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I dont remember the elders saying that about Fan Yu...they said it about Yan Renshu, for sure...As was noted in the OG thread by the Elders. The Outer Sect shattered his nascent Way. He would've formed a Way any other year. Yet, due to meddling, his potential, like so many others, was sacrificed on the pyre all so that the Princess and Heiress might thrive.
His only sin was that he was only above average and his noble heritage inflated his pride. Many had/have similar flaws. Greater talents surrounded him. Despite all his efforts, he could not keep up and was essentially left behind by his Friend, his Fiancee, and by two he looked down on.
He went from a good prospect to someone whose every effort is trivialized. I pity him, but I hope he can find some way to grow beyond this pathetic state. It kinda of struck a chord with me so I hope he gets better.
Also i dont think he really suffered from the cai-enforced changes specifically. A year without the ducals or the more free-for-all rules could easily still have seen him struggling so much so long as there was a Ling Qi or other talented commoner who was enough in his and/or gu xiulan's awareness to set off the bomb that was the Golden Fields group's relationships. I suppose having the ducals to compare to also didn't help his issues with comparing himself to others and getting discouraged, but they weren't the main cause. Ducals being cooler than you is expected after all