Chimera
1.8
The Wards jumped into action as soon as the broadcast ended. Kid Win and Chariot ran through two of the side doors to get their gear. Aegis signaled Vista and Gallant.
"We'll go on ahead. They'll need time to get ready, and we can fill them in when they catch up." He paused, looking at me. "Chimera, you should probably come too."
"Are you sure? I'm not a Ward yet."
"No, I'm not sure, but it won't hurt for you to come." Aegis still sounded tired, but he was putting on a brave face. Was he really going to run off to fight an Endbringer when he was exhausted?
He led the remaining Wards and me out of the room and down a series of hallways. No one talked as we followed him. The Wards were probably frightened, but I wasn't sure how to feel. I had nothing to fear from Simurgh. There was a part of me that knew how fucked up that was.
We followed Aegis to the elevator and he hit the button for the briefing room. It was only after the elevator whirred into motion that Vista spoke.
"Have any of you ever been to an Endbringer fight?" she said quietly.
Gallant shook his head, but Aegis nodded.
"I fought Simurgh when she attacked Washington last year. It was…" He trailed off, looking into space for a moment. When he spoke again, his voice was far off, like he was still remembering.
"You don't understand what an Endbringer is like until you've been up against one. It's not like fighting another cape. Other capes make sense. They're people just like you. Endbringers are- they're not like that. It's like there's nothing to them but killing. And Simurgh's the worst. She could just kill everyone with her song, but she doesn't. She makes a game of it."
The rest of the elevator ride was filled with an uncomfortable silence. We rode alone with our thoughts. I was feeling alienated again. It was a common feeling for me; the hallmark of my days at Winslow. I'd only felt it rarely since I got my powers, but this time they were the cause of it.
This was the first Endbringer attack since I triggered, and it was just now hitting home that my friends were genocidal monsters. I'd known that from Day 1, but something about hearing Aegis- hearing the hate and disgust for Simurgh in his voice, made it real for me.
I knew for certain now that there was a disconnect in my thoughts. When it came to them, it was like- not that they could do no wrong, but that I understood it. When Simurgh had told me earlier that she was about to attack, it had made all the sense in the world. When I thought about Leviathan sinking Kyushu, or Behemoth decimating Moscow, it felt
right. What was happening to me?
The elevator dinged as it came to a stop on the 34th floor. I didn't notice that the Wards had disembarked until Gallant nudged me. The other Wards were still walking; they hadn't noticed that we'd stopped.
"Hey, are you alright?" He said. "Your feelings are all over the place."
"…what?" I said slowly. He leaned in, speaking to me quietly.
"It'll be okay. I know it's a lot for your first day, but it'll be okay."
I stared at him for a moment before I remembered that he was an empath. He could see right away that something was bothering me. What was I supposed to say? 'My powers are making me insane, thanks for letting me on the team.' No. This wasn't something I could tell anyone.
I shook my head. Gallant gave me a small smile. "Alright. Just let me know if you want to talk about it." The other Wards were entering a door just down the hall, and we rushed to catch up with them.
The briefing room was narrow, made crowded by all the people in it. A conference table ran the length of the room, facing a wall full of monitors. Piggot sat the head of the table with Armsmaster at her shoulder. Most of the other chairs were occupied by Protectorate capes or PRT officers who I assumed were baselines.
I recognized most of the capes from the news or the PHO Wiki. At Piggot's right hand was Miss Militia, and Assault and Battery sat next to her. Across from them were Dauntless, Velocity, and a young man in a gladiator style costume whose name I couldn't remember. Triumphant? Trumpet? Something to do with sound, I thought.
Aegis stood against the back wall, leaving the chairs for senior members, and we gathered around him. As we settled in, Clockblocker entered the room. He glanced around, looking for a seat before Vista waved at him.
"Thanks Vista." He murmured, joining us on the wall.
A few more PRT officers filed in, followed by Kid Win and Chariot. Both were out of breath, but were fully geared up for battle. Kid looked at the crowded room, and then dropped a lot of his weaponry outside the door. When they found their places with the other Wards, Armsmaster dimmed the lights.
"Approximately two hours ago, Simurgh descended on Canberra, the capital city of Australia. Her attack was preceded by the total failure of all electrical systems in Canberra."
"
Total failure?" Kid Win said incredulously. "How did she do that?"
"Total as in all of it." Armsmaster said. "No cars, no cell towers, nothing. The citizens were reduced to fleeing on foot. It's likely that she used some form of Tinker tech to create this blackout."
The monitors flashed on, displaying a long distance shot of Simurgh. She was barely visible, illuminated only by the moonlight above a completely dark city. The picture was grainy, but I couldn't ignore the way my heart leapt when I saw her. It was one thing to talk to her, but seeing her in action was- I stamped down on that train of thought. She was killing people, and I was fangirling over her. My self-disgust burned like acid.
"Short-range reconnaissance drones failed to return. It appears that anything electrical that comes within range of the blackout effect fails."
The long-shot of Simurgh was replaced with aerial views of Canberra, and more shots of her from different angles. A red arrow appeared, pointing to a dark shape in one of the Simurgh pictures.
"We suspect that the source of the blackout is that object. The current primary objective is to destroy it. As long as the blackout remains, we are unable to deploy rescue efforts, or establish communications." Armsmaster frowned. He almost sounded angry. "Tinker tech also fails within the blackout range."
Kid Win cursed under his breath.
"Because of the blackout, we only became aware of the attack when an observation satellite passed overhead. Local teams are on the scene, but an organized counterattack has not yet occurred. There's no conventional way to get to Canberra in time, so we're going to be teleported there. Once teleported in, we will rendezvous with the other capes on the scene and coordinate our attack."
"Because of the blackout, I will remain on standby outside of the blackout zone. Miss Militia will be in charge. In the event an organized attack fails to form, or there are no other parahuman groups to work with, you will take your team and attempt to carry out the primary objective. Miss Militia-" Armsmaster looked to her, waiting.
She stood and began pointing around the table. "Assault, Battery, Triumph, with me. Dauntless, until we know if the blackout affects your gear, stay out of the area. You're with Armsmaster."
"Wards- Kid Win and Chariot with Armsmaster. Vista, Gallant, and Velocity will handle search and rescue. Aegis and Clockblocker will come with me."
Vista was standing next to me. She whispered something that I didn't catch when her name was called. Her hands were balled up in her dress. I put a hand on her shoulder. The gesture felt hollow. What right did I have to comfort her?
"Thanks." She said softly. But she didn't stop staring at Miss Militia, and she didn't let go of her dress.
"Ma'am, what about Chimera?" Aegis said. A sinking sensation spread through my belly. What? Hadn't I been included with the others?
Miss Militia paused, looking at me over her flag bandanna. She turned to Armsmaster, speaking to him too quietly to hear. After a moment she nodded and walked over to me.
"Chimera, I'm sorry, but you'll have to stay behind." She said.
"But I can fight!" I protested.
"Armsmaster told me that you can't teleport."
"But-"
"That you are
unable to teleport." She interjected. "I understand that you want to help, but if you can't teleport, you aren't going to make it in time."
I sagged against the wall. I couldn't even do this. Some hero I was.
Miss Militia folded her arms. "It's your second day as a cape. You aren't ready for this. No one's ready for their first Endbringer, and I'm not letting you go out and get killed on your second day."
"I could-" I began weakly.
"Go home, Chimera. Trust me on this." She said. I was about to say something more, but she scowled at me. She kept scowling until I nodded.
Miss Militia went back to talk to Armsmaster, and I headed for the door on legs like lead.
"Chimera!" Kid Win called. I kept going.
I left the room full of capes behind. What was I supposed to do against Simurgh anyway? Or any of the Endbringers for that matter. I'd just assumed I'd fight them because that's what heroes did. I still wanted to be a hero, but now that I thought about it, I knew I couldn't fight them. It was unthinkable. It would be like hitting Dad.
That was… that was a pretty fucked up train of thought. A trio of walking-genocides was on the same level to me as Dad. My powers had done some disturbing things to my mind. That was becoming abundantly clear.
Still ruminating, I hit the button for the elevator. I felt two-faced, like I was a traitor for having my connection with the Endbringers. How could I be friends with the Wards when they might die against one of the Endbringers? Was there any satisfactory answer to that question?
The elevator hummed to a stop. I moved forward as the polished steel doors slid open, and then jumped back as I saw someone inside. A girl in a black cloak, wearing an armored bodysuit stormed out of the elevator. She headed down the hall toward the briefing room, and then stopped.
"Hey you."
I froze halfway into the elevator. Was that Shadow Stalker?
"Are you a new Ward or something?" She had her fingers hooked into her belt, watching me. I stepped back and let the elevator close.
"I was, uh- I was about to sign up when the alarms went off."
Having her stare at me like that was making me nervous. Hadn't the other Wards said she was some kind of violent vigilante? She was humming too. Louder than anyone else I'd heard so far. It was almost a dull roar. Like ocean waves in the distance, or a crowd all talking at once.
Shadow Stalker walked toward me. "Take my advice. Don't get roped into this fucking circus."
She was giving me advice. Huh.
"Is it that bad?" I asked.
"Yeah. You're pretty new right?"
I hadn't expected anything like this. Her tone wasn't friendly, and I couldn't read her face because of her mask, but she was giving me advice.
"I triggered a couple months ago, but I only went out as a cape last night."
"Just stay solo." She said. "Being a new cape is scary as shit, but the Wards don't get a fucking thing done. The Protectorate too. They're
weak. All of them."
"You used to be a vigilante, didn't you?"
Shadow Stalker slouched angrily. "Yeah. They forced me in because they didn't like how I operated. Don't fall for it. All they'll do is tie your hands."
"Oh." I wasn't sure what to say to her. The other Wards seemed like more credible sources than she was. But it'd be lying to say I wasn't waiting for the other shoe to drop. For the PRT to be
this friendly and accommodating was off-putting.
Shadow Stalker glanced at her watch. "Crap. I have to go." She held out a hand. "Shadow Stalker."
"Chimera." My bare hand met her gloved one. "Thanks for the advice."
"
Chimera? No shit. You wrecked that warehouse full of ABB last night, didn't you?"
I blushed behind my mask. "Did everyone hear about that?"
She chuckled darkly. "Now I'm disappointed I told you not to join. I could use a teammate who doesn't fuck around. Those ABB assholes didn't know what hit them."
With that, she nodded to me and hurried toward the briefing room, leaving me even more confused than before. Knowing that I'd impressed Shadow Stalker didn't really make me feel better. And why did she seem so familiar? I didn't know anyone like her.
I snorted. I didn't know anyone. Probably just saw her on tv or something. I took the elevator down to the lobby, still thinking about my talk with Shadow Stalker. Why was she humming like that? What made her louder than Chariot or Armsmaster? Piggot had had it too, so it couldn't be power detection. It was supposed to be precognition, but it wasn't. What was a lesser form of precog? Super déjà vu?
The elevator came to a stop, the doors sliding open to reveal the tiled expanse of the lobby. The PRT officers at the desk nodded to me as I left. It seemed like days since I'd come in to interview for the Wards. The doors to the Protectorate HQ shut behind me, leaving me alone on the front walk. The sun was past its zenith, but the day was still hot and bright.
Was everything really this normal outside? Shouldn't there be more… commotion with Simurgh attacking? It seemed like something that was big enough that people should stand up and take notice, but no, it was the same old Brockton Bay. I knew non-capes didn't pay much attention to Endbringers unless it directly involved them, but
really?
I let my wings grow, unfurling through the holes in my hoodie. The few late afternoon tourists pointed as I changed. My wings arched around me, becoming more complex by the second. Their growth finished only as I spread them to their full span, unfolding each new length of flesh and bone into more wings. The membranes glowed red as the sun caught the blood running through them. I held them wide for just a moment, glorying in the sight. And then, with a single wing beat I shot into the sky, leaving only dust devils in my wake.