Sorry to say this, but my muse has fallen off of this idea for now.
I think it is in part my fault, because I have to get into the core's mindset to write the updates, which isn't a fun place to be, as it is apathetic and angry, two things I am very familar with, but as I am trying to not lose the progress I have made with my own mental health, I will have to put this idea down.
On the bright side of things, I have had a better (for my mindset) idea, and will probably be getting it up as soon as I can.
The idea involves playing as a monster, but death isn't the end for you.