He flinches and it's a visceral, full body thing. Stomach tensing, sinews in his neck straining, the flames in his eyes shrinking, thinning down to slender tapers of light. Gently, gently, he lays her out. Her head resting on the lip of a lesser dune, her legs on a ridge of powdered shell. Saliva trickles from the corner of her mouth. Her lids half-slack, blood leaking, clouding beneath the white matter of her eyes. Jack shifts his weight: his thighs bunching, chest expanding as he forces himself to breathe. He's going to do the sensible thing, the only thing he can do really, he's going to leave her and run and save himself.
"I didn't say you could go." Your voice is soft, gentle, it'd almost be caring, almost be
kind if it wasn't for the venom dripping, clear and caustic from your tongue. If your chest wasn't glistening with red, if your mouth wasn't caked in her blood. You know what to do, you know how this goes. Sand rasps and grinds as you roll back onto your knees, body drawn up upon itself, your eyes flickering, twitching beneath the long fringe of black hair. Darting from piece to piece, part to portion of the waxen man. His hands. His legs. His throat. His hands. His legs. His throat. His hands. His legs. His throat.
His flames starting to spit and sputter in the rain.
"What's the worst part of this Jack? Is it me or you? Better me, I think, than something else; I mean -heh- it wasn't easy but she went fast. But...oh Jack," and you draw it out into a tender sigh, breathing his name like he's your dearest friend, your closest confidant, pressing your other palm to your pectoral. His grey-green throat works as he swallows. "You wanted so badly to love her didn't you? And you did want
her. You thought that would be enough."
Hold him pinned in place beneath the weight of your attention, the pressure of your gaze. A mouse hypnotized as the serpent slithers a little nearer, a little closer. Slowly, slowly, you work your arm free of the aching contortion. Worming it out from against your chest, reaching to the side. All the rest of you is trembling, cold adrenaline crashing into acid anger, setting your nerves all alight. But it's funny heh isn't it? Your hand's so steady.
"It's kinda amazing huh? After everything you're still not numb. There's still enough left inside to feel sick that you don't feel worse, to wonder why it doesn't hurt more. She should have been it right? 'Cause if not her then who?"
Push your nails into that fracture, work him wider as you test the slack, the give in the silver-lattice netting. Mercury white wires humming as you push down, brace yourself and push up until it starts to slice into you. The web wearing welts into your skin even as it distends and distort over your back. Rain beads on your scaled spine, dripping down the channels between your ribs. Your elbow clicks, your muscle aches. Fingers curl over something you can't see. Wrapping around empty air as cramps work beneath the skin.
"...Me~?" Silence. You smile, lips peeling back to show too many too-sharp teeth. "Isn't that a thought. If we're being honest I could probably make you forget all about her given a night or two. I have it on good authority I'm a pretty good-"
You falter, your words failing.
He's not looking at you. Why isn't he looking at you? Instead he's just staring at the empty space off to your side, the patch of nothing you're reaching out to, reaching
in to. The spell slips, the serpent blinks; slow-curdling fury pops and, for a second, sizzles out. You...you can't remember what you were doing. Why you were doing it. You can taste it on the tip of your tongue, feel it on the edge of sensation; hanging there, fluttering. And in that second he surges to his feet and sprints away. Feet chewing up the shore, kicking up sprays of sand. You shout, lash out, and in that instant you rip it free from negative space. Tear it from the nothing.
ophidia
It's a hurricane in your hand. It's a thunderstorm in your fist. It doesn't materialize, it doesn't just appear, it shatters the world around it with a sound like breaking glass. Lightning crackling, crawling through the air as it sheds obsidian smoke and emerald embers. Vapor curling off in pale-grey ribbons as the last electric arcs die away. The spear glistens slickly, shining like polished black bone, like oil. Hungry veins the color of raw jade visibly pulsing, glowing, within. The leaf-shaped head lined in backswept barbs. You know what it wants. You know what it
needs. Why wouldn't you when it fits your hand like it was made for it?
Jack's fallen, staring over his shoulder, eyes burning with panic even as he claws at the rise before him. You feel your temples pounding, the blood racing through your body. Your snakes spasm, contracting in, spreading out. The motions sudden, violent, as they work themselves up into a hissing, spitting, thicket of reptilian muscle.
You spin the spear once and the net comes undone. Splendid argent threads snapping, twanging like piano-wires. The lights burning out, leaving behind only ash and knotted twine. You stand on shaking legs, pushing yourself up with the butt of it; static whining in your aching head. Half the net is caught in your horns, wrapped in your twitching tail. Put the lance to your shoulder, sweep it out, and feel that snap too. Pull it from your crown. Swish your tail and sling the rest off. The rain is falling heavier now; but only around you, only lashing your back. The heavy pressure settling across your shoulders like a cloak. Your long, sculpted, scaled body dripping wet. The air reeks of ozone, verdant lightning flickering, flashing, around you. Jack's back up, he's running, he's only ten feet from the car. But you know you could catch even as frail as you are. You know if you stay angry you'll just glide up behind him, nice and easy, pin him down and ram the head through his fucking chest. And he'll fall, clawing at the door.
You're not moving. He's getting away.
Thunder booms overhead, drowning out the noise of your cloak; plucking at tattered, frayed threads of focus. A tigress effortlessly overruling the cute little mewls of her kits. You tug your eyes from him again and turn them to the sky. You feel the pull of your snakes, the dull impression of the world through their eyes. You used to live down South. You remember the hurricanes don't you? The way the world would vanish behind a solid wall of dirty white as the storm rushed to shore. Or at night when it just crept up on you like a blue-silver beast. Curtains drawn across the waves; graceful and gauzy even as they sped at you with all the force of an eighteen wheeler.
You're not moving. He's getting away.
You can see them can't you? Out there in the water, their heads bobbing up and down, a couple hundred feet from shore. How many, eight? No no, there's that inflamed, infected,
throbbing in your head but you at least saw twelve, more than twelve. There must be others still down there and they're-
yours.
They didn't do anything wrong they don't fucking deserve to be here.
He's hauling the cab-door open. He's getting away.
It's not even a conscious thought, you just twist and throw it. Absently, reflexively, long, smooth, cords of muscle working flawlessly beneath your skin as you step into it. One arm sweeping down. The spear flies free from your grip, shimmering, hazed in black and glowing green. You see it leap through the air. You see it
shift, changing course mid-flight.
And then you don't see anything because you crash to the sand again, screaming into the bloodstained, churned earth as every aching muscle in your body howls at once. Distantly, dimly, you hear him cry out. You know you winged him. But the car door still slams shut and the engine still rumbles to life and then just like that the moment's gone, the window closed, and the truck roars off into the night. You reach out again, breath coming in short, shallow, whimpering pants as a whole bucketful of knives is worked up under your ribs. The spear wobbles in the trench it blasted and then zooms out, a solid bar of green light shooting up into the rainy night. Etching sharp right angles through the air as it comes around and slides smoothly back into your grip. You plant it in the ground and use it to shakily push yourself up. You let him go and there's nothing you can do about it now, so just seize that anger again. Soak in it. Let it stew in you until your skin starts to boil off.
...Movement draws your eye, pulls it to the bands of colored mist peeling up and away. It takes you a second to realize what it is. What that prickle is, the march of a hundred ants up and down the arm that threw the spear. That's your Mask sloughing off, curling away like wafts of colored steam. You don't...you don't even know what you look like a person now. You didn't think to check. Do you even care? You have more important shit to do.
Stumble down to the water-line, leaning on -
ophidia- the spear like it's a crutch. Waves crash against your knees, swirl around your shins and almost bowl you over, nearly drag you down. Release your grip, flex your fingers, you don't even have think to make the motion. In an instant the polearm collapses back into clouds and swirls around your arm. Tendrils breaking off, seeping through the skin as your body drinks it down. Your veins bulging, bloating black and green. You feel the queasy pressure inside you, the unnatural heat. But then you don't think about that either because you're wading further out. Pressing on until the water foams around your waist and you can dive in, plunging ahead into the murk and the dark. You have a job to do right?
You instantly regret every choice you've ever made.
Each stroke is agony. Your joints are filled with ground glass. Your tendons are dry string. Your body one enormous bruise. You can feel your pretty, tanned flesh tugging and pulling, the wounds covering your body stretching wide like so many mouths, red tongues trailing in the water. Drink down the anger. Tell yourself you won't let them go. Tell yourself you won't let them die. Tell yourself you can save them all. But it's different now, the poison just swirls around and around inside your head before draining out. You can't hold onto the raw, red, rage that let you strike, that let you kill her.
You press on anyway. Pushing through the churning currents, knifing through the stinging salt-water. You can't...can't leave them behind heh. There's no one stroke that you can justify giving up on. No definitive moment where you hit that immutable wall of "well I guess I'll give up now." Gradually it starts to get better, you remember to move your tail; the endless, grinding, drudge becomes more manageable.
Pass them by themselves, pass them in groups of two or three. An older man, his face a glossy black chitinous mask; antennae swaying in the water, mandibles working where his mouth should be. Carapace the color of ink, swirling with oil-slick rainbows and fused with his belly, his back. Jointed arthropodal legs almost as long as he's tall twitching behind him. A girl your age with scales the color of a fading bruise, body gilded in translucent fins. Her head narrow and inhuman, eel-like and predatory. Bone plates melded over vital parts like living armor. Bone collar curling around her throat, forking and framing her angular skull like a living halo. A huge, hulking figure, halfway between a lobster and a crocodile passing below you. Dark seaweed trailing from his skull. Scaled hands pressed to his side, plated pincers angled ahead. These ones don't need you, they're fine. You find the ones who do soon enough.
The kid flailing, panicked and splashing. Broad shouldered and collared but he's got to be younger than you. You drag him up, up to the surface, point him at shore, at the city-lights, and push. The woman, one arm hanging loose and useless, tail nearly touching her snout as she tries to curl up in pain; tow her to the shallows until she can walk on the ground. The man floating up on the waves, crab-legs curled up on his chest, staring numbly up at the storm-wracked sky. He doesn't even fight you as you haul him along. Swim out. Come back. Swim out. Come back. Do your best to keep everyone together as they start coming ashore. As they emerge staggering, stumbling, collapsing on the wet sand.
You swim out farther, your limbs shaking. Is that everyone? That has to be everyone. You can just see the blurry smudge where the seaweed bank floats and there's nobody else- wait. Wait there's two, two shapes herding the last of the stragglers. Helping them, just like you. One's a woman, another crocodilian
thing. Arms thicker than your legs, legs thicker than your head, like she's stitched together out of slabs beneath the scales and scutes and segmented chitin. She has a black-masked body under each arm and a collared eel-faced woman clinging to her shoulders. The other's a man, finning through the water better than most. His collar more curved, more ornate, beak-like jaws parted as he pants. Another man braced on his back, a leaner, emaciated giant. "Beard" of black seaweed waving in the water.
Who do you help to shore? Who do you try and talk to?
[ ] The collared man in the sleek, organic armor.
[ ] The hulking woman with slabs of brutal muscle.