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CW: Racism from racist people.
Believe me when I say this: having super powers isn't all that glamorous.
If you are one of the unfortunate many who happens to have super powers, then you might have subscribed to the idea of 'having powers equals easier life'.
Uh, no?
If you are the type of person to think that way, then let me shatter that illusion of yours.
Although, yes, super powered humans are common, they are by no means the standard. Based on what I've read, if we're talking about the world as a whole, super powered humans or 'Parahumans' are still outnumbered by baseline humans.
I don't quite remember the ratio, but it was pretty substantial. So unless you have friends with super powers of their own, expect to be alone with no one to relate to whatever it is your powers are making you go through.
Then again, you can always go online and vent.
There's also the way you get your so called super powers, too. From what I've read up online, it's still unclear. There's a whole lot of theorizing and speculation, but one thing that's clear is for a person to undergo a traumatic event of some sort for that power to manifest. These are called Trigger Events.
So, imagine going through the worst event of your life only to end up with the power to... uh... grow your hair out a specific length or something lame like that.
What I'm trying to say is that there's a gamble.
But, then again, you get a power at the end of it... and something is better than nothing, after all.
Another reason why having super powers is not all that great is the stigma behind having one. It doesn't take long for the people around you to notice that you have powers, if you don't go out of your way of hiding it.
And once they even start to slightly suspect you're a Parahuman, they're gonna start looking at you differently.
For example: if you have the power to control fire, then be prepared for people to start accusing you for every fire emergency that happens in town. If you have the power to turn invisible, then people are going to assume you're always up to no good 24/7.
Of course, it won't always be stigmas that'll be attached to having powers, there's also a very high chance you'll gain social prestige.
Let's say you have super strength, naturally, people are going to come to you for help and see you as a potential protector. Especially if you're good looking. If you got super smarts, then people are gonna start coming to you to solve their problems and stuff. Things like that.
And the last and final reason why having super powers isn't all that great, in my humble opinion, is the fact that there are too many groups/organizations out there who won't leave you the fuck alone once they know you got super powers.
Exhibit A: The PRT.
With influence all across the US and Canada, they have a vast stretch of territory to enforce/look after. They make it their job to respond to anything Parahuman related, as it's a part of their name. This ranges from dealing with law enforcement when a Parahuman is involved, or even just making contact with people with super powers in general.
They are a government entity and thus come with the backing and advantage of one. Near limitless resources, money, and pretty much anything under the sun.
Naturally, they're one of the big players – if not the biggest player in not just the Cape scene, but Parahuman society in general.
Their law enforcement nature makes them popular among the regular humans, having the image of a protector against any bad Parahuman entities.
So, inevitably, this creates an interesting dynamic between citizen-law enforcement relation as, technically, Parahumans are still citizens of the country they live in.
Their existence is a necessary one, especially with how... catastrophic Parahuman incidents tend to be.
They're also willing to go a mile for those who had just recently awakened to their powers, bringing them in for power testing and helping them find a place in society: at their side.
Yes. That's right.
The PRT wants a monopoly on every Parahuman – it
needs to have that monopoly.
There're ads both physical and digital telling people to sign up for a spot as a hero under the PRT's banner pretty much everywhere. You can't avoid not seeing them. TV, billboards, websites, radio... you can't escape the recruitment pitch.
In the apartment I live in, we get leaflets sent to our doors telling us to sign up with the PRT. Does this mean they know who's a Parahuman? Most likely not. Yet they do it anyway because that's how serious they are in drawing people to their side.
Public relations have a lot to play in getting to where the PRT is at now. Every PRT affiliated heroes have only looked good should they ever make it to the news.
Even in my short time being here, I can't recall hearing anything bad about their heroes. Outside of the internet and basket weaving forums, at least.
Naturally, this meant the societal zeitgeist when it comes to Capes can be summarized as so: PRT Capes equals heroes. Not PRT Capes equals villains.
But... there's a middle ground. Rogues.
Honestly speaking, I'm beginning to realize the fact that I am – in fact – a Rogue. Technically.
Although there is no specific definition, a Rogue is someone who uses their powers for personal gains; usually for business, societal or neutral reasons. Some Rogues are even known to try their hardest not to use their powers at all.
Most of them – or rather us – even work day jobs, like what I'm doing, while some make money strictly off of their powers.
Now, what are the PRT's stance on Rogues? Well, as far as the PRT's concerned, you're basically a villain unless you sign up with them.
You can sign up as a Rogue, but then you wouldn't be a completely independent Rogue, as all Rogues who signed up with the PRT are loosely sponsored by them.
They'll even go as far as to give stipends and offer protection, which might not be a bad gig.
But, remember, the PRT is the one with the upperhand in every exchange. They'll set the terms, make the rules, and lay out the plan.
In other words, you're pretty much an asset they're willing to lose. A dog with a longer leash they're not afraid to have dead.
...maybe I'm just being a downer. Who knows, maybe the PRT has helped Rogues who signed up with them. Hell, maybe being a PRT Hero isn't a bad thing at all.
The pay's probably the only good thing, can't imagine the work hours though, brr!
"Hey, uh, J-Jackie-"
My left eyebrow twitched at the nickname my co-workers have adopted for me. Not turning away from the fryer, where I've currently just dipped a batch of fries into, I responded.
"What is it Joe? The fries will be done in a minute."
"Uh... you might wanna come out here."
I sigh, stopping what I've been doing. Turning off the heating element, I raised the frying basket and latched them on the notch, so they won't get burnt from being submerged too long in the oil.
Wiping my hands clean with a kitchen towel, I walked out of the cooking station and into the cashier section.
What is it now? I swear, with how often he asks for help, it's almost like I'm the one who's been working here longer. And, I swear, he'll only do it when it's just the both of us on shift!
"What is it, did you get the spoon stuck in the ice cream machine aga-"
The words died in my mouth. The reason? Four men in Empire color with handguns drawn and their lower face covered. The one closest to the counter has his pointed at Joe who is quietly sobbing.
I burn their faces into memory.
I shouldn't have picked the night shift.
...should've threatened those kids more.
"There any proper folks working back there I can speak with, huh? I don't wanna be seen talking to...
you people."
...the urge to pull a Robert Downey Jr from
Tropic Thunder is nigh irresistable, but I manage to resist it. I glance at Joe who is openly crying, his face caked in tears.
"Hey, darkie," the speaker, the closest one, looks at Joe, "you better quit cryin' before I shut you up for good."
Joe, the poor kid, immediately clamped his mouth shut, but it doesn't stop him from crying. His lips might as well have been sewed shut, his cries slipping out in small, pitiful whimpers and whines.
I feel my brain tremble.
"S-Sir," shit, I stutter, "we'll give you everything we have, please do-"
"I'll tell you what to give and when to give, that clear?" He threatens me, rattling his piece before my eyes. I nod with my arms raised. "Now, ya'll might've not heard it, but something... unfortunate happened to a fine, young girl a while back... a girl who just so happened to be one of my fine people."
Ah, so it is about those kids after all.
"Her friends, those good for nothing idiots, wouldn't speak about what happened. But something happened. Oh something happened alright."
His eyes, a sickly mix between green and grey, might as well be drilling into me. I stay silent, letting him talk all he wants.
"Her legs. Somebody messed them up real bad. The doctor said it's a miracle she'll be able to walk again. She was in pain, so much pain and afraid, so afraid to the point where she's not willing to speak about what happened."
Should I act now? Joe's here. If I use my powers, I will be outed as a Parahuman.
"But she did say one thing. You know what she said?"
I remain silent.
"The person who hurt her, the dead son of a bitch, was wearing a Fugly Bob's employee's uniform."
...I should be bringing a change of clothes after every shift from now on.
"Another thing we figured out, whoever did that to her wasn't ...
one of us. Heh, of course it wasn't." He chuckles, his two friends start chuckling with him also. "What kind of self-respecting
person would do such a thing to such a sweet girl, huh? Now if it's one of you
people... it'd make more sense."
The air thickened with tension as the man's words hang in the air. I fight the urge to let loose a quip, my jaw clenching against the tasteless remark threatening to escape.
Glancing back at Joe, I can only empathize. I understand why he's shaking on his feet, has tears streaming down his face, and praying.
But for the love of god, I can't feel the same thing he's feeling.
Why?
It's because, unlike Joe, I am not afraid. Fear has no grip over my being, it holds no substance in my mind as of the moment.
"So, care to tell me if any of you...
fellas know of any other Fugly Bob's employee who aren't my kind of people besides you two, huh?"
He sneers at us as his eyes hold within them this barely restrained glee, almost as if he's getting a sick kick over saying the words that are coming out of his mouth.
Before me is a tormenter, I realize. He and his friends have been taking pleasure in this entire exchange, seeing my co-workers fearful reactions and taking delight in it.
My eyes glazed over the swastika proudly displayed over their clothing. I doubt they even believe in that symbol they're wearing.
These types of people are the worse.
They don't cling to a clearly hateful ideology because they truly believe in its core value. Oh no. If it's like that, then they're at least worthy of a little bit of respect.
I am willing to bet none of these asshats in front of me truly believe that their race is superior or 'pure' or anything like that.
No.
These type of people become like this because they are willfully ignorant. They live in a country filled with people of many colors, creeds, and kind, yet they choose ignore all the good and beautiful things that comes with it and instead twist it to fit their ignorant and hateful worldview.
If that's not enough, they have also somehow convinced themselves that they are justified in doing what they do as it helps them endure their plight. Their plight being living while under the so called 'threat' of existence.
The real Nazis might have reasons to worry about existence because most of the modern world was out to get their ass back then, on account of them being dicks, . But these guys? What are they threatened by?
A guy with a little bit more melanin on his skin?
How boring.
"I did it."
"Huh?"
He clearly isn't expecting me to just confess. I shrug my shoulders, the corner of my lips tugging slightly.
"That girl you're talking about? I did that to her." I say, perfectly aware of the amount of eyes I'm turning wide, including my own co-worker's.
He looks like he's about to say something judging by the way his mouth is about to move, but I'm not stopping just yet.
"You know what I did? I crushed her kneecaps. It's not as hard as it seems. As a matter of fact, it's easier than it looks."
My audience is rendered silence, their eyes wide while their broad shoulders shake ever so slightly.
"Y-You... filthy litt-!"
Their guns are quick, but my power is quicker. Three neo-nazi trash find themselves eating ceramic tiles, their head hitting the floor so hard it cracked. The floor, unfortunately.
Their guns also hit the floor the moment their owners go down, thankfully none of them went off from the impact. Leaning over the counter, I grimaced at the sight.
They're still conscious, judging by the low painful moans coming out of their mouth. They are just no longer in a state to be standing up.
"J-J-Jackie, y-y-you...?" I turned to face Joe. I sigh, shaking my head.
"Yes, Joe, I'm a Parahuman." Well, the cat's out of the bag. "Not a Cape, though."
"Y-You have powers!"
"Yes I do."
"T-That's... crazy!"
"...not crazy enough, I'm afraid." Not enough to kill these idiots, at least. "Listen, Joe, I don't need to tell you this but I can count on you to keep things on down-low, can't I?"
I make sure to nudge my eyebrows, just so he'll get the clue.
"H-Huh? Oh. Oh! Y-Yeah, totally dude, um, y-you can count on me!" Good kid, smart. "But what about the cameras, bro? Terry's gonna be checking on them and all..."
"I dealt with them earlier." I wave his worry off. "I had to cut the wires in order to do it, though, so we're gonna have to make up something convincing enough for Terry."
"Uh, okay... wait, was that before you knocked them out or after?"
"Before, Joe." I'm suicidal, not stupid.
I vault over the counter, moving to check up on the three bleeding neo-nazis. I use my telekinesis to manipulate their bodies, as I don't want my fingerprints on any of them.
The guns I begin securing next, levitating them away on a table. Meanwhile, Joe joined me on the floor, watching me as I work with wide eyes.
"Damn, man..." his voice full of barely contained wonder, "no wonder you're so quick with moving inventory. I should have you do those from now on."
"Heh, just don't count on it too much. I'm trying to keep a low profile."
"Yeah, guess it's been going well enough until now, huh?" Joe murmurs.
I rip off their belts and hoodies to use as makeshift ropes to bind them with. I mainly focus on the legs and arms, but I can always use my powers to restrain them.
They're still out of it and don't seem to be fully conscious any time soon, so it makes my job easier.
I set them down on the floor again, this time using my gravity manipulation power to pin them in place for added measure. Joe, who I sent to lock the entrance and flip the sign to close earlier, returns.
"So... what's gonna happen now?" He asks me, his voice alone tells me he's still tense over the whole entire thing.
And, of course, he's also scared of me now.
"It depends."
"Huh?"
"You? You're going home. It's about time to clock out anyway, so you're done for the night." I tell him while pulling a chair for me to sit on. "You're gonna go home and pretend nothing ever happened."
"What about you, Jackie?" He asks, quietly.
"I'm staying." I tell him, my voice hollow and absent. "Someone has to clean up the blood and do closing anyway. Not to mention, I'll have to deal with these three ass-hats."
Silence takes over the room. The air grows thick and palpable.
"Jackie," Joe's voice comes out slowly, "are you gonna...?"
Joe doesn't finish his question, but it's obvious what he's asking about.
I turn to look at him, giving him a tired smile.
Afterward, I sent Joe home, slipping him a few hundred bucks to make sure he understands I'm serious about keeping things hush-hush.
I'm not too worried about him snitching. People take Parahumans' secret identity very seriously here, so if he were to say anything that would out me, Joe knows he's going to go through a bad time. Like,
very bad.
I cleaned up and did my closing routine as per usual, focusing extra attention on the blood that was spilled on the spot where I used my powers.
I wrapped the guns in a Fugly Bob's branded paperbag, storing them for use later. I don't know what I'll need three handguns for, but I get the feeling you can never have enough guns when you live in BB.
Didn't help with those three idiots, though.
I start to feel like I'm a genius or something.
"So, you mind telling me why you have three unconscious Empire thugs floating beside you, huh?"
Oh who am I kidding with? I'm not a genius. Hell, I can't even call myself smart most of the time!
I thought I was going to be slick trying to sneak three unconscious – I had to put them to sleep by strangling – thugs into my apartment.
Had a great plan of doing it too; float them up so high so people wouldn't notice, which worked!
Up until I actually try to enter my apartment.
Lucy, by sheer luck alone, managed to see me fiddling with the lock on my door and catch me with the bodies. Literally.
"You're not gonna believe me." I say as I fasten the knot securing the last guy.
"Please, try me." Lucy retorts.
I don't have to look at her to tell that she's staring intently at me. It's probably not from animosity, at least from what I can feel.
It's nothing like Spider-Man's danger sense or anything fancy like that. Having those neo-nazis giving me a surprise visit at work left me with an
ick, so I decided to get a little bit creative with my powers.
I am able to manipulate my pyschic powers a certain way, thereby creating some-sort of psychic field of a certain size. With this psychic barrier up, I can then sense everything within said barrier.
Well almost everything.
I can sense living things, electrical signals, magnetic forces... but only if they're moving. Everything else that's not will register as a solid object, not unlike images from a 3-D mapping software.
It's also the reason why I was able to get these idiots into my home without being detected.
Along with it, I can also tell if someone's twitchy, sweaty, and whether or not their heart's beating a little bit too fast than normal. I'm not an empath is what I'm trying to say.
Sighing, I invite her further into my apartment, which isn't saying a lot seeing as it's a studio. Still, Lucy makes herself comfortable leaning against the wall nearest to the exit.
Clever, if not a bit too paranoid. Then again, I can't blame her.
"These three... jerks," I begin, settling on the term, "pulled up to the Fugly Bob's I work at earlier tonight."
I can feel Lucy actually, physically relaxing. It feels strange, being able to pick up such a small thing with my psychic sense.
"And why did they decided to do that?" Lucy asks, her arms crossed. Her face isn't showing or telling much, but I can just tell she's desperate to know. "Empire don't make it habit to rob fast food chains."
"Heh, you and I both know these low-lifes would do it in a heartbeat if things are desperate enough."
"As funny as it sounds, things aren't that desperate in Brockton Bay for these guys to start doing that." She fires back.
I shrug. Touche. Sitting on the foot of my bed, I let myself relax.
"A few... days ago, a bunch of Empire teenagers tried to rob me." I start. Lucy, who's smart enough to connect the dots, frowns. "I stopped them."
"And how did you do that, exactly?"
"I... dislocated the kneecaps of one of the kids'." I confess, seeing her wince.
Lucy nods, seemingly to get a clearer picture of the story I've told her. She's biting her lower lip and I'm feeling... anxiety coming from her?
"But you didn't kill them, right?" She asks, tense.
"No." I say in response.
"That's... good." She breathes out, her relief genuine even without my enhanced senses telling me.
Now, it's my turn to act suspicious.
"Lucy," she flinches, probably from how flat my voice is, "you sound like you're concerned about some Empire thug getting hurt. Mind telling me why?"
And now begins the staring game.
I have her pegged as a stoic, no-nonesense type of person before; especially with the way she acted during our first time talking to each other. She can maintain a mean stare, I'll admit.
Her eyes are glued to mine and not in a romantic way at all. It's like she's trying to physically cow me into silence, daring me to press further.
A... brave thing to do, seeing as she's in a room with a Parahuman capable of knocking out three adult men unconscious and keeping them that way.
But, in the end, whether it's because she's aware of how suspicious she's making herself look or by the fact she's now reminded of the three unconscious thugs I have in my apartment, she falters.
"...Jack," I twitch, "can you keep a secret?"
She looks me right in the eyes again. Though, this time, I get the feeling she won't falter.
"...funny, I was just about to ask you the same thing." I remark, dryly.
"I am currently... involved with the Empire." She manages to will the words out of her mouth. I frown, rightfully so. She seems to notice my displeasure. "But not in the way you're thinking."
I keep my silence, letting her do all the talking. She looks like she needs it.
"I have a vested interest in the status of the gangs of Brockton Bay and this, naturally, includes the Empire; especially them, seeing as they're the largest and most influencial organization outside of the government." She lowers her head, continuing, "my interest, mainly, involves their wealth and the amount of... assets they have."
"So, what, you plan on robbing them for every single penny they have?" I try to not sound condescending, but I realize that's just impossible seeing as how... clueless I am at the moment.
"Something like that." If Lucy's annoyed at me for asking that question, then she's not saying it. Unfortunately for her, I can tell via my psychic sense.
"If you don't mind me asking, just how 'involved' are you with the Empire?" I figure it's alright to ask this question, seeing as it's pretty much the core of the reason why we're even having this conversation.
"I can't get into specifics, but let's just say that I know enough to tell you... or... uh...
others like you... shouldn't sign up for any clinical trials Medhall Corporation's conducting if you're expecting a fair exchange." She sounds uncomfortable for a moment.
"Medhall, huh? There a lot of Empire losers working for them?" I ask her.
"Medhall
is Empire Eighty-Eight," Lucy tells me straight up, "it's pretty much a front for money laundering and everything else the Empire does behind the scenes."
"They also recruit manpower from Medhall, then?" I ask, to which Lucy nods. "Huh, you'd think a pharmaceuticals company would have people...
smarter than those tools working for them." Lucy lets out a snort, agreeing with me.
"Remember, everything gang related is kept under the table. Not everyone employed by Medhall will just wear Empire color out in the open – or Empire members at all for that matter." Lucy explains. "I know it's hard to believe considering what I just said before, but it's true."
I nod, albeit slowly.
"You have regular people working who don't buy into the Empire's ideologies, but they're probably sympathetic at best." Lucy continues speaking, as if I won't believe her. "And those kids you said tried to rob you, they're probably just looking for an easy in into the gang."
Ah, so that's why she's relieved when those kids came up in conversation.
"Those three, though," she says, refering to the three unconscious men, "are hardliners if they're willing to pull up into a public space with guns drawn."
I shrug, finding her explanation reasonable.
Hmm, let's see... what to take from this conversation?
We have a young girl who's – from her own words – loosely affiliated with a neo-nazi gang who's in control of a big, important company.
She's also in it for the money; money she'll be stealing from them. If anything, this motivation alone is enough to assure me that Lucy's not one of them.
But that begs the question. Just how important is her position? Can she really pull off what she's set on doing?
"Look," Lucy speaking breaks me off my inner thinking. She looks like she can tell I've been thinking. "I know it's difficult to make you trust me, especially with something as important as this, but I think I can make this worth it for the both of us."
"Oh?" Not even going to bother hiding my interest.
"I'm close to finishing what I've been doing for the past few years." She's no longer leaning against the wall, her entire posture changed. "Days of research and planning, I'll finally be able to justify why I decided to be an Empire member. But... in order to pull it off, I'll need your help."
As Lucy speaks, I feel a sense of coldness wash over me.
I've played enough games, watched many films, and read too much fiction to be able guess what it is Lucy's going to ask me do.
For whatever reason, however, I let her finish speaking.
"Jack, I'll need your help to steal from the Empire."
And there it is.
"We'll split up the haul. Fifty-fifty."
I should've seen this coming, I should've. Yet, for some reason, here I am anyway having to contemplate on whether or not I'll accept her offer.
"Uuugh... my head... where am I...?"
Both of our attention turns towards a third and new voice, one that reminds me why I'm even having this conversation with my tenant in the first place. Looking at Lucy, I ask her,
"If I say yes, will you help me deal with them?"
This is it, there's no going back. If she agrees, then she's an accessory to it.
"...yes." She nods, clenching her fists.
"We can't let them go. They'll rat us out. Me out, I mean." I correct myself at the end.
"They'll also make Empire leadership hyper-aware of the presence of a potential Cape out against them. An attack on kids supportive of the Empire is noteworthy enough for them, but another so soon?" Lucy adds up, pointing out another reason why silencing the three racists out for good is the smart thing to do.
"H-Hey! I-I hear you talking! Let me go, man!" The cries of the now terrified neo-nazi remains ignored. Purposefully.
"...I'll do it." I offer, not like I'll make her do it anyway, since they're technically my problem I brought home.
Lucy gives me a thankful nod.
Sighing, I walk over to where I laid out the racists. Huh, two of them are still unconscious, and the one who's awake now is the same bastard who pulled the gun on me and Joe.
That makes this easier.
"P-Please man, I-I didn't know you were a Cape!" He says through clattering teeth. "I-I didn't even know the bitch who got hurt that well! She deserved what she got for m-messing with a Cape!"
He's being loud, but that's fine. I'm not sensing any other tenants present near my room, and Lucy's right here beside me.
"I-It was an honest mistake, man! Please, I-I'm sorry I pulled a gun at you, please don't-"
The sound of his windpipe being crushed and turned to dust doesn't bother me as much as it should. Wordlessly, I proceed to do the same to his two friends.
They, unlike him, don't get to realize they're about to be killed. So it's safe to say they passed on with relative peace.
With one hand outstretched before me, I must look like some terrible Sith Lord straight out of Star Wars. I retract the hand, my powers along with it.
"...is it done?" I hear Lucy asks.
"Yup."
Silence permeates the room, the window reflecting the still dark and starless sky of this accursed city.
I feel... nothing.
I am fully aware that I should feel something, but I am here to say that I feel nothing.
Eventually, I feel something land on my left shoulder. Turning around, I come face to face with a solemn Lucy.
"I'm sorry." She says. It's all she can bring herself to say.
Huh, it's strange. I know I'm the one who did it, but Lucy's the one who's feeling bad. With that in mind, there's only one thing I can say,
"I'm sorry too."
For making her watch, if anything.