One night, Zagreus is going to have one of those nightmares that have been haunting harry since Voldemort's return. Only, instead of catching glimpses of Voldemort's thoughts, the reason for his distress is going to be him remembering that he still has his homework from the colleges unfinished, and he will probably wake up half of his roomates like harry did every time harry had a nightmare related to Voldemort's schemes.I just realised, we really should look into telepathy beyond obvious scam clubs. First of all, it would probably really help with talking to people if Zagreus had a more familiar method of communication with other people. Secondly, and most important:
Imagine how disapointed the magister would be!!! Zag can't come back after 9 months/7 years/however long it takes to get home without doing his homework, he'd be excommunicated probably! And killed!! And shot!!! And Morr would disown him!!!!
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That night, Zagreus couldn't sleep soundly. He was sure he had forgotten something, but he couldn't remember what. And his dreams reflected his state of mind in the form of a huge library filled with books, but despite spending hours searching for the one he was looking for, Zagreus couldn't find it.
Then, he saw it.
A large black leather tome, located in a stone lectern at the end of a corridor between two huge shelves that extended beyond sight. Although the book had no title, Zagreus knew instinctively that within its pages there were the answers he had spent looking for so long, he only had to open it.
However, as he approached, Zagreus noticed, with a pang of dread, that the two shelves that made for the walls in the corridor were closing around him as some sort of deadly trap, which forced Zagreus to speed up his pace, he knew that everything would be fine as long as he opened the book....... He was so close.
Then, as he closed the distance between him and the tome, and just at the same moment he sighed in relief when finally, finally!!! the book was in his grasp, and utterly sure that there would be nothing to be worried about just as he began to open the book........that the book began screaming, with a terrible, haunting shriek.
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Zagreus was still screaming when he woke up with a jolt from the most disturbing nightmare he had up until now, leaving aside his memories of his near-execution.
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With his body drenched in sweat, his heart frantically beating inside his chest, almost as if it was struggling to jump out of it, and with erratic breath, he looked around trying to remember where he was, and why his chambers in the amethyst college where so spacious......and why there were more people in his room? Wasn't each student from the colleges supposed to have their own private quarters?
It was only when he heard harry's concerned voice ("Zagreus, what's going on?") that Zagreus' thoughts finally put themselves together and the memories came flooding back to him. He was at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, not in the colleges of magic, he was currently occupying Ravenclaw's Chambers, and he was sharing room with Harry, Ron, Dean and Zabini.
With his head now forming coherent thoughts, Zagreus at last allowed himself to pay attention to his surroundings, as well as his roommates' words. He realized Ron Weasley was talking to him at that same moment.
"Blimey Zagreus", said Ron with an almost scared expression, "what in Merlin's pants were you dreaming about? You were tossing and turning like mad. Are you okay?"
Zagreus just looked at him with a blank expression, and then it dawned on him what he had been missing.
"I haven't finished my telepathy essay yet" Zagreus said, without paying much attention Ron's confused face at that statement, just before falling into his mattress with a thud, being too tired from the stress of the nightmare to being able to stay awake for long before sleep catched onto him again. This time, without night terrors.
No, but seriously, Zagreus' knowledge and mastery of telepathy may come in handy in the future. Namely, he may able to assist harry when potter is accosted night after night by glimpses of Voldemort's mind, which were turning harry mad slowly, because sharing thoughts with a psychopath can't be good for mental health.
After all, the moment Dumbledore caught a whiff of how close was harry to Voldemort's psyche, he tasked Snape with training harry into occlumency to ward him against possible intrusions.
Only, we all know, the enterprise was an utter failure and Snape's teaching method was absolutely ineffective, partially because of Snape inability to explain to harry the basic tenets of occlumency in a way that harry was able to understand, and partially because of harry reluctance to learn anything from Snape, given their mutual animosity.By six o'clock that evening, however, even the glow of having successfully asked out Cho Chang could not lighten the ominous feelings that intensified with every step Harry took towards Snape's office.
He paused outside the door when he reached it, wishing he were almost anywhere else, then, taking a deep breath, he knocked and entered.
The shadowy room was lined with shelves bearing hundreds of glass jars in which slimy bits of animals and plants were suspended in variously coloured potions. In one corner stood the cupboard full of ingredients that Snape had once accused Harry--not without reason--of robbing. Harry's attention was drawn towards the desk, however, where a shallow stone basin engraved with runes and symbols lay in a pool of candlelight. Harry recognised it at once--it was Dumbledore's Pensieve. Wondering what on earth it was doing there, he jumped when Snape's cold voice came out of the shadows.
'Shut the door behind you, Potter. '
Harry did as he was told, with the horrible feeling that he was imprisoning himself. When he turned back into the room, Snape had moved into the light and was pointing silently at the chair opposite his desk. Harry sat down and so did Snape, his cold black eyes fixed unblinkingly upon Harry, dislike etched in ever
y line of his face.
'Well, Potter, you know why you are here,' he said. 'The Headmaster has asked me to teach you Occlumency. I can only hope that you prove more adept at it than at Potions. '
'Right,' said Harry tersely.
'This may not be an ordinary class, Potter,' said Snape, his eyes narrowed malevolently, 'but I am still your teacher and you will therefore call me "sir" or "Professor" at all times. '
'Yes . . . sir,' said Harry.
Snape continued to survey him through narrowed eyes for a moment, then said, 'Now, Occlumency. As I told you back in your dear godfather's kitchen, this branch of magic seals the mind against magical intrusion and influence. '
'And why does Professor Dumbledore think I need it, sir?' said Harry looking directly into Snape's eyes and wondering whether Snape would answer.
Snape looked back at him for a moment and then said contemptuously, 'Surely even you could have worked that out by now, Potter? The Dark Lord is highly skilled at Legilimency --'
'What's that? Sir?'
'It is the ability to extract feelings and memories from another person's mind--'
'He can read minds?' said Harry quickly, his worst fears confirmed.
'You have no subtlety, Potter,' said Snape, his dark eyes glittering. 'You do not understand fine distinctions. It is one of the shortcomings that makes you such a lamentable potion-maker. '
Snape paused for a moment, apparently to savour the pleasure of insulting Harry, before continuing.
'Only Muggles talk of "mind-reading". The mind is not a book, to be opened at will and examined at leisure. Thoughts are not etched on the inside of skulls, to be perused by any invader, the mind is a complex and many-layered thing, Potter-- or at least, most minds are. ' He smirked. 'It is true, however, that those who have mastered Legilimency are able, under certain conditions, to delve into the minds of their victims and to interpret their findings correctly. The Dark Lord, for instance, almost always knows when somebody is lying to him. Only those skilled at Occlumency are able to shut down those feelings and memories that contradict the lie, and so can utter falsehoods in his presence without detection. '
Whatever Snape said, Legilimency sounded like mind-reading to Harry, and he didn't like the sound of it at all.
'So he could know what we're thinking right now? Sir?'
'The Dark Lord is at a considerable distance and the walls and grounds of Hogwarts are guarded by many ancient spells and charms to ensure the bodily and mental safety of those who dwell within them,' said Snape. 'Time and space matter in magic, Potter. Eye contact is often essential to Legilimency. '
'Well then, why do I have to learn Occlumency?'
Snape eyed Harry, tracing his mouth with one long, thin finger as he did so.
'The usual rules do not seem to apply with you, Potter. The curse that failed to kill you seems to have forged some kind of connection between you and the Dark Lord. The evidence suggests that at times, when your mind is most relaxed and vulnerable --when you are asleep, for instance--you are sharing the Dark Lord's thoughts and emotions. The Headmaster thinks it inadvisable for this to continue. He wishes me to teach you how to close your mind to the Dark Lord. '
Harry's heart was pumping fast again. None of this added up.
'But why does Professor Dumbledore want to stop it?' he asked abruptly. 'I don't like it much, but it's been useful, hasn't it? I mean . . . I saw that snake attack Mr Weasley and if I hadn't, Professor Dumbledore wouldn't have been able to save him, would he? Sir?'
Snape stared at Harry for a few moments, still tracing his mouth with his finger. When he spoke again, it was slowly and deliberately, as though he weighed every word.
'It appears that the Dark Lord has been unaware of the connection between you and himself until very recently. Up till now it seems that you have been experiencing his emotions, and sharing his thoughts, without his being any the wiser. However, the vision you had shortly before Christmas--'
'The one with the snake and Mr. Weasley?'
'Do not interrupt me, Potter,' said Snape in a dangerous voice. 'As I was saying, the vision you had shortly before Christmas represented such a powerful incursion upon the Dark Lord's thoughts--'
'I saw inside the snake's head, not his!'
'I thought I just told you not to interrupt me, Potter?'
But Harry did not care if Snape was angry; at last he seemed to be getting to the bottom of this business; he had moved forwards in his chair so that, without realising it, he was perched on the very edge, tense as though poised for flight.
'How come I saw through the snake's eyes if it's Voldemort's thoughts I'm sharing?'
'Do not say the Dark Lord's name!' spat Snape.
There was a nasty silence. They glared at each other across the Pensieve.
'Professor Dumbledore says his name. ' said Harry quietly.
'Dumbledore is an extremely powerful wizard,' Snape muttered. 'While he may feel secure enough to use the name . . . the rest of us . . . ' He rubbed his left forearm, apparently unconsciously, on the spot where Harry knew the Dark Mark was burned into his skin.
'I just wanted to know,' Harry began again, forcing his voice back to politeness, 'why--'
'You seem to have visited the snake's mind because that was where the Dark Lord was at that particular moment,' snarled Snape. 'He was possessing the snake at the time and so you dreamed you were inside it, too. '
'And Vol--he-- realised I was there?'
'It seems so,' said Snape coolly.
'How do you know?' said Harry urgently. 'Is this just Professor Dumbledore guessing, or-- ?'
'I told you,' said Snape, rigid in his chair, his eyes slits, 'to call me "sir".
'Yes, sir,' said Harry impatiently, 'but how do you know--'?
'It is enough that we know,' said Snape repressively. 'The important point is that the Dark Lord is now aware that you are gaining access to his thoughts and feelings. He has also deduced that the process is likely to work in reverse; that is to say, he has realised that he might be able to access your thoughts and feelings in return--'
'And he might try and make me do things?' asked Harry. 'Sir?' he added hurriedly.
'He might,' said Snape, sounding cold and unconcerned. 'Which brings us back to Occlumency. '
Snape pulled out his wand from an inside pocket of his robes and Harry tensed in his chair, but Snape merely raised the wand to his temple and placed its tip into the greasy roots of his hair. When he withdrew it, some silvery substance came away, stretching from temple to wand like a thick gossamer strand, which broke as he pulled the wand away from it and fell gracefully into the Pensieve, where it swirled silvery-white, neither gas nor liquid. Twice more, Snape raised the wand to his temple and deposited the silvery substance into the stone basin, then, without offering any explanation of his behaviour, he picked up the Pensieve carefully, removed it to a shelf out of their way and returned to face Harry with his wand held at the ready.
'Stand up and take out your wand, Potter. '
Harry got to his feet, feeling nervous. They faced each other with the desk between them.
'You may use your wand to attempt to disarm me, or defend yourself in any other way you can think of,' said Snape.
'And what are you going to do?' Harry asked, eyeing Snape's wand apprehensively.
'I am about to attempt to break into your mind,' said Snape softly. 'We are going to see how well you resist. I have been told that you have already shown aptitude at resisting the Imperius Curse. You will find that similar powers are needed for this . . . brace yourself, now. Legilimens!'
Snape had struck before Harry was ready, before he had even begun to summon any force of resistance. The office swam in front of his eyes and vanished; image after image was racing through his mind like a flickering film so vivid it blinded him to his surroundings.
He was five, watching Dudley riding a new red bicycle, and his h
eart was bursting with jealousy . . . he was nine, and Ripper the bulldog was chasing him up a tree and the Dursleys were laughing below on the lawn . . . he was sitting under the Sorting Hat, and it was telling him he would do well in Slytherin . . . Hermione was lying in the hospital wing, her face covered with thick black hair . . . a hundred dementors were closing in on him beside the dark lake . . . Cho Chang was drawing nearer to him under the mistletoe . . .
No, said a voice inside Harry's head, as the memory of Cho drew nearer, you're not watching that, you're not watching it, it's private--
He felt a sharp pain in his knee. Snape's office had come back into view and he realised that he had fallen to the floor; one of his knees had collided painfully with the leg of Snape's desk. He looked up at Snape, who had lowered his wand and was rubbing his wrist. There was an angry weal there, like a scorch mark.
'Did you mean to produce a Stinging Hex?' asked Snape coolly.
'No,' said Harry bitterly, getting up from the floor.
'I thought not,' said Snape, watching him closely. 'You let me get in too far. You lost control. '
'Did you see everything I saw?' Harry asked, unsure whether he wanted to hear the answer.
'Flashes of it,' said Snape, his lip curling. 'To whom did the dog belong?'
'My Aunt Marge,' Harry muttered, hating Snape.
'Well, for a first attempt that was not as poor as it might have been,' said Snape, raising his wand once more. 'You managed to stop me eventually, though you wasted time and energy shouting. You must remain focused. Repel me with your brain and you will not need to resort to your wand. '
'I'm trying,' said Harry angrily, 'but you're not telling me how!'
'Manners, Potter,' said Snape dangerously. 'Now, I want you to close your eyes. '
Harry threw him a filthy look before doing as he was told. He did not like the idea of standing there with his eyes shut while Snape faced him, carrying a wand.
'Clear your mind, Potter,' said Snape's cold voice. 'Let go of all emotion . . . '
But Harry's anger at Snape continued to pound through his veins like venom. Let go of his anger? He could as easily detach his legs . . .
'You're not doing it, Potter . . . you will need more discipline than this . . . focus, now . . . '
Harry tried to empty his mind, tried not to think, or remember, or feel . . .
'Let's go again . . . on the count of three . . . one--two--three--Legilimens!'
A great black dragon was rearing in front of him . . . his father and mother were waving at him out of an enchanted mirror . . . Cedric Diggory was lying on the ground with blank eyes staring at him . . .
'NOOOOOOO!'
Harry was on his knees again, his face buried in his hands, his brain aching as though someone had been trying to pull it from his skull.
'Get up!' said Snape sharply. 'Get up! You are not trying, you are making no effort. You are allowing me access to memories you fear, handing me weapons!'
Harry stood up again, his heart thumping wildly as though he had really just seen Cedric dead in the graveyard. Snape looked paler than usual, and angrier, though not nearly as angry as Harry was.
'I--am--making --an--effort,' he said through clenched teeth.
'I told you to empty yourself of emotion!'
'Yeah? Well, I'm finding that hard at the moment,' Harry snarled.
'Then you will find yourself easy prey for the Dark Lord!' said Snape savagely. 'Fools who wear their hearts proudly on their sleeves, who cannot control their emotions, who wallow in sad memories and allow themselves to be provoked so easily--weak people, in other words--they stand no chance against his powers! He will penetrate your mind with absurd ease, Potter!'
'I am not weak,' said Harry in a low voice, fury now pumping through him so that he thought he might attack Snape in a moment.
'Then prove it! Master yourself!' spat Snape. 'Control your anger, discipline your mind! We shall try again! Get ready, now! Legilimens!'
He was watching Uncle Vernon hammering the letterbox shut . . . a hundred dementors were drifting across the lake in the grounds towards him . . . he was running along a windowless passage with Mr. Weasley . . . they were drawing nearer to the plain black door at the end of the corridor . . . Harry expected to go through it . . . but Mr. Weasley led him off to the left, down a flight of stone steps . . .
'I KNOW! I KNOW!'
He was on all fours again on Snape's office floor, his scar was prickling unpleasantly, but the voice that had just issued from his mouth was triumphant. He pushed himself up again to find Snape storing at him, his wand raised. It looked as though, this time, Snape had lifted the spell before Harry had even tried to fight back.
'What happened then, Potter?' he asked, eyeing Harry intently.
'I saw--I remembered,' Harry panted. 'I've just realised . . . '
'Realised what?' asked Snape sharply.
Harry did not answer at once; he was still savouring the moment of blinding realisation as he rubbed his forehead . . .
He had been dreaming about a windowless corridor ending in a locked door for months, without once realising that it was a real place. Now, seeing the memory again, he knew that all along he had been dreaming about the corridor down which he had run with Mr. Weasley on the twelfth of August as they hurried to the courtrooms in the Ministry; it was the corridor leading to the Department of Mysteries and Mr. Weasley had been there the night that he had been attacked by Voldemort's snake.
He looked up at Snape.
'What's in the Department of Mysteries?'
'What did you say?' Snape asked quietly and Harry saw, with deep satisfaction, that Snape was unnerved.
'I said, what's in the Department of Mysteries, sir?' Harry said.
'And why,' said Snape slowly, 'would you ask such a thing?'
'Because,' said Harry, watching Snape's face closely, 'that corridor I've just seen--I've been dreaming about it for months--I've just recognised it--it leads to the Department of Mysteries . . . and I think Voldemort wants something from--'
'I have told you not to say the Dark Lord's name!'
They glared at each other. Harry's scar seared again, but he did not care. Snape looked agitated; but when he spoke again he sounded as though he was trying to appear cool and unconcerned.
'There are many things in the Department of Mysteries, Potter, few of which you would understand and none of which concern you. Do I make myself plain?'
'Yes,' Harry said, still rubbing his prickling scar, which was becoming more painful.
'I want you back here same time on Wednesday. We will continue work then. '
'Fine,' said Harry. He was desperate to get out of Snape's office and find Ron and Hermione.
'You are to rid your mind of all emotion every night before sleep; empty it, make it blank and calm, you understand?'
'Yes,' said Harry, who was barely listening.
'And be warned, Potter . . . I shall know if you have not practised . . . '
'Right,' Harry mumbled. He picked up his schoolbag, swung it over his shoulder and hurried towards the office door. As he opened it, he glanced back at Snape, who had his back to Harry and was scooping his own thoughts out of the Pensieve with the tip of his wand and replacing them carefully inside his own head. Harry left without another word, closing the door carefully behind him, his scar still throbbing painfully.
Harry found Ron and Hermione in the library, where they were working on Umbridge's most recent ream of homework. Other students, nearly all of them fifth-years, sat at lamp-lit tables nearby, noses close to books, quills scratching feverishly, while the sky outside the mullioned windows grew steadily blacker. The only other sound was the slight squeaking of one of Madam Pince's shoes, as the librarian prowled the aisles menacingly, breathing down the necks of those touching her precious books.
Harry felt shivery; his scar was still aching, he felt almost feverish
.
When he sat down opposite Ron and Hermione, he caught sight of himself in the window opposite; he was very white and his scar seemed to be showing up more clearly than usual.
'How did it go?' Hermione whispered, and then, looking concerned. 'Are you all right, Harry?'
'Yeah . . . fine . . . I dunno,' said Harry impatiently, wincing as pain shot through his scar again. 'Listen . . . I've just realised something . . . '
And he told them what he had just seen and deduced.
'So . . . so are you saying . . . ' whispered Ron, as Madam Pince swept past, squeaking slightly 'that the weapon--the thing You-Know-Who's after--is i
Also, because I suspect harry subconsciously wanted to know what was Voldemort up to, so that's why he neglected practicing occlumency in exchange of focusing on something else entirely, often rather trivial, when practically everybody told him why shielding his thoughts from Voldemort was.A couple of weeks after his dream of Rookwood, Harry was to be found, yet again, kneeling on the floor of Snape's office, trying to clear his head. He had just been forced, yet again, to relive a stream of very early memories he had not even realised he still had, most of them concerning humiliations Dudley and his gang had inflicted upon him in primary school.
'That last memory,' said Snape. 'What was it?'
'I don't know,' said Harry, getting wearily to his feet. He was finding it increasingly difficult to disentangle separate memories from the rush of images and sound that Snape kept calling forth. 'You mean the one where my cousin tried to make me stand in the toilet?'
'No,' said Snape softly. 'I mean the one with a man kneeling in the middle of a darkened room . . . '
'It's . . . nothing,' said Harry.
Snape's dark eyes bored into Harry's. Remembering what Snape had said about eye contact being crucial to Legilimency, Harry blinked and looked away.
'How do that man and that room come to be inside your head, Potter?' said Snape.
'It--' said Harry, looking everywhere but at Snape, 'it was--just a dream I had. '
'A dream?' repeated Snape.
There was a pause during which Harry stared fixedly at a large dead frog suspended in a jar of purple liquid.
'You do know why we are here, don't you, Potter?' said Snape, in a low, dangerous voice. 'You do know why I am giving up my evenings to this tedious job?'
'Yes,' said Harry stiffly.
'Remind me why we are here, Potter. '
'So I can learn Occlumency, said Harry, now glaring at a dead eel.
'Correct, Potter. And dim though you may be--' Harry looked back at Snape, hating him '--I would have thought that after over two months of lessons you might have made some progress. How many other dreams about the Dark Lord have you had?'
'Just that one,' lied Harry.
'Perhaps,' said Snape, his dark, cold eyes narrowing slightly, 'perhaps you actually enjoy having these visions and dreams, Potter. Maybe they make you feel special-- important?'
'No, they don't,' said Harry, his jaw set and his fingers clenched tightly around the handle of his wand.
That is just as well, Potter,' said Snape coldly, 'because you are neither special nor important, and it is not up to you to find out what the Dark Lord is saying to his Death Eaters. '
'No--that's your job, isn't it?' Harry shot at him.
He had not meant to say it; it had burst out of him in temper. For a long moment they stared at each other, Harry convinced he had gone too far. But there was a curious, almost satisfied expression on Snape's face when he answered.
'Yes, Potter,' he said, his eyes glinting. 'That is my job. Now, if you are ready, we will start again. '
He raised his wand: 'One--two--three--Legilimens!'
A hundred dementors were swooping towards Harry across the lake in the grounds . . . he screwed up his face in concentration . . . they were coming closer . . . he could see the dark holes beneath their hoods . . . yet he could also see Snape standing in front of him, his eyes fixed on Harry's face, muttering under his breath . . . and somehow, Snape was growing clearer, and the dementors were growing fainter . . .
Harry raised his own wand.
'Protego!'
Snape staggered-- his wand flew upwards, away from Harry--and suddenly Harry's mind was teeming with memories that were not his: a hook-nosed man was shouting at a cowering woman, while a small dark-haired boy cried in a corner . . . a greasy-haired teenager sat alone in a dark bedroom, pointing his wand at the ceiling, shooting down flies . . . a girl was laughing as a scrawny boy tried to mount a bucking broomstick--
'ENOUGH!'
Harry felt as though he had been pushed hard in the chest; he staggered several steps backwards, hit some of the shelves covering Snape's walls and heard something crack. Snape was shaking slightly, and was very white in the face.
The back of Harry's robes was damp. One of the jars behind him had broken when he fell against it; the pickled slimy thing within was swirling in its draining potion.
'Reparo,' hissed Snape, and the jar sealed itself at once. 'Well, Potter . . . that was certainly an improvement . . . ' Panting slightly, Snape straightened the Pensieve in which he had again stored some of his thoughts before starting the lesson, almost as though he was checking they were still there. 'I don't remember telling you to use a Shield Charm . . . but there is no doubt that it was effective . . . '
Harry did not speak; he felt that to say anything might be dangerous. He was sure he had just broken into Snape's memories, that he had just seen scenes from Snape's childhood. It was unnerving to think that the little boy who had been crying as he watched his parents shouting was actually standing in front of him with such loathing in his eyes.
'Let's try again, shall we?' said Snape.
Harry felt a thrill of dread; he was about to pay for what had just happened, he was sure of it. They moved back into position with the desk between them, Harry feeling he was going to find it much harder to empty his mind this time.
'On the count of three, then,' said Snape, raising his wand once more. 'One--two--'
Harry did not have time to gather himself together and attempt to clear his mind before Snape cried, 'Legilimens!'
He was hurtling along the corridor towards the Department of Masteries, past the blank stone walls, past the torches--the plain black door was growing ever larger; he was moving so fast he was going to collide with it, he was feet from it and again he could see that chink of faint blue light--
The door had flown open! He was through it at last, inside a black-walled, black-floored circular room lit with blue-flamed candles, and there were more doors all around him--he needed to go on--bu
t which door ought he to take--?
'P OTTER!'
Harry opened his eyes. He was flat on his back again with no memory of having got there; he was also panting as though his really had run the length of the Department of Mysteries corridor, really had sprinted through the black door and found the circular room.
'Explain yourself!' said Snape, who was standing over him, looking furious.
'I . . . dunno what happened,' said Harry truthfully, standing up. There was a lump on the back of his head from where he had hit the ground and he felt feverish. 'I've never seen that before. I mean, I told you, I've dreamed about the door . . . but it's never opened before . . . '
'You are not working hard enough!'
For some reason, Snape seemed even angrier than he had done two minutes before, when Harry had seen into his teacher's memories.
'You are lazy and sloppy, Potter, it is small wonder that the Dark Lord--'
'Can you tell me something, sir?' said Harry, firing up again. 'Why do you call Voldemort the Dark Lord? I've only ever heard Death Eaters call him that. '
Perhaps, harry would be more open to someone he would be willing to trust, like Zagreus. After all, telepathy and occlumency aren't that different from each other.He had fallen right into the corridor leading to the Department of Mysteries. He was speeding towards the plain black door . . . let it open . . . let it open . . .
It did. He was inside the circular room lined with doors . . . he crossed it, placed his hand on an identical door and it swung inwards . . .
Now he was in a long, rectangular room full of an odd mechanical clicking. There were dancing flecks of light on the walls but he did not pause to investigate . . . he had to go on . . .
There was a door at the far end . . . it, too, opened at his touch . . .
And now he was in a dimly lit room as high and wide as a church, full of nothing but rows and rows of towering shelves, each laden with small, dusty, spun-glass spheres . . . now Harry's heart was beating fast with excitement . . . he knew where to go . . . he ran forwards, but his footsteps made no noise in the enormous, deserted room . . .
There was something in this room he wanted very, very much . . .
Something he wanted . . . or somebody else wanted . . .
His scar was hurting . . .
BANG!
Harry awoke instantly, confused and angry. The dark dormitory was full of the sound of laughter.
'Cool!' said Seamus, who was silhouetted against the window. 'I think one of those Catherine wheels hit a rocket and it's like they mated, come and see!'
Harry heard Ron and Dean scramble out of bed for a better look. He lay quite still and silent while the pain in his scar subsided and disappointment washed over him. He felt as though a wonderful treat had been snatched from him at the very last moment . . . he had got so close that time.
Glittering pink and silver winged piglets were now soaring past the windows of Gryffindor Tower. Harry lay and listened to the appreciative whoops of Gryffindors in the dormitories below them. His stomach gave a sickening jolt as he remembered that he had Occlumency the following evening.
Harry spent the whole of the next day dreading what Snape was going to say if he found out how much further into the Department of Mysteries Harry had penetrated during his last dream. With a surge of guilt he realised that he had not practised Occlumency once since their last lesson: there had been too much going on since Dumbledore had left; he was sure he would not have been able to empty his mind even if he had tried. He doubted, however, whether Snape would accept that excuse.
He attempted a little last-minute practice during classes that day, but it was no good. Hermione kept asking him what was wrong whenever he fell silent trying to rid himself of all thought and emotion and, after all, the best moment to empty his brain was not while teachers were firing revision questions at the class.
Resigned to the worst, he set off for Snape's office after dinner.
Although, to be fair, I am not sure how seriously would harry take having Zagreus as a tutor, considering they are both the same age. But hey, it can't go worse than with Snape, can it?
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