Nevic takes her time thinking. You give her the time to think, watching the breeze ruffle her hair. It looks so much silkier than Tau hair, which tends towards coarse and rough. Easily braided. But her hair curls. You wondered how it'd feel sliding your fingers through her hair. Humans enjoyed having their hair petted, right? Like g'ochs. That's what you had read at least. Did she know how nice her-
"That drone of yours, can it find a body?" Nevic asks, startling you out of your entirely professional reverie.
"W-Wha?" you ask, trying to get brain to think and words make sound in mouth while Lem'ra let out a little doo-weep and wobbled from side to side. "Uh. A body? H-Heh, uh, Lem'ra sometimes has trouble with doors." She let out a sad
dwooo. "Oh, no, I didn't mean it…it's cute!" You say, hurriedly, while Lem'ra drifts towards the ground. "It's not an insult!"
Nevic watches you curiously, then sighs. "Well, you have other…um…drones, right?" she asks.
"Yeah, I can ask for some," you say, nodding. "I can get right on that! What body do you need to find?" You considered. "And, um, finding
a body will be easy. But finding a
specific body is going to be really difficult."
Nevic nodded, then looked back out. "Yeah. We hid a lot using our cloaks." She frowns.
"Ah, yes, chameloline cloaks," you say. "A very clever bit of human technology, if I do say so myself."
Nevic grunts, but keeps looking out at the city. You shuffled a bit closer, staying on your thighs as you and she sit on the manufactorum roof. The breeze that ruffles her hair is surprisingly warm, but the scents you would normally think of that meant 'spring' were nowhere to be smelled. Not under all that old death and grime and smoke. You continued to speak, filling in the silence.
"Still, over time, the cloaks fall apart and not everybody was wearing one, and battlefield drones use sensors that are faster, not better. There are crime scene drones who specifically look for bodies and such! So, we can use their sniffers and their snoopers and we can search slowly, carefully, inch by inch by inch…" you said, miming out a grid with the flat of your palm and your other hand, while Nevic actually smiled a little bit. You felt reassured and kept going. She liked the sound of your voice after all!
"Once I get back, I'll ask for the best drone we have. They'll give anything for-" you paused. Should you call her
Longshot. Or the
Ghost of Cocleratum. The nicknames she had earned from both the T'au and the humans. But…
You saw her face.
"...anything for you, Nevic." You place your hand, gently, on her shoulder, tensed and ready for her to shut you off.
Nevic looks at you. Then down at your hand. Then she…she actually blushes. Her cheeks flush very red, the blood flowing obviously under her pale skin.
"T-Thanks?" she asks, sounding like she doesn't quite know what to make of it. "Um." She shrugged her shoulder, knocking your hand off, her tone hardening. "Course. You'll do anything for the
Ghost. Put me in all the vids, right?" She speaks that name, Ghost, with such intense venom that you realize you had very closely avoided stepping into a non-funtioning gravshaft.
"Right!" you said, nodding. "S-So, uh, what body do you need to find, anyway?"
Nevic sighs. She leans her head back against a bit of rubble and closes her eyes.
Silence.
Another one of those long silences. You feel the urge to apologize, bubbling up inside of you. Before you work up the courage to break this silence, though, she says: "Aren't water caste supposed to be tactful?"
You feel like your entire face has been put into the blender. "W-Well, uh, bu…I…" You say, hurriedly, putting your hands together. "Listen, I-!"
Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot!
But to your surprise, Nevic is smiling, slightly. "It's fine. Means I can trust you. And if you can make it in the T'au Empire, maybe I have a shot too."
"You have more than a shot! You've got the best shot! Since! I mean, after all, sniper!" you say, before you can stop yourself. You put your hand over your mouth. "Not that you're just a sniper. You can be anything you want. Y-You could be…a…a…a…singer."
Nevic looks at you as if you've stopped speaking Common Terran. "A what?"
"You know, um, a singer? Who sings? About thing?" you ask. "Like, you know, romantic ballads, or patriotic songs-"
"You want me to be a choralist?" Nevic asks, her voice dry. "I don't know many hymns."
"No, not quite, you're the only singer, and there's a band, it's water caste stuff," you say, nodding. "It was stupid. I'm stupid. Sorry. It feels like my brain doesn't work around you."
"Well, yes. That's what a sniper does," Nevic says, pointing two fingers toward you and going
pew. You think she's actually making fun you. You giggle and smile.
"I mean you're very-" you stopped. "Impressive!"
"Thanks," Nevic says. Then she looked away. "But. Yeah. A body." She shifts a bit on the ground.
You nod again, but then remain perfectly still, not wanting to stick your hoof even further directly down your stupid, stupid throat. The silence holds - and a slow tension starts to build inside of Nevic, one that you only noticed now as a contrast. She had actually relaxed. Your stupid words had helped?
Nevic sighs. "Yanna." Silence. "She's my friend. She. Was. My friend."
You nod solemnly. "I'm sorry."
"She's why I defected," she says. Silence again. But you see her looking at you. She squares her shoulders, breathes in, looks away…and utters the longest, unbroken dialog you've ever heard her speak. Ever.
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A sniper had been going after our important officers. We were in teams of two: Me and Yanna. She was from Episca, a death world, a transplant just like me. The Cadians just hated her like they hated me, and she wasn't a war hero so they didn't even try to hide it with her. She had skin that…she was covered in tattoos. She said they were all about glorifying the Emperor and showing her faith. She hated the cold. She hated the snow. But she was good, she was damn good at her job. We had a plan too, to find and…we thought there was this T'au sniper was named Longshot. We were going to find Longshot by shadowing our officers. What a fucking joke.
We had set everything up and we were going to get going, then this slimy little commissar comes calling. We need you back at headquarters. We need you back for something important. Something to win the war, Sergeant Nevic. Orders.
Yanna and I were already working apart; I couldn't have done anything. I was training this kid, Keen. New guy. New recruit. New Cadian. From one of the colonies. Not like me or her. And…and so, I went.
We got back to headquarters. And they set me up in this room and gave me things to say, off a script. Then they had to give me a new script, since they were using simplified script that illiterates use, kinographs, and I can't actually read those. So, they got me a right script and I read these…these stupid fucking words about faith and loyalty and zealotry and…and all this shit. It took ages. You're being kind of wooden, Darya, have you tried speaking from your chest. Stand up a bit straighter and look not at the camera, look here, look at this card!
They took my gun away and gave me a new one, factory settings. Pinned the medal on me twice, so I could pose different for each shot. Did the whole ceremony over again.
Ehh…
Finally, it was over.
I come back and the teams aren't back yet. Find out we lost one of them when they blew up the forge complex, one dead, one wounded. Nothing I could do. Still chewed me up. Had to check on Yanna.
I knew where she was going to set up, and I slip out there with Keen. I'm quiet and I'm quick. I come to the building and I see her in the room - set up and aiming down her sights, just like we plan. I start slipping towards her, and I get close enough and I whisper to her…and…and she doesn't…say anything.
I knew it.
I knew it right then.
But I had to…
I reached out and brushed her hood back.
…her face was gone.
Just.
Gone. She was stiff too. They propped her up. They were waiting for me. I knew that if I moved wrong, if I moved at all, I'd be dead. I called for Keen, it's why we work in pairs. He can spread out, get an angle, shoot the bastard.
I called and called. He'd left. I wasn't Cadian.
And it all hit me then. My comrades hate me. Without Yanna… almost all us transplants were gone, and the new kids from the colonies couldn't stand us. Yanna was dead. I wasn't here for her. I wasn't here for anyone. I let my best friend frakking die to read some stupid frakking propaganda and…and…
I just unslung my rifle. I saw that there was a bit of white cloth around her rifle's barrel, to make her hidden. One last favour from Yanna, I guess. I yanked it free and I held it up, then when no one shot my hand off, I started to stand up and I was sure at any second, I'd go down just like Yanna.
But it didn't happen.
I remained very still.
They took me.
I met an Ethereal. Honourable Mui'el. He told me about the Greater Good. Sounded like bullshit. Sounded better than the alternative. So, now, I'm here. And…Yanna's…still out there. I think. The whole area got leveled, so, she's not…I just…
I just…
---
Darya trailed off.
You tried to imagine what that conversation with Mui'el had been. Imagine
meeting an Etherial. Imagine…imagine…you tried to imagine everything she had gone through. But…it was too overwhelming.
"I'm sorry," you said.
Then you hugged her. Darya tensed and you squeezed her tighter, burying your face against her neck. "It'll be okay," you whisper. "We'll find Yanna, and give her a burial with the highest of honors we can."
Darya breathed in, slow, and shuddering, then breathes out a sigh.
—
What does Darya do?
[ ] Slowly release the hilt of your knife and ask S'wei about herself and the Water Caste and how they work, exactly. You're still a bit confused about things. You've mostly interacted with, uh, Fire Caste. And the Ethereal. An Ethereal.
[ ] Slowly release the hilt of your knife and ask S'wei to get the drone. You can go with her to get the crime scene drone. In fact, you NEED to go with her to make sure the drone…is good.
[ ] Slowly release the hilt of your knife. Ask if S'wei is in the habit of hugging all of her bosses?