Why do you have that many pictures down here, sis?... Huh. I can not imagine human friends, to be honest. Can we go meet them when I'm older?
-Purple Sister
Now that another year had ended and school started up again, Compa was a little bit sad. IF and her actually managed to meet up thrice a week over the holidays, but would have to go back to once or twice again.
Simply put, she was amazed; never before had she met a girl so focussed on her goal. IF's determination made Compa ponder her own actions more than she used to, seeing how little effort she gave her own studies recently. Going out with friends was just so much more fun.
It bothered her a little that IF did not seem to have any friends; the other girl freely admitted it when prompted, without being bothered much by it.
Furthermore, Compa learned a lot about responsibility in the time she knew her newest friend. That was why she decided not to go out the week of the winter solstice, after her grandfather got a cold; instead she stayed at home and took care of him just like he always took care of her when she was sick, despite his protests and reassurances.
Weeks went by and in the end, Compa remained happy about having found the courage to talk to IF that day; they were great friends. The peach-haired girl remained unhappy about being unable to celebrate the winter solstice with her, though. Not that there was much to celebrate, but having a nice get-together sounded like just the right thing to her.
Either way, Compa was determined to invite IF for the summer solstice or Day of Creation.
"I still don't get what you like about her. She's antisocial, doesn't go to any events, doesn't even talk to anyone... I give her that she's hot when the coat comes off, but that's all she has going for her." Ah, Alice. Just as usual, the smallest member of their group tried to push the topic; Compa was not exactly happy about it, but she decided that fighting over the matter would be too much. She much preferred if everyone stayed nice.
The petite blonde absent-mindedly played with her ponytail while watching Compa, everyone else looking either impartial or uninterested. Compa herself shrugged at her friend. "We get along and she is nice enough." It was the same response she gave the last four times anyone asked. Not that the others believed her, though they did not argue the matter anymore. That was a start, maybe they would actually believe her if she said it often enough.
Then, all of a sudden, sirens began to howl and the five of them stopped with what they were doing. Compa flinched at the sound and Presea almost dropped her fork; they all knew this sound from the annual test drills and two real cases that had taken place during their lifetime before.
Monster alarm.
People on the streets started to move quickly now; all over Nicos, everyone older than ten years old prepared their weapons just in case before seeking shelter in nearby buildings. Many opened their doors for others and soon the capital's streets lay empty.
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IF was just as surprised by the whole thing as anyone else; she had been halfway through her run when the sirens started up and quickly stopped to seek shelter. Home was too far and as she looked around, an elderly woman waved at her from her doorstep. The girl nodded appreciatively and jogged over, together with a gaggle of other people.
Everyone was let inside with a Thank You to the lady, who clapped her hands and ushered them in after they took off their shoes. A businessman muttered under his breath over being late for work while a street cleaner and a second office worker worriedly looked out of the windows. The elementary schooler in their group was following their host around as she made the place more presentable, chattering excitedly at the smallest prompt.
IF wanted to go out into the streets and patrol for Monsters that made it past the city's defenses, just like the Guild agents had begun to do by now. What stopped her was the vivid memory of Histoire's words; that most people her age were too full of themselves and charged ahead without thinking about it.
As much as she hated it, she would have to sit this one out. Breakthroughs were unlikely in the first place, but getting reckless now might end up hurting her more than sitting tight and maybe missing an opportunity.
Her thoughts were interrupted by something cold touching her fingers; IF blinked down at the glass in her hand, then back up at her host, who held a tray and a grandmotherly smile. "Here, have some refreshments, dear. You must be thirsty after exercising."
"Oh, thank you," the brunette mumbled in surprise before taking a sip and nodding appreciately; the elder just ruffled her hair and moved on to her other guests. IF bore it and started looking around to pass the time, noting fine suits and overalls and everything in-between. People sat in some mixed groups, discussing some show or other. Another elder was with the little boy right now, telling him a story; the child listened raptly, a sight that IF knew all too well from home.
Then her eyes fell on a few boxes pushed to the side and she got an idea. When her host passed by the next time, she gently pulled at her sleeve to get her attention. "Ma'am? What are those for?"
The old lady followed her gaze to the boxes, then she shrugged weakly. "Oh, I am still busy moving in and my son carried those, they are too heavy for me. Living in the capital is much different than toward the sea, I tell you, dear. Why do you ask?"
IF simply smiled and got up. "I can give you a hand with those," she said. Some other people noticed their conversation and started listening in while the woman showed a pleasantly surprised expression. "Oh my, thank you, dear. But they are really heavy. Are you sure?"
"Don't worry," the brunette reassured her host and went over to lift the largest box; it comfortably fit onto her angled arms, easily going up. Having something spacious like this in her hands was still different from lifting weights at the gym, but not too different. IF held up the box and only barely managed to flash a smile over it. "See? Now where does this go?"
She went through the flat under her host's directions, a spring in her step about being able to repay the kindness; a few other people followed with the remaining boxes rather quickly and everything was set where it belonged within minutes. Those who had nothing to carry kept them updated over what was going on outside, their cellphones receiving new chirps from the Basilicom steadily.
When sirens called again to note the lockdown's end, everyone said their goodbyes and headed out. The old lady saw them off at the door with a wide smile on her face; one which IF shared as she shook out her legs a few times. Then it faded and returned to a neutral expression as she got going again, mind back on the exercise.
Or she would have, had her phone not rung this instant. IF could not help but roll her eyes at the additional interruption. The sweat on her skin had mostly dried, but it was
still January and she stood in the cold taking a phone call. "IF speaking?"
"Ah, Iffy! I just wanted to make sure you're okay... I mean, you said you're going to Virtua, right? And then the alarm and I got worried and-" "Compa?" She gently interrupted her friend's babbling and let the annoyance fade; Mari and everyone else at home knew that she was fine either way, so someone calling to check on her was an unusual experience.
IF turned and started walking while reassuring the other girl. "I'm perfectly fine, don't worry. I was still in the city when the alarm started. What about you?"
"Hm? Oh, right; I was with my friends, but we all decided to go home now. I still have homework to do, too and-" Compa happily chatted away while IF went up on the walkways, wandering over solid air and toward the capital's border. It was true she was going to Virtua Forest, but not just to train like she told her friend. Or Mari, for that matter.
The brunette knew that she would have to go there and further outside when working with the Guild. She barely remembered what happened that day, yet had to make sure seeing the place would not trigger her. This task in itself filled her with dread that went suppressed, but the fact she had someone just talking at her helped take some of it away. IF's tense muscles relaxed fractionally, the girl herself breathing in crisp, cold air.
"So, um," Compa started reluctantly after a while. IF just waited patiently for her to continue while stepping aside to clear the way, letting a group of Basilicom-attendants pass in the other direction. "I was wondering... is it okay if I come visit your place sometime? I noticed I've never really seen it and got curious."
The brunette paused in her step for a few moments, pondering what to say. She did not really
want to show her home to people, but Compa was a friend. In the end, this was what made the difference to her. "Sure, I guess? Just don't expect too much."
"Don't worry, Iffy; I'm sure it's a great place. See you in class tomorrow!"
"See you."
IF ended the call and sighed over the nickname made out of her nickname. Compa probably did not even realise what she actually called her and the brunette did not have the heart to tell her. Her phone quickly wandered back into one of her many pockets and the girl took up speed.
The road soon fell and led into a tunnel with no less than four security checkpoints; they were manned with twice as many people today, which IF could understand in light of what happened. Virtua Forest
was the only publicly accessible area outside a city all around Gamindustri, after all. She reasoned there should be no tourists around this afternoon, though; they would probably stay in the city right after a monster alarm.
Nonetheless, men and women she passed nodded at her or waved, to which she responded in kind while jogging past.
When next the girl saw daylight, it was in the middle of untamed nature; the area around the exit was free of leafless trees and bushes, but they were not far away, growing without order or control. It looked much less clean or orderly than the parks inside, but also something else IF had trouble describing even to herself. Her dread slowly left and she began to walk, head turning this way and that. Cold wind rustled bare wood and made her coat flutter as she went, uncomfortable tension rolling in her stomach.
She did not feel much different out there, she thought while stepping around a large root. Aside from the fact there were no actual pathways to follow, she might as well have been inside.
The only thing IF would never, ever see within a city was the group of Dogoos hobbling by, just a few dozen metres away.
She stilled and watched the monsters with sharp eyes, immediately recalling what she read about them.
Dogoo, weakest known Monster. Monocoloured slime with a short animal tail and snout, as well as large eyes. Appears cute and is not hostile while approaching, but corrosive on the inside. A dozen and more can merge together into a Giant Dogoo that is much more dangerous. Preferred strategy is jumping on the target and drawing them in for digestion once they got a hold on it.
It was her first time actually seeing monsters; she avoided Virtua Forest so far for fear of reacting badly to it, which her schools and the orphanage accepted when they organised their field trips. The Dogoos themselves, half a dozen by her count, noticed her after a few more seconds and turned to hop her way with wagging tails. They did look goofy instead of threatening, but IF knew it was just a trick. Weak as they were, their main targets were children fooled by their cutesy behaviour.
Strangely enough, her excitement was barely noticeable, now that she began to focus on the threat instead.
The brunette took a few quick glances around and sighed; she had only her katars on her and was too young for a firearm anyway, so her only way of dealing with them without getting into touching distance was magic. Magic that she would much rather keep a secret but was also dying to test out.
After another glance, IF focussed and drew on the power surging through her body. She
plucked the smallest possible piece off of the mass and directed it through her arm, into her palm. With one hand directed at the closing Monsters, IF's eyes narrowed. Once she
pushed, a tongue of fire licked out of her skin; it easily bridged the remaining ten metres before engulfing her targets, making them boil before popping like overripe fruit. Silvery light shone for but an instant as all six Dogoos disintegrated into particles that quickly vanished.
The whole area steamed for a few seconds before surrounding cold air rushed in and returned the equilibrium; IF regarded her slightly stinging hand, then the slightly scorched earth. Nothing caught fire in the wet and cold weather, which was a plus; considering her barely passable control and incredible reserves in Spellpower, she really only could use fire in situations like these.
"...should've taken the damn test...," the girl muttered while walking away; she was a stupid child back then, the consequences of which she now felt. It made her first slain monsters feel much less of an accomplishment than they should have.
IF tried to teach herself what any mage learned under a teacher over the years, using books and the internet as best as she could, though quite a bit later than any other potential mage. By the time she realised nobody would force her into a line of work she did not want because of her high SP, it was far too late to get the basics down into her instincts.
At this point it was simple embarassment stopping her from having her magic assessed, as well as the fear that her lack of control might lead to trouble with her contract.
Into her mixture of euphoria and unhappiness stumbled a lone Dogoo as it crossed her path, which she drowned in a wave of white light from her left hand; then she once again thanked the Lady and her ancestry for having
three affinities instead of one as was normal; they were fire, light, and healing respectively.
Of course she knew she could use the other elements and pure magic, yet she did not dare. Her control over the elements she was most inclined to was already nothing to speak of, so she really did not need to have shenanigans happening, such as accidentally electrocuting herself.
Another problem, she found, was that her prodigious amount of Spellpower made it even more difficult to control her magic. Another three Dogoos exploded into particles when her light crashed into them. She could only guess how much she had to put into her magic, but the feeling and instructional videos were enough to tell her it was a lot.
Quite some time passed quietly as IF wandered, occasionally greeting a Guild-patrol or civilians walking past, but without anyone stopping her. Then she heard the rustling and turned her head immediately, coming face to face with the aggressive gaze of a Wolf.
IF blinked only once before assessing her situation, knowing she had no time for fear. Drawing her weapons would take too long, which left only magic, seeing that she was dumb enough not to strap on the katars.
Kicking herself mentally, the girl drew some more fire into her arm and turned fully to the Monster, which slowly stalked forward and began to growl at her. IF knew they were fast and smart, but also pack hunters. This one was definitely alone -she would have seen an ambush in this area- and appeared to deem her easy prey. From what she read, IF had to wait until one jumped so they could no longer dodge.
So she waited as it drew closer, closer, and closer still.
The misty breaths each of them produced almost touched before the Monster leaped, only to be bathed in fire the moment it left the ground; yet IF had not properly adjusted for something stronger than a Dogoo, which allowed it to push through and sink its teeth into her hand.
The girl squeak-screamed in surprise as pain surged through her whole arm; It hurt horribly, burning as if she had once again tried to control far too much fire.
IF quickly grabbed for the Wolf's muzzle with her free hand to pull, then pushed the injured hand down. Despite the pain gnawing at her mind and a layer of crimson forming on her hand, she did not cease, pushing through with gritted teeth. Her hands slowly parted the offending Monster's jaw.
Even though it tried to bite down again, it was ultimately unable to stop her. IF took her strength together and
pushed another gout of flame right down its gullet from a single finger. The beast squealed in pain before exploding into light.
IF immediately clutched her bloody hand with a hiss and pulled more of her Spellpower there; many, many accidents had given her a good idea about how to use healing magic on herself. As green light began to glimmer around the wound, her pierced flesh quickly knitted itself back together. IF spent that time staring at the crimson droplets falling down from it. It was a morbid sight, yet one she felt she had to get used to in time.
Sighing and trying her best to ignore the pain, IF grabbed for the package of tissues in one of her pockets; shredded skin had regrown without even a hint of scar tissue by the time she finished wiping off the blood. Her hands kept shaking all the way, still filled with adrenaline that came much too late.
The girl took a few deep breaths to relax her body, though she was still coiled like a spring. She slowly calmed down physically when nothing happened for a while, the cool wind soothing where blood had warmed her skin before.
Be it either the fact she was treading away from usually used paths or simple luck, no one had spotted her or her predicament thus far. IF decided not to push it, pocketed the bloody cloth and checked her phone's compass to make sure she was turning in the right direction.
That Wolf scared her, but she knew it could have been much, much worse. No getting triggered by either the monsters or the environment, no nothing. IF pushed down her agitation and calmed her upset stomach by walking steadily. Traces of blood were still on her hands, but nobody would notice those before she got to wash them.
All in all, the girl found, she was quite happy with the day's results. Several Dogoos, a Wolf, and all of them without having been seen by anyone.
IF hugged herself in delight, knowing that this was only her first step. She had two more years to prepare; once it was time, that she swore to herself, something like this would not happen again.
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Days went by peacefully and Saturday soon arrived, with Compa humming happily as she tied her shoelaces. It was almost noon and about time she headed over; a strip of paper with the address for IF's place was stored in her pocket, just in case she forgot it on the way. Several embarassing incidents of that kind taught the peach-haired girl to be cautious in this regard.
Unfortunately, her belief that nothing in the world could surprise her this day took a damper at around the time she came down from the walkway; as the girl took a little hop off the last bit of its energy field, she spied a sign proclaiming the nearest building to be Sunflower Orphanage. A quick double-check with her note confirmed that this was the place.
Compa took a deep breath as some things started to click into place. Now she knew why IF never talked about her parents even if she tried to prompt her into it.
A faint throb went through her chest at the thought of her own late family, the pain lessened by time and her grandfather's care.
After another moment she used to steady herself and shiver in the upcoming breeze, Compa carried on and through the front gate; with the orderly lawn unoccupied in this time of year, there was nothing to distract her from the sign put up right before a crossing. It instructed all first-time visitors to go straight forward to the reception; recurring visitors as well as inhabitants were allowed to skip that and continue on to the orphanage proper over the right turn.
After reading the instructions carefully and rubbing her running nose, Compa nodded to herself and went through the doors up ahead. They slid aside in front of her and fell back in place once she passed, warm air immediately making the girl's cheeks prickle as she looked around.
Aside from her and a middle-aged woman manning the counter, there was no one in sight. The pinkette gently marked her progress in whatever she was reading, then offered her a friendly nod. "Welcome to the Sunflower. I take it you want to visit someone?"
Compa nodded enthusiastically before realising she ought to say something, which she quickly added in with the hope nobody noticed the pause: "Yep. I'm Colette, uh, Padmore." She had no idea if her full name was in any way relevant, but might as well say it just in case. After a moment of thought and a faint blush, she offered another addition: "I wanted to see Iffy... ah, Isabelle."
There she went and went two for two feet in her mouth.
Contrary to her expectation however, the adult's expression brightened; even though she chuckled, too. "Hehehe, is that so? Isabelle rarely gets any visitors, that's quite a surprise. Though you better not mention that nickname inside or no one's going to let her forget it. Come on dear, I can show you where to go... and I'm Marianne, by the way."
She tapped a few buttons and got up while pushing a few strands of hair aside; Compa took note of the few wrinkles adorning her forehead and cheeks, as well as the gentle yet firm stride she showed once standing. Then she decided she liked her.
They passed through a door in the back, where her guide high-fived with a tall man to tag out; he entered the reception-area as they left it, leaving Compa to look around at the clean hallway. The walls were white at first, but turned yellow after the next set of doors; those led them into a somewhat bigger hall filled with shoeracks and a door outside.
She left her shoes here on the rack closest to the exit, the brown plush carpet soft under her socks once she set foot on it. Marianne gave her an appreciative nod before shepherding the girl along.
"It's nice to meet you after all," the woman remarked as they went down another hallway, its walls brimming with pictures and drawings. "Isabelle did mention you a few times. I'm glad she made a friend in school."
Compa just hummed in response, not really having any good answer beyond "She is nice". Her guide did not seem to mind either way; the two of them passed through spacious hallways and by well-furnished common rooms. A few gazes went her way, though Compa hardly noticed while taking in the place. It was her first time seeing an orphanage from the inside, though she already realised it was not much different from most normal houses. Just bigger and with more people.
As they wandered on, chatting a little about school, the teenager soon began to hear a choir of children giggling and squealing happily, with some more shouts and other sounds mixed in. Marianne's eyebrows rose the tiniest bit, but nothing else on her face gave away what might be going on. The two approached the common room the commotion came from and stealthily peeked inside.
Only to find IF on all fours, with a little boy and girl riding on her back. Other children were playing around those three while the brunette walked easily, showing a fond smile to the world.
That was all Compa could see before a calloused hand gently pulled her back around and a few metres away. "You shouldn't mention that to her," Marianne told her with a gentle gaze and a nod toward the mostly open doors. "The younger children love her, but Isabelle gets easily embarassed if people see her like that. Okay?"
She quickly nodded. "Okay, I won't say a word.... but I never thought Iff-ah, Isa does things like that." It took a quick correction to not spill IF's nickname, which the older woman took with an appreciative wink and a shrug.
"I'm not entirely sure why," she honestly told Compa, "but she did this ever since she was little. It's sad she will never go into work with children, but that's not who she is.
"Anyway," the woman mumbled while turning back to the doors. Then she rapped on them a few times. "Have you seen Isabelle? Her friend is here." The only response was a lot of frantic whispering and rustling, followed by a ruffled IF walking out. The girl herself was followed by a few tiny heads peeking out of the room, watching them.
Compa pretended not to notice the children and waved at her friend, who did the same before ushering her away. She did not resist, though her and Marianne exchanged knowing looks before Compa was around a corner and out of sight.
The walk to IF's room became quiet after that, interrupted only by new directions. Her friend
had a room of her own, just like every child here at fourteen and older. The inside of it was almost exactly how Compa expected it to be, too: neat and tidy, but also barren. Nothing but a sky blue wallpaper adorned the walls, no toys or dolls or plushies were placed on the bed and desk. IF had no other furniture except for a wardrobe, either.
"Sorry, I don't really spend much time in here. Guess it shows." She apparently noticed Compa's frown for the instance it was there. IF turned her chair around and sat down on the bed, so her visitor eagerly took the offered seat. She used this moment to check out the small stack of books next to IF's laptop, finding a pleasant surprise which she brought up immediately.
"You're interested in history, too?" Compa excitedly pointed at the two topmost books for emphasis, her joy rising once again. Now she knew they had
something in common, not that they needed to to get along.
IF only shrugged in response, though. "A bit. I'm mostly reading recent history... and there isn't really anything about the time before Tari, anyway."
That last part was unfortunately true. Compa knew it by heart, seeing how often she scoured nearby libraries and the internet. The actual reason behind Tari's fall was still unknown to this day, almost one and a half millenia later. Goddess Blue Heart had vanished one day, the same day large parts of the inland fell to ruin and became the desert later formed into Planeptune. With that, many historical accounts of previous nations were lost.
"I see, I'm really curious about these things. Did you know Tari was founded somewhere between Planeptune and Lastation? They're still finding old ruins to this day, too." It was nice to have something to talk about, Compa found. IF obviously agreed, considering how fast she relaxed. "I saw the first part somewhere, but the second is new. Do they find anything interesting?"
The peach-haired girl shrugged in response. "They still haven't found the capital. I read that lastationite teams recently found a few buildings underground, too. It's an old shopping mall or something like that, and the first time we ever got preserved Tarian clothes. Turns out their styles were pretty similar to our own, but fancy robes were used for special occasions instead of suits and dresses."
Compa continued with a few other tidbits from other places and the like, content with the fact IF paid attention and asked questions. The topic might be a bit unusual, but their friendship was probably not normal in the first place.
They left the subject matter soon, talking about school and homework and other things. Now that she somehow got the ball rolling, Compa had no trouble finding more to talk about; it was always like that, only the start remained difficult. IF answered her and offered a lot of trivia, too.
At some point however, there was a knock on the door and Marianne's faintly familiar voice called out: "It's time for dinner, girls!" Her friend blinked in confusion before flipping open her phone to check. Compa was confused as well, mainly about the time they just spent chatting. Then she realised she never really got to talk with IF for long. It was nice.
In addition, there was really nothing else to do here; her friend had no games or movies, or anything else of that kind.
"Alright, I'm coming!" IF waited a few seconds before sighing, then got up. "Time sure was flying today." They shrugged at each other, though neither of them seemed unhappy. Compa got up as well, all smiles yet again. "It was. You should come by at my place sometime, too."
The other girl took that with another shrug. "Sure, I don't mind."
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IF only barely suppressed another sigh as she was let into the Padmores' apartment. She should have expected that 'sometime' actually meant 'as soon as possible'. Which, in this case, was right the following day.
With their greetings out of the way, Compa already led her through the hallway and into a spacious living room. There however, their path was blocked. By an old man holding a tray and a smile. "Look at that, my little Colette brought someone new. Perhaps you are the one for her?"
Even though his tone made it clear he was joking, IF failed to stop herself from blushing. Compa did not fare much better, though she started to pout instead. "Why do you do this every time, grandpa?" It came out more as a whine, though the elder responded by chuckling and holding the tray out to them. "Because embarassing your grandkids is the best part of being old. Here you go, girls."
The hot chocolate seemed to mollify her friend somewhat; IF took one of the offered mugs as well after thanking her host. Looking at him more closely, she started to notice some similarities. He was not that old yet, perhaps in his sixties or seventies; fine lines had already left wrinkles, but his hair showed but a scant few white strands amidst its light brown. His features held the same softness his granddaughter possessed, and he had the same peach-coloured eyes.
That was all she could actually consider before they were off with their drinks in hand; Compa's room was right behind the living room.
Its spaciousness was the first thing IF took note of. She did not dabble much in how much housing cost, but her original assumption of Compa being from an average family was immediately revised; her friend was at least upper middle class. This room alone was thrice the size of her own; on top of that, it was filled with various things from plushed toys to a wide TV on the wall.
"You have a nice room," IF could not help but comment while turning her head. Once she was done taking in the furniture, her gaze wandered to the walls; their cream-coloured tone was barely visible below an onslaught of posters, many of them depicting bands and idol groups. Most of those she did not recognise.
Impossible to oversee, however, were half a dozen images of Purple Heart herself; it was all the same shot, depicted from the waist up in a flowing blue dress. The ruler of Planeptune smiled down at IF from every wall, her expression filled with high expectation and a soothing note alike.
The brunette kept looking at her with a mixture of feelings she did not like; she faintly remembered Purple Heart from when she was a little girl.
It took her several seconds to get a grip and continue examining everything; if Compa noticed the pause, she did not say anything. Nonetheless, IF quickly searched for a distraction and soon found it on those very walls. "Is that 5pb.?"
Not that there was any mistaking her. A soft face framed by blue hair, her frame clad in black and purple with just a hint of skin visible where shirt and skirt met. She stood all alone amidst what was mostly groups, holding up her guitar.
The leanboxian idol's meteoric rise to the top was almost unmatched in its speed, having taken about a year. Now 5pb. was twenty years old and likely the most famous singer around the world. Her secret was none, too. With her together rose the interweaving of song and magic, yet none that tried could hope to match 5pb.'s genius.
To IF, who always liked to listen to music during her exercises, she was rather familiar. Ever since she picked up her first 5pb.-disk sixteen months earlier, at least half of her dedicated playlist consisted of this woman's songs.
Compa happily took her question and started talking, taking her through an experience similar to the previous day.
Some thirty minutes passed with idle chatting until IF made her first mistake of the day; she had been wondering about the topic before, but seeing how well-off her friend appeared only spiked the girl's curiousity. "I've been wondering, what are your parents doing for a living?"
The way Compa stilled immediately conveyed many things. Her gaze was lowered gently, then the girl shook her head twice. Words unspoken passed between them, injecting guilt into IF: she was not the only one who lost her parents early.
Then however, a weak voice interrupted her frantic search for a way to change the subject. "I... I'll tell you if you tell me about yours?" Compa appeared as insecure as she sounded, obviously unused to speaking about the matter.
In IF's mind, curiousity and decency held a short but bloody war over what to do, but were quickly forced to a compromise by the rest of her. "Only if you're really okay with talking about it. I won't force you."
The smile she got in response told IF she did the right thing. Compa took a deep breath, then closed her eyes for a moment. "I don't know... are you okay with it?"
It was a good question, all things considered. IF had no idea how she would take talking about the matter. In the end, she figured she rather start instead. Compa was her first actual friend, so she really did not mind sharing with her. The brunette slowly sank to the ground and crossed her legs, eyes on her friend.
"I don't really remember much of it, I was four at the time. I know it was Lady Purple Sister's birthday, though." No one could forget such a date, after all. "We were out on a stroll in Virtua and got attacked by Monsters. No one near enough to help and too many to fight, especially with me there." Another wave of guilt rolled in, this one much different than the other. IF forced it away, she knew it was not her fault. "Most of this is from what other people told me. My mom ran away with me while dad held them up, and Lady Purple Heart even showed up to help. She wasn't fast enough for them, just for me... she's really the only thing I can still remember."
Something deep within her kept on throbbing as she spoke, but IF was overall fine. She would have expected it to hurt a lot more.
Meanwhile, Compa observed her with teary eyes, taking note of the slightest shaking in the brunette's shoulders. She could tell IF did not even realise it, with an inner strength Compa lacked. It was inspiring once again, bringing Compa to gather her courage and take over once her friend finished. "Eh, well... I guess yours is a little more impressive than mine, not that it's any better."
She immediately clamped down on herself for almost starting to ramble again, then continued after a pause. "I don't remember my mothers at all. You know how some lesbian couples have their children together?" It was not an uncommon practice for both sides to have each other's child at the same time, allowing for siblings of the same age without them having to be twins. "Well, that's what my mothers wanted to do, too..."
She trailed off, paused and frowned at herself for the lump in her throat. "They both died during childbirth. Grandpa took me in immediately and cared for me, so that's really the only big difference to you in the end."
IF kept quiet over that, considering her response before sighing. "That much bad luck is rare... what about your sibling?"
Again, Compa just shook her head. "Stillborn. I never even got to know my mothers or my sister... but it's been so long, I think the time helped me a bit. Grandpa took good care of me, too."
IF winced and lowered her head, unable to comprehend how much statistics alone had spit into her friend's face. With Planeptune's advances in technology, losing the mother during childbirth was barely even possible.
It took Compa a moment as she licked her lips, but then the girl weakly changed the topic; she was shaking quite a bit more than IF had before. "I have my uncle Jiro, too. Well... he's not really my uncle, just someone grandpa gets along so well with. He doesn't visit all that often, but he is really sweet."
The brunette just shook her head with a weak smile and wandered over to place a hand on Compa's shoulder. "Sorry to hear that... I guess we have something in common after all?"
Despite everything, the peach-haired girl barked out a laugh and covered the hand gratefully with her own. "You're horrible, Iffy..."
Afterward, the afternoon actually became rather pleasant to the girls as they forgot about that conversation. They played some of Compa's games, enjoying themselves and chatting about trivial matters. As much as IF usually disliked doing so, she did not mind the distraction for either of them.
In time, both of them would get to think about what the other said. Both of them would learn more about each other from that, their bond growing.