Question: Why do people think that
Dignity can lead to healing?
To me, the options seem to pretty clearly refer to Yukihime's reaction/emotion to being vivisected and experimented upon. On what planet is acting dignified upon having parts of your body undergo necrosis a healthy reaction? Like, I am 99% certain we are at a 'pick your poison' beat in the story, and it isn't the kind of poison that can be easily diluted to a cure.
Speaking of, the phrasing of
Rage reminded me of something:
[ ] A local warlord was interested in you and constantly sent people to fuck you over. There was many close calls, it taught you many valuable lessons but it also left you
damaged. There are grotesque scars of battle littering your body but the most prolific ones were on your mind. You have enough hate to kill.
[ ] You were maimed. You got cocky, you thought you were some hot shit due to your accomplishments and it cost you dearly. One slip up is all it took for your enemy to take advantage of your lapse of judgement and slash your entire half of your face and your eye. You lived, in agony and your bootleg medical work managed to make it not worse.
[ ] Drugs. You weren't strong enough to live in this world. It started slowly, a curiosity in an opiate. It wasn't long until you were dependent on drugs to the point that it was the only thing you really thought about at the end of the day.
[ ] Disease. You were dying slowly. You didn't know
exactly what was wrong with you but you felt it. Your days were spent feverish and in pain, and in a vicious cycle starved you out due to not being able to get the resources and medicine you needed to survive.
We have, in order: Getting enough
Hate to kill, having our body be horribly
Broken and being addicted to a drug-related
Peace.
The only one that doesn't map clearly is
Dignity, but at the same time the Disease is the only one that wasn't caused by Yuki's personal failings. It is, in a way, the one choice that would've preserved her dignity through chargen.
We still have a quest to complete and people are voting to rage... Are we really going to fall to our own malice this early? We already gave-in to our rage once and it got us crippled, causing us to spend silver instead of investing it or monster hunting.
I'd rather not give us more trauma to work through. We've been making good strides so far and we still have more personal problems to work out.
We are currently infested with a nightmare demon that's digging through our worst moments. No way we'll go out of this without trauma, that ain't how this kind of beast acts.