily mixture out and began to apply it to the bloody shards stuck to her left palm. The oil helped to counteract the stickiness of the honey and adhel juice mixture, and the minty pain-relieving properties of the concoction managed to provide some relief, both burning and numbing the wounds. When her hand was free of glass, she dug out the nick-healing salve she had created the week before, which was perfect for this kind of small injury. A few minutes later, her palm was back to normal, except for the pinkish, vaguely spiderweb-shaped scars across its surface.

"Be careful that those aren't noticed," Dryden said.

"Of course." The scar was distinctive, and would remain on Sebastien's hand when she reassumed that form. It was a small enough thing, but enough small mistakes would add up to her ruin.

The woman took the kettle off the fire and poured them two steaming mugs of tea. "I'll make sure the boy understands to keep his mouth shut," she said, once again looking at Siobhan. "Is there anythin' else I ought to do?"

Dryden nodded his thanks, cupping the tea between both his hands and blowing on it. "You have done more than enough. Please, do not let us disturb your rest any longer." He dug in his pocket and pulled out a small handful of gold coins. "Thank you, Mrs. Branwen. I apologize, but I don't have the agreed upon amount on me. See Katerin at the Stag later, and she will give you the rest."

The woman clutched at the coins and bowed to him again. "Thank you, Mr. Dryden."

He gave her a charming half smile. "No, thank you, Mrs. Branwen, for the use of your home and your hospitality."

The woman blushed, and Siobhan realized suddenly that Mrs. Branwen was likely not much older than her, though she had first taken their host for middle-aged. '*Hard living kills you early,*' she thought with melancholy.

Mrs. Branwen retreated to the other room. Over her shoulder, she called, "Wake me if you need me." Once the doorway had been cleared of bedding, she shut the creaky door, giving Siobhan and Dryden a measure of privacy.

They were silent for a few minutes, letting the fire in the hearth and the mugs in their hands ward off the cold and the thunder of the storm. Finally, Siobhan said, "Do you think they all got away?"

"I believe so. For now, at least. We'll have to take measures to avoid being caught by the investigation this will trigger, however. The Crowns do not ignore such blatant displays of unapproved magic. Still, Cooper is the only one of us who has definitively lost his chance to walk away from this."

Siobhan shuddered as she remembered the smell of his corpse. "Why did the Morrows attack? What were those people doing in that warehouse?"

"I had a plan, when I came to Gilbratha," Dryden began, moving to rest his forehead on his knees. "I had been traveling for a while, and I saw all these problems with the world, things that seemed like fundamental errors in the way society was functioning, do you understand? I had seen things done differently elsewhere, one thing a little bit better here, another better there, and I had ideas about how one might hypothetically change things. Those ideas led to more speculation and ideas, and before I knew it I was making real plans. Once I realized what I was doing, it was too late to stop myself. I knew it was dangerous, but I couldn't just go back to observing uselessly. Perhaps it was simply hubris." He tilted his head back, staring into the fire with unfocused eyes.

Siobhan's curiosity was an abnormally patient force at that moment, subdued by the fatigue lacing her bones. She waited for him to speak.

"This, the Verdant Stag, was not my *first* idea. Before I came here, I wrote letters to the Crown members whose lands I was traveling through, and spoke to those influential people who occasionally hosted me. My ideas were ignored or mocked. At best, those who wished to stay on my good side responded with polite nonsense. I thought maybe I wasn't being persuasive enough. I hadn't truly made them *understand* the benefits of my ideas, the ways we were failing, and my vision of what the future could be with some simple, gradual changes. It didn't seem like anything so radical to me, simply common sense."

Dryden let out a humorless laugh. "I pushed for more direct meetings, framed my arguments more persuasively, used greed or fear or pride, or anything I could think of that might push them to actually *do* something. That didn't work, either. I got more lip service.

"Then I came to Gilbratha and lobbied with the Crowns directly. I developed contacts, made friends among the influential, and inserted myself into the power base of Gilbratha as best I could. I was labeled a naive, philanthropic optimist, whose ideas would never work in the real world." He gave her a wry smile. "Well, it *is* true that my ideas don't seem to be working." He spread his arms to gesture pointedly to their current status and surroundings. "But I only decided to start changing things on my own when I realized there was no room for progress within the current system."

Siobhan frowned. "You're saying the Crowns actively want to *avoid* progress? Why? And how does this relate to what happened tonight?"

He gave a small snort. "Some of the Crowns are simply too short-sighted to understand how raising up the smallest of us is good for everyone. But those people are not the real problem. Others understood fully the ideas I had, the world we could create if only we were willing to sacrifice a little at first, and put in the work... They understood, and they were *afraid* of it. You see, there is a finite amount of the power, the control over the human population, that they enjoy so thoroughly. If we give some of it to the common people, even the littlest bits like easier access to high-quality goods, cheaper education, or programs to stimulate innovation, well then..."

His voice was bitterly scornful. "There wouldn't be as much power left for the wealthy and influential individuals and their families. I eventually realized that without being one of the Thirteen Crowns myself"---his tone grew darker---"or spending a few decades finagling my way into a position as 'advisor' to a puppet High Crown---and somehow doing so without being assassinated---I would always be an outsider. I would never achieve real change within my lifetime."

Siobhan could see what he meant. In fact, he sounded somewhat like her grandfather. Ennis had called that kind of thinking pessimism, but to Siobhan that had just seemed like an easy way to dismiss the ideas he did not want to accept. Despite the slightly sick feeling Dryden's words put into her stomach, it was easy to imagine them to be the truth. Without Dryden, she herself would have been successfully prevented from attending the University. She was sitting within the evidence of the disparity between the powerful and the commoners, even now. The disparity wasn't an individual thing, based on qualities possessed by the people themselves. It was not merit that led them to either riches or poverty, but something deeply systemic. '*People are both selfish and lazy, and this leads to stupidity. If allowed, whether by others or themselves, they will ride these vices into the deepest chasms of evil.*'

"So what was your plan, when changing things the conventional way didn't work?"

"Long-term, I plan to remove the Crowns from their position of power and take over Lenore." His words were soft, but carried not a hint of hesitation.

Her exhausted muscles tightened slightly as a small surge of adrenaline made her heart beat faster. Dryden was planning outright *treason*.

He seemed to catch her discomfort and gave her a half smile. "Relax. I said long-term, and I meant it. Right now, I am focusing on simple, mostly-lawful businesses that create jobs while simultaneously producing necessary products---items like healing potions, food, and clothing, all of which can be made more efficiently and cheaply when the people themselves are given the means---or providing basic sanitation and protection to those who so desperately need it. One of the biggest tethers holding Gilbratha back is the need for magic to grow enough food for a large, concentrated population. Too much of the land surrounding Gilbratha has to be dedicated to farming, simply to feed this underperforming city. Food costs account for almost half of the average person's income. When food, clothing, shelter, healthcare, and public safety are no longer an immediate concern, people can turn their energy to bigger things. I want to revolutionize industry in a sustainable way. The warehouse the Morrows destroyed tonight was meant to be a new type of more efficient, miniature farm---the prototype, and hopefully the first of many similar spaces. Of course...well, you saw what happened, tonight. I failed. And I am quickly running out of gold trying to do everything at once, even in such a small territory as the Verdant Stag covers." He opened his mouth to continue, then closed it without speaking and sighed deeply, staring into the flames.

Siobhan rubbed her forehead and readjusted the blanket around her shoulders. "The warehouse farm was legal, though, correct? So the Morrows attacked it simply to harm you and your operation as a whole. I doubt they have any plans to set up something similar themselves."

"You are correct. I don't believe they planned to benefit from attacking the warehouse except as retaliation for my previous actions. They once ruled the territory the Stag holds, small and poor though it is, so I have taken a bite out of their haunch. Perhaps they hope to crush me before I can grow any larger. I am a threat, on both sides of the law. It's just...what should I have done differently, Siobhan? I don't know."

She was silent for a while as her brain ran over the idea. She didn't know nearly as much as he did about his plans, the Gilbrathan economy, or the way he ran the Verdant Stag. "Is food production going to be profitable?"

"Only marginally, and only after a few seasons of growth. But that's just the start. Profit on foodstuffs was not my main concern. *Gardening*"---Dryden emphasized the word in a way that told her he wasn't talking about carrots and potatoes anymore---"isn't heavily regulated within Gilbratha, which means I don't need to struggle with Crown members who feel I am cutting into their profits. At least not for a while, until I start to make enough progress to draw attention. Additionally, I had hoped to grow some of the more common magical plants in hidden areas, which would in turn cut supply costs for production of potions through the Verdant Stag's alchemy business. Perhaps the Morrows learned of this, and it was the tipping point for tonight's catastrophe."

She still thought Dryden was naive to the point of recklessness, but...he wasn't giving only lip-service, and there was something to respect in that. He had changed at least a few lives for the better. That woman whose son might have died without their little alchemy shop, for one. Siobhan herself was another. He was the reason she was attending the University right now, after all. As much as it was her instinct to do so, she could hardly condemn his ideas when she was the beneficiary of them. '*And, maybe, if he somehow gets as much in return from everyone else he helps in his territory as what he will get from me, his investment could be sustainable. Except most of the people he's helping aren't thaumaturges, so how much use can they really be?*'

She set those thoughts aside. "I think you're going to have to find a way to *force* quicker profitability, Mr. Dryden. Perhaps narrow your focus only to those things you have the resources to grasp firmly. Otherwise, you'll lose everything. You'll need money, for more extensive defensive wards and more enforcers. Alternatively, you could find a way to keep the Morrows from attacking you again. Would they be willing to accept a truce?"

"I...don't know. I'll think on it, though I don't know that any terms they would accept would be tolerable to me. And please, Siobhan, call me Oliver. After a night such as ours, I think we're past the silly formalities, don't you?"

"I suppose."

He gave her a real smile, then, tinged with fatigue but no despair. They fell into silence for a few minutes, shifting slightly to expose new sections of their bodies to the warmth of the fire, before he said, "Will you be able to get back into the University without them noticing anything untoward?"

Siobhan sighed. She hadn't yet considered how exactly she was going to achieve that. "Tomorrow---today---is Saturday. I was planning to spend it doing alchemy, but I think I might take a nap instead. As long as no one notices that my things are missing before I get back---and they shouldn't unless they look in my trunk---*and* as long as I'm able to retrieve everything from the alley I so haphazardly hid it in, I should be fine. I'm well known for strange sleep habits by now, so no one should find it suspicious when they wake and find me missing." She rubbed her forehead again and wished she had more headache-relieving salve. Her jar had been used up on getting the glass off her hand. "I really am not suited to this."

He quirked an eyebrow up. "Not suited to what?"

"All this..." She waved her hand vaguely. "Excitement. Adventure."

He snorted. "I'm not sure that's true. You seem to find yourself in these situations often enough, and you perform with surprising adroitness for someone who *truly* doesn't desire anything more than to sit in a library and research all day."

She straightened, turning a scowl onto him. Her mouth opened, and then it closed again. "There are so many things wrong with what you just said, I don't even know where to start," she said finally.

He snorted, and then, seemingly unable to hold it in, wadded a section of his blanket over his face to muffle the sound and devolved into outright laughter. When he was finished, he looked back up at her and grinned. "Your expression was amusing," he explained, ignoring her continued scowl.

She let out a snort of her own, much less amused, and settled back down to stare at the fire. "Well, it's not so much that I mind excitement, but that I mind being anything less than ridiculously and unreservedly over-prepared for any excitement. I...I have goals too, you know, and I'm sure getting where I need to will not be without struggle. It's that I'm *not* ridiculously over-prepared for the things I've been getting into. I'm scrambling just to keep my head above water, and it seems I keep being bashed in the face with how stupid and thoughtless I am, and if I am so inept I don't even *realize* how inept I am until I'm slapped with proof..." She took a deep breath and kept herself from rambling.

"You're being too hard on yourself. We saved a life, maybe even more than one, tonight. Everyone makes mistakes. The important thing is to learn from them, right?"

She shook her head, sneering slightly. "Learn from your mistakes? That platitude is so obvious it's useless. Of course you should learn from your mistakes. If you're an average person with no ambition, maybe doing that can keep you alive and relatively content. For people with real goals, and real opposition to those goals, it's not enough to keep making stupid mistakes and simply learning as you go along. Sooner or later, you make a stupid mistake you cannot recover from. Mistakes are inevitable, but *stupid* mistakes due to lack of planning, preparation, and basic foresight are not. I cannot be prepared for *every* eventuality, that is true, but I should have at least enough prudence to look at my past failures and *extrapolate* future failures from there. I failed to imagine everything that could go wrong. Sure, I took some *convenient* measures to ready myself for negative eventualities, but I didn't make the effort to *truly* mitigate the dangers I knew I might be involved in."

She took another deep breath and looked away from his solemn gaze. "Dryd---Oliver, I knew the coppers might come after me, if something went wrong. I knew the Morrows were attacking your people, and even injured one severely. I didn't imagine that I would be called in to help fight against them, but...*why* did I not prepare myself for a fight at all? Some sort of barrier or protection spell could have been the difference between life and death tonight, *or* against the coppers if they had found me. Why did I not learn any? Why didn't I have a blood-clotting potion? You gave me a list of useful battle potions and the like, and I experimented with a handful of them, but nothing more. If your emergency response team had been fully kitted out with a couple of each, maybe things wouldn't have gotten so bad in the first place."

Her voice grew strained. "Maybe the Morrows wouldn't have been able to bring down half the building, and that man, Cooper would still be alive. Even when we arrived, I could have done things better. The philtre of stench is based more on physical particles in the air than magic. It might have incapacitated the Morrows as soon as we arrived, if I had thought of it. A man died tonight, and this still could have been *so much worse*. There are a hundred different ways tonight could have ended in complete disaster, and I was not prepared for any of them. Aren't you the one who says the only way to avoid your subterfuge being caught out is to be truly meticulous with both planning and execution? This is the same."

He was silent for a few moments. "Alright. But by that logic, this was really all *my* fault, not yours. It wasn't your responsibility to be prepared for something like this. They aren't your people, they're mine. If not for my own lack of foresight and preparation, you would be asleep in your bed right now."

She sighed deeply. "Something being the fault of one person does not make it *less* the fault of another. I could have changed today's outcome for the better, and I didn't. The fact that you might have done the same doesn't make me less responsible. It only means that we both failed."

He reached out and squeezed her shoulder. "Well, we will learn *better*. No more stupid mistakes."

She felt her muscles relaxing subtly under the touch and gave the fireplace a small smile. "My grandfather used to say, 'If you aren't over-prepared, you are underprepared.' I remember thinking as a child that he was just paranoid from living too long, that the world wasn't actually out to make every possible thing go wrong." She let out a small huff of wry amusement.

He squeezed her shoulder again, then withdrew his hand and lay down on the edge of the stone hearth. "I'm going to close my eyes for a bit. We should be able to leave once the storm passes, with a little grooming to make sure we don't draw attention."

Siobhan hugged her knees to her chest and kept staring into the fire, wrapping herself more fully in the borrowed blanket. She had known, when Oliver rode up on the horse and asked her to help protect his people, that she wasn't prepared to do so. She had known she was underprepared as soon as the bracelet on her wrist grew cold, in fact.

She thought of what she had seen tonight. The frightened people, the blood, the death. If things had gone only a little differently, she could have been hit by one of the Morrows' attacks, or captured by the grasping tentacles of the copper's spell. She could be dead, or in jail, or expelled from the University. She shuddered at the thought, a visceral reaction of fear and rejection.

'*It wasn't worth it,*' she admitted to herself. '*If things had gone differently, I would have regretted my decision to help. I value my own life and safety more than that of a stranger's. And yet...and yet, I cannot imagine myself saying no when Dryden asked for my aid, even without the threat of the blood vow hanging over me.*' She bent her head, combing her fingers through her hair to dry it in the warmth of the fire. She knew a spell to help repel water, but she was too tired to cast it.

'*The desire to help people who don't deserve their misfortune and the desire to ensure my own personal safety are contradictory. But...they* are *both part of me. I must understand myself, because you must understand yourself before you can change yourself. And you must change yourself to change the world. So. Being honest, fulfilling my desire to help isn't worth it if putting myself in danger means I lose my freedom and magic. I'm too selfish, and I'm not interested in becoming a hero or a martyr.*'

She tried to make herself believe it, because she knew it was *true*, but something inside her still rejected the idea of walking away while the Morrows attacked Jameson and Misha and the others. '*Plus*,' she reasoned with a little too much cheer to totally trust the thought, '*my blood print vow doesn't allow me to refuse favors to the Verdant Stag unless I find them morally reprehensible. I don't have entirely free will in the matter. So...what do I do? If nothing changes, something like today will happen again.*'

She reached into her vest pocket and pulled out her Conduit, staring into the crystalline depths lit up by the orange flames. '*Well, the answer is always "seize power." If you don't know what you need, take power, for it can be converted into almost anything else.*'

Those were her grandfather's words again, but they seemed right. '*If I'm going to be getting myself into situations like these, I must grow powerful enough that I can actually* handle *them.*' She began to make a mental list of useful preparations, things to learn and items to carry. Excuses she might start setting up now that could help her explain her way out of scrutiny or blame. Her eyes began to droop and her forehead fell forward to rest on her knees. Slumber reached up around her like tendrils of a dark cloud from the abyss.

She slept for a time, restlessly, her mind dancing with flames, blood, and fear worn old.

A searing pain from her chest woke her.
 
Chapter 33 - Temporary Inversion of Income vs. Expense
Chapter 33 - Temporary Inversion of Income vs. Expense

Siobhan

Month 11, Day 28, Saturday 8:00 a.m.​

Siobhan jerked her legs away from her chest, scrabbling to get her hand past her vest and shirt to whatever was causing the pain. She yanked out the straps around her neck, the warded medallion and the transmutation amulet dangling from her clenched fist.

The medallion was covered in frost.

It took her a few seconds to comprehend what that meant, her mind still fogged by stress and sleep. Once she did, she snapped the leather cord keeping the medallion attached to her and tossed the frosted disk into the embers of the fireplace. "Shit! Shit, shit, *shit*!" she cried unthinkingly, causing Oliver to jerk to wakefulness.

"What? What is it?" he said, snapping upright and looking around.

"We are being scried!" she hissed, lunging for the small box of wood beside the fireplace and tossing a couple of pieces onto the embers. She grabbed a lump of charcoal from the edge of the fire, heedless of the risk of burning her fingers, and drew a large Circle around the hearth and the chimney.

She stepped back to avoid the reach of the sphere and almost dropped her Conduit as she fumbled it out of a vest pocket. She had cast the spark-shooting spell plenty of times during her life, but without proper, easily ignited kindling, and in such a panic, her first attempt failed to reignite the flames.

Siobhan paused, took a deep breath, and released it slowly, forcing the full pressure of her Will to bend the world---specifically, to ignite the piece of wood at the center of the Circle. A large, bright spark settled at the point where her eyes were focused, and with an effort that sent a spike of pain through her head, the wood caught fire. Rather than simply sit back and let the flame spread naturally, she kept pushing with her Will, pulling at the edges of the heat, forcing the fire to flare up as quickly as possible.

Beside her, Oliver tossed something into the fireplace, and the flames roared up greedily.

The medallion sucked at the warmth of the now blazing fire.

"Whiskey," Oliver explained, tucking the flask back into a pocket.

"Good idea." She dug in her pack, pulling out a couple of jars, some cotton, a few pieces of paper, and a wrapped ball of beeswax. She tossed everything but the jars into the fire, then dug out the salves from the jars and flicked that in too. The flames consumed and burned brighter, a few licking up with strange colors, and she squinted into them to see the medallion.

"Talk to me," Oliver said. "Do we need to run?"

"Not yet. The medallion contains a protective spell, a strong one. Anti-scrying is included. We're safe as long as it has enough heat to stay charged. But it is bad. Very bad." She could hear a faint sound from the metal, as if it was groaning in pain. Whoever was on the other end of the scrying spell was pouring an excessive amount of power into it. They had to be a Master at least, or maybe a group of Journeymen casters.

With a trembling breath, she drew the glyph for "*heat*" on the hearth in front of her, inside the Circle, then pressed her Conduit between both hands and began to cast, pulling tongues of flame off the fire and feeding them to the medallion in bright splashes. She began to shiver, not from cold, but from the waves of pain running from her head down her spine, sending involuntary spasms through her muscles.

The medallion continued to absorb the heat, and so she ignored the strain and continued to feed it. She heard Oliver calling her name in alarm, but couldn't spare the concentration to respond in any way.

Finally, the medallion stopped absorbing the heat she channeled to it.

Very carefully, she released the energy and detached her Will from the spell. Just as she was releasing it, the magic under her control shuddered, and she was splashed with a small explosion of still-burning embers and ash from the fireplace.

Oliver cursed, using his damp quilt to pat her down and sweep away the embers.

She pulled her hands apart numbly, ignoring the deep indentations her Conduit had made in her skin.

The crystal crumbled apart, falling to her lap in pieces.

That happened when too much power was channeled through a sub-par Conduit.

None of the pieces were big enough to be useful for spellcasting anymore, but she still gathered them up with trembling fingers and put them in one of her pockets. '*Thank the stars above it didn't break until the last moment.*'

She'd heard more than one story about a Conduit shattering while someone was in the middle of channeling magic. The kindest outcome was Will-strain. Explosions were common, as the power contained within the Circle escaped. One woman had one of her legs switched with her donkey's. A man had tried to keep casting to avoid that, and ended up channeling the magic through his body. The euphoria was too much for him, and though he lived, slowly progressing into dangerous madness that forced her grandfather to kill him, Siobhan had always thought it would have been a mercy if he'd died immediately.

"It's over, I think. They didn't find us," she whispered, shivering. "But this means they have a piece of me. But how, how would they get---" She closed her mouth slowly, then looked down at her palm and the spiderweb of scars across its surface. "It started raining," she murmured. "But they must have picked up the glass before that. They have my blood." Feeling dizzy, she let herself fall back to sit on the floor.

Oliver's face was pale. "They will keep trying, again and again."

"The wards on the medallion won't hold out." She stood with a wobble and did not shake off Oliver's concerned hand on her arm as she might have otherwise. She pulled her hair back from her face, combing it roughly with her fingers and then pulling on her cloak and tucking it under the hood. "Do you know where they might keep the evidence? Is it possible we could get it back, or...destroy it?"

He rubbed his hand down his face. "I assume they keep evidence at Harrow Hill, but I have no idea where specifically, and I don't know how we would go about accessing it."

She shook her head, biting down on her thumbnail.

Stirring from the bedroom announced that Mrs. Branwen or one of her children had woken, probably because of the ruckus the two of them were creating.

Siobhan crouched down uncomfortably close to the fire, reaching for the iron poker and digging out her medallion. It fell onto the stone of the hearth. She waved her hand over it, gauging the heat radiating off the metal for a few seconds. It stayed warm, indicating the scrying attempt had definitely ended, so she wrapped the edge of her cloak around her hand and picked it up. One of the tiny glyphs carved into its surface was smeared, probably from a combination of the spillover heat and channeling too much power, almost unrecognizable. Artifacts could be recharged, if you knew the right spell---which she didn't---but it would be impossible to do so with damage to the spell array. At least the other protective spells woven into the metal disk were still functional. She pressed her lips together, then pocketed the medallion. "The next time they try that, the ward is going to fail, and they are going to find me."

"How long do we have? Your medallion cannot be the only answer. We can get another one. Liza, she could cast the spell."

Mrs. Branwen opened the door and stuck her head out. As soon as her eyes landed on the charcoal Circle around her fireplace, she slipped out, shutting the door to the bedroom behind her with a stern warning to her children to stay put.

Siobhan grimaced. "I'm not sure. Liza may be skilled, but this medallion was created by my grandfather. He was more powerful by far. Liza could protect me if she was *with* me to cast the spell, but if Seb---" She glanced at Mrs. Branwen. "If *he* simply disappears from school, that's suspicious too, right?" Staying with Liza would destroy her ability to attend the University. There had to be another way. "Still, this medallion has multiple protections built into it, and each one is necessarily weaker for the versatility. Perhaps she could help with a spell specifically to protect against scrying. Her house is---"

She stopped and took a couple of shuddering breaths, focusing her mind as if she was casting a spell. Her body was still, her mind the opposite. Crises always seemed to make her smarter, quicker. "We should leave," she said, already turning toward the door. "You will want to erase the spell array," she said to the woman. "Just in case."

Mrs. Branwen had already grabbed a straw broom from the corner and started sweeping away the charcoal marks on her hearth.

Oliver followed after Siobhan, but stopped to tell the woman, "I don't expect anyone to come knocking, but if they do, you can count on the Stag." He closed the door gently behind him.

Siobhan turned the corner into a small alley and pressed the dark stone of the transformation amulet against her skin beneath her clothes, sparking the change with a pulse of Will. Even that small amount of effort sent a spike of pain through her head. In a moment, she was Sebastien again. She took off the cloak Oliver had given her when he picked her up on his horse and tucked it into her bag. It wasn't safe to walk the streets as her true self, and at this point she wasn't technically doing anything illegal. "I have a plan."

The sun had just begun to peek over the horizon, but most of the city had not yet stirred from their beds, so they passed through the streets unnoticed. "Liza's house is warded," Sebastien explained to Oliver as they walked, just barely slow enough not to seem strangely hurried. "I'm *sure* it will have protections against scrying. I should be safe there until we can come up with a real solution, which you were correct in saying that she might be able to help with."

Sebastien felt too dizzy to properly tally up her remaining coin, but remembered it was barely over two hundred gold. '*In addition to Liza's help, I will need to obtain a replacement Conduit.*' Once, she would have considered two hundred gold enough money to do nearly anything, but since coming to Gilbratha she had become quite disillusioned.

When they neared Liza's house, Sebastien ducked into another alley and returned to her form as Siobhan. Liza only knew the dark-haired woman, and she didn't want to associate Sebastien with a criminal.

She let Oliver use the animated lion door-knocker, taking deep breaths to steady herself as they waited.

They hurried into the house when the door opened, and Siobhan took a sweeping glance of the street as she closed the door behind them. She saw nothing suspicious, and hoped that was because no one was watching them, and not because their possible enemy was skilled enough to evade notice.

Liza came out of the attached room already scowling, the dark bags under her eyes only seeming to deepen as her gaze swept over the two of them. "The planes-damned sun has barely risen, Oliver. What fresh hell have you brought to my doorstep today?"

Oliver looked to Siobhan, but she was slow to answer, so with a concerned frown, he spoke. "We were in an altercation last night. Part of this involved a mostly harmless skirmish with the coppers, and we believe they obtained a small amount of Siobhan's blood. They tried to scry her."

Liza's face twisted angrily. "And you brought them *straight to me*?" Her arms fell to her sides and her fingers spread as if she meant to claw the air.

"No," Siobhan said, shaking her head somewhat frantically as she felt the tightening of the air that signified the waking of a powerful Will. "I have---had---a warding medallion. The scrying failed, but my Conduit broke, and I need your help. The house is warded, right? I wouldn't have come here otherwise. I just need your help to make another anti-scrying artifact, and th---" Her tongue seemed to stumble over itself, and she reached out to brace herself on the wall as the room tilted slowly.

Oliver grasped her arm. "Siobhan, are you alright?"

Liza "tched" loudly. "Will-strain. Her Conduit broke?"

Oliver nodded. "Yes. How bad is it, can you tell?"

Siobhan straightened. She'd come close to Will-strain a couple of times in her life, but this time she seemed to have tipped over the edge. "Not bad, I think. I have a headache and I feel dizzy and dis...disoriented." She paused, then continued, enunciating carefully. "But I'm not seeing or hearing anything strange, and I can remember everything that has happened since my Conduit broke until now."

Liza waved an impatient hand at them. "Well, hurry and follow me, then. We had best get inside the stronger wards below. The girl will need rest."

Oliver kept a hand around Siobhan's arm as they followed, which she acknowledged the need for as the room spun, this time more violently.

"How desperately do they want to find you?" Liza asked once they were down below.

"Quite desperately, I would imagine," Oliver said quietly.

Liza grunted, leading them past the room they had cast the messenger spell in the last time and to a door made of iron bars, like a jail cell. A quick touch of her hand to the lock opened it, and she waved to the spartan cot within.

'*What type of guest does she normally keep in this room, to require a door made of bars that can only be opened from the outside?*' Siobhan sat down on the cot, closing her eyes to avoid seeing the vaguely shimmering lines and glyphs covering the walls at the edges of her vision. Leaning back against the wall, she allowed her muscles to relax slightly. "My medallion uses heat to power its defenses," she said, pulling the metal disk out of her pocket and holding it out to Liza. "I tossed it into the fire and used an impromptu spell to force heat into it, but it was still barely enough."

Liza examined the medallion, pulling a convex lens out of a pocket and peering through it at the artifact. She was silent for a long while, then said, "Wait here," and walked out of the room.

Oliver shoved his hands in his pockets and rocked back and forth on his heels for a moment, then with a sharp sigh sat beside Siobhan on the cot.

Siobhan thought she might have dozed off, because she closed her eyes, and when she opened them, Liza was already walking back through the door. "This is very interesting work," she said. "Some of the most efficient energy transformation I have ever seen, as well as a surprising number of protections woven into such a small area. Who created it?"

"My grandfather," Siobhan said.

Liza peered at her, then back to the medallion. "Well. I cannot recreate this. Not without some intensive study and perhaps taking the medallion apart. It seems the spells are literally woven *through* the metal, layer upon layer. The anti-scrying spell was pushed too far to simply be recharged."

Siobhan frowned. The medallion was one of the few things she had left of her grandfather. She didn't want Liza to dissect it like a frog. Plus, it still had a half-dozen other protections in place, all of which should still be functional. "Can you make me an artifact just for the scrying? It doesn't need to be like the medallion, as long as it works. Something a little more powerful would be good."

"Something more powerful than *this*?" Without waiting for them to respond to her incredulous question, Liza said, "Wait here," and left once again.

This time, she was gone for longer, and Siobhan definitely dozed off while waiting. Liza returned with her arms full of various arcane books, set them on the ground, and then left again to fetch a small wooden block covered in a complicated spell array. She placed it on the ground, flattened her palm to it, and muttered something Siobhan didn't quite catch. The block unfolded, becoming a chair and desk made out of hundreds of smaller segments.

Siobhan blinked, hoping that her mind had not sunk into hallucinations.

Liza smirked at them as she set the books on the table. "I call it the portable office. Horribly complicated, of course, but extremely convenient when you need a place to sit and work while on the go. For ninety gold, I can make you or your friends one too."

Siobhan and Oliver shared a look, but Liza had already turned her attention to the spell books, so they were saved from answering.

Liza flipped through the books seemingly at random, taking notes and leaving small bookmarks between the pages.

Siobhan would normally have attempted to read over the woman's shoulder, but her head had begun to pound fiercely, and she found she didn't have the wherewithal to do anything other than lie back and breathe carefully.

She hadn't realized that Oliver left the room until he came back carrying a tray with a kettle of tea, a jar of minty salve, and a couple of slices of thick brown bread smeared with creamy butter. He poured Liza a cup of tea first, which she gave him a distracted nod of thanks for, then set the tray on the cot beside Siobhan.

She fumbled to open the jar of headache-relieving salve, then smeared it not only on her temples but across her hairline, the back of her neck, and even kneaded a bit into the muscles of her shoulders. It was powerful, and began to work almost immediately. It didn't remove the mental fog or disorientation, but it helped to push the throbbing, nausea-inducing pain back enough that she could function past it.

When she set the jar down, Oliver pressed a cup of tea and a slice of bread into her hand. "You need to eat and get some liquid in your system, I think," he said. When she hesitated at the thought of putting anything in her roiling stomach, he loomed over her threateningly. "If I need to, I will force it into your mouth and pinch your nose closed until you swallow."

She scowled at him and took a sip of tea, then a nibble of the rich bread. "No need to be so dramatic," she muttered.

Liza frowned at the sound of her voice, turning to her. "You should be asleep, girl. But since you are not...I have some ideas for a solution to your problem. What do you think about this? We could anchor the warding spell in your flesh. A tattoo or a brand would work, but I think a carving might be most effective. When active, the spell would use your blood as a component, which is doubly effective for its power and because they are using your blood to track you. I have some other ideas too, which should sharply increase the effectiveness of the ward."

"A carving? Would this be visible?"

"Yes. Five of them, I think, one for each of the Elemental Planes..." She turned back to the books, which seemed to have multiplied atop the table.

"That won't work," Oliver stated. "She needs something that can be hidden, and that isn't permanent like a scar."

Liza raised her head and glared at him, then Siobhan. "Is this true?"

"Yes. Scars like that might raise unwanted interest." She had no intention of removing her clothes in front of someone else at any time during her stay at the University, but allowing for such an easy method of distinguishing her identity was senseless. It could go wrong in so many ways.

Liza took a sip of tea and seemingly dismissed the two of them from her thoughts once again.

Siobhan finished two cups of tea and another slice of bread, and when she woke, she was covered by a thick, soft blanket and had a fluffy pillow under her head. She was alone in the room, and though the headache-relieving salve seemed to have used up its magic, the throbbing in her temples was bearable. Both Oliver and Liza were gone, along with the table, chair, and books.

She rose and went to the room with Liza's magical chamber pot. She thought about exploring the lower level to see what else Liza kept in the most secure part of her secret abode, then decided it was probably too dangerous to do so without Liza's knowledge or permission. There would likely be defenses woven into the very walls. Instead, she climbed the stairs to the upper level where Liza kept her own miniature Menagerie and the bookcases. The light coming through the windows had changed position. Siobhan judged it to be early evening.

Oliver looked up from the couch he was sprawled on, setting aside the book he had been reading. "How is your brain?"

"Better," Siobhan said.

Liza scribbled a few more words on the huge roll of paper laid on the desk before her, then turned to Siobhan as well. "Come over here and look at this. I have designed the warding spell we will use. It is absolutely ingenious, if I do say so myself. If I cared about titles and thought I had a chance of being accepted through that bigoted, discriminatory council, I might apply for Grandmastery in the field with this."

Siobhan walked to the table and saw that the paper was covered in spell designs and notes. It was complex and obviously powerful, and once again she rethought her opinion of this woman. '*The next time she tries to charge more for the possibility of Will-strain, I'm not likely to believe her.*' She read the scribbled note that estimated this artifact would take over seven thousand thaums to charge with the warding spell. A Master might graduate from their ninth term at the University with a Will that could handle one to two thousand thaums, depending on their dedication, while most Apprentices, after three University terms, couldn't do much better than three hundred. "What is it anchored to?" she asked, frowning as she read the glyph for "*blood*" as a multi-use Sacrifice.

"I will be creating five disks to hold the spell. We will insert them under your skin, Oliver said that would be fine. Aside from a small scar, they will be undetectable, and can be removed and replaced if you ever need the spell recharged."

"It's amazing," Siobhan said honestly. She put her hand over the pocket where the shards of her Conduit rested. "Liza, there is something else I might hire you to do. That raven messenger spell, the Lino-Wharton? I was wondering if you could do that again."

Oliver frowned. "You wish to speak to your father again?"

Siobhan shook her head. "No, but my main Conduit was shattered, and he has one that belongs to me. It was my mother's. It should be strong enough to last me for a long time. I want it back."

"It's unlikely he has it on him," Oliver said. "He would have been searched and relieved of any magical items before being put in the cell. Your Conduit is either in an evidence box, the item holding room, or one of the guards has taken it for themselves and conveniently forgotten to note that it was in his possession when he was brought in."

Siobhan shook her head. "I don't think so. This Conduit is the gem in an heirloom ring. The band of the ring is an artifact that creates a Loomis anti-awareness field along with a minor chameleon effect. I think he still has it, or he would have complained about them stealing from him."

Oliver looked to Liza. "Would they not have some way to check for an active spell?"

Liza snorted. "The ability to do a general check for an active spell doesn't exist. People detect spells by casting a specific counter-spell or detection spell and seeing if anything happens. If people could detect magic so easily, that would mean we had at least some true *understanding* of magic. That is not the case, unfortunately. Harrow Hill's wards should be able to detect a fluctuation in certain types of energy that usually signify a spell being cast or ended, but that is as close as they get. However, depending on the quality of the Conduit your father holds, it may not be cost-effective to retrieve it. Without your ability to assist my spell casting, even a short-duration messenger will cost you fifty gold. Is the Conduit worth more than that, or do you simply want it for its sentimental value?"

Siobhan pushed a few loose strands of hair away from her face. "The firstborn in my family have used it as their primary Conduit for at least a few generations. It was my mother's. It should be able to support a sorcerer of at least Master level."

Liza nodded appreciatively. "Well, you will want to retrieve it, then, especially with the price of celerium lately. However, this brings me to the matter of payment. Two hundred fifty gold for the anti-scrying ward, and fifty for the messenger spell."

Siobhan stared at her in shock. Two hundred fifty gold for the scrying ward? That was enough money for a family to live on for a year. It was more than she still had left. She might have been able to afford it, just barely, if she hadn't bought any new clothes for Sebastien. But she had.

'*Why did I not get the Conduit from my father when I had the chance?*' she lamented.

Siobhan swallowed painfully. "If you let me borrow a Conduit, I can help you cast the messenger spell again. And if there are any parts of creating the ward artifact that I could aid you in, I'm more than willing to do so. Can we negotiate on the price? Perhaps you could use less potent materials, or..."

Liza sighed deeply, closing the book in front of her. "I have done all this work, only to find that you cannot afford my services?"

Siobhan cursed the fog still clouding her mind. "It's not that I cannot afford them, it is just that I cannot afford them *right now*, or that I cannot afford them in *gold*."

"You're broke."

"I'm not broke. I'm merely experiencing a temporary inversion in my ratio of income versus expenses," Siobhan shot back.

Oliver barked out a surprised laugh.

Liza glared at her for a long few seconds. "Hmph. Well, perhaps you would like to do a trade? Your little medallion, for instance. I would pay one hundred fifty gold for that. Or, if you are able to retrieve this Conduit from your father and it is as unclouded as you say, it could pay for both spells itself, and a replacement Conduit of lesser value, beyond that."

Siobhan was silent as she suppressed her instinctive denial. '*The ring is my birthright, but what good is a birthright if I am dead or in prison?*' The medallion had been made by her grandfather, and still had half a dozen other warding spells that were active, but he would have scoffed at her sentimentality and told her that survival was paramount, and that was the purpose of the medallion in the first place, whether it protected her from an opponent's spell or bought her enough gold to do the same. Still, both the medallion and the ring were *hers*, even if her father had taken the ring to wear himself, and she didn't want to lose them.

Oliver cleared his throat. "If you wish, Siobhan, your payment for yesterday could be given to you in gold. One hundred gold, I think, if we include a bonus for being called on without notice?"

Her stare turned to him, and he looked away.

"I cannot offer such a large bonus in the future, but...just this once," he said. "You likely saved me the bribes I would have had to pay to get my people out of Harrow Hill."

Siobhan felt her lip tremble and carefully steeled her face so her expression didn't crumple with tears. '*The Will-strain is making me volatile.*' She knew the offered payment was likely several times more than the wand-wielding magicians Oliver employed would be compensated. Though the coppers, perhaps, wouldn't have acquired her blood if he had not asked for her aid, this was really just a continuation of the trouble that had begun before she'd even met him, trouble that almost certainly would have caught up with her already if not for his involvement.

Clenching her jaw, Siobhan avoided thinking about his kindness or her overwhelming relief until she could speak without embarrassing herself. "Yes, I would like my payment in gold this time," she said, nodding just deeply enough to show her gratitude without making a big deal of it. Thinking about it another way, Oliver *was* partially responsible for both the loss of her Conduit and for the coppers obtaining her blood. If she'd stayed at the University that night, they might have eventually given up looking for her entirely. '*In that sense, he owes me. This is nothing more than what he should do, even if technically he's not* obligated *to.*' She felt a bubbling rush of irritation and resisted the urge to scowl at him. '*If I'd been smart, I would have required compensation for injury and loss to be a provision in the blood print vow.*'

She swallowed down her mercurial emotions and turned to Liza. "I cannot offer you my medallion for good, but if you would like to examine it, without damaging it, I would be happy to allow you to research it for one hundred gold."

"Twenty," the woman shot back without hesitation.

"Once you've researched it, the spells can be recreated. They aren't unique anymore, which makes the medallion less valuable. Eighty."

"Sixty-five."

"Deal." Siobhan reached out her arm to shake Liza's hand. With this, she still had some gold left over.

"Deal." Liza accepted the handshake. "I will go get the blood print vow sheets. After we complete the vow, Oliver and I are going shopping, and you are going back to sleep."
 
Chapter 34 - Back Door Deals
Chapter 34 - Back Door Deals

Oliver

Month 11, Day 28, Saturday 5:00 p.m.​

Oliver had been almost as anxious about returning to the Verdant Stag as he was eager. He needed to ensure all his people had escaped the night before. He had a few local coppers in his pocket, and at least one of them would give word when a Stag was arrested, along with relaying other relatively harmless information about the goings-on of the local law enforcement.

Both he and Liza were well known around these parts. Though most didn't know him as the leader of the Verdant Stags without his mask, he was an obviously wealthy man that enjoyed "slumming it" with those poorer and more dangerous than himself. People surely suspected he was involved in some sort of crime or nefarious activity, but that was not so uncommon for the wealthy. As long as they didn't discover his true efforts and goals until it was too late to stop him, that was fine.

Liza was recognized for what she was---a powerful and dangerous sorceress, one not bound by the restrictions of the law.

Together, they received nods and wary looks as they passed the citizens who were heading home as night fell.

He looked at the peoples' coarse, patched clothing, the dirt lining the tired wrinkles of those who had grown old while still young, and the cobbles of the streets that had been washed clean by the river-swelling torrents of rain, but would soon be coated with filth again. Shops had picture signs instead of names, for those who could not read, which was most of them.

Men and boys without jobs skulked on the corners and in the alleys, smoking cat's-cough and glaring out at the world, some of them with gang colors or symbols displayed with varying levels of subtlety.

A woman hacked up blood into her handkerchief, then tucked the cloth away in her pocket and continued to beg for alms.

He shoved his hands deeper into his pockets and let out a deep sigh, walking a little faster. This would all change when he ruled. The Stags might have control over only a tiny portion of the city at the moment, but he was already making things better. If he could just continue building---but that was the problem. The Morrows were not willing to let him continue.

He'd been pouring his personal funds into the Verdant Stag and its endeavors. The fortune he had amassed over many years was dwindling, and now the agricultural component of the plan, which had been almost ready to start production, would need another influx of funds as he rebuilt the warehouse and paid for greater security so that people were not afraid to take the jobs he offered.

He needed something that would bring in more money than cheap food for the masses, but could still be traded freely. Perhaps a product with a wealthier market, like the foodstuffs that would normally be imported from a more tropical climate. His own household budget for spices and honey was high enough that he might as well have been buying gold and silver by the ounce. Shipping was dangerous and expensive, and moving products over land had its own difficulties. In some instances, it simply wasn't feasible. He planned to replace the roof of the warehouse with glass, which should allow him to grow at least some of those more exotic foodstuffs indoors, but this was yet another exorbitant expenditure. Nevertheless, it would avoid the need for magic to imitate the light of the sun. Over time, the cost would be less.

Liza broke him from his thoughts, murmuring, "The girl...she's the one they're looking for?" Her gaze was on a copper, who was questioning a store owner in the doorway of the man's shop.

Oliver gave her a look, but didn't respond aloud.

"That's answer enough, I suppose," she said. "Do not worry, I have no love for Gilbrathan law, and no need for reward money. Idiot coppers tried to question *me* about the whole commotion when it first happened, and I sent them packing. As if *I* would've been so sloppy with the getaway, even assuming I decided to steal from the University."

Oliver sighed and shook his head, but he couldn't help smiling slightly.

They made it to the Verdant Stag not long after, and Liza took a seat at the bar and ordered a drink while Oliver continued on to Katerin's upstairs office.

Katerin froze for a moment when he walked into the room, her eyes sweeping over him for damage like a worried mother. After a second of silence, some of the strain around her eyes and in her shoulders receded. "Took you long enough," she muttered.

"Is everyone alright? Any arrests? Did we manage to get Jameson to Healer Nidson's?" While he spoke, he moved to the safe in the attached closet at the back of the room and began to go through the somewhat complicated process of unlocking it.

"No arrests, but a couple of injuries. I have already paid Nidson." She hesitated. "Jameson...did not make it."

Oliver straightened and turned to face her. "What?"

"We got him to Nidson, but...his heart stopped working. Nidson restarted it, but...it wouldn't take. Jameson died."

Oliver stared at her, taking in the bags under her eyes and the way she leaned a hand against the back of her chair for support. "Did Nidson give him blood?"

She frowned in confusion. "No?"

He ran a hand down his face, rubbing at the skin. "Jameson, and Cooper too. Have you told their families, yet?"

She shook her head. "But word spreads quickly. They might already know."

"We will pay for the funerals. And..." He turned back to the safe, pulling out two full coin pouches, each with one hundred gold counted out within. He slipped one into his pocket and removed thirty gold crowns from the other. He divided the thirty gold into two smaller purses and set them on Katerin's desk. "Give their families a stipend, for the next...three years. Fifteen gold a month." Spreading it out made it less likely for the families to be the target of a theft, and kept anyone from spending recklessly if they were the type to do so. It also put just a little less pressure on the Verdant Stag's finances.

Katerin looked as if she wanted to disagree, but slumped instead. "I suppose they were killed working for us, and at what was supposed to be a safe job. But you cannot start compensating the family of everyone who is killed or injured in Stag territory. And what about that second purse you took?"

"Payment for Siobhan's help. She...had a mishap. The coppers have some of her blood, and they have attempted to scry her---and failed!" he added quickly, raising his hands placatingly. "Liza is helping her, but---"

"But Liza would expect you to sell your firstborn to pay her fees, or go home if you couldn't," Katerin grumbled. "Oliver...you realize what this means? If they recognized her, they're going to be digging into the whole thing much deeper than they otherwise might for a fight between two gangs. They'll be sniffing around the Verdant Stag."

"I know." He clenched his fists. "But it's too late now. We'll pretend innocence as best we can. If they bring any of our men in for questioning, remind them to stay silent until you can get them out. If they question you personally, deny any knowledge to the point of belligerence, if you have to."

She looked torn between screaming in anger and crying, but in the end only shook her head with exhaustion. "I hope this girl is worth it, Oliver. You're making quite a large investment in her."

"We will see," he said, knowing that no words from him would actually sway her opinion. "Do you have the addresses of Cooper's and Jameson's next of kin?" Notifying their families of their fate was a responsibility that couldn't wait, for honor's sake if nothing else. When she nodded, he said, "Send someone to tell them before the day is out. Go yourself if possible." He would have preferred to do it himself, to handle this terrible duty with the respect it deserved, but he would have to go in his mask, and that would be worse than sending another in his place.

"Are we doing anything else about what happened last night?" she asked.

He rubbed his hand over his face again. "Of course. This *cannot* be allowed to continue. I am accompanying Liza to the Night Market." He ignored Katerin's grimace of distaste when he mentioned the sorcerer's name. "I'll see if I can pick up a few more battle or warding artifacts there. I'm quite sure Siobhan plans to brew us an extensive series of battle potions. We need to recruit more people to the enforcers and emergency crews. Our people were ineffective out there, even considering their disadvantage. Many of them haven't been trained well enough for this. Talk to Huntley, maybe he'd be willing to run a more thorough training program."

"I'll get on it right away."

"We can only hope the injuries the Morrows sustained last night cause them to be more hesitant, rather than lashing out in a show of force. Either way, no more shifts for the workers at night. I have some other ideas, but we need more money, time, and people," he said.

Katerin gave him a grim smile. "Well, we are working on all three things already. In the meantime, we'll have to make do."

Before stepping away from the safe he hesitated, then grabbed another coin purse and put it in his pocket before leaving.

"Don't forget to replace those!" Katerin called after him. "I have those funds earmarked for expenses already."

He grabbed a spare battle wand from their tiny armory, changed his cloak, and slipped his mask back on, then commandeered an off-duty enforcer to guard him as he left.

Liza shot a look to the man, whose eyes scanned their surroundings for threats as they walked down the street.

"We're carrying quite a lot of money and going to some questionably safe places," Oliver explained in a low voice. "If nothing else, the appearance of protection might deter opportunists."

She snorted. "You realize you are walking with *me*, right? Anyone stupid enough to try to steal my gold will find themselves with a smoking hole through their abdomen, and the coppers daren't come after me without at least a full squad."

Oliver opened his mouth, then closed it again. "Right." Perhaps the bodyguard wasn't needed, but it couldn't hurt, and he'd already agreed to pay the man. It would be churlish to send him back now.

When they reached the Night Market, Liza took the lead, striding to the door of The Elementary, a shop whose display window held some common spell components. The listed prices were much higher than they should have been.

Oliver motioned for their guard to stay outside, and the man posted himself beside the doorway, tracking the other occupants of the street with a suspicious gaze.

Shelves lined the walls and filled most of the small, somewhat dingy shop. Liza ignored all of that, walking to the counter in the back where a tired-looking young man was labeling a bottle of beetles. "I'm here to see Harvester."

The shopkeep looked her and Oliver up and down, then silently pulled out a stone disk from below the counter and placed it on the surface.

Liza palmed her Conduit and pressed her other hand flat to the disk. Pieces of it shifted and turned like a puzzle, and then the center rose up.

The shopkeep nodded and turned to motion to the wall behind him. Oliver only then noticed the outline of a hidden door, flush with the wall on either side and wallpapered over. Had that been there, visible but unnoticed, the whole time, or had whatever Liza done revealed it?

He followed her through the door into a huge storeroom filled with wide, towering shelves, each of which held various exotic materials and components within glass spheres covered in spell arrays. There were the more mundane but still valuable components like dragon scales, but he also saw rare, precious things like the tiny, sleeping dryad laying in a bowl of rich dirt, or the glowing feather the size of his leg that he was pretty sure was from a creature native to the Plane of Radiance.

Still, what caused his breath to catch in his chest was not any of the fantastical things on display, but the active *planar portal* in a clearing in the middle of the room.

He took off his mask to stare at the portal. It was a shimmering sphere, the bottom tip of which barely touched the center Circle of the spell array inlaid in gold and white marble on the floor. Five beast cores, glowing so bright a yellow they almost seemed white, powered the spell from component Circles positioned around the main one. The sixth component Circle held what looked to be a fish made entirely of water, wriggling weakly through the air of the glass containment sphere it was trapped within.

Past the heat wave-like surface of the sphere, he could make out what looked like a coral reef and some waving seaweed, and within it, a crouched form that he mistook for a boulder until its arms moved and he realized it was a person.

Oliver turned to Liza, eyes wide. He wanted to ask a question, but for once his tongue failed him.

She raised an unimpressed eyebrow, but he noticed that the edge of her mouth quirked up as she took in his expression. "Harvester should be out soon. Even he cannot remain alive underwater indefinitely."

Oliver cleared his throat. "I admit, I didn't know the Night Market had a place such as this. I'm in need of some battle and protection artifacts, preferably used and recharged. Where would you suggest I go?"

"Two doors down. Tell them I sent you and that you're new to the market. If you hurry, you might even get back in time to meet Harvester." Something about the way she said the last sentence sounded somewhat ominous.

"Right. Will I be able to get back here, though? The magic password disk..."

"Send the shopkeep back for me, if he won't let you through."

Oliver put his mask back on and left, somewhat reluctantly. He motioned for his guard to stay where he was and walked two shops down. A small symbol had been carved subtly into the doorjamb---the mark of the Nightmare Pack.

The space within was more open than the previous shop, with artifacts lining the shelves on the walls, leaving the center of the room clear. A quick glance showed no restricted artifacts, only things like light crystals, self-cleaning chamber pots, and ever-inking pens. He walked up to the woman at the counter and repeated Liza's words.

The proprietor eyed his mask, then called up their shop boy from the room at the back to take her place. She waved for Oliver to follow her into the back. "What are you looking for?" she asked.

He took a quick glance around the room, noting the items on the shelves, the boxes stacked against the back wall, and the utter lack of anything overtly suspicious. "Do you have any protective artifacts? Things that would ward against the more common battle spells? Or basic battle artifacts?"

She nodded and moved over to one of the shelves. A quick movement of her hand on the wood, and the rung flipped upside down. The items that had been on it did not slide off, seemingly stuck to it, but the new side also had items. Different items.

Oliver surreptitiously looked at the other shelves to see if there were items stuck to the bottom of them all that he simply hadn't noticed. There were not.

The shop owner smiled. "Liza's work. Ingenious, I thought. The coppers can raid us all they like when we refuse to pay their bribes, but there's never any evidence."

So that was why Liza had told him to mention her name. "She is very talented," he agreed. If only she were also *affordable*, the Verdant Stags would be unstoppable. He stepped forward to examine the artifacts on the shelf, and the shop owner began to explain them.

Underneath his mask, Oliver's face broke into a wide, foxlike grin.

There were a couple of circular knuckle guards with basic shielding spells meant to ward against stunning and concussive blast spells, which were the coppers' most common attacks. They could work together, for better defense, or individually. He took both.

She offered him a pair of gauntlets with a general-purpose energy-reflecting spell woven into their surface, but they were new, and much too expensive. He'd only brought a hundred gold to spend.

He took a bundle of spark-shooting wands, figuring they could be useful as a distraction, a signal, or even just a threat, if the user's enemy did not know the wand held only a non-combat spell.

He turned down a ring that would open basic non-magical locks, as well as a wand that shot acid, but bought a ring that could cast a contact stunning spell. His largest purchase was a general-purpose injury protection ward that the shop owner assured him would make physical damage less likely over a radius of ninety-nine feet in every direction. Despite its price compared to the other things he had chosen, he knew such a nebulously defined spell couldn't be very powerful, but it might still make a difference in a fight, and could be placed in the Verdant Stag or another important location, like the micro-farm he was creating.

By the end, his coin purse was completely empty. As he watched her place the artifacts in a plain bag she pulled off the wall, he said, "I noticed the mark of the Nightmare Pack by the door."

Her movements slowed, but she nodded, peering up at him with slightly more suspicion.

"I hear the head of the Verdant Stag is interested in meeting with the Pack leader. How would I pass along that message?"

She didn't answer immediately, instead counting out the gold he had given her and then handing him the bag. "I can send a runner," she said finally. "Any particular message you want to pass on?"

Using the shop's supplies, Oliver wrote a quick note, which he folded and sealed before handing to her. He flashed her one of his signature charming smiles and only belatedly remembered the mask. Perhaps he could have it spelled to mimic his expressions. Then again, a crescent smile of darkness stretching across its smooth surface might be more disturbing than humanizing...but that could be good, too.

"I hope the Stags aren't looking to start any trouble?" she asked reluctantly.

He shrugged. "Not as far as I know, but I'm just the messenger."

Her own mouth quirked up wryly as she took the letter. "Right."

When he returned to The Elementary, Liza was just exiting the hidden back room, a wooden box in her arms. As the door shut behind her, Oliver caught a glimpse of the person on the other side. He'd had enough of being surprised for the day, and so managed to keep from reacting outwardly. The two of them exited the shop and began walking back toward Liza's house, trailed by the completely superfluous guard.

Keeping his voice low, Oliver murmured, "Harvester is a *troll*?"

A somewhat cruel smile spread across her face. "Half-troll. How do you think he's still alive, after so many dips into the Elemental Planes? Best supplier in the business."
 
Chapter 35 - Planar Divination-Diverting Ward
Chapter 35 - Planar Divination-Diverting Ward

Siobhan

Month 11, Day 28, Saturday 8:00 p.m.​

Siobhan had returned downstairs and gone to sleep once again while Liza and Oliver were gone. She felt more normal when she awoke from a nightmare, though the headache and foggy thoughts still lingered. When the other two returned, she was surprised to see Oliver holding the belongings she had stashed in the alley.

"We swung around on the way back to grab them," he explained.

She smiled in thanks. "I appreciate it. I was a little worried. I'm not sure how well they were hidden." She looked at the box of components in Liza's arms with interest. She was excited to watch Liza cast the warding spell, and perhaps to pick up a bit more of how the Lino-Wharton messenger spell worked.

Liza brought out a slender knife and a vial. "I'll need some of your blood."

"My blood?" Siobhan frowned.

She snorted at Siobhan's hesitation. "There have been two attempts to find you past my wards already. But if you cannot trust me to take your blood, you definitely cannot trust me to make this warding artifact for you." When Siobhan relented, Liza poked her in the arm and gathered a vial. Instead of beginning to set up the spell, Liza simply deposited the vial, along with her earlier purchases, in the room below where she'd previously cast the Lino-Wharton, then announced she was going to sleep.

Siobhan opened her mouth to protest, but remembered the bags under Liza's eyes. The woman had been tired when they arrived, and had then spent most of the day in strenuous mental exercise. Even she would be risking Will-strain to cast such a powerful spell without being fully rested. Siobhan closed her mouth and simply nodded.

Before retiring, Liza warned Siobhan not to wander, and to go downstairs immediately if her medallion gave signs that any attempts to scry her were breaking through the wards on the upper level.

"I'm going to return home," Oliver said. "I have business to attend to, and I would like to sleep in my own bed tonight. Will you be alright here?"

"Of course. You have your bracelet. I'll set it off if anything horrible happens."

As he turned to the door, he frowned. "I hope they returned my horse," he muttered.

His words reminded Siobhan of a question she had meant to ask. "Do you know if everyone is alright? Was anyone arrested?"

His step faltered, and he hesitated a little too long in replying. "No one was arrested."

Her eyes narrowed. "But something went wrong."

He rubbed his face and muttered, "I am in poor form today," before turning back to her. "They managed to get Jameson to the healer, but he didn't survive the night."

Siobhan reached for the nearest chair and sat down heavily. "What happened? Was it because of me?"

His words began low and a little hesitant, but grew more commanding as he spoke. "His heart gave out. I don't know why."

She bit her lip. "Blood loss?" Her voice was almost a whisper.

"Perhaps. I don't know what Nidson did to combat the blood loss."

"There are potions to boost blood regeneration, but they would have taken too long for Jameson, and over-strained his body," she muttered. "Humphries' adapting solution could have been spelled directly into his heart to replenish the fluid in his veins, but if the healer didn't have any on hand..."

Oliver interrupted her musings. "This time you really *must not* blame yourself. Needing to heal that type of injury is something you couldn't have anticipated. Not something you could reasonably have been expected to learn how to do ahead of time. Jameson would surely have died without you, so don't pretend that you killed him when the truth is you simply couldn't *save* him."

She straightened her spine away from the back of the chair and nodded stiffly. '*His words ring of truth, but that does not ease my feeling of responsibility. I was called on to save, and I did not.*'

"Jameson's family will be taken care of," he said, somewhat awkward for once.

"That's good," she said dully. "I---I think I will go back to sleep."

The muscles in his jaw clenched and released, but he said only, "Alright."

She stood and shuffled back down the stairs. Above, the door to the mundane part of Liza's house opened and then closed again.

Siobhan had been feeling more energetic, but the news of Jameson's death pressed a weariness into her. It was too heavy to bear in her current state. She resisted the urge to use her second Conduit, the older, poorer quality one she had used as a child, to cast a dreamless sleep spell. Pushing too hard before her Will had fully recovered would only set her back further. Besides, she was used to the nightmares. '*And do I not deserve them?*'

The next day, the sound of Liza's voice softly chanting and the charged feel of the air drew Siobhan down the hallway to the room where Liza was casting a spell.

The woman stood in the center of a complicated spell array containing a pentagon, hexagram, and heptagram, as well as dozens of other glyphs and numerological symbols interspersed with tiny, complicated written instructions. She must have spent hours designing and transcribing the spell array. '*Did she even sleep?*'

A beast core, glowing the green of a new sprig of grass, powered the spell, along with over a dozen components. Liza held sticks of incense in each hand, and was chanting and waving them through the air in a carefully coordinated motion that left trails of smoke that looked almost like glyphs.

Light pulsed through the lines drawn on the floor in wax and blood, like the heartbeat of a mammoth animal. She recognized some of the components, like the silver mirror, five knots of wood, five finger bones, and the dead fox with large black beans where its eyes used to be and in its mouth.

Others were more exotic, like the things Liza was using to represent and draw power from the five Elemental Planes. There was a salamander made of fire, what seemed to be a living bubble with dozens of waving tentacles sprouting from it at every angle, a large pill millipede made of dirt, a creature that she couldn't quite make out because it was transparent and flying quickly about the confines of its component Circle, and a white fuzzy moth whose glow made Siobhan's eyes tear up despite not being that bright.

Other things Siobhan had no reference for at all, like the vial of liquid that seemed to be still moving within the glass, not swirling about and confined, but rushing by, as if the vial was not a container at all but a window into a little portion of river. Or the straw doll cloaked in what looked to be kreidae spider silk, the cloth almost entirely invisible, with a stark dot of blood drawn on its head instead of a face.

Siobhan stayed outside the room and watched as the spell-casting went on and on. After a few minutes, the knots of wood and finger bones combined, leaving five small, textured disks behind. Then the rest of the components began to disintegrate, Liza chanting faster and faster and drawing her smoke runes ever more quickly.

Eventually, only the beast core and the life forms from the Elemental Planes were left. Liza's voice was hoarse by then, but she never stopped, even as her voice cracked and her words turned to rasps. The creatures seemed to be distressed by the spell, moving faster and probing at the edges of the Circles containing them, but there was no escape. Each melded with one of the bone-and-wood disks and disappeared.

Liza slowed, then, but still did not stop for several more minutes.

It was only when the heaviness lifted from the air that Siobhan realized her heart was pounding as if she had been sprinting, and her fingers trembled by her side. Magic had a terrible and glorious beauty. '*I can't imagine anything better, more worthwhile, in the stars above or planes beneath.*'

Liza was panting heavily as she turned to Siobhan. She didn't seem surprised by her presence, though she hadn't acknowledged Siobhan in the least while casting. "Pick up the artifacts and bring them upstairs. I'm going to get a cuppa."

Siobhan complied. The disks were thinner than she had expected, one solid piece despite the wood and bone being marbled together. She imagined she could feel the warmth of power within them.

Upstairs, Liza emerged from her side of the house with a steaming cup of tea, then rummaged in one of her cabinets till she found a device that consisted of a series of glass balls and lenses at adjustable distances from each other. She set it on the table, turned on a light crystal, and took the disks from Siobhan.

With tools the size of needles, she began to carve on the surface of the disks, creating a spell array that was simpler than the one she had used to cast the spell in the first place, but still so complicated it barely fit.

Knowing that she would need to help Liza cast the messenger spell soon, Siobhan moved to the couch and closed her eyes, slowly bringing her Will to bear, not on a spell but on the rhythms and warmth of her own body. She was gentle, pulling and prodding at her control to make sure there were no points of serious pain or strain remaining.

Her head began to throb again, but the pain was dull, and her thoughts were not as slow as they had been when her Conduit first broke. As long as she didn't bring the full force of her Will to bear, joining a mnemonic link to Liza's tracking spell shouldn't be difficult. In fact, it might even be easier, since she had grown more powerful since the last time. If not for the possibility that they had moved her father since her previous contact with him, they wouldn't have needed to add a tracking function to the messenger at all.

It took Liza a couple of hours to finish all five of the ward disks. When she did, she sat back and rubbed at her tired eyes, then got another cup of tea. Finally, she turned to Siobhan.. "I hope you are not afraid of a little pain," she said with an ominous gleam in her eyes. "It's time to insert these beneath your skin."

Siobhan eyed the disks, glad that Liza hadn't made them larger. "I'm ready. Where will we put them?"

"On your back, I think."

"What happens if I fall, or something hits me?"

"They won't break, don't worry."

Siobhan took off her shirt and turned her back to Liza, who held a small athame in her hand. She balled up her shirt and shoved part of it into her mouth, biting down.

"Don't move," Liza warned, and began to cut.

Siobhan gasped and couldn't help screaming a little through the cloth in her mouth. The cut was painful, but the feeling of something foreign sliding underneath her skin was worse, not only painful but also unnerving.

Liza began to speak, perhaps to distract Siobhan from the pain. "I call it a planar diversion ward. The artifact was created with your blood, and should settle into your body's ecosystem without trouble, so we don't need to worry about attempted rejection. Like your grandfather's ward, this will activate automatically when any sort of divination is attempted toward you. It will work unaided against weaker spells, but will require your guidance and Will to augment it against more determined attempts. With the sheer efficiency of the design and its connection to the five Elemental Planes, you should be able to stymie attempts by those magnitudes more powerful than you, as long as your Will is clear, sound, and forceful."

Liza repeated the process of inserting the disks four more times, one for each corner of the pentagram, the top disk sliding under the skin at the base of Siobhan's neck. When she was finished, she wiped up the blood with a rag and used a couple of salves that left the slices in her back nothing more than thin scars next to slightly firmer places on her skin.

Then, she drew a final spell array on Siobhan's back and made her lay down while she cast an augmented healing spell, reattaching the flow of blood *through* the disks. "Your blood will act as Sacrifice, so no need to prepare anything else. If all goes well, even with heavy use the spells within should last for a few decades," she said with pride. "It is a masterwork."

Siobhan shuddered and moved around to test the feel of the new additions to her back. They still hurt, and she imagined they would for a while, until her body grew used to them.

"Let us test it," Liza said, taking a crystal ball off a shelf and heading back downstairs.

Siobhan helped her to clean up the spell array on the floor of the casting room, and then Liza spent a couple of minutes drawing the array for a rudimentary scrying spell. She dropped the dirty, bloody rag in the component Circle that called for a tracking link, the beast core from the earlier spell in the powering section, and the crystal ball in the center. "You will feel the pressure when I attempt to scry you. The artifact is connected to your body, so all you need to trigger it is your Will and a Conduit."

The only other artifact Siobhan had ever heard of that could be controlled with Will alone was the transmutation amulet that hung around her neck, though it didn't even have any components that she could tell. *'Does that mean its creator was at least a Grandmaster of artificery? Perhaps they were even an Archmage.*' The thought sparked a feeling she couldn't quite label.

"Remember, this ward is not meant to directly oppose a scrying spell. It turns aside, deflects, and hides you instead, which is what will allow a sorcerer as weak as you to successfully overcome the much stronger casters the coppers can supply. You should be careful of using it when people in your immediate vicinity are already focused on you, as some of the effects may spill over into your physical surroundings. People will be less likely to notice you and find it harder to focus on you while it is active, and this could lead to suspicion among the observant." With that, she took out her Conduit and began to cast.

Siobhan felt the pressure of Liza's attention immediately, as if a giant eyeball with thousands of tentacles hung in the air above her, the tentacles closing in. She held the small, cloudy Conduit that she hadn't used since she was a child and pushed her Will into the artifact on her back. She was careful not to push too hard, both because she wasn't fully healed from the Will-strain, and because this Conduit couldn't channel more than a hundred thaums. She sincerely did not want to experience the backlash of a failed Conduit, *again*.

She felt the effects of the ward take hold. The mental sensation of pushing aside notice was difficult to describe, except that she felt like one of the Fey, who were supposedly so agile they could dance between the raindrops without ever being hit. The five spots on her back stung as if being poked by a few dozen needles, repeatedly.

Liza dropped the spell, tossing the bloody rag into the brazier in the corner and setting it alight. "It works. I was using at least eight hundred thaums there, and I still couldn't bring your image or location into clarity, and it had nothing to do with the wards around my house."

Siobhan grinned, reaching a hand back to rub at the disks under her skin, which felt a little cool for a few seconds after Liza stopped casting. She ran up the stairs again to examine her back in the large silver mirror against one of the walls. The flesh around the disks had already regained most of its color by the time she reached it. "Let's try another type of divination!" she called back down the stairs as Liza followed at a slower pace.

Liza raised her eyebrows. "Sure. If you'd like to pay me for additional work."

Siobhan clamped her mouth shut immediately and put her shirt back on, but she couldn't help the giddy feeling inside or the upward twitch of her lips. This was magic, real magic, and it belonged to her. "Can I activate it without a divination attempt to deflect?" She tried it before Liza could answer, deflating a little when it didn't work.

"No," The woman confirmed, then muttered something that sounded like, "greedy and unappreciative of my genius."

'*I won't be able to use it to sneak around without being noticed, then. Well, not unless I could somehow purposefully trigger a scrying attempt...*' She would have to test what types of minor divination were recognized by the ward, and then see if there was some way to cast them into a potion or simple artifact of her own. Still, her biggest priority had been achieved.

The coppers would not have her.

"This is wonderful, Liza. Thank you." She pushed her sincerity into her voice. "I can't wait till I'm as knowledgeable and powerful as you."

Liza snorted. "I wouldn't hold my breath until then, child," she said, but she covered her small smile with her teacup.
 
Chapter 36 - Conception of the Raven Queen
Chapter 36 - Conception of the Raven Queen

Thaddeus

Month 11, Day 29, Sunday 3:00 p.m.​

Thaddeus exited the hired carriage at the edge of the cordoned-off crime scene, handing the driver a few coins.

A copper stationed at the edge of the cordon stopped Thaddeus, but Titus Westbay, who'd been the one to call him away from the University in the first place, waved the copper down.

"It's alright, he is here on my behalf," Titus said, lifting the bright yellow barrier rope so Thaddeus could duck under it.

"What exactly is so important it necessitated I come in person with such urgency?" Thaddeus asked, looking at the coppers milling about the section of street in front of a half-collapsed building.

"I would have called in a whole Red Guard team, if I could get them," Titus said.

"An Aberrant did this?" Thaddeus asked, though he didn't see how that could have happened without his knowledge.

"No, a sorcerer. The same woman we've been looking for, we believe."

Thaddeus raised his eyebrows with interest. "She escaped again?"

Titus clenched his jaw. "Yes. The pressure to arrest her is mounting, and this is the first new lead we've had in months. We managed to get some of her blood, but so far she has warded against our initial scrying attempts. Eventually I have no doubt we will break through, but...I cannot take any chances. The scrying may be enough for her to finally leave Gilbratha, and that will only make our job harder. I thought maybe you would notice something the rest of us don't, because of your experience. She is a blood magic user, after all, even if the incident wasn't enough to get the Red Guard called in. Even if you cannot help, an extra set of eyes will do us no harm."

Thaddeus stood still a moment, letting his eyes rove over everything. Coppers milled about, collecting evidence in Shipp stasis cubes, flagging spots of interest, and combing through the rubble of the half-collapsed building. At the edge of the cordon, coppers shooed away curious onlookers.

Thaddeus had always had a greed for knowledge, and even better if that knowledge was not commonly disbursed. "I will consult only. I have neither the free time nor the inclination to be an unpaid Investigator as well as a University Professor."

Titus smiled widely, looking suddenly younger, and waved over another man. "This is Investigator Kuchen, the man in charge of things on the ground for this case."

Investigator Kuchen bowed slightly to Thaddeus, a handkerchief covering his mouth as he coughed wetly. "Professor Lacer. While I don't know what a professor can bring to this investigation that our professional analysts cannot, I bow to Lord Westbay's opinion in this matter. Please be aware of the *confidential* nature of all you see here."

Apparently the inspector didn't want him there, and was poorly informed about who he was talking to, to boot. Foolish. Thaddeus gave him a deadpan stare and replied only, "Investigator Kuchen," with a nod. He turned to Titus, who was as arrogant as the rest of his kind, but at least recognized Thaddeus for what he was, in some small part, and would not be so reckless as to disrespect him to his face. "What is the situation? Walk me through it."

Titus gestured down the street and moved to lead the way. "Very early Saturday morning, one of the local gangs, the Morrows, attacked this warehouse with a team of magicians and at least one sorcerer. This is currently Verdant Stag territory."

Investigator Kuchen interjected, "It was Morrow territory until recently. There have been a few altercations between the two gangs, likely over territory disputes."

"The Verdant Stags recently put up an alert system in their territory," Titus continued, "so they quickly got word that something was happening and sent a team in to stop the Morrows. That team failed, in large part due to a warding artifact held by the attackers, allowing the Morrow sorcerer to cast a spell to destabilize and collapse the warehouse. The area where the damage originated was divined by one of our prognos, and it is likely the effect was greatly enhanced by an artifact of some sort, rather than achieved purely by the sorcerer's power. However, the same cannot be said of our true target."

"One Siobhan Naught?" Thaddeus asked.

Titus looked only mildly surprised. "Indeed. I see word is getting around."

"Well, you're not the only ones who have spoken to her accomplice. Many feel no need for the same investigative confidentiality as the coppers."

Titus grimaced. "This kind of thing does bring out the greed in people."

"That may not be her real name," Kuchen said. "It's possible she assumed that identity at some point before the theft. It's my opinion that Ennis Naught may have been hypnotized in some way. Perhaps Siobhan Naught never existed, or passed away some time ago. Of course, there's always the possibility that he's simply unaware that his daughter was replaced."

"You think she may be a skinjacker?" Thaddeus asked. "It seems unlikely. There is evidence that she's a powerful sorcerer, no? Those two things do not often go together."

Kuchen shrugged. "Not often doesn't mean never. And even if she's not a skinjacker, I think it's quite clear that she is no nineteen-year-old girl without any formal training in the thaumaturgic arts. The codename Raven Queen is catching on. She seems to be partial to that symbology," he said darkly.

Thaddeus resisted the urge to mock the man. "That moniker seems a little dramatic. It begs fear and respect, rather than encouraging hostility or the kind of resolve that will see her caught and defeated."

Titus nodded. "I agree. It's not official, but I'm afraid I've heard the name bandied about half a dozen times already today. And I may not like it, but I do understand. She's mysterious, powerful, and more than a little frightening. The kind of person that makes you check under your bed before turning off the lights, just in case."

That seemed extreme, even with what Thaddeus had heard about her. "I think you had better continue your explanation of what happened."

"Yes. Less than half an hour after the initial Verdant Stag team failed to stop the attack, she arrived in the company of a masked man we suspect may be the leader of the Stags. We've not been able to get our hands on any of the Verdant Stag members who were here, but we did question the workers who were in the warehouse, as well as the members of the Morrow attackers who we were able to bring in. Their accounts line up, with a few allowances for personal reinterpretations and the chaos and fear of the fight, as well as the lowered visibility. Naught and her accomplice appeared in the empty bell-tower gazebo without warning. The Morrows insist she appeared in a flash of lightning."

"More likely they simply did not notice her until the lightning illuminated her form," Thaddeus said.

"Yes. However," Kuchen said, pausing to cough wetly into his handkerchief, "we are not discounting the possibility that she has some sort of movement or instant travel ability."

Thaddeus sneered. "*Teleportation* is a thing of myths."

"Well, casting spells with your spell array written in the very air is also a thing of myths," Titus said, his voice subdued.

"What?" Thaddeus blurted before he had a chance to think better of it. He brought a bit of his Will to bear, guiding his thoughts and reactions toward controlled, rational channels. It would not do to let his logic be pushed aside for hasty conclusions and the sway of poorly understood "facts."

"All of the eyewitness accounts corroborate it," Titus said. "She stood at the edge of the roof, a spell array glowing in the air above her palm as she shot the Morrows with exploding balls of glass, which bypassed their barrier artifact's wards completely. Their wounds are consistent with the reports as well."

"She is a free-caster," Thaddeus murmured.

"Part of why I thought you might have some insight," Titus agreed.

"Free-casters have no need to write the spell array in the air. The Word is held in our mind. To hold the Word on the air instead would have only increased the difficulty of her spell. Unless there was some unknown utility to doing so, I have to assume that she *wanted* people to know what she was capable of." But who, exactly, was the message for? He looked up at the empty bell-tower, then down to the warehouse across from it. He noted the placement of the flags marking spots of interest, imagining the scene in his mind. "Did she kill any of the Morrows?"

"No," Titus said. "Injuries only, though one came close to bleeding to death. You think she let them live on purpose?"

"Undoubtedly." The question was *why*? Speculation was useless at this point. He didn't know enough about her motivations or the situation that had led to her protecting the workers. "What was in the warehouse?"

Investigator Kuchen flipped through a sheaf of papers. "It was just an indoor garden, not yet fully set up. The most suspicious thing about it is that the real ownership is still unclear, run through a number of proxies. We're looking deeper, but I expect we will simply find it is owned by one of the Stags. There's no evidence that anything untoward was happening inside. The workers themselves weren't even members of the gang."

If nothing nefarious was planned for the site, why the secrecy? "I want to see."

Carefully, the three of them walked into the warehouse, avoiding the evidence flags and broken glass scattered everywhere.

"Once she had driven off the Morrows, Naught and the masked man descended and entered the warehouse. The witnesses say the two of them claimed to be there to help, and acted to try to save an injured worker's life," Titus said.

Kuchen snorted, a deliberate sound of disbelief rather than a symptom of whatever respiratory illness had him hacking so disgustingly. "Their naivete astounds me."

Titus grimaced again. "Yes, well...I cannot imagine they were in any position to refuse her help, ill-intentioned as it might have been."

Thaddeus noted the chalk outline of a body and the gore-covered, splintered end of a support beam. "One of them died? Anyone of note?"

"One Bobby Cooper," Kuchen said, again consulting his notes. "Our investigation has uncovered nothing of interest about the man or those closely related to him."

"What about the one who was bleeding to death?" Thaddeus said, motioning to the half washed-away bloodstain on the ground. "This was the one they supposedly tried to save?"

Kuchen looked at him in surprise, even though it had been an exceedingly simple deduction, then said, "Harry Jameson. He had been hit by a slicing spell from one of the Morrows' contraband battle wands, at the base of the neck, and was in the process of bleeding out when she arrived. The workers had been trapped inside. She claimed that he needed a *blood donation*, and took a drop from each of the other workers. To find matching blood, she said."

Titus's lips flattened grimly. "You can see remnants of the blood-transferring spell array, there," he said, pointing to faint lines of chalk on the ground, almost completely washed away by the rain.

"Did your prognos reconstruct it?" Thaddeus asked.

Kuchen handed Thaddeus a piece of paper with a simple spell array, his reluctance to share information seeming to have melted away. "This is their best guess."

Thaddeus frowned. "It is simplistic." Not that she would have needed to write it down at all, as a free-caster, but there was nothing to keep the blood from clotting or gathering contaminants during the transfer process. It would kill the patient. Of course, she could have handled that part mentally, but if she was going to do that, why take the time to write the spell down at all? "I suspect there is more going on here than we understand."

"She didn't actually transfer any blood to him," Kuchen said. "The Verdant Stag sent a backup team, and apparently she used some potions they had brought in lieu of the blood transfer, and then some other healing spell to fuse the wound back together. But she had none of the standard healing components. That spell array has been washed away beyond recovery, but we suspect she may have used blood magic to control his flesh. We don't know what her goal was, since she aborted the spell when the coppers arrived. The workers escaped with Jameson and took him to a nearby healer's on a horse left by Naught's male companion. Jameson died there, before the sun rose."

"So in the end, all we know for sure is that she collected a sample of the other workers' blood," Thaddeus added.

Kuchen paled. "Yes. They say she had picked up a shard of glass and mixed a drop of each of their blood with a drop of Jameson's atop it. Do you think...some sort of linking curse, meant to be powered with his life?"

"Perhaps." Thaddeus could think of a dozen nefarious purposes for a drop of willingly-given blood. It was one of the reasons all licensed healers were required to give a vow that they would never keep the bodily fluids or shedding of their patients, or allow others to do so. How could you trust yourself in their hands, if they could use a drop of blood or strand of hair to blackmail every patient they healed?

Kuchen swallowed heavily, then said, even more hoarsely than normal, "Do you think it was *successful*? She didn't get to finish, we think. She attacked our first response team when they arrived, and was almost captured. She had to flee, and we might still have caught her, if not for the storm."

"I don't have enough evidence to form an opinion," Thaddeus said. "Was there anything else of note?"

"She cast an unknown spell on the first response team," Titus said heavily. "She used a couple of low-powered battle philtres to cover for the escape of the workers through one of the back windows, and then went into the alley and... We're not sure if it was a conjuring, or maybe an illusion."

"What were the spell's effects?" he asked impatiently.

"She free-cast it. Without the glowing spell array hanging in the air this time. The first responders described it as a cloaked form of pure blackness, nine feet tall, and with a beaked face, as if it were wearing a plague doctor's mask. Ravens burst out of it and disappeared into the shadows, moving as if to circle around and attack the coppers."

"A---a couple of the men said they felt the ravens fly through them," Kuchen stammered. "They felt the cold of it. And I heard Elmer talking about nightmares this morning. He said he saw the creature in his dreams, and his shadow...detached from him and grew feathers. Elmer has a drop of water elemental blood somewhere in his ancestry. He's always had a touch of diviner's sight."

"Call him in for questioning," Titus said. "I want all the coppers who interacted with her off the case, under isolated observation. Let's get a healer to do a thorough exam, and I want our best prognos doing a full divination to try to figure out what she did to them. Maybe a shaman, too."

Thaddeus frowned. It was the right call, to be cautious, of course, but he still felt like a piece of the puzzle---or several pieces---were missing. "Is there anything else? Something you may have forgotten to mention?"

"We are still questioning people who live or work in the area, and trying to uncover any small piece of evidence we could have missed on the scene. The combination of a philtre of stench and the rain made the scent hounds useless, but we have our best prognos trying to track her escape physically. There may have been more evidence, but with the rain..." Titus shook his head.

"You said you got her blood?"

Titus motioned to the edge of the alley running beside the warehouse.

With a last look around the interior of the warehouse, Thaddeus exited, moving to look around the mouth of the alley.

Kuchen looked to his notes again. "One of our men got her with a grasping-tentacles spell. She fell on some shards of glass that had broken off the windows, and bled. It was a stroke of fortune that one of the men even noticed it and managed to gather the blooded glass safely before the rain hit." Kuchen's eyes narrowed. "Now that I say it aloud, it seems awfully *coincidental* that the rain broke at such a convenient moment. If it had happened a minute or two earlier, she would have gotten away entirely."

Titus turned to Thaddeus. "Do you think it is possible she could have used such large-scale weather magic?"

Thaddeus hummed absentmindedly, looking at the alley, then out at the street again, trying to reconstruct the scene in his mind. "It would have required powerful allies, as well as impeccable timing and foreknowledge. It is not impossible, but it seems like rather a lot of effort for what turned out to be a relatively minor altercation, all things considered."

He strode into the street. "Take me up there," he said, pointing to the bell-tower atop the roof opposite the warehouse.

They climbed carefully up the hastily-patched circular stairs, and Thaddeus crossed his arms as he looked down on the people milling around busily below, imagining standing against the clawing wind and lightning-cracked sky while raining down attack spells on them. "The man she was with. Tell me about him."

"He wore a mask," Kuchen said. "The workers described it as blank-featured, with a pit of shadows beneath it rather than flesh and blood. They believed him to be the leader of the Verdant Stags, and one did note that he commanded the Stag team, which leads credence to the assumption. We've had other reports of an individual matching his general description before, a couple of times in altercations with the Morrows."

"I assume you have questioned the Verdant Stags about this?"

"Yes, of course. The manager---the one who handles the day-to-day operations---denies any knowledge of the Raven Q---of Naught, I mean." Kuchen coughed, though Thaddeus wasn't sure if it was because of his illness, or a self-conscious reaction to his verbal slip. "She accused us of obscuring the real issue of Morrow aggression on innocent civilians who just happen to live and work in the wrong place, and expressed doubt that Naught was actually there at all. Hogwash, of course, but there's not much we can legally do to put pressure on her."

"Do the Stags have a history suggesting they have a powerful sorcerer among their ranks?"

"On the contrary," Kuchen said. "Magicians, at most. Small territory, relatively new organization, and to all accounts very little criminal activity, other than the enforcer teams carrying contraband artifacts and battle potions."

"This is what I have gathered," Thaddeus said. "Naught appeared to intercede between a small gang and a group of innocent civilians, accompanied by what observers believed to be a man wearing a mask."

"*Believed* to be?" Kuchen whispered, staring at Thaddeus in mounting horror.

Thaddeus gave a small shrug. "His face was not seen. Perhaps he was indeed a man. Perhaps he was able to call in a favor, and she came to his aid, and fully intended to heal Jameson but was simply interrupted before she could do so. Or, perhaps the darkness beneath the mask was not an illusion, and what walked beside her was a companion of another sort."

Titus looked at him sharply, and Thaddeus nodded silently. Perhaps this was a job for the Red Guard after all.

Kuchen looked between them with confusion, seeing the silent exchange but not understanding it.

Thaddeus sighed impatiently. "I am saying we do not know. Please refrain from jumping to conclusions without supporting evidence, in *any* direction."

Titus nodded, waving his hands impatiently. "Please continue, Professor Lacer."

"She displayed her prowess as a free-caster conspicuously, *unmistakably*, and yet fired off only warning shots, leaving all of the enemy gang members to escape. She then descended with her companion, and claimed the intention to save them and heal their injured. She claimed this required blood from each of them, which she collected, but no donation of blood to Jameson was actually completed. Despite this, she cast what seemed to be a healing spell on the dying man." He motioned to Kuchen. "I hope you requisitioned the body. You'll want to inspect it *thoroughly*."

The man nodded hurriedly, and Thaddeus continued. "This healing spell was cast without any of the standard components. If you can find a competent one, you might call in a shaman to help the workers recall the spell array and try to reconstruct it. However, I caution against depending on anything you might uncover through that. After all, as a free-caster, she has no need of physical spell arrays at all, which means any spell she took the time to lay down physically was either so magically intensive that she needed the help to stabilize it, or was something she placed deliberately, to be seen."

"So she could have cast a completely different spell than the Word might have us believe," Titus murmured.

"Then, when law enforcement arrived, she abandoned her seeming attempts to help, allowed Jameson to be taken away with the others, and attacked the coppers with an unknown spell, which may have ongoing effects on those exposed to it. Then, she was seemingly hit by return fire and injured herself, making a critical mistake by leaving her blood for one of the coppers to find. She and her companion both escaped into the night, and despite having her blood, you have been unable to successfully divine her location. If not for the rest of it, I might have thought she is still a young free-caster, and maybe she exhausted herself with that initial display and needed to resort to more traditional methods afterward. But the fact that she was then able to free-cast the spell that brought forth this raven-creature of darkness undoes that theory entirely."

Kuchen shook his head. "The men said she raised her hands, and it rose from the shadows, black as pitch. She held her hands together to form the Circle. It was definitely free-cast, unless it was contained in some subtle artifact, which seems unlikely for that kind of spell."

Thaddeus looked carefully at both men. "She is far from incompetent. So what did this night accomplish? We cannot assume that whatever it was she wanted, she failed to achieve."

It was intriguing, really. He wondered what kind of mind was behind it all. Had she been amused, knowing how she would send those who believed themselves to be powerful and influential scattering like ants from a kicked mound? Did she feel the thrill of power at her fingertips when she cast spells others had never heard of before, recovered from the annals of time or the birth of her own experimentation? He looked forward to seeing what she would do next, and found himself suddenly quite curious about what had been in the ancient text she stole from the University. Surely it must have held more than historical importance, and he doubted someone of her power had any need to do jobs for others in exchange for something so mundane as gold.

No, he was suddenly quite sure she had stolen the text for herself, and had done so because it held precious knowledge that the University wanted to keep secret. Knowledge that the Crowns surely wanted as well, which was why Titus was being pressured so to find her. Thaddeus decided not to ask about it, not now, or from these two. Partially because he had no desire to let on that he'd realized the games being played by the Crowns and the University against each other, but also because what exactly she'd been motivated to steal might be an important clue to capturing this free-casting sorcerer, of which Kuchen, at least, was likely to be ignorant.

Thaddeus had been curious about whatever the decimated archaeological team had managed to retrieve from the Black Wastes. He had heard unsubstantiated rumors that they had discovered Myrddin's hermitage, which he'd thought ridiculous, but he had still applied to be part of the expedition. The University had denied him.

He had been irritated, and thought with some vindictiveness that perhaps if he had gone, the expedition would not have been reduced to a tenth of its initial numbers, with two of those three needing access to a mind healer from the stress. But he had still requested clearance to examine their findings. He had been denied again, pending a review by the University's History department, supposedly because some of the books and artifacts were likely to be cursed. As if he was too incompetent to recognize and disable a curse that had degraded over hundreds or thousands of years. At that point, he suspected he was being blocked by one of the professors who happened to hold a grudge against him. Munchworth, perhaps. The man had always been agitated by the evidence that Thaddeus might be more proficient in the field of Titanic history and lore than Munchworth, who taught the subject.

Thaddeus had known they uncovered something valuable, but he had still been skeptical that it was as personally valuable as his own research, which was more than enough to take up all his free time. Not everyone held his standards of a worthy goal, after all. He had put aside his curiosity for the time being, sure that he would learn any useful secrets eventually, but now his interest was revived.

Titus clenched his jaw. "We cannot trust anything. She could have planted every piece of evidence deliberately. It---it might not have even been her blood we gathered."

"Or *not*," Thaddeus reminded. "Perhaps she is only playing with you, wanting you to doubt even the truth in front of your eyes, to hesitate to act on real evidence."

"She is arrogant, reckless," Titus agreed.

"So far, it seems that she can afford to be."

"Do you think..." Kuchen swallowed again. "Are we sure that *any* of the witness reports are reliable? That creature of darkness, and the man-seeming figure beside her... She had time to kill everyone there, but she let them walk away, except for Cooper and Jameson. Could she have had time to do...other things to them?"

"Well," Thaddeus said, suppressing the small smile that kept trying to creep onto his face. "It seems to me that you cannot be sure of anything at all."
 
Titus clenched his jaw. "Yes. The pressure to arrest her is mounting, and this is the first new lead we've had in months. We managed to get some of her blood, but so far she has warded against our initial scrying attempts. Eventually I have no doubt we will break through, but...I cannot take any chances. The scrying may be enough for her to finally leave Gilbratha, and that will only make our job harder. I thought maybe you would notice something the rest of us don't, because of your experience. She is a blood magic user, after all, even if the incident wasn't enough to get the Red Guard called in. Even if you cannot help, an extra set of eyes will do us no harm."
My brother in sorcery, you were just talking about using blood magic scrying on her. How does a taboo that forbids the use of a patient's already-spilled blood for a healing spell not cover this?
Kuchen shrugged. "Not often doesn't mean never. And even if she's not a skinjacker, I think it's quite clear that she is no nineteen-year-old girl without any formal training in the thaumaturgic arts. The codename Raven Queen is catching on. She seems to be partial to that symbology," he said darkly.

Thaddeus resisted the urge to mock the man. "That moniker seems a little dramatic. It begs fear and respect, rather than encouraging hostility or the kind of resolve that will see her caught and defeated."
Why resist? :p This idiot thinks Siobhan's a fucking shapeshifter infiltrator because he can't believe she got training he doesn't know about.
"This is what I have gathered," Thaddeus said. "Naught appeared to intercede between a small gang and a group of innocent civilians, accompanied by what observers believed to be a man wearing a mask."

"*Believed* to be?" Kuchen whispered, staring at Thaddeus in mounting horror.

Thaddeus gave a small shrug. "His face was not seen. Perhaps he was indeed a man. Perhaps he was able to call in a favor, and she came to his aid, and fully intended to heal Jameson but was simply interrupted before she could do so. Or, perhaps the darkness beneath the mask was not an illusion, and what walked beside her was a companion of another sort."

Titus looked at him sharply, and Thaddeus nodded silently. Perhaps this was a job for the Red Guard after all.
...this is getting increasingly stupid.
If nothing nefarious was planned for the site, why the secrecy?
Because something beneficent was planned for it, and the establishment would come down even harder on that.
Thaddeus sighed impatiently. "I am saying we do not know. Please refrain from jumping to conclusions without supporting evidence, in *any* direction."
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Chapter 37 - An Abridged Farewell
Chapter 37 - An Abridged Farewell

Siobhan

Month 11, Day 28, Saturday 11:00 p.m.​

"You should stay the night here. I need rest before we cast the messenger spell, and you do as well, as I feel quite certain you will need to stave off more scrying attempts within short order once you leave this place," Liza said.

Siobhan agreed readily, hoping to have a chance to peruse Liza's small library now that her mind was working properly again.

Liza must have caught her gaze on the books, because she said, "They are warded against any hand but my own. Of course, I could loan one or two out to you, if you didn't remove them from these walls. For a fee."

Deflated, Siobhan ate the simple dinner Liza provided and returned to the cot downstairs for the night, begrudgingly admitting to herself that she really did need the mental reprieve. Casting even small spells with Will-strain was difficult and dangerous.

The next day, Siobhan worked on her homework that didn't require spell-casting or access to the library. Liza didn't make an appearance until the sun was already setting.

Scowling over a dark, steaming cup of tea, Liza tossed a reference book to Siobhan and had her help draw the Lino-Wharton messenger spell array, rolling her eyes at Siobhan's look of gleeful avarice as she perused the spell instructions.

Siobhan didn't push herself overly hard while creating the mnemonic link to the tracker part of the spell, and Liza had the entire thing finished within a little over an hour.

Siobhan put the raven back in its cage and only then realized that Oliver wasn't there. He was dealing with the Verdant Stag's people and maybe the coppers. For some reason, she had been thinking that he would accompany her to the prison again. She frowned at herself. '*I do not need him. I am perfectly capable of doing things on my own. I only hope everything is alright on his end.*'

She put on her cloak, made sure her dinky little child's Conduit was easily accessible, and with a tired wave from Liza, walked out into the night. The moon was almost full again, and threw enough light down to see, even if there were no streetlamps. She made her way toward the prison, stopping before the same canal that bisected this particular stretch of Gilbratha, but in a spot a few hundred feet farther north, and thus closer to the wing Ennis's cell lay in. She had left the luggage and school bag belonging to Sebastien in another alley for temporary safekeeping.

The raven flapped off eagerly under her mental command, the tracking spell leading it to the same windowsill as before. It seemed they had not moved him.

The raven croaked.

Ennis didn't startle as violently as the time before, but his response to being woken from his sleep by a raven messenger was still not gentle. He cursed, holding a hand to his heart. The raven had trouble making out his expressions, but she thought he was glaring up at it. "So my daughter didna' transform into the body of a raven and fall to her death after all," he said. "More blood magic? That's what they tell me this is. At least you finally decided to check in on your imprisoned father again, *two months later*. The Gervins tell me you 'ave made no attempt to contact them, and they are growing distrustful that the marriage agreement I negotiated with them is even reliable!" His voice was full of accusation, and he had begun gesturing dramatically with his hands by the end.

"Keep your composure," the raven said. "We don't want to call the attention of the guards."

"Maybe I should call them! You might be a little more eager to settle things with the Gervins if you were the one stuck in here shivering every night," he said, crossing his arms over his chest. "You always were ungrateful, but I never expected *this*."

Siobhan clenched her jaw and flexed her fingers. The raven couldn't see a ring on his finger. "I am sorry, Father," she had the raven say, trying to keep her anger and contempt out of its tone. "My Conduit broke halfway through our previous conversation, severing the link between myself and the raven. I suffered from the backlash and have been recovering from Will-strain, and then trying to find a replacement Conduit that would allow me to contact you again. I have been helpless without it. I was able to borrow one for tonight to allow me to cast this spell. Do you have the Naught ring? If I could use it, I should be able to make myself presentable enough to contact the Gervins and get you out of here."

"I do not 'ave it."

"What? Did the coppers take it off you? Or did you stash it somewhere?"

"I'm not stupid, girl. I can recognize your attempt at manipulation for what it is. You only want the ring for yourself! If I were to give it to you, you'd be gone from Gilbratha by tonight. Well, it's too late. I used the ring as the bond for my word in the marriage agreement with the Gervins. They 'ave it."

She paced back and forth beside the canal, clenching and unclenching her fingers. Her skin felt hot, as if her rage was actually pushing her toward incandescence. "You would give my birthright, Mother's ring, to another family?"

"When you marry into their family and fulfill the contract, you can just ask your husband for it. If you don't marry him, they'll be authorized to *keep* the Conduit." Ennis's words were filled with triumph.

She realized then that he had planned this. '*He didn't really think marrying me off to them was in my best interest, or something I would be remotely amenable to. He had known he was* selling *his daughter, and that I would be resistant to the idea, so he decided to hold my birthright hostage, the last remnant of my mother and the Conduit that would allow me to perform higher levels of magic...*' She clenched her teeth to hold back a scream, unwilling to draw attention to herself because of *him*.

She wanted to attack him. She briefly considered having the raven go for his face with its claws, and realized only then that the creature's neck feathers were puffed out and its wings were raised threateningly. She hadn't meant to do that, and it brought her thoughts back in order enough for her to see the black-clad form walking her way from a couple of blocks south. '*Is that a copper?*' she wondered with alarm.

Now conscious enough to notice it, she felt faint pinpricks from the disks in her back, and an ephemeral pressure around the wrist that Liza had tied the string connecting Siobhan and the raven. It was as if someone was tugging on the other end of the string.

Without another word to her father, she commanded the raven to fly back toward her. Instead of returning to her shoulder or its cage, she directed it to dive into the dark waters of the canal, overriding its instinctive resistance to the idea.

Already hurrying away from the canal, she flinched as she felt the creature drown. '*It was going to die soon anyway, when the spell ran out. This way, at least they won't be able to retrieve its body like the last one.*'

The anti-divination ward in her back continued to hold off the prying magic even after the bird was dead.

The sound of copper-nailed boots striking the ground as the person that had been walking her direction broke into a sprint only confirmed her suspicion. Harrow Hill Penitentiary either had a new ward that had detected the raven, or her father had alerted the guards himself.

'*The bond between us should snap once I get far enough away. That string was only a kilometer long.*'

As she'd hoped, once she'd been running for a few minutes, the sense of pressure on her wrist snapped, and the disks in her back were soothed. She stopped running, but took a winding, circuitous path after that for fear that she would be tracked by more mundane means. After all, that copper had probably been able to track where she was fleeing.

She lost her pursuer more easily than she had feared, then transformed into Sebastien when she was sure she was no longer being followed or watched. She kept her face stoic as she gathered her things, made sure she looked presentable, and walked to the Verdant Stag. She paid for a meal, and then a room for the night, showing no outward recognition of Katerin or any of the others she knew from her time working with them.

She rose early on Monday and headed to the Waterside Market with the purse of a hundred coins that Oliver had given her.

The sun was just rising, and the stalls were only beginning to be set up, but the merchants were happy enough to sell to her even so, taking her orders of alchemical ingredients even if the items were not yet on display. Once again, none of them asked for her license. '*I wonder if that's simply due to the appearance of wealth and confidence, as I had first suspected, or if perhaps this type of rule is only loosely enforced in Gilbratha, the type of thing the coppers can use to arrest you if they decide they don't like you, but would otherwise ignore. Well, at least for the cheap, unrestricted magical components.*' When she had gathered everything for the alchemy she intended to perform, she looked for a Conduit.

A handful of the stalls selling magical items also had Conduits, but they were of poor quality, barely better than the backup she kept from her childhood. They were good enough for a child, but not for a burgeoning sorcerer. In addition to that, the prices were preposterously high, by a multiple of three or more than what they should have been. Only someone too stupid to know better would buy any of them. Trying to suppress her frustration at the quality of yet another tiny display of cloudy celerium chunks, she turned to the shopkeep. "Is there anywhere where I can get a more powerful Conduit?"

"Orbs and Amulets. It's a boutique at the north end of the market, a few streets up. With the way the supply is right now, that's your best bet of finding anything clearer." The man shrugged apologetically and gave her simple directions.

Sebastien wasn't quite sure what a boutique was, or how it differed from a normal shop, but found the place easily enough on a well-maintained street where all the shop signs were painted with words rather than pictures, so she deduced it was accustomed to dealing with the more affluent. Which made sense. Most commoners would have no reason to buy a Conduit, especially one of any worth.

The inside of the shop was well lit, with polished marble floors and glass display cases. A pretty woman stepped forward from where she had been waiting with her hands clasped in front of her and offered to take Sebastien's luggage, then offered her a choice of various refreshments when she refused.

"No, thank you. I just want to see your Conduits," Sebastien said, clutching perhaps a little too suspiciously at her luggage handles, if the suppressed expression of offense on the woman's face was any indication.

"This way, sir," the woman said, waving elegantly at the display cases, which were lit by their own internal light crystals.

Sebastien had an increasingly bad feeling about the shop, but complied. There were no prices listed. Her feeling of apprehension grew worse.

"What level of Conduit are you looking for, sir? We have celerium from the Surior Mountains, the Charmed Highlands, and the Black Wastes, ranging from Apprentice to Grandmaster level. Do you prefer your Conduit raw, or in a gem-cut? We've all the most fashionable settings, if you'd like your purchase made into a wearable accessory."

"Let me see your Apprentice Conduits, raw, and...no setting, I think." Unless you were removing an impurity, faceting celerium did not make it any more efficient, only more sparkly. And the idea of putting it in a ring or other piece of jewelry only made her want to punch something.

The assistant brought her to one of the cases with cloudier, smaller Conduits. Still, they were almost all better than the one she had been using before, not to mention the dinky, opaque little crystal in her vest pocket at the moment.

Sebastien pointed to one in the middle of the display that was a little less cloudy than the ones on the left, but not as large or clear as the ones to the right. "How many thaums is that one rated at?"

The woman smiled brightly, already moving behind the case to unlock it and remove the Conduit. "This one is two hundred seventy thaums, from the Surior Mountains. It has some clouding in addition to the veins, but---"

"How much?" Sebastien asked, cutting off her prattling. The sun was well risen and her classes would start soon.

The woman blinked at her, then said, "One hundred thirty gold, sir."

Sebastien's eyes widened incredulously. "*One hundred thirty* gold, for a Conduit that can only channel two hundred seventy thaums?" She was aware that Conduit prices would rise steeply with increased quality and thus, rarity, but this was outrageous. Her previous Conduit, rated to two hundred fifty thaums, had been worth less than forty gold.

The woman clenched her hands together in front of her, dipping forward a little in the suggestion of a bow. "Celerium yields have been very poor this last year. With supply so low, prices have risen. I assure you, you will not find a reputable, licensed supplier selling for any less than we do."

Sebastien briefly wondered if Oliver or Katerin could find her a *dis*reputable, *un*licensed supplier that would have better prices. '*There is no time for that*,' she thought, looking at the level of light outside. '*I must be in classes and entirely unremarkable in less than an hour.*' Her headache was back in full force, and the muscles in her back felt so tight they might cramp.

Perhaps she could settle for a lesser-quality Conduit for the time being. She had her old, child-level Conduit as a backup. As long as both Conduits were always touching her skin whenever she cast a spell, if the one in active use broke, she could immediately switch to casting through the secondary Conduit, with only minor risk of any adverse effects. She swallowed hard. "What about the ones in the two hundred thaum range?" She could resell the Conduit and make back at least some of what she'd spent when she was ready to buy something more suitable. As long as she didn't break *it*, too. And as long as the supply of celerium had not recovered and brought prices back down to normal by then.

"They range from approximately seventy-five to eighty-five gold."

Sebastien swallowed again. It was still outrageous, but at least she could afford it. With reluctant fingers, she pointed out one of the smaller and cloudier Conduits, rated a little over two hundred thaums and slightly cheaper than the rest because of an ugly brown spot of contamination.

After she left the shop, she paused in the alley beside it to tuck her new Conduit into the vest pocket set aside for it, and the other inside the lip of her boot, where it pressed somewhat uncomfortably against her skin.

She took a deep breath and grabbed for her luggage, but found herself having to swallow down the lump in her throat again as the knot in her chest that she'd been trying to ignore pushed itself up.

With a shuddering breath, she bent over, arms hugging her own shoulders as if to press herself back together. The tears welled up, hot and fast, and she heaved silently, sobbing without the breath to make noise. She fumbled for her new Conduit, the one in her pocket, and clenched it in her hand so hard her knuckles went white.

She scrubbed the tears away angrily, but more welled up to take their place, barely doing anything to drain the hot well of grief in her chest. She didn't want to cry over Ennis, or any of it, really, but she was *tired*, and her head hurt, and it was just *too much.*

When she'd first come to Gilbratha, Ennis had been, to some degree, in control of her life. She'd been jerked around by his whims for a long time, and him stealing the book from the University wasn't the first time he'd made her life harder, just the most serious. Now, he was trying to do it again, to force her to marry a man she'd never met, and who, if he was anything like Alec Gervin, she would probably despise.

Since their arrival, it seemed that for everything that had improved, there was another part of her life that had worsened. She had gotten into the University, but now the coppers were closer to catching her than ever. And unlike before, she was beholden to a criminal organization that called her out of bed in the middle of the night to get involved in deadly altercations with other gangs.

'*But I brought that problem on myself.*' The thought was strangely comforting.

She'd found a way to get into the University, and sure, that had come with strings attached, but it was a choice she'd made on her own, and one she would make again.

The coppers had her blood, but she'd found a solution to that, so everything was not ruined.

Someone had died under her insufficient care, but only because of her lack of preparedness, which was something she could rectify.

Her father was a horrible person, and he didn't care about her. But she didn't have to care about him, either. She didn't have to listen to him, or let his actions affect her life.

So, maybe it was true that the overall balance of problems in her life had barely tipped for the better. But *she* had changed. She had gotten her hands on magic, all the knowledge the University had to offer, and she was never letting go. She was in control now. *She* made choices, good and bad, and could bear the consequences of both. She was no longer beholden to the whims of another, and could choose never to be so again.

Her tears had stopped.

She brought her Will to bear, not on any spell, but for the mindset that accompanied magic. '*I am in control. The world bends to me. I do not bend for it.*' She repeated the words a couple of times in her mind, then pressed her free hand to her face and cast a spell she had learned on the road from an old hedge-witch.

The mucus and slobber that had been clogging her sinuses moved, and she spat it out in a single big glob, then wiped away the tears from her face. She couldn't be seen to be crying in the streets. '*Thankfully, it is too early for most people to be up.*' She eyed the glob of saliva and mucus, then used the spell her grandfather had taught her to burn it and anything in it that could be used to track her into smokeless ash. It wouldn't do to get careless.

She straightened, her Conduit still in her fist and her mind still bent toward command, grabbed her luggage, and strode off toward the University.

Sebastien did not have time to dawdle.

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I wonder if a spell to destroy all of your blood outside of your body (or outside of a spell circle that you stay in until the spell finishes if you know what's good for you) would be within Siobhan's ability. It's not as though she has any surviving relatives who aren't guilty of attempted slavery.
 
Chapter 38 - Competing for Points
Chapter 38 - Competing for Points

Sebastien

Month 11, Day 30, Monday 8:45 a.m.​

When the scrying attack hit Sebastien, she immediately began empowering her new anti-divination ward. The five artifact disks that Liza had embedded under the skin of her back consumed her blood, making the skin around them prickle like it was being stabbed with needles. This provided magical energy, which Sebastien channeled through the small Conduit pressed between her ankle and the inside of her boot, right back into the spell.

Fortunately, there were only a few stragglers still lingering around the University dorm, and they were all hurrying to gather their things before class. No one paid any attention to Sebastien.

She cursed the coppers, dropped the luggage she had been repacking into the chest at the base of her bed, and hurried toward the bathrooms. Liza had warned her that, with the ward active, anyone paying enough attention might notice a strange difficulty focusing on her, which could have very unfortunate consequences.

If things had gone even a little differently when she and Oliver went to defend his warehouse and the people inside from the attack by the Morrows, she might be fully rested, clearheaded, and relatively safe. If that last attack by the coppers, when she was trying to distract them with her shadow-familiar, hadn't hit her, she wouldn't have fallen and cut herself, and they wouldn't have her blood. She could have returned to the University without fear.

And maybe, if she had gone long enough without giving them any more leads, living as Sebastien Siverling instead of Siobhan Naught, they would have given up searching for her.

Instead, she was trembling in a bathroom stall as she brought her strained Will to bear. The coppers had her blood, and if she failed, they would find her through it. If she was arrested, she would likely be executed, since they had branded her a blood magic user. Even if she somehow escaped that fate, she would forever lose her chance to study at the Thaumaturgic University of Lenore. And without the University, she might never gain the knowledge and power to become an Archmage level sorcerer and a free-caster. The kind of power that meant she would never be vulnerable again.

The ward deflected searching tendrils of magic for the next few minutes despite the sheer power battering across the entire city through the coppers' scrying spell. It was a stronger spell than Liza had used to test the ward's strength, but the protective magic held.

Some part of Sebastien had hoped that the transformation into her male body might mitigate the coppers' ability to find her through the sympathetic connection to her blood, but it seemed that was not the case. Siobhan's blood was still her blood, even in Sebastien's body. Which would have been interesting to know in less dire circumstances.

Panting, Sebastien rubbed the back of her neck as the stinging sensation subsided. Her head was pounding again. Not as bad as when she had first strained her Will, but bad enough that she had trouble concentrating. She wished she could neglect her classes and spend the day in bed.

Instead, she steeled herself, made sure she looked calm and alert, and hurried toward the Citadel and Professor Burberry's classroom. She arrived a few minutes late to Introduction to Modern Magics.

Professor Burberry gave her a stern glance but said nothing as Sebastien slipped into the seat beside Anastasia.

"Are you alright?" the girl murmured to her, her eyes roving over Sebastien's face with concern.

Sebastien realized sweat was beaded at her temples and quickly wiped it away. "Fine. A little nauseated. Lost track of time in the bathroom."

Ana patted her hand sympathetically and pulled a potion out of her bag. "It's for stomach cramps, but it should help slightly with nausea, too. The cafeteria food is atrocious. Really, I don't understand why we cannot simply *purchase* a better meal. We have the gold for it, and you would think they'd be happy to take it. I'm going to start losing weight at this rate."

Sebastien took the vial and stared at it bemusedly. '*Great. There's no reasonable way for me to decline this. I hope it doesn't have side effects on someone who's perfectly healthy.*' Aloud, she said, "Can it be taken on an empty stomach?" When Ana nodded cheerfully, Sebastien suppressed her misgivings and took a swallow.

Having satisfied the other girl, Sebastien settled into her ruse, hiding her fatigue as completely as she could. Though for once, her mind wasn't on her classes. '*It was well done to request Liza's help with the ward against divination. If not for that, my time at the University would definitely be up.*' She shuddered at the thought. Finding information on the coppers' scrying procedure and capability was a priority, as soon as she could slip away to do so.

'*If I had known how all this would turn out, would I have stayed in bed when Oliver activated my bracelet's alarm?* *What would have happened to Jameson without me? He would probably still be dead.*' Setting that thought forcefully aside, she consoled herself. '*It is possible that things could have gone* worse *if I wasn't there.*' If she was honest with herself---and she tried to be---she would still go with Oliver knowing what she knew now. She would just perform *better* the second time around.

During the lunch period, she ate quickly, then went back to the dorms and made herself a strong cup of wakefulness brew from some tea leaves she had stashed in her trunk, as the basic meal options didn't cover such "luxuries" as caffeine.

When she arrived at Practical Casting, she was finally more awake, though her heart was beating a little too fast and her chest held a sour tightness.

Sebastien did a double take after entering the classroom. Something was off. She frowned, looking around quickly, and then realized that the classroom seemed to have *shrunk*. She had noted on the first day that this was the biggest class, both in room size and number of students. Though that remained the case, with hundreds of students drawn by the allure of free-casting, over the first few weeks many people had stopped coming, leaving empty desks behind. Those desks were gone now, and the back wall seemed to have contracted toward the front.

Her muscles tensed with unease, and without quite realizing it, she had taken her Conduit from her pocket. Walking around the room and examining the doorway showed tracks, and she realized with awe that the dividing walls that broke up each floor of the Citadel into classrooms could be moved, shifted forward or back to change the size of the individual rooms. Constructing a building with such capabilities, at this scale, was a feat she doubted could have been accomplished without impressive magic.

She took her seat, close to the front of the room on the side farthest from the door, and waited.

A few more students arrived after her, but no one else seemed to notice the classroom's modification. At least, if they did, they weren't particularly surprised by it, instead chattering with their fellow students or hurrying to complete homework before the class started.

Professor Lacer strode in dramatically, his trench coat flapping helplessly behind him. He was a tall man with a hawkish gaze, and he kept his dark hair pulled into a knot at the nape of his neck. The hair of his short-trimmed beard was always a little wild, as if it was afraid of him and trying to escape his face. He stopped in the middle of the lecture stage, ran his eyes over the students, and nodded to himself. "Those of you remaining are those who will not be leaving my class because of unwillingness to put in the work. You may be lacking, but at least you have shown dedication, and you should have enough experience to avoid Will-strain with some more strenuous spell-casting. Now, it is time to make you stronger." There were some murmurs of excitement, and he waved them to silence. "How does a sorcerer become stronger?"

He paused as if waiting for an answer, but continued when no one spoke. "Through adversity. You are going to learn how to fight with your Will, and once you do, you will compete to see which of you is strongest. The winner will receive fifty University contribution points. Before you lament the unfairness of competing against those with more capacity, let me add that this competition will be broken up into brackets. There will be thirty points for the winners of each of the weaker brackets, for those of you who started out with less experience but have still managed to prove your determination."

He opened a cabinet behind his desk and pulled out a box of small tea candles, which he sat on his desk. "You have been practicing a spell to introduce movement to a small metal ball. In this augmented exercise, one of you will attempt to force the ball into motion while your opponent counters you, trying to keep it still."

He placed one candle on his desk and touched the edge with the tip of his finger. The wick sprang into flame. "In the real world, when you are casting *practically*, you may find that you do not have a convenient beast core or bonfire readily available to cast your spell, and yet, you must still cast. If your Will is a pipe, and your goal is to channel enough water through it to wash away a hill of dirt, many people assume the best way to achieve the goal is to increase the amount of water that can be channeled through it at once. They attempt to make the pipe larger. In other words, to increase their Will's capacity. To be truly powerful, however, the pipeline of your Will must be not only wide, but robust and efficient. A smaller pipe may spew water more quickly than a larger one, if its walls are durable enough to withstand the pressure. At risk of abusing the metaphor, pouring water through the large pipe may result in a deluge that slowly erodes the hill, but the same amount of water forced at speed through a small pipe can create an impact forceful enough to scour the entire hill away, or simply pierce right through it.

"*Efficiency* will allow you to use minimal resources to achieve greater effects, and without wasted power spilling everywhere---everywhere except where you actually needed it to go, that is." He examined their faces, his cynical expression stating quite clearly that he doubted they understood him.

Being close to the front, Sebastien heard him mutter, "Note: prepare visual aids next year," to himself before continuing at full volume. "Most sorcerers waste much of the energy they attempt to channel. If you can be efficient, a mere three candles will be more than enough power for most spells you will be able to cast before earning your Apprenticeship."

Some of the students looked skeptical.

The edges of his mouth drew down along with his eyebrows. "For those under one hundred thaums, one candle. Two candles under two hundred thaums. Everyone above that gets three candles. The restriction on power source should force you to focus on the quality of your Will, and not only the strength of it. Make it work. Two glyphs from now on, instead of three."

He ignored the groans of the students. "The next few classes will provide time for you to practice against each other. This tournament is your mid-term examination. We'll start a little early, since it will take more than a single class period, and winners will be decided on the day of this class's mid-term. For your mid-term score, I will be grading you on all the facets of your Will, not just its capacity. The contribution points you earn can be redeemed immediately, or saved and added to your reserves. If you haven't already, I suggest you take a stroll through the various rewards available in the Great Hall."

That reminder of the prize boosted the students' excitement, and with a slight loosening of his expression, Lacer waved them all down to his desk to retrieve their candles. "Partner up and start practicing."

As soon as Sebastien made it back to her desk, a girl whose name she didn't know pushed up beside her, holding a single tea candle in one hand and a chair in the other. "May I partner with you, Sebastien?"

Slightly taken aback by the informality, as well as the fact that she didn't know the girl's name, Sebastien nevertheless waved obligingly to her desk. The other girl only had one candle, so Sebastien set two of hers to the side to level the playing field. '*How fortuitous. One standard-sized candle flame is only about eighty thaums. Hardly enough to strain me.*'

With a wide grin, the pink-cheeked girl pushed the chair she had brought up to the other side of Siobhan's desk and sat down.

"Seb---" Ana called, cutting off when she saw the other girl sitting across from Sebastien already.

"Sebastien is already partnered with *me*," the unnamed girl said, her smile growing stiffer. She tossed a look over her shoulder to where a group of young women seemed to be paying a little too much attention to the three of them.

Ana frowned.

"I'll be your partner, Anastasia," a loud man said. Alec Gervin, with his lack of manners and self-important attitude, threw his arm around her shoulder.

Ana shook her head, "Oh, thank you, Alec, but I---"

"It's no trouble at all, cousin. Besides, you need someone who can serve as an actual challenge to you," he said loudly, throwing Sebastien a combative look that lacked any subtlety at all.

"I doubt that person is *you*," Sebastien muttered, but she waved her hand uncaringly when both girls looked as if they were about to argue with Alec. "Go ahead."

Once Alec had pulled Ana away, Sebastien muttered, "His ass must get jealous of all the shit that comes out of his mouth."

The girl across from her almost choked on a surprised laugh, then clapped her hand over her mouth to stifle her giggles. "Oh, you are so *bad*, Sebastien!"

Alec, not completely oblivious, shot them a suspicious look, but Sebastien was careful to keep her expression innocent.

'*At least the Westbay boy has some actual ability to back up his attitude. Gervin...well, I would be surprised if he got into the University without more than a little "help" from his Family.*'

"Do you want to attempt movement, and I'll attempt to stop you?" Sebastien asked. They would both be competing for control of the same main Circle carved into her desk.

The girl agreed and drew the glyph for "*movement*" inside the Circle on her side, then connected it to a smaller component Circle where she drew the glyph for "*fire*" and placed her candle. "Oh, I wish we could still use three glyphs. Only two is going to make this so much harder, don't you think, Sebastien? My name is Cynthia, by the way. I don't know if you..." Cynthia trailed off, flushing again.

"A pleasure to meet you, Cynthia," Sebastien said distractedly. "And I don't mind the restrictions. After all, the point of this class is to teach us to cast without any spell array at all." After a few seconds to think, she drew a somewhat obscure glyph she had learned recently, "*adversity*." She, too, used "*fire*" in her component Circle, before palming her Conduit, which she noted with a hint of jealousy was of much poorer quality than Cynthia's.

She would need to be careful. Spells that directly opposed the Will of another thaumaturge put strain on the Conduit that was greater than the simple measure of how many thaums were being channeled. Meaning the Conduit was more likely to shatter unexpectedly, even at lower levels of energy. She understood the need for the efficiency Professor Lacer had lauded.

Reaching the danger level on her Conduit might come sooner rather than later, for her, especially if she was pitting her Will against a series of opponents that grew increasingly stronger. Her new main Conduit, the one she'd just bought at an exorbitant price to replace the one that shattered, was rated at only two hundred and twelve thaums. She had another one, her backup Conduit---little more than a cloudy pebble---tucked into her boot, but the capacity of the two Conduits couldn't be added together. The backup was only meant to keep her alive long enough to redirect the magical energy and safely release a spell if her new Conduit shattered. It was a pity celerium couldn't be melded together like any other sort of rock and still work as a Conduit. But there was a reason it was special---and so expensive.

Sure, she could just throw the match to avoid the risk, once things got more difficult, but she didn't *want* to. Professor Lacer would be watching and judging them. '*I have to prove to him that I'm worthy to stay at the University.*'

So as she channeled Will and power into opposing Cynthia's desire to make the ball move around the edge of the Circle, Sebastien kept an eye on her candle out of the corner of her eye. She had considered keeping a hand cupped around it so she could gauge its heat output, and thus, how strongly she was drawing on its power. This would require putting a piece of herself within the spell Circle, though, which was *dangerous*. Professor Lacer would surely throw her out of his class for displaying such stupidity in front of him *twice*. '*I can learn from my mistakes. I* can*.*'

So, she gauged the stability of her candle flame visually, putting mental pressure on her Will like a fist squeezing water out of a wet cloth. Tighter, more compact, more directed. Like a housewife squeezing bread dough, she forced her Will into a tighter and tighter mass, till she was gently massaging it, whispering to it and cajoling it to receive her thoughts and desires and needs.

When the spell array glowed with overspill, it wasn't because of *Sebastien*. After Cynthia made a few dozen stymied attempts to get the ball to move, Sebastien suggested they switch. She would move the ball while Cynthia stilled it.

Again, Cynthia was no match for her.

Sebastien abruptly and rapidly varied both the amount of power she was putting into creating movement, as well as which direction she was attempting to move the ball, jerking it around despite the pressure of the Will trying to stop her.

This time, Cynthia had used the glyph for "*stillness*," but didn't seem to have a firm enough grasp on the mental aspect of opposing Sebastien, and was easily overcome whenever the force on the ball was anything other than steady pressure in one direction.

The spell array glowed brighter as the other girl grew tired and frustrated, and her candle flame began to flicker and flutter. "How are you so good at this?" Cynthia whined.

Sebastien drew back some of her attention from the spell, allowing the ball to stop jerking around spasmodically. "You're pushing harder, but not exercising enough control. Look at your candle flickering. The spell array's glow is from inefficiency, too. This is what Professor Lacer was talking about. Even if your Will had a greater maximum energy capacity than mine, I might still be able to beat you if my Will was more powerful than yours in other ways. You may conceptualize it however works best for you, but without a more compressed idea of what exactly you're attempting to accomplish, you're wasting too much effort on things that do not directly oppose *my* Will. Here, I'll put less energy into it," she offered, giving herself the chance to take a break. "Rather than continuing to blindly push as much power into the spell as you can manage, put more effort into a clear conceptualization of what you want."

"What I...want?" The girl's attention had completely fallen away from the spell, and she was biting her lower lip as if nervous, looking back at Sebastien with big, limpid eyes.

'*Has no one ever explained how spellcasting works to this girl, or is she simply stupid? Either way, I refuse to spend the rest of class explaining the basic concepts. She should not be in this class with such a marked inability to focus,*' Sebastien thought with some distaste. "Yes," she said aloud. "You want to keep the ball from moving. But specifically, you must want to keep the ball from moving *more than* I want to move it. You must want it more clearly and purely than I want it. You want me to *fail* at moving it, because there is no space within the conceptualization of your Will for me to succeed. Smarter, not just harder, as they say."

Cynthia was blushing brightly. "You're so smart, Sebastien. Thank you for helping me."

Sebastien noted the bright red of the other girl's face. '*I hope she doesn't believe such an attitude is* attractive. *Perhaps she has enough sense to be embarrassed to be so openly incompetent that she is seen to need advice from a classmate, especially a no-name like me. But flattery from someone so mediocre is unlikely to gain my favor. If she was going to be so shy and embarrassed, why ask to partner with me? Well, perhaps she was pressured into it by some kind of dare or bullying from her friend group.*' She settled back with a nod, and instead of the scathing, impatient remarks she wanted to make, said, "I'm sure you can do it, Cynthia. Just focus." Sebastien gave herself a mental pat on the back for her restraint and patience.

It took Cynthia a few more tries, but she did manage to improve. It still wasn't enough to best Sebastien.

Halfway through the class, Professor Lacer called for them to switch partners.

Ana looked to Sebastien and began to rise, but another girl from Cynthia's group of friends had lunged forward and slammed her palm on Sebastien's desk as if it was a race. The loud cracking sound echoed through the classroom, drawing attention. "Are you free?" the new girl asked with a sweet, almost shy voice that belied her earlier zeal.

"Sure..." she said warily, nodding her head in greeting. "My name is Sebastien Siverling."

"Helen Marvin," the girl replied, flipping shoulder-length hair back with a practiced head toss as she sat down. "Call me Helen."

Helen was better than Cynthia had been, and shot the other girl a smug look when Sebastien complimented her control.

'*Is there some sort of feud going on between them?*'

However, she was still no match for Sebastien. "I think you might win the whole tournament. Professor Lacer is probably expecting it, and is only putting on this show so that no one can accuse him of favoritism for awarding you points directly," Helen said.

Sebastien's mind blanked out for a second as she tried to figure out which part of the girl's statement was the most wrong and where to start with her rebuttal.

Helen didn't seem to notice, and continued speaking. "What will you buy, if you win?"

Still trying to figure out how to respond to Helen's previous statement, Sebastien answered this one. "Well, I haven't perused what is on offer in the Great Hall, and I'm not sure what fifty points can buy." Privately, she admitted that she would very much enjoy a more private room or some of the better meal options, which were only purchasable with contribution points.

"If you add Lacer's points to whatever you earn at the end of term exhibitions, you'd be able to afford the hairpin carved from live star-maple wood. That hairpin would be the perfect gift for...a girl you wished would take notice of you." Helen's smile wasn't over-wide, and she had looked away as she spoke, not with shyness, but as if to soften the impact of her words with nonchalance.

Still, Sebastien immediately understood her implication. She thought Sebastien was rich, and for some misguided reason also likely to gain the accolades that would get her contribution points before her fourth term. Helen wanted to attach herself to that success. Specifically, she wanted gifts like a magical hairpin from a wood known for its healing properties, likely meant to make her complexion dewy or her hair lush and shiny.

Sebastien shook her head decisively. "I'll do my best in this tournament, but Professor Lacer will give the prize to whoever deserves it most. People seem to have wildly overestimated his regard for me. Also, I don't plan to participate in the exhibitions." She paused, debating whether to make a cutting statement about her lack of romantic interest to deter the girl more directly.

"*What?* Why would you not enter the exhibitions? Don't you want future employers to notice you? What about the points? There are a ton of things here that you can't buy with gold." Helen's voice was loud, turning heads around them.

Sebastien straightened, tamping down her irritation. Her desire to avoid drawing unnecessary attention to herself wasn't something she could say aloud, or that the other girl would even *understand*, apparently.

Professor Lacer coughed pointedly, stopping beside their desk.

Sebastien jerked, straightening impossibly further. She hadn't noticed his approach. "Professor," she said, greeting him with a half-bow from her seat.

His glare seemed to cast a pall over their immediate surroundings. "Why have you stopped practicing in favor of inane chatter? Is it because you feel you have learned all my class has to offer, or have you simply admitted your own incompetence and decided to give up on self-improvement in favor of flirting?" His words were precise, clipped, and cutting.

"I apologize, Professor," Sebastien said. "I was negligent. We will return to practice immediately."

Helen nodded quickly, pale and seemingly unable to speak.

Lacer waited a few agonizing seconds before replying, "See that you do." He turned and walked away, his trench coat spinning out and slapping the side of Sebastien's chair as he passed.

Sebastien spent the remainder of the class in focused spellcasting. None of her fellow students even attempted to speak to her about topics other than the task at hand.

By the end of class, she felt the boost of artificial energy from the wakefulness brew and adrenaline wearing thin.

As the students filtered out, she thought she saw Professor Lacer throw her a dark look, but when she turned to meet his gaze head-on, he was facing away.

Damien Westbay swaggered up beside her as they walked down the hallway. He clicked his tongue like an old matron. "Tch, tch, Siverling. *Flirting*? I hope you bring more focus to the tournament, or I might end up crushing you without a fight, and that would be disappointing."

Sebastien threw him a glare, her mouth already opening to let some of the frustration and anxiety within her spill out on an appropriate target. The sight of his smug grin, less malicious than she had expected, gave her pause. '*Could he be...*joking *with me?'* She wasn't sure of that, but the thought dispersed some of her ire. "I'm sure Professor Lacer will give you the prize you deserve. In your case, that would be...a participation trophy." She gave him a smirk of her own and turned the corner into another hallway without giving him a chance to reply.
 
Chapter 39 - Paper Spells
Chapter 39 - Paper Spells

Sebastien

Month 11, Day 30, Monday 4:00 p.m.​

Sebastien worried that the Morrows would rally after their failed attack and attempt to retaliate against the Verdant Stags with more violence. In fact, if the Morrows did *not*, it might be seen as a sign of weakness. Consequently, the Verdant Stag needed to recover and prepare faster than the Morrows could.

Even having acknowledged that, she didn't have the mental energy to start brewing healing and battle potions for the Verdant Stag right away. Besides, Katerin could brew, and they had at least one other alchemist making concoctions for them. If they needed more, Oliver should have the funds to buy anything Sebastien could make from someone else. She was not the only supplier of the alchemical concoctions that the enforcer teams needed.

Trusting someone else to be competent enough to do what needed to be done was dangerous, but she believed Oliver would do his best to make preparations even if she wasn't there. He had proven he was willing to take the weight of responsibility that many people shirked.

Gritting her teeth past the renewed headache from casting in Professor Lacer's class, she went to the library. A private table hidden in a remote alcove sat thankfully empty. The natural light from the windows didn't quite reach it, but her throbbing brain found that a boon rather than a detriment.

Sebastien pulled out some paper and her fountain pen, using cryptic notes---just in case someone were to somehow read them---to help organize her thoughts and rearrange her plans. Writing things down had often helped her settle her racing mind. '*I need to study emergency procedure and triage---to make up for the knowledge I was clearly missing during the attack. Hopefully I'll never need to use it, but...if I ever do, and I haven't tried to correct the mistakes I made with Jameson, I couldn't forgive myself*.'

The University had healers' courses, but only for those above Apprentice level. They started in the fourth term, once students had a stronger foundation. It was a complicated subject that required a lot of knowledge and power. She wouldn't be able to learn everything on her own, but basics about how to triage and stabilize traumatic wounds should be accessible.

'*I need a variety of spells ready to go. Having a spell array memorized isn't enough. It would be best if I had them primed to cast without the need to stop and draw the array before adding the components. Such a delay could be fatal in the wrong situation.'*

With her lack of skill with artificery and her lack of funds to buy artifacts or potions, alchemy was the best way to accomplish her goal. As soon as she had the time and mental fortitude, she would go to Dryden Manor and brew a variety of the most useful potions she could think of. Starting with the blood clotter. '*That's good, but I should have other contingencies in place, too.*'

The glass pane that had made her spell arrays portable was quite useful, if unwieldy and dangerous...and ultimately disastrous when she cut herself. She could see many scenarios where something like that could be invaluable. Actively cast spells weren't quite as conveniently ready-to-use as alchemical concoctions, but alchemy didn't have an equivalent recipe already developed for every spell. Pre-brewed items also couldn't have their effects changed on the fly, and the cost of component ingredients was often higher.

The glass pane would have been even better if she weren't forced to erase and redraw the Circle and Word every time she switched spells.

That's what the giant tomes of magic that some sorcerers carried around were for. Some laypeople mistook them for grimoires, whose pages held instructions and notes on the spells. Magic tomes instead held useable spell arrays. The pages and arrays were made of special materials and cost more than a normal artifact to make, but provided access to more castable spells than would fit in most artifacts, up to two or three dozen.

The military offered its soldiers a few portable arrays made of precious metals wrought into the desired shapes, but those would be even less accessible to someone like her, and certainly were not something she could lug around in an emergency.

Sebastien paused her cryptic scribbles, staring down at the cheap paper as the ink from her pen tip began to feather out and form a blot.

Even if she couldn't create a tome of magic from materials meant to handle spells, that didn't mean she couldn't set up the Circle and Word for a few useful spells ahead of time. Normal paper was a particularly poor surface for spell casting, but as long as it *worked*, some inefficiency could be excused. Even if the paper burnt up from the force of the magic flowing through it, it would just destroy the evidence. In fact, it would likely be a good idea to create a small spark-shooting spell array at the corner of each page, just in case she ever needed to quickly turn one or all of them to ash to keep them from being used against her.

The library, like the jail, had wards to notify them of sudden fluctuations of energy within a small area. Such fluctuations usually corresponded to magic being cast, which was prohibited due to possible damage to the books. Thus, she couldn't immediately test her theory, but that didn't stop her from bouncing up to feverishly grab research and reference texts.

She found a handful of low-powered but versatile spells that seemed like they would be useful to have on hand. Research on emergency healing measures was less successful.

Even with the help of the crystal ball search artifacts placed around the edge of the atrium, she found no information about blood transfusions except to mention that the Third Empire---also known as the Blood Empire---had performed them. Like all blood magic, they were illegal, and their use was considered high treason. Anything useful, like how to do them safely and properly, was restricted in one of the many underground archives.

Humphries' adapting solution remained the only viable alternative. The solution could be spelled directly into the veins in a blood-loss emergency. Its original purpose had been to keep creatures from the Plane of Water alive on the mundane plane, but it could also act as a filler and keep blood oxygenated. It was expensive and difficult to make, and didn't have a very long shelf-life, so it wasn't feasible for most people except dedicated healers to stock. She had heard of it, but never brewed it herself.

And...the recipe was only available on the second floor of the library. Which she did not have access to. She almost kicked the base of her crystal ball's marble stand in frustration. Despite this setback, she peered into the clear crystal and dutifully wrote down the locations of the books that contained a copy of the recipe. '*Just because I cannot go there myself doesn't mean I cannot get information from the upper floors. This is innocuous enough, not like the restricted archives. I just need to get an upper-term student to check the book out for me.*'

Her research continued through dinner, which she was much too focused to pause for, until ten, when the library closed and she was unceremoniously kicked out. Instead of going to the bed, she went to the dorm bathrooms. She would have preferred an empty classroom, but the Citadel closed at this hour, too. She checked to make sure all the stalls were empty, then sat down on the tile floor in one of the shower stalls and pulled out her notes and materials.

Using a piece of thread as a makeshift compass tool to ensure her Circle was as uniform as possible, and thus increase the spell's efficiency, Sebastien carefully inscribed a rudimentary barrier array onto the paper with her fountain pen. Grubb's barrier spell had been the weakest she found in the library, and at under two hundred thaums to manifest, the only one she could hope to cast, if feebly. It only protected against physical projectiles, but she had already proven that could be critical against a certain kind of opponent.

She took the components from her school satchel and placed them atop the correct spots on the paper, lit her tiny lantern for energy, and cast the spell.

The paper caught fire along the lines of ink she had drawn, and within a few seconds was nothing but ashes and wisps of smoke. The energy she had been channeling blew the white-blonde hair away from her face and scattered the ashes around the room, but thankfully didn't manage to do any damage to her mind or her surroundings as it escaped.

She sat back, rubbing at her forehead and letting out a disappointed puff of air. Still not completely deterred, she took out another sheet and redrew the spell. This time, she focused on being as efficient as possible, casting more slowly and bearing down harder with her Will. The paper began to smolder and smoke along the ink lines, and though the entire sheet didn't catch fire this time, the spell lashed against her Will, and she had to release it as pieces of the spell array disintegrated from the rest of the paper.

'*That could be quite dangerous. What if an inner Circle containing important glyphs were to burn separately from the rest of the paper and blow away in the wind, leaving me with only part of a spell? Or if the entire paper caught fire midcast, and I got Will-strain from the backlash?'*

She tried using a wax crayon instead of ink, but quickly found that the wax melted into the paper and only added fuel for any opportunistic spark.

'*Behold. I have created a very tiny candle.*' She shook her head ruefully. '*No, ink is obviously better than wax. Perhaps the inked parts are burning because the channel through which all the energy travels is so thin? Too much heat in a small space can set almost anything alight.*'

Tiptoeing into the dorms, she retrieved a small ink brush from her chest of belongings. Using that, the third attempt was a bit sloppier, but the lines were definitely wider. It helped, but again, not enough. Pieces of the spell array smoldered and burned away, even with her only holding the small shield spell active for a few seconds. That wasn't completely useless, true, but it was *close* to useless.

She groaned and rubbed at her aching eyes. '*Perhaps it would be best to set this idea aside until I have access to materials better suited to channeling magic. If they aren't too expensive, that is...*' Her eyes opened, and she stared down at the small glass inkwell beside her. She already had a material better suited to channeling magic. Her blood.

She hesitated only briefly, considering the illegality of using blood, even one's own, to channel magic, and then cast the hesitation aside. '*No one will find out, especially if I simply mix blood in with the ink. The blood will be unrecognizable. And if I find there is somehow danger of discovery, I can simply activate the self-destruct spark spell and burn away the evidence of "blood magic."*' Of course, this meant that the spell papers could never leave her person, but to fulfill their purpose of emergency preparedness, they shouldn't be out of immediate access, anyway.

The brief mental nod to legality out of the way, Sebastien quickly made a small cut in her forearm with her athame, letting her blood fill the inkwell to the top. A dab of skin-knitting salve left only a faint scar to mark the spot, which would fade soon enough. She mixed the ink and the blood thoroughly, then painted the barrier spell on yet another piece of paper.

This time, the small barrier burst to life like a bubble, shimmering faintly, and the paper endured.

Sebastien let out a small "whoop!" of excitement, then let the spell go. Touching the paper revealed the ink lines were quite warm, perhaps almost to the point of catching fire, but casting was still feasible. '*If I get my hands on some thicker paper, a little warmth won't be disastrous. Maybe a double-ply bound together with paste. It should last at least a minute or two per sheet.*' Parchment, even the relatively cheaper parchment from a goat or a cow, would be extremely fire resistant, but then it wouldn't be so simple for her to destroy any evidence that could lead to suspicion. Also, she still might not be able to afford it.

Having returned the spell components to her bag and carefully tucked away the paper and inkwell, she finally made her way to bed.

Only then did she remember the actual classwork that she needed to complete for Sympathetic Science the next morning. Normally, she would have completed it as early as possible, simply to get it out of the way, but now she was forced to resort to taking out her potion of moonlight sizzle and using its light to scribble her way through the assignment.
 
Chapter 40 - Sleep Research
Chapter 40 - Sleep Research

Sebastien

Month 11, Day 30, Monday 10:30 p.m.​

Sebastien felt sick with fatigue by the time her head finally hit the pillow, and it wasn't much better by morning. For once, not even the promise of learning magic was enticing enough to motivate her out of bed. Only the thought of her absence being noted managed to haul her to her feet. The coppers made another attempt to scry her before she got very far, and after it had failed and the adrenaline left her system, she felt even weaker.

She dragged through her classes, having to rush to the bathroom quite suddenly when the coppers once again scried for her. At the end of the day, she went to the market to purchase better paper, as well as supplies for the most critical potions.

The owner of the small stationery shop she visited was exceedingly solicitous, and at first she felt uncomfortable with him hovering near her and asking questions, but he turned out to be quite helpful.

"If you are looking for a fire-resistant writing surface that isn't parchment, I recommend this one-quarter seaweed blend," the man said, herding her around to the other side of the shop. "Darker, rougher, and thicker than fine vellum, but strong and long-lasting for any project you would like to withstand the rigors of time."

"Is it totally flame resistant?"

He shook his head. "Unfortunately not, but it has good performance for the price. Don't be dissuaded by the appearance. Of course, if you are insistent upon a brighter, smoother sheet, we do have more flame-resistant paper made of special magical materials---the details are a trade secret---but that option is significantly pricier."

"No, no, this is fine."

"Wonderful!" The man was so excited that she wondered if he'd been struggling to offload the seaweed paper. "What size would you like? We can cut it for you here, free of charge."

Sebastien paused. The idea that she could get larger paper had never crossed her mind. She'd been stuck thinking that she would have something like a mini-tome of magic, filled with journal-sized spell arrays. But if that wasn't the case, it gave her even more options. "No need. I need a variety of sizes, so I'll be cutting it myself," she said, grinning almost as wide as the shopkeeper.

A couple of gold lighter, she made her way to Dryden Manor. Oliver himself wasn't there, but she set up the brewing station in his study anyway.

As she stirred the steaming cauldron over the small batch of grainy blood-clotting potion within, she had trouble focusing the full strength of her Will. Her eyelids would droop and her mind's grip on the magic would loosen without her even realizing it, only for her to jerk back to alertness.

The third time this happened, the magic almost slipped from her grip entirely. It frightened her enough that she stepped away from the cauldron and took a few minutes to cast some wakefulness magic on coffee pilfered from Oliver's kitchen. When she knocked back the mixture in a single swallow, coffee grounds and all, she got enough of a rush to make it through the remainder of the potion.

Oliver still hadn't returned by the time she'd brewed a small batch of blood-clotting potions. She took one for herself and left the rest for him with a scribbled note.

The servants persuaded her to stay for dinner in the kitchen, more than happy to add her to their table. As Sebastien stuffed herself to make up for all the energy she'd expended channeling magic, Sharon fussed over the circles under Sebastien's eyes and tutted about the University's poor food quality.

When Sebastien returned to the dorms that evening, she thought, '*I need to practice my new spells just like I practice the exercises for Professor Lacer's class if I want to be able to use them in a practical setting.*' The acknowledgment gave her no extra energy, however, so she went to sleep instead.

The nightmares came particularly strong, seeming to defy her attempts to suppress them with magic. After she woke with a pounding heart and a scream choked off in her throat, she gave up on sleep and used the time to study the theory behind the new utility spells she would be putting on paper.

She felt no better than the day before, and after lunch her body decided it was a perfect time to catch up on all her deferred sleep, so she went back to the dorms for a short nap.

Newton noticed her struggling to get out of bed in order to make it to Defensive Magic, and stubbornly hauled her off to the infirmary. "I understand the desire to perform to the best of your abilities, but you have to recognize when you are in need of rest, Sebastien," he said. "It won't go away just because you keep pushing. The pressure only grows worse. Trust me, I know from experience." He had shadows under his own eyes, and his clothes were a little more rumpled than usual.

"I've just been having trouble sleeping," she said. "I'm fine, really."

"You'll get sick if you keep pushing beyond your limits. If you're lucky, it'll only be physical, and not cause any damage to your Will."

"I'm missing class right now," she protested. "And Fekten just gives the lectures, not any reading or homework. If I'm not there, I'll miss the entire topic for today, along with the participation points toward my grade."

"The infirmary will give you a pass," Newton replied, undeterred. He waved, ushering her in ahead of him, as if to make sure she couldn't escape behind his back.

'*They cannot know I had Will-strain. They might ask questions*.' But she couldn't say that aloud, couldn't *explain* that she didn't want to seem any different than the other students to avoid drawing suspicion to herself.

To her surprise and relief, the woman who came over to deal with them seemed completely unsurprised when Newton volunteered the symptoms he'd noticed. "You're the third one today, and that's only of the students I've dealt with personally. Sometimes I think they push you all too hard. Are you experiencing any signs of Will-strain?"

Sebastien started to shake her head, but stopped when Newton raised his eyebrows skeptically. "Well, I have had some headaches," she admitted. "But I think it's just from the lack of sleep. The dorms, you know... I'm not used to sleeping with so many people all around me."

"He wakes up and practices casting in the middle of the night," Newton corrected.

The healer and student liaison shared a knowing look. "Well, I'm going to prescribe two days of rest from any practical exercises, as well as a mild anti-anxiety potion. The potion should last you for a couple of weeks, at single-sip doses. You can take it twice a day: once in the morning before breakfast, and once before bed. Please come back for more at the end of that period, if you feel you need it."

Newton gave her a thumbs-up. "I'll make sure he does."

Sebastien rolled her eyes, but neither of the other two seemed to find her exasperation worth noting.

They made her take the first anti-anxiety potion before leaving. While Sebastien disliked the artificial sense of serenity, she had to admit that she had also lost any desire to attend Fekten's Defensive Magic class, as the idea of physical exercise sounded torturous when she could be resting in her little cubicle instead.

"I'll have one of your friends write down notes from Fekten's lecture," Newton said once he'd returned her to the dorms. "Rest easy, you won't miss anything important."

She hummed gratefully and found herself casting her dreamless sleep spell without even worrying that Newton was watching.

He drew the curtains around her bed, and she slipped into sleep while the sound of his footsteps was still fading into the distance.

She was still tired when she woke, but the nightmares wouldn't let her rest any longer. She briefly considered going back to the infirmary to see if they could do anything to make her sleep more restful, but discarded the idea. When she was a child and the dreams started, her father had taken her to more than a few healers out of desperation, but there had been nothing they could do. "Dreaming is natural," one had said, "and if the girl is having nightmares, perhaps you shouldn't tell her any scary stories before bed." Even when Ennis hinted at what she'd gone through before he came back for her, they had never been able to provide a solution. The dreamless sleep spell she had modified over the years was the only thing that seemed to actually help.

Besides, she didn't feel comfortable revealing such a weakness when she was surrounded by potential enemies. She would handle her problems herself, as she always had.

So she returned her attention to her research on sleep, going through the texts on the subject that she had borrowed from the library. '*If I'm never able to properly recover, any efforts to learn or practice other topics are useless. My Will is bound to grow brittle and snap even more quickly from desperate training without balance.*' Most of the texts were useless to her, and were set aside after she skimmed through them thoroughly, but just as she was beginning to despair, she came upon a research journal written by Keeswood, a thaumaturge who had been attempting to learn what sleep actually did for the body.

Keeswood cautioned against attempts to avoid sleep altogether, citing an increased likelihood of becoming sick, decreased mental and magical functions, and, in extreme cases, hallucinations, paranoia, and even madness. Nothing she didn't already know. She was about to toss the book aside in frustration when Keeswood mentioned one particular experiment he had done on a pair of twins.

Using a spell that he explained only in the vaguest of terms, he had caused one twin to sleep *in place of* the other, allowing the wakeful twin to go for over ten days without sleep. Even this was not sustainable long term, because signs of fatigue still built up in the wakeful twin, while the twin who had been sleeping for the both of them fell into perpetual unconsciousness, not even waking for the eight hours per day that should have been possible.

In fear of damaging either of them, Keeswood had stopped the experiment. The wakeful twin had slept for a slightly extended period after the spell was released, but both recovered fully and returned to functioning normally after only a day.

Sebastien was captivated by the idea that someone or something else could do her sleeping for her. She quickly flipped through the rest of the research journal, but could find no more detail about the spell used to allow this. Standing, she pulled on her boots, preparing to go to the library and search for any other writings by the man, but realized with a bleary examination of her pocket watch that the library had already closed. She only then looked around and realized that most of the other students had returned to the dorms and settled down for sleep already.

With a deep sigh, she knelt over her pillow and cast the dreamless sleep spell as strongly as she could, setting her alarm for only a few hours later. '*Perhaps if I wake on my own, I can recast the spell before the nightmares have time to slip in. It might allow for more overall sleep, since I won't have to recover from them before being able to relax again.*' She took another dose of the anti-anxiety potion, and was able to get almost a full night's rest by the morning.

She felt almost normal, but she didn't forget the research journal or the ideas it had sparked.

Despite Newton's good intentions, she did not give the casting pass from the infirmary to any of her teachers that day, feeling awake enough to at least complete the in-class exercises.

Professor Lacer seemed to be keeping a closer eye on her than normal, and that, too, kept her from being complacent enough to droop off. If she did, it would be the end of her, just like that boy who had supposedly been turned into a sheep and then expelled.

She stopped by the library once again after class and looked up every other text the author of the sleep-surrogate experiment had contributed to. Most of them were held in one of the restricted sections in the underground archives. She sought out one of the library student aides and enquired about accessing it. Without the contribution points to afford a pass to that section, and lacking the rapport with any of the professors that might get them to sign a special exception slip for her, in the end, Sebastien had been forced to *flirt* brazenly with the student aide to get a pass. She was desperate.

The young woman, who sported a tail marking her as one of the non-human students, could barely look Sebastien in the eye past her blush. She stammered that it would take at least a day to get a new pass created, and Sebastien promised to return when it was ready.

When Sebastien found her legs bouncing irritably as she tried to write a homework essay, she went to the simulation room in the big building out on the Flats, where students were permitted to practice spells and dueling for Defense class.

One of the utility spells she had researched for casting through paper was a fabric cutting spell that sent a single slicing line outward in an arc, the shape of which could be controlled to some degree by the caster's Will. Unlike many similar spells, it didn't require the target to be within the Circle, as it used compressed air as the cutting edge.

And of course, she could use it to do more than cut fabric.

It wasn't meant to work against humans, or any living thing. However, with extensive practice, and if she could channel enough power into it, it could still overcome the inherent barrier against invasive magics that most creatures maintained unconsciously, through molding the air rather than trying to attack directly with magical energy. It was meant as a close-range spell, and at longer distances the cutting edge would degrade severely, but it was one of the few potentially useful battle spells that someone of her level could cast.

She set to practicing it using one of the waist-high, slate-topped columns the simulation room had helpfully raised from the floor to use as a drawing surface, aiming at a dummy only a few feet away. Keeping the air compressed for long enough that the slicing edge could travel farther was still well beyond her. She experimented with varying the size of the slice, as well as how quickly she cast.

While she was practicing, she noticed Westbay enter the room and move past her to one of the more advanced stations. He proceeded to use a battle wand in a mock duel with a dummy, which moved back and forth and sent harmless bolts of light shooting at him. He was actually quite skilled, both in his footwork and ability to dodge, and his aim. If he had been one of the coppers chasing after her, she likely would have been hit with a stunning spell and captured.

She was still methodically sending arcs of slicing air toward her stationary dummy when he finished and walked her way again.

Westbay stopped beside her, mopping at sweaty hair with a fluffy towel while he watched her cast.

She did her best to ignore him, powering up another slice, this one with a wider arc.

"A slicing spell? Are you planning to murder someone? My Family's coppers will catch you, you know," he muttered.

Sebastien spun on him before even fully registering what he said, a hot rush of fear and anger rising up from her belly as if it had been waiting there to be triggered. She opened her mouth to let it out in the form of words, and only when the spell had already been released---the edge of the slicing arc heading directly for the left side of Westbay's chest---did she realize her mistake.

She tried to call it back, to direct the spell away, but it was too late. The edge, visible as a faintly glowing shimmer in the air, cut into him, slicing through his shirt and the skin below even as his eyes widened in belated surprise.

A red line of blood welled up, a crimson stain blooming on the crisp white fabric of Westbay's shirt.

Sebastien's face paled. '*What have I done? I'll be expelled.*'
 
Chapter 41 - Friendships Forged by Accident
Chapter 41 - Friendships Forged by Accident

Damien

Month 12, Day 2, Wednesday 5:30 p.m.​

Damien looked down to the quickly reddening slice in his shirt. Sebastien Siverling's spell had cut across the left half of his chest and his arm. For a moment, he wondered if he was going to die, carved right through but taking a moment to notice he was mortally wounded, like he'd read in one particularly violent detective story.

But, no, he judged with relief. The blood wasn't shooting out in huge arterial sprays. As the pain began to register, he felt his cheeks flush with shame. If Titus knew how careless he had been, needling a sorcerer while they practiced battle spells, Damien would be in for a tongue lashing at the very least. Even little children should know better. Honestly, he didn't even know why he'd done it.

He might not enjoy admitting it, but there was a reason Professor Lacer had taken Siverling as his apprentice. Siverling was obviously talented with magic, but also had a tongue sharp enough to match the professor's, and an air of sophistication that even Damien couldn't match, no matter how carefully he starched his collar or styled his hair. Siverling seemed not to even notice the rest of them unless interrupted from his constant study, and then the air of superiority---only partially covered by a facade of courtesy---was obvious to Damien at least, if not to all of their other classmates.

It was only when provoked that Siverling's true temperament slipped through, and Damien could admit that he found it somewhat enjoyable to bicker with the other young man. It had become a habit over the last few weeks, even as Damien began to understand Professor Lacer's choice. And, reluctantly, to admit that it had not been in error.

Siverling's face had gone pale enough to match his hair, those dark eyes standing out starkly against his skin. His angry expression slid away in favor of unadulterated horror.

Damien swallowed and raised his right arm, the uninjured one, to push his hair back from his face. Should he apologize? Probably, but it seemed strange to do so when he had been injured at Siverling's hand.

The other young man's jaw clenched, his teeth grinding the words like a pepper mill as he said, "Lie down on the ground and take off your shirt." Then Siverling was turning and running for the changing rooms.

Damien stared after his escaping form, blinking. "What?" Was Siverling seriously leaving him there to go get dressed? No, he'd already been wearing his normal clothes, so that couldn't be it. Damien looked to the dirty floor, the white dust of the Flats and whatever other filth people had stepped in tracked everywhere. "Lie down on that?" He would have to change his clothes afterward. His eyes were drawn to the crimson soaking his shirt, all the way down to the waist now. "I suppose it *is* already quite ruined," he muttered. Along with his sweat and the blood, a little dirt wouldn't make much difference.

He swayed on his feet.

Siverling, returned already without Damien noticing, grabbed him by the shoulders with a grim expression and pushed him down to the floor.

Damien realized Siverling's instruction had been meant to keep him from fainting due to shock or blood loss. "I should be fine if I get to the healers soon enough," he said. "There's an alarm ward trigger on the back wall, remember?" It would alert them to an emergency and summon someone skilled enough to keep students alive in even the most grievous states. Except, if the healers were called, they would notify his family.

"If my father finds out..." he muttered quietly. Realizing he had spoken aloud, he let the statement trail off. Even the thought was frightening.

Siverling must have caught the fear on Damien's face, because after a short hesitation, he said, "There's no need for a healer." He dug into the satchel he had grabbed from the changing rooms with practiced hands. "It's just a scratch, and we will have it healed in no time."

Damien stared incredulously at the other young man. "Just a scratch?" The pain was making itself known now, and the blood had finished with his shirt and was beginning to soak his trousers. He kept his eyes on Siverling's face so that he wouldn't focus on the blood. He had been injured a few times sparring with his brother or his dueling tutor, but the sight of blood still made him lightheaded. "Do you have a healing artifact in there?" he questioned. In a low murmur, more to reassure himself than anything, he added, "If there are no healers involved, my father need not know..."

The young man nodded tightly as he pulled out a couple of potion vials and the supplies to draw a spell array.

Damien frowned, shaking his head woozily. "That's not a healing artifact."

Siverling reached forward and tore Damien's shirt, widening the slices the spell had made to better expose the wounds.

"You are so forward." The words had slipped out before Damien realized what his stupid brain was thinking, and he would have been embarrassed, but he imagined almost anything he said could be excused by the circumstances.

"Lie back," the other boy ordered, accompanying the words with a firm push on Damien's good shoulder.

Damien complied.

"The wound isn't that deep. I'm not sure we need a blood clotter, but it's better to be safe. I don't want you bleeding out before I can handle this," Siverling muttered. He uncorked the potions, dribbling the first, and then the second across the cut from right to left.

The first was a wound cleanser, Damien thought. There was just enough in the bottles to generously cover the entire wound, and Damien winced at the burning as the wound cleanser killed any infectious agents. The blood clotter did its job immediately after. The bleeding stopped, but the slice was far from healed.

Siverling eyed it critically. "I don't think my skin-knitting salve is going to be able to deal with that."

Damien groaned, reaching up to touch it, but his hand was rudely slapped away by Siverling.

"Keep your filthy fingers at your sides," the young man snapped, picking up the spell supplies. "And stay still while I work." He leaned over Damien, drawing a large Circle on the ground around his entire torso, and then a mirrored pair over Damien's chest and arms. Siverling hesitated for a few moments when drawing the glyphs, glancing at the blood now forming a puddle on the floor.

Finally, he drew back and reached in one of his vest pockets for something he didn't find. He looked around and snatched up a small, contaminated Conduit that he had apparently dropped when he hit Damien with the cutting spell. He clenched it in his fists, glared down at Damien's wound, and took a deep breath.

Damien felt the weight in the air as Siverling gathered his Will. "Wait, wait!" he said.

Siverling met his wide-eyed gaze, raising his eyebrows impatiently. "What?"

Was he seriously about to attempt a healing spell? "You didn't even place any components in the Circle, and that Conduit wouldn't be fit for a goblin. It's going to backfire and injure both of us."

Siverling's scowl returned full force. "Shut up and stay still."

"If you could heal something like this with nothing from the Plane of Radiance and with that Conduit, I would acknowledge you as the second incarnation of Myrddin---"

Before Damien could protest any more, the other boy began to cast.

Damien didn't move, though he wasn't sure if it was for fear of distracting Siverling and causing the disaster he feared, or if it was because some small part of him was watching with anticipation and a growing sense of awe.

That second, smaller part of him was fully rewarded as the cut across his chest began to tighten and heal, as if time was being wound back, so slowly it was almost possible to miss it.

Siverling's brow beaded with sweat and his fist clenched so hard around the Conduit that his knuckles turned white. It took a lot longer than a certified healer would have managed, and there was a certain hair-raising discomfort that Damien had to steel himself against as his flesh moved. When Siverling finally finished, he released the spell with an almost tangible burst of freed power and sagged forward, breathing raggedly. He used some skin-knitter to seal the patch job.

Gingerly, Damien sat up and touched his chest. The slice was more than half-healed, red and aching, but not bleeding any more. After the skin-knitter finished, there would be a scar, so the spell hadn't been perfect, but it was still astounding. He turned to look at the spell array on the ground, his eyes marveling at the minimalist construction. There were no components except a little oil lamp to provide energy, and no instructions besides glyphs for mirroring, flesh, and healing. His heart was pounding when he turned back to Siverling.

He watched as the young man recovered from the overexertion. It had been snark when he said he would acknowledge Siverling as the second incarnation of Myrddin. But this...

Sebastien Siverling could end up the most powerful sorcerer of their generation.

At the realization, Damien let out a slow breath. How had he not heard of the Siverling family before? Were they simply that far from Lenore? Or perhaps fallen into such ruin that their name was no longer mentioned among the influential. It might explain why, despite Siverling's mannerisms and attire, he used such a cheap Conduit. Perhaps his family had spent all they could to ensure he would fit in amongst his peers at the University, and hoped that he could make it through the first few terms without bringing attention to the Conduit. Obviously, a better one would be needed soon if he didn't want to risk it shattering.

Siverling raised himself back up, his spine straight and his chin raised. "It's healed," he said. "There's no need to sound the alarm, or to contact your family. We may both continue on and forget this incident." He stared into Damien's face as if searching for something, then grimaced slightly. "Of course, I'm willing to provide a small favor as well, if you wish. I did ruin your clothing, after all."

It was only then that Damien realized Siverling had thought Damien was threatening him when he mentioned his father's wrath. He opened his mouth to explain and reassure the other boy, then closed it abruptly.

"A favor," Damien agreed. "And a ceasefire between us. I apologize for my previous actions, and I hope that we can be civil toward each other going forward." He hadn't been raised a simpleton, and even if he was still feeling a little lightheaded, he wasn't stupid. Alliances formed now would influence the future, as would enemies. Plus, he found himself undeniably curious about the other young man.

Siverling's eyes widened at the offer of reconciliation, then narrowed, but eventually he nodded. "Agreed."

"Lend me your jacket," Damien said. "Unless," he added, seeing Siverling's raised eyebrow, "you wish everyone to see the state of my attire and ask questions."

With a huff, Siverling gave him the jacket. After clearing the spell array and remains of blood from the ground, they left the simulation room together, heading back toward the dorms.

"Why aren't you participating in the exhibitions?" Damien asked.

Siverling shot him another inscrutable look before replying. "I have no need for points, and would rather spend my time learning something useful than preparing some spectacle purely to impress the judges and audience."

"You wouldn't need to do much extra preparation, I think. You could simply show them your skill at purely Will-based healing spells and gain full points. Healers command a sizable income, you know. Especially ones as talented as yourself. You might even be able to earn a little money while continuing on past the third term."

Siverling's face grew stony, and he stared straight ahead for long enough that Damien wondered if he had said something wrong. Perhaps he shouldn't have mentioned the bit about earning money. If Siverling's family wasn't impoverished, it would be gauche. If they were, maybe he was sensitive about it.

"I have no desire to ingratiate myself to those who would hold themselves above me while weighing my worth---as if I were a fat hog---nor do I feel the desire to peacock around for insignificant points and empty praise. I will not participate," Siverling said, his lip curled in a scornful sneer.

Yes, Damien had definitely offended him. "Well, to each their own. Personally, I would enjoy moving up from the dorms. Being stuffed in with the rabble makes it so difficult to properly relax, and I *know* someone stole my spare pair of boots." He scowled for a moment, thinking of what he would do to that person should he ever find them. "But there are other ways to gain points, such as the tournament in Practical Casting. If you would like to gain extra practice with competent opponents before then, you might join our study group again."

"Maybe."

Well, at least it wasn't outright refusal. With persistence and cunning, he could get Siverling's amity. Damien could be likable when he wanted to be. Even to people as insufferably rude as Sebastien Siverling. Perhaps a more direct overture of friendship was required. "You were practicing a battle spell, though I'm not sure I've seen that particular one before. If you have interest in dueling, both Rhett and I have some skill. His interest leans more toward competition, but I've received some of the same training our coppers get. I could pass along some useful tips, or help you hone your aim and footwork."

That seemed to catch Siverling's interest. "Right, your family is in charge of the coppers. Have there been any updates on that case you were talking about before?"

Damien suppressed a small smile. Perhaps it wasn't the dueling Siverling was interested in, but the detective work, like Damien. Well, that made sense, as the job was both worthwhile and fascinating.

"Yes, in fact. She made an appearance in a fight between two local gangs, though the circumstances behind the whole altercation are somewhat muddy. She injured several members of one group, but they were able to retreat when things became dire. Now, one would assume this meant she was allied with the second group in some way, but when the coppers arrived, they found her performing some sort of *sacrificial blood ritual* on one of them."

He grinned as Siverling's eyes widened, satisfied with the other young man's rapt attention. Perhaps he could share some of his old detective periodicals with Siverling. He would be bound to enjoy them. Then, at least, Damien would have one friend with whom he could talk about the latest fictional exploits of Aberford Thorndyke, consulting detective.

"Do they have any leads on her?"

He nodded. "Oh, yes. Well, she fought back against the coppers when they arrived, leaving her victim to his fate, but though we almost caught her, she managed to escape. However, one of the coppers managed to injure her, and she left a little of her own blood behind on the scenes. They have it and are scrying for her now. Of course, she's quite a powerful sorcerer, so she's managed to hold off the attempts so far. A couple of witnesses even say she was managing to cast spells using the *air* as the surface for her spell array, though I'm a bit skeptical about the veracity of those claims. We are quite confident she's still within the city, and they'll be bringing in some stronger scryers soon, I'm sure. I know my brother has access to a prognos or two, so I imagine it is only a matter of time before she's caught."

Siverling was still enraptured, so Damien went into detail, relating what he knew from the reports he'd managed to wheedle out of his brother, along with his own speculation. He continued until Siverling rubbed his forehead, wincing as if he had a headache.

Damien's eyes narrowed, and, as he paid closer attention, he noticed the trembling in Siverling's fingers. "You didn't strain your Will healing me, did you?"

"No," Siverling replied in a clipped tone.

Damien eyed him dubiously. He didn't need to be Aberford Thorndyke to make such an obvious deduction. "It's no use pretending you didn't, if you did. My brother always says, 'If you've strained your Will, it's a sign you chose the wrong strategy at least two moves ago. Do not just continue on bullheadedly, as that will lead to even more catastrophic failure.'" Damien felt even worse about the whole thing now.

"First, there was nothing to heal, because nothing happened, remember?" Siverling said pointedly.

Damien nodded slowly, pursing his lips.

"So there's no reason to go to the infirmary just for them to ask a lot of questions and prescribe a couple days of rest. Secondly, even if I had healed you, I wouldn't have hit Will-strain just from that."

Siverling glared at Damien until he nodded again, though he didn't believe Siverling's assurances at all. Obviously, he'd strained his Will from that ridiculous display of skill, but he didn't want anyone to know. "Well...you should take a break from casting spells for a completely *unrelated* reason, then." He gave Siverling a pointed look of his own.

When they got back to the dorms, Damien changed into a fresh outfit---one not covered in blood---but found Siverling gone when he emerged from the bathrooms. "Oh, well," he said, tossing his clothes into the fireplace, both to destroy the blood and to keep the events of that afternoon secret. All in all, it had been an exciting and fruitful day.

Almost an *adventure*, really.
 
"Why aren't you participating in the exhibitions?" Damien asked.

Siverling shot him another inscrutable look before replying. "I have no need for points, and would rather spend my time learning something useful than preparing some spectacle purely to impress the judges and audience."

"You wouldn't need to do much extra preparation, I think. You could simply show them your skill at purely Will-based healing spells and gain full points. Healers command a sizable income, you know. Especially ones as talented as yourself. You might even be able to earn a little money while continuing on past the third term."

Siverling's face grew stony, and he stared straight ahead for long enough that Damien wondered if he had said something wrong. Perhaps he shouldn't have mentioned the bit about earning money. If Siverling's family wasn't impoverished, it would be gauche. If they were, maybe he was sensitive about it.

"I have no desire to ingratiate myself to those who would hold themselves above me while weighing my worth---as if I were a fat hog---nor do I feel the desire to peacock around for insignificant points and empty praise. I will not participate," Siverling said, his lip curled in a scornful sneer.
Channeling her resentment for the university's true purpose of gatekeeping magic away from anyone who isn't an artistocratic piece of shit, to distract from her doomed attempts to not draw attention?
"Yes, in fact. She made an appearance in a fight between two local gangs, though the circumstances behind the whole altercation are somewhat muddy. She injured several members of one group, but they were able to retreat when things became dire. Now, one would assume this meant she was allied with the second group in some way, but when the coppers arrived, they found her performing some sort of *sacrificial blood ritual* on one of them."

He grinned as Siverling's eyes widened, satisfied with the other young man's rapt attention. Perhaps he could share some of his old detective periodicals with Siverling. He would be bound to enjoy them.
Siobhan: Oh no, I'm going to get major heat because the popo are fucking morons who wouldn't know blood magic if they cast it themselves.
 
Chapter 42 - The Mysteries of Sleep
Chapter 42 - The Mysteries of Sleep

Sebastien

Month 12, Day 2, Wednesday 6:00 p.m.​

Sebastien had, in fact, strained her Will again healing that idiotic boy. It wasn't so much the spell itself as it was trying to keep the Word almost entirely in her head while casting it. She wanted to leave no evidence of the Sacrifice for that particular spell. This way, even Westbay couldn't truthfully say that he'd seen her use blood magic.

She had panicked when she realized what she'd done. Harming another student with careless magic use was a big deal. '*Harming one of the Thirteen Crown Families, and a high-ranking member at that? One I'm known to dislike? Even if the University believed it was an accident, the slightest push from one of the Westbays would have a commoner like Sebastien Siverling expelled.*' It wouldn't even have to be Damien Westbay himself who complained. If any member of his Family wanted the University to take greater responsibility for his safety, she would be the perfect scapegoat. Even Professor Lacer might not be on her side.

So she'd acted as quickly as possible to cover up the evidence, removing any need for him to report the incident. She owed him a favor now, but that was a trifle. After all, she'd been willing to owe far worse favors to borrow tuition money.

Sebastien begged some headache salve from Ana, since she'd used all of hers as fuel for the fire a few nights before, when her warding medallion had been the only thing that kept the coppers from scrying her and Oliver.

With the throbbing in her brain partially suppressed, she escaped to a dark, secluded corner of the library to do her homework. Very inefficiently.

Professor Lacer's exercises had fallen to the wayside for the last few days. '*I'm in no shape to do them now. I hope I don't fall too far behind before I'm recovered again*.'

That night, she took another dose of the anti-anxiety potion, but hesitated before trying to cast her dreamless sleep spell. She considered instead casting a very slow, careful, timed alarm spell on her pocket watch to wake her before she could slip too deeply into dreams, but reluctantly discarded the idea. Pushing too hard with Will-strain could make it worse, or even cause permanent damage. She had to rest as much as possible. '*All the more reason I need access to the remainder of Keeswood's research on the experiment that allowed one twin to bear the sleep of the other.*'

Two more doses of anti-anxiety potion when she woke in the middle of the night got her through to the morning. As she dragged herself off to the bathrooms for her morning ablutions, she lamented the life choices that had led her to this moment.

Without the esoteric pain-muffling spell to get her through the workout, Defensive Magic was even more grueling. When she accidentally tripped another student and caused a near-pileup while they drilled evasive maneuvers, Fekten snapped at her. "Are you a new-born puppy dog!? Out there in the real world, carelessness like that will get people killed. Keep your head in the game and your limbs to yourself!"

After classes, she scrambled to the library, where the blushing, stammering student aide gave her a pass to the restricted section where the majority of the sleep researcher's experiment journals were held.

'*Information should be available to everyone in the first place,*' Sebastien thought with irritation. Even once she had proven herself worthy of the University, she still had to fight for knowledge. They didn't want people who would only be there to reach Apprentice certifications learning anything truly useful or dangerous. Those who stayed longer would have the chance to earn the contribution points needed to get into whatever sections of the library they desired.

The door to the restricted archives was thick metal, spelled with what she thought was the same ward on the gate to the Menagerie. The new wooden token that allowed her into a specific archive shivered as she passed through the doorway. A short staircase led down to hallways carved from the natural white stone of the white cliffs that the University had been built into and atop. The hallways were narrow, the ceilings low, and the air smelled of ancient dust with a faint hint of paper and glue. '*The smell of undisturbed books.*'

The student aide was needed elsewhere, so she gave Sebastien quick instructions to the single archive she could access, warning her not to get lost. "It's said you can still hear the screams and shuffling footsteps of those who wandered until they starved to death, if you listen," the girl murmured, her tail swishing with agitation. "It used to be a network of caves, and the only navigation aid is the archive code above each door. It's easy to get turned around down here."

"I'll be careful," Sebastien assured the student aide with a smile, repressing her impatience.

The girl blushed, said, "Good luck with your research project," and hurried away, pausing only to remind Sebastien not to mention the pass to anyone who might get her in trouble.

Sebastien found her way easily enough, ignoring the other metal doors along the tunnel despite her curiosity. She didn't want to set off any alarms by trying to get past a ward without the proper key. Finally, she pushed open the door to a dim room only a few meters on either side. It was quite different from the high ceilings and warm, bright light of the main library floors above. The air was still, the only movement in the room from her own entrance, but it smelled fresh, and there was no dust or spiderwebs on the rough ceiling or in the corners of the room.

She pulled every book with Keeswood's name on it off the shelves. Her fingertips burned with excitement as she scanned the pages. It was hard to concentrate on the words, but she was determined.

Two hours later, after flipping through the whole stack, she tossed the last journal onto the table and sat back with a scowl.

The series of handwritten journals had whole volumes missing, and sections of pages had been cut away in those that remained. '*Well, at least I know why they were restricted.*' It had never been explicitly stated in the pieces of his journals that remained, but Sebastien gathered he'd been involved in some blood magic. She hadn't found a detailed explanation for the spell he'd used to join the sleep requirements of the two twins with no serious side effects, but he'd recorded other spells of a similar nature, and she was able to piece together an idea of how it had worked. Perhaps the details had been in one of the missing sections.

'*If I want to use it, I will have to redevelop it myself.*'

Leaving the library, she stopped by the infirmary again. She looked around cautiously to make sure the healer she'd talked with before wasn't on duty, then inquired about some headache-relieving salve. She didn't want to have to keep borrowing from Ana, and she wouldn't have time to make her own until the weekend. Plus, she was paying for the infirmary as part of her tuition anyway, so she might as well try and recoup some of her gold's worth.

When she finally got back to the dorms, she found a stack of book-bound periodicals on her desk. She eyed them suspiciously. '*Are they trapped?*' They looked innocent, and nothing happened when she nudged the pile. They were fiction, touting the latest adventures of someone called "Aberford Thorndyke, consulting detective." '*Or did someone put them there so they can pretend I stole them and get me into trouble? But why would they put them in plain sight? At the very least, you'd think they'd slip them under the bed...*'

She looked up and saw Westbay looking at her from over his dividing wall. He sent her a wink and a thumbs-up.

Bemusedly, she realized he'd left them for her. '*Could it be, because of my questions about the case, he thinks I have an interest in detective stories?*' The friendly gesture was still surprising, and left her a little off-kilter, unsure if she should be suspicious of some deeper layer of motivation or simply amused at his obliviousness. Perhaps a little blood, a secret, and a favor owed him was all it took to befriend Westbay. '*Without a blood print vow to guarantee that favor I promised, I barely feel any pressure. Once enough time passes, even if he wants to get me in trouble for hurting him, the scar will have faded, and anyone he tries to tell will be suspicious about why he didn't report it when it happened. He's a little too naive.*'

After riffling through the pages of the detective stories to make sure nothing was hidden between them, she decided to humor Westbay by reading one, as each was short enough to be finished rather quickly. Her concentration was still a little too shot for schoolwork or further research, anyway.

To her surprise, she found she enjoyed the story. The plot was a little unbelievable, but it was fun to follow along as the fictional Thorndyke used his superior intelligence and observational skills to assist the coppers in solving baffling crimes, and she enjoyed the dynamic between him and his Everyman assistant, Milton.

Her pass to the restricted archive didn't allow her to check books out or even remove them from that room, so she had to return to the archive to continue her research. Over the next couple of days, she pieced together a better understanding of the author's work, taking pages of notes and checking out a few dense reference texts referred to in passing within the journals. The ones she had access to, anyway.

She wanted to pull her pale blonde hair out by the roots.

Apparently, she needed a deeper understanding of the workings of the brain and the immune system. Looking at the references meant for upper-term healing students, with tight-packed text and illustrations she barely understood, she drooped. '*No truly valuable accomplishment is easy, I know. But still...this had better turn out* extremely *useful,*' she grumbled mentally. Truthfully, though, she would be happy with almost any small measure of improvement.

In Practical Casting, Sebastien took the initiative to approach a young woman who she vaguely remembered was a commoner without much prior experience with magic, one term above her. "Would you like to partner with me today?" she asked.

The woman's eyes went wide, then darted around quickly, as if to make sure Sebastien was really talking to her. "Umm, I won't be very good practice for you. My Will's maximum capacity is only at a hundred thaums on the Henrik-Thompson scale?" she said, biting her lip.

"I don't mind," Sebastien assured her, sitting down on the other side of her desk without further preamble. "I'll work on improving my efficiency, and you can work on improving your capacity. Using just a single flame will be a good challenge for me." She placed a single tea candle in her Sacrifice Circle.

The woman looked around again, uncomfortably meeting the curious gaze of some of the other students, but silently nodded.

Sebastien's little plan worked well, as her opponent's enduring capacity was a respectable two-thirds of her maximum, meaning Sebastien only needed to channel about seventy thaums to keep up. Even this was enough to give her a migraine, though, and she slipped away to the bathroom to reapply headache salve. "I'm getting very tired of this," she muttered, staring at her bloodshot eyes in the mirror above the sink.

When she returned to the class, the students were rearranging themselves, and she realized with dismay that Lacer had instructed them to switch partners.

As she was looking around for a suitable partner, Anastasia Gervin caught sight of her and began to maneuver her way.

Sebastien pretended not to see her. She liked the other girl well enough, but Ana wasn't a suitable partner to slack off against.

Just as Ana was about to reach her side, and Sebastien had almost resolved to just grab the closest random student, Westbay hurried up from behind Ana, clapping Sebastien on the shoulder.

"Partners, Siverling?" he asked.

Ana stopped abruptly, looking at Westbay with wide eyes that narrowed suspiciously. "Really, Damien? Can't this rivalry wait until the actual tournament?"

Sebastien almost rolled her eyes, turning to Ana. "Westbay has convinced his friends of his illusion that the two of us are rivals, too?" she asked.

Westbay shooed away her words, smiling a little too casually to seem normal. "I don't know what you're talking about, Ana. I lent Siverling some Aberford Thorndyke stories. He likes detectives, too, did you know? He always runs off to the library right after class, so this is our best chance to discuss them." He didn't allow Ana to respond, his grip on Sebastien's arm steering them back to Westbay's desk. "So what did you think of the twist at the end, with the serial disappearances?" he asked loudly.

"It was a tad obvious," Sebastien said truthfully, wondering what Westbay was doing but deciding to play along.

"*Obvious*?" Westbay's head snapped around to Sebastien, and he scowled. "How could you possibly have seen---" He cut himself off, pressing his lips together with a sharp shake of his head. "Never mind. That's not relevant right now." He lowered his voice, leaning closer over the table. "Do you have a headache?"

Sebastien shrugged, drawing the numerological symbols into the carved Circle between them. A triangle, for the simple transmutation of heat to movement, and then a pentagram within that, because she thought it might help with actualizing the idea of opposition.

"I know you do. I noticed you go to the bathroom, and I can smell the mint of a headache salve."

Sebastien set the chalk down, staring expressionlessly at Westbay.

The young man continued, undeterred. "You chose to partner with Jones because she doesn't pose a challenge, and you still had to use headache salve. You shouldn't be here. You *definitely* shouldn't be here and casting magic. Did you think everything would be better after just a day? I know you're some prodigy who might not ever have experienced Will-strain before, but it takes two to three days of complete rest to safely recover. We covered this on the first day of classes. I know you were there."

"I'm fine," she insisted, lighting their candles and putting the iron ball on the edge of the Circle. "Hurry up and pay attention. Casting against each other using the same array is dangerous, and I would prefer not to be subjected to the effects of your inability to focus."

"Professor Lacer may be strict, but he isn't unreasonable. He's a bit snappish toward the students to keep us from messing around, but I know him outside the University a little, and I can assure you that he'd never force you to keep casting with Will-strain."

She pushed energy into the spell and sent the ball rolling uncontested. "You want to renege on our deal?"

"What? No." He lowered his voice further. "Is this about...my father?" He continued quickly, "I'm not suggesting we tell everyone what really happened. We can make something up."

"Professor Lacer will want to know what happened. You want to try and lie to *him* about it?" Thaddeus Lacer was one of the more common topics of student gossip. She'd overheard someone say that he had a powerful divination for untruths running all the time, and could know as soon as you said it whether you really did the homework. She didn't know if it was true, but if anyone had both the ability and the inclination to do such a thing, it was Thaddeus Lacer. He had little patience for fools and those who stood in his way. "I have absolutely no intention of taking such a risk."

"Well, okay, that's probably not a good idea. You could...tell the truth?" Westbay seemed to know it was a bad idea even as he said it, judging by the cringe on his face, but he bulled on regardless. "He might be angry, but---"

Sebastien cut him off. "Of course he would be angry. What I did---" She clenched her jaw. "If you heard the same story from someone else, what would your reaction be?" In the very best case scenario, Professor Lacer would simply be disappointed in her, and maybe he wouldn't let her stay for the next term. In the worst case scenario, he would be enraged by her second overt display of stupidity, injuring someone Lacer was presumably closer to than he was to her---she had heard him call Westbay by his first name, after all---and he would throw her out immediately. The University took it seriously when their students were endangered. Surely even more so, for the nobles.

She'd be that student people gossiped about with some ridiculous story, in which Professor Lacer turned her into a fish and hurled her over the east edge of the white cliffs---right into the Charybdis Gulf. She couldn't tell the truth, and she couldn't risk lying to him, either. Just the thought of approaching the topic with Professor Lacer had her heart pounding faster in her chest. She was *afraid.* Her headache grew worse at the increase in her blood pressure.

Westbay smoothed his hair back, making sure every strand of its waxed-perfect sloping style was in place. "Well. I know what my father would say. To be honest, I don't want him to hear about this any more than you want Professor Lacer to know. He'd be...disappointed."

"Yes, well, if Professor Lacer gets 'disappointed' in me, that's the end of my stay here at the University," she said, grinding her teeth.

"Right, because you're his app---"

She kept talking, uncaring of whatever weak argument he was trying to make. "So I will say nothing. *You* will pay attention and play along. Stop blabbering and start casting, Westbay."

Westbay glared, but, after a few tense seconds, he picked up his Conduit and turned his attention to the ball, opposing its slow rolling. He didn't put much effort into it, though from the disgruntled look on his face it seemed like he was struggling and failing. "At least you remember my name now," he muttered.

They kept the ball rolling slowly for a while, neither pushing very hard but outwardly keeping their focus for the benefit of anyone watching. Sebastien felt a tug of gratitude toward Westbay, and suppressed a grimace. '*If not for him, I wouldn't be in this position in the first place. Don't go soft just because he's being friendly now,*' she told herself. '*He is still an unbearable ass deep down. People don't actually change.*'

They continued on like that until Professor Lacer, who had been strolling along the rows of desks, occasionally stopping to give praise or a sharp rebuke, stopped beside their desk.

She couldn't help but tense up as he loomed over them, his presence bigger than his body could ever be. She kept her eye on the rolling ball.

Westbay seemed to feel the same, but he flicked a quick glance between the professor and Sebastien, and his candle flames flickered as his concentration wavered.

Sebastien tried to stay in sync with him, to keep the ball moving steadily, but she didn't quite manage it, and it sped up sharply for a moment.

She felt her back tensing straighter, and slowly pushed a little more power into the spell.

Westbay frowned slightly, as if he was struggling to keep the ball from moving.

"Stop," Lacer said, his voice cutting through the class despite its low volume.

Sebastien's heart clenched sickeningly. She released the magic, and the ball rolled to a stop, the sound of it louder than it should have been against the backdrop of the rest of the classroom. People were abandoning their own practice to look at the three of them.

Lacer waited, allowing the silence to become unbearable.

Westbay started to shift uncomfortably in his seat.

She stared at him, urging him mentally not to do anything stupid.

Finally, Professor Lacer spoke, his words carefully enunciated, precise, and somehow all the more menacing for it. "Were either of you, perhaps, under the impression that I am a blind half-wit?"

Westbay paled.

Sebastien swallowed. "No, Professor."

Westbay echoed her.

"In that case, do you think this kind of effort," he nodded his head to the table in between them, "is acceptable?"

Westbay looked at Professor Lacer, then back to Sebastien, wide-eyed. He tilted his head to the side, just slightly, a query.

Sebastien glared back at the boy, stony-faced. Poor performance on a single exercise in class was nothing compared to carelessly injuring a fellow student and then causing herself Will-strain while using blood magic to heal him.

That thought sent a cold centipede of horror crawling down her spine. If she *hadn't* healed Westbay, there might have been some chance to come clean. But if there was any chance at all that she would be accused of blood magic, it would be better for her to cut out her own tongue. Literally. Blood magic was high treason. She would be killed. "No, professor." Her throat was dry, and she swallowed convulsively.

"Try again," he ordered, his voice hard despite its low volume. He held his hand out to stop them when they turned their attention back to the spell. "This time, Westbay will attempt to move the ball clockwise and Siverling counterclockwise. Perhaps a more direct competition will stir your spirits."

Westbay quickly rubbed out and replaced his two glyphs, and they complied.

The ball moved counterclockwise in small starts as Sebastien poured on more and more power, her grip on the magic like a vise, and Westbay countered her.

They steadied out at a consistent rotation in her favor.

"Is that all you have? Push harder!" Lacer ordered.

Westbay looked at her uncertainly, but she was already complying, the ball spinning faster till it began to blur.

It slowed again as Westbay pushed against her Will. His candles flickered under the drain, and she realized suddenly how Professor Lacer had known they weren't truly trying. Their candles weren't showing any signs of true strain---no flickering, loss of heat, or dimming---when Westbay's Will was likely approaching two hundred thaums and she had already exceeded that amount. If she pushed to the normal limits of her ability, she could likely suck two candles completely cold.

She pushed harder, till her own two little flames looked like washed-out ghosts of themselves. The pain was like an ice pick through her brain, and her lashes fluttered as she realized she was losing sight in one of her eyes. Sun-spots bloomed over her vision.

She swallowed down nausea, and slowly, carefully released the magic. The ball decelerated, and then reversed direction entirely. She sat even straighter, her chin high and her gaze focused vaguely straight ahead. She could have pushed through the pain, but it wasn't worth it. Severe Will-strain could cause permanent damage. '*My ability to cast magic is more important than even the University. I won't jeopardize that.*' Additionally, her Conduit was only rated to two hundred thaums, and opposing another's magic put more stress on them. If she kept pushing, she risked her Conduit shattering. She had the weak backup inside the lip of her boot, so she might be able to avoid a total loss of control, but she had no gold to buy another replacement.

There was no way she could do what Lacer wanted. She accepted this, and kept her breathing even and her hands pressed to the table to keep her fingers from trembling as she waited for the punishment that would no doubt follow seemingly willful failure.

Professor Lacer didn't say anything at first, but she could feel his Will in the air, turning his gaze into a sucking hole.

The hair on her arms and the back of her neck lifted, and she was reminded of what it felt like to walk alone and defenseless through a dark room, with the absolute certainty that something cold and hungry was watching from the shadows.

But he said only, "See me after class, Siverling. In my office." He turned that horrible gaze on Westbay for a moment, who quailed under its force, then stalked back to the front of the room.

Westbay watched him walk away, then looked to her, and she could see the horror she felt reflected in his eyes. "Sebastien---" he whispered.

Slowly, minutely, she shook her head. "No," she mouthed back. "You promised," she said, slightly louder, but slowly. "Maintain your honor, and hold your tongue, Westbay."

She could only hope that Professor Lacer wasn't angry enough to expel her immediately. If she had till the end of term, at least, she was sure she could come up with a plan of some sort.
 
Chapter 43 - Alliance with the Nightmare Pack
Chapter 43 - Alliance with the Nightmare Pack

Oliver

Month 12, Day 2, Wednesday 6:30 p.m.​

Two bodyguards accompanied Oliver as he rode through the dark streets atop his Erythrean horse. Even though his people successfully fought off the Morrows' blatant attack on the warehouse holding his new miniature farm, he was wary of their next move.

Oliver knew he was unlikely to be ambushed in Nightmare Pack territory, but the Morrows were known for their occasional recklessness, and it wouldn't be entirely unprecedented for his meeting with the Nightmare Pack leader to be a trap.

If anything happened, he and his two guards could fight back, and if the situation called for it, his horse could flee like the wind. Oliver wasn't so puffed up on his own pride that he couldn't admit that sometimes running away was the smart decision. One could always get revenge later.

Nightmare Pack territory was in the heart of the Mires, even poorer than his own territory, especially after the Verdant Stag's various programs to improve the quality of life for his people. Here, though, the number of non-humans was noticeable. Already, he'd seen signs of a hag, a vampire, and what was either a gremlin or a homunculus.

The gang provided three main things: a safe place for non-humans to live, less open discrimination, and a sense of community. But then, it also pressured the more powerful and useful non-humans to join the gang, supported certain kinds of crime, and made law enforcement even more reluctant to help those who needed them most.

Oliver and his bodyguards stopped at the gate in front of the Nightmare Pack headquarters, a once-proud manor with a small yard in the heart of the slums. They dismounted and handed their reins to a young man who hurriedly led the horses around to the back. If he was truly wary, Oliver would have insisted the horses stay out front, ready to go, but that would have been an insult, and an inauspicious start to the alliance he hoped to form tonight.

A man with the look of a wolf in his eyes and the shape of his jaw opened the manor's front door and bowed, motioning for them to step inside. "Welcome, Lord Stag. The pack leader awaits you."

The manor was old, the dark wood of the interior scuffed and scratched from many years of heavy, reckless traffic and sharp-clawed footsteps. The hallways were wide, the walls covered in lifelike paintings of nature and the hunt, and mounted with the occasional taxidermied trophy.

The man gestured silently to a set of open double doors, and Oliver stepped through alone.

The room beyond was expansive, with a burning fireplace at the far end, simple rugs and a mismatched scattering of comfortable chairs and couches filling most of the rest of the room. The windowsills spilled over with potted plants, and vines crawled up the glass. Stylistic sculptures of animals in different stages of transformation between man and beast were bolted onto stands or the walls, presumably to protect them from being accidentally knocked over and shattered.

Another man stood within, facing away from the doorway, his hands clasped behind his back. He was gazing up at a large oil painting of wolves falling upon a deer in the forest, but turned when Oliver entered.

His eyes were a light amber that seemed to shine in contrast to skin that was almost as dark as his hair, which hung in tiny braids to his shoulders. His cheekbones sat high and a thick, closely trimmed beard covered his chin. Despite the semi-casual suit vest he wore and the cultured way he held himself, the wildness behind his eyes was palpable. "Welcome, Lord Stag."

Oliver was suddenly hit with the irony of holding that pseudonym before a man like this. The leader of the Nightmare Pack was well-known to be a lycanthrope, which was the common name for those skin-walkers who could take on and off the skin of a wolf, transforming into the animal at will. Still, even in front of a wolf, a stag was not defenseless.

Oliver bowed in return, removing his mask as he straightened. They were alone, and as the one who had requested this meeting, it would have been quite rude to keep his face concealed. "Thank you, Lord Lynwood."

"No need for a title. I am no lord. I am the alpha, and I am not above my people. I lead them, I do not own them," the other man said.

Oliver couldn't tell if there was hostility in Lynwood's tone, or if he was simply sensing the watchful vigilance of a natural predator whose magic was not just something he wielded but a part of his body. So different from Oliver. "It is a beautiful painting," he said, diverting the topic of conversation.

Lynwood didn't give even the barest hint of a smile, though he turned to look up at the huge piece again. "Art, in its most pure form, is a melding of the unadulterated instinct and passion of a beast and the conscious control of a man. As I studied to gain control of the canvas, I found I also gained control of myself."

"You painted this?"

Lynwood's lips stretched into a small, satisfied smile. "To the outside world, many know me only as a somewhat eccentric artist. You might be surprised to learn that I fund a significant portion of our operations off sales of my work. Those with too much money in their coffers love to show off their deeper sense of artistic appreciation by paying exorbitant sums for grand paintings that hold a message they fear and yet pretend to understand." He gestured around to the other paintings and sculptures scattered about. "It is not all my own work. I encourage all those in my pack to find joy in creation as well as destruction."

"I admire your approach," Oliver said. "That's why I requested to meet with you today. I want to discuss a mutual endeavor that I believe could benefit both our people."

Lynwood turned, eyed Oliver assessingly, then motioned to a couple of chairs in front of the fire. "Please, let us sit, and you can elucidate."

Once they were both seated, Oliver said simply, "The Morrows."

Lynwood raised his eyebrows, a silent encouragement to continue.

"You've likely heard of the harassment the Verdant Stag has been facing from them. When I first opened the inn and created the Stags, the Morrows resisted, but I was determined and they backed down. Due to the small size of my operation, the lack of critical territory under my domain, and my willingness to spend extravagantly to hold the area, it would have cost them more to get rid of me than the Morrows could earn by holding the territory. Or such was my theory, anyway."

"I remember this time," Lynwood said, nodding.

"However, they continued to abuse the people in my territory, perhaps even more than before. In addition to their usual criminal behavior---the kidnappings for their whorehouses and fighting arena, selling the worst of their addictive alchemy products, threatening people for money and favors---they harassed anyone who wore my symbol or simply lived in the wrong place. So I created enforcers to protect my people."

Oliver gave a humorless grin, the show of teeth meant to speak to the wolf in the other man. Lynwood wasn't the first lycanthrope Oliver had met, and thank the stars above for that experience. "The Morrows respected my boundaries once they had no other choice, at first, but recently they've begun their harassment again. This time, their attacks are pointed and brutal. It's obvious they hope to collapse my organization entirely by harrying us until we cannot keep up with the cost of the damage and those within the territory lose faith in us. They plan to then take back the entirety of what was once theirs."

"And how is this relevant to me?"

Oliver smiled again. "The Morrows overstep their boundaries. Just as they overestimate their infallibility."

"Oh?"

"I know they've made themselves a thorn in your side, too. They take your people for their brothels, and they have a particular interest in non-humans for their underground pit fights. I would assume they also feed addictive substances into your territory. They don't do all this overtly, perhaps. They don't want to drive you to retaliate in force. But they don't respect your authority, and they are harming your people."

Lynwood steepled his fingers together in his lap. "It's natural that we bicker and snap at each other. If one organization falls, another will rise to take its place, and who is to say the new order will be better than the old? Balance is important. Or, at least, the right kind of instability." Was Lynwood hinting that if the Nightmare Pack helped the Stags take out the Morrows, his gang might not actually benefit in the end? Perhaps there was some fear that the Stags would grow greedy and turn on them next, Oliver mused.

"That's where you're wrong. Balance is important, I agree, but instability is only preferable if you believe that order would not bring prosperity to you and yours. By all accounts, you are a reasonable man, Lynwood. I'm a reasonable man too, when not pushed to extremes. War is costly. I wouldn't choose it if I had other, more practical, options."

Oliver was telling the truth. The Morrows had attacked him and killed two of his people. It wasn't possible to back down now. They would crush him if he showed weakness. Even if by some miracle, they decided to stop harassing his people and let him keep operating, the Verdant Stag operation as a whole would still not be sustainable.

He was slowly being bled dry, and needed to increase the size and profitability of his operations to change the tide. If he could take out the Morrows and obtain even half their territory and operations---along with the more palatable streams of income---almost all of his problems would be solved in one fell swoop.

Oliver added, "In the interest of allowing as little instability as possible, I would suggest our two organizations agree to a nonaggression treaty, to be renegotiated in five years' time." This would give both of them time to consolidate their hold on what they gained from defeating their common enemy, without worry that either side would grow greedy and attempt to take more than their fair share.

"You are suggesting that we would benefit from allying with you against the Morrows?"

"Yes. In addition to stopping their current persecution of your people, I have no doubt some of their operations would be better managed in your hands. The fighting arena, for example. I'm sure you could provide voluntary participants, and I hear the income from the betting is quite high. They have control of Avery Park, which would seem a welcome addition to your territory. Perhaps a portion of their shops in the Night Market could do with a different owner?"

Lynwood stared at the fire for a long moment, but when he turned back to Oliver, his expression was still firmly unimpressed. "Be that as it may, it would require this operation to be *successful*. We might be larger than the Morrows if you count only the size of our territory and the number of people it contains, but we do not share their monetary resources. I am loath to conscript my people to fight and throw away their lives for an ally that cannot even manage to protect themselves without our help."

"You'd be mistaken to think the Verdant Stag cannot protect itself. Surely you've heard of the consequences of the Morrows' last attack on us?"

Lynwood nodded, the intensity of his amber-eyed gaze revealing an increased interest in this particular topic. "Indeed."

"The Stags are merely more interested in supporting our own people and growing our interests than focusing unnecessary resources toward an extended skirmish. Additionally, even were we to take down the Morrows, we are still too small to hold the entire Morrow territory securely. It would be an invitation to others to try and take a piece of it, and the situation would spiral into endless conflict. That's useless to us. I hope instead that we could both benefit from the destruction of the Morrows."

Oliver paused, weighing his words. "Of course, our other option would be to take over only a portion of the Morrows' operation and leave the rest open to the power struggles of the other gangs, which would only serve to destabilize and inconvenience the rest of the city." The Nightmare Pack especially, since their territory was adjacent to the Morrows', but Oliver left that part unsaid, sure that Lynwood knew what he meant.

"I have my doubts that the Verdant Stag could take out the Morrows as easily as you insinuate, at least without outside help. If not us, then perhaps the one who came to your aid recently. I hear she is called the Raven Queen. If we were to agree to this alliance, would she be included in this nonaggression treaty?" Lynwood was obviously fishing, hoping to learn Oliver's connection to the mysterious rogue sorcerer.

"I do not control her, but we are acquainted, and she allows me some minor influence over her actions. The rumors about her are somewhat exaggerated. She is actually rather restrained, when not being harassed. She wouldn't attack the Nightmare Pack without reason, and doubly so if I asked her politely not to."

"The rumors may be exaggerated, but it is clear she is both bold and powerful," Lynwood said, seeming more interested in the Raven Queen than he had been throughout the entire previous conversation. "Would she be adding her efforts to our own against the Morrows?"

"Perhaps, though I doubt she would take a front-line position. Her support against the warehouse attack was impromptu. She is quite busy and doesn't take requests unless she finds them sufficiently valuable or...interesting." He was playing into Siobhan's reputation a bit, knowing that the less he said clearly, the more Lynwood would speculate, with his conclusions undoubtedly being more outlandish than the truth.

Oliver considered that Siobhan, a poor, self-educated young girl, was disguised as a young man with a completely different appearance and background, and secretly attending the University. He had to amend his previous thought. The truth was quite outlandish indeed. It was simply outlandish in a completely different direction than Lynwood would assume.

"How did you come to be associated with her?"

"A series of coincidences," Oliver said.

Lynwood eyed him with some dissatisfaction. "Would it be possible for me to meet her?" he asked finally.

Oliver suppressed his expression of surprise, though a man such as Lynwood might be able to glean it from the responses he couldn't control, like the change in his heartbeat or scent. "I could pass along your request, but I can make no guarantees."

She would want to be paid, no doubt, and they would have to ensure that meeting in person didn't disillusion Lynwood and endanger their alliance. All the rumors about her prowess were fabrications blown magnitudes out of proportion to reality, after all. It might be best to pretend to pass along the request and return with a denial. Or at least ensure the alliance was secure and the joint attack on the Morrows settled first, with the reward for meeting enough to make the risk worth it.

Oliver spoke before he had time to fully think through the idea, because he didn't want his hesitation to be too obvious. "She enjoys tributes. She might be more likely to give an audience to someone who...gently incentivizes her." He raised his eyebrows pointedly.

Lynwood pressed his fingertips together, settling back in satisfaction. "I understand." His eyes gleamed with even more interest. "I agree to your proposal, Lord Stag, pending the appropriate particulars."

"Wonderful." Oliver reached into his pocket and brought out a rolled-up map of the city. "Let us work out the generalities, at least. Details can be solidified over time." He laid the map over a short table. The area of their respective territories was painted with a translucent ink, with the parts of the city currently belonging to the Morrows divided between them.

Lynwood peered at it with interest, then pointed. "We'll want a bit more of this area, all the way out to the canal."

Oliver frowned. "That could be acceptable, if you're willing to give up a little more of this residential district."

They haggled over territory, and then went on to decide on the allocation of their respective combat forces, joint efforts to keep conflicts suppressed in the short term, and what businesses and enterprises each of them would swallow.

When they were both moderately satisfied, feeling that they hadn't gotten a very good deal but not an exceedingly bad one either---which probably meant it was quite fair to both parties---Lynwood asked, "So, I assume you have planned further than dividing up the territory. How exactly do you propose we bring about the Morrows' downfall?"

The edges of Oliver's mouth curled up a little too far in a way he knew made him look vulpine, but Lynwood didn't seem disturbed, his own lips pulling back to reveal sharp-edged teeth.
 
The series of handwritten journals had whole volumes missing, and sections of pages had been cut away in those that remained. '*Well, at least I know why they were restricted.*' It had never been explicitly stated in the pieces of his journals that remained, but Sebastien gathered he'd been involved in some blood magic. She hadn't found a detailed explanation for the spell he'd used to join the sleep requirements of the two twins with no serious side effects, but he'd recorded other spells of a similar nature, and she was able to piece together an idea of how it had worked. Perhaps the details had been in one of the missing sections.
One twin has a natural correspondence to the other, but was he foolish enough to use blood as a sacrifice instead of the entire twin as a Word-substitute?
 
Chapter 44 - Chastisement
Chapter 44 - Chastisement

Sebastien

Month 12, Day 4, Friday 3:45 p.m.​

When class ended, Professor Lacer left immediately, not bothering to wait for the handful of students who wanted to linger and speak to him. "I have office hours," he announced as he strode past them. "Use them."

Damien and Sebastien shared a look of sick concern, and she took longer than necessary to gather up her belongings, trying to settle herself. Fearing that she would gather more ire by dawdling, she followed the gently curved hallway to Professor Lacer's office. She felt sick, not only because of straining her Will beyond its limits, but because she didn't know the extent of his anger toward her. '*I will plead with him if I need to. But only if I need to.*' She briefly considered trying to tell some sort of half-truth that would mollify him, but her mind was too scrambled to think through the options and their ramifications.

It had been such a stupid mistake, and she regretted compounding it with an attempt to hide it. It would be horrible to be expelled, but as long as she could keep her magic and her life, she would always find a way to claw her way back up again.

She paused outside the door for a few breaths, blinking in an attempt to clarify the vision in her right eye. She pressed her trembling fingers to her sides, straightened her back, and rapped softly on the open doorframe.

"Enter," Lacer said, his voice clipped. He'd sat at his desk and was scribbling a note. His scowl was harsh enough to toast bread. "Close the door behind you," he said without looking up.

She did so, stopping a few feet in front of his desk. She didn't dare to take a seat without his permission. She resisted the urge to fidget or wince with every ice-pick spike of the headache impaling her brain.

"Are you aware that without me, you would not be studying here?" he asked.

Her heart clenched. "Y---" Her voice broke, and she had to swallow before replying. "Yes."

"And you are aware that if you make *me* dissatisfied, I can have you expelled before the day is out?"

"Yes."

"Do you think there is anyone at this university whose opinion is more important than mine?"

"No," she said. '*Which is precisely why you can never know what I've been up to,*' she thought.

"Are you also aware that because of the special circumstances of your admittance, your performance reflects back upon me? If you perform poorly, or act inappropriately, my judgment will be in question. Honestly, I am currently questioning my own judgment."

Sebastien suppressed a wince. "Yes."

He stared at her until she wondered if she was supposed to say something else, the judgment in his gaze almost a physical weight on her body.

She couldn't tell the truth, but she was afraid to lie, and so silence was her only refuge.

Finally, he said, "Did Mr. Westbay ask you to lose to him?"

Sebastien blinked twice. "No," she said, her tone as neutral as she could make it.

"So you *chose* to pander to him. I am unsure if that makes it better or worse. I had thought you would have more pride than that."

She remained silent, sluggishly realizing that Professor Lacer thought she'd thrown the match with Damien because he was a Westbay, and that she was either afraid to openly best him, or was trying to get on his good side by making Damien look better than he was.

'*Professor Lacer hasn't noticed the signs of Will-strain? Perhaps he simply never considered that I could be that stupid.*' She was filled with relief. It was a plausible motive that had nothing to do with fleeing from the coppers, attacking another student, or using blood magic. She couldn't overtly agree with his assumption, though, in case he really did have some divination running to reveal lies. She bowed her head, the shame of the movement all too real. "It will not happen again," she promised, meaning every word.

"See that it does not. I will bestow my forgiveness this time. In future, if you are going to curry favor with others at the expense of your pride, do it *better*. I will not preach about honor and chivalry, but please, at least have the cunning not to embarrass me. You will comport yourself with my reputation in mind at all times. And in exchange for today, you will win at least fifty contribution points in the end of term exhibitions." He paused, as if waiting for her to protest.

"I understand," she said. Rather than worrying about drawing attention to the persona of Sebastien Siverling in the exhibitions, her immediate thought was to wonder how difficult it was to earn fifty points as a first term student. With what she knew of Professor Lacer's standards, it was likely a hellishly difficult demand.

"Good. Now get out."

She complied without hesitation. The relief was heady. A little scolding and a task to redeem herself. There had been no offensive spells, nothing to publicly shame her, and most importantly, no expulsion. It seemed that he hadn't even noticed her Will-strain. '*Could it be that the rumors surrounding Professor Lacer's temper are somewhat exaggerated?*' She wanted to laugh.

Damien Westbay was pacing in the hallway outside the door, fidgeting with his already perfect hair and unwrinkled clothes. He stilled when he saw her. "What did he say? I can talk to---"

The smile slipped from her face. She grabbed him by the arm and kept walking. "You will not talk to him."

"I'm sorry, Sebastien, it's not right that you're the one to get in trouble for this. I---"

"It's fine. He was angry, but only because I embarrassed him with my public weakness. I have to participate in the end of term exhibitions and earn at least fifty contribution points. That's it."

Westbay stumbled along beside her. "Oh. Well, that's...good?"

"Yes. Except I doubt I'll be coming back next term if I don't succeed."

"He's that angry? Sebastien...maybe we should just explain what happened?" he said reluctantly. "We could leave out the details of how I got hurt. There's no way I'd be expelled, I'm a Westbay, and we might even be able to convince him not to inform my father---"

"*I* could still be expelled," she snapped. "Can't you get that past your thick skull? I'm not worried about you, I'm worried about myself. The rest of us don't get to take the paved road through life, Westbay. There are *consequences* for our actions."

He was silent for a while, and kept walking beside her even when she released her grip on his arm. "Mood swings," he said finally, his tone placating. "You need to go to the infirmary, Sebastien. They can help with the Will-strain."

"No." The anger she was feeling was perfectly legitimate, but a vivid desire to strangle the bullheaded, oblivious boy had her seriously considering slamming him into an empty classroom.

The urge was strong enough that she had to concede, at least to herself, that her decision-making faculties were impaired.

"I'll drag you there myself if I have to. This isn't about your preferences or wanting to seem tough. It's not even about getting in trouble. This is about your safety, your well-being. I won't let you jeopardize everything just because you're feeling stubborn. Your judgment is impaired, so if I have to, I'll make this decision for you."

"Where did you grow the stones to act like this is any of your business?" she muttered, gritting her teeth. Before he could reply, she held up a hand toward him. "Alright, alright, stop. I don't need to go to the infirmary. I have a friend who can help me."

"Really?" He peered at her skeptically.

She scowled. "*Really*. I'm going there now. You may not have noticed, but I do have a working brain, even if it feels like it's being stomped on by a rabid cow right now. I know I need healing."

The worry and doubt smoothed away from his face. "Good," he said, nodding imperiously. "If you're not feeling better by Monday, do not come to class."

She rolled her eyes and walked faster, hoping to outpace him.

He jogged a little to catch up, but was thankfully silent all the way to the glass transportation tubes on the south side of the white cliffs. He waved as she used her student token to activate one. "Feel better soon! And don't come back until you do!"

She didn't wave back.

By the time she got to Oliver's house, the headache was making her nauseated.

Oliver took one look at her and said, "What happened?"

"Will-strain," she replied simply, her voice soft, because she felt like speaking loudly or opening her mouth too wide might send the contents of her stomach spilling out over his polished shoes. "My professor asked me to cast in class. I don't want to risk the healers at the University infirmary. Do you think I could see...whoever the Verdant Stag usually uses?"

"I'll hail a carriage," he said, though instead of doing it himself, he motioned to a servant, who hurried outside to the street. Oliver strode off into the kitchen and came back with a steaming mug of dark liquid. "I don't keep a lot of potions in the house. They don't work very well on me, so... The caffeine should help with your headache."

She took the mug gratefully, sipping slowly.

"The next time something like this happens, perhaps you should consider refusing to cast magic," he said.

"The *next* time?" she groaned.

Oliver gave her a wry smile, but it didn't disguise his worry.

The servant poked their head back through the front door and said, "I've got one, sir."

Sebastien took the mug of coffee with her into the carriage, which thankfully had shock absorbers to mitigate the bumps and jolts. After a few minutes of sitting and sipping, she felt well enough to talk, as long as she kept her eyes closed. "Has anything happened since I've been back at the University? Anything new with the Morrows?" She kept her voice low enough that no one would overhear them.

"Nothing big. There's been some harassment, especially on the edges of our territory, but we've been patrolling, and we've invested a lot into improving the equipment and number of our enforcers so we don't seem like such an easy target."

"That's good."

"We also made an alliance with the Nightmare Pack."

She opened one eye. "Who?"

"Another gang with no love for the Morrows. The leader would like to meet with you. Or, to be more specific, he would like to meet with the Raven Queen," Oliver said, lifting one side of his mouth in a half-smile that lacked real amusement.

He reached into his pocket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. It was another wanted poster displaying an evil version of her face glaring out underneath a hood. Only this time, the caption said, 'Alias: The Raven Queen. Dangerous practitioner of Forbidden Magics. Flee on sight. Report any information to law enforcement. Reward for information leading to arrest: Five hundred gold crowns.'

"Flee on sight?" she muttered. Five hundred gold crowns was more than many poor families made in a year. It seemed they were taking her more seriously after her recent appearance. Even the most copper-hating or loyal person might be swayed by such a large bounty.

Oliver folded the paper away and tucked it back into his pocket. "I'll let you consider the meeting when you are more lucid. There will be incentives."

"I'll have to do *something* to pay for the healer," she mumbled. "Pretending to be the Raven Queen shouldn't be much harder than pretending to be a boy."

There was a pause, and then he said, "It seems you've had it worse than us. Will everything be alright, once you return?"

"I hope so," she sighed. "The pressure keeps rising, but once I'm better, I'll be able to handle it. Is it okay for me to meet this healer as Sebastien?"

Oliver hesitated, then said, "Well, I'm taking you there as Oliver Dryden, not the leader of the Stags. Healer Nidson is discreet, and there's an easy explanation for how a University student got Will-strain, even if it is strange that you wouldn't stay to be treated there."

"We need to find a more thorough way to keep Sebastien and Siobhan separate. I can't be switching back and forth at will. Eventually, the wrong person will notice something."

"I have some ideas about that. We'll talk about it once you're better."

The healer retained by the Verdant Stag was brusque but competent, the type of person whose eyes wouldn't widen in surprise even if Oliver brought Myrddin himself, resurrected, into his home. Nidson gave Sebastien a quick succession of potions which calmed the pain and slowed her thoughts till they felt like cold molasses within her skull. Then he made her guzzle down a large mug filled with what tasted like a modified nourishing draught, till her stomach sloshed with every movement. He laid her down on a slate table with a Circle carved into it, then drew a spell array around her prone form.

She dozed off, opening her eyes some time later to see Nidson casting a healing spell with various exotic components as the Sacrifice, some of which she recognized, and some of which she could only speculate about.

She woke again in a carriage with poor suspension, every bump of the cobbled road jostling through her. She was slumped against Oliver, her head on his shoulder, wrapped in a blanket. He pressed a hand against her hair, keeping her from sitting up. "I need you to turn into Siobhan. Can you do that?"

She pressed the amulet against her chest and pushed at it with a small pulse of Will. The spike of pain this caused was dull and distant.

"Sleep," Oliver said. "You'll feel better when you wake up."

Siobhan did feel better when she woke up, except for the disorientation and the horrible pressure in her bladder. She was alone, but recognized the small, spartan room and the door made of iron bars.

She was at Liza's place, in the warded, secret section of her home. After relieving herself using Liza's enchanted chamber pot, Siobhan made her way upstairs.

Liza was sitting in the apartment above, among the magical reference books, animal cages, and growing plants, sipping dark liquid that gave off a whiff of nostril-burning alcohol mixed with the earthy bitterness of coffee. She was petting a neon-bright bird that sat trilling musically on her lap. Her eyes were bloodshot, with dark, puffy circles below, and she'd tied her curly hair back into a low bun to partially disguise its unwashed frizziness. "You're awake."

"I feel much better," Siobhan said. She had a faint headache still, but it was nothing compared to the horseshoe nails of pain that had been trying to chisel her skull apart, and she could see normally out of both eyes.

Liza grunted around a mouthful of alcohol-laced coffee. "You're lucky there's no permanent damage."

Siobhan acknowledged that with a wince. "What time is it?"

"About five in the morning. On Monday."

Siobhan's eyes widened. Whatever that healer had given her must have been an extra-strength tranquilizer. It might have even slowed some of her bodily functions. '*Or...Liza stayed up caring for me and casting spells to empty my bladder and bowels while I slept.*' The thought sent heat rushing to her cheeks. She coughed and looked away. "Oliver brought me here so I could sleep through the scrying attempts?"

"Yes. Of which there have been several. The coppers are more interested in you than I expected, child."

Siobhan rubbed her forehead. "Unfortunately. Thank you for taking care of me."

Liza waved a tired hand. "It is far from my first time caring for an invalid. At least you were still and silent. As long as this doesn't happen again, you may be forgiven. I am more concerned that the solution we came to is already proving insufficient. Did the divination attempts push you so far as to cause Will-strain?"

"Oh, no, that was something else."

Liza's mouth tightened judgmentally. "Something *else*," she repeated, supremely unimpressed. "Perhaps you should take a good look at your life choices." She tucked the bird under one arm and put it in one of the cages scattered around the room. "Come," she ordered, walking into the official part of her house through the attached closet door.

She made a second cup of coffee, eyed Siobhan, then added a moderate splash of liquor to it before handing it over. "Drink."

Siobhan accepted it awkwardly. She wasn't a fan of alcohol, but the caffeine was a lifesaver, and the minty burn of whatever Liza had added immediately provided a boost of vivacity, rather than the mellowing, depressive effect she remembered from her other attempts to drink.

Liza stared at her until Siobhan felt uncomfortable. She wondered if Oliver bringing her here was actually not okay. Or perhaps Liza was just trying to calculate how much coin she could extort from Siobhan in her weakened state. Finally, Liza spoke. "You need a more permanent solution to the scrying attempts if they are going to continue like this---and if your lifestyle continues to create moments when you cannot safely or consistently counteract them."

"A more permanent solution, like retrieving my blood from Harrow Hill?"

"Harrow Hill has some of the best wards in Gilbratha. Theoretically, I might be able to bypass them, but in practice, with only nine thousand thaums under my command, such a course of action would be like a dragon attacking a sky kraken---an act of hubris bordering on stupidity. Any mistake would only end up giving them more opportunity to track you down. If our last transaction was any indication, it also seems that you could not afford to hire me for such a project. However, there are more creative solutions you might employ. The blood need not be retrieved, as long as they cannot realistically use it to find you."

Siobhan's eyes widened, her attention caught on the mention of Liza's capacity. That was only a couple of thousand below the level when one could start thinking about getting certified as an Archmage, though a lot more went into being acknowledged as an Archmage than simple capacity. Siobhan's eyes narrowed. "How old are you?"

Liza rolled her eyes. "Well, you just put your foot in your mouth without hesitation, don't you?" she asked, but didn't seem to be actually offended. "I'm sixty." She was almost as old as Professor Lacer. Of course, neither of them looked like a commoner of the same age might, with all the magic they cast keeping them young. Liza looked closer to thirty. "Due to my *advanced age*, and my particular background, I have valuable experience and feel qualified to give advice on this. I participated in the Haze War, and I know first-hand that there is always a loophole that can be exploited in any ward or defensive system. If there's no loophole, one can be created. Often this weakness lies in human error and laziness and not the external defenses. Do some research. Necessity is the mother of innovation, as they say. Alternatively, you can hire *me* to find a more permanent solution, for the small sum of eight hundred gold crowns."

Siobhan sipped her minty coffee. "Do you have any particular ideas?"

Liza gave her a deadpan stare, apparently not tired enough to be tricked into giving up valuable information. "If you're feeling better, you can leave."

Siobhan hesitated, wondering if she should offer to pay Liza for the care and lodging while she'd been unconscious. Then she smacked herself mentally. If she could get away with something for free from the woman, she should run before Liza overcame her sleep-deprivation.

The sun was still a couple of hours from rising as Siobhan hurried out, and the streets were empty, a layer of unbroken snow covering everything. She pulled her cloak tighter around herself and felt the angry grumble of her empty stomach. Returning to Sebastien's form in an empty alley felt safest, even though she probably could have transformed in the middle of the street without being noticed. She was still wearing the same clothes she'd left the University in a few days before. Hopefully Liza hadn't thought that was strange. Women did wear trousers, after all, and even if they didn't fit her very well, no normal person would jump to the *correct* conclusion.

When Sebastien got back to the University, she grabbed a change of clothes and went straight to the showers, luxuriating in the warm water and solitude.

She was again asleep in her bed when the rest of her dorm finally woke. As the sounds of early morning preparation woke her, she realized she hadn't done any of her homework over the weekend. Rubbing her temples, she took a deep breath, then fumbled with the vial containing the anti-anxiety potion and swallowed a half-dose. '*I needed the rest. Missing one weekend's worth of homework won't lower my grade so far that I fail. Probably.*'

Westbay, who was just getting dressed as she left, gave her a questioning look.

She raised an eyebrow at him, and he nodded and smiled as if she'd instead given him a reassuring, "Good morning, friend!" With a snort, she left him to comb his hair three hundred times, knowing he would keep at it until he'd beaten every single strand into submission.

She pondered her situation as she ate the bland breakfast slop. Now that her mind was clear again, she realized she'd been acting irrationally. Maybe it was a byproduct of the original Will-strain, added to the ongoing stress that she hadn't been able to escape even before then.

She had been focused on peripherally important things, at the expense of neglecting the *biggest* problem in her life. This weekend could have been entirely disastrous if not for Oliver's quick thinking. '*What would have happened if I was unconscious and helpless* outside *of Liza's wards, and the coppers scried for me?*' She shuddered at the thought. '*What happens when they scry me while I'm in the middle of casting a difficult spell, and the distraction makes my concentration slip, and I lose control of the magic?*'

She forced herself to keep eating despite her sudden lack of appetite. She needed all her energy, and the basic meal options barely provided enough to sate a working thaumaturge's increased caloric needs.

'*Letting the coppers keep my blood is unacceptable. I have to figure out how to stop their scrying attempts for good, before all the different pressures add up and something critical finally snaps. Either I'll get caught, or I'll lose control and succumb to Will-strain when they try and scry me at a bad time, or someone will notice when the seemingly unrelated Sebastien Siverling is casting anti-divination spells at the same times the coppers are searching for Siobhan Naught. I want to help the Stags, and I need to repay my debt, and it would be* wonderful *not to worry about sleep any more, but I have to dig myself out of this hole before anything else. Getting rid of these scrying attempts will make my entire life easier*. *I need to completely reprioritize*. *I cannot believe I've been so* complacent *even as I thought I was trying my best to become prepared.*'

Through her shirt, she rubbed the warding medallion her grandfather had given her, the fatigue and the shame mixing to form a prickle of tears behind her eyes. She blinked them back rapidly. '*I still have a long way to go,*' she admitted to herself.

Sebastien hurried to complete her homework before the breakfast period ended, taking it as easy as possible through her first two classes. As was becoming her habit when she had a problem, she headed to the library during her afternoon free period before Practical Casting. Such a comprehensive repository of information would surely have a solution hidden among the shelves.

She was in the glass tunnel between the main building and the library when the sirens went off, loud and piercing and screaming of danger with their unnatural tone.

Everyone dropped whatever they were doing, some panicking, wanting to move but not knowing where to go, others moving with purpose, and a couple looking around with anxious confusion.

"It's an Aberrant," Sebastien heard someone say.

She realized then that she'd frozen as soon as she heard the sound, and forced herself to keep walking. Her head swiveled back and forth, her eyes wide as they absorbed everything, searching for a hint of the danger.

One of the librarians opened the door to the library, waving for the students to enter. "Come take shelter! The building has wards, and if necessary, we can take refuge in the reinforced lower levels."

Sebastien moved as quickly as she could, her face feeling like a bloodless mask. The wails of the sirens rang in her ears till the sounds overlapped and drowned everything else out, like the surface of a lake in a rainstorm.
 
Chapter 45 - Sirens
Chapter 45 - Sirens

Sebastien

Month 12, Day 7, Monday 12:45 p.m.​

It wasn't the first time Sebastien had heard Aberrant sirens. However, the prior experience did nothing to calm her, as the sound only brought back memories she would rather have forgotten. She looked around for signs of chaos and destruction, but saw only panicking students and the faculty directing them all to safety.

Clutching her school satchel in one hand and her Conduit in the other, she joined the congregating students in the central atrium of the library. The whole ground floor of the building was filled.

"I heard someone say it was an Aberrant," a young woman said. "Do you know where it appeared?"

"It might not be an Aberrant," an older woman said comfortingly. "The sirens don't distinguish between different magical dangers. It could just be a rogue blood sorcerer casting some dangerous magic."

A nearby man said, "You know blood magic users are more likely to mutate into Aberrants, right? That's not exactly reassuring."

A boy fidgeted, looking around as if a monstrous mutant might pop out from behind one of the other students. "My older sister is a copper. She told me the last time the sirens went off, it was a loose elemental, an enraged sylphide from the Plane of Air. Someone attempted an over-ambitious conjuring without strong enough bindings, and it went wrong. The sylphide choked the air right out of a whole city block of people. Drowned without a drop of water."

He'd spoken loudly, and some of those around reached for their chests and throats as if to ensure they were still breathing properly.

Sebastien knew it was nothing compared to the destruction the right kind of Aberrant could wreak. '*At least you can reason with a sylphide.*' Fortunately, most people who lost control of their magic were simply killed or mentally disabled. It was rare for a spell to go so horribly wrong that the caster mutated.

"What if it's an attack on the city wards?" someone asked.

"That's ridiculous," someone else snorted. "Even the Titans would know better than to besiege Gilbratha. The wards are unbreakable."

"It could be the kraken."

"The kraken hasn't been seen for the last two hundred years. It's an Aberrant, I tell you."

"It doesn't matter what it is, nothing is going to get past the library wards. They were cast by Archmage Zard," the older woman said, one arm around her frightened friend.

That seemed to calm most of the students until one girl whispered, "But I have family in the city... What about them?"

"If they know what's good for them, they'll get to the shelters," a boy said.

Sebastien wanted to snap at them all to *shut up,* wanted to pace back and forth, wanted to cast some magic so she could feel like she was actually doing something useful. She pressed her way out of the crowd and brought her Will to bear. Creating a Circle with her hands flipped around so that her middle fingers touched her thumbs, with her pinky awkwardly curled around her Conduit, she brought out a hum from deep in her chest, casting the esoteric self-calming spell that Newton had taught her.

As she forced her body to calm, it became clear her agitation had been much stronger than she'd realized. Her heartbeat slowed, the stress-response chemicals burning in her blood cooled, and her muscles relaxed a little more with every deep hum.

When she finally opened her eyes, the panic of the other students seemed a little absurd. '*We're safe. And even if we weren't, sitting around and worrying about it won't make us safer. If we aren't already prepared, then it's already too late. Best to just get on with life.*' She didn't have the luxury of spare time to waste.

Sebastien nudged back through the crowd to use one of the search crystals, burning a card with keywords about divination in its brazier. She'd picked up an armful of books and was looking for an out-of-the-way table when she noticed Newton at a spot that would be perfect. With the library so packed, there weren't many other options.

"Can I sit here?" she asked. Her shoulders were beginning to tense again from the screaming of the sirens and the palpable tension of the crowd. The rationality she'd struggled to achieve was already being overridden by deep-seated wariness as her eyes flicked around mistrustfully.

Newton looked up a little slowly, as if he'd been focused on the handwritten sheaf of notes in front of him, but his eyes hadn't been moving across the page, just staring at the same spot. "Oh, hello, Sebastien. Sure, feel free to join me, as long as you don't expect entertaining company. I'm afraid I'm a little...preoccupied." His face was drawn, and though his posture was proper, something about his unfocused eyes spoke of deep fatigue.

She sat, her back a little too straight, even for her. "Even better. I'd prefer not to sit around speculating."

When the sirens suddenly stopped a couple of minutes later, Newton let out a deep breath, but his fingers kept worrying at his note paper until it was unusable. He somehow appeared both relieved and yet even more worried at the same time.

Sebastien tried to conceal her own relief. If the sirens were turned off, that meant the coppers believed they had dealt with the problem, or at least that it was contained and no longer a potential danger to the whole city. They would have to wait for confirmation before leaving the library, even so.

She eyed Newton. "That spell you taught me is useful. Especially for situations like this," she offered, trying not to make her concern obvious.

He met her gaze for a long few seconds.

"I also have some of that anti-anxiety potion from the infirmary left," she added.

He gave her a small smile. "Is this a role-reversal, Sebastien? You looking out for me?"

She shrugged. "Sometimes, when you're really tired, you don't realize how hard you're fighting it. Your body tightens up until you're like this taut little rock on the edge of a precipice. If you can rest, when you wake up everything seems a little more manageable, and you have the option to be flexible instead of shatter."

"Sound advice. Almost as if you know from experience," he said, his wry smile growing.

She rolled her eyes. "I'm used to fatigue. It's the people that bother me."

"Right," he said, sniggering behind his hand. But he took her hint and spent a couple of minutes humming, performing the same esoteric spell he'd taught her.

When he opened his eyes, she looked up from the irritatingly oblique divination reference she was trying to read.

"You were right, I'm tired," he said. "But I'm used to fatigue, too. It's the fact that my family is out there in the city, possibly in danger, that worries me."

"Oh." She had no idea what to say to that.

"They don't live in the best neighborhood," Newton continued. "And as you might not be surprised to learn, Gilbratha's emergency shelters are well over capacity in the poorer areas. Sometimes you need to bribe the guards to get in. And my family...well, my father's fallen ill. He's been out of work for the last few weeks, and without him---" Newton pressed his lips together and shook his head. "All of us Moores are stubborn. I'm just worried they chose to stay at home, block the doors, and hide under the beds rather than begging to be let into a shelter."

Newton had already been worried about money, spending his extra time tutoring and taking the student liaison job to ease the burden of tuition. If his family was poor enough without his father's income that they had to worry they couldn't spare the coin to get into the shelters, they almost certainly wouldn't be able to afford for Newton to continue his education. "Are there any other thaumaturges in your family? Someone you could trade messenger spells with?" Sebastien asked.

He shook his head. "My mom and sisters know some kitchen magic and a few esoteric things, but they're not sorcerers. They don't even have real Conduits. They're definitely not powerful enough to defend themselves, either. My grandmother might have been able to cobble something together, but she's going senile now, and I have her old Conduit."

"The sirens have stopped, so they'll probably let us out soon. You can go check on them personally. I doubt anyone will notice if you miss one class after all this pandemonium."

"You're right," he said, relaxing a little.

She hesitated, realizing it might be rude to ask, but couldn't stop herself from doing so anyway. "Was your father the main source of income for your family?"

He pressed his lips together. "Yes. And I know what you're getting at. I have no University sponsor. If he doesn't recover..." He took a deep breath. "Without my family's help, I cannot pay my own way. It's just too much. But if I leave now---" He paused, cleared his throat, and continued in a forcefully calm tone. "Apprentices don't earn enough to support a family and also save much, especially not at first. It might be ten years or more before I could return to continue my education. Maybe never, if healer's fees for my father become too much. I don't want to be stuck doing busy work for a Master for the rest of my life."

Sebastien wanted to suggest that Newton take his father to the Verdant Stag and see if they could help with something in the alchemy shop, or connect him to an affordable healer, but she didn't. Sebastien Siverling should have no way to know about the Verdant Stag's operations. '*I'll talk to Oliver about it. Maybe he can find some way to get the information to Newton's family more surreptitiously,*' she told herself.

The library doors stayed closed for over an hour longer, until the faculty in the administrative section of the building received word that it was definitely safe to release the students.

Newton and most of the other students left as soon as they were able, but Sebastien remained behind, reading about divination while she waited for her next class. She struggled to focus, her mind returning several times to what might have caused the rogue magic sirens.

Divination was the only branch of magic she wasn't particularly interested in. When she was younger, she'd had fantasies about getting tips from the spirits or seeing the future in a basin of water. It turned out that beyond basic things like dowsing for water or sympathetic scrying for a location, most humans weren't built for real divination. The very talented could get vague hints about possible futures or answers about specific questions, but Sebastien had discovered that she could rarely even tell which card was next in a shuffled deck, much less divine the future.

All that to say, she didn't have much knowledge or experience in divination, which meant trying to put a stop to the scrying attempts would require extensive research. She would wait to start practicing the actual spells, at least until tomorrow. She didn't want to push herself too hard when her recovery was still fragile.

She felt no more confident about her plan by the time she left the library for Lacer's Practical Casting class, but she was determined. There were no problems that a combination of magic, power, and knowledge-backed ingenuity couldn't fix.

'*I'll need to prioritize, though,*' she admitted. '*I can't handle practicing new utility spells, researching sleep spells, and trying to learn about emergency healing while also working on this. Everything but school work and getting my blood back from the coppers will have to wait.*'

All the students were still absorbed by the earlier sirens, and the class was filled with chatter while they waited for Professor Lacer to arrive. It was normal for him to stride in with his coat flapping behind him after all the students had been seated for a few minutes, but the minutes ticked by and Professor Lacer still hadn't arrived.

"He might not be coming," said Westbay, who had taken it upon himself to sit beside Sebastien.

"Because of whatever caused the sirens?" she asked.

"Sometimes he gets called away from the University to deal with special cases, if the Red Guard is going to be slow in arriving or the coppers need an expert consultant."

"There are rumors he was in the Red Guard at one point, too," she said slowly.

Westbay shrugged. "Who knows? There are a lot of rumors about him, and a good half of them are completely ridiculous."

"I thought... He's a friend of your Family, right? You don't know?"

Westbay gave her a flat stare. "I'm flattered you think so highly of me, but you know the ranks of the Red Guard are confidential, right? The Westbay Family does handle the internal security of the city, but I'm only the second son, not even finished with the University. They don't tell me anything actually important," he said with irritation.

The other students were starting to chatter about Lacer's absence, and when one person speculated that the Charybdis Gulf's kraken had taken him back to its sea lair because it wanted his seed for its progeny, Westbay raised his eyebrows as if to say, "See? I told you people make up the most ridiculous rumors."

She conceded the point.

Professor Lacer still hadn't arrived thirty minutes after his class was supposed to start, and whatever discipline the students might have retained had entirely evaporated away as they gossiped and worked on homework from other classes.

"I think it was probably an Aberrant," a man seated near to Sebastien said, immediately drawing the attention of the students close enough to hear him. "Gilbratha gets at least one 'creature of evil' per year, on average, so it wouldn't be a surprise."

The woman he'd been speaking to grimaced. "Someone experimenting with blood magic? Some evil spell?" She shuddered delicately. "I cannot imagine why anyone would dabble in such a thing, knowing the consequences."

Aberrants were actually quite rare, Sebastien knew, but it was true that most of the incidents came from thaumaturges dabbling in immoral things and corrupting their Will. If Gilbratha had one every year, it was only because of the high concentration of thaumaturges, both legal and criminal.

A younger girl, obviously a commoner by the low-quality fabric of her clothes, leaned toward the two. "Are all creatures of evil Aberrants? I thought some of them were...beasts, or evil Elementals, or something."

The man shrugged. "Well, they might be. Only people who don't really know what they're talking about use the more generic terms, like 'creatures of evil.' Commoners and non-thaumaturges. It's a catch-all for any living rogue magic element."

The woman said, "Well, Aberrant or whatever it was, the Red Guard has handled it now, and we will know soon enough, once they have finished their investigation. It did not take them very long to send the all-clear signal, so it must not have been particularly difficult to deal with."

Beside Sebastien, Ana nodded at that. "That is true. When I was a child, we were stuck in the basement shelter for almost two days. Mother was worried they were going to have to set up a sundered zone right in the middle of Gilbratha. A rather powerful sorcerer had corrupted his Will and broken while trying to revive a newly dead body. It took the Red Guard some time to figure out how to deal with the Aberrant that resulted."

Westbay looked dour. "I remember that. Titus was here at the University, and Father was dealing with the incident. It was just me and the servants the whole time, waiting for news. All Aberrants have a weakness, though, a counter to their ability. You just have to find it."

Sebastien frowned. "What about Aberrants like Metanite, or Red Sage? It seems like the Red Guard would have found their weakness by now, if they really had one. Metanite isn't even contained within a sundered zone." Sundered zones were the effect of the world's most powerful barrier spell, and could contain *almost* anything. They created perfectly, *unnaturally* white quarantine domes, and were used exclusively to keep the world safe from Aberrants that couldn't be otherwise killed or neutralized. Metanite had destroyed the one they put around it just as it destroyed literally everything else it touched with its void-black form.

Westbay shook his head. "Just because it can't be killed doesn't mean there is no counter. Metanite is slow and shows no signs of intelligence. With enough vigilance, space-warping magic is plenty to deal with it. And the Red Sage is contained within a sundered zone."

"But it's not *stopped*," Sebastien argued. "Whatever ability Red Sage has is either summoning people to hear its prophecies or manipulating reality to make them come true, even from within its sundered zone."

The spell that created sundered zones did not stop sapient creatures that could give their informed consent from *entering* the barrier, nor from exiting again as long as they had not been tainted by any tangible or magical effect within. Why this was, she didn't know, but the Red Guard usually kept people from entering---or tried to---with a secondary barrier, and often a wall, too. The Red Sage could see the future, supposedly, and whatever it prophesied would come true. Except it pronounced better fates to those it liked, and horrible ones to those it disliked, and all its prophecies came true in the most horrible way possible. Desperate people continued to find ways past the security measures in the hopes of bribing the Aberrant to receive a favorable prophecy, no matter the destruction the fulfillment of the prophecy would inevitably wreak on the world and lives of those around them.

"Sure, but the Red Guard *is* working to mitigate the effects of the prophecies, as well as limit who gets to speak to the Red Sage. There haven't been any major disasters in at least a hundred years. The Red Guard has almost entirely constrained it. Imagine what it could do, unchecked."

"But that's all they can do. Constrain it. Just the same as the Dawn Troupe. Dozens of people die every year to that one."

"Again, because people are stupid and visit the Dawn Troupe on purpose, in the hopes of winning a boon. That's not the Red Guard's fault. Anyone who *isn't* stupid or suicidally reckless is safe from the Dawn Troupe."

"If enough people don't visit, the agreement with the Aberrant is that it can go on a hunt," Sebastien said. "That's what it bargained. Don't you think that has something to do with why the newspapers report it whenever someone manages to get out alive with a boon? It entices the general idiot specimen to offer up their own life so it's not so *obvious* that the Red Guard actually has no way to stop the Dawn Troupe. And what about Lugubrious? Cinder Stag? That's to say nothing of those Aberrants that you and I have no idea about. Can you truly tell me you don't think they exist? Aberrants that they can't catch? Ones they don't even *know* about?" Sebastien's voice had grown harder, sharper, and she realized she was leaning toward him, glaring into his eyes.

People were staring at her.

"You know so much, Sebastien," a girl a few desks away said with a simpering smile that lacked any real thoughtfulness and made Sebastien want to smack the expression off her face.

Sebastien leaned back, looking away with a sharp exhale.

Ana eyed Sebastien. "You *do* know rather a lot about this."

"It seemed rather prudent to do at least basic research about creatures that are created without warning and can wipe out an entire city." Sebastien couldn't understand why more people weren't interested in learning everything they could about Aberrants.

At most, incidents would be reported in the paper, and there would be warnings about the danger of blood magic and unlicensed, improperly trained thaumaturges. She was sure someone was researching the beings extensively---how else would the Red Guard be equipped to deal with them?---but, as a normal person, a commoner, trying to get information about Aberrants or the mental break that created them was an exercise in frustration. Those in power probably didn't want to cause a panic, while the average person just wanted to go about their life peacefully, moronically pretending that it had nothing to do with them, wouldn't affect them. Even the University library kept most of that information on the third floor or in the underground restricted sections.

"It's a real threat. A danger to the entire world. Aberrants don't die of old age, and they keep being created," she added in a calmer tone. '*It only takes one to destroy everything you've ever known and cared for,*' she added silently.

"Maybe you should join the Red Guard," Westbay said. "They might not be perfect, but they do protect Lenore pretty well. They need people who are powerful and passionate about protecting the country."

Sebastien wasn't sure how to respond to that, caught between surprise, amusement, and denial.

Ana turned away from Sebastien, putting on a bright smile. "All that as it is, the Red Guard has no doubt performed valiantly in this instance," she announced. "Let us discuss something more pleasant? I've heard Professor Boldon was proposed to by one of his student aides."

The others were drawn in by this semi-scandalous declaration, and Sebastien took the welcome reprieve to chastise herself for allowing her interest in the topic to override her discretion. She was easily caught up in theoretical discussions, sometimes without properly taking into account her audience and what was appropriate to reveal about her opinions.

Not long after, a student aide walked in and told them that the class had been assigned to self-study in the absence of their professor. The student aide sat behind Lacer's desk at the front corner of the room and started scribbling on a paper while watching them, as if to record their adherence to the task.

Westbay quickly turned to Anastasia. "I'll partner against you to start, and Siverling can watch and give us some pointers."

Sebastien raised an eyebrow, but didn't protest.

Ana hesitated, looking at Sebastien. "You don't mind? We'll be competing against each other in a few weeks, after all."

Westbay shook his head condescendingly. "Siverling's not so selfish that he can't set aside practicing for a single period to help his friends. Right, Siverling?"

"...Right."

The two of them set up the spell array and competed against each other for a few minutes while Sebastien watched. Then, they stopped and turned to her expectantly. "Well?" Westbay asked.

She stared back at them for a few seconds. '*Where does this bright-eyed anticipation come from? Are a few tips from me so valuable? Well, I suppose I am better than either of them.*' She cleared her throat. "What do both of you visualize when you move the ball?"

Anastasia looked unsurely between Sebastien and Westbay. "Umm, I just imagine the ball...moving?"

"How? What causes it to move? It just moves on its own?" Sebastien asked.

"I imagine an invisible force behind it, pushing," Westbay said.

Sebastien tapped her forefinger thoughtfully on the table . "Westbay, your visualization seems to be a little stronger than Ana's. And you've both practiced this spell a lot, so there's not a ton of inefficiency. But...Will isn't just about how much energy you're channeling, or even how efficiently you do it. At least that's how it seems to me. When you know exactly what you want, as clear as high quality celerium, and you want it really, really badly, it makes a difference. Knowing exactly what you want can be tricky, but an easy way to create effects like this is to think about how you might create them without magic. You could nudge the ball around with your finger, and that would work, but you'll never get real speed or efficiency out of that. Swinging it around like a rock in a shepherd's sling would be better. If you can handle it mentally, a geared crank that sends the ball shooting around two times, or a hundred times, for every revolution of the crank... My point is, the visualization matters."

Damien scribbled down a handful of notes on a spare piece of paper while she spoke. "I think I understand. Give me a moment to come up with a model."

Sebastien turned to Ana. "You don't care enough about the outcome. Don't ask, don't order, just...believe. There's a reason it's called the Will. You must become a god, a force of nature, and the ball moves because the laws of reality that you created say that it moves."

Ana stared into her eyes for a long moment. "Is that how you do it?"

Sebastien chuckled. "All good thaumaturges have to be a little narcissistic, I think."

"It sounds...appealing, that kind of control."

"Of course. Magic is...it's the fabric beneath reality. It's in everything. When you touch magic..." Sebastien shook her head, feeling visceral electricity running through her skin at the thought, raising the fine hairs all over her body and setting her blood alight. "There is nothing more worthwhile." Her hand had gripped her Conduit while she wasn't paying attention, and she released it, sitting back and rolling her shoulders. "Okay. Try again."

They did. The improvement wasn't huge, especially with them already having so much experience casting the same spell over and over, but it was noticeable. Maybe a five percent increase in power, and about the same improvement to their efficiency. It was enough to put a huge grin on Westbay's face and make Ana let out a rich laugh. They drew the attention of those sitting nearby.

"You really are a genius," Westbay said. "This is as good as if I just gained ten thaums in five minutes of work."

A girl whose name Sebastien had forgotten leaned in, tucking her hair behind her ear. "Are you handing out tips, Siverling? Teaching the class in place of Professor Lacer?"

"I don't have anything to say that you shouldn't already know," Sebastien said shortly.

Despite the fact that she'd just coached him, Westbay crossed his arms over his chest and gave their curious classmates a glare. "Focus on your own tables," he snapped at them.

And so, they spent the rest of the class period like that, with Ana and Westbay practicing while Sebastien watched and gave them little hints to improve their performance---and their classmates not-so-inconspicuously continued to eavesdrop.

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Azalea Ellis also has a short story that runs concurrently with the events of this chapter.

You can find this bonus content here: Codename: Moonsable (A Practical Guide to Sorcery 2.1)
 
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Chapter 46 - The Intersection of Transmutation and Transmogrification
Chapter 46 - The Intersection of Transmutation and Transmogrification

Sebastien

Month 12, Day 9, Wednesday 2:15 p.m.​

Professor Lacer was back in the Practical Casting classroom on Wednesday. For once, he was there ahead of the students. He leaned against his desk, which displayed a scattering of components.

'*A demonstration,*' Sebastien thought with excitement. Professor Lacer's classes tended to be filled with a lot of practice, but he also often lectured on the kind of fascinating topics that were beyond the purview of their other classes. He introduced ideas and talked about spells that they couldn't explore at their low level of skill, but which were still fascinating. Sometimes he made them do thought exercises that seemed designed to force them to think creatively and come up with non-standard solutions to problems.

But everyone enjoyed the days when he demonstrated free-casting the most.

As soon as they'd all settled, Professor Lacer pushed away from the edge of his desk. "Just as our understanding of magic has changed as we created the modern practice of sorcery, our labels have evolved. Ancient humans had no concept of a delineation between transmutation and transmogrification. It was all magic. Now, we say that transmutation is based on natural conversion of form or energy, and transmogrification is a borrowing of concepts. Of ideas. Intangible properties. Today, we are going to explore the intersection of transmutation and transmogrification.

"Transmogrification intersects with transmutation in three main ways. One, when both are used for separate aspects of a spell to create a synergistic effect. Two, when transmutation is not enough, and so we boost the effects by adding transmogrification toward the *same* purpose, adding a punch of efficacy to efficiency, as it were. Three, when the caster is using transmogrification not toward an intangible idea, but to copy a process, or, as happens more often, to copy *part* of a process in addition to the *idea* of the process that the caster does not understand."

He crouched down and drew a Circle on the ground, about a meter across. "We will start with the simplest of intersections: spells that use both for a synergistic effect, transmutation for one facet and transmogrification for another."

He turned to his desk, moving a block of heavy clay, three small white balls floating in a jar of yellow pickling brine, and another jar of water containing a frond of seaweed and some sand to the floor. From his pockets, he pulled out his Conduit with one hand and a beast core with the other. The block of clay rippled and morphed into the shape of a turtle, surprisingly detailed and lifelike. "A simple shape-change transmutation, using the provided clay and the energy from this beast core to mold it according to my Will. What comes next is, arguably, more interesting," he said.

Within the briny jar, the three white balls disintegrated.

Color and texture seeped over the turtle, turning it from clay to flesh and shell.

It came to life with a sudden jerk, like someone awoken from a nightmare to find themselves in unfamiliar surroundings.

"Pickled turtle eggs for the animation, the concept of the life that would have been, borrowed and molded into a lifelike simulation. Transmogrification. Let me point out that I have no idea if those eggs were fertilized or not, or if there were stillborn turtles within. And in case any of you have not been paying attention when we talk about theory, let me also point out that I have not created life. I have created a lifelike golem that will last as long as my concentration does."

A student raised her hand, and he nodded to her, indicating that she could speak.

In a slightly hushed tone that nevertheless was clearly audible in the classroom---the rest of the students held their breath, as if any disturbance would break the spell---she asked, "Is it possible to create life? I've heard there have been experiments, but the creatures always die as soon as they let the spell drop. Professor Boldon said creating true life was one of the inherent limitations of magic."

"Of course it is possible," Professor Lacer immediately dismissed. "If you believe anything is impossible, it is because you are too primitive to understand how it works, or too weak to make it happen. If a woman can create true life in her womb, a thaumaturge can create true life with magic. Eventually, someone will cross that seemingly impassable barrier, just like we have crossed so many before."

The girl sat back, frowning but silent.

Sebastien remembered Professor Gnorrish's class on the theory of spontaneous generation. '*Is it that we don't understand what makes something "alive," and so we cannot create life? Or perhaps there is something---a soul?---that requires too much energy, or that we are not giving the proper Sacrifices to recreate. But if that were the case, we would be able to measure the soul escaping from the body upon death, correct? I don't believe there is any evidence of that. Unless the "soul," or whatever it is that we're missing, doesn't actually reside within the body.*' It was a fascinating idea, with interesting implications. Who wouldn't want to escape death? If you could understand enough to create life through magic, surely that was a huge step toward staving off death. One might even be able to simply transfer themselves into a fresh body when they got too old. '*Of course,*' she thought wryly, '*Research into the topic would almost certainly be classified as blood magic, whether it deserved to be outlawed or not.*' Before she could lose herself to contemplation, Professor Lacer's spell drew her attention back.

Seawater burst out of the final jar, dispersing in an artful splash around the spherical confines of the Circle, and then seeming to expand impossibly while simultaneously disappearing.

The turtle rose up, swimming around the air as if it were in a dome-shaped aquarium. "And here," Professor Lacer continued, "I have taken that concept of buoyancy that a creature might experience surrounded by seawater and applied it to the area under my control. I have slowed down the steps of this spell so that you can see the delineation between transmutation and transmogrification, but in many other spells both effects are simultaneous. We go as far as we can with transmutation, and bridge the gap with transmogrification."

'*It's true. Spells do that all the time. And it makes sense, if there isn't any actual difference between the two. The two T's are just labels we've used to explain what we've always been doing. A divider that's only in our minds.*' It was an interesting way to look at things, as if she had tilted her head to the side and saw that the shape she'd thought was a square was actually a diamond, but it wasn't some world-shattering revelation. Things like this were why she loved this class, as tedious as the magical exercises could sometimes be.

Professor Lacer dropped the spell without further fanfare.

The turtle fell to the floor, lifeless and a little damp.

He picked it up and tossed it into a box beside his desk without care, then grabbed a glass bottle of amber liquid. "For the second most common intersection of the two, take this whiskey spelled to impart a sense of warmth and wellbeing by the shot. Alcohol does this naturally, and the fermentation and distillation are a form of transmutation, whether processed magically or not. The addition of transmogrification magic uses that *same* alcohol and a couple of other ingredients to boost the effects beyond simple inebriation."

"Do we get a practical demonstration of that, too?" a student called out. "I could do with a shot of warmth and wellbeing."

This caused scattered laughter, and even Professor Lacer allowed a small quirk to his lips. "Even if University rules allowed it, I would not be so reckless as to give students anything that would combine lowered inhibitions and a sense of wellbeing. You already mistake yourselves to be invincible."

He picked up a metal box, touching the controls to turn the walls of the artifact transparent. Within lay a shimmering, tapered slab of something that looked like dark oil.

'*That's the same kind of evidence box the coppers use to keep things in stasis.*'

"Finally, transmutation intersects with transmogrification without us realizing it. The spell cast using this fish is one interesting example." He opened the top, placed the box down, and then cast a levitation spell on the specimen using only his Conduit and the beast core for power. Even the Circle was maintained within his mind, and cast at a distance, just as he'd spoken of on their first day of class.

Sebastien grinned just to see it.

The fish floated between Professor Lacer and the students, turning slowly so they could see its flat, slablike form. "The dorienne fish survives and hunts using particularly impressive camouflage," he introduced. "It can see through its skin, and it processes the input from one side of its body and mimics it on the other with precise control of its pigmentation. The dorienne is only able to do this from one side at a time, and will turn to keep one broad side facing a predator or its prey, so that it remains effectively invisible."

He floated the dead, preserved fish into the Circle he'd drawn on the floor earlier, then placed a foot-wide mirror with a frame of ornate scrollwork across from it. "Although we are aware of how the dorienne fish works, those who first discovered it knew only that the fish could be invisible from one side at a time. They created a spell that seems to copy that process." He pointed, and the mirror became invisible, frame and all.

With a deep breath and a scowl of concentration, he moved slowly to face the students again. Now floating in front of him, the partially invisible mirror rotated to its visible side, and then around again. "The spell does not actually copy the process of the fish. Can anyone tell me how they are different?"

Sebastien leaned forward in her seat, her eyes devouring every movement as the mirror continued to spin at different angles around its axis. "It's actually invisible."

Professor Lacer turned to her. "Explain."

"With the way the fish works, light hits both sides. It's only changed what one of its sides looks like to *mimic* the effect of light passing straight through. The spell you're casting has made one side of the mirror invisible. When the invisible side is facing the light source, it casts no shadow. Light is passing right through it."

With a very slight smile, he floated the mirror over to the lamp on his desk to show the effect more clearly. "Mr. Siverling is correct. The dorienne invisibility spell is more power-intensive than it should be if the process were truly being copied. It killed its creator on his initial test casting. Transmogrification is unclearly defined. The trade for your Sacrifice is not always an intangible property. Sometimes, rather, it is a tangible process that you *could* create with transmutation, with enough study. Sometimes, transmogrification molds connotative associations, which are intangible and often beyond our powers of transmutation. But other times, transmogrification simply copies a state or process from the Sacrifice, whole-cloth. And occasionally it does one while the ignorant researcher who does not understand the limitations of their subject believes it to be doing another.

"This spell was created to copy the process of the dorienne, a much less power-intensive shortcut than the true invisibility spells of the time. And yet, in their lack of understanding, the creator of this spell did not copy, but drew on their *idea* of the dorienne's invisibility, never having noticed that the dorienne casts a shadow or understanding what this means."

He placed the fish back in the stasis artifact and then snapped his fingers.

Boxes appeared at the back of the classroom as if they'd been there all along---and they probably had been. "We will be moving on to another exercise today. You have had five weeks to practice moving a ball in a circle, and while you should continue to practice so that you do not grow rusty before the mid-term tournament, it is time to stretch your Will in other ways. Come up and grab a set of components. They are rated by thaum capacity."

Once all the students had filed down, retrieved the appropriate components, and returned to their desks, he continued. "You each have two bottles of dirt and a small dragon scale. Your dirt varies both in volume and the ratio of clay to sand. Those of you with a larger amount or sandier material will find this exercise more difficult. Your goal is to turn particulate earth into a solid sphere capable of withstanding pressure, and then back again. You will use both transmutation and transmogrification to achieve this. The dragon scale is to be used as a template of form as well as for the idea of its strength. In a month, you should be able to create a sturdy ball of earth from any combination of methods. From pure transmutation using pressure or heat or whatever natural process you can come up with, to accurately copying the internal structure of the dragon's scale, to imbuing your ball of earth with the defensive power of a dragon."

Professor Lacer had his own set of components on his desk, along with a steel mallet. He poured out a jar of pure sand. Under his hand, it glowed brightly with heat, flowing and melting into a sphere of opaque glass. "Transmutation," he said.

He slammed the mallet down onto it, shattering the glass sphere into powder and shards. "Fairly weak." The pieces drew back together before melting again into a ball. "Do not forget you must not only create the compressed sphere, but also return your component to its original state." The reformed ball crumbled into sand under his Will.

He picked up the dragon scale and laid it next to the pile of sand. The sand once again glowed and drew together into a sphere, but its surface was matte this time, and Sebastien thought she could make out the same patterning as the dragon scale sitting on the desk beside it.

"The simplest form of transmogrification," he said. "Copying. The internal structure of a dragon's scale is no more an intangible quality than its color is. Both are knowable, explainable by the natural sciences. And yet, spells like this have been labeled and cast as transmogrification by those who don't understand how these things come to be. I will move the sphere to the floor this time. I do not wish to damage my desk."

He brought down the iron mallet even harder than before. The sound of the impact was like the muffled crack of a frozen tree branch fracturing in the cold of winter under the weight of too much snow. The sphere was scuffed where the mallet had struck, but remained whole. He repeated this several more times to the same effect. Turning to one of the other students near the front, a strong-looking young man, Lacer called him up to take the mallet.

While the young man kept bashing away at the sphere, Lacer stood and continued lecturing, his words punctuated by the cracking sound of the mallet against the ball. "If I were to take the time to understand how the scale of the dragon is created, what the cells are made of and how their structure provides such defensive qualities, I could mold the sand without the need for a template to copy. The advantage of this method, as well as transmutation, is that as long as the transformation is complete by the time the casting stops, the changes will remain. I have created permanent change from a temporary application of magical power."

Finally, after a few dozen more whacks from the enthusiastic student, the sphere broke, falling to jagged shards like a piece of hard candy.

Professor Lacer had him stand by while he returned the pieces to sand once again, this time using the second jar as a component. "What you can copy in one direction you can copy in the other. Rather than disintegrating this through transmutation, I am copying the state of the sand."

The sphere's recreation took slightly longer the third time, and Sebastien imagined she felt the weight of Professor Lacer's Will brushing against the air.

When he finally held it up to them, it looked like the first time, shiny and semi-transparent. "This ball is a simple-structured glass imbued with the concept of a dragon's defense. True transmogrification, completely conceptual without any accompanying physical change. It is an actively cast spell, not an enchanted artifact, so the magic won't hold long, but while it does..."

He tossed the sphere to the man holding the mallet, who caught it clumsily, then placed it on the floor and whacked.

The sound was different, not such a clear crack, but deeper and hollower, as if the force of the blow had reverberated through something bigger than the sphere. The man repeated this dozens of times, but the sphere remained completely unharmed, pristine and unscuffed even after he began to pant and sweat.

Finally, Professor Lacer stopped him, once again turning the sphere back into sand, then levitating that sand back into its bottle. "Your turn," he said to the class. "Homework will be theoretical research: the glyphs and spell arrays you could use to make these effects happen. Three glyphs, maximum. Be creative, be exhaustive. Due next Wednesday."

Sebastien's jars weren't quite filled with pure sand, as the ones Professor Lacer used for his demonstration had been, but they were far from the clay dust she saw some of the other students working with, and there was enough to create a ball almost an inch in diameter. It would require both more power and more skill. With only middling success, she attempted to transmute the sandy dirt into a rock. By the end of the class period, she was frustrated with her dinky little Conduit. It kept her from crushing or heating the material with enough strength to create anything more than a lumpy ball with the consistency of sandstone.
 
Chapter 47 - Useless Clutter
Chapter 47 - Useless Clutter

Sebastien

Month 12, Day 9, Wednesday 3:45 p.m.​

As Sebastien left the Practical Casting classroom, Anastasia and Westbay fell into step on either side of her.

"That was amazing!" Westbay crowed, his grey eyes bright and glinting. "I can't believe Professor Lacer isn't an Archmage already. Did you see that turtle? He turned *clay* into *flesh*."

"Most impressive," Ana agreed. "Do you think he was making some sort of allusion to the task given to Myrddin by the dragon?"

"What?"

"Well, as you said, he's not an Archmage yet. That classroom holds several members related to the council of Grandmasters that he would need to confirm him. Perhaps he hopes to subtly influence the council's decision by pairing himself to Myrddin in the eyes of their beloved family members. At some point, they won't be able to deny him without being seen as petty and foolish to the masses."

"Well...I suppose that's possible," Westbay said doubtfully. "But do you think he even cares about the title?"

"Who knows? Titles can hold power. Freedom," Ana said, her fingers absently stroking the spine of the ornate pink journal she carried with her everywhere and wrote in every evening.

"What I want to know is whether that turtle was edible," Westbay said, turning to Sebastien. "If I were trapped in a dungeon cell, with only the stones in the wall around me and some turtle eggs, could I create an edible creature? Not a living one, but flesh that would provide calories and nutrition?"

Sebastien raised her eyebrows as they stepped into the Great Hall. "I doubt *you* could. Or any of us. Rather than flesh, stone to a simple sugar might be possible, and could keep you alive, if not healthy. Besides, if you're trapped in a dungeon cell and somehow have enough power to transmogrify stone into an edible, dead turtle, I think there are better uses for your efforts. Like escaping."

Westbay blinked a couple times before launching into a response, but Sebastien's attention was drawn to the far side of the Great Hall, where Newton was stepping down from the stage where the contribution point prizes were displayed. The older young man looked tired, but not much worse than he had a couple of days before. '*Is he looking for something to help his father? Or maybe something he could sell for gold?*'

The thought was a reminder of her own situation. Everything in this city cost too much, and she was running low on coins. After what she set aside to repay Oliver for Healer Nidson's fee, she was once again poor. Aside from the emergency gold hidden in the lining of her jacket and boots, she had a little less than eight gold crowns to her name. At one point, she would have considered that a fortune. Now, she knew how little it could actually get her.

She had a few contribution points by now, earned by performing well in her classes and on tests. '*Perhaps there will be something I could afford.*' "I'm going to look at the prizes," she announced, interrupting whatever Westbay was saying and striding away immediately.

Westbay grumbled, "Were you even listening?" as he hurried to catch up.

"No, not at all," Sebastien admitted. It was the truth, but just because she hadn't been actively listening didn't mean she didn't *hear*. "You said that in this hypothetical situation, maybe the dungeon cell had some sort of protective warding that didn't allow you to break out, and no one was coming to feed you because they were afraid you would attack them, so they were hoping to kill you through simple starvation, and wouldn't they be surprised when they came to check on you a month later and the cell was filled with turtle corpses, and you'd made turtle-shell armor and weapons and were ready and waiting?"

"Um."

She shook her head with exasperation. "Honestly, Westbay. You're like a child."

"I thought you said you weren't listening?"

"I wasn't."

Ana let out a long, low laugh. "Oh, Damien. You do have the most amusing outraged expression!"

Westbay had fallen behind in his confusion, and he ran a few steps to catch up with Sebastien as she climbed onto the stage. "You weren't listening, but you retained the information anyway? But what about when we first met? You forgot my name. In fact, you heard it *several times*, but *still* didn't remember it."

Most of the prizes were in display cases or otherwise warded against theft. Sebastien skimmed the summary cards beneath a row of wands as she spoke. "It's like my mind is a vast ocean. It can hold quite a lot, but all the useless information kind of settles to the bottom. Very hard to find anything down there in the dark, piled up with all the other clutter."

"*Useless information?*" Westbay's voice had grown decidedly shrill.

She rolled her eyes at him. "Don't be so dramatic. I remember your name now, don't I?"

He started muttering something about, "the most narcissistic, pig-headed, rude man...think you're the second coming of Myrddin...oh no, don't bother remembering useless information like my *name*," but she tuned him out again, browsing further.

She knew he wasn't actually upset, after all. His eyes were still light grey and he hadn't started fidgeting with his hair or clothes. '*If I irritate him enough, I wonder if I could get him to use that favor I owe him just to dull the razor of my tongue.*'

Unfortunately, *she* was the one who was irritated by the way he'd suddenly started hanging around her. She didn't trust his sudden turn toward amiability. But he was determined it seemed, and undeterred by her snark.

Ana, silently aware of Sebastien's frustration, gave her a crooked smile when Westbay wasn't looking.

Atop the stage were potion ingredients, spellcasting components of varying rarity, and even things like the powder of gemstones and precious metals that could be used as components or to draw a more conductive spell array. The professors, or perhaps higher-level student aides, had probably transmuted them from something much less expensive. Of course, none of the items on offer were legally restricted, but a few were probably hard to come by in the city market, regardless of coin on hand.

Then, magical items created by the professors. A multitude of artifacts, enchanted clothing, and strange alchemical concoctions. The artifacts ranged from the useful---a better lock for the storage chests in the dorms---to fanciful and strange---a pillow that sang lullabies out of its felt mouth.

There were even a couple of small Conduits displayed in one of the glass cases. Sebastien eyed them with interest, but they were far beyond what she could afford, even the smallest costing over twelve hundred contribution points.

Ana seemed particularly interested in the enchanted clothing, eyeing the glyphs embroidered into the cloth with a magnifying glass that she pulled out of a pocket. "That's a very elegant solution. I'll have to write father about it," she muttered.

Westbay focused on the divination supplies, staring at an artistic deck of cards and a rune-inscribed basin for far-viewing. "This is what Aberford Thorndyke used to catch the hen-thief terrorizing that rural village!" he exclaimed, grinning at her, his earlier ire forgotten. Westbay was taking seven classes this term, the last of which was Divination.

Sebastien grimaced at the reminder of her own struggles with that field of magic. If only she could foist the work off onto someone like him. She sighed at the thought. '*Even if I could find someone to do it, I couldn't afford to hire them.*'

A big book on a pedestal listed the other things she could buy, going into detail about what exactly she would be purchasing. In addition to purchasing better cafeteria food, there was also access to various upper sections of the library, private tutoring with University student aides of different levels and areas of expertise, and a list of the available---increasingly luxurious---dorm rooms. If she could afford it, she could live in a penthouse suite with a built-in kitchen and bathroom, all in pale marble and dark granite, and eat purple lobster three times a week.

If she had five hundred points, she could exchange them for tuition on a single University class. A quick calculation told Sebastien that if that exchange rate held steady, each point was worth about one silver crown, which was actually a significant amount.

Sebastien could afford some of the less interesting components and alchemy products, but nothing she particularly needed, and nothing she could resell for a good sum.

But the possibility had reminded her that she *did* have some things she didn't need.

Instead of accompanying Anastasia and Westbay to the library, she dropped off her new practice components from Practical Casting in her dorm cubicle and left for Oliver's house.

He wasn't home, but the servants greeted her happily, and Sharon forced her to sit down and have an afternoon snack that was really more like a full dinner, grinning and blushing behind her hands every time Sebastien showed appreciation for the non-University food.

When Sebastien was stuffed so full it was almost painful to walk, she went to the room Oliver was lending her and took the bags she'd brought with her that first night out of one of the closets.

Ennis's things. The bags she'd retrieved for him from that room at the inn, when she still thought he was a real father to her.

She took out one set of clothes. They were a little too short and wide for Sebastien, but she could make some adjustments so that they would fit her better. She was not very handy with a needle and thread, but that was alright. It made sense to keep a simple set of male clothes with her, ones not as attention-drawing as the items in Sebastien Siverling's wardrobe. Perhaps someday she would need to present herself as a more mundane blonde man.

With Ennis's luggage slung across her shoulders, she started walking. She kept an eye out for anyone watching or following her, but saw no eyes that were anything more than curious. Sebastien dressed like Oliver---like she could feed a family of four for a month with the price of her perfectly tailored suit made of silky, thick wool and the stylish jacket over it. She looked like she was *actually warm*. '*And I'm hauling three bags stuffed with the worldly possessions of a nomadic conman,*' she thought. '*They're probably wondering where my manservant is.*'

Her shoulders hurt by the time she reached the Verdant Stag, but she didn't want to waste coin on anything unnecessary, like the luxury of a carriage.

She'd only been to the inn-slash-entertainment-hall a few times as Sebastien. There were a couple of musicians on stage, and people were filtering in as the sun set and they got off work, filling up the seats and ordering food and ale from the bar. People were betting with a bookie in front of the large chalkboard against the other wall. She recognized one of the Stag enforcers leaning up against the wall near a hallway.

Sebastien walked past all of them.

Theo was at the top of the curved staircase at the far side of the room, sitting with a book and what looked like a half-written essay. The boy leaned his copper-haired head back until it thunked against the wall behind him, his eyes closed and his mouth yawning open in a soulless gape of boredom.

A laugh barked out of Sebastien's throat without warning, and Theo jerked to awareness.

"Sorceress!" he yipped. His eyes widened and he looked around, covering his mouth with his hand, but there was too much other noise in the room below for anyone to have heard him. He took his hands away, examining her curiously. "You don't look homeless anymore."

She grinned at him. "Having trouble with your homework?"

"Ugh!" He rolled his head back dramatically again. "It's an assignment from Mr. Mawson, my tutor. I'm supposed to write an essay on the Black Wastes, but it's so *boring*. I don't even know what to talk about. They're black. The Brillig caused them thousands of years ago when we were at war with them, when they knew we were gonna win and they didn't want us to have anything good if they couldn't. And stuff dies there. How'm I supposed to say any more than that? I've never even *been* there. I've never been more than a day's walk away from Gilbratha."

Sebastien shook her head. "Whoa. Well, if you think the Black Wastes are boring, I must say it sounds like your tutor may be a teeny bit incompetent. He left out all the interesting parts and wanted you to write an essay copied from a book?"

Theo's eyes widened, then narrowed. "What do you mean, interesting parts?"

"Well, like the stories of the adventurers who explored the Black Wastes to try and uncover the dragon corpses. The few who made it out alive told crazy---and I do mean *insane---*stories about the things they saw."

"*Dragon* corpses? What kind of things did they see?"

"Well, how long is your essay supposed to be?"

"Two pages."

She waved her hand carelessly. "That's nothing. Take notes. I will give you the information for the source material you can say you referenced if your tutor gives you problems, too." She settled next to him on the top step of the stairs, speaking slowly. "This comes out of Edward Leeson's third volume of 'History of the Indomitable Race,' which is actually kind of an ironic title, because..."

She told stories, repeating particularly interesting sections, answering questions, and helping him spell certain names while Theo scribbled as fast as he could to keep up with the information. Almost an hour later, he had three pages of notes and a cramping hand. "Okay. I think that's enough material," she said finally.

He sighed with relief as he stretched out his fingers, but still pouted reluctantly. "What about the other knight who went in with Briarson?"

She stood and began to walk down the hall to Katerin's office, and Theo gathered up his things and scrambled to walk with her. "Briarson said that his partner went to check the perimeter around their camp, but didn't come back until dawn, and when he did, he was glowing and shooting off sparks of green light, 'like a dandelion in the wind.'" She used her fingers to indicate the quotation, then knocked on the door to Katerin's office. "So Briarson shot him with an arrow. Well, six arrows. Briarson said his partner kept getting up again, so he had to keep shooting. No one knows if that really happened or if Briarson had gone insane by then."

When Katerin called for them to come in, Theo bounced into the room. "What happened then? Did Briarson get out?"

Sebastien shook her head. "No, he never did. We know all this because a later expedition found his journal. It had been enchanted to ward off the elements. That expedition confirmed Briarson's body was right there in camp, dead of unknown causes. And they found the arrows he'd shot on the other side of camp, broken and rotting. But they didn't find the body of his companion."

Theo's eyes were round. "Could he have...got up again? Like Briarson said?"

Katerin raised her eyebrows.

Sebastien shrugged, suppressing her smile. "No one knows. Maybe he was a hallucination. Or maybe he was real, but he wasn't Briarson's friend at all. Maybe Briarson's friend never came back from checking the perimeter."

Theo shuddered in delighted horror. "Titan's balls, I can't wait to rub this in Mr. Mawson's face. He never said anything about any of this stuff. Not the good stuff, I mean, just the death tolls and the loss of farmland and the boring recovery efforts."

"Language, Theo," Katerin reprimanded lazily, her accent throaty and biting. "And maybe he never said anything about that because he didn't think it was appropriate to regale a young boy with horror stories."

Sebastien winced.

"They're not horror stories! They're real! The sorcer---I mean, *he*"---Theo jerked his head to Sebastien as he bounced over to Katerin's side---"gave me all sorts of sources. This all comes out of real books that he read. It's for my essay on the Black Wastes, which are actually super cool and not boring at all." He waved the scribbled sheets of note paper at her.

Katerin sighed, but ruffled his hair with a smile. "Okay. *Real* horror stories, then. Make sure you thank *Sebastien* here. And that essay better be good enough that I can rub it in Mr. Mawson's face, too, when he comes complaining to me." She winked at him. "Now go to your room and finish your homework."

Grinning wide and gleefully as only a child could, he ran out. "Thanks, Mr. Sebastien!" he called over his shoulder.

"Err, I'm sorry if---" Sebastien started, but Katerin cut her off with a wave of her hand.

"No, no, it's fine. Great, actually." She stood, walking to the window and shutting the curtains against the night. "Oliver suggested a reward system to get Theo more focused on his learning, and it's been working to some degree, but Theo's only been dragging himself through it for the end prize. I overheard him giving himself a pep talk in the bathroom yesterday." The woman chuckled fondly. "It's nice to see him actually excited about learning for once."

Katerin's crimson hair and white teeth, especially after night had fallen, still made Sebastien think of a vampire. Or maybe it was something about the way the muscles around her eyes and mouth were tight with what was probably tension and fatigue, but looked a little like hunger, too. Her eyes roved over the leather and canvas luggage bags Sebastien had let drop to the floor. "What have you brought me?"

"The belongings of one Ennis Naught," Sebastien replied softly. "I was hoping to get your advice on the best way to sell them."

Katerin raised an eyebrow, but replied smoothly. "Nothing that would lead back to him, and through him to you, I hope?"

"Of course not. Good clothes, a warm, waterproof jacket, and fancy knickknacks he collected to make himself seem cultured or richer than he actually was." Ennis had accumulated a lot for someone with such a nomadic lifestyle. Sebastien had taken only the bags that were light enough to carry, which meant she mostly had his clothes, and the rest had been left at the inn for the coppers. "It should be worth at least a few gold, even used."

"There's a shop about half a kilometer north of here. They'll pay for things like that, mostly from people who've died or commoners who are upper-class enough to wear only new clothes but aren't wasteful enough to throw away their worn purchases from last year. Tell them I sent you, and don't accept the first number they offer." Katerin scribbled their name and location on a scrap of paper and handed it to Sebastien.

"Thank you," Sebastien said. She turned to the door, then hesitated. "Are there any updates?"

Katerin eyed her thoughtfully, then took out a pipe from the drawer in her desk and began to fill it with a dark blue crumble that Sebastien recognized as dried etherwood leaves. The smoke was smooth and calming, and great for blowing smoke rings, but nonaddictive. Either it was laced with something else, or Katerin's smoking habit was purely recreational. "He's still in jail. They brought in a cursebreaker and a shaman to see him, with no luck. He's still telling the same story."

Sebastien frowned. "You mean...the truth?" '*A shaman might help him to clarify his dreams or memories to give better testimony, but why a cursebreaker?*'

Katerin placed the pipe onto a round glass coaster with a spell array molded into its surface. She paused to concentrate, frowning until a spark burst to life in the bowl of the pipe, orange smoldering in the depths of the dried leaves. "Well, yes. But I'm not sure they believe the truth, with the sudden notoriety of the Raven Queen. Our contact says most of them think he's just a pawn in the Raven Queen's scheme and doesn't know anything useful. But the coppers are unwilling to give up on Ennis just yet. They hope he might lead them to her involuntarily." She looked up, sucking on the mouth of the pipe and then tilting her head back to release a thick ring of light blue smoke. "She's contacted him twice already, after all."

"Ah." Sebastien ran her tongue across the back of her teeth. "But they're not torturing him, or threatening execution?"

"You sure you want to get rid of those bags?" Katerin's gaze was piercing, but her expression showed no actual curiosity.

"Yes." Sebastien gripped the straps of the packs tighter.

"It's just that someone who really does not care wouldn't be asking me these things, right?"

Sebastien shifted, her shoulders tightening. "Well, if I find myself slipping into feelings of worry or guilt, I need only to remember that, if Ennis Naught somehow gets out of jail, he only has himself to blame for giving my birthright heirloom ring---with a Master level Conduit---to the Gervin Family, which would have been worth more than enough to buy him new clothes and support him. Even after his *ungrateful* daughter sold all his things." Her voice petered out on a low snarl.

Katerin just stared back silently.

Sebastien straightened her shoulders, lifted her chin, and left for the address of the shop Katerin had given her.

She made five gold off the lot.
 
Chapter 48 - Unresolved Curiosity
Chapter 48 - Unresolved Curiosity

Sebastien

Month 12, Day 14, Monday 9:00 a.m.​

After getting rid of Ennis's belongings, Sebastien spent the night studying, allowing her magic-casting faculties to rest, except for a single use of the divination ward against a scrying attempt. The coppers seemed to be trying at random times, hoping to catch her off guard, but with the way the ward worked, it would start to veil her even without her conscious aid, and the stabbing feel of it in the skin of her back when it activated was impossible to ignore or sleep through.

After a couple days of research, she determined that a map-based location divination was her best option. Her blood was almost certainly at the coppers' base, and Oliver was doubtful of their ability to access it. But that simply wasn't acceptable. There had to be a way to actually solve the problem, and pinpointing the location of her blood was the first step in doing so.

The spell she eventually settled on was meant to precisely determine the location of the separated piece of her blood on a map. With multiple castings, she could use more detailed, close-up maps to determine its location with increasing precision. Once she knew *exactly* where it was, she could destroy it.

'*Maybe I could have a Lino-Wharton raven messenger fly in an explosive potion, or force my blood to escape from its confines with a telekinetic spell, or even get Liza's help with a switching spell or something. It is impossible for them to ward against everything.*'

It also helped that the map-locating spell didn't require any overly expensive components, except for the tiny vial of mercury and an eagle's eye.

That weekend, Sebastien bought alchemy ingredients at Waterside Market again---which Oliver reimbursed her for---along with the ingredients for the scrying spell---which she had to cover herself. She then spent almost the entire weekend brewing for the Stags to try and pay off at least some of the interest on her debt. She focused on the more intensive potions that Oliver's enforcers would need, like the philtre of darkness and revivifying potion, as well as the blood-clotting potion, which she could produce a lot more of in a single batch. Every enforcer should be supplied with at least two.

Despite her inability to channel large amounts of energy through her new Conduit, she could still complete potions in smaller batches. These were worth more than many of the more common-use potions sold in the Verdant Stag's little alchemy shop, and she made a single extra dose in a couple of her batches for herself, so she still came out ahead.

It was likely that getting her blood from the coppers would take a combination of money and power, neither of which she had at the moment. Retrieving her blood, like figuring out a solution to her sleep problem, would likely be a long-term project.

A week after the rogue magic sirens had gone off, the coppers released a statement about their cause. It had indeed been an Aberrant.

Apparently, a prostitute had been attempting to cast an illegal, dangerous allure spell and had corrupted her Will. She'd broken under the strain and become a rabid creature of evil. The Red Guard had dealt with the Aberrant easily enough, and there were no lingering effects or danger.

Everyone was talking about it that Monday in Intro to Modern Magics. There was plenty of gossip and speculation, but no real details. Being as pleasant as possible, Sebastien even asked Damien Westbay, "Is that the full story? Have you heard any more details?"

He brightened perceptibly under her interested gaze. "My brother wrote to me that the spell she was trying to cast was new magic, something she cobbled together trying to do more than one thing at once. She was apparently disfigured, so she turned to magic out of desperation to attract customers," he said.

"What were the abilities of the Aberrant?" she asked. "Some kind of allure effect, I'm assuming." Usually, Aberrants had some relation to what the thaumaturge had been casting when they broke.

Westbay shook his head regretfully. "I don't know. He didn't go into detail. I could write him and ask, if you want?"

Sebastien hesitated, considering it, but shook her head. The last thing she wanted was for the leader of the coppers to know her name, or anything else about her. "No, that's alright. Thank you, though," she murmured, her thoughts turning inward.

Westbay beamed as if he'd won some sort of award.

Professor Lacer might know something, too, if the rumors about his past association with the Red Guard were true, but she was afraid to ask him for gossip.

Professor Burberry reeled back in the students' attention to introduce their project for the week, a color-changing spell. It was labeled a transmogrification spell, and they were all given half a dozen different items in bright colors to use as components, plus a little vial of yak urine, which was apparently known for its ability to help dyes stay color-fast. They would be casting the spell on a white mouse with the intent to overcome its natural resistance and change the color of its fur.

The rest of Westbay's group of Crown Family friends had been interacting with Sebastien more frequently, likely spurred on by his own sudden amicability toward her. They sat around her, Ana on one side and Rhett Moncrieffe on the other, with the rest of the group scattered close by. After a single silent nod to Sebastien, Moncrieffe turned to the pretty girl on his other side, who blushed under the weight of his attention. Sebastien was relieved he wasn't as pushy as Westbay.

As Burberry lectured on the details of the color-change spell, Waverly Ascott tried to read a book on summoning under the table while Brinn Setterlund gently covered for her and alerted her whenever she needed to pretend to be paying attention to the professor.

When the time came to cast the spell, Ascott succeeded without much trouble despite her lack of attention, then returned to her surreptitious reading, her straight black hair shifting forward to hide her face.

Ana caught the direction of Sebastien's gaze and leaned a little closer to murmur, "She dislikes Burberry because Burberry is prejudiced against witches."

Now that Ana mentioned it, Sebastien realized that there had been hints of that in Burberry's lectures. Sorcerers reigned supreme in their professor's mind. "But...Waverly is a sorcerer?" Sebastien murmured, turning her eyes back to the caged mouse in front of her whose hair they were supposed to be turning different colors.

"For now, yes. The Ascott Family doesn't approve of her interests, but she's preparing to make a contract with a powerful Elemental. She'll have succeeded by the time we finish with the University, if not sooner."

Sebastien was intrigued, and could admit she respected that kind of passion, even if she herself preferred the personal control of sorcery. Instead of a celerium Conduit, witches channeled magic through their bound familiars, which could be tamed magical beasts, creatures, or even sapient beings conjured from one of the Elemental Planes. There was less chance for a witch to lose control or go insane from Will-strain, as their familiar took on some of the burden of casting, and the witch would always find casting spells that were within the natural purview of her familiar's magic easier. However, spells that were antithetical to the familiar's natural abilities would be more difficult.

Witches gave up versatility for focused power and safety. And for some witches, maybe for companionship.

Sebastien returned her focus to her own spellcasting, but was distracted again as Alec Gervin snapped at the student aide leaning over his shoulder.

"I did exactly what you said! You're bungling the explanation. It's useless, I can't work with you. Send over the other guy," he said, jerking his head at the other student aide with a glower.

The student aide seemed taken aback, but Gervin was resolute and got his way.

To Sebastien's surprise, Westbay waved the reprimanded student aide over and made a murmured apology for his friend.

Sebastien grunted in disgust. "Surprising, that you and he share the same last name," she murmured to Ana.

Ana smiled demurely, her eyes remaining on her own mouse, which was cowering in the corner of its little cage. "Alec was never taught finesse. He's failing several classes, and he's afraid of what's going to happen when the Family finds out. His father, my uncle, is a horrid man. I've no particular love for Alec, but it's best to think of him like an abused dog. He lashes out at strangers because his master lashes out at him." Her smile grew crooked, a little wicked. "In fact, he's like a dog in many ways."

'*That's no excuse,*' Sebastien thought, but she was smirking too.

But as they were filtering out of the class, Sebastien brushed against Gervin, who was still glowering with those bushy black eyebrows. "Our student aide, Newton Moore, does paid tutoring," she murmured to Gervin. "He taught me a spell, and I found his explanation to be very clear. Perhaps you'd prefer working with him?" Alec Gervin could afford it, and from what she'd learned, Newton could use the coin.

Gervin scowled at her suspiciously, but she was already pushing past him.

On Tuesday, after Sympathetic Science, Sebastien stayed to talk to Professor Pecanty while the other students left.

"How can I help you, young man?" he asked in that lilting cadence that made everything he said sound like poetry.

"I've got a couple of questions about transmogrification." Pecanty nodded, so she jumped right in. "Does it actually matter the conditions when components are gathered? What's the difference between morning dew gathered before the sun rises or afterward? Or from morning dew and a bit of steam from a boiling cauldron?"

Pecanty's genial smile fell away, and he seemed to puff up a bit. "I think you're a little too young to be questioning the achievements in understanding of all those that have come before you. Surely you can see that the intrinsic properties of morning dew are very different than steam off your cauldron? This is *Sympathetic* Science, Mr. Siverling. If you still wish to question the expertise of myself and the people who have filled our library with books on the subject, please wait to do so until you are at least a Master of Sorcery."

Sebastien's shoulders tightened, and her chin rose involuntarily, even though she knew it wasn't a good idea to challenge a professor who was so obviously unimpressed with her. "Well, what about the different types of transmogrification? Professor Lacer mentioned it. Some of it's copying a template, and some of it uses ideas that are so vague as to be ungraspable. Are the delineations between different types of transmogrification officially recognized? I've never heard anyone talking about that."

"Transmogrification is all the same. If you do not understand, it is because your foundation is patchy and weak. Understanding builds upon previous learning and enough practice that the *feel* becomes instinctual. If you are too impatient to put in the long-term effort without succumbing to your need to force the world into your little boxes of classification and order, you will never progress past petty questions that have no answers. Go now, young man, and try to see the beauty in the book of poems I assigned, rather than analyzing every word for its technical definition. Believe me, this type of questioning will not serve you well in my class, or in this craft." He waved his hand at her and turned away dismissively.

Sebastien's heart was beating loud in her ears, and she felt her cheeks tingle with blood. Clenching her jaw hard to keep herself from speaking, she strode out of the classroom and up to the second floor, where she'd recently found an out-of-the-way classroom that had at one point been used as a supply room for the elective art classes. There was an old slate lap table with a carved Circle that had once been an artifact whose magic kept the rain and elements off the writing surface. Now, it was empty of energy and entirely mundane---which was probably why it had been abandoned. It was the perfect aid to help her practice her fabric-slicing spell on one of the walls. She left behind light gouges in the white stone until her anger had dimmed and cooled to embers rather than a fire devouring her rationality.

Panting, she put away the small folding table and set up a spell to practice sympathetic divination. '*Time to find my blood.*'
 
Pecanty's genial smile fell away, and he seemed to puff up a bit. "I think you're a little too young to be questioning the achievements in understanding of all those that have come before you. Surely you can see that the intrinsic properties of morning dew are very different than steam off your cauldron? This is *Sympathetic* Science, Mr. Siverling. If you still wish to question the expertise of myself and the people who have filled our library with books on the subject, please wait to do so until you are at least a Master of Sorcery."

Sebastien's shoulders tightened, and her chin rose involuntarily, even though she knew it wasn't a good idea to challenge a professor who was so obviously unimpressed with her. "Well, what about the different types of transmogrification? Professor Lacer mentioned it. Some of it's copying a template, and some of it uses ideas that are so vague as to be ungraspable. Are the delineations between different types of transmogrification officially recognized? I've never heard anyone talking about that."

"Transmogrification is all the same. If you do not understand, it is because your foundation is patchy and weak. Understanding builds upon previous learning and enough practice that the *feel* becomes instinctual. If you are too impatient to put in the long-term effort without succumbing to your need to force the world into your little boxes of classification and order, you will never progress past petty questions that have no answers. Go now, young man, and try to see the beauty in the book of poems I assigned, rather than analyzing every word for its technical definition. Believe me, this type of questioning will not serve you well in my class, or in this craft." He waved his hand at her and turned away dismissively.
So, the professor has no fucking idea and would rather teach students to be incurious cretins than admit to ignorance?
 
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