- Location
- Same place I've always been
Al let out a little chuckle at Mavis's assessment of the situation. It did seem that Sula was just turning him this way and that without much regard for him. There was a part of her that wanted to get up now and cut in, save Hawkins from this woman. Though there was something else roiling inside her something she couldn't quite pin down, a fear, fear of something. Like he might be slipping away from her. No, no she didn't like him in that way. No, she was just repaying a favor, wasn't she?
Dawson's comment about her attire quickly snapped her out of her musings. She looked down at her uniform, a very nice uniform, then back to him. Her brow furrowed a little confused and feeling slightly hurt. This was all she had, she didn't have a closet full of pretty clothes to choose from, she had this uniform and the one dress. The gentle hand on her knee refocused her on Mavis who wore a kind smile.
Al looked down then back to Mavis.
"I'm not body conscious." She quickly shot back, though she still felt a little sting, "It's just, I wasn't raised with...pretty things. I had to get by on whatever my mother could find. And they were often what we could barter with the seamstress or tailor to give us. Besides, a skirt would've just gotten in the way at the factory, or in the ring...I...I didn't need them…" her words were defensive. She wanted to be this way, she had to be this way. "I…" Then she looked at her wingmate's kind face, and gentle smile. Looking away she found Hawkins being led around the dance floor. She recalled the way he'd done a double take when he saw her all dolled up. Hanging her head she let out a breath.
"I've never really seen myself as pretty, strong and confident, yes, but pretty, no. I break jaws, not hearts. My hands are rough, my shoulders are broad, and my muscles are big, not something a man looks for in a woman...I mean, not if he's looking for someone to share a bed with. I got plenty of mates, met a lot of them in the fighting ring. I'm just like them and I got used to just being with them. They never commented, or cared that I was a girl, they liked me for my fists, my strength, and ability to down a fifth of whisky and not get shitefaced." She shook her head. "This is all so new to me, I have one dress that even comes close to being pretty, and I'm saving it for a very very special occasion. So I don't really have much else...and I never really needed much beyond some nakard boots, and mucky pants. I got used to being, me, one of the lads. I didn't need to be pretty around them, but they didn't really see me as a girl." She took another sad sip of her drink before snapping her head up at the end of the song. This was her moment.
Downing the rest of her drink she gently grabbed Dawson by the arm, after giving him a moment to reply to Mavis. And began pulling him to the dance floor.
"This one time, I'll let you lead me…" She whispered to him, "the best dancing I can do is a drunken jig, this seems well out of my depth."
Dawson's comment about her attire quickly snapped her out of her musings. She looked down at her uniform, a very nice uniform, then back to him. Her brow furrowed a little confused and feeling slightly hurt. This was all she had, she didn't have a closet full of pretty clothes to choose from, she had this uniform and the one dress. The gentle hand on her knee refocused her on Mavis who wore a kind smile.
Al looked down then back to Mavis.
"I'm not body conscious." She quickly shot back, though she still felt a little sting, "It's just, I wasn't raised with...pretty things. I had to get by on whatever my mother could find. And they were often what we could barter with the seamstress or tailor to give us. Besides, a skirt would've just gotten in the way at the factory, or in the ring...I...I didn't need them…" her words were defensive. She wanted to be this way, she had to be this way. "I…" Then she looked at her wingmate's kind face, and gentle smile. Looking away she found Hawkins being led around the dance floor. She recalled the way he'd done a double take when he saw her all dolled up. Hanging her head she let out a breath.
"I've never really seen myself as pretty, strong and confident, yes, but pretty, no. I break jaws, not hearts. My hands are rough, my shoulders are broad, and my muscles are big, not something a man looks for in a woman...I mean, not if he's looking for someone to share a bed with. I got plenty of mates, met a lot of them in the fighting ring. I'm just like them and I got used to just being with them. They never commented, or cared that I was a girl, they liked me for my fists, my strength, and ability to down a fifth of whisky and not get shitefaced." She shook her head. "This is all so new to me, I have one dress that even comes close to being pretty, and I'm saving it for a very very special occasion. So I don't really have much else...and I never really needed much beyond some nakard boots, and mucky pants. I got used to being, me, one of the lads. I didn't need to be pretty around them, but they didn't really see me as a girl." She took another sad sip of her drink before snapping her head up at the end of the song. This was her moment.
Downing the rest of her drink she gently grabbed Dawson by the arm, after giving him a moment to reply to Mavis. And began pulling him to the dance floor.
"This one time, I'll let you lead me…" She whispered to him, "the best dancing I can do is a drunken jig, this seems well out of my depth."
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