@Black Noise
Ssshhhhh... The plot-bunnies are sleeping. You don't want to wake them up, do you?
On that note: Chapter regurgitation time!
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Chapter 5: Broken People
Iroh slowly came out of his afternoon nap, and when he became awake enough, he gazed up at the metal ceiling of his sleeping quarters in a contemplative mood.
How things have changed.
It took a few moments to adjust to the new reality, because it still felt like a dream. He felt the urge to get out of his bed and see for himself. Just for a double-check. He
had done such, in fact, yesterday. He remembered. It was quite embarrassing. He
wasn't doing it again.
Aside from the task of simply centering himself after the revelations of a few nights ago, there were several things to account for. Plans that needed changing. In many cases, downgrading the urgency or altogether eliminating certain plans was called for. Thanks to the things his nephew had been sharing of late, it truly seemed that the White Lotus nearly had nothing at all to worry about.
His thoughts were interrupted by the door to his quarters swinging inward, and quickly closing behind the young man who entered.
"Father."
A thrill still went through Iroh at being addressed as such by his beloved nephew. It'd been nearly a decade since Lu Ten… But this was the present. This was now.
Zuko.
"What… what are you doing here?"
The prince was smiling and carrying two bowls full of roast-duck nikudon, judging by the mouth-watering smell.
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First, they went penguin sledding.
They laughed. They were children again.
The clock had turned back. It was an amazing gift.
It was heaven.
After they tired themselves out, they stood around at the bottom of the hill, feeding and playing with the penguins for awhile. And then Aang asked about what things were like after… After. During their conversation, she had looked delighted. It was all wonderful, so
wonderful. She told him all that he asked about. About how beautiful Republic City became. About the new Avatar, Korra. About Air Temple Island. About Tenzin. His grandkids. Jinora, Ikki, Meelo, Rohan. All airbenders.
He had been so happy.
She never volunteered
any information, though.
Because, she had said later, she needed to know
.
"Aang?"
"Yes, sweetie?"
Her smile seemed… strained, "Don't you have… Any other questions? About before?"
"No, not really. Why?" he asked, curious.
The atmosphere became decidedly awkward after that.
"Katara?"
She looked slightly dazed. "Huh. They were right."
"What?"
"I didn't believe it. I couldn't
. I wouldn't let their words taint my memories of you. I pretended to agree with them, maybe. But… with you here, now, in front of me and breathing, alive
, it's even more unbelievable than ever. And they were... completely right."
Feeling somewhat off-balance, now, Aang cautiously asked, "What are you talking about?"
She crossed her arms, pensive and worrying her bottom lip, before elaborating "Our children. They were right. About you."
He raised an eyebrow. "What's that
supposed to mean?"
"Kya used to beat up Tenzin when they were just babies, and Bumi would tease him until he cried. You remember?"
Blinking at the apparent non-sequitur, he shrugged, "Yeah? I remember. I'm pretty sure you've grounded those two for it. Often."
"I did," she said softly, "I didn't understand why
. Why they were so hard on him. Tenzin was so sweet. And when he grew up, he was so amazing. He took being the legacy of the Air Nomads so
seriously… maybe a little too
seriously. But even when they were all full grown, they wouldn't stop.
I couldn't see…"
Suddenly she brought a hand up to her mouth, and he was stunned to see that his wife's eyes were watering.
"Katara," he whispered, alarmed, "What's wrong?"
"I can't talk to you right now. Just… I need…"
"Please," Aang begged, "Tell me what's the matter! I can't see you cry!" He stepped forward to place his hands on her arms. To bring her closer. To steady her. Anything
. His heart fell when she backed away.
Ice settled into his stomach, "What… What did I do
?"
"We'll talk, Aang," she said dully, and she brought up a gloved hand to wipe away the tears before they froze on her face. Now her eyes were red. "We need
to talk about this. But I need to be clear-headed when we do. If I do it now… I might not forgive myself for what I'd say."
She turned around and walked away, leaving a confused and hurt twelve-year-old-but-not behind at the base of the hill.
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Aang opened his eyes, and for a moment he just stared upward at the starry night sky and listened to the water lapping the nearby rocks, losing himself in memory.
What a thing to have a nightmare about, he marveled.
Especially considering that he was guilty of far worse things in his many lifetimes.
This? Was a harmless, honest mistake in comparison to those trespasses. Something that he'd long ago forgiven himself for.
He thought that demon had been laid to rest.
Then again… and he lightly blew air out his nose in derision at himself.
He supposed that he knew about the key difference of
that particular sin.
That, and the… the
way things were between him and Katara right now probably had something to do with it.
He pondered those dark injuries, wondering at how fresh the pain from those old wounds felt in the aftermath of the dream.
But he quickly stopped. He knew it wasn't spiritually healthy to stew in past regrets.
In fact, it seemed like it was just about time for a chakra spring cleaning.
Angsting is a pretty good indicator, he thought wryly.
It happened once every few lifetimes; some memories would never fade with time. Given the opportunity to live one's life over and over… well, one learns things about oneself. Things that, at times, Aang felt he wished he never learned about himself. But
that kind of attitude was no way to deal with it, he knew. That was a lesson
all of them learned. When all one has is time… It's better not to brood.
So he sat up from his horizontal position on his sleeping pad and stretched, before settling back down into a cleansing seated position.
Since it was
that memory which was bothering him, that would be his Fire Chakra getting clogged up.
He closed his eyes and meditated on his shame.
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Iroh was fascinated by this side of his nephew. He had no idea how long they'd been sitting there in Iroh's quarters just talking, and, frankly, he didn't care. It all started when Zuko came by to visit him in the evening with dinner, and they settled at the low pai-sho table and ate. Then they started talking. He couldn't even recall what the beginning of the conversation was about; that was how lost in dialogue he was right now.
"Don't you think that love is eternal?"
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That evening, he was frozen in place as he faced the onslaught.
"You never asked about them."
She took a step forwards.
"I…"
"You never even thought about them before I reminded you, just now, did you?"
Another step.
"N-no… I…"
"Bumi. Kya. They just disappeared from your life when Tenzin airbended for the first time."
Step.
He felt physically pained at the words which were aimed like daggers at his chest, even though she said them gently, "I loved them, Katara! How can you say… What, that I just didn't care about them?"
The thorny, hurtful words of his daughter echoed through his memory.
I have no family! You can't tie me down!
But that was just a phase, wasn't it?
She was just being a teenager, right?
Wasn't it just misdirected aggression?
The rationalization sounded hollow.
"I think that you let the rest of your life take over. Being the Avatar. Teaching Air Nomad culture to Tenzin. They loved you, too, you know. More than anything, I think they just wanted to hear you say those words again. Be
with them again."
Katara reached a hand up to his face.
"Kya missed penguin sledding with you. Did you know that? She remembered
that. That one time
when she was five. And she said she was sad that she never did it with you again."
Hot trails burned their way down his cheeks, "Stop…"
She wrapped her arms around him, and he clutched back at her like a lifeline, "And Bumi, he loved
the city, the nation
that you built from the ground up. He accomplished so much; protected so many people. He did it for you. He wanted to do right by you so badly."
He hiccupped.
"He thought that he disappointed you."
He choked, "What…? What… How could he…?"
"For not being an airbender."
His fingers dug into her back spasmodically, letting out an inarticulate cry of pain.
"I think… Even if you couldn't admit it to yourself… That he was right."
She pulled back, looking at him directly, "Do you know what they told me? They told me that when they finally got around to visiting an air temple, the air acolytes there had no idea that you had two other children."
He couldn't look at those ocean blue eyes. Nonjudgemental. But frank. Loving. But earnest with her damning words. He buried his face into her shoulder.
"Aang… I won't tell you that you didn't make mistakes…"
It was all too much, suddenly. Being young
again. Features unmarked by time. Being a child
. He remembered being a child. Being carefree.
Having fun
. He hadn't realized it, not even on his deathbed, what he had turned into. Someone like Monk Tashi from the Southern Air Temple. Someone who was consumed with trivial make-work. Someone so burdened by thoughts of the future, of his legacy, that the present was left behind, forgotten. Someone who had no time for important things
like playing games with his children.
He had died with the thought that he had succeeded in his life, for the most part. That, despite his mistakes, he had made the best out of them at every turn. He had felt content
.
Now, he felt astonished at the magnitude of that error in thinking.
"I… I failed…" he whispered into her parka, and the words left him gasping.
She held on to him, rubbing his back in soothing circles and not saying anything as Aang cried until he fell asleep.
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"I… I failed…"
Yes… I did
. I was a poor father to them; I know this, now. It was my first, and, as far as I knew at the time, my only
chance at getting it right. And I failed them. Katara
raised them, not I. I burdened Tenzin with all of my attention and expectations. And in doing so, I hurt them all.
And yet the slate was wiped clean.
I've since lived many lifetimes loving my children, telling
them, being
with them.
Gyatso's words, so ancient, still rang true.
I cannot change what was. I can only affect what is
.
He let out a breath, letting the chakra flow clear again, and opened his eyes, gazing out across the open ocean in front of him. Thinking about his spiritual health. The task of clearing his chakras.
It was easy.
Maybe too easy.
"Nightmare?"
He brought up his forearm and quickly wiped his face with his sleeve. "... Yeah."
Footsteps, then the rustle of cloth as Katara sat beside him on the sleeping mat.
Just as it was back then, all those years ago, her voice was soft, "I didn't know that still bothered you."
He shook his head in negation, albeit slowly, "No. It doesn't, really. Not anymore. But, in a way, that memory is important to me."
There was quiet for a moment as she took that statement in, then, "Because things still mattered."
It was still possible to feel
something back then. Anything.
How long? How long had they been together, now? A thousand years? Ten thousand?
How long did it take to realize that he was just going through motions at this point?
His eyes were dry of tears, "... I'm tired."
And it wasn't the first time.
Pause.
"... Me too," she agreed, reluctant, yet relieved.
And, without saying anything further, he knew… and he knew that
she knew... they wouldn't be together.
In another life, perhaps.
But not this time.
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"No."
"No?"
"Through the many futures I've seen, I've found that love can burn hot for awhile… but not forever. Eventually, it turns into cold ashes. Oh, the flames
can be stoked anew. Love is a form of energy, and it always returns with a fresh start, but only after much time. The opposite of infatuation is not hate, but familiarity. So much of a romance depends on the curiosity of exploring something,
someone new or with hidden depths yet untouched. Only time can renew what's lost in the flame."
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"Up and at 'em, sleepy head!"
One baleful eye peeked out from the wrappings, glaring at Aang's laughing ones.
Sokka was unamused.
"I will get up when I
want to get up, and not
one second sooner, airhead."
A troublemaking light entered those gray orbs, "Oh yeah? What about-"
"
Don't…" the older boy sat up abruptly in his wrappings, eyes blazing with such ferocity that the Avatar blinked "even think about it. I haven't had a peaceful night's sleep for the last
decade since my hip started acting up. I don't care what you are thinking of right now. Earthquaking, shining light in my face,
live frickle snakes. I.
do not. care. Understand? Can you
comprehend the words coming out of my mouth?" he was standing, now, sleeping bag and all, leaning forward and forcing the airbender to take a step back at the black look on the water tribesman's face, "If you even
think of doing
anything like that in the next week, it will be
war."
"OKAY, okay!" the child shouted, nodding his head as fast and as hard as he could, eyes wide and throwing up his arms in surrender, "I get it! I'll be good, I swear!"
He'd
seen Sokka with the gloves off. It wasn't pretty.
Explosions. Big ones.
Katara edged in from the side into her brother's view, looking delighted, "Well, looks like you're up. Eat your breakfast: The camp won't pack itself, will it?"
He pulled a long face.
"... I hate you," he deadpanned.
"And look at how much I care!" she beamed, eyes closed, grandiose and spreading her arms expansively to indicate a huge volume. Only to pause, opening her eyes in a falsely quizzical expression and bringing up a finger to her lips in a thoughtful pose, "Oh wait, there's nothing here."
"Ha. Ha," he said in a robotic monotone, already shuffling towards the campfire.
Aang walked up to the fire and sat down with the other boy on the ground, "C'mon, Sokka, we're
camping. We haven't bothered with that since we were kids
last time. Aren't you excited?"
"Says the guy who can practically snap his fingers and do the packing
instantly."
Katara came over and sat at her brother's other side.
"Hey now, ever since I learned that trick,
no one wants to do the packing anymore," the monk rebuked, "I have to make the others in the group do it
sometime, or they don't get the full experience!"
Scooping a bowl of stew with newly-earthbent cookware, Sokka sat back with his breakfast and looked askance at his sitting partner, before switching sides and looking at his sister.
Raising an eyebrow, he brought his bowl up to his mouth and blew on the hot soup.
His meaning was obvious, just from that, but he clarified, "I don't recall you making Katara do
any packing.
Ever."
Katara scoffed.
Mirroring her thought process, the airbender had an easy answer to that, "I never have to. She does her part."
At that particular wording, he snorted. "Yeah,
sure she does. I'll bet she does her part
really well," Sokka drawled, before closing his eyes and taking a sip from the stone bowl, missing Aang's twitch and the waterbender's eyeroll.
"Classy."
Sokka came up for air after swallowing a big mouthful, answering his sister graciously "Why, thank you."
"… Yeah, about that," the monk-child brought a hand up to rub the back of his head, "Katara and I kinda… broke up? Last night. Thought you oughta know."
Sokka stilled, his stone bowl halfway up to his mouth for a second gulp, "... What."
Katara looked across at Aang for confirmation, and at his nod, "Yeah, it's over."
The bowl dropped from numb fingers, breaking in half on the ground.
"... That was full of stew," she said flatly.
"Back up," her brother brought his hands up to his temples, pushing into them as if to head off an enormous headache, "Go back to the part where you said… What you said."
Sensing a comedic moment, the Avatar was happy to oblige while the waterbender bent the spilled food into the ocean with a twist of her arm, "Katara and I have decided that we are no longer
together, effective immediately," he enunciated, eager to get to the punchline.
He was mumbling, talking under his breath, but the airbender caught:
"No, this can't be happening."
"Huh?" Aang intelligently queried, confused.
"
Please tell me you're lying," he moved suddenly, grabbing the younger boy by the folds of his blue coat, fixing him with a desperate gaze "You're
joking, right? This is a prank?"
"Um…" he looked over, and Katara gave a shake of her head in agreement with his view of the matter, "Nope. I'd say we're pretty much sure of it now. We're done."
Letting go, Sokka sank his elbows onto his knees and put his forehead onto his hands.
"No.
No," the biologically-teenage tribesman's voice wavering in a crack, "No,
no, NO!"
Katara put a hand on his arm, but he shook it off.
"Sokka! What is
wrong?" she asked, half concerned, half convinced it was an act, but sharing a look with the air nomad. He lifted his shoulders in equal befuddlement.
"
NOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo…!" he finally wailed, moving his hands to cover his face as he started to sob, "WAAAAAaaahhahaaaaaaa…! Y-you… Ohoh,
no!
Why?
WHY!?You gotta be
kidding me! Ohohoooo, wahahohowahahaaaa! No,
no, noho…. *gasp*... WAAAAA-"
Feeling very uncomfortable, Aang patted his back while Sokka leaned forward in abject sorrow, "Uh... everything'll be okay, I think? Don't worry about it? There, there…"
"You can't! Not
now! Spirits,
no! Ahuhuhuhuhuhaaaaa-"
"Wait, what? What are you talking about?" inquired Katara suspiciously, connecting that statement to her and Aang's declaration of separation, "We weren't
supposed to break up? On
whose schedule?"
Sniffling, Sokka muttered, "Toph's."
"
What?" the airbender blurted, "I don't remember her saying anything
like that at the meeting-?"
"
This has nothing to do with her obsession with world domination!" he screeched, raising his head and confronting the other two with puffy red eyes, before flinching under their stares and continuing at normal speaking volume, "We… we made a bet… a long time ago…"
It clicked.
The Avatar was shocked. "You… you made a bet with Toph about when Katara and I would
break up? Since
when?"
Wiping his nose with his sleeve and seeming to recover slightly from his bout of woe, Sokka scowled, "Five lifetimes ago. Trust me,
I counted."
"Let me guess," Katara offered dryly, "You bet we'd be together until the
very next life."
"Your wisdom knows no bounds, sis."
Aang was present enough to grasp the important part of the equation, and he leaned in intently, "What did you
bet?"
For one of
them, bets held absolutely no value whatsoever unless they were extremely high-risk. That was to say, nothing material would do. In fact, the only thing that mattered was:
Still-red eyes glowering, "We bet our next turn."
Quiet followed those words.
"... Wow, man," the Avatar slow-blinked as he backed off, "That is
bad."
"What part of, 'Do not
ever gamble with Toph.' did you miss from the last
eternity of dealing with her?" Katara asked in disbelief.
"I know,
I know, okay, but I thought I had an in with this one!"
She was unimpressed with that logic, "... Right. Because you knew my relationship with my husband
so much better than her."
A cloud of despair settled over him, before he brightened.
"Hey, wait," he said, abruptly holding up a hand, and Aang and Katara both tensed at the tone of his voice, "What if… you guys just
pretend that yo-"
"No."
The two simultaneous voices were equally unforgivingly level.
"
Please?" he begged, "Just
one lifetime!
One!"
"Why should we do that?" Katara asked pointedly, "You
lost. Fair and square. She deserves her win."
"And I really
don't wanna try to con
Toph," Aang reasoned impassively.
"Please?" reduced to supplication, Sokka got onto his knees in front of the two of them, switching his gaze between them intermittently.
And this was officially getting into dangerous waters.
This was because something
important was on the line. And when it came to
important things, stuff got
interesting. And
that -
interesting stuff - was the primary commodity for the group of time-travellers.
Katara's eyes barely moved sideways until it met Aang's equally sly gaze.
This was getting squeezed for all it was worth.
And her brother was really just
asking for it with his unsightly, dishonest begging.
"O
kay, Sokka, I'll do it. For
you," Katara, pretending to be put-upon, "
If he's up to it."
When he looked away to receive an answer from Aang, she winked in his direction.
The Avatar gave no indication that he saw a thing, only sighing, "Sure.
Whatever. But you
owe me."
"Yeah!" Sokka said, earnest, "I owe you! Big time!"
Ugh, she thought, looking at her brother with unfeigned incredulity,
He expects us to believe he'll honor a debt after weaseling out of a bet like that? He's going to get exactly
what he deserves!
It'll end with him getting his butt kicked, sure, but that was no skin off Katara's nose after that slimy wisecrack about the camping pecking order.
And while Sokka's back was turned away as he cheerfully searched through the bag of supplies for another bowl to use, Aang gave her an answering smile, mischievous.
The corner of Katara's mouth went up.
The bedrock of who they were to each other hadn't changed.
And they both realized unexpectedly at that moment… that everything between them was fine again.
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"There is something that
does last, though. Probably the kind of love that you were thinking about in the first place."
"Oh?"
"Friendship."
"Aha."
"Yes. Friendship is steady, adaptable, passionate, and free," he smiled, "It's like the Avatar of relationships. It can survive a
lot."
"Oh, that sounds
intriguing. Tell me about this philosophy."
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"You
have to work with a critical patient
sometime!"
A middle-aged woman stammered, "I-I w-want to h-help…"
In a dark, but relatively clean, room, a bloodied young man lay on a cot with wounds partially dressed, moaning in pain, "Uggggghhhhh…"
A chime echoed into the room from the front of the shop, signalling a customer.
"I'm busy with a patient right now, please wait! Listen, you
can't freeze up every time someone comes in torn up like this," the elder man explained patiently, not looking at her but at the broken form of his patient and gingerly attempting to discern what was damaged without increasing the pain, "You
say that you want to be a nurse, but that will
not happen if you get queasy doing the
very thing nurses are needed for most. You need to come to a decision here, Sela. If you want to
be a nurse, you've got to
act like one. Otherwise-"
Must've hit something sensitive, because: "ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!"
Sigh, "This won't do. Well, if you're
not going to help me figure out so-called Mr. 'Tax Evader', go get the poppy syrup.
Obviously the painkiller I already gave him isn't working…"
"Y-yes sir," she wavered, then bolted out of the back room to do as she was told.
Feeling a bundle of nervous energy coil up somewhere between her heart and stomach, she hastily poked around the storage room in search of the asked-for drug. The room was poorly lit; that was on purpose, because some of the materials in it were sensitive to light, and lost their properties if exposed for a prolonged amount of time. All the same, she needed light if she was going to see what she was doing; she moved to a table and took the lone oil lamp there to assist.
Holding up the weak light source, her eyes moved over shelf after shelf, frantically trying to recall where the sopoforics were in relation to everything else.
She'd already disappointed Doctor Shang several times before. Gensu always said she wasn't cut out for this, and that she should help him around the farm - and she was aware that it
was harder for him without her. If she failed again, she'd be axed, and then she'd be stuck on the farm with her husband forever. Not that she wasn't prideful of her husband's livestock and accomplishments; it's just that she always wanted to do
more with her life than just tending walking chicken-pork all day.
"Dragon root, herb of earth, dried banana leaf… come
on,where's the
opium!?"
The doctor's concerned voice came out of the back:
"Quickly, now! I'm trying to set one of the fragments but-"
"GaaaAAAaaargh..."
"Yo."
Startled, Sela looked up to see that someone had come into the storage room through the front entryway. A child; she couldn't immediately tell if it was a boy or a girl due to the bad lighting.
"I'm sorry, but you're not allowed to come back here-!"
The child rolled over her attempt to turn her away, "Second case, third shelf down on the far left, it's a big clay jar sealed with wax, you can't miss it."
"... Eh?"
"The
pain killer? You know, might wanna get it quick, because otherwise the pain will kill
him?"
Sela blinked, then checked, moving her lamp to illuminate the indicated area. She had already checked that part of the shelf, but…
There it was. The words were there on the jar:
Poppy Syrup. But the ink was faded; that explained how she missed it the first time around. But it
didn't explain how a perfect stranger just strolled in and
told her where it was.
Lifting the jar, Sela opened her mouth to say… something, really, she wasn't sure what was going to come out of her mouth, but was cut off before she could properly formulate a question:
"Don't ask. Just grab it and go; he needs it."
A string of curses culminated into a yowl, before devolving into soft sobs, "YAAAaargh… ahahuhu… waaaaahhh..."
"
Now."
She was jolted into action, hurrying through the shelves to put the lamp back where it came from and moving back to the doorway leading to the back room with the jar clutched against her chest. Whereupon, she froze as images of blood and gore careened through her mind and her stomach rebelled at the thought of seeing it again.
Why is this such a problem
!? she internally wailed as a bead of sweat slid down the back of her neck.
The mystery girl's voice (she was fairly sure it was a girl, now) came from right behind her, "Move it, sister, that man needs our
help. If you don't light a fire under your butt in three seconds, I'm
pushing."
Sela obligingly stumbled forward.
Snatching the jar out of her arms, Shang started measuring out a dose, all the while clucking his tongue.
"
Slow. You were
slow. How would
you like it if a nurse took their time with the morphine while you lay abed with your bones in broken pieces?"
"S-sorry. The label was faded," Sela mumbled, looking everywhere except for the young man on the cot.
Carefully, the doctor held the patient still with one arm while entreating him to open his mouth. Once he had done so, he tipped the cup so that the painkiller went straight into the mouth.
Having administered the medicine, the older man lifted up the jar to his face for a closer look. "Hmm, I see. That's no good. I'll have to ink a new one, then, before I get it refilled when the suppliers come by. I'm just glad I haven't used it by accident at some point!"
And then a five foot tall problem spoke up, walking around to the other side of the bed to address Shang directly, "Gramps. What's the sitch with the guy?"
Definitely a girl. Black hair with bangs low enough to cover her eyes. Wearing some kind of costume. Bare feet.
And apparently
out to ruin her life.
Sela flinched.
The doctor gave an outraged shout, "WHAT!? Who are you? What are you doing in here!? SELA! You are
fired! You let some random kid come back here!?"
Attempting to explain, "N-no! I
tried to tell her to leave, but-"
The girl cut off her half-started clarification with, "His ribcage is a jigsaw puzzle, isn't it?"
The statement stunned the two adults in the room with its bluntness for a second, and then Shang sighed.
"Well,
yes, actually. It didn't look so bad at first when I had him carried in here, but... there's just… too many pieces. From what I can tell from looking just now, Mr. Ling will not survive this. The damage is too great, I'm afraid. The best that we can do is make the end come as painlessly as possible," and then he squinted through the dark, "And what would
you know about it, brat? You can't just come waltzing back here! Leave!"
The man that lay between them, Ling, gave a shuddering breath and made a garbled noise through his drug-induced stupor, "Hegarbluguglargarug… hegugaguh…? Gerblerguh…"
"No," came the resolute response. Through the dark, Sela saw the flash of a smile underneath face-obscuring dark hair, "You said it yourself. If I leave him in your hands, then he's dead meat. Guess that means I'll have to do something about that."
"What?" and here the doctor snorted, "This is not a place for you, little girl. Get out of my clinic, now. Where are your parents, anyway? They ought to be ashamed of themselves-"
"My
parents… are
not here. And for your information," she growled, "I'm the greatest earthbender you will ever meet," and the girl sat, so that she was directly across from the doctor and right next to the patient on the raised mat. She pointed one finger at Ling's chest, "I can heal him. The bones are made of earth, and chi shifts through a living person's skeleton. I can feel where the pieces are with my earthbending, move them to the right spots, and heal the fractures."
Sela had never heard of such a thing before, and if the look on Shang's face was any indication, neither had he, and he had something to say about it.
Would have, except that she could
see her employer's adam's apple jerk as the words froze in his throat. She was feeling pretty speechless as well.
For the little girl had lifted her other hand, already covered in a neat glove of stone which had thus far gone unnoticed, and through the cracks of the rocks came a ghostly greenish glow.
-
The chi didn't flow. No. That was the domain of water. Blood.
It shifted
. Like the earth. Slow.
The bones were strong.
Like a mountain.
And would be made whole once more.
-
Wordlessly, Sela joined the doctor, sitting at his side, and he unconsciously moved to make room, both of their eyes trained on the marvel at work in front of them.
All that she and Shang could do was stare at Ling's peacefully sleeping form in awe.
"Amazing…" the doctor breathed.
The girl - she still hadn't given any name - continued to slowly move the glove of glowing lodestones over the patient's ribcage, muttering to herself before speaking aloud:
"This is gonna take awhile. Earth healing takes
forever, no matter how experienced you are,
trust me. I know some
really old people who would
know. With that in mind, just out of curiosity… Who decided to use this Ling guy as an earthbending practice dummy?"
Jarred out of their wonderment, Sela and Shang glanced at each other, before the man decided to speak for them both.
"Well, if this," he gestured at the green healing light, "wasn't enough to show that you're not from around here, then that remark certainly was. It was Gao, the captain of the local garrison for the Earth Kingdom Army," he grimaced, looking like he wanted to spit at the name, but unwilling to do such an unsanitary thing in his clinic, "Feh. That…
thug… and his cronies aren't accountable to
anybody, in his mind. He's a greedy coward; only picks fights he's sure he'll win, and defends nothing but his own hide. If the Fire Nation came knocking, all they'd have to do is fork over some gold and he'd be gone like the wind."
"What'd Ling do to get his attention?"
Sela tentatively spoke up, raising a hand up to her temple to banish the headache which was already forming at the thought of that
person, "I think it was because Ling refused to pay the 'tax' twice in one week. He's new; just moved here a few months ago. He didn't know how Gao runs things around here," her other hand clenched into a fist in her lap, "He didn't know that Gao… 'punishes tax evaders'."
The girl hummed.
"Sounds like the guy desperately needs a royal kick in the pants," she commented.
"You think that hasn't crossed the mind of everyone who lives here?" Shang asked darkly, "There's nothing we can do! There aren't any other earthbenders here; no one can face Gao," he deflated, and gestured at the limp form between them, "Not without ending up like him."
"And if you just rounded up the whole village and fought him, he'd end up killing someone trying to escape the consequences of being a hoodlum jerk."
She paused, and nodded her head sagely, "I personally volunteer for this most noble task of butt whoop."
The man raised an eyebrow, "Just because
you happen to be an earthbender-"
Snapping, "The best, and
don't you forget it. I can do things with a handful of dirt that would give you
nightmares just to
imagine, old man, so don't insult me by saying that I
can't put that loser in his place. All you guys need to do is put together a
real militia to defend this town after I'm done."
Arms folded, the man quieted, his skepticism at the prospects of such a fight quite clear.
Ignoring him, the healer finished her work, huffing as the glow dimmed.
"He's lucky none of his organs were pierced, 'cause I wouldn't've been able to do diddly-doo-dah about that," then she stood up and walked around, saying, "As it is, I don't
do open wounds." and grabbing Sela's arm. Bemusedly, the woman allowed herself to be dragged to the other side of the mat, "C'mon, sister. You wanna be nurse, you gotta make it happen."
-
Chuckling, "Now, why do you think that there's a whole
philosophy behind what I just said?"
"Well, it's pretty obvious," his opposite said gamely, "I'd bet my Pai Sho set that Passion is Fire, right?"
"That is where Passion would mostly fall, yes. But only
Fire is Fire, old man."
"Of course." On this they both certainly agreed. "What is the most suitable analogue for, say… Earth?"
"That is not a relationship."
"Hm?"
"It is simply presence. Being there. Strong and unmovable. No matter how the wind howls, or the waves crash, or the flames burn, the mountain will not,
cannot bow to these things. Supportive, in some contexts, but implacable in others. The Earth is unfeeling. A stone doesn't talk or communicate… or throw itself. It simply
exists, despite anything else."
"Hmmm… And what of Water? Is
that a relationship?"
"Yes..."
And the night turned on.
-
Deep within the soul of Aang, there was a special place that was not human.
A place set aside by providence to be the home of a wondrous being.
Light flowed from this place, and connected to every living thing.
In this place, was the Spirit of the World, goddess of all.
She was bound to the Good Soul, the soul of Wan.
Reincarnated tens of tens of times, until Aang.
For nigh on ten thousand years, a human.
Knowing humans, now, conscious.
Guiding them. Protecting them.
Often, from themselves.
Caring for them.
Loving them.
Raava.
It was not a physical place. There was no way to describe it in a classical three dimensional analogue; it was simply beyond the comprehension of the human mind. However,
if one were to use such a metaphor…. one could say that She shifted restlessly.
Something was… wrong.
The Good Soul… Aang, now… it was…
dark.
And She had no idea why.
The spirit is not the mind; though the two were connected, they were distinct, and Raava Herself was typically barred from such interaction with Her host by the weight of hundreds of previous incarnations. That avenue to answers was barred to Her.
So She decided to call on the next most accessible thing.
"
Roku…"