I checked my cassette player again and looked through my bag of supplies. Over the last few months I'd found a variety of signals around town to record from a discreet distance, and filled well enough tapes that I had to leave a few at home. Before I made that decision, I'd been carrying around a bag of cassettes that was so full the zipper wouldn't close properly, and I'd lost a plant based shape I was calling Guardenia for its ability to form protective walls from flower petals. Going back to that bus stop later I hadn't found it, but I also hadn't heard anyone freaking out about tinker tech cassette tapes, so I was going to have to live with that and not worry too hard.
I still hadn't found that same song from the hospital, either. I'd gone to a few of them, and even originally got Guardenia at one of them, only to lose it so close to another, but not that same song. That's what I was out trying to do tonight. I was going back to that first hospital. It was the same day of the week, the same week of the month, and the same time of the day. If this mystery sound had anything like a schedule, I hoped I would find it again. It had sounded… sincere, and somber, yet joyful, and like it had some power to it. Honestly I felt like I needed more power. In the hospital, everything had seemed so clear. I had a power, so I was going to be a hero, just like in Protectorate Pals, which played every Saturday Morning.
Of course, at the time I hadn't known that Shadow Stalker would be injured during training the next day and have to retire due to her injury. In a town where we had Panacea, whose power was basically "you're healthy now," a training injury must have been particularly bad to make her retire. That's why I needed to be stronger and more versatile before I signed up. I couldn't let that happen to me. I had to be better than that. Stronger than that. Shadow Stalker had been really out there making a difference, and I had to not just measure up, I had to exceed her. I had to- listen carefully, because there that sound was again.
Bingo.
I still wasn't sure exactly where the music was coming from, but I did know that it moved around sometimes, and that seemed to be the case here. It was getting steadily closer to my position in the physical therapy park at the hospital. I'd spent a lot of time here over the last few months, sometimes doing exercise, sometimes doing my homework, all under the watchful gaze of the hospital staff. Technically I had a prescription to engage in recuperative mental and physical activity so the staff didn't bother me much, especially because I liked to work out new compositions on the piano in the enclosed area and the other outpatients seemed to enjoy it. through a combination of trustworthy adults seeing me doing my homework and the bullies at school backing off again, my grades were even doing better.
All of which was a nice side benefit to my main goal, becoming realized now, as the sound I'd been chasing built louder and louder. I took out my microphone and began recording a tape. the sound was avian and temporal to my ear, and had the same kind of potential for camaraderie and growth that Guardenia had, although not the same kind of branching utility that my original Dominoth tape had. As I recorded the sound I distantly noted that a redhead pushing a wheelchair with a gentleman my father's age in it was approaching me, and I stepped out of the way. As he passed me, he nodded, and as he got further away, the sound did too. Now that was interesting.