Kulan (original)
Another dead wolf. It was a cold winter, and starvation was driving them down from the mountains. He'd had to kill tens of them, this year. And, each burnt, starving, corpse reminded him of who he was.
As a mage he had access to ancient knowledge. Libraries going back maybe thousands of years. As a mage he would live indefinitely. Until, most likely, he was killed by some other mage. Then, maybe, reincarnation again. A new life. A new body. Maybe a way to forget. With any luck, not as one marked as a mage.
He liked the winter. He liked the borderlands. People accepted him as useful, valuable, to the community. They didn't flinch away from looking him in the face. Even the children. They called him 'Uncle Kulan', while the adults just called him 'Kulan'. Everyone knew his job. He burned things.
His face. He supposed it gave him some advantages. He didn't have to shave. Good in a world of, at best, cut-throat razors. Mostly he got respect, and any fear of upsetting a fire mage was well hidden, even in the biggest cities. Cities! They called them that, but, he remembered from his first life. True cities. Millions of people. Not the tens of thousands they called a city in this world.
His first life. That fractured mess. Before he understood that each awakening in this world, not the one of his origin, was to be appreciated. The scars on his hands. Once he learned to look he could see the sigil, the brand, of a fire mage, hidden on the palm of his right hand.
Waking in this world, each time he was deeply enough unconscious in his own, from the seemingly endless reconstructive surgery, year-on-year, on his face. Until, a long and full life, he died of old age and awoke, hopefully the last time, as a fire mage in this world.
Fire.
'Kulan' meant 'coal', if you dug into the right histories. The coal that had burnt his face, his hands, all those years ago. But, 'kulan' was also 'wild horse'. Something free, untamed. These days, though his face reminded him, even though the fire he wielded meant he couldn't forget, he liked that meaning.
Free.
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AN: I guess this fantasy story, from nine years ago, is an '
Isekai'. From well before I heard that term. But, I understand the idea has been around, in some form, since the 1930s ('
Slaves of Sleep'), and likely before then.
AN: Only implied is that the viewpoint character has a really badly burned face. And, that to be a 'mage' in the described fantasy world you must be 'marked' by magic, possibly in a highly traumatic way, that suits your variety of magic. If this story was developed hopefully all that would become clearer. But... it is what it is.