As usual all speech in italics is in the Old Tongue.
Chapter CVI - The Battle of Tar Valon
Siuan watched as the Seanchan troops started to split apart, filtering down back streets and moving close to the buildings lining them as they approached the Tower's grounds. "Send the order down, reinforce the Eastern Wall, this isn't the Hall, they're not going to suddenly appear on the other side. Don't send everyone, but we can afford to be weaker in the west."
Suddenly saidar flared in the streets below, huge amounts. How many of them were there?! Fire leapt out towards the walls surrounding the Tower grounds. If the aes sedai on those walls had any sense and remembered their practice they would be keeping low and out of sight, not presenting targets for the Seanchan. Of course some aes sedai were so lacking in sense that they would take a boat out to sea without oars or a sail, but hopefully most would remember.
In seconds saidar weaves were flying back and forth between the walls and the buildings surrounding the Tower grounds.
Siuan would wait. When a suitable concentration of Seanchan presented themselves she would reveal herself. Unlike in a fight with the Hall or Forsaken she might actually survive doing so.
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Elaida wove fire, air and water, drawing lightning down from the sky in a storm of strikes where she had seen some Seanchan troops move. Before the lightning had faded she was already weaving a gateway, jumping through it to further along the wall to escape retaliation. She had not had much time to train in these new methods of combat, they felt awkward and power intensive, but she could not deny their effectiveness compared to what she had learnt. Standing in the open and relying on your superior strength and skill to win seemed… foolish at best after that.
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Alosa winced as fire exploded out of a nearby building showering her and the gaggle of damane around her, with debris. This was not what she had expected. There had clearly been a significant intelligence failure on the capabilities of the White Tower. She had been told there were perhaps six hundred marath'damane in it, of which few would have any real knowledge of how to fight. That was what the marath'damane captured from the Tower before the disaster at Falme had reported and by all accounts they were utterly incapable of lying. Had they somehow fooled the sul'dam? Were they simply mistaken?
The numbers on the wall were sparse, no more than fifty or so if she had her guess, but they were all strong. She could judge that for herself and it seemed they had an accursed habit of moving every time they attacked. The damane were well trained, as soon as a marath'damane struck they would weave a far more powerful retaliation, obliterating the place the woman had occupied. It was not survivable, yet the rate of fire from the walls had barely diminished.
They needed to take control of the situation. If they simply sat here and dueled with the White Tower's forces they would take unacceptable casualties. They needed to seize the initiative, force the enemy to react to them. Action, not reaction, was the way of the Ever Victorious Army.
She turned to the der'sul'dam and began to issue orders. The wall needed to come down.
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Erulin heard the shouted orders and focused her will through Alivia, joining tens of other sul'dam and their damane. Working with earth was always harder for damane, well for most of them anyway. Her Alivia was strong in every element. If she was not so deadly in combat she would no doubt have been assigned to civilian use. As it was…
She felt Alivia draw hard on saidar, directed her in unison with the others. With a grinding shriek the walls ahead of them seemed to simply come apart. There had definitely been marath'damane on that section of wall, now buried under rubble.
Soldiers sprinted forward as sul'dam and damane sent weaves spiralling over them to suppress the defences. She was an experienced sul'dam, one of the most experienced. She had an instinct for weaves. She certainly noticed these. Suddenly there was a huge amount of the Power being channeled from several spots in the Tower itself. A storm of lightning, fire and other weaves coming down upon the charging soldiers sending bodies spiralling into the air.
Barriers of air were woven above them, skilled damane, among the best, interlocking their weaves to make them stronger. Her assigned role for these circumstances was attack. "There. Good girl." Alivia channeled and weaves arced out from her spiralling towards the Tower, ripping through an attempt at deflecting them and tearing apart a stone balcony.
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Lelaine nearly fell as she and the other women threw themselves through a gateway to another section of the Tower. As it closed behind her she saw the balcony she had been stood on disappearing in fire. She gave Siuan a grudging mental nod and tried to suppress the trembles going through her. She would find another spot and attack again.
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Padaul rode the raging storm of saidin that flowed through him. It still felt like a mad luxury, being able to enjoy clean, untainted saidin. Yet it remained a fight for his life, dominating and controlling the One Power to stop it from burning him away.
The streets of Tar Valon were unnaturally empty as he jogged through them towards the Tower. No dignified gliding along for him. From the growing noise one thing was clear, the White Tower was under attack. He was needed back there.
He nearly ran into the first of the attackers. He didn't recognise them at first, two women in lightning panelled dresses, one with strange segmented silver draped over her shoulders and the other with a third woman on some kind of leash, along with a pair of soldiers with odd insect-like helmets. One of the women saw him and shouted something. Almost instinctively he lashed out with fire and spirit, meeting momentary resistance as his weave cut through something.
There was no time to think, he was already weaving. Simple earth and fire, ripping apart the flagstones under them. Broken, bleeding bodies tumbled away.
He stopped dead. He'd just killed them. Just like that. They'd been alive and now they were dead. This wasn't him. He'd never killed anyone before, he hadn't even warned them. Padaul shuddered convulsively, unable to look away from their mangled bodies.
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Elaida found herself on her hands and knees. What had just happened? Why were her ears ringing? With an effort she raised her head. She was on rubble, the wall?
She gave her head a shake, she needed to pull herself together. One of her sisters lay a few feet away and she crawled over to her. With a sinking feeling in her stomach she realised the woman was dead. Her neck at an unnatural angle, eyes staring emptily at the sky.
For a second Elaida let herself slump. Then, despite the ongoing chaos of combat she felt a presence by her. Turning to look she saw a soldier's boot flying towards her. A moment later it impacted with her side sending her sprawling as the breath left her.
Disoriented she franticly looked around. A woman with a silver collar outstretched advanced on her. What? Why? Light! Terror made her pull herself together, she reached for the source. She was shielded!
She pushed against the shield, hard. She was strong. She had to be strong enough! The sul'dam reached out with the collar. With a gasp of relief Elaida felt the shield shatter, saidar flooded into her. Instantly she was weaving. The sul'dam was flung away with air. A fireball sent at the damane who had shielded her, then she was crawling through a gateway, back to an intact section of wall. She couldn't Travel away from the walls, not with the wards. She stood on tottering feet and then threw herself back down with a shriek when a bar of fire speared through the space her head had just been in.
Elaida lay on the floor of the wall for a few seconds, panting for breath as she tried to pull herself together. Below her men and women fought and died. She needed to move. How many of the Seanchan were there? They were past the walls, hordes of them. So much channeling all around her. She was no coward, she had survived the Black Ajah, she would survive this!
After a long moment Elaida looked up and picked her first target. If she stayed lying down she would be harder to see and perhaps she could just roll through a small gateway after she struck. Her face set into a grimace she channeled a blade of air straight through one of the damane.
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Erulin struggled forward through the rubble of the wall. For a second she felt an oppressive weight all around her and then it was gone. Alivia had fended it off. "Good girl." She patted her damane's shoulder.
A moment later they were retaliating, Alivia tearing apart a section of that huge tower with lightning. With a tug on the leash she pulled Alivia along, if they stayed out in the open they were dead. Bodies of sul'dam, damane and soldiers were already spread around the open ground. Some burnt or battered beyond recognition. Worryingly few of the marath'damane were among them.
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Siuan looked down from near the top of the Tower, occasionally barking orders to be relayed down its stairs. Perhaps this had been a mistake. She was out of the action, too far away to control her forces. Not that she was sure there was much controlling to do in this chaos.
The plan had made sense against the Hall or the Forsaken. The novices and accepted would be kept safe and the strongest among them would be available for an emergency. Her Callandor-killer. However, that was not what was needed now. She had restrained herself from striking in the knowledge that she would make herself a target. One thing the Green Ajah were sure of was that in Taija's style of combat, whoever revealed themselves first was the more likely to die. However, the Seanchan did not appear to have any sa'angreal, although some of their damane were monstrously strong. If she shepherded her resources for too long, was too cautious, she might find it was too late to intervene.
No, she needed to act now.
Siuan drew fully on the 71 novices and accepted in the circle with her. It was not Vora's Sa'angreal, but it was still a gigantic amount of the One Power. Saidin mixed with saidar. Raging torrent and smooth river. She could not attack directly into the courtyard, there were too many aes sedai mixed in among the Seanchan. However, there were concentrations of Seanchan outside, bombarding the Tower from the comfort of the buildings surrounding the Tower's walls. The homes of some of the richest Tar Valoners. They would no doubt be sending carefully worded petitions for compensation by tomorrow, if they survived.
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Alosa winced as a building a hundred or so spans from her simply vanished, exploding into fire. What in the Light had that been? These marath'damane were insane. They should have been utterly outmatched, yet they seemed to be able to apply horrific amounts of strength. Was it one of their sa'angreal?
Another building further away from her exploded. One thing was clear, these houses no longer gave any protection. They needed to be inside the White Tower where whatever that was couldn't strike if they were to survive.
Lightning blasted at the top of the Tower, before being deflected away. Fireballs rose up towards it, but she doubted that they would be enough to overcome whoever was there.
"Signal general advance! Keep thirty damane back to attack whatever that is and keep it distracted!" She gave the order to the nearest sul'dam and it was shortly followed by a loud boom and a green explosion in the sky. A moment later soldiers, sul'dam and damane came streaming forward. Alosa took a deep breath and joined them.
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Lyrelle sprinted forward across the Tower grounds, a pair of soldiers rose in front of her and she flung fire at them. A damane! She swerved to the right, diving for cover. Where was everyone? There was so much saidar being channeled, so many explosions going on around her, it was deeply disorienting.
Weaves of air shot towards her and she sliced them before striking back. Then a shield hammered at her connection to saidar. No! She sliced the weave and drew lightning down on where she thought the damane was. It was deflected and then with no warning a fist of air hit her in the stomach sending her tumbling backwards, saidar slipping away from her. It took her valuable seconds to recover herself, looking up with bleary eyes to see a silver collar descending on her. It closed around her neck with a definitive click.
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Siuan continued to hold off the almost constant stream of weaves blasting at her position. She knew she had killed a lot of those Seanchan, but now those remaining outside the Tower were focusing their fire on her. It was all that she could do to hold them off. Still the link had been a success. The novices and accepted would have been useless in combat without it, but with her and the link they had made a significant difference. The only problem was most of them were weak, the circle did not come close to fulfilling the sheer potential that it could have had with some truly strong channelers in it.
Regardless, she was being useful. There must have been thirty damane, all strong, trying to kill her. Those damane were not attacking the rest of the Tower. She would take that. Next time though… There were enough novices and accepted now and their numbers were growing. One link to defend, another to strike.
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Zariad resisted the urge to clench her fists as her Lily duelled with one of the marath'damane inside the Tower. Weaves flashed back and forth between them, occasional explosions ripping chunks out of the corridor's walls. She thought they were evenly matched, but then Lily staggered backwards as something got through. With a gasp Lilly looked back at her "I am shielded!"
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Aiden adjusted her brown shawl nervously. She was no fighter, nor was she strong in the Power, but Siuan had tasked her, among others, with considering emergency uses for the Tower's ter'angreal. Her own research had involved a few interesting ones and she thought this might just work. If it did not she was likely dead or worse anyway.
She carefully shifted the black box so that its grill faced away from her and picked up her lute. A small weave of air and spirit connected the two and the back of the box lit up before growing outwards, buttons and symbols appearing on it. She had not been able to work out everything on there, but there was one little knob where if you turned it… She had never put it past the Old Tongue symbol for 7 before, that had been bad enough. Now she turned it all the way to the right, where it was marked with an '11' in the Old Tongue's numerals. There, now she just needed to make very sure she stood behind the box.
A sul'dam and damane came running round the corner, followed by another sul'dam. The damane was stronger than her, much too strong. She could see the shield being woven. With a decisive movement she brought her hand down, across the lute's strings.
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Kairen sunk to her knees as she heard the most indescribably loud noise she had ever heard in her life. Was that… music? She scrambled back to her feet and hurried towards it, her ears still ringing. Rounding a corner she nearly tripped over the battered remains of two or three women, blood seeping from every orifice. Horrified she looked up from them to see a stunned looking Aiden at the far end of the corridor a lute in her hands and some kind of box on the ground in front of her.
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Elaida staggered into the Tower. She was almost surprised she had survived the killing ground that was the courtyard in front of it, but too many of the Seanchan had made it inside. She needed to be there too, to help the others.
It wasn't long before she came across the first Seanchan. A damane and her sul'dam guarding a second sul'dam who was stood over a weeping aes sedai, curled into a ball with a collar around her neck. That would not stand. She would give no warning. She wove air, bisecting the damane and her sul'dam. Another weave lashed out, unlocking the a'dam from the aes sedai's neck. The other sul'dam was no longer a danger to her, she could not just kill her with the Power, however much she wished to. So she wove air, tying it off and leaving her as a statue to be dealt with later.
Elaida hurried over grasping the weeping aes sedai and helping her to her feet. "It is alright Meramor. You will be alright. You are free. You are…" she was going to say safe, but the oaths stopped her. "I am here."
She was not the most comforting of women, but she tried. Awkwardly patting Meramor on her back. Fortunately after a few seconds her sister gathered herself.
"Thank you Elaida." Her voice trembled, but she seemed to be functional. She shivered under Elaida's hand before straightening up. "We should see if more sisters need help."
Excellent, this was how an aes sedai should be.
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Rosyesh advanced through the corridors of the marath'damane's 'White Tower', her Molli beside her. They were ready to take any marath'damane that showed themselves. A terrified servant ran out of a side corridor and Molli flung him into a wall with air. Anyone who was willing to serve among the marath'damane did not deserve to live.
There! A dumpy, grey haired woman wearing brown had stepped out into the passage ahead of them. "You do not need to do this, we can free you!"
The foolish marath'damane seemed to be addressing Molli. Laughable! "Shield her." Molli was a good damane and a strong one, she did as she was told. Panic suddenly appeared on the woman's face. A moment later a hard-faced man came charging out, sword outstretched. Molli smashed him into the wall, leaving him to slump bonelessly to the ground, bloodied and broken.
The woman shrieked in apparent agony even as Denois advanced from behind Rosyesh, the open collar in her hands. How odd, if Rosyesh hadn't known better she'd have thought Molli had done something to the marath'damane to make her react like that. As Denois approached with the a'dam in her hands the marath'damane fumbled in her dress for something and then pulled out a small, golden sphere. "Stop her!" Rosyesh barked the order. She had no idea what it was, but she was not going to allow the marath'damane to do it, it could be nothing good for them.
Before Molli could do anything the marath'damane had screwed her eyes shut and pressed a button on the sphere. Weaves of air sprang towards her and then the world around them vanished.
Rosyesh blinked, they were now in a dark room, guttering torches on the walls. Torture implements scattered around them. All of them were there. Her, Molli, Denois and the marath'damane.
"Bind her!" She snapped the words at Molli who cringed.
"I cannot, the Power is gone." Her stomach sank. The marath'damane must have done this with that sphere. But if the marath'damane was free, why was she trembling in terror, like she was about to die?
Then a smooth female voice spoke, announcing incomprehensible words across the room. "Welcome to Captain Crop's Dungeon of Pleasure and Pain. Scenario setting level, extreme. Realism maximum. Warning, safety protocols are non functional, urgent maintenance is recommended. To terminate scenario please say the safe word." Was that the Old Tongue?
"What in the Light?!" Denois' words matched Rosyesh's feelings.
Before she could say anymore a deep, rolling chuckle echoed across the room they found themselves in followed by a man's voice, deep, dark and smooth in a way that sent shivers down her spine. "Welcome my sweetlings we are going to have such fun. Well, I am anyway…" What were these voices saying?!
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Padaul forced himself to keep going. He didn't want to kill anyone else, but his sisters were in danger. The novices and accepted, in fact everyone who lived and worked in the Tower. He could not call himself aes sedai and not aid them.
With a shudder he turned away from the corpses of the women he'd killed and started to make his way closer to the Tower, closer to the sounds of battle that echoed across the city. Corpses of Tar Valon citizens littered the streets. They hadn't deserved that, they weren't even involved with the White Tower. Anger sparked in him. Who did these scum think they were coming here, to the greatest city in the world, hurting its people!? They were no better than darkfriends, assuming they weren't in fact darkfriends.
There! He saw a woman in a grey dress crouched behind some rubble, staring up at the Tower, fire streaming from her. He'd worked out who these people were by then. What was it they'd said about the Seanchan? The ones in grey dresses were the enslaved channelers? Damane? It didn't matter. She was attacking the Tower. Steeling himself he drew on saidin, weaving fire, water and air into the sky and guiding it back down. Lightning struck. The woman had no warning. Suddenly it was exploding around her, sending her spinning broken and bloody into the air along with another woman he hadn't seen.
Now to find the next one. As he turned away his instincts screamed. A huge fireball fkew towards him, franticly he channeled fire, drawing the heat from it. There was another, he reached for it only for a wall of air to blast him off his feet. Two of the damane. He didn't know how to fight them. Not well enough.
Padaul rolled to his feet, channeling a wave of fire at them even as he ran. He needed to get away from them and then he could try to attack from a different angle.
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Alosa breathed a sigh of relief when she reached the inside of the White Tower. The bodies of her forces littered the courtyard outside. They were mixed in with the marath'damane's and their guards, but far more Seanchan. Far far more. This was turning into a disaster. Their gateways wouldn't form here. The sul'dam had speculated that it was a new kind of wards before they attacked. Maybe…
She grabbed Erulin's shoulder. "You said you thought it might be wards. Can your Alivia find them?" She knew the damane was the strongest in her force. One of the strongest in the Empire.
Eurlin glanced at Alivia. "They are invisible. Hidden like the marath'damane in the Imperial Palace."
"Yes, but can she find them? Feel them? I don't know? Something! We need them brought down or we will die here!" Her eyes were lowered by her desperation, but she didn't want to die in this nest of marath'damane. She was almost grabbing the front of Erulin's dress, staring down at her.
Erulin stepped back nervously. "She will try General. Alivia is a good damane, if it can be done she will do it.
Alosa got her temper back under control. "Of course." She glanced at the other two sul'dam and their damane and the accompanying squad of soldiers. "Guard her with your lives. The damane is not to be bothered."
Alivia seemed to be staring into the distance. Hopefully what she was doing something.
Another pair of sul'dam and damane joined them, along with another sul'dam dragging a collared marath'damane behind her. Good, they would help protect Erulin while she worked through Alivia.
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A loud gong sounded through the room they were sheltering in. Immediately afterwards Alosa heard a gasp and spun back towards Erulin and Alivia. The sul'dam spoke quickly. "Alivia has brought down one set of wards. She says there are more though. She will keep working."
Alosa resisted the urge to tell her to hurry. Erulin would be aware of the urgency, she would work Alivia as fast as possible. If they were found hopefully the other damane would be enough to defend them.
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Lelaine looked up with a jerk from the healing weave she had been putting through one of her sisters as a gong sounded through the Tower. One of the anti-Traveling wards had fallen. If she remembered the sounds correctly, it was the one covering the lower floors of the Tower. The Seanchan must be bringing them down. Where from though?
Another gong sounded, in a higher tone. The upper floors. Light, they needed to be stopped! Who knew what would happen without the protection of those wards! There was no time for discussion.
"We move!" She wove saidar, opening a gateway to the lower floors of the Tower. That was where the first ward had fallen. Most likely that was where the Seanchan were. They needed to die.
She stepped through the gateway, head held high, gliding like an aes sedai should. Light, she needed to get her head straight, what was she thinking?! She flattened herself against the wall and started to advance cautiously.
There was a great deal of saidar being channeled nearby. Nearly as much as her link could produce. Nearly, but not as much. That was her best guess for who would be taking down the wards. If not, well they were still almost certainly Seanchan.
She quickened her pace, but still kept to the walls, trying to make herself as small a target as possible, the other sisters trailing behind her, hopefully out of reach of trouble. If they got into a fight they would just be targets.
They reached an intersection, movement! Lelaine took a breath and then leapt out, saidar hurtling through her, already weaving all of the elements, splitting the threads multiple ways. There! Two sul'dam and damane. She hit them with fists of air, fireballs and a chunk of rock pulled from the wall, all at the same time. They did not even have time to react.
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A clang rang out, different to the two gongs that had sounded before.
"That's one more." Erulin went back to whispering encouragement to her Alivia. Alosa resisted the urge to bite her bottom lip, a nervous tic that only manifested itself at the worst times. How many Light-damned wards were there?! With easy practice she tuned out the weeping of the newly collared damane in the corner.
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In there! Lelaine could feel huge amounts of saidar being channeled behind the closed door to one of the many halls in the lower floors of the Tower. She took a breath, readied her weaves and then tore the door away with air.
She only took a moment to assess the situation in the room. Several damane, some soldiers, what looked like an officer and one of her sisters weeping in the corner with a collar round her neck.
Lelaine channeled, drawing on the full power of her link. She could not simply fill the room with fire. She sent precise weaves flying at the damane. They were all cut or deflected and she found herself having to defend against their counterattacks. Rapidly slicing and blocking weaves. The four of them were strong! Stronger than any aes sedai in the Tower.
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Alosa winced as the door was suddenly ripped away. An angry looking marath'damane appearing in it. Nothing seemed to be happening, but she was staring intently into the room and the damane, other than Alivia were staring back. They must be fighting, but careful not to use overly large weaves because of the danger of killing their own allies.
The woman took a step back, she looked like she was under strain. That was a relief, those four damane was strong, no single woman should have been able to stand up to them by herself.
Another bell rang. A moment later Erulin looked up from her Alivia, glancing at the struggle going on next to them. "That's not all of them, some areas of the city are still covered, but Alivia says it's enough that we can escape."
"Thank the Light!" Alosa muttered, then raised her voice. "Sound the general retreat! Then take us to the world of dreams."
Erulin nodded. A second later a small window blew out and a loud gong of their own sounded followed by red light streaming from the window. That would have to do. Hopefully everyone had heard and seen. As the gateway opened at the side of the room Alosa hurried through it to be followed by the sul'dam and damane accompanying her, the damane going through backwards, still battling the marath'damane.
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Padaul crept through the deserted streets of Tar Valon. He could hear battle raging nearby, but since that last loud boom it had been diminishing. He thought he'd killed two more damane and their leash women, but he wasn't sure about the second pair. He'd already learnt to strike and then run, so he hadn't hung around to check. They didn't seem to expect to face saidin, but once they realised what was happening they were deadly.
He heard movement ahead of him and flattened himself into an arched doorway. Peering out carefully he saw a group of enemies jogging down the street. Two of the damane, a squad of soldiers and… was that two sisters over soldiers' shoulders?! There were women in lightning dresses running beside them, silver cable running from their wrists to the aes sedai's necks.
Rage flared in him. How dare they! To do that to an aes sedai was… unspeakable!
He wasn't sure he could take on that many enemies at once, but he couldn't let them past him. If they got past him there was likely nothing left in the city to stop them. Fine. He had been honoured to be the first true male aes sedai since the Breaking. He would live up to that honour.
He took a deep breath, it might be one of his last. Then he pulled saidin through him as he stepped out onto the street. He wove instinctively, as fast as he ever had. Fire, earth, water and spirit came together on the first of the damane and she vanished in a bloody explosion of gore. He didn't let himself shudder at the sight, the other one needed to be dealt with.
He was already moving, sprinting sideways. The damane paused for a moment clearly confused and that probably saved his life because a second later the space he'd been in vanished in a storm of fire. He wove fire of his own, he had to be careful, he didn't want to hurt the aes sedai.
Ouch! Padaul winced as his weave snapped back into him, cut by unseen saidar. With a grunt he tore a huge chunk of stone from the wall of a house with earth and air and flung it at the damane. She had a moment for her eyes to widen and then it froze above her as she staggered under the strain. He didn't give her time to recover. Fire, earth, water and spirit again and she died. Just the soldiers now, only they were running. Running with his sisters!
He wove air, razor sharp and precise. One by one the soldiers fell, leaving only the women holding the leashes. Them he didn't need to kill. He froze them in air. Now to get those collars off.
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It had taken Alosa and her party the best part of an hour to reach their rally point in the World of Dreams. They had made sure it was not too close to the White Tower. The last thing they wanted to do was to find that they had been followed. Once they had reached it, they had made camp and waited. Six hours. That was the agreed time, to stay longer in the World of Dreams would be to invite disaster. After that they would head for Seandar and anyone who was late would have to make their own way back.
It was a depressing six hours. Sul'dam and damane, even a few soldiers trailed back over it. A thin trickle. Many of them were injured. It was rapidly becoming clear that a devastating defeat had been inflicted on them. When the time was up there were fewer than fifty sul'dam returned with their damane. Perhaps a few more would make it back later, but Alosa doubted it, the marath'damane would be looking for revenge and with the instant Traveling they had demonstrated they would have little trouble in hunting down any Seanchan who had not escaped into the World of Dreams.
Fewer than fifty out of four hundred... A tiny bonus was the marath'damane that had been captured. Another ten to bring back. It was a worse than meagre haul given the sheer magnitude of the losses they had suffered. She would need to think very carefully about how she was going to explain this to the Empress if she was going to survive the next few days.
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As the weary remnants of the Seanchan picked themselves up and readied themselves for the journey home Alivia kept her eyes on her feet like a good damane should. She had never seen more than one or two marath'damane in one place before, it had been fascinating and terrifying at the same time. A pity that she had had to fight them, but that was the way of the world. Marath'damane would be collared. There was no other way. At least Erulin was a good mistress, she was kind, hardly ever punished Alivia, occasionally she'd even give her treats. Although Alivia of course did her best to be a good damane and avoid the need for punishment. Still, it would be nice to be free, just for a while, to see what life was like without the collar. She drifted off into a fantasy of being able to have tea and laugh with friends like she'd sometimes seen younger women doing in Seandar. Even just to be able to have friends...
Her fantasy was broken by gasps around her and a feeling of absence. She looked around in confusion, careful to keep her eyes lowered. What had happened? Why was everyone staring at her.
Erulin stepped forward, "just hold still Alivia."
Why? She reached up to her neck. The collar. It was gone.
"Don't worry, everything will be fine." Erulin's voice was level, reassuring, but there was an undertone of tension to it. Another sul'dam was coming over, empty a'dam held open.
Alivia's eyes widened. Of course, that was correct, she should be collared. But… For the first time in centuries she had no collar on her. Did she want this? It was right for marath'damane to be collared but…
She didn't think. She embraced saidar and someone screamed, but she was already weaving. A gateway back to the real world. She stepped through it and allowed it to close behind her a straight afterwards. Then she wove again. One of those gateways she had seen the marath'damane on the walls weaving. She didn't know where to, but in a way it didn't matter. She stepped through it and was gone.