Ms Calendar directed Amy in helping her to set up the seance. Everyone except Cordelia turned up for this. Cordelia had made it clear that she felt the situation was handled, and she didn't feel a need to put herself in danger just to add numbers to the group. It was a pretty compelling argument. Unlike Giles and Buffy, if the seance went wrong you couldn't really help. You ended up spending the evening the seance was run hanging out with Oz instead. It was pretty chill. You could both just sit there and not do anything and that was all that was necessary. You'd missed being able to do this after Jesse had died.
The seance had apparently worked. Willow had quite the story to tell, about how the teacher and her student had been in love, and how the discharge had been an accident. He hadn't been reenacting the argument from having gone mad with a desire to kill. He'd been trying to fix his mistake. There was something more settled about Buffy the day after. And when the dance arrived, Cordelia was very happy to show just how pleased she'd been that this dance hadn't been ruined by stupid supernatural events. You even caught a glimpse of Giles and Ms Calendar dancing together.
You dream of Angel screaming at you for ruining him before he melts into Jesse that night. It sits heavy. You did the right thing. He had been too far gone. It wouldn't have been fair to pretend otherwise.
You still feel guilty.
[ ]Focus on Cordelia, she can help distract you
[ ]Work out
[ ]Study with Giles
[ ]Spend time with your friends
[ ]Write in