Happy belated Easter. I don't have any chocolate eggs but hopefully this is sweet enough. Behold! 9 thousand words of CSKDCT (Cute Serial Killers Doing Cute Things)!
Undertow 2.1
Monday, 8:10am, April 25th, 2005
The lights were off and the space was dead silent as I climbed out of my car and wandered into my workshop.
"Aiko?" I called out tentatively, slowly unloading the huge order of breakfast food I'd brought with me along with my duffel bag full of tight fitting spare clothes and other bits of gear I'd brought for Aiko.
There was no response.
I rounded the corner to the back of the shed and reached over to flick on the bay lights, bathing the workshop and the mezzanine in brightness once more.
Still no response.
Huh... Well, if she hasn't eaten for as long as me, this will probably wake her up.
I headed back to the car and carted in the mountain of McBreakfast, setting it all down on a bare table below the mezzanine, a little bit away from the workbenches and computers.
Last night had been such a blur. I was half expecting it to have all been a bizarre nightmare when my alarm had dragged me kicking and screaming back to the land of the conscious at seven this morning. Because of Aiko's much slower flight speed, it had taken us about 30 minutes to get back to my workshop after the…
discussion with Deva, and it had been well past 1am by the time I'd gotten back home to my apartment.
I'd left Aiko at my workshop overnight, because there was no chance in hell I was going to show her where I lived - especially not with Sam living there, too. I hadn't loved the thought of leaving her alone in my workshop, but I'd offered to let her stay
somewhere, and I only had the one little camping cot up on the mezzanine for the times I'd ended up tinkering late into the night and hadn't been bothered to go back home to sleep.
That was the reason I'd given her for why I couldn't stay at the workshop with her, and while it wasn't strictly untrue, we both knew the real reason was because I was too scared to sleep in the same building as a serial killer. It had obviously been a hurtful thought for her, but she'd been mature enough to understand. To help with my reservations about having a stranger wandering around in my workshop, I'd told her the truth about having dangerous equipment in the workshop… and then added in a lie about having booby traps set up to protect it.
I should probably turn that lie into the truth sometime soon.
I'd given her some spare clothes - though they didn't really fit her slim frame - to replace the tattered and bloodstained ones she'd been wearing, along with a spare laptop so she'd have internet access. Then I'd left her to go take a shower while I put all my gear back in its proper places before heading home for the night.
With no signs of life from Aiko just yet, I grabbed my helmet and went over to my desktop computer to double check on the insurance I'd secured last night before finally going to sleep. A video from my helmet camera - of Deva, describing to me her plan to skirt the law and our mutual agreement to follow through on it. I had encrypted it in a hidden, self-deleting partition of my laptop that would zero itself if the wrong hardware boot sequence was followed. Then I encrypted the decryption keys with the RSA keys on my phone, placing that on its own self-deleting partition before uploading the encrypted footage to my backup server here at my workshop.
It would be absolutely overkill - if I didn't know what a tinker could do with time and inspiration. This way, at least, I knew that without my phone, my password, and the correct boot sequence,
I could never hack
myself. Insurance was good, but getting hacked and it getting out without my meaning to would be
much worse than actually having a reason to use it.
Still no signs of life from the mezzanine.
Did she run off after I left?
"Aiiiiikoooooooo! Food's here," I called out as I started making my way towards the stairs to the mezzanine, a knot of worry beginning to grow in the pit of my stomach. The list of very bad things that could go wrong if Aiko had run away grew longer by the second as I began ascending the stairs.
From halfway up the stairs, I heard some grumbling and rustling on the mezzanine and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Oh no... No, no, no... Dammit...!" Aiko whined.
Celebrated too soon.
"Is everything okay, Aiko?" I called out as I sped up the remaining stairs and quickly crossed the mezzanine to where the cot was.
I could see the blankets had been tossed about and the cot was a little lopsided. As Aiko sat up and climbed out of bed, I immediately noticed the left sleeve of the shirt I'd leant her had been torn to shreds - almost as if it had exploded.
"It... comes out when I sleep sometimes. I'm so sorry..." Aiko mumbled apologetically.
I put on a bit of a laugh as I saw the damage she'd dealt to the clothes.
"You, uhh, might have to consider sleeping naked," I joked. "Or, well, budget big for sleepwear. Listen, I brought some better clothes we can go out in. You wanna get dressed first or you wanna come down and eat? I wouldn't blame you for picking food first, I know I'm starving."
Aiko's eyes lit up at the mention of food.
"Yes! I'm so fucking hungry!" she exclaimed.
She took a moment to adjust the shirt, which now hung even more loosely from her, before moving towards me. With one of the sleeves ruined, I could see more of the tentacle tattoo that coiled up her left arm as well as some of the turtle shell pattern that reached up to cover her left shoulder. I'd caught a glimpse of her back the night before when she was heading for the shower, and it was just as heavily tattooed as her arms, with a distinctly aquatic theme reflected throughout; small fish and other sea life, as well as a turtle shell pattern. I hadn't seen her legs yet, but at this point I assumed she was covered from the neck down.
"C'mon, then. Can't you smell that? Come grab something and eat!" I exclaimed incredulously, waving back down the stairs behind me. "Oh, and grab that chair and bring it down. I've only got one other chair down here."
Aiko turned around and extended her left arm. The tentacle tattoo started to coil and writhe before erupting outwards; the ink seemed to flow out of her skin to form the appendage - translucent except for the dark lines defining its outline and details, somehow both liquid and smoke at the same time. The tentacle surged forward, extending metres in length to coil around the chair before pulling it back to her hand as the ink receded into her skin once more, returning to the image of the tentacle tattooed up her arm.
She killed someone metres away from me with that, last night.
I took a step back before stopping myself as quickly as I could, putting on a smile as she turned back to me.
"C'mon," I repeated, turning around quickly and then walking down the stairs towards the table of food as I rebuilt my composure.
"Sorry..." She mumbled.
She shrank inwards a little bit when she reached the bottom of the stairs, giving me an apologetic look. I grunted noncommittally, not quite able to tell her it was okay. I wheeled my chair away from my desks and over to the table where I began busying myself with unloading breakfast muffins, hash browns and hotcakes.
I hadn't even finished laying out all the food - let alone sat down - before Aiko was cramming it into her face with ravenous intent. There was an almost jarring disconnect between the hungry girl sitting in front of me, stuffing her face, and the blood-splattered, wild-eyed killer I'd met last night.
The all-too-normal sight of a girl demolishing some Macca's, along with my own desire to demolish some myself, eased the tension right out of the air over the course of a few minutes as I settled in to unwrap, munch, and drink.
Once a suitably large pile of rubbish had accumulated and my stomach had decided it was no longer cross with me, I sat back in my chair, regarding Aiko and waiting for her to finish. Her appetite seemed almost inhuman as she consumed double what I did and then some, before finally settling down and letting out a very unlady-like burp.
"'Scuse me..." She mumbled, looking slightly sheepish.
I gave her a big grin and a shrug.
"We've got a bit to get into, I think. But, clothes first, maybe?" I asked.
"Yeah, sure."
I grabbed the duffel bag and hauled it back upstairs with Aiko, putting it down on the cot and laying out the two different outfit options I'd brought, both fully covered from neck to toe; one cutesy and demure, and one simple to the point of utilitarianism.
"I didn't know what kind of style you'd like, so I got something cute and something simple," I said as I stood back and let her have a look. "I figure you can pick either one now and we can go shopping for more today."
"Shopping? I um... don't have any money..." she mumbled, contemplating for a moment before going for the simple option, pulling off her ruined shirt and reaching for a sports bra.
"I guessed as much," I replied, starting to fold up the other outfit again.
As she dressed in front of me, I saw her chest and stomach were - as I suspected - just as heavily tattooed as the rest of her torso. Her legs were covered too, all following the same aquatic theme.
I took a moment to study her and her tattoos in wonder as I absent-mindedly packed the rest of the clothes back into the bag. I tossed her the spare pairs of socks so she could stack up until my runners fit a bit better on her smaller feet, and then hefted the bag, turning to carry it back downstairs again.
I set about clearing away the rubbish from the table and a minute later, Aiko joined me downstairs, looking like a perfectly normal young woman.
I almost don't recognise her.
I gestured back to her seat and then sat back down in mine, leaning forward over the table. She sat down and pulled her feet up onto the chair so she could hug her legs and rest her chin on her knees.
"So," I said, gauging where to start.
"So?"
"We're partners now," I said, letting it hang in the air.
"I guess so. It feels a little weird honestly. I haven't had someone... that I could trust, in a long time." She squeezed her legs a little tighter.
"You seem pretty open to it, in spite of that. Do you... wanna tell me a little about yourself?" I invited.
I saw her expression change in an instant. She was closing herself off.
"That depends on what you wanna know..." She spoke softly.
"I'm not asking for a life story," I said, hoping my tone was reassuring. "I just... I'm operating off a lot of assumptions about you, right now. I wouldn't mind getting a better understanding of you. In the interests of working together, at the very least."
Aiko took a deep breath and started to speak slowly, keeping her eyes focussed on her feet.
"I was born in Japan and I grew up there until I was about ten, which was when I was... taken…" The words hung in the air as she paused for a few seconds. "I try not to think about everything that's happened since then. I got my powers about two weeks ago which is how I was able to escape… I just want to help as many other people like me as I can and stop the monsters who did this to me. I'll do whatever I have to to achieve that… Even killing."
I waited for a moment before responding, shocked and unsure of the right thing to say.
"I don't know if it's worth anything, but... I'm sorry that... you... Yeah… Have you been staying anywhere for the last two weeks?"
"I've jumped from shitty hotel to shitty hotel when I've been able to steal enough money from the places I searched. I've spent a few nights in homeless shelters..."
I gave her another nod and another pause while I thought carefully on the next question.
"Do you...
want to kill? To stop it all? Or is killing just what you had to do to get there?"
Aiko hugged her legs tighter.
"I'm not really sure anymore... I didn't want to at first but… No-one would tell me anything. Then when I first started doing it, it felt... really good.
Finally being able to hurt the people who spent
years hurting me. It also felt good knowing that they wouldn't be able to hurt anyone else, but now..? It still feels good in the moment, feeding that black hole of rage inside me… but afterwards I just feel tired and sick. I didn't think I'd have to kill this many people to get what I wanted..."
"If we're going to work together... I can't do that," I said. "I can't kill people. And I can't help you if you intend to keep killing people, unless you absolutely have to in order to protect yourself. We have to do it differently. Okay?"
She raised her head to look at me.
"What if they won't tell us otherwise?" She asked, challenging.
"That last man you killed last night told you. Before you..." I trailed off, a little darkly.
"He was different," she rebutted stubbornly, her gaze becoming a glare.
"He had a wife and daughter. He
begged," I replied simply, closing my eyes and remembering that sickening crunch before I turned to flee.
"Then he knew how dozens of other girls felt." Aiko spat back. I could hear the anger in her voice. "He was a
monster. He beat his wife and daughter and
bragged about it to his friends. And the rest of us… Even though we were slaves we were still supposed to be treated with the barest human decency. He didn't care! He didn't have proper security watching the back rooms to make sure customers followed the rules. Girls who got sent there came back hurt,
badly. Sometimes they never came back..."
I deflated, suddenly feeling much more unsure of myself. Of how I ought to feel about… all of this.
"I... I don't wanna make this a moral thing. Call it... a capability thing. I... can't do that. I just can't. If I help you - it has to be my way. With as little murder as possible, ideally zero. But - in case you haven't pegged it quite yet, I'm a tinker. I've got more options to get to the truth than just... killing my way to it. Can you trust me enough to try that?"
"I hope you never have to," she said with a solemn nod.
"I will promise that if it truly comes down to it, and there's no other option but to kill, I will... not stop you. As long as you're willing to promise that you won't do it until I concede that we've reached that point and there is nothing else left to do. Would that be okay?"
She nodded again. I barely caught the "thank you" she mumbled into her knees.
"You're welcome," I responded, putting as much honesty and conviction into it as I could. "I don't... I haven't gone through what you have, but I want very much to help."
I let the silence fall for a few moments again before I spoke up once more.
"So... Any questions about me?" I queried.
Aiko lifted her head and looked around at the workshop.
"Where did you get the money for all this? It looks expensive. I know that tinkers are smart and can make really fancy tech stuff, but it still costs money, right? You don't just magic your stuff out of thin air?"
"Born to privilege," I said simply. "Not any more, but I took a fair bit of cash when I got out. More than enough to get me started and keep me going, for a good while at least."
"Why would you run away from that?"
"I... That's, ahh, really... I don't think I can really convey..." I started, before coming to a stop and thinking it through. "That would be a life story. Suffice to say, privilege and money isn't everything."
"A 'grass is greener' thing?"
I let out a little laugh. I hadn't known what to expect from Aiko but she was surprisingly sharp.
"Oh, no. The grass right here is positively viridescent. A good bit of cash means I can build my tinkertech... and it means I'm in a position to help you. Starting with buying you some more clothes when we go out later."
She perked up a little at the thought. I saw her cheeks lift as the corners of her mouth pulled up into a small smile.
"I've never been clothes shopping before."
I gave her a smile back, a little bittersweet.
"It's fun. I think you'll really enjoy it. I can't imagine you have any idea what kind of style you have... So we might have to buy a fair bit for you to help you find it."
I paused as I was struck by a thought.
If she was taken at ten...
"Do you... know your measurements? Your bust size? Did they ever... fit you properly?" I asked, a little unsure of myself.
"I don't know my own measurements. Every now and then, someone would come and measure us but the clothes they gave us were usually so… skimpy it didn't matter. I know my… chest is bigger than average for an Asian girl, apparently that gave me extra..." she trailed off, the small smile dissolving.
"That's okay," I quickly interjected to fill the silence. "No problem. Getting measured is super easy. We'll fix that today. Every girl needs a good fitting bra, especially big chested girls, trust me."
I gave her a broad, reassuring smile. Aiko returned a weak, half smile back before her expression changed as her train of thought shifted to a different track.
"Do I need a costume?"
I let my smile similarly drop to a more thoughtful expression.
"You'll want something, yes. And probably a name I can call you when we're masks-on."
"I was thinking about that while I was in the shower last night. I still don't think I want to be a cape but if we're going to finish this the right way, I think a name will help separate the killing from the saving."
I shook my head.
"You're a cape, Aiko," I tried to impress upon her. "I've never heard of anyone stopping being a parahuman... and I looked. Maybe you don't become a hero or a villain, but... I don't think you're going to escape your powers now they're yours."
"Guess I should start thinking of a name then..." she said, perhaps a little crestfallen.
"I don't think we're in a hurry," I spoke carefully. "I... told APRA about Bali Springs... before I decided to help. You're in the news lately and probably have a fair bit of heat from APRA and Atlas. I think it's best if we don't rush just yet. Plan and think things through first before making any moves. Plenty of time to figure out all the cape stuff."
Her gaze hardened for a few moments.
"That's... frustrating. I was hoping to speed up now that I had your help but I suppose waiting makes sense. Can't save anyone if we get caught."
"We
will do a better job if we do it properly," I asserted. "It's not enough to rush through cutting off limbs. You'll just make a power vacuum that the Wogs will simply fill with others. You're not fighting an evil entity, you're fighting a business, and businesses are resilient. We need to dismantle them, systematically, if you want the... abuse, to stop... here, at least."
"Mmhm."
"At some point we'll have to go over... all the gory details. Everything you've done and everything you know so far. We'll need to start researching, gathering information, learning. Like I said, we'll have to think about your cape name and your costume. But all of that can wait for a little bit longer. What do you think, Aiko? Shall we head out shopping?"
That child-like joy sparked across her face again.
"Yes!"
"Enjoying the view?" I asked as Aiko continued to stare out her window at the city with wide-eyed wonder.
"There's so much colour.." She answered with a sense of awe in her voice.
I leaned over to glance out of her window and found myself disappointed by the somewhat unremarkable view. We'd been flying over the harbour the night before with a view of the entire CBD shining like a beacon in the night - what was so special about this?
Colour… Has she not seen the city in daylight before?
The thought surprised me. Sydney had always been a beautiful city - even more so since the reconstruction - but I'd grown numb to it, seeing it every day growing up in my high rise prison. The Lightreach had allowed me to rediscover some of that magic again, seeing the city from a totally new perspective. Was it the same for Aiko now?
"It really is a beautiful city…" I commented, a little wistful.
I'd seen the city from above on my Lightreach, but I'd also seen what it looked like underneath now. The darkness and the cruelty lurking just beneath the surface. The veneer really was so thin…
I looked back over at Aiko, still staring out the window as though she was a child seeing the world for the first time. She'd spent so long buried underneath and yet she was still able to appreciate the surface beauty with such ease.
I remained quiet for the rest of the trip, letting Aiko enjoy the view. I didn't want to spoil her mood with my lamentations.
Her wide-eyed awe didn't dissipate as we entered the shopping centre, either.
"It's so big! There's so much here!" she gasped as she spun around in circles, trying to take in all of the different signs and storefronts, each one fighting for her attention but never managing to hold it for more than a few seconds before something else pulled her away.
Her enthusiasm was infectious and while I told myself in the moment that the reason I was running after her was so she couldn't disappear; in reality, I wanted to share in that sense of wonder she was experiencing.
"It is a pretty big place and there's dozens and dozens of shops we can look through," I commented as I caught up to her.
"I think I'm gonna need your help because I have
no idea where to start," Aiko buzzed excitedly.
"Well there's food, clothes, more clothes and we should stop at an electronics store to get you a phone too. But first thing's first, the basics. You need shoes and underwear. Which is bothering you more?" I asked.
Aiko hopped from foot to foot and then did a few stomach twists and star jumps, like an athlete getting warmed up.
"I think shoes," she decided. "Especially since we're gonna be doing a lot of walking, I assume?"
"Mmhm. Shoes it is!" I pointed her in the right direction and then immediately wished I had chosen to lead her there instead as she took off like a rocket once again.
How the heck am I gonna keep up once she's got shoes that fit?
I sat Aiko down at a measuring bench and took her size before I set about gathering a few different styles and options within them for her to try.
"So you're definitely going to want a pair or two of runners and maybe some boots…
for cape stuff," I said, lowering my voice conspiratorially at the end. "Any other styles you might like? Flats, heels, converse?"
"Well I usually only wore heels until now… but I don't think I want anything like that," Aiko answered.
I bit my tongue, hoping I hadn't been insensitive with my question.
"That's okay - we don't have to get any
heel heels, but if you're used to walking in them, maybe you'd like something else with a little height?" I suggested. "Some Mary Janes with a block heel, maybe - I think those are cute."
"I think we should probably just focus on practical stuff," Aiko said, a gloom crossing her face. "It's not like I'm gonna be going out or anything once this is all over..."
I set down the boxes in my hands and put my hands on her shoulders.
"Two things. Firstly... you don't know what the future holds. You've done what you had to so far, but you've got options right now. You'll have options even when all this is over. So don't be fatalistic about what comes after, this early on, okay?" I said, quietly and firmly, looking her in the eyes and waiting for her to respond.
"Okay." She responded in a small voice.
"Secondly - it costs you nothing to enjoy it. The money is nothing to me, and it's well spent as far as I'm concerned. There's no point to just doing the bare minimum and rushing onwards, since we need to lie low and plot for a little bit anyway. And even if," I said, pausing for effect. "Even if you weren't... going out or anything... afterwards. Which we don't know. That doesn't stop us from doing something nice now, and enjoying it for a little while. It'd still be worth it. Alright?"
"Mm."
Aiko spent a few seconds pondering before her face brightened up a tad and she made grabby hands at the first box.
About two dozen pairs of shoes later and Aiko had settled on four she liked: some hardy boots, a pair of low-heeled Mary Janes and two pairs of runners, one of which she wore out of the store.
"Underwear next?" she asked.
"Underwear next," I confirmed. "Though we should probably go and put this stuff in the car first." I lifted the bags of shoes in my arms to indicate them.
"Do we have to?" Aiko asked, her tone pleading. "When we sometimes got to watch movies or TV the girls would always walk around with bags and bags of stuff when they went shopping."
My expression lifted at her - frankly adorable - request.
"Ahh, I get it. Sure, we can go for the full shopping spree experience if you want!" I said with a smile.
Aiko bounced up and down and actually 'squee'd with excitement.
"Come on, then!" I tilted my head in the direction of the next store, encouraging her to follow. "So, the big hurdle here is getting you measured. Normally, one of the store assistants could help… but I imagine you want to keep your tattoos hidden?"
"I don't mind people seeing my tattoos, they're important to me," Aiko asserted.
"Hmm, okay. Would you… be comfortable if I helped measure you?" I suggested. "I'm a bit of a worrier. The shopkeepers might not recognise you now, but stores have cameras and people chase capes because it's exciting. If details about your powers or what you look like come out, and an assistant sees your tattoos and remembers them, it's possible they might put two and two together and tip off APRA about your identity and they'll probably have camera footage, too. It's unlikely but not impossible - and like I said, I'm a worrier. It might not be a huge risk… but I personally wouldn't take it."
Aiko pondered for a few moments and then nodded.
"Okay. I trust your judgement."
I'd made the decision that Aiko deserved some proper, high-quality undergarments rather than cheap department stuff, so I led her towards a specialist store. As we got closer, though, I found myself questioning the decision. The store in question had a particular look to it, and a knot of worry started to grow in my stomach.
Will this make her uncomfortable..?
To my relief and surprise, Aiko's reaction was quite the opposite and she seemed quite enamoured with the vast panoply of undergarments.
The fitting went about as well as I could have hoped for. The shopkeeper was professional, and polite enough to not ask any questions regarding my vague but still entirely truthful story about Aiko being a friend from another country who'd lost all her other clothes on the journey over. I couldn't deny that there was an awkward tension between Aiko and I in the fitting room, though. I was… unsurprised, but nonetheless saddened, to see the lingering effects of the Wogs' treatment of Aiko reflected in the way she was reacting.
Despite my best efforts to keep things calm and - for lack of a better word - casual, I could see she was growing less and less comfortable by the minute. I stepped out as soon as I'd finished taking her measurements, then gave the numbers to the assistant so she could bring Aiko some options to try on while I went to the neighbouring cafe to buy some water for her.
Handing her the bottle when I got back, along with a quiet compliment on her tattoos, seemed to go a long way towards lifting her mood; enough that she was smiling again - though a little smaller than before - when she finally exited the fitting room.
"How does that feel now?" I asked as we exited the store, Aiko now wearing one of the new sets we bought under her borrowed outfit.
"Yeah, it's way comfier. Hey, can we get some coffee next?" Aiko asked, her smile perking up a little more as she slung the new shopping bags onto her arms.
"Yeah! Absolutely. There's actually a cafe right around the corner here..." I mused as I directed her towards it, falling in by her side again as we proceeded out.
Aiko scampered out of the store and over into the cafe, stopping to stare intently at the drinks menu.
"Anything take your fancy?" I asked with a grin, after spending a few moments just letting her stare.
"I... Don't really know what most of these weird words mean," she said a little sheepishly.
"Have you had coffee? ...Err, recently?" I stumbled through.
"I've never had coffee before, but people are always drinking it on TV and in movies so I really wanna try it!" She paused as she realised what she had just said and started turning red with embarrassment. "I sound like a little child don't I?"
Absolutely moved for a moment, before I realised it I was stepping towards her and encircling my arms around her to give her a squeeze. After a second I stopped and let my arms drop back down, taking a step back again and hoping that wasn't much too forward of me while I cleared my throat.
"No. Yes, sort of, but not in an embarrassing way, I promise. It's exciting. I love introducing people to new things," I enthused.
The little girl that was present earlier in the morning when I presented her with an all-you-can-eat buffet of Macca's returned in full force; she was beaming back at me with an expression of pure joy.
"So, a latte is probably the basic thing you want to try first," I started to explain. "Your different types of coffee drinks are just variations on how much coffee, milk, and froth there is, for the most part. But I actually like mochaccinos. They're an even mix, but they add some chocolate powder to it. It's nice."
"They put chocolate in coffee?! I want that!" Aiko exclaimed.
"Yes, they put chocolate in coffee and I'm an absolute sucker for it," I enthused as I led us up to the counter and prepared to order two larges.
Aiko watched very intently as the barista went about the process of making them. Nabbing her cup as they were served to us, she scuttled over to a table to sit, staring intently at her drink and then up at me as I took mine, as if she was waiting for permission to drink.
"Just as a warning - they're hot. I find that timing it so you drink it at just the right temperature is a matter of patience. Here, do this, and try it on your lip," I instructed, raising the hole in the lid to my upper lip and tilting it a little bit to test the temperature. "Saves you burning your tongue, sometimes."
Completely transfixed, as if I were giving her some profound enlightenment, Aiko carefully followed my example. Her eyebrows climbed in response as she set the cup back down.
"Some people like to add sugar to theirs, but I think you should give yours a try without it first," I recommended. "It's a personal preference thing. You might like it without any, and mochaccinos are a bit sweeter from the chocolate already."
I raised my cup and took a sip before lowering it back down to the table, grabbing two sugars, tearing them open one after the other and mixing them in.
"I like it sweet," I said with a shrug and a smile.
Aiko waited a little while longer before lifting her cup back to her lips eagerly and taking a big sip. A whole Shakespearean play of emotions shifted across Aiko's face in a matter of seconds as she contemplated the taste of the drink, before setting the cup back down.
"Mmm. Let it settle for a few moments before you give a verdict." I encouraged. "The taste kinda hangs for a bit."
"That wasn't quite what I was expecting..." Aiko smacked her lips a bit and made another funny face as she thought some more. "Can I try some sugar?"
I nodded emphatically and gestured at the little stand on the table with the sugar packets.
"Lid off, tear open a packet at the top, pour it out, grab one of these little straws and mix it in," I explained.
She followed my instructions and then set the lid back on before taking another sip. This time, her eyes lit up and I could see the corners of her mouth curl into a smile.
"Better?" I asked. "The sugar offsets the bitterness of the coffee. Some people prefer it bitter. Some people don't like it. You'd be surprised how heated that can get between people."
"I like it! It's like a… hot milkshake for grown-ups." She took another big sip.
"That is... like, exactly. Yeah," I said, kind of bewildered as I contemplated the description. "Well, there you go. That is a large mochaccino with sugar."
I continued to sip at mine, watching her, enjoying the sight of simple, unguarded enjoyment on her face as she sipped hers as well.
"So, what's next?" Aiko asked as she continued to drink.
"Now we hit every other store," I laughed. "And try clothes. The selection of well-covered clothing will be a bit lower, but there will be plenty to try. We'll try and pick up enough outfits for you to go for a week. After that - depends on whether there's anything else you want to do while we're out."
"Cool," she leaned in closer and spoke in a whisper. 'What about costume stuff?"
"Well," I began, leaning in to match her conspiratorial volume. "You've already bought some boots which is a good start, although you might want to upgrade to something industrial grade and steel-toed. As for the rest, we probably won't find what we need here. We'll probably want to look at military surplus stores or specialty retailers. I've got some leftover kevlar from when I made my costume that we can use and I should be able to help you with anything you need custom made. Like a mask for example."
I sat back upright, returning to my usual tone of voice.
"But all of that comes later. Today is about making you comfortable in your day today. Speaking of, shall we go look at clothes now?~" I gave her a little wiggle of my brow to match my enthusiastic tone.
"Yes!" Aiko cheered after downing the rest of her coffee. "Teach me the ways of the shopping spree, Sensei," she said with mock seriousness, bowing before me.
"Hai! Ikimashou!" I answered, causing Aiko's brows to shoot skyward.
"Eeh?! Nihongo o hanaseru no ka?!" Aiko queried incredulously, a joyous grin breaking out across her face.
"A little bit. Mostly formal stuff I learned as part of my business studies," I clarified. "Swear words too, of course."
"Sugoi da yo!" she cheered, impressed nonetheless.
The next few hours settled into a routine as we patrolled the fashion stores - doing some window shopping first, finding something that drew Aiko's interest, going in and doing some searching, trying some fits, and then moving on to repeat.
I commented a little bit on body types and fits, pointing out what looked like quality fabrics and what looked cheap, watching Aiko for indications of preference for certain kinds of clothes in certain colours. I tried to check my own biases, directing her to simple mix-n-match fits, mostly slim cut pants and long sleeve tops, tending towards muted colours. However, given the much more extensive collection of fashion in dresses and skirts and my own predilections to the same, I couldn't help but pick out a few more vibrant and beautiful items to try and prod her into modelling - including a few to try myself, giving her as much encouragement as I could and hoping that she'd opt for a few to express herself and explore the fashion a little bit.
I was able to talk her into trying on a few more colourful rompers and sundresses and she picked out a few other pieces that created a sort of Pop-Punk style with darker monochromatic colours that suited really well with her tattoos. The last stop on our journey was an electronics store, where I grabbed a cheap phone and a prepaid SIM so that Aiko would be able to contact me in an emergency. I was unsurprised to learn she didn't know how to use one, assuring her I'd teach her when we got back to the workshop.
Arms heavy-laden with bags - some of which contained some items for myself - we were making our way towards the parking lot to load up before heading home when a pet shop suddenly drew Aiko's attention.
"Fish!" she exclaimed like a small child as she hurried over to the large aquarium that occupied one of the store's display windows, pressing her face up against it to stare at the aquatic creatures inside.
"Fish," I confirmed with a sage nod and an undoubtedly confused tone as I moved to stand beside her and gaze into the tank. "Think you'd want to have a little aquarium of your own one day?"
"I actually always wanted a pet octopus or turtle, but I'm pretty sure you can't keep them as pets. I would love an aquarium..." Aiko trailed off wistfully.
"I'm pretty sure you're allowed to get either, although you'd probably have to do a fair bit of paperwork to prove you'd be a good owner. Octopi make bad pets, though, I've heard," I mused.
"Really? They're so intelligent though."
"That's the problem. How do you keep a smart pet like that happy in a tank?"
"Hmm... I'd just have to get a really big tank then!" she said, nothing short of absolute, earnest conviction in her voice.
"And fill it with all sorts of cool stuff," I played off her enthusiasm. "Features and bubble streams and places to explore and hide."
"Mmhm!" Aiko replied, continuing to stare into the fish tank. I got the distinct notion I was going to have to pull her away.
How can someone who's been through so much awfulness since they were so young still have such a childish innocence to them?
I envied that innocence.
I couldn't quite bring myself to do it - not for a few minutes at least. I left Aiko to her reverie for a while longer, until a thought crossed my mind.
She's mentioned movies a few times today…
"Hey Aiko, wanna go see a movie?" I asked.
Aiko wheeled on me with startling speed and a wildly eager expression on her face.
"Are you kidding me?!
Yes!"
I'd picked a sci-fi movie to stoke her sense of wonder and even 40 minutes after the movie had ended, Aiko had continued raving non-stop about the quality of the special effects, the story and how good popcorn was, until she'd finally fallen asleep in the car on the drive back. I looked over at her and chuckled softly to myself again at the thought.
I still can't believe she'd never even heard
of popcorn before today.
It left me with this strange bittersweet feeling inside. I felt kind of bubbly knowing that I had had the privilege of being the one to introduce Aiko to all of those first-time experiences like coffee and popcorn… But at the same time, I was heartbroken about the reason why she'd never been able to have those experiences until today.
I gave her a gentle nudge on the shoulder as I finished pulling back into the workshop and turned off the car's engine.
"Are we home...?" Aiko mumbled as she slowly came back to consciousness.
Maybe she was just tired, but I didn't miss her choice of words.
Home.
"...We're back, yeah," I agreed. "Help me get all the bags upstairs to your room? I'll see about something you can put all the hangers on."
"Mmhm..." She rubbed her eyes and clambered out of the car. "I can carry all the bags, if that's okay?"
"You're brave!" I said, moving in the direction of my lab. "Go for it."
Aiko proceeded to roll the left sleeve of her new shirt up to her shoulder and brought her tentacle tattoo to life, threading it through the handles of all the bags and coiling it up so she could carry them up the stairs.
"Useful for more than just violence~" She boasted innocently as she passed.
I watched her as she passed, nonplussed but impressed. A moment later, I found myself surprised by how… not intimidated I felt at seeing the tentacle out and in use again.
Has she changed since last night, or has my opinion of her?
Not one to be outdone with a show of power in my own workshop, I grabbed the Lightreach from its charging cradle and moved over to a currently empty server rack frame, which I figured would suffice as a makeshift clothes rack. I propped the anti-gravity bow up underneath the top of the frame and proceeded to effortlessly lift the 40 kilos of steel a few inches off the ground, before walking it over to the stairs and carefully guiding it up to the mezzanine.
"Touche~" Aiko remarked as she looked over, equally impressed by my own ingenuity.
I basked dramatically in her approval for a moment as I set the now-clothes rack down, and then shot her a grin before turning to grab the box with the phone and proceeding to set it up for her. I added my number to it, then let Aiko spend a few minutes poking at the device as I taught her how to use it. Tutorial complete, I set the laptop I'd leant her to download a few pirated movies, then left her to hang up her clothes as I returned downstairs to continue working on my Data Knife project.
I felt Aiko's weight on the back of my chair as she leaned over my shoulder, the sound of chewing filling my left ear as she happily munched on the pizza I'd ordered for dinner after I realised the Data Knife project was going to have me working late.
"Do you mind if I watch you work?" She asked.
"I don't... see why not," I said, a little puzzled by her sudden interest. "It's pretty complicated stuff, though."
"I don't mind. It looks cool!"
For the rest of the time I spent working, Aiko sat nearby, watching me while doing some light browsing on the laptop as she taught herself how to put games on the phone. I turned and started to scope out the delivery problem for my Data Knife arrows. The most important problem to be solved at the time was penetrator delivery... but I had a bit of a novel idea for that.
Six hours of design, prototyping, and testing later, and my first proof of concept was ready. It was far, far from finished - but I'd proven my harebrained idea
could be done.
"So what's that supposed to do?" Aiko queried, having stuck close by despite my working in near silence for the past several hours.
"Well... I'm calling this project Data Knife," I began. "The spec is for a ballistically delivered - uhh, an arrow I can shoot - hardware exploit package... uhh, a hacking tool. So I can strike targets from a distance and then hack into any electronic systems they have."
I flicked the switch and the hard-light projector I was currently working on flickered up a projection of circuits in 3D space, layered flat in a facsimile of modern silicon lithography, sans the silicon wafer; a motherboard, without the "board".
"But I can't really shoot a computer at targets. They're delicate and they break. So instead of putting a computer in my arrow... I figured, why not shoot an arrow that builds a computer after it's gotten through any surfaces protecting the target? So, this is what I'm doing: seeing if I can do just that. And now I know I can."
I gestured to the projection.
"This is a computer. Like your laptop. But it's made of hard-light; it's ephemeral. It doesn't run an operating system, not the way you'd think of it. It needs to run interruptible software. That's... a problem for next time I sit down to work on this, though. I'm done for the night, I think."
"Okay I understood maybe five of the words you said but it sounds really cool. Wait. Could you hack a regular computer with that? Or just in general?" Aiko asked, rising out of her chair.
"I mean... well, the Data Knife is meant to crack the hardest armoured tinkertech drones I know of..." I said slowly. "So it's probably going to be massively overkill, but... yeah, there's no reason it couldn't hack a regular laptop or a computer or a server or something."
I wasn't planning on getting on his bad side again, but after my first interaction with Sentinel's probes, I definitely wasn't going to chance another Benny Hill chase sequence with them. It might have been optimistic to think I would be able to punch straight through the probes' armour, but that was what they were designed to do. If not, they were bound to be vulnerable elsewhere; at joints, or via the optics or external antennae, perhaps. My hope was that a good shot and a bit of luck would let me override control of one long enough to at least cause some confusion or create a distraction. If I ever needed to, that was. And it was a big if.
"That's great! If you can hack the computers at the next place we go to, we might be able to find better information! A... money trail or a... record or some kind of list of places the other girls are sent or kept!" Aiko started jumping up and down with excitement. "We could make real progress! We might only have to go to a few more places!"
I nodded.
"Honestly, we might not even need the Data Knife for that. A good old USB delivered quietly would probably get me what I need. But hacking is definitely part of the plan, however we go about it. It'll be on the table to chat about when we start planning out our strategy tomorrow."
Aiko beamed at me.
Taken a little bit aback by her excitement but just as happy that she was happy about it, I just kinda sat and beamed back at her for a few moments.
"We'll take 'em down," I reassured her. "We'll study the enemy, track them, and learn how to dismantle them. And then we'll do it. Promise."
She nodded again, and then kept nodding and then I watched her expression start to change and suddenly she was bawling her eyes out where she stood.
I don't know what came over me but it took all of half a second for me to cross the distance between us and fling my arms around her to squeeze her tight. I didn't say anything, because anything I said would just have been a platitude. I just held her.
She hugged me back tightly. Much tighter than I would have expected for someone of her size, but I was glad she was hugging me back, even though my breathing was a little bit impacted. I hummed to her and slowly rubbed a hand up and down her back, not bothering to make any moves to disengage. I didn't plan on letting go until she was done.
A good five minutes of bawling passed before she finally started to calm down to a quieter sob.
"Thank you…" she choked out between sobs. "Thank you for today... For the first time in nine years I felt... Like a person again... Like a normal girl... Thank you... Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you..!"
"You're welcome. You're welcome, Aiko. You're welcome. I'm glad I could give you that. You deserve- Every girl deserves that..."
"We're gonna help them... We're going to give all of them this chance... We have to..."
"Yep," I said, rubbing my hand up and down her back and continuing to squeeze her.
"I always wondered... What it would be like to have... A big sister..."
The words struck me like a punch in the gut.
Elly…
I held Aiko tighter, squeezing my eyes shut and forcing myself not to cry as the ache of guilt and longing twisted and churned in my chest. I kept my posture rigid, doing nothing that would betray just how much her words had affected me... but I didn't vocalise a response, either. I knew opening my mouth would just lead to tears of my own and that wasn't what Aiko needed from me. I just kept holding her as she continued to quietly for a few more minutes before finally pulling away.
Aiko's eyes were red raw from crying and there was a huge wet stain on my shirt, but I couldn't even imagine mustering the will to complain. She gave a big sniffle.
"Thank you. I really needed that. Needed all of this... Sorry about your shirt..." she mumbled apologetically.
I looked down as though I'd barely even noticed it and shrugged with a nonchalant expression. We both glanced at the clock, and I realised just how late it was now.
"You can go home now. I'll be okay." Aiko gave me a smile as she wiped her cheeks.
"You'll feel much better tomorrow morning. And we can start tackling the big questions then. And you've got your new phone. You can call me if there's any problems. Anything at all. Or anything you want to talk to me about. Feel free, okay?"
"I will. Thank you 'Lise." She gave me another hug to say goodbye and then waited to watch me leave.
I reached over and switched off the hard-light motherboard. Then I squeezed her shoulder as I passed her on my way through to the car, giving her another little wave as I went.
The drive back to my apartment was standard fare. Oddly, the lights were still on as I opened the door. I double checked myself to make sure I wasn't wearing or carrying any cape stuff - not that I had at all at any point today, but still, just as a reflex - and then pushed my way inside. It was a bit after midnight at this point, so I entered cautiously and called out softly.
"Sam?"
There was no answer, but I could hear the sound of the TV playing. I closed the front door again and locked it. With a mix of exasperation and confusion, I wandered over to investigate.
I found Sam sprawled out on the couch, fast asleep with the TV still running; he must have been waiting up for me and fallen asleep. I flicked off the TV and then leaned over him, resting a hand lightly on his shoulder.
"Sam..? Are you fast asleep?" I asked softly, not intending to wake him unless he was already close to wakefulness.
He stirred as I spoke to him, blinking a few times before coming to consciousness.
"That you, 'Lise?"
"Yeah, Sam," I said. "Staying up late now as well, are we? C'mon, you should be sleeping in your bed. I mean, you're welcome to sleep here. But I'd rather sleep- I mean, I imagine you'd rather sleep in your bed, uhh, because it's probably nicer than the couch..."
"I was waiting up for you. You didn't get home before 1 last night and you were gone by the time I woke up this morning. I wasn't sure you'd come home at all... Are you okay?" He asked with moderate concern in his voice.
"Yeah, I'm fine. It's nothing new, just - something came up at work," I lied with a sheepish smile. "I thought I'd be able to take it easy for a bit but it turns out some extra effort's gonna be required for a little while. I was in last night - late, and I left early this morning. Ate at work."
He frowned a little.
"You should take better care of yourself. I can't imagine whatever you're working on is worth overdoing it like this."
He rose from the couch and gave me a pat on the shoulder.
"Get some decent sleep. I'll make bacon and eggs for breakfast tomorrow, okay?"
I frowned as well, pensive.
"You're right. It's good work, though. Important work. Especially lately," I said with a totally different level of conviction than just a moment ago, and then sighed. "But you're right."
He smiled.
"I'll see you in the morning then?"
"...If... work doesn't call?" I offered, another sheepish smile on my face - earnest, this time.
"Maybe at least leave me a note? Or send a text?"
"...Yeah. Umm, feel free to call me, too. I don't mean to be rude to you, I just... forget sometimes. I'm sorry."
"I forgive you. Goodnight, 'Lise." He lifted his hand from my shoulder and turned to head towards his bedroom.
"Good night, Sam!" I called back softly, watching him go.
After a minute or two, I rose back up to my feet, setting an alarm for breakfast, making sure Aiko's number would ring through my do-not-disturb mode if she did call, and then collapsing into bed, dead asleep before my head even hit the pillow.
AN: Arc 2 begins! I'm not sure why the slice of life chapters end up being so long - I think it's because I prefer to write chapters in narrative beats rather than trying to aim for an arbitrary word count - but it is what it is. That said, I have to thank Casey for her hard work beta'ing this chapter because the earlier drafts were actually
way too long.
I know I promised thug punching in this arc and there will be plenty of it - don't you worry - but the next chapter or two are probably going to be a little slower paced as there's a fair bit of setup required as well as some minor character development. I hope you'll stick around until we get to the ass-kickings.
Comments and discussion are cool since I'm a fiend for engagement, recommend to your friends if you'd be so kind and thanks for reading!