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I am numb. The lady in front of me is talking, but all I hear is a droning static. I can't remember her name even though I know she told me, I can't even commit myself to identifying parts of her face. My limbs feel like they are separated from me at the seams, and my heart feels like it is hanging in a hole blown through my chest. It has been… a week? Maybe more, maybe less. Everything has faded to this static permeating my thoughts and senses.
They're dead.
That's the only coherent thought I can hold onto.
They're dead.
The lady keeps talking, I might be responding, I'm not sure. A few words slip through the haze as I try to pay attention. 'Food' 'sleep' 'collapse' the effort it takes to try to listen isn't worth the few meaningless words I manage to catch, so I stop.
We move at some point, leaving the office on pins and needle legs. We walk to a car, and I am driven somewhere. It's not until I walk in the house's front door that I realize that I am home. I turn around, but the door is closed, and the lady is nowhere to be seen. I somehow end up laying on my bed, looking up at the ceiling. Like an avalanche, a small thought gets loose from the fog and starts to fill my attention.
This is the Empire's fault. I don't suddenly fill with energy or emotion, but I can feel the static to burn away. Since the night I was given the news, my head has been emptier than ever before, and I can finally begin to appreciate the clarity. The static isn't gone, but I can feel my body again. Everything aches, and my stomach feels like it is yelling at me.
I sit up too fast and have to take a moment as a small wave of dizziness hits me. Glancing at my window and a bit confused to see that it is dark out, wasn't it day time when I arrived? I can't remember. Moving downstairs, I make myself a simple PB&J while I try to plan.
What am I going to do? The first thought that pops into my mind is to kill them all, but I quickly push it aside since that is a quick way to get myself killed. Unless my power would stop that? I don't know, I just know my power has something to do with killing. God, I hope I'm not the next Butcher, aren't they supposed to have voices in their head? I am finally free of one voice, I don't want another one. I shake my head and try to refocus.
A thought jumps out to me. I need to make a sword. My brows furrow, a sword? Why not a gun? But my power doesn't give me anymore feelings. Aren't Tinker powers supposed to tell you how to make something? Well, I don't think I'm a Tinker, that's the first time I've had the… feeling? Idea? To make anything with my power.
On the other hand, do I need to go after them now? The trail is probably cold by now, whatever that means. Maybe if I watch the area, I'll find the people that did it? There's no way of knowing who the culprits are, though…
I rest my head in my hands. In the movies, the person that is going out for revenge already has the 'skills' to find whoever, and it's not explained further. I have no idea how to go about looking for someone that I don't know anything about.
I try to prod at the nebulous idea of 'killing' that my power gives me when I try to trigger my power. The obvious solution is to kill something and see what happens, but that also seems like a quick way to have something bad happen. What if I start a zombie apocalypse?
The idea of hunting something down does make me strangely… giddy. I've never considered myself a violent person, but the idea of killing those responsible makes me smile. Maybe it's only because I've never had a reason to be violent before.
Stop, Roman, you need to plan. I slap my cheeks to refocus myself.
There are three options that I can see. Start hunting down the empire, make a sword, or go to the PRT. I could also do none of that and try to figure out my power more, but I don't even know where to begin with that, so I don't know how well that will go. I also don't know how to hunt people down. Well, there are those recruiters at Winslow that I could follow to, wherever gangsters go to organize crime?
How would I make a sword? My power gives me three main ingredients for the sword itself, but I can feel there is more to actually making the thing. The three things are gold, my blood, and metal. It doesn't seem to matter the kind of metal, but I can tell there is more to it that I don't understand. It feels like my power is giving me fistfuls of sand, and I'm loosing half of what is going on. I guess I will have to hope more information comes with experience.
A power I have a vague idea about and a goal I don't even know the first step to achieve. Where do I begin?
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What do you do?
[X] Approach the PRT, though I don't really have a way to prove I'm a cape…
[X] Make the sword, my power was kinda clear about needing one?
[X] Start hunting the Empire's members, I can figure something out.
-[X] Try the recruiter at Winslow?
-[X] Strike out on my own.
[X] Do nothing, now's not the time to be making plans.