@Skrevski
Anakin waited in the antechamber to the room Yoda had selected for their meeting. He stared straight ahead, jaw set, the heavy shag of his still growing beard serving to accent the hollows of his cheeks and eyes. He looked older.
The general's knee shivered and kept a steady bounce belying the agitation beneath his grim composure.
Anakin rose and fell in next to the diminutive gob of green Jedi.He exited the door and gave off a calm demeanor as he did. "Greetings Anakin, glad you have returned I am. Please, follow and discuss what you wish.
Anakin rose and fell in next to the diminutive gob of green Jedi.
"Master Yoda. I'm sorry..." He trailed off. "I'm unsure where to begin. It's--everything is moving so fast, but it lacks the clarity of battle."
The LAAT/i Delta Squad took to the Jedi Temple had a shriek-hawk's head as nose art, making Boss frown at the obvious Mandalorian symbol, but he didn't comment on it. After all, the pilot was a Clone like him, and it was unthinkable that a Clone would be anything but completely loyal to the Republic. It entered one of the Jedi Temple's hangars and the Clones disembarked, making their way between Jedi Interceptors, LAAT/i gunships and hurrying Jedi.
Finding Yoda was a bit of a mess - Jedi were running hither and to and nobody knew where the diminutive Master was - but at the end Delta Squad found him in the Temple's command centre. Leaving the rest of his team at the door, Boss entered the room and made a beeline to Yoda.
"General Yoda," he said by the way of greeting.
"A fine day is one way to put it, Sir." Boss wasn't known for his verbosity, after all. "And yes. If I may speak freely... Delta's wasting its time here on Coruscant, Sir. We should be out there fighting the Seps, Sir.""Greetings Boss, hope this day fines you well, hm?" Yoda answered as he moved towards a projector that was more secluded from the rest of the Jedi and Clones operating in the command center that served the Jedi for the war.
"You seek a mission, one that I might provide. Keep the Confederacy off balance we must. Allow them to take advantage of the chaos here on Coruscant we can not."
He paused and looked at Anakin, a smile appearing. "Alone in this, you are not young Skywalker. Conflict, even chaos effects us all. Told this to Master S'enco I did, for she feels loss as well. Know the Chancellor and you were close.."
He hrmpft out loud giving the young man the chance to respond if he wished.
"Yes yes, your skills are better used to help keep the Separatist unbalanced. Have selected a mission that might fit you skills that hope you will agree with." He switched the projector on and centered it onto a planet. "Know this planet you should, important it is, disturbing Separatists efforts here could help the Republic in its time of need.""A fine day is one way to put it, Sir." Boss wasn't known for his verbosity, after all. "And yes. If I may speak freely... Delta's wasting its time here on Coruscant, Sir. We should be out there fighting the Seps, Sir."
Boss looked at the planet Yoda indicated. His face was not visible below his helmet's visor, but he smiled nonetheless. Yes, he could see what good Delta could do there. "I understand, Sir. I assume you want Delta to start moving forthwith, Sir?""Yes yes, your skills are better used to help keep the Separatist unbalanced. Have selected a mission that might fit you skills that hope you will agree with." He switched the projector on and centered it onto a planet. "Know this planet you should, important it is, disturbing Separatists efforts here could help the Republic in its time of need."
Anakin sat. "We were. Closer I think than any in the Order. I see now some of the shape of his designs, but what does it say that I can understand the mind of a Sith better than the Council?"
"I went back to his office, where he...he all but confessed to me. It had been despoiled and my suspicions point back here. It sickens me. I cannot agree with you Master Yoda. We are all very much alone in this."
Boss looked at the planet Yoda indicated. His face was not visible below his helmet's visor, but he smiled nonetheless. Yes, he could see what good Delta could do there. "I understand, Sir. I assume you want Delta to start moving forthwith, Sir?"
"We'll take this, Sir. That's the sort of mission we were bred for, Sir. We survived Geonosis and the Prosecutor, we'll survive this, too. We're the Republic's best; we won't let you down, Sir." Boss thumped his chest armour for emphasis."Speed vital it is. They will move to capitalize on the chaos we find ourselves. Stop this must. Dangerous it will be, and support will be lacking I fear. Thus if the risk it too much, say and cancel the mission I shall. Loss of your team, harmful to our cause I believe would be."
Anakin stared at the floor. "Obi-Wan has been a friend, a brother. But I look to him on those terms, not as a member of the Order to another. I speak to you because I cannot look Master Windu in the face and demand..."He became quite somber for a moment as he spoke again. "Great the pull of the Darkside, powerful it is. Pull it in it wishes, yet only hurt those you care for it does. Yes gives you much power, yes it fuels you to get things, but loss you will feel, only darkness and despair, and truly loneliness Anakin."
Anakin stared at the floor. "Obi-Wan has been a friend, a brother. But I look to him on those terms, not as a member of the Order to another. I speak to you because I cannot look Master Windu in the face and demand..."
He called his left hand in to a fist, servos bearing down on the sturdy glove. "There is no comfort in the Temple Master. Too many ghosts, too many secrets and lies and...ignorance masquerading as wisdom."
"I don't think I can ever return. Dark, light, it's nothing but shadows to me."
"Master Windu I have known for many years, respect him I do. But aggressive he is always has been. Determined he is. Think right he did excuse what happened it does not. Hm... scared of what it meant I do believe, scared of what we knew of the Sith, from the past, from when assaulting the galaxy they did. Gone they have been for a thousand years, or so we thought. Yet all here in the Temple knew of them, taught about it we did. Again, comes back to the dark and light...."
Anakin frowned. "I'm tired of it Master. Say one thing, do another. Champions, protectors, a thousand years between some fight only we care about and now...and now look. Look at what it's gotten us."
He sighed. "I'm sorry Master Yoda."
"But strong you are, stronger than any other, look up to you many Jedi and those of not the Order do. Made mistakes we have, twisted? Maybe. Good? Maybe. Evil.. hope I do not. But destiny I believe you have, find the Balance within the Order we must." He said matter of factly, lightly slamming his cane on the ground and coming to stand with his head held high.
Anakin swallowed hard, wincing at the report of cane on stone.
"Master..." Too much. That hope, that belief, that faith and trust, he didn't deserve them. Not to save the Order.
"Yoda. I'm going to be a father."
He breathed again pulling the air through his nose and letting it out slowly. His body shook as his mind cleared and he settled into a conferable stance, a smile coming across his face. "See the fear you had now Anakin. A secret you have kept that eats at one not being able to tell anyone of its existence. Take it Palpatine knew yes? A father he was like to you, know this I do..."
"Fear you should not, but feel joy you should. Joy in that life comes to this galaxy in all the turmoil we see. Help you I will. See that your child grows, grows in what you wish, not what an organization wishes. Hmm... spoke of change I did. Spoke of courage, spoke of leadership, spoke of hope. A new dawn for the Jedi we must have, a new dawn for you as well Anakin. Lost much you have, lost one you loved, yet gain a new love you are. Tell me it doesn't not fill you of joy thinking of holding your youngling in your hands for the first time, hm? Him or her looking at your for the first time hm? A new beginning for us all..."
"He knew. He knew and--"
For a moment Anakin did as Yoda said. He could hear cool water and feel warm sun. She was soft in his arms, ferocious and bawling loud. He was heavy in his lap, so peaceful in sleep. There was fire. There was blood. Pain. Death.
Padme
There was a sliver of glass in the knight's heart.
"I cannot see that. It's dark. So dark."
"Lost many I have Anakin, more recently over the few years. Felt their loss, seen them gone. Yet never lost hope I did. Believe I do that the Force will take care of us. The Order and you are unbalanced Anakin. Return that balance to you and hurt you the darkness can not. Pain you feel, horrible pain, but past it you can be. Guide yes the Force does, but control us it does not. Plan does it have? Perhaps, but change the plan we can. Happened in the past it has, happening all around us it is now. Change what you see Anakin, change it to what wish to see you want. Change your thinking, change your mindset, with this you shall find the answers you seek. See those that care for you Anakin, the one that loves you, your youngling, Obi-Wan, me. Help you we can."
A snarl, bile dripping, rose in his throat and was strangled by the knot there. Instead he stumbled to his feet.
"Yoda I...no. No."
Yoda limped back over to his pedestal and hoped back onto it before turning back to Anakin. "Hope I have showed you that trust me you can. Hold onto your news I shall as well, not tell anyone until you wish it be known. Wish you to help me with the Order I do, but much you have on your mind. Much you need to figure out. Speak to the one you love, and to Obi-Wan, tell him you should."
It's serving in the last role today, as a landspeeder touches down on its private landing pad, delivering a singularly distinguished visitor into the Senator's presence. An honor guard waits as the landing ramp descends, a young blue skinned Twi'lek with a lean, athletic build and a trio of nearly identical white skinned, white haired women, all of them clad in armor resembling (deliberately made to resemble) that of the Senate Guard, colored black with gold trim.
Waiting to convey the Jedi Knight Anakin Skywalker to a meeting with Senator Orn Free Taa.
@Mina