Chapter 1
I awaken an unknown amount of time later to the waves lightly washing over me. As I look and walk around, I finally take my first look at myself. It's not just me looking down, however. I also see a reflection of
my visage in the water...
What immediately gets my attention is that my body finally matches my gender, and it makes me embrace myself, running my hands through my new curves and clothes. Other details pop out, however. I find myself on my toes as my footwear turns out to be a pair of white heeled boots. Not something I'm used to, but it feels distinctly feminine to be wearing them. My dress and hat, meanwhile, look beautiful, as is my long hair, but my skin is so pale, and my eyes, they glow, they glow blue. Not the most natural of things. Whatever brought me here also made me into one of them, a denizen of the Abyss. No wonder the Princess wanted to recruit me. Or did she turn me into this? It's scary to think about what might have happened if I didn't free myself.
Up ahead, I see the bombed out ruins of a town, while behind me, on the water, I notice a few ships run aground. Among them are a few cargo ships (at least they look like those) and even a modern destroyer, heavily damaged by the looks of it. Looking down, I see one particularly brave crab eyeing at me from down in the sand, while overhead birds fly freely. What happened here?
I take a closer look at the ships. Did a battle occur? Are there survivors? It's the most likely explanation I can think of for this, probably the doing of Abyssals. If so, now I worry about being mistaken for the enemy. Where's an IFF when I need one?
As I step out into the ocean, I find myself floating on my feet, even without a ship spirit's rigging. However, I'm not actually standing on the water, but rather, sinking slightly into it. How does that happen? It's also unnerving. What if I fall in?
After a few seconds, I find myself relieved that it won't happen. As such, I begin walking out to the wrecked ships. My movements feel more like flailing, however, unused to floating like this.
A few minutes later, I arrive at the first of the wrecks, a large freighter cracked in half in the middle. Unfortunately, any hope of finding survivors fades once I see the age of the wreck. The amount of rust all over all the ships confirms that they've been here for a long time. Most of the cargo holds of the ships are in shambles, any supplies they once held now gone through either flooding, fire, or just time. However, at one lone cargo ship laying on its side near the coast, I find a relatively dry and intact cargo hold containing various food. Most of it is long since rotten though, but some of the longer-lasting ones look somewhat edible. I bring them with me in case I find those in need of it, or in case I'm hungry. They don't look the most tasty, though.
The wreck of the destroyer is even more disheartening. Its wreck lays in two pieces as well, but the level of damage is worse. From what I can tell, partly from my newfound knowledge as Sara, the ship was still under attack even after it sank. Numerous holes dot its hull, while a faded number 85 is still legible on its bow. DDG-85? But I don't know which one is that. Maybe it's an Arleigh Burke? The US has a lot of those.
I think the damage is more recent though. Maybe there are survivors or useful salvage? I opt to look more closely into it.
As I further explore the destroyer, I both confirm and disprove some of my earlier thoughts about the vessel. It wasn't shot as it was sinking. Instead, based on the state of the interior, most of the shooting had been from inside the ship. That means there had been survivors aboard, fighting off a boarding action. Aren't those rare these days? Strangely, I don't see any trace of the attacking party, but rather, plenty of corpses of the former crew members, uniforms and all. Turns out that this is indeed an American ship, USS
McCampbell, going by labels on some of the equipment onboard. My expression saddens from seeing the casualties, for it's my first time to be witness to such a thing, not counting the Sara memories...
I continue my search deeper into the ship, and find more evidence of the crew putting up a fierce fight against their enemy. Traps, chokepoints, and sealed passageways were present, attempts to hold off their attackers for as long as they can, all the way to the partially flooded engine rooms, where some of the engineers attempted a final stand. If only the crew would receive proper burials...
Going inside one of the sealed rooms, I manage to find perhaps the most surprising find of them all. In a passageway cut off on both ends by heavy debris, I get my first look at
whoever attacked this ship, An Abyssal destroyer!
The creature is in a pretty poor state, though. Half of it is trapped under a heavy metal beam from the collapsed upper deck. It's also missing a good chunk of its side from the explosive that sealed this room. From what I can tell, this one was left behind after the attackers pulled out. Now I wonder what other secrets this wreck holds.
It does mean, however, that there is a possibility, and danger, of live Abyssals still being present here, and they could be threats. I don't want to get captured again, or worse. As such, I cautiously check what equipment I have. As an Abyssal myself, I would have a rigging and all, right?
As I check within myself, mentally concentrating on forming my rigging around me, I feel a pull from somewhere deep. It's so instantaneous that I almost don't even realize it happened. New sensations nuzzle me while I inspect what I have manifested.
A new black presence settles onto my hat, its tendrils relaxing around me. It feels like jelly to the touch, yet the tendrils, armed with guns, are actually harmless to me. Soft and comfy even. If anything, they feel like a part of me, something I can move around via extra nerves and muscles. With my hand, I can feel the central part of the dome-like weight. Guns line its sides and top. I blink as I see my hand, even though it's above my head… do I have eyes up there? I even feel the presence of an extra mouth, a big one. It sure drives home how weird Abyssals can look.
Behind me is a black cloak, rather tattered-looking, yet soft and silky. A round silver clasp pins it to my dress. On my other hand is a black coral staff, a simple one which can double as a walking stick. In my mind's eye, I feel airplanes resting within me, within my hangars. Gestures with my staff are all that's needed to deploy them.
Not only those are present, though. I'm presented with a mental list of what I have on me, and from the looks of things, I'm equipped similarly to what I was when the war started. No Oerlikons yet, let alone Bofors, only Brownings and Chicago Pianos. Even my cruiser guns remain present, the 5"/38s nowhere to be found, only 5"/25s to accompany the eight-inchers. Radar-wise, I only have the early warning CXAM and two of the surface fire-control ones, the FCs, not the bountiful suite of mid-to-late-war. Lastly are my aircraft. Wildcats, Dauntlesses, Devastators. A respectable lineup, but it doesn't feel the same as having Hellcats and the like. At least there are ninety planes in total, ready to go.
They may be a step back from what I had before, but they feel nostalgic, like old times, and it's nice to know I have my equipment with me. My rigging's overall appearance brings to mind the Abyssal's version of standard carriers, though.
Wo is me, for I look like one of them...
However, as I finish inspecting my new rigging, I notice movement from the supposedly dead Abyssal Destroyer. Looking down, I notice in its one good eye a glowing green fire staring back at me. Before I can react, I notice soft pings coming from it.
..-. .-.. .- --. … …. .. .--. ..--..
(TL: Flagship?)
Mental images flow into my mind. Dots and dashes. Short and long beeps. Translations into letters and words. I recognize them as Morse code, and I feel that being Sara has given me an understanding of it.
So the Abyssal before me is asking if I'm a flagship? It reminds me of a soldier asking for a superior officer. For now, I decide to try and play it safe. "Maybe," I reply, "Do you want me as one?"
The damaged Abyssal Destroyer continues its pings, but they seem softer than before. I don't think it has much strength left after who knows how long it's been here.
.-.. . ..-. - / -... -.-- / ..-. .-.. . . - --..-- / -.. .- -- .- --. . -..
(TL: Left by fleet, damaged)
I don't know if I could help with its injured state, or if it's wise to do so. So much for the 'no one left behind' thing though. "What's the sitrep? What was your mission?" I ask. Its answers may provide more context to this whole thing.
It pings back at me again, so softly that it's nearly silent.
… .. -. -.- / - .-. .- .. - --- .-. / ..-. .-.. . . - --..--
(TL:Sink traitor fleet)
With that, the light in its remaining eye goes out, and the Abyssal destroyer goes limp.
That's worrying. The Princess also referred to me as a traitor. A misnomer, really, since I did not join the Abyss in the first place. Can't betray what I was never part of.
But she also mentioned that there are others who are such, comparing me to them. That means I'm not the only one who is not interested in destroying humanity. Now I need to look for this rebel faction.
Though the destroyer could be referring to humanity instead, what with the Princess mentioning the part about being betrayed by them.
Before I go, however, I'll have to see if there's anything of note left in this ship, and then I'll take the time to give the crew and the Abyssal destroyer a sea burial. It's the least I could do for them.
As I continue my search, I don't find much left in the bowels of the ship, other than continued evidence of the defenders' stiff resistance. Talk about making the enemy pay for each step they took. As I step into the bridge, however, I do find one last thing of note.
Initially, it looks like nothing special. It's less damaged in comparison to other areas of the ship, leaving me to believe the crew fell back from the rather exposed position it offers. Tucked away under some wreckage, I manage to find a stack of papers, with a note attached. Most of it is illegible, but I can make out the very end.
...was a success, we managed to lure away the Abyssal fleet. But with the numbers now chasing us, there's no chance for our escape. I'm sending most of the crew ashore, being one of the few Islands not under Abyssal control. Maybe they'll escape notice, and be able to send out an SOS. But myself and anyone who volunteers will remain behind to make the Abyssals think they got us all. I had the crew write final letters to their family, they're attached to this note. If anyone finds this, please get these to our family. Good luck to whoever finds this.
Commander Thomas Carter
A solemn expression crosses my face. It was actually a do-or-die resistance. These guys voluntarily gave up their lives to stall and deceive the enemy, not only on their last stand, but as part of an operation, too. Courage and cunning both. I make sure to keep the letters, and make a mental note to find their families. It's only right that they know what happened here, and find closure.
It also means the crew could still be alive, back inland, though the bombed out town is not a good sign. Maybe I could help? Being mistaken for the enemy would, again, be a concern, albeit an understandable one.
After finishing my search of the ship, I start the process of burying the crew and Abyssal destroyer at sea. It's a long process, and added on with the time it took to explore all the ships plus the cargo ships, I begin to notice the sun starting to set on the horizon out to sea. I consider continuing to explore or not. On one hand, I don't feel tired. On the other hand, it's starting to get dark, which will make further exploration harder.
On the mutant third hand, well, a tendril in my case, I don't have a place to stay for the night, which I decide to prioritize looking for. Perhaps the remains of the town could be a starting point? There might be crew in hiding there, so I ought to check first. Scouting with my planes could be an option… if not for the approaching nightfall. No radar, no safe way of flying in the dark.
As I make my way through the town, the darkening sky gives an almost haunted look to the ruins around me. At the very least, this place was bombarded long before the crew of the
McCampbell arrived. If I had to guess, I'd say the damage looks to be as old as that done to the cargo fleet wrecks off shore. But there doesn't seem to be any signs of recent human habitation, leading me to believe that they didn't pass through here. Or at the very least didn't stay here for long.
As I continue my exploration, I manage to find the name of the town, Agat it seems. On the Island of Guam. After exploring what I can, I go and find a relatively intact house, at the very least one that won't leak on me if it rains. It's closer inland when I'm able to locate such a dwelling, which is likely how it survived.
What a whirlwind of events. I shudder just thinking of what I went through. To find myself in a dark abyss, away from home, and someone trying to indoctrinate me by force… At least I'm finally a girl in body, and it's nice to be the spirit of Saratoga, if pale and glowy and jellyfishy. I don't know what would happen in the future, and it unnerves me. Hopefully things would be better tomorrow...