I closed my notebook while walking back and forth.
Even if had been three weeks since I started, I still wasn't used to this.
The timer I set on my phone buzzed two minutes before the interview.
I opened my notebook, again, and closed it, again.
I took my seat, an old but comfy office chair, and waited, longingly staring at my empty thermos full of tea.
When my critters noticed my target moving towards the entrance, I straightened myself and looked to the side, idly browsing through a week old copy of The Bay Post.
My guest showed herself, two minutes late.
Zero points.
Janice Nelson asked aloud: "Is this the place?"
She carried her belongings over her shoulders in an old Hot Whells backpack that swayed back and forth while she looked around.
She relaxed slightly once she noticed the many seemingly unguarded escape routes.
For living on the road, her short buzzcut and baggy but relatively clean clothes spoke of someone that cared of herself. She smelled like a runner after a short sweat.
Why are you still homeless?
"If you mean the interview for the Raise Awareness Committee," I said. "This is the place."
Subverting the Committee made reaching desperate people all the easier. Curing addictions and giving jobs to those that couldn't or wouldn't get one was fantastic publicity.
"And the money is real…?" Janice asked suspiciously.
"Half a hour of your time for thirty dollars," I answered with a calm smile on my face. "Let me ask you ten questions, answer truthfully, and then you can go."
She eyed me up and down. For all the interviews, I was wearing the Devil Hunter
TM outfit with my pair of sunglasses.
In other words, I looked like the mob or a secret agent, which was pretty cool if admittedly shady. But very few people changed idea once they arrived at this point. I didn't know if it was because of me or "me", but most people I interacted with, from cashiers to couples walking their dogs, didn't tend to open up too much.
Finally, she relented: "Ok. That's a deal."
Eh.
I put thirty dollars in her hands.
Her eyes darted to the warehouse door.
Brockton Bay stored lots of places like this, empty husks of a once vital shipping node. It's one of the main reasons most homeless had a sort of home.
I hope I'll be ready for Leviathan. I need to start collecting capes.
She tightened her fist of dollars.
My smile stood in place, ready for her next move.
She took her seat, a once-pink sun-bleached plastic chair in front of an old wooden case, and tucked her legs.
Three points.
"How long have you been homeless?" I asked.
"Give or take one year," she replied cagily.
So she knew what it was like to be a homeless woman, but still had pride in herself.
One point.
I moved to the next question: "How did you end up homeless?"
In a trance, she spoke: "I ran over a kid and now my family hates me."
Zero points.
She dropped her dollars and got up. The notes fell like leaves on the dirty floor.
She shouted: "Fucking-"
One of my men darted from behind his hiding spot, a faded Coca-Cola container, and grabbed her wrists.
I got up and put my right index over her mouth.
"A deal is a deal," I whispered. "If you don't answer to me, there will be consequences. I have eight questions left, then you may go your marry way."
She started crying. I took a deep breath, and shooed away my man's hand from her wrist.
I said: "Jonah, I think you can leave. Give us some privacy."
He let her go and went out, taking out a cigarette he wouldn't lit while near me.
I put the plastic chair back where it was, took the money off the ground and gave it back to her. I sat, and waited. She followed me back to her place.
I moved on to my next question: "What will you do with what I gave you?"
Angry, she looked at her dollars and put them in a hidden pocket of her bag. "Get some hot meals, and a coat."
That's one point up.
I put down my red pen, and read aloud the next question. "If you could go back in time, what would you change?"
Resigned, she answered: "Lying to my parents about what I did."
I put my arms on the table and steepled my hands. I leaned into them, biting my finger. Janice seemed surprised at her own answer.
"Why that, and not the kid?" I asked curiously.
Feebly, she said: "Because they trusted me, and you made me blurt out the first thing it came to my mind!"
Two points.
Now it was time for one of my favorite questions: "Do you believe things can get better?"
The answer was immediate: "Not really."
Minus one.
She was hardly the first homeless thinking that. Though, as understandable as it was, I wasn't a sociologist trying to discover if depressed people were more likely to remain homeless or if homelessness caused depression.
"Did you, or do you work for a gang?" I finally asked.
"Fuck no! Is this all this is about?! Playing mind games to the homeless?!"
Plus one, and plus one for finally showing some spine.
"Why would you not? My contacts saw you steal," I said, playing with my red pen.
Rats could reach way farther than most thought.
Her face turned scarlet. "Gangs hurt people! Do you really think stealing a wallet from tourists is like selling drugs to kids?!"
Minus… Eh, this is moot.
I took a deep breath. No question left, and I already got what I wanted out of her.
I took out my notebook, wrote down her name, the number of questions left, which was 0, and her final score.
7 is a lucky number.
The score didn't matter in the grand scheme of things, but it was a good starting point to make a decision. Owning an ex-HR manager had its perks.
"Why are you doing this?" she asked.
I took a deep breath. I closed my notebook and ordered my remaining men to leave us alone.
Damon kicked a tincan as he got out, making my guest glance wearily to his corner.
"Not a lot of people ask me that," I said. "You are the first this week."
I put down my sunglasses, and looked her in the eyes.
She stared at mine, before looking past my head.
I was finally used to looking in the eyes of people, and now I couldn't!
"You're that new cape? Stigma?"
It was really impresssive how a simple costume that hid my hair and a white Obito-like mask changed people's perception.
"Yup, that's me. There's lots of people out there, villains and heroes alike, that believe they are a necessary evil. Do the bad things for the right reasons," I said.
"Like you are," she remarked with a tired tone tinged with a hint of fear and rage.
My smile widened.
"No. My first targets were Nazis. Fucking scum. I ordered them to stop being Nazis. Last I heard, two of them died by Hookwolf's hands. Most lost the jobs they got due to their connections."
I slammed the case, breaking it, and shouted: "One went to the police and was never heard of!"
And I could have stopped it. Like the mices, each and every individual falling in my grasp was a little window into this world I could peek through if I paid attention. Though, frankly, even if I unwittingly sent some Nazis to their deaths, I didn't feel guilty.
Bitterly, my guest replied:
"Do you want me to play psychologist? Good fucking riddance, I say."
My mask had slipped too much.
"What is the point of controlling people to be better?" I asked aloud.
I looked at my bruised and scarred hand, took out one of my small blood capsules, and bit it.
I stretched the fingers of my healed hand. "Society is full of dumpsters people happily throw themselves in. The best I can do is forcefully taking them out and forbidding them to be trash. The lesser evil would be conditioning them to set themselves on fire to take out the dumpsters, or going to the Protectorate and signing myself away."
I didn't know if my metaphor truly delivered.
"So you took me because I am a pity case?" she asked.
I shook my head. "No, most pity cases are sent away to make their fortune elsewhere."
"Most?"
My smile turned sour: "Addiction is a terrible thing."
Making Damon mine saved him from dull, alcoholic depression. He
chose to come back.
"So you hate me for driving down the kid?"
I shook my head. "Not at all."
I was always surprised that cars are such powerful machines for being so common.
What would a car devil look like?
In this Bethian America, mass shooters were much less common than drivers throwing themselves into crowds.
This reminds me that I have to get Bakuda.
Tangent thoughts aside, I answered to my guest:
"I want someone to work with, as a partner. I'll make a deal, written and signed. I promise I won't take you for granted."
She looked at her dollars and put them in a hidden pocket of her bag.
"Are you crazy? How the hell I didn't hear… You got them! You could make me say yes! There's no point to this!"
She didn't listen.
"What is the point of controlling people to be better?" I asked again. "Nothing. Whatever the case, I won't force you to be mine. You are better than most you think."
I blew a bubble.
She threw herself down, but it was too late.
I crossed her name from the list. She wasn't connected to anyone important, she had nobody left and she still was worthy of being her own person.
Using words I was too used to, I said: "You'll think this interview went as you heard, selling easy lies to a naïve reporter. Go to Damian, he'll find for you a place to honestly make a living for a while. Stop hating yourself. Once ready, go out of the bay." Cheekily, I added: "Live your life braving on."
I helped Janice clean herself up and accompanied her to the door.
"Keep in contact with the RAC if anything bad happens, ok?" I asked. "And if you call to me, I'm barely a thought away."
"Thanks, Stigma," she said with a wide smile that reached her eyes.
I am a monster.
"Call me Makima."
I stared at the door as she went out. I took a deep breath, and called Sam.
"How was the girl, boss?" she asked.
"She'll find a better life," I said. I hoped. If the Bay got half as bad as canon, lots of people like her would be the first to take the hit.
"Can you tell Kate to take a pizza for me? Something with lots of vegetables," I said.
"Sure."
I took a moment to think. "And ask the boys if they want anything."
"Ok, boss."
I closed the call and looked at the time on my watch. "Ryan will come in forty-five minutes…"
I looked at my notebook:
- Name: Ryan (surname unknown)
- Age: 30something
- Gender: Male
- Race: Mixed (?)
- Nationality: American
- Smell (fuck you Fujimoto): 5/10
- Homeless since: at least two years
- Sins (Ψ): beating up another man over drugs, asked recently about the Lounge
- Connections to gangs: none, besides above
At least he isn't a rapist and I don't need to force him to clean himself up.
I abruptly shut my notebook and took out my reconditioned Dragon
TM to play Heroes: Parahuman Recall.
Until I felt some of mine being ripped apart.
I looked through Josh' eyes. His body was on the ground, adrenaline pumping in his veins, hurting all over.
The Raise Awareness kitchen was surrounded by two ugly, loud and impractically big motorcycles, linked by a chain that had driven through the stalls. The two drivers were a blonde woman wearing a skimpy outfit that looked like a bad cosplay of the FF15 Cid chick and a man with an ugly grin and a costume that looked like a worn-out tracksuit with a cape and mask tacked on.
Blood was on the ground, Lerrie's loud cry was the cry of a forty-year old man that couldn't feel his legs because they were five feet away, Masha was dead, the head of the old woman cleanly separated from her neck. Three good people, that have been good way before I slipped my fingers into their lives, destined to rot away. Besides them, I counted two more dead and at least twelve wounded.
That old man always looks that he's one step away from grave. I can't honestly tell if he's all right or not.
The sound of the police came closer, and the two murderers escaped laughing their ass off.
Two cops walked out of the car and looked down.
"Cape shit, fucked up," the older one, a balding man with gray hair said.
"Who the hell would do this?" the other, a beanpole with blonde hair asked.
"It's capes, man," the other explained without saying more. "Go call the ambulance and press the Cape button."
The younger officer complied.
"Fucking gangs, oh…" he said.
He turned to Josh and walked back, face pale.
He wearely walked closer and touched Josh's face. "It's dead… I must be seeing things."
I dropped to the floor and fought back the urge to vomit.