You calmly refilled the bowl for her.
"Why don't you ever make this, huh?" She said, starting to snuffle and cry.
"... Because I only have so much time in the day to cook, and…"
"And you think he hates it." She huffed. "So you don't do anything to offend him. You're so dumb."
It sat there for a moment. The stew vanished. You filled the bowl. "He wasn't before, but we've been through a lot, you know? He…"
"You're his servant! No, worse than that!"
You can't deny that. Much as you might want to.
"He can't even treat you as an equal!" She crossed her arms and pouted. "This is who you're going to marry?"
"... No," you say, at last, half expecting a horror to close on your throat like the collar did, or something to chain you to the floor, or some trap to go off, but nothing does. "No, I think. I think we can't do that anymore. Even if it was never a matter of love. Not for us."
"-- Why?"
"It would kill us, both of us, wouldn't it? Just a slower, colder death." you look at your hands, at the shackles. "No matter how 'natural' it seems-- we would be master and servant playing at husband and wife. No, worse, we would be loveless friends having to play husband and wife for everyone else, all the time."
For a moment, the girl turned to look at you. She was so cute. Black hair, brown eyes, a smile bright as the sun, and with all the malice and innocence of childhood, she said, "So we're gonna kill him?"
"Hmmmmmmmmm, maybe some other time," you said.
"Booooo!"
"Because you know who'd be better to kill?"
There was a pregnant pause. "Wait--- Wait-- You mean--"
You nodded. "After all, isn't it their fault all of us are in this position in the first place?"
There was an utter delight there as she rammed into you with the full force of an exuberant child, and this was easy to turn about into a spinning hug. "Now. This does mean you're going to have to let Ichigo and his friends go."
Your child-self groaned in disappointment.
You raised an eyebrow. "A fine hero we'd be if we didn't save our friends, right?"
If anything, she groaned even louder.
"C'mon. He's still trying. He's had his own fights, clearly. And we both know what Tenshi Momo says about friends." You pause and lean in. "But we'll definitely start doing things for ourselves, all right?"
"We better! I don't wanna sit here listening to Ichigo talk for ages about some boring fight he got into, he can just keep fighting forever if that's all he's interested in."
You let out a long-suffering sigh. "You put him in a dream fugue where he's constantly fighting, then."
She had a sudden deer in the headlights look, like she wasn't quite ready for you to figure that one out.
"He's not really the one who's hurting us. Not yet. I think not ever."
"... I guess. But you'd better help me later! And so should he!"
"It's a bet."
"And take me with you to see Kazue!"
You laughed, and nodded. "We both want to see her again, huh? I wonder why."
VOW: I will shape a path for Kazue to find peace.
DIFFICULTY: Dangerous
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"Who cares why? Let's just go do it!"
[Compel +Rapport+Bond(Outcasts): 4+3+2 vs 5, 2 STRONG HIT]
"First, those three."
"-- Oh, yeah."
"I shall lead you out of this place alive and well."
Difficulty: Dangerous
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MENACE O O . . . . . . . .
She reaches her hand, and the vistas outside bend and warp, but completely fail to vanish, and she pauses. "It's… It's not working!"
"Shh, it's OK. Think about the dream you have them in. What's a good way to end it that they'll accept?"
"Uhhhhhh OH! I know!" And she pointed one finger high in the air, and the little home became a castle, and she vanished from your arms only to become a vision of yourself in tight leather, red and black and more stylish than you ever thought you could be, flanked by armored demons. … Armored demons with the faces of cute women. Marked on the chest was the kamon that had been on your mailbox in middle school-- eight hawks' feathers, arranged in a circle.
"... Let me be the villain," you said.
"No! It's my world, and I get to be the queen over a bunch of cute demon samurai." She said.
[Face Danger +Resolve+Bond: 6+2+2 vs 2, 4 STRONG HIT]
"You know what. Sure. You go ahead and do that." Instead, you carefully sat behind the throne, back up, seated in the proper position.
She did not realize, or did not care, that you still had your knife and were behind her.
No sooner had you arranged yourself, than the three of them came bursting in. Thankfully they were still largely themselves, even if their clothes were a bit the worse for whatever fighting they did. Ichigo, in particular, looked shocked at what he saw on the throne. "-- M-mei?"
Your… She wasn't really your inner child, but you supposed it was as good an appellation as any-- in any case, she laughed a high laugh. "So, at last, you have come to my palace, hero. I trust you enjoyed the little mess you made of my world?"
"Your world?" Ichigo prompted, looking between you and the other one. "That's ridiculous. Sooner or later, whatever fed you this power will come for you and it will not go well. Stop this, come home."
"Why? So you can use me as a stepping stone again? So we can sit in misery across a table drinking tea silently, wishing we were somewhere else? So you can hide behind me in a march through the underworld?" She looked at the back of her hand. "No, no, I think not."
Ichigo winced. "... I… I know the curse has been hard on us both, but you shouldn't act like this!"
"Why? Who's to bring shame on me down here? Two rich men's sons and their pet cat?"
"Someone's been pulling strings…" Hiroshi said.
[Secure an Advantage +Hard: 4+3 vs 2, 9 weak hit]
"So? What will you do, hero?"
Ichigo looked you dead in the eyes, narrowed them, and was then covered in a brilliant light. Golden horns sprouted from his head, golden scales covered his arms and chest and (thankfully) nethers, and his regard became steely with barely contained rage. Wings of light burst forth from his back, and suddenly he was streaking directly towards you.
Already in a position for one of your favorite throws, you reached, pulled, and tossed him over your shoulder by his arm and body, slamming him into the wood, splintering it. "Really? You thought I was the leather queen!?"
"As if you wouldn't," Ichigo said. "And her flunkies are wearing your kamon."
You leaned in, uncomfortably close to his ear, and muttered, quietly, "Do you trust your friends to have some restraint?"
Ichigo nodded.
[Compel +Rapport+Bond: 3+3+2 vs 3, 2 STRONG HIT]
"Whatever comes next after you've clearly defeated her, whatever comes out, let me handle it."
"But--"
"Please, just this once, trust me. I'll accept responsibility."
Ichigo nodded again, just in time for Hiroshi to sweep you up, a blur of black hair, black cats' ears, black hands, black claws. Vertical, slitted eyes in a steel blue.
"I shall lead you out of this place alive and well."
Difficulty: Dangerous
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MENACE O O . . . . . . . .
[Face Danger +Rapport: 4+3 vs 3, 2 STRONG HIT]
It wasn't hard to tell that there was fury in his eyes, flame in his heart. You smiled. "You knew I was a judoka. Would you expect anything else?"
"He is not yours."
"We have bigger problems right now, Hiroshi," Ichigo reminded him. "We can tell her later!"
And then all was swords and claws. Spears and steel. Tooth, nail, and breath of fire.
Slowly, the battle began to crystallize, with Hiroshi and Ayumu-- for some reason you had figured Ayumu for the cat, but no, he wore a feathered cloak and his hands flashed about like sharp beaks-- taking care of the demon minions, which left you and Ichigo to deal with…
Well, you.
[Battle +Rapport: 6+3 vs 5, 5 MATCH]
Facing each other, hands outstretched, you both gripped hands. For a moment, you swore you could feel both your hearts beating at the same time. Calm. Pure.
Like bared steel, weapons in each others' hands.
You nodded. "I am at your disposal."
He winced. "No. No more being my servant. If you're so concerned about me, don't do it under my heel."
With that, he spun you about once, and with a mighty hurl, launched you at yourself.
You curled, and as if you knew just the right way to do it, you lashed out with your entire weight pressed into what should have been a bone-breaking amount of pressure on the ball of your foot, but instead of fragile bone, it felt more like unbreakable steel as you, improbably, moved through your demon-queen self, who was smirking.
Even now, you are absolutely certain that none of this should have caused an explosion.
Regardless, for some reason, this caused an explosion, one you flinched away from, even as the other three seemed perfectly used to it.
"I shall lead you out of this place alive and well."
Difficulty: Dangerous
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MENACE O O . . . . . . . .
[Fulfill your vow vs. 8: 2, 7 STRONG HIT]
[You gain 2xp.]
And in the dust and flames, there was, hanging in the air, a gleaming mote of light.
And beneath that, the little girl, watching it as it fell. You helped her up, and both of you opened a hand, cupping that mote between you.
Reality-- or at least, some version of it-- was reasserting itself. The room was becoming the cellar of the spa. The girl was fading.
And you?
You tried to pull it-- the core-- her-- into your heart.
And that's when you heard the slow clapping.
And that's when the pain hit.
[You accept raw power into your heart, and it washes over your body! 0/5 Body. Endure Harm +Hard: 1+2 vs 2, 10 Weak Hit]
[You accept raw neglected emotion into your heart, and feeling all of it at once fills you with incredible fear! 0/5 Stress. Endure Stress +Rapport: 6+3 vs 7, 2 STRONG HIT. You knew this had to happen. -1 Momentum, 9/10. +1 Stress, 1/5.]
VOTE:
PLEASE SELECT ONE ASSET, REPRESENTING MEI'S NASCENT ABILITIES. This asset will be free, but the other three may be picked up later, when we Advance:
[ ] Armor-Piercing Blow. This allows you to burn momentum more impressively, especially against seemingly invincible opponents, and will eventually allow you to offer Battle to things far beyond your 'weight class'.
[ ] Burning Heart. For some reason, you are just… Incredibly hard to kill. Expanding this skill helps you fight youkai and ensure a killing blow.
[ ] Demon Knight. Your other self is bound to you, and you may literally ask yourself for advice… though this advice may not be useful. This can eventually become a source of Experience, granting a little power when you inevitably Face Death.
[ ] Pathshaper. This allows you to use Resolve during Delves to move quickly or with care, instead of simply with concealment. As you progress, Delving becomes easier and offers more Momentum.
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