Casel sat on his bed next to Khenet in their quarters.
Well, Casel's quarters, technically.
Khenet was a guard and didn't rate private accomodation from their host, Valda's vassal. Casel, as a Thane, got a private room in the same wing as Valda. He'd been invited to the dinner, as a matter of courtesy, but Valda was there, and she'd told him in no uncertain terms that she didn't want to see him.
Casel sighed deeply, idly tracing his fingers across his partner's leg.
"What's wrong, Casel?" asked Khenet, running his warm olive hands across Casel's shoulders, "You're all tense and melodramatic."
Casel smiled, and leaned back into Khenet's arms.
"It's nothing you can fix. Valda was being unreasonable. As usual, she's taking everything on herself, and refuses to ask for help."
Khenet sighed, but started pressing on Casel's tense muscles.
"I don't know her as well as you do, of course. I guess all you can do is try and be there for her. She'll come around."
"It's not that simple," said Casel, running his hands through his hair, "Most of her problems are things I legitimately can't help with. I tried to get her to focus and work on her problems instead of just moping."
Khenet stopped rubbing, and put his arms around Casel, "Not much you can do that you haven't, I think. I don't know her very well. Take things as they come, Cas, you're good at that. And listen to her if she opens up to you. Sometimes people just want to feel bad. Like I said, she'll come around."
Casel smiled, "Yeah, I suppose so. It's not the first time I've talked to her about it, but she never listens. That's the kind of person she is."
They sat in contented silence. Or Khenet did, probably. Casel felt a roiling feeling in his gut. He didn't often have the opportunity to feel guilt, his life was relatively simple, but he didn't like it.
There was something he needed to bring up with Khenet. A month ago, he'd brought Khenet to meet his parents. It hadn't gone well.
He took a deep breath, and hesitated. Maybe it might be best to just... No. His parents had really hurt him and Khenet, and they'd agreed not to keep big things from each other.
"Khen, I'm really sorry about my family," he began, "I didn't realize they'd react like... that."
His family had always been traditional, and they hadn't taken Casel and Khenet's relationship very well, not least because Khenet was an easterner. He half turned in Khenet's lap, and looked at Khenet's face. Khenet was frowning, Casel felt like he was a centimeter tall.
It wasn't just Khenet's ethnicity, though. There had been hours of yelling before Casel's family had finally accepted that he was argi, and had no interest in the opposite sex. They'd kicked Khenet and he out of the house, and his father had told him to never come back.
"Hey," said Khenet, "I'm fine. It's not the first time I've had that kind of thing yelled at me, Casel, even back home." Khenet's hands tightened on Casel's shoulders, belying the ease of his words. "Nobody's perfect."
"It's not fine, Khenet. They said those things to you, to me! They've always-" Casel felt a wave of burning anger, and he clenched his fists. He'd thought he'd gotten over his parent's words, but the hatred and vitriol came rushing back. He felt like he'd been figuratively punched in the gut all over again.
"I just- I can't- won't- let them stop me from being happy," he said firmly, his voice choking up. He sniffled.
Khenet reached over to the bedside table and grabbed Casel's handkerchief. It was lumpy and fraying, but Casel's sister had made it when he left home for his training, years ago, and he'd kept it close ever since.
He started sobbing. It was like a rope was being pulled around his chest, and only Khenet's arms around him stopped him from falling off the bed. Goodness, and after he'd just berated Valda for crying that morning. He felt ridiculous, and forced himself to quiet down.
A few minutes passed like an eternity.
Casel clutched onto the shorter man like a baby, smearing his tunic with snot and tears. Khenet held him tightly, despite it.
Eventually, Casel just felt tired. Limply leaning on his partner for support.
"The still love you, Casel. I'm sure of it," whispered Khenet, as he rubbed Casel's back. "If they didn't love you, they wouldn't care, would they?"
Casel smiled into Khenet's shoulder.
"Yeah," he said, "s'pose you're right."
Casel scooted onto Khenet's lap, his arms around his partner's neck.
Khenet squirmed like a snake after a few moments.
"As much as I love you, Cas," began Khenet, "You need to move. My legs are falling asleep, and we are still on duty."
Casel barked out a thick laugh, surprising himself, and took a shuddering breath.
He moved back onto the bed, and Khenet rubbed his legs to regain sensation, swatting Casel on the back.
"Look what you did to my uniform, you big crybaby," Khenet said, but he smiled, taking the heat out of the rebuke.
Casel snorted. The front of the tunic was wet with tears all down the left side. If he hadn't had others, Khenet might have gotten in trouble with the Captain.
"Thanks, Khenet," said Casel, squeezing the smaller man, and pressing his face into Khenet's shoulder-length black hair.
"It will be fine, Casel," said his partner, patting him on the back. "Anyway, I can think of a way to take my mind off your stupid parents..." Khenet smiled, and licked his lips.
Casel laughed and slapped Khenet's shoulder.
On duty they might have been, but as he leaned forwards for a blazing kiss, pushing Khenet back onto his back on the cot, he really hoped nothing went wrong.
Because he wasn't paying attention anymore.
***
Pausing at the foot of the ornate staircase to the banquet hall of the longhouse, Valda inhaled deeply, savoring the rich smells of spices, which reminded her of what her mother would tell her servants to make on festival days. Valda drew upon every drop of training her parents had given her to suppress her tears. She carefully controlled her expression, clenching her jaw, and strode towards the head table.
Valda forced herself to smile at her host. Despite everything, she appreciated the efforts he went to in order to comfort her, even though she'd only met him once or twice.
She saw that Hakim had prepared a seat for her beside his daughter, likely to show the girl an example of someone to imitate, and to show Valda someone she could bond with. It was a transparent ploy to reinforce the ties she had to his family. It also wasn't the first time something like that had happened, and she had been trained to deal with it.
As she sat down, the Oracle that was present began a somber prayer, singing about the trials and suffering Valda's parents experienced during their life, but also telling of their glories and heroism, such as when her mother had slain a shark in the Sea of Ghosts with only a spear, or when her father had married the second and third biggest tribes of the nearby forests together, and accepted their fealty.
When the song ended, Valda spoke to the girl beside her.
"Hello, Thalaheimr, what is your name?" Valda asked.
"Tifling" replied the girl "I was named for your grandmother, you know," she said, haughtily.
Ah, so it was going to be one of those feasts.
"Of course. That was the Jarl who granted these lands to your grandfather, wasn't she?" Valda asked lightly.
The girl frowned. "That's right," she said after a moment. "My father says that I should be like you if I want to make my clan great. But I don't want to be like you. I want to be like me."
Valda smiled indulgently, "Being yourself is difficult and often unrewarding, I've found. It is often better to walk in someone else's footsteps. That way, when you walk in the last of them you can move forward and create something new, instead of slogging through life trying to reinvent things others have already perfected."
"That sounds very sad" said Tifling thoughtfully, with the naivety of a child.
"Life often is," Valda agreed, better she learn that lesson early.
The food was brought out.
First, a large selection of traditional appetizers, along with a wonderful honeyed mead, the main course was an enormous boar, easily the size of a cow. Braised in what must have been a monstrous oven, and encrusted with expensive peppercorns.
They fell into silence as they ate. Hakim was staring into the middle distance, and Tifling was daintily putting food into her mouth, looking down at her lap.
Valda ate woodenly. The wonderful spices her mother would have used tasted like ash in her mouth.
The other members of Hakim's family seemed to sense that nobody was interested in conversation, and they kept up a quiet murmur of chatter at the other end of the table.
Later, as they partook in a selection of cheeses, Hakim stood and pulled out of his robes a necklace of several thin gold chains and decorated with a single, glinting ruby.
"Jarl, this was given to me by your mother, many years ago, on the day of my marriage to my first wife. I request that you place it within the lamp that carries their souls, to allow me to fulfil my debt to her." Hakim's voice was thick, and he looked into her eyes beseechingly.
Aha! she realized. This was what he wanted. It was very rare for a person to be allowed to sacrifice something in someone else's funeral. He must have been much closer to Valda's mother than she ever let on. Valda felt a tightness in her chest, and did her best not to let it show on her face.
"Of course, uncle," she replied, emphasizing the blood connection, "You have my blessing."
She took the simple necklace, and slipped it into a pocket on her tunic.
This boon was much more easily granted than allowing him any measure of power, especially immediately after her succession. It also meant including him more closely in her family, which was very desirable.
She needed to consolidate her allies, and this was an important step. It also marked Hakim as honorable and sentimental, which was helpful in getting the measure of a potential ally or rival.
As Valda opened her mouth to defuse the silence, there was an explosion of blue flame and smoke, and the entrance to the banquet hall erupted into splinters and smoke.
The remains of the doors fell through the cloud, smashing into the ground with a loud crash.
For a moment there was silence. Then, a crossbow bolt sliced through the air, embedding itself in the boar directly in front of Valda.
She'd been wrong before, it was going to be one of those feasts.
"Vigilants!" screamed a man on the main tables in the lower part of the feasting hall, as red-clothed assailants burst through the empty doorframe. One of the attackers cut off any more words by plunging her dagger into his throat.
"For the Vigil! Kyvarthi!" the assassin shrieked, prompting a similar spate of war cries from the other Vigilants.
A bolt from a crossbow struck a glancing strike to Hakim, but he seemed superficially intact, only bleeding a little. Taking the cutting blade used on the boar, Valda tested its weight. It would do.
One of them charged at Tifling, but Valda scooped up and threw a knife from someone's plate at the assassin's face as a distraction. She dug her serrated cutting blade into his throat, tearing it to shreds as she twisted it on the way out.
The man collapsed to the ground with a heavy thump.
Knives were Valda's speciality.
She flipped it in her hand.
"Tifling, Valda, we must run to the servant's entrance." said Hakim, shivering.
"My soldiers will likely have blocked themselves into the Northern minaret, it is the closest to the barracks. From there, Captain Valki will send squads to secure the Longhouse," predicted Valda. It was not the first time there'd been an assassination attempt. It wouldn't be the last. It was also standard procedure, and she'd grown up with the guards. Secure a defensive position, surround the enemy, clear the area. However, this meant that it could be minutes until the first squads arrived, and minutes were eternities in a fight.
The three walked as fast as they could, Hakim's weight and injury slowing him down. By the time they got to the hall, he was wheezing, stopping every few steps to catch his breath.
"Almost there, Babaan," said Tifling, shaking violently. Valda snorted, not feeling particularly charitable. Hakim had been a warrior in his day, and should still be able to take care of himself.
As she finally busted through the doors of the servant's entrance, she heard the noise of a blade being drawn from its sheath. She turned in time to see a bearded Vigilant stab his dagger at her face.
She was still off balance from kicking in the door, but she managed to stumble back, bowling over Tifling, and cursing herself for her lack of attention.
She barely managed to catch the man's dagger on her kitchen-knife. He was stronger than he looked.
The moon broke through the clouds for a moment, but it was enough for Valda to see the glint of another dagger being stabbed towards her gut.
She desperately grabbed the man's wrist, but he was strong enough, and had the leverage necessary, to slowly drive it toward her.
"The Prophet needs you alive, but he doesn't need you whole!" grunted the Vigilant, his coppery, hot breath washing over her, "Die, you east-loving whore."
Valda grimaced, she could barely keep the man at bay. It was looking like she wouldn't make it out alive...
The Vigilant gasped and spat hot blood all down the front of her tunic.
He fell forward onto her, and she pushed both blades away. Tifling stood behind him on weak limbs, her little hand shaking as she gripped her little dagger. The girl was drenched in blood and breathing heavily, just as Valda was.
Valda nodded firmly at the girl, trying to get her to show a little spine. She was reminded of herself at that age, but Valda wouldn't have thrown the dagger to the ground in disgust, even if it was too small to be really useful in a fight.
Valda considered that perhaps she should invest in a second dagger.
Hakim had turned a pale color and seemed to have trouble keeping himself upright. He'd been a warrior, decades ago, so his current symptoms could not be attributed to shock, which left-
"Poison," said Hakim, "Feels like poison. With this weight, I'll be fine with a bit of rest." He slapped his belly for emphasis, before hunching over and wincing in pain.
Valda raised a blonde eyebrow skeptically. "If you're sure."
She shook her head. At this point, if he was going to die, there wasn't anything she could do about it.
Grabbing Tifling by the hand, she began pulling the girl towards the stables, Hakim limping behind.
"We've got to get out of here. My escorts will have fortified the gate by now. Or at least, they'd better have."
Sure enough, when they rounded the corner of the longhouse, they met a group of soldiers with the emblem of the burning tree, her own retinue. Her thane was wearing his shirt backwards, had several red marks on his neck, and a thunderous expression on his face. He must have still been offended at her remarks from before. Maybe she would give him some space before she apologized.
If she apologized.
Captain Valki spoke up as soon as she got within earshot, "Jarl! Words cannot express how glad I am to see you. Most of the Vigilants have been killed or have escaped. They came in disguised as servants, I have determined. I don't know how many may remain in secret."
Valda nodded at her guard captain. "Don't worry about that. It's up to Hakim's personal guard. We've got to get back to Tunvyr. If the Vigilants are acting so brazenly, the other Chieftains must be warned, and I must confirm that no other attacks took place. Also, I am the likely target, and my departure should preclude further attacks."
Hakim leaned heavily against the side of the stable, but he already looked better, so Valda did not comment. "I understand, niece. I will do my best to root out the Vigilants here, and I will tell you what any interrogations uncover. For tonight though, I implore you, sleep here for a night. I shall post a guard equal to my own at your door."
Valda hesitated. There were a few hours of daylight left, but her guards were already exhausted, and she did not want to have another fight with Casel so soon after the last one, let alone deal with a possible Vigilant ambush.
"That sounds wonderful, uncle," she said at last, "and on that note, I think I shall retire. I need to get this blood off of me before it totally dries. Tomorrow morning at dawn, we ride south."
Captain Valki looked relieved, "Thank you, Jarl. I will post a double guard to your room. Sleep well, the guard will be ready tomorrow morning."