Friday, January 7th, 2011
Brockton Bay
How'd the story start again? "An hour is too long for lunch?"
It's been so long I can barely remember anymore.
My eyes flicked up from the time on my phone to quickly pass over the presences I could feel in my mind. Most were scattered throughout the various tables, the only exception being the clique centered on Victoria Dallon. Her sister, cousin, and boyfriend made four all clustered within arm's reach of each other. Each one lit up like a light house or miniature dawn on the horizon in the void of my power. Even this close together there was no mistaking one for the other, no loss of ability to distinguish between them due to proximity. The feel of a person's power infinitely more distinct than faces, fingerprints, DNA.
Beautiful too, enough that it was almost possible to ignore that I was in a cosmic horror story.
I didn't look directly at the others, not willing to risk even the one-in-a-million chance that somebody might go over the camera feed and notice me picking out each of the local superheroes out of costume. A teenage boy glancing at Glory Girl on the other hand didn't stand out.
It was kind of expected when you had a known superheroine in a building full of teenagers and hormones.
I couldn't afford not to be aware of how things might look from the outside. It'd taken me too long to learn how to play things cool and keep people from noticing anything off about me. Kids were weird in general which prevented any of it from being catastrophic, but I'd still come too close. I was still dealing with the consequences.
In my defense I'd like to see anybody else fake needing to learn the alphabet and addition and not slip up or go insane.
With their attention occupied, I quietly gathered the trash from my lunch and slipped from the table to drift towards the exit. I only made it halfway before I felt Dean's presence shift to pay attention to me leaving, the same way he'd done ever since we'd gotten back from Christmas break.
Given the status of our respective families we knew each other in passing. Crossing paths at various upscale events, enough to be acquaintances and on casually friendly terms. But now I was on his radar for some reason, and I was losing sleep trying to figure out what the hell had gotten his attention. Knowing he could see emotions only redoubled the anxiety.
The last thing I needed was somebody who could read what I was actually feeling with a look, but there wasn't anything I could do about it. Best I could do was ignore him and hope he stopped eventually.
Part of how the Ward's identities were protected was by putting them in schools like Arcadia with vocational programs. After lunch a bunch of students bustled out to various programs or internships. Shuffle enough out to learn how to repair cars, do IT work, or flit about various local companies' programs and it covered that a small handful were playing teenage superhero. It also made it convenient and easy for the richer kids to go spend half a day in their parent's business learning all the joys of nepotism and how it looks fantastic on a college application. Kids like me in fact.
The school officials didn't stop me despite me leaving the lunchroom a bit early. My grades were basically perfect (having been an adult once made high school easy, go figure) and my family was loaded and important. Rules bent when you were a (fake) prodigal scion of an influential name. Color me surprised.
Nobody stopped me as I slipped out the doors and nestled into my usual spot leaning against a trash can, enjoying the quiet and the pleasant if chilly weather. I still didn't really like crowds or being around too many people and my ride always arrived the exact moment it was time to pick me up and not a minute later. I wasn't very good at reading people, but I got the feeling always being ready to leave immediately was earning me respect. I didn't necessarily want it but…I'd take every advantage I could get at this point.
Reborn in a fantastical world after dying to a random accident? Check.
As usual I made a minor game of tracking the power headed towards me, timing it via the ticking of my watch on my wrist without looking.
Reborn in a better, more attractive body into a rich and influential family? Appear to be a brilliant prodigy and avoid all the cringey childhood mistakes you did once before? Check.
Within about a mile I could pinpoint a parahuman's exact location with my eyes closed, past that and up to about five miles I just had a vague sense of their presence and the general direction and distance. For months now I'd been practicing placing it on a mental map in my head, trying to burn the skill into my brain so I didn't have to think of it. I'd gotten pretty good by my estimation. I could tell the exact moment between ticks that he'd snap into my inner range nine times out of ten.
Incredible cheat power that's heads and tails better than ninety percent of everything else in the setting?
Inside of me four slots laid quiet, patient, and empty. The fifth and only full one in contrast stirred to life the moment my thoughts ran over it and almost vibrated with eagerness.
Yeah, you better believe that's a check.
I went ahead stepped forward to the side of the road as the car pulled up, the locks clicking open as I plastered the same guilelessly warm and polite expression on my face I always used. Any anxiety vanishing under my self-control as I sunk into the same persona and interaction as always.
"Thanks for picking me up Mr. Fliescher."
Mask on.
"You're quite welcome Mr. Anders, and I've told you a hundred times you can call me James."
"Yeah well," I smirked, every bit the respectful but slightly cocky son of the boss. "I've also told you to call me Adam."
I sat down less than an arm's length away from Krieg, chuckling as he always did. He smoothly pulls back onto the street and we head out.
I had to keep a mental thumb on my currently only power as it ached to flow out into the metal surrounding us. Stirring the same way it always did when I sat there wondering if he knew I was planning to kill him.
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"Better."
The punch still slammed into my stomach, knocking the air out of me and almost making my legs buckle. I forced myself to stay upright and resisted the urge to dart backwards. Giving too much ground would lose me the fight, staying in punching distance would do the same. Instead, I took measured but quick steps back, giving me enough room to adjust my posture and shift to the side as Victor advanced on me.
At least two of my ribs were broken and it made bracing my arm against his charge hell. I ignored the pain and pushed my weight forward instead, refusing to give ground or show weakness. I was young, fit, and more athletic than I'd ever been in my previous life. But Victor was in his prime and had lifetimes worth of stolen combat skills. The only reason I managed to push him back was because he was teaching me instead of trying to kill me.
He hopped back and bounced on his feet with an easy grace that I couldn't manage, professional but innately too smug about his superiority here to completely hide it. I spit out the wad of blood threatening to choke me through my swollen lips and the fleeting moment his eyes flicked to follow the motion I charged. The opening was fake of course, they always were. But if I didn't take them dear old dad would hear about how I was too cautious, undecisive. I'd been taking the beatings and the pain without any complaints or backing down, but Herr Kaiser wanted his heir to be more than just scrappy.
My hook was stopped with ease, Victor sliding into my reach like a cloud of smoke an eyeblink before his fist shot into my stomach a second time. I barely had time for the room to spin before my arm was tangled in a hold I couldn't quite follow. The end result on the other hand…
Victor's knee slammed up as the hold forced me to bend, the shattering of my arm more familiar than it should have been before the white-hot pain burned through me, redoubling as I hit the mat. Whatever scream tried to force itself out of me was throttled and forced into nothing more than an agonized growl as I rode it out. I didn't bother trying to get up, a crippling hit like this was how Victor signaled we were done for the day.
Fridays meant I had two days to compose myself before returning to school, which meant Victor was free to push my endurance and injuries as far as they could go in the name of making me a better fighter. I counted two broken ribs, a sprained knee, bruises from head to toe, busted up lips, a swollen eye, a loose jaw and if I had a single finger unbroken on my left hand I'd be amazed. All on top of the arm.
I didn't yell out or cry, that would mean showing weakness. Everybody watching knew I was in pain, but they had to see that I was in control of it. None of them expected me to be a master fighter at my age but they'd leave and talk amongst themselves. Word would spread and I couldn't afford the Empire's capes and upper echelons to think of me as anything but the promising heir.
Especially since it meant Kaiser spent less time grinding down Theo when he was focused on me. Or worse, trying to put him through the same grooming his dutiful little cronies were providing me.
I'd kill them all if they tried, even with how much it'd cost me and this city.
Eventually the pain subsided to a dull roar and my vision settled as footsteps came towards us. Krieg clapping appreciatively even as Othala pressed a hand to my forehead and her power sank into me. I took hold of it and forced the regeneration into my fingers, lips, and jaw first. The sensation of flesh knitting itself back together coming with a dopamine high that helped alleviate the worst of the pain elsewhere.
"You've improved quite a bit Adam. You lasted a half hour this time."
I grunted in response, Othala putting a cold water bottle in my healed hand that I immediately started draining, forcing the healing through the rest of my injuries one by one, saving my arm for last.
"I still didn't win," I growled.
If it offended or annoyed any of them it didn't show on their faces. Victor hovered beside Krieg like the platonic ideal of a dutiful soldier, while Othala continued to keep a hand pressed on my uninjured arm to keep the regeneration constantly refreshed. Given her unwillingness to look me in the face or say much of anything I got the sense she wasn't entirely comfortable with mangling her boss's kid like this on a regular basis.
"Ah, but Victor is having to use far more effort than when he started. Given his skills that's still quite the achievement."
I responded with a snort and giving Victor the most sarcastic look I could manage as a bundle of awkwardly reversing injuries piled on the floor.
"And yet your aura of smug invincibility hasn't diminished one bit."
That at least made him unable to resist smiling down at me. Victor couldn't resist the backhanded flattery and it played into my persona. If it prodded his ego enough that he'd underestimate me when the time came well…
"It's a gift." He said.
I could end all three of you right now with a thought and there's nothing you could do about it.
I covered for the dark expression on my face by screwing my eyes shut and reaching over to force my broken arm back into place, growling as it started to rapidly knit back together. Once it was done, I opened my eyes and forced myself up onto my feet. Krieg offered his hand to help me up looking proud, Victor quietly preened as a quick flash of respect flitted across his face at my disregard for the beating even if Othala looked nauseous.
A part of me that was more like Kaiser than I wanted to admit filed it all away in the back of my head. Every little detail that might give me leverage or an advantage at the right time.
My power rippled somewhere deep inside me as Krieg clapped me on the back and I headed towards the showers. We were in a gym that mysteriously seemed to have no problem shutting down whenever three of the E88's capes needed to play drill instructor. I pushed it down, letting it sink into the depths until it vanished completely, waiting for me to call it up again.
A part of me wanted to end the farce right now despite all the collateral damage it would do, and it only got harder to ignore when my blood was up like this. I didn't trust myself not to use it accidentally and out myself as having triggered. The moment I did I'd be expected to step into the family business, and I wouldn't let that happen.
The danger made the quiet voices behind me sound far too loud, three pairs of eyes watching me the entire way.
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I was running out of time.
I sat in the recliner hyper-aware of the sounds of cooking in the apartment's kitchen, elbows on my knees and my chin leaning on my fingers as I ran everything I knew through my head. I was only a few months from the start of canon. I knew Taylor was catatonic in the hospital right now thanks to a small posting in the local newspaper. Just a mention of a student hospitalized on the page of random city events that didn't warrant a full article or report. Treated as hilariously unimportant in contrast to just how far things would spiral into chaos because of it.
A guilty part of me was relieved she had triggered since it meant her Shard was still in play, another part of me wondered if it'd been better if my presence had butterflied it away.
Either way I was running out of time.
"…was it a bad one?"
I was pulled out of my thoughts by Theo's voice, raising my eyes across the coffee table to where he was holding Aster on the couch, keeping her occupied while her mother bustled about the kitchen fixing dinner. We spent nearly every weekend here, I encouraged it in order to keep Theo as far away from Kaiser as possible, for as long as possible. Aster liked Theo which meant that Kayden did too, more-so than she did in the original timeline if my foggy memory was correct. That suited me just fine, even if I think part of what made her bond more with him was her inability to do the same with me.
She tried, but I had a feeling she saw more of Kaiser in me than she liked. I returned the sentiment since well…I remembered her going on a rampage and leveling buildings full of innocent people just fine. It was hard to really bond with a woman you think you might wind up murdering one day. Especially when she's the closest thing to a mother Theo has. Knowing how that would hurt him gave me…mixed feelings.
I'd been mentally preparing myself for how things were likely to go for a long time. I wasn't proud of it, I hated it. It made me want to pretend she was a good person, somebody I could care about like the mother I'd left behind. Then I'd see her with Aster and remember how many mothers and children would have been in those buildings and that feeling was just replaced with cold.
If you'd asked the old me if I could plan somebodies' death I'd have been disgusted. Now…I didn't know if it was the decade plus years of mentally preparing myself to fight for my life and betray my new family or if I'd inherited Kaiser's evil along with his looks. Maybe Kaiser's grooming was just better than my sense of right and wrong. Maybe having an adult's mind dumped into a malleable and impressionable brain didn't change how easy it was to influence who I was as much as I thought.
I just didn't know.
"…Adam?"
I snapped back to Theo staring at me, worried and trying not to talk loud enough for Kayden to overhear. I took a second to remember what he'd asked before shaking my head slightly.
"Nah…it's fine."
I hated that Theo got treated like the useless spare compared to me, even if it meant Kaiser reserved all his fatherly "effort" for me. Theo hated that I was the one in the line of fire instead of him, because he was a good person like that. Like I used to be. There wasn't much I could do about it, just keep poking and prodding so he spent more time here with Kayden and Aster. Give him some semblance of a loving family, at least while he could still have it.
That she genuinely loved him, even if not as much as she loved Aster just made me hate her more.
But none of that mattered right now.
I ignored Theo's look and closed my eyes, reaching down and bringing my sole power back up. It came without hesitation or delay, slotting into place perfectly almost before I'd fully willed it. Instead of tamping it down like before I let it out, and like a fanatical soldier it didn't even hesitate.
Eight bubbles larger than a human head slid through space around me, invisible and intangible to anyone else, and underlying the space they occupied. I could bring them into normal space if I chose at the cost of making them visible, but that would give me away. As it was, they were still useful.
I didn't need to direct them as they flitted about, several sinking into the walls or fixtures and morphing their shape to spread and overlay the metal they found there, a sense like proprioception mapping out portions of my surroundings wherever they'd sunk their influence into. I just had to know what I intended them to do, and they did it, as automatically as breathing.
I was focused on the one that hovered in front of Kayden, her watch and the knife in her hand already subject to my power even as she kept chopping carrots.
I barely had to think, and she "accidentally" sliced the knife into her finger, drawing a sudden shout of pain from her that had me opening my eyes and getting up the same time Theo was placing Aster in her crib, both of us moving to check on Kayden as she hissed and started running water over her fingers.
Theo's concern was legitimate, mine was feigned even as I strangled my guilt and pushed it to the back of my mind. My heart was beating so hard in my chest I could swear they could hear it. I could barely make out what they were saying.
After some back-and-forth Theo took her to the bathroom to get the first aid kit and take care of her hand, leaving me to clean up as I nodded along with what they were saying.
I turned and looked into the living room where Aster was looking at me.
Maybe there was some of the old me still in there somewhere, because I couldn't bring myself to meet her eyes.
I turned back to the sink and picked up the still bloody knife, the blood on it vibrating and singing to my power's senses. Sensing a power was indescribably beautiful, like a small cosmos wrapped up and folded into a parahuman shaped vessel. A parahuman's blood was an order of magnitude more so, like liquid awe that had been dimmed by the confines of the skin.
I wondered if that was a deliberate choice on my Agent's part to encourage me to be a monster.
I didn't have time to care, I needed to act and act now. To do that I needed freedom I didn't have.
I ran my fingertips along the flat of the blade and wherever they touched blood was sucked in and absorbed into my skin, a tongue of raw cosmic beauty curling and folding in on itself until it reached critical mass and bloomed into pure potential. A small star igniting in the inner vault of my soul, waiting to be shaped and molded into something new even as it carried the essence and nature of Kayden's…Purity's power.
I cleaned the knife and went about cleaning and then finishing up chopping the vegetables, taking over for Kayden and taking her place.
More than a little poetic considering we were both faking being a good person.
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OP Power Copying Trump Self-Insert Reincarnation. Because if you want to get over your reluctance to write an SI you might as well rip the whole band-aid off at once.
As for why he's reincarnated into the ruling family of the local Nazis, it's because 1. I wanted to see if I could write it. 2. Putting him anywhere else didn't come with as many plot hooks and problems. And 3. Because Theo's a good kid who doesn't get as much screentime as he deserves.
Updates are likely to be sporadic at best, but I hope you enjoy and thank you for reading.
Edit: The fic has undergone some changes in response to some criticisms which changed how I'd rather write this fic. Chapter 1 is mostly the same aside from some lines removed and a few paragraphs tweaked.