Exodus IV
Karnewarrior
Leastmost of the Hanged Man Arcana
Your shuffle over to Kirigiri's desk is less subtle and more like a pink elephant dancing on a skyscraper in downtown New York. Emphasis on "pink", given your blush.
Kirigiri is busy scribbling her name at the top of the paper, her handwriting surprisingly rough for someone so cool-tempered. You blank a bit as you approach, and there's an awkward second where you're just kind of staring at her, wondering what to say, before she finishes writing and looks up without an ounce of surprise.
"Ikusaba." Kirigiri says, tone flat but not hostile.
"Uh, hi." You say.
Kirigiri sighs slightly, sitting back in her chair and smoothing her paper out on her desk with one gloved hand, and then she nods at you. "Hello. Did you need something?"
"No, not really." You say meekly. "I just... Well, we're both kind of... Quiet, so I figured, maybe we could talk?"
Kirigiri's lip twitches slightly, as if amused, and she glances downward while crossing her arms. "I see. So because we are both quiet people, you thought I would be a conversationalist?"
You bristle slightly. "W-well, when you put it like that, it-"
"Take a seat, Ikusaba." Kirigiri says warmly, looking up at you and smiling slightly. "Let's give it a try."
Your blush is in full force now, but you pick a seat from Aoi's desk and sit down, scratching awkwardly at your trigger finger.
"..."
"..."
"..."
"...I'm sorry, this was a mistake-" You start to rise from your seat, but Kirigiri stops you.
"No, please. I actually do have questions I want to ask, I was just formulating them."
"Oh."
You settle back down into your seat, watching Kirigiri tick her fingers before nodding firmly.
"If it's not to personal," Kirigiri begins with only a little diffidence, "I would like to ask why it is you and your sister do not share a name."
You blink, and look away. "Isn't it obvious?"
"I just want to confirm, for conversations sake and to sate my own curiosity. You're not under any obligation to answer."
You shuffle a bit. "Well, it's a fake name. I decided to cast aside my old identity when I became a soldier."
"I see. But... Don't take this the wrong way, but why 'Corpse Warblade'?"
"...I was seven and thought it sounded cool..." You admit, looking away.
Kirigiri's eyebrows shoot up. "You joined the military at seven years old?" She asks, putting a hand on the table as if about to write. You think that maybe she's a bit more used to interrogations than normal conversation.
"Yeah. What about you, though? Aren't you too young to normally be a detective?"
Kirigiri sits back slightly, but then nods. "Normally. They made a special allowance for my talent and my name. I imagine there were similar allowances made for yourself?"
You nod.
"Even so, it must have been prodigious to get you into the military."
"Fenris had... More lax rules. But yes, I have been very good at fighting since a young age. I am... Less good at other things. Sorry."
Kyouko looks you in the eye. "There's no need to apologize for your talent. Soldiers are a necessary and important sector of society. There is no shame in being good at being one."
You glance to the side, blushing again at the praise. "T-that's... Well, it's not as good as detectives. You don't have to... Kill people."
Kyouko shakes her head. "That's not true. Detectives do occasionally have to kill criminals who cannot otherwise be contained. While I have to admit I haven't utilized the skill myself, firearms training is a sizable part of police training in general."
"Well, yes, but..."
"Ikusaba, I'm not going to pretend to know what you've done, or why. But what is done in the past remains in the past. It is upon our shoulders to make the Future better, be that by repenting old misdeeds or simply changing our behavior. Our senior class includes a professional Yakuza and I suspect an assassin, if not more dangerous sorts. Hope's Peak Academy is a place of peace and learning, and regardless of what may have happened before, it is a place of acceptance." Kirigiri's intense stare rocks you back in your seat slightly. "Unless you plan on committing a crime while on campus, nobody here will judge you or hate you for misbehavior; if it's even so bad as you think."
Kirigiri's face softens slightly, and the intensity of her gaze lowers into a tolerable range. "It is not my place to tell you what to do, Ikusaba, but I suspect that if you forgive yourself for whatever past crimes you think you committed, you will find that others have forgiven you long ago."
"..."
"..."
"..."
"..."
"...Sorry. I should go."
"No, don't." Kirigiri says, completing the reprise of the first half of your 'conversation'. "To tell the truth, you were right about placing me as quiet. Although, perhaps, 'awkward' may be a better word for it."
"Huh?"
"I am quite good at figuring out the minds of criminals and other people through observing their actions, but unfortunately, I'm less skilled at... Speaking casually." The light-haired girl waves a hand in the air lazily. "I fear I've just become used to keeping secrets."
"I see..." You say, unable to think of anything else to say. "Um... Kirigiri-"
"Kyouko is fine." Kirigiri - Kyouko - interrupts, a firm note in her voice.
"Okay? K-Kyouko, then. Can I ask about the, uh, gloves? I noticed you're wearing them even inside."
Kirigiri twitches, and then glances at her gloves. Then she looks back up at you, an apologetic note in her expression. "I'm afraid that's one of the secrets I intend to keep. Suffice to say they should not ever come off during the school day."
"Oh. Is it a detective thing? Like, handling crime scenes? What do they do?"
"Cover my hands."
"Oh. LOOK OUT-"
Kirigiri rocks forward as a flying pencil case strikes her in the back of the head, before spinning in a whirling maelstrom of lavender so light it's almost white.
"What is going on- Eep!"
Your own hand snaps up to catch a small stapler right before it strikes you in the head as well, Kyouko flinching back as the device whirls past her. You look her in the eye, anger and shock playing in both of your expressions.
"LIKE HELL YOU ARE-"
"Maizono." Makoto warns the snarling idol, calmly but firmly. "I keep saying we can talk about this somewhere-"
"We're talking about this fucking now!"
Makoto raises his hands. "I'd rather not air out all this with everyone-"
"Maizono, stand down." Kirigiri snaps, approaching. You didn't even notice her get out of her chair, but you quickly follow her, slipping into combat mode.
The familiar rush of adrenaline paradoxically calms and excites you. Everything sharpens to fine points, slowing down as your brain works overtime to process your senses. You feel your arm twitch as if to bring a rifle to your shoulder, or fists into a CQC stance. But for now, you just cross them, allowing your face to become stern as you hold the stapler visibly in front of you.
Makoto's seated across from Maizono's desk, someone elses chair pulled up to make a small conversation area much like yours and Kirigiri's. Unlike the civil discussion between you two girls, though, Maizono and Makoto both look upset, Maizono in particular a tower of rage that has even Owada raising an eyebrow.
It was obviously her who hurled the stapler and pencil case, unluckily aiming it directly at the back of Kirigiri's head. You wonder what could have made the blue-haired idol so angry.
"I apologize." Makoto says smoothly, as Maizono glares at Kirigiri for daring to stop her thunderous rage. "This is my fault. It seems-"
"You shut the fuck up!" Maizono snaps.
"He's safe, Maizono-"
"I don't believe you! Where's-"
"Both of you, quiet, now!" Kirigiri snaps, as Mr. Kamikawa bursts back into the room.
"Kirigiri? Maizono? Naegi? What's the meaning of this-"
"That isn't-"
"She's just-"
"They were-"
"It doesn't matter!" Mr. Kamikawa snaps, as the three voices tumble over each other. "Principals office, all three of you!"
Kyouko's eyes widen, then narrow as she hunches her shoulders, but she nods. Makoto is accepting, shrugging languidly and sighing as if the danger had passed. Maizono smiles like a predator, still furious. The three march off, leaving you with Mr. Kamikawa and the rush of battle fading as you try to calm back down.
"Ikusaba, what happened here? Should you be sent to the Principal's office too?"
Still in battle mode, you clip out a status report. "I'm not aware of the source of the altercation. However, Naegi and Maizono were engaging in discussion when Maizono became irate, throwing a pencil case which struck Kirigi- Kyouko, in the back of the head around..." You glance at the clock. "Eleven hundred eighteen hours. Kirigiri became upset and attempted to defuse the situation, and I moved to support, sir."
The class is silent for a moment.
"So this is the power of the Ultimate Soldier..." Mutters Yamada, adjusting his glasses.
"...Right. But you didn't throw anything back, Ikusaba? You or Kirigiri?"
"Negative, sir, I was at Kirigiri's desk and it was clear of everything but paper. Ah," You realize something. "I've completed my assignment, sir. Permission to grab it?"
"Um... Denied?" Mr. Kamigawa says, still looking a little off base. "I'll pick it up on my own round about the classroom. I want to talk to everyone and get to know them. Hopefully to prevent this sort of thing..." Mr. Kamigawa pinches the bridge of his nose. "Well, it's whatever. Get back to your seat, Ikusaba. In the future, when you see a fight, please come get a teacher to stop it, don't stop it yourself unless someone is about to get seriously hurt."
"Yessir." You say, and then sit back down in your desk. Then lay your head on your desk. And then let out a breath.
Junko puts an elbow on your head from her seat beside you. "Well that was interesting." She says languidly, slowly pressing the point of her elbow into the back of your head. "Definitely a good start to the school year in my opinion. Maybe we'll get to see even more fireworks!"
"S-s-s-shut up before you get us in t-t-trouble! Are you t-t-trying to get me in trouble?!" Hisses the girl in front of you, a hunched over little gremlin of a woman who smells like old sweat and dried blood.
"Probably~!" Junko says brightly.
You groan, and start looking for a teacher.
He doesn't know she remembers him.
You sigh and open your eyes. This bed is too comfortable, really. It's nothing like the barracks you had back in Russia, which was busy with life and warmth on every side, cold iron cots and thin blankets. The smell of whatever chemical they put in the MRE heaters activating with a little water, occasionally popping when someone doesn't lt the bag breath properly.
It probably would seem crazy, but you almost miss the sound of shells and mortars outside. You grew up with it. Without the suffocating presence of Death just outside the window, the building feels empty despite the plethora of classmates and safe, thick walls of Hope's Peak Academy. You're forced to stand up by your own restless brain, feeling very far from the harsh, cold wastes of Siberia.
You decide to get some water. The First Year dorms are on the first floor, so the dining hall is quite close. Slipping through the door, you pad quietly down the hall, trying not to wake your classmates.
The dining hall is spacious, filled with cheap chairs and plastic tables that are surprisingly comfy and sturdy. The kitchen in the back is locked, but there's a small fountain drink vendor right outside it, and the device is still operational. After grabbing a cup and filling it with warm water, you wander back out of the dining hall, sipping softly.
Your eyes scan right over the light on in the bathhouse at first, but then you freeze. Blinking, you step back and turn slightly, looking. The bathhouse is supposed to be closed right now, who's in there?
You narrow your eyes and set your cup on the floor, sneaking over to the curtains hung across the door to the changing room. The voice becomes clearer, and you realize with a start that it's Makoto.
"...Right, and I know it's something of a gamble, but these things can't be helped." He's saying, exasperated. "...Uh huh. Seiko, listen. Have I ever steered you wrong? ...Besides that, and I still say that was Yeshua's fault... Yes, exactly... Right, and that's why I gave you one of the canisters... I just want three of them, and the appropriate chips... Yes, unprogrammed. I'm going to want Yeshua back before everything hits... Definitely, yeah... No, no no. Not a full sized factory, I only need a couple of guns and some backup plans."
Guns?!
"...Well, then it's their fault for thinking that, but I still think you can do it... Obviously, yes. You're the Ultimate Pharmacist, this is literally your field... Alright, keep him there for, oh, another four months or so? I want to make sure he's here when... I can do five, but I can't go later. I need to get everything in place beforehand, or else I'm going to have to make some very obvious moves at the worst possible time... Exactly, yes. The last thing we need is a Ultimate Despair with a-"
You blank out.
You come back in. Blinking, you glance at your cup of water in your hand, and then back at the bathhouse. The lights are off now, and there's no noise.
Well that's definitely very weird.
You head back into the dining hall and dump the cup of water, tossing the paper into the wastebin. Then, senses keen, you head back into your room, before laying down in your bed. When you close your left hand, it stings ever so slightly. So you look.
There's a slight mark on your palm, a couple of small divots as if something was pressed very hard into your flesh. Not a needle, but something about the size of a small stone, or a broach. Flexing your hand, you watch the divots disappear. You lick the small cut on your lip, and go to sleep, feeling all to at home here.
[ ] Dream
-[ ] Red
-[ ] Blue
-[ ] Yellow
[ ] Tell Junko about last night (-3% Despair, +5% Junko Dependency)
[ ] Don't tell Junko about last night (-5% Junko Dependency, +3% Despair)
[ ] At class, make an effort to:
-[ ] Concentrate on schoolwork
-[ ] Observe your classmates
-[ ] Interact with your classmates
Kirigiri is busy scribbling her name at the top of the paper, her handwriting surprisingly rough for someone so cool-tempered. You blank a bit as you approach, and there's an awkward second where you're just kind of staring at her, wondering what to say, before she finishes writing and looks up without an ounce of surprise.
"Ikusaba." Kirigiri says, tone flat but not hostile.
"Uh, hi." You say.
Kirigiri sighs slightly, sitting back in her chair and smoothing her paper out on her desk with one gloved hand, and then she nods at you. "Hello. Did you need something?"
"No, not really." You say meekly. "I just... Well, we're both kind of... Quiet, so I figured, maybe we could talk?"
Kirigiri's lip twitches slightly, as if amused, and she glances downward while crossing her arms. "I see. So because we are both quiet people, you thought I would be a conversationalist?"
You bristle slightly. "W-well, when you put it like that, it-"
"Take a seat, Ikusaba." Kirigiri says warmly, looking up at you and smiling slightly. "Let's give it a try."
Your blush is in full force now, but you pick a seat from Aoi's desk and sit down, scratching awkwardly at your trigger finger.
"..."
"..."
"..."
"...I'm sorry, this was a mistake-" You start to rise from your seat, but Kirigiri stops you.
"No, please. I actually do have questions I want to ask, I was just formulating them."
"Oh."
You settle back down into your seat, watching Kirigiri tick her fingers before nodding firmly.
"If it's not to personal," Kirigiri begins with only a little diffidence, "I would like to ask why it is you and your sister do not share a name."
You blink, and look away. "Isn't it obvious?"
"I just want to confirm, for conversations sake and to sate my own curiosity. You're not under any obligation to answer."
You shuffle a bit. "Well, it's a fake name. I decided to cast aside my old identity when I became a soldier."
"I see. But... Don't take this the wrong way, but why 'Corpse Warblade'?"
"...I was seven and thought it sounded cool..." You admit, looking away.
Kirigiri's eyebrows shoot up. "You joined the military at seven years old?" She asks, putting a hand on the table as if about to write. You think that maybe she's a bit more used to interrogations than normal conversation.
"Yeah. What about you, though? Aren't you too young to normally be a detective?"
Kirigiri sits back slightly, but then nods. "Normally. They made a special allowance for my talent and my name. I imagine there were similar allowances made for yourself?"
You nod.
"Even so, it must have been prodigious to get you into the military."
"Fenris had... More lax rules. But yes, I have been very good at fighting since a young age. I am... Less good at other things. Sorry."
Kyouko looks you in the eye. "There's no need to apologize for your talent. Soldiers are a necessary and important sector of society. There is no shame in being good at being one."
You glance to the side, blushing again at the praise. "T-that's... Well, it's not as good as detectives. You don't have to... Kill people."
Kyouko shakes her head. "That's not true. Detectives do occasionally have to kill criminals who cannot otherwise be contained. While I have to admit I haven't utilized the skill myself, firearms training is a sizable part of police training in general."
"Well, yes, but..."
"Ikusaba, I'm not going to pretend to know what you've done, or why. But what is done in the past remains in the past. It is upon our shoulders to make the Future better, be that by repenting old misdeeds or simply changing our behavior. Our senior class includes a professional Yakuza and I suspect an assassin, if not more dangerous sorts. Hope's Peak Academy is a place of peace and learning, and regardless of what may have happened before, it is a place of acceptance." Kirigiri's intense stare rocks you back in your seat slightly. "Unless you plan on committing a crime while on campus, nobody here will judge you or hate you for misbehavior; if it's even so bad as you think."
Kirigiri's face softens slightly, and the intensity of her gaze lowers into a tolerable range. "It is not my place to tell you what to do, Ikusaba, but I suspect that if you forgive yourself for whatever past crimes you think you committed, you will find that others have forgiven you long ago."
"..."
"..."
"..."
"..."
"...Sorry. I should go."
"No, don't." Kirigiri says, completing the reprise of the first half of your 'conversation'. "To tell the truth, you were right about placing me as quiet. Although, perhaps, 'awkward' may be a better word for it."
"Huh?"
"I am quite good at figuring out the minds of criminals and other people through observing their actions, but unfortunately, I'm less skilled at... Speaking casually." The light-haired girl waves a hand in the air lazily. "I fear I've just become used to keeping secrets."
"I see..." You say, unable to think of anything else to say. "Um... Kirigiri-"
"Kyouko is fine." Kirigiri - Kyouko - interrupts, a firm note in her voice.
"Okay? K-Kyouko, then. Can I ask about the, uh, gloves? I noticed you're wearing them even inside."
Kirigiri twitches, and then glances at her gloves. Then she looks back up at you, an apologetic note in her expression. "I'm afraid that's one of the secrets I intend to keep. Suffice to say they should not ever come off during the school day."
"Oh. Is it a detective thing? Like, handling crime scenes? What do they do?"
"Cover my hands."
"Oh. LOOK OUT-"
Kirigiri rocks forward as a flying pencil case strikes her in the back of the head, before spinning in a whirling maelstrom of lavender so light it's almost white.
"What is going on- Eep!"
Your own hand snaps up to catch a small stapler right before it strikes you in the head as well, Kyouko flinching back as the device whirls past her. You look her in the eye, anger and shock playing in both of your expressions.
"LIKE HELL YOU ARE-"
"Maizono." Makoto warns the snarling idol, calmly but firmly. "I keep saying we can talk about this somewhere-"
"We're talking about this fucking now!"
Makoto raises his hands. "I'd rather not air out all this with everyone-"
"Maizono, stand down." Kirigiri snaps, approaching. You didn't even notice her get out of her chair, but you quickly follow her, slipping into combat mode.
The familiar rush of adrenaline paradoxically calms and excites you. Everything sharpens to fine points, slowing down as your brain works overtime to process your senses. You feel your arm twitch as if to bring a rifle to your shoulder, or fists into a CQC stance. But for now, you just cross them, allowing your face to become stern as you hold the stapler visibly in front of you.
Makoto's seated across from Maizono's desk, someone elses chair pulled up to make a small conversation area much like yours and Kirigiri's. Unlike the civil discussion between you two girls, though, Maizono and Makoto both look upset, Maizono in particular a tower of rage that has even Owada raising an eyebrow.
It was obviously her who hurled the stapler and pencil case, unluckily aiming it directly at the back of Kirigiri's head. You wonder what could have made the blue-haired idol so angry.
"I apologize." Makoto says smoothly, as Maizono glares at Kirigiri for daring to stop her thunderous rage. "This is my fault. It seems-"
"You shut the fuck up!" Maizono snaps.
"He's safe, Maizono-"
"I don't believe you! Where's-"
"Both of you, quiet, now!" Kirigiri snaps, as Mr. Kamikawa bursts back into the room.
"Kirigiri? Maizono? Naegi? What's the meaning of this-"
"That isn't-"
"She's just-"
"They were-"
"It doesn't matter!" Mr. Kamikawa snaps, as the three voices tumble over each other. "Principals office, all three of you!"
Kyouko's eyes widen, then narrow as she hunches her shoulders, but she nods. Makoto is accepting, shrugging languidly and sighing as if the danger had passed. Maizono smiles like a predator, still furious. The three march off, leaving you with Mr. Kamikawa and the rush of battle fading as you try to calm back down.
"Ikusaba, what happened here? Should you be sent to the Principal's office too?"
Still in battle mode, you clip out a status report. "I'm not aware of the source of the altercation. However, Naegi and Maizono were engaging in discussion when Maizono became irate, throwing a pencil case which struck Kirigi- Kyouko, in the back of the head around..." You glance at the clock. "Eleven hundred eighteen hours. Kirigiri became upset and attempted to defuse the situation, and I moved to support, sir."
The class is silent for a moment.
"So this is the power of the Ultimate Soldier..." Mutters Yamada, adjusting his glasses.
"...Right. But you didn't throw anything back, Ikusaba? You or Kirigiri?"
"Negative, sir, I was at Kirigiri's desk and it was clear of everything but paper. Ah," You realize something. "I've completed my assignment, sir. Permission to grab it?"
"Um... Denied?" Mr. Kamigawa says, still looking a little off base. "I'll pick it up on my own round about the classroom. I want to talk to everyone and get to know them. Hopefully to prevent this sort of thing..." Mr. Kamigawa pinches the bridge of his nose. "Well, it's whatever. Get back to your seat, Ikusaba. In the future, when you see a fight, please come get a teacher to stop it, don't stop it yourself unless someone is about to get seriously hurt."
"Yessir." You say, and then sit back down in your desk. Then lay your head on your desk. And then let out a breath.
Junko puts an elbow on your head from her seat beside you. "Well that was interesting." She says languidly, slowly pressing the point of her elbow into the back of your head. "Definitely a good start to the school year in my opinion. Maybe we'll get to see even more fireworks!"
"S-s-s-shut up before you get us in t-t-trouble! Are you t-t-trying to get me in trouble?!" Hisses the girl in front of you, a hunched over little gremlin of a woman who smells like old sweat and dried blood.
"Probably~!" Junko says brightly.
You groan, and start looking for a teacher.
He doesn't know she remembers him.
You sigh and open your eyes. This bed is too comfortable, really. It's nothing like the barracks you had back in Russia, which was busy with life and warmth on every side, cold iron cots and thin blankets. The smell of whatever chemical they put in the MRE heaters activating with a little water, occasionally popping when someone doesn't lt the bag breath properly.
It probably would seem crazy, but you almost miss the sound of shells and mortars outside. You grew up with it. Without the suffocating presence of Death just outside the window, the building feels empty despite the plethora of classmates and safe, thick walls of Hope's Peak Academy. You're forced to stand up by your own restless brain, feeling very far from the harsh, cold wastes of Siberia.
You decide to get some water. The First Year dorms are on the first floor, so the dining hall is quite close. Slipping through the door, you pad quietly down the hall, trying not to wake your classmates.
The dining hall is spacious, filled with cheap chairs and plastic tables that are surprisingly comfy and sturdy. The kitchen in the back is locked, but there's a small fountain drink vendor right outside it, and the device is still operational. After grabbing a cup and filling it with warm water, you wander back out of the dining hall, sipping softly.
Your eyes scan right over the light on in the bathhouse at first, but then you freeze. Blinking, you step back and turn slightly, looking. The bathhouse is supposed to be closed right now, who's in there?
You narrow your eyes and set your cup on the floor, sneaking over to the curtains hung across the door to the changing room. The voice becomes clearer, and you realize with a start that it's Makoto.
"...Right, and I know it's something of a gamble, but these things can't be helped." He's saying, exasperated. "...Uh huh. Seiko, listen. Have I ever steered you wrong? ...Besides that, and I still say that was Yeshua's fault... Yes, exactly... Right, and that's why I gave you one of the canisters... I just want three of them, and the appropriate chips... Yes, unprogrammed. I'm going to want Yeshua back before everything hits... Definitely, yeah... No, no no. Not a full sized factory, I only need a couple of guns and some backup plans."
Guns?!
"...Well, then it's their fault for thinking that, but I still think you can do it... Obviously, yes. You're the Ultimate Pharmacist, this is literally your field... Alright, keep him there for, oh, another four months or so? I want to make sure he's here when... I can do five, but I can't go later. I need to get everything in place beforehand, or else I'm going to have to make some very obvious moves at the worst possible time... Exactly, yes. The last thing we need is a Ultimate Despair with a-"
You blank out.
You come back in. Blinking, you glance at your cup of water in your hand, and then back at the bathhouse. The lights are off now, and there's no noise.
Well that's definitely very weird.
You head back into the dining hall and dump the cup of water, tossing the paper into the wastebin. Then, senses keen, you head back into your room, before laying down in your bed. When you close your left hand, it stings ever so slightly. So you look.
There's a slight mark on your palm, a couple of small divots as if something was pressed very hard into your flesh. Not a needle, but something about the size of a small stone, or a broach. Flexing your hand, you watch the divots disappear. You lick the small cut on your lip, and go to sleep, feeling all to at home here.
[ ] Dream
-[ ] Red
-[ ] Blue
-[ ] Yellow
[ ] Tell Junko about last night (-3% Despair, +5% Junko Dependency)
[ ] Don't tell Junko about last night (-5% Junko Dependency, +3% Despair)
[ ] At class, make an effort to:
-[ ] Concentrate on schoolwork
-[ ] Observe your classmates
-[ ] Interact with your classmates
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